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paintedkinzy-88 · 23 days
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Rottmnt dragon au Splinter when the depression hits bad... instant Dragon pile!
You all thought he’d get smothered by canon Raph in a Turtle Pile.
Just wait until Dragon Raph gets the urge to cuddle. They’re ALL doomed.
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ifimdreaming · 5 months
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come over?
luke hughes x reader
summary: you and luke have a secret/not so secret relationship
a/n: no warnings really, this is cute i think and very cringey fluff tbh. not proofread.
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Keeping your relationship with Luke a secret from your friends was a hard enough task as it is, but having to keep it a complete secret from your family was proving to be an even more difficult task. It has been over 6 months of you and Luke being together now and everyday you just want to shout from the rooftops just how much you love him.
Although you knew being in the spotlight was 100% not what you wanted, it was so much harder than you thought to have to sneak around and pretend to be single around some of your very closest friends. And Luke knew how much it meant to the public for you to be known solely as ‘Luke Hughes’ Girlfriend’ so you had both agreed on the whole keeping-things-a-secret thing until further notice.
Because of this, It had been almost 2 weeks since you had last seen your boyfriend. Both you and him being respectively busy, and also having absolutely nowhere to spend time together as your two roommates had not been out of the house for any extended periods of time lately. And in the midst of that, Luke and Jack had a guest staying at their condo since the beginning of the month, making it nearly impossible for you to spend any time there at all.
This had you up late at night thinking about Luke for what felt like the millionth night in a row. wishing he was beside you instead of just your childhood stuffed animals. Wishing he was rubbing your back, soothing you to sleep, kissing your neck gently, tracing shapes on your skin - there were so many little ways he showed you his love and you missed every single one of them. And as much as you hated what was at risk with you sneaking him over - laying in bed dreaming about it caused absolutely no harm at all.
Pulling you out of your daydream, you hear buzzing begin to come from your phone that is left charging on your nightstand as you are trying desperately to fall asleep. You look over to see that it is Luke calling you, at almost 1:00 in the morning. You wonder if he had been up thinking about you too.
You reach over and grab your phone to answer him, “hi baby” you whisper into the phone, not wanting to wake up anyone else in your apartment.
“baby I cant sleep. I miss you so much” he says with a tired rasp in his voice. He lets out a sigh on the other end of the phone and its almost like he is right beside you. You can hear the longing in his voice and can just sense how frustrated he is with the single sigh.
“I miss you too lukey. I literally cant sleep either - ive just been up thinking about you” you say honestly. 
You have always been super honest with him about everything. Weather it be you telling him every single detail about how horrible your period is that week, how you absolutely dread doing the dishes and let them pile up for days before getting to them, how you refuse to go out past 5pm by yourself because you are terrified of being kidnapped, or explaining to him word for word why you love the movie ‘love rosie’ so much and how much it means to you when he agrees to watch it with you. Luke knew you so well and you knew him just the same. Because you always communicated with each other. about everything. No matter what. 
Thats why what he said next came as such a shock to you.
“Ive been thinking too..’’ he trails off, his tone quieter than before
You stay quiet on the other end of the phone, curious about what Luke is about to say and suddenly extremely aware of the fact that it is so late at night and he decided to call you without warning. After your silent thinking, you hum a quiet ‘mhm’ in response, urging him to continue.
“Ive just been thinking.. maybe I regret keeping things, with us, a secret for so long. I know I- We agreed to hold off, especially because of how it would affect your life and everything. And I know thats a really big deal. I dont want you to think im being selfish..” he begins, but waits for you to chime in with your thoughts.
Things have worked well this way for so long, that it surprised you he felt this way. Especially because Luke is a very private person in general, you assumed this is how he wanted things. It broke your heart if you made him feel like this was all your idea in the first place. You just thought it would be best for the both of you.
“Luke I dont know what to say. Honestly i thought we were on the same page so I didnt offer to change anything…” 
“How long have you felt like this?” you add, trying to speak loud enough but still with your voice in a whisper.
“I mean. I dont really know?” he says almost as a question
“Luke…” you urge him, hoping he will answer your question honestly.
“Well I guess - about a month now I guess? I know i shouldve said something sooner but I just didnt want to ruin anything. I know thats kind of..shitty..” He says regretfully
Theres the honest boy you know.
“I..I didnt know” you say. Honestly you ddnt know where to go from here. You wanted to tell everyone everything about your relationship at this very moment, but werent sure if thats where Luke was going with this.
“I- What are you thinking? I understand if you want to keep things the way they are. I wanna be clear that I really dont want to force you into changing anything. I just i couldn t keep it to myself anymore” 
It was so exciting to you knowing how much Luke cared about you. The way he cares for everyone around him has always been something you admire about him. He has the biggest heart in the world and you only hoped to be at least half as caring as him. Clearly this has been on his mind for a while and he cared so mch about your feelings towards it that he didnt want to let his feelings ruin what you have.
“Luke I love you, obviously as long as you know that, thats enough for me. But i do want everyone to know that too.” you say as the lump in your throat grows and tears well in your eyes. 
You honestly didn't know why this was making you emotional. But the combination of missing him, hearing him so delicately approach you with this, and knowing this might be the moment you get to share your love for him with the world, is making it hard to get your words out right now.
“I love you so much. and I want everyone to know I do too” he says matter of factly and your heart melts completely. 
You both sit in comfortable silence over the phone for a moment as your slight sniffles fill the quiet air. 
“I dont know why im crying..” you say through quiet laughter and hear Luke share laughter in response. He was so used to you being emotional over the most random things, this not surprising him one bit.
“What can i do baby?” 
You dont even have to think twice of your next response but pretend to be contemplating anyway,
“hmmmm, come over?” you respond hopefully. It thrilled you to think he might actually say yes. Even at 1:00 in the morning.
“Absolutely,” he says with a laugh and you grin ear to ear with giddy excitement, 
“give me 20 minutes”
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moonastro · 3 months
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mini message from your fs
pick a picture
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left to right(top)-> 1,2,3
left to right(bottom)-> 4,5,6
*this took me quite a bit of time to write and i would appreciate the support that you give me, please enjoy this post as much as i enjoyed making it!*
°DO NOT take this as literal, take everything with a grain of salt as this is purely and intendedly for entertainment purposes. °Don't be afraid to give feedback and opinions about this post (as i would entirely appreciate it). ° This is a GENERAL reading, take what resonates and leave and pass on what does not!
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"hi, i haven't done this before so please understand me☺️. i have been focusing on myself lately and kind off forgot about the people around me. i tend to do that sometimes. right now i may not be in the right physical mentality to be in a relationship but i always seem to think about you- literally, even if i don't mean to. please understand that our time together will come one day and there is no rush at all, after all the saying goes, 'good things come to those who wait.' when the time comes i am sure to have healed and be in the right mental space in order to take extra good care of you. i feel like you think about me also, you may even feel strong emotions when thinking of me but hold on just a little longer, i promise our time will come."
aww this person seems to be focusing on themselves at this time and it is important for them to do so. i think that they have went through a heartbreak and they are taking time off from any committed relationships as of now, they may be isolating themselves more than usual and that's just because they are regaining their mentality and energy.
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"um, this is a bit awkward, not you but me, i tend to have awkwardness crawling next to me at all times. sorry, for the babbling, i have actually gotten a new job, a job that i have never had any experience in so that's really what I'm focusing on at the moment. it's a job that requires me to be independent and not rely on anyone else which i am very grateful for. this is actually a great time to remind myself to say this to you as i feel like i am quite distant with you sometimes. i dream about you...like a lot. it truly awakens something in me, passion, lust perhaps?? i actually don't know the feeling, its so unique that i only feel it when i see you in my dreams. i secretly want to feel that feeling all the time so i purposely sleep a lot just to see you. i need to pick myself up and sort my life out, I'm in a bit of a mess right now but that's just life you know?? i hope to someday release the feeling that i crave every night and i hope that day is near!"
wow, i feel like this person has strong feelings towards you, you may be connected spiritually and communicate regularly in the higher dimensions. they seem to be learning how to routinise their life and their life seems very busy and tiring. i feel like you guys will meet very soon as both are heading in the right direction.
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"hey! oh how i need you in my life. every day i feel like a puzzle piece walking around longing for my other half, i feel very empty. not in a bad way of course, its just i know we are meant to be together and I'm a bit impatient at this point. how long is this going to take?? i guess i have been avoiding meditating and practising my wellness and that's why i have been battling with my thoughts 24/7. thinking of you makes me feel very powerful and secure. when you appear in my mind you clear every last of my bad thoughts, thank you for that!! maybe i can thank you soon? please tell me you are on your way to me? please. please. please... don't make me wait any longer. i do escape my reality, i tend to leave my house and sneak through the window to walk at night. i feel like that calms me? do you prefer night over the daytime too?? i feel like you do, oh we already have one thing in common imagine how many other thousands of things we relate to. i cant wait to talk to you, i really cant."
your person is rather impatient!! like really impatient. but i feel like they need the nurture from someone and they may be lacking that as well. they sound like they are struggling with their thoughts and overthink a lot, especially about the bad things. they are constantly trying to figure out what may be the problem, they may be new to this lifestyle and they are constantly trying to flee their problem instead of confronting them.
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"i feel you. i breathe you. i crave you. if you think i don't know you, oh no no i literally think of you all the fricken time. thinking of you makes me cxm. i cant wait to be intimate with you, i don't care if we don't know each other in real life, i want you! you make me want to touch myself, but how can i perform the act without you??? i sometimes think that I'm going insane but deep down i know that you are here with me. i really hope you are prepared for me baby. just a heads up, i may be out of control when things get too intimate if you know what i mean. but i am trying to control that because the last thing i want is to hurt you. i will worship you like a god, i will kneel down and worship you right in front of you, that's how much you mean to me. I'm not a committed relations typa person, i am waiting for you and saving myself for the fun that we will have."
pheww, wowwww wow wow, your person is very sexual. they sound like someone who connects with someone through being intimate and they are waiting for you to do so, sooo don't be surprised if there is crying and lots of raw emotions being released when you two perform the act. this will be very sacred for them, and you will be their art and world and basically their everything.
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"hi lovely, just popping in to tell you that i am on my way to you. please don't be afraid, it is time for us to finally become one. i am finally ready!! aren't you excited? because i am so excited. every day i am getting closer and closer to meeting you and that makes me feel like a noodle- absolutely WEAKK. your presence is so strong darling, you wont need to be so strong when i appear in your life. we will grow together and i feel like you learned enough life lessons and that why this is possible in the first place. we have completed our lessons. i am so so proud of us. i am ready to finally settle down and commit to you. you are like the sun and i am the plant, leaning towards the sun, please keep shining my dear! we will make this work, together!!!!"
aw such a sweet message, your person is definitely such a cutie. they are definitely ready for marriage and to have a stable relationship. i do however think that they may speak a different language or are from a different country as i feel like there will be some set backs to your communication, but as your person said, you will make it work!
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"hi, i have been daydreaming quite a lot...maybe about you. but that's really not important.. perhaps it is, i have been exploring new ways of expressing my emotions, been practising quite a bit. i think that i miss out on many opportunities because of my daydreaming but that's how i connect with you!! there i said it, do people really want me to break the only connection that we have together? are people that cruel? they just don't understand! music is my go to, i speak to you through music so please listen to music more. i have some things to learn and unfold but please don't worry about me! i don't want you to stress over me, i know you have your own set of problems so please don't add more to your list. can i tell you a secret? i am on a difficult path right now and its all my fault! we cant be together as soon as we would of want all because of my stupidity! but you are the star in this connection so i have my whole trust in you. please wait for me. can you promise me that?"
so your person really blames themselves a lot. it is not their fault at all, it is just that they need to learn more lessons than an average person. they feel hopeless and lost at this time so their energy is all over the place. they do lose their ability to focus as they are distracted by the tempting things in life and that sets them back.
that is it for this post!!
wow, i really enjoyed doing this reading, i had a lot of fun writing this, some messages were so cute and others steamy lol. but i hope you guys enjoyed this as much as i did!!
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kissitbttr · 4 months
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ANA! ANA MY LUV!! idk much about miguel (a travesty i knoeww) but i saw ur fratboy post n now i cant stop drooling at the idea of fratboy!miguel introducing u to his frat buddies!! being so possessive: holding ur waist or pulling u to his lap; kissing ur neck even when his friends are right there. oh my goddd im gonna sob hes so!!!
SUNNY?! I AM BITING MY FIST OMG HE’D SOOO FREAKING POSSESSIVE UGH I LOVE IT WHEN YOU ARE RIGHT
bby you HAVE to hop on the miguel simp train!! HE IS SO FINEEEE😩😩
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it was around after the third date when miguel nervously asked you to come to the frat house to meet his brothers. he didn’t want to overwhelm you of course, he knew how annoying and pushy his brothers could be but still, he would love for them to get to know you just as he had when he was with you,
you saw how nervous he got, but you assured him by squeezing his hand and telling him that you were okay with that. he smiled in return, kissing you softly on the lips as a thank you,
“i never express any gratitude towards anyone in my life except my parents but i want to thank you so much for finally saying yes, it was fucking annoying to hear him yapping about you non-stop. all of us had enough of his corny shit”
one of his frat brothers, glen had mentioned. feigning a relief expression while he smirked at miguel who gave him the finger,
“i literally thanked Jesus when i heard him going on a date with you, y/n! you are our life savior”
miguel threw his head back in annoyance, groaning at how his frat brothers continued to spill his secrets. but you giggled instead, looking over at him who avoided your gaze out of pure embarrassment.
“what else did he do?”
miguel shot you a warning look, “don’t encourage them, muñeca! they’d go all the way out!”
“oh believe me, we have many” beck had answered, playfully snickering at the amount of times miguel had ranted about you. “which one do you want to hear? one where he talked about you while he was high? or one where it was late at night—“
“fuck off, kingsley!” miguel had interrupted before he got too far, in which beck put his hands up in defense.
miguel snaked his arm around your waist, giving your hip three taps to prompt you to sit on his lap which you obliged.
you happily plopped yourself down on one of his thick thighs. he helped you with shifting your body into a comfortable position with your legs crossed.
the rest of the boys sat in the living room, piling in the same area as they all stared at the two of you. millions of questions running through their minds, desperate to know if miguel somehow blackmailed you into agreeing to go out on a date with him or something worse,
miguel sensed the stares from his brothers and, to be frank, it was quite uncomfortable. though he knew for sure they wanted to know the same thing.
“are you guys wondering how i got to take her out or what?”
they all responded with a ‘yes’ in unison, making him rub his temple and you smiled
“so? what did he do, y/n? because i’m starting to think this is a joke”
“could be. i mean, carlos went all 110% for a girl when she rejected his offer the first time” glen shrugged, earning a frown from carlos himself,
“i did not—“
“yes you did. you stood outside of the campus library with a boombox over your head” one boy chimed in while sipping his beer,
“okay see, i was—“
“oh! and remember when he threatened to pull his—“
“shut the fuck up! focus! we’re not here for me but for them!” carlos gestured his hand at both miguel and you. “can we leave my shit behind? that would be great”
carlos's cheeks went beet red as the other guys teased him for it, beck patted him on the back and told him that it was nothing to be ashamed of but carlos only swatted his hand away,
you found it so endearing at how the frat guys were so playful and funny with each other. typical boys will be boys type of thing. they were definitely far more different than when you see them during parties,
“well to be honest, he really didn’t have to do anything” you simply replied, tucking a hair behind your ear. “but definitely persistent, in the most politest way and less creepier though”
“you saying what i did was creepy?” carlos pointed at himself with a defeated look,
“i mean, if you had to ask then yeah”
the rest erupted in a peal of loud laughter while carlos’s shoulders slouched. propping his back against the chair with his arms crossed, a chorus of ‘see?’ and ‘i told you so’s’ made you laugh,
miguel settled his elbow on the armrest, eyes glinted with adoration whilst his mouth stretched into a lovesick grin. he watched how you managed to pull joy out of them and there’s nothing he’s appreciated more than that,
the way you threw your head back as another cute giggle escaped you while holding onto his shoulder for balance was enough to make his heart ponder,
“man, you’ve got wicked sense of humor, y/n—say if shit went sideways between the two of you, just know I’m available”
miguel frowned upon hearing that as his nose scrunched up in disgust as he leapt the nearest pillow at his brother’s direction for that comment. he wrapped his arm around your waist far more protectively,
“watch it” he warned, glaring at him. he knew it was a joke but he still didn’t like how that sounded, “i’ll kick your fucking ass, monty”
upon seeing that, your hand moved to find his cheek, lightly tapping his chin with your finger to get him to look at you,
“easy there, big boy” your words soothed him in seconds, especially when he heard his favorite nickname leaving your mouth, "I'm with you"
the confirmation made him giddy and his heart blossomed,
he moved dangerously close to your ear to whisper before kissing the back of it making you giggle. “you look so pretty tonight, muñeca” miguel dragged his fingertips up and down your exposed thigh, then squeezed the soft flesh. “so so pretty— do i get to see you in this dress more often?”
the question came off too excited despite his best trying to hide it, again, if there was nobody around, he'd actually take you right there and then.
you smiled, wrapping your arms around his neck. “but I thought you like me better when i’m naked?”
“oh there’s no doubt about that, mi amor” he winked with a chuckle, “am i… about to get lucky tonight?”
“you might” a seductive response laced on your tone, winking at him as he squeezed your waist before
the boys let out a couple of groans and fake puking sounds at the sight, but the two of you remained still in your element,
''you guys make me sick" glen protested, shaking his head before getting up from the chair to walk away but you caught a small smile on his face,
"jealous you don't have a girlfriend, mayback?" miguel teased at him, glen only threw him the middle finger before cracking another can of beer from the kitchen,
the rest of the boys followed his actions after, not before congratulating miguel on scoring with you.
the word girlfriend made you bulldozed, eyes darted toward his smiling proud face before yours stretched into one as well,
"i'm your girlfriend?"
his smile faltered after he soon realized what he had just called you, he swallowed a nervous gulp. opening and closing his mouth because he was unsure what to say
you must admit you enjoyed seeing him like that.
"well i-i mean--i wasn't--surely you were--uh--what was the question again?"
you tucked your lower lip in between your teeth, head tilting to the side as the adorable man in front of you became a stuttering mess.
realizing that he is on the edge of a nervous breakdown, you leaned closer to his face before smashing your lips against his. his body went still by your action, but soon found himself lost in your kiss and sighed out of contentment,
you pulled away after a few seconds, tousling his soft chocolate hair before replying,
''i would love to be your girl, o'hara''
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please please PLEASE tell me this is good!! i was writing this in the car and I couldn’t concentrate for a second because people were honking too much!! bhhshshs
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factual-fantasy · 5 months
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27 asks! Thank you for all the kind words! :}}}💙💙💙
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@network-warrior-01
Funnily enough I have been thinking a lot recently about making my own web comic, right here on Tumblr! I have a lot of concepts, although I don't know if I'd make a separate comic just for the Factual Fam. I feel like they kind'a already have a web comic..? In a way.?
And I feel like if I made a story driven comic about us, separate from the ones I'm already making.. It would feel.. idk, off? My lil guys are meant to be with me, going with the flow of whatever's going on with my blog/my life. This is their story. Their lives with me are their story. If that makes sense?? I'm not sure if I have any other ideas in mind for them.. what would their world even look like if I wasn't in it or if it was different from what they have now..??
But on the other note, could you imagine? Me? Making a 100% original comic? With my own original characters, story, and world? Its a daunting thought. The sheer amount of stuff I would have to plan and the amount of angst I could inflict on ya'll would be insane <XDD
And yeahh,, the fanart thing would be a problem... <:/
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The four of them sit together at the base of my stuffed animal pile. Nice and cozy! :}}
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@cudlycorncornsworthcoberson
Actually the quilts are rather deceiving, they're just for show! <XD Bibi was conscious and could talk when he was still a picture. And he became a drawing without the use of a quilt. Jangles had a quilt but was still a picture. He was later "brought to life" with my pen!
The thing about all that life stuff, quilts, pens.. its honestly just for show. Those things don't bring them to life, I do. The flashy ways I do it are just for fun <XD
And about Cici! She was talking! And I think kind'a the idea as to why Jangles could hear them both was not only for the spooks. But becuase Cici and Gerald's concepts were so strongly developed at that point they were basically fully fleshed out characters. Their bodies just didn't exist yet. Hence the "I cant see" I hadn't stitched her button eyes on yet!
So basically their personalities and designs had been thought out. They just weren't there yet. But their presence was still so strong.. And Jangles being a picture kind'a bridged the gap between the concept world and the drawn one. If that makes sense??
He could still hear them after he was drawn though, I guess its an ability that he kept even after being art-ified..? <XD My lore's a little whack- its best not to look too far into it!
Also thank you! I'm glad you liked it all! :DD
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Like I've said before, the best way to show you care is with comments. That's what would make me the happiest. :)
And sure I will! Some comics and random cameos here and there.. I already have some comics in mind.. 👀👀
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I haven't seen the Puss in boots movie, but something tells me you're right XD
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Hmm.. I don't actually know.. That's a good question :0
I guess they would react the same if us humans found a group of people like that. And what would humans do? Probably report it to someone?? <XD
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@minophlia
XDD Thank you! I'm so glad you like me and what I make!! :DDD
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Giant scary abstracted monsters that attack anything in the vicinity?? Nope nope nope!! Jevil would FREAK OUT and Immediately warp them out of there with a mirror. Cant risk anyone getting hurt!
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That's not a half bad idea! :0 I'll see if I can remember to get around to it <XD
Also thank you so much!! :DD
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All I know of punch out is from smash bros. And I got beef with Little Mac. Anytime anyone plays as him they always kick my butt XDD
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I imagine Jevil wouldn't tolerate it much. If Jax was being a butt towards Jevil that's one thing. But as soon as he starts to direct that to anyone else in the group- especially Seam.. Then there's gonna be a problem. :x
Seam would be annoyed. But its likely the same as Jevil. He doesn't really care about his antics, but as soon as its directed at Jevil or someone else.. well then there's a problem-
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@abaroo
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Thank you so much!! :DD And of course I held his widdle hand! He needed the emotional support! He was making the biggest decision he's ever made in his life- <XD
And you're welcome! <XD I'm so glad you liked it! :}}
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No no no no that is the wrong habitat for me!
I need to be put in a cardboard box with all the flaps open except for 1. There needs to be a grassy/muddy floor and a bowl of water.
Then put this box out in your backyard in the pouring rain. Don't give me anything to warm myself, and only feed me refrigerated watermelon. Now THAT'S what I call a comfy habitat!
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@multiverse-city
Thank you so much! :DD I appreciate the compliments!! :}}
Although I'm sorry to say that I don't want me and my critters to show up as background characters.. <:( Sorry!
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He probably has a couple of times yeah. Maybe right after big events or shows he got pushed over the edge and crashed.. :(
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He might..? But I think Freddy would want to give Bonnie space.. Becuase when Bonnie is overwhelmed, that's what he wants. Is silence and space. And when Freddy is around Bonnie he would try to be really quiet and not move around too much..
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So many siblings...
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My only thought is that my version of the Daycare Attendant would better fit the role of Kaufmo. :0 The idea that he suddenly disappears, only to reemerge as a monster..
That, and I would shoe horn a bunch of unnecessary angst in there XDD
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:DD Thank you so much!! :}}}
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WAAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! Its so nice to hear that even though you knew nothing about the characters, you still loved my comic!! :DD And thinking my critters have depth?? And feel human?? WAAA THANK YOUUU!!! I try to give them all separate personality's and really put some emotion into them, I'm so glad you've noticed! It seems to be working! :DD
And again a thousand thank you's for the compliments to my sona! :DD The bloodied hands and dripping face getting worse and worse as the comic progresses to show my exhaustion,, even the comically placed hands! I put a lot of heart into all of it and I'm so happy that you've noticed!!
Thank you for all the kind words! Sending platonic love right back at ya!! :DDD 💙💙💙
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@anartistwhowrites
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THANK YOU!! :DDD
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<XD Noooo don't cry! Thank you though, I'm glad you liked it! :))
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@beryl-shade
One word; Horrified.
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Aww, I'm sorry it made you cry! <:(( But I'm glad you liked it none the less! <:}}}
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@badlyblurry
Darn <XD I had it match my Tumblr's theme.
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@crimson-thinker
My main thing is it just feels like they "stole" what I made and drew it without asking me. And then turned around and gave it to me as a gift. Which obviously isn't what fanart actually is. But that's just how it feels.
But hey, your ask has many more reasons for me to not like fanart <XDD
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The idea I had was they can use Power-Ups purely becuase they're human. Like, something about just being human gives you access to the power the Power-Ups have. .
Do you have a different idea though? I'd love to hear it! :)
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thebunniesgrim · 4 months
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Fizz and Blitzo’s Beef doesn’t make any since 
To me
(idk why it says my replies are restricted if you cant reply go ahead and just tag your comments or something I am not sure how to turn it off my reply settings say anyone can reply supes sorry)
In my opinion  
What do you think?
(This isn't really flaw of the ep it's more just... I guess a me thing? I think?)
Is it just me or does Fizz and Blitzo’s Beef build up not have the effect it thinks its does? What I mean is before Oops biltzo and Fizz obviously had some beef with each other because of what Blizto says to robot Fizz, what Fizz says to Blizto in Ozzie's and also when they see each other in Oops for the first half.  
For Fizz it makes some since, but Blizto doesn’t make any what’s so ever because they haven't seen each other since the accident because Biltzo couldn’t visit him, right? Right. So how can this hate be mutual? They were on good terms before the accident as Blizto was going to tell Fizz he liked him but chickened out and it looked like he was mad at Fizz, but he wasn’t.  
Why on earth did Blizto not like him(Fizz)? He calls Fizz an over rated sell out jester. You would think someone who was so overwhelmed by guilt of getting his best friend and crush obliterated on accident that he cried when apologizing. wouldn’t have said something so mean about him. Also why is blizto jealous of Fizz if he left bad about the accident wouldn’t seeing Fizz alive and becoming successful make him feel better like “oh awesome I didn’t ruin his life or anything” You can say its jealousy on Blitzos part, but you literally almost killed him so you can only be mad so much (in my opinion) and he is clearly happy for fizz and his accomplishments  
And if blizto was pretending to hate Fizz because he assumed Fizz hated him and wanted to just go along with it instead of facing the problem. Well, that goes against everything else we’ve seen blizto do! You're telling me he can sneak into Stolas’ castle, the rehab hospital, find Barbie (even when she doesn’t want to found), and will disregard the boundaries of Moxxie to get what he wants but he couldn’t find or sneak into Fizz’s hospital or somewhere he worked to apologize? Sure right, this is Stolas not finding Octavia even though she had the book with her and stolas could've located the book to find her all over again  
also why is blizto so surprised when Fizz tells him he didn’t ruin his life with how well-known and marketed Fizz is obviously you didn’t ruin his life.  
Fizz says Blizto’s love life is bad. How does he know that? If the last time they’ve seen each other was on Fizz’s birthday then how in the world does he know that? all of Bliztos known romantic relationships to us the audience is Verosika and Stolas. Unless verosika told Fizzarolli about their relationship how does he know that? “Some nerve you have to comment on a relationship. Last time I checked your love life is pile of shit” last time you checked? Babes, you haven't seen him in 15 years! How did you check? last time you “checked” anything you needed up an amputee  
Other eps make it seem like Blizto and Fizz had some big falling out, but they didn’t. So how does all this 
“I make more money than you do being a cheap ass robo rip off of an overrated sell out jester” 
“Hey, everyone, this guys a total disgrace” 
“Some nerve you have to comment on a relationship. Last time I checked your love life is pile of shit” 
“I have my own life without you in it” 
“Twice is already way too much” 
“Well at least I'm still actually working for my shit and not getting everything handed to me like some pampered attention whore!”  
“My horns were always bigger than yours” 
Come form not seeing someone for 15 years? 
For Fizz? sure it makes since homeboy blew you up but for blizto to have such a guilty reaction and burst into tear proclaiming about how sorry he was doesn’t make any since. They were so salty towards each other than they haven’t seen each other in 15 years and not having a big fight before they were separated doesn’t make any sense to me. It would be one thing if Blizto was pretending to forget the accident, or keep denying that he started the fire, but he just admits it, and this is obviously something that eats up at him and that he regrets.  
Why does blizto have so much animosity towards Fizz?  Given what all other episodes and the beginning of Oops makes it seem like Fizz and Blizto had some big falling out and maybe had some type of romantic thing going on and know more knowledge about each other than Oops shows us, but there’s nothing!  
thoughts?  
Am I watching the show wrong lol?
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ur1vr · 9 months
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❤️‍🩹.
hobie brown x fem! reader
tw/cw: angsty, character death (not sayin who), hobie cryinOMFG THIS HURTS TO TYPE, medium description of blood, suicidal thoughts, suicide, sad shit EVERYWHERE…I APOLOGIZE, mentions of sharp objects.
listen to so my darling-rachel chinouriri, or la lune- billie marten <3 (both fucking hurt🫡)
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you’re tired. you tired of all these fucking canon events. They tire you so much. You cry in stress in your room every night, everything piles up onto you. Miguel and his harsh comments, your loved ones passing away, you failing school, your parents hating you, it just never stops. You just wish it could end, and you’ve tried. pills, the sharpened knife on your kitchen counter, trying to kill yourself in your bathtub, letting the cold water go up your nose and into your ears. you’ve tried, but nothing ever worked.
One night you thought of trying again. As you were getting up to leave your room a portal opened, but you didn’t even bother turning around. “you okay love?” the familiar voice echoed through your room. You nodded slowly, but you knew he wasn’t gonna take that as an answer. He steps in front of you, looking at you with concern and worry. “ya know you can talk to me, right? Im here if you need me.” you looked at him with glassy eyes, tears already falling. “hey hey hey whats going on love?” you tried your best to make words, despite your shaky voice. “hobie i cant- im so like..fucking tired. im tired of a-all this bullshit on me and im at my breaking point where i might just k-“ “do not say that.” hobie says sternly, but with care.
You slowly realize that his eyes are glassy too, making you break down. “we need you here, I need you here. I need you here more than anyone else on the team, m’kay?” he says while looking at you, tears threatening to spill. “Im sorry.” you say. “what are you sorry about? what do you mean?” hobies breathing slowly turning uneven. He doesn’t wanna know, but he feels like he does. Then it clicks. “oh my god no.” “nonononono” he frantically checks on you then he rolls up your sleeves. fuck. He looks at you with…an emotion you can’t decipher well, which is making you nauseous. “you said you stopped” at this point you were full on sobbing at his words. “why did you lie? i could’ve helped yo-“ you push him away for a moment, confused.
“What do you mean could’ve..?” hobie takes a deep breath. “I meant it as why didn’t you tell me while you we-“ “WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHILE??” your sadness turned into anger. “SO YOUR TELLING ME YOU CANT HELP ME ANYMO-“
“NO I CANT. I CANT HELP YOU. YOU WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE ITS GOTTEN TO A POINT WHERE NOT EVEN A REGULAR PERSON LIKE ME CAN HELP. YOU NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP, CANT YOU SEE? LOOK AT YOUR ARMS LOVE AND Y-YOUR-“ hobie staggers down a bit crying and heavily breathing. “hobie..please.” “hobie look at me, talk to me please.” Hobie puts his head in hands and your heart shatters to the floor. “cmere.” he suddenly says with a scratchy voice. You immediately go to him and hug him like never before, and he hugs back just as tightly, kissing the side of your head still crying. “Im so so s-sorry hobie..please forgive me.” You plead as if he would disappear at any moment.
*time skip🫡*
you and hobie are cuddled on your bed, but you can’t sleep. You stare at your ceiling, only thinking of him. The tears that welled in his eyes, the sadness in his voice, the guilt. It made you want to cry even harder, wondering why you could’ve just fucking stopped. You turn your head to look at him, tears streaming down your face. Hes sound asleep next to you, but you just wanna wonder what hes thinking of. Does he hate you now? It scrambled through your mind. and you thought of something again, but ended up whispering it. “im so sorry hobie, i cant do this, it wont stop at all.” you kiss his forehead tearfully and get up. you find a piece of paper laying at your desk, looking up, you see pictures and polaroids of you both smiling and laughing. A picture of your first date. The kiss at the firework show. You guys at the park. you sniff as you grab a pen and start scribbling down: “im so sorry hobes, i wish i could’ve stayed longer my love. Thank you for everything, i love you so much my little spider-punk.”
You slowly get up and place the paper where you were laying down. you look at your loving boyfriend one last time, before entering the kitchen. You end up finding the knife. “He tried hiding it…” you say quietly crying. You raise the knife to your wrist, targeting your vein roughly, and the rest went from a blur to pitch black. Hobie wakes up in the middle of the night and feels an empty space on the bed. He frantically jumps and looks around the room and finds the paper. He reads it, and tears start flowing like a waterfall down his face. He immediately stands up and yells your name, trying to find you around the house…and when he finds you, its heart breaking. He finds you unconscious on the cold floor, blood slightly seeping from your arm. “nonono please PLEASE.” He yells as he picks you up, lifting your head first. “look at me baby-look at me please, please love don’t die on me my love please” he says while sobbing, trying to find any sign of life in your face.
but he finds none.
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tulipanthousa · 3 months
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tell us about the unwritten au 👀
okay, full disclosure, this will never be written. i have no intention of ever doing so. if someone else is willing to take a crack at it be my guest but this would be too much for me to handle
so, here it is
Content Warnings: angst, RAPE (<- read this. the dove is dead. do not pass go do not collect $200. youve been warned) both directly and via proxy, and other kinds of sexual coercion
LAOFT RELAMP but at what cost
In main story laoft, durant does not see roman and remy's dalliances as important or a threat to him/his control over roman.
in this story. he does
in an agonizing display of cruelty, he kidnaps remy and presents him to night roman as a gift.
its a terrible position - roman cant reject the gift and risk durants anger, which will end in disaster for both him and remy... but niether can he accept it and walk back into his day life with the knowledge that remy will remain here, trapped, alone with durant, and impossibly far away from anything roman can do to protect him
Roman takes the only path he can find - feign gratefulness so deep that he no longer had need of his day left, and giving it up. because at least if theyre both trapped remy's not alone.
Remy and Roman disappear the same night, stolen from their beds without a sound or a trace left behind.
In wickhills, Logan is incandescent with fury and patton cries so miserably the woods and hills around his house are bone-dead silent. not even the birds want to sing in his presence.
May sits alone in her house, the door locked, refusing to answer for anyone.
The Adams' put up posters across all of southeast ohio knowing nobody is going to call
And emile watches them all and churns with guilt because he didnt know remy, not really, so why does he think he has a right to be this sad?
Back in faerieland, things escalate in a bad way very quickly. Durant coerces Roman and Remy into increasingly intense sexual scenarios for his entertainment.
in the midst of this, having only one other person you can rely on or trust can, coupled with the rapid increase in intimacy, cross the wires a bit, and wwhoops, Remy and roman are in love now
Remy: or whatever passes for love in this shitshow Roman: you dont get to tell me i dont really love you Remy, crying: ok
and tbh, all of this is more of just context for what im ACTUALLY interested which is
they get out. now what?
Because in the meantime, Emile has reached out to patton, we still have LAMP and remile, and now we have pair-of-cats-that-cant-be-separated creativisleep
Logan: you thought canon logan had anger issues? ha. ha i say. this logan would kill a man sooner than let them make roman or remy even slightly uncomfortable. he'll snarled at his own mother if she gets too close. he'll snarl at thomas, though he'll feel bad about both. this is actually! not great! because logan tried to guard from the outside looks a lot like Guards Keeping Us Inside to remy and roman, so they have to figure out how to navigate logans nuclear reactor protectiveness vs it wigging roman and remy out.
Virgil: Virgil waking up is the catalyst for them getting free, and in the midst of his horror falls in QP love at first sight with remy, who was so brave and so strong and kept roman safe when virgil couldnt.
Remy: i dont know if 'safe' is even slihtly accurate Virgil: the safety of his heart and mind are of equal importance to me as his body. you have cherished both, and you can have anything you ask for as long as i live Remy: [gay fluster noises]
Patton keeps determinedly dragging emile to mays house (where they are holed up for close access to dizzy and jax) even though Emile feels like he's intruding
Patton, constantly on the verge of tears: I almost lost Roman and i've decided im in love with all of you and i CATEGORICALLY refuse to lose anyone else Emile: um Patton: RE. FUSE.
so pattons HOPE is that they all wind up in a big polycule pile, and its doesnt... not do that, but its not quite as clearcut as all that.
Theres stumbling blocks at the beginning withboth remy and roman wavering on whether or not their romantic feelings are genuine, and subsequently wondering if the fact that theeyre still in love with Emile and LAM respectively means that they arent.
this would go through some oscillations of both of them trying to deny those feelings to "prove" their love for each other, vs trying to push the other away so they can go be with p[eople they "really love"
do! not! separate them!
in my head this ends with romantic LAMP, Romantic Remile, Romantic Patmile, and QPR losleep and sleepxiety - everybody else is friends and cuddle buddies
Remy is actually super comforted by the fact that Patton is in love with him/attracted to him but never asks for more than friendship because he knows remy isnt. Metamour besties.
Dizzy suffers a lot from this ordeal (she hid from durant and subsequently roman, knowing if he found her as romans familiar it would be catastrophic) so their bond is.... stretched, lets say. overtaxed. she's a little sicklier. a little smaller, a little more timid. hides in remy or virgils jackets frequently
All of which is to say that this is a fraught extended metaphor that sometimes trauma changes you, and it changes your relationships, and it changes the way you feel attraction, and all of that is okay. it doesnt make those feelings or relationships less real or loving or valid.
anyway this is my monster. im not going to write it (please dont ask) but some people have expressed that they were glad i still shared it, so have some bite sized angst
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dwritesit · 7 months
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cant get enough
its almost midnight but fuck it - rain comforting dewdrop when his thoughts get to him.
read it on AO3 or below the cut!
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Rain watches Dewdrop with sad eyes as he curls up into his chest after a long, devastating cry. Dewdrop wouldn't let anyone else, no one except Rain, know how often he cried like this. It would come in waves, ebbs and flows of ups and downs, where things piled up on his shoulders - Rain knew Dewdrop carried the weight very seriously, never wanting any piece to drop. But it always did, and Rain was always there every time, even if Dewdrop’s mind would tell him otherwise. 
“Do you still love me?”
He pets at his fire ghoul’s hair, breathing in his scent, smelling like the cooling coals of a beach fire after the night has wound down and everyone has started packing up. It's soothing, Dewdrop is always soothing to him, even if this was his scent when he's feeling low, and Rain wishes Dewdrop could believe it when he tells him this. That everything about him makes Rain’s life beautiful. That he loved Dewdrop so much that he often felt like he was happily drowning in it.
If only he knew. If only his mind would let him know. 
Rain understood that Dewdrop couldn’t help it. They’d talked about it many times, how he felt like something had broken him after the change, that he didn’t know how to trust anymore. And Rain hadn’t known what to say then - Dewdrop certainly didn’t need to be fixed, and there were no strings of words that could make the pain go away. All he could do was stick around, to hold him when his mind was swirling with self-hatred and fear. 
To just hold him like this.
Here, Dewdrop was playing with Rain’s hands with his arms wrapped around Dew’s small waist as he held him close on his lap. He was always quiet after the feeling erupted out of him, like he’d exhausted every part of himself just simply telling Rain what had been bothering him. It made Rain’s chest ache, feeling the slow, shaky, rise and fall of Dewdrop’s body as he breathed through the tiredness. 
“All I do is take.”
Dewdrop often called himself selfish. He usually said it with a laugh, commenting about how he gets what he wants, takes what he wants, and then worries behind closed doors that he's too much to handle. Rain didn’t see it. He saw a ghoul that was… giving. 
When Swiss was sick, shivering in his room alone and pushing everyone away because he didn't want to be seen in such a weak state, Dewdrop had shoved his way in. He claimed he needed Swiss cuddles, that he needed attention and that Swiss was the only one he wanted. Rain remembered biting his own tongue as a few other ghouls told him to leave Swiss alone for a while. Dewdrop had ignored them and slipped inside Swiss’ space. A few hours later, he and Swiss emerged from the room, the larger ghoul huddling around Dewdrop for warmth as he finally allowed the others to begin taking care of him, looking better already. Rain watched as Dewdrop slunk to the back, letting Mountain take Swiss into his own hands while wearing a small smile on his lips. He hadn’t been selfish then. 
Did he not see that? Dewdrop’s empathy, though he tried to hide it behind false aloofness, was one of the many, many things Rain adored about him. He saw how he watched the others, absorbed them, asking them questions about their days and hobbies, keeping everyone engaged with his bright energy. If there was anyone who could cheer a sad ghoul up, it was Dew. 
Rain could recall countless times he’d seen Cirrus sulking in the mornings, only for Dewdrop to slink behind her, teasing her into a smile with his sharp tongue and a few loving touches. Or the many occasions that Phantom would wake up from nightmares, and Dewdrop who knew about such dreams better than most of them, would coax the quintessence ghoul into his and Rain’s shared nest, grumbling the whole way about how he slept better with Phantom squished between them anyways. Rain observed how Phantom’s ears perked up, tail wagging as he dipped himself into their bed, anxiety melting away at the idea of Dewdrop being the one who needed him.
It happened like that often. A ghoul in need, afraid to reach out and Dewdrop would build himself into a bridge for them to walk across in the guise of needing them first. Rain thinks its because its what Dewdrop himself needs, just someone to outstretch their hand when he's locked himself away and told everyone whose come to the door to fuck off. He needs someone to say fuck that and kick the door down. 
“Everyone would be better off without me.”
Rain leaned down to kiss at Dewdrop’s temple, purring low, knowing his mate did not need words then, just love and safety. Dewdrop slumped further into his arms, the back of his head against Rain’s collarbone as he allowed Rain more access to his face and neck. He peppered chaste kisses on every bit of warm skin his lips could find, brushing his hair back for more. He relished in the way Dewdrop was leaning on him now, letting him love him like he hadn’t just an hour ago.
“I don’t want to-” Dewdrop gasped for breath, “Don’t want to be too much.”
“I love you, droplet,” Rain whispered against Dewdrop’s skin, “I can’t get enough of you.”
Dewdrop shifted in his arms, leaning back a bit so he could look at Rain. His eyes were searching for something, scanning his face with a blank expression, tired eyes red and puffy. His lip quivered, and Rain quickly swooped down to move him so he was straddling his lap instead, tucking his face into the crook of his neck as his small body shook again with quiet sobs. His claws scratched into Rain’s back as he clutched him tight. Rain held him tighter, arms wrapping around him to keep him as close as possible while his fire ghoul, his flame, let everything out through gasps and tears.
He rubbed his back as Dewdrop’s breathing slowed, his cries turning to shaking breaths and small hiccups.
“You promise?” Dewdrop asked, his voice thick and wet. He pushed lightly against Rain’s chest and Rain let his grip go slack until their foreheads were pressed together, his hands resting on Dewdrop’s hips. 
Rain breathed him in, Dewdrop breathed in Rain. 
“I promise,” Rain replied, giving Dewdrop’s hips a squeeze as if it were a punctuation, “I need you, Dewdrop.”
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vacant2007 · 1 year
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goofy things i do
-mentally shut down as soon as i try to type this because oh my god why would you commit your thoughts to text. what are you some kind of self-obsessed ignorant tool
-hype myself up for like 3 days to finally make a Funnie Joak that ive been planning for like 2 years. if nobody laughs at joke, kill self
-walk thru grocery store shopping normally but vibrating with fear and absolutely certain everybody there hates every fiber of my being and would love to see me dead
-almost cry when thinking about how i exist and how unappealing and gross i am and how i cannot take myself seriously because i am so subhuman and repulsive and pointless that even wishing someone would love me is an unholy amount of embarrassing that i cant even begin to process
-if someone mentions an interest of mine casually, immediately clam up and do my damndest to pretend i barely care because if they see me like visibly react or get excited or anything it will be SO confusing and weird and cringe and it will be the talk of the century for them when im not around. or worse they will say 'lol why do you like that so much' which as we all know is a valid reason to consider suicide
-never keep a journal even in private. you think im just gonna say how i feel about things directly? so that the audience of nobody can mock me? i think the fuck not
-behaving bizarrely secretively about purchases and things i buy because id actually rather die than be asked why i bought something/wanted something
-want to hurl myself off a cliff when asked things like 'what's your favorite movie'
-lie about random shit for no reason like oh my god they will hate me FOREVER if i tell them i went to Walmart. I'm gonna say i uhhhhh went to the library. ok cool
-push the existence of new acquaintances who might want to be my friend so fucking far out of my mind that i genuinely forget to attempt contacting them
-get new clothes i think are cool, then never wear them because i feel like the worlds stupidest silly little boy in my shitty little fit
-before stating a fact to someone in a text or whatever, even if i know the fact is 100% true, google it and check it from multiple sources multiple times and read them over and over to make sure i'm not misunderstanding or misreading or otherwise about to make a fool of myself by saying something like, grass is green. once i am satisfied that i will Not sound stupid for stating that grass is green, press send and wait in agony
-on walks around the neighborhood with earbuds in, check every 30 seconds to make sure they're actually connected and that nobody is hearing my music. not only because it would seem really inconsiderate and strange to be blasting music out in public, but also because they will probably think the songs i like are really stupid
-put everybody i interact with into categories based on which sensitive aspects of myself i am willing to share with them at any given time. don't mix them up! i can't be telling personal-emotional stuff to the infodumps guy or vice versa.
-get so violently upset when someone is a little rude that i fantasize about beating them to a pulp while in reality i am just hiding and holding back tears
-avoid being seen in public spaces as much as possible because everytime someone's eyes notice me i feel like they are full of malice even though i cannot adequately explain what malice looks like in a person's eyes. best to just assume all gazes are malignant, then
-wonder why i am So Alone And Lonely while the unread DMs and text messages pile up on me, or fizzle out because I didn't say anything meaningful back
-leave behind me a series of friendly people who probably did try their best to include me and get to know me, but i couldn't find it in me to trust or listen to
-everytime i have to do something no matter how normal it is, wait till someone else does it first so i can gauge whether anyone thought they were stupid or weird and if not, copy exactly how they do it
-worry this is a stupid list
-wonder if there's enough things on this list or if i'm forgetting something that was crucial to The Vibe of it and without it the post will just seem dumb
-put this in the drafts as soon as i get done typing it, where it will ostensibly rot for all of time!

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cinnawinnamon · 4 months
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Crush
Journal Entry #1
I couldn’t sleep other than the moment of shut eye i got while reading.. but thats nothing new, except..i started thinking about this girl, idk why she pops into my head from time to time, so i got to thinking about it. About why i kept thinking of her, why couldn’t i let her go like all the crushes i’d had before and after her? ..and i realized..a whole lot of things actually. It was in the way she looked at me, like she was interested in me, like she wanted to see what i’d do next. And whenever i caught her eye it made me smile, not that she was looking at me. But that she was seeing the things in me that nobody else was. How she always was looking when nobody else was. I’ll give you an example, me, our friends and her were all playing uno one time..when your in a group of people there are these little pockets, small moments where everyone elses attention is preoccupied with each other or something else that just happened or the tv or whatever. In these little moments you can say whatever you want, ANYTHING and no one will hear you, you can get away with some small things in these moments and i knew that. I’d experienced these moments my whole entire life..so i switched the uno pile around to the color that favored the hand i had. There i was flipping through the pile looking for the best card for me to put on top of the pile..but something was different, this little pocket of my own, someone had found it. i was being watched. I cant remember if she gasped or almost said “hey” or maybe even chuckled idk but i looked at her and she was looking at me with a smile on her face. I couldnt help but smile back. It was just me in her in this little moment, i changed the cards around to my liking..she never said a word about it to me or anyone. but that whole game i was smiling and so was she, and only we knew why.. even thinking about it now puts a smile on my long face.
There was this other time she came up to me and said “i know ___ will love this” and she showed me a video that just that day had me cracking up and laughing my ass off. But when she showed it to me, i had already seen it and i got all my giggles about it out. She seemed surprised that i didnt laugh as much as she thought i would. I wish i had told her how much it made me laugh before. That id already seen it. That she was right, that she knew me so well..i didnt of course i had my fake laugh i said thats great and walked away.
Il tell you two more stories these are a bit different..were in the laundry room of my best friends apartment complex. My main friend group is all there. My two best friends..and her. Oh god i really hope im not romanticizing all this just because im lonely. Why cant anything just be? Why must there always be the possibility that something isn’t real??..
Ok ok back to the story: Were all talking as we always did, the conversations were always amazing with these people..i dont regret a single monent i spent with them, but with her they were..especially interesting..i cant remember what the hell we were talking about at the time but..either her or i said something that the other two didnt get. But we got it, i remember the feeling. I was getting more and more excited the more i felt she understood, i got off the laundry machine. I thought nothing of it..i was so happy that someone could relate to what i was saying! Suddenly i was inches from her.. she was still seated at the laundry machine that just a moment ago was on the other side of the room. But suddenly, i was right infront of her..she was right infront of me. Silence. The other two looked on, i had almost forgot. She was dating my best friend. I think at that moment everyone knew that i had forgotten. The silence rang through me. I smiled my disappointed smile and went back to my laundry machine and sat down, from than on i tried my best not to look at her.
What would have happened if there was nothing that would have stopped me?..i think i would have just kept getting closer..
And now for the final memory. Me and my two best friends had this little clothing brand and we made all sorts of clothes. Shirts, hoodies, shorts..and one time we made these ski masks, they were a completely out there design, there was a zipper on the mouth piece , and some other stuff referencing traditional mafia/gang symbolism.. i didnt much care for it my self but i also didnt design it so i didnt care about it at all really..to be honest with you i thought it looked a bit ridiculous, i mean it was innovative but i could do without the gang references. Anyway shes dating one of my best friends at the time (i know i know, only the shittiest of friends start crushing on their best friends girl..but maybe thats what made it so great? We knew we were never gonna get together so we could love each other from afar, its the safest kind of love you can fall into. And its just as distant too..) so she hangs around us and our clothe making alot and we were just wrapping up, about to walk outside in the cold winter evening. I put my jacket on as i walk out the door and i turn back around to say something..and i see her right behind me with the ski mask on..haha i never imagined someone could look so cute in the stupid thing. I swooned like ive never swooned before haha ! I drooped my head on to the door enraptured by her very essence..i couldnt take my eyes off her..i felt my eyes water up. Just than she took the mask off and with the most innocent beautiful eyes she looked at me. She saw my love for her in that moment..one of those moments again, surrounded by people but it was just me and her. She looked at me like she was sorry, sorry that i had fallen in love with her.. it almost broke my heart than and there because i saw it all in her eyes..i snapped out of it quick : realizing how bare i’d been wearing my emotions i reverted to my distant self, the part that was easy to play, the one who could take over and and shoot the shit and never have to feel a thing. all while i sat in the passenger seat..just…screaming for me to do something other than the stupid things i’d do.
…Every now and again i long for her. But im afraid that it wont be the same. for you see, i am a coward with my emotions, i bury them, i drown them, i numb them, i run from them. But i never face them, and im afraid with no barrier between me and her..that she wont feel the same way..and what if it was all in my head? What if she looked at me that way because she was so sorry for me for having fallen in love with her because she knew she could never reciprocate? Not for me. I am unlovableUNLOVable
Oh god
Stupidstupid howcouldanyoneverloveyou? DumbstupidcowardwrongjerkassholestupididiotidiotIDIOTIDIOTIDIOT
She would have been-
She would have been..
Just stop. Just say hi..ask her how shes been, maybe she’ll be happy to hear from you…and if shes not than at least you know that this love does exist..you��ll find it, just dont give up on it. And above all, be brave
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who-is-shades · 7 months
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raz dnd 19
back on track senna asks the guy what happaned. he says 'robot demons' were trying to take them and they still have some scrap left. senna asks him where they are and they took them to the blacksmith. the building got fucked up but were gonna investigate. her and parsley go to check.
as senna looks she finds a damaged broken head. it looks like wheatleys. "parsley, we cant let wheatley see this." parsley pulled out 2 robot body pieces. he fucking just shows them to her wtf. senna says they need to bury these. gonna keep looking for other parts to bury. senna messages teya to keep wheatley distracted.
android and zen have gone around the village to ask questions but uh yeah that isnt going well. SP is playing with a stick. senna and parsley keep looking for robot body parts. teya went eeby deeby for a bit lol. zen says shes still alive its the fucking soul thing again. into the tube!
wheatley decided to go find us and zen follows lol. they managed to find us barely. senna says burial preparation as she moves more rubble. she has her removal in neat file. parsley just puts his pile over there too. wheatley squats beside the head and stares at it then trails the outlines. he then starts helping us sort the rubble, sometimes taking stuff right out of sennas hand to check. zen goes over to the head and picks it up, then god shows up to stare at the bodies too.
double voices! wheatley whips around to watch. zens hands glow yellow and the head unflattens. wheatley is trying to gather similiar parts. zen struggles fixing the body. wheatley is freaking out and trying to get the others to dig faster. the broken bits start repairing themselves. digging up the glowing bits from the rubble. good as new! god cant use more energy cause it would hurt zen. parsley says we could bring the parts to his domain with the tokens? he hadnt thought of that but he'd have to rework the tokens a bit but its not necessary right now. zen tosses down a portal and some bots come out to gather the parts.
parsley asks for zen back so we can collect faster. god shows off and just lifts all the bits out of the rubble and into a pile. parsley throws his hands in the air like wtf. god cant use too much power in zen or it will harm him. wheatley gives him a hug lol. he asks if their safe to bring back. god admits he has no idea and offers to let wheatley watch him repair them. into the portal he goes. zen is freed!
wheatley sees god looking at blueprints. lots of info. its the goddamn lego movie pieces. pieces float and theres enough for 2 robots. not even rusty but their still off. they switch them on their alive! kinda. their not doing anything. they dont respond. the software is lost. 'still a chance to make someone new.' no, their programming is gone. they cant be sentient. god says if he looked at wheatleys programming he might be able to re-create it. he didnt ask before cause its invasive. hes not good with software lol. his robots are made from magic.
wheatley offers his hand. god admits he doesnt know what will happen. it will be unpleasent. very. very. painful. god says hes so advanced hes in awe. he can feel god in his memories ugh. god says it was very informative as he lets him go. he goes to the other bots but stops himself. then starts something else. the bots are moving! 'h-hello?' wheatley is popping off. the bots dont know who they are or whats happening. wheatley tells them they get to pick who they want to be. still confused lol. god say itll take a while lol.
teya is back lol. senna had went to help bury the other people. android is pissed he cant find anyone so has to use the token to find us lol. wheatley and teya pop in and android snaps at them. wheatley decides not to tell android this shit lol. some townsfolk walk over and watch senna burying people, but they spot the robots and hate that and scatter lol. parsley is fucking digging a mass grave in the cemetary goddammit. senna says they have to mass bury them, the survivors cant stay here. android says to just burn the bodies. senna says they usually burn them when their sick. now their talking about how people bury dead people lol.
teya is confused why people bury the dead. android asks teya is burning the bodies is good or bad since she was dead lol. and infected. senna says were not burning them quit asking. parsley finished digging nice. android refuses to help and senna tells them to just keep an eye out for bears or something. senna says the townspeople would be very mad if the robots helped. carrying bodies to the grave do do do. we decide to leave the hole open so the people can do their own funeral. senna says they will have to leave, the town was destroyed. parsley says they could resort to incest if they dont, everyone is like wtf and wheatley slaps him.
we know they took people with them, gotta find where they went. why would he wanna take people. senna takes out her notebook and is taking notes on why they would take people. she says maybe he needs the people for something robots cant do. wheatley says they might be able to trap them by following their footsteps. zen says their might be an outpost of bots. time to rest first, were still hurt.
senna helps zen set up camp but parsley says the townspeople might offer whatever shelter is still left. crowd is around the grave. he comes back cause everyone is sad lol. wheatley asks teya to slap parsley in the head lol. teya smacks him with mage hand lol. senna asks them not to beat each other up tonight since their fighting. parsley takes out some firewood lol. zen is makiing stew :3 wheatley tinkers with SP. senna sleeps right away cause in 4 hours the food will be done. zen asks if android is ok, android is like yeah why? zen is confused then goes back to cooking.
its been 4 hours so senna is out. zen keeps looking at android he looks confused hmm. he wants to speak to him privately oh boy. senna lets them go and asks if wheatley still has that book. hehe book club! SP however demands attention and has senna draw space stuff for them. after a few minutes they come back mumbling stuff. zen is really worried about android what is happening? senna gives them a little wave then resumes drawing.
parsley wakes up groggily, grab a bowl of stew, and retreats to his tent lol. senna tears out the space drawing paper and gives it to SP. the tokens beep level up! wheatley gets an idea and needs 4 hours lol. while wheatley does mad scientist shit senna goes to train. zen is sticking by android and gets scolded for coddling lol. parsley asks senna to train with him. she glances at android a quick second but says yeah sure and goes with parsley.
hand to hand combat! parsley lets her take the first hit. she punches him right in the middle of his chest and sent him pushed back. he flies around and kicks her in the head lol. 'not bad.' senna grabs him out of the air by the ankle and slams him into the ground. (wheatley looks up for a sec then goes back to work) android says hes gonna watch parsley get his ass kicked. he sees parsley flat on the ground now hes happy. parsley is so fucking pissed android is watching.
he pulls his leg back and tries to knock her off balance and he manages to get free. he tries to lunge at her stomach and knock her over. he failed cause she dodged and he hits the ground. she elbow drops him in the back and android is laughing so hard. 'lot of good those wings did ya.' senna tries to help him up and he fucking tries to sweep the legs the fucker. he hurts his leg the dumbass. android is yelling at her to stomp, so she obliges. he managed to roll out of the way. parsley yells at him to go away and senna says her armor slows her down a little.
parsley flies up out of reach and both android and senna call him a coward and that he forfeits. senna catches his foot in air when he tries to kick her. she isnt able to drag him down though but shes still holding him. he punches her in the fuckin nose! her nose bleeds and now she looks just a bit feral. he looks like prey. she still cant drag him down. he escaped dammit but she looks pretty rabid right now. parsley sees a light whiz past him. android shot at him telling him to come down.
senna is so fucking pissed she uses the distraction to acid parsley. android AND teya decide to step in. senna is also shocked she did that oh no. senna manages to get out an apology she isnt sure what happaned. she kneels down and motions for parsley to punch her in the face but he storms off. we hear wheatleys triumph screech in the distance. wheatley is standing over a glowing handaxe! hes trying to look less like himself :( parsley reminds wheatley of teya's hat. "i hadnt thought of that." he looks british xD parsley gives him a thumbs up. zen calls it interesting lol. wheatley says its aesthetically pleasing xD zen says hes only teasing when he half flirted lol.
senna is still in shock and android fucks off. parsley transforms into some dude like wheatley did lol. android sees this and is like wtf. parsley is pretending to be saul goodman. help me. zen gives up the ghost and wheatley is so excited. android says the way he looked at him was creepy lol. senna at this point has gotten quiet and has headed back to camp. she sees the 2 people but ignores them and begins taking down the tents. parsley goes up and introduces himself as saul goodman dammit. teya, invisible, goes wtf. android says saul is wheatley and the other one is parsley HES LYING THE FUCKER.
senna is just like ok and keeps taking down the tent. teya is so confused. wheatley cant handle it and falls over with a loud clang, laughing. teya knows who they are tho cause its obvious lol. SP slowly rolls over to parsley and takes his hand lol. teya is just like wtf are you guys doing. their trying to gaslight teya with a british accent xD teya sees right through it. wheatley tells teya his disguise and teya reminds him of her hat lol.
they decide to fuck with senna. teya is a skeleton now oh no. senna turns around and is so confused. she pulls out her notebook and checks her notes, slowly turns around and says they should be going. wheatley is dying from laughter. he immediately infodumps to her but shes still processing lol. time to go!
we can hear the goose. RUN. except parsley. hes watching the goose get closer. it bites his head lol. hes stuck lol. he finally manages to open the jaw and zen pulls him out. teya and parsley message each other that hes not ok. keep on running! teya yeets a fireball at it to slow it down, bad idea. its already coming back fuck. giant. goose. fuck. IT GRABS WHEATLEY! android shoots it and it crashes. senna drags wheatley away. parsley casts reduce on it. IT RESISTED WTF. it got bigger great its even bigger than parsley.
parsley manages to dodge a bite. cant decipate it dammit. teya asks if anyone has a plan. wheatley says we have capture it. senna says we tried that. the goose goes for senna now but she gets free. stupid goose. wheatley remembers you can use the space cloak to send something to another dimension and tries to pick up the goose and needs us to restrain it. parsley takes out a rope and has teya help him circle it. zen pulls out a big loaf of bread and the goose immediately goes to zen and eats it. it stops and walks away.
everyone is fucking mystified. how did it know we had bread. senna brings wheatley his leg that fell off. everyones just 'fuck these geese.' android says that was stupid.
teya sees senna punching a tree, and also biting her other arm. she whips around and says shes fine. teya is like 'no the fuck you arent.' senna says she just didnt like that goose and insists shes fine. she tucks teya's hair behind her ear and says we should get out of the middle of nowhere. teya insists she tell her stuff when shes upset. senna turns around and heads back.
zen closes his eyes and says he got a message from god. theres important ruins nearby. god wants us to get stuff from there for him. looks more like a big temple. plant architecture. god wants books. wheatley is holding sennas hand aww. parsley and teya find books! books how to worship this god and teachings, but the book is burned a bit. also a book on how to care for plants how the god decided. senna sees the carvings on the wall with fruits and swirling vine patterns around a person. the face is damaged, defamed maybe. the noble ember is engraved into the faces place with blood.
senna comments the noble ember was here. wheatley says we probably wont find anything here. 'we have to try anyway.' android remembers them finally. parsley wonders why they keep hearing that name. wheatley asks why android forgot. senna says his god maybe removed that info. android agrees. parsley and teya are mad being lied too again. 'why would he need you to forget.' android says he might know, but he cant reveal it in case it endangers his god.
zen keeps finding more burnt books. senna is touching the walls and statues and shit. wheatley keeps getting nat 1's. teya is messaging android hmmm. we find a big old tree with no leaves in the wall. holes open in the wall with eyeballs! the tree shakes! its gonna attack! senna barely dodges. roll initiative! wheatley tells SP to go get parsley.
teya used blight on it and did big damage. tree uses wraith storm and makes us frail. wheatley is fine but we failed. teya takes big bludgening damage goddamn. wheatley uses enhance ability on senna. SP gets to parsley and warns him of danger. parsley sees the glowing axe and follows. senna lobs some acid and misses but heals teya some. SP zooms in with parsley! he yeets a handaxe into its face goodjob.
teya once more blights. MASSIVE damage. then hidden step lol. its trying to find and hit teya. fuck how did it hit. shes down fuck. wheatley casts heat metal on the axe parsley left in it. senna uses spare the dying on teya then sanctuary on her too. parsley enters rage and wild surges. a bolt of light comes from his chest but doesnt do much damage, but it does blind it. then he attacks with his sword.
skipping to the tree's turn. slams senna only hits once. wheatley uses aura of vitality on himself and heals teya. senna uses firebolt and the tree is burning and she also heals teya some more. parsley keeps doing bolt of light minor damage lol and keeps it blinded. then he tries to chop its branches.
teya blights once more. she killed it yay! wheatley yells at parsley to give teya a potion and he yells senna is RIGHT there. senna gives her some more healing. senna examines the hole the tree came out of.
theres a chest! senna lets everyone know. wheatley is gonna try and lockpick it open. yay! a bunch of intact books! senna is carefully taking them out and giving them to zen. and theres a circlet. senna says to make sure its not cursed first. android says teya could check it. yep its magical. it has scorching ray as a spell. wheatley doesnt want it. teya takes it pog.
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Chapter 25 - Old Messages. Episode 1.
-------------Congo's point of view----------------
I took another sip of my beer as I kept starring at the computer screen. I had been going through some old messages on Facebook, and had stumbled across a particular painful one between Andy and I. From before we started having something together. While he was still hooked on A. Since I found it, I had just been starring at the screen, unable to either leave the conversation, or read it. 15 minutes, a glass of Whiskey, half a beer and two cigarettes later, my eyes still hadn't moved from the screen. It had been over a year since the conversation had taken place. To be more specific it was the 14th of July last year. 2014. But I remembered it like it was last week.
Andy: Are you on? Please be on! I need you! And only you! I just really need someone to talk to! No not someone. YOU@ ! Conngooooooooooo Please! I'm crying my eyes out here!
Congo: I'm here.
Andy: Can we talk?
Congo: Yes. What's wrong? Are you hurt?
Andy: No. I'm okay in that way. It's just everything is falling apart.
Congo: Alright. Try to calm down and tell me what's going on. We will try to sort it out. (I asked him if it had anything to do with a specific link that lead to a conversation between Andy and his ex M, where she once again had acted like 'little miss offended about everything you could possibly do'. At this moment I can't even be bothered to read it)
Andy: Yes
Congo: Is that it?
Andy: Isn't that enough?
Congo: Yes. But is there anything else on your mind?
Andy: Yes. A million things. I wouldn't even know where to start. And most of it is just piles of half finished sentences and feelings I wouldn't even know if I would be feeling tomorrow, a week from now or even 5 minutes from now.
Congo: So tell me the unfinished sentences, and feelings that are there right now. I don't mind if it makes sense or not, and I wont hang you if you don't feel the same 5 minutes from now. Or 2 days from now.
Andy: I cant take any more….this is too chaotic….my life is too chaotic!!! I feel like I just wanna relax and try to catch my breath, but then M happens over and over, or some supernatural freak show happens! I love A so much… beyond words… beyond understanding! But for a long period I have had these moments, like right now where I just feel like I need to get out, get out of it all, as fast as possible…before it kills me! I don't wanna die!!!!!!! I just sit here, shaking and crying, telling myself my nerves can't handle any more of these escapades! But then I think of A. I can't leave him. I love him too much. That would also kill me. You saw what happened at my uncles place. How I almost crashed because he was going to leave me.
Congo: Yes.
Andy: I cant even explain that shit. We just have such a strong connection, we can hear and feel each other across dimensions… and yet I can never seem to find him in his house?? The place that is his very core. What does that say about our relationship? He hasn't touched me since we got back to the city. Yes kissed me, caressed me, but no sexual touch. No sex. I miss a warm body. I miss digging my fingers into a sweaty chest. I miss to hear someone's breath at the back of my neck… I miss someone to eat dinner with. I miss someone to warm my hands when it's cold. Someone who asks me about my nightmares. I miss cuddling… I need to get seriously fucked!!!! I'm so tired, but I can't sleep. The dreams hunt me.
Congo: What dreams?
Andy: Are you kidding me?
Congo: No. Tell me. Please.
Andy: I miss you.
Congo: I miss you too.
Andy: I miss your arms. Your scent your laughter your smile your hands your chest your lips
Congo: I miss you too. all of you. Every day.
Andy: Are you in love with me? Be honest please. I wont tell anything to anyone.
Congo: Yes. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that.
Andy: For how long?
Congo: Does it matter?
Andy: YES!! It matters a lot.
Congo: For years.
Andy: How many?
Congo: Many.
Andy: You don't remember exact or?
Congo: I remember. I remember the exact day.
Andy: Tell me…. please…
Congo: The night I met you.
Andy: Damn.
Congo: I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you.
Andy: Who knows? Does A know?
Congo: He probably expects it. He is not stupid.
Andy: No I fucking know that. SHIT! I don't want you to get hurt! He can never find out! He will fucking kill you!
Congo: I know Andy. I'm sorry. I wish there was a button I could just push and then it would go away. Please let's just forget it.
Andy: What about Marius? You love him, right? And you wanna be with him, right?
Congo: Yes, of course! To both things.
Andy: And what if I hypothetically suddenly became single? Would you want to be with me instead of him?
Congo: You and I would never work out as a couple. We both know that, Andy.
Andy: BULLSHIT! I don't know shit about that! What I do know is, you are my best friend, I trust you with my life. I see you as family and have done that for years. My parents always loved you, and I think my mom always secretly hoped I would be gay and end up with you. When you had that car crash. All I could think was I was never gonna be able to be in your arms again, and it scared me more than anything else in the world. EVER!
Congo: I don't know what to say.
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uniquezombiedestiny · 9 months
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thinks about owen in ruina.... lastest reblog inspired me :3
thinks about the final battle. its like "oh power of friendship! dont you have everyone on your side?" and he doesnt. his issues are finally catching up to him - he's disconnected from his friends. after l corp (considering this version of things: owen learns about the loops of day 45, not 50, and finally breaks on d50. he tells himself he couldve changed things if he hadnt.) he's closed himself off more - yeah, he has his friends, but... they dont know him. he doesnt know them anyone. they've looked so far into eachother and their minds that they havent seen the bigger picture enough.
so in the final battle, owen vs vera alone, he cant go on. this was all he wanted, to save her (and everyone else ofc). to make up the debt he's been carrying for so long, watching those around him slowly break from the pressure over l corps story, never trying to help. this is his chance. he can fix everything here. he can save vera here.
and he does try. he wills himself onward - 5 more minutes of holding yourself together. 5 more minutes of watching all of your mistakes fly by you. is this emotion, this sadness from her sincere? or is this just a trap? but hey, what about his own? is this just matrying, just insincere guilt?
were any of these connections, these feelings, repairable in the first place, or have we all been faking it? in the end, thoughts like these, that have piled up for so long, are the hands that drag him into her embrace. vera, the voice of distortion's. maybe saving isn't what we needed. maybe i did want to live in your fantasy. maybe i'd be happy then--
but vera cant do it, either. neither of them can survive this. she can't bear to do this, not after her fantasy has been broken, even so slightly. even through this sole crack, she can see, and she cant go on like that. meanwhile, the other half of her, has finally received what she wanted. acceptance. someone, anyone, to reach their hand our to her, not the other way around, like it always has been.
she has been shunned by the world all her life. her family, her friends, everything around her. and finally, she is being listened to, heard out sincerely, this one. they both accept eachother without judgement.
they both break at the same time, then and now. on d50, and in the final battle.... they're so connected.
thinks about owen and vera. also thinks about straight relationships written by gay people (the fucking understanding and unspoken bond between them is fucking crazy. and theyre not even confirmed canon relationship theyre like. in the middle. theyre like friends with some romance yeah but theyre still friends in the end. qpr swag?)
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You're reading a book on a bench in a quiet part of town when someone, you don't know who because they came from behind, saddles the bench and sits just beside you. The closeness tells you its Harper even before is voice does, you'd know his warmth anywhere. And the way he brushes his knuckles gently against your arm to tell you he's there. "Well hello there Miss. Been lookin' all over town for you. Hope you're havin' a better day then I am- they got me out there entertainin' sluts again. Glad its over, though. Now I can be with you, huh?" As you lower your book to your lap and turn to look at him he flashes a soft little grin, completely uncharacteristic if it were aimed at anyone but you, and wraps his arm over your shoulders to bring you even closer; Nodding down to your novel. "So, what're we readin', today?"
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Mr Scroop has his pincers on your shoulders, standing very closely behind you and raised to hi full height to look down at Silver, in front of you. You look up, and see the ugly, foul scowl on his face that you find so oddly endearing. "She's not... working... today... " He snarls, pincers only tightening a smidge on your arms as he fights not to hurt you.
"Oh yes she is, sorry Mr Scroop but your little 'pet' 'ere has a job. C'mon now lass, we got galaxy barnacles to scrub off the side o' the shi- "
"I want her... today... "
Silver rolls his eyes upwards. "And what else's new?"
You feel like you should maybe say something to release the tension, but feel like mayybe talking is not the best idea right now when Scroop gives a quiet, throaty growl and guides you in closer to his much larger body; Becoming even more possessive. "We're taking the day... off... "
"I don't think so- "
Finally, Scroop rolls his eyes as you look up at him and just says "Bye." before picking you up in his arms and climbing up the mast where Silver cant get to either of you.
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"Awww, baby! You're so tight... You wanna talk about it?" Tiffany's fingers work with some skill, but mostly brute strength, working tension out of your shoulders. You think she does this mostly to feel you up, but you're not complaining. It feels good, anyway.
"I'm okay... "
"Sweetheart, I'm right here if you need me." She reaffirms, running her hands down your arms and squeezing firmly. Its almost sensual, Tiffany giving you a massage- you have to remind yourself not to moan. "C'mere, lemme take care of you."
She continues to rub and need your shoulders and arms, and it feels amazing; Sends all your nerves alight and relaxes you. When you've been transformed into a pile of mush, she leans around and gives you a sweet kiss on the cheek. "There~ All better?"
(In thanks for your ask ^^ I hope you like these!! Little ficlets, because Thursdays suck XD)
I... I... I CAN'T FORM THE WORDS!!! I LOVE ALL THREE OF THESE SO MUCH!!! The sweeter, tired side of Harper and sharing my book with him. The... Arguable, softer side of Scroop and how he just plucks me up. And Tiffany being so sweet! But also sensual too? Or I'm just over thinking it XD
You really outdid yourself!!! Thank you so much for sending this in!!! <3
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