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merlinfic · 3 years

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group ask for lost fics #34

Hi y’all! Below are a few lost fics that us mods just can’t seem to find. That being said, we’re hoping that you lovely followers are able to help! If anyone knows any of the fics below please reply below or send in an ask with which anon/user and group ask that the fic corresponds with!

Note: previous group asks and all lost fics!

Anon 1 asked:

Hello!!!! It's so good to know that the askbox is open again! But I'm sorry to be putting this weight on you guys, but I'm desperate! I swear I tried to look the master list, the others asks, went to Google and used every tool available to me on AO3, but I couldn't find this fanfic. It was about Arthur finding little things about Merlin, like his hair growths super fast (and he gets hotter with longer hair and a beard), that he can't write beautifully and others. Then there's a festival and A was going to confess, but there was a song dedicated for him, writing by M and was a Knight in love with a Servant and he thinks is about M and Lance, gets jealous and leaves, saying that other song with a boat was his favourite and M got sad. Please it has been so long, this fanfic was my comfort place 🥺

@cynical-marshmallow asked:

Hellooooo! It's so good to have you guys back! I've been having some trouble lately trying to track down a Merthur fic I read ages ago, so I thought you guys might be able to help.

It's a pretty short, modern AU fic, in which Merlin is kind of quiet and shy and insecure, and pines away for Arthur from a distance. Arthur is sort of aloof and dismissive of Merlin at first, and there's a scene where he tells Morgana that he doesn't think Merlin is interesting enough for him (or something along those lines). Anyway, Merlin is still quiet and shy around Arthur, but Arthur starts noticing him more and more, and they end up sleeping together after a party. Merlin doesn't think Arthur means anything by it, but Arthur has started to fall for Merlin at this point. There's also a scene somewhere in between where Morgana tells Merlin that he deserves a nice boy, and "Arthur is not a nice boy."

Those are all the details that I remember, but I haven't been able to find the fic yet. Could you please help me out? Thank you!

Thanks to @nextstopparis for suggesting L’Intérieur by aprettyaway!

Anon 2 asked:

hello!! Thank you so much for all you do. English is not my first language so I’ll be direct. I’m looking for a fic! It’s set in High School, Merlin is new, he and Arthur meet at the school’s infirmary (Merlin got beat up and Arthur got hurt doing some sport). Merlin doesn’t want to get close to him cuz he’s a jock. Some things I remember: Merlin thinks Arthur is like a puppy; he lives close to Freya; they do study sessions. Tysm!!!!

@commanderrivercc-3628 asked:

Hey guys. I was looking for a fic I read a while ago. It’s an mpreg fic that takes place in canon. Merlin and Arthur are married I think. And the topic of heirs comes up. Merlin goes to Kilgarah for help. Kilgarah tells him there’s a way but it’s probably won’t work but Merlin does it anyway. Merlin and Arthur try a lot but it eventually works and the court isn’t happy about it I think. Thank you so much. I checked the tags but I couldn’t find it. Thank you again.

Anon 3 asked:

I'm trying to find a fic where I can't remember the whole plot, but it did have one scene where merlin passes out after making a forcefield over the castle, then magic users from all around put some of their magic into it to lighten the load & it let's him wake up. Climactic big battle later fighting alongside Arthur & all the people they gathered but I can't remember if he finds out about the magic during the fic or if he knew all along. Does this sound familiar?

Thanks to @szappan for sending in We Lost the Roadmap by story_monger! And thanks to @fractalinferno for suggesting Facing the Truth by SanguineInk!

@angst-buritto asked:

Hi, sorry to bother you, I’m looking for this fic, I’m pretty sure it’s a WIP, where Arthur (I think?) knows about Merlin’s magic early on, and he begins creating an underground resistance against Uther, and like a spy network to eventually overthrow him? And he feels guilt about it, but he knows that Uther needs to be dethroned.

Thank you for all that you do!!

Thanks to @the-seaworthy-muffin for suggesting The Warlock's Quickening by Antares8!

Anon 4 asked:

'ello! First of all I wanted to say thank you guys for the recommendations, the amazing help, for every single moment of relaxation that this blog gave me. Thank you guys so much, from the bottom of my heart!

Ok so now I wanted to ask a little help to find a specific fanfic. It was about Uther finding out that Merlin was beaten at an alley and was dying, so he called Arthur to talk to him, but he didn't come and U wento to him and A was on the floor, suffering and sad. They talked and I remember U asking what would A do IF he finds who did it this to M and was like "I would kill them" "and if is more than one?" "I would destroy them all", or something like that, my brain translated things automatically. But I remember U saying that Love was as dangerous as Magic, and he spent the night with his son. I remember that M got to be okay in the end, and it was that, I think.

Thanks @graceworm for sending in A Pendragons Heart (Is a Terrible Thing) by pepperlandgirl4!

Anon 5 asked:

I just went through finding, bookmarking, tagging all the fics I love but one still alludes me. Arthur had returned and he was going through immortal Merlin's things and finds a bunch of letters / photos from Merlin's past. I specifically remember one referencing the AIDS crisis. Any help would be greatly appreciated!!

Anon 6 asked:

Hi! I am looking for a lost fic I no longer remember the name of-

Arthur finds out about Merlin's magic and it does not go well, and he sentences Merlin to die. A scene I remember is that Merlin was about to be burned, but he kept extinguishing the flame with his magic until Arthur lights it himself. After that, Arthur regrets his actions (and there is some pushback from Gwen and other Knights as well, who leave I think?), thinking that Merlin was dead. But Merlin had lived and was living elsewhere and eventually returns. The fic was quite heavy and angsty, but with eventual happy ending.

Would be really really thankful if you can help!

Thanks to @justmestarstuff for suggesting Beauty in the Ashes of Our Lives by Fulgance!

Anon 7 asked:

I read a fanfic a long time ago but I can't find it . I would really appreciate it if you could help me find it. Arthur is the prince of Wales and merlin is pining after him. He doesn't know he's the prince of Wales through. They fall for each other and he still doesn't find out. Arthur isn't keeping it a secret, he thinks merlin knows or something idk.

Thank you

Thanks anon for sending in The Booth in the Corner by ambrosius!

Anon 8 asked:

hello! first off, thank you so much for your work! i was just wondering if you knew the name of this fic i read, where merthur + knights are out hunting, but they get separated. merlin is mortally wounded (by a sorceress?) in a clearing in front of arthur, but the knights couldn’t reach/help them in time because of magic. i think the mcd was temporary, and there was maybe a magic reveal somewhere too? it’s alright if you can’t find it, but thank you anyway!

Thanks to fractalinferno for sending in and with my opened mouth i join the singing by lightintothefirewego (WIP)!

Anon 9 asked:

Hiya! I lost a fic I was hoping you could help me find. It was an au of the first episode essentially. Leon sees Merlin saving Gaius and arrests him. So then Merlin can't save Arthur and so on and so on until all of Camelot is destroyed. Leon does but is sent back and basically told try again and dont mess up this time?! Thanks!!

Anon 10 asked:

Hey guys! Thanks for all your hard work on the blog. There's a fic I've been trying to find for a bit; Arthur finds out about Merlin's magic and he commands him to use it to save someone (can't remember who) but as a result he loses his soul or something and goes into a vegatative state, and Arthur spends most of the fic caring for him. It's oddly specific but I'm hoping at least one of you knows what I'm talking about??

Thanks @statistical-nightmare for suggesting The Price of Rain by BookshopLaura!

@merlins-golden-eyes asked:

Hello! I'm looking for a fic that I actually found on here a while back but have lost unfortunately. :( It was about Merlin ignoring Arthur because he was mad at him or something like that, and Arthur was having a bath. Merlin ended up uh..y'know jackinghimoff when he was washing him and I believe it was a oneshot pwp..? Please help! Xoxo

Anon 11 asked:

I read a fic a long time ago , pretty sure it's on Ao3 . Arthur returns and keeps asking merlin questions so merlin gets him a phone and Arthur takes to spending all his time on it and while Arthur is out one day, merlin takes a look at it and the search history says how to know if you're in love with your best friend. That's all I remember.

Thank you

Anon 12 asked:

Hi! Firstly, I’d just like to thank you all for your hard work ❤️ Secondly... I’m looking for a fic 😬 I looked in every tag I could think of, but honestly I don’t really remember much of it... It’s canon era, Arthur tries to have aggressive wall sex with Merlin, but as soon as he sees him or touches him or smtg he cums. He’s so embarrassed he tells Merlin to leave and that’s all I remember. Also, if you could recommend me any fic where the guys have trouble during sex, I’d like that (: Thank u!

Anon 13 asked:

hi there, thank you so much for the work you to categorize so many merthur fics for the rest of us! i just wanted to ask about this merthur fic i read a year or so ago and just can't remember the name of. i think it was an office romance but for some reason what stayed the most with me was that they did many DNCE songs references - i remember that, at some point gwain said to uther "we don't need to keep it hush, you can leave your thootbrush" and i nearly chocked on my drink. please, help me find it? i've been racking my brain to remember the author or the tittle and still got nothing :(

Thanks to @cynical-marshmallow for suggesting How to Cock up like a Champion by arthur_pendragon, which you need an ao3 account to view!

And, as always, this post will be updated if any fics are found!

#other: group asks for lost fics #other: lost fics #other: fic find #mod danielle #when i say the struggle is real........#like i know that i know some of these but my god if i can find anything

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gaymershigh · 4 years

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Hello! I saw your askbox and open and read your rules and you are right, it's not often I see Male×Male reader inserts in the TWST fandom. So, I'd thought I'd request some to help the cause! If I may, can I request some headcannons of dorm leaders of TWST×Male!Reader who is in their dorm and has been noticeably stressed in their schoolwork and one night is seen super stressed out and the dorm leader's fellow students pull the reader aside and hand the reader over to the dorm leader because the reader refuse to listen to anyone else?

Of course you may! Tbh, this is such a nice request, I enjoy doing multiple characters, but it's so difficult for me to write for Azul and Vil in this hc for some reason??

REMINDER: Don't overwork yourself just because you don't think it's enough! The fact that you're trying is already amazing! Please remember to take care of your health because you matter! 💜

Triggers: None!

Dorm Leaders dealing with a stressed Male!Reader

Ever since Riddle got a text from Trey and its about his boyfriend doing his schoolwork on ungodly hours he was worried, very worried.

He wants to come to you and make a 2 hour speech about how you shouldn't overwork yourself but he barely has anytime as well, he's a very busy man as well.

So he decided to order your friends, Ace and Deuce to tell you to not overwork yourself. Hell, he even prepared a script for them.

Of course, it didn't work. It was so obvious it was from a script because Deuce sounds so robotic and Ace kept correcting Deuce. Your stubbornness makes it even more awkward and worse.

He ordered Trey and Cater this time, with a whole new script too.

They did a good job and all, but it also failed because your ass is so stubborn and Cater is pretty impatient and kept using his phone.

This only made you stressed out even more because these mofos probably dont understand how you feel.

Deuce's dense ass noticed this and told Ace about it. And that's how Ace got a big brain idea.

You were screaming, usually, the ADeuce duo usually stays at your dorm to chill while you do your work and NOT drag you to their dorm.

They shoved you to Riddle's room and what you're not expecting was your boyfriend showing a very worried face.

He immediately hugged you tightly before you could say a word. He cupped your face and caressed your cheek.

“My sweetheart, please don't overwork yourself, it's unhealthy for you. From now on, only work yourself for 2 hours max. Come now, let's drink some tea together.”

He knows that something's up when you haven't been hanging out with him for a while.

He misses his herbivore so much, he misses cuddling his boyfriend but he's too prideful to admit.

When he found out you've been doing your schoolwork 24/7 by Ruggie, his response is indecisive but on the inside he's bothered.

Since he's too lazy to move on his very comfortable position, he threatened ordered his dorm members to convince you to stop overstressing yourself.

Knowing Savanaclaw, of course they failed, there was no hope to begin with. It was a disaster. They tried but they're way too intimidating for you to even listen to their words. Thank god Ruggie was there to bail them out so it wasn't too awkward.

This made Leona very moody. Not only he cannot snuggle with you, his plan failed and he now forces himself to sleep alone in pain. Boohoo.

Ruggie can't stand this man's temper tantrums so he just snatched you away from your dorm and toss you to a sleeping Leona.

The lazy lion woke up immediately when he recognized your scent. Since he's still sleepy however, he just pulled you to his bed and hugged you close with his tail wrapped on your leg

“Hmph, you chose your schoolwork over me and had the audacity to not meet up for the entire week? You're not going anywhere this time, especially with you in my arms.”

He won't blame you to be honest. He overworks himself too and ignore your warnings multiple times. However, that doesn't mean he's not going to do anything about it.

He at least has time to spend with you but you didn't. Of course that made the octopus upset and he's not gonna five up when it comes to you.

He stalks you everytime he gets the chance. Your stressed expression really displeases him. He wants to do something about this so bad but he doesn't want to disturb his already stressed boyfriend.

Jade caught on to Azul's bizarre behavior and he cam up with an idea to surprise both of you.

“Kidnapping shrimpy? Ok!” of course Floyd would say yes, it's Floyd.

You're screaming in distress and confusion. Just a second ago you were messaging your temples because you couldn't mesmerize what Mr. Trein taught you and now you're getting kidnapped by the Leech twins, what a surprise. An unwelcome one at that.

Azul was shocked when he hears your cries as the twins dropped you off his room, still tied in ropes and leaving like nothing happened.

Azul untied you, explaining theories as to why they would do such things, but when he does got the right answer, he blushed in embarrassment. He caused this.

He placed a soft kiss and holds your hand gently.

“I apologize for causing a huge ruckus. It's just I missed you when you barely replied to my calls and texts and you kept working and that made me worried sick! I'm sorry that I sound selfish but.. Could you stay here a bit longer, please?”

Oh dear. How could you say no to that?

Ok first of all how could you even ignore him? He always keep coming to you and basically screaming at you.

Your stress may could have took the you over and may accidentally snapped at him for being too noisy.

This made him sad and left the room. BUT HEY AT LEAST YOU GOT SOME PEACE AND QUIET AM I RIGHT?

But if you think that's gonna make him upset??? You're his wonderful boyfriend! His treasure! No matter what, just seeing thinking of you makes him happy again.

This didn't last as you kept ignoring his daily chat with you and his messages and calls. This wasn't okay.

This genuinely made him stressed as well, he probably doesn't even exist to you anymore. Despite it just being 2 days if felt like forever since you talk to him or even looking at him with a smile.

Kalim wanted to spend fun times with his boyfriend like always. Not just sit there and look at him groaning at the worksheet every now and then.

He missed you so much. Even though he sees you, it just doesn't feel the same.

He got less happier as the days go by, everyone got worried sick. Even Jamil felt disturbed about it, usually he would be living the life when Kalim's quiet.

Everything's the usual today. Kalim visiting you and he's quiet again. You of course felt bad but you really need to pass this test.

But out of nowhere, you kept getting text messages from Jamil screaming to you about talking to Kalim and how pathetic he looks when sad.

When you turned around, your heart shattered to pieces. There it is, a sad Kalim in tears, curling himself on your bed to at least have your scent on him.

You stopped what you're doing and hop on tour bed and press his face against the crook of your neck, muttering sorry.

“Ahhh! I miss you so much,habibi!(my love) please don't overwork yourself and ignore me! I love you so much and seeing you date your homework then dating me hurts me! Please dont leave me! I'll be the best boyfriend ever!”

Who do you think you are, to ignore your lover's calling just for a paper of misery? How foolish.

Vil understood that your future is important to you, but do you really need to worry when you're dating the Vil Schoenheit? The beautiful, rich man who spoils you every single day?

Not only that, stress causes wrinkles and you're also ruining your sleep schedule?! Unacceptable.

He kept ranting to you about how greasy your hair and how big the bags under your eyes are.

To the point you have to lock your door to refrain him for entering and rant. You're already stressing out and there's literally no way you're going to hear about your dramatic boyfriend moan about your appearance.

He kept calling and texting you and you also ignore that. If anything you gave good morning texts or either leave him on read.

And he's not tolerating that.

His job was easier to handle than the others. He can just ask Rook to kidnap you and he would oblige and do so in an instant.

And he just did that.

Unlike the others, you know exactly what's going to happen when Rook is violently dragging you to Pomefiore. He's going to put you in Vil's room, listen to him rant for a few hours and do beauty things or whatever.

Well, have of that did happen when Rook closed Vil's door. He did rant but what your not expecting was him being very gentle and sweet.

“I knew it, you got increasingly worse. Oh well, I will refix this mess later. But for now, you should rest right beside me. No leaving no matter the circumstances, you understand, potato?”

I mean, of course you're gonna ignore him, he's just a gross, weeby loser. There's no way he can impact your life positively in any single way. If anything, he probably causes trouble to his you anyway.

He doesn't really wanna stop you, he really cherishes you and your choices even if they're not good and losing someone like you is probably gonna take years to move on to.

Poor Ortho, he needs to hear his brother rant about his boyfriend not being able to see nor play games with because he's busy working himself.

But this made Ortho worry. Not only id his brother is sad but you're risking your health to do schoowork! That's no good.

This made you confused. Ortho kept muttering about your health status to himself everytime you pass by the hallways.

And everyday, your stress levels increase and your health is deteriorating.

He needs to make you rest at all cost but he knows your stubborn. So he has to do one thing that makes your knees weak.

His very own special puppy eyes.

Ortho innocently dragged you to Idia without either of you guy's knowledge.

When Idia finds out, he immediately apologized for the inconvenience he caused and you might have to be the one to comfort him.

“I'M SERIOUSLY SO SORRY! I just really wanted to play games with you and hangout with you like usual.. Eh? You will?? REALLY!?”

At first, the fae didn't even realise you are stressing despite showing a few signals.

Until you start ignoring him. Then you got a pouty Malleus. (aw)

He doesn't understand why you're struggling with Mr. Divus' homework, it seems so easy to him, why is it so hard for you?

That made you upset and he still doesn't know why.

He never had a boyfriend like you before so of course he's not gonna understand gen z struggles. Spare him please.

Lilia gave him some tips, only for it to be tricks and make you more upset. snide mf

Seeing a sad Malleus made Sebek upset, then mad.

He asked Lilia what's wrong with his young master.

And when he found out you're replacing him with your schoolwork and then for some reason 'stressing' about it??

How rude!

Sebek kept nagging at you to stop working and pay attention to your damn boyfriend but you couldn't care less about Sebek and his shenanigans.

You only start sweating when he suddenly yanked your arm and dragged you to Diasomnia.

And what you see is a pouty Malleus playing with his little game.

When you sat next to him, he immediately wrapped you in his arms.

“My darling, I plead for you not to pressure yourself in something that only destroys you even more. What progress you have done is enough for today but as of now, you need rest. Release all your negativity away, love.”

This is literally my second work but I already feel like a failure.

-𝕸𝖎𝖗𝖎

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bereft-of-frogs · 5 years

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I absolutely love MCU Hela and am looking forward to that WIP you mentioned where Hela wasn't beaten so easily. Do you have any headcanons for an AU where Hela wasn't originally banished?

Sadly (for me), that one is my big bang, so I won’t be posting it for a while, which makes the part of my brain that craves instant gratification real sad. Though that’s also giving me enough time to make some progress on the other two works in the series so there isn’t too much of a gap between posting. (And I guess it’s more...she doesn’t initially win so easily? It takes her a bit longer to actually conquer Asgard, so there’s time for some shenanigans ha.) (I have not been summarizing this fic well, even the summary I turned in was like...’come on, we all know I’m basing this off of a cool tagline and quotes from a poem about death, do I really have to explain the plot of this thing?’)

Anyways. Hela not originally being banished:

- Her and Frigga would make for the best magical rivals. I am not normally one for pitting women against each other, but in this case I will allow it because they could have just the most intense, personal, vicious rivalry and I think that would be really fun. Like, there’s court drama, each vying for power and alliances and setting various plots in motion, they once ‘accidentally’ destroyed a wing of the library, they each have at least three mysterious disappearances under their belts, casualties of their conflict.

- And the whole time Odin is completely ignoring it, just like ‘oh my wife and daughter are so powerful, how excellent, oh no, this is a perfectly healthy competition, they’re fine’. Frigga chills out a bit over time, but Hela Does Not. Frigga chills out, her resentment doesn’t burn quite as hot as Hela’s, and then gets super distracted by having kids. Cuz you know, when you have really little kids some things you used to enjoy doing just have to take a backseat for a while and that includes bitter, intense rivalries with your adult stepdaughter.

- Hela’s initial impression of Thor is ‘yes, somehow I can use this in our game.’ Her second impression is ‘why does it cry so much?’ Her first impression of Loki is...somewhat more violent and murder-y. Her second impression is ‘wait, what do you mean you’re taking it back to Asgard. just because it’s kind of small and does a cute little shapeshifting thing does not mean, hey old man why are you walking away from me, listen-”

- So Hela just kind of fucks off for their early childhoods because babies cry a lot, and she finds that kind of annoying. So Thor and Loki grow up with the vague understanding that they have an older sister who occasionally pops in to be like ‘are these things useful yet?’ but shows very little interest in them as actual people. Which Hela should have known would only lead to them being a thing apart from her and Frigga’s rivalry and not actually that useful to her. (Because, true to canon, they are deeply attached to Frigga, deeply emotionally codependent, and have their Own Thing Going On.)

- But Hela rolls back in (ushered by the frightened whisperings of servants and courtiers who had been around during the days of Hela and Frigga’s first rivalry) during their awkward/tumultuous teenage years and yeah, kind of looks like the Cool Older Sister who teaches Loki the dark magic Frigga has told him he’s too young for, and talks to Thor about power. (She keeps the Jotun thing in reserve, in case she ever needs it.)

- Her aim is to use them against Frigga but quickly realizes it would be more efficient to use them as proxies for her and Frigga. (Come on, they even look the parts.) And for a while it works - she feeds their rivalry and watches as they fight and plot against each other and is gleefully thrilled at how well this scheme is working, they are just like her and Frigga back in the day. But the problem is: Hela and Frigga never loved each other. Thor and Loki’s rivalry stems entirely from how much they love each other, how they feel forced to compete in spite of that, and where in canon that simmers for centuries into the bitter resentment we see at the start of the narrative, with Hela pushing them it boils over much, much sooner. And they can’t take it anymore. So, furious competition set aside, they take another leaf out of Hela’s book and just fuck off (because it’s not like either of them are heirs to the throne, they’re both just spares, they can leave), and Hela is like ‘...wait.’

- Thus, Frigga is like ‘see? see what you did?’ and Odin finally turns his attention to this intense magical rivalry that has been happening for literal centuries and is like ‘you did this, you can very well fix it’ so Hela finds herself setting off to find the two little brats to do some sibling bonding (shudder) and bring them home.

Thank you for asking! Sorry it took so long to get to this!

[If you are like ‘what is this’ before I went on vacation, I rebagled an ask meme that was like ‘ask me for an AU and I’ll give you 5+ headcanons’. It has been very fun! I have a couple more to answer in the askbox right now and if you’d like to read the others, I collected them under the tag ‘purveyor of AUs’. (Apologies for the font color of my theme, it’s...complicated. I can’t fix it. I know it’s kind of hard to read. Sorry!)]

My ask box is always open! : D

#Anonymous #purveyor of AUs #ask me anything!#MCU #hela

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