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talesfrommedinastation · 1 year

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Let's Talk Neurodivergence and Relationships

(originally posted on Wattpad, but I figured Tumblr could use a version of this as well. I'd like to think this is fairly fandom blind, but if not, let me know)

Hi kids!

First and foremost, I am a cisgendered adult woman on the autism spectrum myself. I am considered very high functioning, as I can manage social situations and keep my stims under control, thanks to a lot of work of medication, caring occupational therapists, and other professionals who have gifted me tips and tricks to better function.

With that being stated, throughout my life, I have struggled with peer to peer contact, prefer to be alone, have issues with especially loud or bright atmospheres, will info-dump, the works (Of course, Tech from The Bad Batch was going to quickly become my favorite! When it was confirmed that he was ASD, I cheered!).

(above) Tech No-Last-Name, all hail our neurodivergent king of snark and sass.

With that being stated, in real life, I have been in a steady romantic relationship for over the last dozen years, to a neurotypical man. Half of those years, we have been married, and trust me, our marriage is successful by society's standards. We got the mortgage, the two cars, a few graduate degrees, our busy careers, and most joyfully, our wonderful children.

It never ceases to amaze me: I am on the autism spectrum, and I have a stable, romantic partnership with a neurotypical individual who loves me for who I AM.

Over the last few years, I've served on panels for ND individuals regarding relationships, dating, and starting families, so I feel as if I am especially qualified to discuss this subject, especially as a significant portion of my crossover piece between Star Wars and The Expanse, Far Past The Ring, does deal with intimate subjects. Be warned*.

(above) Dr. Sjael Drummer, who somehow can rock a fierce matte lip stain in the field? Art commissioned by the incredible @matthewyeetz. The character is mine.

While not the main part of the story, the intimate parts between Tech and Dr. Drummer are the match that's tossed on the proverbial dumpster that's been filled with gasoline and lighter fluid. Once the intimate parts of done, things get very action oriented and the romance is left in the freakin' dust for the most part.

In many ways, this part of 'Far Past the Ring' is a retelling of the love story closest to me, which is that of me and my husband. I should mention that he, in many ways, reminds me so much of Tech, even if I'm the ND individual in the marriage!

So this is not fantasy, kids. This is, in many ways, the story of how my husband and I met. And how our relationship has worked since we met in graduate school.

Here are some things that have made my marriage work so well (and that I'd like you to notice as you continue to read this story, even when things get complicated–because they are going to!):

How to be in a relationship with an ND individual (including someone like Tech):

Boundaries are your friend: I do not like being touched, grabbed, or suddenly hugged without communicating that I am okay with it. Touch for me can feel incredibly uncomfortable, even though my loved ones adore doing it as a sign of affection. People are unpredictable, and if a person has their hands on me, it fills me with anxiety. It literally makes me flinch, and in later episodes, when Tech is touched without his permission, it is upsetting for me to watch. If you notice, Sjael does not touch Tech unless she asks him permission first. She respects his personal bubble, and does not attempt to pop it unless asked. When she does–and she will, because mistakes happen–she apologizes. Both her and Tech are good at communicating due to their lines of work, and that leads me to...

Infodumping means I like you: Getting me (or many other ND individuals) to blabber on a subject I'm especially passionate about isn't difficult, but I will generally only do it with people I feel comfortable with. Take note that, after a bit, Tech absolutely dumps all sorts of information onto his team mates or others (look how excited he is to talk about droids at a moments' notice on Cid!). This eventually includes Sjael, who, whether it is her own experience in graduate school or coming from a family of eggheads, enjoys it. She never rolls her eyes or interrupts him--she genuinely likes what he has to say. If you can't handle an ND individual's verbal and intellectual passion about a subject, you may want to rethink the relationship. Speaking of which...

Communication is key: Tech loves to talk, but, if you've watched the latest season of 'The Bad Batch', you'll remember that intimate eye contact can be scary for him ('The Crossing' is the most glaring example), as it is for me and other individuals on the spectrum. Sjael, being a Belter from 'The Expanse', is used to talking from behind a mask or a helmet, so using hand gestures and signals, rather than direct eye contact, is not a big jump for her. Additionally, because of Belter culture, Sjael grew up being blunt, direct, and very expressive when need be, as life on the Belt is harsh and fast, and subtly is a luxury few can afford. This works well with Tech's neurodiversity, as Sjael's very emotive face and hands makes it easy for him to gather social cues when he's too exhausted otherwise. Take note of how often he stares at her eyebrows or mouth during the story, it's quite helpful for him. Being able to communicate--easy for a talker like Tech--is so important, as social cues might be missed.

Respect (it's not just a song): ND individuals may seem quirky, but have the same breadth, experience, and agency as anyone else. One of the first things Tech learns about Sjael is that she is a scientist and engineer, with a Ph.D in chemical engineering. He recognizes that she's someone who might be able to get toe-to-toe with him, without being belittling or mean. Sjael, meanwhile, learns that Tech is a soldier with multiple skills that outrank her own, especially in programming and mechanics. While he has quirks, she quickly sees his strength and intellect, making her see him as a peer (and a threat, but that's neither here nor there). There isn't just mutual attraction, but respect as well. Both are intellectual equals (Tech will not admit that, but it is true!), and genuinely are interested in not only learning with each other, but learning together. Sjael does not patronize him, instead viewing him as a person with different experiences and abilities.

I hope this was helpful for understanding how these relationships can work.

One of the biggest issues I have seen with neurodiverse individuals is the concept of infantilizing them or subjecting them to romantic interests as a way to 'fix' them. Or by pushing boundaries, even when someone is uncomfortable.

ND folks do not need to be fixed, they need to be loved and accepted for who they are, quirks and all.

*= If you're a TechxPhee stan, props! I started writing this crossover back in February, before they became canon. And before other, well, more tragic things in March became canon as well :(.

But it's fairly obvious that Clone Force 99 wasn't going to run into the world of 'The Expanse' any time soon on the show, so consider this a branch of a lovely river that's going in a different direction :).

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writing-with-olive · 1 year

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After it All

So... it's been a hot minute since I've posted any of my original writing but then this popped into my brain and well... I just had to write it. Anyway, enjoy!

(word count: 782)

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The torrents of rain came down like some dead god's tears.

Soaked to the bone, Archer stomped across the courtyard. Because that young woman taking shelter under the potter's awning wasn't supposed to be here. Wasn't supposed to be alive even. Not when her clan had all been wiped clean out of existence. Not when Archer had seen the burned skulls and knew that each and every one of them had been accounted for.

And yet. Petra was here. Alive. And very much not burned to a crisp.

As he approached, Archer checked his weapons. He may not need any, but... the Great Rift hadn't been a good memory for either of them, and if Petra blamed him, well. A slit throat did tend to make one's to-do list a bit trickier to complete.

"What do you want." Archer made no attempt at pleasantries as he stepped under the awning with her. With her hood still up and her head ducked, he couldn't see her eyes, or even the better part of her face. But he knew the curve of her lips quite well.

"What, you have somewhere better to be?"

That upward tick at the corner of her mouth as if she was trying not to smile and part of Archer - the stupid part, he knew - relaxed a little. Fell back into old patterns. "I want to know what was so important you needed to drag me through this," he gestured at the grey skies and waterlogged stone.

"Oh you know just as well as I do no one forced you to do anything. Didn't call you, didn't leave any kind of note or summons. Perhaps I just wanted to watch the rain."

So she'd play the old patterns too. The bullshit ones.

"And it had nothing to do with seeing just how much water it would take for your perfect custom boots to start getting wet?"

She didn't respond and Archer had to remember that even if the two of them could go through the motions of their old life, it didn't mean it was still around to cling to. He took a breath and tried again.

"You once said that if you ever got a second chance at life you'd get as far away from this place as possible. That all the perfect-drawn roads and pretty little gardens suffocated you. And yet you returned."

"Hm." Petra leaned back against the wood paneling of the shop and crossed her arms. The hood still covered most of her expression, but Archer could imagine the way her blue-green eyes shifted as she considered her words. After long seconds, she murmured, "I suppose I did say that."

She pushed back off the wall and turned to face him where he'd been standing. "Tell me, Archer, do you know what it feels like to be driven across the lands by monsters you couldn't even imagine if they stood in front of you by the light of high noon?" He couldn't respond. Memories of summoning circles and cries for the sorcerers to stop, please stop someone will get hurt filled his mind. The desperation when they hadn't listened.

"No I suppose you don't. It changes you. And one day when everything is done you find yourself questioning everything you once thought you knew. So you go back to the place when you had all the answers and you try to see if it has any more to offer you."

"And have you found it yet, what you're looking for?" Archer asked once he had found his voice.

"Yes and no. I have put together what happened. Who I have to blame. Don't worry, I don't think it was you that set everything into motion. You may have had the influence but even you were smart enough not to deal with the darkest pits of hell."

"So you were waiting for someone else?"

"Oh. No, not at all. I figured you'd be drawn to me sooner or later. You never could resist. I mentioned I'd only accomplished part of my goal. For rest? I wanted to meet with you because I figured you could pass along a message."

"And what's that?"

Petra finally flipped up her hood, and Archer stopped cold as she prowled forward. Her eyes were dark - black to the very corners. And while it faded to her normal skin tone at the bottom, the upper part of her face was a deep grey, cracked and spiderwebbed to reveal what looked to be magma just under the surface.

"Gods don't die." A cruel smile spread across her burning face. "Mortals do." Cold steel bit into his flesh and the world went dark.

#writeblr #writers on tumblr #writing #flash fiction #short story #spilled ink #my writing #dead gods #monsters #summoning circle #petra #archer #rain #tw: major character death #olive's writing vibes

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poisonousquinzel · 2 years

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Another take on the The Batman Adventures: Mad Love Flashback panels

We all know my typical standard take about this, but I've been thinking about it and the more I sit on it the more I realize that frankly if Harley, an adult, did sleep with her professor it doesn’t matter.

(Also this isn't about the whole he's her professor so it's problematic angle, the dude has no character at all. I don't even think he has a full name. Just speaking about it from her side only)

So first off, the narrative being told already has a bias because it's being told from the side of Batman, it's what he believes at this point, not the unbiased truth. It's what he's researched and what he's heard about her through hearsay and gossip from people she went to school with who slut shamed her for having a fling with a professor.

I enjoy that this is something Harleen canonized in it's universe.

Harleen

In the exact same comic, in a flashback told from Harley's perspective, it's confirmed that not only did she graduate Med School, but she had high grades.

And again, it takes literal years to get the degrees Harley's got.

Sleeping with one professor for one grade on one paper for a single class is completely redundant in the grand scheme of things and she'd be smart enough to know that. She has to do so much to get to the point she's at in that flashback it literally wouldn't be worth it.

So to regroup and restate this take.

Harley did have a fling with her professor. She's always been someone who craves love, so it wouldn't be that far fetched for her to seek that out while she's going through college, even just casual dating.

However Bruce allows himself to be fooled by hearsay, by the people who said she couldn't have possibly done it (get her degrees) on her own so obviously that's why she had the fling, it was for the grades.

Women can't just be sexual cause they want to, there has to be an ulterior motive.

That's the take away. The two conflicting narratives of the story that collide at the end.

Harley had a fling because sometimes she has a thing for older guys and she liked her professor.

Bruce believes Harley had a fling because she needed better grades and didn't want to study. She didn't want to put the work in cause she wasn't actually smart.

And the comic ends with Bruce realizing he was wrong in terms of underestimating her.

His perception of her and her character is what led to his downfall in their meeting. His perception that was fed into and stemmed from false stories discrediting her abilities and her IQ.

And those false, misled biases led to him getting out smarted, drugged and nearly fed alive to man eating fish.

Also, side note, I have very little hope that this whole thing was actually supposed to be a well thought out take about slut shaming and sexual promiscuity considering who her creators are, but as this is a comic fandom it doesn't really matter does it skdjsksk

Harley's canon timeline is the one inside my brain babiessss 💕💖💕

#harley quinn #harleen quinzel #dc comics #tw clown boy #mildly djksdkjs #but just in case cause he's ugly <3 #idk if this makes much sense but i'm tired so i'm gonna post it anyway #i have no conclusion. just that harley is very #💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕#special to me #she's smart either way. that's the conclusion.

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sweetescapeartist · 3 years

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DBS COLORING BOOK CHAPTER 74 REVIEW

*spoilers* I liked this chapter in isolation.

*spoilery spoilers* I dislike this chapter when comparing it to other chapters.

Here's the battle Vegeta fans have been waiting for...! (Glad I lowered my greatly expectations)

First, let's talk about use of panels real quick. When there is action, Toyo has done better and uses about 6 panels max to convey the fight. But when there is dialogue, he uses too many panels. Like 7 to 9 panels on one page. That is too much for dialogue. And he has pointless reaction shots often.

It begins with the axolotl inspired Sugarians leaving their fishbowl homes through cleaning-tube roadways. I like their aquarium-like city and their buildings.

And here we are on page 2 with the Toyotaro dialogue. 😒 How can I tell? Compare it to Dragon Ball and you can easily tell the difference between Toriyama's dialogue & Toyotaro's dialogue. (Toriyama has been more focused with working on the DBS movies. I highly doubt he contributes as much to the manga as some fans believe.)

Vegeta sounds like Mr. Satan when calling fusion and cloning "tricks" lol. And no, I doubt Vegeta's Forced Spirit Fission would work on Granolah. Granolah split himself in 2 with a technique. It is still all Granolah & he hasn't absorbed anyone. Forced Spirit Fission is useless here.

Granolah sure is chatty again after he kept saying how he really really wants to kill these Saiyans. Vegeta tells him he parted ways with Freeza and he is an enemy now, as to which Granolah laughs. Granolah thinks Vegeta is betraying Freeza to spare his own life. This just let's us know what kind of person Granolah is...

Granolah is a nonsensical idiot who doesn't know how to reason well & doesn't listen to truth because he assumes he is already right. I don't like ppl like him who refuse to grow mentally. I went from liking Granolah, to not caring about his bland personality, to disliking him. 😑

Oatmeel's input is pointless because he doesn't sway Granolah into believing the Saiyans may not be lying. He quickly gives up and becomes quiet. Vegeta informs Granolah that he was a child when Planet Cereal's ppl were killed and wasn't part of the attack. But he doesn't care and Paragus wants revenge against the royal family... I mean, Baby wants revenge on all Saiya... Granolah wants to kill all Saiyans.

Then we get Vegeta saying he will kill Granolah after barely talking to the guy who was willing to talk. I guess Vegeta just wants to fight and test his power instead of trying to redeem himself like earlier chapters implied and fans theorized. Throw that out the window.

He turns SSB Evolution & Hakai's large rocks around Granolah. But Granolah appears behind him and shows Vegeta true hakai. He elevates a big chunk of the ground & blows it up then the force pushes Vegeta to him and Granolah strikes him. Cool way to use the environment in battle.

Also, Granolah knows Hakai. He shows it off by using his own more powerful Hakai & suggests Vegeta's training with Beerus is lacking.

There is some cool looking art. Their fight moves from forest to river to lake. Interesting environment s for DB. Reminds me of the Cooler movie and the fights on Namek a bit.

This entire time, Vegeta is on the defensive and has to run. But, I find pages 16-21 silly.

Why is Vegeta swimming when he can fly through the water?! Swimming is slower & Granolah is firing fast ki blasts at him!

YOU: "But, Vegeta is swimming so Granolah can't detect his ki."

Granolah can see him! His right eye is supposed to see blood flow and stuff. He nearly hits him multiple times. And lets not forget he was sniping them long distance and his Goku in the neck and almost took him out. Why does Granolah need aim assist now? I'll tell ya why. To make Vegeta look more impressive than Goku by making Goku look like a poor fighter. And this was a Goku who was using Ultra Instinct and still got messed up by Granolah while Vegeta is just using SSB Evolution. Character sabotage... 😒

Back to my complaints about Vegeta swimming. The swimmin' would work in OG Dragon Ball but not here. It would work on Namek with Freeza who can't sense ki, but not here with Granolah who can sense ki (& maybe even god ki) & his eye can percieve all kinds of movements of the body.

And why does Vegeta momentarily pop up out the water then go hide back into it? Don't say its 'cause he needs to catch his breath. He aparently did training holding his breath while on the Heeter's ship, so he should be fine holding his breath. It was for a short period of time anyways. It just doesn't fit and is unnecessary in multiple ways.

Vegeta Hakai's Granolah's big blast to escape it and it blows him out of the water. Interesting kinda... Until you realize that Vegeta's training that we were shown was lame. He just Hakai'd logs & rocks! It should've shown him trying to Hakai ki blasts from Beerus. Make his training look cool darn it!

Chapter 70 Established that Hakai has changed. It no longer is just erasing things from existence in different ways. It has to have a *boom* explosion to it. So when Beerus Hakai'd Zamasu in chapter 19, there should've been an explosion instead of turning him into sand? So, now whenever the Hakai is used, there will always be an explosion...? I don't like how Toyo is quick to change what he set up just for his convenience...

Granolah brags about himself then Vegeta brags about himself-...! That's why I dislike Granolah! He's just like Vegeta! Maybe if I stop thinking of Granolah as a "good guy" then he will be cooler? I did like evil Vegeta as an evil character. We were supposed to hate him. So, if I imagine Granolah as an evil Vegeta... It worked! Granolah's unappealing attitude works perfectly if you view him as an evil enemy! (Still kinda preachy tho)

VEGETA: "But I'm still going to win."

Vegeta fans rejoice! Your prayers have been answered by the great Zalama! Vegeta announced victory...! Wait... I've seen this before... Yo... Vegeta fans, prepare for Vegeta to be defeated just in case. He has a record of announcing victory then ultimately losing. Don't get your hopes up too high.

Lol Granolah disses Vegeta's ego 👌. But Granolah is unknowingly talking about himself too XD. Dummies. Vegeta mocks him by calling him "Mr. Strongest" & Granolah has nothing to day. Granolah can dish it out but can't take it.

Goku wakes up and sees Vegeta fighting Granolah. Who cares? How are you gonna be caught off gaurd in a form that reacts on its own? Go back to sleep. I'm not mad at you, Goku. I'm just disappointed.

Vegeta fires a barrage of ki at Granolah and Granolah Hakai's them. Then Vegeta fools Ganolah into destroying an ancient city of the Cerelians.

VEGETA: "I can tell, you know... That you only recently acquired this absurd strength."

GRANOLAH: "How? How can you tell?"

VEGETA: "Thank you for confirming."

There's the Granolah we know. Quick to give out valuable info. Also, this is to make Vegeta appear "smarter" & a "better fighter" than Goku. Realistically, a master martial artist like Goku would be first to notice that Granolah recently acquired this kind of power. But, Goku is being dumbed down for Vegeta's sake.

VEGETA: "Need I repeat myself...? You may be stronger but... there's no gaurantee that I'll lose to you!" *attempts to break Granolah's leg*

So says the guy who always loses unless the opponent is weaker than him. But, he even lost to weaker opponents on Earth before, so....

Vegeta fans calm down, calm down. This is basic Vegeta dribble. Let's be real. When has Vegeta ever defeated an opponent that was stronger than himself? Never. When has Vegeta become stronger than his opponent and defeat them because they're weaker than him now? Always. Does Vegeta ever win when he is too cocky? Nope. This is to hype y'all up. Don't be mad if he loses. Y'all know this routine. The arc ain't even over so the chances of him winning are low.

Now let's examine Vegeta's fight in comparison to Goku's fight.

Goku goes through all his forms & uses Ultra Instinct in base, SSJ, SSG, SSB, & then goes silver haired UI when fighting Granolah. Then, he loses in every form. Vegeta goes straight to Blue Evolution and only seriously gets hurt once.

Goku keeps getting hit despite having a technique that is all about evasion. Vegeta gets hit far less & doesn't have Ultra Instinct.

Goku was struggling to fight a clone that was half the power of Granolah. Vegeta fights Granolah at his full power and struggles less.

Goku complains about his training and how he is struggling using his technique. Vegeta who had less time with Hakai training isn't complaining about struggling with Hakai.

Goku far surpassed Vegeta in the Moro arc, yet they are crippling Goku to let Vegeta catch up & make him look better. Vegeta has literally gotten a handout that he didnt have to work hard for in order to catch up with Goku... This chapter is fine when isolated and you aren't thinking about any other previous chapter. But, it is a convoluted mess when you look back at the previous chapters, the piss poor storytelling, & Vegeta's poor Hakai training that leads up to this chapter.

Where'd that "heroic" Vegeta and that "redemption" stuff go? Its as if Toyotaro decided he should stop tying to make Vegeta the hero & main character instead of Goku being the main. (Thank God.)

But... Vegeta says that he loves fights that are unpredictable?? That I disagree completely with. Vegeta wants fights to go in his favor through all of DBZ and will throw a fit when it doesn't.

In RoF: it was going in his favor so he loved it.

Destroyer Tournament arc: he didn't like that things didn't go his way in the end.

Future Trunks arc: he was upset when losing to Black, but loved it when he thought he was going to win.

ToP: angry when everyone else surpassed him, happy when he gained an upperhand, upset when he lost the upperhand.

Moro arc: Vegeta is upset that Moro is stronger but even more upset that Goku is stronger than him. When he is stronger than Moro he is loving it. Then when he loses the advantage, he is upset.

Vegeta doesn't love unpredictable fights, Goku does! Vegeta loves predictable fights in his favor.

Granolah asks how many lives were sacrificed for Vegeta's carnage. Vegeta doesn't answer. Why? Because its best to ignore the fact that he has killed billions of ppl so that Vegeta fans can ignore his bad actions (Yet many say that Vegeta has developed so much without acknowledging his terrible past). Can't have Vegeta looking like a bad guy in this chapter, right?

Oh boy! Page 37 is more "Vegeta hype!" He doesn't care about strongest or second strongest ('cause he has never been 1st place) & he basically explains Dragon Ball to us.

Roshi already taught Goku & Krillin that there will always be somebody stronger, so they need to keep reaching higher and higher.

If Vegeta is stronger than he was a few minutes ago, would that mean the same for Goku when he was fighting? Why did he perform so poorly? I wonder... 🤔

Granolah jabs Vegeta in the stomach, but Vegeta manages to slow it down (how come Goku using Ultra Instinct couldn't do that?). And cool. Blood. Anime has better writing and cool character development/moments. The manga has blood... Well, I guess blood is cooler to some ppl.

Vegeta is looking like Goku in the ToP before he attained UI. He has his head down & all. Vegeta just isn't talking about hownl much he sucks. Why does Goku keep insulting himself? N-nevermind. This is about Vegeta who keeps complimenting himself.

Why did Granolah become scared of Vegeta suddenly? Wouldn't he just see him as a mad dog and use his amazing power to put Vegeta down before he can do anything? He hates them so much, but keeps letting them live.

Uh oh... Vegeta doesn't like protecting and saving? BuT I tHoUgHt hE wAs a hErO! Where is his development going?? Ya mean the real development he had in the anime or the pseudo development in the manga?

But even after saying all that... I prefer manga Vegeta to be like this instead of a wannabe hero. Wannabe hero doesn't fit. This feels like Vegeta is in character again. I like this. I was just criticizing how Vegeta was written in past chapters in comparison to this one. A more chill Vegeta who loves battles? This is what I've wanted from DBS manga Vegeta for a long time!

Oh snap! Vegeta's transforming? I wonder what it will look like (thanks for the warning from the leaks 👍). Oil... Why are you even in this chapter? We don't care about you right now & you're boring without Maki. Goku says it ain't "any old god ki."

I wonder how Goku never knew about this new form if he and Vegeta trained on Beerus Planet together. Ya think he would've sensed and saw it & even wanted to fight against it.

So is this new form a spur of the moment thing? So Vegeta has a new form that he never trained... And he asks if Granolah has been training his new power on page 34... Sounds hypocritical of Vegeta, or he is being thrown a bone to make him look capable. Is Vegeta gonna pull a Golden Freeza by not training this new form? Or maybe a UI Goku at the ToP and lose the form?

Page 43, Granolah shoots tiny ki blasts at Vegeta's tower of flaming ki and he is surprised it did nothing. Why not try again but this time use that one big blast instead. No? Gonna let the guy of the race you hate finish transforming? Just gonna be scared and shocked to make Vegeta look impressive? Ok.

Pages 41, 44, & 45

Oh! Here it is! The new form...! Aaaand I still don't like it. Also, he healed up like Goku did last chapter too. Odd. Why does transforming heal them now? Didn't before.

No build up to make the form more cool, it's just

"Here, Vegeta. Goku has one more form than you do & he has mastered UI, so we can't let you fall too far behind. So I just pulled this crap transformation fresh outa my butt and gave it to you."

Another undeserved handout. Can you please make Vegeta earn a new form in the manga? PLEASE?!

Vegeta looks like he is in his own UI Omen form (like how Vegeta fans begged for Vegeta to get for the longest time). Dark hair with sone lighter coloured higlights, light coloured pupils, new aura. But this is what I see...

SSJ3ROSÉ of DESTRUCTION INSTINCT OMEN (or just "SSJ-ChexMix" for short)

Looks like in the end, Vegeta needed to resort to his own Ultra Instinct equivalent!

Oh no... I criticized Vegeta's bad writing too much! I bet some Vegeta fans are gonna automatically assume that I hate him because I want him to be written better without plotholes! 😱

IN CONCLUSION:

This chapter is good when isolated on its own. But, this chapter is filled with inconsistencies when you look back at previous chapters. Overall, it's... a mixed bag that I barely like. It's just so retarded that Goku had to be dragged through the mud just for Vegeta to look better. That is insulting to Vegeta and it either shows how much he sucks or or how weak the writing for Vegeta is. But we got what we got...

Wanna know how to make Vegeta look good without making Goku look pathetic? Goku never uses MUI! Goku defeats Granolah's clone with SSB. Then, Granolah merges back with his clone & catches SSB Goku by surprise and knocks him out.

Then, the reason why Vegeta seems to be doing better is because Vegeta is using SSBE, unlike SSB Goku who was caught off guard. Why make the MUI form & Goku both look like trash just to give Vegeta his own Ultra (Destructive) Intinct? Is Vegeta really that trash?! 😓😴

I don't wanna see the Heeters anymore. My hype for them died, but maybe a later chapter can make me like them more. Idk.

Where is my homie, Moniato?! 🐌 (BEST CHARACTER OF THE ARC SO FAR!)

Oh yeah...I was supposed to complain about not seeing Freeza again like I do every chapter... Who cares at this point? If Granolah is stronger than Goku & Vegeta, what can Freeza do? Hide for 3 yrs and let Granolah die?

What are my predictions for next chapter? More Vegeta wanking of course. More gloating & looking down on Granolah too. A battle of overinflated egos. Bad dialogue and decent to good art. I'll probably find it mostly boring but I may be surprised (that could be a good or bad thing). Vegeta will appear to be winning before...

Vegeta gets defeated & certain Vegeta fans will rage & be annoying. Those ones will complain about how Vegeta always gets the short end of the deal (that's what he gets for being shorter than Bulma & 12 cm taller than Krillin). This one should happen imo based off of Goku's performance.

Vegeta's fight will get interrupted before the battle ends so that Vegeta fans don't get angry. Make Vegeta fans feel that Vegeta could've won and keep them grasping on to hope. (How manipulative.) This one is most likely to happen to "satisfy" all fans.

Vegeta will win and Vegeta fans will rejoice & some will be very annoying. Despite the fact that he had terrible training, was handed a new form just to stay relevant, and Goku had to underperform & UI had to be nerfed just to make Vegeta look good. This one may happen just to appease Vegeta fans. (That is the worst outcome imo.) If Vegeta gets "a win/a W" against a main villain, make sure his training looks impressive and he has some sort of connection to the main bad guy. That way the victory feels well deserved.

If the final enemy is Freeza, then Vegeta defeating Granolah isn't "a win" against a major villain. Granolah will just be a bump in the road. He's already set up to not be a "bad guy." In the end, the main bad guy will be either Freeza, Gas, 7-3, or someone. Vegeta fans shouldn't care if Vegeta wins or loses against Granolah. He isn't the "final boss."

#dragon ball #dragon ball super #dbs #dbs manga #manga chapter 74 #review #Vegeta #Granolah #Goku #vegeta wanking #wtf toyotaro

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astro-rain · 4 years

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delicate; b.barnes

chapter four - mri’s & other modern commodities

delicate masterlist

word count: 1.8k

synopsis: bucky faces his first day of treatment, and discovers some new things along the way: some scary, some awesome, some maybe slightly embarassing.

pairings: bucky barnes x fem!reader

[A/N]: not my gif

When he woke up, he scanned his room, making sure everything was the same as how he left it the night before. Making sure no one came in while he was asleep and poisoned his brain. Making sure he was waking up in his living quarters in Wakanda and not a damp cell in some secret Hydra base. It was just something he did now.

Some may call it paranoia, others may call it adaptation. Either way, once he stepped outside and made sure he was alone, he allowed himself to take a breath.

Today was the day, the first day of official treatment. He had no idea what to expect; he was just hoping to high heavens that it would end up working. Freedom. That's all he wanted. Liberation from the chains Hydra had had around him since he fell from the train all those years ago.

He was apprehensive for sure, but he tried his best to keep himself optimistic. Bucky was sure that Shuri was smarter than any Hydra scientist he once came in contact with. So, if they can tear apart his mind, perhaps she can put it back together. Right?

Her in addition to (Y/N). That psychologist woman. He had spoken to her the day before at the lake. She was funny, and she seemed decently easy to talk to. That's a good sign, he guessed. She told him that she hadn't minded relocating to assist in his treatment, but he honestly couldn't make out her true feelings. She was rather hard to read. Perhaps it was a psychologist thing; he tried not to look too far into it.

He waited outside his door until two Wakandans came to escort him to Shuri. Bucky noticed they were armed. Guards. He wasn't surprised nor did he blame them. However, that didn't make it any easier to trust. He hadn't had that luxuy in a very long time. The former assassin fought against the voice in the back of his head telling him to analyze their every move in order to ensure that he wasn't in any danger. That any minute they weren't going to strap him down and rip his brain apart the way it had been so many times before. So many times. He gave the slightest wince at the thought. His brain suddenly felt prickly, painful memories creeping up on him.

Not now, don't think about it.

Sometimes, if he fixated on the thoughts for too long, he would drive himself to this panicked state of fear and constriction. He wasn't sure exactly what this thing was. All he knew was that these things - these episodes - were extremely unpleasant, and utterly unnecessary at the moment.

He shook his head (somehow hoping that this would rid him of the prickly memories like a dog shaking off water), strands of long brown hair swaying quickly in front of his eyes, and fixed his gaze to the floor.

Floor. Floor. Floor. Floor. Just the floor. The floor. The floor. The floor-

"Sergeant Barnes!" Shuri welcomed him happily.

Oh. He was in the lab now. He let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding. Let's do this.

"Good morning," he smiled, "and just Bucky's okay."

"Of course, of course. This is my lab! Best place in Wakanda in my humble opinion. Today's only the first day of treatment, so nothing too intensive. But, we will be working all the same!"

He glanced around the lab. The guards were at the doorway and they didn't look like they were leaving anytime soon. Again, he wasn't surprised. Moreover, sitting at a table a few feet from Shuri, was a familiar face. This familiar face soon met his gaze.

"Hi, Bucky" (Y/N) greeted, offering a polite smile. "See! I remembered this time."

Bucky grinned. "Are you still (Y/N), or is it Dr. (Y/L/N) since we're in the lab now?"

"I'm always (Y/N)."

"I don't know, if I went to school for as long as you did, I'd make everyone call me Doctor," Shuri added.

(Y/N) laughed. "Well, if you want to call me Doctor you're more than welcome, Shuri."

"That's the spirit, Doc," she declared before turning to Bucky. "Now, follow me and we'll get a quick MRI done."

"A what?" He quickly caught up to Shuri who already started walking away.

"An MRI. It stands for magnetic resonance imaging. Basically, scanners use strong magnetic fields, magnetic field gradients, and radio waves to generate images of the organs in the body."*

Yes, very basic.

(Y/N) leaned over to Bucky, explaining softly, "It's used to form pictures of the anatomy and the physiological processes of the body."**

"Oh."

"You just lay down and it scans you. Y'don't even feel anything."

"Thats... not too bad, I guess."

"It's a bit of a tight fit though, so I hope you're aren't claustrophobic."

Bucky rubbed the back of his neck. "Well, after cryo, I doubt tight spaces will be too much of a bother for me."

"Right," said (Y/N), "but it's still decently in your personal space. Just so you know - so there's no surprises."

He nodded. They didn't say anything until Shuri stopped short in front of them. She stood a couple feet from a shiny metal table which was lined up in front of an equally shiny and metallic semi-cricle arch. It was long enough to fit - well, would you look at that - a body.

"Oh. I guess there is a surprise," (Y/N) blurted, turning to Shuri, confused. "That isn't like any MRI machine I've ever seen."

"That's because you're in Wakanda," Shuri flashed a proud smile. "Tech's a bit... advanced here."

(Y/N) turned to Bucky. He thought he saw something resembling self consciousness flow across her features, but he wasn't sure.

"Sorry, I guess I was wrong. But, honestly this is way better than a typical MRI set up. It's much more open... and wide. Regularly, it would be like a super narrow tube with hardly any space inside. This way, you'll even be able to see us and the rest of the room."

That's good. More space. More freedom. And he'll be able to see her- them, see them.

Shuri clapped. "Alright! Shall we get started then?"

He had no idea how any of this worked; he was way out of his element here. He just barely learned what a damn MRI was, and had to hide his shock when he found out. Medicine has changed dramatically since 1945. Although it is helpful, he is completely clueless. Great.

"Do I jus-just lay on the table?" He asked, unsure.

"Yep! Just lie there and be absolutely still, and I'll do the rest," Shuri replied, reassuringly as she walked around to a control panel next to the machine, preparing to start.

Bucky took his place on the thin metal table, and he thought he was seeing things. Was it was levitating? Honestly, from what he's seen so far he wouldn't even be surprised. He stared up at the ceiling, getting lost in thought. A string of various questions and uncertainties fluttered through his battered mind.

Would the metal arm interfere with the magnet- oh. Right. No arm. Just a scan, no need to worry. (Y/N) said it would be fine. Can I even trust her Then again, can I even trust anyone yet? She's the best I got right now. Damn it, I wish I wasn't so wary of everyone.

"Hey," a gentle voice pulled him out.

He looked over to the left of him, the side with no arm. (Y/N).

"I can practically hear your brain whirring around right now - which is justified - but do you need anything?"

'Do you need anything?' He hadn't heard that phrase in a while.

He adjusted his body on the table. "I'm alright, just... a bit out of my element here."

She nodded, knowingly. "Honestly, me too. This lab looks like somethin' out of a sci-fi movie for me, so I can't imagine what it must feel like to you."

She was looking down at him. He felt vulnerable, exposed. It seemed like she noticed.

"Here, I have an idea."

With that, she turned and grabbed something from a nearby table. Rotating around to face him again, she displayed what she had taken: a pair of headphones... but without a wire? What the hell?

"Are they broken?" he asked, feeling perpetually confused.

"No, they're wirelessly connected to my phone. It's called bluetooth."

The look on his face was almost laughable.

"Bluetooth? What kind of name is Bluetooth?"

"The kind of name that I didn't invent nor should I be blamed for," she chuckled. "Do you want to listen to music while you're in there? It might help to keep you down on Earth with us."

Music. The thought was almost surreal. He hadn't been privileged with such a pleasure in longer than he'd care to admit. It actually seemed... nice.

"Y-yeah," he said, pondering. "That'd actually be nice."

"Awesome."

She leaned over him to put the headphones on his ears, causing him a very conflicting series of emotions.

First of all, close. She was very close to his face. His face, his eyes, his nose, his lips. It almost seemed a tad bit intimate. And then he realized he hadn't been this close to a woman in forever. A real woman, not some fellow assassin he had to take out. He hoped the shy embarrassment he felt didn't show on his cheeks.

Second of all, she was wrapping something around his head, his brain. He tried not to, but he couldn't stop the muscle memory of what he'd been conditioned to feel. Hydra's machine would wrap around his head and rip his psyche apart. His mind expected pain, the worst pain, the dehumanizing, out of body, mind splitting pain. He hoped the way he flinched ever so slightly didn't offend (Y/N).

She didn't seem offended, and her voice was soft. "You're good. Just music and a scan. Then you're done."

He looked up at her face, reassuring and calm. He took a deep breath.

"Good?" she asked.

He nodded. "Think so."

"If it's too much at any point just let us know, and we'll pull you right out. It's your comfort level, your choice."

His choice. Choice. Control. The prospect gave him comfort.

She gave him one last look before stepping away and signaling Shuri to start the machine. The seemingly levitating table began a smooth descent into the machine when the music started playing. It almost startled him, but he then he was pleasantly surprised by what he heard.

There were loud drums, guitar riffs with attitude, and voices that had so much emotion they were almost screaming. It was like no music he had ever heard before, and he loved it. In fact, he was so into it that he didn't even notice when the MRI had finished. That is, until he felt a feather light hand on his shoulder. His eyes opened, and (Y/N) had the biggest grin on her face. While taking the headphones off of him, she looked very pleased with herself.

She looked at Shuri but declared to no one in particular, "Bucky likes Rock and Roll!"

- - -

* = from wikipedia

** = from wikipedia

#bucky barnes #bucky fanfic #bucky headcanon #marvel #steve rogers #bucky blurb #bucky drabble #bucky fic #bucky imagine #bucky reader insert #avengers #avengers fanfiction #marvel fanfiction

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austerlitzborodinoleipzig · 3 years

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Tolkien Secret Santa Advent Calendar Day 4: Ice Skating

For @officialtolkiensecretsanta ‘s Advent Calendar.

A/N : ideally this should have been a podfic. Unfortunately i don’t have anything to properly record it. If anybody wants to go ahead and do it, they are more than welcome to do so! :)

Men Short Program - Elven Skating Union Grand Prix Final - Tol Eressëa 2020

Extracts from the commentary of the Men’s SP at the 2020 Grand Prix Final

Broadcaster : Winter Sports NBC (Noldorin Broadcast Company)

Commentators : Glorfindel and Ecthelion

- Six have made it through. The six best skaters in the world right now. This could be something special. Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome to the Men's event of the Grand Prix Final

- And here they are: Finrod, of the Teleri, Beleg from Doriath, Egalmoth of the Noldor, Fingon of the Noldor, Denethor of the Nandor and Maedhros of the Noldor.

- That's the line up and if you're a skating fan, you know you're in for something very special. For the first time in the season, Fingon and Maedhros will go head to head. This should be a great competition. Both have won this event in the past. Maedhros has won it no less than five times. Fingon is the defending champion.

- It's going to be interesting to see this battle enfold. Fingon is the favourite here. Reigning world champion. Won in Alqualondë and in Menegroth. In fact he's been undefeated for a season and a half. He is sensational and he is in great shape.

- Can he handle the pressure though? Because it's his first time going against Maedhros who skipped last season in order to recover from his ankle injury. As impressive as Fingon's track record is, he has yet to take down the sacred monsters of this sport, so to speak. As for Maedhros, well two weeks ago at the Cup of the Noldor, we saw...

- Well it was virtual perfection; you can't expect it to be any better than what he just did.

- But can he be anywhere near as good as he may have to be, with the talent that's around?

- That's what we are going to find out in a couple of minutes, meanwhile the four other skaters are all worthy opponents, starting with this guy, who is going to open the event. Finrod, of the Teleri.

(...)

- For me this guy here has been the revelation of the Grand Prix, in all four disciplines. Second in Valmar, second in Tirion... He'll be eighteen next Thursday!

- There he goes. Young man from Alqualondë, always a joy to watch. We wish him all the best today.

- If you haven't seen this program already, you're gonna love it. Finrod of the Teleri. Skating to Danse Macabre, by Camille Saint-Saëns.

- Ohoh? What's happening?

- I think they may have put on the wrong track. We're looking for Saint-Saëns.

- Yes and this is very much not it.

- Crowd being really supportive.

- Oh this awful. So much unneeded pressure when you're competing at your first Grand Prix Final.

- Ah finally, here we go.

(...)

- Wow! Bring it on he said! Absolutely skated out of his skin. Unbelievable after all the drama with the music at the beginning.

- I love the way the music moves him, he's such a natural. Just great to watch.

- What a great way to start this event! Well done to the team around him! The score is going to be high, that's as good as I've seen him skate.

- They are showing the quad toe on the screen. Was it all the way around?

- Slightly under-rotated I think. In fact... Yes the technical panel has called it. But his second mark will be much better.

- Very good. I love that program, as you rightly said, he's one with the music all the way through.

- He's got a season's best of 94.76. In fact, it's his personal best.

- His choreographer, Indis, looking very pleased with that performance.

- Well that short program is an absolute banger, she did a splendid job.

- Oh yes. 96.71, this is a dream start for Finrod.

(...)

- Here is is, only twenty years of age. Already a two-time world champion. Defending champion of the Grand Prix Final. Fingon. Skating to Goodbye Yellow Brick Road, by Elton John. Two quadruple jumps scheduled in the short. What can he do?

(...)

- Well that was just something special. You have to take your hat off to this guy. With all the pressure around him, coming unto this event as the favourite and throwing down such a skate. Technically perfect.

- Yes, textbook technique on all of his jumps.

- And so much progress in terms of artistry. He's not the most flexible skater, he can't pull off elaborate spins like Maedhros but he has chosen a really modern style of skating, with sharp, angular movements and it really fits him.

- They are showing the quad lutz here.

- It's ridiculous how easy he makes it look. That's the most difficult quad there is and he just casually lands it like he is at practice, doing a run-through.

- I've never seen his coach so relaxed.

- Well Fingolfin knows it's gonna go into the lead, no doubt about that, but by how much?

- He's gonna blow past the 100 points mark...

- 104.38! Way past his personal best.

- Remarkable. He's only six points away from the world record.

- Speaking of world records...

- Here we go. The last competitor this evening, Maedhros. His achievements are incredible. Five time Grand Prix Final champion. Three times world champion. He has missed the past season due to an injury, and has come back in the most spectacular manner, setting up new world records for the short, the free program, and the total score two weeks ago at the Tirion Grand Prix.

- Just when you think he cannot possibly get better, he goes and proves you wrong. Ladies and gentlemen, Maedhros Feänorion, skating to Adios, by Benjamin Clementine.

(...)

- Well... That was not the skate he wanted.

- He skated his heart out, but with this level of competition, you have to be perfect, and that fall on the quad salchow is...

- He knows he's handed Fingon a present tonight. He's the supreme competitor but tonight he made a crucial mistake. Just how expensive will it be?

- Well his artistry is superior to anybody else in the field at this moment, I should think his second mark will be quite high. The technical panel is reviewing the elements. Everything is perfect, highest levels so far, but of course he fell on his opening jump

- But that program, it really is something else. The transitions, the details, all the way through are just to die for. Spins brilliant, step sequence unparalleled. The focus never left him even after the mistake.

- They are not looking very happy in the kiss and cry tonight. It wasn't what they were looking for.

- And here we go...

- 98.43 for Maedhros, that is a very good score considering...

- Yes, he goes comfortably into second place.

- Coach Feänor is not very happy with that score.

- Well they know they will have to throw down the perfect skate tomorrow in the free event to catch up with Fingon

- Well that concludes the men's short program. Fingon wins the short program, with a perfect skate. In second place, despite a costly mistake sits Maedhros. The newcomer, Finrod is in third. Just below him, Beleg sits in fourth. Careful, this guy is known for his strong come backs in the free skate, he will be gunning for a podium spot tomorrow. In fifth we have Denethor, and last, after a not so great performance, there’s Egalmoth. Thank you very much for staying with us and we hope to see you all tomorrow for the free!

#officialtolkiensecretsanta #tss2020advent4 #the silmarillion #modern au #figure skating #finrod #maedhros #fingon #there's no reason yuri on ice should be the only ones spamming the figure skating tag #bonus points to you if you can find which skating event i based this fic on

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idjitlili · 3 years

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C-changes

Obi-wan x reader.

Summary: Imagine sitting down Obi-wan, Anakin and Ahsoka to talk about their feelings. Though what is supposed to be family therapy just turns into 'negotiations'.

Word count:1065

Warnings: Nothing.

A/n:Request for anon. Xx

You were not sure what to do. You had been on your way to Kamino something about a recon mission. When Anakin was too busy arguing with Ahsoka, he was supposed to be piloting the ship. You and Obi-wan strapped in next to each other, Ahsoka co piloting.

"You are so stubborn, master."

"I am not."

"Yes you are and you are reckless."

"Am not!"

"Are too!" Wow, that sounded like like R2, the bickering between them had been going all day about silly things.

"Not."

"Are"

"Nope."

"Yea-"

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwhhh!" R2D2s scream seemed to stop the pair from fighting.

"Ahhhhhhhh!" Well, more like made them jump out of their skins, and they ended up crashing the ship some how. Smacking right into Hoth, an ice planet. Yours and Obi-wan's hands intertwined as the ship fell at high speed towards the surface bracing yourselves.

Though you were not with Kenobi, you were very close with him, you knew he couldn't being a Jedi. Did not stop your feelings from suffocating you either. You were not a Jedi, but what would be know as a rebel. Okay maybe not that far, you just worked along side the Jedi helping where you could, mostly being a healer.

"Do not say it, Ben..." The frown upon his face when his eyes met yours, the crease in his brow stunned his response. He did not know what you meant.

"Another happy landing." The external groan from you, Anakin smirked at Obi-wan as he turned in his chair. Obi-wants lips now shaped into an o, before he turned make to you with a grin.

"Oops." The smirk evident on Anakin's face angered you, his lips twisted up, his tone sarcastic.

"Shut up, Ani." Oh wow, he really was like Annie, he was an orphan... It was almost embarrassing seeing Padmè call Anakin that nickname it was annoying. 'Oh ani, help me!' 'Oh ani,' Ugh, worst secret relationship.

The way the smirk melt from the Jedi's face like lava, he spun around back to the control panel.

No long after that, they started fighting again, because the ship would not start, Obi-wan now invoked, you on the sidelines.

"For goodness sake , Anakin. Look what you've done, again."

"Look at what I've done? Look at your hair! It looks terrible."

"Sorry? You have been copying my hair for years!"

"Me? You shouldn't even be a Jedi master, you're scared that I am more powerful." The shouting increasingly getting louder, as well as more frequent scoffing.

"You a master , master? You are too immature, plus you got hit in the face by a broccoli last week."

"Oh, now your getting involved? I am a trunk and you are stick, padawan."

"Anakin, she's right you are too imma-"

With that you had left, R2 following you as you exited the ship, with thin layers you entered the snowy atmosphere. The cold hitting you like a phone falling on your face. There you and R2 began repairing the ship. No one came looking for you, in fact you could slightly hear the shouting still. Fixing the ship didn't take long, especially since R2 did all the work.

Walking slowly against the harsh winds back to the ship, the cold nipping at your nose. Why did no one bring coats? Your poor grip on your shoes making it difficult to climb the slope to into the ship. After a few attempts you made it in to the ship, the warm are engulfing your freezing body, R2 following behind.

Once you had made it into the cockpit, all three of them were now sat back down, in silence. As the door opened , their heads turned towards you and R2. Obi-wan standing up , his face in distress as he notices your trembling body.

“Where have you been?” Shrugging his robes of placing them of your shoulders, pulling them around you, leaving him in a brown turtleneck.

“Fixing the ship.”

“Y/n, we would’ve done that.” Ahsoka had piped in, she had heard of the creatures that lived upon Hoth, she felt guilty.

“Really? I think you were all too busy fighting, again.” Taking a sheet, the warmth of of Obi-wan robes, raising your temperature. Silence from them all, Obi-wan back in the seat next to you.

“I’ve had enough of your fighting, we could’ve died today, because you , Anakin,were too busy, arguing whether you were immature or not, clearly you are, otherwise you would’ve dropped it.” Anakins face was red as he looked at the floor, you were right and he knew it.

“And Obi-wan , as much as I love you, you just need to be calm with them don’t get so angry....” Your hand upon the brown fabric on his shoulder, leaning to his ear to whisper.

“it’s obvious you have the better hair, no need to argue.” A grin sat on his lips, a small blush, he tried to to hide it facing away from Anakin and Ahsoka.

“Right, Ahsoka, less teasing when we are in dangerous situations. Okay, that all I have to say. Wait, now go have a group hug.”

Hesitating they all got up slowly, Anakin and Ahsoka closed meeting first. Obi-wan next up , he had lifted you out of your seat by your upper arm, looking into his eyes, mouth gapped.

“You are a part of our unit.” His hand now on your lower back, guiding you to the other Jedi, a smile upon your face. In seconds you were pulled into a tight hug , pressed against Ahsoka and Obi-wan. Though, you were not related, that would be weird since you and Obi-wan had an non official thing. You felt at home.

Well, until bloody Anakin, kills a bunch of kids again, tries to kill Obi-wan , had body parts chopped off. When Obi-wan was in exile you did go with him, to Tatooine, to much of your dislike of the heat and the sand. What was non- official quickly became official. The amount of times you’d see Ahsoka were limited, but she was not gone.

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Here is the interview that has been translated by Google, from the link ‘1′ on this post:

After Freddie Mercury visited Zagreb, it was clear why he was leading two big guys everywhere

By YugoPapir

TODAY, exactly 25 years ago , the great Freddie Mercury passed away , and on that occasion we remember his visit to Zagreb and the interview he gave on that occasion. It was back in 1979 ...

"In a situation of useless concert rock scene (such as at least Belgrade), an interview with one of the world's famous rock stars is a special event. However, although the man is not in a position to choose and has no experience with Jagger, Lennon or Dylan, these conversations are sometimes it comes down to the usual routine of exchanging questions and answers ... Kind me, kind respondent ... I smile, the respondent smiles I ask a question, I know the answer in advance.

Hand on heart, that was exactly what the conversation with the first man of the Queen group was like. Despite the millions of records sold, the sound clearly defined and the status of the stars, the guys from the group do not have a particularly interesting "story" behind them. The only way to do something extraordinary is to try to provoke the interlocutor, but one usually doesn't have the opportunity to do so in such "serially" organized meetings between stars and the press, where a bunch of idle idlers are dragged around without much smarter work in mind.

The press conference was held in "Intercontinental" full of boring luxury and, on this occasion, unusual teams. After a short wait (the stars are always late), the Queen appeared, dressed as employees of an English insurance company on vacation.

After a few moments of doubt, various guys of unknown faces and occupations attacked them. Of course the main victim was Mercury. Honestly, I didn’t expect so many people with tape recorders, notebooks and similar supplies. It is not only clear to me where they will be able to place all this, because I have not seen the results of that journalistic attack anywhere except in "Polet" from an interview done on another occasion.

Maybe it's better not to publish it anywhere because I heard so much nonsense and ignorance in a short time that I felt pity for poor Freddy. Now it is clear to me why he is taking with him two guys, as if removed from the mountain, who were strategically arranged around the front door during the whole press conference.

And finally when the crowd subsided I seized the opportunity to talk to Mercury.

Not particularly tall, black, in a leather jacket and jeans, he looked more like one of the tappers in front of Belgrade cinemas than the world-famous rock old man. Stoic accepted to give an interview for "Jukebox", although over time he approved and became somewhat more exhaustive. I probably bothered him less than the others.

As usual, I started from the beginning ...

"It's a long story. Brian, Roger and I knew each other since we were students. John came later. We had experiences with earlier bands where we played as high school students. When we created Queen we had a clear idea of what we wanted to do and our work today is the evolution of these plans and dreams.We had a very clear guiding star.From the very beginning.

Is it still clear that guiding star after all these successes and millions of records sold?

Why not. The halls where we play are always full, the records are on the charts. Why not?

From the articles we read about you, it could not be said that the critics really like you. What does it look like to be in one of the world’s leading rock bands while at the same time reading how records are being ruthlessly denigrated?

This is the case only with the English press. It could not be said that we live in the best relationship with them. The English today have no choice but to be cynical, which is why the press is like that to us. That’s why you can rarely read our interview at NME or Melody Maker. There is no point in us being a training ground for them. We learned to live with it and, you know, I didn’t care too much about it. Our records sell well. In recent years, a big thing has happened with punk, and we are understood as the total opposite.

One of the main drawbacks is the dependence on technology. Your records are lavishly produced to perfection ...

You can't survive without technology today. Loudspeakers, light instruments and the most ordinary rock band look like an LP&P to a folk group or a symphony orchestra ... Even today they can't survive without technology. Electricity is all around us and you can't avoid it. The production on our records is rich, but I don’t think it’s an end in itself as many want to present. I play a plain piano, John a plain “Fender bass,” only Brian has special “pranks” that I make myself, but that’s not overdone either. The most important thing is that it is all in the service of the idea.

You are all college educated. Do you think that had an impact on this direction of the group. I have noticed that there are prejudices in English newspapers about such groups, in fact about groups that originated from such an environment, starting from “Genesis” onwards?

First of all, we don't have much to do with "Genesis", then such prejudices are the most common nonsense. I don't see any purpose for them. I don't even know that being in college automatically makes us intellectuals.

I have no doubt that you spend a lot of time in the studio preparing the album, that's obvious. You've created some kind of art since filming (interrupts me) ...

We record, than what. That's what everyone does! But we made a style out of it. We do everything in a special way and I think there is imagination. It's specificity, not covering up weaknesses or something like that ... We don't even try to reproduce the sound from our records ... It's hours and hours of work and there are hundreds and hundreds of recorded sections.

The record is one thing, and the concert is quite another. Although some people pass it on to us as a flaw, we are very happy with their gig. It would be a tedious and boring job to always play the same ... At one time we were thinking of introducing assistant musicians to our performances, but I don't think that would work. It is our music and we understand it best. Such a way would only bring us unnecessary problems and obligations.

Can any significant changes in your sound and direction be expected on the next panels. There is a lot of criticism that you got into a certain "gyre" ...

Again about the critics ... we care the least about them! We have created a certain sound, success, image and that is what we are. It is logical for the group to evolve slowly ... It would be stupid to try something radically different ... And that is what the "scribblers" expect to have something to fill the newspaper with. Drastic changes lead nowhere and make no sense. You can't become something else overnight ...

Normally we will change. Whoever has followed our work so far is clear in which direction. This is also evident from our latest albums. There is no longer as much luxury as at "Opera" or "Racing" ... I think that our next albums will develop in that direction.

The group "Queen" is considered to be a very stable formation. No sharper disagreements were heard, and only the drummer had solo outings. Should we expect new solo projects and do they pose a danger to the group?

Although Roger has a lot of experience with solo attempts, I don't see any danger in that for the group "Queen". I think the best we can provide, we provide together. Solo attempts are just a small change of climate and refreshment. There is no special need to try our luck outside the team. When we realize we have nowhere else to go, the group disbands - there are no illusions that it won’t come and we don’t even think about it.

Do you have any information about your audience in Yugoslavia, and does the sale of records in our small market mean anything to you financially?

Well, I've heard from people in our company that we sell a lot of records. Do you see these gold and silver plates we got here? Also, we care that our music is heard all over the world, that everyone listens to it, that's why we perform so much. One should not be blasé ... It is not only important for us to be popular in England, America and Japan ... People are the same everywhere and we like to play for them ... This is just rock'n'roll after all ... "

Interviewed by: Branko Vukojević, filmed by: Dražen Kalenić (Jukebox, 1979)

#queen #queen band #freddie mercury

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nvzblgrrl · 4 years

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Part 1 Heyo man, I'm absolutely ecstatic that you have this whole One Piece Big Fic project in the works. I'm honestly p paranoid about interacting with words, but your works have been something I've continuously enjoyed going back to and rereading over all these years. And while you've grown and your earlier stuff feels cringe, there's a charm that Witt and Witticism and all of your earlier works have that is longlasting. And I, and apparently others, can't help but love.

Part 2 I've probably reread your fics a good thousand times by now. Like seriously I've got a good bunch of the fics you posted on AO3 saved as PDFs for my own personal reading when I feel the urge. Namely Luck of The Draw, Ultimate Symbiote, and a portion of your Chain Adventures. I've been here quietly reading for a long time and I'm gonna make sure to properly give feedback this time. Good luck in your absolutely bonkers endeavor!

Yeah, absolute mood on the ‘cringe’ part. I think the only excuse I can make for the really early stuff is that -

(this is gonna get loooong and reference child abuse + the 2000′s-2010′s meme culture, so pre-emptive apologies)

1. I had a really messed up upbringing. Not as bad as some people’s situations but still on the deeper end of bad by the ‘White American’ standard and still (albeit barely) within the bounds of Funny Sitcom Abuse Antics (at least for mid-2000′s and older stuff) most of the time. Most of it was neglect and social isolation - I pretty much left the property to go to school, church, and to visit relatives because of court-mandated visitation, the last of which probably kept me from going insane, and that was it aside from events where my dad needed an accessory to compliment his public mask - but there were some other shit mixed in that relied on the Trunchbull Rule (it has to sound too weird to be real so nobody believes it/takes it seriously) to happen.

So besides like, the PTSD from that (which has a habit of bleeding into all of my works, which you’ve probably noticed by now, lmao), I had like, zero experience on healthy relationships, social skills (well outside of a few variations on ‘messed up friendships’ and what I picked up from books, movies, and TV), and basic life skills outside of stuff like ‘boil water and follow the box directions’).

2. I got into the internet really late compared to my generation and everyone after. This was mostly because we had literally no semi-reliable internet access until I was about 11-13 and that was either the school internet or the dial-up at home (which of course was time-limited with the time shared with my brother and done on the family computer with observation in effect). Most of that was spent on like flash games or webcomics, many of which I have tried to reread only to find them gouging my soul because god what the hell was happening in 2007 - wait. Yeah.

It got better by the time we hit high school because by then we had our own computers (not scanners though, I had to pass art and passwords over to a friend of mine to get them on the internet for a couple years before we got one at home), a better internet connection, and high levels of parental disengagement as we proved to be disappointments despite our previous ‘potential’ (my dad was hoping for me to become a life-long cash cow for him, IDK what was going on with my brother and his mom), which meant I could spend more time on the internet... which at the time, meant DeviantArt and FF.net (tumblr came way, waaay at the end of my time in high school).

Yes, that’s where I started out. That should explain a good 90% of why the early stuff was Like That.

Also don’t look for my DeviantArt because I deleted the whole thing years ago, for cringe reasons - namely, a really, really stupid minor war over something I can’t even remember but it ran a lot like those old ‘Potterheads Get Your Wands’ posts, though the fact that 80% of my output towards the end were extremely banal and/or fucking insane One Piece (and occasionally Soul Eater) Demotivator Posters didn’t help.

Pictured: proof of my crimes against humanity (with some minor repeats - every single one of those demovitators are something I did and that’s not even all of them) despite my attempts to destroy the evidence, because the internet (and pinterest) never forget and often reposts without permission.

[Image description: a series of drawn images of a man. the first panel is of him looking at a computer with the subtitle ‘recognition’, the second is a close-up of him with sweat and a look of surprise on his face along with two exclamation points subtitled ‘realization’, the third and final image is an extreme close up of his intensely stressed expression subtitled ‘fear’.]

[Image description, but funny: me accidentally coming across one of those reposts a couple years ago.]

I personally can’t forget because I know my style at the time (it had a few variations, but all of them have been seared into my soul) and how inane/insane some of them read. My favorite was one that ended up turning into a word vomit about how cool Gol D. Roger was that ran so far that it didn’t fit inside the format anymore and ended up running off of the page repeatedly.

...and yes, I did make one edit that was ‘Dead or Alive? is that a trick question?’ for Brook. That one’s still circulating too.

3. While that covers a certain amount of the problems with the early work, Witt and Witticism stands out as a pinnacle because I was both using a reaction heavy style (I was pretty much doing a live-blog of my One Piece anime rewatch in fanfic form, using Witt as a mouth piece - a similar style was used with Ultimate Symbiote but fortified with a few original stories and actual non-canon stuff happening!) and going through the tail end an extreme manic period brought on by escaping (read: getting kicked out of because they were no longer socially or legally obligated to care for me anymore) my abusive childhood home + having money (from my dead mom’s social security).

Seriously, that year was bonkers. I got to go to Disneyworld, got a new cat, published an insane fic, and blew through so much money on some dumb fucking shit when my dad wasn’t stealing it because I didn’t realize he had access to my then-bank account.

Also I’m pretty sure that you can detect when my sanity/depression started reasserting itself in the last few chapters of Witt because he starts experiencing consequences, though I’m not saying you should reread it to try to locate that moment because I’m having to re-read it repeatedly for reference purposes and I don’t think anyone should have to suffer this unless they’re into that (which admittedly, might be the result of that ‘charm’ you mentioned, because I can’t otherwise account for how that fic got over a quarter of a million hits otherwise).

Not to say that all of my early stuff was bad (some of it was actually shockingly good once I found it again, even though it was flawed) but the most easily accessible stuff is... not great!

And thanks for the well-wishes. I’m gonna need that luck if I want to get through it. I look forward to the feedback!

#asks #the big fat one piece fic project #Anonymous

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chippokenabokura · 5 years

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Thank you for all your hard work! I've been a fan of your blog for a while now and I'm grateful for how much insight you gave us on World Trigger. I have a question I hope you might have some thoughts on: I was rereading the latest chapter and reached the point where Ema was targeted while he reloads. Why is there a need to reload when they don't use real bullets or a variation of pre-stored trion bullets? I assume it's implied that the trion snipers/shooters use is supplied by trion bodies?

Since I didn’t manage to answer any asks before the new chapters came out, I’m going to answer this one quickly while I post the translations.

According to BBF, sniper rifles use up a large amount of trion in one shot so they cannot rapid fire. I presume it works on a similar premise as Gatorin’s Vasilissa. I hope that makes sense!

World Trigger Ch176 ‘Netsuki Eizou′ & Ch177 ‘Mikumo Osamu 17′ Translation

Panel 2

Usami: Now then

Panel 3

Usami: Our turn’s over; what do you want todo?

Usami: Watch the evening division?Usami: Though it’s not for another 4 and a half hours

Panel 4

Hus: The records can probably be viewed atTamakoma base too right

Yuuma: We’re going to go do some solo rankwars

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Chika: I have to go meet Izuho-chan…

Usami: I see, roger that~

Panel 2

Usami: Hus-kun, horns! Be careful!

Hus: I know

*machine whirr*

Panel 3

Usami: Let us know when you’re heading back

Osamu: Then let’s disperse for now!

Panel 5

Usami: Ahhhh~ at any rate…

Panel 1

Usami: It was a good match today~Usami: We earned 6 points against upper tier teams!

Osamu: Yes

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Usami: It was worth you working hard to getHus-kun onto the team, Osamu-kun

Osamu: That’s rightOsamu: It went beyond my expectations

Panel 3

Usami: That reminds me

Usami: Did the ‘bad premonition’ youmentioned before we left go away?

Panel 5

Osamu: No…that’sOsamu: The truth is it’s still…

Usami: Ehhhh~? Really?

Panel 1

Usami: I wonder what it could be? Your ‘badpremonition’Usami: Chika-chan looked fine…

Panel 2

Usami: When you had a difference of opinionwith Hus-kunUsami: I thought, will this cause a fight later?Usami: But in the end it doesn’t feel like Hus-kun is dissatisfied with thematch results

Osamu: You’re right…

Panel 3

*ding*

Panel 4

Osamu: A message from Kikuchihara-sempai…

Usami: Oh, what’s it say?

Panel 5

Kikuchihara: Congrats on winning the match. Kikuchihara: You were prettypointless this time.

Panel 1

Osamu: Pointless…

Usami: That Kikucchy, always saying somethingmean…

Panel 2

Osamu: Let’sask Kikuchihara-sempai too

Osamu: Thankyou very much.Osamu: Even though we won the match,for some reason I feel uncertain.Osamu: I wonder what this could be

Panel 3

Kikuchihara: Isn’t it some kind of sad premonition that ‘the new guy is strong so Iwon’t have anything to do’?

Panel 4

Usami: Is it? I don’t think so though

Osamu: Hmmm, I don’t know…

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Osamu: Ifthe next opponents are cautious of Hus’s Escudo and choose an outdoors map,Osamu: The wire formation and leadbullet sniping would be effective again, so I think there are still things Ican do…

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Kikuchihara: …whatKikuchihara: So he does get it

Utagawa: ?

Panel 2

*flinch*

Panel 3

Kikuchihara: …?

*chatter chatter*

Panel 4

*vibrate*

Usami: Hm? It’s me this time

Panel 5

Usami: Yes, yes, hello

Panel 1

Utagawa: Usami-sempai, good work today

Usami: Good work to you too, Utty. What’swrong?

Panel 2

Utagawa: Sorry, I just wanted to check…

Usami: Check…?

Panel 3

Utagawa: Tamakoma Second’s new member’s identity

Utagawa: It hasn’t been officially released,right?

Panel 4

Usami: Eh…?

Panel 1

Utagawa: According to Kikuchihara, someC-rank agents in the loungeUtagawa: …probably the ones who saw the match just now, I think

Utagawa: It looks like they’re gossipingaboutUtagawa: ‘isn’t Tamakoma’s new member a Neighbour?’…

Panel 2

Usami: Eh!?

Panel 3

Usami: …right!

Usami: Right, got it, thank you!

Panel 4

Osamu: A rumour that ‘Hus is a Neighbour’Osamu: Among the C-ranks…

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Osamu:My squad is moving in a good direction

Osamu:The chances of success for the next match shouldn’t be low either…

Panel 2

Osamu: Inbattle, Kuga and Hus are overwhelming the other teams…

Osamu: Andyet…

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Osamu: …That’s it

Panel 4

Osamu: That’s what my ‘bad premonition’was!

Osamu: Hus standing out too much was the problem!

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Osamu: That’s why, no matter how good thematch was goingOsamu: My ‘bad premonition’ didn’t go away…!

Usami: Ahhh~! I see!

Panel 1

Usami: It’s true he made a big splashagainst the upper tier teams in his debut match

Usami: Is the Neighbour rumour because hisappearance and name looks foreign?Usami: Maybe the fact that we’re the pro-Neighbour faction has something to dowith it too?

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Usami: …but what do we do?Usami: I don’t think the ones spreading the rumours have any proof

Usami: But we don’t know what will happenif it spreads further

Osamu: That’s true…

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Usami: Might it affect the expeditionselection too?

Usami: I want to think it won’t go as faras Yuuma-kun getting suspected too…

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Osamu:If I had made Hus stand out less…

Osamu:…no, that might have made it impossible to get 6 points

Osamu:The match itself should be fine like that…

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JIn: Don’tfalter

Panel 2

Osamu:…

Osamu:Right!

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Osamu: …either wayOsamu: I have to go for a bit

Osamu: Please contact Hus and the others,Usami-sempai!

Usami: Right, got it!

Panel 4

*flip*

Panel 5

Osamu: …Sorry, Branch Chief Rindou

Osamu: I have a sudden request

Panel 1

BorderHQPublic Relations Department

Panel 2

*knock knock*

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*click*

Osamu: …pardon the intrusion!

Panel 4

Netsuki: …You’re here, Mikumo-kun

Panel 1

Netsuki: Branch Chief Rindou has made anappointment

PublicRelations Department ChiefNetsuki Eizou (39)

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Azuma: Good work today

B-rankAzuma Squad CaptainAzuma Haruaki (25)

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Osamu: Azuma-san…?

Osamu: Thank you for your hard work

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Osamu: …sorry to bother you

Osamu: I would like to consult with you regardingan issue with Hus

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Netsuki: The matter of the ‘rumour’, Isuppose?

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Osamu: …!Osamu: Yes!

Netsuki: I have received the report fromCaptain Kazama

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Netsuki: Jeez…Netsuki: This is why I opposed his enlistment…

*sigh*

Panel 3

Netsuke: …and?

Netsuki: What do you propose I do aboutthis?

Panel 4

Osamu: I was thinking if Border HQofficially

Osamu: Refutes the rumours…

Panel 5

Netsuki: Don’t say something so foolish

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Netsuki: If we officially react in such a rushto suspicions that are only at the rumour levelNetsuki: It’s as good as saying there’s something to be guilty about

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Netsuki: What’s so troublesome about thismatter especially

Netsuki: Is that it’s not a ‘baseless rumour’

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Netsuki: As an organisationNetsuki: Announcing a lie to the public for just a temporary measure

Netsuki: I am obliged to say it is too biga risk

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Osamu: …!

Netsuki: Well…having said that, we cannotallow the rumours to spread any further either…

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Osamu: That’s very true…Osamu: I didn’t consider it deeply enough

Netsuki: Hmph…Netsuki: There is no need to apologise

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Netsuki: Tamakoma Second or not

Netsuki: It is our job to protect theorganisation’s reputation

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Netsuki: With this matter, for now

Netsuki: We shall deal with it by overwriting the rumour

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Osamu: ‘Overwriting’…

Osamu: The rumour…!?

Panel 4

Netsuki: We create and spread a rumour that isNetsuki: More believable than the current one

Netsuki: Is what I’m saying

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Netsuki: ‘Tamakoma Second’s Agent Hus is’

Netsuki: ‘Tamakoma Branch’s Chief EngineerCronyn’s relative’Netsuki: ‘And was scouted due to his exceedingly high trion ability’

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Netsuki: ‘He has been at Tamakoma branchfor several years’Netsuki: ‘And it was planned for him to be assigned to Tamakoma First afterAgent Jin left’

Netsuki: ‘But as Agent Jin has returned toA-rank’

Netsuki: ‘He has been incorporated intoTamakoma Second instead’

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Netsuki: …are the contents of the rumour

Netsuki: We will spread it under CaptainAzuma’s name

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Osamu: Under

Osamu: …Azuma-san!?

Panel 4

Netsuki: Do you think we would get anyresults if we spread it under your name?

Panel 5

Netsuki: This time the ‘original rumour’ ismore newsworthy

Tamakoma’sNew Member is a Neighbour!?

Actually Tamakoma’s Teacher’s Pet!

Azuma-san Tells All

Netsuki: Without enough credibility, it wouldn’tbe able to overwrite it, would it?

Panel 1

Osamu: …but doesn’t that mean

Osamu: We will be making Azuma-san telllies…

Panel 2

Azuma: Well, it’s just a ‘rumour’ in theendAzuma: For the time being we are planning on spreading the rumour at tomorrow’sjoint sniper practice…

Panel 3

Azuma: I’ll make the contents a bitambiguous for the collaborators too

Satori:It seems that Azuma-san said…

Hanzaki:According to what SatoKen heard from Azuma-san…

Azuma: And only have them spread it as‘hearsay’

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Azuma: If I myself am asked to confirm itAzuma: I will keep the fact that I spread the rumour ambiguous

Azuma:Did I say that?

Azuma:Well, anyway, it fits, probably

Azuma: And just approve the contents

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Azuma: If for some reasonAzuma: There’s a need to reveal Hus’s identity to someone at some point

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Azuma: The false information spread undermy nameAzuma: Will be explained as being done under Netsuki-san’s orders

Netsuki: IndubitablyNetsuki: It is my responsibility

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Netsuki: Of course, we will have Tamakoma’scooperation as wellNetsuki: We must have consistency with what we ‘establish’

Osamu: …

Osamu:Before I arrived, they’ve already…

Panel 4

Osamu:Finished the countermeasures…!

Netsuki: ThenNetsuki: We must get our story straight with the agents who already know Hus’sidentity

Azuma: And the people who know Chief Cronynis a Neighbour

Panel 1

Netsuki: For goodness sakes…with this kindof situationNetsuki: The fewer people involved as possible the better…

*shift*

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Netsuki: If the ‘rumour’ spreads outside, it would cause us many moretimes the trouble we have currentlyNetsuki: So if we do not shut the rumour down now…

Osamu: Sorry for taking up your time…

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Netsuki: …wellNetsuki: I suppose I need to say that you have made progress

Netsuki: Coming to report this yourselfbefore the problem becomes a big one

Panel 5

Netsuki: I will go summarise the mainpointsNetsuki: Sit and wait for a while

Osamu: Ah, yes!

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Osamu: …I am indebted for your help…

Azuma: Ah, well, don’t worry about it

Panel 1

Osamu: …you already knew then, about Hus

Azuma: Those with expedition experiencewill probably notice from the nameAzuma: Since we know Chief Cronyn’s identity

Panel 2

Azuma: It’s a message from Branch ChiefRindou that those in the know will understand

Osamu: I see…

Panel 3

Azuma: …anyway, Mikumo

Osamu: Yes?

Panel 4

Azuma: Is Amatori

Azuma: Alright?

Panel 5

Osamu: …eh?

Panel 1

Osamu: Eh…?

Panel 2

Osamu: ‘Alright’Osamu: What do you…?

Azuma: …no

Azuma: It might not be my place to say

Panel 3

Azuma: But I know someone else like Amatori

Azuma: Who ‘can’t shoot people’

Panel 4

Osamu: …!

Panel 1

Osamu: Are you

Osamu: Talking about…Hatohara-san?

Panel 2

Azuma: What, you already knew?

Osamu: Um…I heard from Reiji-san

Azuma: I see

Panel 3

Azuma: It was on my mind

Azuma: When Hatohara accidently shotsomeone during a rank warAzuma: It was quite bad

Panel 4

Osamu: By bad…Osamu: You mean?

Azuma: She threw upAzuma: And was laid up

Panel 5

Osamu: Eh…!

Azuma: So I was worried about AmatoriAzuma: If she seems fine then it’s all good

Panel 1

Osamu:To receive that much damage…

Osamu:Was she a different type from Chika…?

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Osamu: …I had heard that Hatohara-sanOsamu: Was ‘a sniper who only aimed at and destroyed the opponents’ weapons’

Osamu: But was it that badOsamu: Every time she hit someone by accident…?

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Azuma: Hm? No…

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Azuma: Hatohara has only hit someone once

Azuma: She has never failed except that onetime

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Azuma: She trained single-mindedlyAzuma: So that she would never hit aperson

Osamu: …!

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Azuma: …well, a sniper shot is differentfrom an explosionAzuma: It might not be a good comparison

Panel 2

Azuma: Think of it as an example of whatcould happenAzuma: And look out for Amatori

Osamu: …right!

Panel 3

Azuma: …but

Azuma: There’re finally only 4 days left…

Osamu: …?Osamu: Yes

Panel 4

Azuma: The press conference

Azuma: Where you said sharply that you will‘go on the expedition’Azuma: Was just a little over a month ago

Panel 1

Osamu: …!

Azuma: That you would actuallyAzuma: Reach the point where you almost have your hands on the qualifications for it

Panel 2

Azuma: When I heardAzuma: ‘This season’s rank wars will end with Round 8’

Azuma: ‘For the expedition selection,B-rank No.2 and above will be considered A-rank’Azuma: From the top brass

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Azuma: I thought that, points-wise

Azuma: It might be impossible for youTamakoma Second to reach the selection

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Azuma: Have you already devised the means tohave Hus joinAzuma: By that point?

Osamu: Ah…yes

Azuma: That is quite meticulous

Panel 5

Netsuki: With your positionNetsuki: I would like you not to back any specific teamNetsuki: Captain Azuma

*click*

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Azuma: I’m not backing anyoneAzuma: I’m just saying how

Azuma: Tamakoma Second is interestingbecause they rose up using different means from the other teams

Netsuki: I don’t think there’s anythinginteresting…

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Netsuki: The main points of the plan

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Netsuki: Take it back and dispose of itafter it has been sharedNetsuki: Make sure nothing is saved

Osamu: …yes!

Panel 4

Osamu: Thank you very much!

Osamu: I will definitely return this favoursomeday!

Panel 5

Netsuki: It’s not like I need thanks

Netsuki: This is our job from the start

Osamu: No

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Osamu: Exposing an agentOsamu: To a problem that could have been predicted

Osamu: Is the mistake of the Captain whogave the order

Panel 4

Osamu: Please excuse me

Panel 5

*click*

*thud*

Netsuki: …

Panel 6

Azuma: So putting aside the ‘reputation ofthe organisation’Azuma: The ‘reputation of Hus’ is his responsibility, huh

Netsuki: …hmphNetsuki: I wonder

Panel 1

Netsuki: If it becomes known that he isusing a talented Neighbour as a mercenaryNetsuki: Mikumo-kun himself will be under fire too

Netsuki: In the end is he not just puttinghis own interests first

Panel 2

Azuma: He isn’t that kind of person

Azuma: According to what I heard fromKazamaAzuma: Before Hus, it seems he tried to get Jin to join his team

Panel 3

Netsuki: …

Netsuki: Huh!?

Panel 4

Netsuki: What the heck!Netsuki: That’s beyond unfair!

Azuma: It’s very shameless

Panel 5

Azuma: Indifferentwhen it comes to himselfAzuma: But burdens himself with otherpeople’s problems…

Azuma: Howunbalanced…

Panel 1

Usami: I see!

Usami: So Netsuki-san will be dealing withit for usUsami: Thank goodness~!

Osamu: Yes

Panel 2

Izuho: I tried to find the source of therumour indirectly

Panel 3

Izuho: But at firstIzuho: It was just

Izuho: ‘What if he’s a Neighbour~’

Panel 4

Izuho: But then ‘I saw him during the LargeScale Invasion’Izuho: ‘Tamakoma’s new member is a Neighbour!’

Izuho: Someone started sayingIzuho: And the rumour really caught fire

Panel 1

Konami: Did that guy really see Hus?

Konami: Not just saying the first thingthat came to their heads for attention?

Izuho: I think that’s probably it

Panel 2

Izuho: My eyes are really good

Izuho: But Hus-sempai was so far away Icouldn’t see his face

Izuho: Even though I noticed Ochibi-sempai byhis hair colour right away

Panel 3

Izuho: Even looking at him now

Izuho: I wouldn’t think he’s the Neighbourfrom that time

Panel 4

Konami: Besides, how would you even

Konami: Come to the conclusion thatKonami: ‘The Neighbour from the Large Scale Invasion has become a Borderagent’?

Hus: Because it’s a rumourHus: As long as it’s provocative, it works

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Usami: No, but it’s actually true

Yuuma: Truth is stranger than fiction

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Osamu: Well, in any case, we have takenmeasures

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Osamu: Make sure you memorise Hus’s‘backstory’Osamu: Then act normally

Chika: Right, got it

Yuuma: Roger

Panel 4

Usami: …oh?

Panel 5

Usami: Our opponents for the final matchhave been decided!

Osamu: …!

Usami: Our next opponents are…

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Usami: No.1 Ninomiya squad, No.4 Ikomasquad, and Yuba squad who have risen to No.7

Panel 2

Osamu:Ikoma squad…

Osamu:Ninomiya squad…!

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Yuuma: It’ll be our first time going upagainst Yuba squad

Panel 4

Hus: Ikoma…

Ikoma: Sorry

Panel 5

Usami: The rumour issue is worryingUsami: But we need to prepare properly for the match too!

Osamu: …yes!

Panel 1

NextDay

Panel 2

JointSniper Training

Panel 1

BorderHQPublic Relations Department

Azuma: I think we have managed to overwriteit among the C-rank snipers

Panel 2

Azuma: All that’s left isAzuma: How wide the new rumour can spread and…

Panel 3

Azuma: How stubborn the one who said

Azuma: ‘I saw Hus’ is…I believe

Panel 4

Netsuki: Well, I think it’ll be fineNetsuki: But if this is no good

Netsuki: Worst case scenario we will haveto think about using memory sealing measures…

Panel 5

Netsuki: If there are any problems, reportimmediately

Osamu: …understood!

Panel 2

Konami: HmmmKonami: Then it more or less went well, right?

Osamu: …I think so

Osamu: Though we still don’t know whateffect it has yet

Panel 3

Konami: Well, there’s no point thinkingabout it any furtherKonami: Why not think about something else and concentrate on the last match?

*thud*

Panel 4

Osamu: Yes

Osamu: I plan to

Panel 5

Konami: How many people for dinner today?

Usami: Isn’t it just the 4 of us?

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Usami: Yuuma-kun is with Zoe-san and theothersUsami: Reiji-san went drinking with Suwa-san and the others

Usami: Torimaru-kun is on defence duty withSuzunariUsami: Jin-san and Hus-kun has gone out with Boss and the others

Panel 2

Konami: Then we’re eating out todayKonami: My treat

Konami: It’s too much bother to cook

Usami: Oooh, how generous!

Panel 3

Konami: Meat. We’re going to go eat meat

Osamu: Thank you for the meal

Panel 4

Jujuen

Panel 5

Konami: No ordering anything too expensive!

Osamu: Roger that

Panel 1

Osamu: Ah

Panel 2

Inukai: Oh?

Panel 3

Osamu: Thank you for your hard work…

Inukai: What a coincidence

1. If we go with the day division happening at about noon (because that’s one of the meanings of the word ‘hiru’ and if so I might actually need to change my translation to noon division) and since the match is about an hour, that means the evening division happens at about 6 (since the aftermatch commentary might take up to half an hour). This is nothing we haven’t inferred before, but I just wanted to lay it out anyway.

2. I know it’s a common theory that these rumours are the plan that Lata hinted at the last time we saw Galopoula, but I can’t help but feel it’s a red herring just because if they have the capability to spread rumours this way wouldn’t they do something more direct with a higher chance of stopping the expedition…? But then again, Ashihara doesn’t really trick the audience through fakeouts, (surprises in World Trigger are usually not because Ashihara chose the less likely option unless it’s only less likely because we the audience don’t have all the facts and/or backstory) so I guess this could be their plan? After all, Izuho makes it sound like the switch to Hus definitely being a Neighbour was very sudden…

3. Anyway, there really is a giant Arashiyama…it is SO OBTRUSIVE

4. Jin really was in Tamakoma First before he became S class. This was a pretty popular theory so it’s nice to see it validated. But does that mean Jin will become part of Tamakoma First again? That’s what this new rumour is suggesting at least

5. It’s always nice to see adults being competent and showing why they are the adults, and World Trigger is really good at that. But another thing it’s good at is showing (and allowing) characters take responsibility for what they’ve taken under their charge.

6. I had Azuma say 'we’ when talking about those who’ve gone on expeditions because that’s the implication when he started talking about it when Osamu mentioned him knowing about Hus. But I just want to point out that in Japanese he does not actually come out and say that HE has been on expeditions, Ashihara loves these kind of word tricks where he lets your expectations blind you (no, I still haven’t forgiven him for that A-rank ranking q&a). But on the other hand, Ashihara also loves Occam’s Razor, so Azuma could have gone on expeditions, especially since he used to be A-rank No.1. And if his A-rank No.1 team really was Ninomiya, Kako and Miwa then they might know too. After all, Kazama was talking about Tamakoma’s Neighbour engineer right in front of Miwa in volume 3 (actually, does this mean Narasaka knows as well, since he was there too?)

7. There are so many theories about who Hatohara might have shot, but most of them are of existing characters while I feel, since this is Ashihara, it’s more likely to be someone we haven’t even met yet. Like someone from Kusakabe squad.

8. I’ve given up on trying to translate ochibi with honorifics into a viable English nickname, though chibi by itself still works if I use 'squirt’.

9. But, man, Izuho doesn’t seem to have much of a reaction to Hus, does she? I wonder how much she knows that she’s okay with it all despite everything that happened to them, especially Chika, during the invasion

10. Yay, Yuba squad! As a reminder of the interesting things to look forward to about Yuba squad: they’re the last upper tier squad to be revealed, they’re Ouji and Kurauchi’s old team, they have quite possibly the last HQ B-rank female character to be introduced (unless Yukari is actually a boy, or one of the masculine names not yet introduced is a female character, unlikely with Ashihara but K did have a male character named Yukari so…), Yuba is our last chance to see a strong dual-weld handgun character since he’s the only dual-weld handgun character who hasn’t been introduced yet and the others are Yuiga and Chano squad (A-rank does have 1 unintroduced single-weld handgun character - Satomi - as well as 2 introduced - Kitora and Miwa, who are strong), and finally Yuba is also one of the characters Jin said was one of the Fuujin candidates (despite being a Gunner) and is called 'Yuba-chan’ by Jin - since so far Jin has used -san or their title for everyone older than him, there is a high chance that Yuba is 19 or younger.

11. But this really does mean we’ve lost the chance to see Urushima in the rank wars, doesn’t it? SIGH

12. So I translated a lot of 'and others’ for the going out for meals part because the Japanese didn’t specify who they’ve gone with, but my guesses are: Yuuma is with the other 18 year olds (but probably not at okonomiyaki again since Usami said 'Zoe-san and others’ not 'Kageura and others’), Reiji is with the other 21 year olds, we know who Suzunari all are, and Jin and Hus are probably with Yuri and Mikhael as well as Rindou - maybe even Youtarou too. Man, as interesting as BBQ with Ninomiya squad is, I want to see all these meetups too.

13. I did not miss the fact that if Tsuji stays in that seat he might end up surrounded by girls lol

14. In conclusion, the next chapter will be the last chapter of volume 20, I’m expecting something good to end the volume.

#world trigger #anon #replies #chapter 176 #chapter 177 #translations

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ververrverrr · 3 years

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Encounters

For the number of times I am assigned to certain locations to do field word, I have encountered a number of times the omnipresence of God. So here it is..

I had my longest stay on site at La Union (so far). We stayed there for 14 days straight. For the duration of our stay, I really asked the lord for some guidance and strength. It was the first 10 days of our work that has been really challenging. We endured the scorching heat of the sun (Temperature that time was around 30-35deg C plus the factor that we also do work at the time where the sun shines the brightest which is from 11pm to 3pm). We have to come up and down the storage tanks for number times; have to go to one storage tank to another to check what is the trouble per tank. How many tanks do you ask? It was 10 storage tanks. Storage tanks that is around 60ft in diameter 50ft in height, Storage tanks that is almost 5 or 6 floors high some are even more bigger and higher. Each day is reaaaaally exhausting.

Well, the best feeling is when we are back to our lodging place getting the rest we deserve. As I lay down in bed there is only one thing I pray "Lord salamat po nabawasan yung gagawin namin kahit paano. Lord penge pa po ng lakas para sa susunod na araw para matapos na namin to". Thankfully, as I wake up each day, I am fueled with some sort of energy and motivation to stand up and do the job again even if yesterday was such a pain in the ass. I had coughs and colds on the duration of our stay but thankfully I did not turn to worse at the end.

I remember that there is one tank that we cannot really find the what is its trouble (It is one of the 6 tanks located in tank farm 2). We start to lose hope since we've spent 3 days already finding the specific trouble but then we cannot find what really is the problem. Yet, we kept on eliminating the factors that may have caused the problem. Then we started to try another option and then I saw my superior do the sign of the cross and had this conversation:

"Sir napapasign of the cross na kayo ahh"

"Oo pre pag di to gumana mauubusan na tayo ng options e pero pag nagdasal naman na ako pre na sana gumana so far napapagana naman after. Proven ko na yun"

Then thankfully it worked!!!! After several tries, we found the solution! we got the answer that we wanted. I cannot express my joy when I was up that tank then heard my superior tell me via the radio that "Pre okay na dito may nababasa na level na"

As I walk back to the control room I told myself that "Grabe lord salamat yung ilang araw namin di masolve na solve na".

Here goes another one...

My mom always tell me that "Pag magdrdrive ka james, wag mo kalimutan magdasal". I always do the sign of the cross as I seat in front of the steering wheel; a little "Lord gabayan mo po ako" always do the work.

One time I was asked to drive from Calaca to Lemery. To be really honest, I am still not that good at driving that time but I drove anyway. It was an early morning drive to have breakfast at the place we usually eat in Lemery. I was about to make a U-turn in the other side of the road, little did I know that there is a speeding delivery vehicle and I almost got to an accident if I wasn't able to step on the brakes. I was shaking as I parked the car and then asked myself "Paano na lang kung di ako nagdasal, baka patay na ako/kami noon". At the end of the day, I am just thankful enough to lord that I am still alive; that there are no damages made.

So I guess this will be the last...

I was assigned my first site service where I am the one in charge. It was a turn over of a project we did. The day before that I have to come to another site to do service and it is really exhausting and by the night I need to study and prepare for a set of configurations need to be done on the instrument and panel then practice for a presentation I need to do in front of the client for tomorrow's turn over activity. So I did the preparations but then again I am still not confident enough that I can do it. So I prayed that "Lord kayo na po bahala bukas sakin, gabayan niyo po sa bawat gagawin ko"

Here comes the day. I do not know what magic happened but the day went smooth. I've made the configurations on the instrument and panel within the time frame before my presentation to the client. I was able to demonstrate well how to operate the panel and was able to answer all answers of the client. I just can't believe at the end of the day that I made it.

There are more stories to tell about how God really helped me in my work life on site but this 3 would be the most memorable one for me.

To cap it off all, it all comes down to one idea : Prayers are POWERFUL. God always HEAR our prayers. He LISTENS to us and GRANTS us what we asked for; not right now maybe but eventually in the future. He ANSWERS to what we need the most, PROTECTS us from any possible danger and shows his LOVE for us through answered prayers.

For even the most unsolvable thing that exist, one prayer will eventually give solution to that problem; not right away maybe but little by little. There is a saying "Prayers do move mountains" and I believe in this one since one prayer makes a lot of difference.

All we need to do is have faith in him and trust him all the time that his plan will work out.

God’s plans for you are better than any plans you have for yourself. So don’t be afraid of God’s will, even if it’s different from yours.

AND

Even it may look impossible, God can do the impossible. Just because you don’t see anything happening doesn’t mean God is not working.

Photo @ Lipa, Batangas Dec. 30, 2020 4:00am

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whimsically-ominously-auspice · 4 years

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I read the News Bulletin. The Bastard that bought it in the 60s added 4 lanes to the 8 to be able to get into the chambers underneath.

His Bastard son inherited for 11 years he refused to open it so he could human traffic.

He died in April 2020.

His sister whom may had inherited it was dressed watching the fire blaze this morning like THIS:

Anyone see this pointing to them as arsonists?

Well. My friends took him to the chamber with 36 others. They thought it was a rescue attempt.

They also went in. So there was 38 inside.

He asked them to turn on the gas and she said "what?!?" from the booth.

So he went into the booth and turned it on himself. And told them not to touch anything.

He is very secretive and blocked his movements and they hadn't memorized the panel and so they assumed he was doing a life test like how to self rescue from a gas chamber.

Then he pulled out the lighter and said he loved them and his 36 friends he had text to see if they were ready to die before he asked to go to the Bowling Alley.

They were all just as suicidal. Having lost their families and soulmates.

And he yelled for them to Go.

They ran. They ran to their car. They were deciding what to do to go back in or wait outside. Was it a test? Then when the building imploded they waited, certain he had gotten out. All of them. And blew it up for spite that it existed.

So they waited until a cop knocked on,their window and thanked them for calling in the fire and said they could go. And she said "but my friend!!--" then realized what she was saying... "Are my friends the firemen coming? Sorry I'm a bit shocked this is a historic relic"

And then he said "that's what were trying to do ma'am, get you out of the way"

So they moved. Saw me drive by not so soon she says after, but it wasn't but about an hour. She says her whole life had passed in that hour.

I didn't see her. But they had parked behind the bar across the street when they had been in front and I had kept thinking it was at the bar the fire was until we went down second and i could see it was the bowling alley.

After i reported the deaths inside due to a cigarette, on Tumblr, they refused to believe it and stayed all day. They were sure that they had gotten out. They were waiting for a text. They know Bobby. Bobby doesn't make accidents. Nothing is incidental nor accidental with Bobby. And he is brave.

When the fire department found bones while digging they left. The bones were in the ground between the gas chamber and the bowling alley. They are unknown murdered victims from imbalances in human trafficking, either co-conspirators or victims. They will need to be identified.

Bobby and the 36 were cremated. They will have small bone fragments likely mixed together. He had been trying to get her to leave all day but would not until they found the human remains. She falsely believed it to be them. But these were safe from the fire in the dirt between the two areas enflamed.

Otherwise they would not been identified as skeletons that quickly. There were several babies. So, she was confused. Thinking that it was a rescue after all that went wrong.

Bobby had decided that he didn't want to force them to watch him die as he had thought. And he realized no one would let him die except in the event of a fire. Because the nerve damage and the pain and surgeries were too much to bear. And he knew if enough gas was in the chamber then nothing would be left of them to do surgery on.

In 2008. He told me he knew i could save lives and revive and he asked one way i wouldn't if i could and fire was one. Because of the fear i couldn't fully heal. He asked me to promise if he lit himself on fire I wouldn't put him out or bring him to life. Then he said he was just kidding. And laid down.

I said quietly, "well i do. I do promise"

And he shot up out of the bed "what?!?! You do?!?!" And got down on his knees and wanted to pray and he said "well just me. You -- you do what you do!" And he prayed and got back on the bed and said "ahhh i feel so much better now!"

Then he made everyone he saw that day promise. The two that were with him today did.

He didn't remember until he was laying on the cold cement floor, dying of gas inhalation and realizing it wouldn't work.

After they ran out this morning, he called 911 to report a fire and used our friends voice. This way they wouldn't get in trouble for being there because he knew they would not leave him or the 36 others. Especially with the gas on, especially not knowing what they would do.

He stayed on the line with 911 until the officer said he had arrived and the 911 operator said "the officer is there you can hang up now"

Then the building imploded. Bobby said the fire was small but had an explosion and our male friend in the car whom Bobby had used the voice of had been a fireman. So they knew about explosions.

He waited to make sure they were safe. The cop radioed back in they didn't have a phone and she didn't say but Bobby knew they were far enough away. In the car and not anywhere else.

The instant he lit the lighter, it was 41 seconds until the building imploded. It imploded after the gas chamber exploded.

There's 18 gas chambers in Belen we know of without the records from the NMGASCO.

I didn't tall to either one of them until tonight.

I just knew it was a gas chamber. I know those things. And Brian had told me the gas wasnt being turned off by NMGASCO. He's also a ghost.

In the early 2000s, i by myself found two places where human trafficking was being done by the Tabets. Just by walking into the building. I could tell.

I've never been in that bowling alley but i could tell you while it looked bright and shiney. It was creepy.

So my friends truly believed it was a rescue mission. And if you ask me. It was.

It just wasn't the way they thought.

Bobby has one of the furtherest sniper kills in the history of the military. Bobby has the most kills. And 1/3 that of Hitler.

He retired in 2012 after he was shot in the heart and i was asked to heal him. He thought he was done with those combat boots. But he wasn't. He just began doing military contract work.

He was his own boss. He saved millions and trillions of lives.

It was a rescue mission -- to get that boy retired. For real this time.

Of course i was crying earlier. When i finally decided to talk about it because my friends didn't understand it was suicide. And he just popped out of heaven dragging his old lady with him! And he hasn't left.

So maybe tomorrow.

But just to tell the truth, not about the people in the car being unknown and unwitting accomplices.

But how Bobby waited until he knew they were safe. And waited until he asked all 36 twice one last time if they were sure they were ready.

Then said "turn them oxygen tanks on high, we're gonna blow this thing as soon as I get off the phone"

He was and is truly a good person.

He didn't get me because he knew he was being selfish and he knew it was the wrong thing to do. He knew how easy it was to pretend to be his twin brother. Both our families and soulmates dead.

He knew that wasn't what i would want. Nor did he truly even want that himself.

Although it was the easiest thing to do.

And he told me once. "Promise me this. If i kill myself you'll understand"

"Yes"

"I'm not finished. Promise me that you won't kill yourself when you learn the truth"

I told him no. But he knew how much truth I knew. And he knew, i wouldn't kill myself. Today he knew that.

And today i won't. Everyday is today.

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will you tell me a story, please? any story you want.

Michael Vassar: The First (and Almost Last) Mission

The sub had been in the air for no more than twenty minutes when a signal was beamed out from the control room. The sub's operator had been using the regular radio; since he was on duty it came in easily. "Unidentified submersible, there is a ship on the far side of the planet. It is traveling at high speed, and heading straight for you. It is a military vessel of some kind, though there are no identifying markings. It is traveling at one hundred and seventy-two kilometers per second and closing rapidly."

The sub's helmsman was at his station, trying to calculate the intercept course, when a red alert flashed on his console. "Uh, yeah, whatever. I'll take the manual."

There was a red marker in the middle of the ship, marking the course. "Uh, you know, why don't you hit that. Maybe we need to get rid of the manual if this is all automatic, right?"

"Yeah, well, I don't know. Hit a button. Maybe it does something? Hey, maybe it puts a gun in your hand that says 'kill' or something?"

The helmsman rolled his eyes in frustration and hit a button. There was a loud BEEP from the console.

"So, what are you doing, subman? You look nervous."

The subman made a nervous smile and said, "Uh, well, I've never seen it before-you are familiar with me?"

There was a pause as the subman waited for the helmsman to figure out what he meant. At last the helmsman said, "Maybe I don't know exactly who you are. Maybe I am not sure where you've been before. But at least I know what you look like. I don't want to accidentally fire on you. I am very familiar with your face and your voice. This is probably just a little glitch in the electronics, nothing to worry about. It's like when someone looks at you in the mirror and thinks they see somebody else. Don't worry about it."

The subman tried to think of an adequate response. "I'm, uh, I'm not sure I understand. I am pretty sure I only look like this. I am the same person. Unless you are like, a ghost or something, it seems unlikely that this is a glitch in the electronics. But there is a ship traveling at top speed to destroy me-I would be surprised if you are capable of dealing with this."

"Oh, man, I don't think I could deal with this. I was just supposed to observe. We don't have any weapons on this sub. All we can do is follow the trajectory of the missile."

"You mean you are not going to destroy the ship?"

"I mean I have probably already done so. Sorry. I thought it was a glitch. No. I have no idea who you are."

"Is this your first time in the control room? You seem very unsure of yourself."

"Yeah."

"Uh, well, you have to stay in control of the controls if you are supposed to be on duty. You'll have to get more experience. It is not so hard. If you can't do this subman job, they'll send someone else. You need to get better at controlling this sub. That's what they are paying you for, after all. If you can't handle a sub, you sure don't deserve a sub. Right? Right?"

"Yeah, right."

The red alert went off again.

"Hm." The subman stared at the red line on the control panel and the red light indicating that the subman was in the control room. "So does, uh, someone else know about this missile?"

"Um, no. It doesn't matter much who knows, the point of our mission is that I follow the missile and you observe it. I mean, I guess you can see the line on the display, but you don't really know what I'm looking at. If we got that kind of information system in the military we'd all be out of jobs, you know? Don't worry, the missile isn't going to destroy the ship-and it won't even notice we're here. They're just going to hit it with nuclear missiles and hope it explodes. Hey, maybe we'll see a movie of the whole thing on youtube when the ship hits the ground. Oh, I can't believe I am already talking to a sub, I mean a real, live, functional, working sub, not one of those toy subs, man."

"We aren't real either."

"Oh, we aren't? Well, anyway, what I meant was, man, what are you here for? The mission doesn't need a subman. You're a sub, right? This is your job. If we can't figure out what to do with you I'll just put you on the other sub. Hey man, did you have a subman of your own when you went on vacation?"

"Uh, yeah. My wife was in charge of the sub."

"Oh, how lucky! Your vacation must have been fun, right?"

"Uh, yeah. It was good."

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Oh my god."

"That's all right. It's okay."

"You know, this is all kind of surreal for me. Like, I can't imagine having a vacation. I can't believe we're here on vacation. There are so many things to do! How can you do nothing?"

"Well, I mean, what are we meant to do? It's already happened. We are here."

The subman said nothing. The helmsman shrugged. The subman said quietly, "What do you think I should do?"

"I-I think you should do nothing. And if they ask you about your vacation, just say it was great. You have nothing to be ashamed of. You did nothing bad. It's all just a big misunderstanding."

"You don't think I hurt anyone? You don't think I killed my wife?"

"Did you take a vacation on a submarine? No. But it doesn't really matter anyway. We aren't going to let you do anything. You'll be the guy who follows the missile on the video. After the missile hits the ship they'll be able to see a huge fireball on video. Everyone will know you helped kill the most powerful people in the world. Even I feel bad for you. I thought you were going to do a good job and make everyone happy. You just failed. You didn't even get to see the missile hit. Don't worry about it. We have bigger things to worry about."

"Okay, fine. I won't be the guy who follows the missile." He sighed loudly. "I'm sorry about your wife. What about my wife? Is my wife still alive?"

"Uh, she-I'm not sure. It looked like it. We don't really need a subman in control room anyway."

"Okay. I won't take your place then. But if there is something you need me to do, someone you are worried about, just tell me. I'm here for a friend who needs help and he said you are a good friend. So I think we can trust each other."

"Yeah, well, we can trust you if we want to. You know how things are. The subman job isn't for everyone."

"I know. I just thought there might be something I could do."

"No. You should be nice to the sub."

"I have been. You know how I feel about the sub. I think it's beautiful. I like it when people appreciate it. I like it when they talk to it. There's nothing I like to see more than someone who loves a sub. That's the only reason I follow the missile. I don't want a war. I don't want it destroyed. So I guess I guess I care a lot about the men who use it.

#original fiction #mementheomori

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