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sungbeam · 1 year

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𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐒!

HEY !! HEY YOU, YEAH YOU!! remember to give these authors and the fics all the love they deserve! if u liked what u read, reblog it or comment or send in an ask !! cool, ty <3

a/n: hihi everyone! again, i wanted to extend my appreciation to all my fellow writers with this post (ik it's not a lot compared to how much all y'all do 😔), but if you'd like more fic recs, pls do check out my other blog @luv-beam!

**NOTE: lol 🤡 i do apologize if my bias(es) show per group !! i love every member of every group but some rot my brain a little more than others 🤧😭 i also haven't done a lot of reading lately ,,, this is an accumulation of like three months

NCT

his same, old, safe bet (jeong jaehyun) — @jaehunnyy

not finished just yet but it's off to a brilliant start !! we love yn's "bitch who r u" attitude toward jae lmaoo

swiper no swiping (lee donghyuck) — @/xosimo (linked my rb bc they deactivated 😭)

I WAS SWOOOOONING like omg hyuck is so attractive pls and just the unfolding of events and the build up? yes.

inevitable (na jaemin) — @korijime

dude the vibes r so immaculate in this piece, like the soft sort of atmosphere and the low-key confession style mwah

SVT

11:23pm (kwon soonyoung) — @xuhuihuis / @.maiademia

okay i admit i'm a little obsessed w this (maybe cuz it was my request so i must promote) but it was also written so well and hoshi is so nOm

love on the air (hong jisoo) — @suhnshinehaos

joshua hong 😔✨ ugh such a romantic,, both of them r two idiots in love but isn't that one of the best tropes?

pocket money (choi seungcheol) — @ethereal-engene

found this realistic in a good way!! cheol would be so cute all flustered and he *would* catch non-carat eyes too no doubt 👀👀

the way seventeen breaks your heart (performance unit) — @moonsolie

broke my heart </3 into seventeen+ pieces </3 if i love angst, then this was my ride or die

i less than three you (xu minghao) — @junshine (they deactivated unfortunately :( but i'll link my reblog!)

although op deactivated, pls do continue to read and enjoy their work :') it was so well written and i loved it so much

"i'm here. it's ok. you can cry. i've got you." (kwon soonyoung) — @holdinbacksecrets

comfort to the max ; i cannot tell u enough how much i loved this like ,, oh god i found this when i was not in a good spot and it just made me feel ,, seen?

order up (yoon jeonghan) — @leejungchans

my love for trickster jeonghan is thru the roof 😔😭 this was so so cute (and funny watching jeonghan not get the reaction he wanted skcjdj)

vernon heist au (chwe hansol) — @freakyfriedrice

i LOVED the uncharted movie and to be blessed with this au ?! like dream come true omg i loved this beyond words ; flustered vernon >>>>

TXT : i'm sorry txtblr i was and am in a beomgyu crisis.

nap of a star (choi beomgyu) — @blue-jisungs

omg literally mE WHEN?! (´Д⊂ヽ soft moment to the soundtrack of clownery, my favorite </3 u know u like them gyu õ_ó

8:55pm (choi beomgyu) — @4ure2

dUUDE the imagery in this one? i felt so many things, and this man goes and says this 😔 denial fr but sighs ,, that's love ig

balance game (choi beomgyu) — @yeonjunszn

low-key down bad for this trope, like /bruh/ u like ur best friend?? own it?? ; also this is funny asf even tho beomyn r lichrally dumbasses 🤕🤕

2:37am (choi beomgyu) — @ijhyo

now THIS was simply UNCALLED FOR my heart cannot take this like goodbye. this is all i want.

SKZ

king candy (han jisung) — @petrichor-han

how can i not put this hanji fic on here õ_ó READ IT, it's so cute and a holiday staple for me atp

poisoned fangs (kim seungmin) — @petrichor-han

i have so much to read from rain's m.list and i don't often read like horror-ish things? but i thoroughly enjoyed this one (i also have a weird thing for morbid reads 🤡)

probably up (bang chan) — @loveliestfelix

why we love christopher bang chan (´Д⊂ヽ ugh there was something so warm, mellow, and comfortable about this one and the ambiguity of potential lovers was also super refreshing

6:26pm (bang chan) — @daydreaminskz

i've actually never seen this kind of situation written before, and tbh i'm so here for it like the domesticity and chan being cute as always (i'm sorry but i might have laughed when he fell 😭💀)

10:43am (lee minho) — @cleyellow-wood

i honestly really love how this was written, like there was something abt op's style and the way lino was portrayed as well that hits the spot

tag, you're it (lee felix) — @loveliestfelix

read the warning so u aren't too surprised, but u will still need a box of tissues ; literally sHivers from this one

ENHA : lmao let's not talk abt my jungwon brainrot either 🤡

you're mine (yang jungwon) — @goldenhypen

em's stuff always makes me like 2489292x more delulu that's a fact like it's short but too sweet i 😔

bookmark (park jongseong) — @crystalsoobin

so so dang cute — even if he did call reader a nerd ig 🤕🤕

kisses nonstop (yang jungwon) — @goldenhypen

this woman posted this on my birthday as if it would not sHOOT ME THRU THE HEART ?!? LIKE U EXPECT ME TO BE OKAY AFTER THIS??

closer (yang jungwon) — @palajae

tbh read this during physics and i am not ashamed bc it was so cute and the pacing was mwah and oh god yANG JUNGWON (´Д⊂ヽ

ATZ

midnight kiss (kim hongjoong) — @i-write-some-stuff

i love whump aus part 28472993 OP U WROTE HONGJOONG SO WELL AND SO AHHHHH

11:54pm (choi san) — @stayarmytinyzenmoa-l

i will say this again and again but this lives in my brain rent free and i need to stalk crys' masterlists once i have the time 😔

june+july fic recs

#read this people #nct fic recs #seventeen fic recs #enhypen fic recs #stray kids fic recs #txt fic recs #ateez fic recs #nct x reader #seventeen x reader #enhypen x reader #stray kids x reader #txt x reader #ateez x reader

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reverie-starlight · 6 months

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heloo saw ur req was open!

Can i req smth like a fic? (or hcs if u prefer) of mammon x gn reader!

Basically where reader is the type that enjoys horror movie and never flinches or might even laugh at some jump scare bcuz they think it’s horrible or funny! and mammon is like ‘what?? how r they laughing??!’ while he’s shivering and clutching a pillow like his life depends on it..

YES OFC I CAN THIS IS SO FUN!!! PERFECT FOR HALLOWEEN <3

(I hope you can forgive me for taking so long to post it, my plan is to schedule this to be released ON Halloween hehe)

also I don't watch a ton of horror movies, so I'll keep it kinda general, but I hope you enjoy anyway!!!!

gn!MC, pre-established relationship with mammon, takes place in OG obey me.

HALLOWEEN MOVIES WITH MAMMON

okay so

at first when you say you want to do a horror movie marathon with him, he's hesitant

yeah, human world horror might seem a bit lackluster for a demon, especially ones centered around possession or summoning- they might even see some as comedies if the execution was done poorly

but possession hits a bit too close to home for mammon, and he's never been a big fan of horror in general

you see him hesitate and before he has the chance to hide his feelings and force himself to agree, you give him an out

"hey, we don't have to if you don't want to... I just thought it might be fun since Halloween is coming up and it's a fun way to get into the spirit of it all. I won't force you, my love."

and he almost takes it.

but then he thinks about how you were probably really missing out on human world holiday traditions... and he sees the bit of disappointment you're trying (and succeeding for the most part- if he didn't know you as well as he did you would have fooled him) to hide

so with a deep breath, he sucks it up and shakes his head. "no, it's okay. we can totally do that! pick a time and place and we'll binge as many as ya want."

your eyes light up and you grin. "really?! thank you so much, mammon! I promise we'll start off with some easier ones and work our way up! I'll go make a list."

he doesn't regret his decision one bit and appreciates that you're being considerate of his feelings

until he realizes that your definition of "easy" horror movies didn't exactly align with his.

the first movie on the list was not "easy" at all, and at first he thought you were pulling his leg a bit

until he saw that you looked almost bored whenever there was a jump scare

it was almost embarrassing that he was clutching the pillow as tight as he was, but you were so focused on the movie that you didn't notice.

you did make sure to periodically check on him in between scenes and during bathroom breaks, but he didn't want you to feel bad, so he put on a brave face that seemed to sway you

he somehow made it through the first movie, and the second, but by time you were on the third (still in the "easy" category, you had said), he felt mildly sick to his stomach

during the movies, you had actually laughed during a few of the scary scenes.

how were you so desensitized to the horror genre?!

he usually admired your bravery, but this was a whole other level.

this third movie had to do with a zombie apocalypse, and you teased him, saying it reminded you of that haunted house you both got trapped in forever ago.

he tried to laugh with you, but at that moment the main character came into contact with one of the zombies and he wasn't able to hold back his scream since his guard was down

suddenly he was hiding his face in your shoulder, and shivering in your arms

poor baby starts apologizing and shaking his head when you pause the movie to check on him

"mammon have you been trying not to let on you were scared this whole time?!"

he tries to deny it but you give him a stern look and he sighs, nodding, starting to shake less now that the initial shock had worn off

"I just wanted to make you happy! I know how much you must miss human world halloween traditions and I wanted to make it feel more normal for ya..."

you smile at him and cup his cheek.

"mammon, that's sweet, but I'm literally in hell watching horror movies with my demon boyfriend, it doesn't get more halloween-y than that for a human," you giggle when he pouts and you lean down to kiss it away

"and if you were scared, you could have told me! we can watch something else, it's totally fine. it's no fun if only one of us is enjoying it."

he reluctantly agrees, still feeling bad for "ruining" your horror marathon (to which you reassure him that he didn't ruin anything, and then apologize for not realizing sooner).

so for the rest of the night you watch horror parodies (which are definitely more his speed) and cuddle up together under the blankets until you both fall asleep, thankfully nightmare free.

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OKAY I really hope you enjoyed this, anon!!! and HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!

I tried to keep it as general as possible because horror movies really aren't my thing, but if you're interested in more spooky mammon content, I have a fluffy halloween fic coming later today (it may already be out depending on when you read this) and I promise the quality is a lot better than what I've offered here :')

#mammon x reader #mammon x reader headcanons #mammon x mc #obey me mammon x reader #mammon fluff

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twisted-fics-in-wonderland · 11 months

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Nightmare Comfort Scarabia

Prompt: Y/N had a nightmare and asks comfort

Characters: Kalim, Jamil

✨🌸Fluff🌸✨

I wrote this on my Obey me Blog and people liked it so I'mma feed my fellow TWST Simps one dorm at a time ( •̀ ω •́ )✧

Y/N is going to be gender neutral to the best of my abilities. They/Them Pronouns, and I’m going to try and avoid gendered descriptors <3

TW/CW: Not describing what was in the nightmare but if that ambiguity bothers you and makes your mind spiral please don’t read and have a wonderful night,

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Y/N jolted upright, holding their chest as it felt as if their heart would run away. They tried to calm their breathing and their thoughts, unable to shake the horrors their subconscious cruelly subjected them to. They took some deep breaths and manage to calm themself enough to look at the time. They squinted as the cheap phone Crowley gave them lights up and the numbers display on the screen. It was late.

They wondered if it may be too late to ask for comfort from someone. Of course they could just pet Grim but they didn't feel like dealing with the feline whining and complaining in that moment. So taking another deep breath both to sooth their shaky hands and for some courage, they opened their contacts to make a phone call.

Kalim

Y/N had no issue calling Kalim, he was always willing to help a friend in need. They patiently waited for Kalim to answer, knowing that they'd soon receive the comfort they sought.

"Y/N.." the young man whined at his magicless friend, "I'm tired..."

"I know.. I'm sorry for waking you up," they sighed softly, "I had a nightmare and I was hoping that you'd stay on the phone with me for a while?"

"A bad dream? Y/N why didn't you say so? I should come over there," he mused, excited to comfort them in their time of need but disregarding the fact that they had only suggested comfort over the phone

"You don't need to, I don't want to worry Jamil and-" Kalim shushed them by loudly and confidently talking.

"Jamil will be okay! I'll be over in no time," his cheerful voice made it hard to tell him no before he hung up.

They sighed softly, smiling a bit to themself and heading down to the front door and waiting patiently for the knock at the door. When Kalim knocked on the door Y/N swings the door open and pounced on their friend. They hugged him tightly and Kalim hugged back just as tightly. They let go eventually, taking his hand and leading him into the dorm and out of the cold.

"Y/N! I was already looking to invite you to have a sleep over with me but this works too!" he knew this wasn't a sleep over but he was going to treat it like one.

Kalim took his coat off to reveal his expensive silk pajamas. He also carried a bag with him. It looked to be full of snacks and drinks, along with some movies and a laptop to watch them on. "Wow, he really came prepared," Y/N giggled to themself.

"I thought we could put on a movie to make you feel better," he smiled sweetly at them. He was just happy to help.

"Thank you Kalim," they smiled back, hugging him once again, "lets get back to bed."

"Yeah! I brought a variety of stuff so you could pick something you liked!" he excitedly told them while heading to their room.

The rest of the night went nicely. Kalim put on the movie, it was enjoyable with all of the snacks and drinks he brought. Though neither of them lasted long before falling back asleep in each other's company.

Jamil

Y/N fought with themself internally about calling Jamil as he already had more than just a full plate with taking care of Kalim. They were sure he wouldn't exactly appreciate them making more work for him. They hesitantly, and with a deep breath, called the poor overworked man. They traced the quilted design on their thin blanket to sooth themself as they waited.

"Hello?" a tired, exasperated voice came through the phone's speaker.

"Hey," they spoke awkwardly

"Do you need something? Make it quick, I just got Kalim to go to sleep," Jamil sighed out in a harsh tone.

They froze for a moment at the sudden passive aggression Oh no they're traumatized.. Same /j, which normally wouldn't bother them as that was just how Jamil was(sarcastic, dry, blunt, etc) when he didn't feel like acting overly nice, but they felt more sensitive than normal this night. When they began to stammer out a response it came out quiet in almost a whisper.

"I had a nightmare and I was just.." they let out a soft yet frustrated sigh, "sorry. I shouldn't have called," the hung up and flopped onto their back.

Y/N sniffled softly after a while, the anger subsiding and the thought of the dream returning to them. As fast as the memories were creeping back, they were pulled back to reality just as fast by their phone ringing. They hesitated to pick it up as they saw Jamil's name, they of course answered.

"Hello...?" they spoke shakily.

"Are you okay?" Jamil huffed from the other end.

"Jamil..." they sighed and placed their palm on their forehead, "don't worry about it."

"Well, it must have been bad if you called me."

"And you made it clear you were too busy to help me so don't worry about it," they surprised themself with how abrasive of a tone they had taken.

"I'm sorry," he sucked up his pride for the time being, but it was clear it was still hard for him to say, "just tell me what I can do."

"Stay on the phone with me at least until I fall back asleep?"

"That's all?" he asked, mildly surprised they didn't need more than that.

"Yeah.. I just don't want to be alone after... all of that,"

"You don't have to think about it anymore," he sighed, switching to facetime swiftly,

The pair sat awkwardly for a while, before getting comfortable in their beds.

"So, does this happen often?" Jamil tried to ease the tension.

"More often than I want them too," they snort

"You're not going to give me a clear answer are you?" he chuckled, a small smile forming.

"Nope, goodnight, Jamil," they nuzzled into their covers.

"Goodnight, Y/N."

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ayyyez · 1 year

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Oh your requests are still open, yay! May I request some hcs of a movie date night for Hinata, Kageyama, Tendou, and Nishinoya with their partners?

A/N: oh yeah yeah yeah! I can definitely do this for you. Thanks for sending in a request (at the moment requests are also still open for headcanons if anyone else wants to send some in!)

TAGS: headcanons, fluff, movie night, making out mentions, mentions of sex but nothing explicit, suggestive content

CHARACTERS: Hinata Shouyou, Kageyama Tobio, Tendou Satori, Nishinoya Yuu

HINATA SHOUYOU:

The idea of having a movie date with him at your place is very cute but he's also the kind of guy who can't sit still for long periods of time without doing something. He's just? Gotta move! Can't not be restless! Gotta fiddle. Get him a stim device or just offer up your thigh to let him massage with his hand.

Better off watching an anime movie of a manga he likes (like One Piece). He'd also be down to watch comedies, rom-coms and will probaby be into action movies.

Just make it something you can tune in and out off. Don't watch something where you have to watch every little detail or you don't want to miss a thing because he's a talker too. Hinata just wants to know all of your thoughts and tell you his.

The thing is, his attention span with movies is a little eh~ Between that and having the need to always be doing something with his hands, you're either going to have to help or deal.

That means occupying his hands (put yours in his~ hey hey~) or if you're feeling extra bold, just climb right on into his lap/pull him into yours.

He's also the kind of guy who sees pulling 'the move' of throwing his arm around your shoulders as the perfect moment during movies. His hand on your arm will be restless too and fiddle with your top or will massage your shoulder/arm.

With the talking it's nonstop too. It's very cute. He just goes and goes making jokes and doing impressions of the characters. Join in with him if you want, he loves hearing all your jokes and impressions too. It becomes a competition of who can do the best ones.

Quite literally the only way to shut him up (unless you enjoy the rambling) is to make out with him. Many a movie night with Hinata turns into a makeout session.

Who knows what the movie was even about?

DO NOT watch horror movies with him or he will smack you in the face (ACCIDENTALLY!) because he jumps at everything! Shrieks and flails. Throws the popcorn. Will cling to you like a koala. And then at the end will declare it wasn't even that scary! Sure babe.

KAGEYAMA TOBIO:

Okay so movie nights with him are also sweet. The poor honey though it's a 50/50 if he stays awake the whole way through. It's not that he's bored! He's just so relaxed and comfortable in your presence he can't help but drift off, especially if it's after a long day or week.

Loves to be cuddling. Even if you two are just hanging on the couch movie or not he's wanting to be indulging in some couple time. For him movie night is more about spending time together than the movie itself.

Ask Kageyama what half the movies you watched were about he can't give you a solid answer tbh. 'Idk romance?' It was a thriller babe but sure it was a romance let's go with that.

He can't help it. Kageyama was just so caught up in your warmth, your scent and nuzzling your neck to the backdrop of screams.

Can literally watch anything. When he is awake and pays attention does ask questions. Appreciates you taking the time to answer them and not make him feel silly.

'Wait why's he mad and got a gun on him I thought they were friends?' Kageyama asks brow furrowing.

'No honey, he was lying to get information out of him.' You explain.

'Tch.' He hugs you tigther. 'Loser, he deserves to have a gun on him instead.'

You snort. 'Sure babe.' It's cute that Kageyama takes friendships and relationships so seriously even in silly action movies. He's sweet that way.

Sometimes his hands just seem to wander during movie nights. Not necessarily in a sexual way but he just likes to be touching you. Likes the connection. A hand under your shirt, on your thigh or over your chest. Just touching, softly kneading and stroking. Always asks 'Is this okay?' and makes sure you're comfortable with it.

Only takes it further if you want to. But if he does it's really slow and drawn out because it's his only chance to really take his time. Just likes his down time with you.

TENDOU SATORI:

The man with a plan that loves a good movie night. Has the collection both physically and digitally. He thinks there's just something about collecting physically but started up a digital collection once he moved to the dorms because he had to travel light so it became a habit he took into adulthood.

Likes to have a whole set up having movie night with you to make it an experience. He's showing you his favourite movies after all so he wants you to get the best out of them even if you don't like them Tendou wants to give them the best chance.

Owns a projector to make things fun. Likes having popcorn and treats. Tells you lots about the movie beforehand (not spoilers) just general things to get you pumped! Blankets and comfy couch or those fancy two person bean bags to cuddle on.

While he does want you to watch the movie he's more about the experience so he talks if you talk. Is just buzzing with energy. Likes watching you! Seeing you laugh when things are funny. React at the shocking or sad things or just seeing if you react the way he thought you might. If you're touched the same way he was.

Tendou mainly hopes it's fun or just worth the time. He does like horror and thriller films so bonus if you do too or are willing to put up with them. Loves seeing you jump. Finds it fun if you want to analyse the film with him. Even if its just to make fun of the tropes.

If you watch a new thriller or horror together he likes trying to guess what will happen. Singing victory songs and cheers for whoever guesses things right! Perhaps winner gets smooches.

Cheeky. He likes trying to throw in his own jumpscares in movies sometimes (if you aren't already too terrified--he's not too mean). Do it back! He gets a thrill. You two will be doing it all week when the movies long over.

Throwing popcorn at each other. Trying to catch it in your mouth. Lots of laughing. The making out doesn't happen until the credits roll.

Sometimes the best sex you've ever had together happens after a movie marathon and you two are high on analysing the films and laughing about theories and stupid jokes. The next minute you're making out and taking each other's clothes off and just so wrapped up in each other.

Tendou the movie man knows what he's doing when it comes to recommending movies and setting the mood.

NISHINOYA YUU

Movie nights with Nishinoya are absolute chaos where anything can happen. You'll start of watching a movie but then you two will see a cake in the movie and will crave cake that you just have to have the next minute you're at the grocery store running amuck buying instant mix to bake a cake.

Other times you manage to make it all the way through an entire movie together. Sometimes you get through half of one and want to watch another.

Life with Nishinoya is just following the happy trail wherever it takes you, honestly.

When you do watch movies though they could be ANYTHING.

'Hey Tanaka was talking about this movie the other day we should totally watch it!' and that's all it takes you're watching a comedy movie that came out a year ago. You'd meant to go see it when it came out but life got in the way.

He's not one to sit still and be quiet during a movie. The two of you will start cuddling on the couch. Probably the first maybe fifteen minutes of the movie continue that way. The guy is restless though. Will start thinking outloud.

'You think he's the love interest?' He'll start asking about every random guy who comes onto the screen.

'Babe it's the guy on the cover.' You'll assure him.

'I didn't look, it keeps it a surprise.' He smirks. No not a surprise he just wants to be funny/annoying and say it's every guy BUT the love interest and feign disappointment when the main couple does get together.

'What do you mean she's getting together with him what about background character B she bought coffee off in the first half? They totally had chemistry!'

'Wow if only you had seen this coming somehow.' You pat him on the head. 'Like, say, by looking at the dvd cover the movie came in?'

He pouts. 'I think I'm going to need a lot more than head pats to feel better. Background character B totally got cheated, babe!'

And that's how Nishinoya gets kisses out of you from movie night. It is fun though. It becomes it's own fun experience each time you watch a movie.

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starsofmilos · 1 year

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Coupons Christmas (Adrian Chase x reader)

Synopsis: Adrian gets what he describes as one of the best christmas gifts he’s ever received. (smut with a small amount of plot)

So I got this idea late last night and just kinda went with it. Plus it was around Christmas time when I got this idea let’s hope I get out around New Years!

Masterlist

Warnings: smut, oral (fem and male receiving), p in v, fingering, overstimulation, breeding kink, dom Adrian, praise kink, degarading

Christmas.

It was the season of giving and appreciating.

It was also Adrian and your’s favorite holiday besides Halloween. You loved the lights and the decorations.

There were so many traditions. Adrian and you would drive around to see the lights. You would bake cookies and share cuddles next to the fire while watching horror movies.

Even though it was Christmas, you both still preferred horror. Adrian had big plans for you this Christmas. He didn’t often spoil you, but he always tried.

Which is why this Christmas he had planned on finally after two years together to propose. He couldn’t think of a more perfect gift. Now he just had to hope you said yes.

You on the other hand unfortunately didn’t really have much funds this year. Your family needed help so you invested with the promise they’d pay you back by the beginning of next year.

Adrian knew this and had said for you to not gift him anything. You felt bad though, so after mindlessly scrolling through pintrest.

You came across something small but simple. Something you could make Adrian and all it would cost is your time.

Coupons!

Not just any coupons and none that he would be able to use in store, but cute couple coupons. Like one for hugs and kisses. Sure it seemed cheesy, but your boyfriend would love it.

After printing out five kiss coupons and five hug coupons, you began to ponder what else you could make a coupon for?

It was there you fell down a rabbit hole.

Oral sex coupons, sex coupon in general. You were printing them out like crazy. You just hoped Adrian would like these and wouldn’t think they were weird.

When Christmas morning came, you didn’t know what to expect. A card filled with slips of paper sat under the tree.

“Good morning...” Adrian hummed hearing your whisper. He grinned as you kissed his chest rousing him from his sleep.

“Wake up..I have a gift for you..”

“I hope it’s this. Us in bed still sleeping..” You laughed shaking your head. Adrian peeped an eye open as you loomed over him kissing him.

“No but it could be after you open your gift from me.” He sat up stretching. You admired him for a small second feeling a certain warmth spread into your lower stomach.

His broad chest on display as the sheets slipped to his waist. His arms stretched over his head as he yawned stretching his neck for you. Adrian jumped feeling you kiss his neck.

You straddled his waist wrapping your arms around his neck. “Who gave you the right to look this sexy on Christmas?”

“Sexy? I don’t think you’ve ever described me as that?”

“Well it’s a shame..I should’ve. I think of it a lot.”

“Oh really?” You nodded nuzzling into him. “Yeah really Adrian..Now please c’mon and come with me to open your gift.”

“I never said no. I just wanted to lay longer.” You hummed feeling bad for a small second before getting off of him.

“Alright then you win. Lay longer for a bit Adrian.” He groaned flopping on the bed.

“I wanted to lay with you get back here!” You laughed shaking your head.

“Nope! Gonna wait in the living room we could exchange gifts. You get some sleep though.” You leaned forward kissing his forehead jumping back quickly once he tried to pull you back into him.

Adrian sighed getting up once you walked out. You knew he couldn’t really sleep without you. He walked into the kitchen admiring you mixing a bowl.

“Oh hey making frosting for the cookies. You wanna help me decorate?” He nodded stretching his arms over his head before heading to you wrapping his arms around your waist.

“I love your cookies, but let’s go open gifts..”

“You sure? I wanna make sure you rest-” You yelped as he playfully bit your neck.

“Shut up. You knew what you were doing you silly goose. Now let’s go.” Adrian and you sat on the couch. You reached over excitedly pulling the envelope out handing it to him.

“Now as you know money was tight so I made you something. I know it’s not much and I’m sorry if you don’t like it-” Adrian kissed you deeply quieting you.

“Lemme open it.” Adrian gave you a warm smile carefully opening the envelope. His eyes widened once he read the small note you put in.

‘Coupons for my love! (Obviously they’re free whenever but I thought this was cute and they’re some other ones that are a bit special)’

Adrian gave you his boyish grin as he immediately read each one. He saw the kiss ones along with the cuddle coupons. The ones marked oral caught his eye.

You made coupons for sex. Sex coupons. Coupons for oral or from behind.

Adrian glanced up at you in shock. You smiled at him sheepishly waiting for him to say anything.

“So I could use these anytime?”

“Anytime you like.”

“Really?” You nodded squeezing your thighs together seeing that all to familiar look in his eyes. Adrian glanced down at your legs tensing up.

“Oh this excites you?”

“Well it is your gift use the coupons however and whenever you like..” Adrian nodded with a small crooked smile before kissing you.

Adrian didn’t use them that day though. He meant too, but he was too busy making sure everything was in order for his proposal.

You obviously said yes. Adrian had planned to take you ice skating and bake cookies with you before proposing. Thing was you had tossed his jacket into the washer so that took away going out.

And you had made cookies earlier so all that was left for decorating. Which had turned into a messy frosting fight. It was then he did it.

“I love you..” Adrian whispered out as you wiped frosting off his nose.

“Love you too...You okay you’re giving me a weird look?”

“It’s not weird. You’re weird. Well no you’re not. I am the weird one, but everything is okay. Just fine and peachy and good...”

“Now you’re being really weird-”

“Maybe it’s because you love me and I love you and I wanna marry you?” Adrian nervously rambled out stopping once he realized what he said

“What?!” You exclaimed in shock. Adrian laughed seeing you accidentally rub frosting on your cheek. “You wanna marry me?”

“Well yes I do. Do you wanna marry me?”

“I do. I DO! I LOVE YOU ADRIAN!” You jumped into his arm smothering him in kisses. Adrian wrapped his arms around you kissing you too. Neither of you caring for the frosting still on you.

You honestly had forgotten about the coupons. It was two days later when you were in the shower that they were mentioned again.

“Hello my love!” You threw your loofa at Adrian in shock. “Relax it’s me! I just wanted to visit my beautiful fiancee in all her naked glory.”

Rolling your eyes, you grabbed your shampoo for your head stopping once a piece of paper flashed in front of your face.

‘Oral Coupon’

You gave Adrian a small shock look. Adrian smiled widely before pulling it away concerned.

“Oh...Don’t tell me you forgot? We don’t have to use them Y/N! I thought it was a cute gift-”

“No! I do wanna use them! I kinda thought you forgot to be honest. I did say whenever you wanted!” A familiar warmth spread between your thighs at just what Adrian would and could make you do.

“Oh okay! I just was waiting for the time and to be honest the idea of you showering in here really got to me so I figure we’d use this one first.”

Adrian’s eyes grew dark as he took in your wet form. You shivered under his gaze beginning to fall on your knees for him stopping when he grabbed you.

“Oh no no! I’m not letting these pretty knees bruise. I brought this one out cause I was hoping you’d let me go on my knees for you.”

“Oh...” You stood quiet from slight shock, “Well I made this one for the assumption that I’d be the one sucking you off Adrian..”

“As much as I would love that and I know you would. I really really wanna feel you cum on my face so scoot over.”

Adrian slipped his shirt off not having the patience to remove his sweats as he clambered in. You laughed a bit as he dropped to his knees grabbing one of your legs to throw over his shoulder.

“This is okay right?..” His breath fanned across your aching cunt. He was eager to dive in but wanted to wait for your approval.

“This is more than fine was honestly just not expecting this. You sure you don’t wanna take off your pants though? Must be uncomfortable letting the water soak them and you..”

“Nah what is uncomfortable is seeing this pretty wet pussy of mine and not doing anything about it..” You moaned as he leaned forward licking a long stripe from your entrance to your clit.

“Adrian!” He dove into you acting as if he was starved. His tongue pushed into you wanting to get your taste on him as much as he could. Your hand shot down yanking on his hair as he gripped your thigh growling into you.

“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!”

It was too much and not enough at the same time. Lapping at your clit, you bucked into his mouth wanting more.

“Adrian..can you p-please suck my clit- OH FUCK!” You cried out chasing his mouth. He hadn’t been eating you out for long and you were close.

Head knocking back against the shower wall, you whined feeling the once warm now cold water splash across your face. Adrian pulled away for a second to lift your leg higher up keeping you still.

A familiar coil spread into your lower stomach wanting to release. Incoherent babbles escaped your mouth as he groaned into you. The vibrations felt good. You gasped shaking feeling your orgasm on the rise.

“G-Gonna cum! Gonna cum!!! Adrian!!”

Withering a bit, you came rocking your hips against his face riding it out. Your hands reached down scratching his back growing sensitive as he kept going.

“Adrian s-stop! Too much..” He pulled away smiling up at you kissing your thighs as you panted struggling to stay up.

Standing up, he removed his glasses placing them on the sink counter turning to kiss you. Your legs were weak as you leaned against him.

“Your turn-”

“Oh I got there.” You looked up in shock as he removed his now soaked sweats throwing them to the floor. “Taste so good made me finish in my pants. Now let’s get my girl cleaned up and in bed.”

Only that didn’t happen. Once you both stepped out of the shower, Adrian admired your tired damp form again.

His cock hardened as he walked to the bedroom going through his envelope. You pulled his shirt over your head jumping a bit once another coupon was handed to you.

‘Fingering’

“Adrian are you sure? We haven’t done anything for you-”

“Believe me seeing you getting off gets me off now on the bed legs spread.” You nodded quickly following his instructions.

Adrian grinned giving you a kiss as his hand slipped between your thighs. Your breath hitched once his finger went in.

Maybe making him so many coupons was a mistake.

For the next three days, you were eaten out on multiple occasions or fingered to the next realm. Adrian was having the best time ever.

“Adrian! Oh fuck!” You gasped as his balls slapped against the back of your thighs. He had used his sex from behind coupon today.

You had just been making dinner for the two of you when you felt arms wrap around your waist. A coupon was handed for you to see as he made quick work of your pants.

His hand reached around rubbing your clit as he panted close to your ear. “Such a good girl. Taking my cock so fucking well. You love it huh? You love me using you when I please?”

“Yes! Yes! I do!” You whined back arching as he gripped the side of the counter top. “So good..Feels s’good!”

“Yeah I know it does. I know it feels good..Oh fuck..You gonna cum soon?” Drool spilled from your mouth as you nodded. “Fucked you dumb didn’t I?”

“Adrian!”

“You’re so wet. So fucking wet. All for me huh slut.” You cried out as he groaned into your ear. “This wet little cunt is mine all fucking mine.”

Whines and mindless babbles fell from your mouth as you came. Adrian groaned feeling you tighten around his cock. He continued fucking into you for a total of two minutes before cumming inside of you.

“Adrian w-wait did you finish inside?”

“Yeah sorry! Fuck Y/N! I’m so sorry-”

“No it felt g-good..” Adrian tensed up hearing your whisper. He pulled out seeing his cum spill down your thighs.

“Fuck you liked it didn’t you?” You nodded as he kneeled down spreading your puffy folds.

“Yes and maybe I’ll get pregnant-”

“Yes. You fucking will. Fuck I want nothing more than to do that now. Is there a coupon for that?”

You breathlessly laughed as he turned you around smiling at you. “You really liked the coupons Adrian?”

“You kidding me? I fucking loved them. For the past couple days I’ve been getting to eat this sweet pussy out or fuck you with my fingers. Those coupons are the best gift I have ever received.”

Adrian reached behind you pulling out another coupon. It was a simple kiss coupon.

“I still really like the sweet ones too.” You smiled giving him a kiss. Adrian pulled you from the kitchen to the living room.

“Now if it’s okay with you I’m gonna eat this sweet pussy out.” You whined as he spread your legs throwing them over his shoulders.

“Sensitive-” You cried out as he dove in.

You were happy Adrian loved the coupons, but also so sore. You didn’t expect him to use them this often though.

“Adrian!” You laughed as he tossed you on your bed. “God we had a good christmas and now for new years I made the plans to make you cum right when the clock strikes 12.”

“What?!” Adrian handed you three coupons. It was his last three,

One for sex, one for fingering, and one for snuggling.

You laughed baffled by his eager look. “You ready for a rough night?”

“I mean I’m still kinda sore. Promise to be gentle?” Adrian’s eyes grew dark as you spread your legs inviting him in.

“I can try..”

“I’ll take it.” You and him shared a kiss as he grabbed the hem of your underwear yanking them off. Adrian groaned deeply seeing your cunt glisten with your juices.

“Fuck why did I use all the oral coupons?” Adrian dragged his fingers up collecting your juices. He moaned loudly sucking his fingers.

“Taste fucking amazing..Can I eat you out instead of fingering you?”

“You could do both.” Adrian cheered kissing your face repeatedly.

“You’re the fucking best.” He stood up dragging your hips down to the edge of the bed. Adrian fell to his knees kissing your thighs as he reached a hand up groping your chest.

You cried out as his tongue delve in. Adrian moaned against you pulling up to suckle your clit.

“Adrian! Adrian! Oh fuck!” His fingers pushed into your tight heat. You squirmed trying to pull away as he fucked your cunt deeply with his fingers.

“Oh fuck so good. Taking my fingers so fucking well. Want you to cum on my hand.” Shaking a bit, you teared up feeling him wrap an arm around your waist to keep you still.

He sped up his fingers lapping at your clit eagerly. He hadn’t been going for long, but you were already close to falling over the edge.

You moaned feeling yourself contract around his fingers. Adrian pulled away to admire you sobbing from the pleasure. “So pretty..So fucking pretty..I can’t wait to cum inside of you. Maybe I’ll eat you out again after. Love for you to be sensitive.”

“Adrian I don’t think I can..I-I- Oh god! i’m gonna cum!”

“You gonna cum?” Adrian moved his mouth to your clit once more sucking harshly. Your hand shot down grabbing his hair feeling his teeth nibble your swollen clit.

“Want you to cum. Cum on my hand..” Adrian growled out against you. You cried out soaking his hand as he continued to assault your clit.

Adrian continued fucking you with his fingers as he loomed over you. He kissed you breathlessly.

“Good job. Such a good job. Think you can take another?” Adrian asked you a bit concerned at your tears. “Been pushing your cute self hard.”

“Yes I can take another. Fuck me Adrian please. I wanna be fucked hard.”

Adrian’s pupils darkened at your words. He pulled away gently removing his fingers from you to stand up. He shoved his sweatpants off crawling back on top of you. You moaned as he slapped his dick against your clit.

“I’m gonna fuck you. I’m gonna make you cum all over my cock.”

You whined feeling yourself clench around nothing. The need to feel full overpowering all your other senses.

“Fuck me please. I need to cum. It hurts!” Adrian nodded pushing in. “Oh fuck! God!”

“No god here just me..” You moaned hips thrusting up to fuck your self against him. Adrian stilled your hips shaking his head.

“Last I checked it was my coupon not yours so I will fuck you when I want. That means don’t fucking move. I wanna savor this coupon..” Adrian glanced down moaning at the sight of his cock pulling out of you.

“Adrian please just fuck me! I’ll make you more coupons for your birthday just fuck me!!”

He grinned slamming back inside of you harshly. You gripped the bedsheets crying as he grabbed your thighs pushing them up.

“Oh fuck..fuck! So tight..Your pretty little cunt is just sucking me in. Making such a mess on me..”

“Don’t wanna be messy..”

“Too bad gonna make more of a mess when you take my fucking cum.”

“Fuck! Please!-“

“Aww don’t worry. I’m gonna clean you up so nicely after. So cum as many times as you want!” Adrian reached his hand down rubbing your clit.

You sobbed back arching feeling your orgasm approaching. “I’m gonna cum now!!”

Adrian leaned down kissing you sloppily. You panted running your hands through his hair.

He groaned into your mouth feeling you clench around him. He shoved his cock so deep inside of you it felt like he was punching your moans out of you.

You both moaned as you came gushing around his cock. Adrian stilled to watch your juices leak around his cock.

“Fuck that’s so hot..just wanna bury my face between these beautiful thighs and feel you gush on my face now.”

“Adrian..cum inside of me..please..”

Adrian’s breath hitched at your words. He pulled out grabbing your hips to turn you on your stomach.

“Gonna cum deep inside of you. Fuck you so full. Such a tight pretty pussy.” You screamed as he shoved himself back in shoving your head into the mattress.

He gripped your hair pulling your head up wanting to hear every sound coming out of you. You were practically garbling noises as he fucked deeply into you.

“So deep! Adrian! So deep! Don’t know if I can take it!”

“You can take it. I know you can fucking take it. Be a good little slut for me. You asked for this remember so just fucking take it!” He gripped your hips holding you in place.

You clutched the now ruined bedsheets under you cursing as he reached a hand down to rub your clit.

“Adrian! Wait wait wait! Don’t rub it so hard-“ You gasped tightening around him.

“Fuck yes..You’re gonna cum again..Wanna feel you cum again ruin your pretty pussy..” He kissed your shoulder growing sloppy with his thrusts.

He was getting close. His sweat dripped off his hair as he grew desperate to finish inside of you.

“Fuck I’m so fucking close! Fuck fuck fuck!!!” Your head fell down as he sped his hand up rubbing your clit faster.

“OH ADRIAN!! FUCK!!” Adrian grinned feeling you spasm around him. He only thrusted four more times before finishing himself.

You panted falling down no longer able to support yourself up. Adrian pulled carefully soothingly rubbing your hips when you winced.

He moved next to you pulling you into his chest grinning happily as you snuggled in.

“Great fucking gift. Sad I’m out though.”

“I’ll make you more for your birthday if you really want but I’m not gonna make you as many as I did this time.”

Adrian laughed kissing your forehead. “I figured. What I would like though is more of these coupons cause while what we did right now is great. I love just holding you.”

You smiled leaning up to kiss him softly. “You’re cringey.”

“What me?! I’m trying to show my love!”

“Cringey!”

“God never again will I say anything sappy.”

“That’s not true you love me too much not too.” Adrian sighed dramatically.

“That is true..”

You grinned kissing him again before settling in. “Can we lay here for a bit before shower?”

“You read my mind. Did you wanna have a round two in the shower?”

“Adrian I need a break. I don’t think my cunt can take anymore.”

“I think you mean my cunt and I’m just joking. I know you need a break silly. I’ll order us a pizza and we can watch a horror movie.”

“We can do that…I love you too by the way.”

“Really?!”

“I’m gonna punch you.” Adrian’s laughter roared out as you flared at him.

#adrian chase #fanfiction #adrian chase x reader #vigilante fanfiction #adrian chase x you #vigilante x reader #fanfic #vigilante peacemaker #peacemaker #adrian chase peacemaker #adrian chase smut

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hopelesswritergall · 1 year

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Jacaerys finding out about you and Daemon

Alright I’ve decided that I’m gonna make a series of headcanons and just pieces of work about you and the boys. If you guys want me to add more people let me know! If they are female like Rhaenyra I do need a new title. The title for now is :

Y/N and the boys

So this one will be Jacaerys finding out about you and his stepdad (Daemon). This is a continuation of my previous headcanons

People I think who might like this: @annikin-im-panicin @daenerysapologist @valeskafics @harrenhalhottie @i-killed-ramsey @howyouloveyourdragon

Let me know if you want to be tagged for something!

Also reblogs, comments and asks are very much appreciated! We’re on the road to 200 followers baby!

Alright so Jace saw a “hallucination” about you and Daemon

Sweet boy did not suspect anything. It’s normal for a dad to always sit next to his best friend and see his hand disappear under the table, followed by you shifting on your chair. That’s completely normal right?

You may or may not have been caught by Jace when you guys were fucking, on the couch, where he wanted to watch How To Train Your Dragon. He was fully prepared for his movie marathon, chips and cola in his hands and he was ready to go watch some movies.

Yeah that scene changed pretty quickly.

As he entered the room he could already hear moaning and he thought that someone just left the porn channel on. Although he found the thought of that gross, he didn’t need to know what everyone watched. He would’ve preferred that to seeing this. His best-friend beneath his stepdad.

His grip on the cola and chips loosened and they fell to the ground, alarming you guys of his presence. Your head whipped to the place of the side to find Jace standing there in absolute horror. Jace left the room, not wanting to see it.

“I thought you said his trip wouldn’t end for another 2 days! So what the fuck is he doing here?!” You demanded an explanation while gathering your underwear and pants. “I could’ve sworn that it wouldn’t have ended by now!”

You knew where to find Jace, whenever he would get upset he would go to the swing in his backyard. You two have spent so much time there together, it’s unreal.

And indeed he was there just very lightly swinging

You approached him and sat on the other swing. “Hey.” You said while just punching yourself in your head. ‘Hey,’ Seriously Y/N that was all you could think about? Not: Hey, sorry for what you saw.

“How long?I deserve to know.” He did have a point, that was the least that you owed him. “2 years. You know the birthday nobody showed up for? Yeah since then. I would’ve told you sooner but I-I just didn’t want to lose my best-friend. Just because of who I happen to be attracted to.” You rambled, trying to explain why it happened and shit.

“Are you like only fucking him for money?” “No, I wouldn’t dare to do that. I love him Jace. Listen as weird as it may sound Rhaenyra also knows about it and approves. I mean she has Harwin and Cole.”

“Good, cause if you fucked him for money I would strangle you.” He chuckled a bit, before adding “Are you happy with him? Because I’m happy if you are.”

“He makes me very happy Jace.” You tell him while recounting all the memories of you and Daemon.

“I’ll forgive you on three conditions. One: We get a new couch, I can’t look at it without thinking about you guys having sex. Two: You do not ever have sex while I’m in the house. Three: You are going to watch How To Train Your Dragon with me. Deal?”

“Deal! You will get a new couch I promise! A very fancy one.”

Let’s just say that promise two would be broken a few times unknowingly……

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whiskersz · 2 months

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Hi there! Was wondering if I could have one of the match ups?

♤ my name is Lily, I go by she/her and I'm bisexual!

♡I like to think I'm a fun person, I love all things vintage but I'm also very into computer science and that sort of thing! I'm easy to get along with but have an interesting attitude!

◇If I could, possibly a romantic match-up?

♧I like listening to music, painting and watching horror films!

♤I like most things, it takes lots for me too dislike things!

♡I'm fine being matched with anyone (par Valentino but you already aren't doing him so it's fine!)

◇I don't really have a type, but I tend to go towards males over females!

♧I don't know if it's like a need to know one or not but I am in the army so yeah!

Good day Lily! I love vintage myself, it’s always a pleasure to come across other people who do!

Now, what do you think of rubber ducks? Because I match you with...

Lucifer!

You mentioned that you’re a fun person to be around; well, you’ve seen Lucifer, right? Puns, jokes, silly inventions and a love for junk food, I feel like he wouldn’t mind having around somebody else to have some fun with.

A nostalgic at heart, Lucifer appreciates your love for vintage and reminiscing about past times is a common activity for the two of you. He’ll see you holding the smallest, most inconsiderable trinket from the past and start going on about what it was like, meeting Winners and Sinners from the time it was made in.

He’s also known to be a bit of a hoarder, whatever delights him will be acquired in abundance, so expect him to be just as enthusiastic about what you like as he is about what he likes. He’s going to get you so many presents; vintage things, painting supplies, music discs...you name it!

Lucifer prefers spending time in his castle or in Lu Lu World, so you’re going to have to get quite used to him refusing to go out on most days. After who knows how much time of living like this and ignoring his own duties and kingdom, it’s going to be very hard to convince him to do otherwise, but if you have a strong personality or can somehow persuade him it might be possible. Due to your position, I feel like you could be able to do this.

Expect him to also vent a lot about his frustrations, as he is quite the chatter box in general. He mainly rants about how he wishes he could be closer to Charlie and how much he dislikes Hell and its residents, amongst many other things. Deep down, he hopes that your struggle to dislike things somehow applies to him as well. Not that he considers himself a thing, it’s just that he’s slightly self conscious around the person he loves – you.

But now onto some more fun shenanigans; he might pass his days inventing things, yes, but that doesn’t change the fact that Lucifer is a literal dad who knows near to nothing about computers and computer science. You’re going to be the one explaining every single thing about your passion for it and he’s going to listen very carefully; whether he’ll actually understand what you’re saying though is...arguable.

Do you have a favorite animal? He’s going to make it into a rubber duck. He’s also going to make you a little painter rubber duck, in fact! And turn the characters and actors of your favorite horror movies into rubber ducks as well, then he’ll give them all to you, in hopes that you appreciate his little act of kindness. If in return you paint him something, he’s going to cherish it dearly, and hang it in the hallways of his castle for everyone to see!

Hey again Lily! These are rather short, but I found it quite difficult to write for Lucifer as he’s an extremely complex character to me, if you want more I can try to write something additional :)) That’s it, just a little note!

#hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin x reader #lucifer x reader #lucifer morningstar #lucifer magne #hazbin hotel matchups #hazbin hotel matchup #matchup #matchups #hazbin matchup #hazbin matchups

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floralcyanide · 2 years

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The Extra || Austin Butler x OC

Chapter Nine

Pairing: Austin Butler x OC

Warnings: mentions of past innuendo, mentions of sex, anxiety, mentions of physical sickness, description of an anxiety attack, mentions of possible pregnancy

Word Count: 3292

>> hiii here's chapter nine! this chapter is sort of a filler but also gives the characters a little bit of a reality check. some of you may have noticed I added the option to tip on my page. you aren't obligated to tip, and you aren't required to tip in order to request. it's just there as an option if anyone is feeling generous. I'm a college student that lives on every cent of my paycheck so even if you think I deserve 25 cents, it's appreciated. I hope you enjoy this chapter!! also thank you for 2k reads on wattpad <3

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April 2020

“Are you doing anything for your birthday this year or just laying low?”

“Probably can’t do anything for it. So I’ll just stay in, most likely.”

My phone is tucked between my shoulder and ear as I work on cleaning the kitchen. I’m talking to Luke about his birthday in a few weeks, but things are still pretty bleak in the world. It doesn’t seem likely there will be an exciting party or anything of the sort.

“We could all stream a movie and get drunk together on Zoom,” I suggest half-jokingly. But it seems like the only way the whole group can be together for now.

“Not that bad of an idea, Roman. We’ll have to see,” Luke says before pausing for a moment, “How are things with you and Austin?”

“Not too bad,” I say, hesitant to open up too much about Austin and I’s relationship for now, “We’re both still alive, if that says anything.”

Luke chuckles, “You two need to let out your frustration.”

“And how would we do that, Lucas?” I ask in a warning tone, laughter at the edge of my voice.

“Oh, come on. You can’t sit here and tell me you haven’t thought of Austin that way.”

I sigh, shaking my head as my eye catches the calendar by the refrigerator. I have today circled because I need to make an appointment for my birth control refill. Before I can respond to Luke, my whole body freezes. Wait. Birth control. When was I supposed to have my period? My eyes widen in horror as I scramble over to the calendar. I looked for the last day I drew an asterisk to mark when I started my last one. It’s been 6 weeks. I’m two weeks late.

“Hey, can I call you back later? Something just came up that I need to check on,” I bite my lip, trying not to panic.

“Yeah, but you aren’t off the hook yet. I still want to know how you feel about the guy,” Luke jokes and then hangs up.

Oh, if he only knew.

I can feel a cold sweat forming on my brow. As much as I hated to, I needed to go to the pharmacy down the block and buy some tests. Just in case. Austin is in his room studying Elvis as per usual. I hurriedly sneak into the guest room where my belongings are and search for my wallet. Once I find it, I turn around, and I’m met with Austin leaning against the doorframe. So much for my careful sneaking.

“Do you mind running to the store? We’re out of toilet paper,” Austin asks, cringing a little because he knows how much I despise going out.

“Way ahead of you,” I say, waving my wallet with a nervous smile.

“Hey,” Austin grabs me by the waist as I try to walk past him, pulling me to his body.

He pulls me into a casual kiss with his hand on the back of my head.

“Be careful, okay?” Austin pulls away from the kiss, pushing my hair back from my face with his fingers.

I nod, unable to look him in the eyes right now, afraid he’ll see through me. I grab a disposable mask before heading out the door and into the warm Autumn air. Adjusting to the flipped seasons here has been weird, especially during a pandemic when you aren’t even sure of what day it is. That’s one reason I haven’t been keeping track of my period like I’m supposed to. Especially after Austin and I’s encounter, I really should have been paying more attention. Luckily, there’s no one in the pharmacy, and I hurry in and out with three tests, toilet paper, and condoms for good measure. The streets are still empty as they were when I walked to the pharmacy. The weather is bleak, but the clouds will probably evaporate as quickly as they came up. It’s almost apocalyptic outside, and if I’m honest, I don’t know if I’d want to have a child right now if I could. The world is in shambles, and it’s dangerous to leave your house to even get toilet paper. I sigh to myself, and a part of me hopes I’m just being overly cautious about missing my period.

When I arrive back at the condo, Austin is holed up in his room again, much to my relief. I put away the toilet paper and stashed the condoms with my stuff to move later. I tiptoe to the bathroom in the hall and shut and lock the door. I carefully read the first test's instructions several times to ensure I’m doing it correctly. I opened all of them in preparation and started using the tests individually. The first one is negative, but I don’t relax yet. The second one is also negative, so the last one will likely be too. The third one takes a little longer to process than the first two, but when it does, many emotions hit me at once. Anxiety? Joy maybe? Fear? Plausible. The second line is faint but still there. The third and final test is positive.

A wave of nausea comes over me; am I really pregnant? Now of all times? I want to be happy, but I just can’t be. Austin and I are just getting back together, his career is at its peak, and I have to play an important role where someone is not pregnant. I cannot properly process how I feel right now, causing my breathing to quicken. I can usually stop my panic attacks, but right now, I feel out of control of my body in every way. What the hell am I supposed to do?

I slide into the floor and off the toilet lid, wrapping my arms around my legs as I pull them into my chest. This can’t be happening. I fumble for my phone and immediately call Dacre. I told him everything, and this wouldn’t be any different. He doesn’t tell anyone else my business, and I can trust him with this. He’ll know what to do.

“Hey Roman, what’s up?”

“Dacre,” I pant, my breathing becoming more labored as each minute passes, “Help.”

“Hey, take easy breaths,” Dacre says softly, “What can you see?”

“The toilet, the sink, and the shower door.”

“What can you feel?” Dacre continues trying to ground me.

“The cold floor, the hard wall, and sweat. I feel sweaty.”

“What can you hear?”

“I can hear you,” I pause, straining my ears to hear anything else outside of the bathroom, “I hear Austin vocalizing. Oh god, Austin. How do I tell him?”

“Tell him what, Ro? What’s got you so freaked out? Is everything okay?” Dacre asks, sounding very worried.

“I think,” I say, listening to make sure Austin is still in his room down the hall, “I think I’m pregnant,” I whisper.

“What? Did I hear you right?” Dacre gasps.

“Yes. I realized I hadn’t had my period for a few weeks, so I bought some tests,” I murmur, “One of them was positive.”

“Alright, stay calm. Don’t jump to conclusions yet. Call your doctor and see if they can test you there to make completely sure,” Dacre says, “And please tell Austin. He needs to know.”

“I don’t want to upset him or give him false hope if he does want a child and there isn’t one,” I cover my face with my free hand, “I don’t know what to do.”

“If you don’t tell him and he finds out, how do you think he’s gonna feel?”

I sigh in defeat, “You’re right. I’m just really frazzled right now, and I’m not sure if I should wait until before or after the appointment.”

“I’d go ahead and talk to him so you can have moral support. They probably won’t allow him to go back with you because of the virus, but at least he’ll be there.”

“True. Thank you, Dacre,” I run a hand through my hair as my breathing evens out completely.

“It’s no problem. If you need anything else, just call or text,” Dacre says.

“I definitely will,” I say before hanging up.

I decide I’m going to tell Austin after dinner so I have time to figure out what I’m going to say. The evening was relatively uneventful- I had to force myself to eat my food because of the overwhelming anxiety I was feeling. I busy myself with the dishes after Austin and I finish eating so I can put my nervous energy into something. I thought cooking a meal would eliminate some of it, but it didn’t help much. I’m wiping off the counters and putting leftovers away when Austin comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist.

“Hi,” he whispers in my ear, trailing his lips down my neck.

“Hey,” I responded as I shut the fridge door.

“Thank you for dinner,” Austin continued, kissing my neck, nipping at the skin a little.

“You’re welcome, babe,” I giggle, his stubble tickling me.

“It was delicious, but,” Austin stops kissing me and puts his lips right to my ear, “I think you’re more delicious.”

A blush creeps up on my cheeks as I turn around and cause Austin to break away from me.

“Before you go any further with that in mind, I actually need to talk to you about something,” I say, my face becoming serious.

Austin immediately picks up on it and focuses on me, “What’s wrong?”

“Can we sit down?” I ask, sliding onto the barstool at the island.

Austin sits next to me, and I reach out for his hands, holding onto them tightly.

“I have to tell you something, and I don’t want you to get too ahead of yourself when you hear it, okay?” I looked into Austin’s eyes, making sure he hung onto every word.

“Okay,” he nods.

“I realized today that I’m late for my period,” I sigh, “And when I was at the pharmacy earlier, I got a few tests. One of them was positive,” I bite my lip nervously.

Austin opens his mouth to speak, but I interrupt him, “But I don’t want to assume anything yet. I called and made an appointment with my doctor to check.”

“You could be pregnant?” Austin asks gently, and I nod, a bubble of fear rising in my throat.

He looks down at our hands for a moment, “I mean, I’ve always wanted a kid at some point. But right now, I don’t know.”

“I know. I understand that completely because I also want a child, but right now? With our careers and the state of the world? It doesn’t seem like a good time.” I frown, “But we can figure out our options if there is something cooking in there.”

Austin laughs at that, his eyes still boring into our hands. Eventually, he looks back into my eyes, “I’m sorry I didn’t really think it through that day we had sex. I should’ve been more careful.”

“It’s okay. That’s the past, and we can’t really change it. But this is our future, and we might have a say in it, and we might not. We’ll have to see,” I say, feeling a little more optimistic about the situation.

If I am pregnant, I have a few things to decide on, but Austin is going to also have a say in it because we’re a team in this. I know it’s my body, but I can’t go through this alone, and I don’t want to. But I know that with him I won’t have to worry. We’ve been through too much to let something like this disrupt our progress.

“Is it okay if I come with you to the appointment?” Austin asks.

“Of course, babe. They said if I did bring you, you’d have to stay in the waiting area, though. If anything shows up on the ultrasound, the doctor will give me the footage, so I can show it to you,” I smile, bringing Austin’s hands up to my lips.

“Do you know what you want to do if you are pregnant?” Austin asks quietly, his voice unsure.

“It’s still very early on, so,” I shrug, “But that’s also a decision you have to make too.”

“It’s your body, Ro. If you don’t want this, whether it’s personally or professionally, it’s up to you.”

“Yeah, but you helped possibly put the bun in the oven,” I smile cheekily.

“True. Still, take some time to think about it. I won’t be upset if you don’t feel like talking for a while,” Austin says, pulling one of his hands from mine to tuck hair behind my ear.

“Okay.”

It is now Monday morning, and when I wake up, I immediately run to the ensuite bathroom from a curdling in my stomach. My knees hit the floor hard when I land, but I make it to the toilet just in time. Austin must’ve felt me get up from bed because he has rushed to my side and is rubbing my back. I sit back up and rest my body against the shower door, pressing my face against the cool glass as I catch my breath. I keep telling myself it might not be morning sickness but rather another bout of anxiety.

“Are you okay, Ro? Do you need a glass of water or anything?” Austin asks, his voice still raspy from sleep.

“I’m okay. I’ll get up soon, just give me a second,” I mutter, my face not leaving the glass.

“You can still sleep for another hour before we have to start getting ready to go to the appointment,” Austin says before standing up.

“It’ll be okay,” I shrug, taking the hand he offers to me and letting him pull me up, “I’m too awake now.”

Although a little groggy, I eventually got dressed and ready for the appointment. When we get to the doctor’s office, the nerves kick in again, and I have to repress the feeling of sickness. The entire time I sit and wait, I grip Austin’s hand to ground myself. I have to focus all my energy on not becoming physically sick. I feel even more anxious when the nurse calls me back, and Austin can’t come with me. The nurse takes my vitals and weight and then guides me to a room. She shuts the door, and I'm entirely alone for the first time in over a month. For some reason, it eases my anxiety knowing I’m not sharing a space, albeit a tiny one, with anyone for a few minutes. I’m constantly sharing a space with Austin, which I don’t mind anymore, but lately I’ve missed being alone. After our breakup, being alone was very difficult, and I was always out of the house when I wasn’t working. But now that there’s a global pandemic, I can’t leave the condo to do anything except getting essentials. My thoughts are interrupted when there’s a brief knock on the door.

“Good morning, Ms. Todd. I’m Dr. Ken,” a tall, older man in a white coat comes through the door, “How are you feeling today?”

“A little anxious, to be honest. But other than that, everything is fine,” I smile coyly.

Dr. Ken flips through the clipboard he brought with him, reading through my information, “It says here that you need a uterine ultrasound, correct?”

I nod, “I took a few tests at home, but I just want to be sure.”

“When was your last period?”

“Six weeks ago,” I bit my lip, feeling nervous again.

“Okay. We’ll get you to another room in a second. Can you take a deep breath for me?” Dr. Ken began his exam on me, making sure everything the nurse didn’t check came back normal.

The doctor leaves the room and has a nurse bring me to the room where they perform ultrasounds. The technician instructed me to strip below the waist and cover myself with a white sheet and that she’d be back in a moment. I lay down on the exam table and stare at the ceiling where there’s a painted tile with scenery. A good distraction. Still, my anxiety takes over. Would I still have a baby if I didn’t have such an important role? Maybe, but Austin wouldn’t be around to help me. Would I keep it if I were with someone else and didn’t have the part? That depends, but I can’t picture myself with anyone else. What if Austin and I weren’t actors and were pregnant? I think I would have a baby then, but that isn’t the case right now. If I am pregnant, should I keep the baby? I guess we’ll see.

The technician comes into the room with a comforting smile, “Good morning, I’m Kendra, and I’ll be doing your ultrasound today. How are you feeling?”

Kenda sits on the rolling chair in front of the computer as I search for an answer. I feel compelled to be honest with her even though I don’t know her.

“A little scared,” I gulp.

“It’s normal to feel out of place when you might be pregnant, but we’ll figure out if you are or not together, okay?” Kendra smiles, grasping one of my hands comfortingly.

I nod, and she grabs some jelly, “This is gonna be cold for a second.”

Kendra spreads the jelly around my lower abdomen, pressing the transducer into me. She focuses hard on the screen and takes pictures every few seconds using the keyboard keys. After a few minutes of moving the transducer around, she sits it down.

“Alright, we’re done here. I’ll take you back to the exam room, and Dr. Ken will give you the results,” Kendra says, “I hope you get the results you’re hoping for!”

I just smile and mutter thanks as she leaves the room. I clean up with the sheet and get redressed. I am redirected to the exam room I was previously in, and I nervously swing my legs back and forth as I sit on the exam table. After about ten minutes, Dr. Ken returns to the room.

“Alright, so according to the ultrasound, you are not pregnant,” he says, “However, if you go another few weeks without a period, I suggest giving us a call. But with all the stress in the world and your life, missing your period is normal in this situation.”

I nod, taking in his results. You are not pregnant. I feel relieved but also a little sad. Relieved because I don’t have to have surgery or put my and Austin’s careers on hold. Sad because I do want a baby, but right now is just not the right time. Dr. Ken leaves the room, bidding me a farewell. The nurse discharges me, and I go back into the waiting room. Austin is resting his arms against his thighs, his legs bouncing at an alarming pace. When I close the door, he looks up, and a flash of fear crosses his face.

Austin stands up from his chair quickly, “So?”

“Not pregnant for now,” I say.

Austin lets out a breath, “Okay. Not pregnant for now.”

“Nope,” I look at him, trying to read his eyes.

“Maybe later, then,” Austin smiles, tucking my hair behind my ear, “When things aren’t so crazy in our careers and the world.”

“Yeah, maybe later,” I smile back.

Austin and I had agreed we wanted children when we first began dating, but that was so long ago. We both got caught up in our careers, got older, and didn’t discuss it again. But I’m glad it’s something we both want, even if it’s not right now.

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soonyoungblr · 2 years

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PLOT: You have the fattest crush on your co-worker, Lee Heeseung, who has an even BIGGER crush on you. But instead of confessing to each other, you affectionately insult each other via sticky notes. Will one of you spill the beans or has someone gotta do it for you?

PAIRING: Lee Heeseung x Gender Neutral reader

GENRE: office!au, friends to lovers, mutual idiotic pining, tiny angst, comedy, major fluff

WARNINGS: curse words, reader feels a little insecure about feelings.

WORD COUNT: 1.9k words.

A/N: Personally one of my favourite fics I've written. It's also sort of based on how my partner and I confessed to each other. YES, it's cringey BUT IT'S CUTE AS HELL. 🧡

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Another day, another disgustingly cute note from your co-worker that you may or may not have the biggest crush on. Who are you kidding, of course you have the biggest crush on him. It's Lee freaking Heeseung for goodness sake. Aside from the fact that he is compassionate and highly considerate of others, he is so freaking gorgeous. That smile of his makes your knees go weak. Makes your heart beat a little bit faster. Let's just say when Heeseung is near you, you can't string a fucking sentence together. It's like you don't know which word in a sentence goes where. You're too busy being enchanted by him and that goddamn smile of his.

You're not entirely sure how you both started sending notes to each other. You assume it was because one of you needed something, and it just went on from there. You'd come into work at 8:30am in the morning with your cup of Starbucks coffee in your hand, and thereupon on your computer screen; a sticky note. Usually an insult, sometimes a cute message. There's no in-between. It was either one of you calling the other an idiot, affectionately of course. Or it would be a cute "Have a nice day" message with a badly drawn heart, especially from his side.

Honestly, if you were looking at these interactions from the outside, you'd be thinking, "Yeah, they're totally into each other," but since you're not, and this is your reality, that's not what you're thinking at all. This is a one-sided crush, on your part, at least. And it's more than likely just a flirty thing on Heeseung's side. I mean, why would Lee Heeseung even like you like that? Or even look at you in that way? You're just... a simple person. You like your books, you could spend an entire day in a museum. You simply wake up, go to work, come home to lazy around on the sofa and watch Netflix, cuddle the cats and go to sleep. You're not that interesting. So, for your sake, let's just enjoy whatever this is and when it ends, you can move on.

You removed the pink sticky note which read "You're an adorable idiot," in a badly written cursive font with an added wonky drawn heart next to it. And then at the bottom of the note, "Just kidding, you're just adorable." Curse you Lee Heeseung. You hope to GOD nobody can see the blush creeping up on your cheeks as you look around the office floor. Oh no. And there he is. You've clocked him just at the right moment when he's walking back to his desk, running his fingers through his hair, and then proceeding to mess you up by rolling up the sleeves of his shirt. You're very much enjoying what you're seeing until a figure gets in your way, "Gooooood morning, y/n."

"Sim Jaeyun! You're ruining my view." Jake shakes his head, "You're down so bad for him, y/n. As your best friend, it's my duty to tell you that it's embarrassing."

"Thanks for your support in my daily suffering, Jake. It's highly appreciated." You shoot him a glare, taking a small sip of your coffee.

"My pleasure, y/n. Hey, did you watch that movie I told you about?" Ah yes, Jake and his mild obsession with poorly acted horror movies. Though his recent recommendation wasn't as bad as you thought it was going to be. It was pretty decent.

"You know what, it was actually pretty good. For once your recommendation of a movie had me enjoying every second. I love it."

"Oh yes! Great, then you should watch the sequels." You can see Jake's face light up when he's excited about you enjoying the movie he recommended to you, "There's six."

"Six sequels? You're pushing your luck now, Sim Jaeyun. I might watch the second but after that, I'll give it a pass. It's been proven that sequels are usually a waste of time."

"Shut up and confess to Heeseung."

Point.

Taken.

You definitely shouldn't confess to Heeseung though. Your rejection would surely make things awkward for not just the both of you but the entirety of the office and that's the last thing you want. You'll make sure you have another job lined up for that. So when the rejection happens, you can hand in your notice and you're gone. Easy peasy. No awkwardness. Gone.

As you press "send" on the last email before your shift ends, you perform a few last-minute tasks. Your eye catches the note that Heeseung had left for you this morning and you remembered you completely forgot to write one back. So, you grab a pen and a sticky note and start writing.

With five minutes to go until your shift is over, you hastily make your way to the restroom but not before placing your written sticky note on Heeseung's keyboard as his attention is fixated on the sunset outside. He only notices your presence when he spots your reflection in the window. As he turns to look at you, you're already a few feet away from him and have disappeared into the restroom to scream internally.

Your note reads, "It's been a long day and I'm sorry I haven't written back sooner. But I hope your day was as lovely as you are." With a badly drawn heart to match the ones that he gives you. His heart beats a little faster, as his cheeks turn bright red. The effect you have on him, from just a simple note like this, is insane. He really just thinks you're the cutest person to ever walk the earth. You're so kind to everyone you meet. Always polite. You go the extra mile for anyone who needs it. He really does have the biggest crush on you.

Honestly, the both of you need to grow a pair and confess. It's painful for your coworkers watching the two of you turn into a giant mess over the other's words. One of you just needs to confess. Like now.

Either that or Heeseung's friend, Jay, will do it for you. As you exit the restroom, Jay takes matters into his own hands, and spills all, "Oh my god, will you and y/n just tell each other how you feel? It's painful watching the both of you stumble over your shit in front of the other and blush literally every fucking second. You like each other. Tell them." His outburst captures your attention along with pretty much the rest of the office. With heads nodding in agreement and whispers of "they're so into each other", you lock eyes with Heeseung.

"Well, cat's out of the bag now, I guess." Heeseung rises from his chair, growing increasingly upset and shooting Jay a disapproving look for spilling his confession to you. You're standing frozen in the middle of the floor, eyes still locked on Heeseung. The confession replaying in your mind. Heeseung's eyes find yours again, and he pauses when he sees the small smile on your face. Is this confirmation that you like him too?

Of course, he smiles back at you. And you lean on the filing cabinet next to you for support because oh my god, there are so many emotions to feel all at once. Lee Heeseung SMILED at you, that gorgeous smile and it was all for you. Hello? How are you not dead. Better than that, you have your proof that he is into you, too. Hold on a minute, Lee Heeseung is into... YOU?

Oh my god, he's walking over to you.

Breathe, y/n.

Breathe.

"Hi, y/n. As you might have guessed from Jay's rudeness, I kinda like you?"

"What do you mean, kinda? You're crushing on y/n so bad you have all of the notes they've written to you stuck to your fridge at home. Don't give us that kinda bullshit. I won't have it." As Jay continues exposing Heeseung, you can't help but giggle a little. You find it really cute that he keeps all of your notes, just like you've kept his. Also stuck to your fridge. His affectionate insults and his kind words bring a smile to your face whenever you re-read them. Especially if you've had a bad day.

"Okay, I like you a lot, y/n. I think that's now painfully obvious. And judging by Jay's confession and your reaction, I'm hoping you feel the same way?"

Heeseung can feel his body temperature increase as you stare into his eyes. He can feel the entire office just disappear, he only sees you and he just wants to stare lovingly at you forever. You're just so damn fucking cute.

"I also like you, too. Though before Jake decides to intervene and expose me too, I also have your notes stuck to my fridge."

"That's really cute, you're really cute." There goes you blushing in front of Heeseung, "Now you're blushing, that's even cuter."

"Heeseung, now you're exposing me." He laughs at you, holds his hands up and apologises. Though you don't mind it. Not when he's got that smile on his face again. That smile will literally be the death of you.

"If you're free after work, do you want to grab a bite to eat and see a movie or something?" He asks you. His palms are sweaty, he's so nervous. He's almost falling over his words.

"I'd like that a lot." Seriously if you two weren't still standing in work, in front of everyone, he would be freaking out. His crush likes him back. You like him back. He's on cloud nine right now.

You, on the other hand, are on the verge of melting into a puddle on the floor. That crush you've had for months is reciprocated. Better yet, he's an even bigger mess than you are. You'll be keeping in mind later to kiss that pretty smile of his at the end of the night.

As you gather up your things, you hear Jake exhale, clasping his hands together, "This was straight out of a K-Drama."

"Jake, my life is not entertainment to you." You shove him gently that he almost trips over his own shoes.

"It was. Now it's like the happy ending to a K-Drama. You like Heeseung. He likes you. You're going out on a date tonight and when you get home, you're going to call me about it and gush about him for three hours."

"It's hardly a date. I'm not even dressed for a date. I'm still in my office attire."

"I don't think Heeseung cares about that, besides you look great. And I doubt you care about what Heeseung wears either. You'll enjoy each other's company, no matter what." Speaking of Heeseung, it doesn't take long for him to appear by your side. Jake bids you both a farewell and Heeseung holds his hand out to you, "Ready to go?"

You nod, and as your fingers intertwine with his, your hand fits perfectly in his. Like two puzzle pieces fitting perfectly together.

He's perfect for you and you're perfect for him.

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avabananas13 · 2 years

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Why Did It Have to Be Me? (Ch. 2)

Summary: Summer break was hell after your step-brother Billy died, you and your sister Max both falling into a depression. Now you’re entering your senior year at Hawkins High and are trying to get back out there and get some friends other than Steve and Robin. Who knew one of those new friends would be resident ‘freak’ Eddie Munson.

Warnings: Swearing, mentions of harm, mentions of death, slow burn, hurt/comfort, eventual friends to lovers, Mayfield reader

Pairing: Eddie Munson x fem!mayfield!reader

word count: 1.8k

A/N: Hi! Here is part 2 to Why Did It Have to Be Me! I hope y’all enjoy it. Also, this is the first fic I’ve ever written so I’m sorry if it’s like really unorganized or whatever. I feel like that’s an important disclaimer. I also know I said in the last part I was planning on this being based off the ABBA song of the same name. I don’t know if I’m still going to go with that premise or not, I obviously will try my hardest to keep up with that but if it starts to drift I really do apologize as I get caught up in writing. Anyways, heres part 2. I hope you like it!

You can find Part 1 here!

You had very few interactions with Eddie the rest of the week. You would spot him in the halls at school and every now and again at the trailer park but neither of you really acknowledged the other, besides an occasional nod and smile from Eddie. It was now Friday and you had your movie “date” with Eddie tonight.

You were really nervous for some reason, probably because you would be going over to Hawkins High's resident drug dealer's trailer to watch a movie. You went to school that day hoping to get some details from him but by the time lunch rolled around, nothing. Maybe we’ll talk in O’ Donnells class, you think to yourself. You take your usual seat next to Robin and Max joins soon after.

“Are you ok Y/N?” Robin asks with a confused expression.

“I’m fine it’s just that-” as you say this all three of you are startled by a sudden boom on the table

“Hey sweetheart, what time works best for you tonight? I got a hellfire campaign but I should be free around 9. Is that good?” sweetheart? Why the sudden pet name? “Yeah, 9 works. What movie are we watching?” that being the more important question on your mind. You used to love horror movies like Nightmare on Elm Street and Halloween but ever since summer break you haven’t been able to handle the genre.

“I was gonna swing by family video after school and pick up some options. Anything I should stay away from?” you were glad he asked this so you could have a chance to tell him to stay away from the horror movies. “Well, I assume you’re a horror movie fan but if we could stay away from that, I would really appreciate it.” he nods and smiles taking in your suggestion. “Sure thing princess” again with the pet names. He winks and returns to his table, where Dustin and Mike are now permanently seated.

“Um I’m sorry but what the hell was that?” Robin leaned in with a slight chuckle

“Y/N why didn’t you tell me you have a date with Eddie Munson??” Max questions, saying more than she has this whole week.

“Well it’s actually not a date. He just wants to hang out,” you can tell that there’s some sadness in your voice but you decide to brush it off “besides, I don’t think I could date someone like Eddie. He’s so out there and I really do not want to be seen this year, the more unnoticed I am the better.” you explain.

“Y/N you looked totally smitten with him when he was over here” Robin says and Max nodded in agreement. You just roll your eyes at the statement. Sure, you found Eddie to be attractive but you did not want to bring any more attention to yourself, dating the ‘freak’ wouldn’t exactly help with that.

The rest of the day goes by pretty quickly. In Ms. O’ Donnells class Eddie smiles at you and you smile back at him before turning your attention to the front of the room. You can feel his eyes on you during the rest of class but you don’t feel creeped out by it, all you can do is have a small grin about it.

After class you feel his hands on your shoulders behind you. He leans in and whispers to you “see ya tonight sweetheart” you dont think you’ve ever heard his voice this quiet before and it sends a shiver down your spine. Before you have a chance to respond, his hands are gone and he is on his way out of the school.

9 o’clock rolls around but you’re still sitting in your trailer. There was no sign of Eddie being home so why would you go over there? 9 turns into 9:30 and 9:30 turns into 10. Eddie is now an hour late. Finally you hear the screeching of wheels and heavy metal music. Eddie has finally arrived, about time. You let out a nervous sigh and head out your front door and Eddie is exiting his van at the same moment.

“Hey princess! Ready for movie night?” he really needs to stop making a habit of having these conversations with you through yelling. You nod your head and walk over to Eddies. He waits for you to get to him and once you do he puts his hand on your back to guide you into his trailer.

His trailer isn’t anything spectacular. It’s pretty much the exact same as yours except for the obvious fact that no girls live here. Mugs and trucker hats are everywhere. You assume these belong to his uncle.

“Ok so I know you said no horror, and I respect that but I figured I would at least pick up Nightmare on Elm. We totally don’t have to watch it or anything but if we do and you get scared I’ll be right here!” At first you were pissed that he went against your wishes but his follow up made you blush so hard that you weren’t so opposed to the idea. “What else did you get?” trying to discover all other options.

“Let's see… I also got The Goonies, The Dark Crystal, and The NeverEnding Story'' you can’t help but giggle at the last one after remembering Dustin's performance over his cerebro. “What’s so funny? Not a fan of Falkor?”

“No, no Falkor is great! I just had a funny experience with that movie over summer break”

“You wanna tell me about it?” he asked shyly. You really did want to tell him all about your life and the truth about what happened at Starcourt but you knew you couldn’t. That would put him in danger. There wasn’t any harm in telling parts of the truth though.

“You know that kid who just joined your group? Dustin. Well, he sang the song with his girlfriend while using this weird communication system he made. You might have an evil genius on your hands,” you say with a giggle. He can’t help but laugh too. “You’re telling me Henderson's girlfriend is real?” you nod while laughing.

“Suzie! Yes she is real. I heard her voice for myself. I don’t know if she's hotter than Phoebe Cates though” you say still giggling. Eddie just shakes his head with a smile. There are a few moments of silence before either of you remember what you were just talking about before.

“So… what movie should we watch? Is there a certain time you need to be home? We could watch 2 if there isn’t” Eddie says, breaking the silence.

“No, my mom doesn’t really care where I am. If I choose one, you choose the other. Deal?” you say, smiling hard you can feel yourself blushing.

“Ok well then my pick has got to be The NeverEnding Story” he says confidently. You burst out into yet another fit of laughter at his choice. “You’re up sweetheart” you can never stop yourself from blushing at his pet names.

“What about… Nightmare on Elm?” Eddies furrows his brows in confusion, knowing you didn’t have any intention of watching a horror movie tonight. “Are you sure? I don’t have a problem with it but if it gets to be too much tell me, alright?” you nod and smile in response.

You sit on one end of Eddie's sofa and he’s sitting on the floor at the opposite end. You are nowhere close to touching yet there is still tension there that you could cut with a knife. You can’t help but think just how attractive he is. His smile is the most attractive thing about him though. Whenever he smiles your stomach flips. You get through the NeverEnding Story and he goes to put in your pick.

You get visibly nervous when you think about this being the first time you’ve watched a horror film since your brother's death. You are bouncing your knee and you suddenly feel a dip in the sofa and a hand on your knee. “We don’t have to watch it. It’s ok. Really.” Eddie says in his most calm and soft voice.

“No, I’ll be fine. I just haven’t watched a horror movie since… well y’know.” you say looking down at your hands that are placed in your lap. Eddie looks at you with a sympathetic expression. You both sit in silence that feels like it last hours but realistically wasn't any longer than 30 seconds.

“If you want, you can sit next to me. When you get scared you can just turn your head away and I’ve got you,” he starts to blush and look in ever direction but your eyes as he says this. You smile widely at his suggestion.

“That sounds great, Eddie. Thank you” you say making eye contact with him. He just smiles back and rubs the nape of his neck awkwardly trying to hide his cherry red face. He finds a spot on the sofa next to you and you immediately rest your head on his chest and curl up, melting into him. He pulls you in and rests his chin on your head and the movie starts.

You wake up with the sun beaming down on your face, nearly blinding you. You sit up and once you regain your vision you realize that you never made it home last night and you were still on Eddie's sofa. A wave of confusion hits you as you realize Eddie is nowhere in sight. You stand and stretch with a wide yawn. Your shirt lifts up a bit as you stretch and of course as you do this, Eddie walks into the living room. His eyes going straight to your bare abdomen.

“Uh morning. princess” he says trying to recover from the sight of you. You face and return the sentiment through a sleepy voice.

“I see I never made it home last night, hopefully I wasn’t too much of an innoconvince. I totally didn’t mean to fall asleep. You could’ve woken me up and kicked me out too you know-” you ramble not letting him get a word in, even though he is desperately trying, he eventually decides to fuck manners and interupt

“It really was no trouble sweetheart. You fell asleep and looked so,” beautiful he wants to say, “peaceful I couldn’t even imagine waking you up” he decides on a more appropriate word, not knowing how you would take the beautiful comment. Either way, you end up blushing and try to fight back a smile. You sit in silence for just a few seconds before you respond

“You’ll have to let me return the favor sometime, let me know what I can do to make it up to you” you suggest. Eddie has a few ideas as to how you could make it up to him but he decides on a more friendly answer, “Come to hellfire next week.”

“It’s a date” you respond with a smile, and leave.

Thanks for reading!

Taglist: @ynmunson

#eddie munson x reader #eddie munson #eddie munson x mayfield!reader #eddie munson x fem!reader #stranger things #robin buckley #max mayfield #eddie munson x y/n #friends to lovers

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Hey! Wanted to talk fangirl about Touchstarved and be a mutual ♡♡ I was thinking (prolly over thinking) that in the quiz that the devs conducted of which LI you are dating or something....like that ...there was this question "How will you most likely die in a Horror movie? Tropes only!!" (I am not so much knowledgeable on horror movies and their popular tropes...coz I am Hypersensitive and avoid it like the plague) ...but YK ..every question and every option associated with a particular LI ..was definitely foreshadowing something or telling us something about the character....so you know Leander's option was interesting...it was , murdered for losing virginity, and I was like.."woah.. really? But doesn't this guy keep a room reserved for his 'escapades' ..lol" then it got me thinking about a theory in fandom associated with him ...about the Triple Goddess symbol on his belt ...the Maiden, The Mother, and the Crone...and someone pointed out that Leander, Ais and Mhin seem to be in the centre of this poster making them quite important to the plot (perhaps?)

And well ... someone also pointed out .. Leander could represent the Maiden, Ais the Mother, and Mhin the Crone ... Due to symbolism and their personality fitting their respective goddess ....well I was thinking, If Leander is associated with the Maiden, is he somehow being punished for losing his v card ? Lmao ..Idk 😶 I mean ...the Greek myth associated with him ...or more like his name ... Leander and Hero...in the myth ...the Leander of the Greek mythology manipulates Hero into being intimate with him and tell her how virginity is a concept and yada yada ..this could be a stretch... But is he being punished for something? Something like losing his chastity? Could it be associated with how he got his magical powers..? idk...I am not the sharpest tool in the shed when it comes to coming up with very observant and thought provoking theories but I still wanted to add my two cents ...thank you for reading this (⁠｡⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠｡⁠) I appreciate your patience!

(also Ais' options was, bad writers ,side eye 👀 , is ..this telling us something about his route?

And Kuras' option was ... wandering off alone...

Reminded me of this post by the Red spring Studio...this is just an incomplete screenshot....)

(thank you for reading really..I appreciate it ... I just wanted to share what has been bubbling up in my mind this day ..I would like to hear your thoughts and inputs from others as well..I am a sucker for theories!!!)

Screaming, I’m SO sorry I took so long to respond to this!! School and life kicked me in the shins 😭 Of course we can be mutuals!! >:D

YESSS The options in the Touchstarved quiz are so interesting!! I’ll admit, the connections between the choices and the LIs were,, pretty elusive to me- The only choice I knew that was 100% Vere was being “Choked to death, but like, in a sexy way,,” 😭 When it turned out that Vere was actually associated with that option, it didn’t surprise me at ALL 💀

Also, yeah, I totally get you on being terrified of horror movies 🥲✌️

OO, I’ve seen that Maiden, Mother, Crone theory too and I find it so interesting!! Yeah, there is a lot of symbolism within Touchstarved, and I am All For It™ when people try to analyse and dismantle it!! 👏 But yeah, definitely agree that something is Up With Leander™ (I don't think I've heard of that story with Hero and Leander, I'll have to check it out!!)

AAA I loved reading this, thank YOU for your patience with my response!! /gen 😭 orz

I'll definitely tell you my thoughts/theories about Touchstarved in the future!! >:D I also love hearing other people's thoughts too- If you ever want to talk about theories or general thoughts, please feel free to send me an ask or DM!

#Scream Answers #*insert Elmo with fire meme* Another mutual!! >:D

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So, this is going to be long but I have a couple of questions and you are so eloquent Ive been waiting to find a radblr as level headed to come to abt this. Essentially in the more recent past I engaged with sex and sexual content for for lack of better explanation just sexual issues from childhood and whatnot and I have been trying so incredibly hard to disengage from anything like those bdsm type situations and relationships. I stopped watching porn, even softcore gif type of stuff and I completely stopped shaving a little over a year ago to distance myself entirely from the sort of young girl fetish. But, no matter what I say or how logical I phrase it (or having actually experienced this dynamic with a man) my friends seem to think things like CNC and other bdsm kinks are okay and help people cope. Which I also thought until I acted on it with men and I realized I was dealing with very sick people who got off on my fear and pain and WILL violate trust in small ways until they're too big to ignore. And what can you do but endure what you've been begging for and participating in? I try and negate the blame because I was young (and sidenote: from the age of 11 or so constantly seeing porn and anime hentai and just weird sexual things so easy to find I feel like I almost never had a chance with my predispositions, but still I chose to engage and so many positivity posts for like ddlg and shit like that were EVERYWHERE when I was a teen, most girls I knew saying they are making OFs as soon as they graduate and just no escape of sex in that way) and inexperienced and a heavy alcoholic along with experimenting with drugs for the first time in my life but I'm still sickened by myself. And the worst part was that I did chose it, and sometimes wanted to go farther than I could handle just out of my own intense self destructiveness and trying to awaken memories I had locked away as a sort of control over my mind but all I did was have new memories to lock away and three years of finding myself and fighting so hard to stop drinking about it. I just want to get through to them so they don't go through the same hurt that I did, especially because a friend I'm thinking of specifically went through much more horrific sexual traumas than I and I don't want her to be lost in it a new kind. Do you have any suggestions? Or even articles or reading that I could show her? I try to pepper in screenshots of radfem posts I see acknowledging it but she is very very Barbie movie liberal feminist. Idk. I just don't want her to go through the guilt and the shame and the horror anew after what she's been through after I did and i don't want her to think I'm attacking her because I know I sometimes come across as aggressive when I'm feeling passionate. I'm just so frustrated and I feel like when I make a very valid point trying to be as neutral emotionally as I can it always comes back to "people can cope however they want" and I know this is kinda repetitive lol but like yeah they can. But you're digging your own emotional grave and I know because I've done that already!!! I feel like a crazed hag yelling on top of a soap box on the roadside when I just want these young women to understand that you don't gain power by throwing yours in the toilet!!!

Thank u reading if u take the time I know this is kind of heavy but I would really appreciate feedback if u feel up to it 💛

hey I'm glad you reached out. everything you said sounds and is incredibly distressing. I can empathize with a lot of what you said; I think we've had similar experiences, and also have similar fears for our friends. you're a really kind person to want to look our for your friends, and I'd definitely like to be able to help you as best i can. I want to preface this though by (and I'm sure you've heard this before but I'll never stop saying it!!) you're not to blame, and you should never feel "sickened by yourself" :( these types of things are awful and complicated, but the fault here is never yours. ♡

suggestions on explaining

sometimes it's easier to instead of sending your friends all of the links, to maybe space it out a bit and (in whatever words you'd use,) be like "hey look what I've been reading" and maybe send the link, and (something I've done is) take maybe 1-2 screenshots of the most important parts of the article, and then also use a highlight tool to mark out 1-3 phrases from each screenshot. ideally, they'd just read the full article (and depending on how your friends are they might!) but at least this way you can ensure they won't zone out on really integral parts, and/or this way they can read the integral parts twice yk? this is j a suggestion on how to give the information, but you can give it however is best for your friends to get it!

i also understand that you've had these experiences, and I don't know if it was hard or easy to come to terms w the reality of bdsm/ddlg/cnc/etc, but for some people its especially difficult. i dont know if your friends have engaged in these things (or if youre aware they have), but "sex positivity" and "don't kink shame" is (as I'm sure you're well aware!) such a huge part of libfem ideology :/ it sucks because that makes it very hard to unlearn. and so, if any of these people you're talking to have had these types of experiences, that could make bdsm-related stuff even harder to unlearn only because (I'm referencing the one specific friend u were talking abt), if she's set on it being a "coping mechanism," it might be like that for her (or she's thinking/justifying trying it in the future). (if that doesn't apply to her, then anyone else you discuss this w it might apply to ! at least this is how it goes ime so it depends).

additionally, depending on how libfem they are, it honestly might serve both of yall better to refer to all of this w unisex words/pronouns, only cuz if your number one goal is their safety regarding this type of thing, i think the fact that the dominant/aggressive role or cnc perpetrator is mostly male, and that the submissive/subservient role or cnc victim is generally female, is a seperate conversation. they might be more open to it that way, but use your best judgement! (once they better understand, a follow up topic could be about why the same group of majority rapists irl (aka males) is the same group of majority cnc rapists in fantasies (aka males), but thats typically a seperate conversation)

OF/porn part

okay so first to tackle the OF part. i know it was brief, but here are j some links j incase + some bdsm stuff but specific to porn

OnlyFans Is Not a Safe Platform for ‘Sex Work.’ It’s a Pimp.

OnlyFans is an experiment in mass grooming

OnlyFans is sex work and pornography — stop calling it ‘empowering’

OnlyFans is just another pimp-led pyramid scheme

"ethical" porn / trafficking personal experience (the "Consider Before Consuming" series is very informative, but a lot is graphic so be prepared)

Ex-Porn Performer Describes What BDSM and Abuse Porn Is Really Like

How Porn Played a Role In My Childhood Sexual Abuse || Barbi’s Story

Jessica's Story: My Life As A Porn Star

What Led Me Into the Mainstream Porn Industry || Alia’s Story

bdsm - suggestions for explaining

now for the bdsm stuff. so for starters, something i hear 24/7 abt ddlg/cnc/etc related stuff is "its just a fantasy!" and i think an easy work around for that is j conceding that its a fantasy, and referring to them as "fantasies." i see a lot of feminists focus (imo) too much time trying to prove they arent just fantasies (and i get that in some scenarios which i will get to in a minute), but generally its just irrelevant. if someone was fantasizing about killing people, we would ofc be concerned. EVEN if that person never went on to kill anyone, it should STILL be of concern (including if they were getting aroused by the violence!). similarly to if someone was fantasizing about having sex w a daughter/kid figure or raping someone, we should be concerned. like if im against people pretending to rape others, and someone says "its just a fantasy," that is a worthless statement because i am literally against that too. i am anti rape fantasy too yk?

also if calling them "fantasies" doesn't feel right, you could also call them "situations they enact" or "situations they pretend to do," and you can even tag on at the end a "that they get aroused from." Depending on the context though, "fantasies" might actually do a disservice in that the term usually implies its just in the persons head, as opposed to something they are actively pretending to do to/with someone.

choking / strangulation

so for example, this work around goes out the window when the "fantasies" arent roles being played, and are instead actions like (the unfortunately common) "choking" or "breathplay" aka strangulation. it would be ridiculous to call this a fantasy or pretend when someone is legitimately blocking your airway and blood to your brain. "we cant consent to this" is a UK based group that (i believe?) started in opposition to the rough sex defense. i like this website because they have ample anecdotes (which the personal aspect can be more convincing for some), as well as actual information and statistics which shows the patterns of abuse. (theres more pages worth reading than j those 2 fyi!!)

this is actually another suggestion for explaining, but (especially for choking) its SO normalized that one of your friends might have even tried it on someone else, or (whats more likely still) one of their partners (specifcally bfs) could have done it to them. im saying this because its important that however you say it, its probably in yalls best interest to make it less of a moral judgement, and more like a "some people dont know this -- even the ones doing it -- but choking is actually dangerous!". if shes had a previous bf who she loved or even just liked, i imagine it would feel so hurtful so hear that what he's done is misogynistic or sadistic. i think something important ive had to learn and apply in my own life is gauging when to be more heavy on the feminist part, and when to be more heavy on the safety part, yk? like i remind myself when i have these conversations irl that some if not most of the time, my goal is to make sure the woman/girl understands why its unsafe and not necessarily why its sexist. (obviously use your best judgement on your friends because for some it IS best to talk abt the misogyny too! it just depends ofc)

CNC and DDLG

okay next. the way this woman explains cnc is well done. i think for cnc, ddlg, or other bdsm related stuff, it makes it easier for some to understand when they focus less on the person playing the victim or child, and shine the light instead on the person playing the rapist or pedo/adult or aggressor. its a real dillema that i think is best explained by this quote that ive been trying SO hard to find but i will paraphrase (and if anyone can lemme know if they know it that would be amazing), but its something like "What pro-BDSM activists require is the idea that there are thousands of men who care deeply about the issues of rape, sexual assault, pedophilia, and physical abuse, and also at the same time are aroused by it." Again i dont remember the quote exactly, but its that same sentiment. and its very true! it also forces you to ask, "why does my boyfriend get hard when i pretend to cry?" or "why does he get turned on when I say 'no'?" i think that even if you are pro- "people can cope how they want," you're still left with the scary realization that the life-long traumatic experiences of victims of DV/SA/CSA could just as easily be fantasies for others, and not just fantasies, but fantasies AS THE ABUSER.

things abusers say to intimidate, or things generally violent people say can and are the exact things people say in BDSM spaces. things victims say to escape (or don't say, like w kinks related to passing out or drugged women), or the actions both abusers and victims do, are also used in those BDSM spaces. its worth noting too that like, where are the these ideas coming from? where are they getting their material for fantasies? its sadly a collection of real experiences. sometimes w "twists," but rooted in real violence nonetheless. what came first, a rape kink or rape? the kink came from the arousal to rape. so what does it say about those two groups (cnc perpetrators and rapists) that they both do similar things, say similar things, and get off to similar things? it says something really scary and concerning, ill tell ya that. (plus they don't even have to say its the SAME thing, but the fact that its so similar isn't enough?)

additionally, where do DDLG ppl get the material/words/phrasing/etc for their fantasies? it comes from imitating children and parent conversation, and then pedo dynamics. they are aroused by pretending to talk to and then have sex w a child. the fantasy isnt something that could never happen; they are getting their fantasies from real people's experiences whether they realize it or not.

for example, i got this anonymous message like 2 weeks ago:

someone could have read that to me and told me it was someone into cnc and degredation or something, and how could i not believe it? if i had to determine if this was either a threat, or a line in someones "healthy" sex life, how would I know? despite the fact that one example of these exact words is used for aggression/malice, its scary that it could just as easily be used for arousal! both people are gaining something (power, control, arousal, pleasure) from the statement, so why would i not question ANYONE who is gaining something from that statement, EVEN when consensual.

i also think, kind of going back to the part about where cnc/ddlg/bdsm people's material is sourced (aka rooted in real rape fantasies, sometimes with "twists" or whatever but the root of it is arousal to rape), something really upsetting and sad is the fact that (for example) if someone is aroused by their gf pretending to cry and fight back in bed, if/when the bf is out and about, chances are at least at SOME POINT in his life, he will encounter a woman who was raped. and so this woman, vulnerable and retelling a moment of distress and trauma, describing her rape (or CSA or DV or torture or other experience) could and has described probably thousands of fantasies, some of which he could have participated in. people forget what a strong conditioning tool an orgasm is. do you think kinky sex with his gf wont even cross his mind, like it wont even occur to him that theyve played through this same event? sadly, of course it will. his brain has been conditioned to associate those descriptions/images/etc with sexual pleasure. thats another reason i can never get behind pro-bdsm stuff (like deny the facts now that im aware of them) cuz the stuff the abuser is imagining/pretending/etc has happened, is currently happening, and will continue to actually happen to hundreds of millions of people.

i also want to talk about your friend saying "people can cope how they want to." i think that response is misguided. id love to know where this originated because it seems so contradicting to the types of people who do say this (ime). cuz like ive seen a lot of libfems talk about mental health problems and addiction, and they are great at recognizing that sometimes things that make you feel good temporarily (like substance abuse, self harm, eating disorders), hurt you in the long run. and notice how the things i listed are also coping mechanisms? like yes people CAN cope how they want to, but we shouldnt encourage or even normalize self-destructive behavior (like the compromising and vulnerable and violent and painful scenes and roles in BDSM). imagine if someone was previously an alcoholic and is now sharing why that was so harmful for them. if someone replied "people can cope how they want to," yea thats a true statement, but that doesnt mean anything to what the person is expressing. they are saying they DID choose to cope how they wanted to, and now they are sharing how harmful that was in order to prevent others from making that same mistake

futhermore, my second point to that "let people cope how they want to" statement, would be the implication that statement suggests. the basis of the statement says that yes, there are people who engage in bdsm-related sex in order to cope with that trauma. but that implies there is also a group of people who take advantage of that in order to get aroused!

(this MIGHT be a time when its worth recognizing the sexist patterns. since female ppl make up the majority of victims of SA, and also the majority of submissive roles in bdsm, and additionally that males make up the majority of perpetrators of SA, and also the majority of dominant roles in bdsm, this could help solidify your case that patterns show what group is most likely to want that dominance/control, and who to get it from. although w this, im sure your friend might bring up "femdom" or dominatrix stuff, and you can look to this short post but if you want further explanation feel free to dm or send another ask, but regardless, thats the minority when it comes to d/s dynamics (hence why its specified its FEMdom, because the standard "dom" doesnt need to tell us its for males, but femdom needs to specify its a woman this time.))

lastly, the WDI is a generally great resource (videos like this one and this one) however I don't suggest at all sharing it w libfem friends cuz (like in both those videos) they include gender critical statements

anyway, hopefully this explanation is helpful, and i hope it goes well with your friend. i appreciate your patience as this took me a few days to get to and finish. i know i didnt cover every base, and theres a lot to be said about this topic, but i hope i sent you in the right direction.

i genuinly am hoping the best for you and your friends. you're a kind person, and I'm glad you were able to reach out. and I'm glad you're cultivating a porn and bdsm -free life! ♡ feel free to dm me anytime.

take sm care and be so safe

#radfem #radical feminist safe #radblr #sex based oppression #mvawg #male socialization #not j a reblog tag

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Hellraiser 1 live blogging

Summary: That was fucking fun. Amazing special effects, fun plot, characters I liked, and just all around absolutely deserving of its place as a horror classic.

that seems like a sweaty way to solve a box

Oh this is a fun place, look, a face!

So this guy has a brother he hasn't seen in ages.

Julia doesn't like the house. Rocky marriage, too. This weird house isn't gonna help lol. Ew, buggies. I do appreciate older movies using real bugs. Larry! Come look! A terrifying... mattress?

Frank is the brother I guess.

Then who is phone?

Kirstie has found a room, a room better than a creepy house.

Oh no, scary sex party photos. He was kinda handsome tho. Are you stealing that photo, Julia? Naughty.

Hey mover dude, stop leering.

Hello again Kirstie. Hello, ominous bridge. Hello, ominous bushes and trees. Hello ominous farmhouse.

"This is a big house" I've seen like 3 rooms so far.

"Her mother's dead". Lol. I'd heard that line before.

Julia, you got the hots for the broooo. I would also be kinda seduced by brother frank out in the rain.

Julia isn't concerned with you, Kirstie, she has an old photo to make out with. And to stand ominously at the top of the stairs with.

Now for ze attic. And erotic memories. Nice. I think? She seems into it, sort of? Kinda hard to tell, but modern-day her is totally into the - oh ok, yeah, she was totally into it.

Oh that nail is gonna be involved and I can't watch lol. *looks away*

Did she orgasm from that memory?

Ew that's a lot of blood. Bro why didn't you get a towel?

House: "slurp"

Ahh, the tell tale heart.

See, these effects are great. I really do believe this floor is bubbling with demonic energy and resurrecting a disgusting man. Fuck this sequence is awesome. Yeah I can watch this, but not a guy getting stabbed by a nail. Don't ask, I can't explain it either. That fucking rocked.

And dinner party, complete with laughter that sounds like it's coming from a studio audience. Also, you WILL get drunk, no leaving allowed! Except Julia, she's allowed.

Mmm whispers. Welcome back to the attic.

Kinda hard not to look at you bro. This makeup is awesome, and I love his dialogue? It's so casual, but also coming from a horrible flesh zombie, it's great. "Help me, will ya?" He needs more blood.

Ominous lurking, Julia. Love the lighting.

Kirstie, awkwardly: "Gnight." lol

Hello creepy fisherman dude. No idea if he's a fisherman but he looks like one. Ah, smack talking Julia. She IS fucking weird.

Of course he sleep talks. And Julia plots, and thinks about sex.

Frank's makeup is so fucking good. Thank you, 80's movie, for lighting your characters.

Oooh this is a cool effect. What's going on here? Oh, it's Kirstie dreaming. You know I give her credit for immediately calling. Too bad he's gonna die immediately after the phone call. Right? (no)

Hey Frank, you're not allowed to think about Kirstie, you already have a lady. Am I judging a dead zombie man? Yes.

Oh, so is Julia gonna grab a random stranger dude? And not kill her husband? Sorry, random dude. Come on Julia, think up an excuse like, "let's not fuck right in front of the door, idiot". I mean, he's sleazy, but probably doesn't deserve murder. He is dumb though. Julia isn't very good at this fake seductress thing, but it IS her first time. I think I would've stabbed him by now though. LOL whitie tighties. So unsexy. Woooo murdered. In his undies, how undignified.

I do love Julia's earrings, those kick ass. Tortoiseshell stars, fuck yeah. Very 80's.

You did a bad job cleaning yourself up Julia.

Mmm crunchy yum yums.

Ew he's even squishier. So slimy. Ew, no Frank, I don't wanna touch you either.

"Come to daddy" is going to make me laugh forever now.

I wonder how much porn there is of half-alive Frank.

Julia needs to dispose of a body, just give her a sec! Larry, you're kinda dumb.

Julia, you didn't really think you'd get away with murdering just one guy did you? I imagine salty skin on bare... muscle? would be very painful.

Oof, customer service. Yeah, you know, a complaining Karen and Dude Eating the Crickets sounds about right for customer service.

Welcome home, victim #2. "I like to be careful" - murdered. lol. Julia is a lot more chill about it this time, also she's becoming sexier! You know I will say she was very quickly on board with this whole murder thing. Hm Frank, you're still looking a little slimy, do you think you should be wearing clothes yet?

Ok so the cenobites introduced you to BDSM.

Julia is bored by boxing. "I've seen worse" LMAO. Also Larry, shouldn't this stuff make YOU sick? You're the guy who hates blood. Oh Larry, don't be a hero. "Guess I gotta seduce my own husband to keep him from going to the attic". Does she care a little for Larry? I think she probably doesn't want him to die, at the very least.

lmao how did Larry not see those rats?

Whoah Frank just slippin by there. Ooo he's gonna do a murder. Can Larry not hear her say no?? I'm so confused. Oh no, he was just ignoring her. Turd.

Marriage talk with your kiddo. It sure is "way beyond" you buddy.

Ah, marriage talk with the zombie.

Oh no, Kirstie is gonna get the wrong idea. Sorry kiddo, your step mom isn't cheating on your dad! Well ok, yes, she is - but not with that particular dude. Actually, the worse crime here is she's a big ol murderer. Oh wait is Kirstie actually witnessing the murder a little? I can't tell. She seems very concerned though.

I appreciate Larry wants to keep Julia from seeing the worst of the murdering. I also appreciate the crunchy noises.

I love that the whole house just constantly creaks for no reason. Nooo don't go in the attic. Eeeew icky touchy uncle Frank.

I don't know if she's necessarily smart for stealing the box, but she was smart to use it to get away.

Why is the nurse watching the "flowers opening" channel? This doctor is being so fucking weird lol. "Yeah you were found wandering, passing out, covered in blood but uh, we're gonna treat you like a criminal."

ooh, the box likes to pretend it's pretty, pink sparkles! Seems like the box can pretty much solve itself, don't know why Frank was all sweaty about it.

Hm, maybe don't go in there, this isn't a children's 80's movie. That is not a hallway to a fun adventure.

Hi two-headed fishface cenobite.

Oh fucking cool, the tiles glowing like that!

OH that's the chatterer, right? I know folks have named them all.

And it's our guy, "Lead Cenobite" - I mean Pinhead!

I love them all. They're so great. <3

Oh, is Julia gonna show Frank to Larry? Are we to guess he was murdered off screen? Does Frank have skin now? Oh nope, he's just ... wait. No. That's Frank wearing Larry, isn't it?

Why do you need to see a body so badly, Kirstie? I mean, he's gonna be skinless either way. Guess it'd be hard to tell lol. Of course, Kirstie is upset because this means the cenobites are gonna eat her.

All kinds of chaos happening now. At least Kirstie figured it out. Aww you broke Frank's new skin.

"Well, so much for the cat and mouse shit" - that got a real laugh out of me. *snort*

Oops Frank, you killed Julia a bit. Don't seem to broken up about it, but he's more into Kirstie.

There's still cenobites in the attic. I like to imagine they're just up there, twidding their thumbs like "... Is she coming back?"

I always think it's fun when you have a character wearing the face of another character because it means the other actor is playing the part now, and some folks do a REALLY good job at this.

Hey now cenobites, that's not playing fair. She's sort of trying to help you, remember? Maybe that was just a reminder "bring him to us and we'll take care of him for you". I think she's trying to draw him in? To where the cenobites are.

My friends are back!

"This isn't for your eyes" Kirstie slowly slips away like "yeah ok good I'll fuck off now for sure bye". She keeps watching though. Not sure why, I guess so we the audience can see?

Ooh, the house is bleeding, nice. Oh, Julia grabbed the box or the box grabbed her, not sure which.

Aw, Pinhead just wants to show you things.

Ah, so you CAN unsolve the box and it blasts them all back to hell. Also the house is collapsing because sure. Steve is like "no questions, just run".

Ok, the ending fight with the fishface was a little silly. "Oh, can't get a grip on the box, would you just - I can't get it! Gotta grab the box!"

That burned down fast.

Kristie, it's a metal box. Why do you think it's gonna burn? Oh hey it's bug eating dude. I feel like he was one of them the whole time. Oh yeah he was. A skeletal dragon???

And now it's back home apparently.

The end!

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