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lovecanyon · 2 years

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INSTAGRAM BLURB

harry x mother!y/n

MASTERLIST | PATREON

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harryflorals HARRY AND Y/N IN NEW YORK YESTERDAY!

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harryfan3 literal parents

harryfan9 CRYING AND THROWING UP

harryfan5 imagine being y/n…

harryfan7 his arm wrapped around her 😭

harryfan8 i will forever be jealous of y/n

harryfan10 thinking about all the shows she goes to for free

harryfan12 i cannot do this

harryfan14 having a breakdown

harryfan16 when will it be my turn

harryfan11 never if y/n is around 🤭

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harry_lambert The queen of Love on Tour

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harryfan13 screaming into my pillow

harryfan15 Y/N IS LIVING THE LIFE

harrystyles She truly is.

yourinstagram i forever adore you, my love!

harryfan17 questioning my existence

emmalouisecorrin the prettiest girl ever 🤍

harryfan19 harries are found dead after seeing this post

pillowpersonpp i support this!

harryfan21 y/n is so beautiful…i don’t blame harry

florencepugh she’s very gorgeous

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yourinstagram the boys are ready to take on fifteen madison square garden shows!

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harryfan22 15 shows in new york??? harry is making bank

harryfan25 they are literally different harry eras 😭

harrystyles My little tour babies.

yourinstagram little grouchy tour babies

harryfan23 y/n is really god’s favorite

annetwist my beautiful darlings!

harryfan26 harry having all boys has me on the sobbing on the floor

mitchrowland three harry juniors

harryfan24 i’m gonna need one of them to release medicine

gemmastyles little troublemakers

harryfan27 they look so much like harry, it’s insane

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harrystyles Love On Tour. New York City l. August, 2022.

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harryfan30 okayyy mr dancer

harryfan33 MY DREAM MAN!!!

yourinstagram go baby daddy 🗣

harrystyles You never fail to make me laugh.

harryfan31 CON😭😭 GRA😭😭😭TULA😭😭 TIONS

harryfan34 y/n really said that’s my man and my man only

alessandro_michele 🤍🍓🤍

harryfan36 he’s so 🙏

pillowpersonpp one day you are going to fall…and i’m going to laugh

harryfan32 i love him so much

jefezoff cheerleader harry

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mitchrowland he took make yourself at home serious

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harryfan42 ARLO IS SO ADORABLE OMG

harryfan44 he looks just like harry 😭

harrystyles Is he building forts backstage again?

yourinstagram yes, don’t underestimate arlo

harryfan46 i love them 🥹

pillowpersonpp arlo is a mood

harryfan40 harry = arlo

annetwist i love my grandson so much

harryfan43 he is literally harry’s twin, it’s insane

jefezoff little harry jr

harryfan47 uncle mitch posting this is just so cute

paulithepsm my favorite buddy

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harrystyles Goodnight New York.

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harryfan51 HE POSTED THIS FOR WHAT? 😭

harryfan54 screaming into my pillow

yourinstagram you stole my camera for this?

harrystyles Yes, I do not regret it.

harryfan52 i am so single

harryfan50 can someone please run me over

pillowpersonpp a true goddess

harryfan59 why did he post twice today…my eye is twitching

florencepugh i love you both so much

harryfan55 HARRY I AM TELLING YOUR MOTHER ABOUT THIS

harry_lambert a true beauty

harryfan58 crying. crying. and crying.

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pillowpersonpp my date for today.

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harryfan60 sarah and y/n besties forever

harryfan62 I LOVE THEM HANGING OUT TOGETHER

yourinstagram my lover sarah

harrystyles ??

pillowpersonpp goodbye harry

harryfan61 harry’s ?? kills me

paulithepsm sarah and y/n go on a field trip

harryfan63 when you realize they both are mothers 🥹

mitchrowland Didn’t even invite me?

yourinstagram sorry no more room in the car.

mitchrowland Wowwwww

harryfan65 why are they like this 😭

Harry Styles, father, musician and husband discusses his new album and family life. His recent album ‘Harry’s House’ was written for an all too familiar woman, Y/N Styles. Their love story goes all the way back to his One Direction days.

Late June 2013, Styles went to a coffee shop in Beachwood Canyon and met one of the baristas, Y/N. “Well at first she played hard to get.” Harry laughs. “It took me about five tries to get her number but I still got it.”

Being in one of the most famous bands in the world had it’s perks yet it also had it’s downsides. When the news of a barista dating the most favored One Direction member released, many things went wrong. Y/N had to quit her job at Beachwood Café to stop fans from coming in and harassing her over her relationship with Styles.

Harry admitted he felt guilty over that. At the time in 2013, Y/N was in college while holding down two jobs to help support her family. “Y/N was just so different from me, that’s what drew me to her.” He explained. Harry Styles dating a barista made headlines because it sounded so unlikely possible, but it was.

Right after Y/N graduated from UCLA in 2015, both her and Harry moved into a place together in Styles hometown, Holmes Chapel. She took the spot of Harry’s creative director on his team when One Direction broke up or went on a ‘hiatus’ some fans may say.

Just two years after Harry went solo, he and Y/N brought their first child into the world. Many fans did not know the couple had a child until Harry posted him snuggling his son with the caption ‘Timothy Edward Styles. 2-1-17.’

The public went truly crazy at Harry Styles and his partner Y/N having a child. Multiple fans went ‘unhinged’ as one may say. Just the news of their new child made headlines everywhere so you could imagine what their wedding announcement looked like.

“Timothy is definitely a mother’s boy.” Harry beams with a smile. “He and Y/N are attached to the hip, wherever she goes he goes.” Harry continues on still wearing the biggest grin ever.

Harry Styles is certainly a family man.

The birth of their second child Ezra made the public go into shock mode, once again. Harry Styles having children sounded unbelievable to them, yet paparazzi photos of Harry pushing a stroller had fans hanging their mouths open in shock.

The former One Direction member had always dreamed of becoming a father. Since he was little he’s always talked about growing a family and meeting Y/N made his dreams come true.

As Harry continues to discuss his family life, I see him staring at his children and wife in the corner of my eye. Even though they are busy talking to his stylist about the outfits he’s going to wear, I encouraged him to go see them.

Almost immediately he got up and sent me a large grin before skipping off to his family. The three boys with green eyes grew excited at the sight of their father and I could see it made Harry mushy inside.

The youngest Styles child Arlo swiftly threw himself in Harry’s arms which Y/N and Harry Lambert laughed at. The environment Harry surrounded himself in was truly the best.

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temnurus · 1 month

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LWJ POV Fic Recs

I've done a WWX rec list, so I thought it was about time I made one for Lan Zhan, whom I adore & can never get enough of. The fact that we couldn't see into his head during canon will forever drive me mad, & if this bothers you as much as it does me, boy do I have good news for you! There are not one but two series re-writes from LWJ's POV in this list for your reading pleasure, along with 8 other not-quite-so canon compliant fics that are nevertheless out of this world good. Not gonna lie, people, several of these would make my top 20 if I redid my favorites list today, so I wish you some very happy reading. 😉

he comes in colors by ilip13 (M, 63,596)

Thoughts: The prose was absolutely gorgeous. I loved the author’s writing style, & the way they portrayed how Lan Zhan viewed the world was breathtakingly beautiful. I appreciated the nod in the author’s note about him possibly being read as neurodivergent because I picked up on that, & it felt both familiar & comforting in an I’m-not-so-alone-after-all way. I outright sobbed at some points due to the intensity of the emotions, both Lan Zhan’s & others’.

Wei Ying’s care & consideration for Lan Zhan was very gratifying & lovely to see. The depiction of grief was deeply moving, & the dynamics between all the characters in the story were rich, deep, & very meaningful. This is a new favorite of mine, & I couldn’t stop thinking about it for days after I finished. Fic hangover is very much a possibility with this one, but it will be 100% worth it; I promise you that.

paint smears on sunny days by SnowshadowAO3 (E, 53,808)

Thoughts: Barely anything hurt in this. Like, you could blink past a minimal amount of anxiety. It was mostly an adorable kid fic in which Lan Zhan very quickly found himself falling for his son’s art teacher. Wei Ying being so desperate to spend more time with both of them was heart-meltingly cute, & I loved how he just slotted so easily into their lives it was like he could’ve been there all along. If you like domesticity & gratuitous fluff, then I urge you to give this one a go. I was thoroughly charmed & added it to my favorites list immediately.

The Price of Old Wishes by SoManyJacks (E, 67,793)

Thoughts: This was absolutely fantastic. I crave Lan Zhan POVs, & a fic that was basically canon from his perspective was very much on my wish list. I was so excited when I found it, & I devoured it in a day. The tags that serve as trigger warnings are all referring to events in canon, so there’s not really much that’s going to be a surprise in that respect. If you handled canon, then I think you’d probably be fine to read this fic. I loved the explanation for Lan Zhan’s difficulty with words being selective mutism. It’s the second fic I’ve read with that idea, & I’ve loved both of them. I highly recommend this. It’s definitely been added to my favorites list.

leave all your love and your longing behind by ScarlettStorm (E, 143,609)

Thoughts: This was one of the best modern AUs for Wangxian I’ve ever read. It hooked me from the very beginning, & I absolutely melted at how sweet & caring Lan Zhan was when Wei Ying invaded his house in a panic while trying to escape from the dog that was chasing him. His cat Bunny (so cute) was a love muffin & such a comfort in the moment. The dynamics between the neighborhood help squad Lan Zhan contacted to assist with the dog & its overwhelmed owners were also incredibly heartwarming. This fic expanded beyond a love story into a lesson on the importance of community & treating each other with kindness. I can’t recommend this highly enough. I already know it’s going to be a consistent reread for me. It really is just that good.

When the Lights Come Up by brooklinegirl (E, 50,012) Thoughts: This is more Notting Hill inspired/adjacent than strictly following that story, for which I was actually quite grateful, as there were parts of Notting Hill I wouldn’t have cared for or felt fit Wangxian’s dynamic. I loved Lan Zhan’s characterization in this so, so much. Actually, I enjoyed pretty much everyone’s characterization, even down to side characters like Lan Huan & Nie Huaisang. Wangxian’s chemistry in this was spectacular, & the yearning was FELT. I got so anxious & heartbroken during the angsty bits, but as always, brooklinegirl delivered on that happy ending with aplomb. As someone with ADHD, I lamented the lack of chapters for good stopping places, but this is a minor personal quibble & by no means takes away from the overall brilliance of the work.

Where You Fell by Sweet_William (E, 63,596)

Thoughts: The angst was REAL in this fic, y’all. The intensity of Lan Zhan’s feelings is one of my favorite things about him, & that aspect of his character was fully realized here. I cried like a baby several times in this fic. I probably lost count, to be honest. Wei Ying being homeless & begrudgingly allowing Lan Zhan to help him in small ways at first nearly broke my heart, & then it absolutely shattered into a million pieces when the story hit peak angst later on. Tissues were a necessity, but I promise you that it was all worth it in the end. The slow burn was fantastic & so, so satisfying when they finally got their happy ending. They certainly deserved it. It was very overdue!

to hold the wind by androids_fighting93 (E, 62,474)

Thoughts: I was very excited to read another Wangxian soulmates AU, & this one was particularly interesting with the execution. The first time soulmates touched they remembered a scene from their past lives together. This of course offered a wealth of opportunity for angst with the quality of the memories Wangxian would have of theirs, & it delivered exactly that.

The slow burn was torture, & I cried at a couple of different points, particularly at Lan Zhan stifling his own feelings in order to respect Wei Ying’s boundaries regarding not wanting to remember. This fic also made me incandescently angry at Jiang Fengmian & Madam Yu for being such shitty foster parents & utterly failing Wei Ying (not that it was a new feeling, heh). He got his happy ending eventually, thank fuck, because we all know I couldn’t possibly accept anything less.

And He Knew Those Silver Eyes Were Trouble by PieceofLove

Thoughts: This is basically a series rewrite of The Untamed from Lan Zhan’s POV, though the author does mix book canon in as well, like the Phoenix Mountain kiss, etc. It’s the second I’ve read, though much longer than the first & not quite as well written but only because the bar was set so high by the first! I very much enjoyed this fic. I binged it within a few days, & that’s not bad for a little over 300k. The author clearly adored Lan Zhan (as they should), so it was fun to get their take on his side of the story. I’d absolutely recommend it as worth reading, even if I still like The Price of Old Wishes best of all the Lan Zhan POV rewrites of the series I've read so far.

Adventures in Pet Sitting by raitala (E, 63,003)

Thoughts: Wei Ying was a surprise extra roommate for Lan Zhan when he showed up to his brother’s apartment to pet sit. This was the first fic I’ve read that featured Lan Zhan as the one who was under the misapprehension that he was straight due compulsory heterosexuality. Usually I see Wei Ying placed in that position, so it was an interesting change of pace.

I loved how awkward things were at first & how it built up over time with the intense sexual tension between Lan Zhan & Wei Ying. One of my favorite scenes pre Lan Zhan’s self realization earned the light dom/sub tag, & I was very jealous of Wei Ying for the experience. That’s all I’ll say so that you can find out for yourself. Nie Huaisang was another highlight of the fic. I loved his meddling & the comic relief he provided amidst the Wangxian shenanigans.

varied my velocity by fantasiavii (E, 58,876)

Thoughts: I adored Lan Zhan in this. I have a soft spot for Lan Zhan POV fics, & this one was really well done. His characterization was just perfect. My heart went out to him for the shame he carried surrounding his sexuality. It made me cry at one point. I also really enjoyed the author’s dance background & how it came through in the fic with Lan Zhan’s love of ballet. The banter & intimate moments between Lan Zhan & Wei Ying as they got closer were absolutely fantastic. I really can’t rec this highly enough. It’s a new favorite.

*Edit: So I goofed & had to replace Scales & Arpeggios in this rec list because I forgot it was an alternating POV fic, not strictly Lan Zhan's. I do promise that the brooklinegirlfic is just as good. She's one of my very favorite Wangxian authors, after all.

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marvelstan0905 · 11 months

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Boyfriend Headcanons

BF! Park Gunwook X Curvy Reader

Description : Headcanons of boyfriend Park Gunwook with little scenarios.

TAGS : Fluff, cringe, kisses, hugs, established relationships, young love, cuteness, nicknames, cute texts, insecurity, lifting, physical touch,zb1 feature?lmk if I forgot anything.

NOTES : I'm starved off PGW content lmao so I decided to write some . I hope this ok and yall like this. I made a note after the gif! Please stay hydrated and I'm sending alot of love. Love you!

WHEN YOU'RE INSECURE:

You looked into mirror sighing and huffing as you ran your hands over your body in disdain. You wore a red bikini that your friend bought you a week ago as today your boyfriend was over for a swim day. You scoffed remembering that day , she hyped you up convincing you to let her buy it for you. Now, that confidence from before had wavered as you looked at the mirror looking at your rolls and curves thinking of ways to cover them or maybe to not wear it at all.

You flinch as you hear a knock at the door pulling you out of your thoughts.

"Baby? Are you done in there ? It's been forever. Are you ok?" I heard Gunwook from outside the door. I bit my lip and wrapped a towel around myself sitting down on my bed.

"Y-Yeah..I'm ok." I answered back quickly. There was a few seconds of silence before you heard another knock.

" Can I come in? Is it OK?" He asked hesitantly. You sighed and allowed your boyfriend to enter. The door slowly opened to your boyfriend in swimtrunks and a t-shirt. His body and proportions perfect and defined unlike yours. He sits down on the bed next you and places his arm over your shoulder.

" What's wrong?" He inquired softly knowing from your tone and body language that you weren't ok.

"I-I....feel so ugly in this swimsuit. B/fn bought it for me and I was s-so confident before now....now I-I can't stand myself in the mirror. There's nothing to love in on my body-Can I wear your shirt to swim?" I explain on the verge of sobbing as I look to my hands. My boyfriend hums to show he was listening whiles inside he felt his heart break and warmth in his chest from hearing you talk badly about yourself. He felt and knew you were the most beautiful person he'd ever met. You were gorgeous inside out and made him flutter just from a simple look.

"Oh Y/n. You can wear my shirt if it makes you comfortable but I truly know you are the most beautiful person I've ever laid eyes on...There's so much more to love about you. More than your body which is a HUGE plus by the way."He winked. You let a small giggle fall from your lips as he grinned wiping the few stray tears that fell away.

"Oh look at that smile, there's my baby. Even if you gain weight or lose it, I'll always love you. Imperfections and all. I mean you love me even with all my Imperfections."

"I do. You're my beautiful boy. " I smiled which caused his cheeks to flush a deep pink. He cleared his throat to brush it off , leaning closer to your face and pecking your lips.

"My beautiful love. "He smiles against your lips, giving you plenty of pecks. I flush and whine in embarrassment.

"Stop it!"I giggle feeling better and much happier after my boyfriend's comfort. I wrap my arm around his waist from the side and kiss his cheek as a silent 'thank you' .

"OK ok. Let's go and swim,gorgeous. You can still wear my shirt if you want to but it is white..."He snickered which caused you to hit his chest.

GREETING HIM AT THE DOOR:

Wookie❤️:

I'll be there in 10mins, want anything else from the convenience store?

My Fluff😘 : No.Thank you, babe. Please be safe.

Wookie:

I will. I love you.

❤️❤️❤️

My Fluff😘 : I love you most.

😘😘

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You brought out blankets and snacks from the kitchen and closey as you waited for your boyfriend. You smiled as you heard the door open and shuffling.

"Y/N-IE! IM HERE!" You squealed as you put down the popcorn bowl and skipped towards the door. You haven't seen him in so long since he had schedules. It was so exciting to see him again. As you both made eye contact , he dropped his bags and lifted you into his arms. You squealed unconsciously trying to wiggle your way out of his arms but he held you firm and strong in his arms as promised. You lifted your legs and wrapped them around his waist as he held you from underneath your thighs.

" Gunwook, baby!" You squealed as you embraced each other happily.

"Hi, my love. I missed you." He smiled rocking from side to side as he looked deep into your e/c eyes. I brushed a strand of black hair out of his face and cupped his cheeks.

" I missed you more." I whisper softly kissing him softly on the lips. You closed your eyes and savored the sweet kiss. He pulled away and placed multiple pecks on your lips looking at you with those doe eyes which you loved ever so much.

" How was your day? What'd Gyuvin do today?" I inquired curiously as he put me down slowly. Gunwook rolled his eyes playfully taking your hand in his as he took the plastic bag from the floor.

"You actually won't believe it this time.."

CUDDLING:

"You big squshy baby. Aww look at you." You cooed your boyfriend. The two of you were sprawled out on the couch with your big tough boyfriend being the little spoon. Hugging your waist and head resting on your chest. He looked around up at you dazed as you squished his cheeks and ran your fingers over his features.

"I'm not a baby. I'm very tough. "He pouted tiredly you snickered.

"Sure, you are. So tough and cute. You're so kissable." Yoo coo once again cupping his cheeks and kissing his forehead. He was so tired from practice, he just let it go. He closed his eyes as he basked into your kisses and affection.

"Mhmm." He hummed as he listened to you ramble on about the various topics in your head and leave kisses here and there on his face. He slowly began falling into a deep sleep as you ran your hand through his soft raven hair.

".....And I was so upset with-" I was cut off as I looked down at my squish who was fast asleep. I smiled and placed another kiss onto his nose and continued watching the movie in the background.

" I love you squishy."

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butyou-callmewhenyourebored · 15 days

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Leeds Au Blurb #3

Summary: Your 3rd memory with your Ross from the Leeds Au

Warnings: Swearing. Fluff

Author’s Note: Can't believe I got this churned so quickly considering it took about 4 months to do blurb two! But here we are! I hope you all enjoy a little bit of cuteness!

Word Count: 722 words

You can read the main piece here and blurb #1 here and blurb #2 here

2023

The morning of your 33rd birthday. You woke to fresh tulips in the middle of your dining room table, a bottle of champagne and a little pile of presents sat next to them. And Ross sat at the head of the table with a French press brewing for himself and your favourite breakfast sitting waiting for you. As soon as he clocked you; the bassist put his phone down and stood to greet you with a warm all embracing hug. Tucking yourself into his side; Ross rested his head on top of your own before pressing a kiss to the crown of your head.

“Morning Sweetheart.” He beamed at you. “Happy Birthday! Made you breakfast.”

“You made my favourite breakfast?” You pouted; as he dragged over to the table.

“It wouldn’t be your birthday if I didn’t. Even figured out how to use the fancy coffee machine we’ve got, made you your favourite coffee.” He smiled bashfully at you.

“You learnt how to make an almond flat white?” You looked up at him, surprise swimming in your eyes, watching as he shoved his hands in the pockets of his sweats.

“Well, I like them too. Thought it was a skill worth having.” He shrugged.

“And when did you have time to do that Mr Rockstar?!” You smirked; teasing him before bringing your cup to your mouth. A satisfied sigh leaving your mouth as soon as it touched your lips. “Not bad MacDonald. Not bad!”

The two of you sat amongst the peaceful chatter as you ate breakfast together before he was pulling your empty plate away from you to dump in the kitchen sink. Dragging you up from your seat to your array of presents, despite your protest that breakfast and the flowers and being with your best friend was enough.

A gorgeous hand written birthday card and a gift bag of tat, that would only make sense to you and the boys and you were most grateful for them more than anything else he could have got you. You caught Ross nervously twitch as he watched you place everything back in the bag. “What’s wrong?” You didn’t take your eyes off what you were doing but you could sense him being odd as he watched you.

“I have another present… well two for you and I don’t know how you’ll respond?”

“Don’t be silly, I’m sure I’ll love whatever it is because it’s from you Ross.” You leant over to squeeze at his hand.

Shimmying his hand from yours; he started unbuttoning your favourite flannel shirt of his. You had seen your best friend in an array of states of undress over the years you had known him but you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion as to why he was taking his clothes off until he showed off his collarbone. Stepping forward to get a closer look; you immediately gulped in an attempt to hold back the tears that were brimming in your eyes. Running a finger over small cursive you finally looked up into his eyes, finding him already looking at you so softly as he waited for your reaction.

“You got my initial tattooed on you?”

“I did. Left collarbone, above my heart.” Ross smiled softly at you. “You’re my best friend. Want you with me forever.”

“Fuck!” You gasped, trying to hold back the sobs. “Why you so cute?! I love you so fucking much!” You told him genuinely; throwing your arms around his neck and squeezing him tight.

“I have one more thing.” Ross told you, pulling away from your embrace and pulling a small box out of his back pocket.

“You’re not proposing are you?”

“No!” Ross cackled. “I would never pressure you to get a tattoo but I wanted you to have me with you too. So I got you this.”

Opening the box; he held it out for you to see the most beautiful gold necklace with the letter R dangling in the middle. You pouted at how cute he was before asking him to help put it on. When you felt him release the chain from his fingers; you turned to face him, placing your hand a top of it and holding it close to your chest.

“It’s perfect. Thank you!” You told him sincerely; reaching up to press a kiss to his cheek.

Your lips catching the corner of his mouth in a lingering kiss; neither of you said anything.

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i've literally never read wolfstar in my whole life but i DO love me some drarry and i ADORE you. i devoured Disarm You and i truly. In my spirit and in my bones, need to see baby siri in subspace. or something. remus in top!space? possessive? protective? literally feral thinking about keeping sirius under lock and key (and plug) forever?? i am losing my mind here. remus being 6'5???? who do i ask about creating art for this??? tiny ass siri and NBA point guard remus?? and topping all this off with daddy!kink? let's talk about this fic and all your other favorite pairings forever and ever. write me back. love you.

UUUGH their height difference is everything to me. (Sirius is 5'7" btw, don't @ me)

Okay so, their Christmas is mostly about like, watching movies and taking baths and learning each others' bodies, just touching all the time and having cute, dirty, exciting new relationship type sex, falling into bed together whenever they want because they have like two weeks together and no one to interrupt them.

But, once Christmas is over, I absolutely want to write some stuff that's just straight up PWPs with these two, because honestly PWPs are my thing, like that's my whole fandom existence up until like 6 months ago. And they have so many things to explore together, and baby boy is obviously getting tied up and plugged up and spanked and whatever else the two of them can come up with. Because Remus is the definition of down bad for this boy, like he's going to spend the rest of his days gritting his teeth trying to resist the urge to to toss Sirius over his shoulder and drag him to his bedroom and bind him to the bed and keep him there forever, because he just wants to fucking touch him ALL THE TIME, and know where he is all the time, and keep him safe and sheltered and right where Remus can always reach him forever and ever amen.

But what he'll do is buy a little bluetooth controlled vibrating plug and have Sirius put it in while Remus is on campus teaching his night class, and every now and then he'll just unlock his phone on his desk and turn the plug on and know that halfway across the city, Sirius is wailing into a pillow, because even at a distance, daddy controls his pleasure.

And he's not gonna do that, because Remus is not actually crazy, he just has crazy thoughts, because Sirius is like a fucking dream come true, a lifetime of fantasies made flesh, and it's breaking something in Remus' brain. But he also wants Sirius to be his beautiful self, and thrive, and get his engineering degree, and take over the fucking world if he wants to. So Remus isn't actually going to act on the caveman desires.

And what he'll do is get Sirius a whole new wardrobe and all kinds of expensive bath bombs and hair care products, because while Remus isn't a jealous man, he sure is a possessive man, and the idea that Sirius is walking around in the clothes that Remus picked out, smelling like mango shampoo because Remus wanted him to smell like that, that kind of ownership makes him feel fucking FERAL.

And what he'll do is strap Sirius into these pretty cuffs that bind his delicate wrists to his pale little thighs and he'll sit him in his lap and bounce him up and down on his daddy's cock until he's sobbing and three orgasms deep and still begging for it because he's daddy's good boy.

And then he'll carry him to a nice hot bath, and wash his lovely hair, and take him to the kitchen and make him pancakes at 3 in the morning, because Remus is his daddy, and that means he takes care of him. And Remus is, above all else, a complete fucking simp for Sirius Black.

So uh, hi, and thank you 😊

#asked and answered #wolfstar

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My Eras Tour Concert experience!! (7/28/23)

Let's start at the beginning! Immediately after we got through the gates, people approached my friend and I about trading bracelets! (We also gave bracelets to the parking lot attendants!!) The energy was so fun! On our walk from the parking lot, and the entire time we were in the stadium, I was complimenting people's outfits. Everyone looked gorgeous!!! I have never seen so much glitter and sequins!!! It was so cute!! Btw the first bracelet that someone chose to take from me was "Three Sad Virgins" lol.

We walked around the stadium for like an hour. We talked to quite a few people, and traded several bracelets. We met up with one of my dad's former co-workers too! She was super sweet, and I gave her a bracelet. We went to the Capital One booth to do the Taylor elevator video thing, and it turned out really cute!! It's posted on my Instagram if any mutuals want to see. Since we were walking around and stuff, we ended up not watching the openers. It wasn't a horrible loss for us, because none of us were familiar with their music.

We were shocked when we found our seats. Our view was incredible!! We were directly in front of the stage, and we were in the first row of our area. No one was in front of us. We literally could've sat through the whole thing and still would've had a perfect view. (That being said I stood the whole time lol.) I got so excited when I heard Misery Business and Immortals play btw!! I love that Taylor has Paramore and Fall Out Boy in her pre-show playlist! Also I hadn't seen the clock countdown before. The crowd energy was insane, and I was legit about to cry before she even came on stage.

I didn't cry when she came onto the stage, but I did scream a lot lol. As expected, it was super fun to sing along to Miss Americana and YNTCD. Also as expected, my dad sang along to YNTCD! He recorded lots of stuff for me throughout the concert too. Being able to yell "shade never made anybody less gay" was a great experience btw. I started crying during Lover, and I cried again during The Archer. I really wasn't sure which songs would make me cry, but I've got to say I didn't expect Lover lol.

Onto the Fearless era! That was my first time hearing the song Fearless! She didn't play it at my reputation tour concert. It was so much fun!!! I was jumping around and dancing through the whole era. I saw my dad singing along to YBWM! As excited as I was myself, I was also happy that my dad got to hear songs he was familiar with this time. I will always cherish the memory of doing heart hands with Taylor + everyone in the stadium.

You guys have no clue how loudly I screamed when I saw Haim come onto stage in their Bejeweled dresses!! I'm so obsessed with them! Hearing no body, no crime live was incredible. What surprised me most about this era was the fact that I sobbed through marjorie. (Very intense, ugly crying.) That song does make me cry often, but I failed to consider how hard it would hit live given I recently lost one of my grandmas. The song is a beautiful tribute, and I love that Taylor gets to honor her grandmother in such a special way. My dad hugged me through most of the song while I cried. champagne problems was exactly as cool live as I expected. The crowd energy was WILD!! I will always love the intensity in Taylor's eyes when she drops the f-bomb line lol. tolerate it live was also incredible. One of my favorite songs forever and ever!! Btw we cheered for over 3 and a half minutes after champagne problems. (That's a whole minute longer than night 2.)

I have no words for how hot reputation Taylor is. I ascended watching her. I can't believe I essentially got to see a second reputation era. I have the least to say here because I had already heard the songs from this era live, but I had so much fun dancing around and I am just so so gay.

Now for Speak Now!! I had entirely avoided spoilers of what the stage looked like for this era. I was in awe of how beautiful it was! I am so happy to have heard Enchanted live, and the fireworks were perfect!! (The fireworks were not part of the show, but still very cool. Levi Stadium is across a parking lot from Great America, so we experienced the amusement park's firework display during Speak Now and Red.) I cried again during Long Live! I thought I'd be safe since I heard it during the reputation era, but my love for Taylor got to me lol. I love her so much, and I am so glad she gets to be celebrated each weekend.

The transition into the Red era was fun! I hadn't seen anything about it online, so it was totally new to me. This is the era that I could tell my dad had the most fun in. He sang along to 3/4 songs. He didn't know the words to All Too Well, but he did record the entire song for me!! Also he sang the correct words to Trouble lol. This era was so fun to dance around during. I hadn't heard any songs from this era live previously, and my dad and I fueled each other's hype!

God the folklore era was amazing. I had so much fun screaming along to betty!! It's been one of my favorites since the album came out. My inner 2020 self was LIVING!! My jaw locked during illicit affairs, which really sucked, but beyond that it was a wonderful time during this era!! The stage setup was gorgeous!!!!!

Oh. My. God. The 1989 era!!!!!!!!! So damn fun!!! I was jumping around and dancing the whole time!!!! I don't have the words, but it was EVERYTHING!!!!! I was so hyped and also knew we were right around the corner from the surprise songs!!

The surprise songs were right where you left me and Castles Crumbling!! You guys don't understand how insane my friend and I went. We knew Aaron Dessner was at the show, and we jokingly were like "haha what if we get rwylm or peace". We had also been talking about those songs in the car prior to knowing Aaron was there, and my friend said that rwylm was one of her biggest hopes. (It was in my top 10 too!) So imagine how excited we were when Taylor brought Aaron on stage and the song started. We looked at each other, screamed, and hugged. It was such a good moment. Then after, we just had no clue what to expect from the next song. Taylor started playing the piano, and the crowd went silent. I screamed so loudly it hurt my throat when she sang the first line of Castles Crumbling. I had been intentionally avoiding speaking my surprise song hopes out loud, because I was scared of like jinxing it or something. It was everything to me to hear that song. I was completely not expecting it, but Taylor knew I'd go crazy for a Speak Now TV vault song and she delivered!!!! Those song choices were perfect. It was fun going on Twitter after the show and seeing all of the memes from people that weren't there. Usually I'm right there with them and Like everything, but I got to be like "yeah sorry I was actually there" lol. Btw now that the second night has happened, I'd just like to confirm that we won lol.

Last but not least, the Midnights era!!! So cool! Just so so cool! I made my dad record Vigilante Sh*t, because I was losing my goddamn mind. That was the sexiest thing I've seen in my life. Holy wow. No thoughts just gay. I was sad because I knew we were at the end of the show, but I was having too much fun to really think about it. Taylor is such a force. Her care for her fans is so evident, and I'm so grateful she broke curfew to be with us. My love for her is infinite, and I'm in awe that I got to see my favorite person irl for a second time.

Btw I got my favorite outfits for most of the eras, and I still can't get over that. I will never stop talking about this concert!!!! My dad is going to show me his videos on the TV today, and I'm looking forward to reliving everything!! Shoutout to the #1 Swiftie dad for taking so many photos and videos! I didn't take out my phone during the concert because he was totally on top of it all. He let me live in the moment, and I'm very appreciative. Also I know he recorded me a couple times, so I'm curious to see that footage lol.

Here's some photos that my dad sent me!!

#it was really just the best time #I'll never get over it #taylor swift #the eras tour #ashley overshares

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flower boy review : fucking beautiful no complaints beyond rating on any scale. ill note some things about every song cause :3

foreword: holy shit what an opener. nothing lasts forever, nothing sticks together????? absolutely heart wrenching. amazing lyrics amazing everything THE ENDING SYNTHS?,$,%?"? breathtaking i swear to god

where this flower blooms: i would just like to say AGSGDGSUSHDHSGSHDJSHAHDGSJAGSGSJSGDD. instrumentals are beautiful tyler sounds beautiful frank sounds beautiful lyrics are chefs kiss what else is there left

sometimes...: i dont care if its one minute long I dont care its so fucking pretty and soft and sobbing material. on my first listen it jumpscared me because i thought it was BOYFRIEND. also the voice of the radio host is very comforting and helps me not dissociate

see you again: 20-20 20-20 vision cupid hit me cupid hit me with precision i wonder if u look both ways when u cross my mind i said i said im sick of sick of sick of sick of chasing ure the one thats always running through my daydreams i i can only see ur face when i close my eyes its so fucking beautiful kalis voice is heavenly this song makes me want to die

who dat boy: god everything about this one is just fucking beautiful the synths the lyrics the delivery asap sounds just so fucking good. everythings just. AGHDGDHSG and the ending feels like getting run over /pos

pothole: this is probably a song ill use to demonstrate tyler as an artist to whoevers interested in my autistic rambling cause. its one of the longer songs in the album its got stops n twists n turns the instrumental is to die for jadens voice is just so pretty. its one of The tyler songs to me. but dont take that last part seriously cause i say it about every song

garden shed: this one is the first song off flower boy ive ever listened to. it is just So. ITS JUST SO!!!!! estelles voice the slow pacing its such a good waltz. i would have to write out the whole lyrics because theres no one part of them i love more. its just so beautiful

boredom: everything about this song makes me feel like im going to die if i dont hold head in hands dramatically. its so vulnerable and heart breaking annas voice the harmonies the orchestrals everything just makes me want to sob. the end is especially devastating. another one im gonna use to explain tyler

i aint got time: god where to begin. whatever sample he used in there is fucking perfect for the job everythings so good and stimulating his delivery is flawless everything makes me wanna jump and kick and dance its all just beautiful. the ending is very silly i love it and also WOAHHHHHH. FUCK YEA GOOD FOR HIM

911 / mr lonely: just thinking about it is devastating. every time i listen to it i am mentally on the floor in fetal position. its so sorrowful and emotional while having the best motherfucking instrumentals and delivery like GOD i never doubted him but this man really does it all

droppin seeds: ok this is where my notes will fall a little flat. i cant take mentions of sex in any capacity seriously i am sorry. its a beautiful song though and i love it

november: oh god this one BREAKS me. its so emotional and open and i cant fucking get enough of it. and yet again it does so while being a FUCKING BANGER. the last verse always hits like a sack of wet mice and oh is it really bitch u know the dealy really hilly willy tilly silly hold that billy how i milly rock is soon going to become my newest vocal stim and i have no choice but to accept it

glitter: god what a devastating sad song. it really captures what its talking about. how joyful and cute and loving it is AND THEN the lowered pitch & tempo please dont save me the repetition of how ya feel? the kinda second half is all so much like being stuck in heartbreak i love it. it makes me feel like im falling from heaven. plausibly crowley style

enjoy right now, today: honestly with the sad note glitter ends on this one sounds so bright in comparison its fucking hilarious. i honestly didnt expect it to be almost fully instrumental but holy shit if anything it just shows how good he is even without lyrics. i have also never heard a more work at a pizza place song in my LIFE and its honestly making me wanna redownload roblox just cause i feel nostalgic. FUCK what a good closer

yeah thats it im done <3

#miisha.txt #i poured my heart in this post riekhdjshdsjhd #uhhhhh wait lemme just.#flower boy #it is a tag it seems. idk what for and im not gonna check <3 #tyler the creator is also a tag but i am really scared of peoples perceiving so i wont put it #flower boy was enough of a tag #anyway im done with rambling here time to hit post

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thebtstaekooker · 1 year

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My BTS Story

Starting off my BTS blog with a little ˚✧₊⁎history⁎⁺˳✧༚ Funnnnn!!! Another ARMY fan girl sob story!!! Yayyyy!!! -_- whatever. Here it is:

With Jin now in the military and the other members soon to follow, I’ve begun to question my relationship with BTS and how it might play out in the years to come as we all await BTS’s return in 2025. Before I begin, I want to make one thing clear. My story may just seem like another boring fan sob story but I think everyone’s story deserves to be heard.

I was introduced to BTS by a friend of mine back in middle school but it wasn’t until I started high school later that year that I really started to become a fan. The first few weeks of school were extremely stressful. Let’s just say I knew a lot of people from my church and some of them I didn’t have good pasts with.

Honestly, I got into BTS because it was the only thing I had to keep my sanity alive. (BTS is, in a way, my savior which is why I’m now so attached to them)Gradually, I began to get more into BTS and my school life actually seemed to improve. I guess when the military news really sunk in was when I heard about Jin’s enlistment. I had heard about military but I thought it was all a hoax lol 😂 To tell the truth, I did cry. I cried at night, I cried with a school friend who likes BTS as well, and I cried over text. It was and still is really sad for me knowing that Jin’s enlistment is the start of all the members’ soon enlistment. And it made Jin’s enlistment even harder with my birthday a few days before his enlistment date. Now it’s a new year.

My bias at first was RM. He was my first choice when I was asked for the first time who I liked. But then I started to notice V. I don’t know what it was that first caught my attention. Maybe his voice, maybe his personality and cute smile, maybe his beautiful and seemingly unreal looks, or maybe everything about him. Now I fall asleep listening to his soundtracks, I’m all for Taekook, and I have half a million pictures of V on my phone. Honestly, he’s my first celebrity crush. Wait…no…V, BTS, they’re more than celebrities. They. Are. LEGENDS!!! But yeah. Now my bias is forever Taehyung ❤️🐯❤️

(Excuse my fangirling. Btw, this is only half of my photo album named and I quote “🐯❤️Kim Taehyung❤️🐯” whatttt?? I’m a fan! A big big fan. 😋 luv u, Tae tae <333)

Moving on.

Anyway, because of my mistake of not getting to know BTS sooner, my teenager years will be concert-less, fanmeet-less, RunBTS-less, grouppicture-less. I graduate in 2026. Who knows how soon in 2025 BTS will reunite as a group again? I feel like my teenage years will always be missing something and that’s really sad. Also, BTS won’t be as young as they are now in 2025. I mean, V turned 27 just a few days ago. He’ll probably be 30 when they reunite. And he’s also mentioned that he wants to have a family someday. BTS has and will have their own lives to take care of. Who’s to say they will really be reuniting as a band in 2025? Thoughts like these are what make me emotional.

Finally, I have thoughts about what will happen to BTS if they decide to discontinue the band in 2025. Like what if BTS decides to pass on the band? Like choose seven new boys to continue their legacy? Crazy thought, I know but wouldn’t that be cool? And imagine 50 years time. Your grandchild asks who BTS was like some kids today ask who the Beatles were. What will you say? I know what I’ll say: “BTS were legends. They were the greatest boy band to ever walk the face of the Earth. They spread love and joy and incredible music everywhere they went, from continents to the internet to books and magazines. BTS were legendary superstars; they ruled the world of music. And your grandma lived to see them preforming, singing, dancing, laughing, crying. I present to you, my grandchild, I present to you, dear readers, I present to you, watching world, the seven pieces of the puzzle of greatness, the seven kings of k-pop, the seven human wonders of the world(lol maybe that’s a bit weird but anyway) Never forget BTS and their legacy.”

Now what’s your story?

#bts #v bts taehyung #jin bts #bts rm #bts suga #bts jungkook #bts jimin #bts j hope #kpop boys #future #blog #new to tumblr #first post #bts pics

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a-whole-tempest-in-a-teacup · 2 years

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For zee stwanger fings ask game, 6, 11, 18, and 29 😎

So I just typed out a whole novel only for the page to crash -_- TUMBLR DIE CHALLENGE

Anyway thanks for the ask bestie <3 I’m now on a word document and I will post this IF IT IS THE LAST THING I DO

six. favourite episode of all time?

This is… really hard! I’m gonna go with the season 2 finale because it is EVERYTHING to me! The El and Hopper car convo, Steve protecting the kids, Joyce and Jonathan and Nancy saving Will in the cabin, El closing the gate O H G O D… But honourable mentions go to the season 1 finale when they save Will and it’s cut together with Hopper’s flashbacks and THAT SONG plays… iykyk 😭 and season 4 episode 4 purely for that incredible final sequence… if I could watch it every day I would

eleven. which season has the best ending?

I gotta go with season 2 again 😌 I didn’t think we’d ever get the Snow Ball after season 1 ended but it was the most satisfying pay-off after the first two seasons! The Mileven and Lumax kisses are cute, Will is happy and healthy for once in his life, the Dustin and Nancy scene is so soft it has me sobbing every time 🤗 Especially when you think about how far their friendship has come since she slammed the door on him in season 1, ugh such a queen moment from Nancy at that dance! And not to mention the jopper hug heuheuheuheuheu… yeah.

eighteen. what is your opinion on season 4 so far?

I’M LOVING IT! The new characters slap, everyone is acting their butts off, the story is epic… I have very few qualms 😇 I yam… very scared for the final two episodes… pls just let them all be happy! But also… get it in my eyeballs right now 😤

twenty nine. opinion on jopper?

🎶 BABYYYYYY, YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIIIIIIIIFE 🎶 They’re my parents, they raised me, they’re the most beautiful people in the world, their power is unmatched, two middle-aged, kind of attractive people making out is something that can actually be so personal 😮‍💨 Listen, it’s about a grief-stricken, washed up cop who believes he’s cursed moving back to his home town to be the chief of police after the death of his daughter, losing himself in drugs and alcohol to forget his past… only to be thrown together with the woman he dated knew back in high school, an incredible woman who has always been smart, fierce, and intuitive, but the world has beaten her down and she’s been through a shitty marriage with a terrible guy who left her struggling to pay the bills and raise her two sons. And now her youngest has disappeared and she needs the chief to find him, and maybe the chief doesn’t seem capable, but he steps up because a kid is missing and he’ll do anything to get this kid back to his mother, and maybe part of the reason why he moved home again was to be closer to this kid’s mother. He’d do anything to protect her, not that she needs protecting because she’s so so strong and would go through hell and to another dimension to bring her son home. No, he looks out for her because she’s been through hell, and she deserves something good in her life, someone who loves her and keeps loving her. (If only he could realise how much he deserves that love as well.) But he knows just how far from perfect he is, too gruff and damaged, he’d just make her life miserable – he is cursed, after all. So instead he loves her quietly, doing what he can for her, too scared to draw her into the black hole that is his life. And maybe she’s scared too, because, let’s face it, she doesn’t have the best track record, and she has her boys to look after, and this man is far from perfect, and they bicker, and wouldn’t he just be another person to lose? Maybe she was never meant to have that kind of love in her life, and maybe she’s better off without it. But maybe he comes into her life anyway, without meaning to, maybe he was always there, sharing a cigarette with her under the bleachers between fifth and sixth period. They are part of each other, now and forever. And he doesn’t understand why this woman stays by his side, why she travels to another country to save him from hell, how he could ever deserve such a miracle. But she is fiercely protective over the people she loves, and she loves him, and that love makes her stronger. Even if it’s scary and uncertain and strange – maybe these two broken, lonely people can heal together… and find something that resembles peace.

I CAN’T WAIT FOR THEM TO MAKE OUTTTTTT. anyway.

Stranger Things ask game 👉👈

#jopper #stranger things #stranger things 4 #stranger things spoilers #ask #answered #it's emo hours #it's romanticising jopper hours #long post #sorry to all 9 of my followers #this post was so powerful that tumblr crashed for a moment there #and thats the power of jopper #ask me things!

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merryfortune · 2 years

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7 Heart of Heartland

Written for ZeXal Rare Pair Week

Day 7. Free Day = Selfcest

Fandom: Yu-Gi-Oh! ZeXal

Ship: Robinshipping | Esper Robin/Fuya

Rating: T

Word Count: 923

Tags: Crack Treated Seriously, Meet Cute, Emotional Hurt/Comfort

Fuya hugged his knees and buried his face into his lap. He sobbed. Or he wanted to sob but he had to be a strong boy, a hero, so he forced them down with a hard swallow as difficult as that was. The tears and the snot were too much so he swallowed harder, he tried not to cry harder, he just wanted it all to stop.

Sometimes the pressures of being Esper Robin were too much. The grind was too much work. Getting up earlier, learning his lines, doing his stunts. Even with such a supportive cast, he sometimes felt lost being a child in such an adult world of celebrities and work. It was all too much for him.

He just wanted to cry. So he did. Because that’s what he was. A crybaby.

Scolding himself, his mother’s voice echoing, compacted upon all his not so hidden feelings of inadequacy and feeling like his own self was being stolen from him. He loved Esper Robin. He loved playing Esper Robin. But he could never be Esper Robin no matter how many hours he practised and rehearsed lines or donned the costume.

The costume that he wore even now. He huddled under that sky blue cape and Fuya bit his lip. He could inhabit the name of Esper Robin but he knew that he would only ever be, forever and ever, Okudai Fuya. He clenched his eyes tight, tears blindingly hot, as he made a wish that followed the crackle of static rather than a cosmic, glittering trail of a comet: he wished that Esper Robin was real.

(So he could never have to be Esper Robin ever again, he could love him from afar or from separate, like a fan. Fuya really was Esper Robin’s biggest fan.)

With a gasp, with a change in the air, Fuya got his wish.

From behind him, where he cowered by the cupboards with the television mounted on top of him, it was like a cosmic angel descended. From the crackle and hiss of static, Esper Robin, the one and only, came through with a breath of fresh air. Digital lungs becoming real, all but a halo atop his head and all but angelic, white-gold feather wings unfurling. Eyes closed and then opening to a world which was alien to him.

Fuya gasped but the noise got stuck in his throat as he panicked. He scrambled away from the television and looked up, in awe, at Esper Robin. He oh so gracefully landed on the floor, in position zero like a dancer. He smiled calmly.

“Fuya,” he greeted him warmly, “it is so beautiful to finally meet you in the flesh. I’ve always wanted to meet you.”

Esper Robin crouched down in front of Fuya and his nerves felt like fire. His tears were drying on his cheeks as he grappled with the unreality of this moment. It was like he was looking into a mirror, a photograph, a video… of himself but Esper Robin touched his face. Gently, sweetly. Caressed him and Fuya felt at peace with it. His fingers, even through his gloves, were cold but it was a comforting cold, like dewy frost on a Sunday morning, not an empty cold like that of the vacuum of space.

“I’ve always wanted to meet you as well, my other self.” Fuya replied, nervous, there were twitches in his hackled shoulders. He didn’t know what to say. He had memorised lines all his life, both on tape and in public, sometimes even in private. To speak otherwise was odd to him.

“Now tell me, dear, why have you been crying?” Esper Robin asked of him softly.

Fuya swallowed thickly, “I… I can’t remember.” he lied.

Esper Robin clicked his tongue and he seemed disappointed that Fuya would lie to him. Even from behind his scarlet mask, Esper Robin’s expression conveyed clearly and Fuya felt awful about it. He licked his lips.

“I… I might remember.” Fuya corrected himself. “I… I don’t want to be you anymore. I want to be me. I want to duel and have fun and go to school and make friends like a normal kid.”

“I understand.” Esper Robin replied. “We can’t all be destined for greatness.”

“Yeah…” Fuya mumbled.

“But now you can be you and I can be I.” Esper Robin consoled him.

“Thank you.” Fuya replied.

“I look forward to being the people we can be stripped of each other and yet…” Esper Robin’s voice trailed off.

The bittersweet and yet. It made Fuya question if this was a dream or not but he didn’t mind. Esper Robin cleared his tears again but they were spiky with joy, not misery. He felt heartened after this conversation and they kissed. It felt like a natural conclusion to what was both a first meeting and a knowing of entirety.

Fuya’s heart soared as Esper Robin kissed him. Passionate but not aggressive, of technique but apparent this was his first kiss as the series was not a kissing-and-hugging show, despite what shippers would want. Fuya didn’t mind as he released himself from that mindset. It didn’t matter that he was an actor and Esper Robin was a fictional character, it didn’t matter that both of them were abnormal.

All that mattered was the comfort which was sweet and chaste, the epitome of the self. Hurting and healing. Absolved of all which plagued Fuya and enchanting Esper Robin unto his next adventure with his most important person now by his side.

#ZexalRPWeek2022 #selfcest #yugioh zexal #yugioh #zexal #okudaira fuya #fuya okudaira #esper robin #writing tag #heart of heartland #is it really a merry week if i don't write selfcest????

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love-strawberry · 2 years

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bitch, you're my soulmate

summary : in which they take the next step and break the internet.

pairing : ben barnes x reader

warnings : language

author's note : hiiiiiiiiii is was requested by the lovely @mrs-brekker15 and is kinda inspired for one of my harry styles social media fic but enjoy !!!

tagged : @mrs-brekker15

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y/n_ the cakes my dEaR fRiEnDs and bOyFrIeNd got me for my birthday

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benbarnes the first thing i saw when i woke up today and my reaction to it, thank you for both the cake and the picture darling

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freddycarter1 be glad she didn't poison you

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-> benbarnes i'm good, thanks!

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-> benbarnes calm down, we'll be fine, i think

username ben being scared of y/n is so funny

username i can't-

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y/n_ the most unexpected way he could've proposed, but i wouldn't change it for the world. ben, i love you, so much, even if you're a little shit. there's no one else i'd rather spend my entire life fighting and arguing with over silly things. i love you <3 you make me the happiest

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username IM SORRY BUT WHAT?

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jessie_mei_li OMG IM SO HAPPY CALL ME!!!!!

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andrewgarfield was the cake REALLY necessary but IM SO HAPPY AARON AND I ARE ON OUR WAY

username THE WAY THEY KEEP BREAKING THE INTERNET

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tchalamet why did you say yes?

-> y/n_ because he got down on on knee and asked nicely

-> tchalamet you didn't have to say yes

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benbarnes i know i proposed in a very unexpected way but it doesn't change the fact that you're my everything. i love you and can't wait to spend forever with you <3

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username true love right here people

username IM SO HAPPY FUR THWM

jessie_mei_li so much love for both of you !!!!!

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tchalamet congrats ig jk, IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU !!!

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y/n_ i wouldn't have it any other way, i love you <3

-> benbarnes i love you more <3

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kittheyounger just wait till im in london, im throwing you guys the best part ever

aarontjohnson please y/n_ think twice before marrying this twat

-> andrewgarfield what aaron said

-> benbarnes stop trying to break my engagement please

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luversgirl · 2 years

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MY OBX REC LIST, part three

( ☾ = angst, ☆ = head-canon, ❀ = fluff, ✧ = smut )

rafe cameron

— him ☾ ❀ ( awww )

— yearning for wrong things ✧ ( damn they bold )

— tired ❀ ☾

— complicated ✧

— four wheel drive ❀ ( i love this omg )

— more than anything ❀ ( SOBBING )

— shameless ✧ ( i- )

— the middle ❀

— one night, two consequences ✧

— platonic ( series )

— cam girl ✧ ( HOLY WATER IS NEEDED )

— goodnight kiss ☾ ❀

— girls day ❀ ( cuteness overload )

— don’t touch them ❀ ( AHHHHH SO CUTE LOVE THIS )

— oh delilah! ( such a mf cute series )

— two is better than one ✧ ( with jj babe )

— sleeping in the clouds ❀ ( crying & crying )

— till death do us a part ☾? ( love this omg )

— ha ha then what? ✧

— more than friends ❀ ( slay kelce slay )

— willow ❀ ( THIS IS THE BEST OMFG )

— the breakup ✧

— possessive ✧ ( part two )

— tired ❀ ☾

— oh, baby, please ❀ ( lmaooooo )

jj maybank

— jj maybank as your boyfriend ❀ ( v on point )

— phone sex ✧

— safe space ❀ ☾ ( this hit home omg )

— showering w/ jj ❀

— cherry ☾ ( feat rafe )

— when there was me and you ☾ ( shitting fucking tears )

— are you okay ( series )

— moving on ☾ ( i need a part two omg )

— waves ❀

— fresh start ☾ ❀ ( fav fic ever !!! poly!jj & rafe boy )

— speechless ☾ ❀ ( i- i’m speechless )

— a sunday kinda love ❀

— sorry ✧ ( feat rafe )

— i’m thankful for u ❀ ( aghhhhhhhh so cute )

— high school sweethearts ☾ ❀ ( THIS OMG )

— blind ☾ ( OMG THIS )

— tender love & care ❀ ( THIS IS A WORK OF MF ART )

— you’ve got my devotion but man can i hate you sometimes ❀ ☾ ( this fic omfg )

sarah cameron

— lucky woman ❀

— be a good girl ✧ ( lawd- )

— carren ❀

— passion in the hot tub ✧ ( screaming )

— prom ☾ ❀

— affection ❀ ( awww )

— beautiful ☾ ( part 2, part 3 & part 4 sobbing )

— something new ❀

pope heyward

— yellow sticky note ❀

— our little secret ✧

— hollow ☾ ( omg the endddd )

— love like this ❀

— commando ✧

— angels like you ☾

— fire alarm ❀

— risk ✧ ( lord- )

— it’s you idiot ☾ ❀

— love like this ❀

— bleachers ✧

— chills and thrills ❀

— coffee shop kisses ☾ ❀

— what you’ve been missing ☾ ❀ ✧ ( part 2 & part 3 )

barry

— lighthouse ❀

— protect ☾ ( feat dad!rafe so mf cute )

— thunder rolls ❀ ( luv this )

— absolutely shitfaced ❀

— need ✧ ( feat rafe )

— blueberry ❀ ( so cute imma die )

john b

— a friend in need is a friend indeed ✧

— rich & sad ☾ ✧

— new girlfriend ❀

— till forever falls apart ☾ ❀ ( SO MF CUTE )

— licking ✧ ( i- )

— secrets out ❀ ( a lil smutty too )

— john b reaching to y/n spraining her ankle ☆ ❀

— christmas confession ❀ ☾

— breaking the rules ❀

kiara carrara

— mine ❀ ( the fluff ugh )

— room for one more? ✧ ( feat sarah of course )

— affectionate ☾ ❀

— matching girlfriend bracelets ❀ ( my hearttt )

— home ❀

— baptize your thighs till it hurts ✧ ( not a jiara fan but… )

— drunk ❀

— the oceans dance ❀ ☾ ( this > )

— masturbation ✧

— she looks just like a dream ❀

— cocanie ☾ ( part 2, part 3. SO MF GOOD )

— strawberry kisses ✧ ( lawd- )

#outer banks #obx #obx imagine #outer banks imagine #outer banks fanfiction #rafe cameron #drew starkey #jj maybank #drew starkey imagines #drew starkey x reader

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chemicalpink · 3 years

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Pairing: Jungkook x Female reader

Words: 4.7k

Genre: smut, angst, fluff if you squint really hard, childhood friends to lovers AU

Warnings: unprotected sex, bathroom sex, infidelity, JK is a heartthrob that is bad at feelings, YN realises she’s been in love with JK all along.

A/N: this is me trying to write longer fics, I liked how this one came out yayyy. This goes out to the @thebtswritersclub monthly prompt _____ to lovers, in this case it’s childhood friends to lovers. I just- I really liked how it came out, I’m so excited to know what you guys think of it.

Summary: Falling in love is such a curious thing in life, Jungkook would know best, after pinning over you for years on end, only to have his best friend take away his opportunity, or does he?

The sun was shining brightly over the park as you made your way down the slide, hot skin scorching at the contact with the yellow plastic, although you couldn’t bring yourself to care as much as your mother would, meeting Sungho at the end of it, who was covering his eyes as best as his arms would allow him to do, summer was almost coming to an end and you two had decided to spend every single second of it together, much to both of your mothers’ dismay who had long decided to take turns to tire both of you out by the neighbourhood park, nothing too exciting, if it weren’t for your young imaginative minds combined, which turned you into the closest a six year old could get to being a menace.

As you smiled brightly at your friend, you couldn’t help but turn your head towards an almost inaudible whimper coming from the shaded side of the park, finding a kid around your age plopped down by the tree, desperately drying his eyes with the back of his hand, small sobs coming out of his lips as three other kids, which you knew to be a little older than you and quite disrespectful at that, kept laughing at the boy, so really, what else were you supposed to do if not come in to save the day. “Come on Y/N they’ll make fun of us too” Sungho said as he tried to tug you away, only to have you stand your ground firmly

“If they make fun of me, I won’t cry” you crossed your arms stubbornly over your chest

“Y/N let’s just go”

“You go, Sungho” Sungho was always the type of kid that your mother kept reminding you to be more like, always righteous, never picking fights like you were known to do, but you really couldn’t stand watching the mysterious kid crying by himself while no one else did anything in the slightest. So you stood between him and the three kids that were still making fun of him, head high, fists up by your sides in a superhero pose “You shouldn’t make fun of others”

“Why don’t we make fun of both of you then, Y/N?”

“At least I can put my shirt shirt when I’m dressing myself, Areum” the girl looked down for half a second before staring you down, full of rage before huffing and turning around in true mean girl fashion.

You turn back to find a pair of bambi eyes staring at you, sobs silenced, although his chest still showed him trying to fully catch his breath. You extend your hand for him to take it so that he could stand up “I’m Y/N what’s your name?”

“I’m Jungkook” you were quick to grab his arm and pull him to where Sungho had watched the whole scene with Areum, now staring at the way you dragged the slightly shorter boy towards him

“Well Jungkook, this is Sungho and I just decided that all of us three are going to be best friends forever” the small boy smiled at that, bunny teeth showing in the process, eyes sparkly with wonder and pure appreciation, contrasting the look on Sungho’s face.

“Y/N I think you need to have girl friends to have these sleepovers with, Jungkook and I are boys” Sungho says as soon as you pass him the mirror and he is left staring at his reflection with a ton of glitter eyeshadow on his face, you turn to look at Jungkook, who is currently sprawled out playing with his nintendo, a set of pigtails adoring his head along with the hottest pink lipstick you could find

“I don’t mind it” he stuffed his mouth with chips as he continued to play on his console, not sparing any of you a look, although you smiled at him fondly, grateful to have him play along whenever Sungho didn’t feel like it, which seemed to be more and more as all of you grew older.

“Well I’m going to take this off” he said as he ran into the bathroom to wash his face. Good luck trying to get rid of glitter.

You huffed out a sigh at how boring it was getting if Sungho didn’t like to play your games, along with Jungkook being stuck inside his own little world. “This is so boriiiing”

“It was your idea Y/N”

“Yeah but you guys are no fun”

Jungkook pauses his game to turn to look at you “We can watch a movie if you’d like”

If someone were to tell 6 year old you that twelve years later, the kid that used to make fun of you would turn into your best friend, you would have probably laughed in their face, although as years went by, Areum had finally gotten better in terms of personality, up to the point where she had a full on talk with you before you decided to give it a try, even more so as she now took it as her job to protect you in high school, seeing as she was a year older than you.

“Jungkook has changed” the brunette said while taking a seat next to you inside the cozy smoothie shop, crumpling up her receipt inside her bag distractedly as you just stared at her, not knowing what had prompted her to talk about your best friend, Jungkook wasn’t exactly what one would consider popular, especially amongst the higher grades, especially not given the bickering grudge he held against Areum after all those years.

“What do you mean?”

“Just- seems like before summer he was this scrawny little thing, deer eyes, soft smiles” you looked at her intently, Jungkook had gone on vacation with his family for weeks as soon as finals were over, leaving with the promise of hanging out for the few days before school started again, similar to how you were now hanging out with Areum, her having arrived back a few hours before Jungkook “Now- well”

There were a million thoughts running inside your mind, some seemingly more plausible than others, tow hich yopu found yourself asking “Areum, did you fuck Jungkook?”

“I mean- we were both staying at the same hotel Y/N” Areum sipped on heir smoothie as a way to act coy about it, wide eyes turned the other way at the prospect of having said out loud that her latest conquest was none other than little Jungkook, the guy she had always made fun of for one or another reason

“Oh god you slept with Jungkookie” and you really tried to picture her, accepted into college, beautiful Areum, long lean legs, model faced Areum, flirt queen that always seemed to go for older guys Areum, paired up with sweet Jungkookie, sure, your best friend was cute, handsome even, there was no denying it, he was just not- Areum level handsome, Areum liked going out to party, let men shower her in drinks while Jungkook absolutely loved staying home battling Sungho in the newest video game that was around “I-I have no words”

“Y/N- Y/N don’t judge until you’ve tapped it” your friend seemed to space out for a second, as if looking back at her time with Jungkook, dreamily. “The guy got buff”

And sure he did, not only did Jungkook was now full of muscle, he also apparently had renewed his wardrobe, bought a motorcycle and apparently had even grown a few centimeters taller, or at least that much was said by Sungho as you three met up for lunch the day before classes started again, trying to catch up as you did every year when the three of you didn’t get a chance to hang out much.

“So are we getting that newly released game Kook?” Sungho mentioned in what appeared to be the background, your eyes completely fixated on whomever the man sitting in front of you was, definitely not your best friend Jungkook.

“Nah dude, I sold all my consoles and games to buy my bike” your eyes widened at the confession, probably mirroring the uttermost shocked look that Sunho was also sporting. Jeon Jungkook selling his videogames was definitely a sign of the apocalypse. You were about to make a comment before you heard a very familiar voice behind you, making you turn your head towards it.

“Jungkookie, you wanted me to come over?” her eyes had that sparkle in them which you have come to recognise as her being infatuated by someone, even if she didn’t really talked about it openly, you turned towards Jungkook in disbelief

“Yeah, Areum, lose my number”

You consciously close your mouth at the exchange as Areum backed away from the table muttering an ‘oh..okay’ as Jungkook smiled daily at her, your eyes lock in surprise with Sungho’s, both of you silently agreeing that this Jungkook was certainly a new side neither of you could yet guess whether or not you would continue to be able to befriend, although the history between the three of you spoke volumes.

And just like that, enough to get whiplash from it, Jungkook’s lazy uninterested eyes were replaced by the squinty smile you had learned to adore over the years, bunny teeth showing as his laugh resonated in the restaurant “Oh god you guys should have seen your faces!”

Your eyes travelled along the expanse of the space you three were in, looking at Sungho for a clue to pick up about what was happening, coming up empty handed as he spoke first “Dude I almost had a heart attack, I thought you had sold your games!”

“Oh no that I did” Jungkook took a sip out of his drink calmly

You tried not to show how nothing made sense in your mind “And that thing with...Areum?”

He placed his cup down, looking at you with wide eyes humming softly “Yeah that was a thing too, she’s been texting me non stop after we hooked up. I’m just glad I’m back with you guys”

So Jungkook had changed, that much was true, just not as much as he let people believe. Sure enough, the guy was now pure muscle, rode a bike everywhere, and made it his lifeplan to conquer as many girls as his schedule allowed him too; he also made a few other friends outside of your friends' circle, enough for rumours to go around about him being involved in shady business, or him hooking up with somebody’s mum. Either way, if you were to turn a blind eye to his social persona, Jungkook was still your and Sungho’s little Jungkookie, bambi wide eyes that teared up whenever it was movie night and you picked some chick flick, bunny teeth and loud giggles as he played a prank on Sungho, even though you could tell his heart just wasn’t in it as it was before.

“I’m gonna ask Y/N out” Sungho has asked Jungkook to meet him outside of campus on the first weeks of college as all three of you decided to attend together, uninterested on whatever it was that he was about to tell him, but trying to keep up his fractured friendship with the man (and you) he had shown up, even so a little fashionably late to make his point clear.

“And you’re telling me this because..”

“I don’t want to make it awkward, Jeon” Jungkook scoffs before rolling his eyes at Sungho “Don’t think I haven’t noticed you little boy crush on her for years”

“What I think you haven’t noticed is that I don’t do feelings” Jungkook retorts as he approaches him “And although I find Y/N to be quite fuckable if you ask me, I appreciate her enough not to put her in a weird place like you’re about to do, asshole”

Once weeks rolled around, things kept on being as the were after that fateful summer where Jungkook completely reinvented himself, even as semesters came and went, Jungkook grew a bit more separate from both Sungho and yourself, although it became a little harder to discern whether it was because of Jungkook or due to the fact that Sungho and you had started dating during the first semester of college. Sungho had no real answer to give you when asked about it, saying that outside of the scheduled movie night you three kept on sharing, he barely even texted Jungkook on his own.

“I heard your girl is getting married” his friend said as he handed him an opened beer, taking his place back against his bike in the middle of the night after some race they had gone to near the outskirts of Seoul.

Jungkook took a swing out of the bottle, squinting at the questionable choice in alcohol “I don’t have a girl Jihoon”

“Oh? Then what’s Y/N?'' he felt the blood draining from his face, heart heavy, breath hitching inside his throat as soon as your name left his lips. Of fucking course Sungho would try to marry you before you graduated. That bastard.

It was quite funny really, Jungkook knew from the very start, back when all three of you had 6 years old and you had saved him from a set of mean kids in the park, that Sungho was never fond of him, or rather, of the relationship you had developed with him, sure, the two men had bonded over a few shared interests as they grew up, but the only thing that kept them together was you. Sometimes Jungkook guesses it could have been him instead of Sungho, asking you out, sharing nights together, even being about to get married. But those thoughts were only wishful thinking, he had long ago decided that you deserved so much more than what he could give you, what with his eternal fear and inability to give himself up to others. So he had let you go, never thinking about the possibility of Sungho taking a place he wasn't worthy of either.

"Good for her"

It wasn't long after learning that you were engaged, that the invitation arrived to his apartment, just a few days after graduation. It wasn't really a surprise anymore, even back when he first heard the news, it wasn't that surprising, he guessed it was the years of knowing both you and Sungho, learning your patterns, that he had somehow seen it coming. It didn't make it any less hard to wish you weren't about to walk down the aisle to a man that wasn't him though. But he kept repeating to himself to stop being selfish, he had lost his chance, not that he ever had one to begin with, but as long as you were happy, he would be too.

And you really did seem happy, so he was willing to just ignore the way that his chest seemed to constrict every time your eyes locked on his from across the room as the rehearsal dinner, you were sporting a gorgeous emerald dress, the same colour as when you two first met eighteen years back, his mind spinning with impossible scenarios as each minute that passed really just turned out to be a minute closer to watch you walk down the aisle to another man, one that was supposed to be his best friend at that.

“Bride’s or groom’s” A sweet female voice called him as he sipped on his fifth? sixth? champagne flute, finding a woman staring at him with what he has come to recognise as lust.

“Eh.. you could say both”

A glimpse of recognition could be seen in her eyes before she spoke again “You must be Jungkook then, the overseeked bachelor”

“In the flesh” He smirked at her as she took a hold of his hand, guiding him upstairs to where you and your soon to be husband had booked bridesmaids and groomsmen alike for the night. Not that the blonde had anything to do with how utterly horrible he was feeling about the whole wedding situation but perhaps fucking his frustrations out would help just a little.

Jeon Jungkook was never the one to stick around until morning, that much was true, and although he might be known for a varying of unspeakable things, nothing could have prepared him for what he had to witness at ungodly hours.

He picked up the rest of his clothing after half dressing himself, not even sparing a second glance at the woman that was laying on her bed peacefully, careful not to make more sounds than the inherently necessary, his curiosity is peaked as he hears faintly moaning and skin slapping skin coming from the room next door, seeing the door barely open, and against his better judgement he peeks inside only to feel his heart pounding against his chest, blood rushing inside his ears as he can’t seem to look away from the image presented to him. Sungho, your soon to be husband, the one that he used to consider his best friend for years on end, the oh so righteous Sungho, ever morally correct Sungho, bending your other so-called best friend and maid of honour, Areum, over the comforter as he fucked into her. A few hours before he got married to you. After everything that he had put him through, making him believe that it was in your best interest top let you go, that he should have handed you over to him, that he was the best option out of the two of you to build a life with.

Jungkook sees red and doesn’t quite remember anything other than Areum running out of the room as he punches Sungho in the face, receiving some punches back.

“You absolutely disgust me”

The bastard has the guts to laugh at him “You know, Jeon” he goes to inspect his face in the mirror “If you burst Y/N’s bubble, you’ll forever be remembered as the stupid little boy that was jealous enough on her wedding day to ruin her life”

Jungkook clenches his fists by his side before deciding to turn his heels and leave the room, vision still blurry in anger, breathing ragged, a small trickle of blood making its way down from his eyebrow as he almost automatically walked himself to the other side of the hostel where he knew you must have been resting, taking a few too many second to decide to knock on the door.

“Jungkook? What are you- oh god” sleep seems to leave you as soon as your eyes lock on his beat up face, him smiling at you in a futile attempt to have you not worry that much about his well being, but of course you were already searching for a first aid kit as he took a seat on your bed “Jungkookie, what happened?”

And perhaps he didn’t think it through that much, but he couldn’t let you walk yourself into a marriage blinded by the persona Sungho had always made you believe he was. “Y/N” he took your hands in his, stopping you from rubbing any more antiseptic into his cut “You’ll hear,a nd probably have already heard, too much shit about me”

His eyes beg you to stare at him intently, and although the whole scenario had you giggling out of nervousness, it soon died down “Kook, what are you talking about?”

“Y/N- Sungho is not the man he’s made us think he is” your eyes scan his face for any more clues on what he’s saying a syou feel a beeping sound closing in on your ears, overwhelmed by the situation “And he’ll probably say this is me just being a jealous asshole after being in love with you for more than half of my living years but-”

You stare at him in horror as your hands remove themselves from his hold as if he was burning, standing up from where you were seated next to him, feeling your whole world being crushed down a few hours before what was supposed to be the happiest day of your life “No” you take a step back as you hold your chest, feeling hot tears welling up in your eyes “Jungkook please don’t do this shit to me”

“Y/N just- don’t marry Sungho” somehow he had willed his voice to remain calm

Your head shook fervently at him, as if somehow the action would make him retreat his words “Sungho loves me, Jungkook”

His eyes were ice cold at your words “He loves you enough to fuck Areum a few hours before making you his wife”

He really didn’t mean the bite on his words as he said them, this had nothing to do with you and everything to do with that asshole you called finacé, so he could completely understand when through your tears, chest heavy with rage and head spinning you asked “Please leave”

And he did.

Everything seemed like a fever dream. The words that Jungkook had said, the implication that it had. And really, if it weren’t for the fact that Jungkook was gone from the whole ordeal, you could have sworn your life that it was nothing other than a nightmare, Areum was as bubbly as ever, helping you get ready. Sungho’s good morning text still found its way into your inbox. Jungkook had not only accused you fiancé of cheating, but had said he had always been in love with you, no further proof to his words, so you decided to go as planned, yet you found yourself hyper aware of every move Sungho made, especially when they involved Areum.

You stood in your pristine white dress in front of a couple dozens of guests as traditional words were spoken, your mind a thousand miles away as you kept on looking towards the door, hoping that maybe, just maybe, they would open up, Jungkook would show up and stop you from making what could potentially be the worst mistake of your life.

"If anyone objects to the marriage, speak now or forever hold your peace." your eyes trail to the soor, yearning to hear Jungkook’s voice amidst the otherwise silent chapel, but it never came.

“Hey, Y/N come dance with us,” one of your bridesmaids say as the night progresses after dinner, some loud beat taking over the venue at the reception, making everyone stand up to dance, including your now-husband as you find yourself sulking sitting on your designated table.

“I’m fine, you go” you try to flash her the biggest smile you can as she goes, leaving you once again with your thoughts. Thoughts that mainly involved Jungkook, figuring that after all these years, life had managed to finally separate you, heart yearning to have him close to you, the more you became aware of your current life path, the more you realised what a humongous mistake you had made. You had always thought that marrying Sungho would give you a sense of utter happiness, of fulfillment, whether what Jungkook said was true or not, as you watched your husband having the time of his life without you. If he were Jungkook, he would be seated right by your side.

Jeon Jungkook, as deviated as he appeared to be to everyone, as much as he slept around, he had demonstrated to be the most loyal human being by your side up until the last second of your friendship, unlike Sungho, he had always been interested in what you wanted to do, had always let your voice be heard, had helped you through rough times when Sungho was nowhere to be seen, perhaps you had chosen the wrong best friend to fall in love with a few years ago, the wrong man in your life to marry. It had been Jungkook all along. It could have been Jungkook all along.

Your eyes fixate on the way that Sungho whispers something on Areum’s ear and you feel your blood boil, more out of self-pity and annoyance at letting such a man manipulate you rather than jealousy as you stand up to make your way to the bathroom, in hopes of freshening up before coming up with a plan to fix this mistake.

You sigh as you hold yourself up by the sink, looking at yourself in the mirror, pondering just how deep you’ll have to dig to come out of the mess when you hear an all too familiar deep chuckle behind you “So you realised”

You turn your back to the mirror to face Jungkook “That Sungho was an asshole or that I’m in love with you?”

His eyes turn into those deeply surprised deer shape you remember from when he was younger for a split second before they’re filled with something else between lust and deep appreciation as he backs you up further against the sink, a tattooed hand coming up to your chin “Does that mean I get to kiss you with no regrets now?”

“Would you kiss a married woman, Jungkook?” you ask playfully, matching the brattiness in his tone

“Only the ones whose husbands are assholes” and so his lips capture yours in a sweet quick kiss that has you wrapping your arms around his neck, leaning in once again, escalating from a very much due kiss filled with words that are unable to be said, into a fiery pit in the low of your stomach at the prospect of kissing Jungkook while still being in your wedding dress, just a few hours married and kissing another man.

Jungkook’s hands have abandoned their place on your figure in favour of trying to undo the little buttons on the back of your dress, breaking the kiss to complain “God just how many buttons does this dress have?”

Soon enough your dress lays forgotten on the floor, matching lingerie covering your body as Jungkook has most of your body up against the mirror, panties aside in favour of having him fingering you, arms almost failing to keep you upright as he mouths at your skin, moans escaping your lips regularly as he pumps and curls his fingers inside you, lewd noises taking reverbating on the small bathroom’s walls, a faint trail of bass coming in from the party “God you’re so perfect Y/N” he grunted as you heard his zipper coming down before feeling the tip of his cock teasing your entrance, his hand coming up to grip your hair making you face the mirror, makeup completely wrecked, the sight almost unrecognisable to you, a slight burning but pleasurable sensation on your scalp “I bet that bastard Sungho wouldn’t be able to wreck you like this” without further notice entering you from behind, your walls clenching against him as you felt him slowly but firmly making his way in and out of you at a building rapidly pace, a moan slipping past your lips and Jungkook shushing you in exchange as he increases his speed and you bit your lip to forbid any noises from coming out, afraid of being heard even when you knew it would be almost impossible to do so over the loud party noises, this bathroom being so far away from it.

Jungkook had placed your right leg up the sink, hitting an even deeper spot that had you building your orgasm at an incredible speed, throwing your head back in pleasure, feeling him completely inside you as heat pooled in your lower belly.

“K-Kook I’m gonna-ah! I’m gonna cum” a few flicks on your clit with his expert fingers as he helped you keep yourself upright did the trick as Jungkook made sure to somehow thrust even deeper, a loud moan scaping you as he spilled his warm seed inside you, quickly adjusting back his boxers and trousers as one of his fingers collected some cum that was dripping down your thigh to push it back in, letting go of you to hold yourself up against the sink, pulling your panties back in place.

“Think that counts as a wedding gift?” he turns to leave the bathroom, leaving you heaving to haphazardly step inside your dress as you trail behind him, finding him resting against a wall, his bike roaring a few meters away as he smiles your way knowingly as he puts on his helmet, throwing another one your way "So.. all ready to leave that asshole of a husband now or should I wait another 15 years?"

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can u do a blurb about reader wanting a baby and asking her co-worker Spencer to be the donor because he's smart and nice and she wants a cute baby?

you said blurb and i read 2K word fic apparently lmao

Late nights behind a desk were the worst. Y/N hated reading over case file, after case file, of horrific things as she tried to choose where they went next.

The only plus side was that she wasn’t alone, Spencer was at his desk just beside her. Like he always was. They had an interesting friendship, to say the least.

Ever since Y/N joined the BAU, Spencer and her were glued at the hip. They had all the same interests, liked the same music and movies, and they spat out information the same way, they were like each other’s dorky other half— but it was just a friendship.

They had a tradition to watch at least one movie together after a case, to just chill for a bit together. Always randomly picking one of their apartments to go to, spending the night together until one of them eventually wandered off to bed. Leaving the other on the couch.

They weren’t aware of their feelings for each other for a while. Both of them being so used to being alone, and never having anyone be interested in them before. It was hard to understand if the feelings they had were pure friendship, or if it could ever be more. If the sex would fuck everything up and take away that perfect happy place they found in each other, or would it make the bond stronger?

She noticed the crush before Spencer showed any signs of liking her back. She woke up every morning thinking of him, that's when she came to the conclusion that it was more than just a friendship. She wanted him in her life forever, she wanted to kiss his perfect lips and hug his soft body, wake up beside his messy hair and just love him for the rest of eternity.

She sighed as she picked up another file, not excited to learn about the horrible acts taking place in what people called, “the best country in the world.” She’d disagree any day of the week.

This one was a file about some missing kids apparently being spotted in a van altogether in Georgia, it looked interesting enough to be the next case. She hated reading all the info, seeing every kid's happy face in the file knowing that’s not how they looked now.

“Good god,” she groaned as she flipped through the case.

“What’s wrong?” Spencer asked over the divider.

“Nothing,” she shrugged, “just a bad case.”

She handed it to him over the desk, hearing him flip through all the sheets as he read a million words a minute. “We should show this to Emily first thing,” Spencer agreed, pushing himself over to her desk in his wheely chair.

“I will,” she smiled softly, taking the file back from him and placing it on her desk.

Spencer stood then, making his way into her space and rubbing his hand over her back slightly. “Are you okay?”

She sighed, “actually. no, I was telling Garcia I want to have a baby soon, and then I see things like this and I’m scared to do it alone but I don’t have any other option?” Ranting to him like he was her therapist.

“What do you mean?”

She turned in her chair to look up at him, his soft brown eyes really caring to hear the answer. “Sit,” she insisted.

He pulled the chair over more, sitting close enough that their knees touched. “I’m 36, I’m not having any luck finding a husband or a wife, I want a baby and if I have to do it myself I will, but what if I’m not enough? What if I have a boy and he grows up to be a killer cause he never had a dad?”

“Y/N,” Spencer’s voice was soft as he looked at her with a confused scrunch on his face. “That couldn’t happen, you’re a wonderful person, I love having you on the team and in my life, I know you’d raise good kids, you should do it.”

“Really?” She beamed at him, the words touching her heart and making her swoon a bit.

“I mean, it would be hard,” he added reason to the conversation. “You’d have to take time off, which would be good for bonding. My mother raised me alone and I turned out semi-fine, I don't hold any resentment for her not finding someone for me to call dad or even step-mom for that matter. I think if you give them all the love in the world like I know you’re capable of, your child will love you like you’re their whole world.”

She laughed as she noticed the tears welling in her eyes, waving her hand's in front of her face so she wouldn’t fully sob. “Do you want to be the donor?” She made a joke to change the topic.

Spencer laughed then too, “sure!”

Everything got serious again then, she looked at him a little differently. “Really? Cause honestly, you’re like a Grade A donor profile in the most expensive clinic!” She couldn’t help herself from laughing again at the absurdity.

“I’ve always wanted to be a dad, 40 isn’t too old to have a child, is it?” He seemed to have decided that rather fast.

“Okay,” she nodded with a smile, “okay. That’s cool, sick,” she felt the words get smaller as she thought it over.

“I get it if you were kidding,” Spencer spat out. “I realize now that you might have been making a joke, I hope it’s not weird that I agreed so fast, it’s just that I think you’re a very beautiful and smart woman and the idea of helping you make a child makes me really excited. I think it would be a very good idea if you were being serious, but I get it if you’re not.”

She let him get it all out, always loving when he got like this on a case or in person, nervous or just because he wanted to talk, she loved to listen. And no one ever let him finish his thoughts, always wanting to beat him to the punch.

“Spence, I think you’re really handsome and smart too,” she smiled. “If you’re also serious, I am too.”

“How would we?” He asked as he pulled at the top button of his dress shirt, swallowing like he couldn't breathe all of a sudden.

“If you’re not opposed, I’m sure the good old-fashioned way would work?” She laughed, laying her hand on his knee softly.

It was like sparks flew at that moment as if all the fluorescent lights in the bullpen could have exploded and she wouldn’t have even noticed. Captivated by Spencer's eyes as he gasped at her touch.

“Not opposed in the slightest,” he said softly as he held his own hand over hers.

She couldn’t help herself from smiling. “Well, I think I’m all done here if you want to come to my place for a movie?”

“Sure,” he replied, offering her a hand as they stood up together.

He returned his chair to his desk, both of them grabbing their coats and bags and rejoining at the door.

“I should go say goodnight to Penny,” Y/N said softly. “Wanna come?”

“Yeah,” he followed her through the door and down the hall to the tech room.

“Knock knock,” Y/N said as she walked through the open door. “Oh great and knowledgeable one, I’ve come with my nightly farewell.”

“Oh my knight, I shall miss you,” Penelope played along, sauntering over to her and wrapping her up in a hug. “I leave you with this until your return.”

“Through scorching deserts, and blistering winds, I will make it back to you, always,” she tried not to laugh as she hugged her back. “I also brought forth the jester.”

Spencer was laughing in the doorway as the two of them looked at him, “hi?”

“The pretty boy, to what do I owe the pleasure?”

“Um,” Y/N smiled, “Spencer and I are just going back for our nightly movie.”

Penelope looked at both of them, jaw slightly gaped, “nightly? I thought it was a case by case thing?”

“It’s a good excuse for us to talk,” Spencer smiled at her.

“Mhmm,” she smirked, “well have fun.”

She pulled Y/N back into another hug, hiding her face from Spencer, “I need all the dirty deets in the morning.”

Y/N smacked her arm softly as she pulled back, “goodnight pretty penny.”

“Farewell brave knight, handle with care, Jester,” Penelope pointed her finger at him, giving him a knowing glance.

“Yes, oh Knowledgeable one, always,” he blushed.

He reached out his hand for Y/N, interlocking their fingers as they left her office and headed towards the elevator. A rare moment of bravery on his part, holding hands like this didn’t spread a lot of germs.

“We’re going to have to discuss a lot of logistics like realistically this isn’t going to be just a fuck and oh look its a baby. This is a real live baby that we need to raise and care for,” she reminded him as the elevator doors shut.

“I’d like to be as involved as you’d let me be,” Spencer replied. “I don’t have to be 'dad' to them, I could be uncle Spence that’s fine too.”

“Oh no, you’d be Dad for sure,” she nudged him slightly. “I mean like, weekends and holidays and birthdays, your mom will want to see them surely, my parents will want to see them. Housing,” she looked at him horrified. “I have an apartment with 2 bedrooms, I don’t think I could let them sleep somewhere without me.”

“I have been looking at houses,” Spencer added before the doors opened to the garage, “you’re driving right?”

“Yeah, you were saying?” She replied, digging her keys out of her purse and leading him towards the car.

“Derek Morgan, I’m not sure if you’ve met him yet, he fixes up old homes in DC and Virginia now. He just finished one and I helped him with it. I think I’m going to buy it from him. It has 4 bedrooms, we could all live under the same roof? It would be easier to co-parent.”

She was amazed at how fast he adapted to this as if he’d been having the same thoughts she was having. At a certain point wanting kids becomes a pipe dream filled with desperation and emptiness, he looks like he’s experienced it too.

She opened her door and sat down before replying to him again. Thinking about how wonderful he was going to be during this process, “thank you, Spencer.”

“For what?” He asked as they both closed their doors.

She sighed, relaxing into her seat as she started the car. She turned to him softly, not wanting to cry as she spoke softly. “Being a mom is more of a dream to me than joining the BAU was, this is the best gift you could give me.”

He reached his hand out again, holding it softly. Running his thumb over her knuckles. “Can I tell you a secret?”

“Yeah,” she nodded softly.

He couldn’t make eye contact with her, staring at their hands as he rubbed her skin.

“Um, I’ve been pretty infatuated with you since you joined,” he let it out finally. Like a ton of bricks off his back he relaxed a bit, “after everything with Maeve, Cat and Max… oh god, and JJ... I was so worried that if I got too close to you I’d lose you. I tried to keep the feelings in, that's why I said what I did to Penelope. She knows how I feel about you.”

It was like fireworks were going off in her chest as the butterflies erupted inside of her. She sat up, turning to him more and ripping her hand from his grasp.

It startled him, he looked at her anxiously as if she was going to yell at him. But she placed both hands on his cheeks and pulled him into a kiss.

His arms snaked around her waist, wishing they could get closer if it wasn’t for the damn centre console of her car. Pressing their lips together, hard, as they breathed each other in. Desperation taking control, she wasn’t able to let go of him.

When she finally did pull away, however, the look on his face was priceless. Like expensive art, every line and freckle had a meaning. He was surprised, enamoured, grateful, desperate for more.

She smiled softly, rubbing her thumbs over his cheek. “Good, cause it would be awkward having your baby and not getting to love you every day too.”

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