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liesmultixxx · 2 months

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i’m a lot of things

but one thing i’ll never be is enough

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sweetbonbon · 5 months

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I don’t want to be here unless I’m beautiful. I don’t mean physically. I mean I want to create beauty. People that create beauty are the most beautiful people on this earth. I want so badly to be like them.

#borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd stuff #bpd problems #emotions #idk why #tw depressing thoughts #depressing life #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #i’m not enough

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aloneaasf · 5 months

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my highs are really highing and my lows are really lowing

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tilldeathdousart · 2 years

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a-hearts-a-heavy-burden · 2 years

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I had an ex friend tell me I deserved to end up alone.

I mean, they got their wish and perhaps it’s what I deserve. Maybe I’m not a good person and I’m too clouded by my own bullshit to notice. I’m certain my ex would agree. (Actually he probably wouldn’t. He’s a decent person. Far better than I ever could be.)

I just hate life so much right now and I am genuinely sick with loneliness. Crying in public and trying to hide it while trying so hard to make friends but I’m finding roadblocks at every single attempt.

At this point I wish someone WOULD tell me I don’t deserve to have friends or he happy. Just so I can finally let go and stop trying. I’m so tired.

#loneliness #I’m not okay #maybe I don’t deserve love #or happiness #idk #I hurt people #people who are leagues better than I am #people who did not deserve it #now I can’t make friends no matter how hard I try #I’m just not good #I’m NOT enough #I’m broken and sad and fucked up #I just want to to disappear already

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traumabeess · 1 year

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why why wasn’t i worth the change why now, why couldn’t things be better when i was there

#he only wants me when i’m not there #and when i am #i’m not enough

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mangozic · 6 days

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my dead goth son and his friendly neighborhood personified concept of insanity

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naterson · 18 days

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I feel like there isn’t enough time for me. I feel like I’ll never be ok. No one makes time for me.. they never have. I’m always last. Never thought about.

#the other thing I have been thinking about is how love isn’t enough #people love me but it isn’t enough to stop the thoughts #nothing is enough #I’m not enough #I have therapy tomorrow and I don’t want to have to tell him that I broke down again #I hate being broken #I wish I wasn’t alive

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cataclysmicbraintrain · 2 months

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I’m tired of being scared but I’m still scared. Aparents… they can be so cruel. So much inherent threat. And your secret reality that no one believes… that transracial adoption is so isolating so numbing so raw too. A burden always. I have one star left in my sky I don’t want to have to burn too bright. I should have never let people love me they actually can’t and when I’m truly myself there is so much resentment.

I believe the the complexities of loving an adopted brown transmasc neurodivergent survivor are too many people think you want attention and are making performative conflict when you’re just trying to save your life and heal a relationship before there is nothing and no one. When the sound of your voice if foreign because you can’t speak a majority of your feelings. Also people just assume I haven’t been trying to mend things with my parents to love me through healthy, anxious, mature, destructive, racially pleading.

#adoption trauma #adoption traumatized #got screamed at and physically stalked after by my Afather menacing over me forced to share childhood assault info #i’m not enough #i cant do this #so many people freak out at adoptees with horrific trauma #there’s no place for me

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dethprincess · 3 months

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#heartbreak #broken #brake up #broke up #i love him #i miss him #i miss my ex #i want him back #i want my ex #relationship #love #love me #why wasn’t i enough #I’m not enough #i’ll never be good enough #i just want to give up #i just want to be enough

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abigail · 11 months

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girls when their favourite jacket is no longer seasonally weather appropriate to wear

#it’s me i’m girls #don’t get me wrong I love love love spring it’s my favourite season #but most of my favourite jackets are more suitable for winter rip #a #turning off reblogs . enough.

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chloesimaginationthings · 1 month

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William Afton into the FNAF-verse

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fishing-lesbian-catgirl · 8 months

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Sometimes the autism thing isn’t being oblivious to when someone is hinting at something but instead being unsure of whether the thing you think they’re hinting at is actually something they’re hinting at or if you’re reading into it too much so you just ignore it anyway because you don’t want to be wrong

#@ a certain mutual who I was taking to on discord. if you were implying something with that message I’m not bold enough to ask

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circuscountdowns · 3 months

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many centuries down the line they can manage to have a civil enough family game night.

#cult of the lamb #narilamb #Leshy carved losers corner above lambs bed many games ago and they think it’s too funny to fix #Anyway lamb does eventually marry narinder but after a good while of tormenting him on who to choose for marriage #I think at one point narinder starts dragging suitors into the battle pit #And says only someone who can beat him is good enough for lamb yayyy #This comic came out pretty clumsy but I’m just glad it’s done #cotl art

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yourlocallobotomydealer · 7 months

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I’ll know I’m ready when I can write my best friends letter without crying.

-I live another day

#i'm sad #im just tired #i’m not enough #spilled ink

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dogrotpdf · 9 months

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that one nat geo documentary about the lioness who lost her cub and then, thru her grief, adopted a gazelle but she didn’t know how to care for them and she kept trying to feed them meat. there’s something there but i can’t reach it.

#I’m drunk ignore me #a mothers love not being enough etc etc

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