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#i just want to give up
pizzaqueen · 7 months
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So frustrated rn 😫
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bunn-iiii · 7 months
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x-itzzzzzz-x · 2 months
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having so much to do vs wanting to just spend all my time sleeping or high so i don’t have to think about or feel anything
(i’m miles behind in my own life )
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spoonitup221 · 2 months
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Praying that I can get some kind of diagnosis this year. I feel like every week month or year I get less close to finding a diagnosis and farther away from getting treatment, so what’s the point? What can I do but give up and manage the pain myself or go by my doctors word who spent less than 2 hours in medical school learning about my condition and my episodes whereas I have been living with this my entire life? There’s nothing I can do but keep pushing but I’m just so tired of pushing it. I just want closure, I just want help, I just want accessibility, I just want to feel better, and it sucks knowing that I can’t have one of these without losing the other. This sucks and disabled people and chronic illness people and everyone dealing with this is so strong and I’m so proud of them.
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mrsshades115 · 2 years
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I have lots of friends, but I'm probably a terrible friend to all of them, even my family. I wouldn't be surprised if I found myself with no friends later on in life. My friends become my enemies.
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memein-n-dreamin · 6 months
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Everything is so difficult all the time and I’m so tired of hurting. It feels like things will never get better.
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naes-dairy · 1 year
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I really want to give up
I really wish the body didn't try so hard
Just make an exception for me, please
I'm seriously so tired, I'm not even doing any work
I always crumble apart when I'm on my own
Nobody is there to see me or hear me
I'm so tired of it all
I though the dead of night was my safe haven
The time where I could freely be me to do whatever I want
But now it's a nightmare
I long to see it, yet dread the tears
It's painful
Of all it, I just want to sleep forever
I don't even remember my dreams
It's like life is a nightmare and we all have to out up with it
Some survive, others dint
I don't want to
I want to give up.
Just let me give up, please
I'm so tired.
Please.
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I don't even know what else to say
I can compare my sufferings to all the other people in the world and berate myself
But pain is still pain, and it hurts nonetheless.
I wish it didnt
But being immune to pain doesn't cure the sickness.
Man. I know I was never suicidal, but...
I really wonder how many times I've lied to people about my feelings
Nobody knows.
Nobody will figure it out.
I can only leave the faintest clues for people, and even then my facade will trick them
I wish death would just take me
I don't want to suffer anymore, even if I'm the one who's causing it
Because I can't even fix what I've started
And that's the worst kind of trouble
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mattmurdocksscars · 1 year
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The lack of interaction lately is so depressing. Like, why am I even trying anymore?
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jaijabbers · 11 months
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Personal in the tags
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shrimpmsg · 2 years
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I have an interview today and having this urging tendency to just ditch it.
I need somebody to remind me not to ditch it 🥲
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Does anyone here have experiences with reboxetine (Edronax)? I recently got it prescribed for anxiety (which I don't really have, but that's a different can of beans...) and ADHD and... I don't know, I'm feeling very iffy about it. So far the only thing it did is actually make me anxious and made me experience depression akin to the worst depressive periods I had in the past and I haven't noticed any improvement in regards to ADHD traits. I've only been taking it for two weeks but it's really fucking with my head because I can't tell which doomer depressive just-give-up-on-everything thoughts are actually my own and which ones are because of the meds. I don't know if I should ask my psychiatrist to switch or to wait and see if it actually works. I'm desperate to get any crumb of help I can for ADHD but this is really testing me. If anyone has any advice or personal experience, I think it would be really comforting to hear, thank you.
(It goes without saying, but if you're not comfortable with replying under this post, please feel free to send me a message or an anon)
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neutral-simplicity · 1 month
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How do you shut off the thoughts telling you it’s all a lie…
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vxnted · 2 months
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i feel trapped in my mind and my body, uncontrollable mood changes are so horrible because you don’t know why or how they happened and you have no choice but to ride it out and do what you can mitigate the pain. but how long can i keep going trying to hold myself above the water when this happens? i’m so so tired of being strong. so so tired
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alaskaheartbreak · 2 months
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lmao being in an interracial relationship with their family having traditional views is like having your heart ripped out and thrown in the trash
i just cry…
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x-itzzzzzz-x · 2 months
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i wish i was able to exist without being plagued with the worst thoughts imaginable non stop
i’m so tired
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mrsshades115 · 1 month
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