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Isaac & Nigel reunite | “The Owl”
#baby’s first gifset!#not bad for my first one and for being done on my phone#I’m emo about this scene rn#gifset#my gifs#cbs ghosts#ghosts cbs#cbsghostsdaily#ghosts#isaac higgintoot#nigel chessum#nisaac#isaac x nigel#cbs ghosts spoilers
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finally reading tsats here are my live thoughts (spoilers, obviously):
i’m so excited because some pages are darkly decorated and its so cool. still don’t vibe with the title though (the sun IS a star and its peeving me)
why are we talking about dating darth vader 😟 where are we rn (anakin is a yes, but DARTH VADER???)
maybe i’m too old but the jokes are not funny 😭
“this whole place feels like my soul. empty and dark. dark as the pit of the underworld.” <- i don’t care if he’s joking nico would never say thissss 🙏😭 we’re only 10 pages in but please stop butchering my fav character he’s not himselffff i am cringing so bad
i know i’m being dramatic but if they do nico dirty in this book i’m going to end it all
oh my god i don’t think i’ve thought about the words “significant annoyance” in so long. bringing back good memories for sure.
i can tell which parts were written by riordan and which parts were written by oshiro. i don’t think their voices are blending very well together…
also, maybe it’s because it’s the start of the book and they’re trying to familiarise new readers quickly with the characters but it feels like they’re making nico the caricature of ‘emo and shadow and ebony darkness dementia raven way 🥀⛓️🖤’ and will the caricature of ‘happy and sunshine and blonde and flower gleam and glow ☀️🌈🫧’ and i usually like this dynamic when it’s not blatantly pointed out every other page. i have faith they’ll show more complexity than this later on though. future yan will let me know by the end. (future yan here, im not at the end but the characterisation def does get more complex thank gods)
oh ok so it is bob the titan
since when was nico’s actual name niccolo??? how did i forget this detail??
“you have to listen if not you’ll share my fate.” “ominous much?” <- ok he’s finally himself again guys it’s all good
the one-sided beef nico has with percy will never not be funny
“cookie monster appeared over the mouth of the jar, reached inside and gobbled up nico like the chocolate-chip cookie he was.” <- nevermind i’ve gone back to hating this book again
“what was one straight boy when you spent your whole life longing for the impossible?” <- i’m reminded of that time a few years back where everyone made ‘having an unrequited crush on percy’ nico’s whole fanon personality, so i’m glad they addressed this somewhat. this boy has been through so much and people really thought crushing on percy was the biggest thing to focus on about ‘nico angst.’
“we made a mistake. you have to fix it.” <- call me a red flag but if i was nico i would do anything and everything to not go. i would medicate myself so highly on sleeping pills that i can’t dream (doctor bf can go kick rocks). i would track percy and annabeth down and haul their asses into tartarus instead to do it. and if i had to go i would only go in to kill bob myself for sending me those traumatic ass nightmares. no thx. bro willingly jumped in himself and now wants me to save him. nuh uh.
not cupid being will 😭 its like his aphrodite 😭 i am not well.
they always have a really good and emotionally moving scene and they ruin it with a dumb joke. let it be heavy 👏👏
something’s really fishy and i have a feeling that it might not be bob calling for him
if this whole “grumpy ball of darkness” thing continues i will actually lose it
you can’t tell me the percabeth pep talk was actually needed. i will forgive it because i miss them though
im sensing tension in the gap between nico’s connection to the underworld and his relationship with will and i’m here for ittttt. give me the dramaaa
who is the gorgyra girl and why is she in their business sm?
oh shit a will solace pov??? christmas came early 🙏
nevermind that whole nightmare sequence was so fucked up 😭😭
somebody HELP HIM i never thought we would get will angst (nico angst fs, but will???)
DONT JUMP IN THE STYX PLEASE
SOMEBODY TELL HIM HE’S HELPFUL OMG
nico strangling epiales in his sleep is so fucking cool he’s literally HIM he’s literally THAT GUY
#first 100 pages pretty much and im. im. ok.#the whole part with epiales is so cool so far.#unfortunately im not a fan of oshiro’s writing in this book. and i can tell which parts is him bc his authorial voice is so diff to riordan#oshiro isnt a bad writer but… its really really peeving me#i wish riordan had a consultant rather than a co-author. i think he’s in his element when he’s going solo#nico di angelo#riordanverse#incorrect riordanverse#rick riordan#hoo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#trials of apollo#toa#will solace#solangelo#annabeth chase#meg mccaffrey#lester papadopolous#tsats#the sun and the star#rewriting
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www.congratulations-to-s!nea.com
The boys are currently huddled together outside of the practice room whilst Siwan is inside.
JIN: “Did you light the candles? Light the candles quickly!”
JIN: *tsking* “Ah, you guys are so unorganised.”
V: *excited + shoving jm* “Go get the lighter!” *x2*
SUGA: “Where’s Namjoon?”
J-HOPE: “Yah, do you think we should’ve done something more? What if this is underwhelming for him?” *whispering amongst the others*
JUNGKOOK: “I bought him a gift.” *quietly speaking + holding his gift to his chest*
SUGA: “Trust me, he’ll appreciate it. Focus on not dropping the cake instead.” *warning tae who is grinning like a maniac*
JIMIN: *arriving with the lighter + lighting the candles* “Here’s one. Here’s two.” *another member who is excited* “Army, you know, I decorated this cake myself.”
V: “Yah! I did too! Stop taking all the credit.”
RM: “You guys are so loud.” *finally arriving on scene with the second cake* “Is Wanie practicing inside?”
SUGA: “When is he not? You gotta drag him by his ankles if you wanna see him anywhere else.” *speaking facts tbf*
J-HOPE: “Wait, we’re having a second cake? What’s this cake for?” *eyeing up the one nj’s holding*
JIN: “You guys didn’t even tell him?” *about to lose it* “For the best trainee achievement. He got ranked first for best trainee.”
JIMIN: “Everyone is talking about him. He’s our ace already.” *proud of his hyung*
V: “Our hyung’s so talented. The ace of Bangtan!”
SUGA: “Save the compliments for when you’re actually in front of him.” *yg being the most talkative he’s ever been bc he wants this to go well*
RM: “Okay, we’ll go in on the count of three, alright?” *trying to get everybody on the same page*
JIN: “Jeongguk-ah, you go in front. He thinks you’re cute.” *quickly moving the lil maknae ahead of everyone*
RM: “Okay, now on the count of three. Three, two, one!”
Jeongguk pushes the door to the practice room open as the rest of the members yell “Surprise!” and enter.
It’s a little chaotic as they start to sing “Happy Birthday”, the members begin circling an off guard Siwan who is soaked to the bone with sweat from practice, completely unaware of what’s going on.
V: “HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR HYUNG! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!” *literally yelling rn lmao*
JIMIN: “CONGRATS ON GETTING BEST TRAINEE! WE’RE PROUD OF YOU!” *yelling pt.2*
S!NEA: *honestly still doesn’t know what’s going on* “What? Seok-ah, I thought you were going to go get fried chicken.”
JIN: “It was part of the plan. It’s your birthday. Did you forget?” *grabbing the knife for the cake + handing it to siwan*
RM: “We’re like brothers now. We have to celebrate these things together. It’s your birthday!” *also showing the trainee cake*
SUGA: “You got ranked best trainee recently too. We wanted to celebrate the achievement with you.” *resting a hand on siwan’s shoulder*
S!NEA: *lowkey feeling overwhelmed rn* “What? No… You don’t- you didn’t have to do that.”
RM: “Well, before you say that,” *motions for hoseok to push jk forward*
JUNGKOOK: *king of being shy* “I-I got you this, hyung. I thought I’d get you a gift for your birthday. And your achievement as best trainee.” *holding out the box* “Please accept it.”
S!NEA: *can’t say no to the lil bunny* “Ah… you guys seriously didn’t need to do this.” *tearing up as he accepts jk’s gift*
JUNGKOOK: “Don’t open it now! Do it when you’re alone.” *panicking*
S!NEA: *sniffling + pulling jk into a hug* “Okay, okay. Thanks, Gukkie.”
J-HOPE: “Ah, are you crying? Don’t cry!” *pushing past everyone to wipe siwan’s tears*
JIMIN: “Hyung is crying? Move!” *pushing hoseok aside to grab siwan’s cheeks* “Don’t cry. You’re supposed to be happy! This is a happy moment.” *caressing his cheeks + the tear tracks that weld up*
S!NEA: “I’m happy.” *still lowkey crying* “These are- they’re happy tears.” *laughing*
SUGA: “You’re gonna make our maknae cry too. Stop it.” *whining bc otherwise he’ll also get emo*
JUNGKOOK: *pouting bc it isn’t exactly untrue + begins tearing up a few seconds later*
V: “YAH! Why are you all crying? This isn’t a funeral! Stop it!” *bringing the cake over to siwan*
RM: *pulling jk to his side + rubbing his arm* “Okay, okay. Why don’t we cut the cake? Let’s all have a slice. I’m starving.”
S!NEA: *agreeing* “Sorry. I-I just didn’t expect all of this.”
The members begin to sing “Happy Birthday” again as Siwan finally cuts the cake. Namjoon then proceeds to bring the trainee cake which Siwan also slices into.
JIN: “Here, feed the maknae first. He’s probably drained from crying.”
The members all laugh together as Siwan feeds everyone a piece of the cake before the video ends with Jimin and Taehyung rubbing icing all over Siwan’s face.
TAGLIST
@pandorasword , @ateezsora , @anqelws , @kaitieskidmore97 , @vizianary
#( 🕸️ ) ───── siwan’s bangtan bombs !#bts 8th member#bts 8th male member#kpop added member#kpop added male member#kpop addition#kpop male addition#kpop additional member#kpop additional male member#bts additional member#bts additional male member#bts added member#bts added male member#kpop member au#kpop male member au#kpop oc#kpop male oc#bts oc#bts male oc#bts addition#bts male addition
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introduction post ☆
hi i’m sid (sidney) and i like to draw !! my art tumblr is @sdzartt and my art instagram is the same username :) check out my art if ur interested, my commissions and art trades are wide open for now!
my pronouns r they/he/xe, i’m agender & queer and i’ve been with my partner for a year ^_^
i'm a minor (16), and im only comfortable being friends w ppl 14-19!! but if ur 19+ we can be mutuals ofc and i’m cool chatting with anyone in reblogs, comments, etc
current interests: marble hornets, everymanHYBRID, slenderverse, creepypasta
interests i’m still into but arent my main focus rn: hannibal, the walking dead, supernatural, undertale, batman/dc, my little pony
if ur also into any of these things feel free to dm me!! i love talking about my interests with people ^_^
i love emo/pop punk and i love 2000s-2010s emo/scene culture !! i’m also into numetal and a variety of other music
important:
-i support palestine. if you are in support of israel do not bother following me
-i’m pro neopronouns/xenopronouns, and queer discourse pisses me off. its nobodys place to decide who’s identity is valid besides the person said identity belongs to
-this blog is a safe space and any bigotry will not be tolerated
-if ur proship or make any sort of excuses for pedophilia, abuse, etc you’re not welcome here. if you support any problematic media or artist that has caused harm to a community or any person, you’re not welcome here.
and lastly, harry potter fans dni. jk rowling is a piece of shit and if u support her even by casually or indirectly enjoying her work, dont follow me lol
thanks for reading and i’d love to be friends/mutuals !! <3
-sid
#intro post#introduction#introduction post#looking for mutuals#looking for friends#everymanhybrid#emh#marble hornets#slenderverse#creepypasta#slenderman#hannibal#nbc hannibal#batman#dc#harley quinn#the walking dead#twd#supernatural#spn#mlp#my little pony#undertale
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☆ ★ ✮ ★ ☆ ABOUT ME ☆ ★ ✮ ★ ☆
Hi, I’m Spencer but I also go by Jesse and/or Fox! I’m bodily 22 years old, Demigirl, Intersex, Bisexual, physically disabled, autistic+adhd+ocd, and the host of an OSDD-1B system! I am also a fox therian (influenced by my source) and often call myself a fox boy!! XP I’m also a Boar therian, zombie therian, and a Succubus therian as well!
I am taken by my lovely soulmate @anatheyma 🦇🦊, we are polyamorous and we like to talk about each other a lot lol.
SYSTEM INFO: We go by Nightshade Sys (🩸). Most people in our system minus the host (Me) don’t like to be on social media and mainly co-front or exist in the background, so don’t expect them on here often. If they do post, they’ll post their name with a corresponding emoji. I am also an introject of Ren Hana and I age slide into Fox on rare occasions. I AM NOT A FICTIONAL CHARACTER COME TO LIFE DESPITE MY MANNERISMS AND HOW I PRESENT MYSELF, TREAT ME AS A REGULAR PERSON.
Btw yes I am the writer of the Fox roleplay account lol. Feel free to ask me any questions about the blog here!
MY CURRENT INTERESTS:
-Boyfriend to Death/YKMET/TPOF, Frostbite, John Doe, Purpleverse, etc. (My favorite is Strade <3 he’s my biggest comfort rn )
-Sanrio, especially Kuromi
-Scene-Emo culture, music, and fashion
-Gothic subcultures
-Horror
-Anime
-2000’s Cartoons & Webshows
-Video games, mainly Splatoon and Sonic
DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR, AS I SOMETIMES POST SUGGESTIVE/NSFT THINGS + INTERACT WITH BTD/TPOF RELATED POSTS!! ALSO DNI IF YOU ARE A Z00PH1LE, A L0L1/SH0T@C0N, ETC!!
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About the Author
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“愛している独り泣き喚いて. “
Hey everyone!
Just wanted to add a little post about me since I lowkey noticed I’m kinda ambiguous as hell so here’s if you wanna know a bit about the author of your favorite stories!
Name/s: Jaz, Jazjel
Pronouns: She/Her
ENFP!!
Hobbies: I write a ton, a draw a ton, I paint for local galleries and I love listening to music 24/7
Favorite music genre/s: scene emo, screamo, metal, nu-metal, occasional japanese indie and rock music.
Favorite bands/musicians: oisiclemelonpan, mitski, pierce the veil, falling in reverse, against the fate, rage against the machine, autopsy, cannibal corpse, nirvana, malice mizer, and sheena ringo.
Favorite songs rn: look at the see(oisiclemelonpan), breed(nirvana), crime and punishment(sheena ringo), ma cherie(malice mizer)
Favorite movies: liverleaf(2018), sleeping beauty(1959), ginger snaps(2000), scream(1996), halloween(1978).
Favorite movie genre/s: horror, psychological horror, campy horror is also a fav, and I love disney movies if that’s a genre in itself😭
“Can I interact with you?”: Yea! Totally! Just if it’s through inboxes I apologize if I don’t respond to you! I mostly forget or simply don’t know how to reply qwqq
“Are requests open?”: Not yet unfortunately qwq I wanna try to finish up three stories u have or at least finish two of them first before opening requests. I will announce it once I do though!
“When do you post?”: I post fics whenever I can, I try to be free with what I want to write, when, and how I want to write it so I don’t get stuck in writing block purgatory too fast for too long.
“Will you be continuing previous series that haven’t been updated in awhile?”: YESSS I WILL!! As mentioned I mostly work at my own pace but I do always keep in mind if you guys are basically begging for the next part of a story!!
A little bit about my writing style:
If any of you have ready any of my stories it is kinda obvious that they are VERY LONG most of the time.
I hardly ever do headcanons but if the time calls for it or if I’m doing requests and someone asks for that specifically then I will of course do what is asked :>
I do have a habit of making oneshots into ongoing stories but I do intend in simply making oneshots or two parts more often rather than series.
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Thank you for checking this out! If you have any questions or want to know more about me or about my writing then feel free to ask!
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WIP WEDNESDAY
tagged by the lovely @buckleysbee who wanted a sneak peek into my next gifset (which is not the one i previously promised sorry xD)
i’ve been sitting on this idea for a while and 6x12 gave me the perfect scene so here’s the third gif in the set (which is absolutely sending me rn):
no i haven’t made gif 1 and 2 yet bc this is the driving inspiration for the set xD it’s an emo lyric set and that’s all you get for now (unless you wanna come talk to me about it hehe)
anyway i didn’t expect these scenes to work out so perfectly and i’m kissing the 911 directors and camera crew on the mouth <3
tagging @pinkviper @eddiediaaz @rewritetheending @rogerzsteven @oliverstaark @tawaifeddiediaz @evanbuckx and anyone else who wants to do this to share anything you want!!
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Omg I’m so eepy and it’s so late rn (no it’s not, it’s like 8:50 pm) but I HAVEEE to get this out 😿
First!! I’m gonna beat Fyodor for not letting me cling to him 😡😡😡 he’s so mean to me 😞😞😔😔
AND SECOND (the actual reason behind my ask!!) SO I’VE HAD THIS LIL THOUGHT FOR SO LONG AND NEED TO KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE AGREES!! Okay, so like I feel like Kunikida just had this like…pure fascination and attraction to alt people…like ESPECIALLY goths 🤭😍 like, he totally just admires people being different and showing off who they are, not caring abt anyone’s “comfort”. Also feel like he’d think they’re super brave. I js imagine him being like the stereotypical casually dressed, normal guy, bf with a gothic or emo partner who overdresses for everything. He’d totally love it too 😭
I feel like I’ve said smth like this before but idk so whatever 😭
Also, it’s so silly how a lot of the things I’ve said have been about him despite the fact he’s not my favorite. Don’t get me wrong, I adore him sm but out of every single character Ranpo is highkey my favorite. Like he’s so me. I AM Ranpo 😭🙏 my favs prolly go Ranpo #1, then Fyodor, Chuuya, Kunikida, and Nikolai in some random order (I totally don’t have a type 😿)
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This has been buried in my ask box and I'm so sorry 🪐 anon
Kunikida 🤝 Chuuya
Having a crush on Akutagawa's BTGGF
Kunikida and Chuuya have a lot alike in terms of who they like....bc they're both definitely into alt and goth styles, but for diff reasons. Kunikida isn't in that scene at all but he's fascinated when he sees a really beautiful person walk by in this very specific tailored outfit. If he gets to talk to them and spend time with them he'd come to really respect their dedication to their style and the discipline it takes to put together such all-consuming styles.
My favs have been the same since I got into the show, I'm definitely still top 3 Ango, Akutagawa, Kunikida, and I also think Dazai and Nikolai are hot and I ship ranpoe harddddd
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I can’t imagine beating some people up to protect my brother, getting forced to take mania inducing medication that makes me feel extremely insane and violent constantly, all the while having to protect some guy from the MAFIA and then having not a single person treat you kindly or like understanding it at least. I know Renee does but I’m not far enough to know their dynamic yet. Andrew can’t even kill himself bc he has too many people to worry about rn and none of them even- I’m going insane actually. He lives in this shitty state where everything sucks but he literally can’t leave or back out bc too much rests on him but he’s also not even in full control of himself most of the time and when he is it’s illegal and he’s usually in withdrawals like. I’ve been under less stress than this and couldn’t do it like Jesus Christ. I am still not over the Colombia scene but he did think Neil was a threat to Kevin so I’m like. I don’t forgive you for that but I get it. But meds like that it’s genuinely horrible esp coming off of them and knowing what you did but no one cares about you so you might as well not apologize bc they won’t hear it and you know you’ll do it again tomorrow anyway. Idk his shit but literally how is he protecting multiple people from the mafia and said mafia is act scared of him what is happening there? I have several lines highlighted just about Andrew, every type of highlight has a color and he is solely one of the colors bc of this. I’m very susceptible to liking characters if I get enough propaganda about them as well which helps. But like. I get him idk. This book is also making me deeply consider making my own character groups worse like to each other bc I’ve wanted to but this was the last push. I will not be putting most of what she puts in though I don’t need them to be Nicky yk?
Oh also??? Did Neil’s mother beat the gay into him? He gets flirted with “his skin stung with the memory of his mothers blows” okay so he’s gay and emo great. “His hands remembered the weight of a racquet as well as the weight of a gun” EMO - 🫐
blueberry anon i cannot BELIEVE you're doing this to yourself but also ive collected another andrew truther so im happy. like literally his situation is so uniquely terrible and he has to just. deal with it. and he DOES and he still wants people in his life in spite of it all! tearing my hair out
#also considering making ur own characters worse bc of aftg is SO fucking funny bc that's literally why my characters are the way they are#like im always at least subconsciously comparing my ocs to aftg's level of derangement and as long as they dont exceed it im fine#but then people are like 'HELLA THIS CHARACTER IS INSANE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS'#and im like. if u saw the characters i consider insane you would hurl. this guy is a normie by comparison#ask#aftg
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SENDING YOU ANOTHER ONE: jun/chazz for the character meme :3
General opinion/How much I care about them:
I CARE FOR CHAZZ DEARLY!!! GX was the first series I watched after getting back into yugioh and I fell in LOVE. He is so boyfailure. He is so fucking stupid and a bi disaster. It’s so fucking insane. He…
A ship I love: chazz/Jaden (main ship!), chazz/Jaden/Jesse (second fave!), Jesse/Chazz, Alexis/Chazz, also Atticus/Chazz and partially Syrus/Chazz
A non-romantic relationship that I love:
It’s hard to say. Him and Atticus honestly. I think it’s cute how Chazz just. Looks up to him like some sort of god figure because he gets girls like he isn’t gay or some shit. Amazing.
The NOTP:
None! None I can think of now, at least.
My biggest headcanon about them:
Chazz Princeton is a transgender man, I know it because I made yugioh. He just has. This boymoding energy that makes me think about trans guys… and Chazz is really into scene, Alt, and emo fashion but he never got around to wearing stuff like that until he moved to duel academy!!! Baby goth!!!
He has specific tastes when it comes to guys and girls. Loves blonde girls and adores brunette guys. He has a type can you tell. Gave Syrus a chest binder while changing in the locker room, said it was because “no one wants to see your tits anymore, slacker.” But he did it because he did genuinely care for him. He has to work on that!!
Also smaller headcanons, chazz has self harm scars on his thighs and partially on his arms because life at home was not that good </3 I also like to think that when in relationships, Chazz tends to be emotionally distant. Not on purpose, of course, he’s touch and loved starved to all hell. But that was just how it was when he was a kid. He never got to see his mother that often and when he did his father and her barely spoke. All his father and his brothers desired was for him to be loved. He hasn’t been genuinely told, “I love you, Chazz” in a long time and he almost cried when Jaden told him that for the first time. His puberty depression was only exascerbated by the fact that his home life was so bad. Even when he told his brothers he was trans, they didn’t care, they just got him the surgery and said that just because he was a boy now, didn’t mean he didn’t have to live up to their expectations. SORRY FOR BEING ANGSTY I LIVE FOR IT
An idea for a fanfiction I would like to write/read about them:
Future GX stuff. Still a firm believer that him and Jaden moved in together after the series, I’m working on a fic about it rn!! It’s under my writing tag if you wanna see
And just fics in general about him being a bi trans disaster failboy. Love
Something that makes me think of them: Piercings, first love, scene and breakcore music, Queef Jerky (the band), and also tsunderes. Not a big fan of them BUT HE IS SOOOO TSUN TSUN
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I became a huge swiftie in 2020 after my old favorite band/singer was exposed for a secret online racist webpage. They were my favorite band for 15 years, and I felt so disgusted and betrayed. I had been a casual Taylor fan, and in 2020 I saw Miss Americana and became a huge fan of her as a person. Now I feel betrayed all over again.
Thanks for sharing posts of fans who hurt and upset. Too many fans (mostly white fans, I have seen) are blowing it off and don't care at all. Would they really be fine if their irl bestie dated a guy like this??
i get how you feel, i grew up in the pop punk ~emo~ kind of scene and so when stuff starting coming out about nearly every band i grew up with, it was rough. i’m sorry that you’re feeling betrayed rn.
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Long post incoming idk how to do Read More on mobile, sorry. Tldr: just a post abt my writing as usual and stuff about my interest in lwa (nothing crazy)
I know I talk abt my old fuckin fics all the fuckin time (like Jesus theyre old enough to be considered toddlers now) but anyway this is my vent blog and y’all will never hear the end of it so guess what still has an absolute GRIP over my mind after 3 years
Its forest of arcan- im jk its dreamer of stars lmaooo. I reread it right now for the funsies after months of forgetting abt it, and each time I read it I think “surely I am over this story and can move on with my life” and like the first half of the story its like yea I kinda am over it haha but then the second half just obliterates the thoughts and runs me over and I just lay in my bed and contemplate my life and go into like a State of Emotions and simply have to talk about it (but it also could be because its 4am at the time of writing this)
I do think it mostly has to do with nostalgia though. Truthfully I’m probably not able to write smth like that again because it was 100% written completely on emotion and quite actually everything bad Diana was feeling in the story was smth i was also going through so it was easy to… write a vent and disguise it as a fic LOL. But I was also running on the high of being in love with my best friend which also really easily translated to everything going on in the fic blah blah nobody remembers it but me so this means nothing to anybody and im being cringe and gay on main (not even my main)
ANYWAY the point of my babbling here is that honestly I miss having that intense amt of emotions that would spur that level of creative writing? Like yea forest of arcana (not updated in over a year) is fun and all but it definitely isnt written on a personal level like dreamer was. I also just genuinely miss writing lol and its like ok bitch why dont you write then and then its like good question why dont i?? I probably still enjoy writing more than i do drawing and i know my blogs say otherwise but the two mediums are both definitely different outlets for my life. Maybe i would change my mind the day my art is actually good tho 😛
Im laffing rn seeing me talk abt this “deep” different outlets of life cause like when u think abt it im also literally just Currently describing little witch fanfic and fanart since thats all i do LOL. Not that theres anything wrong with lwa being my Muse of course, but it just adds humor in whatever the emo hell im going on about
Another side sad mini vent but i dont think im as into lwa as i used to be which also waters down my interests in doing things, but im literally not interested in any other media or fandom rn either so lwa stays my hyperfixation. Plz dont be alarmed lol im not saying im NOT into lwa anymore since diana is still a fuckin god to me like 10/10 chara design and vibes, but its definitely not as strong as it was when i first joined the fandom 3 years ago. And you know what maybe it has to do with me not watching little witch academia in full in those entire three years after i first watched it lmao. Most of the friends ive made in the fandom are pretty much gone too which is sad but is what it is. Sometimes i get a burst of seratonin when i think about smth diakko and definitely like now when i reread my fics i also remember the Emotions i had for these Gays and it like floods back for a bit like a buff.
I think something im very interested in for both the spark of writing and also the revitalization for my love for diakko is that i wanna do like a oneshot slice of life series for diakko. Just something easy, cute, subjectively funny, and a vibe. I still fantasize abt diakko shenanigans even if mundane and i wish i could also capture it more in my art but im not at that level yet, so writing it is. First i probably need to rewatch lwa in full since ive forgotten most everything except for key diana scenes haha oopsie And sucy world episode that was a good fuckin episode.
Anyway thanks for reading this far if you did lol sorry for the LONG ASS NONSENSE POST. Sometimes i see how i type in my blog and to people and compare it to my writing and its like where the hell did my comprehensive english go. Sorry if this was just hard to read from the lack of grammar and punctuation but thats showbiz anyway stay tuned for the next diana content ttyl bffl rofl xD zomg
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~welcome to my blog~
you can call me star, bug, or asher. i use they/them, but people i’m close to are allowed to call me he/him :3c im an adult.
i have a website. it hasnt been updated as of late but it is something i enjoy working on when i have the time
here’s some things i reblog:
entomology and biology related things
positive and uplifting queer stuff
stuff from media i like (check under the cut)
emo and scene aesthetics, culture, art
cute/cool/silly animals
glitter graphics (my fav site :3)
stuff i think iz funny
art of fairies, unicorns, other fantasy creatures
resources for healthcare, mutual aid, etc
here’s some things i post:
uplifting queer stuff
pretty graphics i find with source
graphics i make
stuff about my website and coding
my art, but its very rare
environmentalist theory
if you dont like pictures of bugs you’re better off not following. i tag all pics with #insect if you really want to though xD
i block vent blogs, proana/thinspo, and anything that may smell bigoted.
fav media :3
interview with the vampire, and vampire media in general
legend of zelda
vocaloid & colorful stage
stuff like mcr, pierce the veil, da emo shit :P
mehh i cant think of much else rn. ill probz update later when i think of someting xD
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Y’all!!!! I just came up with a good vibes happy HC for Boris and or Theo depending on what you’d prefer and anyone who likes drawing give it a shot ima try when I start sketch practice soon. I’m starting to self teach art from the beginning so don’t judge anything I share. Anyways the idea came from the song 1994 by Cavetown, which if you follow with my rambling posts you’ll see already that I was projecting them on the song cause it was also big mood for me.
So these two parts. (Highlighted the first part cause ugh imagine a few good memories Boris might have of like his mom making up stories on the floor with him when his dads just had a crazy drunken night and finally asleep and they can’t wake him so she makes stories up in a whisper and they’re all happy. Kinda got the vibes too tho of that under the kitchen table scene from the Swedish show Clark (based on Clark Olafsson) lmk if u want me to try and find a clip n share for references I will regardless if I draw it.)— the second idea tho that was happy was the second highlighted bit 
I thought it could be cute as happy kids to be in flower crowns. Lol thaz all. 🤧😭🤌🏻🥺cause they deserve happiness even if we gotta make it up lol
(And of course to go a feelsy way with cause I’m emo like dat, the line could tie into them being all repressed emotionally and blaming “the child in a daisy crown” for being too weak as the root of their problems cause they can’t seem to shut off their feelings they hate themselves for having cause they learned so young to control them in order to survive but with each other they can’t — wow it’s no wonder I project so hard on them) but at least the “I’m trying to love the person I was born” means they’re trying to accept that part of themselves. The softer side of them that the feelings are rooted in) ima stfu sorry 👀😅🙈🤧🥺💕I be so love sick over how perfect of a book this was for me. I’m so thankful 🥲 y’all don’t even know. BIG MOODS. Ugh I’m about to go read rn actual before bed.
#boris pavlikovsky#boreo#theo decker#the goldfinch#theodore decker#tgf#theo i’m not gay decker#boreo feels#donna tartt#boris x theo#theodore i’m not gay decker#boreo music#boreo playlist#boris tgf#boreo songs#tgf theo#boreo hcs#boreo fanart#boris pavlikovsky hc#tgf hc#Theo Decker hc
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How will you be watching the new season and what are you most excited about??
Oh my gosh you best believe I’m rewatching everything right now to prepare for s3!!! I’ve got a sleepover lined up with my best friends so we can stay up and binge it 😅 I’ll probably regret it in the morning but right now my heart is going pitter patter in excitement
I am SO fucking excited for some canon riara scenes, I think I’ve got some Neanderthal brain rn that’s just going kiararafekiararafe lol. But especially them individually— I really look forward to them expanding on the storylines/development they gave both of them separately last season. I’m so curious about how this arc is going to play out and obx has my full trust. Each of the characters are so interesting and I’m looking forward to getting to know them more!! (And foolishly hoping for a little more happiness for our girl Sarah). The show also does friendship and the dynamics within the friend group really well so I’m so stoked to get all emo over their bonding and sweet moments :’)
What about you? What are you most excited for?? 🤗
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not me googling apps to create floor plans for fics so I don’t have to start building houses in sims again in order to have a solid mental picture and maintain continuity across multiple parts of a series because I’m so fucking pedantic about continuity
lmao watch me ask my dad to start helping me make house floor plans for my gay emo band smut because dyscalculia makes spatial stuff and anything involving numbers pure hell
I’ve done worse. back when I was cosplaying harley quinn for kink events, he made me a hand-carved suicide squad bat specifically designed to be wielded by me and my fucky shoulder… it’s now notorious at the event I used to bartend at, almost as notorious as I am for getting my buddies to beat the shit outta me with it lmao
ugh, maybe one day I’ll finally start a series based on my life in the kink scene… I don’t miss it all the time but I do rn. I miss the kink, the friends. I don’t miss the drama or insane drain on my social/emotional battery. idk how I’d do it though, bc if I’m gonna write about that as a lifestyle I’d wanna have more than just pwp. which might seem odd but like. kink runs far deeper than just sex. I’d need a solid overarching plot and detailed backstory and shit. and I’m already writing so many things at once I do not need another
I like how this started about floor plans and ended up with me waxing nostalgic over kink you cannot take me anywhere I swear
painkiller brain, lack of sleep and an alcyhol or two means stream of consciousness blogging tonight whoops
#it’s okay I’ve had like two drinks tonight it will not interact w the meds and kill me#like. just in case anyone worries about that fact dw I’ve been taking the same meds for years and know what I’m doin lmao
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