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aquaticnebulae · 11 months

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Posting this on my main because there might be other things that aren't rw related that I do for artfight

But 3 Attacks in the past 24 hours aaa Some nightlight for @pansear-doodles !

A Spearmaster for @azrielfiend !

And Two iterators for @mewguca !

#aquasys art #artfight #art fight #rain world #rain world ocs #iterator ocs #Will i have the energy to do more #I believe in myself aaaaaa

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feluka · 11 months

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love that shams’s meows always sound like they have a question mark at the end

#🌻#aa? aaAaaa?!?#between this and his o.O eyes i believe i've landed myself one of the top 2 cutest cats on planet earth #(noor being the other top 2 cutest cats ofc)#love when i'm working and he comes over and he's like OWO what's this

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l1ghtn1ngstr1kez · 2 months

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hi!!! how's your day been??

pretty good! mostly been prepping for a grand prix that's starting in a few days. i'm going all the way to metal city!! i heard the babylon rogues are gonna be participating too which is pretty cool! i've seen them in a couple races but never got the chance to properly meet or go up against them, so this is very exciting! and maybe a bit anxiety inducing too haha. here's hoping everything goes well!!

#⚡️.msg #eeeeee i'm so excited!!#i've been so jittery ever since i managed to get myself to join i can't believe i even got in!!#aaaaaa #this is gonna be so much fun!!#//#sonic the hedgehog #sonic oc #sonicsona #rp #first ask yay!!!! :D -mod #⭐️ anon

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hanawsstuff · 2 years

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No I just didn’t rewatch the last two episodes of season 4 at 1 am …and no I just didn’t sob my eyes out at Lloyd’s flashbacks and the Garmadon’s banishment scene

#why do i do this to myself #ninjago garmadon #ninjago #that shit was traumatic #im just #aaaaaa #sobs violently #Lloyd my beloved I’m sorry #why was that kid show so sad dude #couldn’t we just get like yk #happy endings #i remember #crying my ass off when that episode first came out #nothing changed since #i still can't believe it #it feels good to be stuck in 2015 #at least he is good #laughs nervously #i will tell my therapist about this

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tired-eyes-cold-as-ice · 2 years

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how it started:

how it's going:

so uh yeah

no i'm not fucking crying shut up

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cuddly-koala · 21 days

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uh-oh.

#i can't believe I have another obsession that has me drawing fanart. it has been YEARS #specifically another podcast obsession.#the last one I drew anything for/about was Cabin Pressure my first ever real audio drama #i cannot BELIEVE that that masterpiece is followed immediately in the sketchbook of my life by fuckin.#Stella Firma #like do not get me wrong I enjoyed it. possibly too much as I'm on my second go-through immediately after the first #but like. Cabin Pressure was scripted hilarious intelligently crafted and so so endearing. it drove me crazy.#it had famous voice actors? for some reason?#but Stellar Firma is IMPROV and I cannot believe how invested I am. over IMPROV. I feel Wrong but not Bad about it #also Chuck would love Trexel. as a side note.#ugh I just. cannot do this to myself aaaaaa

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shadouko · 1 year

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oh i was also offered a job opportunity on-campus to be a tutor (with pay) and there's 5 other kids and i am. very honored but also hoooohhhhh

#ryuko rambles #im passing and i write well but i feel like im the least qualified by a smidge. but i also kinda believe in myself #this is also for a specific class that i can't share too many details cause that'll make me overwhelmingly easy to find #but. yeah it's aaaaaa #i don't know what my professor sees in me but 🫡

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seraphdreams · 1 year

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I’m hugging and kissing you right back <3 I’m glad to hear you’re alright now!!

I swear I thought I read something about how close you are to getting your degree and I wanted to give you the best and biggest congratulations ever on that🫶🏾🫶🏾 I’m so proud of you!

i am very close!! just two more weeks n i’m a certified big girl🥺 THANK YOU SO MUCH!! i’m both nervous and excited to be out of school for good!

#i cant believe it myself #aaaaaa #seraph.replies!#moneaa.dreams!

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diomedrian · 2 years

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#GOD. AAAAAA I HATE MYSELF. I FEEL SO MISERABLE. I HATE EVERYTHING #i shouldn't have opened my mouth at all today. and instead i asked him if he was seeing someone else and he said no #and obviously i don't want to believe him and then it was a whole lot are we rly friends and yeah but i won't repeat it again ok #and i told him im gonna quit and that's. it. i shouldn't have told him and i had a plan and now here we are and its just. crushing me #its so embarrassing and desperate and clingy and i hate every single second of it and i hate that he made me feel this way #and im those things and im comfortable w that. its just INSANE that he makes me feel bad about that.#i feel like s7 when house drove a car into cuddy's home. and like. cuddy left and he never had to see her again #but i have to go and see him. i have to go and deal with him knowing he knows my last move. i feel so weak and miserable and helpless #-78/10 would never recommend love or coworker again #personal

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captaincleverusernamehere · 2 years

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aaaa fun d&d session :))))

#THE PIRATES ARE BACK BAYBEEEYYYYY!! and also the entire party are wanted criminals #but they made it to icewind dale #they found out a use for a magic item that I didn’t think of at all and thus it will be used against me #and they converted a cult of the dragon member to their side #this was a fun lil session #there were only 3 players; and for like half of ot there were only 2 #so what I’ve decided is for my next campaign I’m not going to allow myself to try to dm for SIX-SEVEN again #I love little dnd parties <33 :]#anyway AAAAAA there’re only FIVE SESSIONS until the Big Boss Fight Finale and I’m. very excited about it #though slightly worried because the schedules recently have been. not lining up bc half the party is going to college soon dhgdhd #so I’m hoping for the boss fight to be in person but if I’m not so lucky I’ll take it anyway :]]#I can’t believe I’m about to finish my first complete dnd campaign #well #it was originally tyranny of dragons #but homebrew happened #and now we’re in icewind dale trying to stop devils from opening a rift to the material plane in order to free Tiamat from the inside #and also they’re level 7 #but again there’s six of them; they’re about to fight an ancient white dragon at the moment and it’s possible that none of them will die #so the cr16 boss should be too bad fjhddj #I’m happy about where this campaign ended up going #woah long tags anyway uhh #dnd #dungeons and dragons #hoard of the dragon queen #dnd dm #dnd campaign

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daughterofthebitch · 5 months

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𝖳𝖧𝖤𝖸 𝖣𝖮𝖭'𝖳 𝖪𝖭𝖮𝖶 𝖠𝖡𝖮𝖴𝖳 𝖴𝖲 — Charlie Bushnell fanfic (parts of instagram and chat au)

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THE STORY SPOILERS HAS ARRIVED!!!

@ellarue

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ellarue Is it a LONG way to where our brother is?@tomsturridgeofficial (thank me, I made him create an account here)

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tomsturridgeofficial No. Not fair. Are you happy now kiddo?

↳ ellarue Yes, I'm big bro <33

↳ tomsturridgeofficial <33 (I learned how to do it)

dior.n.goodjohn NO FUCKING WAY YOU'RE GOING TO BE DELIRIUM???? O H M Y G O D, I'M IN LOVE W U!

↳ ellarue I'M THE ONE WHO'S IN LOVE WITH YOU, TRUST ME!!!! CABIN 5 IS ONE OF MY FAVSS <33

↳ dior.n.goodjohn You already have the last name, when will our wedding be??------

walker.scobell So this is the profile of the much talked, Miss LaRue?

↳ ellarue It's a pleasure to meet you too, Mister Jackson

iamcharliebushnell I love sandman.

↳ dior.n.goodjohn Said the guy who watched an entire season in a day after a CERTAIN news came out...

↳ iamcharliebushnell I said I LOVE the series <33

↳ aryansimhadri I swore I heard that he had never seen the series before this CERTAIN news @dior.n.goodjohn

↳ leahsavajeffries "Please, be discreet" he asked

↳ iamcharliebushnell THANKS LEAH!!!!!!!!

user1 WHY IS THE ENTIRE PERCY JACKSON CAST HERE????

↳ user2 GIRLLL!!!!!! I think the news about her being Selena is true!!!!!!

↳ user1 AAAAAAAAAAA PLEASE NO! I need Ella as Thalia.

↳ user3 YES, RIGHT? SHE IS MY ONLY FANCAST FOR THALIA

user4 A DELÍRIO PERFEITA JURO. Não posso esperar a hora para te ver como ela (THE PERFECT DELIRIUM I SWEAR. I can't wait to see you like her)

↳ ellarue Muito obrigada meu bem <33 FALTA SÓ UMA SEMANA, NEM EU AGUENTO MAIS (Thank you so much my dear <33 ONLY ONE WEEK LEFT, EVEN I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE)

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@ellarue

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ellarue LANÇOU!!!!!!! ASSISTAM AGORA A SEGUNDA TEMPORADA DE SANDMAN!!!!!!! LAUNCHED!!!!!!! WATCH NOW THE SECOND SEASON OF SANDMAN!!!!!!!

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_xochitl.gomez DELIRIUM HAS ARRIVED MYYY BESSTTTIIEEESSSS

↳ ellarue YESSSSSS BESSTTTTIIIIIIEEEEEE

↳ momonatamada Calling her a bestie, but I'm the one who will go to premier...

↳ _xochitl.gomez OH NO MOMONA YOU DON'T SAID THAT

↳ momonatamada YES I SAID

↳ _xochitl.gomez YOU KNOW WHY I CAN'T GO

↳ ellarue CAUSE U DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE.

↳ _xochitl.gomez NOT THIS AGAIN PLEASSSEEEEE

iamcharliebushnell OPENING NETFLIX NOW.

↳ ellarue aaaaaa this is so cute, tysm <33

↳ aryansimhadri @dior.n.goodjohn @walker.scobell @leahsavajeffries @lin_manuel @rickriordan SHE ANSWERED HIM!!!! RED ALERT!!!! SHE ANSWERED HIM!!!

↳ walker.scobell NO WAY, BROOOOOO WHAAAATTTTTTT

↳ leahsavajeffries Okay, even I'm surprised by this

↳ dior.n.goodjohn I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, CHARLIE JUST PASSED OUT!!!!!!!

↳ lin_manuel THIS IS MY SON, GET THAT GIRL!!!

↳ rickriordan DON'T BELIEVE HIM ANTONELLA, HE'S A NATURAL LIAR

↳ ellarue WTF HAPPENED???? (I trust you, Tio Rick)

↳ iamcharliebushnell I'll kill myself... ☠️☠️☠️

tomsturridgeofficial I love how chaotic your friends are

↳ ellarue Me toooooo, that's why I'm friends with these freaks

↳ tomsturridgeofficial how adorable <33

user1 Bro... Is it just me or does our crush have a crush in our ANOTHER crush?

↳ user2 Yesssssssss, our crush literally has a crush on our crush LMAO

↳ user3 Wait, so our crush is having a crush on our other crush?

↳ user4 This makes sense, since we have crushes on both of our crushes

↳ user5 Does our crush also have a crush on our crush, back?

↳ user1 Why did I start with this????

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@dior.n.goodjohn

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dior.n.goodjohn WE FINALLY MEET, MY GIRLS!! @ellarue (my bride) and @leahsavajeffries (our daughter) 💞💞

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ellarue Bride??? We need to get married immediately.

↳ leahsavajeffries You guys wanting to adopt me, even though you're not even married yet

↳ dior.n.goodjohn HOW ABOUT WE GET MARRIED AT TOMORROW’S MEETING???

↳ ellarue PERFECT, WHY NOT?

iamcharliebushnell your bride is our bride *insert that communist rabbit*

↳ dior.n.goodjohn Really, Bushnell? REALLY?

↳ walker.scobell He's unstoppable bro, unstoppable.

↳ aryansimhadri @lin_manuel Look at the things your son says

↳ iamcharliebushnell Aryan, please stop tagging him every time, he is THE gossip girl, he will tell everyone

↳ lin_manuel AM I THE GOSSIP GIRL, SON?????? THE GOSSIP GIRL?????

↳ dior.n.goodjohn TALARICO RASPA A CANELA BUSHNELL KKKKKKKKKKK

↳ iamcharliebushnell WHAT A HELL??????

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@iamcharliebushnell

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iamcharliebushnell NO, I'M NOT A LOST SON OF POSEIDON

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ellarue Luke Castellan = bonitinho, mas ordinário kkkkkkk

↳ iamcharliebushnell Is the translation correct?? Did you really say "cute"? AGAIN???

↳ ellarue In fact, it's more "beautiful" or "pretty boy"

↳ iamcharliebushnell WAIT, YOU CALLED ME PRETTY BOY????SIOXJIZKSJDISODJPOJIODJHDJBN

↳ ellarue I'm not lying, am I?

↳ dior.n.goodjohn Yeah, now he's dead, great Ella

↳ walker.scobell AEEEEEEE SHE KILLED LUKE FOR ME

↳ lin_manuel Being called "pretty boy" is one thing, now being called "BONITINHO", congratulations, son, you won.

↳ aryansimhadri MANUEL IS RIGHT, BONITINHO IT'S OTHER LEVEL

↳ leahsavajeffries Take note of today, gossip sites, because today was the day he died.

user1 MANO KSKSKSKSKSKSKKSKSK A ANTONELLA CHAMANDO ELE DE BONITINHO E ELE QUASE MORRENDO KSKSKSKSKKSKSKSKSKKSKSK (BRO LMAO ANTONELLA CALLING HIM PRETTY AND HE ALMOST DIE LOL )

↳ user2 QUE FOFURA MEU DEUS (HOW CUTE MY GOD)

↳ user3 Eu não acredito que tô shippando eles, sério, não tem como não shippar (I can't believe I'm shipping them, seriously, there's no way not to ship them)

↳ user4 REALLY!!! THEY'RE THE CUTEST

↳ user5 I don't ship them, but I think their friendship is cute

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Hey darlingss, these were just some spoilers of what's to come in this story and I took it very lightly... I didn't even mention the fights... wait, did someone say something? <33

THE FIRST EPISODE HAS BEEN RELEASED!!

#luke castellan x y/n #charlie bushnell #charlie bushnell x reader #luke castellan #pjo #pjo series #pjo fanfic #percy jackson #percy jackson fanfiction #Charlie bushnell fanfic #percy jackon and the olympians #luke castellan x reader #instagram au

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fr0gc4t · 11 months

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i literally just proved to myself that i finally understand non-dualism. back when i didn’t understand it well i would always be aware of abt my “hard circumstances” (quotations bc they’re not real) and panic/have intrusive thoughts when stuff “happened”, and think “when is it gonna materialize” and stuff like that.

but just a few minutes ago i found out abt a new “circumstance” that would have made me panic and doubt everything if it had happened even yesterday

just before i found out abt this new “circumstance” i read @msperfect777 ‘s “understanding non-dualism” series which helped me a lot with truly grasping what i rly am

anyways when i found out abt the thing just now, i didn’t panic at all. i didn’t react to the “3d”. i didn’t rly even think any thoughts. rather, i just KNEW that it wasn’t real. i knew that consciousness (aka me) is the only thing that exists so the “3d” doesn’t even matter, bc i only care abt imagination. and in imagination, i already “have” my “desires”.

like i said, this didn’t even come in the form of a thought. i was simply aware of it. i did it w/o having a limiting/negative thought beforehand that i needed to fight with a new thought. bc i was AWARE of it w/o needing to think.

a question i had abt non-dualism after reading ms. perfect’s posts was “how can i tell myself not to worry abt the nonexistent “physical world” w/o thinking?” bc i don’t have much experience with being conscious of my consciousness and i have yet to observe how a lot of it works, and i mean, i think i just answered my own question. when u truly understand non-dualism, YOU DON’T HAVE TO CONVINCE YOURSELF OF ANYTHING. YOU DON’T HAVE TO THINK IT TO BELIEVE IT. “convincing urself” and “thinking” r not real, and when u start to realize what u actually r, u just know instinctually that u don’t have to worry.

i also have always been kinda confused abt the “there is nothing to manifest” part, bc i didn’t think fulfilling myself in imagination would be effective since constant reminders of my “3d” were all around me and would distract me/knock me down. but i get it now! when u truly understand what u rly r, YOU DON’T EVEN CARE ABT THE “PHYSICAL WORLD” BC YOU TRULY SEE HOW IT IS NOT REAL!! so ur “circumstances” DON’T EVEN MATTER to u, that’s how u can fulfill urself in imagination w/o getting distracted by the “3d”!

thank u sm @msperfect777 , u rly helped me and i’m so grateful for u aaaaaa <3

#archive ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹#dree.txt #non dualism #non duality #advaita #advaita vedanta #spiritualawakening #law of consciousness #spirituality #spiritual growth #manifestation

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pix3lplays · 6 months

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So about that dark stuff- LMFAO-

Just like. This one is short because I might write more about it later, but like... Argenti is literally OBSESSED with his pursuit of Idrila and finding them. Based on some of the last few things that TB (Trailblazer) talks about with Himeko in the mission with him (finished it last night), it's safe to say that his methods and beliefs are a bit... irrational? I literally took screenies of the convo because oml- Himeko says: "Let's assume that Argenti finds the 'missing' Idrila. Will he be able to recognize them with his human eyes. Or, obsessed with his version of 'them', will he turn a blind eye and not even see them for who they are?"

This is literally a perfect setup for dark romance bs LOL-

Imagine if he believed you to be Idrila, convinced of it and unable to let go of his obsession and his firm belief in what Idrila is meant to be. Subtly shaping you into the image of the beauty, gently manipulating correcting you when you stray from the path. Here in the garden of beauty, only beauty and perfection may remain. After all, Argenti has been devoted to chasing after Idrila and beauty for so long. He is their most devoted follower. He has to be right.

And even worse is you have to keep this act up in public because part of his mission is to spread beauty. So of course he's showing you off to everyone as he brings you along everywhere he goes.

Also I made the drawing bigger. Idk why I like making myself suffer. Still losing my mind over Argenti, I guess. The man himself is art so I suppose it just be like that.

(Also x2: I hope you know that the arranged marriage thing with Argenti has been stuck in my head since you posted it oml- Your writing is always so good. <333)

*Goes backwards for some reason*

Aaaaaa thank youuu, that was a FUN one to write.

The drawing is Perfection, thank you

OK BUT HEAR ME OUT. He’s taking you out in about in Public, introducing you as THE Idrila. You start the subtle little cries for help. Trying to subtly express that this man is CRAZY and you need help to escape and he can Tell what you’re trying to do and he squeezes your hand in warning and it shuts you up immediately because you know you simply CANNOT bear another punishment from him.

#yandere #tw yandere #dark content #tw dark content #honkai star rail #honkai star rail x reader #Argenti #Argenti x reader #Hsr Argenti x reader #honkai star rail Argenti x reader

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averytirednerd · 4 months

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About Episodes 7 and 8...MASSIVE SPOILERS!!

Initial thoughts (because if I talk about EVERYTHING right now you'll be here for at least half an hour)...

WHAT THE HELL?!

I mean I loved getting to watch the season finale, don't get me wrong. But I have just as many grievances as things I loved about it and also SO MUCH happened?!?!?!

Charlie: Loved getting to see her be all demon-y, I've been waiting all season. Also loved her and the cannibals (especially Rosie!!!). So glad she got to work w/ Luci to protect the hotel <333 She and Vaggie are adorable too.

Vaggie: I really enjoyed watching her and Carmilla's song, that was cool. Protecting her girlfriend, very cute. I liked seeing her and Lute have that little face-off.

Husk: Sad that we didn't get to see much of him, but I get it. His interactions with the others were sweet (especially Angel). I loved the one line he got to sing on his own in that last song of episode 8. 😍

Angel: Ngl I am very glad he wasn't the one to die. It would've been a fun little "oh crap" moment but I really didn't want to be right. He's still got business down there. His interactions with the others here are everything to me, and he's just grown so much and aaaaaa. It's lovely to see! I love him more and more with every episode.

Niffty: YOU GO, GIRL!!!! Love to see the stabbing. I also really loved the...one line Nifty got. Kimiko Glenn's voice is a gift, I freaked out over getting to hear one line. Anyway. not much else to say other than I definitely thought it was Alastor doing a big "oh look, I'm alive!" thing when Adam got stabbed, but I was pleasantly surprised.

Cherri Bomb/Sir P: I was surprised, to say the least, when Cherri and Sir P had that little moment. Glad they got it before he went and DIED. Cherri is such a good friend to Angel and she's great. Now, onto Sir P...WOW, OKAY. Glad we know Charlie's plan isn't completely stupid. Wonder how Sera's gonna react to him being there now, lol.

The Vees: FIRST OFF, VOX?????? "This is better than sex!" 💀💀💀 Truly was not expecting to see as much of the Vees as we did. Not complaining though. It was...interesting...to say the least, watching Vox get as excited as he did over the prospect of Al dying (still as obsessed as ever, fr). Not at all surprised to see Val and Vox have a thing going, I figured from the interactions we've seen so far. Them dancing together was silly, them practically making out was less so 😃. Also, gotta continue the love for Velvette--putting up with these two idiots must take a lot. Also also, her HAIR! HER HAIR!! EEEEE

Lucifer: I reallllyyyyyy enjoyed seeing Luci make a return to help Charlie, even if it was in one of those "last-minute saves" that I usually hate. Idk, makes sense here I guess because he's probably always watching over Charlie some way. ALSO LUCI AND CHARLIE GOING ALL DEMON-Y TOGETHER WAS <33333333 I really loved him starting off that last song in episode 8, and telling Charlie that he believes in her. It was so sweet. I love Luci sm, hoping he becomes a more integral part of the crew in s2.

Adam/Lute/Lilith: HAHA HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LOSE??? Lute got what she deserved with the whole...arm thing. ALSO WHAT--JUST GONNA CASUALLY DROP LILITH IN HERE NOW? Sure, fine, whatever, totally cool. Not sure how to feel about Lilith atm so moving on. I dunno why I was so shocked upon seeing Adam's face. I guess I expected him to...not look as good as he does? Also so upset that he broke Al's staff. How rude. He sucks.

Rosie: Not how I expected her to sound, but I'm most certainly not disappointed. I don't have much to say other than I loved literally everything about her. No complaints--at least not yet ig, need to go back and rewatch the episodes critically. Her and Alastor is everything to me, and seeing them dance was <333333 I cannot express my excitement over it enough.

Alastor: Saved him for last because yes. If I wasn't limiting myself to a short paragraph for each, I'd be writing a whole essay just about Al, I swear....CANNOT believe what just happened omg. Not only did we get to see silly Al in episode 7, but we got to see scary (and scared) Al in episode 8. He's really freaking out, it's so entertaining! I'm so glad it wasn't him who died, I started getting a bit worried for a minute there....His relationship with Rosie is aaaaa, best of besties fr. Fighting Adam scene was glorious. Making Vox act like an idiot even when not trying was funny to watch (Vox's obsession with this guy is so silly). Him retreating sure was a move, but I'm glad he didn't get all stubborn and end up dying. Him ranting a bit in his section of the final song was so...AAAAAAA. Man is so scared, he looks stressed as can be. I need to see Alastor just have an external breakdown because he honestly feels like he's on the verge of one. 💀

Stopping for now before I go on a bigger rant than I already have. To those who read all this, I'm so sorry pfft. Feel free to leave a comment if there's something you wanna discuss (or, better yet, send one of those ask thingies. I do not have comments figured out yet...)

Anyway, have a good one <3

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yourpsicodelicbitch · 1 year

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I’m feeling like a fucking egoist so I’ll roast myself

I’m the best at it😄🥰

aspects of my birth chart I blame -don’t do that-

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TW: it could turn deep

*basically aspects in my birth chart

Moon square Venus

I’m fucking rude. I always seem like Idgf. When I liked someone, unless I want them to know, in the past, they have told me that they haven’t had a clue I like them. It’s like I have a mask but really on the inside I’m sensitive and I’m scared of being hurt and not having the reaction I expect. Attachment issues. That’s the thing. I HAVE SUFFERED A LOT in past relationships, any type. Why? I’ve been too attached to the point I begged the other to stay or if don’t I…had a incomprensible fear OR I’ve been too cold and lost what could’ve been friends bc of my anxiety of being hurt/rejected/judge, etc. I HAVE SUCH A HUGE PROBLEM that’s not being able to show myself at the fullest or to struggle to be myself and i’ll adapt to what others would like. SCARED OF BEING JUDGE. I feel that I’m a burden, being me. Showing my real intentions and emotions to the ones I love the most. To be the cause of their problems. That’s my phobia -jk-.

Ascendant conjunction Neptune

As much as it costs me to mention it. Yes, neptune causes addiction or SPECIFICALLY and ORIGINALLY a necessity to escape, to avoid what’s in front of your eyes. The effect neptune gives is insane, the sensitivity someone with neptune energy is on another level. A level that make you wish to disappear or to go to another dimension. The need can’t be put in words. But oh darling, as much as you wish, you scream, you can’t go bc you’re sensitive and that makes you an emphatic. you feel what others feel: you can’t decide. How others would feel? So you hide it. You’re good at it or that’s what you think. “It’s for your own good and for the others, it’s the best”, that’s what you’d said.

Sun square Chiron

A truck hits you every time. Or -a example that’s more family friendly- when you start doing bars, at first you get blisters and it burns but you have to do the work anyways bc you’re not gonna wait an eternity so the blister can heal -another’s gonna appear in the process-: you kept going and finally your skin becomes indifferent to the rub between your hand and the bar. in other words, sun square chiron have passed and pass lessons that are really deep, specifically in the past by being invalidated for being them. They can feel insufficient and that you don’t have the right to be, to show your passions and expressive side (being creative and unique). They repressed you, they thought they had the right and you believed them. Honey, you become stronger each time. Your inner strength is incredible. Accepting yourself, being recognized by you is what matters and what’s going to make you reach your potential.

Lilith square Mars

AAAAAAAA THIS ASPECT. why do I have to have such a AAAAAA aspect? I HATE IT FUCK. You know how many times I’ve changed hobbies? How many times I’ve left a competition bc I was afraid of not winning? What if my full potential wasn’t what I expected? What if I wasn’t the best? If it was the case I preferred to leave, to die -how dramatic- instead of knowing I had competition and that I wasn’t the only one there that wanted to give her best. I changed hobbies every time bc I got bored: in reality I was afraid and stressed bc things didn’t go the way I wanted, I didn’t full my expectations and I was afraid of not doing it if I really tried. At the first try I expected to it to came out like I was an expert. I have to make a mistake, what I was most afraid of, to learn about it, to understand that I’m human. I HATE IT. That’s why I’m feeling like shit. The other day I exploded without of nowhere and a friend that I love obviously got offended and I tried to covered it by telling it was a joke -she still told me she didn’t like it- but then I apologized and cleared everything. Now, add those previous 3 aspects: I feel like fucking shit. -there are other things-.

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❀ Based on my personal experience and what I’ve analyzed in my surroundings.

❀ English is not my first language.

❀ I’m not a profesional astrologer.

Thank youu. baibaiii🫣🫶🏼💋

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Tack tkl headcanons becuz I have nothing better to do

Lee

- He’s a very flustered and giggly lee

-He almost ALWAYS hides his face in his hands or under his hat

-He squeals. No questions asked.

-If he laughs too much, he snorts a bit (my irl friend gave me that idea)

-Oh, he’s so ticklish it’s not even funny

-literally a WALKING tickle spot

-He doesn’t try much to fight back since he doesn’t really believe in revenge in others

-But he will not hesitate to tickle you to pieces if needed

-He’ll fall for those tease tricks SO easily

Example: “AHAHAHA- D-DOHOHOHON’T!” “Don’t what?” “TIHICKLE MEHEHEHE!!” “Tickle you? If you say so, dear!” “WAIT NOHOHOHOHO-!”

-He’ll try curling up in a ball to protect himself

-Raspberries are his mortal enemy

-Like bro- blow one on his neck or stomach and he’s spiritually high-fiving God

-He’ll kick his legs a bit if he’s not pinned

-VERY ticklish on his palms

-Absolutely despises anticipation IT GETS HIM SO FLUSTERED LIKE AAAAAA

-Has a pretty ticklish neck like- if you shove your fingers in the crook of it he’ll scrunch up and try pushing at your hands

Ler

-He’s literally the gentlest ler you’d ever meet

-He’s the type of ler that’ll use cheer up tickles just to see you smile

-He’ll say he wants a hug, but you’ve been played like a fiddle

-The ler that’s prone to giving little kisses on your neck or jawline if it gets you to squeak

-If the lee he’s tickling snorts, squeals, or makes any noise while laughing that he finds remotely adorable, he’s teasing you like a mother fucker about it

-If you have ticklish sides, expect to get poked on them like a piano

-He tries teasing, but just ends up flustering himself

-He uses his height to his full advantage

-Rarely ever a ler tbh

-He uses teases like along the lines of; “I thought you said you weren’t ticklish, you liar!” “Did I hit a sweet spot or are you naturally that giggly?” “Your laugh is adorable! I don’t see why you’re trying to cover it”

-Just flustered myself there a little😅

-He’s SO hypocritical when it comes to raspberries, he hates when you do it to him but then he’ll do it to you just to be an ass

-He gives very soft aftercare

-He’s a fuckin angel I can’t rn😭

#the thief and the cobbler tickles #the thief and the cobbler #tickle headcanons #lee!Tack #ler!Tack #Tack headcanons #Tack the cobbler #the thief and the cobbler tickle headcanons #I’m literally in love with this lanky dude

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