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kabra-malvada · 4 months

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I just got scammed and lost all my savings that's.... funny gahahhaahhahagaagahahhahaaggagagagagagagagagagagaagaahahahahahaahahahhahahahaha........ ha........

HA.

Its fine its not like I literally have no money to eat. It's fine. I'm fine............. ha. Ha... ha......

#I literally have no money to buy a soda on the store god pls end me #kabra bits #god why me #I had been saving up to buy a nice set of frying pans and niw I can't even eat :;#I want to bury myself #this can't be happenningggg #I'd ask for donations but I feel shitty enough as is #I feel so broken down #I was having such a nice day :“[

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hws-indias · 1 year

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Was no one going to tell me I’ve had “clothe” misspelled on my blog title since 2020.

#i want to bury myself

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lynx-tales · 3 months

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I love clothing and it vexes me so much

#lynx tales #I’ve gained a lot of weight in the last few years #and a lot of my clothing doesn’t fit me anymore #and it makes me sad #I have a lot of clothing that I love and can’t wear #I struggle so much with it #one of my jobs I wear a uniform #and I don’t like the uniform itself #but like #it is really nice to not have to decide what to wear to work 3 days a week #because it stresses me out at my other job #I wish I could afford clothes I like #I wish I could fit in all the clothes I have #especially the ones I made for myself #and the only solution I know of is to stop caring at all #to give up on style and any idea that I might enjoy what I wear #i don’t know how to describe it #I don’t have the energy to make clothes like I used to #I want to bury myself #I know my friends and such probably don’t care how I dress #but I do #and I want them to too #I crave that validation #I long for what I looked like in high school #it was so easy to shop back then

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myuminji · 10 months

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college au

Meryl is NOT the first person Vash visited and Wolfwood has had enough embarrassment for the day

and unofficially wife-d up with paper rings (congratulations!)

Vash holding Wolfwood's hands, realising that it's not as calloused, no, in fact, it's soft. Unharmed. Safe. And he's holding it. Both of his hands are holding it. And those hands are exchanging something as fragile as a paper ring, far off from what they're usually accustomed of holding in the past...

(He's holding Wolfwood's hand, he thinks again. It's soft. He wonders if he deserves to hold them.)

Except it's no longer the past, Vash knows that, and now they're here, the flimsy rings weighing heavy with the promise of tomorrows he could never hope or dream of having before. It's so comical to the point of bringing tears to his eyes.

If anyone had seen him crying that day he's blaming it on the damned ring.

(a.k.a. the college/reincarnation au, "we deserve a soft epilogue" ending I desperately need)

#trigun #trigun stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #vashwood #meryl stryfe #it actually started from a jealousy prompt but my playlist changes 3 times so and it went from silly to pain #the whole idea actually came from me accidentally calling a 6ft tall fictional man ''my wife'' to peers who are neither chronically online #nor knowledgable in internet lingo and they asked ''so he's a girl?'' in the most careful tone ever I almost want to bury myself undergroun #myuminjiart

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turnipoddity · 10 months

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this is so fucking stupid but someone said amanda’s saw ii haircut looks like sasuke and I can’t help myself

#it doesn’t help that hoffman has a sakura haircut #i want to bury myself in the sand #saw #saw fanart #myart #john kramer #amanda young #lawrence gordon #mark hoffman

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still-a-morosexual-help · 2 months

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(I haven't played twst in months but if my memory is serving me right:)

Malleus tends to take most things very literally right? He takes the straightforward path, direct instruction without much consideration for anything else etc etc He's also not at all good with any type of """modern slang"""

MC, from what little they talk, uses a lot of sarcasm and snark right?

But also the two of them have canonically spent much more time together talking than we get to see and Malleus actively seeks them out to have conversations

So anyway;

MC gets used to adding what are basically irl tone indicators to the end of their sentences whenever it's needed. Just an offhand "i'm not serious/not literally"

And one day during their regular nightly walks Malleus is doing his pouty face because he's just come back from some meeting or another (that he actually attended for once) and sure it's great that his friend is thoughtful enough to always make sure he's following the conversation but there are times with all the other little humans where sometimes things just don't make sense. Not that he cares of course! It doesn't matter to him what they're talking about, he doesn't care if he's included or anything.....just... it'd be polite (that's it!) if he was included

Which is what he says when they ask why he seems upset (even though he's not upset! Really!)

And casually they say "well I'll just have to clear it up for you everyday then"

And now as far as Malleus is concerned they're engaged

#brought to you by: i just had an entire conversation with someone before they said ''...you know i'm being sarcastic right?''#NO?????? WE WERE ON A VIDEOLESS ZOOM CALL IN WHAT WORLD WOULD I HAVE KNOWN!?!?!?#there were other strangers in the meeting i want to bury myself #twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #twisted wonderland malleus #twisted wonderland yuu #malleus x yuu #malleus x mc #mallyuu #twst malleus #twst yuu #twst mc

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betweenbreaths · 1 year

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It’s been a rough week, to say the least.

The door opens with a violent swing, knocking against the wall and bouncing close with a loud slam.

The sound catches the attention of the green-haired man who was just lounging on the couch, and he looks up just in time to see you plop down next to him. There’s a disapproving click of his tongue when you grab the blanket and pull it over to you instead, leaving his feet uncovered and vulnerable to the cold air.

“You’re late today.”

You nod, pulling your knees to your chest wordlessly. There’s a beat of silence as you swallow the thick lump in your throat, and you take two deep breaths to steady your voice, before you speak.

“Could… Could you hold me? Just for a while.”

There’s no movement. Just silence.

You begin to berate yourself in your mind for asking something so stupid. Zoro isn’t exactly the soft, romantic type after all.

But then a split second later you feel the couch dip beneath his weight as he inches closer, and you feel his warm arms wrap around you, picking you up effortlessly to sit you in his lap.

He pulls you in, letting your head rest against his strong chest. You feel his heartbeat against your temple, and your eyes begin to water.

“Better?” he asks gruffly, but you recognise it as the tone he uses when he’s feeling unsure and doesn’t want to show it.

When you don’t answer, Zoro’s arms tighten around you, pressing you closer to him and you feel his lips in your hair.

A smile cracks your lips just a little.

“Better,” you murmur against his shirt, as your eyes slip close.

“Let’s just stay like this for a while.”

#one piece #roronoa zoro #one piece fanfiction #zoro fanfiction #zoro x reader #my writing #a little comfort drabble for myself #because this is probably the roughest week ive had all year at work and i just want to bury myself and hide in a hole somewhere #not at all ready to face monday and the horrors of demanding bosses clients and deadlines #even my parents are now worried that this job is taking a toll on my mental health #sigh

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zhongrin · 1 month

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dick owners who are bodily able and living in an enviromentally capable conditions to flush toilets in a shared bathroom but don't,

fuck you 🖕🏻

#rin rambles #cw vent #cw unhygienic descriptions #delete later #you are disgusting. period.#i absolutely loathe these lind of inconsiderate people jesus fucking christ how low of an eq do you have #unhygienic incapable fucker i am so tired of going to bathrooms and finding piss and shit i hope the rest of your week suck #what are you? dogs? even dogs have the decency to try and bury their shit and piss. you're worse than dogs #i'm sorry i'm just so angry i've been putting up with this for months now and i'm just so fucking tired and disgusted #gods i want a studio apartment all to myself so bad but they're so obscenely expensive *and* small #i just want to go home.#just let me go home. please. please.

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beelzeballing · 9 months

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decided to finally listen to the season 4 teaser today to commemorate my cousin finally finishing season 3. hearing martin plead for jon to wake up was already painful enough when i noticed. that he says this.

and at first i was like "OH OW! OUCHIE!" and thought no more of it.

until 10 minutes later whereupon my fucking jaw dropped when i remembered jon saying THIS in the season 4 finale

im gonna be FUCKING SICK. IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THESE GAY ASS FUCKING BITCHES.

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #jon sims #martin blackwood #jmart #jonmartin #IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THEM #IVE ENOUGH OF THESE FAGS #IM GONNA BURY MYSELF IN A FUCKING HOLE AND NEVER COME BACK OUT #people have DEFINITELY pointed this out before me. maybe this is even common knowledge #but PERSONALLY. I WANT TO DIE NOW.#AND I NEED TO SHARE THAT FEELING.#tma spoilers

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seaglass-skies · 2 years

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Danny Phantom AU where Danny runs off after a reveal gone wrong, but told entirely from the Fentons’ point of view. It follows them finding out, confronting him, and chasing after him when he flees. Maybe they give up after finding no trace of him, or maybe they catch him and eventually lock him in a coffin to ‘put him to rest.’

They mourn whatever was left of their son and move on. Still vigilant, still ready to destroy any ghost that shows their face in Amity (especially Phantom if he’s still out there), but otherwise live out their lives certain that they’ve done the right thing.

Until they eventually die, and wake up in the ghost zone.

#danny phantom #I'm writing a Danny POV story I think would fit nicely on the other side of this concept #but idk if I'll lever actually write this one lol #adds another variation to the pile of the 'fentons bury danny to lay him to rest' fic ideas #yes I want more cake #yes I will make some myself if I have to

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miloicy · 1 year

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jackdeu to heal the soul

#twst #twisted wonderland #my art #twst deuce #deuce spade #twst jack #jack howl #i want to be deuce and bury myself into jack's tail and ears #pls #like dough im stretched wayyy thin for next week and next month #jackdeu #jackdeuce #on that note ill be on semi hiatus until finals are over

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fullsundiall · 8 days

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CONNOR MCDAVID, the next next one, mcjesus, the one sent to save a dying team. a boy too young set of with the expectation on an entire sport and country on his shoulders and a c on his chest. the one who keeps pushing past his limits, who’s given everything he is and more to the game and still has not been rewarded.

MATTHEW TKACHUK, the rat, the menace, the son, the one who had been told over and over again that he wasn’t good enough, that he was too mean, to aggressive. the one forced away by the fires of a burning team and who found refuge in the arms of a new one. one who would take him in, make him their own, and make him their leader. the team he brought to new heights, far beyond their capabilities, all the way to the sun until he burned.

IN LESS THEN 3 WEEKS one of these boys will hoist the chalice of champions above their heads and be crowned god.

#stanley cup finals #stanley cup 2024 #a little connor/matthew scf intro #narratives that make me want to scream from the rooftops and also bury myself alive #it feels so good knowing that i will be overjoyed at any outcome #edmonton oilers #florida panthers #connor mcdavid #matthew tkachuck #mcmattdrai

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captain-lovelace · 2 months

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#my poetry #Horuspoetry #This one’s never gonna get professionally published so here it is #I usually hate writing lowercase poetry but I thought the unfinished look it gives #poems worked with the subject matter #I also wanted to work in a space detailing the experience of growing up neurodivergent #where you are functionally gendered as a failure #A lot of the details (the burying or the hands-to-eyes) are based on my own life. As is like. The general feeling. Which was basically my #standard from ages 3-9. the description of things outside is based on the memories I have of my old backyard when I was really little #And of the park I used to go to #I have a lot of memories of thinking of myself as basically already dead but also not really *understanding* the difference between being #dead and alive?#Idk. I think the perspective I am writing from is that of the child #but also in some ways I’ve noticed the way I behave towards my memories of my past self resembles the ableist way adults treated me when I #was a kid #As if somehow #There was something just… wrong with me and me only and so I deserved it #So this was also an attempt to show compassion to that child and break from that belief. To say ‘this was fucked up’#And that I don’t believe that there was something wrong with me after all and even if there HAD been I wouldn’t have deserved that treatmen #No one does

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popping-greenbean · 1 month

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there are so many things that i could do so well,,, if only i could like.actually do them

#ok to rb or comment on if anyone wants to ??? i just want to ramble a bit #this post is about everything at once and nothing in particular but also very much about my art career wtf #i miss school already.having structure and clear immediate tasks to focus on and surrounded by people who i can tell myself can understand #like id still be feeling the raging imposter syndrome and self hatred but then at least i can still bury myself in schoolwork and #tell myself that its the best that i can do at the moment and i make excuses to forgive myself undeservingly for not doing more #back home with same old people into same old habits and i am once again 14 hiding in my closet writing edgy poetry plotting murder and #trying to ignore the yelling downstairs and trying to convince myself that its not my fault but at the core of it all it really is isnt it #and out of sight out of mind its harder to convince myself that i am still loved or worthy of it or even capable honestly #and craving the academic validation hearing someone say that what comes from my mind has any value at all any real meaning #and maybe then im still just trying to fool myself because what i want is for someone to believe im capable because i cant do it for myself #craving someplace i can distance myself from being who ive been all my life and guilt for not wanting what ive been lucky enough to receive #ok going to stop before i incriminate myself even more #prob will delete later but if i forget to haha hi #greenbean talks to plants

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whuyao · 11 months

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@userdramas event 08: heat (q.)

↳ SONG HYEKYO as MOON DONGEUN in THE GLORY

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bigothteddies · 2 months

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I keep thinking about how I couldn’t get close enough to them. Bending them over, buried full length inside them, and all I could was grab their body harder and pull them into me so I could push even further into them, to get as much as possible inside them.

#unimportant thoughts #i just. cant get close enough.#cant get deep enough.#i want to bury myself inside them.#made me want to to cry with frustration i couldnt get closer than we already were #i needed more.#and they were taking it so well it hurt them so bad and they still wanted more :(#they wanted more as well :(#they wanted everything i could give them and more :(

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