#Dont Embarrass Me In Front Of The LESBIANS!!!!!!!!!
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ok um i am going to vent on something as someone with an outside perspective and people are going to be normal about that right. okay lol. im sick of hearing about taylor swift <3 as compared to a few years ago even she is like... suffocating. and i feel like we never advance this conversation because on one hand we have people who swing into full misogyny when talking about her, and on the other we have people who won't admit that she blatantly uses feminism to deflect from her problematic behaviors, or at least they won't like, do anything about it, and in this way she sort of ends up misleading a lot of young girls into like. girlboss liberal white feminism. im not saying shes a supervillain for it but you can't deny the ramifications of what she does and doesn't speak up about, just given the absolutely massive platform she has. she is the biggest pop star in the world
for the record, i don't expect taylor to be like. a normal person. she was very famous from a very young age and people aren't normal about teen/adolescent stars, especially when they're girls and women. she had her personal drama aired out in front of the world, had so much misogynistic dialogue surrounding her, from demeaning her success to interrogating her dating life (and never holding the pedos who preyed on her at a young age to any sort of standard!) and for many years people weren't very critical of that. it was normalized to be trashing this young girl's name and saying vile shit about her to like the entire nation and i dont blame her for being like, a little off after that. and yeah i also don’t think we should look to celebrities as our end all be all of activism and opinions on sociopolitical issues
but we've gone full swing into like. she is so famous and so big that her actions can be harmful and she does these things anyway because she doesn't expect her fanbase to hold her accountable, lest they be acting like the very sexists who tried to ruin her career. at least i imagine that's what the thought process is like, at least at some level, but at this point it's just like. this woman makes so much money. so much money it's ridiculous. idk how y'all fathomed paying so much for concert tickets but like i'll give props that they at least seemed to have some insane production/theatrics... so like alright. there's that.
but she is reselling the same songs. sometimes that don't sound that good. and making more money off that. yes yes to 'officially own them' and whatever. and releasing vault tracks and other versions of albums with different songs on them. but never all the same bc u need to collect them all. and the thing is some of them are like kinda bad. but you listen to them anyway because we live in a time of overconsumption/consumerism in late capitalism and it's like trendy and fun to be able to tell what song of hers is playing in the first millisecond. sorry or just your personal attachment to her. and don't say it's embarrassing to be a taylor swift fan these days she's like. so huge. and some of you equate embarrassment with having to hear criticism toward her. which might not be as common if swifties idk stepped it up and actually expected something from her?
which i guess is getting me to my main point here. can you imagine like. what would happen if taylor swift actually said anything about palestine? or anything of value in the world right now? no one's asking her to be a fucking scholar on it but genuinely sorry there’s like a genocide. several. the most documented real time genocide of our time i don’t care if it makes you upset that people expect something from her. she is time's person of the year. she has everyone from young girls to lesbians to gay men to bored football wives to dads to well fucking etc you get the point tuned in. she has dabbled in so many different spaces done so many collaborations aligned herself with so many entities who can keep up? if she, as massive as she is right now, posted something as simple as 'free palestine' or called for a ceasefire, can you imagine what would happen? i can’t help but think about it when day in and day out my feed is filled with screaming people being pulled from rubble or having their limbs amputated.
but she won't, because, quite frankly, what does she have to gain from it? she’s teaming up with the nfl right now to make some more money, she's gotta have at least like 4 new albums recorded in the last two years and at least um what three more that you're expecting? and she doesn't even have to like? write new music really? (edit: oh boy!) why the fuck would she be doing anything with her time other than poisoning the planet with jet fuel to visit her pr boyfriend?
taylor swift is never gonna be punk or what the hell ever beyond like a white liberal-at-best moderate woman. but if any of you could talk to each other and talk about, like, organizing in ways that it would be impossible for her to continue to ignore these situations, and just keep playing her tour FILM (how could i forget) in israel and etc, like if you could flood her socials or do a mass movement (and it would be massive given the sheer amount of peoples' top artists she's in) of not listening/buying/interacting with her stuff, until her agents and whatever had to make some sort of statement? like that's the only chance we've got with her
i'm not saying don’t be her fan, or listen to her music, or have an attachment, etc, but she's been around enough vile, anti-feminist, racist things this past year that y'all DO need to hold her accountable. like way more than you do. or it's going to be like really difficult to. tolerate it. haha. like you SHOULD be vocally and loudly disapproving of her actions when it causes a lot of damage overall. speaking up about her insane climate irresponsibility when we're having the hottest years on record is not the same as the people who felt the need to like pick apart her dating life on the news. but can we talk about how she's officially like. circled back and now is purposefully making news about her dating life? for her personal gain and that of the fucking nfl? lol. in a way it is funny for her to ‘take that power back’ in a way, of her image, and i think that’s how some people might view it, but like on the other hand she obviously is gaining a lot from this. you know. a lot of actual money. she is going to profit off this image of her being misunderstood etc for as long as u guys allow it and well i just think that has run its course. yk
continuing into 2024 (edit: and now with the release of a new album!) i don't want to see swifties automatically exonerating themselves from difficult conversations because like they feel like their fave has faced enough unwarranted criticism. or bc other people should also be criticized. much of it is warranted! and you guys need to grow up and be able to talk about it and stop painting taylor swift's face as like the Pinnacle of feminism. she doesn't and shouldn't have to be, and she isn't, and she should in fact be held accountable when she does really fucking shitty things on account of they're shitty! i don't care that she's a woman! it's like that meme of oh yay a woman democrat sent these missiles. oh yay a woman is massively damaging the planet and proudly dated a violent misogynistic racist, and faced minimum criticism for these things over and over because your only comeback is ‘well what about’ if a man did the same thing, etc, you refuse to just look at the situation we do have. yes we should. we should do that we should hold men accountable but you can also like not accept awful fucking behavior from your faves when you have a chance. do you think that’s helping feminism genuinely. use your voice use your power (your money) to like. do something for once. i cannot keep living in the taylor swift echo chamber.
and for the record. i like enjoyed taylor like back when i was a young girl and she had a few songs on the radio, and i honestly even had a moment where i used guys' opinions on her as a first step to navigate who i felt safe around in a very hypermasculine sexist college space. because yes. some people do need feminism 101 and some people's genuinely misogynistic rage will be demonstrated in their hatred of taylor and her success. but at some point we gotta move on from that. if some people will look at the most powerful woman in the world, who has enough money to stay away from them and an extremely massive loyal fanbase watching and supporting her every move - if some men take out their hatred on her, a powerful white woman, how do you think they view and treat women who are not white, thin, "conventionally"/eurocentrically attractive, or accessible to cis/het audiences?
anyway i hope that i can bring a conversation to the swiftieverse cause i honestly believe u guys could have comparable impact to like. bts stans. maybe. if you put your minds together for a good cause. and we don’t have to do the oppression olympics or whataboutisms or WHATEVER for forever. can we please move the conversation forward does anyone else feel insane with like where we’re at
on that note, i really do think now is the perfect moment for you to disrupt shit with your voices and demand better from her. it might not save the world, but it could make a huge difference in changing peoples' minds
okay um. thanks 👍
tldr i can’t do another year of swiftie discourse i just can’t please if there is a god out there help us
#abby talks#well here’s a draft that i guess is relevant#taylor swift#swifties#swiftie#midnights#1989#folklore#evermore#taylor’s version#travis kelce#long post#ok swiftie mutuals u better have my back here 😇👍
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tcoptp thoughts pt.17
I have officially lost count of how many of these i have done. currently at ch86 and everything is fine and dandy :)
scratch that everything is not fine and dandy- THEY PULLED REGULUS OUT OF SCHOOL. WHEN I FIND WALBURGA
Marlene and James <3333
the black brothers angst will kill me one day. Write it on my grave
I didnt think it was possible for remus to panic even more but jealousy seems to do the trick
GOD THEY'RE SO AWKWARD I LOVE THEM
can the lesbians please stay together i need them they're probably the only sane couple around here (apart from sunflower)
its 2 am please i cant laugh. what i do find funny is that at the start sirius and remus were all like 'lEtS gIvE tHeM sIgNaLs tHeY'lL fIgUrE iT oUt' and then at the end they were like 'we dont care about society's views we will make out just so you can understand'. AND THEN LILY JUST SAYS SHE KNEW IT ALREADY (valid tbh)
james and sirius kissing in the toilet while drunk and then never talking about it again is peak bff behaviour.
marlene 'tell me again what they said' mckinnon i wanna hug you
noo not mary and marlene guys please asdfghjkl
NO NOT THE LESBIANS
.........not the unrequited marylene havent i had enough angst
.....this is another level of kinky behaviour
.......peter was literally so close fuckk
wolfstar's entire love language is bickering and its beautiful <33
james just absolutely panicking in front of marlene im dying
....oh mary you sweet summer child
'you've lined us up for slaughter' god i love them asdfghjkl
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god mary's day is just filled with shocks and suprises
'shes a woman not the devil' I WISH. ONE DAY SHE IS GOING TO DIE BY MY BLADE AS A THOUSNAD COCKROACHES RUN DOWN HER FACE INSTEAD OF TEARS
I am going to kill her and make her eat worms for eternity in hell just so that she can feel just a scrap of pain that she had inflicted
.....what just happened.... asdfghjklqwertyuiopzxcvbnm
.......SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE SIRIUS A HUG HE DESERVES IT
CHRIST IS VOLDEMORT FUCK YEAH (no hate to christianity btw just hate to the blacks)
THE BLACK BROTHERS SORTING THEIR SHIT! TOGETHER!🥹
HOW DO THEY THINK OF THESE THINGS 💀💀
........this is genius wtf
k now its just getting embarrassing tbh pls stop
......regulus?? trish??? reginald? hoooly fuck
.......ITS A PROMISE RING!!!
'i find those reeking in heterosexual undertones' ily sirius
kinda feel bad for peter tbh
....oh... oh no... fuckk
someone give sheila a hug god knows that woman has had enough
#the cadence of part time poets#my thoughts#sirius black#remus lupin#regulus black#james potter#lily evans#marlene mckinnon#mary macdonald#the black brothers
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NEW PAPERTEETH UPDATE!! WOOOOO!!! im going insane. prepare for incomprehensible rambling thoughts about the new page below im so sorry. i cant believe i embarrass myself on the tumblr ask system in front of countless strangers for FREE
AVERY CANON POTENTIAL PANIC ATTACK HAVER!! BIG VALIDATION WIN FOR THE PEOPLE WITH "AVERY MAYBE HAS A PANIC ATTACK CAUSED/RELATED TO VAMPIRISM ADAPTABILITY AND BEING A STUPID IDIOT WHO DOESNT DRINK BLOOD AND ALSO INSPIRED BY THIS TINY DETAIL I KEEP SEEING IN THE AUTHOR'S ART OF HER THAT MAKES ME DERANGED (image below related tumblr for the love of god dont nerf the quality)" BULLETPOINTED IN THEIR FANFICTION BRAINSTORMING GOOGLE DOC!! (which is me. only me. the bulletpoint right after that is "lesbianism continues" if ur curious)
um. sorry. anyways. so the second thought upon reading the newest page was "oh my god,,,theyre kind of holding hands in this panel,,,SOMETHING AWFULS ABOUT TO HAPPEN TO AVERY BUT SCARLETS HAND IS OVER HERS!! i hope they EXPLODE"
in conclusion. thank u 4 paperteeth and the work u put in,,,it has been a bit since ive found a media that scratches my brain and that i can be rambly over!! :]] if any of my asks ever make u uncomfortable/feel boundary-pushing pls let me know!! sometimes i fear i get. Too Excited over media
i will neither confirm or deny writing paperteeth fanfiction OR creating a playlist for it. however. i WILL say the songs "a burning hill" by mitski, "stray italian greyhound" by vienna teng, and "yes, to err is human, so don't be one" by will wood all help me spin definitely unrelated ideas in my brain,,,
DW I LIKE UR ASKS!!!! im used 2 being the only one insane over my ocs so its fun when other ppl r -u have a google doc!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats so cool!!! somehow nobodys ever pointed out her crusty little hands in my gay little drawings before, shes so diseased thank u for noticing huge win for me ngl- & thank u for liking my stuffff!!!!! i rly appreciate when ppl notice things that i want ppl to notice ;; it makes it more fun to put small things in for ppl to find. & writing paperteeth fanfic is so cool im flattered anyone likes my thing enough to even consider doing that.
& yeah drawing them weirdly close for no reason is my only hobby atm ngl
ahh!!!!!
#asks#and making them get engaged in the sims.#thats what the sims is for#i had to download so many cc hairs to find one that looks remotely ok for avery#and i tried buying the cat expansion so i could make agnes but it turns out i have to wait like 48 hours at most for my order to process#i dont understand why though steam would never do this to me#sorry anyway
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*died.*
PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
I'm sorry I disappeared from the radar. I was just preparing for the physics contest, which I will have on Monday. and I also have a german contest this Friday.
maybe I'm a quiet person, but my ambitions are very loud and I intend to get first place everywhere, lol…
so!
first.
MY GODNESS, nooo, don't call me cute or sweet. 😭😭😭 my heart is very weak and may not be able to stand it.
again, God, thank you very much for your kind words and mutual understanding that you give me. hehe, I hope you are not tired of my long messages, which equally kill our time.
my request!
I'm dying. I'm really dying a happy person. I'm so glad you liked it so much that you started writing it so quickly. BUT, please take your time and keep giving yourself time to rest and introspect. everything is fine, I will humbly wait for this masterpiece.
and I'm always here to talk about the motives why some characters would become yandere. I'm sure that the main reasons that would trigger my resilient and independent Peggy would be the desire to protect and take care of the object of her "love", given that people who are too close to Peggy can be killed.
so…….
yes.
Oh and, haha, that's unusual to hear. I'm not a fan of horror movies or sitcoms, (unlike my mother), but I would love to watch with you what you think is a real masterpiece that we just have to watch.
next, emotions. of course, emotions and feelings are very… a sensitive topic. as well as dont revealing your such emotions and feelings to people. everyone has their own reasons for this.
and I am so glad that you are really getting help in this matter. it's true as an outlet after these messages with a kind of self-autopsy in front of a stranger like me.🫂
and no. we and your loved ones are lucky to have you. and, probably, I'm not thinking very constructively in order to decompose all your positive and negative traits and behavior in order to determine whether you are a curse or a blessing...
Rather, this is what I want to see.
let's remember a glass of water. someone will say that it is half full, and someone will think that it is half empty. in your case, if you were a glass of water, I would say "this glass is half full".
I do not know, but I'm again so embarrassed and happy at the same time from your post with Peggy and this spoiler……
I swear, while I'm at this olympics, one cell of my brain and the last cell of my nerves will probably be like:
"Peggy, Peggy, Peggy, Peggy fanfiction, dark-Peggy, Captain Carter, tumbler, Kaz, Kaz, Kaz, Kaz, be gay do crime, here we go lesbians, wAh uH BoH uHl, yoove gOht tO bE JOEking, God save Peggy Carter and her amazing accent"
AND OH MY GOD, HOW BEAUTIFULLY YOU PICKED UP THESE AESTHETIC PHOTOS AND HOW BEAUTIFULLY EVERYTHING IS DECORATED.
just don't think that I'm writing all this just because of my request. I just wanted to compliment you on your excellent sense of taste and impressive writing abilities.
well, and of course in general, for your presence.
hmm.
hey, babe, do you know what the best thing your parents did?🧐🤨
*theatrical pause*
you!😎😜😈
(DISCLAIMER: IT'S A JOKE, I DONT KNOW, WHAT IF YOUR PARENTS ARE DOCTORS AND FIGHTING CANCER OR HELPING HOMELESS CATS AND DOGS, THANK YOU, BUT YOU'RE STILL THE BEST THING THEY DID)
oh my god if it isn't my favourite anon! hii darling i hope you're doing okay! <3 you'll absolutely smash those contests ik you will so good luck for them! sending much love and support for it! 💌
hey it's okay to be a lil quiet but have strong ambitions and aspirations fr, were all our own person simply trying to be in the world
agh i'm sorry dear :) i have a habbit of using nickname's especially to cute humans who deserve it. i'll protect your lil heart i promise! and of course my word's simply seek to tell the truth. <3 also i could never get bored of your messages even if they're long i love that you feel comfortable enough to send me messages like this, besides they make my days 🫶
god don't die on me before you have even read it please! 🙏 no but of course i'm enjoying writing it bit by bit, besides it's an interesting concept and i hope you thoroughly enjoy it when i do get around to posting it love! don't worry i won't over work myself sweet! i feel like the reason in this story peggy ends up becoming yandere is due to her past, she's always had to fight to become what she wanted. the serum everything, her brothers death. so in regards to this seeing reader with wanda and seemingly so helpless she has to have her, in a way her stomach seeths with a pain she hasnt felt in years. When she does get reader its the urge to keep herself and peggy has to tell herself that, it is all for the good of cause for her little thing she has to protect! <3 i got carried away then and it shows.. 🫠
god i'm such a sucker for them it's embarrassing. scream, the conjuring series, the visit, hereditary it's the adrenaline for me! dw i'll choose ones that won't scare the shite out of you i pinky promise love! :))
emotions are always a complicated little thing, silly but meaningful in every way. loki said love is like a dagger and sylvie said love is hate, whereas it's all of that and so much more just as any emotion is! it's apart of who someone is and how they can be seen. thank you so much darling, sometimes those who cannot be seen or known of are the best listeners, so always! 🫂
i'm lucky to have you all in my life in anyway shape or form, those we surround ourselves with always impact our inner selves and ofc. analysing whether one is a poet or a singer through words, or simply is just one at the edge of the shore is entirely a concept that doesn't define curse or blessing, i'm flattered and touched you'd simply let it be. your words speak everything so softly <33
thats an interesting concept of a glass of water and touching. from my perspective in regards to yourself you speak fondly of people in ways that even the sun is unable to touch, you perceive things amazingly and im blessed to get to speak to such a sweet anon 💞
bahaha you're adorably funny i love it! my fanfics are something idk even what they are but i do apologise (not really) that it's fumbling so much with that brain of yours. i just enjoy delving deep into gayness and chaos with stories and characters! :')
sO each photo really does have a meaning, small spoiler the middle photo of peggy is her face when she first sees said reader, the other two are secrets yet to be revealed! i love alluding to certain events with my photos i just enjoy searching for them and adding in secrets and clues to be revealed.
don't worry darling ik you're speaking from a kind heart and soul, your messages truly are touching and i adore speaking to you and receiving such compliments! you're truly a breath of incredible fresh air and sunshine 💌
BAHAHA such an adorable thing and snazzy thing to say! <33 yk what yours did? the same thing created such a beauty such a melody. LMAOAOAOA dont worry no offence taken (my parents are fine my love) 😂💌
i hope you've slept well though and taking care of yourself!! did you sleep well and remember to stay hydrated my dear :')
#anon! 💌#my cute peggy anon lover#kazasks ღ#this is the cutest anon#they are the sweetest anon to exist!
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*ੈ✎ he's an all american boy!
content: american football player! jason grace x reader
╰┈▸ back cover: mortal! au; part I | part II
warnings: cursing (sorry guys), kinda random non-linear plot (but its hcs so its fine)
librarian's annotations: guys help i need a song title/lyric that fits this so it can be my title
also IM GOING FERAL I THINK THE ANGST MADE ME INSANE SO THIS IS HOW I COPE can you guys tell im projecting by the way ppl fawn over him in this
bro is actually hotshot #1
right when he walks into the school he is BOMBARDED with students like theyre papparazi
hes just
tall, handsome, buff- what more could a girl want?? (there are other criteria he meets but we'll get to that later)
the picture perfect quarterback straight from a damn movie
NOT TO MENTION HES NOT SOME COCKY JERK
at first ppl were like "omg hes so hot but im not gonna go up to him cause what if hes mean???"
and then he goes up to them and hes all shy like
"excuse me? i need to get to my locker, sorry if i interrupted your conversation." and hes scratching the back of his neck and smiling awkwardly
HEART EYES
word spreads fast in hs yall already know
so when everyone finds out hes not only tall, handsome and buff but also KIND??
head over heels
and hes not exactly oblivious to it but hes not fully aware of it either
probably like "oh yea a lot of ppl talk to me idk why tho its probably cause my friends are popular"
bby you’re the most popular out of your friends don’t even
hes such a good student too
teachers love him
hes everyones golden boy fr (especially mine teehee)
usually sits in the front of the class unless his friends make him sit with them in the back
then he pulls out his glasses that he keeps in its case, even having the lil wipe thing folded neatly
cue shocked gasps
"omg you wear glasses?"
"do you need to clean them? here have my handkerchief!" ("who even are you can't you see he has one")
"those suit you so well!"
his ears turn red at the sudden burst of attention and he laughs nervously, muttering his thanks
even the teacher wasnt mad at the disruption bc who would get mad at jason?
(he got little nudges from his friends after)
you guys know that one jock whose actually a nerd x nerd trope???
i dont even know if it exists but it sounds cute anyway
thats you and jason
he had his first conversation- if you could call it that, at the library when you guys were abt to grab the same book (ugh so cliche right)
being the gentleman he was, he let you have it
to which you tried to refute but he INSISTED
"oh, y/n it's yours. i'll just get a different one."
which got you a little intimidated bc who wouldnt be intimidated by a 6'2 jock thats the talk of the town
you thanked him profusely and scampered away
wait did he just say my name? how does he even know who i am?
that probably kept you up at night
like "oh my god did i just embarrass myself in front of THE jason grace???? did i walk away weird?"
little did you know that the jason grace was awake that same night
"did i scare her?? why did she look like that when i said her name? did my voice crack? did she think i was weird cause my hand brushed against hers? oh my god my hand brushed against hers.."
started noticing you EVERYWHERE after that
like he knew you guys were in some classes tgt
but he finds that he passes by you SO many times in the hallway
and somehow spots you at a table across the library
was that your usual spot? was this his usual spot now?
like what?? his delusional never-had-a-real-gf-because-that-one-time-he-dated-his-friend-she-turned-out-to-be-a-lesbian ass thinks its fate
very much influenced by all the books he reads (NO he does not read romance he simply finds an interesting book that HAPPENS to have romance)
(and if he did, WHAT OF IT HUH??? THEY COUNT AS BIG BOY BOOKS OKAY)
i have this headcanon that he remembers the name of everyone in his classes because he was always forgettable as a kid and no one really knew his name cause he was so quiet (or he tries really hard to remember because he has this aching feeling that in another timeline he could never remember)
so he doesnt want to make others feel that way and yea
BACK TO HOW HOT HE IS
(stealing part of this from my earlier rant)
its late, hes tired, but hes back in the library to cram for his test tomorrow
so unlike him, usually hed be on top of things, but his minds been on some... other things. persons. person.
hes still sweaty and sore from football practice, having (literally) ran straight here after changing
throws his bag down (quietly of course, he's not some brute) and takes out like three different notebooks, his worn pencil case from freshman year, and his glasses
jason slides them on, pushing it up the bridge of his nose as he gets up and searches for the textbooks he needs
he knows its more comfortable and less time-consuming to just study at home, after all he already has loaner textbooks given out at the start of the school year, but something in his heart wanted him to drag his beat ass here and work
and good thing too, because he sees a familiar hand grab a book from the other side of the bookshelf
not that he just knows what your hand looks like, that'd be weird
it reveals your beautiful eyes, ones jason would love to see closer
he smiles at you from the crack in the bookshelf, murmuring a soft "hello"
you think you just saw an angel with the way the warm light crowned his head
but when you offer to help him study??? he thinks he fell in love
you were his SAVIOR
thanked you a billion times every other sentence and fumbled over his words cause hes never talked with you for this long
his ears are bright red even though the ac in the library was always to the max
also how is he wearing just a shirt
not that you minded though, it gave you a chance to ogle at the way the fabric was fighting for its life to keep him under wraps
and daydream about fantasies that shall not be named (one involving a pink bow around his bicep)
you dont know how long you were helping and how long you spent daydreaming
you hoped you werent being too obvious (it was very, very obvious but jason was too focused to notice)
it felt like mere minutes when jason looks up, a tired but accomplished look on his face
he thanks you one last time, saying he'll make it up to you
you couldnt help but feel disappointed until the fatigue from the day hits you like a bus
he offers to take you home, saying it was too dark out, and that it wouldnt be safe
god, hes such a gentleman
you take him up on the offer as you did NOT plan on dying a virgin
walks you to your door too, can he get any better???
apparently he can because after he got his scores back for his tests, he rushes to you with a bright smile and presents them like a child with their artwork
”i got a hundred! it’s all thanks to you, you’re a really great study buddy!”
of fucking course he gives the credit to you how is he so humble??
like that was alllll him you just sat there and admired the view (so real for that)
after that he practically begs you to go to his next game, saying he'll return the favor by playing extra hard for you
(can he be extra hard for me tho)
you needed no convincing because a. hes jason grace. end of question. (and b, you know his ass would look great in his uniform GOOD GOOGLY MOOGLY)
he even said he’ll treat you if your school wins (which should be the other way around, but he again, insists)
they won, to absolutely no one’s surprise
took you to a cute lil cafe where you guys got drinks and sandwiches
then he overthinks it before bed cause he didn’t make it sound like a date but he really wanted it to be but he wasn’t sure if you felt the same and-
when you guys do start dating, everyones jealous but they cant bear to hate because you guys are just so cute together (bonus if youre short cause height difference couple !!)
he tried to keep it secret cause he didnt want to get you overwhelmed with a bunch of attention, but its obvious to everyone hes extra soft with you
he thought he was being sneaky when he slowly shifted his usual seat day by day to be closer to you so it wouldnt be obvious (spoiler: it was)
you assured him you were okay with your relationship being public if he was okay with it too
of course he is how can he NOT want you by his side forever
he sees his friends give their gfs their jersey to wear to their games and is like
“i so want that” but he’s too shy to ask youu
but it’s written all over his face as you catch him staring intently at the way his friend hands over his spare jersey to his girlfriend when they think no one was looking
so, being the great girlfriend you are, took it upon yourself to ask him for it
which he gave to you a blushing, stuttering mess
the next game, he was worried
where were you? you weren’t usually this late; the game was about to start and he didn’t even get a good luck kiss yet!
he knows it’s probably nothing strange, that you’re just running late, but he can’t help but worry
the whistle blows and he sighs, getting into position, but not before sneaking one last glance at the bleachers
his sky blue eyes found you instantly, and was that-?
you were wearing his jersey, practically swimming in it as you waved your arm excitedly.
he broke into a wide smile, unfortunately hidden by his helmet, and waved back at you, forgetting all about the game for a moment until his friend whacked him upside the head
he buzzed with anticipation, wanting to just hurry and finish so he could run to you and spin you in his arms
you were his driving motive as he scored touchdown after touchdown, never letting the other team bridge the gap in their points
his team wins unsurprisingly, and the first thing he does is throw down his helmet and run to you, tackling you gently
he sweeps you off your feet and kisses you as you spin, giggles muffled by his lips
hes sweaty and sticky but you couldn’t bring yourself to care, the way his smile lights up the world is all that matters
and he knows that you’re his world, and he’d do anything to make you light up
#*ੈ✎ stories#jason grace#jason grace x reader#heroes of olympus#hoo#hoo x reader#heroes of olympus x reader#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo x reader#percy jackson and the olympians x reader
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Well this is a fucking throwback.
I cannot recall the last time I used tumblr. This thing used to be my absolute life. I made best friends on here. It was the only thing that woke me up. Only thing that kept me alive. And now its basically abandoned so why not use it now. i have nothing to discuss at the moment. hopefully i do in future. i have nothing worth writing about. my flame is out and im trying desperately to re ignite it but its proving to be difficult. how does one muster up the motivation to love anything or anyone deeply. its exhausting.
i already feel better writing here. i dont trust diaries anymore. too much of an invasion. and ive had the terrifying experience of having my thoughts read from my diaries. kayla last time read it. then exposed me. accused me of being a lesbian because my diary was filled with a girl i used to love. she did that in front of my family. it was embarrassing and threw me off writing in diaries ever since.
and i was on an amazing streak. i wrote everyday. and everything rhat i was writing was actually interesting. i like going back to read how my brain worked. so i will be continuing here. this one will stay. throughout the years ive had a million diaries, a million secret accounts and blogs to write my thoughts all over. my thoughts are now scattered all over the internet and id have no clue how to erase them all. i cant remember all the things ive done.
i will remember this though. its private and secret, which is exactly what i need, if i want to continue writing my thoughts. so lesssssssssssgoooooooo.
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dayasco camgirl au- pt.1
inspired by daya and bosco being lesbians for each other on main…so yeah lol¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i promise i dont only write smut but they just have so much smut-worthy material that some things just write themselves lmao
*rated E*
thank you @fluito for helping me with this heheh <3 ;)
part 2
Ao3
Daya made her way over to Bosco’s apartment, a bottle of wine in tow as she prepared herself for a girl's night in.
Bosco had warned her that she’d be busy for about an hour before Daya was supposed to come over, but Daya had insisted that she come over at that time anyway. Daya knew what Bosco meant by “busy”—she wasn’t in the dark about what her best friend did for extra money on the side. But she respected Bosco and how hard she worked, so she made sure to wait until just after 7 pm to give her privacy and time to finish her stream before getting out of her car to meet her.
She got to Bosco’s door, walking right in like she always does out of habit, and made herself at home on her couch.
“Hello?” she called out but heard nothing. She assumed Bosco would be out to greet her any moment.
She scrolled on her phone for a minute before hearing noises come from the other side of the bedroom door that made her cheeks burn red.
Meanwhile, Bosco was in her room, still doing her weekly live stream. She wore a bright red pleather lingerie set, with a matching corset and garters, accentuating her slim waist and toned thighs. Her head fell back, a vibrator shoved between her spread legs in front of the camera and ring light that was set up by the foot of her bed.
She was lost in her own world, moaning and writhing on the bed as she let the pleasure take over her. Her mouth opened as her breathing sped up and filthy noises spilled out. She felt heat coiling in her stomach as she got closer to her release.
Comments and tips poured in from her viewers as her hips canted up into the wand, trying to get as much contact as she could. Just as she started tipping over the edge, she heard the sound of Daya calling out from the living room, but it was too late for her to stop the intense orgasm from flooding her body, failing to hold back the moans and gasps that escaped her lips.
When she came down from her high she wrapped up the stream quickly, knowing Daya must have heard all of that. She also knew it was her fault that she didn’t send Daya a warning text that she was running late. Bosco cleaned up, put away her setup, and changed as quickly as she could, hoping to do some disaster recovery.
She opened her bedroom door slowly, finding a frozen Daya looking up at her from the couch.
“I’m so sorry I should have told you I was running late,” Bosco said apologetically, her face still flushed pink from exertion.
“No, no, uhm, yeah don’t worry about it it’s totally fine,” Daya stuttered.
“You heard all of that didn’t you,” Bosco stated rather than asking.
“I’m sorry, I was gonna leave when I heard you…you know, until you were done, but I—“
“Daya, please, don’t worry about it, it’s no big deal,” Bosco laughed with slight amusement.
Daya was kind of relieved at how chill Bosco was being about it, easing much of her guilt and embarrassment. “Okay, well, did you at least make a decent amount tonight?” She asked, lightening the mood.
“Two hundred bucks, baby,” Bosco flipped her hair over her shoulder and stuck her tongue out through her teeth.
“Yessss get that coin bitch,” Daya celebrated with her, getting up to pour them both a glass of wine. “Damn if that’s the kinda money you make from one stream maybe I should join you some time,” She joked.
“Maybe you should,” Bosco winked before clinking their glasses and taking a sip.
Daya tried masking the pensive look she knew she had on her face by taking a sip as well. Was she joking? Yeah, yeah, of course she must be joking.
“Come on, take-out is on me tonight,” Bosco sat down, opening her phone to order.
They turned on a movie once their food arrived, but Daya wasn’t really paying attention, too distracted by Bosco’s comment from earlier. The image wouldn’t leave her brain now. They were friends, sure, but Bosco was undeniably attractive.
Daya was suddenly a little too aware of how Bosco’s legs were resting on her own, how their thighs were touching. She squirmed in her seat at the thought of them doing something on camera together. ‘No, no, no, don’t go there,’ she thought to herself. The person she was thinking about was literally right next to her, it was so wrong.
Daya tried her hardest to concentrate on watching the movie, feeling like it lasted forever with how restless she was. When their night was over, Daya left Bosco’s apartment, hugged her goodbye, got to her car, and slumped down in the driver's seat, letting out a long sigh.
She knew things were about to get a whole lot more complicated.
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Tension | Hange x reader +18
Summery : you have a fat crush on Hange but you never thought it would go anywhere, that is until today
Tags : female Hange, lesbian sex, oral sex, Hange being to hot to handle 🙄
A/n : I’m sorry the writing at the end was kinda rushed and a bit shitty but I hope you enjoy:)
Word count : 1k
The potent smell of varying chemicals and the endless amount of documents that seemingly don't have a home is what I have become accustomed to. While the smell of something burning would've alerted me only a couple of months ago, now I don't even think twice about the constant smoke that lingers around the lab.
But there is one thing I don't think I will ever get used to, that being the one and only Section Commander Hange. No matter how many long days I spend in the lab with Hange, I can never get used to the sporadic nature of the woman.
But her actions were never the problem, it's the way she makes me feel things I've never felt before. I couldn't even count the amount of times that I have gotten myself distracted by finding myself entranced by every little thing about her. I don't know what it is about Hange that makes me feel this way but it's all so foreign to me. And to be honest i hate it. I hate the way she makes me feel so good, even though I know it is wrong.
And a sick part of me hopes she notices my feelings, in the slight chance that she might feel the same. but I know it would be wrong. Not only am I in a strictly professional relationship with Hange, being her assistant, But we are also both girls. Girls can't love girls and that's just the way it is, the way it's always been.
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I walk into Hanges office and place down a warm cup of her favourite tea, admiring the way she smiles and thanks me even when deeply consumed in paperwork. As I walk around the desk to seat my self Hange finally looks up from her papers and gives me a almost a pleading look.
"May I help with your paperwork section commander?" I offer, knowing that's what she wanted to hear. "Thank you darling"
"And I remember telling you to call me Hange when it's just the two of us" her voice deep and strained for the days work.
I nodded as I tried to ignore the way my heart fluttered at her choice of words, instead focussing on the work in front of me.
And that's how it went for a few hours. But then seemingly out of nowhere I got the overwhelming feeling of being watched, so I looked up for the first time since immersing myself in the work. And my gaze was met with a pair of beautiful brown eyes. She looked at me for a second before breaking eye contact and chuckling. " sorry I didn't mean to stare, I was getting a bit distracted"
Fuckfuckfuck i dont know if I can do this anymore. I try and get back to work but the air in the room suddenly felt thick, the heavy tension feeling like it could swallow me whole.
And then suddenly, as if on cue, both me and Hange looked up at each other, eyes locking. That's when, with no words said, Hange stands up, walks over to me and smashes her lips on mine.
In the shock of it all I just stand there trying to comprehend what the hell just happened, but I'm guessing Hange took that as rejection and pulled away.
"Shit- I'm so sorry, I'm must of miss read the-" and before she could explain I leaned in and kissed back.
Hange quickly took the lead as she slithered her hand down to my waist so softly pull me into her. As the kiss got more and more messy, I could help but be hyper aware about the way my hips are flush up against her upper thigh.
Just as I thought this couldn't possibly get anymore erotic, she subtly pushes my hips forward into her thigh then back again in a almost rocking movement. I whimper into the kiss which prompts her into doing again, and again until I've become a whimpering mess beneath her.
"Your so fucking hot y/n" she said as she pulled away and looked down at me.
I lean back to support my myself self against the desk but Hange grabbed my hands and pushed me down so I was now laying on the desk.
Still not having shared any real words, she quickly started to in button my shirt, she kiss my body every time she exposed a new area of skin, making sure I feel like the most beautiful person in the world.
When she finally finished worshiping my body she finally reached my pants. Before going to unbutton the she looks up at me as if to ask if I'm ok with this. So of corse I nod my head, and the continues to undress me.
Now being naked in front of Hange, for the first time this evening it all hit me and I started to feel embarrassed of my body. But, almost as if she felt me tense, she placed the soft opened mouth kisses onto my thighs, calming my nerves a bit. But all thoughts got thrown out the window as soon as I felt her tongue on my against my slit. “F-fuck Hange!” She hummed against me in response making me moan out even more.
And of corse being a total virgin it really didn’t take me long at to build up towards my orgasm. All I could think about is Hange. And then it hit me like a fucking train, “Ah! I’m coming- fuck oh I’m coming!” I practically screamed as my vision blurred and I was in complete and utter ecstasy.
And as I came down from my high I look up to see Hange grinning at me like a exited kid. “ I think I love you y/n!” She ecstatically stated.
And all I can do is look up at her in shock, still trying to process everything that just happened. And for the second time to today hanged face dropped at your silence, thinking that it meant rejection. But before she could say anything I replied. “ I think I love you to Hange”.
She squealed and hugged me but then quickly remembered what state I was in. She she swooped me up and took me to the bathroom to get cleaned up. “But you didn’t get to y,know” I said feeling bad for only being on the receiving end, but she shut down that guilt by telling me that we can do the another time. Mhh yes, another time :)
Ahhh this was rushed I’m sorry the the writing declined through out but I’m kinda struggling with lots of uni work rn. On another note, thanks for reading ❤️
#attack on titan smut#aot smut#hange smut#hange x reader#snk x reader#snk smut#hange zoe#aot hange#hanji zoe#hanji x reader#aot x reader#aot women#hange zoë#attack on titan
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I know nobody asked but re: sex scenes for Avalance (just because I have thoughts that are very important to me to get out there)--
I dont think... its necessarily the people in charges fault and I don't want to use the word "fault" anymore in this post because I... honestly believe it's a boundary thing: at least one of them is uncomfortable. And that's OK? That's like... allowed?
I think its important that celebrities are like... they're people guys. Theyre allowed to not want to do things, to have boundaries. To be able to say No.
And a factor to me thinking it might not necessarily (or at least, entirely) be a show/people in charge thing is that it's not like they're going around having tons of sex scenes except for this lesbian couple.
Like, Caity stays very, completely clothed in a scene with Constatine that leads directly to sex. (IE its a general pattern, not just when Saras with Ava/women)- maybe she just doesn't feel comfortable going further on screen?
Caity literally talks about feeling uncomfortable and embarrassed in the Lingerie Scene, especially being in front of the whole crew. Like, that's the first thing she mentions in an interview about that episode and like... she wasn't comfortable. And I can't help but feel like (based on tone and her reactions and stuff) it actually bothers her but she cant/feels like she cant actually talk about it beyond 'I was embarrassed haha'.
Like, I get wanting something like that but pushing or pressuring Caity into doing something she's not comfortable with is... shitty. Especially when she's made mentions about how similar scenes/lighter scenes already made her feel uncomfortable.
Yes, it would "feed" my soul (as in, I would also like to see it, so I'm not trying to shame anyone here!) and fans of the show and couple but it's completely valid and should be considered that maybe they don't want to do a sex scene! It might not necessarily be that the writers or whoever won't consider it- maybe they don't want to? Not everyone wants to get nude/semi nude and fake sex with each other for cameras, and not everyone feels comfortable doing that.
We have lines referring sex and "kink" (only in quotes because like, blind fold and whips. I think that counts?). We have them in situations that are like oh yeah they're doing it when the cameras cut away, that's all I'm saying. Its... probably not homophobia? It's probably just one or both actors nor feeling comfortable with it. And that's okay.
(Disclaimer-- really not trying to shame or upset anyone, I'm just trying to offer a different perspective. I also only directly mention Caity because I haven't heard Jes say anything about it. She seemed okay with it when she does joke and talk about it in panels and stuff, obviously I could be wrong)
#legends of tomorrow#dc legends of tomorrow#legends posting#avalance#sara lance#can we give actresses back their bodies#can we give actors back their bodies#not trying to say sex scenes are bad but... lets consider maybe actors/actresses just might not want to?
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Johnny, Dallas, and Two-
Alright, I dont know if you sent more than those three because it's glitched, but here
1. sexuality headcanon
Johnny- bisexual, leaning towards women
Dally- pansexual, will stick his dick in anything 😀
Two-Bit- Bisexual, he just wants to hook up with blondes 😮💨
2. otp
Johnny- Johnnypop
Dally- Dal-Bit
Two-Bit- ...Dal-Bit- also Steve-Bit
3. brotp
Johnny- STEVE/JOHNNY
Dally- Dallypop
Two-Bit- Dar-Bit
4. notp
Johnny- johnny/darry (i've seen this)
Dally- none
Two-Bit- none
5. first headcanon that pops into my head
Johnny- he knows sign language
Dally- he loves dogs
Two-Bit- his mom is a lesbian and they talk about girls together
6. one way which i relate to this character
Johnny- I feel like a bother 😀
Dally- I hate a lot of cops
Two-Bit- I have a little sibling and I wanna make others laugh
7. thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character
Johnny- I don't think there's anything? Let me go skim through the book, hold on.
mkay, i got impatient while skimming so i just thought really hard and theres genuinely nothing i love my boy-
Dally- talking dirty to a girl in front of a fourteen year old. good sir. also him pushing cherry's nerves, like, dude, shes not interested, please stop 😀
Two-Bit: I don't think there's anything.
8. cinnamon roll or problematic fave?
Johnny- sinnamon roll
Dally- definitely problematic fave
Two-Bit- Honestly neither
#thanks for the ask !!#the outsiders#the outsiders headcanons#johnny cade#dally winston#dallas winston#two-bit mathews#keith mathews
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self-indulgent reflection on being on tumblr
so i recently hit 1000 followers on here and this blog has existed for almost exactly 8 years, so i wanted to ramble about tumblr and my experience of it for awhile. under the cut so definitely feel free to ignore this.
i started this blog right around when i was fourteen and had just started high school. at that point, i was out to my parents (and no one else) as bi, i had an inkling i was Struggling with something but i had no idea what and felt like i couldnt actually acknowledge it, and i had left leaning but very vague politics. tumblr definitely has shaped my journey around sexuality/gender/mental health/politics, both for good and for ill.
for good:
seeing other ppl talk about being lesbians helped me realize i could be a lesbian w/o being a traitor to the concept of bisexuality. hearing trans ppl talk about their experiences and explaining non-binary stuff and dysphoria helped me understand what i was going through
i don’t like talking about my mental health stuff in detail on here, but suffice to say, i was Going Through it in high school. i’m still going through it now, but i am in a much better place (thank you medication and 7 years of therapy!). seeing ppl talk about the weird, dumb, awful parts of mental illness let me acknowledge that i was going through those things too, that i wasnt like evil for feeling like that, that i could change. people talking about adhd/autism was particularly helpful---being able to identify why i’d always felt like my brain just didn’t work right is the first step in the (ongoing) process of not hating myself for the way my brain works
politics is definitely the area where i think tumblr was the best for me. i got exposed to so many opinions i definitely wasn’t hearing in school, from intelligent, well-read people who could articulate theory in ways i could understand. tumblr didn’t give me my politics and i didn’t learn everything i know about theory from it, but the communities of people i was around pointed me in the right directions. tumblr was also a good place to learn how to react to criticism. this doesn’t seem to be most people’s experience, but getting called out over minor things on tumblr genuinely helped me learn how to take a step back, look at my behavior, apologize, and try to change, which, as it turns out, is a helpful skill irl as well
for ill:
wrt sexuality and gender, it’s probably pretty obvious someone who’s journey is ‘cis bi girl -> cis with a million different microlabels -> nb w a million different microlabels for both sexuality and gender -> nb butch lesbian who’s not super into romance’ would have some bad times on tumblr. the bi circles i was in made being a lesbian seem like an immoral choice, the ‘’’mogai’’’ (or whatever u wanna call them) circles made me feel like i had to divy up and perfectly label every aspect of myself in a way that really wasn’t helpful for me, the lesbian circles i was in made me feel like being a lesbian was about ending up in a monogamous butch/femme cottagecore relationship and that there was something wrong with me for not really wanting that. to be clear i think microlabels can be very helpful for people/a monogamous butch/femme relationship is a perfectly fine thing to want, they just didn’t work for me. im very very glad ive reached a point in my life where i dont feel the need to stay up to date on the latest discourse and am more focused on finding a way to exist that is comfortable for me and supporting my community irl. 10/10 would recommend to everyone
not going to get deep into it, but social media is. not good for my brain in general. i still enjoy using tumblr, but these days im pretty careful to step back from it frequently and treat it as an occasional hobby.
the cons of political stuff on tumblr are probably also very obvious. there are some just awful discussions on here and the culture surrounding the way we handle bad behavior and justice and accountability and working to become a better person and make up for the harm you’ve caused has historically been fucking awful and trying to unlearn it and find new ways to engage with this stuff is exhausting.
for all that i’ve changed over the course of having this blog, this blog has stayed pretty fucking static. i started out being super into diana wynne jones and the iliad and those are still two of my biggest interests and things i talk about the most on here. there are definitely specific things that have petered away (i started this blog almost entirely to keep up with good omens fan stuff and i pretty much haven’t touched it since the miniseries came out, i haven’t sought out pacific rim/supernatural/elementary/mcu content in years), but im still pretty much interested in the same things. i like relatively small fandoms, i like weird side characters, i like to be a grumpy child playing with my toys in the corner. when a fandom im in gets popular, i tend to stop engaging with it entirely (hello rqg/tma/good omens/enola holmes!). i dont think its a pretentious ‘i liked it before it was cool’ thing so much as a ‘people get Weird and awful when a fandom hits a certain level of popularity and there’s too much content and i really, really hate the bad faith arguments larger fandoms tend to spawn’ thing. i’ll consume content from big fandoms, but i pretty much refuse to actually engage with them at this point.
one of the stranger parts of my experience of tumblr is the social side. i’ve never really known how people make friends online---how do you go from liking each other’s posts and occasionally replying to them to actually being friends who communicate off social media? i’ve had conversations with ppl on tumblr and i’ve had sort-of friendships that are contained to tumblr where i’d like to get to know them better, but i’ve never figured out how to do that. my best friend’s job is pretty much to make friends/connections on the internet (she’s an activist and artist), my dad knows people everywhere in the world from twitter, and i’m just sitting here like a little old grandpa who doesn’t understand how you can have internet friends.
at this point in my life, i’m fine with this, but this has made me feel real fucking bad in the past---like, if everyone online, even the ppl who say they’re weird and brainbad in a similar way to me, can make friends on the internet, what’s wrong with me? particularly in high school and my first year of college, when i was just horribly lonely all the time, it made me feel super disconnected and like there was something fundamentally bad about me. these days, i’m a lot chiller about it. i use social media to engage with stuff i enjoy and share my thoughts about it. it’s okay that my social difficulties extend to me not knowing how to use the internet to socialize.
on a somewhat related topic, it’s wild that i have 1000 followers. obviously, that’s not an actually super large number and a huge number of them are probably bots or inactive. if you post consistently for eight years and follow lots of people, like i do, it’s not a surprise to end up with this many followers. it is also, thankfully, the sort of followers that are not fans. probably most ppl following this blog dont remember why they followed and dont know anything about me or my interests. this sounds like its meant to be depressing but it’s not. i like that my way of engaging w the internet lets me do pretty much whatever i want and no one will care. the mere concept of being. like. tumblr famous in any capacity, even just in one community/fandom, is viscerally horrifying to me.
i really enjoy the space i’ve created for myself on here. on one hand, going back through my blog is obviously embarrassing and full of hating my past self. on the other hand, i now have a very nice collection of things i enjoy in this blog. i like seeing what i’ve been interested in and (when i’m in a good mental health place) i like to be able to remember how i thought and talked about the things i loved when i was younger. im not at the place in my life where i can love a younger version of myself, but sometimes i can laugh at zir with a level of fondness.
i’ve always been paranoid about sharing details about my life on here (and the fact that my parents have always been able to see it certainly contributed), so the version of jack on here is a carefully curated version, who’s super enthusiastic about the things they love, was very conscientious about apologizing and trying to do better when ze messed up, and tried to be polite to others. that’s a younger version of myself that i’m closer to being able to have compassion for than the version i find in essays and poems and memories.
i’m starting grad school in ten days and i’m still using the blog i started when i began high school. tumblr has helped me in a lot of ways and hurt me in a lot of ways, but i still have to admit that it’s been a significant factor in shaping me. i’d be incredibly embarrassed to admit that irl, but it’s true. other than my family and like one friend, this blog is one of the only things that’s ‘known’ me since i started high school. i’ve changed so much in that time and im glad to have this weird little record of myself throughout those changes, even if i’d probably warn my younger self away from tumblr if i could go back in time.
tl;dr i have had a mixed experience on tumblr and i have mixed feelings about that experience. no idea if anyone read any of this very long, very rambling internet memoir
p.s. fun facts about this blog:
i’ve never changed my icon or blog title
i recently got a second version of the poster i got my blog title from. i chose my blog title by looking at what was hanging on the wall directly in front of me.
my original url was gloomthkin. this was not, as you’d probably assume, an otherkin thing. i had literally no idea what otherkin was at that point. i’d just learned the word gloomth from a bill bryson book and thought it would be cool n edgy to be the child of the quality of gloom. i changed my url after i learned what otherkin was and realized everyone probably assumed something about me that wasn’t true which i hated (not bc i had an issue w otherkin, just bc i don’t like ppl thinking untrue things about me)
during my good omens days, i once sent a tumblr ask to nail guyman which, in retrospect, was kinda rude. i stand by the content but id never send an ask like that now. he replied to it privately in a way that so deeply embarrassed and shamed 15 year old me that i’ve never gotten over it. i still get nervous and embarrassed when i see anything about him or his books
#gloomth and circumstance#this is definitely not required reading!#i just felt like rambling for a very long time about my feelings and my blog#w bonus blog trivia at the bottom that amuses me and probably no one else
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hehe besties sent me this thingy to answer to i did!! ty ty sam and poppy for the tags umm. i really need to listen to more of your music!! i was meaning to listen to arcade fire and the front bottoms etc but never got to... also rap sounds fun will def check more of it out i need to Expand
hey you. reading this. do Not feel self conscious abt your music taste being basic because. well. it looks like i got all of my favorite artists from watching animation memes and listening to warriors cat amv music and that is a correct assumption <33 i literally never branch out. was thinking of microdosing on shame by putting my horrible alt metal catalogue here but i recommend literally none of them i will not subject u all to that
this is kind of embarrassing but i had difficulty doing this because oh my god i really do just listen to video game soundtracks and spongebob music all the time dont i. like half the time i’m either listening to the plants vs zombies final battle theme or goofy goober rock and i am completely okay with that. huh
anyways i think my bases are already covered w the mewtuals but!! let’s see umm @malewifefirestar @kubfoo @morsobaby @turquoise-tulip @jivs-jam @french-toast-lesbian-ghost and anyone else who sees this pls go for it!!
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what embarassing/annoying things lgbt people do online? I dont spend a lot of time on the internet outside of my niche so im genuinely curious
god where do I even start… to be honest I’ve always been wary of communities in general because personal experience has taught me that things get weird fast, but I’ve never seen anything quite like LGBT circles online. some of the things I notice fairly frequently:
making everything about being LGBT to a freaky level; I just don’t think it’s healthy to have your gender and/or sexuality be your entire personality
related to this, making everything the x experience – the gay experience, the trans experience, etc. many of the things mentioned are things that everyone experiences, and most disturbingly, many of the things lauded as the x experience are actually symptoms of extreme trauma (feeling like there’s something inherently wrong with you, feeling lonely, constantly yearning but not knowing for what, etc). even if this trauma is related to your being LGBT, it isn’t healthy and people shouldn’t be accepting it as normal and encouraging it in others. trauma isn’t natural.
the top/bottom thing. like. ugh. I’m a dude in a relationship with another dude so this really makes me uncomfortable. the importance put on if someone is a top or a bottom, assigning personality traits to people based on this, saying stupid shit like “bottoms can’t park” or whatever, and just the extreme fascination with if someone is a top or a bottom… it’s very fetishising. even if people are talking about themselves, that’s still a detail of your sexual life that I do not want to know. it’s not appropriate to talk like that in front of strangers.
going on from this, how overly sexual a large chunk of the community seems to be. it’s not appropriate. I know this one isn’t LGBT specific, but in my personal experiences my straight/cis friends do not talk like this, but if someone finds out I’m LGBT too, they seem to think it’s fine to start talking in detail about their sex life/ask me invasive questions about mine. it’s not fine.
the really fetishising treatment of male/male couples even in the LGBT community is really… not good. my relationship isn’t a cute commodity that only exists for your fandoms.
the misandry is absolutely atrocious. lesbians are out there thinking it’s fine to declare men useless just because they don’t need us for sex; bi women are out there lamenting the fact they’re attracted to us disgusting men and why couldn’t they just be a lesbian. I’ve even seen bi women say they’re going to just ignore their attraction to men and choose women, perpetrating harmful myths that a) you can choose your sexuality and b) bisexuals are just faking and are capable of just “picking a side”.
the community has an extreme problem with policing one another and a lot of issues that they spend time and energy debating are pointless and just stupid, if I’m honest.
the fact that vehement hate is seen as OK so long as it’s directed against straight, cis people. it’s not.
the fact that cis, straight people can’t even mention the above point without being ripped apart, ridiculed, harrassed, insulted, and threatened is also not OK.
the diluting of actual important terms. “transphobia” and “homophobia” grow murkier by the day; people are being accused of these incredibly serious prejudices over stupid Tumblr arguments that rarely have anything to do with actual issues or aggressions.
the idea that if you’re LGBT you’re automatically free of blame, innocent, can do no wrong, etc. there are nasty people of every gender and sexuality. you’re not except from being abusive, oppressive, etc just because you yourself are a minority.
the fact that people out there reclaiming “queer” think they can call everyone in the LGBT community “queer” and if someone protests they’re “speaking over” them or setting back the movement or whatever. I have no problem if you identify that way, but I am not queer. I’m bi.
at least on this website it’s L rather than LGBT: ➡ gay men are shat on almost as badly as straight men, unless they’re trans, and then they’re treated like cute uwu transboys who are somehow exempt from the hatred levelled at cis men, proving that these people don’t see them as “real” men. ➡bi people (if acknowledged as bi and not just the umbrella term “gay”) suffer from a whole lot of internal prejudices, with bi women being seen/encouraged to be “lesbians” and bi men just not fucking mentioned at all. also we’re usually completely forgotten about; characters can’t be bi, they have to be gay (and shipping them with a member of the opposite sex is seen as “erasure”) or they’re straight. ➡ trans people get incredible amounts of transphobia within the community from cis LGBT people; trans men, as mentioned above, aren’t treated as “real” men and are seen as Men Lite™, and the arguments for this (that they don’t share the same chemical biology as men; that they were “raised as girls”) are transphobic and also dysphoric as hell. trans women get shit from all sides and there’s an incredible TERF problem in the community, especially among lesbians.
basically everyone is infighting, perpetrating harmful myths, speaking over people, forcing adherence to behaviours many might not be comfortable with, and generally being generalising, inappropriate, and wholly embarrassing. the way the community has got on over the last few years alone has probably set the movement back a decade.
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Hi! I was wondering if you could do a Carol danvers×reader training...? Like, the prompt is that Carol and the reader are training together, then somehow kiss!
@dearcaptain99 asked:
Hello love your recent works. I would like ask for a Carol Danvers/Reader fic where the reader is an avenger too and Carol has a really big crush on them but it’s to shy to something about an the reader finds out and decides to make a move. I know Carol has this big dick energy, but I would like to imagine her all shy. Thank you!
I had the liberty to join these two together, and it’s split into two parts! I think? lmao anyway enjoy Part 1!
Carol Danvers x Avenger!Reader
well well well
there’s a new avenger in town
You
and carol was immediately Smitten
like she was so impressed by your abilities, by your resolve, impressed by your commitment in doing the right thing
ever since you joined the Avengers, carol already noticed you
and dont get me wrong, you noticed her too
but she was WAAAY out of your league
like, carol, in your eyes, is the The Avenger
the embodiment of heroes
and you were just someone who discovered their powers a bit too late in life, living as a normal citizen until you got caught in the middle of a battle between the superheroes
for the longest time, you thought carol kinda looked down on you because you werent all powerful and strong
but obviously you were wrong
bc the reason carol couldnt ever seem to look you in the eye, or have a very decent conversation with you was bc she Likes you
how is it that a powerful superhero such as herself gets tongue tied whenever you come and say hi to her?
she doesnt know
so she avoids you bc she’s scared she’s gonna embarrass herself in front of you
basically the entire cause of your relationship’s setback is the misinterpretation of feelings
(aka actual lesbian dating tbh lol)
anyway
you had moved into the avengers tower and tonight is your first night there
which can be very scary,, starting a new life as an avenger is not an easy feat
it was late at night and you were drinking tea to calm your nerves
and suddenly thor was there
“hello miss (Y/N)”
flustered, you stood up in attention, “um hi,,,mr thor”
like a nice lesbian supporter that he is, thor offered to sit with you and prepared another cup of tea, just talking to you and seeing how you have been coping with moving into the tower
eventually the topic moved to how thor is probably one of the most powerful beings in the tower
and you kinda said ruefully, under your breath, “i wish i was as strong as you are”
thor’s ears perked up. “but you ARE strong, Y/N.”
not physically though, right?
and so, with thor being everyone’s best friend, offered you Fighting101
like you were surprised when he knocked on your door 2 days later saying he has laid out the best training lessons that would suit you and your abilities
you were incredibly grateful of course,,
but unbeknownst to you, thor took this opportunity to set you up with someone who likes you
(it’s carol)
at first carol was like N O
“i dont want to do this, please dont make me do this, i’ll become a stuttering mess in front of her”
and thor found it most amusing like
“you can destroy aliens attempting to invade our planet but you cant face the woman you like for 5 minutes”
“aliens are so much better, please let me fight aliens instead”
but after so much pleading and coaxing, carol finally relented to thor
ANYWAY
so imagine your surprise when carol talks to you out of the blue that you’re going to be sparring together for the next couple of weeks
“OH!” your eyes were so wide and you opened and closed your mouth like a fish “Sure!” you practically yelled in her face bc of the excitement
and so the next few weeks with carol started slowly but surely
like slooooowly as in the first few sessions were just you internally begging the earth to swallow you
you got so embarrassed in front of carol bc you were a wimp and she was Strong™
you dont know this but carol was internally screeching as well
but anyway, after a couple of weeks you and carol finally upgraded from being teammates to training buddies to ~friends~
not best friends, but you are now comfortable sharing your thoughts with her and joking around with her
and you have greatly improved your fighting skills! carol is so proud
the downside to this is that: the ~~feelings~~ that you had for captain marvel didnt go away
like you always thought if you got to know someone on a more personal scale, you would lose interest in them romantically and enjoy their company as a friend
but SIKE! you were wrong
it only made your feelings for her all the more intense
now, you can safely say, not to anyone at all, just to yourself after waving carol goodbye, thanking her for the lessons, thanking her for the ice cream, after watching movies together, after having dinner together
you can now say to yourself as you lay down in your bed at night
“wow, i love carol danvers”
REQUESTS ARE OPEN! I apologize for being slow bc of who i am as a person skjhdkdjls but I hope you like this! Watch out for part 2!
#carol danvers#carol danvers x reader#carol danvers imagine#captain marvel#captain marvel imagine#captain marvel x reader#brie larson#brie larson x reader#brie larson imagine#marvel#marvel imagine#marvel x reader#avengers#avengers imagine#avengers x reader#lesbian#lesbian imagine#wlw#wlw x reader#wlw imagine#once again thank you for all the support with my writing!#it's not much but it's honest work#kshdkss i love u carol danvers#makes me miss this girl i used to hang out with but idk what happened :(#im too shy to text her#anyway more power to the gays
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Heya! Could i have a matchup please? Im a 5'0, shoulder length brown haired nonbinary lesbian! I have blue eyes and im kinda chubby, i also have quite a few scars and i tend be really stupid. I love to draw and i sing when i do, im scared of loud noises and fast movements, i dont talk much but i usually make noises like chirs and purrs instead, i also write sometimes but im not that good. I love cuddles but im too shy to ask, i go on walks alot and i have really bad anxiety and I collect rocks!
A/N: you are so sweet, my dear!
I match you with....
Uraraka!
Uraraka is an absolute sweetheart! She’s one to stick by you, make you feel happy and loved and cared for. She’s just a soft bean. Any time you get anxious or nervous, she’s a calming presence. She gives you a sweet smile and a hug, and talks you through whatever it is going through your head.
You don’t ask for cuddles? Well she will. She’s super affectionate, and loves hugs, small kisses, holding hands, etc. She doesn’t do it too much in public to not embarrass you or make you nervous, but expect a lot of affection in front of close friends and alone.
Uraraka will play with your hair just to hear you purr. She loves the little chirps and purrs she can get- she thinks it’s absolutely adorable.
When it comes to your art? She loves it. If you were to give her drawings, or any sort of piece, it goes up on her pinboard next to her desk, so when she gets stressed while working, she can look at it and think of you. And when you go on walks, she’ll help you look for and collect new rocks. She loves looking at all the cool ones you’ve found over the years.
Overall, Uraraka is an absolute sweetheart and adores you in every way. She’s patient, caring, and honestly she’d be head over heels for you.
If you have any specific requests, let me know! 💕 you stay safe out there love!
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Questions 1, 2, skip a few, 99 100! ANSWER THEM ALL!!!!!!
LETS DO THIS
99 gay-ish asks
how tall are you?5 SOMETHING
what is your body type?SLENDERMAN
what is your favorite part about your body?THE T
is your current hair color your natural hair color?YES
are you more outgoing or more shy?SHY
are you more femme or butch?ITS COMPLICATED, BUT, BUTCH
are you tol or smol?APPARENTLY IM TWINK. NOT SURE WHERE THAT IS ON THIS SCALE
wine mom or vodka aunt?NO
weird habit?I EAT BREAKFAST FOOD AT ANY HOUR
favorite meme?VIBE CHECK, IM SMUG ABOUT MY URL
do you sing in the shower?NO BUT I USED TO. JUST SHY ABOUT ROOMMATES. I DO IN MY CAR
ever used a bow and arrow?NO, BUT MY BROTHER DESIGNED AND BUILT ONE, GOT IN TROUBLE FOR MAKING A WEAPON
are/were you a theatre kid?IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE WHERE IM ALLOWED TO HAVE AN EGO, YES
have you ever seen a broadway musical?NO
do you think musicals are cheesy?NO I THINK THEYRE JUST A MEDIUM OF ART
have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?NO WEIRDLY
favorite Cards Against Humanity Card?IDK THEM
last movie you watched?PROBABLY MEGEAMIND
behind the camera or in front of it?BEHIND. BUT BOTH IS GOOD
favorite tv show?AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER
meaning behind your urlTHE ACTUAL REASON IS IT REMINDS ME I CAN TRUST MY INTUITION
reason you joined tumblrA CRUSH WROTE IN MY YEARBOOK I SHOULD GET IT. DONT WRITE THAT IN PEOPLES YEARBOOKS
who’s your closest tumblr friend?THE PERSON ASKING ME 99 QUESTIONS
what’s something most people love that you hate?TACOS AT WORK. THEYRE POPULAR OF COURSE. I MAY NOT KNOW MY TACOS, BUT PLAIN RAW CABBAGE ON THEM MAKES ME DOUBT
have you ever taken narcotics?NO
have you had sex?NO
have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?I DONT GET CAUGHT!!!! IM SO SNEAKY… AND TRAUMATIZED. I ONLY GOT CAUGHT WHEN PEOPLE WERE LIKE, HUNTING ME. NOT FAIR. ALSO HOW DO YOU “GET CAUGHT” FOR DOING NORMAL THINGS LIKE READING AND HAVING CLOTHES
worst/funniest lie you’ve ever told?PROBABLY THE REASSURING CHRISTIAN VALUES THINGS I TOLD MY PARENTS TO GET MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE. IT WAS THE FUNNIEST BECAUSE FOR SOMEONE INCONVENIENTLY TRUTHFUL, THAT WAS SOME PRETTY HARDCORE LYING IN A RIDICULOUS SITUATION, AND THE WORST BECAUSE WHAT A HORRIBLE THING TO HAVE TO DO. IT WAS HORRIBLE BECAUSE I WAS SO CONVINCING BECAUSE I MIXED IT WITH THE TRUTH I COULD SINCERELY EXPRESS
describe your passion without mentioning it.HEY GUYS IM WRITING CHAPTER 1 AGAIN I THINK I FIGURED IT OUT THIS TIME
describe your best friend.WARM STRONG RESILIENT UNCONDITIONALLY LOVING KINDLY HONEST CREATIVE TALENTED BRAVE HARDWORKING BEAUTIFUL ORIGINAL NURTURING SELF CONFIDENT
give us one thing about you that no one knows.NO ONE KNOWS THE GRITTY DETAILS OF SOME SAD MOMENTS IN MY PAST. DID YOU KNOW I HATE THE SMELL OF HOSPITAL FOOD FROM WHEN I VISITED A FAMILY MEMBER IN A PSYCH WARD
how do you feel right now?GOOD, I SHOULD PROBABLY GO TO BED THOUGH
what is your biggest fear?BREAKING SELF HARM STREAK
what’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?SING A SONG EARTH WIND AND FIRE
what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?LEAVING MY PARENTS. ITS TAKEN ME AGES TO UNLEARN SO MUCH SELF-DEFEATING STUFF
have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?MOSTLY EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE BUT IM CHILL
something you fantasize about.ACTUALLY DANCING TO MUSIC I LIKE. I NEVER LEARNED HOW TO DANCE BUT I WANT TO SFM
last time you cried and whyTHAT PREACHER GUY IN LUCIFER. IT SUCKED BUT IM SO BLOWN AWAY BY LUCIFERS ANGRY YELLING AT THE SKY. WHAT A GIANT MOOD
what was the last thing that made you laugh?MY SISTER ASKING ME WHAT DILF MEANT
do you really, truly miss someone right now?NO. IF I MISS SOMEONE, ITS A SIGN THEY WERE A BAG OF DICKS TO ME AND MESSED UP MY INNER CLARITY
who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?YOU
the last time you felt broken?WHEN MY TWO FRIENDS AT THE TIME GANGED UP ON ME AND ABANDONED ME AT A NOT PRETTY TIME IN MY LIFE. I COULDNT EAT WHICH AND I STILL STRUGGLE WITH EATING, I NEVER USED TO
are you starting to realize anything?THAT IF I RELY ON MY LIFE EXPERIENCE, ILL EXPECT TO FAIL AND SABOTAGE MYSELF, AND INSTEAD I NEED TO TAKE RISKS AND PUT FAITH IN MY FUTURE.
are you more dominant or more submissive?THERES EVIDENCE FOR BOTH, BUT I THINK THE LATTER IS JUST FROM ABUSE AND GIRL RULES
i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank)WASH YOUR HANDS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?AROUND MY AGE THERE IS SOME UNDERSTANDING
describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail.IM NOT IN LOVE I DONT EVEN HAVE A CRUSH. I MAY HAVE A SQUISH
do you have any kinks?MAYBE SO
first thing you notice in a person?HOW THEY HANDLE STRESS AND PROBLEMS, IF THEY BLAME/GET ANGRY, OR IF THEY ARE COMPASSIONATE AND PATIENT. LOOKING FOR RED FLAGS
how can someone win your heart?FOOD. CHEESECAKE WAS A POWER MOVE. BONDING… OVER FOOD. I HAVE HAPPY MEMORIES ATTACHED TO BEVERAGES.
been rejected by a crush?YES
have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?YES
would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?NO
is trust a big issue for you?YES
did you hang out with the person you like recently?NO
is confidence cute?YES, SELF LOVE LOOKS GOOD ON PEOPLE
what would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?GOOD FOR THEM. I DONT LIKE ANYONE RIGHT NOW
would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?NO. GIGGLING LIKE A LUNATIC IS AN IMPORTANT PART OF MY LIFE AND YOU NEED TO KEEP UP
does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?IF THEYRE FEELINGS, PROBABLY, BECAUSE IM TRANSPARENT
ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?IVE HAD MY EMBARRASSMENT GLANDS REMOVED FOR MY FTM TRANSITION
do you want to get marriedYEAH WHEN IM FIFTY THEN ILL GET A BUNCH OF DOGS AND CATS AND CHICKENS
worst thing you’ve ever done?APPARENTLY IVE BORROWED BOOKS AND NEVER RETURNED THEM
three things that turn you on.IM GOING THRU PUBERTY 2, TEENAGE BOY EDITION, IT DOESNT TAKE MUCH
who do you hate?I DONT LIKE SUCH SIMPLE CATEGORIES, BUT I START TO FEEL HATRED WITH REPEATED CRUELTY/WHEN SOMEONE REFUSES TO HEAR ME
favorite term of endearment?MY FRIEND
who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?I DIDNT REALLY HAVE TVS/POP CULTURE GROWING UP LIKE MOST PEOPLE, PROBABLY FOUND IT IN CREATIVE WRITING
intimidating girls or kind girls?KIND
what do you look for in a possible partner?EQUALITY
do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?YES
are you good at flirting?PERHAPS. WHEN IM NOT THINKING ABOUT IT
who was the first person you came out to?I DONT ACTUALLY REMEMBER. A HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND. IT WAS A STRESSFUL COMPLICATED TIME, MY WORLD WAS UPSIDE DOWN, IT WAS GRADUAL
do you have any friends who are wlw?PROBABLY
is your crush wlw?IDK
last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?A DOUCHE CANOE UNFORTUNATELY
write a short love poem to your crush/self?DEAR PERSON,THANK YOU FOR THE CHEESECAKEIT WAS SO GOODBUT ONLY BECAUSE IT WAS FROM YOU
do you fall in love easily?NO. I WISH I DID. I COULD USE THE HIGH TO GET STUFF DONE
is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?I HATE TALKING ABOUT THINGS THAT MAKE ME FEEL HUMILIATED AND ASHAMED, SO I JUST DONT. I ALSO HATE TALKING ABOUT SELF HARM BECAUSE I NEVER KNOW HOW. AM I GOING TO TRIGGER PEOPLE? AND IT IS SHROUDED IN SHAME AND FEAR.
are you good at hiding your feelings?YES, WHEN I CONSCIOUSLY MAKE AN EFFORT TO
are you a forgiving person?NO. I USED TO BE ALL ABOUT FORGIVENESS, AND GREW UP FORGIVING ABUSIVE CYCLES, IT WAS SO UNHEALTHY. NOW I FEEL LIKE A CROW HOLDING GRUDGES FOR CENTURIES, AND I DONT WANT TO BE BITTER EITHER – I OFTEN FEEL BAD FOR NOT FORGIVING, EVEN IF ITS JUST FORGIVENESS FOR MY OWN SAKE. BUT ITS A NEW DEVELOPMENT THAT IM ALLOWING MYSELF TO FEEL ANGRY, BE TRUTHFUL ABOUT BEING WRONGED, WANT JUSTICE FOR MYSELF. AND MAYBE SOME THINGS SHOULDNT BE FORGIVEN.
what is your “type?”I DONT KNOW. I RECENTLY STARTED GROWING SOME SELF WORTH, AND I DONT THINK THE PEOPLE IVE SOUGHT OUT TO RELIVE MY PAIN COUNTS
fall asleep in her arms or rub her back until she falls asleep in yours?LAST ONE
tall girls or short girls?BOTH IS GOOD
hugs or kisses?HUGS
twirl her around or get twirled?I WANNA TWIRL PEOPLE
tummy kisses or thigh kisses?BOTH
hairline kisses or neck kisses?NECK
play with her hair or stroke her tummy?PLAYING WITH HAIR
making out or soft kisses?MAKING OUT
hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?WAIST
how confident are you in your sexuality?I THINK PEOPLE WOULD ASSUME IM NOT. IM SHY, AND MY NERDY CHRISTIAN VIBE ISNT GOING ANYWHERE. IM ALSO JUST BEGINNING TO LIVE AS MYSELF AND IM RELEARNING EVERYTHING. BUT WHEN IT COMES TO REALLY KNOWING MYSELF IM CONFIDENT
when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?NO. I WILL START CRANKING OUT ART AND FOCUS LESS THAN USUAL
have you ever liked a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?YES
how old were you when you realized you were into girls?20ISH BUT THE SIGNS WERE THERE LONG BEFORE
most embarrassing thing you’ve done in front of a cute girl?I GOT MY EMBARRASSMENT GLANDS REMOVED REMEMBER
do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?I DONT KNOW MANY BUT IM HAPPY FOR THE CANON MARCELINE AND BUBBLEGUM
what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?MY SISTER PROJECTING ABOUT HER LIFE. WE HAVE CONSERVATIVE MISOGYNIST PARENTS BUT WE ARE VERY DIFFERENT PEOPLE AND IT DID NOT AFFECT US IN THE SAME WAY
when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter?I FEEL LIKE IM FORGETTING SOMETHING NICE A STRANGER SAID ONCE
what is love to you?NOT SOMETHING YOU DISPENSE AT YOUR CONVENIENCE. ITS A WAY OF LIVING – IF YOU LOVE YOURSELF, YOU LOVE OTHER PEOPLE, AND YOU LOVE THE WORLD AROUND YOU AND TAKE CARE OF IT. ITS NEITHER FAWNING NOR CONTROL – ITS ACCEPTANCE
ask me anything.YOU DIDNT ASK ME ANYTHING SO IM JUST GOING TO TELL YOU SOMETHING. IVE BEEN EATING POPCORN CHICKEN WITH HONEY
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