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strwberri-milk · 7 months

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The "s/o crying in her sleep because she misses him" prompt is absolutely wonderful so I'm here for a request of that prompt with Childe, Wriothesley and Lyney. Love you and your works so much. Hope you have a good day!

Childe knows that his hours aren't exactly great when it comes to trying to maintain a healthy work/life balance. You're used to him coming and leaving at all hours of the day and are used to adjusting your schedule accordingly.

He tries his best to tell you what he'll be doing for the week so the two of you can figure out when you'll have time to spend with each other. After all, it's not like he ever stops thinking about you when he goes to work. In fact, it's exactly the opposite - you're always preoccupying his mind, no matter how focused it seems he is.

After a solid week of coming home far later than you go to bed, Childe's happy to report that he's got some time off for the coming days. He wasn't going to wake you up just to tell you, but he was going to start by cuddling you up as the two of you slept. In his euphoria he almost missed the sound of you crying as he stood in the doorway, heart breaking as he sees the way you're curled in on yourself trying to hold back your tears.

Silently, he slips into bed behind you and pulls you into his chest, letting your tears wet his shirt. He shushes you gently, letting you cry as much as he needs to as he whispers apologies into your hair.

Wriothesley is prone to getting a little too caught up in his work. He's got a lot of things and people to keep an eye on, meaning that sometimes you end up sleeping in a cold bed. You normally don't mind but after a while of never seeing him it really starts to weigh on you.

You spend another lonely evening getting ready for bed, trying not to dwell on the fact too much. You know that Wriothesley is an important man and that he's got lots to attend to. It never means he loves you any less - it's just a testament to how incredible he is.

It ends up not doing anything for you as you cry yourself to sleep anyway, trying to bury your sobs in the pillow. You don't notice he's there until you feel him pull you into his chest, strong arms wrapping around your midsection as he buries his face into your neck.

He doesn't say anything but you know he's sorry with the way his fingers trace circles on your stomach, the weight of his body on your back, the gentle kisses he presses on your neck. All of it reminds you that he's here, and no matter where it is that he is, he'll always be yours.

You do notice that he makes a concentrated effort to carve out time in his busy day for you. He doesn't mention what happened that night too overtly, but you know it weighs on him when he's unable to come to bed with you.

Lyney hears you almost as soon as he walks through the door, suddenly realising just how busy he's been the last couple of weeks. You can hear his footsteps heading straight towards you and try to hurriedly wipe away your tears only to be confronted by him.

He's upset to know that you've been crying, even more so when he manages to get you to confess that it's because you miss him. He sits down next to you on the bed, pulling you into his lap. You're looking up at him, willing the last of your tears to go away to no avail. He easily wipes them away, resting his palm against your forehead as he looks down at you affectionately.

You ramble a little about how you don't want him to be mad and you just couldn't exactly place it but there was just this underlying feeling of anxiety and sadness that came from being without him and it all just came to a head. He listens with an emphatic ear, stroking his thumb across your cheek as you talk to him.

Once you've got all your feelings out he apologises for accidentally ignoring you. Even if he didn't mean it, that doesn't mean that your feelings aren't valid, and he wants you to know that. He tells you that next time if you're feeling this way you should bring it up, giving you a soft kiss on the lips to reinforce his words. You agree, knowing that he said it because he means it and you know that he'll keep his promise.

#genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #wriothesley x reader #lyney x reader #childe x reader #ajax x reader #tartaglia x reader

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winkwonkwankwenk · 3 months

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Jealousy alastor headcanons?? Like what does it for him and how he acts? Please?

Jealous Alastor Head-cannons!!

It doesn't take much to make him jealous, the fact that other men breathe the same air as you is enough to annoy him. He normally can keep himself calm, but if one moves an inch too close his voice will glitch and that's their warning.

"You're oddly cozy with them, Y/N." He'll sneer if you ever mention the person around him. He's not looking for validation, he knows you aren't interested in anyone else, he just wants to make it known he's aware of your little friend and they better stay as that and nothing more.

What are you doing with them? Where? Why? Can he tag along? If you say no, he'll just follow you from the shadows. Who's so important you're with them instead of him? He gets possessive, cling even.

Will leave doodles of whoever you're hanging out with dead out in the open when they're around, just to watch the panic on their face. "What? I was feeling creative."

P. E. T. T. Y. He'll do things just to get your attention like bump into you on "accident" or death glare at who you're talking to until they walk away. Don't even bother lecturing him about it, he'll just give you a satisfied smirk because at least you're only focused on him now.

If you're gone for too long you'll turn around to him looming over you. He'll have his arms crossed, eyes narrowed, and smile a bit too low. "How long are you going to be occupied?" He's asking to be polite, he's going to whisk you away from whatever (or whoever) you're distracted by.

Complains to Rosie about whoever has you distracted and also learns everything about them from her through gossip. He's better than an FBI agent, knowing them inside and out- he learned their allergies out of curiosity and definitely not to trigger them.

Did they just touch you? They'll wake up fingerless. He only keeps them alive because you're so fond of them. How annoying. He'll give them a few more chances before getting rid of them for good, but the moment he hears a single compliment that's a bit too passionate they've got to go.

Will casually gaslight you if you ask if he hurt them. "Darling, I'd never do anything to hurt you." He'll say while holding his bloody hands behind his back. It's not a lie, manipulation? Sure. It's for your own good. You're better off without them.

Hides their body under your floorboards so he can give it to you as a birthday gift. What's better than closure?

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#wink writes 💗#hazbin alastor #alastor hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor x reader #alastor #hazbin #hazbin hotel #alastor the radio demon #radio demon #the radio demon

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the-antithesis-system · 3 months

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The medicalization of plurality that's ingrained into our brain has caused so many issues for me. Just the implications of that take such a toll every day. The idea that the life I remember living was never real. That none of the memories that shaped me into the person I am were ever real. The symptoms of PTSD I experience for things that never happened to this body (or even anything in the same realm, and no, it's not just repressed), aren't based in reality. People always say "well it's real to you" but that isn't enough. I'm not looking for validation about the way I feel about it or how it affects me. It was real, and I'm tired of pretending it wasn't.

Imagine waking up in a body that isn't yours. You know exactly who you are and where you came from, even if a lot of the details are foggy. But then everyone tells you that your existence is the product of a disorder, of traumas that you have no connection to because you didn't live them. And everything you remember? Didn't happen. It's all just shit your brain created to fill a gap or something, process the trauma (that you have no connection to). And that's honestly the best case scenario, if they're not calling you crazy or delusional.

So shoutout to all the beings with past lives who are constantly being invalidated by the medicalized bullshit of this world. If you say your life was real, we're gonna believe you. If that changes and you realize it was in fact a trauma response, then that's okay, we'll believe you then too. It's rough out there for beings like us, but just know you're not alone in having to put up with this shit.

#mod elsie #mod max #anti endos dni #endo safe #endogenic #plural system #plurality #system stuff #actually plural #pro endo #pluralgang

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pinkie-pop · 8 months

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Hilarious thought, what if we like some npc's more than the main casts?

Featuring: Gender-neutral reader, TWST x Reader, Self Aware TWST

Includes: Abuse of authority, bullying/violence, blackmailing, stalking, framing, (none of this is directed at the reader), possessiveness (of reader)

It makes sense, doesn't it? After all, the NPCs don't share the same...history as the rest of them. Of course you'll be more amicable around them. That being said, it'll be rather difficult to get any time alone with them. If your gaze strays to any NPC for too long (that is, longer than a passing glance), chances are you'll never see them again.

But, let's say that you do somehow manage to rendezvous with someone outside of the main cast long enough to form a substantial relationship with them. Your dear characters are unimaginably jealous of your newfound friend.

You see, the main cast has a sort of...truce that they all agreed on long before you ended up in Twisted Wonderland. It forbids the characters from causing serious or fatal injury to each other, as well as limits the ways they can sabotage each other. For example, if you start showing favor to a specific character, the others are not allowed to get involved. The thing is, though, that this agreement is only valid amongst the main cast, and they aren't at all interested in extending the offer to outsiders.

They won't kill your friend—they aren't monsters—but they will make life as difficult as possible for them. Let's take a look into the specifics of it all, shall we?

(Under the cut: Snippets of each dorm's approach to your little parasite friend)

If your friend is in Heartslyabul, they better be prepared for "random" inspections. Riddle is a real stickler for the rules, and with eight-hundred to choose from, it's all but guaranteed they'll be caught breaking at least a few. His punishments aren't inhumane, but they are time consuming. Things like cleaning the entirety of the dorm, writing a hundred page essay, etc.

If your friend happens to reside in Savannaclaw, he'll be ostracized from the pack—believe it or not, this is not by Leona's orders. This dorm operates on absolute loyalty to their Housewarden, so for your friend to encroach upon Leona's territory—his mate—it's a betrayal of the highest degree. Your friend can expect to be harshly bullied, beaten black and blue, and otherwise treated like the scum of the earth.

I offer my sincerest apologies to your friend in Octavinelle, for he will not be getting off lightly. He'll be blackmailed into cutting you off, forced to sign away his autonomy and work long hours of excruciating physical labor, and be used as a punching bag whenever the tweels are in a bad mood.

Unless your friend is blind, there's no escaping the wrath of Scarabia. Or, to be more precise, the wrath of Jamil. All it takes is one lapse in judgment, one second of eye-contact, and your friend's life is basically ruined. Your friend can expect to wake up at home with a suitcase full of sand and a blurry memory of having dropping out of NRC, changing their number and blocking you everywhere.

Your friend will never be worthy of you in the eyes of Pomefiore's queen, but perhaps a strict beauty regime (one that conveniently rids him of all free-time) can make him passable. After weeks of soul-sucking skincare routines, corsets too taught, and an irreparably shattered ego from constant nagging, Vil finally decides that your friend is...still unworthy. Not to worry, though, if your friend still somehow has the confidence to face you after all that, all it takes is one poisoned apple to keep him away. He was in dire need of some more beauty sleep, you know?

Ignihyde can ruin your friend's life from the comfort of their own room. How convenient! With just a bit of cyber-stalking, your friend's dirty secrets can be published across every platform in seconds, completely demolishing their reputation. Of course, if that threat isn't enough to deter him, Idia can always fake a video or two. Technology is really amazing, isn't it?

My heart goes out to your friend at Diasomnia. There's really no escaping it. Even if he were to prostrate himself in front of the entire school for days, it would not be enough. The second he began to covet what belonged to his king was the second he sealed his fate. It doesn't take any time at all for him to be forced into a deep sleep, suspended in time, and forced to live out the most torturous nightmares imaginable for the rest of time.

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iamthat-iam · 3 months

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Real vs Unreal 🤯

Jade has been in the LOA community for over a year now. It opened her up to many different possibilities, such as shifting to the MCU (Marvel Universe) where she is a superhero with super strength, super speed, and the ability to fly.

Everyday when she wakes up, and before she goes to bed, she does an intense visualization of this reality. Each time she does it, her "current reality" seems to disappear, until she opens her eyes. She knows that she's so close yet so far from shifting there! She decides to go on Tumblr and ask for advice.

She comes across some intriguing ND posts that say "You must collapse the duality between physical vs imagination and real vs unreal" and "All experiences are the same, no matter the label. Seeing a car in a 'daydream' is no different than seeing one 'in real life.'"

This seems to be different than what she learned from LOA, with the existence of a 3D/4D and 'fulfilling your imagination until it shows up in the physical.' She sends a blogger a question out of curiosity.

"Hi! I know that this is not a shifting blog, but I wanted clarification on a few things. For over a year now, I've been trying to shift to the Marvel Universe, where I'm a superhero with powers. Everyday I do a visualization where I am experiencing these things. I just saw your post that says all experiences are the same, and how seeing something in imagination is the same as real life. Does this mean the whole time I was visualizing myself in that reality, I was already experiencing that? It was real? I also want to know how imagination and physical are the same. Thank you." She inquired.

The blogger responds with, "Yes you already experienced it. The reason why there's no physical vs imagination is because your awareness, your true nature, is present during all appearances that come and go. We've just labelled certain appearances real or not real based on certain ideas we picked up through life. For example, many people think that experiences are only real when you are awake and you seem to be living through the 5 senses. They were also taught that things like fairies, dragons, supernatural abilities aren't real, so when they hear stories about people experiencing those things, it's a huge shock for them. But in reality, nothing is objectively real or unreal, all experiences are possible for awareness. You (as awareness, THAT, or " ") are the ONLY thing that is truly real. As the ultimate authority, only you can decide what is "true" for you or not."

Jade decides to take some time to really think about what this blogger said. Everything they said is a complete 180 from what Jade thought she knew about life and how reality works. So that means this entire time, she was already in the MCU? And the MCU is apparently just as real as what Jade calls "real life?" That is truly an interesting concept to ponder! The one thing that has Jade stumped, however, is the fact that she opens her eyes and continues to see her old life. She goes back to the blogger to ask about this.

"That's really interesting how I already experienced being in the MCU! So this technically means I can tell someone I "shifted" there, and they couldn't accuse me of lying? Also, I'm a bit confused on why whenever I open my eyes after visualizing, I still see my old life," She questioned the blogger.

"To answer your first question, no, they can't accuse you of 'lying' because that was a valid experience for you. The idea that you have to experience "shifting symptoms" or enter the void state to "experience another world" is limiting, and creates a barrier between you and whatever you want to experience. This is no disrespect to that community, if they want to "shift" or "enter the void state" to experience things, that is totally up to them. But ND is about not labelling experiences, and not treating them as if they are separate from you. All experiences are yours. It's natural for you, as an omnipotent being, to experience whatever you want instantly. As for why your "old life" continues to appear, there is no old life. There's no experience A turning into experience B, it's all nothingness. You said you visualized being in the MCU, have you noticed that the "old life" seems to disappear and you're totally focused on the visualization? That's because the "old life" never was in the first place!" The blogger explained.

That response made everything click for Jade. She finally feels free enough to experience the MCU universe or any other universe whenever she wants! "Thank you so much! This was very helpful and empowering!" She thanked the blogger.

And so Jade became the superhero she always wanted to be.

#non dualism #nondualism #consciousness #awareness #self realization #self

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rzyraffek · 1 year

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Due to lack of affecion in my life I gladly wanna say that I made another

Slashers hugs and kisses headcanons

It's fully swf! Pure fluff! They/them Somone hug me pls. Request open

Brahms Heelshire

How his hugs look like: he either goes romantic and hugs them very gently OR just grabs them and holds them as close to him as possible. Loves hearing heartbeat too (when laying in bed )

He loves any kind of physical contact with them! Any handholding, hugs, cuddles ANYTHING this guy loves. Especially grabbing their hips or dhoulders when they are cooking or doing chores

Laying in bed together before staring day and morning routine is a must! He needs to wake up with good mood or he will stay grumpy for whole day

Also pls give him little kisses! On cheeks, forehead, hand, neck HE LOVES THOSE

Billy Lenz

Hugs on couch, him on top cuddling like his life depends on it, like they gonna evaporate in his hands if he stops hugging

Also he is going to say a lot of weird things (wow no way billy lenz saying weird stuff??) And he will inform them that he is plannin on doing the nasty with them later (respectfully)

But he enjoys the moment

Everytime he sees them after long day (assuming that s/o works/studies outside their household) he will just keep one of his arms around them till they go shleep really

Also he stares, a lot, if they aren't in huggy mood he will just stare without any emotions on his face, hes not mad he just misses the warm feeling of somone loving him :(

Also he bites

Asa emory

I swear this little prankster will pretend he fell asleep on couch while yall be watching movie, just to hear them react and take care of him. Also he melts when they give him little kisses or turn tv off so he can peacefully nap.

Or when they are tired after long day and have nap on him while he monologues about cool bugs. Playing with hair and lil massage included

He doesnt really like hugging while he just stands, it feels so akward, so he rather go lay on couch/sit on armchair while yall wanna get phisical

Every cuddle session ends with one of you falling asleep and other one really hates waking the first one up

Jason Voorhees

I dont really write for Jason but oh boi

Cuddling before sleep is so goofy, this guy is huge, like HUGE. If s/o prefers being smol spoon he will cover them completely, he is one of those people who put their leg on their partner so they are closer. But if s/o prefers being big spoon, he will giggle, blush even, he loves it! Also good luck with not being squshed at night

This guy really goes 'a mimiimi ah mimimii zzz' when sleeping btw

He will pick them up while hugging and hold hands 24/7, especially after that one event when s/o got lost in Forest once. No. No more of that pls there are degenerates around

Bear hugs

Micheal Myers

Just no

He won't hug anyone really, its uncomfortable for him. I mean after really long time spent and enough trust given, he will let them hug him, or grab his arms and hands and give him lil smooches

But he won't really give those back, no, even if they are very upset or in bad mental situation, he won't. Respect that

Again-if he knows them well and likes them, he will pay no mind in them giving him smooches or hugging him. He gets that that's how they find comfort, but don't think he will do it too

Vincent Sinclair

This one is very hugable bean

He will be akward due to his lack of social skills but oh boi isn't he very meow meow?

When they kiss his head or hug him while saying something nice. Guy will be soso happy

He gets very shy when Bo sees yall hugging. Like he did something embarrassing:(( somone needs to explain to this poor baby that hugs and comfort is okay and valid :(

Bo Sinclair

His hands are all over them

If yall aren't holding hands, he has his on their hip, or on they shoulder

He also kinda ??? Sniffs you??? Idk he likes how they smell?

He likes when they lay on top of him or when he's big spoon

Will say some goofy level stuff, wacky even

And bites them a bit, not hard tho

Also vincent once walked in room while yall were cuddling and laughing and he thought yall were doing the nasty and now he has (another) trauma

Boioioioojgn 3am here yall have great day bai

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coexistentialism · 7 months

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I feel like a lot of people's misconceptions and misunderstandings about DID would be cleared up immediately if they just read the ICD-11. Specifically with regards to amnesia.

Like, a lot of people keep wanting to figure out "how much amnesia COUNTS??", "is my amnesia bad enough??", "what if I don't have amnesia?", etc. which is valid and fair, like I was also that person, but I just want to point to what the ICD-11 says about amnesia with DID.

Here's what the ICD-11 says about DID:

Alternation between distinct personality states is not always associated with amnesia. That is, one personality state may have awareness and recollection of the activities of another personality state during a particular episode. However, substantial episodes of amnesia are typically present at some point during the course of the disorder.

This is the reason why amnesia for early childhood, but NOT daily life "counts" towards the amnesia criterion for DID. It's also directly stating that, yes, people do, and often do, remember the actions of different alters.

It also just makes sense.

I mean, if somebody with DID eventually integrates enough so that they don't have much amnesia anymore, that doesn't suddenly change their diagnosis. They still have DID.

Amnesia is so, so tricky and it's really not what people tend to think it is. Like, when we think of amnesia, a lot of people think of, like, somebody standing somewhere and then just "teleporting" in a way with no idea what they were doing. And that can definitely happen for a lot of people with DID/OSDD, but that's not really what it's like for a lot of people, and it's not the ONLY way that amnesia presents itself.

Sometimes you just literally don't know if you experience amnesia from DID until you start looking for it.

Alters may have varying levels of amnesia between on another; meaning that some alters might have strong amnesia barriers between each other, while other alters might not have any amnesia barriers.

"I'm always conscious, I'm always just Me, I never just black out and wake up somewhere else, I'm always awake and conscious and just Me" is a big reason I was in denial of my DID for so long, and I'm just here to tell you that that's normal and that's how it is for most people with DID and you feeling like you always remember everything and you're "always conscious" doesn't automatically mean that you don't have DID and don't have amnesia. It can Feel like you always remember Everything when in reality you actually Are experiencing amnesia and just don't know it/don't realize/aren't aware of it. I myself was convinced I always remember everything. I still feel like I never forget anything.

(This post is safe for endos to interact/reblog, but this is about DID/OSDD only)

#my posts #actuallydid #actuallyosdd #endo safe

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izvmimi · 8 months

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cw: college au!nrc. sfw.

you've been reciting ancient protective spells under your breath for the past minute, even though these are not within the scope your Defense Magic examination, and rather are just spells malleus has taught you, spells you're not exactly sure you have the power to perform, but trust will protect you in your time of need just as you trust him.

malleus sits across from you - rather, slumbers - head propped up by the palm of his hand. you glance up at him when your timer goes off; it doesn't appear to wake him, and he remains perfectly still like marble, not unlike the gargoyles and grotesques he's so fond of.

"malleus," you whisper.

his eyes snap open at the sound of your voice and he blinks at you, waking up in seconds. you smile, and lean over, tapping his forehead with the feathered end of your quill.

"mm?"

"you fell asleep," you tell him.

"i was not asleep," he denies. you tilt your head.

"so what were you doing with your eyes closed?"

"resting them."

"ah. of course." you chuckle to yourself, then look back at your time which gives you exactly ten more minutes of rest before you return to your books. malleus has perfect scores in this class and thus does not bother studying, but you need him to teach you even though he often teaches you above and beyond what you need to know, and sometimes is hard to follow. lilia, in fact, is a far better teacher, but he is unavailable today, and malleus would have tagged along anyway.

just as a refresher, he says, but you know it's because he likes to be around you.

malleus shifts his positioning then runs his hand through his hair before taking the list of objectives and poring through it again. most of the concepts are checked through at this point, save a couple.

"talismans," he says out loud. you nod.

"can't remember what they were usually made of in the 14th century or what their specific categories are," you murmur. he opens his mouth to start another monologue, but you raise your finger, grinning.

"not now, i have 8 minutes left of relaxation."

he smiles, letting his hand close around your whole hand which surprises you and makes you withdraw, warmth in your cheeks.

he chuckles as you look away at him, then leans in, resting his chin on his hands folded on the table. like this he looks like he's studying you more than any exam subject, and while you're used to him looking at you like some ornate furniture or fine jewelry at times you have to remind him he can't ogle you like that.

"what are you thinking of?" you ask instead.

"i find talismans silly," he says out loud. "simply be more powerful than the ill intention that targets you."

this makes you laugh out loud.

"of course, you'd say this mr. dragonborn," you joke. he looks genuinely surprised now which makes you laugh even harder.

"what do you mean?"

"just because power oozes from you doesn't mean everyone can be as naturally intimidating," you remind him. you lean in as well, mirroring his action, elbows and forearms on the table. "some of us are touchable."

unblinking, he gazes into your eyes.

"you aren't intimidated by me," he reminds you. "plus you're very vulnerable and carry no talismans."

"i am intimidating, but it has nothing to do with magic."

he blinks. "ridiculous. you are the most harmless person i've ever met."

something about this warms you but you try not to let him get to you.

"my tongue is sharp even if i have no power to back it up," you tell him. "it's a different kind of fear i strike in the heart of others."

malleus looks as though he'll ask you to stick out your tongue literally and prove it, but instead he shakes his head.

"you're honest. if you words hurt, perhaps they have some score to settle with themselves."

you pause, letting the words sink in, your heart suddenly light as you breathe in. malleus doesn't intend to flatter you, but you feel validated in a different way. suddenly you are too aware of how close his face is to yours, and you rise up to sit properly.

the timer will go off in twenty more seconds. malleus senses your sudden retreat.

"perhaps the concept of a talisman is not silly."

you've pulled your notebook back in front of you and lifted your textbook, a small barrier against him. there is no spell you can whisper under your breath to defend your heart, you realize, so you attempt to focus on something else.

"you think so?" you ask. you don't mean to sound disinterested, but if he reminds you of the soft parts of yourself again you might forget how to return to your protective shell.

"mm. perhaps in some ways i can be that for you."

you look up at him, and your mouth opens and closes.

"malleus, you are not an object i can carry around with me."

"but if my presence can ward off evil from you, wouldn't that be such a wonderful thing?"

you can feel your shell cracking still. just then, your timer goes off, and you let yourself exhale.

he's still watching you carefully as you turn the page.

defense magic.

how does one guard their heart?

#malleus x reader #malleus draconia x reader #thoughts: malleus #daydreams: twst #mimi's notes

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ssahotchnerr · 1 year

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Aaron definitely the type of boyfriend to answer your call in the middle of the night after having a bad day

oh absolutely 🥺

you partially feel bad for calling so late- aaron already doesn't get enough sleep as it is- but more than anything you just needed to hear his voice.

so the second he answers, you can't help but cry softly into the phone :( he's your safest place, so all the emotions you've been holding in all day just comes flooding out, because they'll be secure with him. you're basically incoherent, sobs escaping deep from your chest as you just ramble on and on about your day and how it was just plain awful.

aaron, of course, does not mind in the slightest how late it is, and his heart just drops when he hears how distraught you are. he's whispering sweet phrases into the phone, like "it's okay baby" "i'm here" "that's it, just cry it out" :( he remains quiet other than that until you calm down, only light sniffles now leaving you. he's allowing you that space to release all your sadness uninterrupted, and you're always so thankful when he does that. that way it's at your own pace, your feelings are being validated completely, there's no rush.

finally, you wipe your eyes and whimper softly- asking if you can come over because you just need him :( aaron immediately shushes you, saying softly he'll come to yours instead- there's absolutely no way he's letting you drive in your upset state.

aaron has a key to your apartment, so he lets himself in when he arrives. within an instant he's in your bedroom, and the sight of him just allows so much relief to fill you, causing you to tear up again :((( your day may have been horrible, but you'll always have aaron. always.

he immediately gets under the comforter with you, silently pulling you into his arms and holding you so so closely. it allows you to bury your head into his chest, his neck, whatever you prefer in the moment. usually, his chest is your go-to, because hearing his heartbeat is so grounding and calming and it never fails to settle your nerves. you literally couldn't get any closer to him even if you tried.

but, that doesn't mean there's no more attempts to be even closer. aaron's arms are wrapped around you as tightly as he can manage, his fingers either rubbing your back or running through your hair to relax you even further.

now that he's physically here with you, you go over your bad day once again. you aren't as distraught as you've had some time to calm down, and he's adding more thorough words of affirmation, encouragement, and apologizing for how horrible it was :( it's just more intimate this way, rather than having a full discussion through the phone- because he's here and you're within his reach. and again, your emotions aren't being rushed.

there is no one on the earth more comforting and caring than him :( aaron always makes it a goal to get you to smile, and the discussion won't end until you do, no matter how late the two of you stay up. he just wants his love to be happy :( in addition, the two of you won't be sleeping until you feel better regardless. not only because it hurts his heart to see you sad, but your sleep won't be restless, your mind isn't crowded with negative thoughts to keep you from sleeping, and when you wake up, you aren't dreading the day.

and as you finally drift to sleep, aaron's whispering sweet nothings to you, or he could honestly be just rambling on about anything- to keep your mind occupied without overwhelming it and he knows how much of a comfort his voice is to you. and every so often, he's giving you soft loving kisses- on your lips, forehead, temple, any place he can reach. so you fall asleep hearing how much he loves you, that he's proud of you, and you're simply the best thing that's ever happened to him <3

#only a tad bit self indulgent </3 #aaron hotchner x reader #aaron hotchner fluff #aaron hotchner #aaron hotch x reader #aaron hotchner imagine #criminal minds #criminal minds drabble #criminal minds x reader #criminal minds imagine #aaron hotchner x you

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bookofmirth · 4 months

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what do you think about ppl saying that the cauldron is corrupt means that maybe the elucien bond is indeed “fake” and that the trove trope links Azriel with Elain and that would be their plot

It's honestly funny that people are acting like they gained new information that somehow changes anything about mating bonds. All we really got in hofas is further confirmation that sjm is going to give everyone and their dog a mating bond, that it never goes away, and that mating bond = endgame. All of which we knew.

Setting aside the fact that that would supposedly be their plot - despite all of the actual world-threatening info they learned in hofas - let's talk about the cauldron.

We already knew that the Cauldron had been "corrupted". In acomaf, the Bone Carver tells Rhys and Feyre this:

“Long ago, before the High Fae, before man, there was a Cauldron … They say all the magic was contained inside it, that the world was born in it. But it fell into the wrong hands. And great and horrible things were done with it. Things were forged with it. Such wicked things that the Cauldron was eventually stolen back at great cost.

So this is not news. Why are they just now deciding that it means something?

Speaking of this reason, since Rhys knew in acomaf that the Cauldron was corrupted, and if every mating bond could be suspect because of that, then it stands to reason that none of them would be so hyped about mating bonds. Every character would be much more suspicious if they got one, and you know that Tamlin would be looking to delegitimize Feyre and Rhys's. But they aren't acting on that assumption, that the Cauldron is giving them something that is corrupt. If Rhys didn't know this info before talking to the Bone Carver, then he would have looked into it, knowing that Feyre was supposedly his mate. However, learning this info did nothing to keep Rhys from thinking that his bond was every bit as valid as he'd thought it was before. Feyre didn't warn either of her sisters, "hey, your bonds might be fake"??? If that information was supposed to be have implications for mating bonds, we haven't seen a single character act on that. For years in book time, and through a few mating bonds.

2. If the Cauldron were randomly making mating bonds, then we'd have to consider a few things, namely that it puts the validity of every single mating bond in acotar into question. Are we really going to go out here and say that chapter 54 of acomaf is meaningless? That Nesta and Cassian may as well cancel that mating ceremony because what's the point?

3. We don't know where mating bonds come from. Rhys, who knows more about the world besides anyone other than Amren, doesn't know where they come from. Rhys says maybe the Mother, maybe the Cauldron, but the fact is that the mating bond comes from SJM because she decides that when a couple is going to be endgame, she makes them mates.

4. If a person had used the cauldron to create a fake elucien mating bond, then... who? Why would they do that? They've been mates for 2+ years in book time and literally nothing has come of it? No one gives a fuck that Elain and Lucien are mates.

5. Mating bonds are from birth. It has been stated multiple times. It didn't happen because Elain went into the cauldron. It gets stronger when the sisters are Made and come across the wall, but it existed before that.

6. SJM has told us exactly what happens when a mating bond is rejected. In fact, from HOFAS, when Hunt was talking to Baxian about Danika:

“It was a potential minefield, to bring up his dead mate. To lose a mate was to lose half of your soul; to live without them was torture.”

From acomaf:

you were in love with another male, and had destroyed yourself to save him, and that … that I didn’t care. If you were going to die, I was going to die with you.

From acofas:

I still saw that moment, in my sleeping and waking dreams. How his face had looked, how his chest had not risen, how the bond between us had shredded into ribbons. I still felt it, that hollowness in my chest where the bond had been, where he had been. Even now, with that bond again flowing between us like a river of star-flecked night, the echo of its vanishing lingered. Drew me from sleep; drew me from a conversation, a painting, a meal.

7. She has also talked about mating bonds in the highest praise; here are some examples.

Mating bonds = endgame in sjm world. She creates them because she wants that couple to be together. It's really that simple.

#antielriel #elucien #ask #anon #hofas #hofas spoilers #spoilers #mating bond

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Hey sup bestie I had a Sad Thought™ thinking about Roxas and I need to share it to the masses.

So you know how in Days/KH II he starts getting super pissed off wanting to know why everyone is lying to him? Why no one is willing to give him any answers? So he goes off on his own and finds Diz and Namine and they tell him the truth and he kinda freaks out?

Well what if before he has to fight Xion, attempts to summon Kingdom Hearts, and get shoved into a digital simulation someone else came to see him? Someone else who treats him like an actual person with respect and feelings?

Roxas is in Twilight Town when he hears someone call his name and he turns around and sees a boy around his age. Curly silver hair, wide blue eyes, red scarf blowing in the wind and an all too friendly smile. Roxas at first sees him as a potential enemy but the boy keeps a cool facade and promises Roxas he's not here to hurt him just to talk and introduces himself as Ephemer.

Roxas relaxes a little and decides to hear this kid out since what else has he got to lose. Eph starts by acknowledging the awful situation Roxas is in and expresses how sorry he is that this has happened, he also validates Roxas' personhood and agrees that Roxas does have the right to exist but he also says that Sora deserves to wake up and live as well. At first this makes Roxas angry thinking Ephemer is trying to manipulate him into giving up his life for some kid he never met.

So Ephemer takes him to a park where they stand to the side and watch a bunch of little kids run around playing with their parents either sitting to the side watching or playing with them. Ephemer asks Roxas what he knows about family's and receives a confused stare back. Family? Isn't that just friends? Ephemer laughs and says while Roxas isn't entirely wrong there is a difference and explains how a family is traditionally the parent's one is born to. This still confuses Roxas so Ephemer starts again.

He explains how Roxas wasn't born like other humans, not only did he come from the heart of a young boy he also came out more or less fully grown as a teen. That all humans start out as little babies born to a mom and dad whose job is to be their caretaker, their teacher, and protect them until the baby grows into an adult and the cycle repeats itself. Roxas at first thinks the organization is his family since technically they do that but Eph says no at best the organization are his legal guardians, parents aren't just who one is born to but also taken care of by someone who deeply loves you.

Maybe at this point they see a kid fall and get hurt, he starts crying and immediately a set of adults come rushing over to help. The Dad picks his son up and cradles him in his arms soothing the boy and wiping away his tears while the Mom cleans the scrap and puts a bandaid on. The parents shower their son with kisses and a reassurance that he's okay now and a warning to be more careful. The boy bounces back quick and scurries off to play with his parents watching him with love and concern.

Ephemer goes on to explain that Sora was born to a set of parents as well, and that for a parent to lose their child is the worst thing that could ever happen to them, speaking from experience from when he was alive and had children of his own. Ephemer tries to paint the picture that Sora isn't inherently more important because he came first, or because so many hearts are connected to his, but that he's still ultimately a little boy with parents anxiously awaiting their son to come back home. And if he never wakes up he'll never see them again.

Roxas slowly starts to understand, he technically doesn't have parents, doesn't have a home, never had a childhood even though he has the equivalent lived experience of a toddler. But he never realized how little he knew about humans and their relationships. Suddenly he felt conflicted, he still didn't want to disappear but after seeing a set of parents take care of their child he couldn't help but wonder did Sora get hurt like that? Or sick? Did his parents take care of his wounds? Soothed his nightmares? If those parents were to lose their son forever could Roxas really be okay with his life?

Ephemer could see the internal struggle and emphasized it's ultimately Roxas' choice what to do and though he didn't say it out loud he did have an ulterior motive. He could feel Ventus' heart housed inside Roxas. After years of mourning and centuries of unrest Ephemer finally found Ven and he knows it's selfish he knows it's not right pushing an innocent boy into this position but he can't leave Ven like this. Ven's heart is still badly damaged and the only way it can heal is to go back and take refuge with Sora again. Ephemer can't help but see the echoes of his long lost friend and brother hidden away and wants Ven to get his second chance that was cruelly taken away. Even if Ephemer can't be there like he wants to he still feels a responsibility to his fellow union leader to protect him in anyway he can.

Looking at Roxas Ephemer can't help but wonder is this what Ven currently looks like? Is he really that grown now? He's finally the same age everyone was when they were to lead the dandelions. It's bittersweet Ephemer is so proud of Ven but also wracked with guilt for not properly keeping him safe and now he's in danger and he's helpless to save him.

When Roxas does ultimately go back to Sora Ephemer is there with him, even if he can't feel or sense him he reassures Roxas that he's not alone and it won't hurt it'll be as easy as falling asleep. He feels so bad about sacrificing Roxas like this but deep down he knows there isn't anything he wouldn't do for the sweet little boy who once faced down Darkness ready to sacrifice himself so his friends could go on. It may be too late for Ephemer and maybe Roxas but it's definitely not too late for Sora or Ven.

imagine meeting someone who will genuinely treat you like the person you know you deserve to be, but you're still not the person they wish you were. You are not a means to an end, but you still are in some way.

anyway. sobbing and crying and throwing up at this thank you

#ask rosie a question!#anon ask #kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts union x #khux #kingdom hearts 358/2 days #kh 358/2 days #kh roxas #kh ephemer #roxas #ephemer

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rie-092 · 2 years

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Hi Rei :))) Your writing is so great! Can I request a yandere mother Roxana,Athanasia and Cayena (separate) with a daughter reader who escaped just to stargazing in the near forest?

Hope you have a good day

Remember to drink water and eat and don't forget to take some fresh air from time to time :))

lob you mwah

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❲ platonic yandere! roxana agriche! athanasia de alger obelia! cayena hill! x daughter! reader ❳

summary : escaping from them just to go stargazing in the near forest is something that your mother didn't like.

tw : yandere behavior, toxic behavior, toxic mindset, obsessive behavior, overprotectiveness, manipulation, stockholm syndrome, mentions of violence, confinement, breaking of bones, infantilizing, poisoning.

ATHANASIA DE ALGER OBELIA

to be honest, i don't see athanasia being that overprotective to her daughter without any valid reasons. this girl may be a yandere over her daughter but she let her do whatever she wants as long as she doesn't get hurt or leave. but it will be quite messy if, let's say that the reader has a weak body.

like you often had fever, and often vomit some blood. then athanasia will be really overprotective of you. she wouldn't allow you to go out of your room without her, lucas, claude, felix or lily accompanying you. you were too weak! what if something happen to you outside and you have nobody to ask for help?!

athanasia was willing to give everything you wants. she was willing to kill every people who's saying that you weren't fitted to be the crown princess. that's why all she wanted is for you to stay still, and act like a perfect daughter you are.

and let's just say, one day, after athanasia finished all her paper works. she was on her way to your palace to have tea with you. she was excited to see her daughter's cute face after a while. but when she entered your room. she was petrified. you're not in your room, and the maids and knights that she assigned to you was all sleeping on the floor. the excitement that she had earlier disappeared and changed into fear.

she started to get scared. did you got kidnapped? no, there's no way! because if you do, she will know it immediately because of the protection magic(?) that she casted to you. so why aren't you here?! many questions and what ifs where on her mind right now. but when she managed to clear up her mind. she immediately called felix and lucas along with some guards to look for her daughter.

and when they find you on the near forest. looking up on the stars with a bright smile on your face. that was the time when athanasia snapped. she was angry, no, furious at you. the usual calm and cheerful mother of yours was nowhere to be seen. instead, you paled after seeing your mother's cold eyes (that she often used to the nobles who's badmouthing you) directed to you.

and you got scared when athanasia yelled at you. that was the first time that you saw your mother that angry. and it really scared you. because of the dangerous glint that you saw on her eyes. you tried your best to apologize to her and keep saying that you won't do it again, but, it's too late. because before you know it, felix, the man that you called uncle knocked you out. but before you fell onto the ground, your father, lucas gently caught you as he carefully lifted you on his arm, afraid that he might accidentally break you. he then glanced at his wife who still had the same scary expression on his face. he sighed, it looks like he won't be able to help you this time.

and by the time you wake up. you see your mother, smiling at you gently as she stroke your hair. you were confused, you felt something was odd. and soon, you felt an unbearable pain on your legs. you started crying as you screamed because of the pain but athanasia didn't care. she just sit there next to you as she whispers some comforting words to your ear.

athanasia hates this kind of method. and she once promised to herself that she wouldn't break your legs to keep you on your palace. but it looks like she have to break that promise. after all, athanasia knows more than anyone else how dangerous it was outside the palace. and she doesn't want you to be in danger. and this is the only way that she knows to make you depend on her, to make you depend on your mother.

ahh, you should've just listened to your mother in the first place. if you listened to her and stayed here at your palace, then, this wouldn't happen. don't blame her, you did it to yourself. she just wants to keep you safe, she just wants you to depend on her, and she was willing to do anything to make sure that her precious daughter is safe.

“stop crying, honey. you make me feel even worse. but you need to understand. if i didn't broke your legs, you would've try to ran away again. ”

CAYENA HILL

our queen! kidding aside, as a platonic yandere, cayena wasn't that obsessive when it comes to her daughter. but this woman was manipulative. she wants you to listen to whatever she says. you were her own flesh and blood. that's also the reason why she thinks that she owns you.

cayena can be violent sometimes, specifically when you don't listen to her. and there were also some times that she had to punish you. you know, your mother was doing all of this for your sake. she loves you, your family loves you, you know that more than anyone else. but... you still wants to be free.

and that's why one day, you decided to go against the rule that your mother made. thinking that your mother will let you do whatever you wants once she saw that you were an independent girl.

hearing from a certain maid about the spot where you were able to see the night sky you excitedly planned your stargazing trip. of course, you don't plan to tell it to your father, mother, or rezef, your uncle who where you were close with.

and the night you sneaked out of your room. was the night when your life will change a lot. since, when a knight that rafaello assigned to guard you entered your room and saw you were not there. the whole kedry duchy panicked, how can they not panic?! their little lady was missing! and if the duchess and the duke and prince rezef hear about this! they'll surely kill them!

and it indeed happened. because rezef goes on rampage after hearing that his precious niece was missing. unlike rezef, both rafaello and cayena was calm. but inside they were mess. rafaello was worried about your safety, meanwhile, cayena was angry— no, rather than angry, cayena was furious.

why did you escape? no rather than that, how did you escape?! she made sure to assign a lot of servants to you to make sure that you are watched. so, how? haah, it looks like she needs to teach you a lesson once they find you.

and when everyone finds you in the nearby forest. they were all glad, especially your father and your uncle who hugged you immediately. you're too precious, both rezef and rafaello knew that they might completely lose their mind once you disappear. and seeing you were fine made them smile in relief.

seeing that you were safe. the people along with rezef and rafaello looked at cayena who was looking at you. they were waiting for cayena to move, they were all expecting that cayena will hug you but instead, the woman raised her hand and slap you.

you frozen on your place. you know the look on cayena's eyes very well. she was angry, no, she was furious at you. seeing that look on her face made you think of one thing, you fucked up.

after cayena slapped you, she then hugged your small figure. saying that she was glad that you were alright. but then, she whispered something to you. and that time, you realized that the small freedom that you had will completely disappear after this.

“ are you excited to say goodbye to your freedom, (first name)~? ”

ROXANA AGRICHE

unlike cayena and athanasia, roxana was a pretty chill platonic! yandere parent. this girl wouldn't control her daughter's schedule nor she limit her freedom. she can do whatever she wants as long as she had someone to supervise her. by those someone i meant, her, cassis, jeremy, griselda, and sylvia.

why is she chill, you ask? because through her poisonous butterfly— she was able to know where are you, whatever you were doing, the people that you are talking with and many more.

oh, you were not able to complain about your ‘privacy’ because you were roxana's child. you were hers, she was the reason why you were alive, and besides, she was doing all of this to keep you safe.

but of course, there will be also times that roxana will lose her cool. and let's say that time was when you go stargazing, without taking anyone with you. and why did roxana lose her cool? simple. because the poisonous butterflies that she sent to you disappeared.

and she began to panic when jeremy barged into her room, saying that you're missing. roxana became scared. she became scared since you were alone and she can't locate you because the poisonous butterflies that she sent to you disappeared.

she started panicking. what if something happens to you? what if you got hurt? or worse is... what if you got kidnapped?! oh, this woman will surely order jeremy and the people in the agriche mansion to find you. but no one was able to. and when they were starting to lose hope, the savior of the day, dion entered the scene while carrying the sleeping (first name) in his arms.

and, oh my. this was the first time that roxana was thankful with dion. because the time she saw you peacefully sleeping on dion's arm, she felt relieved. she felt relieved by the fact that you were safe and sound. but when she heard that dion saw you sleeping on the nearby forest, roxana's face darkened.

if you want to go stargazing, you should've asked her so she or jeremy can accompany you. but you chose to go alone? .... it looks like roxana became too relaxed. she thought that if she didn't limit your freedom, you will stay with her as her adorable daughter.

... hmm, after a few minutes of thinking. an idea suddenly popped onto her mind as a sadistic smile formed on her lips.

you don't have to worry. hurting you was the last thing that she will do. that's why, let's just say that you... while staying at that said forest got infected by some unknown disease which made your body weaker than normal. of course, if you were sick, you need her, her siblings and your father's help with your daily life. you will surely become dependent to them.

but the main reason why your body became weaker was actually thanks to the medicine that roxana gives to you every day... but, shh, it was a secret that only she and cassis knows.

ahh, trying to escape from your sadistic mother was quite fun, isn't it... (first name)?

“ you're just too cute, little (first name). i just want to keep you with me forever. ”

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lutawolf · 7 months

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My Dear Gangster Oppa Commentary Ep 2

This episode will be much or of a reactionary commentary than a synopsis, cause I'm playing around with how I prefer to write things.

Anyway, Episode 2 starts off where the episode 1 ended. Guy in his drunken sleepiness had pulled Tew to him. Tew finds himself waking up in that position. I admit to feeling gooey inside. Clingy Guy and unsure Tew are adorable.

When Tew tries to remove himself from the octopus, he finds himself dragged back. Where he lays for just a minute, indicating to us that he is reluctant to leave the position. I think this confuses him.

I mean, look at that face. It has confusion written all over it. With a touch of want.

Thanks to the gangster storyline, we now know that Tew is a boss. So no low lever gangster. The conflict is that some thugs are being sent to try and find Tew because he beat up a rich daddy's son for getting handsy with one of his employees. Unlike Tew, she was not appreciative of the groping, valid.

Wahl is freaking because he doesn't know where Guy is. I've seen a few people say this red flags him, but I'm withholding judgment at this time. I am just as possessive of my friends and if I didn't know they were safe, I'd freak too.

When Guy wakes up, there is no longer a big guy on top of him. And all indications point to him not even knowing he slept with the big guy. He is confused about where he even is until Tew walks into the room to clue him in. We learn that Tew carried Guy!

You know, completely normal behavior for a gangster. Tew is super friendly this morning. There are smiles and he even makes Guy hangover food. I think the cuddle time really had an effect on Tew, who was likely touch starved.

If Tew wasn't already a goner, having Guy feed him broke the camel's back.

👀 Tew asks Guy if he likes whales because he mentioned them in his sleep. Oh, no Guy! Don't bring up Wahl. But inner dialogue says Tew isn't scared off. Awkward moment where Guy sees Tew's back scars, but then we are in the vehicle and heading home.

You guys, this face says it all. My boy is all in. Guy don't know what he has gotten himself into. The way we see Wahl watching Guy and Tew as they talk does give creep vibes. Wahl giving third degree does scream possessive, but again, I'm withholding judgment because third degree is common in close friendships. We want to know everything.

Guy explains that Wahl wouldn't know his friend because he's an online gaming friend. I find it interesting that Guy is asking Wahl if he is okay with Guy being friends with Tew. Then Wahl says, "Of Course Not!" like a petulant child. This feels very double standards to me. Okay, but then he explains that he was worried sick about Guy, which is valid. And he has some valid points as to why getting drunk and staying with a stranger is dangerous. While I respect that Guy is trying to set some boundaries between them, so he can have his own life. A friend isn't really a friend if they aren't concerned about your well-being. Even if you are grown.

Then to Tew driving and thinking about Guy. Oh yeah, he is smitten. But he has to put that aside to get back to gangster business.

Wahl and Guy are back to being friendly and Wahl invites Guy to each with him. Dude, Wahl, I've been trying to give you the benefit of the doubt, but right after inviting Guy, you're busy. He has to fit your schedule. Not cool.

More troupe gangster shit. I'm gonna be honest. The gangsters are laughable. Especially permed hair, dude.

Guy really doesn't want to go to Wahl's, but he goes. And the gf is there. They are being so cute it makes me want to gag, but thankfully his guild start contacting him. Then he reaches out to Tew to once again try to tempt him into meeting up with all them. Guy is being clearly flirtatious and Tew is eating it up. Then Wahl interrupts and is clearly jealous of this gaming friend. Ugh, all the signs point to Wahl going to look at Guy's phone. Not fucking cool.

The smile Guy gives when Tew agrees to meet. Too cute.

Now we meet the gamer gang.

They are hysterical and I already love them. Coconuts, the bunch of them. The way Guy is describing Tew, awwww. The way Guy adjusts his clothes to make sure they are laying right when he sees Tew. Yeah, boy is feeling Tew as well.

The look they both give muffin when she offers for Tew to sit next to her. 🤣🤣🤣

The accident hand touch troupe.

She is me. Furthermore, once she notices, she calls Muffin out on her flirting. I really like her. And now the whole table knows about Guy being drunk, hahaha. Oh no, your drinking again, Guy. Just say no. 🤣🤣🤣 Around the six drink, you can see Tew getting concerned. He even tells him to slow down or he'll end up like last time.

Me again. 🤣🤣🤣

Tew was right. I feel like we are meeting an awful lot of troupes in just one episode.

It should feel cheesy but oddly enough, doesn't. It's coming off too natural to be cheesy, if you know what I mean.

I snort laughed when Guy offers to demonstrate that he can in fact stand up straight. The way Tew backs away with a nod is so "yeah, go ahead dumbass, I'd like to see this."

See, I told you. Wahl looked at Guy's phone. Otherwise, how else did he know that Guy would be there. Did he really just ask him why he was that drunk? Bitch, no. A bestie's job is simply to help out, not be unsupportive and ask why. I know he also didn't accuse Tew of doing this to Guy. There is an instant change to Tew's face. He does not like Wahl.

Look! It's males in the wild having a pissing contest!

And once again, they end on an element of suspense. I'm excited about the next episode!!! Hope you guys enjoyed this 💜💜💜

#luta talks my dear gangster oppa #my dear gangster oppa #coconuts mafia

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Color Moments in Two Worlds Episode 6

EVERYTHING IN THIS EPISODE HURT. SOMETIMES THERE ARE PARALLELS AND THOSE PARALLELS ARE JUST FUCKING PAINFUL BECAUSE THE SWORD OF DAMOCLES IS HOVERING OVER EVERYTHIIIIIINGGGGGUH

*gets self together* Okay. All right.

"You like Phupha!" Kram says to himself while thinking about his kiss with Tai and then immediately matching him.

Sure, sure, mhmm. You keep telling yourself that, mi cielo.

Tai's life briefly flashed before his eyes when he was greeted with this sight.

But there was no reason for him to worry because Phupha was not in fact debuting as a couple with Kram. He just wanted to give them some nice clothes so they could look pretty for the "thank fuck we didn't all die!" party he was throwing.

AND RIGHT BEFORE WE GOT THIS SHOT, MY BOY KRAM VALIDATED ME!

BECAUSE THEY DO MATCH! IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MATCHING! I'm counting this as a Clowned Correctly moment for me and no one can take it away.

We learned in the preview for this episode that Jao has an unrequited crush on Tai, but @respectthepetty and I are gonna need him to get it together because he's out here talking about it to Wayu while he's matching him.

(Side note: The subs make it seem like Jao actually has feelings for Kram but in the preview--which is hard subbed--he confirms the crush is on Tai)

AND THEY STILL AREN'T MAKING OUT ABOUT IT! JAO! LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND PICK UP WHAT THESE COLORS ARE PUTTING DOWN AND KISS THIS MAN.

Jao also matched Tai very briefly this week, on account of the unrequited feelings that have now been brought to light. He's trying to be there for Tai but Tai snaps at him because he preemptively broke up with Kram because he thinks Kram is about to leave him for Phupha. Which better not happen.

Tai apologizes and we appreciate that but really, this is a golden opportunity for Jao to run his cute little self right into Wayu's big strong arms. Which better happen. POR FAVOR!

And then everything just starts to fucking hurt because Kram goes looking for Tai after Phupha asks him to come with him to Bangkok (Kram I'm so serious, you better have told him no) but instead of finding Tai, he finds this.

LOOK FAMILIAR?

Jao drops by again and after seeing this painting, Kram finally asks what happened to his alternate self and we get a series of achingly sweet and painful flashbacks to alternate Kram's relationship with Tai. I can't be sure, but it's sort of implied that present Kram is remembering everything as we see it because he clutches his head.

Tai and his Kram met when Kram accidentally got caught in a tiger trap while trying to save a bunny, and as we all know he did, he immediately brought warmth to Tai.

And they immediately matched.

He finds Tai napping under a tree and paints him, then wakes him up when he hears thunder. Tai, in his cold blue, likes the painting and wants to buy it but Kram, in his warm yellow, tells Tai he'll give him the painting for free if Tai agrees to be his friend.

They do up getting caught in the rain and this isn't a color moment, but ya'll deserve to see Kram having a real normal one about wet shirtless Tai.

Kram is a BL Boy, therefore he has to get sick when it rains. Tai takes him to the doctor and Kram wakes up the next morning to see Tai has stayed by his side the whole night. As he looks at Tai sleeping, he is surrounded by Tai's blue.

While I begin to slowly bleed out, Tai tells Kram that he wants to be more than friends and offers Kram some of the same warmth Kram has brought into his life and asks Kram to come with him.

*through tears* Kram accepts and then they arrive at Tai's house--their house--with Kram dressed head to toe in Tai's blue.

*sobbing* They build this cozy peaceful life together where they do their laundry in the river and cook for each other and they're so in love, and Tai just keeps giving Kram his newly found warmth.

And it all culminates in Tai basically asking Kram to marry him with the biggest Heart Eyes in all creation and them having beautiful, joyous love-affirming sex absolutely bathed in warm light.

But let me tell you, noticing the way shots are framed is a blessing and a curse. Because as amazing and beautiful as this moment between Tai and Kram is, the show won't let us forget about the sword hovering above our heads.

It won't let us forget about the danger lurking outside this warm little bubble, or that it already told us how Tai and Kram's story was going to end.

#two worlds #two worlds the series #taikram #meta

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Moon Boys with a Trans Reader

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Warnings: some mentions of dysphoria and transphobia from others

Author’s Snip: I just had this idea come into my mind randomly last night and I almost got up just to write it but it was already hella late and I'm working on trying to wake up early for my upcoming semester. Thankfully I managed to remember just now so I'm writing it now.

I’ll shut up now. Enjoy! And don’t be afraid to request.

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Steven Grant

Our sweetie man <3

I know I always say this but I feel like with Steven, but I feel like learning something and researching something about you or what you like is sort of a love language/show of affection and caring

So when he meets you (or you come out as trans to him) he takes time to learn some things so that you can feel more comfortable and also works on saying things properly like getting your pronouns right and the like

Steven always compliments people but he makes sure to compliment you the most. You always hear the words "beautiful/handsome" and "lovely/dashing" coming out of him

If he ever sees you looking at yourself in the mirror to check your outfit and you look slightly unsure about how you feel about it then he comes up behind you says you look great in it

If you ever feel dysphoric and have one of those days where you just don't feel like your body is reflecting who you are right, he understands in the best way he can and consoles you

"I still think you're beautiful/handsome. And it's okay if you aren't feeling that way today. You'll always be great to me."

If anyone misgenders you or uses the wrong pronouns while he's with you, he politely and quickly corrects them. He doesn't want to formulate it like they did it on purpose, he just does it quietly

He will, however, although not a fan of confrontation, tell someone to act properly if they're causing problems

Marc Spector

He's also really great

Marc takes a bit of time getting used to everything but that's just because he wants to make sure that he doesn't do anything that hurts you or makes you upset

He tries his best to help you with dysphoria and any other issues that you deal with as a trans person

"You're a woman/man to me. And, wow, are you a pretty/handsome one."

The flirt seems a bit out there but he's trying to help you by letting you know that your identity is valid to him and that he sees you in that light and always will

Not afraid to break someone's nose if they call you something nasty or say something

This man would get into a full on fist fight for you and he means that

Marc hardly speaks how he feels, except for when he thinks you look pretty and hot, which is all the time. The only emotion he voices is his attraction to you

In case someone does a double take because you don't have a corresponding voice to your appearance yet, he looks at them with a stern "What? You have a problem?" face

Jake Lockley

Marc would get in a fist fight with a transphobe... but Jake would get in a knife fight

Jake takes it upon himself to protect you if need be. Not saying that Steven and Marc wouldn't protect you too but with Jake all he really knows how to do outside of be your loving boyfriend is be a guard dog

It's his Ken job /j

If you ever feel dysphoric he places you in front of a mirror, points at your reflection, and goes "You know what I see? A hot ass woman/man. And I get to see her/him all the time."

He buys you a lot of things. Like clothes that you enjoy, perfumes/cologne, all the things you could want and make you feel more like you

Flirting comes naturally to him and he frequently calls you pretty, of course in Spanish and english

Makes it clear to everyone that you're a woman/man and if someone says something then we've already established what he'll do

#moon knight #moonknight #moonknight x reader #moon knight x reader #steven grant #marc spector #jake lockley #steven grant x reader #marc spector x reader #jake lockley x reader #transfem reader #mtf reader #transmasc reader #ftm reader #trans reader

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