All of this would've been resolved if we could have talked it out like adults a long time ago... especially Sophie and Koda. All of the unnecessary anon hate could've been avoided, all the fighting and arguing...

But we're the gossipers for finally speaking up about it 🤷🏾‍♀️ sure whatever floats your boat.

Bry even remembers that they unsubscribed from her… and definitely, definitely they have questions for her! omg. you guys write about the absolute and what kind of gods you are, but in fact you behave like simple gossips. it devalues all your posts.

Don't worry, I've already unsubscribed from this circus.

If it devalues all our post, find different accounts, no one is holding you here. You don't have to announce your depature, our accounts don't exist to gain numbers of followers, they exist for those that want to read them.

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Sorry for the follow up but yes, I understand that I can’t be aware of a body, others, my surroundings etc. without “that” but, how does that prove that “that” doesn’t just sit in my brain, in a physical body and that it’s simply how a body scientifically works? How do I truly know that if I didn’t have a single one of my senses, I’d still be aware and not just dead, completely unaware of anything?Obviously, every blogger here is proof that there’s truth to this philosophy since they’re experiencing whatever they want so idk if I’m thinking too deep into it but I’m just actually confused.

All scientific concepts are concepts only and not fact. The only reason why you have a concept of a body or brain is due to your parents teaching you that and learning it in school.

Which can be attributed to the fact it was actually you convincing yourself you have a body and brain, since there are no others.

Can what you are really die? When you are sleeping with no dreams, you are still aware right, even with no apparent "senses" ?

The awareness never goes away, while everything else, including senses, comes and goes.

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hi!! not the same anon but can u explain why there’s nothing happening against your will?

I can't really explain why or how, it has to be investigated for yourself. It's subtle and it's what has been happening since the body appeared to be born

https://www.tumblr.com/iamthat-iam/749245418097065984/why-did-you-remove-that-one-post-where-you-talked

Yess please and thank you, it’d help me a lot. 🥺

As we know, everything is only empty appearance, there's nothing actually happening.

I'm sure this will ruffle some feathers, but racism itself doesn't exist outside the thought or idea of it. There's no objective reality where concepts like that exist, or other forms of bigotry.

Some may argue "but what about slavery and other things that happened throughout history?"

Any ideas of the past are concepts only, not objective fact!

That includes all concepts of world history as well.

There has never been anything but you, and the silent, limitless bliss. You have never been oppressed, there are no others that wield power over you.

*adds my 2 cents*

And then I'm guilty by association by even interacting with Koda's posts, she unfollowed me soon after. Which I wasn't gonna take personally until I saw 2 of her friends unfollowed me as well. Indicating that she'd spoken badly about me to them, when I've done nothing to her 😵‍💫 she can't be cool with people who interact with those she disagrees with? It just seems immature and shady to me.

Yeah, I sent that message to Bry because she was the only one posting about these anons attacking you guys...as far as I'm concerned. I haven't been here in a while.

I don't really wanna private message anyone. Sophie can privately message you if she so desires.

Further, as far as Sophie and I discussed, like yeah...you guys just had different styles of sharing ideas. Sure we can all get butthurt sometimes. But, it wasn't anything personal, ultimately, a social media tiff lol. I imagine that post is deleted?

Does it really matter anymore? Do you expect Sophie to still be raging by a tiff?

Im not gonna say anymore, it's none of my business. But the anons sending so much hate: you guys need to stop and go within. Sophie wouldn't want this for y'all. Its deplorable behavior...her and ada are gone, rely on yourself...

[neutral but more confused tone]

I'm not sure what you discussed with her but dming me and agreeing about the "there is no ego, this post is limited" story on Instagram that was meant in a neutral way but then going to tumblr, switching and saying "you're speaking from the ego, i'm so disappointed, you sound jealous of her" and making it sound like I'm attacking Ada which I originally never did within 1-2hours which resulted in her devouted deciples living in my ask box since the very start of this account to now and never saying anything about it and sendings asks anonymously about topics only she could knew about from our IG dms which were personal, doesn't sound very "different styles of sharing ideas & nothing personal" to me. How can I be jealous of someone I don't know? I asked afterwards on IG who Ada is and people told me. That's the thing that confuses me here. How can I speak from something that doesn't exist fundamentally? They talked about ND/AV but contradicted themselves with ego-related posts and concepts. Pointing that out is not an attack. I never attacked Ada, I never even knew her to begin with but Sophie's reblog was the catalyst of everything else that followed to this day that blew everything out of proportion. She knew I wasn't attacking her because that's what I said in the audio back then on IG. Disagreeing with someone does not mean attacking them. She knew her followers were camping in our inbox (not just this account) for months and stayed silent and now says it wasn't anything actually? After she (Sophie) left for a reason her anons didn't know, people started blaming Chen for it and no one said a thing. A follower on IG sent me a message asking what my opinion of this post is, i replied and AFTER i found out it's from tumblr, i made an account too. Another thing is, I don't fully understand why you operate as a middleman for her. You said in Bry's message that Anons should stop speaking for her, but aren't you speaking for her or in her name anonymously too? I'm not angry, just confused as to what exactly she told you and why it clashes with the actual situation and the reactions of it

Why did you remove that one post where you talked abt racism and thank kind of stuff? I tried to find it and it’s gone 😭

It had stuff about ego in it, I was removing all my old posts that don't fit with what I post now 😭 I can give my updated opinion on it if you want

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Can you explain the personality part? I get confused

They're ultimately trying to say to notice your being, without concepts of being a person with a personality, living in a world, etc.

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you’d say the answer is because i “take it as real” but it just matters to me because they’re still people i have to “deal with” in my every day life. like regardless if it’s unreal, this appearance is still here (not really), but you know, there’s still something appearing. then i have to deal with that.

But are you really dealing with anything? Dont take "empty appearance" lightly, it's a literal statement.

If you look closely you'll notice there's nothing happening against your will.

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i have the same question as this anon.

I know the clay or the ocean wave analogy is used often for this, but it's true. Right now you are appearing as what you call a body, the objects in whatever room you're in. It's all made of the same "essence", that being nothingness or " "

You need awareness to be aware of "sight"

You need it to be aware of "sound"

In order to percieve anything, you must be aware of it first.

i know it’s gonna sound dumb bc i’m talking about trivial problems, but… how do i stop caring what others think of me? really. 🫤

even understanding that it’s not real etc etc it still matters and affects me somehow

Think about WHY it matters, then question the validity of your reasons. Especially since there are no others 👁

Omfg. I havent been on tumblr in months! I actually still talk to Sophie irl. She left because she was done and her followers needed her to be gone, same with Ada.

While her and Ko had a bit of a discussion once on a post, she actually resonates with "no concepts," and NEVER had beef with Koda. Like??? Anons, mind your business, you don't need to speak for Sophie...her and Ada are gone, and maybe you could understand more if you took "no concepts" seriously. It's all very simple. Being rude and desperate like this will not help you.

Sophie is NEVER coming back...the whole drama that anons speak of is a non event for us, truly.

If she never had an issue with Koda like you claim, that's a discussion that she needs to have with her private. Koda has a few reasons why she knows Sophie has an issue with her. I also have reasons to think she has an issue with me as well, even though we were friendly and interacted on each other's posts all the time.

I suggest you go to Koda's blog to discuss it with her further! She doesn't bite 😅

But thank you for the clarification anon, your point still stands. Being hateful towards people will not bring them back, nor bring you closer to noticing your true nature.

when I rely on self, idk what to do next 😭😭

Next? There's nothing left to do 😊

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No one has received hate because of bloggers who have deactivated. Maybe in the past, but last time no one talked about them, but since you're a hypocrite who likes to create drama 🤥

Just because you don't see it, doesn't mean it's not happening?? They literally have sent me screenshots. You clearly have no idea what you're talking about.

https://www.tumblr.com/iamthat-iam/749209647861366784/ugly-on-the-inside-and-the-outside?source=share

Are they trolling? 😭

They're mad because I was sticking up for my friends who recieved anon hate due to bloggers who deactivated 🤷🏾‍♀️

Ugly on the inside and the outside 🫥

Imagine waiting days to finally leave an anonymous comment about someone's appearance while being incognito. That's a new level of deranged 😨

happy the anon mode is back!! glad the assholes simmered down, some of us are just shy 😅

Yeah it's the only way to stop them fr 😂 I totally understand the shy part lol

Omg finally cuz i want to ask something

Go for it!