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shelbgrey · 9 months

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Being in a love triangle with Dean and Cas

Paring: Dean winchester x reader x Castile (not destile!)

Summary: headcanons about an angel and a hunter fall in love with you.

A/n: this won the newest voting thing :)

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“They're both in love with her” Sam sighed.

“my money is on Dean” Bobby said drinking his beer.

Okay... So, get ready for every single thing to be a contest. they're both extremely stubborn and even the simplest of things will be turned into a competition of who can do it better, even if Cas doesn't understand.

Since Cas is clueless about most human actions, he usually tries to copy Dean but ends up doing it in a more goofy or messed up way.

Cas wasn't supposed to fall in love with you, he's your Gardian Angel and the rules in heaven are pretty strict. He couldn't help but fall in love with your compassion and goofy personality.

You and Dean had always been on and off, he deeply cares about you and would even say he loves you, but with you both being hunters he's always afraid to lose you or he thinks he's not good enough.

Cas didn't know how to handle the feeling he's never had to deal with, every time he'd see Dean put his arm on you or flirt with you, cas would feel his fist clinch and he'd get so angry.

“I don't know what's wrong with me, my chest is heaving and... I just feel so pissed” Cas said to Sam one day.

“your either jealous or...” Sam stoped. “your not in love with y/n, are you?”

Cas didn't know, but he realized his change in adatued and thoughts. As your Gardian Angel he'd would often go with you to protect you beacuse that was his job, now he would literally push Dean to the side to go on a hunt with you.

Remember when I said you and Dean would often be off and on again? Well Cass has seen two break-ups, and this would be the only time he'd put his feelings aside. He's your best friend and he dose know when you need a shoulder to cry on.

Anyway, Dean would catch on quickly, he cares about Cas but he cares about you more. So challenge accepted.

He wasn't gonna lose you to a baby in a trench coat.

Dean is often very forward and flirty, you were used to his complements and dirty jokes. But when he realized he could use you to Cas he'd turn up the flirting to 100%, which would often make you uncomfortable... You weren't used to him acting like that.

But underneath all the flirting, he's genuine and what he's saying is true.

Suprisenly Cas would become very charming. He wears his heart on his sleeve. He loves he can easily express himself around you and learn about human life without being judged.

I also think Cas is good at knowing when to pump the brakes if he ever steps a line or goes too far. Dean sometimes doesn't and sometimes he forgets that he doesn't need to use the same tactics he used to use bar girls.

If you get hurt Cas will warp his coat around you and heal you up, if it's really bad Cas and Dean will literally start arguing.

One time it got so bad you probably wouldn't still be in this damn triangle if Sam didn't take you to the hospital.

That's when they realized that they really need to put their differences aside, it wasn't just about them, it was about you too.

“she means everything to me... I want her to be happy” Dean says to Sam. “and what if she's chooses Cas?”

“she won't... Just because he's her guardian angel doesn't mean he can make her happy”

Dean was so scared to lose you while Cass just didn't know how to express himself, there been many opportunities for Cas but he'd always chicken out.

What you hated most about this whole situation is that Cas and Dean were turning on each other. You knew they were best friends and you couldn't help but think this, no girl is worth losing your best friend over.

As it went on you got more and more attention, you didn't want that. Then Sam and Bobby's secret poll only grew more bets as time went on.

Jack was so confused, he saw you as a mom and Cas as his dad. So he really just wants you two to be together. He watched the parent trap and used some of the tactics, Sam gently told him to stay out of it.

If Dean would make you a mix tape, Cas would find an even more romantic gesture. During the time you and Dean did date he learned that you were a simple girl and didn't like fancy stuff.

Cas would go to Sam or Jody for advice. Sam would suggest flowers, expensive places while Jody would remind him to just be himself and remember the stuff your actually interested in.

He's been your Gardian Angel for years, so he knows your likes and dislikes. He was so happy when he found a copy of a novel you've been surching for, he loved the feeling of you wrapping your arms around him and cheering that you finally got the book.

“thank you Cas, your the best!”

Gabriel, who liked to stir the pot in the situation was on cas' side. He would sometimes mess somthing up for one of them or just watch one of their planes fail. This was a better love story than twilight in his opinion.

One day Cas found a ring in Dean's room, it's literally not what you guys think. Dean was his mom's and he just wanted to look at it.

Cas watched enough movies with you and thought it was an engagement ring. He felt his heart pounded, he also relized he's watched way too much TV with you. He remembered watching Grey's anatomy with you, he remembered you crying with Mark Sloan died and gave his 'if you love someone' speach.

“I wish I could experience that... A guy not caring about the consequences and just expressing he loves someone” you told him way back when.

That's when he had enough, he didn't care if Dean was there or not he's was gonna tell you. “I love you y/n... I love everything about you, even things I don't understand... I still love”

He told you to think everything through. As much as he loved you, he didn't want you making any hasty decisions or let what he said cloud your mind.

A couple of days later, Dean came to you with the same heart filled love speach after a rough hunt. “I love you... I know I don't show it much or express it, but belive me when I say your the best thing that's ever happened to me”

You had so much to think about and during that time you never felt so overwhelmed, your heart would always pound when you thought about them.

You spent almost three nights just laying awake in bed thinking about them, there was logic and there was reason.

The logical choice would be Dean, you could grow old with him and have a family. After Jack, Cas was terrified to have children with a human. Just because Dean was haman didn't make it a logical choice, but you guys been through so much. There been many night you guys spent patching up wounded parts of your bodies or cleaning up blood after a hunt.

Logically, Cas would be safer. Castile can protect you and heal you with just a brush of his thumb. Just because he was clueless doesn't mean he didn't know how to make a woman's heart pound in the best way possible. Cas knew your deepest fears and kept secrets for years, he knew everything about you.

Positive reasons would bring up the way Dean would make you laugh. Or how he could make you smile no matter how mad you were.

You though about how warm his bear hugs were and how good he smelled.

Dean was a worrior and he would take a bullet for you. You were always his main priority and you never felt that with someone before him.

Even if he didn't know how to interact with humans, he knew how to take care of you. He knew when you need to talk or need a hug. He would catch on to your Quirks, like how you'll nibble on your lip when your doing research or reading.

He'd notice the little wrinks on your forehead when your mad or laughing. He'd know all your different smiles and the meanings of them.

You love whem you hug him you'd feel his wings wrap around you.

What you might not know is Cas would give up immortality for you, he'd become human if it meant spending What humans thought forever was.

“I don't know what to do Sammy” you sighed.

“stop using your brain, what dose your heart say?” he asked. “you'll know the right decision when the time comes”

The next day you took a deep breath and walked down the bunker hallway, Cas and Dean's were right across from each other. Dean's door was beaten up and had band stickers on it. Cas was newer and had 'Cas' place' carved in it.

If you chose Castile:

If you chose him, you didn't go directly to him. You knew he was the one you just didn't know how to do it. When you finally got the courage, Sam interrupted with a paranormal case.

It was hard, you got whipped around like crazy and thrown through windows, the vengeful spirit wasn't gonna let up.

The spirit through your blade at you and it went straight to the gut. You were already bleeding and weak, so this wasn't helping.

You crumbed in Castile's arms and he started to panic. He used his trench coat to applie presher to your wounds.

“Sam! Dean! Help me!”

You coughed and placed your hand on his cheek making him look at you. His watery blue eyes looked at you with so much panic.

You smiled and pulled him closer to you. “I love you Cas... So much”

“I love you too... Hold still, I got you” he placed his lips on yours while his hands healed all your cuts and bruises.

Side note... You also adopt Jack, he finally had parents and he couldn't be happier.

-a week later...

“Balls! I lost $200” Bobby grumbled, you gave the boys a questioning look.

“you beted on us?” you asked Sam, He shrugged. “hey, at least you got $600 for your honeymoon” Sam joked, you took the notebook with all the bets written down and hit him in the head.

If you chose Dean:

You knocked on his door, he when whipped it open a smile immediately formed on his face. “hey, sweetheart”

“can we talk?” you asked softly. Dean nodded as his heart pounded, he didn't know what to expect.

“if this this about what I sa-”

“I love you” you said cutting him off.

He pulled you to his chest and immediately slammed his lips on yours, he pulled away and rested his forehead on yours. “thank God... I love you too”

#Supernatural #Supernatural headcanons #Dean winchester #Jensen Ackles #Dean winchester headcanons #Castiel #Misha Collins #Castiel x reader #Castiel headcanons #Supernatural imagines #Dean winchester x reader

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mirkwoodshewolf · 1 year

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Creepy crawlies; Jack Kline x reader

*Author’s note*

Okay so this is a cute little drabble/small fic requested to me just recently by an anon who wanted some Jack Kline fluff. Took me two days but I came to this idea in the end so I hope you enjoy it anon as well as the rest of my lovely readers.

Warnings: Fluff, bugs, mentions of SPN episode 1x08 BUGS (that episode STILL gives me the heebie-jeebies).

Taglist:

@plethora-of-things

@waddles03

@psychosupernatural

@jd-johndeacon-or-jackdaniels

@queen-paladin

@queensdivas

@gay-and-ready-to-cry

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It was that time of year, well the first time we ever had to deal with something like this. And of course Sam and Dean had to bail out on a ‘case’ but I knew my brothers just wanted to get out of doing the one thing that everyone does.

Spring cleaning.

Ever since we found the Bunker and decided to make it our permanent home, this place needed a serious scrub down and clean up. Cobwebs, dust, new bed sheets, incense (mainly for me) to be put up to get rid of the ancient smell. So every spring, I try to ensure that this bunker doesn’t end up like it was when we first found it.

Of course that means my brothers always try to get out of it (mainly Dean I just think Sam prefers to do the minor cleaning instead of what I have in mind). And Cass…..well he chooses to go up to heaven every time I say it’s time clean up the bunker. The only person kind enough to help out around here is my beau Jack.

Using my powers, the bookshelf glowed blue and I lifted it up allowing Jack to vacuum underneath it while I brought in a swifer to swipe off each and every book from any dust bunnies.

“I don’t see why my brothers and Cas always try to bail out on Spring cleaning. I’m the one doing the heavy lifting.”

“I’ve noticed a trend that most people don’t enjoy spring cleaning because it’s so boring to do. That unlike normal cleaning, there’s an expectation for things to be so clean, that you’re supposed to see yourself in the floor. Which I don’t get.” Jack told me as he continued his vacuuming.

“I maybe a neat freak but I’m not Danny Tanner level of tidiness. All I want is to make sure we don’t neglect this place and end up in a dust field again. Seriously Jack you cannot begin to understand just how quickly my allergies began to act up when the guys and I first found this place. Bedridden for over a week, and that was before I got these powers.”

“I’m sorry baby. Had I been born yet, I would’ve stayed at your side to take care of you.”

“And that’s why I love you soo much Jackie-bear. You’re too sweet.” After dusting off the last book and once Jack was done vacuuming, he moved out of the way and I set the bookshelf back in it’s place. I turned and with a snap of my fingers and all the books, notes, files and even Dean’s plates he had left since breakfast all raised up into the air and went to their original places.

“You’re like Mary Poppins.” He said with a smile.

“Well if I am, then that makes you my Burt. Come on, let’s head for the kitchen. Lord knows Dean forgot to do the dishes, again.” He followed behind me and right as we got to the kitchen, there I saw dishes upon dishes stacked in the sink, frying pans still on the oven covered in left over eggs and grease. “That man never learns.”

“Why does he leave his dishes out like that?”

“Cause he’s lazy. Do you mind stacking the dishwasher while I deal with the grease pans and the oven?”

“Not at all baby.” I pecked his cheek while I walked over and wish a twist of my wrist, the frying pans lifted off the oven while the cleaning supplies came out from the top shelf cabinet on the island counter.

While the spray bottle filled with Clorox bleach squirted out a few good sprays and the rag did a throughout wipe down, I focused my attention on cleaning the frying pans of the oils and grease from the bacon and sausages Dean had made for breakfast and tossed the leftover egg crumbs into the trash.

“Do you know when the last time Sam took the trash out?” I asked Jack.

“I believe I saw him collect all the trash last night.”

“Well at least he can keep up with the chores. I swear maybe I could use these powers to control Dean and make him scrub all the toilets in this bunker.”

“As funny as that would be to see, I know you’d never use your powers against your brothers.” He said as he dried off one of my good cups with a towel and set it alongside the rack we had for the special dishware.

“Yeah, yeah. But for real, he should at least have the decency to at least rinse off his pans after breakfast. Grease that sits out for too long stains these types of pans, and it’s a hassle to clean up later.”

“I believe you (Y/n).”

“But at least I’m getting it done, otherwise it’d never—” I paused mid-sentence as my body completely froze. My heart raced and my eyes widened as I stared directly at it. It’s many legs all splayed out making it look like a living dust bunny on pointy legs.

The pots and cleaning supplies fell to the ground with a loud bang and I let out a scream and levitated myself into the air trying to get as far away from the little demon as possible.

“What?! What is it (Y/n)? Are you okay!?”

“Kill it quick!” I yelled at Jack.

“Kill what? Where is it? Is it a demon?”

“Yes now quickly before it gets away!”

“Where is it?”

“Over there!” Jack’s eyes soon glowed and he turned to where I was pointing but as he raised his hand, his eyes went back to normal color as he looked around confused.

“Where did you say it was?”

“What are you blind babe!? I told you over there on top of the oven! Kill it with your powers! Torch it! Torture it I don’t care just get rid of it!” he looked around until he seemed to have found what it was. He walked closer to it and he reached out his finger toward it.

“You mean this? But it looks like a dust bunny or a…..” but quickly it began to move and I let out another scream as I shot myself against the corner of the kitchen.

“Don’t touch it! Those bastards are fast now kill it hurry!”

“What is it exactly?” he asked me.

“A house centipede! Jack I’m not playing anymore please just kill it hurry!” I watched as the demonic centipede stopped crawling and was now just short of reaching a hiding spot behind the fridge. Jack looked between me and the house centipede and a smile came across his face before he started to laugh.

He was laughing. My own boyfriend was laughing at my own misery!?

“Jack Kline stop laughing!” I demanded.

“I’m sorry. Really I am but…..(Y/n), you have fought against real demons, archangels, werewolves, vampires, even my own grandfather. And you’re terrified of a tiny little thing like him?”

“Tiny? Tiny!? Do you see the legs on that monstrosity!? Now for the last time get rid of it before it touches me!”

“Okay, okay.” He went over to grab a cup as well as paper towel.

“What are you doing?!” I hissed.

“Getting rid of it like you asked.”

“Not like that! You can’t show mercy to those little bastards! Use your powers and kill the son of a bitch!” I hissed quietly.

“But you told me that all living creatures deserve a chance at life, didn’t you?” I groaned.

“Well yes but that doesn’t include bugs, arachnids, snakes, or any other kind of creepy crawlies!” Jack rolled his eyes and successfully captured the house centipede and he left the kitchen with it between the cup and paper towel.

A few minutes later he came back and he told me it was gone.

“You sure?”

“Yes, yes, I even took him away from the bunker before releasing him. Now can you please come down?” I let out a soft whimper but lowered myself back to the ground. He came over to me and wrapped his arms around me in a hug, allowing me to rest my head on his shoulder. “I still can’t believe you’re scared of bugs. How did I not know of this?”

“Don’t mock me! Besides you weren’t even there when it happened.” I shuddered remembering that day all too well.

“When what happened?” I took in a shaky breath before telling him.

“A long time ago, long before we knew that angels and God were even real, my brothers and I took a case in some realtor development spot. A neighborhood was being built on sacred Native American grounds. Workers were being picked off one by one, at first we thought it was ghostly activity but it was far worse. The entire place was cursed, and the curse was affecting all the insects in the town. By night fall, a swarm of bees had surrounded the family that was responsible for building the neighborhood over the sacred lands. I—I had never seen so many bees in my life. We had no way of escaping, we were completely trapped and had to last the rest of the night being stung and swarmed by bees. Ever since that day, I even see the shape of an insect and I just go back to that day. A defenseless, frightened child being stung and swarmed by bees and no way of escaping.”

Jack listened intently at every word I had to say. For months after that day, I had continuous nightmares of what happened. Even dreamt that it was other bugs attacking me from wasps, locusts, even spiders and ants. Ever since then I’ve been absolutely terrified of any and every bug in the world.

“Wow, I—I had no idea. I’m so sorry that happened to you. And I’m sorry for teasing you about it. I promise I won’t ever bring it up again.”

“Thanks Jackie-babe.”

“Anything I can do to help you?”

“I could go for some ice cream with chocolate syrup and some cuddles on the couch while we watch the Princess Bride.”

“As you wish.” He said quoting the movie before giving me a peck on the nose. I left the kitchen and brought out the blankets and changed my clothes to my comfy pjs while searching for the movie on one of the many streaming services we got.

When Jack came back with my ice cream, we cuddled up on the couch together, my back resting against his chest with his arms wrapped around my stomach and his head buried into my neck. I ate the ice cream as the movie began, I even offered a couple of bites to Jack as we lay there and watched my favorite comfort movie. Forgetting all about the demon-legged creature that traumatized me moments ago.

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jjtheresidentbaby · 5 months

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˚. ❝₊˚ 𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 .2 ˚₊· | ☽ 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 1

» dean winchester x reader

͟͟͞꒰➳ summary: a second part to demon daycare, dean is trying to make a deal for sam to get revived but he didn’t expect the demon from before to answer his call

» a/n: a while ago @honeylamb-esther asked for a second part to this and I’ve just now gotten around to finishing it

» warnings: demon!reader, little!dean, crying, talk of death & canon typical events, this isn’t supposed to be about a certain death we saw in canon so you can choose when it takes place

You sigh as you turn around, someone summoned you for a soul selling and while you’re fine to write up a contract, it’s a tad bit boring. You’d much rather have a more important job than the run of the mill demon duties, but after you had let the Winchesters “get away” with their angel, the higher ups weren’t too happy, and you doubt they’d be pleased to find out you really let the three go. You couldn’t stomach harming them when Dean was in such a vulnerable state, Castiel and Sam had both thanked you for it by sparing your life so you suppose it’s all okay.

And when you look up only to be met with Dean Winchester himself, you feel that same surge of weird protectiveness in your chest. He looks a mess with red rimmed eyes and a wobbling chin he’s definitely trying to hide. You can take a wild guess that either Sam or Castiel died, or got stuck in some bad situation, that’s the only reason Dean would be so distraught.

“Dean, what are you doing here?” He sniffs and looks away with slightly blushed cheeks, obviously just now recognizing you from your voice.

“I need to make a deal, for Sammy.” The poor thing sounds absolutely miserable, hands shaking where they fidget with the brown coat he has on, it’s far too baggy to be Dean’s own. It’s probably Sam’s, and that makes you feel a horrid swell of hurt for Dean.

“I’ll see what I can do about it, but for now let’s sit before you collapse.” He’s definitely slipped into headspace as his legs are a tad shaky and he doesn’t put up a fight when you take his hand to lead him over to the abandoned couch in the dirt a few feet away. It’s not an ideal place to be, so out in the open, but there’s nowhere else you can go.

“Your Angel friend couldn’t help get Sam back?” Dean slumps his head to your chest once you’re settled on the couch beside him, you reach to run your hands through his hair, hoping to calm him. It’s been a while since you really had to comfort a human- sans that situation with Dean a couple months ago- so you’re not a hundred percent sure if you’re doing this correctly. It’s not an everyday occurrence that a human trusts you so blindly like Dean is right now.

“Cas is back in heaven, said there’s nothin’ he can do.” Tsk, angels, so useless.

“Well hopefully I’ll have more luck. But Dean, you do know a deal means you’ll have to pay your due at some point.” It’s not a question because you know he knows, it’s how he got stuck in hell before Castiel showed up.

“Just want Sammy back.” It’s more of a mumbled slur than a firm statement, not like you’ve heard him so many times before. The Winchesters might not know it but you’ve been around for a while, just silently watching and waiting, you know just how grief stricken they become when the other is gone. It usually manifests as anger, rage filled vengeance that no doubt causes more destruction before they get what they want, not a crying heap collapsed on a demons lap.

“This his jacket?” It’s pulled so tightly around Dean’s frame you swear it has to hurt. He’s holding it like you’ll rip it off his arms and light it on fire, like it’s something to be protected just as securely as he tries to protect Sam.

“Mm, he lets me sleep with it in Baby when he drives.” You hum along and remind yourself not to startle when he curls in further against you, arm curved over your waist and head pillowed on your collarbone.

“You can go to sleep now, we can discuss your deal when you wake up.” Not that you’re even sure if you can get Dean a deal, depending on why and how Sam died, it might be difficult. Nobody in Hell is fond of the brothers and most likely won’t be willing to have Sam topside again.

“M’kay.” You can worry about it later though, for now you just tug Dean in closer and settle back into the couch as you won’t be moving for a while.

#jj writes #supernatural agere #little!dean winchester #caregiver!reader #dean x reader #dean winchester

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octoberclidan · 1 year

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Let's Destress

Pairing: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, and Castiel x reader (platonic)

Request: Hiii! I love your blog sm! I hope you're doing well ❤️ I was wondering if you could do a team free will x reader where they take a break from hunting and decide to just have a fun day together? Kind of like a destress day :) thank you for your time dear! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Note: the default pronouns I use for the reader are she/her, if anyone has a request where they want others used instead, just include that in the request!

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[Y/N] was tucked in under her covers in her bed in the bunker. She and the rest of Team Free Will had arrived home late last night from a hunt that they had been on for the last two weeks. They were a little beaten up, but nothing too serious and definitely nothing they couldn't deal with. She had been lying in bed awake for the last thirty minutes or so, but it was warm, and comfortable. Dean had insisted on buying a memory foam mattress for her bed when she moved in several months ago, and she had to admit, it was a very good idea. There was a light knock on her door, and she peered out over her covers. "It's open". She called out. The door opened to reveal Sam, who had his jogging gear on; shorts and a t-shirt.

"Hey, morning jog?" He asked.

"Are you serious? We just got back last night, how do you have the energy?"

Sam chuckled. "Maybe because I eat properly, unlike you and Dean".

"Or maybe it's because you slept the whole way home last night. We took pictures, did you know you sleep with your mouth open?" [Y/N] gave him her best impression of how he looked when he slept in the Impala.

"Ha ha, very funny". He said to her with a straight face. "You don't exactly look graceful when you fall asleep in the car either. In fact you even drool. I have pictures." He was smirking now. [Y/N] picked up her pillow and threw it at him.

"Delete them!"

"You gonna delete yours?"

"I can't, they're on Dean's phone".

"Then no". He quickly closed the door and left before [Y/N] could throw another pillow at him. Now that she was disturbed from her relaxation, she figured she may as well wonder to the kitchen and see what was there to eat. She threw on one of the old MoL dressing gowns and dragged her feet down towards the kitchen. She sped up when she smelled Dean's cooking. You could always count on him for a good breakfast.

"Morning sleeping beauty". He winked at her while eyeing her bed head; he was currently in the middle of making waffles.

"Not according to Sam". She rolled her eyes.

"What's Sammy saying now?"

"He said I drool when I sleep".

"You do". Dean shrugged. "But it's in a cute way".

"I drool in a cute way?"

"Sure".

"What does that even mean? Is that something you're into?". She bumped into his arm with her shoulder and he rolled his eyes at her.

"You're hot, that's no secret". Dean and [Y/N] constantly teased each other, but it was always a friendly thing. She teased Sam too from time to time for a bit of fun, and even Cas when he was around, though he didn't always get it. She liked to confuse the angel. "You never look bad, no matter what you're doing".

"Not even when I'm covered in vampire blood or ghoul?"

"Not even when you're covered in shifter slime".

"Did I ever tell you that you're my favourite Winchester?" That got a genuine smile out of him.

"Don't tell Sam that". He shovelled a couple of waffles onto a plate and handed it to her before helping himself to a healthy portion.

"Don't tell Sam what?" Cas had appeared in the doorway and walked over to the kitchen table to take a seat beside [Y/N].

"Cas! My favourite angel". [Y/N] smiled at him.

"I.. I think I'm the only angel you know".

"That just makes you even more special". She patted his leg as he sat down beside her.

Dean offered Cas some waffles but he declined. "So Cas, what brings you to the bunker? Need help with some angel stuff?" He asked him, but Cas shook his head.

"No, actually everything has been quiet recently. Heaven is doing pretty well at the moment. I thought I'd come and see if you needed help with any cases?"

"Nobody is allowed to look for a case today". [Y/N] stated, which led to raised eyebrows from both Dean and Cas. "We just got back from a long and tiring hunt! Let's destress. We can have a day off. Or two. Preferably more".

"Okay... well Baby needs a good clean so I guess I can just do that today". Dean said as he stuffed another waffle into his mouth.

"No! No chores".

"What do you want to do [Y/N]?" Cas asked her.

[Y/N] took a bite from a waffle, she hadn't actually thought about what she wanted to do past just relaxing.

"Hey guys". Sam made his way into the kitchen. "It's a really nice day today, you should try get some fresh air". He started to make himself a coffee.

"A picnic!" [Y/N] widened her eyes in excitement. "We should have a picnic. Dean can you make pie?"

"Of course I can". Dean scoffed. "I don't think we have all the ingredients though, we've been gone for two weeks".

"[Y/N] you wanna get dressed and we can go get the ingredients and whatever else we need? Could do with a supply run". Sam suggested. Before he could even look at her to see her response she was out of her seat and running down to the shower to get ready for the day.

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[Y/N] quickly dried her hair and got dressed after her shower. They had been on back to back hunts for months, only arriving back in the bunker during the night for one of them, usually Dean, to find a new case the next morning. She knew she needed a break, and even though they wouldn't admit it, she knew the boys needed a break every now and then too. It was summer, and the weather was good, the last hunt had been difficult but successful without any casualties; this picnic was well deserved.

Sam was waiting for her in the bunker's garage, and the two of them got into the Impala before setting off to get what they needed.

"You think Dean will ever let me drive this thing?" [Y/N] asked and Sam chuckled.

"I wouldn't bet on it, he barely lets me drive it and he taught me to drive himself". He glanced over at her. "Especially not if he hears you call it a 'thing'."

"Do you think he's okay?"

"Dean?"

"Yeah"

"Do you think he's not?"

[Y/N] shrugged. "It's just all the back to back cases, he's had us on the go for ages now, it's like he always needs to be on a hunt".

"I just think he doesn't really know what to do with himself outside of hunting and looking after his car. I think he's fine though, don't worry about him too much".

"I worry about all of you, all of the time".

Sam smiled at her. "I know you do. We appreciate it [Y/N]". He pulled into a parking space and stopped the car before looking over at her. "I think this idea of yours for some time off will be good for all of us. You know we care about you too right? If you need to take a break from cases at any time just let one of us know". She smiled back at him. Sam, along with Dean and Cas, were her family. They were her best friends, and she had never felt more content than when she moved into the bunker with them.

***

[Y/N] had left Sam who had gone off to look for the pie ingredients, along with other food related supplies that they were low on, while she wandered down the toiletries isle. She picked up some new shampoo and conditioner, since they go through a lot on hunts, as well as some soaps, and a couple of packets of wipes to keep in the car. She then happened upon the 'self-care' section of the isle. The face masks caught her attention, she wondered how much it would take to convince the boys to have a spa evening later. She grabbed a few and put them in her basket, and then went to find Sam.

***

Sam and [Y/N] carried the food they'd bought into the kitchen, and Sam began to put stuff away while [Y/N] picked out the ingredients that were needed for the pie. "Got everything?" Dean asked as he walked into the room.

"Yep! You should be good to go". [Y/N] smiled at him.

"Why don't you give me a hand? I could use an assistant".

"Of course!"

"Hey, just make sure you don't destroy the place like you did last year when [Y/N] got sad that Cas didn't have a birthday so you two decided to bake him a cake. I was still finding cocoa powder and flour around the place three months later". Sam warned them before leaving them alone.

"Your brother is no fun sometimes". [Y/N] said as she struggled to open the bag of flour. She pulled hard and a poof of flour shot up out of it and covered her face. Dean bit his lip to stop himself from laughing at her, but as soon as she made eye contact with him they both burst out laughing. "Okay... maybe he has a point". She giggled while Dean wet a cloth and began to wipe her face, though not very well since he was still shaking with laughter. They decided they should put on aprons, and after complimenting each other on how they looked, they got to work. They managed to make two pies with minimum mess, apart from the small pieces of pastry in [Y/N]'s hair and the cherry filling on Dean's chin from all of his 'taste tests' that he had taken nearly every step of the way.

They both stood in front of the freshly baked pies admiring them. "Thank you". Dean said.

"For what?"

"For this". He gestured to the pastry in her hair and the flour on her face, then the bits of cherry on his chin. "For the laughter, the fun. Thanks for sticking around. I needed it". She was about to make a sarcastic remark about him going soft, but Dean rarely opened up like this so she just smiled him, not wanting to make him feel self conscious about showing vulnerability around her.

"Thank you too Dean, I enjoy spending these moments with you. We should probably get cleaned up while we wait for these to cool though, then we can all head out for our picnic!"

***

Dean was driving the impala while Sam sat beside him, Cas and [Y/N] were in the back. They'd packed up the pies along with some other snacks and drinks, and a large blanket that they could all fit on. Sam had picked out a nice spot in an area beside a lake that he'd seen on the way back from a hunt before, it wasn't too far from the bunker. The windows were open and the warm summer air was breezing through the car, [Y/N] liked the way it ruffled Cas' hair. "Do you feel the heat Cas?" She asked him while she was observing him.

"Yes, why?"

"It's hot out today".

"Yes, I know".

"You're wearing your suit and trenchcoat". She pointed out.

He looked down at his clothes. "Yes, these are my clothes, is there something wrong with them? Do you not like them?"

"No! No, it's just they're not really summer wear, do you not feel too hot?"

"No I feel fine, but thank you for asking".

"Do you ever feel too hot?"

"No".

"Do you ever feel too cold?"

"No".

"Do you ever get tired because you don't sleep?"

"No, I don't need sleep".

"Do you ever feel pain?"

"Yes, sometimes".

"Do you ever feel pleasure?"

"I-"

"Okay! Okay, enough questions". Dean interrupted [Y/N] and gave her a look in the rear view mirror. "We're here". He pulled in on the side of the road and [Y/N] looked out of the window to catch a glimpse of the sun sparkling off the lake's ripples.

***

The afternoon was spent eating pie, skimming stones on the lake, and laughing. They stayed there for several hours, talking about anything and everything. They even spent some time all lying on the blanket looking up at the sky, spotting shapes in the clouds. When the evening came around the temperature dropped slightly, Sam looked over to [Y/N] to see that her eyes were closed and her chest was slowly moving up and down with deep breaths. He sat up and nudged Dean and Cas who both sat up to look at him. He nodded his head to [Y/N], who did indeed drool with her mouth open when she slept, but all three of them looked at her with fondness. She was completely relaxed, feeling entirely safe with the boys. Sam lifted her up carefully to his chest, and Dean opened the back door of the car for him before going to help Cas clean everything up. Sam set her sitting down in the backseat and put her seat belt on before kissing her forehead and closing the door. He and Dean got into the front while Cas slid into the back beside [Y/N]. He sat right up against her so her head could lean against his shoulder while she slept the whole way home.

***

"Face masks". [Y/N] held up the packages that she'd bought that morning. Sam, Dean, and Cas all looked up at her from where they were sitting in the Dean Cave. When they'd got home from their picnic they had ordered pizza and watched a movie, and it was getting pretty late now.

"What?" Dean asked.

"We're doing face masks next".

"I thought we were going to bed next". Sam said, he looked slightly worried about the face masks.

"Face masks, then bed. I want all three of you on the couch, go on". They shared an apprehensive look before following her instructions and moving to the couch. "Okay, for Dean, I have a cherry mask. Sam, I got you a charcoal one. Cas, you have a honey one, I know you like bees". She smiled at him. "Okay, so I just need you all the close your eyes, lean back, and relax".

"What about you?" Cas asked.

"I have a chocolate one, I'll do it myself once I've put yours on". [Y/N] had filled up a basin of water and brought it into the room with the face masks and some towels. She wet one of the towels and began to clean Sam's face, then she did the same with Dean, and then Cas. To her surprise, she didn't get any complaints or protests from any of them. She opened the charcoal face mask and gently spread it on Sam's face. She noticed his breathing getting deeper and slower the more she spread it on. Dean actually faintly moaned when she put his on, and he tried to disguise it as a cough. She was pleased to see Cas' face relax when she put his on too. Once she'd put hers on, she sat in the armchair and they all sat back. None of them said a word, but the silence was comfortable. The boys did feel a little bit self conscious about sitting there with face masks on, but they'd decided that this was [Y/N]'s day, and they were going to do anything she wanted. It also did really feel relaxing to them.

Eventually, Sam opened his eyes and nudged Dean. "How long are we supposed to have these on?" He whispered to him. Dean opened his eyes now too.

"I dunno, it's been thirty minutes though". They both looked over at [Y/N] who was still lying back in her armchair with her face mask on.

"She fell asleep ten minutes ago". Cas said with a hushed voice.

"Dude, why didn't you say anything?" Sam leaned forward to look at Cas.

"I was enjoying it". Cas shrugged. Sam rolled his eyes before wetting a towel and wiping his mask off. He wasn't really annoyed though, he too had enjoyed it. The other two followed Sam's lead and wiped their masks off. They then turned their attention to [Y/N]. "Should we wake her up?" Cas asked as he walked over to her.

"Nah, let's get that stuff off her face and then get her to bed. She's done a lot for all of us today, we shouldn't disturb her". Dean grabbed one of the clean towels and slowly and gently began to dab at [Y/N]'s face. "I'll get her to bed, you two can go". Cas walked over to [Y/N] and stroked the top of her head before leaning in.

"Thank you for today". He whispered to her. The two of them left the room while Dean finished washing her face. When he was done, he slid his arm under her knees and his other around her shoulder and hoisted her up. He carried her to her bedroom and lay her down on her bed. He tucked her in and pushed her hair back from her face before leaning down to kiss her forehead.

"We'd be lost without you". He whispered before turning off her light. It was true, they all really needed her, not just on hunts, but for destress days like this.

The end

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melanieathene · 6 months

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Suptober 2023 Day 9 - Starlight

“Star light, star bright, first star I've seen tonight; wish I may, wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight.”

“That's not a star, Dean. It's a planet. Venus.”

“Shaddup, brainiac,” Dean muttered. “It's called the evening star, isn't it?”

“Yeah, but it still isn't a star. It doesn't burn, it merely reflects the light of the sun.”

“The sun is a star.”

“Yes.”

“Sunlight is a kind of starlight.”

“Your point being?”

“That's good enough. It's valid to make a wish on it.”

“I give up!” Sam tossed his hands in the air.

Silence reigned as the brothers continued walking.

“So,” Sam said, long moments later. “What did you wish for, Dean?”

“What?”

“You heard me. What's your wish?”

“I wish my brother wasn't such a giant pain in the ass.”

“Dean!”

I wish we weren't schlepping through a stinking swamp. I wish my feet were dry. I wish you hadn't eaten those burritos for lunch. I wish – ”

“I'm sorry I asked.”

“I wish we were hunting a clown instead of a rugaru.”

“Now you're just being mean.”

“Don't ask stupid questions, then.”

Silence. In the distance a lonely frog croaked. A heavy mist began to rise, obscuring the trail they followed.

“I thought,” Sam said haughtily, “you might have wished for something useful.”

“Like world peace?”

“Like the successful end to this hunt. Or maybe for Cas to return.”

“Cas? Why would I wish for Cas?”

“Well, you two have been joined at the hip lately. Actually, you have been for some time. What's up with that, anyway?”

“Nothing! We're friends. Just friends!”

“Hmph,” Sam snorted. “More like boyfriends. I thought you were going to burst into tears when he said he'd be away for a week. Did you at least get a kiss goodbye?”

“I wish you'd – ”

“Too late! You've already used up today's wish.”

“Is this how seasoned hunters sneak up on a rugaru? I could hear you bickering a mile away.” A gravelly voice startled the brothers, sending their hands scrambling for weapons, until their brains registered who the speaker was.

“Cas!” Dean said. There was no denying the joy in his voice.

Sam smirked.

“I heard your prayer, Dean. I returned from Heaven as soon as I could. You can head home now. I took care of the rugaru.”

“So you did wish for Cas!”

“Fuck off, Sam.”

“I knew it!”

“So help me, Sam...”

“Sam is right, you know,” Castiel said, as more pinpricks of light began to dot the darkening sky. “Venus is not a star. But you don't need to seek out a star to summon me. All you have to do is call my name.”

“Awww,” Sam cooed.

“I am made of starlight; you are made of stardust. This is why we are drawn together: two halves that together are complete.”

“Hey, I'm stardust too – the entire planet is stardust.”

“True, Sam. But Dean's stardust is especially attractive to me.”

Dean tripped over a root and was saved from landing in a puddle only by Castiel's swift hand.

“And I did kiss you,” the angel continued. “I don't know how Sam knew that. We were quite discreet.”

“Cas!”

“Your brother is an enthusiastic, but surprisingly quiet lover. Perhaps, now that you know about us, Sam, I can convince him to become more vocal.”

Sam burst into uncontrollable laughter. “I wish I could see your face right now, Dean,” he howled.

“I wish you both would shut the hell up,” Dean growled, stalking off in what he hoped was the right direction.

But of course, as he knew only too well, not every wish comes true.

And it was a long walk back to the Impala.

#suptober #suptober23 #suptober23 day 9 #destiel #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel.#sam winchester

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hauntedpearl · 1 year

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huge fan of the concept where lovers are separated but it's this intense bittersweet moment between them when they are, where they promise each other that they'll find each other, no matter what.

anyway. putting my destiel goggles on and making the world a better place: in the scenario where chuck didn't destroy all the other worlds (which is like. ig it's kind of canon now?), what if the empty realizes that it can't keep cas bc meddling meddlers will meddle, so instead takes a leaf out of Cas' own book and keeps shuttling him inbetween worlds like they are biggerson's and he is the angel tablet ykwim?

he can't stay in any universe for too long but every time he gets dropped in one, he tries to go find dean because he doesn't know what else to do. every version of dean he sees gives him new diseases because they're just like his dean but also not. he also keeps getting dropped in different time periods too so once he'll be with a dean who never managed to save his brother in, say, S2 and he's this broken, ruthless hunter kind of like endverse dean but so much more worse, and then immediately after it's like. 11 year old dean who lives with. idk. Kate Milligan bc John actually did not go insane with grief and remarried and Dean has two younger brothers now and he's healthy and happy and normal. and every time he's trying to help them but he gets yanked out before he can do much. it's torture of the worst kind to him, but he endures it bc he's crazy and also this just means he gets to have dean in some shape right like he's still somehow connected to dean and not away from him forever and he'll convince himself that that's enough.

Multidimensional time travelling cardis notwithstanding, i do like the idea of Deanchester just chasing after Cas through the dimensions bc before he dies Jack tries to find Cas and can't do it and then after he dies he sees Jack and he's like where's Cas and jack is like i can't find him I'm so sorry and Dean's like wdym and Jack is like he's not in the empty idk and then Dean's like. what if. what if you had like a piece of his grace w you could you find him better then and Jack's like yeah obviously and Dean's like. WELL. I GOT SOME IM SURE. and Jack's like oh nooo dean that's DANGEROUS. and Dean's like idc do it. so they do it. and

and ooooo like omg

okay so once they do it it can be like dean gets zapped through the places Cas was just at bc like. it's like magnets yk. grace pieces trying to get back together.

anyway. he's basically going through Universes super quick at first and then he slows down as he gets closer to Cas and then starts seeing glimpses of him and like.. basically catches up to him somehow and Cas is like literally emotionally tortured at this point so he's just. SO RELIEVED. he almost doesn't believe that it's his dean and then jack manages to zone in on Cas and brings him back to heaven and then Cas has Problems for a while but they eventually talk about it and figure it out and live happily ever after the end.

oh! PS: ik this would be heaven endgame but like nothing about Supernatural is real so we can just pretend that Jack sends them back to earth and everything is good okay thanks bye

#i need my brain to do more headcanons but i wasnt compelled by the prequel:(#and no time for a rewatch ;((#but here have one (1) destiel crazy au #if it doesn't make a lot of sense it's because i came up w it as i was making the post and i gotta hurry back to work #have a nice one okay bye #doe is talking again #spn headcanons #destiel #MULTIDIMENSIONAL TIME TRAVEL ?? only acceptable to me if its anout love (destiel)

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holylulusworld · 8 months

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So Y/N is almost done preparing her world famous pie which the whole gang loves. She puts the portion on different plates and goes to the kitchen table and puts one in front of charlie, one for Sam, one for Cas, one for Jack who looks at the plate like a 5 year old looks at disneyland for first time in real. And finally she puts the final plate in front of Dean with a little more thud and takes her seat.

Y/N- Oh Guys plz dig in…I hope you all like it!!

Cas- Yes Y/N, i must say it is very delicious, i would like to share the recipe with my fellow angel friends in heaven.. If you don’t mind ofcourse

Y/N- Yes ofcourse Cas, thank you, well i hope everyone in heaven atleast likes it and not like on earth!

*she gives a annoyed side look to Dean and goes back to eating*

Dean on other hand is staring at her plate, a plate which has a burnt toast on it rather than a pie. He looks at Sam giving him an expression with Sam reciprocating him with only an apologetic look. It is now he realises he was in huge trouble.

“Oh god dean , plz don’t stop” says Y/N as he makes her way down to her body, now ascending peppering kisses up her thigh.

“Can i take these off babe?” he asks tugging at hem of her shorts.

“Yes plz” she says whimpering, her whole body on her but also because she has a surprise planned underneath those shorts for him.

Finally after dragging her shorts off her body, agonisingly slow whilst no taking his lust blown eyes off her, he keeps on sucking his way till he reached to his prize. Kissing on top of her soaked panties “ Baby”, he goes in again and smells something fruity, well it is a fruit for him, that he loves to eat *wink wink* but why does her panties smell like his favourite apple pie. “ Babe?” he asks Y/N who has her eyes closed and fists balled in pleasure “Yeah Dean” she replies with a low voice. When he doesn’t reply she open her eyes and looks up to caught him staring confusingly between her legs . “ Babe , not that i mind, but why do my 🐱smells like apple pie.

She sits up nervously, “Oh Actually Dean, these are edible panties, and i, actually i ordered them in this flavour just for you…you know because apple pi…” before she could complete her sentence, Dean starts laughing “ Oh my God Y/N, an apple pie edible panties, that’s so fucking hilarious” . He continues to laugh not noticing how Y/N’s face drops in embarrassment. He didn’t mean to make fun of her, i mean his favourite pie and her 🐱, it was like a Heaven for Dean, but he was so caught up in the moment, he didn’t even notice Y/N get up and get dressed. His laughter dies out when he sees her finally.

Dean- Hey, why are you dressed babe?…i haven’t eaten yet..like literally

And he burst into laughter again which only stopped when he heard the door slammed shut and Y/N no where to be found

And the realisation dawned upon Dean

“Bollocks”

Charlie’s voice brings him back to current

“oh my god Y/N, this is so fucking delicious, damm girl, you are so good”

“thanks charlie, i have got some left in the fridge and since you appreciate it so much, it’s all yours”

Y/N replies to charlie hugging her, while giving Dean her death stare.

Dean looks down at his well Burn Toast Pie and knows he has to do something. FAST!!

🤓🤓🤓🤓

Oh Shucks!!!

Who is gonna help Deano

Sam?

Charlie?

Cas?

Jack…uhm no i guess

Or maybe Lulu?🤔🤔

Aw, I loved it. ♥♥♥ It was so funny seeing Dean pie-less.

He only got burned toast...OMG. My beloved pie enthusiast didn't get pie.

Dean, you fool. You don't laugh if your girl tries to do something sexy/naughty for you.

How can we fix this?

---

The only way to get back in your good graces is to apologize and do something special for you.

So, Dean was looking online for eatable thongs for him to wear. 😈

He placed candles all over your shared room, and put on your favorite romantic music.

Dean will try to make things up to you tonight. And maybe, you'll get to taste his eatable thong too...🥵

#lulu answers #dean winchester #lovely mutuals #dean x reader #lulu answers with a story

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musicloverxoxo7 · 2 years

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More than roommates? – feat. Jimin

College age!Jimin and fem!reader (and friend!Tae)

Summary: For college, you moved into an apartment with your childhood friends Jimin and Tae. While watching a movie, a cuddle session with Jimin gets slightly out of hand.

Themes/warnings: smut with a tiny bit of story, nipple play, fingering, hand job, protected sex, friends to lovers, mentions of masturbation, one swearword

Wordcount: ca. 2.7k

Disclaimer: 18+, DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE UNDER 18

You munch on some chips, your eyes following the actors on screen. You’re watching White House down with Channing Tatum. Though you’ve seen it before, it still holds your attention. Or most of it.

Next to you, Jimin slurps his coke through a straw. He wraps his full lips around the straw in a way that makes you feel warm in a lot of places. Suddenly aware that you’re staring, you avert your eyes.

Your crush on Jimin, whom you’ve known since before either of you could walk properly, has gotten out of hand lately. All too often you look at him longer than appropriate. And when you get off, more often than not it’s him you think of. The way he sticks out his tongue at you. His long tongue that can probably bring heaven to earth in more than one way. His hips and the way he moves th-

“I have a feeling who the bad guy is.” Jimin puts aside his drink and smiles at you. You can see the tiny dimple in his cheek. “If I tell you my theory, will you say if it’s right or not?”

“You know that’s not how it works.”

Jimin pouts. You swallow hard and return your eyes to the screen.

“Please, y/n. You know I like looking for the details and hints.”

You’re sure he’s still pouting. Jimin puts his hand on your thigh and squeezes. Your breath catches a bit too audibly.

“Oh sorry. Did I hurt you?”

The hand is gone.

“No, no. You just caught me by surprise.”

The hand returns, squeezing a bit more gently. You force yourself to meet his gaze. Instead of pouting, he now looks hopeful with playfully big eyes.

“Can’t you just look ugly or weird for a change”, you burst out. You instantly bite your lip after. What kind of bs have you said now?

“I look like a kid when I do the puppy eyes. You don’t think that’s weird enough?”

You look away. Shoot. What now?

“Not really. You still look cute. I mean…” You search for something, anything to say. “I look a lot younger without makeup as well.”

Is it your imagination or has Jimin come closer?

When you look back at him, his eyes have returned to the screen. His face is unreadable. Actually, it was your imagination. He’s back to where he was before. You let out a breath and your shoulders relax.

“Fine. Bounce your theory off me. If it’s right, I’ll tell you that.”

The next few minutes Jimin tells you what he thinks. He weaves in all the little hints he has collected up to now. He’s much more observant than you in that. No wonder he’s always done so well in math and sciences.

“It’s close. But not quite right. And no, I won’t tell you which parts don’t fit yet.”

He looks at you all fake mad. His cute grimace makes you laugh. You cup his face with your free hand.

“You’re right. It’s weird. Weird how you can literally look cute in any situation if you want to.”

He puts his hand on top of yours and leans into your touch. It reminds you of a cat looking for affection.

“I’m not just cute, though.”

“I know. Whenever you defend me, you flip a switch and suddenly look like a guy one shouldn’t cross.”

Jimin pulls down your hand and takes it between his. You can’t help but notice how high up on his thigh he places your linked hands.

“Gotta use that one for good at least.”

He sinks back into the sofa and props his feet up on the coffee table. Your hands slide to the crook between his thigh and hip.

Since Jimin’s attention has clearly returned to the film, you do the same. You almost manage to forget how close he is, how you’re still touching him. You want to cuddle into his side. Whatever, you know he doesn’t mind being touchy. You roll onto your side and place your head on his shoulder.

Jimin looks at you with eyebrows raised.

“Can you cuddle with me? Please.”

He lowers his legs and lets go of your hand. You sling your leg over him, place your hand on his chest and relax into him. Jimin puts his hand on your thigh. Mh, you should do this more often. He makes an excellent cuddle buddy.

For some reason you now manage to actually watch the film. Jimin occasionally moves his hand a little on your thigh. It feels comforting if anything.

Finally, the build-up towards the end starts. Things get exciting and Jimin occasionally leans forward a little, mouthing at the actors to stop being so blind.

“What?”

Jimin sits up straight. You nearly get tossed off the sofa. Instinctively, you grab a hold of his clothes to not fall off. Jimin stills and looks at your hand. So do you. It’s a centimeter away from his crotch. You’re both frozen for a few heartbeats.

“Uhm, I’m…. I’m sorry”, you try, your cheeks probably strawberry red by now.

“If you want me to take my clothes off, just ask, y/n”, he jokes. Though his tone sounds at ease, his body isn’t. You can feel the reaction of your closeness under your hand.

“Damn”, Jimin lets out between gritted teeth. For some reason you still haven’t taken your hand away.

“It’s okay. Don’t worry about it.”

His hardness is pressing against your hand by now. You look up at Jimin. He’s biting his lower lips, looking torn between being horny and embarrassed. Guess it’s up to you for once. You pry your hand open. Instead of taking it away, you run it over his hard dick. Jimin lets out a groan.

“Don’t tease me, y/n.”

You run your hand over his length again. Jimin grabs a hold of your hand. He doesn’t take it away. He shows you how much more pressure he likes. You slide your hand up and down a few more times. His head is leaned back, eyes closed.

Your hand moves to the waistband of his sweatpants and pushes them down a little. His dick jumps out, head leaking. Jimin lets out a whine. With one hand you hold him, with the other you slowly slide from the bottom to the top with a good amount of pressure. You repeat that a few times. Jimin’s breathing comes quicker, interrupted by moans.

“If I’d known you are that good at this, I’d have initiated this way earlier”, Jimin says. He rolls his head forward and looks at you. “Sorry, that sounded like an ass. I mean that I’d have tried something sooner if I’d known you like me as more than a friend as well.”

“No worries. Probably not all that much blood left to make your brain function at the moment”, you say with a smirk. Jimin pushes his elbow into you lightly, but the crescent eyes and dimple say that he isn’t mad.

“Tell me to stop if it’s too much”, Jimin says. He takes your hands off his dick and pushes you backwards. You land on your back. He hovers above you, looking at you like a cross between lover and predator.

Jimin moves to your neck and sucks on your skin. It stings for a moment. He runs his tongue over it and places a soft kiss on the spot.

“Are you marking me or something?”

“No need for that, baby. They all think we’re secretly together anyways.”

You file that away in your brain to think about later as Jimin moves down a little and pushes up your shirt. Exposed to the air and Jimin’s eyes, your nipples contract quickly. Jimin licks over one of your nipples, making you shiver.

His eyes return to yours.

“Go on. I’m not cold.”

He licks a circle around your nipple. Low in your stomach you feel the first twitches of pleasure. You arch your back up.

“Greedy much?”

“Right now? Yes.”

Jimin smirks at you. If it weren’t for the smirk and predatory eyes, he’d look downright angelic.

“Patience, y/n. Tap me twice if you forget how to talk.”

You can’t even fully process that before Jimin sucks your nipple into his mouth and swirls his tongue around it. You blindly grip into the sofa as he coaxes moan after moan out of you. His tongue flicks back and forth over your nipple. It feels so good your orgasm builds quickly.

“Jimin, ahhh, Jimin, I’m…”

The waves crash over you, making you claw at the sofa. Jimin releases your nipple, which now feels sensitive. He moves upwards until his face is above yours.

“You still want to go ahead?”

You sling your legs around his hips and your arms around his torso and bring him down to you. He lets you until your lips nearly meet. You tilt your chin upwards.

“Words, baby.”

“Yes. Kiss me already, for goodness sa-“

He cuts you off with his lips on yours. They are soft and taste of coke. You open your mouth a little and poke your tongue against them. He lets you in. His tongue is much more agile, and he clearly has more experience kissing than you. He goes gentle on you.

All the while, you rub your core against him. Even with all the clothes, the friction feels heavenly.

Jimin withdraws. You can feel a pout come on automatically. He sees it.

“Do you want to continue this?”

“Yes.”

“Then it’s time to shed some clothes.”

You sit up, pull off your shirt and throw it aside. Jimin catches it.

“Let’s move to my bedroom. You know Taehyung. Just in case.”

Tae is infamous for his impromptu plans in your friend circle.

Jimin takes your hand and leads you to his bedroom. He turns on the light, closes the door behind you and locks it. Jimin lets go of your hand. He takes off his sweater and throws it onto his chair. His abs look like chiseled by an expert sculptor. Of course, he notices you looking and raises an eyebrow. You run your hands over his sixpack. Down, up and down again. You hook your fingers into the waistband of his sweatpants and tug them down.

Before you can touch him again, Jimin pulls you into a kiss, walking you backwards. The edge of his bed hits the back of your legs. He swiftly pulls down your pants and underwear. You sit down and kick them off.

You lay down on his bed, legs spread.

“Fuck.”

Jimin opens his bedside table and pulls out a small foil packet. Before he puts on the condom, he pumps himself a few times. It is a hot sight to behold.

Your hand travels down to your clit and you draw a few circles, watching him. He bites his lower lip.

“Come, Jiminah, help me.”

You beckon him closer. He complies and places himself between your legs. Instead of instantly sliding into you, one of his fingers circles your entrance. You keep working your clit, your hips coming forward eagerly.

He slides one finger into you and adds a second one quickly. He curls them a little and hits your G-spot. You inhale sharply. He smiles softly and withdraws his fingers.

“Guess you’re ready.”

“No doubt. How about you?”

Instead of an answer Jimin finally pushes his length into you. Due to his thickness, you have to remind yourself to breathe slowly and deeply. Despite the slight discomfort, your walls clench around him, because he hits all the good spots that can be hit. You get now why he was taking it slow.

He draws back his hips a little and pushes back in slowly. His hair tickles your face as he hovers over you.

“You’re so tight, baby.”

“Maybe it’s because you’re big.”

His smile tells you that he likes hearing that.

“Remember to talk if you want anything, okay?”

“Mh okay.”

The talking has distracted you for a moment. When your focus shifts, he still feels big, but the discomfort is gone. Jimin’s thrusts go from slow and shallow to smooth and deep. You were right, the way he moves his hips in everyday life translates very, very nicely into sex.

You alternate between moaning and whining as he keeps hitting that extra nice spot. One of your legs is slung over his body, the heel of the other dug into the mattress so you have some control over depth and angle. At the moment, you don’t need to control anything though. Whatever magic Jimin is doing is working.

Your stomach muscles contract. The orgasm isn’t far. You open your eyes. Jimin’s eyes are on you. His mouth is open and he’s breathing heavily. His lips look very kissable. You stretch upwards and he gets the message. Your lips connect. This kiss is much less controlled than the last ones.

Your stomach muscles contract again. You moan into his mouth. Jimin draws back his head and grunts. The veins on his neck are prominent.

“I’m very close”, you whisper, feeling the first waves of the orgasm roll in.

Jimin takes that as his signal and starts pumping into you hard and fast. One of your hands grips the headboard.

You whine as the orgasm lets loose in you, contracting around him again and again. Jimin’s eyes are unfocused as he sloppily thrusts into you a few more times. Then he collapses on your chest.

You rest your hand at the nape of his neck. His dark hair feels damp, and his skin is slick. One of his hands comes up from your side and gently squeezes your boob.

“That was great, baby”, he mumbles into your skin. He sounds sleepy. You squeeze his arm.

“You should go get cleaned up before you fall asleep.”

With a sigh, Jimin pushes himself into a planking position and slowly pulls out of you. You hold your breath as his head withdraws. You feel weirdly empty. Jimin throws on a dressing gown, unlocks the door and pads to the bathroom he shares with Tae. Your legs still feel too wobbly to move, so you stay put.

He comes back a minute later, closes the door again, hangs up the dressing gown and rolls into bed next to you. You curl into his side.

“Would you come out on a date with me next week?”

“Hey everybody, I’m home”, Tae shouts in the living room.

“That was well-timed.” You giggle. “Yes, I would like that. When and where?”

“Friday. Just be ready at 6.”

“Okay.”

You shuffle around a bit until the blanket covers the both of you. It doesn’t take long until you feel yourself drift off.

“Jiminah?”

“Mh?”

“I like your tongue.”

You think you hear a snort before you fall asleep, Jimin’s arm around you, your ear right above his heart.

#bts smut #bts fanfic #bts imagines #jimin smut #jimin x reader #jimin x you #taehyung #relationship #friends to lovers #female y/n #pjm smut #pjm x reader #pjm fanfic #kth #bts x reader

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Do you have any thoughts on the Empty's "you made it loud?"

The two things that come to mind are some old-school religious systems where elder gods find humans "noisy."

Enlil comes to mind, finding humans so noisy and annoying, that he can't sleep, so he sent plagues, drought, and flood.

The country was as noisy as a bellowing bull The God grew restless at their racket, Enlil had to listen to their noise. He addressed the great gods, 'The noise of mankind has become too much, I am losing sleep over their racket. Give the order [to kill] (Dalley 18)

This of course makes me think of the Shadow's need for peace as well as Amara's complaint in season 11, that she wanted peace and quiet.

AMARA: Spoiled brat. I needed solitude and he needed a fan club, so he made all that. Then when I complained, he stuffed me in a hole for eons – with your help.

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The other more ominous association is Jack from Lord of the Flies. The story terminates with Jack as authoritarian ruler over the brainy-and-shelter oriented characters Ralph and Piggy.

This has some...implications for how Jack Kline terminates his journey with a Castiel-coded destiny, doing what Godstiel could not...becoming a better, more powerful God, and taking up Castiel's family's tragic motif of becoming absent, distant.

It's a great tragedy, I think, that the end of his journey illuminates the very worst of Cas and Dean:

CAS: What sounds good to me is Jack fulfilling his destiny. DEAN: Okay, yeah, but… icing on the cake? I mean, Chuck wanted Cain and Abel, and… now we’re going all Biblical on him. Killed by his own grandson. That sounds right to me.

Ultimately, it is the military tribe of Heaven that maintains its ultimate power, even moreso than the hunters.

from 14x19 script

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Jack ends the story, not as a human or a hunter for "the little guy" and championing small-time survival, but as a supreme authoritarian motif, a Heavenly King. (The Good king fallacy, imho.)

You'd think the conch motif from Lord of the Flies is a reach when it comes to SPN, except that Belphagor takes on the motif, using Lillth's Crook in a similar manner to the conch, drowning everything out as he moves to take power.

Cas destroys the crook in a fit of overpowered rage (per script), going so far as to incinerate Jack beyond any hope of recovering him into his body.

Since Belphagor is of Hell, and Cas can more easily see the problem of Heavenly-authoritarian power here. All the same, time and again, like most of us tragically, we're often okay with our own child taking power. And Jack ultimately does just that, from the questionable practice of eating hearts to going along with Billie's self-annihilatory plan.

CAS: And I know now that this child must be born with all of his power. (12x19)

And

SAM: Jack, you… you ate their hearts? JACK: I… I had to. DEAN (to CAS): And you let him? [CAS nods.] DEAN [frowning but unwilling to have an argument] Hmm. (15x11)

I actually think Castiel has a very lovely come-to-Jesus moment in 15x18 Despair with, "We don't care about you because you fit into some grand plan...but because you're you." But like with Dean, he only comes to his senses after Jack's died twice. And it's too late!

I'm sure there's more I can think of, but it's been a very long time since I've read Lord of the Flies. :-) I'll add to this if I think of anything else, but those are the main two that come to mind!

#jack stuff #asks #the empty #you made it loud #the corruption of jack kline #jack kline #jack lucifer parallels

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insanesonofabitch · 6 months

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For everything there is a season. You made an exception for me. You’re different. For the first time, I feel… See, he has this weakness. He likes you. My superiors have begun to question my sympathies. Your sympathies? I was getting too close to the humans in my charge. You. Dean and I do share a more profound bond. You think I came because you called? I came because this. …well, it’s nice to know what matters. It does help one to focus. I’m sorry, you had me confused with the other angel? The one in the dirty trench coat who’s in love with you? I’m holding up my end. Ah yes, because that’s all you’re holding, huh? See, the stench of that Impala’s all over your overcoat, angel. Thank you for protecting my wife. …your wife? Go ask him, he was your boyfriend first. Why should we give you anything? After everything you have taken from us? The very touch of you corrupts! When Castiel first laid a hand on you in hell he was lost!!! I’m not good luck, Dean. You know what, bottom of the ninth and you’re the only guy left in the bench? Sorry but I’d rather have you. Cursed or not….what? Well, I don’t want to make you uncomfortable, but I detect a note of forgiveness. Yeah, well, we’re probably gonna die tomorrow, so… Well I’ll go with you. Where’s the angel? You’ll find your angel there. Damn it’s good to see you! Nice peach fuzz. I prayed to you, Cas! Every night! I know. You know, and you didn’t—what the hell’s wrong with you? I’m an angel in a land of abomination. There have been things hunting me from the moment we arrived. Join the club! These are not just monsters, Dean. They’re leviathan. I have a price on my head and I’ve been trying to stay one step ahead of them to—to keep them away from you. That’s why I ran. Cas, we’re going home. If the leviathans wanna take a shot at us, let them! We’ve ganked those bitches once before we can do it again. Let me bottom-line it for you. I’m not leaving here without you. Buddy, I need you. Cas, it’s me. We’re family. We need you. I need you. Cas— I know you’re in there…I know you are. I forgive you, Cas. I—[redacted][redacted]. You see, I don’t trust angels. And yet, you haven’t warded this place against us… Oh, I know. You’re hoping Castiel would return to you. I admire your loyalty, I only wish he felt the same way. And after a rousing speech, his true weakness is revealed. He’s in love…with humanity. You gave us order, Castiel. And we gave you our trust. Don’t loose it over one man. The Angel tablet, arguably the most powerful instrument in the history of the universe is in pieces. And for what again? Oh, that’s right. To save Dean Winchester. Oh, that was your goal, right? I mean, you draped yourself in the flag of heaven…but ultimately, it was all about saving one human, right? Clock’s ticking again, isn’t it? So heroic. Running errands all over the US, burning through that rather finite supply of grace all…in a desperate effort, to save your boyfriend. And then you’d kill the angel Castiel now that one—that, I suspect, would hurt something awful. Everyone you know, everyone you love…they could be long dead. Everyone except me. I’m the one who’ll have to watch you murder the world. Dean, stop… I don’t know, I mean, there’s things, people…feelings that I—I, I wanna experience differently than I have before. Or maybe even for the first time. …I’m just starting to think that, maybe there’s more it all than I thought. You wanna know the secret to living a long life? Actually yes I do. Follow your heart. You do that, all the rest just figures itself out. I can see inside your heart, feel the love you feel, except…it’s cloaked in shame. I’m gonna cure you of your human weakness, same way I cured my own. By cutting it out. You blast me away you blast away every angel in the room. I’ll survive. Castiel on the other hand, he’s hurt. He might live or he might just end up a bloody smear on the wall. Do it. Roll the dice…that’s what I thought. I just, uh, wanted to return this… It’s a gift. You keep those. It was under my pillow. He went into my room and he played me!

#reciting this shit like I’m an Angel getting lobotomized reciting my default settings #TEXT??? SUBTEXT???#so this is how I learn tumblr posts has character limits.#having a normal one tonight #supernatural #spn #destiel #deancas #casdean #dean x castiel #dean winchester #castiel #unparalleled media experience #insane show for insane people #insaneposting

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phantomram-b00 · 7 months

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Oh boy I got another headcanon today. This time with Ineffable bureaucracy since they definitely deserve their flowers after that W in the finale.

And also that they’re adorable af 🤭

Anyway, so considering Beelzebub favorite song is Everday, and Beelzebub gave him a cute fly. Gabriel was able to get ticket to an fair or amusement park because he saw they got rollercoaster (nudge nudge) as a surprise for them.

��You…got this for us?” Beelzebub would say giving a cheeky smile. “Didn’t take you for a amusement park, you surprise me everyday Archangel”

“W-well, I just thought since you got me something and you really like roller coasters“ he stumbles in his word as his face grows redder. “A-and You know, I just thought it would be nice if me and y-you would l-like to check out this humanly designed a-attractions these human invented a-“

“Of course I’ll love to go Gabe.” They chuckled as their face too grows red.

And then they go, Gabriel is in awe with how colorful the park is with there decor and almost all rigged games with cute plushies as Beelzebub talks about them. And they both raved as they play their rigged games; Gabriel starts to realize just how much he beginning to love humanity.. how could they destroy something so precious, so beautiful. And to see Beelzebub smile that glows it wash away his own worries back home. As long as they were both having fun, that all that matters in this moment. And to think they could destroy this planet.

Then, after using countless miracles to win prizes and consuming delectable park foods Beelzebub look up and smiles.

“Oi! Gabe! Check out this beauty. Think you can handle this one Angel?” Beelzebub daringly with hints of mischief in their tone as Gabriel look to see a rollercoaster ride with more loops than any halos manufactured. At least according to Gabriel’s view.

“Pfft, you insult me” he spoke to retort to amuse their banter with a smile. “You’re on.”

They ran to the rollercoaster and Gabriel start to feel his heart beating in an irregular fashion as they wait in line. ‘it’s fine! It’s fine! It’s fine!’ He repeats in his mind as they wait in line. Though the more he repeats the more he shakes. The more he look at the rollercoaster the more he’s shakes about having to deal with paperwork heaven forbid something happens. ‘It’s fine! It’s all fine! Don’t worry, you’ve dealt with worse things. I-I mean you even fight in the Great War all those millennia ago! It’s fine! It’s fine!’

Then they get to the front, Beelzebub look at Gabriel’s Violet shaking eyes. Their raise an eyebrow before

Oh.

Oh..

“Gabe, you alright?” They asked making a soft smile with a more soften look.

“O-oh! Yeah Pfft totally.” Gabriel shakes his head looking away from their gaze. “Sorry, I don’t know what’s happening.”

“Let me guess, heart beating faster than the speed of light? Shaking? And thoughts going fast?” Gabriel hesitates before nodding. “Hm. Angel, you might be scared.”

“Scared? Me? Can’t be. I’m an archangel. How can I be frighten over this death trap.” Gabriel’s shaky laugh was all that needed to be said.

“You know. We don’t have to go. it was a silly dare. I may be a demon but I won’t even put the lower class demons through this torture. Though, that can be interesting to suggest to the dark council” Beelzebub snicker at the last sentence. But Gabriel can tell they’re being genuine.

“N-no. I’m willing to do it, j-just. What can be another way to help me not f-feel this..”

“Fear?” Gabe nodded again. “Well, from what I’ve understand with the complexity of these humans. You either can expose yourself and go through it. Or as the humans bravely say “face your fears” or whatever nonsense” Gabriel got confused. “Yeah human are very confusing, yet so crafty with their craftsmanship. But another is..singing while facing your fears.”

“Singing? Singing. Y-yes! Let try that.”

Beelzebub thinks as the rollercoaster came at a halt as the previous riders began jumping off. They didn’t know what can be a song that they know can soothe the poor supreme archangel’s fear. At least not the one they were thinking about with song from Metallica to fast pace instrumental music from the strings of electric guitars. Then the idea clicked, of course. ‘Buddy Holly do your work!’ They thought as they and the rest of the riders began sitting.

“Everyday it’s-a getting closer” Beelzebub sang as they begging to pull down the handles. Gabriel smiles.

“Going faster than a rollercoaster” Gabriel sang back as he reached to hold Beelzebub hand.

“Love like yours will surely come my way” they both sing looking at their eyes. The world stop for a short moment as they look at each other with reddish face.

“A-hey A-hey- Aaaaa!” Gabriel shouted as the rollercoaster blasted off and Beelzebub couldn’t help but chuckles. And soon. Gabriel’s fear also washed away. But not because the song calmed him but Beelzebub laughs was enough to make sure they’re okay.

#good omens #ineffable bureaucracy #I love this ship as much as I love ineffable husbands #good omens beelzebub #good omens gabriel #good omens 2 #buddy holly #thank you buddy Holly for this song #they got their happy ending and I love that for them 🥰#good omens fandom #this headcanon hit me at 3am #good omens season 2 #i wish i have what they have

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Thinking more about this gifset from ep 12x09, The Future, and just want to say a thing about what the word 'subtext' means, because it sometimes feels like what people think it means and what it actually means are not aligned.

So, as a starting point, subtext is defined as "the implied meaning or underlying message of a narrative that is not stated directly. It is the unexpressed thought, feeling, or emotional throughline that lies beneath the text."

The scene in the gifset linked above rife with subtext, and it's really very obvious. But first, there are several layers to the text. There's the visual: Sam looking concerned, Dean working on Cas's truck. There's also the context of the other events in the episode. In brief: Cas returns to the bunker after being out of touch for so long that Dean was worried, and angry with him; Cas tried to return the mixtape Dean gave him and Dean refused to accept it; Cas tells Dean he feels like he just keeps failing and Dean stresses that they need to work together; Cas 'plays him' and steals the Colt from under his pillow; Dean threatens to 'kick his feathered ass' but notably does not follow through. Right before this scene Dean throws Cas the keys to the Impala like it's a totally automatic for him to do (it's not!), only to have Kelly drive off with his Baby, and with Cas.

Here's the transcript:

Sam: How did this happen? Dean: ( Scoffs ) What? The lying? The Heaven plan? Or the fact that I'm working on this stupid truck? Sam: No, I mean, what's wrong with Cas? Dean: Well, he hasn't exactly had a banner year. I mean, think about it. Between Lucifer... (huffs out a breath) ...killing Billie, Ramiel, everything's been blowing up in his face... And he's so desperate for a win right now, he can't even see straight. Go ahead and give it a try. (Engine starts)

So the text of this scene is a combination of what we see, the context in the episode, the wider context of the show and relationships, and the lines.

Here are some examples of the subtext in this scene:

Dean has given some thought to how Cas is feeling.

Dean understands that people make questionable decisions when they are feeling down and defeated.

Dean has been there, and done that.

Dean sympathizes and empathizes with Cas.

Dean's frustrated, but Cas is still family to him.

Dean cares about Cas and wants to help him.

Sam does not quite know what to make of Cas's behavior.

Sam knows that Dean will know better than he does what is motivating Cas to do what he is doing.

Dean is emotionally closer to Cas than Sam is.

Sam relies on Dean's reaction to Cas's recent actions to know how to react himself.

Dean wants Sam to understand and sympathize with Cas, and not judge him too harshly.

There is much more one could add to this, but nothing I've said above is the least bit controversial; it's nothing more than a basic understanding of the content of the text, and it is very clearly communicated. Understanding these things in this scene is not rocket science, and everything I mentioned above is indisputably there as unspoken but clear emotional throughline in the text.

Subtext is not a mysterious puzzle, or a ghost floating around in a text that is invented out of the audience's desires, it is the actual emotional force and content of it. Ernest Hemingway is a long way from being my favourite writer, but he was, nevertheless, a heavyweight champion of subtext. He called it the 'iceberg theory,' or 'theory of omission': the text (words themselves) present only a small part of what is happening in it, but it is important to note that subtext is part of the text like the unseen part of an iceberg is part of an iceberg. A text without subtext would be very boring indeed, and would leave nothing for our minds to do when we process it. It's difficult to imagine any narrative text that doesn't have it.

I think that a lot of the time we say things like: I want Destiel to be explicit, not 'just subtext', but look at what is communicated via subtext above! Virtually everything that's important about the scene! Subtext is not imaginary thing the reader adds, it is part of the intent of the text, and Destiel is more explicit than this in the text in a lot of ways because it is the bones the text is hanging on -- it may not be spoken, but it is part of the structure of the text, and that's because of things like the way Ruby and Sam's story parallels Dean and Cas in season 4, or the way Dean's entire motivation in purgatory is Cas, and when he gets back from purgatory, he can think of little else, or the way Cas very obviously parallels Colette in the MOC arc and there is no Abel, or the entire widower arc, or the fact that main emotional arc of season 15 is Cas and Dean's break up, reconciliation, Cas's confession and finally Dean's despair and willingness to just die in the final episode. There's a lot of that that simply doesn't make any sense without Destiel as a structural element in the narrative.

There are so many ways in which the whole story is BUILT AROUND the assumption that Cas is Dean's strongest bond and partner, and around how important Cas is to Dean's emotional life, which is why I think it's often more accurate to say that Destiel is CONTEXT, because it's actually the reason why we understand the subtext of so many scenes and arcs in the story.

The fact that Cas loves Dean is not subtext, it is explicitly stated, and the fact that Dean loves Cas is not explictly stated, but it is present in the text at so many levels, that to call it 'just subtext' or imagine that it is some kind of unacknowledged, unavowed ghost in the narrative is not accurate. There is no way to understand a thing like Dean's devastated face at Castiel's pyre, or why Castiel leaving in season 15 feels like a divorce without it. Destiel is the emotional force of it, and moreover, it's the part of the iceberg you can't see because it's underwater, but it is fucking there, and IT WILL FUCK YOU UP.

#spn #destiel #is more than subtext #it is structural #destiel is context #dean winchester

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crowley-the-1-true-king-of-hell · 1 year

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The show missed opportunities to make Dean a bad friend with good moments. The good friend moments I remember from Dean to Cas are ruined

Grief over Cas' apparent death in 7x01 was ruined by Dean making sure to insult Cas by calling him a child

Dean telling Cas, after Cas said he wanted to help. Because Cas is that kind of individual

DEAN: Cas, you've got one job to do and that's to heal. You understand?

Ruined in the same episode with this

DEAN: Whatever. I called Cas, told him to look into the lore. What do you got?

Look into the lore yourself! Do what you would have done before the BMoL. Isn't Cas supposed to be relaxing and healing? I mean I get that Cas would have been happy that you asked him for help. So from that perspective it's good. But from the perspective that you intended for Cas to relax because he needs to heal, and then turn around and tell him to do research for you is bad

It's one of those tricky situations because Cas wanted to help and he was probably glad Dean changed his mind but just because Cas was glad to help doesn't mean it was the right thing to do. It undid any sincerity in wanting Cas to focus on himself and get better

Dean defended Cas by saying

No, you talked. I listened. This is Cas, guys. I mean, when there was no one...And we were stuck - and I mean really stuck - he broke ranks. He has gone to the mat cut and bleeding for us so many freakin' times. This is Cas! Don't we owe him the benefit of the doubt at least?

Okay leave that there. That alone is great

But then it got ruined by a line that happened earlier

He is the Balki Bartokomous of Heaven!

Essentially part of why Dean believes Cas is loyal is also because he thinks Cas is too naïve to be anything but. Sure Cas going to the mat for them is another reason Dean has but that reason is diminished by the Balki reference

Balki is a naive, optimistic, well-meaning person. Pinchot once said of his character, "...he looks at the world like a four-year-old [and] sees the world as benevolent

Dean grieves Cas and then the next moment he doesn't care that Cas is dying

Dean says he would die for Cas but I don't remember the show giving him any scenes were he jumps in front of an angel blade for Cas you know just to prove Dean means that

Dean saw Cas as a brother yet gave up on Cas as soon as Cas became Godstiel. Something Dean would never do if Sam became God!Sam

Cas is not a brother. For your brother you would sell your soul and save him even when Sam seems too far gone. At most Cas is a friend, not a brother. If Dean referred to Cas as a friend rather than a brother, even though Dean is a bad friend, that's a million times more believable than Dean seeing Cas as a brother

Instead the show either didn't give Dean opportunities to prove his words. Such as Dean saying he would die for Cas. Is it too hard to give Dean a scene where he is hospitalized and on life support because he took a hit for Cas? Ofc Dean would be healed, but Dean did it thinking the stab would kill him beyond even Cas' healing abilities. Dean doesn't have our meta knowledge that he's a main character and therefore will survive. So I would see that scene as Dean genuinely willing to die for Cas

Or if the show did give Dean an opportunity it was subverted by Dean being unbothered when Cas said the other angels might kill him

Too much of Dean is inherently a bad friend. You would need to replace Dean with another character to undo that, which would have been great

Anyhow there were missed opportunities to make Dean not as bad. Dean could have been complicated when it came to Cas except instead he was just an asshole and any complicated friend Dean was subverted by contradictions

Crowley told Kevin, Sam and Dean only care about Kevin because he's useful and sadly it's true. If Dean cared about Kevin as a person, killing Kevin's mum would be off the table. If Crowley possessed Mary Winchester Dean would not dare kill his mum to kill Crowley

Similarly Dean only cares about Cas when Cas is useful to him

I would be Dean critical and I wouldn't like him even after that but I would respect the show more for trying to make Dean a complicated friend. Except they didn't try at all

#dean critical #castiel #spn 6x20 #spn 11x04 #spn 7x01 #supernatural #spn 8x23 #spn meta #kevin tran #spn 9x02 #spn 8x02 #crowley spn #anti dean winchester

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like, i get that some people are upset that dean is still in heaven but, it wasn't really a shock to me at all ?? sure i clowned a bit w/ the 'time traveling aliveboy dean' stuff but they literally said before the show even started that dean was on a "hiatus" from heaven and that was always in the back of my mind thru out my clowning. and it really was a hiatus from heaven ! it all took place in the heaven drive time gap as like a finale coda (and what a huge time gap that is to fill. there's still so much they can do w/ that bit of time alone imo). we also don't know how much jensen + robbie were allowed to change, there may have been stipulations w/ spnwin to not change the heaven finale, something that might have to wait for a reboot / continuation of spn prime.

but regardless, crucially ??? what spnwin did is it completely recontexualized dean's ending. i said this in the tags of this post but i'll say it again: the spn finale said. ok dean's dead. he waits for sam. and that's it. spnwin said. no actually !!! he's not accepting that peace !! he's not waiting around for sam !! and giving dean back that agency is important to me. giving dean back the ability to make his own choices and want things for himself is important to me.

and i know some people are doubtful that we'll get a s2 of spnwin, meaning dean's story would end here, on him being unhappy in heaven. but personally, i don't think it matters if we get a s2. i think jensen is Not done with dean or the spn prime story. he's said before that spnwin is only one of many stories he wants to explore in the spn universe. also, after that answer he gave recently at jibcon re: a destiel reunion, i think he def wants more spn ("hopefully we get to see that at some point / i'm sure it would go how we all think it would go" and dean wanting to talk abt the confession)

i think even if we don't get a s2, everything that spnwin established re: dean's story will be the foundation for that reboot / mini series they're always talking about. personally, i Don't think we'll see dean again if there is a s2. (tho we may hear him in voiceovers as they read his journal and use it as a guide. and we may learn more abt dean and his journey this way). overall, i think dean helped establish this story and these characters, but moving forward it will be focused on them and not dean (tho we will see familiar spn faces, and maybe they will get involved in the multiverse too and visit the main spn universe, who knows?)

i think we needed what spnwin gave us re: dean's story not being over, dean unhappy in heaven, dean still searching more, (hints about jack possibly being "off" too / chuck won theory...) as a foundation for future stories in the main spn universe post-15x20. we want to see dean bust out of heaven and find happiness right? well, the seeds for that have been planted. and i knowww that's asking for optimism and faith that we WILL see a continuation in the future, and i get that some people are just doubtful and hopeless, but i really think we will see a continuation in the (maybe not so distant) future. and imo having this foundation to work off w/ dean's recontextualized time in heaven is important for all the things we want to see in a continuation.

and like, even tho i'm annoyed that ppl think his 'ending' now is worse than it was in 15x20, i don't think it's wrong to feel upset, because if that really were where it ended for dean i wouldn't be happy either. but for me the thing is i really really do Not think this is it for dean. i don't think jensen will be satisfied w/ dean staying dead in heaven forever. it completely goes against the thesis of the show, and dean's personal desire for freedom over peace in 'paradise.' and after everything jensen said abt dean + cas reuniting, i think there's a lot of unresolved things in spn that he wants to address, and he'll keep trying to make more spn until we get a better ending for all these characters (bc lbr, sam's ending also sucked. we never saw cas again and all he got was a throwaway line in the finale. jack deserves better too. they all do).

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So when I talk about Dean becoming one of the main protagonists as the show evolved, here's what I mean:

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Dean: "Is it true? Did I break the first seal? Did I start all this?"

Cas: "Yes. When we discovered Lilith's plan for you, we laid siege to Hell. And we fought our way to get to you. Before you--"

Dean: "Jump started the Apocalypse."

Cas: "We were too late."

Dean: "Why didn't you just leave me there then?"

Cas: "It's not blame that falls on you, Dean. It's fate. The Righteous Man who begins it is the only one that can finish it. You have to stop it."

Dean: "Lucifer? The Apocalypse? What does that mean?"

In this episode (4x16), Alistair reveals to Dean what Lilith's plan for him actually was. They wanted him to break the first of 66 seals in order to start the ball rolling for Lucifer's freedom and the ensuing Apocalypse.

In 4x01 (before Dean or the audience know exactly why Dean is resurrected other than Cas' vague "because God commanded it" and about the work that Heaven has for Dean to do), it's revealed that Cas pulled Dean out of Hell and put his soul back into his body.

From there, we meet Anna (in 4x09) who is hearing Angel Radio about how the Apocalypse is happening and the world is coming to an end. We see her intro to the boys later in the episode:

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Anna (to Dean): "The angels talk about you. You were in Hell but Castiel pulled you out and some of them think you can help save us."

Anna (to Sam): "And some of them don't like you at all."

Anna (to both): "They talk about you all the time lately."

Then we see this:

While Ruby was introduced the previous season and has been part of Sam's arc for a while, it's no coincidence that she's now involved with Anna and that part of the story line. Heaven vs Hell, the Apocalypse is coming, and it all plays into that main season arc.

In the very same episode, it's revealed that Sam and Ruby had sex at a time that Dean was still in Hell. In the story so far, Ruby basically pushed Sam to move forward after Dean's death, which of course as we now know, gave her an opportunity to get inside his head. But the point is Heaven saved Dean (through Castiel), and Hell saved Sam (through Ruby) to get them to where they are in the present.

Sure enough, we find out that Anna is a fallen angel and that's why she's so in tune with Angel Radio, and she is sought out by both Heaven and Hell (one person -> both factions seeking her out). It's no coincidence that Anna describes ripping out her grace to fall to Earth as "hacking it out" or like "cutting out your kidney like a butter knife". No coincidence that Heaven wants to punish her for disobedience and Hell wants to just get their hands on her to interrogate her (and Alistair is the one sent to retrieve her). Cas: "She is far from innocent." No coincidence that Anna is the one to talk to Dean about his experience in Hell before Sam or anyone else. No coincidence that Anna states that getting her grace back is the solution she's come up with (think to 4x16 when Dean is told he has to stop the Apocalypse since he started it aka he has to make things right/stop Sam from going full Hell Vader - this paralleling is also confirmed by Dean and Anna's dialogue in 4x10 outside of the Impala). Because Dean is the Righteous Man who broke the first seal, and he did that by shedding blood aka torturing/cutting into another soul in Hell. They're both paralleled.

So it is absolutely no coincidence that we see In the next episode (4x10), Dean and Anna have sex. Not only does this parallel to Sam and Ruby, but also because Dean and Anna are paralleled themselves. Dean: "Yeah, well, we've all done things we've gotta pay for."

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The exact moment Ruby is being tortured by Alistair and Sam is wondering where she is, Castiel (with Uriel in tow) comes for Anna.

And in this scene, Cas takes over Anna's story line once she is gets her grace back, and remains as the Angel on Dean's shoulder while Ruby remains as the rep for Hell on Sam's shoulder.

Then we fast forward to the season finale and what happens?:

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Sam breaks the final seal by killing Lilith and this enables Lucifer to be freed which really kicks off the Apocalypse for real. All at Ruby's urging and her setting him up. It's also no mistake that Dean and Sam kill Ruby together but Dean is the one to wield the knife.

Sam: "Ruby, what's going on?"

Ruby: "You did it. I mean, it was a little touch and go there for a while but you did it."

Sam: "What? What--What did I do?"

Ruby: "You opened the door and now he's free at last. He's free at last."

Sam: "No, no, no. No, Lilith--I stopped her, I killed her."

Ruby: "And it is written that the First Demon shall be the Last Seal. And you bust her open. And guess who's coming to dinner."

Dean breaks the First Seal -> Sam breaks the Last Seal

Dean breaks it by shedding blood in Hell -> Sam breaks it by killing Lilith

Dean starts the seal breaking -> Sam finishes the seal breaking

Dean starts it -> Dean finishes it by going to the battlefield & "saving" Earth from the Apocalypse

Sam starts it -> Sam finishes it by throwing himself (& Lucifer) into the cage & saving Earth from the Apocalypse

The First Blood Shed By the Righteous Man in Hell -> The First Demon's Blood Being the Key to the Door

And sure enough, the parallels even go right down to the physical with:

While Ruby doesn't brand Sam so to speak, it's no coincidence that it's her blood that he feeds on to help strengthen his powers. And it's also no coincidence that this happens in the Dean/Anna sex scene:

Right down to the setups:

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Sam is working on sending demons back to Hell/sending them downwards

Dean climbs out of his grave/rising

And not only do these physical setups look similar (in circle formation) but also goes with that whole below & rising theme:

And not only does Dean rise (aka "raised from perdition") from the grave and Hell respectively, the very guy that the first seal was broken for (through Dean's actions/Alistair's prodding & torture) also "rises" in the episode "Lucifer Rising". And this is able to be done because Sam kills Lilith (through Sam's actions/Ruby's prodding) and her blood forms this pattern on the floor which then magically opens the cage in Hell and lets Lucifer out, allowing him to rise.

P A R A L L E L S

So not only does Dean share parallels with Sam (the main protagonist) and Anna (which doubles down on his own journey/story & the faction/side he represents) but also who will become the main villain in season 5, thus making it essential to the story line we see play out in that season and the show as a whole. The battle with Lucifer and Michael cannot play out without both brothers. Even when Adam is used as a substitute, Dean still shows up for the battle, still has an impact and helps affect the heroic decision Sam makes, and also does what he was told to do in season 4. He and Sam both stopped the Apocalypse.

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And that's why this is so important; it shows you how Kripke eventually evolved the series to have TWO main protagonists: the brothers. There's a reason that Lucifer finally has enough and starts beating the hell out of Dean. There's a reason that what gets through to Sam is the green army man he sees in the backseat of the Impala. There's a reason BOTH brothers are shown in the flashback. Why we are shown BOTH of them carving their names into the car. Why we are then shown flashbacks of them in season 1 and onwards. Why in all of those flashbacks, we do not see one scene of John or Bobby or Jessica or anyone else (not that I could see at that speed anyways lol). Why the very ending flashback is of Dean hugging Sam. Because Kripke was leaving the show and telling you, this is the most important relationship of the show: the brothers, because that's what the series is about. Regardless of the MOTW format or the angels added in. Sam was the main protagonist for the first two seasons, I'd even go so far as to say for season 3 even, but season 4 is where it all changed. To have the parallels that they do just starting in that season alone, on the same level, where it's very yin and yang (think Amara saying that she and Chuck are yin and yang for example, if one tries to exist without the other it chaos), and to be without one brother, the story would not work well moving forward. Kripke did this all himself. He made this decision. And he even told you that:

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Chuck: "So what's it all add up to? Hard to say but me I'd say this was a test, for Sam and Dean. And I think they did alright. Up against good, evil, angels, devils, destiny, and God himself. They made their own choice. They chose family. And, well, isn't that kind of the whole point?" (he not only mentions both of them but he also discusses the dichotomy of both story lines not only for the show but the characters themselves & in this montage when he says 'good', we see Sam and Dean together, when he says 'bad' we see Dean against Azazel, when he says 'angels' we see Sam with Meg, when he says 'devils' we see Dean killing Zacariah. It's. All. RIGHT. THERE.)

Beginning of the monologue scene

They even hinted at in season 4 with something as casual as this in the story line:

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The book poster features both brothers. Dean's Hell story line is mentioned (which this lady gushes about) and then she talks about Sam's story line in regards to Madison/Jessica. And then she talks about Dean again and one of his own story lines ("Home"). The point being, both brothers are included here in a very central way for this book series. "Well, I don't want any smartass article making fun of my boys." Both brothers answer her questions: Dean (the Impala, his fave song); Sam (his birthday, his LSAT score). When Sam is asked his birthday, Dean offers up his birthday. When Sam is asked his LSAT score (aka school where he was in the beginning of the series), Dean is then asked what his favorite song is (he was hunting/driving aka where he was in the beginning of the series).

And this is the very same episode the boys meet Chuck aka The Prophet aka God aka the writer of their story (not realizing who he actually is at this point in time).

It's literally laid out before you in all devices television shows (and movies) employ to help tell the story. Which includes dialogue choices, actors' performances, music cues, set decs and props, costuming, lighting, script events (for television shows), even framing and the shots the director acquires and the editors then utilize.

And back to Swan Song quickly:

Sam makes the heroic sacrifice to jump into the pit to put Lucifer back into the cage (once again, traveling downward and into Hell) & Dean keeps his promise to Sam to go live his life (once again, staying above ground and while he's not going upward, it's quite the turnaround from 4x01 and Lucifer is no longer rising and neither is Dean).

And while some people might say, 'oh those are just story parallels for the season, it doesn't mean anything.' 'Look, Sam sacrificed himself, he's the hero' (yes, he's one of the heroes of the story). 'Sam's still the main guy or final girl or whatever'...nope. Because Dean also made the hero's choice to show up at that battle and stay for his brother. Just like Sam told him "It's going to be okay, Dean, I've got him" seeing Dean bloody and hurt (they chose each other obviously). Because these parallels continue until the end of Kripke's run with Swan Song, and continue on until the later seasons, even right into 15x20.

Dean 2.0 to Sam: "Dad, it's okay. You can go now."

Sam to Dean in the same episode (and his dad in a way): "Dean, it's okay. You can go now."

They both died. In a very paralleled way as well. They literally echoed both scenes together, right down to the dialogue, the hand touches, the dynamics (father and son), and even had "Dean" giving Sam permission as the latter did for OG Dean. Regardless of how their deaths happened or why it happened or when it happened or what they did in between the time they reuinte, the point is by the end of the series, both had died and were in Heaven together. Because they were both the main protagonists.

And regardless of COVID and bts stuff, is it any wonder that they chose a bridge and certain wardrobe choices that purposely call back to the pilot? They're not just cool little Easter eggs. Both brothers are there, looking in the same direction, with Baby aka their home not too far from them and if you look at both actor's positioning, they purposely are almost the same height (by Jared leaning down slightly to match Jensen) for these shots.

The series started out with Sam as the main protagonist. And while that didn't change, the story evolved (by Kripke himself) in order to include another main protagonist, another hero. When you compare Han Solo's story to Dean's for example, that Office Pam meme cannot apply; they are not the same picture. And Dean cannot even be called a supporting protagonist because the story does not support that claim nor does the very definition of what a supporting protagonist is and the examples of where we usually see them within the story. And while writers can choose to tell the story through other characters (for example, ensemble shows use rotating protagonists all the time, i.e. 9-1-1) they don't always have the central story line when compared to the protagonist. Dean had his own central story line that started with season 4 and continued on until the end. It didn't take away from Sam's or put him on the back burner - it was all tied into Sam's own central story line in a way where they both had their own arcs, continued to parallel and complement each other, and tied back into the main story arcs. Almost as if you're looking at a piece of paper with two separate lines drawn on it, sometimes intersecting, but still making it to the end of the page aka the finish line. If you go back and rewatch and truly delve into it all, it's all right there.

tl;dr: Dean is absolutely a main protagonist. This started in season 4 (I know Dean had his demon deal arc in season 3, but I personally don't think he became front and center in the central story line until 4) and Kripke made the decision to do it.

Dean (and some Jensen) haters will tell you that Dean never mattered to the story. That Dean was a sidekick at best, someone who was obsessed with his little brother, someone that Jensen always tried to get to be the main character ahead of Sam or some other such nonsense. They'll tell you that it was always about Sam, that the later seasons don't count, that people only care about Dean because he's played by an attractive actor, etc. They'll also attempt to gas light and manipulate you and argue bully you into a corner by belittling you and telling you that you never watched the real show. That you only watched it for a ship, or an actor, or because you fantasize about Dean or whatever else they can come up with on the fly while attacking. They'll even tell you that you don't understand basic story telling while they do and you're stupid to think otherwise. But the truth is, the story of Supernatural expanded and that began during the creator's/original showrunner's own run. At some point, the decision was made to make it about both brothers and that is reflected in the story line itself. In order to survive, the story needed to expand and evolve as time went on (which is the case with any story if it plans to continue being told). Dabb knew that, Carver knew that, Sera knew that, Kripke himself knew that. That is part of how story telling works.

Ultimately, like Chuck Eric said himself "the fans are always going to bitch." And no matter how loud and how hard the haters bitch (whether it's about hating Dean or having some competitive haze over the characters or the actors, like the whole #1 on the call sheet claim which yeah Sam was the main guy for the first few seasons, it makes sense that he was cast #1, duh, it doesn't diminish Dean's importance in the story, hello), it doesn't change facts of what we saw on our screens: Dean is absolutely essential to the story, just as much as Sam is. And not only did every single showrunner double down on it, that's literally how the show ended as well (that these same people claim to love this finale episode btw). In fact, we got two different endings of them: 15x19's drive off into the sunset so to speak where they're both still standing & 15x20's deaths and their ending up in Heaven. Dabb kept it uniform for both in that their endings were shared, alive or dead. They are the two brothers this show was about. The series (and story) would not have worked if one of the brothers disappeared permanently or if it was only about one for all 15 seasons.

Dean was not the sidekick. Dean was not a secondary character. He was not a supporting protagonist.

He is one of the main protagonists. Same as Sam.

#dean is the other main protagonist #the story itself shows you that #learn it love it live it #dean haters go home you're drunk #dean winchester #spn #spnposts #deanposts #metaposts #dean winchester meta #the parallels are paralleling #spn parallels

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