imakeartwheniwanttodie
☽ I make art when I want to die ☾
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He said: "Coffee?"
He poured the coffee into two mugs,
remember?
You didn’t take a mug.
His coffee in front of him on the desk
half filled
he examined you.
"…What's the problem?"
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Even when I’m happy
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The broken will always be able to love harder than most. Once you've been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.
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Tell me.
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You will.
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it’s not even a fear of abandonment anymore, it’s anticipated. it’s practically backed by science with the amount of times it’s happened.
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You still tell me you love me
like I don’t know the truth
and I look at you with my heavy heart
that still whispers
'I love you too'
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Blythe Baird, from If My Body Could Speak; “Concerns from a hot-boxed jeep”
[Text ID: “How do I stop / carrying everything / that had ever / happened to me?”]
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And there I was. Alone with the big and scary feelings
And I didn’t know how to let them go
And so I held onto them.
So I kept them.
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“It was good for a while, being empty. I didn’t hurt anymore. But as time went on, it was like I could hear myself from far away, begging for permission to come back.”
— Myra McEntire
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