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i know kita is so smart and so confident and suave, but you CANNOT convince me that sometimes, his intrusive thoughts win and he gets caught in his own head in the cutest ways.
like one day, he went to throw away a candy wrapper while still holding his phone- he ended up throwing his phone in the trash and holding the wrapper.
a few weeks ago, he was bringing a glass of juice to his spot on the couch, and for whatever reason, he threw it. on the couch. a complete moment of thoughtlessness that had him in a tizzy.
when he was dog sitting for the twins, one of the treats smelled like bacon, and he took a bite. he tossed it all back up, and he’d rather chew on glass than have anyone know he let his thoughts go that buckwild.
yesterday, suna sneezed, and he said a simple, albeit oddly firm “be quiet.” he apologized relentlessly, while suna just stifled his laughter as best as he can (which was not very) because where the literal hell did that come from?
atsumu had a rice grain on his cheek, and when he went to go take it off, for some god knows reason, he ate it. the twin was in absolute shambles.
just. kita is mr perfect, but god if his own brain doesn’t try its hardest to crack that whole facade and bring him down.
#lISTEN OKAY.#I GET IT.#BUT LEAVE ME ALONE#YOU DONT KNOW ME#YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM ABOUT#kita shinsuke#kita shinsuke fluff#kita shinsuke imagine#kita shinsuke haikyuu#kita#kita fluff#kita imagine#kita haikyuu#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu imagine#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x you#haikyuu x yn#haikyuu x y/n#<- even tho this isn’t an x reader LMAOOOO-
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Buddie 7x05 Part 5 - The Gym scene
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For the episode being called 'You don’t know me'
It's really funny that the only person who knows Buck and wasn’t shock of him coming out and calls him an idiot is Eddie
👀👀👀
#you dont know me#but you know me#you're an idiot#affectioned#buddie#eddie diaz#911 spoilers#911 7x05
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Sex and Sexuality
Okay, so recently I realized that I am Aromantic/Asexual. Probably (put a pin in that). This is not surprising like at all. I had brushed up against this label several times in the past few years and only just now had enough evidence to fully put the pieces together. I'm 25. It feels a little weird to put my identity together all slowly and piecemeal, but I'm literally doing all of this for the first time ever. It's okay to take it slow
#aroace#aromantic#ace community#lgbtq#words words words#you dont know me#but i know you#love is weird
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What's stopping me from going into the woods right now and just laying on the ground until I mold away? This is a genuine question, what is it? Coz in my mind I'd love to. I'm already there.... but I've never actually done it. So- according to the law of motion- there must be some external force at play. Tell me what it is so I can kill it. Thanks!
#tma shitpost#or is it?#you dont know#i could be seconds away from rotting in the woods#or rotting in general#you dont know me#tma#the magnus archives#tma corruption#in hindsight its probably capitalism.
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I had a dream about a Christmas gathering and you were there for some reason. Make of that what you will.
that's creepy, dude, don't do that.
#ask#asks#im sorry but how else do you expect me to respond#you dont know me#i know on some level ppl cant decide what pops in their head in dreams but like#you didnt have to personally let me know about it as if i would play along#i wouldnt!#i dont want strangers dreaming about me!
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"Bad days do not equal a Bad life"
Do not notice me on a bad day,
And claim that you know
What my life is made of,
To allow your feelings
To feel them completely
Only results in devastation
When one is unable
To accept
To learn
And to grow
I pick myself up, and I move through
Do not assume
That momentary glimpses of
When I feel
Is the only way that I exist
Do not be so ignorant
As to assume
That the 1% you saw
Can be attributed to the other
99% of what who I am.
Or what I do.
I do not avoid,
Or ignore
The experiences which make me
This person I adore
But should you assume
The way I am
Remind yourself,
You have not known me for years
And I have spent those years
Cultivating a self
Which is kind
And deserving
Of better days
And love
Do not fool yourself,
And say that I am stuck
When you have not seen
The difference between
Allowing yourself to feel
And giving up
I feel so that I may accept
I feel so that I may grow
I feel so that when I get up
That suffering is no longer pain
But a blessing which feeds
Love of myself
And the ability to embrace
How each individual experience
Has created a person
So full of passion
And so intensly in love with life
And free from the need
To avoid and run
For when you face your fears
You will overcome.
Do not assume who I've become
#bad days#not a bad life#growth#change#stigma#do not assume#youre not right#do not judge what you dont know#you dont know me#bad days does not equal a bad life#i will never be my mom#acceptance#truth#understanding#love#not definitive
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omg im watching a movie rn and theres this confrontation scene and all i can think is LETTER TO AN OLD POET LETTER TO AN OLD POET LETTER TO AN OLD POETT
#YOU DONT KNOW ME#YOU TREATED ME LIKE AN EQUAL BUT IM BETTER THAN YOU AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT BY NOW#ltoap#letter to an old poet#boygenius#just dandy thoughts
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i need more pictures of chris with a BLACK lip ring bcuz ydkm is taking over my brain @lovingmattysposts
#chris sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#my husband#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#chris sturniolo pictures#chris sturniolo fic#you dont know me
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okay it’s not that it bothers me if I’m autistic or not, like if I am sure okay, but the way a bunch of people came into my inbox last night being “isn’T it OBVIOUS?!?” and additionally listing things/symptoms saying I do those things, even though they were things I know I don’t do, as another way to prove their point was kinda weird
#idk the armchair psychology was a little much for me last night#was the same thing when everyone came in my inbox saying i had bpd… like come on yall#i know people didnt mean harm#but you were saying things that weren’t true about me#you dont know me#is this problematic to say lemme know
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None of you fuckers can prove I'm not God.
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911 7x05 title: You don’t know me
Eddie to Buck in the episode: "He doesn’t know you're an idiot"
#oh i see#so eddie knows buck#it was about tommy don't knowing buck#buddie#buck and tommy#you dont know me#but you do#911 7x05
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You’ve been checking out eddie’s ass for the past few years
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I think the worst thing that's ever happened to me was my cousin going into psychology
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Trauma Posting
I've always said that ADHD is ruining my life, when comparing my mental illnesses. Autism makes me strange to the ordinary observer (and affects my day to day functioning in noticeable ways), Depression makes my room messy (executive dysfunction is a right bastard), but ADHD is what's ruining my life.
And it is, kinda. Really what's making things difficult is the high cost of living, the lack of social support, and the way that I cannot afford to live on my own while working full time. Not to mention that my silly little brain is not suited to 40 hour work weeks, and all the jobs that I might be able to stand are gatekept to hell and back.
I'm back with my parents, and they're a little better than they were the first time I moved out, but not by much. They're both still highly traumatized people, both with poor emotional regulation skills (despite teaching me and my siblings those same fucking skills). It's subtle and insidious, and I'm so fucking stressed all the time. Cause it's not like they're yelling all the time, or spewing hateful rhetoric at all hours. Most of the time, they're chill Gen X parents with a fun sense of humor and a strong Christian faith. If you aren't careful (and oh how much it hurts to be careful), the bigotry will sneak up on you. The big emotions will startle you, the fatphobia and the snide comments and everything else. If you relax into who they usually are, you'll get knocked on your ass when their damaged edges show.
I can't relax here. I can't fully be myself here. I can't talk about my partners, or my beliefs. I can't even correctly refer to my sibling because they aren't out to our parents. The safest options are to stay in my room or to stay out of the house.
Which brings me to the ADHD ruining my life thing. I guess it feels so trivial after processing all of that, but I've been spending a LOT of money on things which don't feel all that important. (granted, spending money on anything feels the same kind of awful, so it's hard to differentiate). The 100$ I've spent on groceries in the last week was important and I'm glad I spent it. the 150$ I spent on two skirts?? Not so much right now.
Especially because my car is in the shop with transmission issues. If things don't go well, I might need to get a new one and I want to have enough money to spare that I won't need to take out a loan again. (I don't have a steady stream of income, I can't afford it right now)
I'm stuck I'm stuck I'm stuck I'm stuck...
(I'm not stuck forever, I know i'm not. I just need a little more help than usual, that's all.)
#you dont know me#but i know you#long post#sad thoughts#mental illness#mama trauma#the economy is in shambles#money problems#are the worst problems
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𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘖𝘧 𝘔𝘦, 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘋𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘔𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘹.
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