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nwarrior777 · 4 months

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sometimes one episode is enough to start making fanart

#carol and the end of the world #cateotw #cateotw fanart #my duty is to make this show popular #it's third cool adult show which people are missing #i can't anymore #time to action!#upd: i mean i watched only one #there are 10!#already

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insidefernweh · 2 years

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Well, hello.

A couple months ago one silly woman (me) decided that it’s time for creativity to take a hold of her and let something cool into this world.

And that’s how I decided to give birth to…a The Amazing Devil blanket. Or I might have dreamed it whilst being feverish. Who knows.

It’s been three months of stitching, embroidering, sewing, unmaking the mistakes, cursing, saying ‘waahheeey’ at the end of the complete step, cursing again and enjoying the hell out of the process of something being made into the realness.

It is literally the embodiment of me. I love it and hate it equally. It has got my favourite quotes from the songs. Yes, that’s me — your favourite girl with maelstrom of lyrics instead of a brain. It also has got some of my blood somewhere along the stitches (did i do it on purpose to please the fae gods aka Joey and Madeleine? you’ll never know. hashtag blood magic.) I wanted to get it done for the Ruin Appreciation Week (though it contains lyrics from all albums) so that was me last week because it was very FAR from being done:

I’m posting the bigger picture + close ups of smaller details and songs’ lyrics. Please feel free to reach out if you want to see a better close up or just to pat me on the head.

I’m posting a video too. It’s silly so enjoey. (ha! see what I did here. that was a typing accident. it’s 1am now. forgive me my jokes.)

warning: the video include some probably offensive actions to the professional seamstresses. i’m only a humble ignorant person who decided to sew for the first time in her life. i do hope you’ll like it.

references used:

the central embroidery: TAD’s old picture from some posters back in the love run era + some sage and forget-me-nots

top right and left bottom corners: pictures of joey and madeleine

songs: secret worlds, the calling, inkpot gods, drinking song for the socially anxious, chords, farewell wanderlust, not yet/love run (reprise), that unwanted animal, battle cries, elsa’s song, wild blue yonder

UPD: A few of you have been asking about the quotes I used on my blanket/quilt and why I chose them so here I am:

If you ask me for my fire, just watch me burn — you know what, I recently started to interpret this line in a positive way? It was a recent thing I understood about myself. I always thought I was good at working/doing things well in the long run, when you have to do it patiently and for years but in my journey of self-discovery I realized that in reality I’m much better as a sprinter — someone who does an incredible job while being under the vast amount of pressure and when you need to do it in a restricted period of time; I will give all of myself to this project/work, every bit of passion I have, every bit of patience. So yeah. If you ask me for my fire — just watch me burn. But then I’ll hibernate for a month.

Can’t you hear it howling? — OKAY HANDS DOWN PROBABLY MY FAVOURITE LYRICS/MELODY SECTION FROM THE WHOLE RUIN ALBUM. Even not the part that is sung by Madeleine, but the back voices Joey’s harmonies sing in the final chorus at 4:28 and till the end. OOOOH WHY SO GOOD.

If I don’t make it back from where i’ve gone just know I loved you all along — this is such a beautiful closing of the song. also such a tormenting thought. i love it.

Such endless blue — I’ve always been drawn to the dark blue colours, especially when I paint. I always run out of the blue watercolour because contrary to this song, it’s not endless :D I’m manifesting an abyss of blue watercolour for myself here lol

You say the words so often but I barely know the meaning — okay so Elsa’ Song is primarily pretty heartbreaking right? The more heartbreaking part being that it is sung as a lullaby. Who didn’t have that moment when the meaning of the words you’re saying slips through your fingers just because you said them too often? Who didn’t have that sad awakening moment of losing trust in a person just because they always promised something and never did it?

After summers of fasting I feel hunger at last — I’ve been thinking about tattooing this quote for quite a while now. It reminds me of my depressive state which very often returned to me in summer and every time it slowly creeped away, I felt the hunger for life in the early autumn. Every time felt like an eternity.

Is nought but fumble-falls and guns and tumbleweeds, love, run — my favourite quote from the superior use of the English language that is that section in Love Run. I am in love with it. All the phonetic twirls makes me shiver sometimes.

Well, hello my hollow Holofernes — ALLITERATION SUPREMACY!!

I’ll sing silence and ask my glass of wine for guidance — i love to sit at home alone and stare into my glass. it doesn’t answer though. what about it. and again — to sing silence? OXYMORONS GIVE ME THEM

Go tell me how we fucked you up and oh my god, it’s so unfair — ah. the hardship of parenting/teaching. I was there, I remember it all too well.

Let’s us waltz for the dead — the oxymoronic style of this line IS JUST A CHEF’S KISS. WALTZ? VERY SOPHISTICATED THING? FOR THE DEAD? NOT THAT PLEASANT TYPE OF A THING? mister batey let me boop you affectionately on the nose you are so clever.

#the amazing devil #joey batey #madeleine hyland #embroidery #ruinanniversary2022

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yourlakebed · 7 months

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okay, I'm a little bit scared to post this, but I think I finally have the right words to write a concise and clear post about my thoughts on asexuality (although the topic is still complicated).

upd: well, at least it was planned as concise...

let's start with what a huge number of people stumble over. if we put the term 'sex-repulsed' into google, the first article on the link will tell us that:

"'sex-repulsed' typically refers to people on the asexual spectrum who experience some form of sex repulsion. Some ace-spec or a-spec individuals may be repulsed by the idea of sexual activity or any sexual situation.

The term indicates that a-spec person experiences sex repulsion meaning they find sexual activity disgusting or repulsive. Some people are repulsed by the thought of engaging in sex altogether, while others may be disgusted by some sexual activity but not all.."

though it is not entirely wrong, articles like these that make a direct correlation between aversion to sex and asexuality do a lot of damage to the perception of asexuality. cause what if I told you that asexuality is not an umbrella term for "people who don't have sex/who hate sex"?

asexuality is about the absence of sexual attraction. it's not even about a lack of libido - there are a huge number of asexual people with a high libido. i.e., we can't even say it's about "people who don't want sex." no, because

it's as simple as that - it's about people who do not feel sexual attraction.

It took me a long time to explain how exactly this works even to myself and now, it seems, I finally got it (the final straw was actually Good Omens, with its incredible representation of asexual characters (yes, I'm talking about Azi and Crowley, and no, I'm not in any way dissing other headcanons for labeling them differently, and even more so - I don't see why these headcanons have to clash)).

so I came up with pretty simple example - comparison to food/hunger. it may be a dangerous one because sex, unlike food, is not a "basic human need", [despite the claims of some men who justify sexual violence by referring to their "basic need for sex/reproduction🤡"].

but anyway, this is how this food analogy works:

imagine you're a creature that doesn't need to eat at all. therefore you never feel hungry - you simply do not have such a function as being hungry. you were made that way. you can try food if you're interested or you can not. let's say you tried it, but it was.. well, it was okay, but not that you would do that every day. and suddenly you tried pancakes with raspberry jam, and you really liked them, and now you eat pancakes because you like the taste. and you think, "well, if I liked the pancakes so much, then maybe I'll search and find another one"...

and so your journey continues, and sometimes you find some new "dishes" that you like... or maybe you don't find them and move on. that, my friends, what asexuality is like!

I have asexual friends who love bdsm and are into the kink culture, because for them it is like a delicacy or some exotic dish. there are friends who simply don't care and don't want to try anything. I have friends who are curious and plan on trying to find their "raspberry jam pancakes". there are those who long ago found their comfortable "dish" and eat only that one. there are those who like the way one particular person cooks, and like the smell when you sit and watch that person cook, and like the very fact that that person cooks for you.

and people who are disgusted by sex, or even the very idea of it (sex-repulsed people) are most often people who have a certain trauma that has nothing to do with asexuality. and the combination of these two terms standing beside each other creates a terrible stigma around asexuality.

I am infinitely grateful to everyone who read this, because this is a very important topic for me personally🖤🤍💜

#asexuality #asexual #good omens #I'd actually like to specifically talk about asexuality in good omens some other time #neil gaiman #aziraphale #crowley #aziracrow #asexual community #lgbtq community #lgbt #lgbtqplus

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vole-mon-amour · 2 years

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6x21.

Derek: "And she didn't know the UnSub was waiting for her? C'mon."

Spencer: "Villain."

Derek: "What?"

Spencer: "In the movies they're called villains."

Derek: "My bad."

What I can't get over is that irl they're not called UnSubs, too. The writers really created this terminology & went with it, making people that actually work in this field cringe.

You know when parents pretend about something with their young children in order for their children to learn and not being disappointed by the lack of their parents' reaction? David is doing the same with Spencer. What a good dad. x)

I love the unspoken rule within the team of "Rossi and Hotch sit next to each other", leaving an empty chair for one of them next to another one at the time either of them is absent/late.

"Where do you wanna sit?" — "Next to you."

This isn't from the show, but if you know, you know.

Aaron "I-know-your-politics-and-fuck-off-kindly-please-and-thank-you" Hotchner. <3 Idk if it's just me, but IDK what should happen for me to start liking Strauss.

Can we appreciate the timing? Someone Aaron can truthfully talk to just walks into the room while Strauss orders him to talk about it with someone. Why find Strauss when Aaron can sit down with David again & David can create a report? Like, c'mon, a scene from 6x20 literally exists. We could have that again & more of it.

David immediately offering his help & Aaron's quiet & soft "Tell me about it." How about Aaron thinking for a moment & going, "You know, I think you might have make my grief assessment." Even though David dislikes doing the paperwork, it's not that of a burden when Aaron is involved. He'd do it for him.

I can I can also imagine Aaron talking to Strauss, hating it, then coming home to David & David comforting him & making him better. Might as well write it. So many plot bunnies...

Spencer doesn't need to be taught things, he's already smart and experienced enough (and, even though David technically has more experience, Spencer has an amazing memory, he's savvy, so they're kind of even in this), but the way I see this as a family business and a proud dad watching his son helping on the case and doing great. x)

Ok, two quick unrelated questions:

I've seen David wearing that ring non-stop of his since the moment he came back to BAU. What significance does it hold to him? UPD: Joe said on his twitter that it's a 25 y.o. BAU ring, which only proves that he's the same workaholic that Aaron is. They ARE married to each other.

2. Why the hell doesn't the team goes to the possible victim's house first? Ah, we found our killer, let's kindly visit their apartment first, just in case. If you know that the killer is searching for his new victim & or already know who he's planning to attack, go secure them first?? I don't get it. They found out that the killer wants to (more likely) hurt his stepmother, but they visit his apartment in the middle of the day, hoping for what? That he's waiting for them to arrest him? Lol.

This sassy bastard. :D Hotch got it all in him.

Maybe he knows that they're not getting any new agents to the team rn, so he has no other choice rather than to teach her (when he doesn't have to, it's a dangerous situation). Luckily, just 3 more episodes until she goes away & I get my girls back, both of them. <3

Aside from the obvious, I dislike even the way Seaver tries to talk to victims. It's like she's a talking robot reading from a programmed script. "I had to be agressive towards you in order to gain Gregg's trust," she says in an automatic voice. "None of this wasn't your fault," she continues with a resting bitch face. Girl, you ok?

Aaron, David, Derek, Emily, JJ, even Spencer, they all empathize with the victims, they're gentle with them, their tone of voice is immediately changing. Sometimes rubbing the victims shoulder or patting them on the arm or hugging them is worth thousands of words. They always try to comfort the victim & they mean it. Seaver? No, just no.

This moment at the end will only work as gifs or a video, but how David rushes to kill the killer and Aaron, seeing him getting the shot, ducks.

Those glances, that silent communication, David exhaling and nodding. Good teamwork, you two.

Dads. <3 David would be a good dad & no wonder he can often find common ground with Jack in fanfics. Judging by what I've seen about next episode, he can canonically do that, too. Good for him. <3

#cm #natiswatching #writing ideas #hossi #moreid #david rossi #spencer reid #anti ashley seaver #aaron hotchner #joe mantegna

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morisdann · 7 months

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I just watched the 2nd episode of Castlevania: Nocturne and ran to write this post, cuz I really wanna share some thoughts and see if I can predict what's happening. And also I'd like to share my opinion on the characters, ofc.

So, beware of the spoilers ahead!

We'll start with the characters:

First up, the main hero, Richter Belmont: I don't like him. In a way he's annoying and too... pompous I'd say. Like there's too much pathos for 2 episodes and I feel like it's just his bare minimum. But he still got this tiny bit of Trevor's rizz, which makes him bearable. So I'd say 5/10. We'll see how he'll turn out, cuz I didn't really like Trevor Belmont either.

The second, Maria Renard. I love her. I didn't like her appearance much, but absolutely adore her personality. And I love that she calls Richter "a wanker". Also I like that she looks very innocent, but behaves like the last bitch to survive. Gods please let her be Richter's cousin, I will not survive that romance.

Then, Annette. I don't know if I like her yet. She she has a nice appearance, which I like, but she's very impulsive and a bit too pompous. I think she'll go great with Belmont boy, two idiots for the life.

Edouard and Jacque. Why both? BECAUSE I LIKE THEM BOTH VERY MUCH BUT SOMEONE DECIDED TO KILL THEM OFF. WHY DO THE CHARACTERS I LIKE THE MOST ALWAYS HAVE TO DIE THE FIRST??? I mean Edouard will most definitely exist for the majority of the series in his new appearance, cuz it was a very good monster design to just toss away... But still!!! My Jacques!! Why have a bbg appearance and then die?? Can he at least have some kind of role like Edouard?? Please??? Ugh, I know it won't happen. Fuck that. But 9/10 for them both. Jacques, you will be missed.

Tera Renard. I kinda like her, but she seems a bit too much of a saint. A bit boring to my taste tbh. I think she'll be Maria's trauma or smth like that. Either she's gonna be turned into a vampire just like her sister and Maria will have to kill her, or she'll be brutally murdered in front of her daughter. Also, Maria is weirdly similar to Tera's sister in appearance, so bonus points for the plot twist if she's actually not Tera's daughter, but a niece. Overall 7/10, for potential.

Abbot. The second I saw this man, I was like "hm, something is off about him" and the moment he opened his mouth I was "ah, so you are working with vampires" and at the end of the 2nd episode I just went "yep, told ya." I do like his design tho. Very dilf. Tho I don't like religion and being an Abbot makes him less attractive. He also seems like an arsehole, so 6/10.

On the vampire list I'll be talking only about one vampire, cuz all the others haven't had enough of screen time, so they'll have to wait.

So. Olrox. He looks hot. Like really really really hot. I maybe have a thing for murderous twinky vampires. Maybe. Also he's... ominous. He kinda gives off Alucard's vibes of a misunderstood guy who lost something/someone he loved, but not in a babygirl style. It's more maniacal style. Like he can have a redemption arc, but I doubt it. He's a bastard and I love it. Not a babygirl tho. But hot. Very hot. Bet he tastes like a handful of black pepper mixed with chilli flakes. 9/10 for being too mysterious and doing weird shit like leaving Richter alive saying "I'll kill you too. But not today". Why not?? That's illogical, my guy. The kid is dangerous! He is traumatized thanks to you and he's a descendant of a famous vampire hunting family, are you nuts?? Just kill the kid, you dork! It's save you a lot of trouble later, I promise. But whatever, ig...

And that's it for now. I'll update my thoughts later on, cuz for sure I'll have something to say

UPD, after ep 3: so Olrox is now 10/10. No I will not elaborate. Also I ship him with Mizrak. On that I also will not elaborate. The 3rd episode speaks for itself.

And also Edouard. I like him even more.

UPD, after ep 4: I'll just paste here the thoughts I had during the episode.

- Tera, girl, face it, the Abbot is a creep, he is helping vampire.

- I'm very fucking surprised that Richard is the reasonable one in the trio. Did not expect it from him. He gains an extra point for that. Still a pompous jerk tho.

- LMAO, GO GET SOME, OLROX!

- Mizrak, I'm so sorry to inform you, but there are many gods and you probably just got fucked by one of them.

- Orlox, your booty is very nice and delicious but it distracts me from the plot, please wear some pants.

- Bruh, some of the monsters are unnecessary sexy.

- What is going on between the Abbot and Tera?? Why'd he defend Maria?? Is he her...??

- You know what, I'd like to have the same amount of self-confidence and luck to think I can take a few higher vampires and then actually take 'em. In fight, ofc.

- Yeah, I definitely like that Aztec ancient relic called Olrox, the fucker is smooth

UPD, after ep 5: once again, these are my thoughts during watching.

- There's something wrong about Olrox, I can smell it. Can he walk in the sunlight?? Why is he playing a double game???

- Damn, Drolta, you're also a relic?? Wow.

- Bruh, I was right, that fuckshit of a priest is Maria's father. How unfortunate. Poor girl.

- Richter, dear, you eat the food that was bought for you by some rando in a tavern. It's a way to get kidnapped.

- Random old man in the tavern that bought Richter a dinner, do I know you from somewhere?? I think, you're supposed to be dead by now... But it could be that I'm mistaken.

- OH WAIT, IT'S NOT YOU, BUT YOUR DESCENDANT

UPD, after ep 6: my thoughts are

- Is it me or is this bbeg (big bad evil girl) is... bland? Like everything about her is bland. Oh you hate sun and shit, you want terror and be a tyrant, for everyone to kneel before you- blah-blab-blah. I'm unpressed. Your sidekick is cooler. She even looks bland. Why would an ancient vampire, who lived in Egypt be a fucking generic white bitch? Red hear? Why do you style it like Syndrome from the Incredibles?? Bruh, girl, 2/10. Carmilla was so much better.

- SOMEONE GIVE THAT BELMONT BOY A THERAPY VOUCHER, PLEASE

-AYO, MY ANCIENT BITCH IS GAY AF CONFIRMED??

- JACQUES!!! MY BABYGIRL, HE IS STILL THERE!!

- lmao, the Belmont grandpa is such a Belmont. Exactly like Trevor.

- Boy, what the fuck?? HUH?! DO I ACTUALLY LIKE HIM NOW??! Bruh, Richter Belmont 8/10 now, wow

UPD, after ep 7:

- I have a feeling that Olryx will kill that fake goddess.

- This vampiric Messiah starts to annoy me a bit too much. She's maniac.

- Maria, you stupid or what?? WHY'D YOU GO IN THERE?!

- Why in the fuck would Maria care about her father?? I don't believe it. She didn't know him, she resented him for hating the revolution, she cannot suddenly start to care for him. That's a plot hole.

UPD, after the last episode. Finally.

- you sure that Drolta is a vampire? She seems more like a demon to me.

- HEAD EMPTY, BRAIN NO THOUGHT, ALUCARD IS HERE

#castlevania #castlevania nocturne

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marcillfll · 1 year

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hello hello~

I came to you again with a minute of theories abot the trailer.

At the begining, achtung! these are just mine assumptions that based on what I saw and read on the Internet, as well as what I myself noticed in clips and various skiz content.

And one more time the reminder: there are mistakes in text since English is not my native, im sorry

So, for the last time, I assumed to discard a bunch of references to all sorts of Skz videos and assign an album to each member. This time I will try to reveal my thoughts about what happens in the scenes with the guys.

To be honest, I don’t have thoughts and answers about everyone, but I’ll tell you what I guessed .D

🌟Firstly, I want to note that it seems to me that, in addition to references to albums, references to some films are hidden inside the scenes.

🍞 About Innie, I have no thoughts at all. Okay, there are a few, but they are so incoherent and uninformative that I don’t even want to talk about them ... (to be honest, this character inside the lore of skz literally drives me crazy, I have too many questions and almost no answers ... )

🐰🐷 I don’t know what with Changbin either, the only thing is that we see how he is such a cute cutie trying to call someone, after a failure he gets mad and starts to destroy everything. I have a feeling that somewhere I saw something like that, I just can’t remember where, I can’t :c

🦦 Hyunjin, as mentioned in previous post, is similar in his scene and setting to Kingsman, I honestly didn’t watch this movie, but asked around, and no one could give me answers about what was happening could mean. However, referring directly to this "happening"... at first I thought that Hyunjin crossed out the star (yes, it seemed to me that it was a star, not a flower on the jacket, bc there are five ends, as it seemed to me then), and there are 5 stars now. Then I read here and there, and someone wrote that this is the Innie's birth's flower ... perhaps it is (I'm not strong in this), and Jinnie seems to finish painting the 5th petal for him (here I already considered that there are 4 petals and 1 pistil xd). After he says these numbers: 644. Everyone has already written that this is an angel number and so on. In addition, I saw a bunch of "analyzes" of the number, what it is about money, that those you support will start sitting on your neck, etc. I don’t know how much we can believe this... although about “concentration on one’s feelings” or something that was in those theories, it may be similar. Hyunjin is quite sensual, yes... ahem, but in general, what can be interesting is 644: 6+4+4=14 1+4=5, we have 5 stars here, after all. And one more thing I thought about. Do you remember that I consider Hyunjin to be the "personification" of the maxident? And the title is case 143, 143=I love you. Communication with numbers. What if some words are hidden here too? Flower - 6 letters, stay/star/five - 4 letters. flower five star? Maybe you can find some other words?.D

Upd: i don't know why we didn't do it earlier BUT! With help of my friend we found out sthat if u will count with this "644" numbers letters in the korean alphabet u will get "별", which means 'star'~

🐿 Han... ohh well, it's time for completely crazy theories uhhhh. What do we see in the picture? Some kind of train-plane flying in the clouds. I thought of Laputa Castle in the Sky. After all, Han loves Howl, loves anime, Laputa is also from studio gibli. In the sound, in Han's last part, he mentions "Laputa". The plot of the anime was that there was this floating island with untold riches. But in order to get there, a special stone was needed, its keeper was main character, and the pirates tried to steal it. In the trailer, the guys introduce themselves as they play in the i'm ground. And Han says "isn't that right? Then I won't do it" maybe this train is his idea that Jisung himself is a guide to the world of clouds, no "pirates" (or haters) will get there without a stone, but he is capable to achieve all this on his own? (Therefore, it is important that All in is a Japanese comeback, a reference, presumably, to a Japanese anime, well, Han's love for him x))

🐶 I don't know what to say about Seungmin... I can't even imagine what kind of movie it could be... however, it is some kind of point in favor of the theory about films in general. He sits in a bucket full of POPCORN (First Felix said he ate candy, then Seungmin said he ate popcorn while filming... hard life for idols xddd). And he shows us a ticket to the cinema (sort of, if I read it right). Many assumed that these was the same tickets that were in the trailers and clips of past eras, but I do not think so. There were "one-way tickets to the new world", here is another ticket. They refused those tickets because they turned out to be a trap, and skz went their own way.

🐣 I mentioned Felix - Joker... just Joker ahah, ready to read your thoughts~

🐺 Bang Chan... uh, here my theory of connection with the Japanese album sounds dubious and far-fetched. At first, it seemed to me that Chan resembled Sub-Zero (I know that I am not the only one). I'm not strong in the lore of mortal kombat, so I went to read internet. Both Sub-Zero (this is a kind of title, not a name), being brothers, were born in the USA and were taken to China, belong to a Chinese organization. However, the developers said that the character was originally supposed to be named Ninja, and the whole story should be based on some book about how China influences Japanese ninjas. So there's a rather subtle connection to Japan... well, like Han, Chan loves anime in one way or another. But I also saw a theory about the similarity of Chan's vibe with the character of lol - Jhin, there are similar scenes in the video: playing the piano, concert hall, lighting... I also read his story, but there is also China (and the setting is more fantasy), not Japan... I also really liked the last lines of this character's bio, they are very suitable for the mood and meaning of the trailer: "It seems that all of Runeterra might be but a canvas for the atrocity that is Khada Jhin’s art, and only he knows where the next brushstroke will fall."

But still, my theory was movie references, according to MK there is a movie, but according to lol - no. Perhaps everything presented here is how Chan sees himself? Since the game is about introducing themselves, perhaps they themselves have described which films/animes/games they would like to be like or associated with? Therefore, it turned out to be a little chaos? (also Chan commented, that mask is just his own suggestion) So, there are a lot of thoughts, but the answers are not so... ahah xddd

🐰 And finally Minho. The first thing I thought of was Saw, but it's kind of too much for a k-pop band, I guess? I am not sure. It also reminds me a little of Parasite, this scene in the toilet ... here I would also love to read your thoughts .D

This time it's all I could guess, thank you for your attention~

Also i have the 3d part which is more connected to the lore story of skz. I will post it soon ~

#skz #skz 5 star #skz comeback #skz theories #skz thoughts #stray kids #stray kids 5 star #stray kids comeback #stray kids theories #stray kids thoughts

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sam-blackbird · 2 years

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Since I saw Stranger Things season 4 yesterday, I’ll talk about it. SPOILERS AHEAD!

It’s more questions than theories but it works as well I suppose.

So, I had the intuition that the blond nice looking guy was One since almost the beginning of when we saw him, but I didn’t planed that he was an absolute douchbag and Vecna, and that would be him who killed the children (btw big up to the person who theorized on Youtube under the 8 minutes extract that Eleven was fighting the thing that killed the children when Brenner came into the room (which explain why she was turn towards the wall where it is a dark after-portal thing)). Also, I didn’t understood that the last yelling we had heard at the beginning where from Eleven because in my head, when people yell, they are still alive. (does that mean that if we saw it, « Papa » Brenner saw it too? On his screens yk)

Anyway, this seven episodes let me with way too more questions (and remarks), and since I don’t like to wait, I’m sharing them with you so we can discuss about it!

I put them in the order they came into my mind.

Will Suzie (and / or her sister, yk the one that Argyle seems to be in love with) comes to help to get Eleven/Jane out of here? How would the rescue team rescue her out of that bunker in the middle of nowhere, Nevada? Will Eleven/Jane came out at the same moment?

How will Joyce, Hopper and Cie came out of Russia and came in the USA? (i’m sure they will panic when they come back and see the house + no children) (+ how does the freaking Demogorgon arrived in Russia?)

(+ Have they considered stop playing DnD since it seems to suck like the Demogorgon’s and Vecna’s name came from it and seems to appear after they play (even if they find later that it’s not related) (btw those hypocrites made me wanted to punch my screen : the boys didn’t care at all about Will’s willing to pay DnD (like at all, and it was very painful to watch, I wanted to play with him and I’m not even joking!) and then, when they Hellfire match happen to occurred the same evening at Lucas’ match, then it’s a problem?! I know Eddie was very convincing but even! It made me furious.)(also, I liked the fact that Erica plays DnD, showing it's not only a boy's game)

How come Nancy affected when she didn’t had visions? And how will they made her out of her? Will they succeed?

It remind me that there is a thing with the promotional posters : they all look toward the camera (and the watcher) except Mike, Jonathan, Joyce and Max. Why them? Are they chosen ones? It could be because of their importance in this season? Mike is the main character (?) and have a (strong ?) relationship with Eleven/Jane; Jonathan have a relationship with Nancy (idk we don’t saw him that much for now); Joyce have a relationship with Hopper (and even go to Russia to save him); and Max was Vecna’s cible. It’s implied that Vecna’s cible were psychologically weak (?) : Chrissi had the impression that she was too big and wanted to be thinner, the guy with glasses feel guilty for the death of those people, the black guy idk (yep I’m very bad at remember some names, sorry), and Max literally saw her brother died in front of he (btw here again, the Hawking’s boys are little douchbag, like they don’t get that Max isn’t good and well since what happened with her brother?! Like what’s wrong with those boys???) Also, with Billy’s grave, we learn that his birthday was on Marc, 29, which is near the time when the season began (since the last day of school was on March, 21) and it’s sad.

Would it be something with the fact that in the Upside Down (that I’ll call the UpD) the time is staggered? Like is it some weird wibbly woobly timey wimey stuff or… ? ’coz it’s weird, isn’t it? In the UpD, it’s the same time that in season 1, or at least the UpD is modeled on the season 1!Hawkins.

Will they finally get rid of those freaking things from the UpD?! Like once for all?! I mean… Dudes, it’s been years now, it’ll be time to end, no? To end it and grow old together. I know it seems impossible, since Vecna’s open up news portals and that the show come back, again and again, and I know that the show is great and all, but now, I’ve got the feeling that it’s always the same stuff… I like it but it’s like ordering one kind of pizza every time : it could taste different, but at the end, it’s always the same pizza, isn’t it? (not literally the same, but you understand, right?) (I only hope that no one die in the process) (how people still love living in Hawkins after all those weird stuff that happened here?!)

Will Eddie finally be declared guilty or not?

Will Robin asks out Vickie? Will Vickie say yes?

…

#stranger things 4 #st #st spoilers #strangers things spoilers #stranger things #stranger thing spoiler #stranger thing season 4 #Stranger things theories

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freeseafirefly · 2 years

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Once again, The Final Stroke SPOILERS ahead

I happened to reread Rin's Birthday Story 2021... and wait, is it set just after RH break up, if you consider the time and everyone's whereabouts?

First, there's Mikhail, so it's not high school. Rin's first birthday after their graduation (he turns 19) is Feb 2 of the following year--which started with their "break up" (~Jan 1st, the New Year's night).

Second, in the birthday story Rin is training in Japan, not Sydney. FS1 doesn't specify his training location post All Japan and Sydney tournament, but we know he's in Japan at least for the winter holidays.

So, if this birthday story is supposed to be canon, it must be set a month after FS1 final scene (another possibility being that's a parallel universe or set way further into the future). Now keeping that in mind, try reading it again, especially these parts:

I can hear Haru’s breathing from the lane next to me. The water is hot.

This is a dream. I know that. But I keep swimming anyway. Haru’s pulse echoes through the water and I cut through that water with a rough stroke. My breathing naturally speeds up. It’s the first time I’ve felt this in a while. Even after I woke up from the dream, I felt a bit dazed from the after effects of it for a while.

Rin, who's dropped free, on his bd morning dreams about swimming with Haru 😭 (and sensing his pulse through the water, i swear RH swimming is the most sensual thing, no wonder it alludes to a wet dream so unsubtly)

Then, after his training session with Mikhail, he gets kidnapped by Makoto, Sousuke and Kisumi, meaning he's in Japan:

I got my bag and left the facility.

The next thing I knew, I was being grabbed by arms from behind. Since I was so surprised, my body froze.

“We’ve come to get you, Rin♡” “Sorry for surprising you!”

When I turned around I saw Kisumi and Makoto’s smiling faces.

“Huh!? Woah, you guys, what are you doing!?”

It was no use. They acted like they didn’t even hear my objections. They just kept pulling me and shoved me in the backseat of a car. There was a familiar face sitting in the driver’s seat.

“You’re in on this too? Sousuke?”

Now, I have no idea how in hell they organized the nostalgic party with the whole Samezuka gang + Reigisa's video message... And only Haru being mysteriously absent. But then we get this:

Suddenly Makoto sat next to me and pulled a wooden owl out of his pocket.

“This arrived at my place this morning. I think it’s probably a present for you.”

“Hm? What is this?”

Not understanding his words, I looked at Makoto.

“I think since he’s at a high altitude training camp right now and can’t give it to you himself, he sent it to me”

Oh, I see. The one who sent this weird present was surely…… Makoto gave a small nod.

“Hehe, it kinda looks like you doesn’t it?”

I said “What’s with that?” and took the wooden owl* from Makoto while laughing. The more I look at it the less I understand his taste. But it’s really like him. I guess it can’t be helped, I’ll accept it.

My body was engulfed in heat. I made a promise in my head to start swimming even more like myself tomorrow.

*owls are signs of good luck because the Japanese word for owl(fukuro) sounds similar to the japanese word for luck(fuku)

Haru didn't send it directly to Rin and instead sent to Makoto leaving him to guess what's it for. He didn't text a happy birthday message either. This subtle angst actually makes so much sense after FS1, turning a funny Haru being typical Haru episode into so much more omg. Just imagine Haru carving that owl in the camp, on his free time between sleep and the attempts to turn himself into a swimming machine, angrily talking himself into letting go but being unable to... Who even needs fanfics? I'm done.

UPD: Ok but this story is too good to not write a fanfic based on it, so I did it:

#rinharu #harurin #free! the final stroke #fs spoiler #sea muses #but seriously i won't be surprised if they thought it through

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torikaku · 3 years

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🐲 Malleus Draconia: touching his horns

I've been bearing this idea since the revealing what is hidden under Malleus' bangs. And I finally wrote it. In this piece you touch his horns and make him blush, hehe.

The reader is ambiguous. Enjoy :)

upd: here you can touch his tail :3

“Are you looking at my horns? If you're so curious, you can touch them freely. But only if you are ready to see what will happen afterwards. Fufufu...”

Malleus' voice snaps you from your thoughts. A second ago you were spacing out. The horned male felt your gaze on himself and decided to call you out.

You straighten on your chair and clutch a book in your hands tighter. You feel your cheeks warming with embarrassment.

Malleus offered his company to you while you're studying, but instead of helping you, he teases you which makes it hard for you to save your face around him.

The fae is sitting across from you, one of his hands holds his chin as his elbow is on the table. He has such a smug expression: he's smirking, and his eyes are half-closed, carefully studying your reaction.

As you bite your lower lip, your wide eyes shoot down to the book, and you bury your face in the said book. You hear him chuckle again. Well damn, you can't study now.

Aren’t you adorable? Malleus closes his eyes, and his smile becomes wider. He caught your gaze on his horns quite often, but you never asked to touch them. But he's curious what you'll do if he allows doing so. Even though he warned you about certain consequences if you do touch his horns, but actually he's not going to do anything to you, he just messes around with you a little.

Since you can't focus on your book, you peek from it and see Malleus playing with his Tamagotchi. Even though you feel embarrassed being caught, you still can't help but fantasizing about touching Malleus' horns. You always wanted to do so but never dared to ask, because you didn't want to offend him, and touching without asking is much worse... You think about his words. Do they mean that he allows you to touch him? Even if you face consequences, you can't lose this opportunity. But since you're his significant other, maybe he will have some mercy on you.

Now or never... You take a deep breath and close your book. You stand from your chair and come to Malleus' side. He raises his head and watches you expectantly as you come closer to him and stand beside him. He says nothing, just smirks and turns a little to you as you take a deep breath and reach out your hands to touch his horns. As you grab them, Malleus feels a pleasant chill running down his spine. He closes his eyes and exhales.

You still can't believe that you're doing it. You look at Malleus' face to observe his reaction, but only see his relaxed expression and him smiling meekly.

Since he stays silent, you decide to continue.

You release his horns. Then, you run with your index finger along one horn -- from its base to its tip -- to feel its texture. You do the same with the other one. They are actually quite smooth and pleasant to touch.

Little you know that Malleus' horns are sensitive, and he feels every your fingers' motion. He has this pleasant chill on his nape and feels goosebumps on his skin.

“How does it feel?” You finally dare to ask him.

“Hmm... I can't say. It's odd but in a good way. It's nice actually...” Saying this, Malleus opens his eyes, raises his head and looks up to you. You study his face and notice his small smile and tender gaze. The horned man looks at you with such love in his eyes, even though his cheeks are flushed with a pink colour. It seems that he's embarrassed about what you are doing.

Before returning to paying attention to Malleus’ horns, you want to study his face more. You see that his bangs are slightly moved aside due to his raising his head. But you notice that there's something under them. With your fingers, you comb the bangs back to look better at his forehead.

“Oh. What is this?” You carefully run your index finger across the thing on his forehead.

“Ah... These are just... parts of my horns... scales...” The breath hitches in his throat as you pay so close attention to his face and slide your fingers on his scales.

Malleus never felt so embarrassed like this before. Of course, you two were in situations when you made him blush, but he usually can compose himself and is used to teasing you to make you flush. But now it's you who makes his cheeks flame. Nobody dares to even a lay a finger on him, but he's allowed you to touch his horns -- which is quite intimate for him. But still, he isn't stopping you and is enjoying the situation.

His train of thoughts is interrupted when the fae feels your lips on his forehead -- you kiss the scales on his forehead. Oh wow. His blushing is increasing. His heart beats in his ribcage erratically.

You hold Malleus' face in your hands and slide your thumbs across his cheeks. It's a rare sight to see the dragon fae blushing, so you enjoy it to the fullest.

Malleus inhales and exhales, trying to compose himself. He looks up at you and sees you smirking smugly at him.

Ah. What a mischievous little one you are.

He smirks himself, taking your hands in his, removing them from his face. Holding them, Malleus stands up and looks down at you.

“My dear, I believe you are ready to face the consequences...”

Eh?

You hoped he wouldn't do anything to you.

He wraps his arms around your torso, lifting you up and making you sit on the table. He stands between your legs, holding your face in his hands. His bangs are still combed back, and his eyes gleam with a beautiful jade colour. Malleus is so breathtaking...

“Now it's my turn to touch you”, after saying this his lips indeed touch yours.

#twst #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #twst imagines #twst scenarios #malleus draconia x reader #malleus draconia #twst malleus

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zu-is-here · 2 years

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Zuu!!! How are you??? How's the weekend been

Hii Gayfish!! I'm great, thanks <3 The weekend's been busy but luckily I have a day off tomorrow as well (not to rest but to finish the same things :'D)

What about you? ♡ How's yours been??

P. S. I've seen your other ask! *0* Gotta reply too—

UPD:

If only I could draw peacefully :'D It's just that I’ve been thinking about the upcoming vacation aaand that's why I’m getting a visa! ☆ So tomorrow I’m going to give my fingerprints instead of working heh ٩( ᐛ )و Hopefully I'll get approved, wish me luck! <3

It's a bit snowy here now but it got warmer recently so there's ice everywhere (ice skating yayyy— XD) Hope it'll be snowing for you too! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°

I used to not be really interested in fnaf and I knew the basic plot only, but for Sun&Moon, I watched the whole walkthrough of Security Breach (with every ending) (ﾟ∀ﾟ) There were moments I really enjoyed! Especially the story of Vanessa-Vanny, I'd like to know more *^* The fandom still doesn't hook me tho, but in my heart, there'll always be Sun, Moon, and that robot that scares you into a heart attack just to offer you a map. UGH XD

OH what kind of games were these ones?? (*'▽'*) As they say, the last is the first from the end! ;D You're so lucky to take part in *^*

Henry!! (〃ω〃) The best boy! What a cutieee <3

Milady has deigned to take a nap (ùwú)zzz

Aw YAY!! Congratulations! \(//∇//)\ You two are doing a grrreat work, I'm so excited for the premiere! ☆

P. S. Oh no problem here!╰(*´︶`*)╯Guess I just overdid it with the hidden meanings XP

Heheh true! ;D Thank you a looot (〃ω〃)☆

I'm planning to travel to Spain with my family *w* Thanks a lot! <3

Fair enough! (*'▽'*) Ooff *hugs* this game is truly cool just for its horror atmosphere which feels so real (x3x)

And thank you for the recommendation! (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)

Nooo what's this game about?? (・∀・)

I'm sorry I missed this one from the previous chain—

It was! (*´﹃｀*)

You don't make toasts at all?? :0 That's true <3

Awww that would be amazing indeed! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)☆

Build-a-Bear! (๑>◡<๑) We don't have it here but I've heard about this and it looks awwwsome ♡

Hmm! ☆ It reminds me a bit of rum baba, a small cake soaked in syrup made with hard liquor, super sugary as well ♪

#updated #ask #zu is happy #Koshka

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aurik6 · 2 years

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Aomine Makoto

"You asked me, what did I wanted? I don't want anything... I don't wanna be here anymore. All these things, all those people... I'm sick of this life..."

"Sometimes i feel like am alive... Again, I mean. I don't know how to describe this, because I simply can't do that using the words...

Everything trembles, everything sings like a spring, I finally can feel the reality around me.

That's how youth sounds..."

Makoto

Birthday: 29th of November

Age: 17

Height: 169 cm

Weight: 59 kg

Race: human

Has a sort of bipolar disorder but doesn't do anything about that, because hasn't found this out. Usually acts as a confident flamboyant teenager and do everything to be appreciated by others, but actually wants to quit everything she had achieved and just lying somewhere watching the nature

Upd:

Actually has the bipolar disorder, but it can't be noticed easily. Acts confident, flamboyant, sometimes brusque, but honest most of the time. Wants to be loved more than anything, but can't find the person who'd love her and suffers because of that.

Sugimoto Tsumugi

"Do you know who you are?.. You people are so pathetic. You have no chances to be useful, to be above that all. So pathetic... I've seen Them, They told me I'm the one, I'm special... I am."

Tsumugi

Birthday: 8th of July

Birrhday: 7th of July

Age: 18

Age: 14

Height: 174 cm

Height: 158 cm

Weight: 47 kg

Race: human

An autistic girl, who has been diagnosed since age of 11. Basically doesn't understand what people want from her, never tried to understand them and feel the same as they do. She's always been in a "separated room" towards the people and society and it was her decision. She genuinely believes she's special and the God blessed her. Has claimed to Makoto that she saw and talked to God...

FRIENDS

To be honest, they relationship had never reminded of a friendship. To lonely weird girls, (the one just didn't want to be with people and the other felt that people didn't need her), were supposed to be close enough, because everyone needs a friend.

Makoto thought that Tsumugi won't reject her, because once she said Makoto was the only person who understood her.

Was that a lie? Kind of, actually. Words are spoken, deeds are done, and no one cares anymore, no one takes responsibility.

Tsumugi said she'd seen a God. And the God told her that Makoto isn't special. Why? Only God's know.

Was that a lie? Noone knows, but Makoto gave up on trusting people.

Though, she loved Tsumugi, but now she has no clue what's with her...

#makotoaomine #diabolik lovers #diabolik oc #oc moodboard #tsumugi sugimoto #lol whats that

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spvrkvoid · 2 years

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While watching entire Cyberverse I've been listening to Age Of Rage. It is a russian metal band, which songs fit Cyberverse show perfectly, to the Transformers indeed, which songs I relate so much, which songs made me cry for many times, which songs empowered me to overcome my own life difficulties and which songs greatly influenced my ideology and changed me forever, alongside Cyberverse. I basically went through a stage of adulting this way. Age of Rage mean a lot to me.

They perform songs in english though many of the coolest ones are in russian. I don't know if there's any translation to those yet but I want to share this SO BAD so I SURE HOPE you'll enjoy even if only eng ones.

Upd: I reviewed my playlist and umm, damn, I lied to you, I attached my most favorite songs and only one song of theese is in english. I'll share the rest in another post lol

Here we go

Wartime cybertron:

("The City Of Forbidden Dreams")

("For The Thousandth Time") Shadowstriker again. She's my fave since the beginning, so

("At Least Say Hello") BUMBLEBEE.SHADOWSTRIKER. FF "TRIFFLING" BY HONEYBEE. THIS SONG SOUNDS LIKE IF BEE REFERED TO HER. BITCH. FEEL SO NOSTALGIC

("Driven By A Sunrise")

Post-war:

(yes I just added entire album "Сотня" ("The Hundred") lol)

("The Hundred") the most epic song of the album actually, it's all about unity

("Scars") REFER THIS TO SHADOWSTRIKER. ESPECIALLY THIS ONE.

("Alive Here And Now" or "In Spite Of Death")

("Only Memories")

("Every Night")

I LOVE AGE OF RAGE SO MUCH AAA

#transformers #cyberverse #tfc #transformers cyberverse #tf cyberverse #age of rage #ageofrage #IMPORTANT #rock #metal #russian rock #russianrock #russian metal #russianmetal #So many tags #Spotify #my post

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gremlinanonstoryblog · 3 years

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✨Update✨

For all the angst gremlins out there, here you have a treat

So, we all stayed watching rwby the whole afternoon, and some point, I got up and went to take a bath, and those two stayed watching in the living room, and Miss oh honey told me what they had a talk and told me what they talked about and oh boy

Now I'm gonna be writing Miss oh honeys POV

When Gremlin got out of the living room, me and our roommate were watching rwby volume 4, but right after Gremlin gets out, our roommate let's out a sigh, pauses the show, turns to me and says "I have something I need to talk about with you"

"Ok, shoot"

"I- I'm in love with Gremlin!"

I didn't anwser because honey I KNOW

YOU TWO WERE FUCKING OBVIOUS FROM THE VERY BEGGINING IDIOT!!!

I need to play my wingwoman part for Gremlin so we can get our crush, so I played dumb

"Oh- Really? When did you realize it?"

"Some time after we moved together, like, two months after I think"

"And why are you telling me this and not her?"

"Because you're my bestiiiieee!" (They were doing an annoying voice)

"Yeah yeah, and I'm ruby rose"

"Ok ok... Look, I told you this cause you two seem to be getting close and... Sigh And since you two have simillar past expiriences you probably understand her better so I thought that you could help me figure this out"

OH HONEY YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW CLOSE WE JUST GOT!!!

And JESUS LORD YOU TWO DENSE MORRONS ARE GONNA DRIVE ME INSANE!!!

But enough of that, I need to keep being a wingwoman, and sorry gremlin, but I chose to be as direct as possible, so I said

"You know... She actually started talking to me because she had a crush on you and didn't know what to do about it"

"Wait- What- Are you joking???"

"No you dense idiot!!! I'm telling you SHE LOVES YOU DAMN IT!!!"

They were silent, but since we are here confessing, I tried to slip my confession too

"Jesus crist! I could have a crush on you since we were kids and you would never notice!!!"

"Pffff... Like that would ever happend! We are best friends!!! We would never like each other that way!... Right?"

I- That fucking hurts!!! I just- It's not like I wasn't expecting this but still- IT FUCKING HURTS!!!

But, that dense idiot did notice a thing about this, so I kept my cool and kept being a wingwoman to my darlin and anwsered

"Right... But tho, what are you gonna do know that you know that Gremlin likes you back?"

"I'm gonna confess to her!!! But thing is, I don't know how to do that..."

"Just be honest dumbass!!! Get there and just say I love you"

"That- Is it that simple?"

"YES IT IS!!! NOW GO AND TELL HER DUMBASS"

As said this they jumped out of the sofa and ran to where Gremlin was and when I finally got myself alone I- I broke... It hit me that I'm always gonna be frienfzoned no matter what... And... I donno I just... I feel like I would end up alone eventually... Like... They are both gonna leave one day and I will be alone... Again... I know it's stupid to think this and I know that none of them are gonna just leave because of this but... And don't take me wrong, my priority is their happiness and there is nothing I wouldn't do form them but... I can't help it... I feel it and it's not like I can stop it... I can't stop this intense lonelyness... The only thing I can do is cry... So I did... I stayed there waiting for them...

Now it's gonna be Gremlins POV

So, after I finished drying my hair I started heariing loud footsteps, they were getting closer and closer and before I know it I have my roommate in front of me with an expression I cannot read

They rapidly get closer to me, hold my cheeks in both hands and say "Gremlin, I love you"

I just- BEFORE I PANIC! I asked "Platonic or love love?"

"Ok, let me refrase that. Do you wanna be my girlfriend?"

I- WHAT THE FUCK!?!? SINCE WHEN ARE YOU THIS CASUAL!?!?!? I MEAN- You are casual about a lot of things but- JESUS FUCKING CRIST I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS!!!! NOT AT ALL!!!!

But I need give them an anwser and also tell them about me and Miss oh honey so, I swalloud and started talking

"I- Yes I do but- I need to tell you something first"

"O-Ok"

"So, me and Miss oh honey... We are together..."

"WHAT!? BU-"

"LET ME FINISH!!! So, we are indeed together but... We both like you and agreed to get you to like us too... If you're not confortable with this it's okay but... I love both of you and she loves both of us"

"I- Just- Wow... Ok... I need to confess I suspected that she liked me more than a friend and honestly now that I think of it... I do too... But I still like you too and this all confusing as fuck but... I'm willing to try and figure this out with both of you, so yeah, I'm okay with this!"

"I'm glad"

"Wait- She likes me and I just- oh no..."

"What is it?"

"I DID SHIT"

"Wha-"

AND BEFORE I COULD ASK!!! They PICKED ME UP and went to living room

When we got there, Miss oh honey was sleeping on the sofa and she still had her face wet with tears

My roommate ( I mean, my partner now- Jesus crist I have two girlfriends now :0 ) sat beside Miss oh honey, layed her head on their lap and looked at me with that sad kitty face

After seing this I needed to ask "What happened?"

"Basically I told her that I liked you, she told me you liked me and I think that she tried to give me a hint that she liked me too but I didn't notice and end up friendzoning her..."

"oh jesus you really did mess up"

After a while we also started getting tired so our roommate picked miss oh honey and we all went to bed

It's morning now and Miss oh honey and I already woke up and she told me in more detail what happend as I wrote it

She feel asleep again some minutes ago and thats when I started writing my POV, I didn't tell her anything cause I want us all to talk about this, so yeah, I'm waiting for them to wake up so we call talk about this

Hope ya'll okay and have a nice day/afternoon/evening/night

- Gremlin anon😺 and Miss oh honey😿

#gremlin anon #gremlin anons roommate #miss oh honey

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anfie-in-the-box · 3 years

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Fragments of Shattered Dreams Hurt So Much (But You’re the Only One I Need to Heal)

Fragment Five, Where Having a Fever Isn’t the Only Way to Have a Bad Time

Dream is at a loss. If only it were curiosity and nothing more, everything would be so simple! But it isn’t. His curiosity would be satisfied by now, Dream can bet. No, it is something else entirely that drives him closer to Cross, whose illness is only getting worse as time goes. Cross seems to somehow find Dream’s presence comforting, even when he’s unconscious and overall weak. Well, if that gets Cross back to work faster, Dream can let it slide and humor him, if only a little bit. Besides, his suffering makes Dream stronger anyway, so the situation itself is more beneficial than not. It’s not like he has lots of better things to do, too. Might as well sit a little beside Cross, intently watching his face twisting from constant pain, closely listening to his coughs, whines, and whimpers.

All the barely audible “d-d… D-Dream…” are always there, too. It would’ve hurt if Dream weren’t cursed, he thinks. Now it certainly does not, yet this miserable muttering just won’t leave Dream’s mind, lying on his shoulders as a great weight that cannot possibly be lifted. The feeling is very, very odd, Dream can’t figure it out, can’t fathom how and why he feels the way he does. Ultimately it doesn’t matter though, not really. Going with the flow is fine by Dream, after all, especially when there isn’t much to be done. It’s only practical to stay put, no unnecessary movements, no wasting of precious energy. No stupid, utterly pointless talking, too, for there is nobody to talk to in the first place. Dream is kind of grateful for that metaphorical silence (Cross is still coughing and whining all the time, mind you, it isn’t quiet at all), the place isn’t nearly as tense as before. Cross keeps being… difficult.

Even now he is.

Absent-minded, Dream still registers never-ending hurt somewhere deep inside his rotting cursed soul. Although what it might be is beyond his understanding, it’s just. Here. Always. If only Dream payed more attention to the feeling, he could have realized that it’s getting much more intense with every pained whine, every heavy cough of Cross. But Dream doesn’t focus on that, and that’s not even a completely conscious decision, more like a mix of instincts and intuition. It’s dangerous for him to focus on such things.

Dream doesn’t want to die, just like any other living being. Dream also needs Cross alive, for much more reasons than he might think. So when Cross hoarsely whispers his name again, Dream squeezes his hand.

“I’m here.” Even though he isn’t sure who and what he is, or where this ‘here’ is. He’s still here.

。。。

Credits:

Read it on ao3

Read Russian version on ficbook or fanficus

。。。

Notes

The end of the year is always one of the hardest periods for me, and every day is worse than the previous one. Besides, the story is getting significantly more intense with each chapter, which really didn't help to write this one. Also it's time to change the perspective from Cross to Dream, and Shattered Dream is very, very difficult for me to figure out. I'm extremely unsure about this work, but, since I see no way to improve it, I'm posting it anyway.

UPD. Finally writing down all the references!

The title refers to the comic's fifth chapter, "Cross has a fever" (, but he’s not the only one who feels bad).

The very first paragraph is totally based on the ask about Dream's decision to hold Cross' hand.

"Cross keeps being... difficult" part is kind of a hint to Dream having an inkling about Cross manipulating him; it's also a bit of a foreshadowing for the future parts, where there'll be, well, disagreements, to put it mildly (I mean, the kiss scene and the scene with the ring and the locket are intense as hell, aren't they?)

Also not really a reference, just something I'd like to share. I'm trying to put here and there some hints that Dream understands his situation much more than he might seem, he's just pushing it away in order to stay safe (as safe as the cursed one can be). In this one, it's mostly the part about the hurt from Cross being sick. And that's the subject I will only keep unfolding in the next fragments; although I'm not sure if I'm doing it well, but I guess we'll see, right?

Anyway, thanks for reading, take care, and stay tuned for more!

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vole-mon-amour · 8 months

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Started watching THG (2012). They changed the amount of times Gale's name has been inserted. Katniss BUYS the mockingjay pin while in the book she gets it gifted by the Mayor's daughter after she's volunteered instead of Prim, and that pin is to represent their district and to remember that there are people that care. Oh, and no way 23 y.o. Lawrence looks like 16 y.o. Katniss. Gale doesn't look his age, either. Too old.

It's been only 8 minutes 47 second, and it's already a mess. :)

UPD:

I ship them in spite. :) Really curious to see what he does in the books that people refuse to ship them. because here it definitely looks more romantic than in the book. In the book he's her ultimate comfort, but it's platonic.

<3

A nice reminder to me that it was, indeed, Gale who carried Prim when she started screaming and crying. Yeah. Yeeeah...

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Where's the "I asked for District 12"? C'mon.

They could've EASILY made the movie better by inserting Katniss' inner monologue like it is in the book. And not making it look like Peeta came up with holding hands and not Cinna. Rude.

I like him, idk why 'cause he's obviously an alcoholic and he's an asshole, BUT. Cinna should've been their mentor for real. "You're like that around Haymitch."

Wtf happens here? Why is she helping him? Why are they making it look like she hasn't decided that it's either her or him? Wtfffff. They're setting it up for the ship & I hate it. So fucking forced.

It's such a shame they didn't include how Katniss was crying bc she thought she was done for and Haymitch then being soft with her, "How about you, sweetheart?"

But yeah, they nailed the mood in here. Haymitch. <3

Cinna <3 I'm quite surprised they chose an older actor for his role. In the book I thought of him as a younger one. If this is his first time at the Games, where was he before that?

Typical Haymitch. I wonder if he has some serious trauma in his past that made him a drunk and and asshole.

Cinna but the book one please. <3

??? I mean, it's said in the book he's being charming there but ??? I mean, yeah, he waved at people and pretended to look comfortable, but he's being sooo comfortable.

The way she grabbed him. Ruin him, girl. <3 And all of that on heels!! And she never wore heels before in her life. I'd watch a man trying to pull that off, they'd break an ankle.

#natiswatching #thg #i watched it back in the day but i hated it #now that i got past the beginning of the book i'm curious #i seem to like some movies now that i hated back in the day #katniss x gale

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agendratum · 3 years

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ok so this is going to be a weird call for help, but it’s worth a try anyway. i saw a gif (or maybe a gifset?) a while ago (which means anywhere from a week ago to two months ago, i have a terrible sense of how much time passes and if i had a better one, a lot of things would be way easier for me, including this one). so i saw a gif of what most likely was some thai bl drama (most likely bl, probably but not 100% certainly thai). i don’t remember who made the gifset, how i found it, who’s blog it was on, what was the name of the drama, i can only try to describe what was happening in the gif. so two guys, one is pushing the other against a bed, maybe saying something afterwards (i think there might have been subtitles on the gifs). the guy getting pushed looks kinda scared and worried, but not really in a bad way, you know what i mean? also i don’t wanna give any false information here cause i may be terribly misremembering it, but the guy that pushed him was also pinning his hands to the bed, maybe??

anyway, i know, great description, only like 300 dramas with the exact same scene to choose from, but IF it rings any bells, and you know what gifset i’m talking about, or recognize the scene and know the name of the drama itself, please, god, send it my way, my crops are dying

now, a little context under the cut, because i don’t want to make this post too long, but also what the fuck, right laskd (also i’m in a talkative mood)

UPD: anon drunklikeadream found it!!! here

so today night shift i worked from the office with my two other coworkers. technically we still work from home (and considering the situation, will work from home till the end of the days, not complaining tho, again, considering the situation), but if you’re either vaccinated or did a test the same week that you want to work from the office, you can actually show up and work from there. so it’s as safe as it gets. we do that sometimes, because a) we miss the company of other HUMAN BEINGS and b) office just has nicer monitors, big and comfortable, and i miss them every day.

naturally, when you don’t see each other for so long and then start working together again, you spend more time, as we say in russian, “kicking dicks” (wasting time and doing nothing) than actually working. that happens every time with different topics, for example last time we watched livestreams with kittens, and the time before that we googled a shitload of famous american actors to see which one of them (well, their families) came from ussr (spoiler, A LOT of them did)

anyway, this time it was bl dramas. i have no memory of how that conversation started, we just started discussing them, two of us recommending some to our third coworker. started looking up some clips and shit, my coworker sent some to us, i didn’t miss an opportunity to show them advance bravely (the bts struggling clip, of course)

and then i was like, shit, i actually saw this gifset that looked quite appealing, i wonder what that was, but i have to idea how to find it now. and my coworker, who knows way more bl dramas than i do, threw some suggestions at me, and the search began. we went through the tags for the dramas she suggested, looked up just the general thai bl tag, i went though my archive, but i guess i didn’t rb it, went though my likes too, but i guess i also didn’t like it?? went though almost every blog i could think of that i see and visit that could have rbd this, but still nothing, we spent THE WHOLE shift looking for it. nothing. (worst case scenario, no one i know had the set, and it was in one of the blogs tumblr recommended to me that day) the parting words from my coworker, as we said goodbye to each other this morning, were to look for it and finally find it, cause she will be waiting for the solution of this mystery.

so here i am

please help

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#personal #i guess askjdlsa

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