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elephant-in-the-pride-parade · 10 months

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I saw my first AI "fic" today.

The user who posted the AI creation added "goes to show we still need writers" I took that to mean they were uploading it to show how bad the AI creation was. Due to that, I felt more okay opening it for investigatory purposes (I made a post a while ago saying that AI would produce a facimile of creativity and I was curious how correct that would prove to be).

In a word, I was extremely correct. The fic had no-to minimal scene intros or transitions, banal dialogue, characters flat enough to feel ooc, silly to non existent conflicts, and it "tells" everything (no showing, no extended metaphors or insightful similes).

Scarily though, each snippet was coherent. Like sure, the characters were flat and the conflicts (when they exist) one dimensional and the turns of phrase often felt cliche (which is exactly what one would expect to get from an AI, which formulates sentences based off of how often words go next to eachother). But the scenes themselves make sense. If AI wasnt in the title I wouldnt have been able to tell the difference between this and a 15 yo's first fic.

The danger of course is that this is how AI starts out. The more people use them, and input content into them they will get better at producing this facimile of a creative work. AI could probably learn to produce some or all of the common components of storytelling that I've noticed this and other AI products lack.The scarier danger for me is when it becomes good enough to justify publishing houses and studios attempting to replace expensive human writers. (And to a degree clogging up AO3... although I hope enough people in fandom are here for the human connections that that wouldnt be a concern...).

Look, AI will never be keeping human writers out of fandom. Theres no finite number of spots on AO3. But AI could keep human writers out of screenwriting and book writing (which do have finite spots/finite funds for written works) and then... we lose something beautiful and precious.

The beauty of human writers is that they constantly have new things to say because every lived experience is so unique and precious. no two people will write a character's emotions the same way or capture the tension of a plot with the same words. I have read and will keep reading thousands of fanfics about the same canon characters because each person captures their pain and love and failures and triumphs in new and exciting ways. Humans always bring something new to the table. Humans always keep learning. Experimenting. Changing the conversation. An AI will never be able to say anything new. They are actively doing the opposite of human thinking and creating. Theyre not doing research or looking up new words or playing with new turns of phrase. Instead theyre cycling through a fixed set of applicable word choices and chosing the one with the highest percent match for what should come after the previous word.

So three bad things happen if you all start using AI as a fic production shortcut:

The AI improves its deepfakes of creativity. your requests, inputted content, and feedback all help it update the word selection math it is doing in the background. This makes it more likely that canon content stops being created by real people and instead starts being replwced by AI products.

You learn and feel nothing. I mean it. Writing is a joy because every creation is a new research rabbit hole. a new word looked up in the thesaurus. a new way to make your readers sob from the feels. AI robs you of that process. So you think less. You explore characters less. You are deprived the joy of marinating in your blorbos angst and pain and love and joy while you decide exactly how to put that into words. Youre deprived the satisfaction of your own work. (And by being deprived of the process above you also dont learn how to write. because the AI is not writing.)

Your readers lose out. Sure the AI has produced something perfectly spelled and grammared... but nothing new has been said. The grand conversation we are constantly having by writing and reading fic and exclaiming about characters stagnates and then festers. No new stories get told. AI is only producing things that look like what came before. your readers dont get any joy from new thoughts. new ideas. changed minds. changed perspectives... none of that happens. (Again I want to go back to point one. Im not worried about AO3 drowning in AI fics as much as I am worried that canon content will become overrun with it).

#ai #ai fic #chat gpt

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femmefatalevibe · 1 year

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Hello I'm sorry to bother you but I was wondering if you could lend some advice about online friends? I'm only 19yrs old right now and I'm fairly new to social media related things because I had a late start to being involved with phones and internet stuff because of strict parents. (I understand if you prefer not to answer so it's okay to delete this ask 🖤)

Tw: there's bully related issues involved aswell as slight depression.

But well...I had a good friend (on here actually) and what happened is we were both going through very bad times in our lives which caused us to start to disagree and misunderstand eachother alot.

I tried to console her and support her as best as I could because she was going through a lot of negative family related issues and I didn't want her to feel alone, but as time went on and I explained to her I was also very unhappy and sad because of a severe bullying problem that I started to close myself off and developed a bit of a trust issue with the people around me online because I was afraid maybe this anonymous hatred was coming from someone I know so at times I was in the wrong aswell with the way I spoke to her.

That being said she was not very considerate of my sadness and feelings, I was personally upset with the way she would speak to me as someone younger than her and someone I trusted to tell my issues to; she would speak to me very rudely and would say hurtful things like "you should see a doctor" or "I think you have low self-esteem" and that was not something I personally found respectable to say to me when I was just explaining my bullying issues to her.

I felt very alone and a couple days later I had apologize to her for probably upsetting her with my negative problems, I personally never meant to give her stress because I understood she was still stressed herself; so later on we talked again and once again she completely disrespected my feelings and I asked her if she still wanted to be friends which she responded with a "No" and I felt very betrayed quite frankly but I also had to understand that she and I were drifting apart from the beginning.

She was one of my best friends so I tried to tell her I didn't want us to drift apart like this but she started to become very angry and belittled my feelings and me myself by using my mental well-being against me and I just couldn't take it anymore so I ended up blocking her.

But I'm still hurt and sometimes I feel very angry at her but other times I miss her alot; even figuring out another friend of mines is friends with her I wish all three of us could be together as friends...

I am still very bitter about it because I miss my old friend despite our anger, sadness and misunderstandings to eachother's personal issues.

Do you have any advice on how to cope with a broken online friendship? And also for you personally how do you feel about a friend still talking to a old toxic friend?

I would really appreciate your advice and thank you for your time on this matter. 🖤

Hi love!

Thank you for trusting me with these vulnerable emotions. Allow me to first let you know that your pain and sadness over the devolution of this friendship are completely valid. In a situation like this where both people are going through difficult seasons and someone chooses to be hostile, please know that this person is too self-involved to be a good friend to you. While she may have her own understandable issues, you should only keep friends who ultimately enhance your life and support your emotional well-being. Her actions are a reflection of her inner wounds, not yours. So, by pleading to be part of her life again, you only betray yourself and your needs. Take that sentiment into consideration the next time you beg her to connect.

Hope this helps xx

#friend advice #friendship #making friends #internet friends #online friends #femmefatalevibe #q/a

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vilelittlecritter · 1 year

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Thinking about what would happen if you combine Resident Evil with Omori in an au.

Can't stop thinking about Basil Winters. The both of them are so pathetic and sad they are meant to be combined into the saddest wet sponge.

My boy can get stabbed so many times and just put the goop juice in and be okay.

I would imagine the plot would be post True ending so be warned of spoilers.

It would probs go that Sunny and Kel or just Sunny go missing alongside a bunch of other people and Hero and Aubrey although upset and scared they don't feel like there's alot they can do other than the bare minimum like hanging flyers.

Basil on the other hand being the little feral goblin he is gets in a car and goes fifty over the speed limit looking for these fucks.

I imagine why hero and Aubrey wouldn't do the same is because this would take place like 4 to 7 years after the truth so they haven't talked to eachother much as well as they've matured alot. Of course I'm not saying they would do nothing they'd definitely be searching and asking for help and clues but Basil would go way too far into it. Like staying up for nights without sleep searching for any possible place they could have gone.

By some chance that I don't know how he finds a good lead and heads out there only for typical resident evil shenanigans to occur. Poor Basil's just fighting for his damn life but hey it's worth it for his besties.

I would imagine that because of this being post true ending alot of it would be the friends dynamic of meeting eachother again after years in such a weird circumstance. Hero would probably play a kind of Hunnigan role with him calling Basil to help him with stuff like clues and first aid while Aubrey playing a kind of Claire role with her eventually chasing after Basil.

They work together kind of forcefully with them honestly really not being comfortable with the predicament but for what's at stake they try to put it aside.

Basil feels entitled to help Sunny and Kel out of his kind hearted nature and a heavy amount of guilt. Although doing alot better mentally he still feels the absolute weight of what happened all that time ago and refuses to let go, well because how could you let go of that. He hates himself for what he did and swears that the least he can do is help find Sunny. Sunny still means just about everything to him and the both of them are really the only two in the group who have stayed relatively close. Although grown up and mature he's still too nice for his own good with him going out of his way to endanger himself for the benefit of others. He knows very well that what he's doing could seriously hurt him or even kill him but he's willing to take that risk. And to him even if he dies the work he's out in will at least act as some help to the rest looking. The poor guy is still pretty messed up.

Aubrey although deadset on not wanting to talk to Basil chases after him because as much as she hates to admit a part of her misses Basil and is frightened about him getting hurt. Basil and Aubrey out of the entire friend group likely new eachother the longest and were definitely close. Aubrey still feels horrible for the years of torment she made Basil go through but she also finds it painful to even look at him because of the truth. She basically cut all connection and communication to him not out of spite but out of fear of being hurt or hurting him again. A part of her feels like she should never forgive him but there's another part that just wants her friend back. And as the story progresses she slowly opens up to Basil about how difficult it is talking to him again and by the end maybe they try to make things work again after the absolute nightmare they went through. Overall Aubrey is still an emotional wreck and the crazy resi monsters are absolutely not helping

Hero upon finding out what Basil's been doing bombards his messages and calls him constantly in a desperate attempt to not have him do something incredibly stupid. He doesn't want to talk to Basil but also doesn't want the moron to end up getting himself killed because he's getting involved in something he certainly isn't qualified to be a part of. Hero also still can't help but be the big brother in this situation, even after what happened he would never forgive himself if he let Basil just wander off and hurt himself. Mari would have absolutely kicked the shit out of him if she was still around and be knows that. Hero begs for him to just go home but this doesn't work, and after finding out what's truly going on he acts as a support for Basil, giving him useful information, first aid advice and generally helping as much as he can with what he can work with.

No idea what sunny and Kel would be like honestly lol.

And for the virus? Eh I don't know fuckin uuuuuuuuuuuh Mari virus.

oh fuck wait no that's just dreamscape oh god oh fuck...

Uuuuuuugh Mari virus but it's like the mold from re7!!!

He he I'm a genius.

Honestly haven't thought too much about the virus because I'm more interested in the character dynamics than anything, I would love to see Basil's, Aubrey's and hero's interaction after all this time with them now in slightly better places and more mature. They all feel uncomfortable around eachother but all of them deep down just wish things were like how they were before. I honestly imagine by the end of the story Aubrey and Basil would form a kind of sibling bond from fighting the horrors together and being able to get so much of their chest.

Also sunny and Kel are probably gay for eachother in this looooool

Anyway I'm very tired goodnight

#omori #omori fandom #omori au #omori aus #resident evil au #random rambles #i dont know if I'll develop this too much because im still playing with the off

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blythebitez · 2 years

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Yandere Genshin Impact; Vision Marks pt.1

Characters included: Zhongli, Xiao, Venti

Tw: fem reader, Yandere behavior, Dark Content, Toxic relationship, physical violence, NSFW , non-con, drugging

Lovers marking eachother with their own vision marks are common.

Even lovers with the same vision mark each other.

The process is a beautiful thing. It doesn’t hurt at all, when love is Mutual it blooms naturally on your skin. Some say the feeling is akin to soft kisses on your skin; others say it’s like a soft tickle session, with giggles filling your tummy. Some say it’s orgasmic, the best feeling you’ve ever felt in your life, it’ll make you ring out in love for days on end.

People who’ve marked each other are said to feel a connection with one another. They can feel each other’s emotions to an extent and also gain a sense for when the other is in danger.

But; If there isn’t love a foot. Vision marks can be…. Awful.

Vision marks coming from anyone but lovers; hurt.

The pain scale comes from how much malice you have for said person; it could be something of sorta uncomfortable to the feeling of an organ failing.

One that would make you feel uncomfortable would be Zhongli’s.

He’s overbearing. He takes control of your life. But with his Wealth he makes up for it. You want that? Sure. (Just make sure he has his wallet.) With his strength he’ll invite you over and just say “you can’t leave now.” Your escape attempts will end in him simply wagging his finger. “Where do you think you’re going?” His punishments would be spanking, he treats you like a child. Just thinking you’re so innocent and stupid. You don’t realize how good this is for you. This is your home now, HIS vision mark will make you realize it.

“You’ve done it now, you’ve had your fun but now it’s over. I’m tired of these silly little games.” He holds you by your hair and lifts you up with ease. “You’re mine. You’ve always been mine. You’ll see soon.” He whispers his arm moving towards your exposed stomach. You feel a beam of power, unexplained and uncomfortable shifting to and thou in his grasp trying to get away. Now you had a geo vision mark on your lower abdomen, that didn’t belong to you. Blinking and now implanted in your brain was a small voice whispering “this is home.” “This is home.” Your eyes widen, as the thoughts boomed in your head. In about two days or so Zhongli is pleased, your naive brain caved and you finally understood “This is home”.

Xiao’s would be of similar discomfort, but sparks of pain shoot through it every time you disobey him.

It was a simple process. He liked you. He took you. He never understood why humans make things so difficult. Either you learn to love him or he forces you into submission. No matter how much you begged, pled or yelled at him he wasn’t going to let you go. He doesn’t even talk to you most days. He just sits down on the balcony railing with his back turned watching the sky and ground below him. But the second you move. “Where do you think you’re going?”. He makes you feel like more of a nuisance then a lover. The way he rolls his eyes while watching you eat. The way he lets out a small ‘tch’ when you go to sleep. It’s like your bothering him but for some reason he’s keeping you here? He just doesn’t understand human functions nonetheless a human’s mind. Escape attempts are not tolerated by Xiao at all. First of all he’ll find you easily, second of all he will break a bone in your body. A rib, an arm, a leg, as long as it’s not critical to your health he’ll break it. He won’t break more then one at a time, so if you make him really pissed off he’ll have to wait for the first bone to heal and he WILL remember. Then he hears wind about vision marking…

You didn’t do anything. “W-What are you doing!?” You asked the male in confusion and fear. The male had silently picked up your right arm, examining it like he usually does before he breaks it. “M-my left arm is still broken! You said you wouldn’t break two at once-“ “I know what I said…. Be quiet… your panic is annoying.” He said above a whisper still examining your arm. You watched nervously seeing his hand glow lightly, he raised it up as if he was going to hit you. You shriveled back, but his hold on you tightened. “Don’t move.” He commanded. And now he slammed his hand on your right arm. He didn’t break the bone but your brain felt as if it had melted. Your body pulsed rapidly as a anemo mark that didn’t belong to you began to appear on your arm. His eyes watched in curiosity, watching your small spasms and shakes as the mark implanted itself in your body. “Obey” “Obey” “Obey him” began to bounce around your mantle. “Look at me.” When you didn’t… you felt a stinging in your arm. The second you looked at him, it ceased. You’ve been forced to Obey him.

Venti’s would never hurt you…. Per say. His makes you… feel a certain way. Makes you remember only he can make you feel like this.

Venti doesn’t capture you… per say. He keeps you by his side. “Another drink for my fair lady!” “Two more rounds over here!” “One more! One more!” He’s spending so much on you… how could you deny another drink. He keeps you by his side all night, drunken cheeks, slurs and all when he speaks to you. His heart beating quickly, you were the only woman in all of the hundred thousand years of his life that caught his eye. “Don’t goooo~… you can’t leave me…~” he begs holding your arm. “You can’t walk home alone~! It’s night time!” Your drunk, you don’t think about the fact that he’s drunk as well. You nod as Venti leads you home. To his home. You messed up. Now you can’t leave. He’s so nice tho… He brushes your hair lovingly styling it. Makes you food. And he’s so sickeningly sweet, his emotions, his faces the way he looks at you. The way his wings would pop out and a face full of love would stare back at you. It was sickening. He goes out every night and brings back drinks for the both of you to drink tell you black out but he misses the bar, the cheer actually going out with you. He’d love to do that but… you’re just so resentful towards him. He looks naive but he knows the first thing you’ll do is run off. It’s been a month and Venti’s ready to take it to the next level to truly give you ALL of his love. But you deny his advances. He just wants to make you feel good! Hmm… he heard about something lovers do about fifty years ago. Vision marking? Was it?

Venti loomed over you. His face was full of lust. He grasped your face with a love filled smile. His wings fluttering and forming on his back. “Love, please… let me make you feel good~” he held your cheek and kissed you, trying to shove his tongue into mouth but you pushed back on him, moving and kicking him away. “Get off of me! You swine!”. Swine? Venti felt his heart crack… he always knew it but never acted on it. He’s been too nice, he’s been too kind to you. He quickly pounced on you, his grip strong something you’ve never felt before from Venti. His archon marks began to glow, but his look of love never left his face. “My love… I tried everything. I want to be one with you… I want to connect with you… with this you’ll be mine and I’ll be your~” One of his palms grasped the end of your shirt rolling it up and exposing your stomach. His hand then drifted downwards grabbing your pant’s end and exposing your panties to him. Before you could say, move or do anything. You felt a rush, wave, overwhelming heat. Shaking in your legs, boiling in your core, the feeling of burst but not there. A glowing Anemo mark formed on your heat. “Venti! Venti! Venti! Only Venti can make me feel release!” Your brain yelled at you. Your mind was nothing but a pan of scrambled eggs. Your legs bucking, your tongue rolling out of your mouth. You looked towards Venti in nothing more but lust, like a dog in heat. Venti could only smile lovingly leaning in forward and kissing you slipping his tongue into your mouth while his hands went down to your panties, his fingers going to soothe your core. He’s so happy, now he could touch you, now he could love you, now you’ll both become one. Now you’ll both be happy.

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fanficmaniatic · 2 years

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For the ask: IDW or G1 Soundwave please :)

Okey! A bit of a disclaimer. There is much of IDW1 I have yet to read… like every thing before the death of optimus prime, and I have watched G1 just once, so instead of picking one, I am doing both, but just answering for the ones I feel I really can give answers to!

favorite thing about them

G1: Funny enough… His rivalry with Blaster. Just Imagine this single dad having to listen to EVERY SINGLE decepticon Comm unit, take care of his kids, and the only thing that he has to blow steam (not counting killing autobots- plus other stuff I’ll explain later) is making this red DJ know he is better than him. I love a good petty king.

IDW: … Wow, I am, where to beging? I know I am missing all the early stuff, but… Gosh, It kills me how loyal he is to the decepticon goal… I just… There is something so soft in IDW Soundwave that I don’t know how to describe.… He is admirable, and so noble, while still being that piece of scrap I love to pieces, you get it? I can’t even-

least favorite thing about them

G1: … Dont know, pal. Classics does no wrong.

IDW: … Okey, So I wouldn’t say that I 'don't like' this next point, but rather that it deeply pains me in ways I am no sure I can explain… but it is the fact that he doesn’t like music… And I understand why and…. idk man… makes me sad.

favorite line

G1:… About EVERYTHING that dude says is music to my ears, so I can't choose... but honestly? those moments when he is talking with one of the cassettes and he sounds a bit anxious????? YES

IDW: Dont think I have one for him in IDW… yet…

brOTP

G1:… Blaster…. Okey… OKEY, I know I said I loved their rivalry… But HEAR ME OUT!!… What if they were friends?…. and that’s why I have my roomates au

IDW: … I really like to think he and Cosmos are amica endura….

OTP

Okey, so… Is the same person in every continuity, but for different reason, (Except TFA I don’t know how I would work out that ship in that show… yet…)

G1: … Is Jazz… Jazz/Soundwave.… While I see TFP Jazzwave as reluctant allies to enemies to lovers… G1 Is just lovers who pick oposite sides, are angry at eachother, but, hey, “we are still meeting in the fountain for cuddles at 3?” “Soundwave: will be there.” just…Soft cross faction lovers… who meet each other in private just to relax form a long day of work....

IDW: Also Jazzwave, but this is a more mischievous take I guess? this is the we are enemies but I really admire/hate how good you are at what you are doing. No prewar connection, just uncontrollable crossfaction admiration that cannon could only wish to live up to. Is Jazz being attracted to danger and Soundwave hating not having the answers. Is each of them being a puzzle the other can only dream of solving.… Oh, but if they just got the chance…

nOTP

Soundwave with either Starscream or Prowl... This applies to all continuities and almost all of my favorite characters.

random head canon

G1: Some times Soundwave hacks radio stations just to see how many people enjoy his music... He, Jazz and Blaster also have a special comm link that is ONLY for music, they send each other remixes all the time.

IDW: ... Look, the problem here is that I wouldn't know if it was cannon, most of what I know of IDW comes from fandom osmosis... but always though IDW Soundwave to be the type of bot to get easily overwhelmed, be it by emotional or external in put. Thats why he prefers dealing with communications and screens... It is easier to deal with.

unpopular opinion

G1: ...idk, im sorry 🥺

IDW: Look... I feel like people are always describing IDW Soundwave in particular as a brick wall in sense of emotions... and Like, I AM SORRY, but that dude cries under his mask all the time, am I really the only one that gets those vibes?? like yeah, he keeps his EM field close to his chest and all that, but behind that mask? he is listening to everything people say about him, and he is really volatile. If he takes that mask off productivity goes down 70% because he HAS to make sure his emotions are not visible, and it takes a lot out of him to do so.

song i associate with them

G1:

IDW:

favorite picture of them

G1: these ones

...buttons....

IDW:

HE ANGY.

#Thanks for the asks!!#People can still send more ask #please 🥺#g1 soundwave #idw soundwave #soundwave #tf sound wave #transformers #maccadam #maccadams #ask #send ask #ask meme

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u-are-my-melody · 2 years

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Why Xie Qing Cheng and He Yu are perfect for eachother

(spoilers up to ch 203)

He Yu and Xie Qing Cheng work as a couple because it's not only He Yu who is extreme and flawed, they both are.

Granted, they both are this way because of the things beyond their control that happened to them in life, but still. They are equally flawed, even if it's in different ways.

I don't think many readers see XQC as a flawed character that he is. But imo, he is as flawed as He Yu (still love them and feel for them both, though).

XQC is unable to show weakness, voice or share his worries. He refuses to build equal relationships with others and accept even an ounce of their care/help at all, and while it can be seen as heroic, and sometimes is, it also hurts people around him and hurts the relationship, as well as himself. People need to be able to show care for people they love. He deprives them of that. From his wife, to sister, to He Yu, to Chen Man. Do you think CM would stick around longer than his wife, if they got together? He would not, Meatbun said so herself. It's impossible for any normal person due to how XQC is.

His wife felt like there is nothing she can do to care for him, and felt awful and useless. He overrestinated his own ability to handle He Yu's boat situation and did not trust He Yu's decisions enough, despite knowing how smart he is, and saying that he trusts him. And even if he did not intend it, he messed it up so bad He Yu almost died. Of course, fuck CM for asking him to do it, but he could have refused. Yet, was unable to, due to his flaws. He protected his sister, but also ruled over her to the point that even if she loved him a lot, she cannot be honest with him in fear of upsetting him and being subjected to his scolding. If not He Yu's massive effort that changed his worldview, he would not have been able to listen and accept her opinion on wanting to marry Wei DongHeng. He is unable to let all those walls down and losen his grip on anything, if he can help it. He only very slowly starts to change due to He Yu's persistence.

And despite HY's questionable methods, only thanks to He Yu he is able to release some of that pent up emotion, stress and feel human when they have sex (XQC admits this way himself in chapter 203) In fact, He Yu actually instinctively had XQC figured out from the start, even if he did not know the details: XQC is a classic control freak with a massive self destructive streak, he will not let go himself, he needs to be dominated and forced to let out the stress, in order to be able to do so. Obviously, ultimately, as He Yu experienced himself, the emotional connection with the partner has to be there as well, otherwise XQC will just shut out the world even more. Despite He Yu's unorthodox methods and often mistakes, it has actually been beneficial to XQC and MADE HIM GROW.

And only He Yu can do that. The tiniest but very representative example is, how He Yu can always get him to stop smoking a cig, or not start. Everyone else tries but fails, every time. He Yu is the only one who can stop his self destruction, who can overpower him, who can make him try something different, and in the end, I think, protect him (mostly from himself, let's be real).

And XQC is the only one who can handle and ground HY. That is how they work.

Their journey is full of actions and consequences, attempts and fails, various experiences and missunderstandings, but that's why the bond that is forged through fire is valuable, irreplaceable, strong. The lessons are learned through pain and suffering, including communication lessons. So now they are learning the consequences of non-communication, in order to learn how to communicate.

Their relationship goes through trials so they can grow from it and become suitable for it.

I see a lot of of "mental ilness is not an excuse" and in real life, I would agree, but paraphrase it as " someone's mental ilness consequences at the expense of other people cannot be allowed to continue. It's not that the patient can control it, just chooses not to, it's just that irl, we cannot allow the consequences of their mental ilness to fall on others, regardles if it's controlable or not"

But this is fiction. Noone in this is real. The same thinking is useless. Just draw the line between fiction and real life and it's fine. It's clear that meatbun is not for minors and not foe the fainthearted. She warned everyone the characters are going to be BAD bad, and do and say TERRIBLE things, especially He Yu.

Therefore, we can happily explore possibilities and interactions, as well as actons and consequences of all this. That's what fiction is for! And I love to see characters interact and create dire consequences in fiction.

In regards to He Yu, his mental ilness is very very severe and HY is crazy and a sociopath because of it and because how devoid of warmth he grew up. Yet, he is a person craving for a connection, just like other people. He is not institutionalized only because he is priviledged rich kid. He has a lot of self control in ordinary things of life, which he painstakingly built, but he had literrally 1 person who kinda cared about him ever, and he loves him with everything he is. You can't expect him not to loose it when it comes to this. Therefore all his craziness rush into his relationship with XQC, just like all his blood rushes into his dick when he sees XQC.

TL;DR: both are flawed and extremes because their lives made them so, but they make eachother BETTER people for others and themselves, and are the only ones who can handle eachother, that's why they are the only option for eachother and therefore, perfect for eachother

#bing an ben #case file compendium #xie qingcheng #he yu #meatbun doesn't eat meat

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syubub · 3 years

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May 13th Reading

Definitely long awaited and way bigger than I intended it to be so buckle up.

Funky disclaimer: this is for entertainment purposes only and not to be taken as fact! This is my interpretation of the cards!

Oh boy. The continuation of yoongis soulmate saga.

(Note frome future me: it's not proofread but I'm hungry. Sorry for mistakes!)

So so so so

Let's start.

I started with all the normal jazz. Connecting with his energy and shit. Same as usual same old same old. Platform= same same. I was like, "hey, let's talk about your soulmate and the whole may 13th shit" and we connected via energy stringy thing to the forehead and such. I was intresting bc my end of the string was kinda my energy color! Neato. Looks like some rest has really done me good!

Okay, here's where I start actually asking shit. I made notes at this point before the reading as I usually do. I'm just gonna insert the screen shot here.

The 14 thing really fucked me up. You'll see later. Also, when I got the whole Pisces Jupiter thing I had to do me some googling bc we established that Jupiter went into Pisces ON May 13th so I was like?? Am I missing something?

I was. I forgot that it goes retrograde and then co.es back to Pisces on December 28th. And I do indeed think it to be significant.

The shit about temperance makes a lot of sense. In yoongis first soulmate read I flipped my shit bc he was like, "You're gonna get temperance reverse" in regards to a card for his soulmate and I was like "pft whatever. Don't play me like that"

And then I got temperance reverse. It's been a significant card from the jump.

I asked him if he had any advice for his soulmate and that's what "Don't wait for big things, you'll miss the small ones that lead you to bigger things" and "Look for facts before assuming" and "Don't try pushing it, forcing it won't make sense" and "A spade is a spade/ ace is an ace" and "Don't make ill informed guesses" all were

Now this part:

"Union has happened , yet to on the physical"

Gave me some hints thankfully because he straight up said no more hints.

This ties back into the whole Jupiter thing too. The seeds are/ have been planted and now they have to grow before they can be harvested.

Well Mr. Yoongi, I'm impatient and I don't want to wait. I want to see you in love pronto.

Anyways

He showed me a little dream box/ trinket box looking thing and a super vague Keychain with no further explanation... so... there's that I guess.

I can't quite decide if "Don't make ill informed guesses" was a tongue-in-cheek pike at me or if it was genuine advice to his soulmate? He just loves to not explain things.

Now let's begin the monster read.

So. The first row of cards

I asked the question, "what the fuck was May 13th and what was it's purpose in regards to your connection"

Important is what it was lol. I interpret this as them finding their footing and this being the starting point of the genuine foundation being layer. Like they've been manifesting eachother for a while but May 13th marked the start of them making the real life changes in their actual lives that will be the set up for them meeting.

The seven of coins is about thoughtful planning and creating security/ stable plan. The tower is essentially ripping away anything and everything that was built on unstable foundation and challenging/ testing your character (an extremely rude awakeing if you will). Judgement is releasing the past so you can rise above it and confronting yourself as you are (Also legit awakening) the queen of coins is financial security and self confidence in your abilities. Ten of coins is prosperity and abundance and most of all, stability. Eight of wands is explosion of potential and rapid movement. Temperance is awareness and balance between physical and spiritual. It's also that quiet peace where you find balance.

So. Seeing all those cards it really does seem like maybe his soulmate took on something new that could lead straight to union? Same for yoongi. I'd like to analyze and recent or new-ish habits or hobbies he's picked up?

Moving right along though. I asked what the 13th did for each of them in their personal life and personal journey. Kinda like what came as a result of that energy? Let's start with yoongles

This was really intresting to me. I think he definitely gained some form of clarity about the situation with that sun card. The 5 of cups tells me that either he was kinda forced to confront some of his flaws in a way that he was trying to avoid or he had to consciously let go of something dear to him? Could be something he had to leave behind because it crumbled with the tower moment but he didn't see it coming or didn't know that it was time to part with it? With that queen of wands though fits beautifully with the sun! Its like he's found warmth after a long winter. Definitely found a spark of compassion and generosity from a place of happiness and love rather than anger, fear, obligation or pitty.

I asked for clarity cards/ anything else that may 13th signified bringing in and we got the 2 of cups and 10 of swords. I have two thoughts. Either he let go of a relationship that he was already in because he didn't feel as though they were particularly compatible anymore (Also ties into the above section) OR the 13th had made him very much consciously aware of his soulmates incoming status and he is now preparing and working on himself for when this person comes. The 10 of swords would be him releasing the past and the pain and any ill fitting behavior that don't vibe with him any longer. Yellow really seems to be working for him by the way.

Soulmate time

Lol. All signs point to his soulmate genuinely starting a new venture. New creative pursuit that will bring them good money. 10 of pentacles is abundance, prosperity and stability. The ace of wands is a new creative spark and passion and it's the first big steps into something new. The 2 of wands is "the world is in the palm of your hands" vibes. Choices need to be made swiftly and with the ace of wands I think they will be. With the heirophant too, it will be a well informed decision because they've been manifesting this and has been searching for all the possible information.

As for clarity, we have the moon. Damn. Soulmates been doing that shadow work. Dredging up all their bullshit and getting rid of it while still taking the time to sit with it and release it so nothing is unresolved. Also probably extra creative due to all the emotional baggage being thrown out. (Definitely helping with the ace of wands vibes tbh)

Now for the bad boys in the middle

The question I asked is what those individual changes (detailed in the last two sections) will bring for the bond and I just can with them. These fuckers. I am so invested in their love story bc it's so... them? And just so fucking ROMANTIC. UGH I CAN'T.

Back to the point. High priestess, 4 of wands and the lovers. The high priestess is deep knowing and insane intuition, the 4 of wands is the purest joy and marriage and the lovers is well, the lovers.a magical union.

FUCK DUDE I NEED THIS TO BE A ROMCOM.

For the row of bottom cards

I asked if they had anything at all to add so I'm gonna explain each card individually bc I think they could be individual tid bits of shit.

Knight of coins is good news about finances/ money looking promising and organized work (also dependability!!). Death is all about transformation, the beginning of a new chapter and accepting in order to move foward. Ace of coins is spiritual and material abundance and also a reminder to keep grounded. Page of swords is confidence, important news coming and really good insight! Roots out secrets or hidden things like a truffle pig. The star is promising potential, healing and guidance from an enexpected place. The two of cups is a soul connection, love, intuition especially in regards to another person and a good bind. The emperor is self awareness, foresight, fearlessness to achieve a goal and confidence. Eight of coins rev is poor discipline and skating by on low effort.

Now to the sides!

Yoongi is the left, soulmate is the right.

So, let's begin with yoongi. The first two cards are anything he wants to say to his soulmate. Wheel of fortune and three of swords reverse. I take this as "its all in divine time/ it's destiny" (wheel of fortune) and "trust your intuition. It's okay to get hurt, you just need to remember you can always pick yourself up" (3of swords rev.)

We have now cards that I asked what he was learning through this process/ in this time. Be positive and first step.

The last two cards are affirmations he wants to give his soulmate.

"When I introduce joy to a situation, I change the vibrational frequency of what's happening around me" and "directing my focus onto what's thriving creates more of what I want"

Now for soulmates cards (same structure)

Strength and eight of swords. "You're stronger than you think. Take every part of yourself and acknowledge it. You're a force to be reckoned with" (strength) and (soulmate snapped at him on this) "the only thing holding you captive is you."

Now we have peer pressure (I think soulmate is learning to say "fuck you" and "fuck off" to people who have a set idea of how everyone should be living their lives), emotional healing and open your arms to receiving.

Then we have "its good to feel good" (lol I feel like yoongi definitely needs this one) and "when I connect to the spiritual realm, I open the door to recieve divine guidance, clear direction, and great wisdom"

The last stretch my friends.

So. Completion, leave behind the things that no longer serve you. Exist in the present and don't keep mulling over the past or any future happenings. Magic, pay attention to the magic around you. Listen for the signs of the universe and take them as they come (essentially listen to divine guidance) . Be open minded but logical as well. Luminous warrior, try focusing on the good in yourself instead of berating yourself for every small flaw. Spiritual path, self explanatory. The blade, your power can be a weapon when used willy nilly (most often wounding the wielder) or it can heal. Don't fear it but also consider how you choose to utilize it. The give away, be greaful for the sake of being greatful for it, not because you want something in return. The rain maker, manifestation station. Create with the tools you have because you have everything you need in order to manifest. "Don't take life personally"

Now we have heaven sent.

""Let yourself be helped" assistance is coming your way so act on it and say yes"

" This Oracle also comes with the message that you are to trust in the things that you feel and say to others without knowing why. It moves them. You might not understand, but through trust you are allowing yourself not to overthink and censor yourself. As such you are able to become a vessel through which the spiritual gift can be passed on to others. Don't block yourself. Let life happen through you. Only benefit can come from this."

And free from judgment, free to love

" If you have been asking life for a solution to a specific difficulty you have been having, this Oracle comes with the message that a solution is in gestation right now. This situation is already being sorted out and the resolution will come to fruition very soon. Hold tight and wait for the eminent birth of that resolution."

" This Oracle also brings you a message about love. You may find that you are loving, or soon will love, in a different way. You may worry about this love, given that it defies what you have known or been taught about love. Perhaps you are becoming able to love another tremendously, even though you don't have much of a personal relationship with them. You might question if this love is real. It is real Kama it is just happening at a different level to the love and attachment you experience when you are involved in a personal relationship with someone. It is not more or less, it is just a different facet of love. It may be that you are opening up to love the planet and her creatures, including the animals, the ocean dwelling life, your own body, the trees and so on, more than before period you may feel passionately purposeful about giving your time and energy to causes that protect and nurture the Earth and her creatures. You are affirmed in this love too. The universal mother is operating through you to nurture life. She will support you in your work, so that you can continue To come from love and not become drained, depleted or lost in despair or fear of futility. Instead, you will be energised and expanded by your dedicated service to life."

" Finally, this Oracle has a message for those who may be feeling alone or lonely in a need of greater nurturing from others. You are asked to stop, relax, centre and settle into your body to feel your connection with life itself. The air in your lungs is the same as the air that moves through the trees. The water in your blood is the same water that fills the oceans and is moved by the phases of the moon. The flesh of your body is the same substance as the body of the Earth itself. The heat in your digestive system is the same fire and heat as that from the Sun. Feel this connection, then do something nice for another without agenda. Make a donation, even if just a small one, smile, say a prayer, sent out a good thought or make a wish for another. That's it. You have connected to life again and in doing so, life can connect with you. And so it shall.

And that's all for the cards but but but.

Someone (either my guide or yoongi) was like, "do a song. Do a song. Do a song." And I was like, "oki doki, sounds good.

So I asked what numbers I should try refreshing and then it hit me. The number 14 came up before the reading and it seemed a bit misplaced? So I did 14 shuffles and look what popped up

You gotta be fucking with me.

Istg these fools will actually be the death of me dude. Euphoria is so romantic and I lowkey feels like it describes a bit of what their bond must be like.

YOONGGGIIII

Anyway,

I came back to the platform to be like, "thanks homie" and it was weird bc he was practically pure energy? Like usually I visualize his energy as what his physical body looks like because it's easier to comprehend? But nope, he was just a big shimmery glob of energy.

As I was going to disconnect, a few things happened. I felt tingly and the platform was vibrating almost? So I was like, "hold on, what the fuck is this?"

And then

It hit me

"MIN YOONGI IS YOUR SOULMATE HERE??"

I could tell this fuckin asshole was smug even in his blue glob form.

The color was... blue like yoongi but also a light lavender/ pink kinda vibe. Pretty damn distinct.

I was so stoked and I thought we'd all get to chat and I could yell at his soulmate for being an elusive asshat

But Mr smug butt had different plans.

My dude dropped a little marble thing in my hand and I was like ??? And he was like, "you'll know when you need it" and I was like ?????

My guide took pity on me and said, "it's just a representation on information that you've been given but it isn't the proper time to unpack it yet"

Cool cool so like and energetic zip file that will release itself whenever it damn well pleases? Cool cool cool.

(Asshole)

Anyway, I genuinely think that my excitement of this whole situation must somehow also influence how yoongis energy handles my prodding? Like what the fuck is this marble bullshit?

To top it all off, he gives me a friendly shove off of his platform.

Thanks, buddy.

Now we are here. And as always, I'm left with more questions.

My main take away is that amay 13th through July 28th will be all the foundation and ground work and December 28th 2021 through May 10th (11th? 9th?) 2022 will be a more likely time for physical union and actual relationship stuffs.

Anyone who knows more about astrology please feel free to chime in on this whole Jupiter in Pisces bit! My understanding is super surface level!!

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That was a big boi and now my thumbs hurt real bad. Hope you were entertained by the chaos.

#bts #bts tarot #bts reactions #yoongi #bts imagines #bts readings #yoongi imagine #bts suga #min suga #suga #min yoongi

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ghostlydahlia · 3 years

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not that anyone asked but here's why finally free is my favorite performance/song

this is going to be a long one so buckle up

(sorry if this is disorganized or if some parts don’t make sense i have a lot of thoughts about this)

((these are my ideas/interpretations and opinions, so like it’s fine if you disagree))

maybe this is obvious but for me, finally free talks about coming back to life and being released from whatever trapped you for so long and in this moment in the story, the boys and julie can relate directly to this. for the boys, they’ve been gone for 25 years dying literally right before all of their dreams were about to come true (which makes my heart break every time i think about but i don’t have time to go into that right now). and here they are doing what they love with the people that they love being “freed” from their death and whatever kept them in the dark room for so long.

for julie though, she hasn’t sang in over a year after losing her mom. not only was her mom someone that julie has so many other loving memories with, but her mother was probably the person that introduced her to music, the person that taught her how to play, the person who she would write songs and share ideas with with, the person who julie would sing at the top of her lungs with, the person that gave her the passion to play. julie’s mother has everything to do with music and with wake up, julie kind of accepts what happened and it lets her know that it’s going to be okay for her at some point; which is why finally free makes my heart burst. (i also love the lyrical connection between wake up and finally free that this gif set points out but anyways) julie found the courage to play again and here she is “freed” from her grief and pain from her mother’s death (i know all of those feelings didn’t disappear for good bc those are extremely heavy emotions but still) and looks so happy to be doing what she loves after being held down for so long. ahhhh her growth is so amazing to watch

onto my next point, i feel that finally free is when they clicked as a band. not that they weren’t great together during bright or flying solo, (because they were amazing as a band those times too) but here when you look at them, it feels like they’ve been playing together for a while even though its been like two weeks at most. i think this is because they look like they’re in their own worlds but in a way that’s still one (i don’t know if that even makes sense but stick with me). first off, we have julie absolutely killing it and owning the stage like a total boss. you can just feel the music in her and the love she has for performing. she probably missed the rush of excitement and the energy from the crowd when performing after a year of not singing, and here you can just see she’s loving every second of it. luke obviously lives for music and is having the time of his life just like every other time he performs. he interacts with alex, reggie, and a lot with julie on stage but he feeds off of the electricity from the crowd and lets their energy drive his performance. reggie like always is connected to the music. from the way he jumps around stage and bounces when he sings, he treats his bass as an extension of himself and soaks up the energy from his bandmates. alex is in his element and does not give a crap about what is happening anywhere else. he feels so relaxed and is in the moment enjoying himself, watching his bandmates letting themselves get lost in the music. even though they kind of have their own things going on, the passion that all four of them have brings them together and you can feel how comfortable they are performing with each other. and maybe this is bc i’m taking a film studies course right now and i’m reading too much into things even though i don’t know shit, but i think that the angles used play a big part of that feeling. here we get a lot of shots closer to their faces from a bit of a lower angle and i think that some of the cameras are handheld (i really don’t know if that’s what it is but the shots are just shakier i guess). i’m sure that most of the other songs have these types of shots but i feel that now or never and finally free are performances with a lot of these shots. it just feels so much more immersive for the viewer and personal for the character on screen when you can feel the love they have for the music up close.

anyways, now here are random things from the song that add years to my life:

oH mY gOsH madison’s voice man. like i don’t even know what to say bc she’s just so amazing and talented and AHHHHHH HER VOICE HAS SO MUCH POWER

REGGIE/JEREMY TAKING THE HIGH PART TWOARDS THE END OF THE SONG FOR JULIE AFTER HER AND LUKE HAVE THEIR *MOMENT*. LIKE AHH IT SOUNDS SO GOOD WHY DOES NO ONE TALK ABOUT IT

luke’s little leg kick when he jumps down from alex’s platform to sing with julie

alex’s whole vibe. he just feels so carefree here

ALL OF THE HARMONIES THAT ALL OF THEM SING. THEIR VOICES JUST WORK SO WELL WITH EACHOTHER

reggie running over to luke to share the mic (gives me life every time man)

julie putting her arms out when she sings “i wanna fly, come alive, watch me shine”. you can see the love she has for music pouring out of her

THE ENDING SHOT OF JULIE JUST EFFORTSLY SINGING INTO THE MIC WHILE HER HAND IS IN THE AIR

the little looks reggie and alex give each other when julie and luke are having their *moment*

luke sliding on the floor in front of the crowd playing his guitar towards the end of the song

reggie jumping down alex’s platform for the backround vocals

the way alex looks at his friends on stage

JULIE’S/MADISON’S SINGING AT THE END. like she killed the whole song but EVERY TIME SHE SINGS HER “YEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHH”s AND “OOOOOHHHOHOH”s IT ADDS FIVE YEARS TO MY LIFE

and i could have put this in my analyzation but i didn’t know where to put it- but the whole thing of “it’s been so long, now we’re finally free” gets me; it takes me back to bright where they say “we will fight to shine together, bright forever” like the four of them found each other and they’re family and they have each other after being ‘trapped’ in their own ways for so long and ahhhhh

#an analyzation no one asked for #but was written anyways #it probably doesn't even make sense but it doesn't matter #thank you for coming to my ted talk #and btw i love all of the other songs but this one makes me so happy man #jatp #julie and the phantoms #finally free #finally free jatp #julie molina #alex mercer #luke patterson #reggie peters #time to analyze #cass over here

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smallestclowninthecircus · 3 years

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Season 3 notes popping off

due to my desire to not completely fail all my classes this year i made myself slow down significantly while listening to this season, and the fact that the other person i'm listening along with had to catch up. We've managed to convert several other people to start listening and its pretty great.

ep 81: what does it even mean to be chosen by one of them? And if he was chosen by the eye. we know Gertrude wasnt? Because she cut the eyes out of the magazines?

ep 82: elias lmao. I understand why people like him so much bahshdhdk i thought he was gonna snitch on Jon but he didnt so he's fine. Ok but how do we think he knew all that stuff. Idk probably just institute connections. I love the fact that the recorder just wants to record stuff randomly bjahsjdhd. Elias feels a lot like Michael in the sense that he knows more than he should and talks in a way that implies he just wants to wait and see how things play out for his own benefit. I understand him knowing the things that happened but his description of her emotions implies something paranormal. Maybe he's connected to one of the entities. Which one I cannot guess.

ep 83: did a file get delivered randomly to the place he's staying at? Probably elias lmao. He thinks the mannequin is related to the stranger. Idk I would believe it.

ep 84: worms? I know he says earth worms but idk. Again? Is she making gordon golems out of trash? Martin popping off. You can tell the statements get to him more that they get to Jon. How come martin is so mad about it? I want to assume he just doesnt want her to get stuck there but idk. Jude Perry. The calliope organ. Jon heard a circus in one of the last episodes

ep 89: he's talking to perry? Like jude Perry? He says ... God? Is that what it is? Lmao. The Desolation. Jon is tired of ppl being vague and not telling him stuff lmao. Oh God Jon is so confused. Compel her? Is she assuming he has some kind of power? Does he have powers? Hmm. im agreeing with jon here please jesus christ why does everyone have to be so cryptic. Just say what you mean. "maybe you get an itchy eye" bahasjkdfklsjdf girl what. Agnes saved her? Oh this is the girl from the cafe story? So theres the Cult of the Lightless Flame? They worship whatever entity this is? The Desolation? Why do they all seem like they sorta worship her then? Is Gretchen gonna die oh god. fuckin michael. a different michael aaah. i see. dont do it shes gonna burn you. sir. please. sir dont you dare do- WHAT DID I SAY what did you think was gonna happen hhh.

ep 90: try to make it less obvious you're trying to get fired big T. Elias that doesnt sound like the most healthy thing to do. oh dear is this gonna be triggering for me. uuuuuh. uuuuuuuuuh. doesnt seem like it ok gonna keep listening. Jared. hmmmmm. Ok we've seen Keay and hotner or whatever his name was.

ep 91: Michael Crew. Oh is this the lightning scar guy. Mister jon sir did you just die. No? God everyone is so fuckin cryptic. Say normal things please. They all just like to go on about pain and agony and j e s u s c h r i s t we get it you got hurted by whatever thing. So theyre avatars? question mark? Jude Perry is an avatar of The Desolation? hhhh fractals. thats a spiral thing innit. Yup. messing with your perceptions. God they all talk about feeding their god and feeding that which feeds them and. hh what does that meann. Leave big J. please. uh oh. is it daisy? how come he has the web lighter still? the tape recorder just turns on sometimes you know how it is. So he can compel people? not that he knows it obviously but. a bit wack. powers go brr i guess? If the eye just wants knowledge i guess he feeds it by getting the statements? b/c i doubt it wants him to murder ppl or whatever.

ep 92: elias you all knowing fuck what do you know. (i guess all given what i just said) Lukas. Heard of them before. Mordecai Lukas. Loneliness. The lonely even. Jonah Magnus. Elias ur sounding like a bit of a dickhead rn. lmao jon's just like "i dont care" elias what is ur deal. Why does he want to tie her in. ohh i see. lmao theyre all just like "elias why" The Unknowing lol seems very much like something the eye wouldnt like. lol elias is gettin all philosophical. what does it really mean to be human. this still doesnt answer why gertrude wanted to destroy the archives tho.

ep 93: bahsjdfh he seems so dead inside rip. awww admiral. i love him already. ghh breacon and hope. purple mold. doesnt sound like anything we've seen so far. I think the funniest explanation for breacon and hope is that they dont actually serve the stranger they just kinda happen to be a random neutral party that cart around random spooky entity related stuff. ooooh. when we hear the slight static of the tape recorder it's cuz he's compelling ppl.

ep 94: the end! listen man they were all just grayed up for 4/13.

ep 95: the end also? death but also savagery/ animalistic shit. aww martin. lmao becerra. she's just been chillin in the corner.

ep 96: return to sender. haha minecraft go brr. prediction: breacon and hope? yup there we go. jon why is there an echo. are you in a stairwell? is he gonna eat it- yup. how did i call it. unsure abt what theyre talking about but ok. they kidnapped someone? Sarah Baldwin. ooooh that guy.

ok im just putting this here so i have notes for when nicholas gets to this part. It seems like (from jon's conversation with jude perry) that the desolation and the eye are kinda at odds with eachother? like i guess not directly but it seems like they dont really vibe? so how could be with both. Cuz if he has the heat powers and shit then we know he's an avatar of the desolation. but then why does he have so much eye imagery. also he got burned intentionally? like jude did when she went on her monologue about the feeling of burning? but then why did he wear the eye pendant. it stops him from being burned all the way which seems like he's not fully accepting the fire or whatever.

Nooooo I lost like a bunch of my notes rip. I keep forgetting to save.

Ep 104: tim gives a coherent statement without jon even being there. Ugh. Fucking robert smirk. Dont like him. Joey. Dont recognize the name. The show must go on. Clown. The spooky circus?

ep 105: total war... shogun 2? jon is just understanding languages again. "if i understood mandarin or cantonese" are you sure you dont big man?

ep 106: havent we heard this one already? mans in space? oh no this is just another episode in space. fairchild... uuuh. cant remember. oh! this is related to that! this is one of the ppl from the other side. sounds like a Vast thing. oh he's the one that the dude saw? but that guy didnt have a face... she's sorta like jon. wanting to dismiss the statements. lmao i love the workplace gossip. ace jon for the win! oh cmon elias dont be a dick. sunny meadows or whatever. thats the place we heard about.

ep 107: oh great is it jude perry again. Third Degree. bahahsdkfj she was arrested. sorry but imagining this old british lady getting arrested is funny. she was trying to resurrect him. using the skin book. he's not feeling well. jon take a nap. i wonder if this is what happens when he uses his powers too much. He gets into The Zone when he reads statements lol. didn't we have a burning train car in anothre statement? is it julia fairchild? bahahahs "kidnapped. Again." poor jon honestly. julia... about her dad. daughter of the murder shed guy? hunting like your dad liked to hunt or normal people hunting. oh hunting vampires!

ep 108: melanie has been suffering. poor martin peter lukas why do you have to be like this. can he not just use the front door? does he have to bother the ppl doing statements?

ep 109: how come he cut her off? kinda rude tbh. its either jon's influence or there was smth he didnt want her saying. is it gerard on the table? this sounds kinda like smth from one of the university episodes. is it the closed eye on the hand? yup. he's like one of the students! if the thing listening in is elias then... he can do that without the tape recorder yknow. plus who's to say it wont just turn itself on again

110: who wants to bet its a leitner?

111: Lukas related to The Lonely. I used to not like Gerard that much but i like him more now. but i thought there were 15? ohhh thats right isnt flesh newer? gerry for the win honestly. finally telling jon things.

112: lol "again" no one ever tells any of these ppl anything. tim and basira are just out of the loop constantly. music, like the war episodes. The hunt or the slaughter? probably the hunt. so Daisy is related to the hunt right? basira likes the reading, she's doing fine at the institute. daisy's getting worried...

113: it just turned on randomly. what is it lol. explossives! oh boy. why do they always assume he turned it on intentionally. melanie youre not making me like you that much. which entity is this about i cant tell. lol he was disappointed it was just the end. The title Breathing Room made me think it was gonna be about the buried but i guess not. So many of these entities deal with death but the end is one that deals in just death. it has no need for fancy deaths, just death is enough

114: more hilltop road statements? the tree. oh boy. ok the tree has 8 arms obviously theres the spider parallels. was she taken into an alternate universe? oh no. jon tries to phrase things so he's not asking questions. thats honestly good. "sometimes i was kidnapped" oh dear. they got gertrude. daisy ur so odd lmao. who wants to bet they dont know the tape recorder's running?

115: silaca? or whatever? antique man? meat grinder... related to the meat is meat episode? oh wow. they buy antiques from him. maybe dont antagonize this creature which can kill you?

116: lol theyre all just so done with elias. music? is it like the one band that if you hear them you die or wtvr. oh its chess? i am very much confused. mmm stranger go brr. gorilla skin? oh shit the dance. woah. this is so good. this is so gender. the words are wonderful. "you can just say tim" lmao trying to fool elias never feels like a good idea.

117: except elias lmaoo. oh shit. leitner getting some use for once idk. bruuh poor melanie she has been thru so much shit. martin you can just say youre worried about jon. lol he's so accurate in his jon impression. lol who was that. was that daisy? lmaoo. oop hi tim. oh god i hope tim doesnt die. i feel like i wouldve heard about that? but im not sure. destroying the source of knowledge is gonna be hard for jon. yay jon! you did a good thing. let him rest.

118: go off martin lmao. awww poor martin. oh god the tape gets that squealy quality and its awful.

119: woah. lots of things happening. uhh. POP OFF TIM!!

120: lmao elias giving a statement about jon's dreams lol. damn jon doesnt even get his own dreams? has to stay Watching even when he's asleep? f in the chat this man goes thru so much shit. oh boy its peter. lol martin my beloved. idk i dont trust peter.

#tma #neptune's tma notes #notes #tma season 3

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a-life-lesson-in-submission · 3 years

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Inside a Submissives Soul

Dear Diary -

Our meet this time seemed to fly by. It was short, only a couple of hours or so but time well invested nonetheless, I am certainly not complaining. As long as I get to see Sir M at the very least, I am happy.

He pulls off the smart look very well indeed, he always looks good anyhow. Me, well, not so much, simple figure hugging jeggings and vest top, he doesn't seem to object. I beat him to our Hello greeting, my arms over his shoulders, around his neck, his arms around my middle, pulling eachother in close. He sits and sits me over his lap side on, legs up and teases me with alittle spanking. He's spanked me much harder before, I knew he was being fairly gentle. The led lights above us seemed bright and dazzling, he suggests I reach the switch my toes, we both know I can't reach it so he lifts me to try that way but I cheat and use a finger. Our conversation generally lighthearted with smiles between us both. He really knows how to get on my level and everything feels so natural.

I am to stand, him firmly caressing at my body brings a warmth, not just over her, over my whole body, I am tingling already. Facing away from him, he is behind me, feeling around, he reaches round lowering my top then easing the girls out to begin tweaking and pinching. He makes me twitch and my insides churn over itself. Bringing me around to face him, I am guided to sit, him over me, he doesn't need to assert his strength, I can smell it, I can see it, I can feel it.

He unbuckles himself, I feel myself grin ear to ear thinking, 'oh yes, I get to play with his big boy, yum'. My tongue tickles him alittle, I plant a few kisses along him before I take him between my lips, he slides in towards the back end of my throat. I really enjoy giving, I really enjoy how he fills my mouth and sits nicely in my throat. I can hold my breath for a reasonable time before I need to adjust alittle. More than enjoying every second of feeling him throb against my tongue, knowing he is enjoying himself too. Sometimes gripping my hair, sometimes alittle controlled guidance, mostly leaving me to enjoy him, I'd notice his breathing would change every now and again. He expressed he liked it as much as I thought, at one point I thought he was going relieve himself over my tongue but he had other plans.

It was time to take everything off from the waist down and kneel on the seat infront of him, exposing her and my peach to him. Feeling the cool smooth lubrication between his fingers and my backdoor, my immediate twitch enlightens him. I'm ready for him, he proceeds to ease himself into me. I push back alittle to assist with accommodating his size feeling him fill me. Whichever hole he is in feels wonderful but as yet he had not entered this one with his member. I braced my arms infront of me to give me strength keeping myself steady with his hands wandering, holding, firmly gripping and groping. He felt amazing and I'm pretty certain I heard him say wow. He is impressed with my tightness, I am thrilled he is too, as he also impresses me in many ways. Our pace quickens, it doesn't take long for bodies to become soaked, a few times he says to slow down. Between our fast heated thrusts and our slow taunting strokes he tells me he is going to release, what he actually said was filled with profanities. I return the response with slight giggle, pushing back ready for his load. His release feels powerful, the effect ripples through me, he keeps his rhythm even after he has emptied himself. I will one day return his release with mine too. Coming to a point of us needing to move, he is very calm in his removal, I still twitch, he still finds this amusing.

Turning to share a kiss, we are dripping head to toe, he tells me to stand in the shower, I do and he rinses me over to cool down. Although it was a few minutes, it feels nice to have someone care enough to take the time to freshen up, nurturing throughout. We switched places, I stood watching him with, smiling, he is really something else, I can't help but admire and adore him. Drying off, both bare, he sits and prompts me to sit with him. I straddle him, we are chest to chest, face to face, our embrace soft, kind and alittle romantic. Holding, touching, hugging, kissing whilst sharing conversation. I really feel deeply connected in these moments. Yes I always feel connected to him, this reinforces the chemistry on an emotional level as well as physically.

We check the time, it's getting close to reality again. I am turned around so we can adjust ourselves, he massages my spine, I struggle with pain at times and he is very attentive to keeping me free from it. Very caring, such a gentleman. He pulls me back into him, wrapping his arms around me, I feel so safe. I can't help but smile with my fingers tracing his skin. He teases alittle here and there, he seemed mindful that I have not released but I am ok with it, he was more than helpful a couple of days prior even though I could feel my excitement below.

Our talks continue further, awaiting the alarm to notify us that reality awaits. The conversation felt honest and deep for me, I wanted to understand his concept around 'love', I know, dangerous territory to cover. Talking about intimacy, how meaningful it is and that it is easily lost. Our shared intimacy feels secure, true and special. His views are interestingly informative, I am grateful he was open to discuss it alittle, he gives alot to people and to the world, he is quite selfless and intellectual. He seems to carry a lot of weight on his shoulders but not the type that wears you down in time, he is good at whatever he does, you don't find many people like him in the world and I'm extrenely privileged to have him in my life. Our times together are important and I want to have these moments for as long as we can.

I am telling myself... Do Not Fall... A question that lingers that I do not yet know how to ask him is how can I give my submission if I feel I need certain emotions to be present on both sides? It is not something I have mentioned before, it's context can be rather vein, vague and complicated at the best of times. Also, it's been like 5 minutes and I already feel like I've known him a lifetime. I am foolish in believing it is possible to feel so strongly pretty much immediately. I am not good at judging or gaging people, never have been and usually thats how I end up getting hurt in some way. I can't listen to my mind and I can't follow my heart, my gut is usually the one thing I can count on and it isn't exactly helping my thought process stay level headed at the moment. I know he cares, he may not say what I sometimes feel I need to hear or in the way I expect to hear but his actions do speak loudly and they prove so much, that's got to be enough surely?

I don't know how he does it, he can just look at me and I feel myself surrender to him completely. Sir M makes me incredibly happy, not just as Sir, we've barely scratched the surface in the play world, him as an individual, his pure being. He said to me once via email he wants to know the very depth of my soul. I want to know the very depth of his soul too.

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jinxthequeergirl · 4 years

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1-20 for Ash since he's your groovy boy.

I'M CRYING THE TERM "YOUR GROOVY BOY" MADE MY HEART MELT TO A PUDDLE (i've had a real shit day this is the only think keeping me sane)

In other news i wasn't sure if you meant like 1 through 20 or like just 1 & 20 so i went with the first option just so i could talk about him more(1 through 19 cause two where pretty much the same) I also made sure to make sure this was as gender natural as possible so

Enjoy

1: Cuddling

Ahakakab

Ok firstly Ash?

Biggest cuddlier ever

He just loves the close contact

Spoon wise

He is the big spoon cause he feels like even when sleeping hes protecting you

He also likes two other ways

A: His head on your chest with your arms around him

Because lets face it he also deserves to feel safe and protected

B: facing you with yout limbs in a tangle

Cause he likes to look at/ admire you

You look so peaceful its one of his favorite sights

2: kissing + Favorite kiss

Ash can be a pretty rough kisser

Almost kinda like a "we might die and or never see eachother again so this is my last chance to do this" type of kiss

Sometimes you have to remind him slow down and that everything is ok and as it should be

When he remembers that hes a very passionate kisser

Like he kisses you slowly but just rough enough to be perfection

She said sighing wistfully

They can also be really playful

He'll dip you while kissing you

But also he peppers kisses all over your face while tickling you

his favorite kisses are french and neck kisses

3: Injured

He likes to make jokes about it

To lighten the mood

Just cause seeing you worried about him breaks his heart

But also to make himself feel better and help to not worry bout it to much

He secretly likes getting injured

You're always so sweet and gentel with him

And you give him special treatments ( ;) ya know what i mean?)

He also pretends he doesn't like it when you kiss his injuries cause its "childish"

But he loves it

When you are injured however its a completely diffrent story

Hes not as calm and collected as you can be

Hes angry, worried and very guilty

You can tell he blames himself because he doesn't crack any jokes like usual and hes always very quiet while he's trying to patch you up

"Kiss me better?" You ask

That makes him smile and he kisses your injuries softly just like you would

You don't blame him and you tell him that much

4:First Date

Ashely J. Williams is not

A fancy man

classy

Or a rich man

He's not one for flashy/fancy dinner dates

Your first date was some sort of take out

In his trailer

You actually really enjoyed it

Only because he made it enjoyable

After dinner the two of you kinda just laied on the floor and talked

Which was weird for ash cause he was more of a

Take someone on a date and get down to bussnies type of guy

But he actually felt connected enough to just sit and chat

5: First kiss

It happens on the hood of the delta on your second date

You where sitting there star gazing

Just talking again and when you looked over you saw him staring at you

"What?"

"Nothing...it's just...your so amazing.."

You only laugh at him

Before suddenly you felt his lips on yours stopping you

That was one of the first and only times hes ever taken his time kissing you

It was one of those gentel kisses that you just melted into

He cupped your cheek with his hand and his other pulled you closer

It was one where when he pulled away you chased after it not wanting it to end

*cheifs kiss* twas perfection

6:Training

Ash really did his best to keep you out of that part of his life

He didn't want any one else he cared about dying on him because of it

He loved you to much

But it came to a point where he decided it was better to be safe then sorry

He taught you how to use the boom stick

And you quickly became pretty handy with it

That along with teaching yourself how to use a series of other tools

Like knifes and axes

He found it really attractive to watch you work like that

7: akward moment

The first really akward moment between you was probably the use of "i love you" too soon

To be fair though everyone thought they where about to die

So when ash blurted "I love you!"

And found that you where still intact

It was slightly uncomfortable in the room for everyone when you responded with

"You've never said that to me before."

And nothing else

Not that you didn't love him back

You where just unprepared for it to happen like that

After avoiding eachother him mainly trying to play it off as if he didn't say that

And acting as if Ash williams never told prople he loved them

Once you finally git fed up enough with it you had to basically yell it back to him

He was very relieved and happy to hear it

8: Fighting

Fights can go one of two ways usually

One being no one gets anywhere ever in the argument

Your both so stuborn

And ash being ash who hates to admit when he's wrong and never owns up to his own actions

Just makes you more angry

Making the argument get heated further

This type of fight usually ends in an angry make out session where your both apologizing like crazy

The other way is again ash being ash

But instead making you cry

This ends the argument pretty quickly because the only thing that can make him own up to any thing is you crying

You tend to use this strategy a lot in order to keep him quite

But sometimes it can really make you cry

He always apologizes right away and pulls you in for a tight hug where he kisses the top of your head

And wipes away your tears

You both actually hate fighting and hate that it ever (though rarely) gets to that point

9:crying

Like I've mentioned before

Ash cannot stand the sight of his baby in pain of any type

Crying is one of the worst things hes ever had to deal with in his life

And hes delt with a lot

His only goal in life is to make sure you are happy, healthy and safe

He's also kinda shit when it comes to dealing with emotions

He won't ask whats wrong right away

Just kinda stand there awkwardly attempting to make you laugh

When and if that doesn't work he'll finally sit down next to you and put a protective arm around you and ask whats wrong

If you don't wanna talk?

Thats ok hes there when you're ready to

Hes not leaving any time soon until your happy again

He'll hold you close to him

Pulling you into his lap to hold you properly

And just lets you cry

When you do tell him whats the matter

Bet your ass that its taken care of right away

Cause anything that makes his perfect partner cry? Dosen't even get the right to exsist anymore

10: sleeping

You better believe ash has nightmares

And feels bad for waking you because of them

But you're very well aware it can be hard for him to sleep

So you are more than happy to stay awake with him for as long as it takes

Even if that means until the sun rises

Or you fall asleep in his lap hes ok with that its the thought that counted

Nights like that are nights when he likes to cuddle you with his head on your chest

You'll kiss his head, smooth his hair

And even sometimes talk or hum to him to calm him down

That usually does the trick of getting him back to sleep for a little while

Sometimes he'll wake up gently and find you peacefully asleep beside him

And he'll kiss your cheek, cover you up and lay back down

Cause knowing your still safe is enough to help him sleep too!

11: bathing/ showering

I don't think ash would get or understand the want and need for a bath

But if you can convince him to take at least one with you

Boom

Thats all he'll ever wanna do

Man has never once in his life had time to sit and relax

But this is something else

To have you with him to

Either sitting across him

Or laying against him makes it Much more enjoyable

Baths are very rare very special occasion things though

Showering is a more often occurance and also a spontaneous thing

And its a plus cause its not Always a sex thing with him

It can be a nice and romantic thing as well

Especially on rough days when he wants to relax in the shower but also talk

Your there to keep him company

12: First time

Honestly the first time was well into your relationship with each other

And it happened in the Delta

It wasn't like rough, extremely passionate or even a serious matter

It was More fun and... vanilla with lots of laughter

It was sweet

The purest form of sex honestly is when you can laugh and or talk during it

And you two being the two people you are

Plus car sex being a horrible idea to begin with

Made it all the funnier but better

I don't think ash ever knew you could actually have like legitamie fun doing it

Just another thing you helped him realize

His heart like seriously skipped a beat hearing you laugh the way you had that night

Yet another reason he knew he loved you

13: soft spot/ weakness

Ash's soft spots include

Tummy

Hips

Neck

Jaw

And that lil spot behind the ear but just under it

Kiss him there and hes Tapped out

Ashes weaknesses are

His partner just in general

If you've been with him this long

He warships you

Definitely an ass/leg guy though

Wear something reveling enough tonshow case both ass and leg

K.o.

14:Pregnancy/ Birth

You wouldn't ever have to worry about ash not wanti g to be a dad or not

So you'd tell him almost right away

Ash is gonna get teary eyed

He'll make some jokes

But he will get watery eyes

And you know how happy new dads get when they find out they are gonna be a dad?

That whole "I'm gonna be a dad!? I'M GONNA BE A DAD!"

Yea 100% ash

Hes lifting you off the floor and spinning you around cheering

About how theres gonna be a lilttle Ash jr. Running around

Hes definitely the kinda guy who likes to talk to the mommy tummy all the time

Bump or not

Everything is suddenly about the baby

Hes always on the look out for baby things

Buys everything

Hes probably the dad who wants to mix the parents names together and name the baby that

Which is kinda gid awful and you tell him that

If its a girl you agree to name her Cheryl after his sister

Which lowkey makes him teary eyes again

You agree to let him pick the boy name though

He jokes about picking names like...idk hulk or something

But you picked a meaningful name he wants to do the same

You can trust him with that much

When the baby is born

He almost refuses to let it go

Hes got that new dad worry/ slash haze

"Where are they taking them?"

"Are they ok!?"

Loses his shit when the baby does grabby hands and holds his prosthetic finger

Hes so proud of his new kick ass family

15:Touching

When ash touches you its usually soft, slow and gentle

No matter what

That’s it

He lets his fingers gently run across your skin

Mainly because 👏he 👏worships👏you👏

And you deserve to be treated like the holy entity he sees you as

He hold your hand firmly though as not to lose you

16 : Undressing:

Its either slowly piece by piece

Taking his time to do so

Or extremely fast

17 what “turns them on” :

ash is horny by nature

do anything around him when hes in the right mood easy enough

but other than that ash likes being in control of situations

makes him feel powerful

so give that man even the slightest bit of power and hes ready

he also finds it supper attractive when you are in charge and calling all the shots

18 domestic life

once everything with deadits is finally over and is at peace

the first thing ash does is marry you

then moves you to Jacksonville Florida likes hes always wanted

then thats where you would have your baby

the both of you get good jobs

send your kid(s) to good schools

all of yours childrens friends love being around ash and hearing him tell stories

19 farewell/ how they say goodbye

he always gives you a good solid kiss

before softly telling you to have a good day and to not miss him to much

hes always extra careful to throw in one last quick peck on the lips or cheek before you leave

#ash williams x reader #ashley williams x reader #evil dead x reader #horror x reader #horror imagine #slasher x reader #slasher imagine

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loplih · 4 years

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🍓✨ Some Ichihime Headcanons that I wrote some time ago, but never got the courage to publish 🍓✨

(Chronologically)

After Ichigo asked Orihime to make some time for him, she only could think about him. Orihime couldn't wait to hear what he wanted to say to her.

Ichigo took 2 weeks thinking about how he would confess.

During that time his family notice it was something going on. He seemed out of this world, looking tense and nervous.

Finally he made the decision and went after her. Surprisingly, when he opens the door Orihime was outside with some bread to give.

Orihime thought "since he has not said anything after that day, I'm going there by myself bringing some bread to see if he says something".

For both surprises they saw each other at the same time and it was awkward. Ichigo almost fainted. But made a appointment with her, next day.

The confession was late in the afternoon by the river.

The sky was the exact same pantone color as Ichigo’s hair that day. Orihime noticed that and she will never forget. It almost looked like a piece of art: Them & the sky.

They were both surprised that they were in love with each other. It was hard to believe.

Secretly he loves when Orihime blushes. She was blushing during the (confession) date day. He thinks this shows how pure and beautiful she is.

In the beginning they didn't tell about their relationship to anyone, they wanted to take it slowly. But it didn't last that long when people started to notice they had something more.

Keigo got upset with Ichigo because he was the first one to have a girlfriend.

Tatsuki just shouted a big loud ‘’FINALLY THAT BASTARD…!’’ when Orihime told her they where dating.

Ichigo’s sisters sees Orihime as a bigger sister. They want their brother to marry Orihime because they believe they will be again a happy family (like old times) since she reminds Masaki.

But Ichigo just gets nervous and super red about it when his sisters says that. But secretly he already dreams about marrying Orihime.

Prety much everyone in soul society didn't get surprised by their relationship, since they were kinda obvious during the war.

The first date was romantic. They had dinner together at a local restaurant and in the end they stayed outside at Orihime’s apartment watching the stars in the sky. In the beginning they were both shy and nervous, but they quickly forgot about that.

After the first date Ichigo started saving money to by her a ring. Just in case.

The last dates they had before marriage, weren't that "romantic". They usually stayed at Ichigo’s house reading and commenting manga together, watching movies or just laid down on his bedroom talking.

They always forget about time when they are together. And time runs fast when they are having fun.

They started spending summer together like full time. Ichigo having driver license made things easier. They usually do family and friend trips.

But as normal, they always like to be alone sometimes. When they go out alone by car, the Kurosaki’s loves to make speculations. Ichigo gets super annoyed, ‘’as if something more than a little trip is going to happen’’.

They had problems conciling time for being together. But they always got to see each other when they had some time free.

Sometimes at night, on those impossible weeks, just to see each other for a minute, Ichigo goes to her apartment as a shinigami because it's more faster.

One time Ichigo said without noticing " but when we get married we will definitly have more time to be together..." Orihime didn’t know Ichigo wanted to marry her. She cried a little.

Ichigo waited to end university to marry Orihime. That was his plan.

If you think Orihime is a cry baby, imagine how her face whent when Ichigo oficial asked her to marry him.

They wanted a simple wedding, but everyone decided to help and it tourned out much beautiful that they were expecting.

Ichigo changed his haircut days before the wedding. ''oh m-my...! You look so good!'' ''Really??'' ''Yeah, you look more mature, I like it... kinda shock because I thought my future husband couldn't even be more handsome then before...and the better part is that now I can see that scowling face even better...'' ‘’ uh-huh I already knew you'd say that!‘’ ‘’that scowling face that I love! Come on!’’ Orihime said with her hands on the back of his neck, hugging him.

She thought the possibility of seeing a emotional Ichigo was low...But he tried so hard not to cry when he saw orihime in her wedding dress. His face reaction was the cuttest.

Their kiss at the cerimony was one of the few times they were kissing. They were always too shy about it, and respected mostly each other to do it in the right time.

After honeymoon their number of kisses were uncountable.

Their honeymoon was on a paradisic place.

They went to the beach a lot and they got sun burn. Ichigo tourned out looking like a lobster. "WHATS NEW? IM ALL ORANGE NOW, GOD DAM IT".

Ichigo is still the one who takes pictures. He loves to take pictures to his wife when she is distracted doing something. Sometimes she looks at him and starts to smile because she already knows him. Smiling just makes the picture even more beautiful and consequently, that’s what he wants.

Ichigo couldn't remember the last time he felt that way: relaxed and happy.

After intimacy they felt a bigger connection with eachother and they weren't shy about anything anymore.

This is true because: 1) Orihime feels really comfortable being naked in their hotel room and Ichigo doesn't say nothing about it. 2) They both like to...

After returning home Yuzu and Karin couldn't believe the way Ichigo was different. Just like the old times, when their mother was alive, but at the same time wasn't the same feeling. It was a better feeling.

They discovered she was pregnant because Orihime was always feeling sick, and Ichigo said " ...m-maybe you are... pregnant" with a kinda happy and questionable/nervous expression. "I-I don't know...!"

She made a test while Ichigo waited for the result next to her. While that, both nervous in the Kurosaki Clinic, they started talking about the possibility of being pregnant or not.

When they saw the result they hugged each other crying with happiness. ‘‘I can't believe this is really going to happen ...we will be parents’‘, ‘’ Yeah...I’m so proud of us’’.

The Kurosaki's had a lot of fighting about the baby gender... Men's wanted a baby boy because it's already too many woman in the house. Yuzu and Orihime wanted a baby girl because they love the idea of dressing her. Karin just stays away from the scene. She just wants the baby to love playing sports like her, so she can teach everything.

Orihime and Ichigo lying on the couch seeing how big her belly is getting and starting to make future plans about Kazui. ‘‘he is getting bigger and bigger, yes, that’s my boy!’‘.

Orihime suffered from back pains. To help her, Ichigo massages her back and gives her hot water baths to minimise the pain.

Its also a fact that: ‘’I love you’’ ‘’...is that for me or for the toilet’’ Orihime in the bathroom feeling really sick vomiting and Ichigo by her side holding her hair.

Ichigo cried when he saw Kazui for the first time.

Karin and Yuzu taking care of Baby Kazui to give some time to Ichigo and Orihime. They needed to rest and stay together alone for a bit.

They do have a dog. Every happy family has a dogo. Or a cato.

@loplih

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kandyrezi · 4 years

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(a/n: these are quite dark, so please proceed with caution if you decide to read them! some mentions of noncon but nothing overtly graphic?)

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[ ♡ / ♢ ] Yandere!Elwine x Nadine HCs.

♦ It's difficult to tell when Elwine's fixation on Nadine began - it was likely a combination of tragedies happening in their past that led Elwine's personality to morph into what it was - and unfortunately, still is. The way she used to be when she was younger and the kind of creature she is now are almost entirely two different persons altogether.

♦ Elwine considered the other Power Angels her friends, and maybe even her family, but there is no one she feels more connected towards than Nadine. They are nearly identical to one another, a single soul of a catlike beast from the ancient past divided into two separate angels when the God of Rainbow World had created them.

♦ Having been trained to be a soldier at a very young age, being told this was her and the other Power Angel's sole purpose in this world, then the eventual war against the Pitch Black World's demons was only one of the many things to cause a scarring to Elwine's mind.

♦ She often would seek comfort from Nadine and her sister returned it in earnest, at least, in the beginning, she would. Many times the former would sneak into her bed at night to cuddle together - even after they’d become older - exhausted from their day-long training sessions.

"You should really be a little more independent and learn to sleep in your own bed. We aren't children anymore, Elwine." the other angel remarked.

"I can function on my own, Nee-chan, but... I swear this is the last time... please?"

Her sister would eventually give in, but as she tossed and turned to face the wall instead, Elwine feels doleful at being apathetically and continuously ignored in such manner.

A few minutes would pass, before Elwine speaks again, voice suddenly turning into a hushed whisper like she was revealing a forbidden secret, "I know that I'm not supposed to say things like this, so... please don't tell Lord Fumus about it, but... I wish this singular night would last forever, if each morning is only going to be exactly the same since we went to war... I wish we had more time to be just kids, like we were in the past. I miss playing together, spending nights sneaking out of our room to lay in the meadows. We never do that anymore..."

Nadine sounds a little exasperated, if not worried about the melancholy tone of her sister, "C’mon, don't say these silly things. I don't like it either, but things will get better and less dull around here once the war is over, I'm sure of it."

"Do you... promise?"

Nadine, however, doesn’t sound so certain then, "It isn't up to me, so I don’t know if I can... all there is to do is just... hope for better days to come."

♦ Barely comforted by her sister's words, it didn't help as Nadine began to gradually grow distant from Elwine. Elwine would scold Nadine for being disobedient during combat training or her studies, telling her this is what she is meant to do the day she was given life out of grace and her purpose in this world is to follow God's orders, lest her life be taken away from her as divine punishment. They weren’t as close as they once were; they barely spoke to eachother, only when it was to get into an argument or they were forced to discuss important matters.

♦ Elwine never brought up the inconsequential daydreams again after that one night. Bottling up her feelings causes her negative emotions to manifest in different, worse ways. She has moments of “blind rage” yet never seems to recall them once it’s over - it’s almost like blackout - such as being prone to lashing out at her teammates, taking out her wrath on demons in battlefield - simply carrying out her God’s orders and taking them out isn’t enough, she more often than not, resorts to torturing them.

♦ Elwine is one of the few aware of Fumus' sadistic ways and the dictatorship of his world he rules with a fist of iron, but she only comes to know of this long after Nadine's departure out of heaven. Elwine has been abused by Fumus similarly her sister has, being sexually assaulted by him (her very first time was with Fumus as well, which had also been non-consensual), though he hasn't left too many bruises or physical scarrings on her in the same way he's done to some of his other angels. While he has somewhat lost interest in using her as a toy, the irreversible lasting effect it caused Elwine only made her sink deeper and deeper into an unstable mindset.

♦ Where was Nadine to comfort her then when it happened? Why couldn't her first time have been with Nadine? Why did Nadine replace the only family she had with other people? What did she ever do to make Nadine hate her like this? Nadine, Nadine, Nadine Nadine NadineNadineNADI

♦ But Elwine could never hate her sister, even after the numerous fights and disagreements they've gotten into. Elwine promises if she ever meets her other half again, she'll forgive her for every mishap, then take the two of them away to a secluded place where no one will ever hurt either of them ever again if it could be helped, a place where Nadine's attention will not be diverted away by silly thoughts about being anywhere else except right here with Elwine, with no pesky ‘familiars’ to replace her or get in their way.

♦ When she’ll be found her again, she will bite her lips bloody with teeth then kiss away the pain, as reminder of exactly what sisterly love is; an ear-shattering, violent wave which never lasts forever, for there is always a serene stream of a tide that comes right after it. The calm after the storm.

"Nee-chan, I promise to take care of you forever and ever after all this is over... just come back to me, there is no one who knows you like I do... Nee-chan..."

♦ She'd been so wrong before; neither of them need a purpose in life, when all they need from now is eachother.

♦ Elwine may blindly worship the God for giving her life and while her loyalties to him are unquestionable, she only loves one person unconditionally and wholly in every way, though it isn’t certain which of her feelings would prevail and overpower the other if it came down to making a choice, for the concept of free will is not engraved within her perimeters.

♦ One day, Elwine finds some gray, frayed feathers coated in thick, red liquid - as well as black, stray strands of hair in Lord Fumus' office when she goes to deliver something to him as ordered... wonder who's been in his office as of lately? They must've been facing quite a punishment for doing a bad deed... Lord Fumus seemed busy scooped up inside all day yesterday, after all.

♦ Whomever it was being punished... they were likely deserving of it.

#funamusea #elwine (mogeko)#chlomaki (watgbs)#mogeko #okegom #deep-sea prisoner #dsp #yandere headcanons #elwine #chlomaki #ficlets

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maddiefriendlovesbilly · 4 years

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Spencer x Ghost?

Spencer x Ghost

(AAAAA- it has been months since you sent this to me, and all i can say is im so sorry) Side note I have my friend @lethalbreadkills helping me with this one!

For reference: Maddie (maddiefriendlovesbilly) is green, Jimmy (lethalbreadkills) is red (((its 4:30 at the time i have joined this so im dead braincell wise sorry yall))) and Orange is stuff we decided together :3

Also this is so very chaotic im so sorry for this anon but this has been in my fuckin drafts for SO LONG and this is the only way its getting finished (its now 5 am uwu) im so sorry for all the shitposting i do its a mess. I shouldnt have been allowed here. (we finished at about 5:30 am its hell <3)

Sphost? Ghencer?? Sphoster??? I adore and despise them all equally.

We have decided that it should be BeanieGhost

Anyway I think this ship is really cute

They’re both so neurotic I can only imagine the chaos that would ensue

One of them starts a rant on some topic and the other joins the hell in

I’m an advocate of LETTING SPENCER INFO DUMP BECAUSE HE DESERVES IT OKAY

And Ghost would let this dream come true???

I would die for both of them and if Spencer told me I had to die I wouldn’t even complain, no questions I’d just be like “Aight.” I trust him that much.

(Not sure I trust Ghost’s judgment enough to do that unquestioningly; sorry Ghost)

Back on topic

I can’t imagine these guys on anything that comes close to society’s definition of a date

It’d be more like “hey you wanna come on this hunt with us?” “maybe, depends if there’ll be snacks” or like chilling in Spence’s room binging the entire star trek: original series in one sitting or “oops sorry about that level 11 entity that attached to my soul and is now wreaking havoc in your house, wanna make out later to make up for it?” “Fine but you also have to play three rounds of Call of Duty with me afterward”

They wouldn’t be romantic often but like highkey? I can see them throwing themselves into the line of fire for each other with a recklessness only they could survive

We can’t forget that Spencer is a more than 60,000-year-old overpowered demon/god/entity/thing, which, yes, could throw a slight wrench in this ship for multiple reasons, but I choose to make angst out of it instead.

Side note: Ghost is a chronic conspiracy theorist (and you can’t tell me otherwise) and every once in awhile Spencer will offhandedly say something like “Y’know I helped the Egyptians build the pyramids” and Ghost just goes fucking feral.

Look, I’m not saying Spencer IS touch-starved and most likely has issues creating and developing relationships and therefore avoids interpersonal connection, especially offline, but I AM saying he is prime material for it. (thats a lie thats exactly what shes saying don’t believe it) (I’m projecting okay dont judge me) (loser imagine projecting)

Imagine with me for a second: Why does Spencer willingly stay with a family who locks him in their basement with only minor complaining? He’s a near all-powerful entity just released into the world for Spence’s-sake - If he wanted to, there’s no telling what havoc he could wreak! So why doesn’t he? Why would someone so powerful, so terrifying, so dangerous that a group of people decided to seal him away forever stay with the first family he finds in sub-par conditions for years - especially someone who’s seen to be as high-maintenance as Spencer? Let me hit you with a theory: He’s chasing the feelings of validation, safety, and love - no matter how rarely it’s shown - that a family can provide. Being socially isolated for even a few years can do a number to a person’s psyche (I should know, I’m projecting onto this character right now), let alone thousands.

Now maybe Ghost can’t match thousands of years in isolation, but damn if he doesn’t have a few years of crippling loneliness on his record too.

I can see the two of them learning how to be vulnerable around others together, emotionally and physically; learning how to open up and how to talk through issues; and some third point, because points are better in threes.

(May I suggest that these losers are both trans but thats just me adding in my own projection lmao)

(You absolutely may)

Imagine the conversation thats just “so i have a murderer in my head thats an ass” “rip to u ig sounds like a you problem :///”

imo spence has trouble expressing emotions other than like,,, annoyance and haughtiness, its like sort of his go-to defence, so showing Ghost his emotions is a big step for him

I hear you, and i say yes good. (found this one headcanon that i kinda live by where he was uh, either autistic or adhd i dont remember but theres that too) OH yeah that would be at thing huh. Spencer: *is emotionally vulnerable @ ghost* ghost: oh shit im trusted??? Oh fuck uh.

Yeah so like…. Ghost and spence showing emotion at eachother is kind of :flushed: ghost be like: whats an emotion. Imagine having emotions fuciiing loser hhaha,,,, *laughs nervously*

Ghost is also very emotionally distant with most people so it would probably be like “what??? The fuck?? Emotions?????? You have those???”

Ghost and Spencer be like *gay*

So another idea is that maybe Spencer realizes Ghost doesnt play any games [like the uncultured SWINE he is] and decides he must [remedy] this and so he introduces him to like, nintendo first. (some bitches thought that said nintendo fortnite. Im bitches) and theyre playing like, mario kart or smash or smth and Ghost gets really [fuckin into it]

Ghost and spencer: *literally in eachothers laps playing fucking wii tennis*

Spooker: what are the- *TOAST FUCKING SLAPS A HAND ACROSS HIS MOUTH* shut up you dont wanna know what happens when its mentsonssbfdjfsd (sorry i had a stroke uwuwuwuw)

(Theyre in denial we don’t judge in this house)

They will not hesitate to play dirty either, they will straight up push each other over and vaguely flirt

Ghost is losing and straight up fucking goes “ur hot” and spencer actually dies and boom ghost is the winner. sparkle emoji Magic sparkle emoji

“I am Not a HomoSexual:™:” “Yeah, sure you aren’t” “Screw off”

Pet-names-ish: Asshole, Gaymer-Boy, casual insults, Mr. Spirit Bitch, Mistake, Loves Ghosts More Than His Boyfriend What A Fucking Loser aka Gay-ass

Pros:

They both open up a lot most likely. Gain someone to trust since they’ve sort of been through the same things (though on much different scales)

I can see soft hours of hanging in each other’s bedrooms

Spencer is a tsundere you cant tell me otherwise youre just a coward if you disagree

So is Ghost so this can only go well

Every time Ghost has to solve a case at the Acachallas Spence is just peaking out from his basement like “the fuck is this?? Hot Man??????”

Enemies to lovers 500k (Gets Hot and Steamy :flushed: NOT CLICKBAIT!!!!11!!!!! 18+!!!!!!! GAY LOVE StORY!!!!!!) Lemonz!!! Made from teh Sexiest of Wattpaders UWUWUWU YAOI Boys Love don’t like don’t read!! (this is so fucking stupid jkfnd) I hate this with a passion Q^Q. All my years of being a basic watpad fanboy have helped me to the moment i bring maddie to tears

The steam is just like,,,,, holding hands and being angy all the fuckin time the steam is literal because their anger translates into actual steam

Cons:

Their angst has nowhere to go and it just sits between them like two raccoons at a dumpster-style mexican standoff

They really start off hating each other huh. Like, I know this can still lead to healthy relationships but neither of them are very good at healthy relationships with people he hasn’t known for his Whole Life so that’s an Oh No.

They totally feed off of each other’s stupidity (but this could be seen as a pro too so take that as you will) as well as anger - im talking one-upping each other kinda shit

Its ridiculous honestly how intense it gets, like they straight up need intervention sometimes because they dont realize they can just STOP

Conclusions:

I think this would be a relationship that would that a lot of time and hard work to make work, but i think in the end it would be really super cute!! Like it would make no fuckin sense to anyone else but somehow they’d understand each other and help each other through their similar issues. Also theyre both big nerds in different ways and i think they’d have just ranting sessions back and forth over and over and it would be soft!!!!! So yeah, i think it would work, at least, i want it to :D

So. Maybe?? I feel like it could, but they’d need to work pretty hard to make it healthy and not constant fighting. Could be stupid amounts of cute and wholesome but also could be stupid amounts of oh no and pain, depending on how the two act. If they learned how to get along with each other and work past their differences it could be super cute and soft. Just a very, er, bumpy beginning. And middle. And end. (this makes me very nervous,,,,why did you mention an end) (wouldnt you like to know weather boy) (TvT) UFDUNS bumpy but soft . Agreeing with the loser gay, want this to work it’d be interesting :3

#spencer x ghost #jess writes #ishhhhh???????#venturiantale #venturiantale pie #johnny ghost #spencer acachalla #johnny toast #jimmy casket #fred spooker #let me know if you enjoyed this or not it was intense #sr #ship review #ship reviews #vt ships #vt ship reviews #vt ship review #vt sr

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darktypeimagines · 4 years

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hi there! im a bit new here but i really love your writing a whole lot!! could you maybe possibly do a drabble for piers who has a crush on a fellow musician who makes indie music and also really likes him back and they keep writing songs about eachother until one of them is finally like "oh thats about me" ?

So… uh, I wanted to write actual song verses… but I’m terrible at it, so I spared you the pain of that. I hope you like it, though. 😊 This ended up being slow-burn-y, so sorry if that’s not what you meant.

Definition of a drabble (according to google): “Traditionally, a drabble is a piece of fiction that is exactly 100 words long.” HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! nope. Put it under a read more because it’s much, much longer than my usual posts.

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It wasn’t often Piers completely and totally fell for someone.

But there was just something captivating about you; the way you carried yourself, the type of music you crafted. The verses clung to him and he caught himself humming the melodies as he went about his day.

He knew he had a problem when he checked his playlist and found he’s listened to one of your songs 50 times in one week. And it was proven when, after catching a glimpse of you at an indie music festival, he felt that familiar electricity overcome him. Head to toe, in his gut, stopping his breath short. But before he could react, you disappeared behind the crowd once more.

He had a problem. He had fallen for someone he had never met. Someone he knew only from sight and song.

Piers ignored the feelings. It was just a crush. It would fade in time.

It did not.

And, what was worse was, without even realizing it, he wrote you into a few poems he jotted down. It was a nighttime habit he had, all the way back from his teenage years. When he was trying to figure out a song, he’d write a poem first, then adapt it.

So, as he laid curled up in bed, Obstagoon cuddled up next to him, he scribbled out his thoughts. The light was dim, as always; he’d put on a lamp, but that’d require waking up his Pokemon. Plus, there was just something about the soft flicker of a half-broken neon sign that felt… right? Probably just nostalgia, growing up in Spikemuth, where everything seemed to be just barely holding on.

As he struggled to read his own scratchings in the unstable light, the realization overcame him. When he started, he wrote vaguely. The poem-turned-song wasn’t supposed to be about anyone specific. But, somehow, someway, his stifled thoughts ended up on paper. And in reading it over, it wasn’t just about you; it was about his feelings for you.

It made him extremely uncomfortable and he didn’t know what to do.

For now, he tucked the notebook away, and finally turned on the light.

Months went by. The two of you kept passing each other by, but never exchanged a single word. While Piers still had feelings for you, they weren’t as suffocating as before. Fortunately for him.

But as he walked through Spikemuth on a chilly autumn day, he heard a familiar voice echo through the metal and concrete alleyways. He could tell he was coming from a radio, probably from inside someone’s house, at full blast. Piers stuck around to listen to the rest of the song in full, feeling increasingly drawn to it as he made out the words. He already missed half of it, but got the gist of the theme: a missed connection, regret for what could have been.

For some reason… He couldn’t shake the feeling it was almost as though the song was describing… him? Was he just imagining it? But then, the music cut to reveal the ending sung as acapella.

And it was you. Your voice. Between feeling that the song was about him, and then suddenly realizing it was your song, he suddenly felt unsteady on his feet. He had the distinct feeling of wanting to run away and run toward the problem at the same time.

He went straight home, and after restlessly trying to figure out what to do, he turned to what he did best: writing music. After several long nights, many hours of lovesick doubt, and one instance of nearly scrapping everything, he finally had something he felt he could release, loosely based on the poem from months before. Normally, it would take far too long for him to work through the all the hoops in order to get it officially released. But, luckily, there was a small concert planned in Spikemuth; he wasn’t originally going to perform, but he could easily change that… Plus, he knew you were already scheduled to perform there.

The night of the concert came. It was rainy, but one of the few benefits of living in Spikemuth was protection from the elements. The rain pattering on the metal above was a familiar sound, but it would soon be drowned out by music.

Despite it being a smaller concert, a few vendors and a food truck showed up. The stalls held both official and unofficial merch, but no one really minded in this city. This wasn’t Wyndon, after all. As the first fan trickled in, picking spots and browsing the pop-up shops, Piers scanned around for you. It seemed like you hadn’t shown up yet.

And, he soon got distracted by his own fans, and wasn’t able to look for you. Before he knew it, the concert was about to begin. He looked up to the stage and his breath hitched as he saw it was you. All he could focus on was you, the spell only tightening its grip as your song began. It was the same one he heard on the radio, but seeing a performance in person is always a different experience.

Time seemed to slow and it was though no one else was around. While he felt the song was about him before, that feeling was magnified now. And finally, at the last line, you made eye contact with him and smiled. With a fluttering heart, he managed to return the smile. That moment, which was likely just that, stretched on longer in his mind. Time snapped back in place, and you exited the stage, where Piers lost sight of you.

His thoughts were cluttered for the rest of the concert. So, when he bought his mic up to the stage and prepared himself, he felt something he hadn’t felt since the very beginning of his music career; nerves. They never really went away, of course, but this was the first time in a long time that he could remember feeling nervous about how people would react. How you would react.

It was a rocky start. He started on the first verses and was a little out of tune. But then he caught a glimpse of you again, all the way in the back, and the words came easily.

He hadn’t meant to stare at you the entire time, but he just couldn’t help it. The song was meant for you, after all.

Overall, the song was an obvious response to yours. Anyone who was paying attention could tell. Similar theming; a lost chance at love. There were even lines that were basically spin offs of yours. But there was one main difference. His song ended on a line that expressed he still had hope they would meet someday. Another chance.

Either it was one of his best songs, or the crowd was super hyped. The cheering continued far after he exited the stage. They were so excited, Piers decided to wait in the musicians’ lobby in an adjacent building rather than rejoining the crowd. It was already an emotional day and he just needed a break. He scrolled through his phone mindlessly, trying to get his mind off of things, but it didn’t help much.

The music quieted, as did the crowd. The last act had finished and it seemed people were heading out. Piers thought about heading home himself, but figured he’d wait just a bit longer. After hearing the door creak, he looked up and stiffened. As what was becoming the usual, your sudden appearance surprised him again.

The two of you stared at each other for a few moments, only the pinging of rain on metal between you.

“Hey… What’re you still here for?” He asked tentatively.

You sat down on the couch beside him. He seemed to tense up. He sat hunched over a bit, fiddling with a black ring on his index finger. He would occasionally glance at you, but not for long.

“You like the concert? I know it wasn’t much, but I hope you liked it.” He paused. “I’m glad you were able to come. Made my day.”

You told him the same, and began gushing about his song. He smiled, holding eye contact with you.

“Yeah, I heard your song on the radio. Took a bit of inspiration an’ made something of my own. Couldn’t help it. What you wrote was just one of those songs that gets you in the heart, you know?”

You knew.

“So…” He sighs, “I s'ppose I may as well ask. Maybe I’m just imagining things, but- you wanna get together? Or at least get to know each other? Dunno if you realized it, but that new song was meant to be about you.”

You had an inkling. But it overjoyed you to hear him say it. He seemed to notice your reaction and grinned. And then, you told him the truth; that YOUR song was also about him!

Piers sat straight up for a moment, then relaxed, still smiling.

“That settles that, then. Guess I was right all along.” He fidgeted a bit with his choker. “So… was that a yes, right?”

Of course it was.

#piers #piers x reader #pokemon #pokemon swsh #pokemon imagines #pokemon sword and shield #x reader #ask #scenario #darktypeimagines

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