#their vibes are so so bad but so so fun
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Finished rewatching Code Geass & I have emotions about these two
#code geass#lelouch vi britannia#suzaku kururugi#my art#im realizing why I used to be insane over these guys#their vibes are so so bad but so so fun#I think of them as that one aita post#ESH you’re both just enabling each others mental illnesses#you’re both perfect for each other#never change#just never involve anyone else in what you’ve got going on#yeah <3
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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.
first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.
it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.
and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.
you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.
and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.
your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.
in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.
in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.
so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.
you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.
once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.
and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"
you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?
hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!
you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.
we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?
#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck#good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen#im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3#writeblr#the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also#''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist#i was <3 punctured <3 during mine#and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3#she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh#ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance#i'd crash on the table#like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it#and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just#woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes#she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room#from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing#and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying#and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap#with this terrible memory#i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like#that was too many liters#and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home#i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after#that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty#you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it#while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED#and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.
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toot toot!
#breaking my streak of dramatic af captions bc look at this. look at it. wtf was i supposed to call it. he's tootin whaddya want from me#he go TOOT TOOT on his lil trumpet i fuckgjn LOVE HIM im maxing this card im serious#lvl 60 10/10 no expense is too much for my precious boy#i found a new brush that has this rly soft charcoal vibe and i used it on this whole thing and it was SEXY it was HEAVEN#it was fun for coloring too!!! and the outfit colors are fun to color OUGHH everything made just for me <3 feeling SILLY#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#his bunny outfit sweeps like im sorry but its the best card of the event and its not even fucking close#suntails#i did one 10-pull bc i wanted the paint bonus from epel's card even tho i HATE that card#and i instead got SUPER lucky and got deuce and NO epel!!! i couldnt be fucking happier#then my job interview today never called and i was miserable again but it was an internal issue and im now rescheduled for next week#so please dear god pls guys pray i get this job. i want it sooooo bad
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I've been longing for
Daisies to push through the floor
And I wish plant life would grow all around me
So I won't feel dead anymore
#my art#undertale#chara#chara dreemurr#safeutdr#i couldn't think of a caption so i looked through my playlist to find good lyrics that would fit and really vibed with these#from Plant Life by Owl City.#i think it matches this one well.#photo in the bg was taken by me once again! I'm having a lot of fun with these sorta multimedia drawings.#well. I'm technically just drawing over a photo. but idk it feels more abstract to me. lots of fun.#i feel like i can communicate feelings/vibes better like this. <-bad at drawing backgrounds#🌼
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Creatures bred in some laboratory
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Omega and Crosshair with a little Jurassic Park inspiration
#the bad batch#tbb omega#tbb crosshair#tbb#the bad batch spoilers#omega#crosshair#my art#had this idea for awhile and was intimidated to execute it but I'm happy with it#Crosshair looks different every time I draw him but I think the likeness is starting to settle#anyway I love JP and the JP vibes of the s3 opener were so good#and yeah i did the reflective eyes again it's just too fun
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Dancin'
#digital#mcyt#ldshadowlady#smallishbeans#ethoslab#philza#technoblade#wilbur soot#xephos#yogscast honeydew#geminitay#dude i have been vibing to this#i have had the art block so bad and then BAM#so fun doing this
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"A taste of the divine"
A Series of Small Offerings - IV/2 - day34
#a series of small offerings#i know at least half of you gonna run with this anyway so yes he.. he is having a taste alright....................#sooo have fun i guess ? ??#but on a serious note#i've been fighting with this one but it's not gonna magically turn into what i wanted it to be so it is a good point as any to just leave i#i could refine the shading a bit more but i just.. i'm unsure if it would make it more what i want it to be or even less#i don't mind the very clear overtone what i mind is the lack of something that just hits#don't get me wrong#i can see it it's not techincally bad but overtone or not it's just has a different vibe altogether to it that i was going for#sleep token#vessel fanart#sleep token fanart#vessel i#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#vessel#sleep token band#sleeptoken#levynn tries to draw
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Okay honestly these two episodes were absolutely a blast and had so many fun moments to them.
but dude the amount of COMFORT in this scene is unimaginable i love it sm gary is such a good guy...
Everybody deserves this type of love and comfort istg it's so good.
the fact he gave her a early invitation to the bakery just to give her even the smallest amount of comfort to her while she's afraid of cake's whereabouts and even giving her a LATTE AND GIVE HER REASSURANCE HE'LL HELP HER WITH THE SEARCH AFTER HES DONE MAKING SOME FOOD IN THE BACK...
I love u gary, we all deserve a gary in our lives and give him all the love and comfort possible back to him for his efforts.
#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#fionna the human#prince gumball#its just everything in this scene man.#the night time vibe#the comfyness of the dialogue...#i love this show man#it has so much fun in it but these scenes where its just a regular town with regular people#going through their lives some are good some are bad some are in between#but there's always that PERSON#that person that truly cares about you and you do back#and it makes you feel like life isnt actually as bad as it is...#Gary is that#hes that reminder even when things go wrong#there is always a person who wants to help you in times of stress with comfort and reassurance.#this goes for online friends too <333
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You keep underestimating others and it’ll come back to bite you (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Sans#Gaster#Papyrus#And a touch more Fellplates for the road lol#Fellplates#Starting with Sans tho! The poor tired thing </3#He has to put up with an awful lot for all the didn't-ask-for-this and single HP about it#Since it's been so long away I forgot how fun he was to draw - so many lovely designs all over ♪#Onto Fellplates - technically a spacefiller idea that ended up being fun and silly#As much as attaching metal GPS devices to your experiment-children hands can be anyway#Fell!Gaster makes them rose gold to go along with his whole pastel vibe lol#That doesn't make it better Gaster! That's literally just a veneer!#I do love just how extremely done Sans is with him tho lol#Goes right to Papyrus like ''Hey so y'know those ideals could you maybe bend them just a little bit for me as a favour''#Little baby Fell!Papyrus having to think about it! But from which direction hmmm#The Nature vs. Nurture of Fellplates really does interest me quite a bit ♪#Very especially the idea of being told you are ''bad'' and how that shapes you - classic Handplates also explores it! Why not Fellplates#And then back to classic lol - Sans is Angery™ and Gaster as usual Does Not Care#What's he gonna do about it throw him into the Core? Pfsh#Do not 1v1 your child Gaster it doesn't go well for anyone#And finally a couple more sillies of he#Being rude - of course lol - just don't let whoever it is you're insulting see you!#''I wasn't using my own hands'' ''It's the same thing! >:0'' lol#And just a simple one of him inspecting his own bullets :) Gotta make sure they're strong and sturdy! Got a lot of ATK/DEF to do!
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Flashback, warm nights.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#Season 1#wei wuxian#lan wanji#jiang cheng#should I have a teen tag? for all the flashbacks? Maybe I'll add it later#Linking the song for its 80's vibes + flashback melancholy + I think its fun#We have finally arrived at the cloud recess flashback! Dramatic first meetings under the moonlight! A sword fight! acknowledgement of skill#Its like everything you see in a 'No Homo' martial arts story that makes you go 'hold on that's a little...'#except we rejoice; for these bitches do be nurturing plot relevant homoromantic tension#I have to give a shout out to 15 year old wwx for in all honesty he had no way of knowing who he was facing#on day *one* of cultivation Christian summer camp! talk about bad luck#ok some other notes: I wanted to give non mxy!wwx distinct features while still looking somewhat consistant#and i think im happy with it! Softer bangs + mole + different hair tie ain't much but it works for me#they'll soon all be in white with small accents so I gotta do what I can#What im not happy about is my paneling B*/ theres no excuse for why I went back to the bad 3 square format other than I was lazy#Sadly I do these in batches so my bad habits stick around for a little longer
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Warden Xisumavoid
Jumped straight to this one because I'd never drawn Xisuma before and this sounded SICK
#rambles#answered asks#this took me forever but i really like how he came out :D!!!#i dont draw helmets much so it was fun practice :D#i know next to nothing about xisuma but he has chill vibes idk#xisumavoid#xisuma#hermitcraft fanon swap#warden xisuma#xisuma fanart#hermitcraft#hermitblr#ask games#art games#my knuckles are cramping bad so there might not be any more tonight :( but i wanna do the others yall have sent so!!
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In my language, “PK” is a curse word. So to me, Saiki and his friends all go to ‘Fuck You Academy’.
#In Cantonese it means ‘Fall in the streets and die’ more or less#It doesn’t sound as vulgar when literally translated tbh.#But it’s a real bad curse phrase. Hella common. You’d hear it all the time.#Tbh I don’t really swear in Cantonese. English on the other hand?#Here are some more interpretative translations (based on vibes mainly) for your consideration#‘Eat shit Academy’#‘Drop Dead Academy’#‘Why won’t you just die Academy’#‘Damn you to hell Academy’#‘Crime against humanity Academy’#‘Everyone wishes you were dead Academy’#Don’t quote me on how accurate any of these are. Because none of them are accurate.#But this is so flipping fun to do haha#saiki k#languages
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Day 1 | Sergeant Hunter
Calendar masterlist | Buy me a coffee?
'Tis the season! And as my thank you for this fandom that kept my brain pumping that sweet, rewarding serotonin + dopamine combo for two years in a row (so far): here it is, the first of my 24 clone arts. I hope you all enjoy my humble offerings 🤲🏾✨
Closeups + tags under the cut (◡‿◡✿)
Roll call: @kimiheartblade @the-bad-batch-baroness @cc--2224 @clonethirstingisreal @wackylurker @freesia-writes @vimse @starrylothcat @vodika-vibes @blackhunter666 @eternal-transcience @not-that-syndrigast @t3mpest98 @dreamie411 @king-chaos-world @burningfieldof-clover @wings-and-beskar @lavenderxechoe @mishakoon @padawancat97 @foodmoneyandcats @nobody-expects-the-inquisitorius @anxiouspineapple99 @wolviecat @fussyrogue @esser5170 @nika6q @523rdrebel
#mire's clone artdvent calendar '23#artists on tumblr#fanart#hunter the bad batch#the bad batch#tbb hunter#hunter tbb#sergeant hunter#im sorry he is not as inked as many of you hc. none of the rib tattoo designs looked right. pinky swear ill try doing better next year 😔#fun fact:#at first i wanted to make these series into dating sim CG thingies. until i remembered i can't design UIs to save my life lmao#so. if some of the arts in the series gives off some of the vibe. that's why#queued post#scheduled post#🎨 my art tag#🍧 safe art tag
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God gives his toughest battles (being at work DESPERATELY wanting nothing more than to be at home playing the new Genshin Fontaine update) to his bravest soldiers (me)
#Shima speaks#Genshin Impact#I PUSHED IT LAST NIGHT EVEN. I went to bed later than I should have bc I was having TOO MUCH FUN...#I have a lot of thoughts but here are some#A. STEAMPUNK STEAMPUNK STEAMPUNK STEAM PU#B. Fontaine gives me MASSIVE Unova vibes. Mountainy region with lots of pine trees.....also reminds me of home irl#C. THE UNDERWATER SECTIONS ARE SOOOOOO COOL AND SO FUN AND SO PRETTY AND SO#D. I got Lyney on literally my LAST pull call that lucky ducky#E. The update was TOO chonky....I had to delete HSR off my iPad bc Genshin's so FUCKING thicc. WHY is it so thicc#I was able to redownload HSR onto my phone bc my phone ACTUALLY has decent storage space.#I mean my iPad has 64 gigs but Genshin takes up like. 40 of that#And HSR is around 13 gigs rn#My iPad was like nope can't do it fam ;)#Me: NAURR!!!!!#Anyway I'm the bearer of the curse (being at work wanting to play in Fontaine so so so SO bad)
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#actually yeah fuck it ill post it now bc i dont have any reason not to and i want to show it so bad. fuck it we ball babeY!!!!#windyart#adriel#adri wings real#the hollowridge disaster#drew this in like an hour at midnight yesterday so legally a rly quick doodle#its actually so much fun to draw him with wings im glad to be doing it again idc if it conflicts with the vibe#because the vibe is whatever i want it to be babey!!! reality can be whatever i want it to be!!
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Why was there never a Hotel California episode why was there not an episode about a hotel in the middle of nowhere that looks pretty normal at first glance but the food is strangely bland because they don't use salt, and some of the other guests have no idea what year it is, and the staff are strangely insistent that they can't leave right now, and when they look closer all the people there are ghosts that aren't aware they're dead, and the hotel is cursed, and they're trapped in there
#hm i should make an original post tag#spn#yes it's obvious but it would be so fun#idk what the resolution would be. burn the place to the ground? hex bag or cursed object they have to destroy? just fucking run? who knows#all i know is the bland food is dean's first red flag#sam keeps going on about how the place has bad vibes or whatever and dean goes yeah they don't use salt and sam's like how is that relevant#but it IS relevant. take that sammy
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