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#the child i was is just one breath away. ** re; ethan
lafleshlumpeater · 4 months
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can you do an ethan nakamura x reader pls 🥺
If you can't it's okay ❤️
i hope you werent looking for anything specific but this is what i came up with<3
(i tried to make this as gn as possible- lmk if theres anything wrong w it)
Warnings: ethan is a bit (a lot) in love, unbelievably cheesy plot, gn reader
(im sorry for tsitp reference i had to okay- also for the plot we’ll just pretend ethan is the only nemesis child)
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To say Ethan was infatuated was an understatement.
The few who knew him well had never seen him like this before. Jaw slack, eyes wide and blind to the rest of the world every time you walked past.
He wanted to talk to you. If only his voice didn’t fail him every time you offered him a courteous smile, asking how he was and if his day was going okay.
He was torn- between wanting to be bold, asking you out with an air of confidence he didn’t care to admit his lack of, and admiring you from a safe distance, sighing wistfully with want.
And one day, the opportunity to be bold was granted to him, although seemingly insignificant-  teasing him, forcing him to make the decision between taking his chance or letting it fly past him.
“Ethan,” you greet, awfully chirpily, Ethan thinks, for a cold Sunday afternoon. He can’t help but love it, though.
“Hey,” he responds, feigning at indifference. Really, his heart rate sped up a notch and he could feel his face grow warmer, and just knowing that fact painted his cheeks a more prominent red. You don’t seem to notice, and he thanks all the gods (bitterly) for your oblivion to his adoration.
Kicking the cabin door shut behind you, you hold a clipboard and a pen in your hands. “Cabin inspection,” you smile smugly, eyes honing in on every detail of the room which made it an utter mess. Ethan cringed.
“That was today?”
“Unfortunately for you.” You smirk. With a facade of innocence, you bat your eyelashes and Ethan’s stomach flips. “I assume someone… forgot?”
He bites his lip, indiscreetly kicking rubbish under the bed. “Uhh…”
You shrug, scribbling on your clipboard. “Cabin Sixteen… stable duties.”
“No!” he exclaims in protest, louder than he meant to. You look up at him through your lashes.
“No?”
“Can- can we forget about this, just for once? For one, there’s no- one else to help me clean, and this is the first time I’ve…” Ethan falters once he realises you’re teasing, lips quirked up into a playful smirk.
“What’ll you give me if I do?”
His racing mind slows.
What?
Was this you flirting with him?
With him? Of all people?
After a tense pause, he slowly rises to his feet, taking a small step towards you, letting out a highly intelligent, well- deliberated: “Huh?”
You giggle coyishly. “I said, ‘what’ll you give me if I do’?”
Ethan swallows.
He’s never been the most outgoing of people.
Taking another step towards you, pauses for a second. His decision could mess everything up, but better to mess everything up rather than to have the regret eating away at him for ages to come, right?
Wetting his lips, Ethan walks slowly to stand in front of you- leaning in slightly. When you don’t pull away, he takes it as encouragement.
With a deep breath, he reaches out, gently tilting your chin to face him and presses his warm, soft lips to yours.
This wasn’t proofread at all so… please lmk if it doesn’t make sense anywhere before i re read it one day and cry <3
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queerbaitesque · 6 months
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i think the reason re8 wasn't as well executed as re7 is because they tried to convey too many things at once.
in re7 the main villain is a 10 year old girl abused by a secret corporation that wants to turn her into a bioweapon when all she wants is a normal family. however she has only ever known authority and hierarchy, not the love and affection that should exist within an actual family, therefore she is only able to create a toxic home with a strict hierarchy where every new member is at the bottom of the food chain. jack is the abusive father who delights in torturing his children, marguerite is reduced to her reproductive organs, as her role is solely that of the mother who bears new children, and is otherwise just a very disguting annoyance. lucas is the product of this toxic home, showing that it isn't genetics that play the biggest role in the child's education (he has been cured of the mold and is acting solely of his own free will) and that cycles of violence and abuse are not easily broken. however they can be broken, and we see that in zoe, who goes out of her way and risks her own life to help ethan. mia, while technically the "younger sibling", is probably just a step above lucas in the hierarchy because of her bond with eveline and her ability to adapt. when ethan "joins" the little family unit, he is nothing but the scared little kid who's just trying to run and hide from his father, a practically impossible task in the claustrophobic house.
this all works because this is all the game is about. it's not trying to be anything else or to make bigger statements or commentary. the first re game was about the collapse and moral corruption of modern society (with the cannibal zombies) as well as the obsession with modernizing warfare by developing bioweapons to be used arbitrarily on the civilian population, who become mere test subjects for the military industrial complex.
re7 focuses on the moral decay of the family unit as a sort of case study for the larger aforementioned collapse of modern society, as it is both a direct result of a human-made biochemical disaster and the sum of every toxic and abusive ideal of patriarchal society.
re8 at its core is about pollution, with moreau being the most self explainatory case. however, the problem with re8 is that every one of the four lords represents a different thing, and the player doesnt really get enough time with any of them to really unpack anything. re8 tries to recreate the family unit we had in re7 but at the same time it wants to talk about how the nobility is nothing but a very pretty looking blood sucking parasite, and also about how pollution is bad for the fish, and about how technological advancement requires the utter annihilation of the natural landscape to make way for factories that produce machine-human hybrids, but it's also about family.
mother miranda tries to make a family for herself, but she fails miserably as she isn't interested in any of her "children", instead focused on exploiting them to create the perfect child. alcina, the nobility, has some pretty evident issues with authority; she's used to being the ruling class, the one with all the power and who exploits those below her; she also has daughters of her own, so she clearly isn't interested in miranda's plans. moreau is the most pathetic and also most obvious Lord Of Pollution, as there is nothing else really going on with him. he is a poisonous creature the spreads disease at his every breath. heisenberg is the rebellious son who wants to break away from his overbearing mother's control, the mother who put him on earth without his permission, who changed him without his permission, but he is the worst kind of pollution that exists: war. he cannot break the cycle and is not interested in doing so.
donna is the one that stands out the most to me, as she doesnt really represent any kind of physical pollution, but rather something that is plaguing our modern society on a much larger scale than ever before: metal illness. she is also the one who, more than any other lord, personifies the theme of the sick and twisted family; she taunts ethan with his insecurities about being a parent, about his own body and his own "wrongs" that his child might have inherited from him (scary giant fetus). she also makes him to take apart a mannequin modeled after mia, his dead wife, forcing him to deal with his grief and and fear to lose the only family he has left: rose.
it's not a bad game at all, and every lord is a very compelling villain (except maybe moreau) but the game doesnt give any of them nearly enough time to be developed fully and to be truly, undeniably monstrous. not to mention mother miranda, who barely feels like a villain by the end of the game, she's just annoying.
tl;dr: it's a good game, i realy liked it, but it could have benefited from having less characters and from focusing more on the horror than on the action doom-like style of gameplay
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heisenberg-simp257 · 1 year
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Have a good day/afternoon/evening/night!
Can I request a post-Miranda shot that Karl settled down on a new lifestyle with the help of his S/O? The first days for him was settling down and as years pass he ofc get used to it and how happy, grateful and thankful he is for reaching his lifelong dream ( escaping that hell and getting to know the outside world, feeding his hunger for exploring and learning of outside world, having childish excitements over new things ) especially with his S/O by his side.
Prompts ( in random order ): #13, #6, #127, #224 ( you can remove 224 if four prompt is too much <3 )
Thank you from now 😊
I can try! ❤️ This idea is exactly how the game should’ve ended! Hope you enjoy!
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Once Upon a Time
Heisenberg finally manages to escape his hellhole of a life with you, and to him, it’s nothing short of a fairytale.
#6 “Please, marry me.”
#13 “Let’s make our own story.”
#127 “Here we are. Home sweet home.”
#224 "You're cold, take my jacket."
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“She’s distracted with Ethan...we can finally escape.” You told him, gripping onto his arm. Heisenberg was doing everything he could to also get out and onto that battlefield. 
“No! That bitch is supposed to die by my hand! Ethan refused to help me! He gets no say in this!” Heisenberg shouted, trying to rip his arm from your grasp. However, you were too determined to keep him from jumping into his death.
Based on the fact he hasn’t pushed you away tells you that he didn’t want to actually go.
“Let him deal with it! This is about us now! We can...we can finally leave the village, like we always dreamed...” You told him, softening your grip as you began to struggle less. Heisenberg just stood there, limp, eyes glossing over as he thought of everything he’s done up to this point.
“But this wasn’t how the story was supposed to end...I was supposed to kill her...I needed to have some redemption...” He muttered, hands balling into fists as he thought of the wretched woman who ruined his life. You moved to cup his cheek and have him turn to face you.
“Let’s make our own story.” You told him softly, and you could tell that Heisenberg was mulling it over in his head.
“You’re right...Leave the fucker to his fate...let’s get out of here.” Heisenberg mumbled, glancing towards where he knew the battle was taking place. You smiled, relieved to have convinced him.
That’s how our story reveals the true ending of RE Village in which Heisenberg manages to escape the village and into freedom, leaving Ethan and Miranda as moldy corpses...
And cue you guys settling down in a whole new country, back where you lived before the village.
“Here we are. Home sweet home.” You said sweetly. With your hand holding his, you pulled him into your home which you would now share together. It was fairly small and exactly how you left it before coming to the village. Nothing too exciting.
But Heisenberg was in such awe of it.
“You live here? It’s so...clean and organized.” He said while looking around at all the family photos. He picked one up and smiled at it before placing it down. 
“Home...” Heisenberg murmured to himself, seemingly in shock at the entire state of affairs that was going on. You moved to come and hug him from behind, feeling him melt a bit in your touch.
For the first time in his life, he was finally relaxed.
“Are you happy?” You had to ask him, cheek resting against his back. He took a deep breath.
“You have no idea...” He responded with a sigh of relief. You grinned to yourself before shuffling off him. Heisenberg looked around your home with curiosity akin to a child’s.
“I’ll have a lot to get used to...and I’m sure Chris Redfield and his mutts will be looking for me...” He said sadly, gazing out the window at the rest of the neighborhood. 
“You just have to not cause any trouble...I’ll help you get used to this new lifestyle. Think of it like...the beginning of a fairytale.” You told him, coming over and resting a hand on his shoulder. He chuckled a bit to himself.
“Once upon a time...this lovely stranger visited the village and saved Lord Heisenberg from the depths of hell...” He said and you started to giggle as well. The more he watched cars drive down the road, the more his excitement of the outside world started to show. In fact, he seemed to be bouncing on his heels.
He turned to you with a grin.
“Think you could teach me how to drive?”
A year or two later...
Heisenberg has since adjusted to life outside the village. At first, he was a little nervous, but as time went on, he grew more confident to the new things that you introduced him to. In fact, his whole demeanor in general seemed to improve.
He was a lot happier and a lot more grateful. I mean, he was living his dream now. 
“Would you like to go for a drive?” Heisenberg asked you, swinging the keys around his finger. Ever since he properly learned how to drive, he’s been keen on going out to drive whenever possible.
If there’s one thing about him that will never change, it’s the fact that he needs his alone time in the peaceful night air.
“Sure. Since you actually invited me this time.” You told him with a grin while getting up from the computer. He simply rolled his eyes.
“Sorry darling, you know I need my alone time.” He told you while patting your shoulder before moving to walk out the door, seemingly excited for something. However, Heisenberg has been overly happy for some time now, so you thought nothing of it.
You hurried out of your seat to follow him, and off you guys went into the crisp evening air.
“You seemed excited to go.” You mentioned as he drove you guys down a country road through some fields.
“I’m always excited to drive somewhere, especially if you’re with me.” Heisenberg mentioned without taking his eyes off the road. You felt like prying more but decided to leave it alone.
Eventually, he parked the car alongside the road near a lake.
Upon getting out, you were hit with a shrill breeze. In the rush to get out, you forgot a jacket, and, in this weather, that would be grievous. Of course, Heisenberg took notice of this immediately.
He would always be a protective bastard.
“How could you forget to grab something?” He teased you with a slight laugh. You glared at him, but he then came over and draped something over your shoulders, engulfing you in warmth.
“You're cold, take my jacket.” He said in a serious manner, not even allowing you room to argue. So, you kept your mouth shut and thanked him for his kind action. It was something he used to do back in the village as well.
And per usual, his response was mumbled.
The two of you moved to sit on the hood, his typical jacket wrapped around you, as you guys gazed out at the stars. Heisenberg had his eyes closed, taking in the cool night air.
“Is this what you do when you go out?” You asked him quietly, and he opened his eyes to give you a proper smile.
“I like to think about the future, and how fucking grateful I am that you managed to save me...” He confessed to you, and you scooted over to lean against his shoulder. It was still a rare sight to see Heisenberg emotional, but you knew his walls were still taking their time to be chipped away.
But there was no hiding it right now. He was on the verge of tears.
“What’s wrong?” You asked him, lifting your head up in concern. The man in question simply (and quickly) wiped at his eyes before flashing you a sincere smile.
“Nothing...I just came to a conclusion...” He told you and you raised your brows in confusion. Your heart was also beating a mile a minute. What could he possibly be talking about?
Heisenberg said nothing more as he moved to slide off the car. His movements were shaky, like he was nervous or something. Or perhaps he was cold from you having his jacket. Just as you were about to give it back to him, he fished something out of his pocket and moved to face you.
He bit his lip, unclear on where to go from here.
“Y/N...I have no clue on how to do this, so bear with me...” Heisenberg said, and you could practically hear your heart in your ears. With that, he moved to reveal a ring to you.
You nearly stopped breathing.
“Please, marry me.” He said, voice barely above a whisper. Your eyes flickered from him to the ring, breathing trying to stable itself. It must’ve taken so must courage from him.
“I’ve thought about this since the village...but it took me this long to ask...” He said with a dry chuckle, obviously worried about your lack of speaking.
“Yes.”
His head perked up at that as you just became aware of what your heart made you say. As you thought about it, the more you began to get giddy in excitement. You slid off the car, practically dropping his jacket, and grabbed his hands in yours.
“Yes. I will marry you.” You said with a big grin before moving to kiss him. Heisenberg seemed in shock before his cocky nature came back, and he grabbed your waist to pull you closer into the kiss.
Afterwards, he slid the ring on your finger.
“And just when I thought things couldn’t get any better.” You told him as he grinned, seemingly relieved that he got the answer he wanted. Heisenberg wrapped an arm around you tighter.
“I see now how the story ends...” Heisenberg told you, pulling you closer.
“Happily ever after...” You said with a grin as you placed a hand on his chest, enjoying the peaceful serene lake before you in your new lives that were free of Miranda’s clutches.
The secret ending of the Village of Shadows book
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piracytheorist · 2 years
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Frend! Have you read this?
https://twitter.com/AestheticGamer1/status/1572808598224523266
Recommend reading the whole thread. It's apparently spoilers for Shadows of Rose and boy do I feel vaguely sick. Ethan went through all that pain, suffering even gave his life for THIS to happen? And we see how fcking miserable she grows up!! i a m climbing W A L L S and tearing some people a new one UGH hoping there's a VERY good reason for all this
(also, hello! hope you're doing well :3 )
-laa
My answer will be less dramatic than it would've normally been because I already went down the quote replies on that tweet and liked all the ones that said they hate that (and muted everyone who was screaming "CHRIS DILF CHRIS DILF" like my dude... read the room) so I kinda vented off there.
But yeah uhm... that fucking sucks :) Like we see in the trailer how Rose wished to have a normal life but I hadn't expected she would be taken away from Mia. And if Mia HAD done something while having Rose on her custody, then again that's a writing mistake. Just have the woman fucking relax and live as normal a life as possible, Jesus. Why have the VERY LAST moment of RE8 be Mia with Rose in her arms, if right after y'all are gonna write "So uhm Chris go raise this random superpowered child as if you haven't done enough for the franchise" and have Rose grow up away from Mia LIKE COME ON. It's just bad writing and I don't even care that much about Mia.
But like... idk, maybe the interview isn't very clear on what we'll see in the story. Maybe after Ethan's death the BSAA went like "Welp we ain't getting any more use out of them" so they locked Mia up, witness protection program shut down, and Rose was left practically an orphan so Chris took her in to train her and watch her at all times and have a sniper aimed at her at all times... yay, I guess? That's not what Ethan meant when with his dying breaths he said "Watch over her", dude.
So yeah. I'm keeping my expectations low for the DLC now, and we still have to see what goes down in it, but yeah, that's a very much not good development writing-wise. I know RE deals in tragedy and shit, but like, we saw Ethan go through absolute hell to save his wife and then his daughter, sacrificed what little time he had left to see them in order to make sure Mia and Rose would reunite so that Mia could raise her... and all for that to never happen? That's not tragedy, that's just useless pain, thank you very much. If I wanted pointless pain after pointless pain, I'd be watching the news, not paying 60+ euros for a game that doesn't give a shit about setting, payoff and catharsis.
Like, I don't know the stories of other RE games, but are they actively trying to make us hate Chris? :)))) Because that's what that looks like for now.
But yeah hi! I'm doing well, besides that shit! How about you? :D
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anxietysslave · 3 years
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Having Each others Back’s (Ethan Winters X Reader)
This was requested by @jenneric03 Thank you again for the request! <3
Summary: Ethan’s already taken a lot of hits, so you try to minimize that.
Y/N means Your Name,
L/N means your last name
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Y/N’s point of view:
I glanced over at the young man next to me, who was clutching his injured hand. I sighed. “Ethan, you really should be more careful. You and I both know that these Lords want nothing more than to have us both dead. If she really wanted to, she could’ve killed you in an instant.” I lectured. “I know, I know. I’m sorry.” He apologized. 
“Just next time, be more careful. I really don’t feel like coming back to seeing you lying dead on the floor.” I whispered. “I promise that won’t happen. I have to get you to safety and have to get Rose back. I will be damned if those things don’t happen.” He growled.
Slowly, the platform came to a stop, which allowed us to see the winter storm descending onto the ground. “I wonder if Lady Dimitrescu can come out here... I mean, her daughters cannot come out.” I muttered. “I don’t know, but I don’t want to find out. Come on, I think we can find something around here.” Ethan suggested as he walked off of the platform. I slowly followed behind him. 
“How did you even end up in this mess? I know you’re here for you daughter, but how did Mother Miranda even get your daughter?” I asked. He looked down. “Someone I thought was a friend caused this. I don’t know where he was bringing me and my daughter, but we crashed on the outskirts of the village. I wish I could answer that question better, but even I don’t know what’s going on.” He answered. 
“That makes two of us. I thought Mother Miranda was supposed to guide us, and keep us safe. But then those... Those damned lycans came into the village, and it hasn’t been the same since... Almost everyone’s dead in the village, other than me and that old lady.” I muttered. “Why did everyone look up to Mother Miranda?” Ethan asked.
“I’m not entirely sure, other than I think it might’ve been her power. If I’m not mistaken, she was the one that created this village. And since we haven’t had contact with any outsiders, none of us know anything about what’s really going on.” I explained. “I don’t think the Lords even know what’s going on.” I added. 
“Hence why I’m coming with you. I want revenge against Mother Miranda for what she did to us. i don’t care if she wants some child back, it doesn’t make it right to take all these people’s lives away from them and kidnap another child.” I grumbled. He chuckled. “Then I’m glad to have you on my side, and not against me... A lot of the remaining villagers were against me.” He spoke. 
“Not going to lie. I was kinda skeptical of you at first. I mean, it’s not every day that a mysterious man comes into the village to look for his daughter.” I pointed out. “Eh, you have a point there.” Ethan agreed. “Oh! Here it is. I found the key to get back into the main floor of the castle.” I called out as I moved the bush and picked the key up. 
“Are you sure we should go back in?” He questioned. “It’s the only way. Lady Dimitrescu seems to be one of Miranda’s favorites, so she’d be the one to have Rose or know where Rose is.” I explained as I stood up. “So come on. It seems like we have little time to waste.” I added as I made it to the door. 
I stuck the key into the door and turned it around until I heard a click. I opened the door and cautiously poked my head in. “No sign of Dimitrescu or any of her daughters.” I announced as I walked in. “That’s some good news. Where should we go?” Ethan asked. “Let’s go over to the angel statues. I think we need to do something with them to move forward.” I explained as I approached them. 
I glanced over at the plaque. “Mask the angels blinded gaze, and only then will you be saved.” I read aloud. “Some kind of puzzle?” Ethan asked, “Yes. It seems we have to find 4 masks, to fit all 4 of these angels.” I concluded. He groaned. “We’re going to be here a while, aren’t we?” He asked. “Of course we are. But all that means, is we should get moving.” I decided, as I turned back around and marched to the staircase. 
“We haven’t finished looking upstairs, so that’s where we need to go.” I decided. “Wait! Slow down.” Ethan ordered. I stopped and glanced at him. “We have to be more careful. We don’t know where Lady Dimitrescu is.” Ethan whispered. “Don’t worry, I’m already here.” A feminine voice rang. My head shot in the direction to see her standing on the other side of Ethan. 
“I will make you pay for what you did to my daughters!” She exclaimed as she lifted her hand up. Claws grew from her fingertips as she got ready to swing. “Ethan, watch out!” I called out. Ethan turned to look at her, but couldn’t react in time. So I moved quickly and pushed him out of the way. I was too slow to move out of the way myself, which resulted in her claws hitting my cheek. 
I cried out in pain as I stumbled backwards. “Y/N!!!” Ethan cried out. “That was pathetic. You shouldn’t be covering for him!” Dimitrescu angrily called out as she wrapped her fingers around my neck and lifted me off the ground. I struggled to escape her grasp, as I couldn’t breathe. “You humans are all so pathetic and disgusting! He killed my own children, but you still stand up for him!? You’re just as bad as he is!” She yelled as she threw me back into the wall. 
A chocked sob left my lips, as the pain spread through my back. “Dammit! Leave them alone!” Ethan exclaimed as he ran past her. He ran to me and kneeled down next to me. “Come on, we need to get you out of here or else she’s going to kill us both.” Ethan ordered, as he grabbed my arm and tried to pull me up. But it just resulted in a cry leaving my lips. 
“Fuck.” He cursed. “When I get up there, I am going to rip you both limb from limb.” She threatened, as she got closer. “D-Don’t fucking risk your life for me. You should know by now that I-I’ll get out of here without her killing me. Your primary goal should be t-to find where Rose is while she’s distracted.” I whispered. 
“No. I said earlier that I’m going to make sure you’re safe, and to get Rose back. So you’re coming with me.” He ordered stubbornly as he pulled me up. We both limped away from the Lord and make it down the stairs. “If we hide, we can take care of your wounds.” Ethan silently spoke. I nodded slowly. “Get back here! I will not let you get away!” Her voice rang. 
But we quickly rushed into the Duke’s room, where Ethan closed the door and sat me down against the wall. “That looks like a nasty wound.” Duke observed. “No shit. Do we have anything for medication?” Ethan asked as he walked over to him. “There are some Herbs and Chem fluid over there. Bandages are over there as well.” Duke explained. 
“Why would you do something so reckless??” Ethan questioned as he grabbed the items. “It wasn’t a-as reckless as when you had your hand chopped o-off.” I joked. “You’re literally bleeding everywhere. I don’t think right now is a time to joke.” Ethan muttered as he rushed back to me. “T-There’s no need to be grumpy. I’m alive, aren’t I?” I pointed out. 
“But you could’ve not been alive. Y/N, she can cut through your bones. If she wanted to, she could’ve done just that and killed you.” Ethan lectured. “You don’t deserve to be hurt...” I whispered. “What?” He questioned. “I said, you don’t d-deserve to be hurt. You’ve taken a lot of hits for me, and have t-taken a lot of hits in general. I don’t want you to get hurt anymore.” I explained. 
His eyes widened slightly. “I-I think your daughter would also like to have you in one piece.” I added. “What about your family? Wouldn’t they want you to be one piece as well?” Ethan asked. I glanced down. “T-They’re dead. Those stupid fucking lycans killed them. So right now, I-I don’t have anyone to be concerned for me.” I explained softly. 
“I-I’m sorry... I didn’t know...” He apologized. “But either way, you have someone. You have me. And I swear to god, if you die on me, then I will not be happy.” He warned. I chuckled. “I should’ve expected you to say that.” I muttered. “Yes, because I care for you. So, once we make it out of here together, I was wondering if you’d maybe like to get some coffee sometime.” He offered. 
I glanced at him in shock. “B-But don’t you have someone else already?” I questioned. “I did, but we divorced a bit after we had Rose.” Ethan explained as he bandaged up my left eye. I smiled softly. “Sure. I’d love that.” I agreed. 
(I hope this was good... This is one of my first RE 8 oneshots of Ethan Winters, so I hope it’s not too bad... Let me know if you guys have any other suggestions of Ethan Winters, or Headcannons of the RE characters. Thank you for reading this!)
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burnsblue · 6 years
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tag dump !!!
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Dean Winchester: Embrace (Request)
*Not my gif*
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Paring: Dean X Reader 
Pov: Reader 
Warnings: comfort from dean, hunt gone wrong, reader crying, LOTS OF HUGS, mentions of Sam (Briefly) 
Summary: The reader come back from a hunt gone very wrong, and all she want is to be in Dean’s arms tonight. Once she makes it to the bunker, she falls into dean’s arms, not being able to keep it together anymore. 
Word Count: 2k 
Masterlist 
Tag list: @akshi8278​, @deanswaywardgirl​
This was supposed to be an easy hunt. One and done type of thing, but that ended shortly after I got to the motel. Dean and Sam already out on a hunt, I decide that it wouldn’t hurt anyone if I went out on my own.  
Shooting Dean, a quick message. “Dean, there’s a hunt about an hour away from the bunker. It involves kids, so I’m packed up and leaving in 5. Love Ya.” I sent the message stuffing my phone in my back pocket.  
Buzzing I pulled it out seeing a message from Dean “Ugh, I wish you weren’t going by yourself, but I understand it involves kids. Be safe and text me when you get to the motel. Love Ya sweetheart.” Well, that had gone by much easier than previously thought.  
So, throwing my bag in the passenger seat of on the many cars I drove off to the motel. According to the article children were going missing in the local town. The thought of so many parents being scared and missing their children was eating at me, so I thought I’d at least try to help.  
Quickly I learned that kids were disappearing, most disappeared near an old shut down mental asylum. Something about kids and wanting to search places that clearly had “DO NOT ENTER” signs on them.  
It was still early in the afternoon so I made my way over to the parents of the latest missing child. They wore worried expression on their faces as they say the quick flip of the F.B.I badge.  
In short, they had said that their son had gone out with a few of his friends. Riding bikes and being a destructive teenage boy. For a few moments the image of Dean being that way crossed my mind, internal smiling at the thought.
I had figured that it was probably a ghost based on the rather odd story the parents retold me. Saying that their son had told them about how the light were flickering and, all the sudden it was really cold in the asylum. It’s the middle of summer, so cold spots are definitely more prominent.  
When I made it back to the motel, I made quick work of trying to figure out where the old mental asylum was, grabbing way to cups of coffee, and junk food from the vending machines I worked until at least twelve in the morning.  
I hadn’t ever realized how much the Sam and Dean’s help was. It was nice to have a tech nerd at your disposal, and a heater next to you in bed every night. Once I had fallen asleep at the dirty small kitchen table in the motel, I thought it best to move to the bed and text Dean.  
“Hey baby, I made to the motel a while ago. You know me got caught up in trying to help. Fell asleep trying to research going to sleep now. Good night baby, Love Ya.” I sent before plugging it in to its charger and falling into a deep sleep.  
When I awake the next morning, I looked over to my phone seeing a new message from Dean. “Sleep well sweetheart. We will be home today, keep me in the loop. Can’t wait to see you.” He messaged with a winky face at the end.  
Rolling my eyes, I got out of the crappy, not memory foam bed. Hearing the slightly creaks and cracks of my bones. Thinking that it would probably useless if i grabbed a shower before going on a hunt, so I opted to grab one of deans stolen flannels, my pants, and my boots.  
Once I was officially ready for the day, I went right back into researching. Finally, hours later I had found an old document that just so happened to have to the address of the mental asylum.  
It was a picture of a few nurses, a doctor standing proud in the back, and a gaggle of children in front of the nurses. Around the doctors' neck hung a stethoscope. It read at the bottom of the picture  
‘Doctor Ethan Zingler, Nurse Betty, Nurse Lewis, Nurse Andrea, with the many mentally insane children. Doctor Zingler holding his prized possession his stethoscope.’ “Fuck yes” I screamed. Damn that was dumb luck.  
Quickly grabbing the car keys, I slammed the motel door, making my way over to the car. Again, I shot him another text, “Alright, found the address for this place. Should be an easy fix. Be home soon, Love Ya.” Sending it before starting to pull out of the parking lot.  
When I made it to the mental asylum, the gates lock was broken making it much easier for me. Making my way into the mental asylum it was quiet, giving me an uneasy feeling. A scream grabbing my attention, but when I made it their nothing, nothing was there.  
As I walked around more, trying to find these lost kids. Turning around at one point, I saw a figure of a decomposed older women. Her white nurses outfit torn at her heart, all the sudden instead of staring at me she was full speed running.  
Cutting into one room I lost her, standing there for a minute. Re thinking everything that I looked up, and the parents had told me. It clicked it was ghosts, they were ghouls. This means that everything I had on me wasn’t going to work.  
Hearing the should of many children screaming at once, I ran towards it. I saw the Doctor his stethoscope wrapped around the necks of one of the children, I ran in trying to get a shot in, but before I could I had they two other nurses hold me down, one trying to stick me with a needle. The other had her very decade hand around my neck.  
I watched every single missing child be killed in front of my eyes, once the doctor was done, he turned looking at the two nurses. They let me go and he slow staked over to me, his hand covering my mouth. I reached down in a quick and swift motion grabbing a long machete knife I had attached to the loops of my pants. In two swift movements I sliced the heads of the nurses off. Looking over at the once respected doctor I chopped his head, it landing on the ground.  
Swiping the blade over my thigh, I slipped it back into its case. I walked out of the asylum flipping it the finger. Getting into the car, it was starting to hit me, that I had watched at least 3 kids murdered in front of me. I was here to fix this, to bring them home safely.  
I drove, no music, no running thoughts in my mind. I just drove, when I finally made it back to the motel, I grabbed a quick shower, trying to wipe away the images of them dying, trying not to cry. “Y/n you’re a big girl. You’re a hunter, fuck you’re with a Winchester get it together.”  I said to myself.  
“Hey baby, how is everything? I haven't heard anything in a while. Sam says that I should stop worrying, but you’re my girl. Text me back please.” Dean messaged me.  
Climbing out of the bathroom, I grabbed my phone, my arms barely keeping the towel wrapped around my chest. “Everything is fine. I’m okay honey. I will be home tops 2 hours, Love Ya.” I sent him back.  
If I broke down now, here, I’d never be able to leave. I need to get dress, I need to get home, I need Dean, now. Wrapping another stolen Dean flannel around me, I could just barely smell his leather, and whiskey cologne on his shirt, I pulled up my sweats.  
Grabbing the rest of my stuff, and throw it into the passenger seat. I walked down to the front desk; I gave to women her keys back. Starting the engine to the car this time I turned the radio on, finding a station that reminded me of Dean. “80′s rock coming your way. Now playing ‘AC/DC Back in black” Taking a deep inhale I back out and drove down the street, radio blasting and windows down.  
“Can’t wait to see you sweetheart!” Dean sent a message as I inched closer and closer to the bunker. Finally, I slowed down and drove down the darkly lite drive way that led to the bunkers garage. As I inched closer, I started to break down, I didn’t want to be a disappointment. I didn’t want Dean, or Sam to see me as a failure.  
I could feel the prickle of tears wanting to escape from my eyes, but shook my head and pushed them back in. As I parked the car, I only grabbed my phone, not really in the mood to look or see anything hunting wise.  
Slowly I made my way to the garage door. Stopping as my hand made contact with the cold handle. I reached for a deep breathe, and opened the door. Conversation still going on, I walked past the library hearing both Sam and Dean call my name.
But the idea of facing them, after everything was too much. I heard the scratch of the wooden chair against the floor. I walked into Deans and I shared room, plopping onto the memory foam bed.  
I heard the bedroom door, slowly open “Y/n?” Dean’s voice bounced off the cinder block room. “Y/n? Are you okay?” He said shutting our bedroom door. “Y/n? Are you hurt? If you’re hurt, I can fix you up, but... but you’ve got to tell me.” He said coming closer to me.  
My breathing becoming harder for me to control. Deans hand landing on my hips first. “Y/n please look at me. You’re scaring me.” I couldn’t take it anymore, I moved quickly making Dean lose a bit of balance before his hand wrapped around my mid-section.  
A breath that I didn’t realize I was holding came out, “It’s okay, you can just cry. I’ve got you, sweetheart.” Dean said rubbing circles into my back. “You’ve got me Y/n. You just tell me what happened okay, let me known that us Winchester deal making didn’t rub off on you.” He said a little chuckle at the end.  
“De... Dean I’m so stupid. I let 5 kids die because I di... didn’t know what I was hunting. I watched the gho..uls kill them. De... Dean Please just hold me. Please don’t thi.. think of me any different.” I said, a few hiccups interrupting me from finishing my sentences.  
I felt Dean take a deep inhale, before speaking, “Damn, Y/n why.. You know what you’re so resilient, so brave, you’re no where to being stupid. Me and Sam got the covered for you. It’s okay, I’m so fucking sorry that I wasn’t with you, I’m sorry, but I’m tell you’  
He said pulling me away from his shoulder. Lightly touching my chin, bring my attention to him. Our eye making contact. ‘Y/n I’m telling you that you couldn’t have done anything more then you did. You’re an amazing hunter, an amazing person, you’re prefect Y/n. I don’t to ever hear you say that you’re stupid, or that you think me or Sam will think of you differently because we just won’t. I love you baby” Dean said.  
I reached up to kiss lips, a small, sparked filled kissed. It was as if that kiss was an okay for me. The okay that Dean was being true with me. “Dean, can.. can we just lay together please? I don’t want to let you go just yet” I asked.  
He gave me short smile, and shook his head ‘yes’. “I love you, sweetheart. Get some rest.” He said kissing my temple, “Love Ya too De.”  I said before the tiredness of crying and the beat of Dean’s heart lulled me into a deep and warm sleep.
Completed 02/27/2021 
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Caught in his web, Chapter 57
Chloe barely slept during the night while she was in Loki’s arms. She kept thinking about their baby that she was carrying. Worrying over what she was going to do.
But she tried to act calm and natural in the morning, smiling when she turned around in his arms and snuggled into him.
Loki smiled and nuzzled his nose against hers. ‘How are you feeling this morning, doll?’ He hummed.
‘Ok. I still feel bad for arguing with you yesterday.’ She said sadly, glancing down.
Loki smiled and hooked her chin with his finger, lifting her head back up. ‘No need to be. We’ve talked it through. I love you, so much. It will take more than a silly argument for that to ever break.’ He said with the softest look in his eyes.
She felt a pang of guilt within her. But she kept it together and nodded, then buried her face into the crook of his neck as he wrapped his arms tightly around her.
‘I told you I will always look after you. And I will.’ He said quietly, rubbing her back in circles.
After cuddling for an hour, Loki reluctantly had to get up to go to work.
‘Any plans for today?’ He asked Chloe while he got dressed, she remained in bed for a bit. Cosy and comfy.
‘Not really. I might go down to the bakery with Bear and get some home bakes, they always re-stock today.’ She mumbled.
Loki chuckled as he sat down on the edge of the bed next to her and placed his hand on her hip. ‘At least your cravings for so much junk food won’t last too much longer.’ He grinned and leaned down to kiss her forehead. ‘I’ll call you later, I shouldn’t be too late home tonight.’
‘Ok. Love you, Loki.’ She called to him as he made his way to the door. He stopped and turned, smiling brightly at her.
‘I love you too, doll.’ He winked at her then ducked out of the room.
Chloe let out a big breath of relief when he left. She leaped out of bed and went over to the window, looking out and making sure she saw him leave in the car with Nelson.
She ran her hands down her face as her mind went crazy with so many thoughts.
But she knew what she had to do… Even if she did feel a tugging at her heart that wanted her to stay. She couldn’t. Not with someone who wanted to abort their child without so much as listening to her properly, to her wants.
It was a stark reminder once more that no matter how much Loki made it seem that she was here and free of her own accord, she wasn’t really. She knew deep down he would never let her leave, and whilst she hadn’t been sure if she would ever want to or not, she knew now she had to. Her body wasn’t hers, it never was since she fell into his hands.
She had thought that someone like him would’ve still been able to love his own child, or at least like the idea of having an heir. But it was clear his possession over her was far more than she ever realised. Not even wanting to share her with his own child? It was absurd. And terrifying.
Making her way slowly to her own room, in-case Ethan, Samuel or Tania was about so she didn’t rouse suspicion, she found Bear along the way and had her come into her room with her.
‘Alright, Bear. We are going away, yes we are. You’re coming with mummy, we will get our own place and have our own life. Yes, we will.’ She cooed as she scratched the pup’s ears.
It didn’t take long for her to pack, she was only taking very little. Some underwear and a few items of clothing. She would buy more when she got, wherever it was she was going. She packed the basic toiletries and then grabbed the small bag of cash she had hidden at the back of her wardrobe.
‘I’ll grab a few of your pouches for today and tomorrow morning.’ She said to Bear as she got herself dressed.
She swung her bag over her shoulder and took a deep breath before going downstairs. Luckily there was no sign of Tania in the kitchen so she was able to grab a few pouches of the dog food. The bag she had with her wasn’t overly big, as she knew having a large one would rouse suspicion.
Grabbing her coat and Bear’s lead, she made her way outside.
‘Morning, Pete.’ She greeted him happily.
‘Good morning, love. Hello, Bear.’ He crouched down to pet Bear as usual. ‘Off out for a walk?’
‘Yeah, we are going to the bakers down the road. Stock up on lovely home bakes. Will I get you some scones?’ She asked, knowing they were his favourite.
‘Yes please.’ Pete nodded, standing up again. ‘Don’t be long, it’s supposed to rain soon.’
‘I won’t melt.’ She joked to him. ‘Come on, Bear. Let’s go.’ She made her way down the path with Bear.
Her heart was pounding with every step she took… Just waiting for Pete to call her out on the bag she had. But luckily, he didn’t. Thinking it was just for the home bakes. She felt so relieved when she got further down the street and out of view of the house, she wanted to cry in a mixture of emotions.
‘Ok…’ She looked down at Bear. ‘We can do this the hard way ourselves, or take a risk and get help. I don’t know about you, but I feel we will need help. If we stay in this country, he might find us. I think our best bet is to get elsewhere…’
Bear just wagged his tail up at his owner, tongue out panting happily. Not a care in the world, no idea what was going on.
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David had just been lazing around the house on his rare day off, so he was surprised when the doorbell rang. He hadn’t been expecting anyone.
He was even more surprised when he opened the door to find Chloe with Bear, both of them soaking wet from the rain.
‘Jesus, Chloe. Come in, come in.’ He ushered her and Bear inside and went to get towels for them both.
‘I’ll get spare clothes for you.’ He offered after giving her the towel.
‘I have in my bag. It’s ok.’
He paused and frowned at her. ‘Are you ok? What’s going on?’
Chloe got dried off and into dry clothes, then she sat down with a nice cup of hot chocolate. David sat down next to her, petting Bear who was all over him for fusses.
‘I’m pregnant.’ She said first, making David’s stomach drop.
‘Oh.’ Was all he was able to say.
‘Oh?’ She questioned, looking at him.
‘I know that Loki has expressed of late that he doesn’t want children. I know how… possessive he can be with you.’ He said softly.
‘Yeah… The asshole wants me to have an abortion. But I can’t do that, David. I can’t. I had to get away, I need to get away. But I know he will find me if I stay in the country.’
David ran his hand down his face. ‘So you need my help to skip the country, is that right?’
Chloe nodded, swallowing hard. ‘I… I know it’s a really big ask. But I trust you. Loki doesn’t ever have to know. I just need help with sorting out how to get out of here.’
‘You’ll need money.’ David said.
‘I’ve got a few grand in cash… Every time I went out shopping I took some cash out, it’s slowly built up. As I did have in mind I was going to use it to buy Loki a Christmas present… Thinking ahead, you see. As he can see every shop I buy from on his statement. So I just got some cashback each time so I could surprise him.’
David chuckled and smiled. ‘Clever girl.’
He sighed and thought for a moment. ‘Let me make a few calls, see what I can sort together. I have a holiday home in Italy, you could stay there for a while until we sort something more permanent.’
David pulled his phone out and stood up.
‘Thank you, so much!’ Chloe said, trying not to cry in relief.
David went through to the kitchen, he looked through his phone and was torn between calling Loki to tell him she was here or the taxi company to get her to the private jet… He kept flicking back and fore between them, not sure what to do.
Loki wasn’t just his boss, he was his best mate. He would be betraying him so badly if he helped to get Chloe away. But at the same time, he was really fond of Chloe. He knew how difficult Loki could be, and the thought that he was making her have an abortion was horrid.
He put his phone down and his head into his hands on the countertop. He groaned, completely unsure and torn on what to do…
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An hour later, the doorbell rang.
‘That will be your ride.’ David smiled at Chloe.
‘I can’t thank you enough for helping us.’ Chloe gave him a big hug, he rubbed her back as he hugged her.
‘Take care of yourself. Ok?’ He guided her to the door, with Bear too.
‘Thank you.’ She said to him sincerely.
David unlocked the bolt on the door and then pulled it open.
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Kind Stranger| GBD
Word Count: 2.8k (teeny tiny) Trigger Warning: quarantine talk A/N: This is my first fic post ever! Please let me know what you think about this little teaser. Please please give me feedback about if I should keep going or if I can improve at all!!
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The saltwater hit his tongue sharply. His body fell alongside his board in the water. While his feet met the ground again, he quickly scooped up the wayward board before it floated too far away. Arriving back on the shore, he dug the bottom of the board into the heavy, wet sand. He sat next to it, the tide kissing his feet and bare legs as it danced along the shore. He took a deep breath. He was at peace.
Grayson Dolan didn’t feel peace often: at least, not lately. The past two years had been one chaotic haze after another. Moving into a house in LA. Being on Fear Factor. Having his first stalker. Being there to watch his father pass. Starting a fragrance company. Erupting into a workaholic pattern of self-destruction to avoid dealing with the emotions of his father’s death. Announcing to his over 10million fans that he and Ethan had reached their last emotional string and needed to pursue a life that was happiest for them, including projects that pushed them as creators.
The creative projects were as scary and dizzying as they were exciting. He and Ethan traveled across the country in a custom van. They explored the Australian wilderness. They started a podcast with their friend, Ryan, to introduce the real, mature versions of themselves to the internet. Grayson had a small black notebook in his bottom left desk drawer with project ideas and timelines for the year.
But that notebook became pointless when the pandemic hit. He and Ethan were in the process of finding a new house after an incident with an unhealthily obsessed fan when the shelter in place orders hit. The first month was unstable; no one should have to move to a new house in the middle of a pandemic. But the craziness subsided eventually, Grayson and Ethan found a home to call their own for the first time in their lives. After living in close quarters during construction left them at each other’s throats, they found a rental in Malibu to live out the rest of their quarantine days. Periodically, the visited their mother in New Jersey.
Visiting New Jersey did not exactly follow the CDC guidelines. Grayson quelled the risk in his heart with the importance of his mother. If she wasn’t working and he and Ethan only ever saw each other, how dangerous could it really be? Besides, his mother needed him. After the death of his father, his mother was left alone in their house in rural New Jersey. She had nothing but the memories of buying the home, bringing home two twin baby boys, teaching her daughter how to ride a bike, and having tough conversations about her sons’ dreams… Yeah, she needed him. Grayson decided. Grayson still held guilt from not spending enough time with his mother after his father passed. He loved her more than anything, and in a deep place, a place so deep that he didn’t dare think on often, he would never forgive himself for not being there for her in the weeks following his father’s passing.
He thought of her often: like on this beach in Malibu. He thought of how she’d love to pull up a beach chair and enjoy a Mojito while soaking up the sun. The image almost made him chuckle. For a short second, he pictured Ethan and Cameron there with her. Cameron would pull up a beach chair next to their mother, blasting her latest musical obsession from a stereo. Ethan would try to surf, but eventually his more whimsical tendencies would give out and he’d try building the biggest sandcastle a 20-year-old man child could muster.
Grayson chuckled to himself, he buried his hands in the sand at his sides. He played with it in his palms, feeling the fine granules pass over his coarse skin. A thousand little diamonds slowly withering away at a firm and precise exterior. He was also reminded of his mother constantly telling him to exfoliate his callouses from building.
This was Grayson mid-pandemic. The mess of finding a house passed. The initial marvel of staying busy inside the house passed. Hell, even the wonder of cutting his home-grown mullet had passed. Now, he and Ethan traded turns being the more bored twin. Ethan had re-watched Stranger Things about 10 times by now. Grayson spent his days working out, following his regimented daily routine to soon reach a Planche Hold. Occasionally, one of them would reach a deeper state of boredom and go to bother the other twin. They would go to bed and rehearse the routine again the next day.
Unfortunately for Grayson, Ethan slept like the dead. His twin brother usually slept until 11:00 AM; the pandemic had pushed that to a firm 1:00PM. His brother’s sleeping beauty impression left Grayson with nearly half a day to himself. Grayson made a ritual out of going surfing. The beach was secluded enough to not require the precautionary thinking of masks and hygiene in a pandemic. It was just Grayson, his board, and the ocean. He spent his alone time thinking of the important people in his life. In some ways, this pandemic was almost a good thing for him. He spent last year moving too fast among emotions he was too immature to process on his own. This year the world forced him to move too slow in an attempt to let his mind and heart catch up to the rest of his life. His introspective moments on the sand and sea were his own to experience and process alone. Except today.
She looked down at him and smiled, “Good Morning”
His lips turned up softly, “Morning”
He watched as she walked away: a long, dark ponytail fluttering in the wind over a flowy, white sundress sundress with a small, leather purse hanging at her hip. Grayson leaned back on his palms when he noticed something. Her footprints weren’t even. In the sand, one foot was about two inches deeper than the other. He furrowed his brow, pondering it for a second before shaking his head. He dipped his hands in the water and wet his newly cropped haircut. He was seeing things, probably swallowing too much salt. He grabbed his board and headed up shore to his van.
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He wouldn’t have recognized her without the hair. The next day, he was paddling back to shore on his board when she walked by. He could make out her long, dark hair against the pale, sandy background. He squinted: not being able to tell if she was looking back at him. He smiled brightly and outwardly, just in case she could see him. His smile faded in a few seconds. what am I doing? He thought before padding back to shore to make his usually introspective campsite.
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The third day, he was firmly in deep thought about his next tattoo when she walked by. They made eye contact as they flashed each other warm, but polite, smiles. “Good Morning” “Good Morning”.
This secluded little beach not his own anymore. He shared it with a kind stranger. She was a silent reminder that the world continued to turn outside of his fast-paced, modern, social media based lifestyle. Okay he thought maybe I’m being a bit deep …but it’s nice to have someone else around I guess.  
Their routine played for two weeks. She would walk by Grayson, either as he was coming to land again or paddling his way back to shore. They exchanged greetings and smiles as they passed. By the time she turned around and walked back to her car again, Grayson was gone.  Sometimes she saw the imprint of him in the sand when he was gone and thought about him when he wasn’t there. For a few minutes, she would muse to herself about his name. Sterling? No too Disney. Lance? No too King Arthur. William? No too Royal Family.
Occasionally, Grayson would think back to her outside of his beach visits. Maybe he passed a girl with long, dark hair in the grocery store, or maybe he saw someone about her size on the other side of a parking lot, he would catch his breath quickly before realizing it wasn’t her. What would I even say? Are we friends? She probably doesn’t remember what I look like. Why do I care? That last one got him.
Why did he care? Sure, he thought, she was pretty. She seemed nice, well okay her Good Mornings sound nice…nicest he’d heard in a while considering the only other person who wished him a good morning was Ethan. Maybe that was just it, he was spending too much time by himself or with Ethan. Ethan and Grayson had been quarantined together for almost four months now. The only other people he had seen was his mother, sister, and friend Ryan. When you only speak to 4 other people face to face for four months, the girl on the beach was a contender for one of his closest friends. The thought settled well in his brain, rationalizing his anxieties about seeing her in public.
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About two weeks later, on a Tuesday morning, the sky was grey as the sun hid behind the clouds; the ocean water was unusually murky with dense foam. Grayson’s head must have been in the grey clouds because his usual surfing excursion left him tumbling around in the water more than usual. He started back for the shore earlier than usual, sensing that today was simply not his day. When the water reached his chest, Grayson started to walk upright in the water while dragging his board behind him. Not a few seconds later, he felt a sharp pain stab the outer edge of his left foot. “FUCK”, he swore out loud and gasped. The saltwater heightened the pain as he continued to trudge through the water.
He arrived on shore and noticed a jagged, long cut along the side of his right foot. The saltwater washed away the blood seeping through the wound: all that was left was a deep, slender slice taken out of the side of his foot. He tossed his board down, not bothering to dig it into the sand. He sat on the waters edge, trying to wash the sand out of the wound but wincing when the salt returned with its pointed sting. He groaned softly to himself.
I can’t walk back to the car like this, he thought to himself.
He threw his head back, frustrated with the situation. Frustrated with how he might have scratched his board on a rock from tossing it down. Frustrated from the deep wound spewing blood from his foot. Frustrated with his loneliness. Frustrated with the pandemic. Frustrated with his career. It all lead him here: sitting on a beach, more than half naked, with a bloody foot and a bruised ego. He sighed out loud and ran his fingers through his hair.
“Are you okay?”
Grayson nearly jumped, not because she was mean or aggressive but because he was having his internal meltdown under the impression that he was alone. He forgot about his little beach friend. Her brow furrowed softly, oh shit I should say something. 
“Yeah, I uhh I just got cut up is all” Grayson waived his injured foot softly from where it lay.
She hesitated for a second, neither of them was wearing a mask. Surely Dr. Fauci would approve of her helping a lone stranger who was in pain. She ignored the premonition, figuring that she wouldn’t be seeing anyone else soon anyway but remembering to put a mask in her purse for any future first aid incidents.
“Do you need a hand?” Her eyes were kind and caring, a deep brown that looked nearly gold in the grey light of that Tuesday morning. Grayson found himself looking at her, really looking at her for the first time since they started sharing the beach. She did not notice Grayson’s awkward gawk getting the best of him. She bent her head down, her eyes leaving Grayson’s gaze to search her purse for something. Grayson realized how small she was, probably only 5 feet tall and slender framed underneath her T-shirt and shorts. She unearthed a small, white package from within her purse. “Bandaid?” she offered, holding it out to him.
“Yeah that’d be great,” Grayson nodded softly and took the package from her. He looked from the white box to his cut and his muscles tensed up, unsure of where to start. He looked up at her, his brown eyes wide with uncertainty. She smiled softly at him, reassuring that frustrated place in his heart slightly. “Want some help?”, she was already kneeling down before he could start nodding.
Grayson slipped the white bandage box into her small palm as she started wiping away the larger pieces of sand around the cut. “You think it could get infected?” he asked, “By something in the water?”
She laid a piece of gauze over his cut as she shook her head. “No, the salt in the water would act as an electrolyte to dehydrate the phospholipid bilayer of any aquatic bacteria before it even got in.” He felt his eyebrows raise. She wrapped his foot in a larger bandage before adding, “uh I mean… it’s salt water, so you’ll be fine…..how did you do this anyway?”
“I must’ve stepped on a rock coming out of the water,” Grayson coolly forgot to mention his earlier debacle of looking like a Saint Bernard on a surfboard.
“If a big guy like you can get taken down by a rock, I have no chance in this world,” she remarked while standing up and putting the box back in her purse.  Grayson laughed out loud with a wide smile. Her joke wasn’t even that funny, but it had been so long since he heard someone make a joke besides Ethan.
She smiled down at him, “I like the band” she gestured toward the solid black tattoo on his right ankle. “I think I would go with an anklet though,” she added with a soft confidence.”
Grayson tried to stand on the freshly bandage foot, “True but this way I’ll never lose it in the ocean.”
It was her turn to laugh, she flashed a bright smile at him and let out a happy sound. Her laugh died down as Grayson stood up tall: a tanned, muscular Adonis standing before her. “Well um..I’m glad to see you’re doing okay,” she started to step away from him, “See you later.” She smiled before turning away.
“See you later,” Grayson waved goodbye as she turned her back and continued her walk. He stopped himself, why was a grown man waving goodbye in public like a kindergartener at school? He let his hand fall to his side before picking up his board and walking back to his van. He looked down at his foot, I guess Ethan is taking out the trash tonight..and making me dinner. 
On the other side of the beach, she drew in a breath and cursed to herself, shit..I didn’t get his name..
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Grayson returned to the beach the next morning without his board. He decided that getting his bandaged (freshly done and kissed with love by Ethan) foot was too much of a risk. Also, he feared cutting up his good foot with a matching gash. He couldn’t depend on pretty girls with nice eyes to always be there with bandaids.  Instead, he sat down on the sand, letting the water run over his right foot and leg. He held his injured leg in his bicep, folding his knee up to meet his chest. With his free arm, he tried to skip stones in the water from his position on the ground.
He tried his best to enjoy his introspective morning with the ocean, even though he wasn’t in the water.
“I almost didn’t recognize you without your board” she looked down at him from under the visor of a black baseball hat.
He chucked, “Boards don’t pair well with bandaged feet.” He smiled up at her, “Thank you, by the way, for yesterday. I really appreciate it… You didn’t have to do that.”
“It’s no problem….just being a kind stranger,” outwardly, she smiled gently but inwardly she cringed at the awkwardness of her own words. Grayson smiled gently back at her, she can’t have been too awkward if he’s still looking at her right?
“My names Kate”
“I’m Grayson”   A/N: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING! This is the first thing I am ever posting and would really appreciate any feedback you have about whether or not I should keep going. <3 
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Bucky and the Toy Phone (2/3)
Character Pairing:  Bucky Barnes x OFC
Word Count:  2072
Warnings:  none that I could think of.
Bucky took his time to sort out his feelings. He tried to read, to watch movies, to take long walks in the park... but during those activities all he could think of was Chiara and Ethan. And her ex… he was fearing that he may come back one day and be interested in them, reducing his chance to be in their lives to a zero.
Pepper invited more often Chiara and Ethan with the excuse of work and sharing anecdotes before her daughter was born. But they knew perfectly that the reason behind all of those invitations was to make her and Bucky to interact with mixed effects.
Some days, Bucky would start a conversation with Chiara only to be interrupted by Ethan throwing a tantrum or trying to get full attention from his mother. Some days, Ethan wanted to play with Bucky and Steve, usually letting Bucky to play the bad guy against Captain America and his tiny sidekick.
Sam noticed the conflictive attitude from the boy and stated to call him little devil. He even mentioned once that Ethan was jealous of Bucky and that was the reason behind his hesitancy.  
Chiara and Ethan became regulars in the Avengers compound; they visited at least 3 times a week, sometimes every day. That was until Chiara got really sick. For days, Chiara had been under the weather, but she still needed to go to work and care for her son.
However, she couldn’t run far from illness for too long. It didn’t help that Ethan’s usual nanny had to attend a congress from college during that week. So on top of her usual work and being a single mother, Chiara had to deal with a very aggressive flu.
Luckily her boss noticed the red watery eyes, the running nose and the coughing and sent her home for the weekend a lucky Thursday. Chiara was grateful until she realized that Ethan was especially energetic that day. On their way home he kept pointing at every car, house and tree he could see.
She entered home and put Ethan down in the living room while she went to serve the take away food she got before picking up the boy from school, in no way she wanted to make dinner under her condition. After they ate, she poured a cup of tea and sat in the couch watching over Ethan who was drawing on the coffee table.
Ethan was coloring a page from a Power Rangers coloring book and turned to show his work to his mother, just to find her sleeping. He moved closer to her and tried to open her eyes, just to listen to her grunting and turning over a bit. Ethan stared once again at his mother and stayed still for over a minute. Nothing changed; his mother wasn’t paying attention to him.
So he did what any reasonable toddler would do, he went to grab some toys from his room and brought them to the coffee table, being one of them, the toy phone that his uncle Tony gave him.
The thing with that particular toy phone is that, as always, Tony went over the top with it. So when Ethan was playing after his mother took an involuntary nap, he pressed the number 0 and the button on the side and was connected to F.R.I.D.A.Y. immediately.
The I.A. voice spoke to the boy. – Ethan, how can I be of assistance today? – Tony had programmed a direct line in case of an emergency, something that Ethan could dial easily in case he needed an Avengers intervention. He never imagined that the kid would call him accidentally, which was obvious if you think about it, unless you’re the genius Tony Stark.
The little one wasn’t scared of the I.A. voice. You could blame the TV and all of the internet apps of him being familiar with a mysterious voice, so the boy wasn’t afraid to converse with the immaterial being – Yes, wanna call Bucky. – He was the first person that came to his mind.  
Over the previous weeks, Bucky tried to get close to Ethan and Ethan was happy to get his attention. Not only because he was friends with Captain America, one of his heroes… but because he really liked Bucky, but somehow he also couldn’t stand him at times.
Following the instructions from Tony, the I.A. connected the call to the Avenger in question.
Bucky was exercising at the gym. Doing repetitions was the best way he found of thinking through what was happening around him. And it was a distraction from thinking how he still liked Chiara and how Ethan sometimes seemed to like him and sometimes wanted him as far away as possible from his mother. Which the others said it was normal for a child his age since he was getting to the Oedipus complex.  
He was immersed in his thoughts when F.R.I.D.A.Y. called for him. – Mr. Barnes, you have a call request, shall I connect it to your mobile?
It took him by surprise, he usually never get calls and he could count with one hand the number of people who has his number or wanted to talk to him. – Sure. – He went to his phone and pressed the answer button to receive the call. – Hi, this is Bucky, who’s calling?
-          Hello, this Ethan.
-          Ethan? – Bucky was surprised to hear the little boy’s voice, he wasn’t sure he knew how to make a call. He tried to contain his panic keeping at by the thoughts of Chiara and Ethan having an accident or worst. - What are you doing? Does your mother know you’re calling me?
-          No, she sleep. – Ethan replied casually.
-          Are you in danger? – Since he was doing fine, then it had to be something else.
-          No. But mommy is sick.
-          Are you alone? – Bucky heard the boy saying yes and his mind started to race 100 mph with all of the things that could go wrong when you have a little kid home alone. - Do you want me to come and check on your mom?
-          Yes please.
-          Don’t move Ethan until I come and get you.
-          Okey! See ya! – The boy said casually not knowing the storm he created in Bucky.
Bucky just had time to put on a jacket and grab the keys of one of the many cars that Tony had in the garage. He was halfway to the car when he realized something: he had no idea where Chiara lived. A little ashamed of having overlooked such an important detail, he called for help. - Umph, F.R.I.D.A.Y. do you have Chiara’s address?
Of course the I.A. had the address. - I have sent it already to your mobile Mr. Barnes. I also must tell you that the key to her apartment is in the common room, it is perfectly labeled on the first drawer from the right.
-          Thank you, F.R.I.D.A.Y.
Bucky went back to retrieve the key which truly was perfectly labeled as “CHIARA”, went back to the garage and hurried to the apartment. He was preoccupied that something bad had happen to Chiara. He just knew she was sick and Ethan was home alone. A bunch of scenarios crossed his mind. But he gave himself some time to grab some medicines for her.  
With each passing light he grew anxious about the little boy being alone. Finally he arrived to the building marked on the GPS and hurried to number 3B. Even when he was extremely unsettled, his training as the Winter Soldier prevailed allowing him to open the door. At the sight of him, Ethan ran full throttle and threw his arms around his legs as a greeting.  
Bucky felt relief at once, he unruffled his hair and looked around. He then saw Chiara. The position in which she was sleeping surely would let her neck in pain when she wakes up. So he turned to Ethan and whispered. – Let’s take mom to bed, shall we? – And Bucky entered, closed the door and moved to carry her.
Ethan nodded enthusiastically and ran to show Bucky his mother’s room. Bucky couldn’t help noticing her beauty. He was mesmerized by her full lips and the rhythm of her breathing.  He put her to bed, took off her shoes and made sure she was comfortable before turning to deal with the little devil.
He closed the door and turned to Ethan. – Well, pal, now… what were you doing when you called? – Ethan showed him his coloring book but decided it was more important to show Bucky the apartment paying special attention to his room and his Iron Man toys. After the mini tour and having found another book that needed color, Bucky went to the kitchen to make some chicken soup and clean a little bit what he could find.
Chiara woke up when the sun was down in bed and was scared when she noticed the hour. She knew Ethan was alone. She felt ill still, weak but she had a responsibility with her son. So imagine her surprise when she went out and saw Ethan and Bucky having dinner and discussing school.
- Then what did the miss said when you took your crayons from the girl? – Bucky asked completely immerse in their conversation.
- She says… she says to share them, like with Benji… but it was my turn!
- Of course it was your turn!  She already had them for her flower.  
Listening to a contained giggle that became a cough Bucky looked up to find Chiara smiling. Despite having red puffy eyes because of the flu, he found her beautiful. In that precise moment he understood how smitten he was. He didn’t want to deny it anymore. Yet the excited squeal from Ethan brought him back to reality. Because Ethan was Chiara’s priority and he didn’t know if he fitted into that equation, not when sometimes Ethan behaved as if he wanted Bucky around and others like a rival who was trying to steal his mother from him.
- Mommy, Bucky came. – The little boy ran to the arms of his mother.
- Yes baby, I can see that… but why? – Chiara turned to see the beaming face of Bucky. He looked as handsome as ever and she… well, she had been sleeping all day due to the flu so probably not the prettiest sight right now.
- Oh, Ethan called me and said you were sick, so I came to watch over him.
- Thank you Bucky, but you shouldn’t have – She was ashamed that he had to come and a light pink tinted her cheeks. Then she found herself thinking about what he had just said – When you said “he called me”… what do you mean exactly? – remembering her phone was on her purse and that Ethan couldn’t have known Bucky’s number because not even Chiara had it.
- Well, F.R.I.D.A.Y. told me I had a call from Ethan. – Both adults were shocked when they realized the impossibilities regarding a call from Ethan.
- Ethan, how did you call Bucky? – Chiara asked and the boy ran to give her the toy phone he received from Tony. And of course, everything made sense in a minute. She would be mentioning it to Tony and Pepper in their next meeting.
As if in cue to break the tension from the moment, the TV announced Ethan’s favorite show and he squealed excitedly – “Watch Bucky”.  Ethan grabbed Bucky’s hand to take him to the sofa and sat next to him to watch Paw Patrol.
Of course Ethan pointed and explained the whole episode to Bucky, he was excited. Bucky noticed it, and he noticed how Chiara sat next to him and Ethan. He thought that he could get used to this: good days and bad days ending with a cartoon show. It was a bittersweet feeling, hope clouded by fear. He craved more and more for this dreamed life.
Unbeknown to him, Chiara craved for the same. Right now the illness was taking the best from her, but she was elated to have Bucky there, responding a call from her son. And Ethan was beyond himself. He liked the attention he got from both adults next to him, they were his favorite adults, and for a first night, the three of them were complete.
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Caught in his web, Chapter 57
TITLE: Caught in his web CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 57 AUTHOR: fanficshiddles ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki is a crime lord, a very dangerous man in the city. He is owed money, but the man is unable to pay Loki back, so Loki takes his daughter as payment instead.  RATING: M
Chloe barely slept during the night while she was in Loki’s arms. She kept thinking about their baby that she was carrying. Worrying over what she was going to do.
But she tried to act calm and natural in the morning, smiling when she turned around in his arms and snuggled into him.
Loki smiled and nuzzled his nose against hers. ‘How are you feeling this morning, doll?’ He hummed.
‘Ok. I still feel bad for arguing with you yesterday.’ She said sadly, glancing down.
Loki smiled and hooked her chin with his finger, lifting her head back up. ‘No need to be. We’ve talked it through. I love you, so much. It will take more than a silly argument for that to ever break.’ He said with the softest look in his eyes.
She felt a pang of guilt within her. But she kept it together and nodded, then buried her face into the crook of his neck as he wrapped his arms tightly around her.
‘I told you I will always look after you. And I will.’ He said quietly, rubbing her back in circles.
After cuddling for an hour, Loki reluctantly had to get up to go to work.
‘Any plans for today?’ He asked Chloe while he got dressed, she remained in bed for a bit. Cosy and comfy.
‘Not really. I might go down to the bakery with Bear and get some home bakes, they always re-stock today.’ She mumbled.
Loki chuckled as he sat down on the edge of the bed next to her and placed his hand on her hip. ‘At least your cravings for so much junk food won’t last too much longer.’ He grinned and leaned down to kiss her forehead. ‘I’ll call you later, I shouldn’t be too late home tonight.’
‘Ok. Love you, Loki.’ She called to him as he made his way to the door. He stopped and turned, smiling brightly at her.
‘I love you too, doll.’ He winked at her then ducked out of the room.
Chloe let out a big breath of relief when he left. She leaped out of bed and went over to the window, looking out and making sure she saw him leave in the car with Nelson.
She ran her hands down her face as her mind went crazy with so many thoughts.
But she knew what she had to do… Even if she did feel a tugging at her heart that wanted her to stay. She couldn’t. Not with someone who wanted to abort their child without so much as listening to her properly, to her wants.
It was a stark reminder once more that no matter how much Loki made it seem that she was here and free of her own accord, she wasn’t really. She knew deep down he would never let her leave, and whilst she hadn’t been sure if she would ever want to or not, she knew now she had to. Her body wasn’t hers, it never was since she fell into his hands.
She had thought that someone like him would’ve still been able to love his own child, or at least like the idea of having an heir. But it was clear his possession over her was far more than she ever realised. Not even wanting to share her with his own child? It was absurd. And terrifying.
Making her way slowly to her own room, in-case Ethan, Samuel or Tania was about so she didn’t rouse suspicion, she found Bear along the way and had her come into her room with her.
‘Alright, Bear. We are going away, yes we are. You’re coming with mummy, we will get our own place and have our own life. Yes, we will.’ She cooed as she scratched the pup’s ears.
It didn’t take long for her to pack, she was only taking very little. Some underwear and a few items of clothing. She would buy more when she got, wherever it was she was going. She packed the basic toiletries and then grabbed the small bag of cash she had hidden at the back of her wardrobe.
‘I’ll grab a few of your pouches for today and tomorrow morning.’ She said to Bear as she got herself dressed.
She swung her bag over her shoulder and took a deep breath before going downstairs. Luckily there was no sign of Tania in the kitchen so she was able to grab a few pouches of the dog food. The bag she had with her wasn’t overly big, as she knew having a large one would rouse suspicion.
Grabbing her coat and Bear’s lead, she made her way outside.
‘Morning, Pete.’ She greeted him happily.
‘Good morning, love. Hello, Bear.’ He crouched down to pet Bear as usual. ‘Off out for a walk?’
‘Yeah, we are going to the bakers down the road. Stock up on lovely home bakes. Will I get you some scones?’ She asked, knowing they were his favourite. 
‘Yes please.’ Pete nodded, standing up again. ‘Don’t be long, it’s supposed to rain soon.’
‘I won’t melt.’ She joked to him. ‘Come on, Bear. Let’s go.’ She made her way down the path with Bear.
Her heart was pounding with every step she took… Just waiting for Pete to call her out on the bag she had. But luckily, he didn’t. Thinking it was just for the home bakes. She felt so relieved when she got further down the street and out of view of the house, she wanted to cry in a mixture of emotions.
‘Ok…’ She looked down at Bear. ‘We can do this the hard way ourselves, or take a risk and get help. I don’t know about you, but I feel we will need help. If we stay in this country, he might find us. I think our best bet is to get elsewhere…’
Bear just wagged his tail up at his owner, tongue out panting happily. Not a care in the world, no idea what was going on.
-
David had just been lazing around the house on his rare day off, so he was surprised when the doorbell rang. He hadn’t been expecting anyone.
He was even more surprised when he opened the door to find Chloe with Bear, both of them soaking wet from the rain.
‘Jesus, Chloe. Come in, come in.’ He ushered her and Bear inside and went to get towels for them both.
‘I’ll get spare clothes for you.’ He offered after giving her the towel.
‘I have in my bag. It’s ok.’
He paused and frowned at her. ‘Are you ok? What’s going on?’
Chloe got dried off and into dry clothes, then she sat down with a nice cup of hot chocolate. David sat down next to her, petting Bear who was all over him for fusses.
‘I’m pregnant.’ She said first, making David’s stomach drop.
‘Oh.’ Was all he was able to say.
‘Oh?’ She questioned, looking at him.
‘I know that Loki has expressed of late that he doesn’t want children. I know how… possessive he can be with you.’ He said softly.
‘Yeah… The asshole wants me to have an abortion. But I can’t do that, David. I can’t. I had to get away, I need to get away. But I know he will find me if I stay in the country.’
David ran his hand down his face. ‘So you need my help to skip the country, is that right?’
Chloe nodded, swallowing hard. ‘I… I know it’s a really big ask. But I trust you. Loki doesn’t ever have to know. I just need help with sorting out how to get out of here.’
‘You’ll need money.’ David said.
‘I’ve got a few grand in cash… Every time I went out shopping I took some cash out, it’s slowly built up. As I did have in mind I was going to use it to buy Loki a Christmas present… Thinking ahead, you see. As he can see every shop I buy from on his statement. So I just got some cashback each time so I could surprise him.’
David chuckled and smiled. ‘Clever girl.’
He sighed and thought for a moment. ‘Let me make a few calls, see what I can sort together. I have a holiday home in Italy, you could stay there for a while until we sort something more permanent.’
David pulled his phone out and stood up.
‘Thank you, so much!’ Chloe said, trying not to cry in relief.
David went through to the kitchen, he looked through his phone and was torn between calling Loki to tell him she was here or the taxi company to get her to the private jet… He kept flicking back and fore between them, not sure what to do.
Loki wasn’t just his boss, he was his best mate. He would be betraying him so badly if he helped to get Chloe away. But at the same time, he was really fond of Chloe. He knew how difficult Loki could be, and the thought that he was making her have an abortion was horrid.
He put his phone down and his head into his hands on the countertop. He groaned, completely unsure and torn on what to do…
-
An hour later, the doorbell rang.
‘That will be your ride.’ David smiled at Chloe.
‘I can’t thank you enough for helping us.’ Chloe gave him a big hug, he rubbed her back as he hugged her.
‘Take care of yourself. Ok?’ He guided her to the door, with Bear too.
‘Thank you.’ She said to him sincerely.
David unlocked the bolt on the door and then pulled it open.
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Feel It (Ethan Ramsey x MC)
Pairing: Ethan Ramsey x MC (Elle Valentine)
Warnings: Death at the beginning, very explicit NSFW scenes
Notes: This is my second very angsty fic that has been sitting on my laptop for the best part of a year, I’ve been slowly chopping away at it. I aimed to post it before the start of OH2 but that didn’t happen. I have modified it slightly but some details (re: Aurora) may be a little behind canon. I have also changed the name of my MC from Lucy to Elle (from my first fic “Awake”). All characters belong to Pixelberry/Choices. Hope you enjoy.
Word Count: 5k+
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Ethan glanced at his watch, and then at ECG on the defibrillator. Asystole, still.
“Elle,” he said, his tone defeated.
Not moving her gaze from her palm, the young woman continued to pound steady compressions against the small chest.
“Elle, it’s time. You need to stop.”
“No…we need to keep going,” Elle panted, blonde strands from her messy ponytail falling all around her face. “One..more..round”
Ethan glanced at the nurses, who were standing motionlessly around the resuscitation trolley. Their heads were bowed, expressions solemn.
“We’ve already given 3 loads of amiodarone-”
“Three…more…seconds!” Elle gasped, then finally stepped back from the child’s motionless body to watch the defibrillator. The 2 minutes of the latest round of CPR was up.
Nothing.
Ethan watched as Elle’s eyes, wild with adrenaline and desperate hope, filled with tears.
“She’s gone, Elle. We need to let her go.”
He gently touched her arm, her skin glistening with exertion and burning hot underneath his fingertips. Finally, she met his gaze, and gave a tiny, almost imperceptible nod.
Ethan took a deep breath, and then looked at his watch.
“Time of death, 22.16.”
Elle stepped forward, surveying the little girl in front of her. She reached for her hand and squeezed.
“I’m sorry, Katie.”
Without another word, she turned and left the room.
Ethan put his hands behind his head and sighed, as the nurses soberly moved over to the bed and began to clear up.
7-year-old Katie Phillips had been transferred over to diagnostics at Edenbrook just under a week ago, with a case of atypically-presenting sepsis, which had delayed her diagnosis at her previous hospital. Together, Ethan and Elle had figured out her condition within the first 30 minutes of her arrival, and commenced treatment, to which Katie had responded extremely well.
Katie had no parents, and lived in a children’s home. She had also taken a terrific shine to Elle.
On many an occasion, well after her shift had ended, Ethan would pass by Katie’s room and see Elle sitting on her bed, both of them erupting with laughter, or drawing together. Two days ago at around 3am, Ethan was walking through the diagnostics ward on his night shift, and heard a pretty voice singing a soft melody. Following the voice took him to the doorway of Katie’s room, where he found Elle holding the young girl in her arms, stroking her hair and singing to her as she whimpered from the pain of the intravenous antibiotics.
But, they were working.
It was all looking so good.
They were unable to take any family history, of course, on admission, or perhaps they would have decided to order an echocardiogram. Katie had no cardiac symptoms at all, until she began to arrest just under an hour ago. A quick ultrasound in between cycles of CPR showed she had hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.
Katie had presented with such a complex illness, but the combined brilliance of Ethan and Elle’s minds had cracked it, she was getting so much better, making so much progress, she was going to live. But it was so devastatingly simple, and yet so unavoidable.
Sudden Cardiac Death.
***
Some time later,  after finishing his paperwork at the nurses’ station, Ethan turned instinctively towards the family room. He suddenly felt a pang in his chest, remembering no one was waiting inside for Katie. There were no parents to inform, no family, no one at all.
Ethan expected to feel somewhat relieved at not having to undertake the usual sad process, but his heart felt all the heavier as he took in the silent, empty room.
The one person who he knew would feel Katie’s loss so deeply was…
Elle.
The thought of her flooded Ethan’s mind.
A tapping on the computer behind him roused Ethan from his thoughts, and he turned to see one of the nurses who had approached the station.
“Hey…have you seen Dr Valentine anywhere?” he asked.
“I saw her heading towards the shower room,” the nurse replied.
“Thanks,” Ethan replied, hurrying off down the corridor.
***
Ethan hadn’t been in the changing rooms for years, since his intern days. It was dark when he entered, but the auto lights torpidly flickered on.
Empty.
“Elle?” he called out.
He poked his head around to the shower cubicles, and saw the floor was wet. Someone had been in here not long ago, and he was sure it was Elle. The steamy air was filled with the scent of her shampoo.
It wasn’t even odd to Ethan that he remembered the exact smell of Elle Valentine’s hair. Two months ago, his face was buried in it as she reached up around the back of his neck, his hands on her hips as they made passionate love. He had memorised every tiny detail of that night, including every smell, taste, and feel; the last time they would be together before “everything went back to how it was.” Every night since, Ethan had replayed those moments in his mind, laying awake in bed. On many occasions, the memories even followed him into his dreams.
They even chased him to the depths of the Amazon rainforest, which Ethan had fled to in his hopes to get over her. Instead on his return, every moment alone with her, every touch of her hand, every moment of eye contact that lasted just a little too long, had made his longing for her intensify.
Ethan shook his head, sighing, and made his way back out of the locker room.
***
After grabbing his coat from his office, Ethan made his way wearily back down the hospital halls, a feeling of unease growing in his stomach. He had no idea where Elle was, and she was obviously in a state of distress when she had left the room. He pulled his phone out of his pocket as he walked into the parking lot, concern for the young doctor eclipsing his dislike of texting.
He had only managed to pull up her name in his contacts, before he saw her. She was leaning against the wall of a shrub bed in the middle of the parking lot, half hidden in darkness. Ethan sighed, putting his phone back into his pocket.
Elle didn’t look up as he approached, staring down at her interlocked hands in her lap.
“Hey. Are you ok?”
She didn’t reply. Stupid question, Ethan thought.
“I was just about to text to see where you were. I…was worried, about you.”
Finally, Elle looked up at him.
“I had a cry in the shower,” Elle said, letting out a short, humourless laugh. “I’ll be ok. Not right now. But I will be. You don’t need to worry about me.” She returned her gaze to her hands.
“You need to know, Elle. I know you built up a really good bond with her, but there was nothing we could have done. The sepsis treatment was working, and there was no way we knew about the cardiomyopathy, there was no way we could have known.”
She didn’t reply, so Ethan continued, checking off mental notes in his head, almost strategically.
“Wasting time on an echocardiogram would have been a pointless test that would have distracted from the sepsis treatment. Besides, there was no indication to even order an echo. There was-”
“Ethan.”
She suddenly looked up, meeting Ethan’s gaze. Her green eyes were sharp and wide under the parking lot lights. Ethan found himself quite speechless, perhaps from the interruption, or maybe from the intensity of her gaze.
“Ethan, sometimes things are just shit. You don’t always have to try and fix everything. You don’t always have to solve someone’s pain, like you’re solving a case. Sometimes the best thing is to just be there, and let them feel it.”
There were a few moments of silence, as Ethan took in her words.
“I’m sorry this happened,” he said finally.
“Me too.”
Ethan hesitated for a moment, and then, almost awkwardly, raised his arms. Elle looked at them, and then at him.
He wondered if it was a mistake, and was about to lower his arms and apologise, when she slowly stepped forward from the wall. He saw his own hesitancy mirrored in her features, but nevertheless, she stepped forward into his embrace.
A flood of bittersweet warmth surged through Ethan’s body. This was the first time he had held her in so long, and oh how he missed the way she fitted so perfectly into him, her petite frame enveloped in his arms. She too seemed to relax into his embrace, her head resting against his chest, undoubtedly hearing his pounding heart beneath. Ethan tightened his hold on her, which she reciprocated. He rested his head on top of hers and closed his eyes. He let the feel of her warm body and the sweet cocktail of her hair and perfume envelop him.
They stood together, swaying on the spot slightly. Ethan wasn’t sure exactly how long they had been embracing, but it was the mental feeling, that it was too long to not be something. A silent line had been crossed, unspoken feelings straining in both of their chests, screaming into the silence.
After what felt like both not long enough and an eternity, they pulled away. A gust of cold autumn wind whooshed over them, and Elle shivered.
“It’s freezing out,” said Ethan, eyeing the tiny leather jacket she was wearing. “Let me drive you home.”
“No,” she said suddenly. “I…don’t want to go home.”
“My roommates are having a movie marathon tonight,” she hastily explained. “Elijah’s invited his new girlfriend too. I’m not really in the mood, I’d just want to go straight to my room and then I’d look rude.”
“You don’t have to explain yourself to me,” Ethan said. “Or to your roommates if you did go to your room, for that matter. You worry too much about others’ feelings, and not nearly enough about your own.”
“I-”
“But I quite understand. We won’t take you home just yet.”
Ethan removed his thick black coat from his shoulders, offering it to her.
“Oh no, I’ve got one, you’ll be cold.”
“I insist. Your hair is still wet too,” he added, gesturing to the damp tips of her blonde locks. “Let’s get you in the warm.”
Elle offered him a small smile, before slipping into the coat.
“Come on,” Ethan said, placing a hand on the small of her back and leading her towards his car.
***
They shared a comfortable silence on the short ride back, both enjoying the sound of the gentle concerto from Ethan’s stereo. The warmth of the car served a welcome contrast to the bitter cold air outside.
Elle glanced over at Ethan as he finally pulled the car to a stop.
“I see we’re at yours.”
“We are indeed. Is that…is that okay?” he asked, somewhat anxiously.
Elle smiled.
“Yeah, it is.”
He opened the car door for her, and they made their way up to his apartment.  
“Make yourself comfortable. Wine?” he offered, as they both stepped inside.
“Please.”
Ethan headed over to the kitchen, watching Elle over the counter as he opened a bottle of Merlot. He smiled to himself as she carefully removed her ankle boots, placing them neatly next to his own running shoes by the door. Typical Elle. It reminded him of when she apologised for the non-existent mess in her spotless bedroom when he had stayed at her apartment.
He really should stop thinking about that night. It was one thing doing it alone in bed, late at night, but the memory felt all the more tangible now she was in his apartment, just feet away from him. He had almost forgotten it had all been real.
“What?” Elle asked bemused, clocking his expression.
“Nothing, just simple observation,” said Ethan, a small smile playing on his lips.
Elle raised an eyebrow, the corners of her mouth twitching slightly.
“Your people-watching sessions are a little less incognito when it’s just the two of us in your apartment, Ethan.”
“My apologies. Just admiring your attention to detail,” he smirked.
It was so damn cute, he thought.
Elle rolled her eyes, but a slight blush crept on her cheeks as she peeled off his coat and her jacket.
Ethan sat down on the sofa, as she turned away from him and stretched up to hang them both on the coat rack. Ethan couldn’t help but stare at her short jumper dress, clinging to the all the right places on her body. How his hands yearned to roam it again. Ethan blinked hard, forcing himself to look away. He drank deeply from his wine glass.
Elle settled down on the sofa beside him, picking up her own drink. Ethan watched carefully as she took a long swig, then swirled the remaining contents around the glass, staring into space.
He racked his brains for something to say. He didn’t want to try and distract her completely from the rawness of Katie’s death- how could he- but he didn’t want to focus on it either. He tried to think of small talk. He fucking hated small talk. He had never felt the need to. But for her, he was trying so hard, to fill the silence, to make things that bit more bearable for her, in any way he possibly could.
What was happening to him?
“So,” he started, “how are you finding Boston then? You’ve been here a while now.”
“You mean to suggest I don’t spend every waking hour at the hospital working on cases?” she scoffed. “I mean, yeah, it’s good. I’ve found some good running spots, some nice cafés, I guess. It’d be nice for me to get out with people and explore it all a bit more, but I can’t remember the last time me and my roommates all had the same shifts off.”
“You all seem pretty close.”
“They’re my rocks,” Elle beamed, taking another drink of wine. Ethan smiled at the way her face lit up when she talked about her beloved friends. “Honestly, I don’t know what I’d do without them.”
“Have you found a new roommate yet?” Ethan asked. She had mentioned to him before that Dr Olsen was transferring to Mass Kenmore, and he’d seen flyers up advertising the spare room pinned up around various break rooms.
“Not yet. I offered it to Aurora, but-”
“Aurora?” he asked, surprised.
“Yeah, she doesn’t want to stay with Harper anymore. I think it’s a good thing, her stepping out on her own.”
“No, I heard about that. I’m just surprised you reached out, I always thought she seemed quite cold to you last year.”
“Yeah well,” Elle shrugged. “Harper was putting a lot of pressure on her. Plus, half the hospital fangirling over her because of her surname, it’d be enough to put anyone’s back up. She’s not as bad as everyone says, people just need to put themselves in her shoes.”
Ethan watched her carefully. That was the thing- one of many things- about Elle; she always saw the best in people. No matter how cold they may appear, how brusquely they may act towards her, she had such warmth, such empathy, she could see past it all and understand.
Even him.
Inexplicably, he felt a wave of tenderness wash over him, and suddenly had the desire to just reach out and be close to her, to touch her, to hold her hand. Almost involuntarily, he found himself shifting slightly closer to her on the sofa.
“And then, if Aurora doesn’t want to move in, Bryce said he’d be interested.”
Ethan stiffened, and it must have been enough for Elle to notice that he had come closer, because she looked up at him.
“The scalpel jockey?” It was a piss poor attempt to keep his tone indifferent, casual. He knew exactly who Bryce fucking Lahela was.
“Yeah, him,” said Elle.
He knew they were friends, but Ethan had seen the surgeon checking out Elle’s ass on far too many occasions for him to know it was more than friendship on his mind. He was clearly a touchy-feely kind of guy; slapping his senior surgeons on the shoulder, throwing arms round his friends when he joined them at the nurses’ station, but for Elle…it was different. Ethan had seen his hands settle on her waist, on the small of her back, in all the non-platonic places, for just a little too long.
Ethan drained his glass, then rose from the sofa to retrieve the bottle of wine from the kitchen counter. Elle watched him; noticing the change in his demeanour.
“I bet he’ll love that,” Ethan snorted, refilling their glasses.
“Why?”
“Because,” said Ethan, placing the bottle down a little harder on the coffee table than he had meant to and dropping back down to the sofa, “he makes no secret of the fact that he likes you.”
“Bryce is just a friend,” Elle laughed.
“He doesn’t seem to think so.”
“Bryce is a quick fuck in a shower kind of guy, not the romantic dinner and candles type.”
Ethan almost spat out his wine.
“Excuse me?”
“Look,” Elle sighed. “Me and Bryce are friends. I know he has a bit of a thing for me, the girls have told me. But I don’t like him like that. He came on to me at our housewarming party, after everyone had gone, and offered…well, that.”
“I see,” said Ethan stiffly. Jealously began to rage in him like an inferno, yet his blood seemed to turn cold. “And was it good, your ‘quick fuck in the shower?’”
Why the on earth did he ask that, why did he even care? He knew he sounded like an asshole, he was supposed to be making her feel better, but instead he was prying. The wine felt potent in his stomach- maybe that was part of the reason why his tongue was loose- but either way, he just needed to know.
This time, it was Elle’s time to choke on her drink.
“Ethan!” she spluttered. “No, I didn’t have sex with him!” she giggled. “I do friends, not friends with benefits, and it’s much harder to friendzone a guy after you’ve had sex. Me and him laugh about it now.”
As relief flooded through Ethan, Elle started to roll around the sofa laughing, the last dregs of wine in her glass teetering precariously close to the edge. But Ethan didn’t care. She was so damn beautiful when she laughed, and he was so glad to see her laughing. It was hard to imagine that a couple of hours ago, she had been performing chest compressions on a child.
He laughed too, although he didn’t think it was that funny. The wine was definitely a good idea to lighten both their spirits.
But as suddenly as she started laughing, she stopped.
“Elle?”
“No…no I can’t.”
“What’s wrong?”
She didn’t answer. Ethan scooted closer to her, and her entire demeanour had changed. Suddenly, she was so still and sad. He stretched an arm around her shoulders, placing his other hand on her thigh.
And that was all it took.
The simple intimacy of the action was a static shock between them, and her eyes snapped up to his in the dim light of his living room. Suddenly Ethan felt his heart pounding in his chest. He looked at her face, and it was as if he had just realised how impossibly beautiful she was for the very first time.
“Elle, what is it?” he whispered gently, his fingertips pressing ever so slightly into her thigh. There was a mere millimetre between skin and skin, the flimsy fabric of her tights.
“Oh god, what am I even doing?” she breathed.
“What do you mean?”
“I should be feeling shit about Katie, I watched a child fucking die tonight! I should be feeling shit about Bryce, I should be feeling shit about missing Elijah’s movie night, he’s been going on about it for ages. And I do feel shit…but I’m also sitting here getting drunk with my boss, and fucking enjoying it! And wanting to…”
Ethan desperately wanted to ask her to finish her sentence, wanted to know what she wanted. Wanted to know if it was the same as him.
Instead, he focused, as much as his mind would let him, on the fact she was in a bad place. He needed to step up, and offer some emotional support. This was why he had taken her back to his place after all, wasn’t it?
“You don’t have to feel any kind of way. It’s like you said, just let yourself feel it. Grief is a complex, multi-dimensional thing. You think how you’re acting isn’t right, but there is no right. Whatever you feel right now, in this moment, is right. How do you feel?”
Both of their breaths were heavy, and Ethan could feel his fingers pulsing on her thigh.
“I feel…I don’t know.”
“That’s okay, to not know. If you don’t know how you feel, go with what you want. What do you want?”
Her eyes pierced his, Ethan swore she could see right into his soul. Suddenly, there was no wine, no living room, nothing else. Elle was the only thing in the whole damn world.
“What do you want, Ethan?” she whispered.
Their gazes met; his eyes full of ravenous hunger. Unconsciously, almost, his hand reached up to the back of her neck, twining in her golden locks.
“You. Only you. Always you.”
He saw the look on her face only for a second, before he crashed his mouth into hers, his hand still at her neck, the other gripping her thigh for dear life. She kissed him back, hard, her arms snaking around his shoulders. The dam was broken.
Only when she bit the bottom of his lip, and Ethan let out a moan of pleasure, did they finally come up for air.
“Ethan…” she breathed heavily.
“I need you, Elle. Please-”
Before he could finish, Elle answered him with her mouth. Ethan pulled her tight onto his lap, her knees straddling him. His tongue danced with hers, relishing in the warmth of her mouth, their lips never breaking.
His hands slid up her thighs, grabbing the hem of her jumper dress and pulling it up and over her head. Ethan’s eyes drank in the sight of her torso.
“You’re incredible,” he breathed.
He brushed his fingers over the rise of her heaving breasts, bulging out the top of her black lace balconette bra. Elle gasped as he slipped his fingers into the cup.
“This is too small for you,” Ethan growled, hands tearing ravenously at the clasp. There was a loud ripping sound. “I’ll have to buy you more lingerie,” he muttered, somewhat apologetically.
Impatient, Elle reached behind her back with nimble hands and unclasped the torn bra herself, tossing it to the floor.
“My god, Elle…” Ethan groaned, drinking in the sight of her bare chest. “You are a goddess.”
He seized her ample breasts in both hands, kneading and massaging carefully. Elle let out a groan of pleasure.
“Ethan…oh!”
He took one of her breasts in his mouth, circling her hard nipple with his tongue, his thumb taking care of her other. They felt so good; so heavy and warm and full on his face and hands. He wished his head could be buried between them forever, these breasts carved by the angels.
Elle threw her head back in pleasure as Ethan alternated between sucking and biting. She began to grind in his lap, and he could feel her heat through her thin tights against his stone hard cock, the sensation arousing him even more. Not removing his mouth from her breasts, he snaked his hand underneath the waistband of her tights.
“Fuck!” Elle gasped, immediately rocking harder against his fingers that hadn’t yet slipped under her panties.
Ethan almost lost it at the feeling of her hot arousal all over her fingers. Steeling himself, he focused intently on prolonging her pleasure, pushing past her panties and massaging her clit.
“Take..them…off,” Elle commanded between gasps.
With pure carnal desire, Ethan ripped the tights clean off, and pushed her panties down her thighs. At the same time, Elle fumbled with his belt and flies, making quick work of exposing him quickly.
“You’re so fucking hot,” he moaned, “Elle, oh my-fuck!”
Panties tossed to the floor, Elle re-positioned and sat on him fully, and Ethan almost came there and then from the feeling of being inside her once again. Oh how he had longed for this, for so long. She was so slick for him, so perfect and tight, and he fitted into her perfectly. It was although they were made for each other, Ethan thought, in more ways than one.
Throwing her head back, Elle began to grind on his lap, and Ethan could not withhold his primal moan. He closed his eyes, drowning in pleasure, but forced himself to open them, not wanting to miss the sight of the woman on top of him.
Her hips danced tantalising circles on his cock, circling, bouncing, grinding.
“I’ve dreamed of you like this…for months…every…fucking…night.”
Fire roared in Elle’s eyes as she took in his words, the confession appearing to spur her even more.
‘Oh my god,” Ethan groaned as she changed her pattern of gyration in just the right way.
How was she even real, how could sex be this fucking good? It was otherworldly.
“Since the Amazon?” Elle panted.
“In the Amazon. Every night. And before then…before I fucked you for the first time….and every night since…how could I ever forget?”
He traced his hands over her mesmerising hips, gripping them hard, as if seizing on to the moment itself, making sure it was real.
Elle was such a vision. Her blonde locks cascaded over her shoulders, her bare breasts bouncing up and down, her taut stomach moving in time with her hips. And her face; her beautiful, perfect face, a picture of bliss and pleasure, all for him.
He moved his hands down to her ass, roving over the soft, full cheeks. Elle moaned with pleasure as he slapped and squeezed, hard. He guided her up and down, and returned her vigour with his own thrusts, in perfect harmony.
“Oh…Ethan…I’m so close…I want it to last,” Elle gasped as she slowed down, and Ethan looked up to see her face a mix of strain and pleasure, trying desperately to withhold her climax.
“I know sweetheart,” he murmured, leaning up to kiss her breasts again. “Come for me. Let yourself go, I’ve got you.”
“Ohhh!” cried Elle a few seconds later, her eyes hammering shut as she lost herself in pleasure. Ethan watched as she threw her head back, the sounds she was making and the look of pure ecstasy on her face making him delirious and come, hard.
“Elle!”
He could feel her contracting around him as he filled her, her thighs shuddering and twitching as she rode out the last of her orgasmic waves.
After a few moments, they began to come down from the high. Suddenly filled with a surge of determination, Ethan sat up, lifting Elle effortlessly into his arms, and strode towards the bedroom. The empty wine glasses shattered onto the floor in their wake, like the barriers that had been shattered between them.
“Ethan!” Elle yelped, as he kicked open the door and laid her gently on the bed, by the pillows.
“I’m not done,” he said huskily. “I want to make you feel so good, Elle.” He hastily unbuttoning his shirt and throwing it on the floor. “Look at you.”
Moving slowly towards the bed, he drank in the sight of her naked form; he a lost man wandering the Sahara; her body a desert spring.
“You have no idea what it does to me when you look at me like that, Ethan,” she whispered as he crawled on to the bed, running his hands over her body.
“And you have no idea what you do to me by just existing.” He planted hot kisses over her neck, slowly making his way downwards. “What it does to me when you’re in the same fucking room as me,” she shivered deliciously as his beard scratched her collarbone. “When you take off your white coat and I see you’re wearing one of those goddamn fitted dresses, and then I can’t stop thinking about what I know is underneath.”
His kisses lingered on Elle’s breasts; his hand travelling to her clit.
“It’s harder now…” he breathed; the sweet moans coming from her mouth at his ministrations were music to his ears. “Before the first time, I could only imagine what it was like to have you…but now I know how sweet your pussy is. I thought those two months would make me forget…but it’s only made me want you more.”
Suddenly, Elle knelt up, and Ethan gasped as her hand curled around his cock, hard again already.
“Show me,” she demanded, eyes wide and blazing with desire.
“All those times I know you’ve held back, when I hold your hand, when you touch my cheek, when it’s just us alone together. I want you to show me everything you’ve been holding back. I want you to fuck me, hard, Ethan. I need to feel it.”
Her assertiveness roused Ethan even more; she pressed her lips to his and worked her hand up and down his cock to assure him further of her consent. That was all he needed.
Effortlessly, he curled a hand around her tiny waist and flipped her over on the bed onto all fours.
“Mmm…yesss,” she moaned, arching her back to invite him in.
Ethan took just a few moments to indulge himself, relishing in the sight of her like that, willing and ready for him. Then, he couldn’t wait any longer.
They gasped simultaneously as he plunged into her smooth, soaked folds.
“You’re so fucking tight,” he growled, beginning to rock against her. “I love being inside of you.”
Elle arched her back even more, crying out in pleasure as the angle of his penetration hit her in just the right spot.
“Oh my god…Ethan.”
She threw her head back, and Ethan reached forward, pulling on her blonde locks.
“YES!”
He picked up the pace, the sound and feel of her ass clapping against his hips drawing him ever closer to the edge. His fingers roamed beneath her, seizing as much of her bouncing breasts as his hands would let him. He circled his thumbs over her hard nipples, and Elle groaned and pushed back against him.
“Harder Ethan…don’t-fucking-stop!”
Grabbing her hips, he rammed himself into her furiously. All the restraint, every modicum of self-control, all the excruciating, agonising professionalism that had been towering between them, dissolved away more and more with each thrust.
“I’m going to come again…” Elle’s fingers curled into the bedsheets, knuckles white. “Oh-oh-OH, ETHAN!”
Elle’s repeated cries of his name became lost in whimpers and moans as he reached around to massage her clit, and she exploded into blissful climax once again. Ethan knew he was a matter of strokes away from the same.
Ethan slowed himself, gently holding her waist, supporting her as her knees buckled on the come down from the high.
“You can finish in me again,” she panted after a few moments, “I want you to.”
She began to arch her back again, but Ethan turned her over to lie on her back with a surprising tenderness.
“I want- I need to look at you, Elle.”
The thick desire in his voice was suddenly mixed with a gentle tenderness. He entered her again, his strokes slow but firm.
Something in the atmosphere had changed. The raw, animalistic passion and pent-up lust, had morphed into something else. Something more.
Ethan moved one hand to brace himself against the headboard, the other caressing Elle’s cheek.
“You’re so beautiful.”
He moved his hand to hers, lacing their fingers together. She squeezed, and he squeezed back.
Their steady rhythm led Ethan closer to his climax. He stared into her brilliant green eyes, and she returned his gaze with wonder.
“Ethan..”
Her eyes became glassy, and she reached up to touch his cheek. Inexplicably, Ethan felt a tear of his own began to fall.
“You’re everything to me, Elle. Everything.”
Finally, Ethan felt the heat that had been steadily building in his lower abdomen roar into flames.
“Oh, sweetheart, Elle…ELLE!”
He cried out her name, desperately. There was a loud crack as the headboard that Ethan braced himself on split, but neither of them seemed to care. Ethan let his vision fill with the face of the woman below him. If this was his final sight before he died, Ethan would die a happy man.
After a few hazy seconds, Elle let go of his hand, and reached up to stroke his back, almost cradling him from beneath. Ethan removed himself from her, panting hard. He laid down beside her, gathering her into his arms.
“That was…that was..” Elle began.
They both chuckled lightly, and Ethan squeezed her close.
“Incredible,” he finished for her, and pressed a tender kiss to her lips.
They laid there, wrapped in each other for a long while, before Ethan reached up again to caress her cheek.
“Are you ok, Elle?”
“I’m…”
She trailed off. The ecstasy was over. The pain of the world and the previous events of the night slowly ebbed back into reality.
“I’ve just had amazing sex, and I’m here with you, Ethan. I’m ok.” She smiled.
Ethan knew that she was still in pain, and a feeling of guilt swelled in Ethan. He knew so much of that pain was from him, from not being together. Pain she did not deserve, pain Ethan wished he could take away completely.
“Elle, I…” he propped himself up on one elbow, staring into her eyes. The familiar storm of conflict and desire played out within him. Another tear fell down his cheek.
He wanted so badly to say the words, those words. The words he felt for her with his entire being, and had done for such a long time.
Elle reached up, wiping his tear away.
“I know.”
There was a deep and bittersweet understanding in her eyes.
She pulled him back down for a kiss, before snuggling closely in his arms.
***
Ethan and Elle slept deeply that night, curled up in each other. There was so much pain in their life, in their profession as doctors, so much pain between them. But so much of something else.
Even if he couldn’t say it yet. But that night, he wanted to make sure that Elle could feel it.
And felt it, she did.
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What felt like years had passed, but in reality it had only been a few months. Ethan was back at work, putting his all into Dolan Industries with his brother, but making sure to be home every night by 5. Anna had taken advantage of the physical therapy she was given for her leg and made a full recovery. News of her injury had traveled to her parents, but the story from Hailette officials was that she was shot through the car on the lower side of town. Ethan tried his best to shield her, but got her to the hospital quickly.
She had seen her family a few times, the visits never nearly as sweet as she hoped. She felt like she couldn’t be herself knowing how much she was hiding from them. Grayson and Kennedy made frequent visits to the Ethan Dolan residence. Kennedy was two months pregnant - finding out just after everything had gone down. Ethan and Anna were a bit heart broken; they showed excitement and interest to the couple, but deep down were crying. The pair had tried on and off for a baby, but hadn’t been successful. After a few weeks of trying, they both decided they weren’t sure they wanted to bring a child into this world. Anna’s heart ached at the thought of raising a baby girl who she would have to sign away the moment she was born. Ethan didn’t love the idea either - they both agreed they would hold off for now. Perhaps one day they would really be able to leave and raise their babies in a safe place.
“Anna?” Ethan’s voice echoed through the entrance of his grand home which he had given Anna free reign to re-design. The once dark walls were now bright and welcoming. 
“Hi, sweet.” She rounded the corner, emerging from the kitchen with flour all over her apron, but Ethan pulled her into him anyways. “How was work?”
“Work - missed you.” Pressing a small kiss to the corner of her mouth made Anna melt into his warm chest. “You look like you’ve been busy?”
“I accidentally may have made cookies for dinner.” Tossing her hand over her mouth with a giggle, she tugged her husband into the kitchen were trays of chocolate chip cookies lined the counters. 
“I’m not complaining.” Ethan couldn’t help but smile as Anna clung onto him, arms wrapped around his neck. Over the short time Ethan had known Anna, he had developed so much respect for her. The eighteen year old girl he once saw her as had grown into a beautiful woman who he was proud to know - let alone call his wife. “Your birthday is coming up.”
“Mhm.” Nodding, but continuing to nuzzle her face into his neck. Anna had turned eighteen a few months before Ethan’s thirtieth birthday. 
“What shall we do?” Soft kisses into her hair made Anna let out a soft sigh, shrugging her shoulders somberly. “I think I know.” His voice was just barely above a whisper as he leaned down to capture her lips with his right hand coming up to caress her cheek. 
“I’m sure you’ll find something good.” Nuzzling her nose into his, she leaned up and pressed a kiss to his nose again before whipping around and grabbing a cookie. Ethan smiled softly at the pair of leggings she wore - his eyes closing slightly at the shape of her legs. He was honestly kind of grateful they no longer had an assistant; no one ever entered their house unannounced. Anna could wear what she wanted and Ethan was eating it up. 
-
Over the next few days, Ethan was working overtime to make sure Anna’s birthday was absolutely perfect. After everything she’d been through this year, Ethan would be damned if he didn’t give her the perfect day. 
So when Anna woke up on her actual birthday to Ethan sitting alert on the end of the bed, she couldn’t help but let out an amused giggle. “Good morning?”
“I was gonna bring breakfast up here, but I know you don’t like eating in bed.” He explained, a small smile on his face as she sat up and crawled towards him. 
With a small nod and sigh Anna crawled into Ethan’s lap, legs wrapping around his torso. She ran a hand through his hair, a happy laugh leaving her lips as she reminisced on Ethan’s shaved head. She was grateful it had grown back - along with his beard. “Carry me?”
She didn’t need to ask twice. Ethan was pushing himself up off the bed and heading down the stairs, his hands gripping her panty-clad ass softly. As he sat her down to eat, she watched him slowly as he began to eat next to her, her heart beating out of her chest as she took him in. Her husband was so handsome; the past few months had not been easy. There were many nights she felt scared of him - sometimes angry. Other times, he slept in the guest bedroom, not knowing how to handle her painful sobs. She was still recovering from everything that happened, but she did know now that Ethan would never cheat on her again. 
“What’s the plan for today, hm?” Taking a bite of waffles, she raised an eyebrow at him.
“It’s a surprise, silly.” Ethan rolled his eyes, taking a quick glance at his wife who wore his long shirt and just underwear. He wanted to take her right here and now, but that wasn’t on the agenda.
After the pair finished their breakfast, Ethan let Anna prepare for the day - brushing her teeth and fixing her hair. She was getting ready to shower when Ethan stopped her, jumping into the bathroom with his hands up as she gasped. Anna was naked with her right foot in the already running shower, but Ethan was quick to turn it off and pull her away. Before she could question him, he was leaning over the bath-tub and turning it on. 
“I have this entire day planned out, let me treat you.” His hands were on his hips and his brow furrowed as she held back a giggle. “Let the bath run - I’ll be back -”
Anna twiddled her thumbs as the tub finished filling up. She turned it off on her own and took the chance to sink down into the warm water, a soft sigh leaving her lips as relaxation washed over her. Ethan was back quickly, arms full of bottles and towels. He didn’t let her speak before he was suddenly putting a cold cream on her face, eliciting a laugh from Anna.
“Shh, relax - let me do a face mask.” Ethan shushed her, his seriousness making her smile. His long fingers gently rubbed the lotion onto her skin, a faint grin as he watched his wife relax. As she sunk deeper into the bathtub, Ethan placed a straw to her lips and told her to drink. The cool ice water soothing her throat. 
-
After a few hours of pampering later, Anna was as loose as a noodle and padding around the house in Ethan’s fluffy black robe. Her hair was up in a knot on her head and she had just spent the last hour getting her feet rubbed by her very attentive husband who had now disappeared. 
The sound of bare feet on hard-wood got Ethan’s attention as he popped out of the kitchen with a white cardboard box. “What’s that?” Anna quipped, tugging on a piece of her curly hair at the foot of the staircase.
“My sweet Anna - I am introducing you to the best food on planet earth.” Ethan’s eyes were bright as he propped open the box revealing a delicious looking pizza that instantly made Anna’s mouth water. Of course she had heard of pizza, but she’d never had it - unhealthy meals just weren’t common for upper-class women. 
“Oh,god - “ She moaned as Ethan fed her a piece carefully. “YEs.” With eyes shut, she took in the amazing taste. 
“That is what I like to hear.” Soon, Ethan was dragging Anna back up the stairs - much to her surprise. Her mouth was stuffed full of pizza as they went into a room that had been unfinished for the last few months. As they entered the room, Anna felt her eyes well up. The paint was still dark, but a fluffy carpet had been installed along with what she could only assume was a giant television. There was a huge fluffy couch covered in blankets and pillows - it was lounge central. 
“Ethan - “ Her voice cracked as she turned to look at him with wide eyes, but he was already pulling her in for a hug - the pizza set down on the table by the door. 
“I know how much you wish our couch was comfier… so I set this up.” He whispered into her ear as her face pressed into his chest. “And - I was thinking since you love book so much that we could maybe watch some movies about the books?”
Anna was nodding fiercely, excitement coursing through her at the thought of watching a movie for the first time in her life. “Yes - Ethan- oh my god.” 
“Let’s eat some pizza and then we’ll get started.” He kissed the side of her head before they settled into the couch with cheesy goodness in their laps. 
-
It didn’t take long after finishing the pizza for Ethan’s hands to start wandering up and down Anna’s bare legs that were thrown across his lap. Ethan knew the second he started the movie, she’d be too engrossed. Anna seemed to get the hint as she crawled over to him, sinking down onto his lap with her knees on either side of him. 
“Hey birthday girl.” Ethan smiled, leaning up to kiss the side of her mouth - he was so entranced with Anna. “Whatcha want, hm?” His hands were resting softly on her bottom, large fingers spread out so much he was nearly gripping it in its entirety. 
“I think I want you, E.” Just barely whispering, her plump lips pressed up against Ethan’s jaw. Every time with Ethan felt like it was moving in slow motion, but right now especially. In a room he made for her, in the middle of a day he made for her - she was unconditionally loved. 
With a simple nod, Ethan used one of his hands to tug on the string of the robe wrapped around his bare Anna. The thick fabric fell off her shoulders exposing the rise and fall of her chest that always made Ethan lose his breath. Soon, his lips were attached to her nipples, sucking softly as he rubbed large circles on her back, on hand tucked supporting her neck. The soft moans leaving her mouth always drove him mad; he loved the way she sounded for him.
Anna loved the way Ethan’s lips felt on her, but she didn’t want to wait right now - she wanted him so badly. She was tugging Ethan’s shirt off and nudging the waistline of his pants with a pout on her face that made him quickly undress. Her face was buried in the crook of his neck as he lined up beneath her, one hand wrapped around his length, the other gently resting on her hip. Anna slowly lowered down onto him, mouth falling open as she adjusted to him. Ethan’s other hand came up to tangle in her hair and pull her mouth to his, hooded eyes trained on hers as he started to pump in and out. 
The mix of hot breath and soft whimpers filled the room. Usually, Ethan would have a hard time keeping himself from fucking her, but right now he didn’t want to move any faster. He was going to cherish as much of this as possible. The deeper Ethan went, the louder Anna’s whines got - her eyes locked on his as he held her head to his own. 
“I love you so much.” Ethan spoke firmly as he picked up his pace just slightly, determined to get Anna to her high before he came.
“Oh, Ethan.”  A breathless moan left her lips as he continued to hit that spot deep inside her. “I - love - you - tooo.” She threw her head back as she shook in his lap, cumming around his dick. As she tightened around him, Ethan couldn’t help but release inside of her, feverish kisses falling on any piece of skin he could reach. 
Anna collapsed into Ethan’s chest - the place she felt the most safe. With Anna in his arms, Ethan felt like he could conquer the world; but he already had the world right there in his lap. The pair ended the day curled up next to each other on the couch watching a movie rendition of Anna’s favorite novel - Wuthering Heights. The eighteenth year of her life had been such a whirlwind, but she wouldn’t give any of it up - she wouldn’t trade Ethan for any kind of freedom or escape the world could offer her. Ethan was home.
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There She Goes
Pairing: Rafael Aveiro x Casey Valentine
Summary: They lived in two different worlds but Rafael still had hope- until he didn't.
Author's Note: I started this when OH came back a few weeks ago and I was thinking about why Rafael and Casey broke up. This story contains some adult themes and comes with a reader's discretion advised.
Playlist: There She Goes by The La's, Summer of '69 by Bryan Adams, Boys of Summer by Don Henley
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Part I
The day he met Casey Valentine, his heart skipped faster.
It was a job the entire team would take about for days afterwards. A burning building, no firefighters in sight- but hearing the voice from inside and the worry from the woman's coworkers, Rafael had known he couldn't just sit around and wait. Every moment he waited was another moment that the woman inside of the building didn't have.
And it had been a hard week. Once, they had gotten there too late and once the patient had died en route. He knew they had tried their best and there was not more he could do but he still mourned them in the recesses of his heart.
So when he had stared down that building, he felt a burst of adrenaline as he busted through to find her. Her name was Dolores and she clung onto him as they made it outside and to the ambulance. It was then that Rafael had noticed her protruding stomach.
Please, let her make it. He begged to no one in particular as they started heading towards the hospital. He reached out to hold her hand and his heart sank when she fell into unconsciousness and her grip weakened.
They arrived at the hospital and two new doctors he hadn't seen before came out. They asked about the situation and one of them looked at him curiously when he had mentioned he himself went in to find her.
"What about the firefighters?" She asked. "Where were they?"
"We beat them there." He shrugged. "I heard her screaming from the building and all of her other coworkers had made it out… I couldn't leave her."
The doctor blinked at him before giving him a smile. "Well, I'll do my best to make sure that we treat her. My name's Casey Valentine by the way."
"Rafael Aveiro." He followed her inside, eyes following Dolores. "I hope she and her baby will be alright. I kinda need a win this week to be completely honest."
"You and me both." Casey laughed, tucking a strand of dark hair behind her ear. "This is my first week and it's been so much harder than I thought. And I already knew it was going to be challenging."
"Well, I hope we both get a win then." Rafael grinned.
His radio went off, startling them both. He listened to the call before turning back to the doctor.
"Maybe I'll see you around?" He asked, suddenly feeling shy.
"Yeah, I hope so soon." She said with a smile before she realized the implication of her words. "Not that I hope you guys have an emergency! Umm, I'm going to go check on Dolores. I'll see you later, Rafael."
Rafael watched her leave, her ponytail swishing behind her. Just as he was about to turn to leave, he met her eyes as she turned to give him one last look. She bit her lip and gave him a little wave before turning the corner.
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When Casey and his friends arrived at dinner, he wondered if he was in over his head.
They were all kind people but her friends had all gone to top of the line universities with the prestige of becoming a doctor. He had gone to community college nearby so that he could be at home with his family. He couldn't leave when his tio- his mother's brother had passed so unexpectedly.
And he loved his community. They took care of him when he was a child and he wanted to take of them as adults.
Her friends were about saving the world. Looking to revolutionizing medicine. He admired them greatly but they seemed to be in different worlds and he wasn't quite sure how he fit.
"Do you really have an early day tomorrow, Rafael?" Casey asked quietly as they stood at the train station.
He hesitated. "No, I just… Casey, you and your friends are fancy Ivy League doctors. I'm from a different world than that."
"I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable."
"Nah, you didn't Case. You know, I've lived here my entire life and I'm always going to be the working class of this city. I love my community and I'm happy with where my life is."
He took her in, her pretty green dress bringing out the warmth in her eyes.
"Do you- I mean, would you like to come see where I live?" He asked, feeling heat in his cheeks when she tilted her head at the question. "I promised my grandmother I'd visit her more and…"
"I'd love to." She said with a dazzling grin. She ran over to her friends, pointing in his direction before waving goodbye to them before coming back and linking her arm with his. "Let's go."
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His grandmother adored her.
She said Casey was a good listener and made you feel important when you talked to her. She always made eye contact and had a sweet laugh.
Linda as well, she had said in Portugese. Beautiful.
They went outside later, chatting to his friends and strolling the street. With her hands warm in his, he had taught her the dances he had learned as a child and held her close as they had danced.
When he leaned in to kiss her, he was certain she could hear his heart thump.
Part II
Teresa Martinez was one of the kindest women he had ever met.
He could still remember the first day he had met her at the hospital and she had pretended to be a nurse, sitting at the desk. The other doctors had laughed and told him she liked the attention of the young staff in particular because they reminded her fondly of her grandchildren.
So when she was able to leave the hospital, he was thrilled for her.
"I'm really happy for you, Mrs. Martinez." He said as he hugged her goodbye.
"Goodbye, my niento." She said, kissing him on her cheek. "Take care of Doctor Valentine. She's a wonderful girl."
"Don't I know it." He said, grinning at Casey.
"I will send you and your vovo a postcard. And I will visit the two of you when I get back and tell you all about my adventures."
So when he had stepped into the hospital, a few weeks after she left, he knew something was wrong. Everyone was somber and he frowned, looking around for Casey.
He had almost given up when she turned the corner and literally ran into him. He caught her and was startled to see tears running down her face.
"Casey, what happened?"
"Not here." She muttered, looking around wildly. "Here..."
She pulled him towards a door and they went into the on call room. He sat on the bed as she paced back and forth.
"Teresa Martinez is dead." She spluttered. Rafael felt a bit in his stomach. His vovo had shown him the card she had sent from Bueno Aires last week. "We- I gave her experimental medicine and she passed away."
"Casey..."
"And Dr. Banjeri is dying. Raf, I haven't told you. But he's been in treatment at this hospital and we don't know what's wrong with him. Dr. Ramsey and I have been trying to diagnose him but it might be too late and Ethan- he just quit and left. I don't know what to do anymore because nothing I do is helpful anymore."
He reached out his arms and Casey wrapped her arms around his neck, letting her tears reemerge.
"Casey, I'm sorry." He muttered as she clung tight to him. "What can I do?"
She pulled back, scanning his face before she leaned in and pressed her lips against his desperately.
"Distract me. Please." She whispered.
He groaned as he felt her hands tugging his shirt up and over his head and her breath hitched as she looked at him.
"Dolores was right, you are a hunk." She said as she took him in appreciatively. He felt his cheeks flush as she placed a hand on his chest. "I see why she nicknamed you Superman."
"The nerd in me wants to make so many jokes right now but I can't think of any of them." He whispered into her neck. He reached for the hem of her shirt and pulled it off.
"I'm guessing you're a boob guy?" She asked breathlessly as he began pressing kisses along her collarbone.
"Mostly a Casey guy. But yes, I do appreciate them. Especially yours." He grinned as he pulled her into his lap. "I'll admit I've thought about them before."
Casey leaned in to kiss him again and he ran his hands down the warm skin of her back. His body felt on fire as she started grinding her hips down and he brought a hand up to her hair.
"What else have you thought about?" She asked breathlessly.
He grinned as he moved her back down against the bed. He began kissing his way down, revelling in the softness of her skin.
"Kissing every part of you. You're absolutely beautiful, Casey.
He paused at her waistband and she gave him a nod as she lifted her hips, allowing him to pull off her pants. He pressed kiss to her thighs as he eased two fingers in, watching as Casey bit back a moan.
"Shh, we can't be too loud." He said, passing her a pillow. She looked down at him with the begin of a protest on her lips when his mouth joined his hands and she pressed her cry into the pillow.
"Rafael, I-" She whispered. "Ohhhh."
Her hips rocked and twisted around him as she reached her peak and he held her legs down lightly as her tremors subside.
"Feeling better?" He asked.
"Funny how an orgasm can that to you." She grinned as she pulled him up to kiss her. She began to reach for his belt when he stopped her.
"That was for you. To make you feel better. I'm not a doctor but this was my prescription to you."
"I should prescribe oral sex more often then." Casey laughed as he pressed a kiss to her forehead.
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Rafael had always wanted to put good in the world. He had watched his uncle put everything he had back towards his community and when he had passed, the community felt the loss. Rafael couldn't have that, he had decided.
His body felt heavy as he opened his eyes, squinting at his surroundings. The last thing he could remember was passing the little girl in the tunnels out of the way.
"Raf, you're okay." A soft voice whispered. He heart skipped a beat and turned his head to see Casey, backlit by the soft hospital light. Her dark hair was plaited into a messy braid and she looked completely exhausted. "Thank goodness."
"Casey." He squinted as he recognized the hospital walls and winced as he tried to sit up. "What happened?"
She shook her head as tears began to stream down her face. He reached out his hand and she clasped it with both of hers as if she were afraid he would disappear otherwise.
"I thought you were dead, Raf." She replied hoarsely. "You came in, so still and I couldn't move."
"I performed surgery on you. With Bryce and Dr. Harper, we were short-staffed." Casey said, lightly touching at his abdomen. "I was standing there when they brought you in and we didn't have enough people. I was wrist deep in you."
Rafael chortled. "How intimate."
"Can you-" Casey trailed off before looking at him again. "I wouldn't ever ask you to stop. But can you… can you be more careful?"
He mulled her question, looking up at the ceiling. They laid there in silence before he finally gave the thoughts in his head spoken words."
"Did I ever tell you about my uncle, coração?" She nodded her head, burying herself into his shoulder. "I adored the man, Case. He was selfless and caring and he did all he could to help people. He came back to where he grew up to make sure that other people got the support he did. He got us the field trips, the busses, anything we needed."
"You never told me about what happened to him."
"Brain aneurysm. It was sudden. He was on his way to deliver books to the local shelter and that was it." He said through a heavy voice. His cheeks were wet and he felt Casey squeeze his hand. "You know, I stopped believing in God a little after that. I still go to church with my vova every once in a while but I couldn't understand why my uncle of all people would be taken away."
"He would be proud of you, you know." She mumbled. "You are so kindhearted and giving and you saved that girl. Sometimes I wish you weren't so brave and selfless but then you wouldn't be you."
"Thanks, Casey."
The steady sound of her heartbeat and warmth of her against him lulled him to sleep.
Part III
He groaned as he felt an arm wrap around his middle and the press of a warm body against his back. He could hear her uneven breathing and he stilled as he felt something wet as she pressed her face into him.
"Casey?" He murmured. "Coração, what's wrong?"
"I had a dream." She whispered back. "That day of the triage. I couldn't save you."
He felt his stomach drop. It had been three months since the tunnel collapse and they had penciled in as many dates as they could between their busy schedules. Some nights, he would just go over to Casey's and fall asleep, wrapped closely around her.
He drew her in closer as he felt her trembling in his arms. One hand went up to stroke her head in a comforting gesture.
"It's hard to think that might happen. I know it's your job and I know you will do everything in your power to save people. I just… whenever an ambulance comes in, I'm terrified you're going to be on the gurney."
"I'm here, Casey, I'm here."
Her kisses began as the need for confirmation that he was still alive as his arm moved around to bring him tight to her as comfort. Her hands reached underneath to slip his boxers down and he groaned as she sank down, rolling her hips.
"Casey." He whispered as he placed his hands on her hips, his eyes rolling back as he moved his hips to meet hers.
She took in a sharp breath on a particularly deep thrust and he muttered words in Portugese as he pressed his fingers where they were joined as she shuddered around him.
He pressed a kiss to her forehead as he listened to the steady rise and fall of her breath.
"I'm afraid of losing you, Raf." She finally muttered into him. "I've had that dream a few times and you always come in, still and unconscious on that gurney."
"Have you told anyone else about this yet?"
"I've been meaning to. Haven't had the time." She shook her head and sighed. "It's selfish. But I wish you would stop putting yourself in danger."
"It's not selfish, Casey. You and I are in a relationship and we're involved in each other's lives." He said quietly, thinking over his options. Before he could voice them, Casey interrupted his thought.
"I can't ask you to give up your career. Not when you love it so much. And there's a reason they're all nicknamed you Superman. I can't fault you for that compassion of yours when it's why I adore you in the first place. I just don't know what to do when I have those dreams and you're not here."
He didn't have a response to her, so he just held her the rest of the night until exhaustion finally won.
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They need me to go to a benefit for Edenbrook. Casey's text came back with a sad face at the end. Something to do with the diagnostics team. Put on something nice and come with me! I'll put something pretty on for you for you.
He arrived at her apartment that night with a bouquet of flowers from the farmer's market. Casey had to keep rescheduling him because of her work and he felt like it had been ages since he had seen her. He caught glimpses of her at work and they were able to have lunch once in a while but it had been a little strained since their conversation about his job.
The moment she walked into the living room, Rafael thought he might have to call one of his friends because his heart might have stopped.
Casey smiled at him sheepishly as he tried to pick his jaw off the floor. She wore a black wrap dress with a high slit up her leg, her long hair pulled in a side ponytail.
She looked like the world was hers for the taking. And honestly, it was.
"You look gorgeous." He grinned, handing her the flowers.
They walked hand in hand to the hotel that the benefit was being held at and Rafael couldn't contain his grin. He took a breath in as he looked around the room.
"You could fit my entire house in this dining room." He muttered as he followed Casey to the table. They ate, making polite small talk with the people at their table from different hospitals. They were clearly more interested in what Casey had to say- which he had expected.
"This girl you got here is one of a kind. She's going places and going to make a big name for herself." One of the doctors grinned at him.
"Yeah, she's pretty amazing." He agreed as the band began to play. He looked at Casey, sticking out his hand. "Would you like to dance?"
She nodded as they made their way to the dance floor and she let out a sigh, burying her face in his shoulder.
"I'm glad you're here with me." She muttered loud enough for him to hear. "You make these functions better."
"You're doing great, Casey. You're charismatic, people adore you." He reassured. "I adore you."
"You feel like home to me."
She pulled back a little and he gazed down at her. He felt words rising in his throat to see her looking at him, eyes bright and-
"Casey, I lo-"
"Dr. Valentine." A voice interrupted wearily. "I need your help."
Casey and Rafael turned to see Ethan Ramsey with an irritated expression on his face. Casey dropped her arms, frowning as she took a step away from Rafael.
"Dr. Ramsey, what-"
"The insurance companies want to speak with the new member of the diagnostic team." Casey's boss replied exacerbated. "Very insistent that they meet you."
"Oh." She bit her lip, looking between Rafael and Ethan. "Raf, I'm sorry, I-"
"It's your job Casey, I'll be fine." He shrugged as Casey reached to tug on the necklace around her neck. She always did that when she was nervous, he noted. "I'll wait for you at the table."
"Okay. I'll be right back." Casey shot him an apologetic smile before following Ethan to the table to mingle. He watched her as she smiled, tilting her head, observing that all the people at the table were charmed by her.
He felt a little strange standing there as Casey talked to the group. He didn't quite fit into this world and he had known that when they had both met. But she needed to be in it to succeed. Their tablemate was right- she was going to go places and he wasn't quite sure he was going to be able to do that with her.
They walked in silence back hours later after the benefit, doubt and insecurity storming in his head.
"Raf, did you hear me?"
He blinked and looked at Casey, realizing she had said something to him.
"I asked if you wanted to get a cab ride home with me. And if you wanted to stay with me tonight."
He furrowed his brow, hesitating as he spoke.
"I'll take the cab with you to your house but I think I'm going to go home tonight. I'm feeling kind of tired."
"Oh."
Her dejected tone made his heart ache.
"Is this not working?" She said in a whisper. "Raf- I… I hate that we don't get to see each other and finally when we both had time I had to go to this. And I know it makes you uneasy being around that kind of extravagance…"
"Casey, that's always going to be part of your world." He said gently. "You are going to revolutionize your field. We all see it, you're amazing."
"I know, I just… I don't know." She sighed, wringing her hands. "It's a lot to have all of these things right now. I'm trying to make everything work but I get overwhelmed. And I miss you."
"I miss you too." He said hoarsely as she wrapped her arms around him. "Casey, I try to save people. And you're going to save the world. I- I think we should break this off so you can achieve that."
She looked up at him, tears silently streaming down her face.
"I don't want that."
"Neither do I. But… I think it might be the best. I'll walk you home."
After he said goodbye to her at her apartment, he was quite sure his heart was split in two.
Part IV
The day Sora came back to town was a strange day for him.
She was his childhood sweetheart, his first crush. He still thought about Casey's laugh and her dimples when Sora smiled, but he shoved them down deep.
Their relationship was easy and they fell back into it as if they were still in high school. She visited his vovo with her and sat at the table, laughing as they all made dinner together.
His vovo asked him about the pretty doctor once and he just shrugged, not willing to open up that wound quite yet.
The first time he and Sora ran into Casey was unplanned and hurt like a ton of bricks. She was out with Bryce at the farmer's market, arm in arm when she spotted them.
"Oh, hi Rafael!" She said with a bright smile. Her eyes flickered down to their clasped hands and he willed himself to not let go of Sora's hand. "I don't think I've met you before, I'm Casey Valentine and this is Bryce Lahela. We work at Edenbrook Hospital."
"I'm Sora, Raf's girlfriend."
Rafael hated himself for trying to see if Casey's reaction would change at all. She didn't though and instead just carried on a conversation with her, Bryce chiming in every once in a while.
"Well, we should get going." Casey said. Rafael blinked, realizing he had missed the entire conversation. "It was nice to meet you, Sora. Rafael, we'll see you around."
Bryce and Casey left, and Sora remarked cheerfully that they seemed like nice people.
"Yeah." He said absently in return.
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He loved his job.
He loved helping people.
The possibility seeing Casey made his heart ache.
He had broken up with Sora a week after they had ran into Casey. He had been honest that he had been seeing her- was probably in love with her and he couldn't give Sora what she deserved. She had looked at him with a pitying smile.
"You know, Raf, it would be easier to hate you if you weren't so damn good." Sora said when they broke up.
He hadn't seen Casey much since. According to Sienna, she had been super busy between all of her duties this year and he couldn't help but feel pride hearing all of the amazing things that she was doing.
"Rafael. Hello." She said in surprise. She looked around as if someone would have a task for her to do so she could leave. She was too polite in these situations, he remarked, thinking about the benefit dinner.
"Hi, Casey." He said. "Umm…"
"How are you?" They both asked laughing when they spoke at the same time.
"I'm sorry." Casey mumbled, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. "This is really hard for me."
"Yeah, uh, me too." He said, resisting the urge to reach out to touch her. "Actually though, how are you?"
"Aurora moved in. I like having her as a roommate. Umm, Sienna and Danny are still shy around each other even though they've been dating for a month. You know. Same old stuff. How is Sora?"
"We broke up. Wasn't the same as before and we're just different people." He shrugged. She nodded absently.
"What you saw at the farmer's market… I- Bryce and I… we've been on a few dates. He's very kind to me. I don't know why I'm telling you this." She admitted.
"I'm glad to hear it, Casey. I hope you two are happy." He said instead. "You deserve to be happy."
She met his eyes, as if she was searching for an answer. He fought the urge to reach out to her, to take her in his arms and longed for that night when they had danced and kissed under the stars at his house.
"Okay. Well. I'm going to go. I'll see you around, Rafael." Casey said as she walked towards the hallway and he was struck with the memory of their first meeting.
This time, however, she didn't look back.
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Those Who Fall: “APTF” Story (Modern Domestic Stucky AU)
Four:
Hanging the autumn-centric creations around the room, Steve prepared for the conferences. He dreaded them every year. Mainly because no one took him seriously. No one found art to be important. Half the time he wondered why he was even there to begin --
A low whistle startled Steve, almost causing him to fall from the step-ladder he was currently standing on. Whipping his head around to see what bozo was being inappropriate with him, he was delighted to find that it was his bozo.
Bucky smiled, leaning against the doorway. Looking just as handsome as the day Steve met him, Bucky greeted, "Hey."
"'Hey,' yourself," Steve crossed the room to him. Since school was over, he felt more liberated to indulge in a sweet kiss. "You're here early."
"Arnim let me leave early," Bucky slid his arms around Steve's waist, resting his forehead against his slender shoulder, "And I wanted to see you before you get all Mr. Teacher-Man."
That surprised a laugh out of Steve, loud and boisterous. Bucky pulled back to look at his husband. Adoringly, he pulled him in for one more kiss before he pulled back completely. Nearly jumping out of his skin as he quickly glanced behind himself. Finding Ethan standing there, he sighed in relief.
The relief didn't remain though. Pressed up against Bucky's legs, Ethan hid his face and wrapped his arms around Bucky's thighs. Bucky's brows furrowed and Steve's did, too.
"What's wrong, little man?" Bucky asked, rubbing the child's back.
Ethan shook his head and clung just a little tighter. Bucky removed Ethan's arms from around his legs so he could crouch and be eye level with him. Ethan's normally pale, alabaster face was red from being upset. Not just upset though because big fat tears rolled down his face as he silently, calmly, cried.
"Hey," Bucky soothes, wiping the tear stains from his face, "It's okay. You can tell us, bub."
Crouching down next to his husband, Steve pushed the white-blond hair away from Ethan's red face and asked, "What happened?"
Lower lip quivering, Ethan took in a ragged breath, "Lance… was… being… mean."
White hot fury shot down Steve's spine as he stood up. This wasn't the first time that one of their foster children were bullied, and it never failed at making him instantly angry. Steve didn't like to think of the students as jerks. But sometimes, they reminded him of the kids who bullied him as a child. And that just pissed him off.
"I'm going to say something to his mother tonight," Steve warned, starting to pace. His hands already in tight fists at his sides as he tried to come up with something more mature to say than, you're a shit parent, do fucking better.
"Steve," Bucky gave him that look. The look that meant to calm down. To not go out blindly fighting battles, especially when they weren't his. It was a look that Bucky had mastered over the years, and always managed to make Steve roll his eyes.
But it fulfilled its purpose as Steve stopped pacing. Instead, crossing his arms along his chest and occasionally clenching his jaw. Bucky was always the more levelheaded between them, and boy, was Steve glad to have him. Especially when Bucky effortlessly hefted the six year old into his arms, subtly rocking from side-to-side as Ethan rested his head on Bucky's broad shoulder.
"Did you tell Lance that he hurt your feelings?" Bucky softly asked. Ethan kept his head down, but nodded. Bucky nodded, "What did he say?"
"Nothin'," Ethan sniffled, "He just pushed me."
"Did you tell Miss Hildy?" Bucky calmly questioned while Steve felt like pushing that kid. See how he liked it. Brat. Ethan nodded again, and Bucky sighed, "Well, that's all you can do right now, bub."
Steve grit his teeth, feeling positively helpless in the moment. Now I know how Mom felt, Steve sighed. Almost angry to the point of distraction. But not quite. As soon as Sophia entered the room, Steve smiled, greeting the little girl.
"Sup, buttercup. How was your day?" Steve asked, affectionately pushing her straight across bangs off her forehead while noting the bird-nest her long hair had become since that morning.
"Good!" Sophia cheerfully answered. Holding up a fat, sparkly purple pencil that was getting glitter all over her hands and her clothes, "Lila gave me this pencil because I'm her best friend!"
Exchanging a fond look with Bucky, the brunet said, "That was nice of her. Did you say, 'thank you?'"
Proudly, Sophia nodded. Then, she must've realized that something was wrong because she asked, "Is Ethan okay?"
"His feelings got hurt," Steve quietly relayed. Placing his hands on his knees, he got down to eye level with the eight year old and added, "I bet he'd feel better if you were super-duper nice to him."
Averting her eyes as she thought, Steve glanced over at Bucky who was unabashedly checking him out. When he realized Steve had caught him, he winked at him. Playfully, Steve rolled his eyes and stood up. Not that either of them cared. Steve was just glad that after seventeen years, Bucky was still attracted to him.
Grabbing the bottom of Steve's blue cardigan, Bucky tugged him closer. All the while, Sophia tugged on Ethan's pants and held up the pencil, "Hey, Ethan, wanna hold my new sparkly pencil? You can pretend it's a wand!"
"A wand?" Ethan perked, even removing his head off Bucky's broad shoulder. Sophia nodded and Ethan wiggled, trying to get out of Bucky's grasp. Once the brunet had set him down, he wiped his face -- bumping his glasses as he did so -- and asked, "Really?"
Sophia nodded again, "Yup! Lila's my best friend, but you're my brother, and that's pretty special."
Steve's heart nearly exploded with all the love. And although he knew that the paperwork was being processed and it was probably going to end in their favor with a successful adoption, he still worried. There was always a chance that Ethan's abuser, and biological mother, would try to regain custody. All Steve wanted was for their kids to have a good, happy life the way they deserved. And while sometimes that meant the children finding their forever home with other parents, sometimes it meant their forever home was with them. Ethan was one of those kids that Steve and Bucky were convinced was already in his forever home with a, very lucky, them.
Before the four of them could linger in Steve's classroom any longer, Sophia reminded, "Swim lessons."
"Swim lessons," Bucky confirmed, leaning over to give Steve another kiss.
"Text me when you get there," Steve told him, pressing another sweet chaste kiss to his husband's lips. Then, he leaned down and kissed each of the kids' foreheads, "I'll see you for dinner."
"Okay," Ethan sighed, always hating when his routine was disturbed.
"Be good for daddy," Steve said, smoothing down Ethan's hair. Ethan nodded, and Steve tucked Sophia's hair behind her ears, "Have a good lesson. Remember, it's not a race. Go at the speed right for you, okay?"
"Okay, papa," she confirmed, giving Steve a brief hug.
"I'll send videos," Bucky smirked, taking each of the kids' hands, they left Steve's room.
For a moment, Steve just watched them leave. Wanting to make sure they safely reached their destination. Unfortunately, his classroom didn't get the view necessary for it. Instead, he re-entered his room to get back to decorating the space with the pictures of handprint leaves, tissue paper trees, and leaf mosaics. Hoping that the parents who came to see him -- if they did -- would be as proud of their children as he was.
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RESIDENCY (AN OPEN HEART FIC): PART SEVEN
Pairing: MC (Jordynne Holland) X Ethan Ramsey X Bryce Lahela; MC X Bryce; MC X Ethan
Masterlist: Click Here
Chapter Rating: M (Swearing, Kissing, Smut, NSFW)
Word Count: 4800+
Description: Jordynne gets a glimpse into Ethan’s brain and gets Bryce into her bed. Ethan’s jealousy gets the best of him. 
Disclaimer: Characters, storyline, and parts of the dialogue are taken from Pixelberry’s Choices. They fully own the characters, dialogue, backgrounds, etc. MC Jordynne’s background is my own creation, based loosely off of MC in-game’s personality and provided with more details.
Author’s Note: The fMRI diamond scene in Ethan’s point of view! Jordynne hooks up with Bryce at her house warming party and Ethan finds out the next day. 
Taglist: @drakewalkerfantasy @owleyes374@professorortegasstudent@mindlessdreaminxo @mayar-mahdy @paisleylovergirl @nicquix @emilymay100 @octobereighth
Previous Updates: Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six
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PART SEVEN  
Why did he always seem to get himself in these situations with her?
He was standing in the middle of a newly constructed room— his back turned to Jordynne as he loosened his tie. Gulping, he placed it down before shrugging off his lab coat and unbuttoning his shirt. “I’m ready,” He said, turning around to face her.
It really didn’t matter — it was just for the test. For an experiment, science. His eyes darted to her pink lips, noticing her bite it slightly as she looked at his naked torso.
Quickly looking away, he laid down on the cold metal table, adjusting himself before holding out his arm to her. She grabbed his arm gently, pressing her fingers against his wrist palpating the veins — he swallowed at her touch. His blue eyes watched her work, “You do know how to perform an intravenous injection, don’t you?”
She rolled her green eyes at him, before grabbing onto the syringe. “You’re about to find out.” A mischievous grin spreading across her face. Ethan took a deep breath as she inserted the needle, focusing on the feeling of her warm hand on his forearm and the spreading cold sensation of the Gadolinium being injected into him.
He let out the breath as she took the needle away, watching as she disposed of it and peeled off her rubber gloves. “Well done. Barely felt a thing.”
Jordynne fixed her ponytail, smirking at him again, “I did go to medical school, you know.” Striding back to the machine, she loomed over him for a moment, “See you on the other side,” She pressed a button on the fMRI and Ethan felt the metal table start to slide into the donut of the enclosure.
He heard the click of her steps as she headed up into the control room. Taking a deep breath, Ethan tried to relax his mind. Why would she invite him to her housewarming party? Did she want him there? Or was it a general invitation? Did she actually think he would go? Or could go?
Even if he could, he needed to spend all of his downtime on Naveen. That was his priority.
“Can you hear me alright?” Jordynne’s honeyed voice spoke through the speaker within the enclosure.
“Loud and clear,” Ethan closed his eyes, preparing himself. “Very loud, in fact.”
“Ha ha.” He could hear the smile in her voice, even through the speaker. “Beginning the first scan,”
The machine started to whir around him, humming as the cycling began. He laid perfectly still for a moment, before curiosity got the best of him, “How is it looking?”
There was a pause, “Your brain looks… like a brain.”
He let out a chuckle, “I suppose I should be grateful for that.” Opening his eyes, he looked back inside the contraption — noticing all the moving parts, “So far, so good. Now let’s test the detection of the contrast media. Ask me some questions. Different parts of my brain should illuminate with increased hemodynamic flow.” This is why he had asked Holland — he trusted her so far, they had always played their questions game before. Now there just was a machine showing her his brain while he answered — it was only a little intimate.
“What kind of questions?” She asked softly.
He let out a breath, “Perhaps you could start with “‘Why am I making Dr. Ramsey think of everything?'”
“Fine, uh,” She hesitated, “Who do you love most in the world?”
Ethan blinked — that had gotten serious fast. “That’s…. quite a first question.”
Jordynne’s soft laugh made it through the speakers, “Just trying to provoke an emotional response in the scan.”
He stayed silent — thinking. He thought to his empty apartment, his naked ring finger. No one there. Did he love Harper anymore? Not really — not like before. His parents? It had been months, almost a year since he had spoken to them. Even when he did, it was a simple conversation around the holidays and work. Nothing more. Naveen? He couldn’t go down that route — not now.
His nostrils flared as he finally spoke, “I was once close with my family, though that time has passed. I suppose I feel a strong affection for my dog, Jenner.” He thought of his pet — it had been a couple days since he had been home. He really should go see him.
“You named your dog after Kylie?”
His thick brows furrowed, “I absolutely did not! Edward Jenner was the —“
But Jordynne cut him off, her voice filled with humor, “The father of immunology. I know. I was just messing with you.”
A laugh escaped his lips. Of course, she knew that.
“And it worked. Your amygdala lit it up like a Christmas tree when I got you riled up.”
Ethan felt his face get hot — riled up. “Let’s move along. Next question.”
“What’s your proudest accomplishment?”
“Hmm…” He paused again, thinking. She was good at this.
“Was it when you won the Adeyemi Prize? Or when you were selected to be the keynote at the AADM conference?”
Her knowledge of his accomplishments made him flush. She knows way too much about it, but almost nothing at all at the same time. He thought. “No, no, nothing like that. I think it was when I applied for med school.”
“When you… applied?” Her voice was confused.
“Yes.” He said with certainty, “All those other things were other people’s decisions. What I’m most proud of is my decision. To leave behind what had been planned for me and embark on my own path.” He remembered the day he had received his acceptance letter, the look on his father’s face.
“Do you want kids?” The question caused him to blink back to reality.
Ethan clamped his mouth down, not saying anything for so long, that Jordynne reached out again, “Dr. Ramsey?”
“I heard you. I’m thinking.” It was a difficult question. He longed for something he didn’t have now, that he wasn’t sure he could ever have. He had day-dreamed of it before — a big, stretched out belly of a faceless woman, baby-proofing his apartment, a sense of excitement and nervousness of being a father. But who would dare settle down with him, the emotionally unavailable, workaholic diagnostician? Who would commit to raising a family with a semi-present partner — someone who would take care of his patients over his own child?
“I’m not sure if that’s in the cards for me.”
“No?” Her voice was gentle.
Ethan swallowed, “I don’t think I’d be able to be there for them, at least not the way they would need. Besides, I’ve seen too many horror stories firsthand.” He thought to Dolores, to the ward full of children with cancer a few floors up from them, the busy NICU.
Letting out a sigh, he continued, “Okay, one more. Ask something complex.”
“Alright…,” She hesitated, he could hear her breath through the speakers.
“Out with it Jordynne.”
“What do you think of attending-resident relationships?” She blurted out.
Ethan’s blue eyes snapped open, staring into the inside of the fMRI. “I’m sorry?”
She didn’t miss a beat, “You heard me.”
He furrowed his brows, “Attendings are responsible for the management and training of the residents. That has to take priority. Romantic entanglements… interfere with that. We’re doctors.” Why would she ask this? He wished he could see her face, study it to try and figure out what was going on her head right now. ‘Cause his mind was reeling. Licking his lips, he continued, “Besides, any intimate feelings are just neurochemical responses to heightened stress and frequent exposure to each other.” His heart hammered in his chest, waiting for her response.
“Riiiight.” She drawled, before letting out a laugh.
Letting out a huff, Ethan closed his eyes. “I think we’re done here.”
The humming of the machine suddenly stopped, and the metal table slid out of the contraption. He got up quickly, grabbing onto his discarded clothes. Ethan had just finished buttoning up his shirt as Jordynne appeared from the control room.
He coughed before speaking, “I take it the machine is working normally?”
“Like a charm.” Her green eyes followed his fingers as he re-tied the knot in his tie.
“Excellent. Thank you… for the assistance.” He gulped — trying to get a read on her.
“Anytime.” Her pink lips spread into a smile, “Next time, you can ask the questions.”
Ethan nodded awkwardly at her, before turning on his heel. He thought that doing this fMRI would take his mind off of things — but it had only made things worst. Opening his mouth to speak, he thought about questioning her but he thought better of it. “Rookie,” He nodded again, before leaving the room without another word, leaving Dr. Holland alone in the room.
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Bracing the heavy beer keg on her hip, Jordynne fumbled in front of their apartment building — trying to get the door open. Her arms were exhausted — not only did she have to lug this thing on the subway, but she couldn’t get the smell of vomit off of her, even after her shower. It had been a long day, to say the least.
And Dr. Ramsey had been even harder to read than usual. She thought she was making ground with him — after Dolores, at the baseball game. But he had refused to come tonight, even though other Attendings were coming. And he seemed so awkward after the fMRI questioning — maybe she had gone too far. But she was so curious — she had Ethan’s brain in front of her, she couldn’t help herself.
Her eyebrows furrowed as left the elevator, hopping out onto their floor to find a packed hallway. “Sorry, excuse me,” She twisted her body around the large group of people before finding her apartment door already open. It was packed with people — most of them hospital staff.
“Holy crap,” She muttered to herself, too quiet to be heard over the loud music and laughter as people played drinking games.
“Jordynne!” A blur of brown caused her to jump, as Ines wrapped her arms around her in a half-hug. Some of her drink sloshed around in her cup, drenching the back of Jordynne’s shirt. “Thanks so much for inviting us!” Her voice sounded slightly slurred.
Jordynne smiled politely as Dr. Mirani approached, “Oh! Dr. Miarani! I’m, uh… really glad you could join us.”
Ines let out a laugh, hitting her arm gently, “We’re outside the hospital, you can call him Zaid!”
Jordynne shuffled her feet, trying to balance the weight of the heavy key but not wanting to be rude.
Zaid gave her a sheepish smile, “This is really great, Holland. I’m loving this party.”
“I can’t tell if he’s being sarcastic,” Jordynne said to herself, shaking her head before she started to waddle towards the kitchen, weaving through the crowd, “Excuse me, sorry… Coming through!”
Suddenly the weight in her arms was alleviated, and she turned around and was face to face with Bryce. “Lemme help with that. I was wondering where you were.”
She smiled, following him into the kitchen as he placed the keg on the counter. “At the hospital, getting puked on. Again.”
His brown eyes flashed, a grin growing on his face. “I love when you talk dirty.”
Barking out of a laugh, she grabbed onto his bicep easily, “At least one of us does. Give me a minute to get showered and changed.”
“I’ll be here,” He winked at her before turning back to the keg to finish setting it up.
Rushing into the bathroom closest to her room, Jordynne flung her clothes into the basket, threw up her hair and jumped into the shower. She started scrubbing at her skin, trying to get the smell of vomit and booze off of her. A smile spread across her face as she thought of Bryce waiting for her out there. They had been spending more time together — catching each other in the cafeteria, drinks after work at Donahue’s and the occasional supply room make out. It was easy with him. No questions, no uncertainty.
Closing her eyes, she let the water fall over her face for a moment while she remained thinking. It wasn’t like how it was Ethan. Not that her and Ethan made out in supply closets. But he was so exasperating — one moment he was confiding in her, trusting her and the next she was back to being called “Rookie”. And why did he not want to come tonight?
Why did it bother her so much that he didn’t want to?
Sighing, she turned off the shower, grabbing a nearby towel and wrapping herself in it. She didn’t need to get riled up about Ethan. Bryce was here, and he wanted to be here. That’s what mattered.
Standing in front of the mirror, Jordynne quickly put on some fresh makeup — her long lashes curled and pink lips shiny with gloss. Letting her hair down again, she fussed with it until it framed her face.
Sneaking into her room, she stood in front of her wardrobe rummaging through her clothes. A shiny, red top caught her eye and she pulled it on with ease, leaving her bra behind. Jumping into a pair of tight black jeans, she paused in front of the mirror. As she headed to open her bedroom door, she paused to squirt some perfume onto her pulse points before heading back into the loud living room.
Somehow it seemed even busier in the apartment than it had when she left, but Jordynne found Bryce easily. He matched her smile as they met eyes, but it faltered as his eyes trailed up and down her body.
He walked up to her, his eyebrows raised. “Oh, damn.”
She pursed her lips, “Problem?”
Taking a sip from his red cup, Bryce shook his head, “Just admiring the transformation.”
Jordynne let a sly smile spread across her face, “Are you saying I looked terrible before?”
He stepped closer to her, she could smell his warm and fresh scent. “I’m saying you look killer now.” He whispered in her ear.
She eyed the drink in his hand, before looking up to meet his eyes, “I need to see a doctor about some shots.”
A mischievous grin grew on his lips, “I think I’m due for some of those myself. Lead the way!”
Jordynne grabbed onto his forearm, pulling him with her towards the drinks.
Several shots, drinks and beer pong games later, Jordynne’s tan skin was flushed red from the booze. The night had turned quiet about an hour before, many of the guests had started to leave once they had finished up their games. She finished hugging Ines, before turning on her heel back into the living room. Looking around at the mess and few people left behind, she muttered to herself, “Wow. What a party…”
She noticed Bryce in the dining room, collecting cans into a recycling bag. A small smile spread over her face as she padded over to him. He noticed her, “Just about done cleaning up over here, Jordynne…”
Grabbing onto some nearby cans, Jordynne closed the distance between them — adding them into the blue bag.
“Thank you,” He said, starting to tie up the full bag.
“Thank me? You’re the one staying late to clean up our party.”
He shrugged, “Eh. Force of habit, I guess. Messes seem to follow me around for some reason. I’m pretty used to cleaning them up at this point.”
She looked around at the cleaning room, “I can see that.” Grabbing the bag out of his hands, she placed it next to the couch. “You know…,” She bit her lip, eyeing Bryce’s mouth. “You don’t have to go home.”
“Oh yeah?” He lowered his voice, edging closer to her, “And where would I sleep?”
Jordynne licked her lips, grabbing onto his bicep, “With me.”
Bryce let out a breath, “I was hoping you’d say that.”
Lowering her hand, she wrapped her fingers around his before pulling him down the hallway. As soon as they were out of the sight of the others, their lips crashed together passionately — both of their mouths tasting of booze. Jordynne fumbled for her doorknob behind her until they both staggered backward into the room — not breaking their kiss.
Grabbing onto Jordynne’s chin, Bryce took control of the kiss — pressing her up against the wooden door, slowing the kiss down and deepening it.
Breaking their kiss, she opened her eyes, “Do you think anyone saw us?”
“Do you care?” He smirked.
“Not really.”
“Good,” He slid his hands under Jordynne’s sequinned shirt, his fingers trailing up her spine. He chuckled as she let out a happy sigh, before stopping his hand. “No bra?” He questioned, feeling her bareback.
The pair looked down at her cleavage before he looked up smirking. “You are gorgeous and I need to see a whole lot more of you.” Tugging at her top, Jordynne lifted her arms over her head so he could pull it off. The cold air caused her nipples to harden slightly. Bryce eyed her hungrily, before pushing his lips back onto hers. His kisses trailed down to her chin, then her neck and down her bare shoulders.
“Mmm…,” Jordynne let out as she leaned into the gesture.
Bryce grabbed onto her hips, his strong hands spinning her around to press her ass into him. He continued kissing her neck, biting gently every so often as he played with the top of her jeans. His fingers effortlessly slid into her pants, feeling Jordynne’s smooth skin. She shuttered at the feeling as he groaned in her ear, “You went commando? God, you’re hot.”
With a quick zip, her pants were at her ankles and she was stepping out of them, stark naked compared to Bryce, who was still fully dressed. “You are… very good at this.” She was a little breathless.
“I’m good at a lot of things,” He smirked, raising an eyebrow at her. He grabbed the back of her head, capturing her mouth again — his hands roaming to her back, to her breasts to her hips to her inner thigh.
Jordynne’s knees buckled slightly, but she continued to whisper to him, “You did tell me you had the best hands…”
“And?” His voice muffled through kissing her neck and chest.
“And I need more convincing,” See smirked, moving her neck away from his greedy lips.
Bryce let out a laugh, putting his hands on her hips and guiding her towards the bed. The backs of Jordynne’s knees hit her mattress, and she squinted at him. “How am I completely naked while you’re still dressed?”
He bit his lip, staring down at her, “Feel free to fix that.”
Grabbing onto the hem of his sweater, Jordynne pulled it over his head — pushing his messy hair back. Taking charge, her long fingers started unbuttoning his shirt — revealing his tan chest. Her pink lips met his warm skin, as she kissed his collarbone. Her fingers pushed his shirt aside, feeling his hard abs. His shirt hit the floor, as she playfully pushed him onto the bed — his body bouncing up and down on the mattress. A devilish smile crossed her lips, as she unbuttoned his jeans and started tugging them down.
Bryce watched her looming over him, and he swallowed. “Better?”
She crawled on top of him, putting her knees on either side of him, “So much.” Leaning down, Jordynne kissed him. His strong arms came around her middle, pushing her into him tightly. As their kisses turned more passionate, their hips began to move against each other. Jordynne could feel him twitching between the thin fabric of his underwear. His fingertips dug into her hips at the feeling.
Bryce broke the kiss, his eyes studying hers for a moment — both of them breathless. “Are you sure you want this?”
Bending over, she nipped at his earlobe, “Keep going, Lahela.”
His brown eyes darkened with desire, “Whatever you want, Jordynne.” His fingers slid down her hips into her inner thigh.
She closed her eyes, relishing in the touch, “Whatever I want?”
Suddenly, his strong hands flipped her over — her blonde hair wildly splayed out on the bed as he pressed her onto her back. Her tan legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him into her. He pressed his lips to hers again, the kisses long and soft.
“Tell me.” His perfect fingers untangled from her hair, trailing down her jawline, her neck, the curve of her breasts before settling just under her belly button. “Jordynne? What do you want?”
She gulped, looking at him through her thick lashes, “I want you to touch me.”
Biting his lip, his fingers slid down her leg before cupping her. She squirmed under his touch, causing him to smile, “You’re stunning.” He whispered, his lips teasing hers as his fingers plunged into her.
Jordynne let out a moan at the feeling, before crashing her mouth back onto his — muffling her sounds. She lifted her hips off of the bed, pushing his fingers deeper inside her. She broke their kiss, trying to catch her breath, “You really do have the best hands.”
He grinned, before placing his mouth on her breast — enveloping her nipple. She let out a sound as he let go of it, another smile breaking across his face at her reaction. “You should see what the rest of me can do,” His lips started trailing down her stomach, then her hips, her thigh until his mouth met his fingers.
Jordynne threw her head back, her fingers grabbing onto Bryce’s soft hair, pulling on it gently as he licked at her. Her thighs started trembling as a familiar warmth started building in her belly, “Oh, Bryce…” She let out a loud moan, her thighs tightening around his strong shoulders as she found her release. Biting her lip, she whimpered — trying to keep quiet in the apartment filled with people.
Finally, her legs relaxed, falling to his side. Bryce knelt between her legs, his eyes smoldering as he stared at Jordynne — her long, blonde hair sprawled out behind her, her chest rising and falling as she tried to catch her breath. “And?”
She let out a happy sigh, “You are good at a lot of things.”
He let out a breathy laugh, before pushing his hips back into hers. She could feel his hard member, twitching in the thin fabric of his underwear. The pair groaned at the feeling, and Jordynne pushed her fingers into the waistband of his briefs.
Bryce closed his dark eyes, his mouth opening as she grabbed onto him. Gulping, he opened his mouth to speak but Jordynne cut him off, “Top drawer.”
He grinned at her, before reaching over to the nightstand and grabbing a condom. It tore open easily, and he quickly slipped off his underwear before kneeling back down between Jordynne. She took it from him, pumping his shaft in her hand before rolling the condom on for him. Bryce closed his eyes, arching his back at her touch.
Bending over, their lips caught in a kiss again — and Jordynne felt herself melt into Bryce. She opened her legs for him, his hips burying into hers. The pair let out a gasp as he entered her, her walls stretching to let him in. Grabbing onto her leg, he hooked it around his waist, his shaft shoving into her more deeply.
“Bryce!” Jordynne let out, squirming beneath him as he withdrew from her before thrusting back in. He silenced her with an open-mouthed kiss, swallowing her moans. The kiss was urgent and raw — she grabbed onto his shoulder, bracing herself as their hips rocked faster and harder together.
The feeling of coming undone came closer and closer, and she tipped her head back, “I’m gonna, I’m gonna —“
“Fuck, Jordynne," Bryce groaned, his hands bracing himself on her hips, his fingers squeezing her. His hips started pumping erratically, Jordynne biting down on her lip to keep quiet as the insides of her eyes went white. He grunted soon after, spilling into her.
The pair stared into each other’s eyes for a moment, both of their chests heaving as they tried to catch their breath. Bryce stayed hovering over her, before pressing his lips softly to hers. Pulling back, he smiled at her, “We’re gonna do that again, right?”
Jordynne let out a laugh, kissing his tan cheek, “Hell yeah.”
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Golden light trickled in through the cafeteria window, casting a glow on the crowd of people inside. Ethan was sitting in the corner at a table all by himself — a closed textbook and tray of food in front of him. He didn’t frequent the cafeteria very often, but he had needed to take a break from his office. He was spending every spare moment in there — before work, coffee breaks, lunch, after work. Any spare moment he had to be used to research Naveen’s condition. But he still hadn’t come up with anything. So instead of blankly staring at his computer upstairs, Ethan was blankly staring out of the window, chewing quietly.
Ethan let out a sigh as a pair of particularly chatty nurses sat down at the table near him. There goes his peaceful lunch hour. He started to grab his things, ready to leave but he overheard something that made him stop.
“Last night was so much fun.”
“Same, Varma and Holland sure know how to throw a party.” The two nurses gossiped, both of them scrolling through their phones.
Ethan sat back down, opening up the textbook in front of him and pretending to read. Even though he had refused to go, he was still interested.
“Their roommates are cool too. Elijah’s taste in music was great.”
The other nurse rolled her eyes, “Honestly, Vera just talk to him. Besides, who was looking at anyone but Lahela. God, I could eat him with a spoon.” She flashed her friend her phone, before turning it back to herself with a smile.
“I think Jordynne, beat you to that.”
Ethan’s eyebrows furrowed, “What?” He thought.
“What?!” The other nurse echoed Ethan’s thoughts, her mouth hanging open in disbelief.
“You saw them last night, they were all over each other. Besides, Tanya’s friends with his roommate and apparently Bryce never came home last night.”
Ethan gulped, confused at the twisting feeling he felt in his stomach.  
“Damn, good job Holland.”
Ethan’s chairs scrapped loudly as he suddenly pushed it back — standing up. The two nurses looked up to him, taken aback by his sudden movement. Gulping, he grabbed onto the textbook before racing out of the cafeteria.
He could feel a heat spreading on his neck, and his fingers were curling into a fist. He should have just gone to the stupid party — taken a break from Naveen’s case, then maybe nothing would have happened between them. Why did he care that something had happened between them? She wasn’t his. She was his intern, a rookie. Nothing else.
Still, as he thought that he couldn’t help but feel the knot in his stomach. He wasn’t jealous. He wasn’t.
He stopped dead in his tracks as he turned out of the elevator, swallowing hard. Of course, Jordynne’s face was the first that he saw. She was leaning against the nurses' station, a huge smile plastered on her face. She was twirling her pen around nervously, speaking with someone he couldn’t see.
Moving down the hallway, his steps faltered once more. It was Lahela, leaning up next to her casually — his elbow propping up his head as he watched her. Ethan gripped the textbook in his hand harder as he watched him lean into her, whispering into her ear. Jordynne let out a laugh, swatting at the surgeon’s muscular arm.
Setting his jaw, Ethan started to stride past them, catching a piece of their conversation. “Come on… you know you want to.” The surgeon growled at her, his voice low and suggestive.
Jordynne’s green eyes went wide, her face flushing as she noticed Ethan walking past, “And I will see you later.”
She tried to fall into step with him, but Ethan picked up his pace. He did not want to see her right now. His mind was still reeling, and he felt like throwing the textbook in his hand at a wall.
“Morning Dr. Ramsey,” She greeted him softly, but he ignored it. She didn’t give up, “I just wanted to give you an update—“
He turned on his heel, finally facing her, “Not now, Rookie. Find someone else to bother.” His nostrils flared.
Her pink mouth opened in surprise, taken aback by his reaction.
Ethan didn’t wait for her to reply, before spinning around and heading in the opposite direction. Distance yourself. Distance yourself. He repeated the thought in his head, marching away from her as fast as possible.
Part Eight
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