Wed, Feb 21st, 2024
Part 1
"you know, I swore i felt something. but I thought, 'no, if merlin were hurt he would contact me. the others would contact me."
"we were going to, but..."
"but what? you didn't want to upset Ark?"
"well no, but it's also not the kind of conversation to have over the phone. I knew you'd respond like this"
"oh, what a load of bull!"
"you know, I didn't do this when you and Gwen got married! I didn't do this when she hurt you!"
"That was different! she was under a spell, she couldn’t control herself!"
"and who's to say Ark can?"
silence.
"they're sick, Arthur. really sick. and I'm just trying to help them as best I can. same as I do with you." "you know, I thought waiting fifteen hundred years for you would be enough to prove my loyalty-"
"merlin-"
"but apparently it wasn't."
"don't say that-"
"I'm going to go visit my mother. don't follow me."
"merlin!"
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"Kinsley, my dear! it's so good to see you again!"
a soft smile. "you too, hunith."
"what are you doing here again so soon? surely the journey can't be easy for you."
merlin and kin exchange looks. he shakes his head, she plows on anyway.
"emotional support."
"whatever for?"
a sigh, and he speaks up. "I had a row with arthur"
a laugh "well, don't you always?"
"it was... different this time."
"how so?"
"how about we go inside?" - merlin
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"alright. now that we have some tea, why don't you tell me what's going on."
"we don't have to-"
"merlin, you specifically came to talk to your mother. I can tell her if you'd rather?"
he glares at her. hunith hides a giggle behind her mug.
merlin sighs. "it's about Ark."
"your other partner from far away, yes? the one who helped us?"
"yes."
"well you've told me Arthur has a jealous streak. I for one would very much like to meet your mysterious hero."
kin chuckles. "if they heard you say that they'd be in shock."
"bit of a humble thing, that one?"
"you have no idea." -kin
"it would be hard for you to meet them, anyway. they hardly see us as it is." -merlin
"hopefully that will change in the future." kin puts a comforting hand on Merlin's knee.
"so what's the fuss all about this time then? what's got arthur cross?"
"i... Ark, they..."
hunith waits patiently.
merlin swallows back tears, frustrated and unsure how to explain.
kin touches Merlin's knee again, gives it a squeeze. he looks at her and nods.
hunith and kin turn to each other.
"Ark is... very complicated." Kin starts. "some might say even more than Merlin, if that's possible," she chuckles.
hunith nods, looking at her son. her son who is so much older than her, and maybe always has been.
"if merlin is magic itself," she explains slowly, making sure hunith already understood that. "then Ark is what came before magic. they're the universe itself."
hunith nods. it's confusing, but the elf knows she's sharper than she lets on, and is following along.
"Ark is human, and spirit, and a god, and beast."
"they're like dragons, or the sidhe, or the triple goddess," merlin clarifies in terms hunith is familiar with.
"and unfortunately," kin picks up again, "at the moment, the beast part of them is what's winning over everything else." she holds her cup with both hands, and takes a sip. "there are... possible reasons for this. but I don't know for sure which, and unfortunately, I wouldn't be able to tell you even if I did."
hunith looks confused at that.
"Kin's like court advisor, or the village elder," merlin jokes. "got secrets she can't share"
both women laugh, kin rolls her eyes.
"so..." hunith urges.
kin inhales, then exhales. "well-" she starts.
merlin interrupts. "I'll... I'll take it from here."
"okay."
"Ark is... sick. very sick. like Kin said, the beast part is taking over. and that beast is craving blood."
his mother puts a hand to her mouth in shock.
"they can't control it," he rushes to say. "they don't want it. they're..." he tears his eyes away and looks down at his tea. "they're disgusted with themself." he whispers.
hunith's brow furrows in concern.
"and they... they're hungry. or rather... they were."
an eyebrow raised, now.
"they, well." the sorcerer starts to flush red, tugging at his neckerchief. he puts his cup down on the table, then pulls at his long sleeve.
kin decided to speak up again. "your son very nobly offered to help."
eyes turn to the elf.
"we all would have, but Merlin's the only one who got through to them."
abruptly, merlin stands up. "kin can you, it's just you're better at..." chewing on his thumbnail, he glances at his mother, straightens himself up, then clears his throat. "sorry, i just. need some air."
"go ahead, son," hunith says, leaning forward in her seat.
wiping his eyes, he leaves the hut quickly. he smiles politely at the other villagers, and strides across the pathways. within a minute, he's reached the forest, and doesn't hesitate walking in.
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MMMMMMMMM GOOD THINGS ARE BEING SAID.
Martin consistently stutters, consistently allows himself to build up to a point where his frustrations have nowhere to go other than an abrupt spurt of anger that can almost seem out of character to him in the beginning but are, in fact, intrinsically linked to who he is as a person. He sidesteps his own comfort in favour of others' and expresses his feelings in providing for those he cares about. Simple gestures, like a cup of tea. And later (avoiding spoilers) Bigger Gestures.
Martin has convinced himself he does not matter and attempts to make himself small as a result. Be kind, be gentle and offer comfort to those around him in an attempt to convince them to let him stay. Historically he's been an emotional punching bag for others. His mother, then Jon- you can assume later Lukas too (though in a very different manner).
It's not until much later he starts expressing himself in more honest ways (i.e. post Lonely). He admits his faults and asks for things. Allows his anger and frustration to bubble up organically. Isn't as afraid to express these things as now he's confidant he won't be left in the dirt as a result of taking up space.
"I am Martin Blackwood and I am not lonely anymore."
English tea is the most inoffensive thing to offer someone as a source of comfort. The smallest and most effective way to provide in a workspace that he has very little idea to what he's doing in thanks to fudging the records to get in in the first place. The mugs may as well have "Please keep me, I'm helping, see?" written on them.
So yes. Yes and Thank you.
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Please make a tea post so I can save it especially the pineapple ice cubes I need more info
Oh, like, different teas I like to make? Okay! :D
🍍Pineapple Tea🍍
The way I do it is really simple:
Buy a giant jug of already-made tea (I like gold peak!)
Buy a carton of pineapple juice
Freeze the juice into cubes, pour a little of it in the tea for extra flavor
And that's it. That's aaaall you gotta do.
There's all kindsa ways you can dress it up, but nine times out of ten I just do this and drink it by the gallon when it's hot out.
If you wanna get fancy with it, feel free to cold brew your own black (or green) tea, add actual hunks of pineapple fruit in there, add some orange juice, add some honey, add some coconut milk or sweetened condensed milk, whatever sounds good! (Also, pairing pineapple tea with coconut cookies? SO GOOD.) Put mint in the pineapple cubes if you like mint! Add a bit of boiled ginger root or some brown sugar and cinnamon for a little kick! Heck, last summer I used blue peaflower star-shaped ice cubes just because they were pretty.
(Peaflower petals don't taste like much, but they make a GORGEOUS blue, and if you put something acidic in there like lemon juice IT TURNS PINK. :D)
🍓Strawberry Tea🍓
I find this stuff sort of difficult to find where I live, so often I go the same route as the pineapple tea: grab a jug of black tea, grab a jug of strawberry juice, (ocean spray has a really nice cran-strawberry one I like) freeze the juice, mix, and enjoy. Super simple.
If I can't find strawberry juice, I dice some strawberries up and put it in a jar with some water and a bit of sugar for a few hours, then add *that* to the tea. (heck, it's really nice all by itself!)
What goes with strawberry? ANY DANG THING YOU WANT. I am particularly fond of lychee. Jasmine tea and rose petals pair really well with it too. Again, if you like mint, it's *really* nice with strawberry. And you know how if you put black pepper on strawberries they taste even strawberrier? (If you haven't tried this, go do it, it's magic.) Same goes with the tea, add some peppercorns or a teeny bit of chili powder or some ginger.
If you wanna drink it hot or cold brew a batch of your own, here are some brands that are also nice:
1. Strawberry Sensation
2. Adagio Strawberry Tea (this is also where I got the peaflower petals)
3. Any of Lupicia's Strawberry Teas they are HEAVENLY
🍏Apple Tea🍏
As with the pineapple and strawberry teas, it's totally fine to just go find some ready-made tea and mix it with some apple cider or apple juice for tasty low spoons fun. If you drink it iced, a bit of sugar and lemon juice brings out the apple flavor nicely!
I prefer drinking this stuff hot though. You know that Fall Drink post that was floating around? IF YOU HAVEN'T YET, TRY IT, IT'S AWESOME.
☕Chai Tea☕
So here's the thing about chai for me personally: I don't tend to drink it iced or sugary, but if you do like it iced and sugary, there are a couple of really nice chai tea concentrates:
Oregon Chai Latte
Tazo's Chai Latte (Forget the "skinny" nonsense, I just wanted to include an option with no milk so you can add whatever you want to it)
Pacific Chai isn't concentrated, but you can use it to make hot or iced chai and it's really lovely, not too sweet and super easy to work with.
As for dressing up chai, I don't tend to! There's already so much going on with all the flavors, I just drink it as-is most days. Play with milk-to-tea ratios or sugar amounts all you like, figure out what's your jam.
I do know that mixing chai and coffee together (or chai and chocolate together) is guaranteed to make a feeling groovy kind of morning, at least if you have two thumbs and you're me.
Iiii think that's all the tea blather I can think of for right now. Thank you for asking, anon, it was fun! Anybody reading this, feel free to add your own favorite things to do with tea. :D
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