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thehusbandoden · 8 months

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You Flinch During an Argument -Amajiki Tamaki

A/n: so sorry this took so long! I had a good thing going but my power went out and it got erased </3

I do think this one's better though. Technically this is the third legitimate try <33

Edit: I'm trying out a new format for my info.. is it better or worse O.o

General info:

Wc: 1,176 words | angst to fluff/comfort | Character/s: Tamaki Amajiki

Warnings!: loneliness, snapping, flinching, a little bit of crying. Please let me know if I miss any! <3

The night was cold as you sleepily flipped through your journal, not wanting to write but knowing you should. The entries from the last three months have been short and filled with a dull ache of lonliness. They lacked the usual length and warmth you poured into the pages, ranting on about how sweet your timid Tamaki is and how much you adore him and his ever lasting warmth.

The rambling would go on and on, but now you wrote a paragraph or two about how your life has been 'fine' and that Tamaki has been super busy- if you wrote at all.

There was one or two that held multiple paragraphs of your frustration and not knowing who to blame- knowing that it wasn't Tamaki's fault that there weren't enough heroes to protect the innocent of your large city.

Tamaki was doing his best to protect the defenseless, and you admired that- but the dull ache that sat in the pit of your stomache couldn't go ignored much longer.

Sighing, you closed your journal, standing up from your desk to head to the living room, deciding to talk to Tamaki tonight.

Four hours later Tamaki walked through the front door, tall form drained from exhaustion as he made his way inside, already stripping off his hero gear.

"Tama?" You call, poking your head out from the living room to sadly smile at your Tamaki.

"Oh. Hey y/n." Tamaki yawned, dropping both his cape and mask onto the floor as he dragged his feet towards your room, tossing his belt onto the kitchen table before moving onto taking off his gear further.

"Wait, Tamaki!" You call, stopping at the bottom of the stairs as Tamaki paused, looking back at you.

"Yes bunny?"

"Ummm.. can we talk?" You ask, smiling at the nickname Tamaki gave you the first week into your marriage- though he later admitted that he thought of it when you two were simply friends but was too shy up until that point-.

"Baby, I'm really tired.. is it important?"

"Yes.. it'll only take five to ten mintues."

"Okay baby, where do you want to talk?" Tamaki yawned.

"How about the living room? I can give you a shoulder massage while we talk if you like." You smile, causing Tamaki's eyes to shine as he smiled down at you.

"I'd like that."

After you were both situated you started by squirting some lotion on your hands before spreading it onto Tamaki's left shoulder, immediately noticing his many knots.

"Okay bunny, what did you want to talk about?"

"Oh.. so I know that you're working really hard and are really tired.. and I also know that we haven't had us time in a while.. so I was wondering if you could take a day or two off? Not much, just a day or two would be fine."

Tamaki was silent as you bit your lip in anticipation, hoping you didn't upset him somehow.

"Y/n.. are you serious?"

"Y-yes?"

"Do you know how many people might be dying right now? I can't just laze about spending time with you because you're feeling lonely. Why don't you go hang out with some friends?"

"T-that's not the same.."

"How so?"

"I want to spend time with you Tamaki. You know, my husband?" You scoff, starting to get annoyed.

"And I want to spend time saving people y/n, why don't you stop being sensitve and start thinking about other people?"

"But I've been holding my feelings back for months! Please! I'm just asking for a day- even a few hours is fine!"

"Y/n. No. Now if you're done I'd like to get to bed."

Jerking his shoulder away from your touch, Tamaki started standing up.

"But wait Tama-"

"No. I'm disappointed in your selfishness y/n."

"Wai-"

"Stop."

"Pl-"

"I said stop!" Tamaki hissed, turning around to face you within a second.

At the sudden movement and change of tone you flinched back, tears gathering in your eyes as you stared up at Tamaki, eyes wide.

As Tamaki glared down at you he froze as you flinched, heart immediately breaking as he saw the tears in the corners of your eyes.

"Y-y-y/n I-"

"I-it's okay Tamaki.. you don't need to say anything. I get it. I-I'll just go to bed now."

"B-but y-y/n.." Tamaki whimpered, guilt consuming him as he watched you walk away.

"Y-y/n.. I'm sorry.."

You quickly got in bed after hurrying up the stairs, wiping at your eyes as you clung to your pillow, staying as far away from Tamaki's side as possible.

You awoke the next morning to the sun shining in your eyes.

Wincing, you turned around to feel for Tamaki, forgetting all about last night and the dreadful few months.

After feeling how cold Tamaki's side of the bed you sighed, memories coming to you in flashes as you stared at his side of the bed.

Wiping away the stray tears, you got out to get ready for a day worse than the one yesterday.

After getting dressed you made your way down stairs, deciding to get on top of your piling to-do list to help get your mind off of Tamaki.

Stepping into the kitchen, you stepped back at the sight of a lavish breakfast filled with all of your favorites spread across the newly cleaned kitchen table.

"T-Tamaki.." you whimper, looking at your beloved with tearful eyes as he guilty studied you with his indigo orbs.

"Y-y/n I-"

You interrupted Tamaki as you rushed into his arms, clutching the back of his shirt, desperate for comfort from the man you've grown to adore.

"Y/n I- I'm so so sorry." Tamaki mumbled, burying his face into your hair to mask the tears falling from his eyes.

"I forgive you Tamaki, I know you were just over worked and didn't mean to take it out on me."

"I promise you- I really didn't me an to, a-and I feel terrible about it."

"Shhh it's okay baby.. I already forgave you. We just need to reflect on what we did wrong tonight and make sure not to do it in the future. Next time, I'll wait until you're less exhausted, and you'll make sure to remind me that you're too tired, mkay?"

"O-okay.."

"Now baby.. why are you home? Don't you have work?"

"Nope, I took the next two weeks and a half off. I know that it won't make up for the months of loneliness, but I'll try to be better, I"ll take less shifts and make sure to only leave for emergencies when I'm off the clock.

"Alright, that's a good start."

"I may need today and possibly tomorrow to sleep.. but I cleaned the entire house -besides our room- and looked at your to- do list and did a few of the bigger things on there.. oh and I made us breakfast.."

"Tamaki. I love you. So, so much."

"I love you too bunny. I'm really rea-"

"Shh, I already said I forgive you. Now, let's eat!"

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vawilcox · 8 months

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Masterlist:

Mirko and me

Shoto angst to fluff (request)

My life as an only child in a reverse harem

Tamaki angst to fluff (request)

Yandere Dabi

Funeral Comfort

Peeping Girl

***UPDATE***

Update & random fact? I'm a poet and decided to start putting my poems on here so I can keep track of them better. Hope you find a few you like.

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lady-ashfade · 6 months

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Mha Men Reactions To You Thinking That Asking You Out Is A Joke.

—£ X Gn Reader

—£ Plot: Reader has been bullied and thinks that this is just another prank, they have been asked out before as a joke.

—£ Characters: Katsuki Bakugo, Izuku Midoriya, Eijiro Kirishima, Tamaki Amajiki

—£ Warning: Angst To Comfort, Reader Being Insecure, Reader being bullied, Reader Making The Boys Feel Bad, Crying, Bad Language, Fighting, Happy Ending.

Izuku

-He was so confused at first, then in disbelief and angry.

Izuku had worked himself up for mouths to finally ask you out. He’s been hinting at how he feels for you but you never seem to notice. All he could do each day was think about you, how he wanted to hold you in his arms and kiss you. He wanted to show you the world and all it could be.

So, he waited till you both got off of patrol and chased after you.

Hearing your name you turn around to see the green haired man running after you like a crazy man, flying so fast with a red tint on his face. Then to stop and huff in front of you, he laughed nervously.

“Deku? You okay…” you question and tilt your head. He couldn’t get enough of how cute you looked.

“Hmm, just want to tell you something.” He smiled and said it like a known fact. You wait for him to say something while you stand still, just waiting….Until he was just staring at you in silence.

You wave your hands in front of his face and he turned the shade of a tomato for a minute while jumping out of his skin. You were confused, he was acting strange? He hasn’t been this nervous in a while.

“Okay- Well” he takes a deep breath and then pours his heart out in a shout, “I like you- A lot. I have since you first showed me your quirk and flashed that smile. So, I want to ask you out on a date?”

Izuku came up with many scenarios of what could happen when he confessed. Like you laughing at him, rejecting him easily or harshly, even if you hit him! He planned for everything…

Expect to see you glare harshly at him, one that sent a chill down his spin. Your body tensed and your hands gripped on your bag.

“Real fuckin’ funny, deku. What? Did Bakugo set you up to this?” You spit at him. “Never thought you’d be the person to do this, is this for a prank show?” Your chest lets out a deep and angry chuckle.

He stared at you with his face drained and eyes staring wide. Was this his imagination? What are you even talking about. Did he say something wrong, he’s never seen you like this before. Cold and mean.

“Nothing to say?” You click your tongue and huff. “This isn’t a funny joke! It’s-” he watches you tear up and push a finger in his chest, “It’s cruel.”

“What the hell are you taking about?” He has no idea how much your words affect him. His chest was filling up with anger and his brows frown.

“Don’t act like you actually like me! You aren’t the first person to ask me out on a date as a prank! Or hell, even a bet!” You cross your arms and flare your nostrils.

Oh..

His eyes soften and swallow at your now trembling figure, looking so small now and shaking. Like he was a villain to make you feel worthless.

“You think I’m joking?” His hushed tone made you blink away some of the tears and whip them off quickly, nodding your head you bite your lip.

“You can tell whoever that you got me! Get your points or win, I don’t care.” You fix yourself and looked at the ground. You move backwards and turn around to walk away from him.

Izuku watched for a few seconds until he knew he couldn’t have you thinking this was for anyone else but himself. Grabbing your arm he turned you around and into his chest, coming face to face with his.

He had his serious and frustrated face, when he gets passionate. “I want you, I need you in my life. I don’t know who before made you feel like you were just a joke, but they don’t deserve anything. I want a date, a real one with fancy clothes and food.”

Your wide eyes stare in his, looking surprised. Your bodies were so close and he held you so tightly, his body was warm. “Just you and me.” He’s eyes flashed panicked as he looked between your eyes.

He heard your breath hitch and how hesitant you were to trust him. He wanted to know the battle you fought inside your head inside and out, so he could defeat them for you.

“Promise?” That small sparkle of hope made him smile.

“Promise.”

Katsuki

- He’s pissed off, man has no clue what the hell you are talking about. And how you could think he’d do something so stupid?

We all know Katsuki never half asses anything, like anything. If he didn’t want you around you simply wouldn’t. So when Katsuki knew for sure he was ready to be in a relationship, he wasn’t going to let it be half asses. You were going to be his, he would give you everything.

So, he asked you plain out. Invite you out to a restaurant and to walk around your favorite part of the city. He enjoyed how talkative you got when you were happy, so this would be just right for you.

Then you flat out yelled and him.

“What the hell are you talking about?” Being so confused his loud voice rang through the empty park.

You roll your eyes, “You don’t think I know when a trick is played on me?” You ask with a pointed glare. “Look, you aren’t the first.”

Trick? You think he’s joke about this shit?

“Huh?! You think I’d take the time out of my day, but your ass food and do your favorite thing- Just to prank you?” He shouted.

“Don’t flip this on me! I know this is just a joke, ask out the “weird” person right? They must be so easy? Is that it? Want to seem so much better then everyone.”

Then he was completely enraged. He couldn’t help the blood pumping through his body as he gripped his fists.

“How fuckin’ dare you.” He stepped closer. “You think that low of me?” You matched his glare and stood your ground.

“I didn’t think you were the person to do it. But here you are.”

“Oh?” His tone growled out and tilted his head. His dark smirk sent chills down your spine. “And who are you to tell me what I feel like?”

You felt your self becoming sick and you tried not to let it get to you. But this wasn’t how you thought your relationship would go, him turning out like everyone else.

“I know that everyone always likes to pull this shit on me! Ask me out, not show or laugh in my face! Who set you up to this Huh?”

Clicking his tongue he turned away from you, “You’re so stupid.”

“No. I am just know when I am being tricked.” He looked back at you with a daring smile.

“Oh yeah?” He laughed and crosses his arms like this was so funny. Making you break.

“This isn’t a joke! And it’s not funny.” You stomp your foot and started to get so overwhelmed and tear up. How could he be so cruel? Why does everyone do this.

He yanked your hands and pushed you to the nearest bench, you protested and squirmed but he was stronger then you. “Sit still!” He demanded as his hands pressed down on your shoulders.

You sink down and just do as he says to make this situation go faster. “You listen, got it?” He stared at you seriously. You take a minute and nod your head, his sigh made you sink farther down.

“This wasn’t a joke. I first noticed how beautiful you were when you feel asleep on my shoulder after training. I like when your cheeks puff out when you eat, or that crinkle in your nose. I like how you look around if anyone notices when you fail in training. I like it when you call me “Suki” and how it makes me feel.” His cheeks heated up at admitting theses things but it was all true.

“I wouldn’t ask you out as a joke, and you thinking that is fucked up. I don’t deal with stupid people. Tell me,” he pulled out his phone and clicked around a few and then shoved the bright screen in your face. A picture of you asleep on his shoulder with drool on his shoulder and him looking so calm. “Would I let anyone do that? No, only you.”

You could feel your heart beat up and lungs losing air. Your head ran with thoughts as you looked at him. He was serious? And you just said all those horrible things to him.

“You mean- You actually like me?” Your voice and question made him laugh and shove his phone back in his pocket.

“Maybe I do hang out with stupid people.” Okay, you deserve that honestly.

You take a breath and cover your face. “Shit.” You groan and lean back without looking at him. How could you look at him again, maybe you just wouldn’t for the rest of your life.

“M’sorry.” The word muffled in your hands and he looked down at you. He loves how embarrassed you looked, hiding your face from him. But he didn’t want you to overthink anything.

His hands wrap around your wrist and pull them away from your face. You didn’t look at him at all still but he just leaned down closer, “Look at me.” His demand was soft and quiet, so unlike him. When he found your eyes again he felt himself at ease.

“I’ll bellow up those fuckers that pulled that shit on you. I don’t have time to play games. So, go on a date with me and have a good time.” There was that voice again. His loud voice to cover his emotions.

“If you’ll have me.” Your eyes looked so soft and sad. Like he would still rejected you.

“Be waiting for you. And i wouldn’t want anyone else.”

Kirishima

- Completely taken aback. He was frozen and confused, then sad and angry. His heart was broken.

Kirishima was a man, and a good man. He kicked himself for months because he wanted to ask you out but didn’t want to ruin anything. You were just so sweet and beautiful, his heart flattered when he saw you smile.

Of course he wanted to ask you out! So, he worked up himself like izuku and made sure to be on top of his game. He would style his hair, clean up after a long day and check himself out in the mirror. He had to look best for you, like a man!

He waited until you got done with your work and headed home to ask you for a date. He was waiting for you by the door with a huge but nervous smile. His chest was filling up with butterflies,

“Y/n! Over here.” He waves you down. You looked at him and smile as you march towards him. Your regular clothes looking amazing on you, he could tell the day was rough for you but you still looked as beautiful as aways.

“Hello, good work today kiri!” Your praise made him blush harder and scratch his neck. His ego growing. “Need to teach me some of your moves.”

Okay, he needs to cool himself down. You are just too cute and pretty, he finally had you alone and ready to ask you out.

“Actually, um.” He looked at you with a wide mouth before clearing his throat. “I was going to get some food, maybe I can tell you there?”

You thought about it for a minute. You have gotten food before with him so it’s not weird. So you nod. “Sure!”

“Actually, I had something else planned.” You watch him blink, he watches you tilt your head. “I wanted to ask out on a date. Right now, to any restaurant you want of course.”

Your body tenses and hand comes to clinch your chest, looking around for the hidden camera. His smile seemed real but you knew the truth, this was a cruel prank.

“Not funny kiri.” Your voice sounded different as you got angry. You turn your head and cross your arms, “Think this is funny? What kind of a friend are you!” You shout making him sink back.

He was now frozen with his face white and smile gone. He stared at you confused and unknowing what to say.

“I’m sorry..But, what are you talking about?” You only huff at his words and puff your cheeks and chest out.

“Don’t play dumb! I know what this is,” you turn around and look for someone, “He got me! Really funny.”

Kiri stepped closer and looked to where you looked, “Y/n, it’s just you and me here.”

“Oh, so you just wanted to see for yourself what i would do? Because asking me out is so fucking funny. Well,” you hit his chest. “It’s not!”

Your words and hands feel like knives. You have never seemed so loud and broken before or yelled at him before. He wanted to tear up with you.

“I don’t think it’s funny, what are you talking about?” His hands covered the yours that rested on his chest. “Did I say something wrong?”

You tear up fully and start to cry, “I know kiri, no use of hiding it. I know this is just some stupid prank to get me to feel bad about myself and you won! Just like all the others.” You try to pull away from him but his body moves on its own and keeps you from moving.

His blood starts to rise and his teeth start to show. You think this is a prank, that he was just doing this to make you cry? And what others? Oh, this was making him pissed.

“Who did it? I’ll talk to them, that’s so unmanly! Hurting someone like that?” He leans down to you, “Let alone you…that’s the most cruel thing I have heard.”

You blink up at him, your arms struggling to pull back come to a stop. “What do you mean? You did it to.” Your voice broke and didn’t sound as angry but disappointed.

“I would never. I’m not joking y/n, I want to take you out on a date. Even more now to show you that you can be loved, like I do! Please give me a chance, you are the only person I think about!” He backs away from you and bows his head to plead.

“Let me take you out on this one date and if you don’t like it, then I can deal with it! A man has to step up. I wanna go out with you so bad!”

You stare down at him in shock at his outburst as he begs you…no one has done that before. Kiri didn’t seem like the type of guy to ever joke about this..But why would he want you?

Sighing you look away, heat coming to your cheeks. He asked you out and you just made a scene. “You mean it?”

His head shot like a dog and nodded his head quickly, “It will be the best date you ever had! I’ll even buy you dessert.” He poked out his chest with pride and now a smile to convince you.

“Fine! But if you think-” your eyes wide and throat close up as he smashes his lips onto yours. You feel yourself growing weak and unable to move.

He pulls away quickly with a blush at his cheeks, “I am serious, did that prove something?”

“P-Point proven.” He smirks at his victory and takes you by the hand to show you a wonderful night.

Tamaki

-He’s so stressed and sad, he’s confused. This one might hurt.

Tamaki gets embarrassed so easily but when he is around you something just happens to him. He’s so fluster and can’t look at you but at the same time he’s calm and needs your company. Tamaki finds himself thinking about you and your smile, how soft you look to hold. But why would you want someone like him? Someone who hides and stutters all the time.

Until he was forced to ask you out by Mirio. If he didn’t tell you then mirio would have to tell you himself. And Tamaki almost fainted on the spot. How could he face you?

So he went to your office, stuttering already and panicked. When he knocked on your door he hoped you wouldn’t be there.

“Hello,” you greet the person with a smile that only brightens when you realize it was him, “Tamaki, come in.” You open the door for him and he walks In quickly.

Your office was just like you. He loved how you made this place just as your own, it made him feel safe.

“What’s up? Need another pair of hands on a mission?” You walk back to your desk and near your gear that you needed to take off. He cleared his throat.

“N-no, actually, I have something to say.” You turn to look at his tense frame. “Oh?” Then he turned his face around and took a deep breath.

“Mirio helped me with this. Close your eyes and say what’s one your heart. Um- Okay, okay.” He whispers to himself and tightens his fists. You arch a brow and watch him curiously.

He takes a deep breath then begins to stutter and trip over his words, “W-Wanna take you out- On a date.” His voice breaks loudly. “I hope I did it right..” I wishes to himself breathy and panting.

You stare at the back of his head and place your hands on your desk..Mirio must have set him up to this. Must have felt pity for you, or to do this as a joke.

“I can’t believe you both- I’m not a bet or a joke.” He jumps out of his skin at your shouting voice. His head runs quickly at what he must have said to make you yell at him.

“This isn’t- Oh no, not how I want this to go.” He closes his eyes and shakes a bit.

“Oh? Wanted me to say yes so you guys can laugh? Or, what? Get brownie points for asking me out? Out of pity!” There you go shouting again.

Tamaki has never heard you yell like this, unless it’s a villain…is he a villain? No, he can’t be. But his ears heat up and he sinks into his clothes.

“No…I just wanted to go out with you.” He spoke louder but still hesitant in himself. He stayed still for your next words but they never come.

Only a sniffle.

You lean down on your desk and sob while trying to stay quiet. You thought that Mirio and tamaki were your friends, and would never hurt you.

He turned his head around and something twisted in his stomach to make him feel sick. Seeing you with tears rolling down your face and sink into your own skin like him, made him feel horrible.

“I didn’t mean to make you cry,” he walked toward. You grip on the desk and let out a soft chuckle, “That’s what happens when you pull a prank on someone.”

It clicked in his brain finally that you thought he wasn’t serious. Like he just treating you less and as a joke. It was harsh to think of him like that.

“Y/n..” he walks closer to you as you stiffen the closer he got, you sob harder.

“I get it, you can tell miriro you got me.”

“Y/n.” He said clear and without a stutter, his face and body now on the side of you. “I am in love with you.” Your breath hitched and he hears it.

“You make me wanna be brave. I can’t help but get flustered and shy around you because- Well because you’re so pretty and nice. But I want to take you out..” he leans closer as you look up at him. “I want..” he trails of and glances into your eyes with matching tears curl up in his eyes.

“I want you.”

You take a deep breath and stand up straight. You feel heat raise up in your body of embarrassment, “M’sorry.” You sob again and throw your arms around his shoulders and pull him closer.

And he’s back to being a melted mess as you hold him close. He blushes and softly wraps his arms around you and pats your back lightly. “D-Does this mean you’ll go on a date with me?”

You chuckle and pull away from him and whip off your own tears as his hands stay on your hips. “If you don’t hate me.” You nod and sniffle one more time. He smiles,

“I Could never hate you.”

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hollowtakami · 15 days

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Hi! I really like your Hawks fics, I love him so much, it hurts. I want to make a request, if it's fine. How, do you think, will Hawks tell fem reader his real name? I feel like he needs time for it, like a year or something, will he just going to say it randomly amid the conversation or he will prepare himself and reader for it? Thank you in advance!!

hiya anon! tysm for this request!! this was really interesting to write, i can’t tell if it’s an imagines or more of a character study - but i loved writing it nonetheless. thank you for stopping by! ^_^

Hawks might have a silver tongue gifted to him by the Commission, but Keigo Takami is nothing but pyrite.

At least, that’s how he sees himself.

Even before he met you, he always wondered if he was capable of being loved, being the son of Takami The Thief and coming from extreme poverty.

Then, he met you. The most beautiful girl he’d ever seen, breathed life into his dead heart. You were on his mind constantly; the sweetness of your voice, the softness of your hair - god, how he wanted to run his hands through your hair and hold you.

It took him a while to ask you out, simply because of his low self-esteem. He feared that you could do better, but he also feared that the ‘better’ would come and steal you from him.

The only thing was - you knew him as Hawks. Hawks, one of Japan’s top heroes. The suave bachelor with wings redder than the faces of his admirers every time he soared into view.

He was afraid you wouldn’t accept Keigo. He was nothing compared to Hawks. Still, he would rather lose his wings than lose his girl.

He asks you out rather suddenly, calling you in the early morning. You could tell he’d been up, pacing his room as his mind paced around his skull at the thought of asking you to be his girlfriend.

You’d accepted, of course. You loved him, you just didn’t know there was more of him under all his feathers.

A year into your relationship, you couldn’t ignore that it seemed as though Keigo was hiding something.

He was almost on autopilot, distant from everyone, from you. It hurt, especially since you had no idea why.

So, you confronted him. You sit down on the edge of the bed in your shared apartment, fear glazed over your eyes.

When you ask if he was hiding something, Keigo’s heart sinks. He knew it was time. He couldn’t lose you, he loved you more than he loved himself. You were his girl, and nobody else’s.

“My name…is Keigo Takami.”

You were visibly confused, Keigo desperate to read you for any signs of abandonment. Then, it clicked.

Hawks was yours, but Keigo always had been. He had just been waiting for the right time to unfurl his wings, show himself to you.

After a hard conversation for the both of you, he’d explained everything and completely opened himself up to you. It was the most vulnerable you’d ever seen him in your time together, feathers sharpened, more on edge than he was. Hardly making eye contact and messing with his hair, he fumbled through his story.

And you hung on to every word. You were his, he was yours. Keigo was yours. Hawks was just a part of him, not who he really was.

Hawks was pyrite. Keigo was gold.

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soleilandpeaches · 11 months

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Ok, but has anyone already thought about how disgustingly rich Keigo is? I mean, the type that doesn't boast much of his money but still has ridiculously expensive things, like... a Ferrari. And you know what? Ferrari + Keigo = Sex. I feel like he would only do it when the reader has really made him jealous. I accept it, I have a kink with jealous!keigo. Creative freedom, but I need a damn car and Keigo in it hehehe. 🫣

warnings: unprotected sex, jealous!keigo, f!reader, coming inside, car sex, cursing, dirty talk, 18+ (MDNI)

“Ohhh yeah…” “You like when I fuck up into you like that, huh?” He punctuates his question with another sharp thrust, a sharp cry spilling from your lips. You have to stabilize yourself using his shoulders, nails digging into his skin leaving crescent shapes in their wake. Though he doesn’t seem to care as he tosses his head back against the headrest, eyes never leaving your face.

“Yeah that’s it, Baby.”

Smack!

“Ride that cock, cowgirl.” He chuckles at his own lame joke, yet the baritone of his voice sends pleasureful shivers throughout your body and a delicious heat pooling in your stomach.

You feel his warm hands caress the scape of your waist, smoothing over your hips and thighs as he rolls his hips into yours. The way he’s fucking you—deliciously deep and torturously slow has you whispering his name into the shell of his ear, completely unable to produce full sounds.

“Fuuck me.”

You cant take your eyes from his stupidly handsome face contorted with pleasure. He licks his lips, kissed raw and red from how roughly he handled you before. You feel his fingers curl and uncurl themselves into your skin which makes you smile—he doesn’t want to hurt you.

You’re tugged out of your reverie with another harsh jolt of his pelvis, successfully lifting you up further enough to have your hand reach out on the roof of the car, bracing yourself against it to not hit your head as you go up.

“Keigo!” You half-pant, placing your hand back down of his lap to guide him back down but he doesn’t relent. Only grabbing you by your wrist and tugging you further into his chest, opposite hand splayed against your lower back.

“Arch your back for me, Pretty.” He commands, wrapping his arm around your back as he brings your hand to his mouth, kissing your palm with a loving gentleness—complete opposite to what he was doing to your body.

“They can’t fuck you like this, can they? Hm?” His voice once dripping with saccharine goodness takes a turn into something more sinister.

You shake your head no, completely overtaken with pleasure. You feel him let go of your hand to grip you by your cheeks, forcing your face down to meet his own. His thrusts don’t slow as you meet his gaze and you almost swore you saw green swimming beneath gold.

“Words, Love.” Is all he says as he shifts, angling his thrusts deeper to hit that sweet spot inside. Your words die on your throat as your lips part into a silent scream—you’re so close.

“Answer me.”

Smack!

“No!” You sob, bracing your hands against his chest as you desperately attempt to meet his thrusts with your own. The rolling of your hips quickly comes to an end as he hugs you into his body, planting his feet against the floor of his car as he fucks into you with a new found aggression.

“Yeah, that’s right.” He growls in between heaving breaths pitched moans. “‘Course they can’t.”

“Only I get to fuck you like this. Don’t I?” You’re aware he’s trying to assert his dominance, but you know deep down he’s only feigning his insecurities. Still, you indulge him.

“Only you, Keigo. I—ohmygod—only y-you.”

“Yeahh—haah—fuck!” “You gonna cum on my cock, Baby?”

You nod feverishly against his chest, biting down on the juncture of his neck and shoulder as to somewhat stabilize yourself of the onslaught of abuse.

“Fuck! Me-me too.”

His fingers curl into your hair as he pulls you away from his neck. He brings his face down to meet yours for a serious of passion-filled and pussy-drunk kisses. His kisses become messy and wet as he nears his climax. Then, lips coming to part against your mouth as he pants and whispers obscenities against your own, struggling to kiss you back.

“M’ so fucking close, Angel—holyshit—m’ so close.”

His thrusts become sloppy and uncoordinated as they pick up in pace. The echoing slaps of skin paired with the rattling and thumping of his rocking car has your face heating even hotter in embarrassment. If anyone were to walk by and see, it wouldn’t take two seconds to know what was going on.

His fingers snake in between your bodies, moving quick circles into your clit. The pressure of hit cock repeatedly punching against your G-spot paired with his skilled hands has you twitching. Stars dance beneath your eyelids as you feel your release drench his lap, crying out once you feel his own cum spill into you. He always fills you up so nicely.

“Shit, Baby.” You glance down to his fucked-out face. His grin is wide, wide enough to see the gleam of his white teeth and dotted dimples. His face is flushed, all the way down his bruised neck and heaving chest. His once perfectly messy-kept hair is now tousled and sweaty along his hairline.

He meets your gaze with his own, ogling you as you are to him. He clearly enjoys what he sees as he brings a hand to your cheek, thumb rubbing back-and-forth just underneath your eye.

“You don’t know what you do to me, Sweetheart.” He sighs followed by another kiss. Although, this one is sweet and gentle, the kind that has you melting into the palm of his hand as he continues to rub circles into your skin.

He releases you with a chuckle after you continue to try and kiss him, but he stops you with a thumb to your lips.

“Lemme treat you to something, hm? After all, you did so good for me.” He kisses you one more time, pulling away to take you in with another sigh, eyes almost glowing with the love he has for you.

“Pretty girl.”

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Sideline 2

Hawks x Timid Reader

Scenario: Hawks loses his memories after a villlan fight leading to head trauma. His sidekick was all the more ready to take your place as his girlfriend. She fed him lies to make Hawks hate you. Will he remember you or will you remain a thorn in his eyes.

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Part 1

It’s been two months since Hawks was out of the hospital. He knows something wasn’t right. Some things just didn’t make sense. Vivian, his ‘love’ just chalks it up to him being fuzzy because of his memory lost. He loves her right? Hawks felt something about her just didn’t seem right. He started noticing your absence, sure he didn’t know what he thought was missing was you but he could tell something was wrong. Going back to his apartment he felt like there was always something that is missing. Like his home wasn’t his home or how he would feel like he wasn’t complete despite having Vivian by his side. So he started distantly himself from her. Vivian tried to get more attention form him but he brushed her off saying he was busy.

He went back to hospital to check out what was that feeling of emptiness and if that was normally for someone who’s missing some of there memories.

“Well everything looks fine, Hawks. Side form your memories not completely back you are as healthy as a dime.”

“It’s weird tho. It’s like something is missing and I just can’t put my finger on it.”

“Well my guess that is your body remembers a feeling that your brain couldn’t. It’s kind of like muscle memory in a way. It’s like your instincts is telling you something is wrong because something isn’t the same as it used to be. That’s just something you need to figure out on your own. Maybe you should ask that lovely lady that was always by you bedside she might know something.”

“Vivian, purple hair girl with hot pink eyes?”

“No, she had (color) hair and she was super timid and wears a nice sliver feather necklace. What was her name…” the doctor said as he looked through Hawk’s papers “ah there she is, Y/N L/N. She was your emergency contact. She was here every time she had free time. She would help the nurses take care of you when it was possible.The poor girl was so worried for you she alway leave crying. She was heartbroken after you didn’t let her see you.”

“Why would she be in my emergency contact? also what about Vivian did she visit me?”

“Nope, only once or twice a week. Uptil you woke up.”

As he flew home, he thought long and hard about what he had learned. He was right something definitely didn’t add up. He thought maybe his cool bird intern could tell him something. Once he was home, he called Tokoyami to ask about you. Tokoyami didn’t say much other than you were important to him and how Vivian lied to him about about your character. Tokoyami said you were the sweetest person he knows and how He would constantly talked about her like a you where a goddess in private settings of course.

He decided there was no use sitting around and doing nothing so he went for a fly. He flew aimlessly around the city in deep thought only to land on a random apartment balcony. He didn’t know why he landed there but it felt right. He look around To see some cloths still out on the drying rack. Not long after he saw the light turn on and wanted to fly away, best not to disturb the resident who live here right. Something in his gut told him to stay. After a few minutes the curtains were opened and there you were.

There he was in front of you. Majestic as ever was he perched on your balcony like those nights he would come after a long day of work, only for you to great him. It hurt you to see him, knowing he wasn’t yours anymore, you thought it was just your kind playing tricks on you. After all he had a new girlfriend. You walked out pretending he’s not there gathering your cloths.

“Heyo.”

it startled you to here his voice. You look up to him and said “YOU…. YOUR ACTUALLY HERE?!?”

“shhh don’t wanna wake up your neighbor now.” “Do you need something, Hawks.” You said dejected and looking away.

“Mater a fact I do. I want to ask you something.” “Come inside. It’s cold we can talk then.” You said as you walked in followed by Hawks.

Hawks sat down on the couch. You offered him some tea and sat down on the couch facing Hawks.

“So what are you to me? I been thinking about stuff and something’s just didn’t make sense. With my memories I mean. “ “Why com to me then and not your girlfriend.” “Because it’s you that inconsistent. Viv said I hated you because you were a… well a b*tch, but evidence say otherwise. The doctor told me you been taking care of me day in and day out when I was unconscious. You were my emergency contact.”

“Would you even believe me if I told you the truth? You didn’t even want to hear a word out of me for the past month” You said looking down at your hands as you fidget.

“I just need to know… to be honest I don’t even know how I know how to get here. I just thought about see you. And here I am. I know I haven’t been the nicest to you but you clearly care about me. So be honest what were you to me.”

“I don’t know, that is for you to decide. What I can tell you is that you were my boyfriend.” You said and walked off.

You came back with an album/scrapbookk hoping that would help jog his memory. You handed it to him and patiently waited.

“You want me to look at it?” He said confused as you nodded.

He flip to a random page, it was you and him at the amusement park. He was in a disguise but both of you were smile and holdout cotton candy. There was a little note on the side ‘My babybird, best date ever my first time at an amusement part. -T.K.’

Flipped to another page it was him sleep on your couch with a mustache. ‘No fair got pranked today! -T.K’

Another photo, there were two pots infront of you guys. ‘It was so much fun to customize some pottery together! -(your initials.)’

Another with you and him in matching chicken oneis ‘Note: we need to get more matching out fits. -(your initials)’

He flipped through more of photos reading all the little snippets. There was warmth in it. He felt something in him changing, a sinse of longing for you. It’s like his body knew that it was you who made him feel so loved. Once he finished he hugged you. You flinched at the sudden contact and relaxed once he held you close wrapping his wings around you. This was it was missing. It was you. Your warmth, your love, your kindness, you and only you.

“I don’t remember our time together but after looking through these photos I did remember one thing. “ he said looking at you.

You look back into his eyes, there was no longer that hate you saw a month ago. It was replaced by the gentle look that loved so much. “What is it?” You asked quietly.

“That Hawks mate for life. And you are mine. My mate for life.”

“that’s two things.” You said as you give him a small smile.

“I’m sorry… so sorry. For putting you through so much. It must have hurt you to see me with another and how badly I had treated you. I’m sorry. “ he held you tight as he thought back form the way he treated you.

Guilt overwhelmed him as he held you like you would disappear in a moment. You wrapped your arms around him. For the first time in months you finally got to hug him. You took in every part of him. His dirty blonde hair, slightly muscular toned body, his sent of tropical wood, and his lovely crimson wings. Oh how much you missed being in his wings again. You two held each other for a long time before cuddling to sleep.

“Please don’t let go of me again, Keigo.” You said as you buried your face in his neck as your tears dripped down your face.

“Never again…. I promise and if I lose my memories again I promise I’ll fall in love with you all over again. If you lost your memory I’ll make you fall for me. I’ll hold you as along as I can. Babybird I will never let you go again. Not ever.” He couldn’t help but tear up too.

The next few months you two worked on building your relationship back up agian. Going on dates, looking through more scrapbook/albums and making new memories together. Vivian was abruptly fired from the Hawks agency after Hawks found out the truth. Slowly but surly Hawks would regain his memory completely and later Hawks would propose to you. Of course you said yes.

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roaron · 1 year

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Heyooo- I was thinking about ex husband Hawks or todoroki(shoto). I loved the ex husband bakugou hdc you wrote and I love hurting my soul with angst-

I love your writings, it’s literally perfect

- oh my god thank you so much and im so sorry I haven’t been able to do this for you sooner, I’ve been so busy it’s crazy. SO to make up for it ill do both shoto and hawks for you, look out for my next post because ill make sure it’s all about ex husband shoto. this one of course will be based on hawks :) ENJOYY

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Ex husband hawks hcs

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• Ex husband hawks who makes a playlist of all the songs that remind him of how your relationship used to be. he listens to it every day and uses it as a way to remember your presence.

• Ex husband hawks who has a post-it note stuck on his bathroom mirror that says “do your best” on it. so everytime he looks in his mirror, he imagines you telling him to do his best. when reality hits that you’re not actually there, he tears up the note just to make another the next day. it keeps him going.

• Ex husband hawks who tried to use his feathers to keep in touch with you but when you found out it only made you distance yourself from him more. he tried to apologise but you just snapped at him and walked off.

• Ex husband hawks who tries not to cry when someone mentions you. even your name triggers him.

• Ex husband hawks who still has you saved on his phone as his wife because he refuses to let you go, he’s so desperate for you to love him again.

• Ex husband hawks who keeps one of his feathers which you put a sticker on when you were together at home untouched. he leaves it at his bedside and never uses it. that feather was touched by the love of his life, he would rather die than allow harm to come to it. it’s all he has left of you.

• Ex husband hawks who pulls himself together and makes his way to your house with flowers and chocolates to try and earn back your love. he can’t live without you. he can’t keep crying himself to sleep because of his own mistakes.

• Ex husband hawks who knocks on your door and hears you yell that you were coming from the other side. he melts at the sound of your voice and a newfound sense of happiness wraps around him. he’s really missed you.

• Ex husband hawks who wears a wide smile as he watched you open your door. just for his smile to immediately drop and for his eyes to blow wide as he looked down at your stomach. it has a bump. you were pregnant.

• Ex husband hawks who dropped the gifts he’d brought you and looked up to meet your eyes. tears collecting in his own. “please tell me you didn’t” he says almost silently, desperation in his voice.

• Ex husband hawks who searches your face for an answer as tears collect in his eyes. and just before he can say anything else, the door is slammed in his face. not quick enough tho for him to not catch a glimpse of another man in the background behind the door.

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#mha headcanons #my hero academia headcanons #mha hcs #mha x reader #hawks headcanons #hawks hcs #hawks fluff #hawks x y/n #hawks angst #hawks x reader #mha hawks #hawks x you #keigo tamaki #bnha keigo #keigo angst

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crimsonredfeathers · 1 year

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Mission

Tamaki Amajiki x gn!Reader

Warnings: slight angst, injured reader

Word count: 575

🖤💜🖤💜🖤

You couldn't even remember what had transpired as everything went down in mere seconds. As you were following a villain with the intention of arresting him, there had been a loud bang followed by lots of dust and the unmistakable rumble of a collapsing building. And then...?

You'd woken up surrounded by pure darkness. While you couldn't see a thing, you could smell the dust particles in the air, interwoven with the stench of copper, and the realization hit you. It took you a moment to localize the source by carefully moving your limbs an inch or two, but just as you tried to move your left leg, a stinging pain shot through your nerves. It was your leg that was injured and possibly still bleeding. You heavily but as steadily as possible breathed into the darkness in an attempt to somehow work through the pain.

You could feel your chest grow tighter and tighter as your mind started to race. Where were you? How long had you been here? How bad was your injury? Could you even escape this prison made out of broken concrete and steel on your own? Did the villain get away? Was anyone else hurt? What about...? The pain became unbearable. Your head was spinning as you could feel your consciousness slip away once more.

"Y-y/n? Y/n, w-where are you? Can you hear me?" Tamaki's voice was shaking as it reached your ears after what seemed like hours. Your foggy mind barely registered it as you slowly gained back some of your senses. "I-," you started, coughing from the dirt and lack of oxygen around you. "I am here... I... I am here!", you answered with all the strength you could muster.

You could hear Tamaki gasp, the fast pitter patter of his naked feet on the rubble growing louder and louder. "I can hear you! D-don't worry, I'll be with you in a second." And that he was. It didn't take the hero long to cautiously remove the debris that had buried you alive with the help of some tentacles sprouting from his hand, all while steadying other pieces that threatened to fall on you. Tamaki didn't say a word as his full concentration was on the task at hand, brows furrowed in concern.

Once the hero had successfully removed all the necessary pieces of stray concrete to free you, he scanned your exhausted form for injuries, his lips pressed together in a thin line at once. He sank down on his knees right next to you, the hood of his cape effectively hiding most of his face, as he cautiously scooped you up in his arms.

"Y-your leg... I'm sorry. I was afraid this wouldn't work out as planned. You should have never been a part of this. We arrested the villain, thanks to you, tho. You managed to guide him directly in our direction. When he unleashed his attack and made the building crumble upon you..." The indigo-haired boy sighed heavily. "We managed to capture him a few seconds later. I just wished we could have been there earlier... Just a moment sooner, and you wouldn't have..." He trailed off as your hand slowly reached underneath his hood to rest on his cheek. "I'll be alright... Thank you for saving me, Suneater." You could feel a content smile form on his hidden face before he rushed to hand you over to the paramedics on scene.

#bnha x reader #mha x reader #tamaki amajiki x reader #suneater x reader #suneater fluff #tamaki amajiki fluff #mha fluff #bnha fluff #mha suneater #bnha suneater #tamaki amajiki #mha angst #bnha angst #suneater angst #amajiki tamaki angst #mha x reader angst #bnha x reader angst #suneater x reader angst #amajiki tamaki x reader angst

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maehara-san · 1 year

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‒ 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒔 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆

𝑷𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 ━ Keigo Takami x F!Reader

𝑺𝒖𝒎𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒚 ━ 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒑𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒉 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉

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The sound of the clock ticking became louder as you stood quietly looking out the large window. People down below looked happier, compared to you.

Every day you asked yourself how this turned into a nightmare. What had started as a beautiful love story, was now nothing but a routine that only shared it's rare comfortable moments only to go south within a minute.

All the ache you had inside was starting to become too much to handle.

Maybe it might be time to let go

A gentle knock was heard coming from your office door. Quickly you wiped away your tears and turned around to face the figure in the doorway.

"Did I come at a bad time?" Your coworker and friend asked.

"I'm fine, Hizashi."

"I brought you some tea," he said placing the mug down on your desk. "I also told Best Jeanist that you were busy at the moment."

"Oh, you did?" You chuckled lightly. "He might end up getting mad if he finds out you lied."

Hizashi shrugged, "He'll understand."

"He has been very kind."

"Have you talked with him?" He asked leaning back against your desk as you stood next to him.

"These days it's difficult to have a word with him," you explained. "I get home late or he does then I always wake up alone the next morning... only leaving a single note saying he had to leave early."

"Really‒ god does it not cross his mind at all?‒ I mean come on."

Shrugging you picked up the mug, blowing on the steam lightly. "It's become such a normality between him and me that talking about it seems so far away from his mind."

"But still," he sighed. "No matter how hard you try to ignore it or put it off it doesn't simply just go away. When you love someone you can't ignore it."

"And I do not want to anymore but god‒" sniffling you wiped away the tears that were escaping with the back of your hand. "I feel like this relationship never meant... a-anything to him to begin with."

"From the few times I have seen him, it did look like he truly loved being with you."

"At the beginning maybe yeah‒ but now," you sighed looking away. "I can't believe him when he tries to show me affection."

Hizashi stood up, taking the mug from your hands and pulling you into a tight embrace. "Everything is going to be okay." He softly spoke, rubbing your back gently.

Your arms wrapped themselves around his waist, hugging him tightly back. "I hope so..." you mumbled into his chest. "Cause I‒I can't keep going on like this."

The mere thought about parting ways from him scared you.

Someone cleared their throat. "I came here to talk but I guess you're busy at the moment."

Pulling away, you looked at the door with red blood shot eyes.

Keigo looked away from you, rubbing the back of his neck. He felt a slight sting in his chest seeing you had been crying.

"I'll be in my office if you need me." Hizashi said.

"T‒Thank you for the tea."

He gave your forearm and encouraging squeeze and walked out of your office leaving you two alone.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came here with Endeavor he needed to talk to Best Jeanist about something."

"Right," you scoffed. "That makes sense now... it wasn't because you came here voluntarily."

"Believe me if I had known you'd be that touchy with him I wouldn't have come." He spat.

Your eyes widened, blinking slowly. "Wow, I don't know if I should be happy that you're jealous or that you're making ridiculous assumptions."

"I'm not making assumptions I am calling like it is."

You tried keeping your composure but he was already crossing a line and it was starting to hurt.

"No," you said looking at him in the eyes. "You're only saying that because we are distant with one another. And it hurts knowing you think I would ever cheat on you, Keigo."

He looked away. "I've seen the way he looks at you."

"So?!" You exclaimed, sniffling. "If it was him or anyone else I wouldn't ever cheat on you."

You were telling the truth, he knew that deep down.

"Guys like him don't care if the women is single or not, Y/n." He explained, "They don't have second thoughts."

"Funny how you can see that but when it comes to other women flirting with you on the street you suddenly turn blind."

"You know I would never cheat on you either-"

"Do i?" You questioned, "Sometimes I wonder if those promises you made to me a long time ago even matter to you now."

Keigo ran his fingers through his hair, clenching his jaw. He didn't want to raise his voice but it was getting harder to hold back.

"I kept my promises ever since we've been together!"

Crossing your arms you spoke. "You just don't get it, do you?"

"No I never have." His hand turned into a fist, "You can't ever tell me anything without me having to ask every single time."

"Do I have to spell everything out for you?!" Your vision started to become blurry. "I've tried so damn hard to let arguments go in the past. I was so busy trying to save the love we had by burying everything down! I was suffering in silence even when you were smiling away as if everything was okay between us-"

He cut you off. "Exactly, you chose to keep everything inside when no one asked you to!"

"A-are you... wow‒" you looked away stepping back as the tears fell to the ground. "I can't believe that I used to think about saving your feelings first before my own."

"You're twisting my words-"

"How the hell am I twisting your words now?!"

"Have you stopped to actually think for once? Without blaming someone else," he continued. "If you just had talked to me like an adult arguments could have been avoided!"

"How could I? When you never had any time!" You retorted.

"We were both busy don't go and point the finger only at me when this relationship is a two person deal not just one-"

"Yeah well it stopped being like that a long time ago, didn't it?"

You both looked away from one another. Those words lingered in the air as you stood quiet. With all the emotions running high, neither of you were able to openly talk about what needed to actually be said.

Keigo lifted his up to look at you.

This relationship was breaking apart too fast to stop the damage that was already occurring.

He wanted to save this, to save you but there was no reassurance that this could have a good ending. His heart yearned for you, being away from you was the most strenuous months of his life.

Laying down at night on that big empty bed made him realize how much he missed holding you at night. How you would drift off to sleep whenever he told you about his day. Or the way his wings would wrap themselves around your body in a protective embrace.

How his heart used to do flips whenever you told him 'I love you'

It felt like centuries since the last time he heard those words.

"We're drifting apart..." You cried, crouching down and placing your palms on your eyes. "T‒The more we ignore this... we are too far away t‒to save a‒anything."

Slowly he approached you, kneeling down in front of you. Carefully he wiped away your tears being afraid of hurting you.

"You were just too good for me." He sadly smiled, his touch making you shiver.

"I‒I just wish it could have turned out differently for u‒us." You stuttered.

"I know." Keigo mumbled and kisses your forehead.

"K‒Keigo," your voice cracked, kneeling you wrapped your arms around his neck. "I‒I'm sorry... I‒I'm so sorry." You repeated crying out.

"Shh," he wrapped one arm around your back while petting the back of your head. "I'm sorry too, baby." His eyes started to form tears as he spoke. "There's nothing I can say to fix what happened or erase the damage we both suffered. B‒But... I can thank you for the happiness you brought me and how much I'll miss seeing you every day."

"T‒Thank you for being with me even when we were uncertain." You weakly smiled. "I‒I'm going to miss you Keigo... every happy moment and smile you gave me."

A tear roll down his cheek. The reality of not being with you was starting to settle in. Although he saw it coming since a long time ago he couldn't help but feel like his whole world was falling apart.

His hold on you tightened, it was a sign you always recognized when he was scared.

"You're going to be okay, Keigo," you softly spoke trying to ease his pain even if it was only a little bit. "I know you will be..."

Sniffling he buried his face into your shoulder. "The worst p‒part is that I‒I saw it coming... I knew we'd hurt each other but I still wanted to keep you around... to keep you n‒next to m‒me."

"Me too."

Neither of you wanted to let the other one go but if you didn't you'd fall back on the toxic pattern, something no one deserved to feel.

Slowly but surely you both pulled away, already missing each other's warmth.

You both wiped away your tears that were covered in regret and sadness.

"I know I'm too late to apologize for the way I acted and ask for forgiveness," he said. "And you don't have to, all I want is for you to be happy in the future e‒even if that means... it's away from me."

Your lip began to tremble, covering it up with a smile you nodded. "I‒I wish you the best and I‒I want you to be happy no matter what."

"Hawks!" Endeavor yelled from outside your office.

"I‒I should get going."

You swallowed hard, "Y‒Yeah..."

His body turned to leave but his feet never did. His heart and eyes were solely focused on you, on kissing you and holding you once more.

You wanted to yell at him to not leave, to beg him to stay and fix this one more time.

"Goodbye... Y/n."

"Goodbye... Keigo."

In the end it would have been a losing game for two hearts that cared too deeply about one another.

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ninlilwinds · 2 years

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hey, sorry if the request is too dark, but could i please have mori, tamaki, and/or kyoya (separately) comforting their s/o about bruises and scars given to them by their abusive stepfather? thank you

Boys x Reader with Abusive Stepfather

Hi sorry for taking so long with this. Hope you are safe as well. Hope you enjoy! I saw you used s/o, so I try keeping this gn. If i messed up somewhere, let me know and I'll change it asap!

Plot: The Ouran boys react and comfort reader who has an abusive stepfather

Characters: (in order) Mori, Tamaki, Kyoya

TW: Mentions of abuse (bruises and cuts) but nothing too explicit

Mori

Mori is pretty quiet, but things like this made him want to scream. How could someone do this to someone as amazing as you?

He's offered you to teach your stepfather a lesson, which of course you denied. The fear in your eyes made him double back on what he just offered. You were scared of your step father either hurting Mori (not likely, especially if he brings Honey), or your step father getting madder and hurting you more

So he simply stuck to helping you treat your wounds. At first you didn't know what to think. He stayed neutral the whole time he pressed disinfectant on your cuts as you sniffled and hide behind the shadows drawn on your face by the dullness of the room.

Once he was done wrapping you up he simply stayed where he was kneeling in front of you, looking up at you continued to try to calm yourself down, and when you were unable, he placed a hand on your knee. Mostly to let you know it was ok to cry.

If you'd rather he not tell anyone, your secrets were safe with him, but you had to at the very least move out. He didn't want you to suffer anymore... so he'd listen whenever you needed to talk. And he hear with his heart

Whenever he saw you smiling through your pain and worry during the schools day, his throat felt like it was closing up. You didn't deserve this, and it hurt him to see you like this

"…(y/n)…."

Tamaki

When he first heard about the rumors of your abuse, he was shocked. How could you not tell him something so important? He'd immediately find you and ask if they were true. For other rumors he'd usually comfort you publicly and in a comical way, but this time he made sure you two were both alone in the club room

As you looked out the window into the sunset he came up behind you, hugging you against his chest. Calmly he'd ask you about it and when he felt you tense he already knew. You didn't even have to say anything.

Turning you around and hugging you close he began to whisper comforting words of how strong you were and how you just had to hang in there. AT first he'd be at a lost as to what to do to help, but he figured you would appreciate it if the rumors stopped, so he shut them all down.

Afterwards, he'd hire Kyoya to track down your stepfather and find out any information he could to use against him. He'd be doing this in secret of course. He didn't want to worry you more.

And during the day, he'd distract you. Flirting, dates, silly fiascos to get you laughing. Anything to get your mind off of what was happening. He'd also invite you on rips a lot, mostly to get you away from your step father.

Once he had enough things to use against your step father, he had a private meeting with him. You noticed that after that, he'd hesitate around you. You had your suspicions as to how this happened, but didn't question Tamaki.

"Don't you worry my darling! Your beloved knight in shining armor shall save the day~"

Kyoya

He noticed a bruise on your arm, but thought It was just because you bumped into something. Then he noticed more and more appearing as the day passed. He knew something was wrong, so he tried to think of anything that had changed recently. There he remembered your stepfather.

He never liked the man to begin with, and now he was doing this to you?

Confronting you about it was the first thing on his list. This was something important, and if he was to do something, you had to be aware that he knew. So you both talked about it one day, and it went a different way than what he had anticipated

When you started to cry and tremble while telling him your story, he was a bit surprised. He came in thinking professionally as usual, but now he felt the emotions he tried so hard to suppress. Pure anger. His blood boiled. How dare that (insert insult word of your choice here) do something like so to an angel such as yourself.

He didn't want or need your approval for what was to come next. It had to be done for your own good. He usually avoids trouble, he has to look out for #1. But ever since he was with you, you have been the #1 (oh...my...goodness....Sorry that was cheesy!)

"I see. And when did they usually leave the house did you say? Hm, oh for no particular reason. Don't worry too much about it."

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Can I get an angst to fluff scenario where the reader some how snaps at Tamaki?

Sure thing!

As requested a Tamaki x Reader angst to fluff.

You stood angrily in the messy kitchen, arms crossed and left foot tapping repeatedly in agitation. The messy counter tops and dishes piled in the sink were driving you to the brink of losing your cool for the first time in your newly wed marriage to Amajiki Tamaki.

You stood staring at the mess still wearing your business suit and with the large purse you'd always take on business trips with you slung over your right shoulder. You were gone for a week, and from the state of the house, it had been about that long since the house had been cleaned last. How could one man make such a mess alone on the house for seven days?

You knew he was busy with his hero work but you were busy with your job as an accountant as well and you still managed to clean up after yourself AND your husband for the past three months. You were pissed. You never used to even think twice about the cleaning, you just did what needed to be done, but having him here by himself making such a mess while you were out there working hard to help setup a new branch in a city six hours away made you realize for the first time that you were the only one doing all the cleaning so far.

This. meant. war. Turning around, you walk back out the door, lock it, and call a taxi to take you to a hotel your company frequently uses.

-Two hours later-

Tamaki worked hard again today at work. He hated being around all the people, but what was worse was all the attention he got from people who saw his quirk for the first time. He liked to use the tentacles from eating octopus and squid to help wrangle in the villains, but sometimes a bystander would comment on it being gross, one even made a crude comment about him being a hentai because of it... That hurt. The only woman he'd ever been with was the love of his life, his wife, his precious one.

Thinking about her took the sting away from the pain of the insults and disgust from others, as well as calming the incessant pounding of his chest whenever he had to be around others. Other people... terrified him. But not his precious wife. She was all that was good in this world. For her, he could do anything, deal with anything. And he smiled lightly to himself on the train home, all while hiding his face beneath his hood. He knew she would be home today, and he couldnt wait.

The rest of the trip home was a blur of discomfort and pent up tension. Like a mantra Tamaki just kept reminding himself of the day it was- the day his love would come home from her business trip. The longest they had been apart since they had met over a year ago.

His smile widened as he neared the door to their home, and it was a full on toothy grin when he opened the door, expecting to see the love of his life waiting there for him eagerly.. but she was gone. The smile instantly died, but he looked around for you. The house was untouched since the last time that he came home, he hadnt had a lot of time to be home, only 2-3 hours a day to eat and sleep before his job called for him again. He missed you so much that he busied himself with work to distract him from the loneliness. He had been doing so much overtime every day blended in with the other and all he did when he got home was eat something quick and sleep.

But today was supposed to be different. He didnt take the extra shift today he had been taking, some days he would be working triple shifts, some days he'd be stuck doing an extra and a half.. but today he asked to come home as soon as possible. You were no where. The house literally was untouched.

He immediately pulled out his phone and called your number. No answer. After leaving a voice mail, he instantly started to text you, asking if you were okay and where you were. No answer. He started to have a full blown panic attack, grabbed out some old leftovers from the fridge to slam down so he could use them with his quirk and ran for the door. *Ding* the notification went off on your phone, a whole 3 minutes after your text. This wasnt normal for you two. Both of you always responding within a matter of seconds to each other since before the engagement. "I'm staying at a hotel until you can clean your mess up. Slob. 😤"

Tamakis heart froze as he read your text. He closed the door he just slung open, about to desperately search high and low for you. Opened the tiny shoe closet, walked in, and closed the door. Huddled into a ball Tamaki cried himself to sleep. The pent up exhaustion and the build up for you coming home all hit him like a freight train. He slept stone cold for 15 hours.

-3 hours after the fight-

You sat in your bed angry for maybe 15 minutes after you sent that angry text. Then you started to think about what you knew of your Tama and realized you were overly harsh to him. You texted him almost right away after you pulled your head out of your bottom but it was no use. He wasnt responding. Text after text you sent, he didnt reply. You started to panic. Quickly checking out of the hotel, you took a taxi home, it was faster, though more expensive, than the bus or the train. Getting home you worriedly looked at the phone again, nothing. Not even a sign that he had read your text.

Anxiety hit you for the first time in your life to the level that you knew your love had to deal with on a daily basis. You could barely breathe. You thought of all the worse case scenarios and your anxiety continued to spiral out of control. You finally arrived outside of your home, you practically flung the cash at the driver as you dashed out of the taxi and ran to the door to your house. Going inside you saw nothing. He was gone. The house was still a mess, but you didnt even care at this point... He even opened the fridge and never closed it this time... for a brief moment agitation struck you. Seriously!?- you thought. Then you stopped yourself. You realized that he was not in a normal frame of mind, and that it was your harsh words that must have been a dagger to his already fragile heart.

You called for him, but he didnt come. You took a walk in the neighborhood around your home, looking for him, calling for him, texting him, calling his phone. Nothing. He was just gone. You worriedly called his agency, they said that he hadnt contacted them since he clocked out, and that he said he would be taking an extra long time off so he could spend it with you. But he was gone.

Going home you brokenheartedly berated yourself. Mascara dripping down your face as you clung to the phone desparately with one hand, and tidied up the house with the second. Every 30 seconds or so you looked down at your phone, willing him to text or call you back. Sending another apology and a desperate plea for him to reach out to you. Within an hour the house was spotless. But he still hadnt gotten ahold of you. Grabbing a gallon of icecream and a spoon, you sat on the couch and put your favorite rom-com on. It didnt help. Mascara was all down your neck at this point I must look like a monster out of a horror movie by now you thought to yourself.

You spent the next 11 hours on that couch. Eating half the gallon and being too lethargic from the wave of depression and anxiety to even put the icecream away, you set the last half of the gallon on the coffee table. Not even caring that it would melt. Somewhere in the second half of the movie, you fell asleep, dreaming of your precious Tama leaving you for another woman because of how cruel you were.

A gentle touch and a familiar voice woke you. Opening your eyes with a start, you saw your Tama there. Red eyes brimming with tears as he looked down at you. He muttered something you didnt understand. Still groggy from your sleep but so excited to see him you mutter "Huh?" His lips start to quiver and his voice is shaky. "I'm s-sorry babe. I-I.. didnt mean to leave such a me-" You pounce on him before he can finish his statement. Clinging to him like you were drowning and he was a live persever and your own chance at survival. "Dont say it. Dont you dare say sorry, you dummy. It was my fault. I'm so sorry baby. It was my fault. I am so sorry I got mad at you." You plead for his forgiveness. "No, bunny, its my fault. I am so sorry I left such a mess. I wasnt home a lot while you were gone. I was too miserable to be in this empty house without you. Next time, I will make sure its clean for you when you get home." Tama states with a heart-wrenching determination. "What do you mean next time you stupid octopus. I'm never leaving you again."

You both spend the next three hours in each others arms. Whispering assurances to the other, crying, kissing, and something a little more private at the end. Your day ends with you both entwined breathlessly in each others arms, all of your needs met, all insecurities swept away with the pure affection and love you have for each other.

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thelittlewriter · 1 year

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Knock on my Door

Pairing : Tamaki x Reader

Scenario : You decide to spend Christmas with your mysterious neighbor

You were cursed. There was a storm and your plane was canceled. Your Christmas plans were all canceled. You were supposed to be with your loved ones, but you were now trapped in your small apartment. You walked to the elevator. There was a man waiting too. You figured it was a man. He was always wearing a hood, and you never actually heard him speak.

"Good morning," you said.

"Good morning," you believed you heard.

The voice was so quiet you never knew whether you imagined it or not. At first, you believed he was a ghost. You didn't think he was real. You barely saw him or heard noise from his apartment. He was living right next to you and yet, no matter how badly isolated your apartment was, you never heard him. But you knew he was real when his strangely overfriendly best friend knocked at your door.

"Do you happen to have a bottle opener ?" he asked.

His aura was so bright you thought you were dreaming.

"My friend got promoted, maybe you know him ? He lives right next door."

He pointed at your weird neighbor's door. He smiled and you nodded. You went to your kitchen and bought the bottle opener to him. He thanked you and went back next door. When he came back, his face was slightly red.

"Thank you very much," he said.

Then he handed you a plate full of cookies.

"My friend," he explained. "He's not really talkative but he's a good cook."

You wondered why he suddenly said this, but he left before you could ask.

It was a couple of weeks ago. The only time you heard noise from his apartment.

"Have you heard about the storm ?" you asked.

You wouldn't usually be talking in an elevator but you felt a little uneasy.

"Yes," you heard.

You wondered if he would be alone. He cleared his throat.

"Did you have plans ?"

His voice was louder than usual.

"Yes, but not anymore."

"Same."

When the door opened, he walked quickly to his door.

"Have a good day," you barely heard right before he closed the door.

It was the longest conversation you had with him. When you got home, you laid down on your bed. Christmas Eve was the next day. You didn't have anything to cook at home. You sighed. The storm was nobody's fault. But you still ended up without anything to do and anything to eat.

You suddenly rose up, remembering something. You got out of your apartment and knocked next door.

He’s a good cook.

“Who is it ?” you heard from inside the apartment.

“I’m Y/N, your neighbor.”

You froze. It was probably a stupid idea. But what was it really worse than being alone for Christmas ? You heard him open the door.

“Do you need something ?”

He didn’t sound unfriendly, just scared. He was almost hiding behind the door.

“Your plans for tomorrow are canceled, right ?”

He nodded.

“How about we spend it together ?”

He didn’t move nor say anything for a moment. Then, he asked :

“Why ?”

You frowned.

“Why ?” you repeated.

“I’m not the most friendly person in the building so... why me ?”

He was barely looking at you.

“You are the one I see the most and... I heard you could cook.”

“When ?”

“Your friend bought me your cookies once.”

You heard him whisper :

“So that’s where they went.”

“They were good,’ you said.

He looked up at you with a shy smile.

“They were ?”

You nodded. When you got back home, you were still thinking about his smile. Thinking about it, it was the first time you could take a good look at his face. He looked nice without his hood. You were glad he accepted. You decided to leave the cooking to him and you would bring things to drink. You decided to bring champagne too, to congratulate him on his recent promotion.

When you arrived the next day, he seemed to be a little more comfortable with the idea of having you around.

“The food is almost ready,” he said.

He walked you to his small couch.

“I bought champagne because I heard you got a promotion,” you told him.

He smiled. He knew it was because his best friend shared it with you the only time he met you. Just like he knew he was the one who told you he could cook. But he honestly bought it on himself. He was the one who told Mirio about you. It was just a silly crush, he knew it, but he didn’t expect to spend Christmas with you.

“Thank you,” he said.

He was nervous to be around you. He saw you could tell but you never commented on it. A part of him was hopeful that you enjoyed being around him. As soon as you opened the champagne, he drank quickly. He was way too nervous around you.

But it didn’t seem to bother you. He was clearly more talkative after a few drinks and it made you smile.

“You know,” he said with a small smile. “I’m happy to spend Christmas with you.”

You giggled.

“I’m happy too.”

He wasn’t really sociable but he was nice to talk to. You hoped that the relationship you built today wouldn’t be erased the next day. You hoped you would be able to say more than just “good morning”. You hoped he would slowly open up to you.

But for now, you would simply be satisfied to see his peaceful face. His eyes were closed, he was almost asleep already, and he had a smile on his face.

He was beautiful, you thought.

But the day was over. When you left, you left a small note.

“Knock on my door when you’re up.”

Hey ! I hope you liked it ! I had a little trouble to write it but still, I thought I should post it anyway. Have a good day !

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suyacho · 2 years

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COMFORTING YOU AFTER BEING CATCALLED.

PT. 1 (tokyorev)

i just want my favs their comfort:)

WARNINGS: obviously catcalling - cursing - comfort - violence - mentions of killing kinda? (very angry boyfriends) - headcanons - nicknames (baby for semi, love for aizawa)

ORDER: tamaki - aizawa - shigaraki - daichi - semi

— tamaki amajiki.

“you got catcalled?” tamaki questioned, repeating your words to make sure he heard it right. “mhm, on my way home.” you mumbled quietly, your face clearly showing how upset you were. “i’m sorry that i wasn’t there.” he apologized, gently pulling you into a hug.

tamaki frowned, feeling something he had never felt before as he tightened his grip around you. he was angry, tamaki had never felt this pissed before, not even when villains constantly insulted him. he just felt a different kind of anger knowing they bothered you, something that’s most dear to him.

all he wanted to do was just go out and tell these people off. even though he knew he can’t as a pro hero nor did he want to leave you alone when you needed him right here, that would only make him feel guilty.

“thank you tama.” you told him quietly, resting your head against his chest tiredly and feeling safe in his arms. it wasn’t the first time something like this happened but knowing you had tamaki there with you for comfort was more than enough.

— shouta aizawa.

“sho i’m so fucking tired of this, i was scared.” you sighed, laying down on his lap and getting comfortable as you looked up at him. “i know love, i’m sorry.” he apologized, knowing how upsetting it was for you.

“they’re gone now, you’re safe with me.” he reassured you, gently starting to play with your hair, knowing it was one of your many weaknesses. a small smile grew on your face as you closed your eyes, relaxing yourself.

“it’s not even a fucking compliment either.” you continued ranting, knowing that he’d listen, even if you were to rant for hours. “they’re just pieces of shit love.” aizawa answered, gently massaging your scalp.

“mhm, i’m glad i have someone who treats me right.” you told him, looking up at your lover, already starting to forget about the earlier event. “next time i’ll protect you, i promise.” he smiled down at you, looking at you with all the admiration in the world.

— shigaraki tomura.

it was quiet as you rested your head against shigaraki’s shoulder, your pinkies intertwined while neither of you spoke. you both didn’t really know what to say to begin with. it made you wonder if telling shigaraki was the right thing to do but even if you didn’t, he would notice that something was off.

the only problem was that he didn't know what to do or how to comfort you. he never had comfort when growing up so what was he supposed to do? “sorry i-“ he started, only being cut off by your words. “don’t apologize, i’m fine tomu.” you reassured him, knowing that he blamed himself for not being there when it happened.

“i’m glad.” he whispered quietly, taking a moment to think and getting up after. “i’ll be back, okay? just stay here.” shigaraki told you, giving you a small smile and you nodded. “i’ll be here waiting for you.” you told him and he nodded, making his way out of the door.

shigaraki was pissed, pissed because they dared to badmouth you. that’s exactly why he went out to go after those people. you knew there was no way of stopping him, it was his way of comforting you.

— daichi sawamura.

you didn’t even have to say a word as you walked into your shared apartment for daichi to notice something was off. he knew you better than anyone and immediately noticed it.

“welcome home.” daichi smiled from the couch, not bringing up the topic right away because the last thing he would do is push you to speak. “thanks.” you sighed, plopping down next to him on the couch and resting your head against him.

a silence fell but it wasn’t a bad one. “you know i’m here for you right?” daichi told you in a caring tone, gently grabbing your hand and intertwining your fingers. “and i’m not going anywhere either.” he continued, smiling when you gave his hand a gentle squeeze.

“thank you.” you smiled weakly, closing your eyes and being glad you had someone like him. maybe daichi didn’t realize it, but those small moments meant the world to you. “also— take all the time you need alright? you don't have to tell me.” daichi reminded you, kissing your hand and letting you rest there.

— semi eita.

semi paused for a second, taking his time to take in what you just had told him. if there was something semi hated, it was catcalling. he had heard some bad stories here & there and genuinely was worried for you. he hated the fact that it happened to you even more, especially when he wasn’t there.

“shit baby, i’m so sorry that i wasn’t there.” semi apologized, gently pulling you in a hug. “are you okay?” he asked in a caring tone, looking at you and slowly rubbing your back. he would give you all the time you needed to talk about it, the last thing he wanted was to pressure you into talking about it.

“i don’t know, ‘m just tired semi.” you answered after a while, resting your head against his chest. “i get it, it’s okay, just let it all out.” he reassured you, being very understanding of the situation and giving you an apologetic look.

“can we just stay like this and drop the topic?” you asked softly, being done with it since it wasn’t the first time it had happened. “of course, i’m sorry.” semi answered softly, dropping the topic and pressing a soft kiss against your forehead.

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sanscat0414 · 3 months

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Keigo Takami (Hawks) Master List

This is my second Hawks master list. All of this is Hawks fanfics or Hawks-related. Please note that My English isn’t that great so grammar or spelling will be out of the window on occasion 😅😅

Hawks Master-List 1

Oneshots:

Fluff/Comfort:

“You Want to Cuddle Me?” (x Clingy Reader)

Aftercare +18 (x Reader)

Angst:

Words (x Depressed Reader)

Last Call (x Hero Reader)

Long Stories:

Sideline (x Timid Reader):

Pt. 1 Pt. 2

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keketopia · 1 year

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Tamaki Amajiki x Female Reader with Depression

This fanfic is going to be a sad one, but there is going to be a happy ending at the end. Trust me ;)

TW: Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Mentions of Self Harming, Attempted Suicide, Mentions of Bullying, Attempted Murder, Mentions of Abuse

All right, let's go :D

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You were not having a great day, well not like every other day was great.

You've spent your entire life in hell. You frequently question whether you were born unlucky.

Everything has been a disaster ever since you were born. Since you were a baby, your father has been absent, so your mother has raised you. It didn't get any better despite that, though. She was mentally unstable.

When you were seven years old, your mother tried to drown you in a bathtub but mercifully let you go. She suffered from paranoid schizophrenia. You broke out of your house and raced to your neighbor's next door.

The next thing you know, your mother had been placed in a mental hospital, due to being declared "unfit to raise a child". While you were placed in foster care.

Your foster family didn't treat you any better; they were appalling. They would consistently favor their biological children over you and ignore you in favor of playing favorites. They would verbally and occasionally physically abuse you. They threatened to return you to the foster care system and would constantly remind you that you were a foster child. It was very clear that they only promised to take care of you for money.

Not only do you get mistreatment at home, but at school too. Students would pick on you from time to time. And it gets worse every day. It first started with insults, then stealing, and then escalated to full-on violence.

Every time someone is being bullied, they always advise you to tell an adult about it, but the adults do nothing and simply turn a blind eye. You complained to the principal, a teacher, and even your foster parents, but nothing was done. Your foster parents...well, they don't really care. The teacher would just tell them to stop, the principal would just give them detention.

The bullying just keeps getting worse and worse. You thought they would learn your lesson after your bullies got detention but no, they just got angrier. They absolutely made sure your life was a living hell. They would gang up on you and beat you up, leaving bruises all over your body. They would write profanities on your desk in class, telling you such crude words.

"BITCH"

"YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE HERE!"

"DIE!!"

"SLUT"

"I HOPE YOU DIE"

"YOU BETTER WATCH OUT"

"KNOW YOUR PLACE"

"WORTHLESS"

"GET LOST"

"NO ONE LOVES YOU"

"EVERYONE HATES YOU"

Who in their right mind would say such things to another human being? It truly wasn't a surprise that you experienced depression. Your mind was clouded, and you heard voices in your head urging you to do harmful actions, and you did so.

...and you were sick of it...

Now here you were, standing on a high bridge. You lean onto the railing, looking at the water and the view of the city.

"The view is so beautiful...too bad I won't be able to see it much longer..." You thought to yourself.

As you stared off into the bright sky, memories of your life started to flash. The memory of your mother curled into a ball in the corner of the room, repeating "It's not my fault" to herself as if she's losing her sanity.

The memory of you and your foster family at a restaurant, watching as their biological kids enjoyed their milkshake and pancakes while you on the other hand got eggs, even though you also wanted pancakes and a milkshake.

The memory of your foster parents when they laughed at you when you mentioned that you were being picked on at school, saying "Don’t be so sensitive"

The memory of your bullies when they cornered you in the bathroom and beat the living hell out of you and said "Just a reminder that nobody loves you and nobody ever will, you'll just be alone and grow up to be a nobody. You should do the world a favor and get lost while you're at it" Before laughing their butt off as they walked out, leaving you in a bloody pulp.

The memory of your foster father banging your head against the wall when you came home from school.

The memory of you in your bedroom with a razor blade in your hand as you put the sharp blade on your skin and slowly moved it, making a perfect, bloody line on your arm.

And finally, the memory of your birth mother, drowning you in the bathtub.

As that memory flashed in your head, you look down at your arms, both in bandages as you recently harmed yourself. You looked back up and closed your eyes.

"Maybe they were right...I don't deserve to be here"

You opened your eyes and looked down at the water.

"I should end my life the same way my mother tried to do years ago, but failed as she couldn't bring the heart to do it. Honestly, she should've killed me, I would grow up to be a nobody anyway"

You took a deep breath as you were mentally preparing yourself for what you were about to do, you never thought it would come to this, but hey, life sure is surprising.

As you went back about your past, you knew you had made the right decision, you didn't want to live like this anymore. You were tired of your foster family using you for money. You were tired of the non-ending insults and beatings you received from them and your bullies. You were tired of feeling like a piece of shit. You were tired of falling apart. You just want it to end.

You were about to climb over the railing when you spot someone walking. They stopped and looked at you for a split second before deciding to stand right next to you and lean onto the railing.

You immediately stopped what you were doing, you didn't want anyone to witness you about to jump off of a bridge. You wanted to go back home but remembered what's to come when you go there, so you stayed and waited patiently for the person to go away so you can finish what you were doing.

You both didn't talk, you just admired the view. You glance at this person, he was a boy about your age, he had messy indigo hair which sticks out behind his head, and ears that were very pointy, somewhat elf-like. You recognize this boy, he went to the same school as you, and although you weren't in the same class as him, you'd sometimes spot him in the hallway hanging around that blonde kid.

You were a little bit frustrated that this elf-looking kid was interrupting your death, but it's not like you can just say "Hey, so I was in the middle of killing myself, if you could just please leave and don't tell anyone, that would be great"

"H-Hello..."

You were taken aback when the boy suddenly spoke to you, even though you don't know him, you heard from other students that he is known to be quite shy and usually doesn't start up conversations.

"Hi..." You replied, not looking at him.

"I-I didn't know you come here, I-I usually come here f-for comfort whenever I need to feel s-safe"

"Yeah, I always come here just to view the city, it makes me feel like everything is going to be okay," You said as you frowned. This was the first time you came here, you only came to get one last look at the city of Musutafu before you were about to take the leap of faith.

"Aren't you t-that girl that got milk poured all o-over you at the cafeteria today?" He asked.

Your body froze at that. Your mind instantly went back to when your bullies took your carton of milk from your lunch tray and poured it all over your head, leaving you soaking wet as they laughed at you.

"Yeah, why? You want to laugh at me and say how much of a loser I am"

"N-No! That is not my intention! I'm not that kind of person!" He finally looked at you.

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry for how those girls treated you, y-you don't deserve that"

You scoffed, "You're just saying that to make me feel better"

"No, I'm saying that because I feel bad for you! I pity you!"

"Who cares? I'm worthless anyway, I don't even know why I thought things would get better"

"N-No! You're not worthless! Y-You're amazing! Even though I barely know you, I know you're a w-wonderful person with big dreams that I know you're gonna accomplish, who cares if others are too self-absorbed to see that"

You were shocked by what he was saying, nobody has ever said something nice to you before. Your whole life you've been given insults left & right, but this was new.

"You really mean that?"

"Y-Yes! I mean everything I said. You don't deserve to be treated as anything less than a human. You deserve to be treated how you want to be treated"

Tears started to form in your eyes, this was the first time someone has ever comforted you, was this what it's like to be liked by someone, if so, please don't let it end.

"A-And to think that those girls want to be heroes, last time I checked, heroes don't pick on i-innocent people and beat them up for no reason, they're better off to be seen as v-villains."

Out of nowhere, you hugged him. This took the shy elf boy by surprise as he wasn't expecting you to react like that. He blushed before hugging you back. He knew he did something right, he snapped you out of your bad thoughts and brought good ones into your head.

You, on the other hand, were crying on his shoulder, you were in so much pain, you just wanted someone who cares for you and loves you. I guess God answer your prayers and brought an angel to help you out.

"Thank you! Thank you so much! I wanted someone to say that to me all my life!"

"Y-Your w-welcome. Don't listen to what anybody says. You keep your head up high and focus on yourself. I will be there for you every step of the w-way"

You broke the hug. "By the way, I never caught your name"

"Tamaki Amajiki"

"Y/N L/N, nice to meet you" You smiled.

The rest of the day, you chatted with Tamaki, you've talked about heroes, your hero names, your quirks, what you can do, etc. But in the end, you both parted ways. You went back home to your foster parents, which you dread for. Even though you got the most terrible beating you could ever ask for, you smiled as you finally made a friend in forever.

The next day, you hang out with Tamaki and that blonde kid who you learned his name was Mirio. Sure, you got passed insults from your bullies and got assaulted by them a couple of times. You had two new friends that got your back.

3 years later...

Things had gotten a lot better over the last 3 years.

To start things off, you were able to make it into your dream school, U.A. High! Along with your long-time pals, Tamaki and Mirio. Oh, speaking of Tamaki, you two started dating. This man was the sweetest boyfriend, despite his shy and timid nature, he'd always take care of you and would be there for you when in need of comfort.

You also made a new friend along the way, Nejire Hado was the name. Her endless curiously and childish personality always made you giggle. She always believed in you whenever you start feeling down about yourself, she would literally yell at the top of her lungs that you could do it. All in all, she's pretty great to hang around with.

Also, you become one of the top hero candidates in all of Japan, along with your boyfriend and your new friends, thanks to the newfound support, you learned how to master your quirk and became one of the best students of U.A. You guys became known as The Big 4.

Even better, now that you are 18 years old, you have been officially removed from the foster care system. The only issue was that since you didn't have much money, they needed to make sure you had a somewhere to stay, which you don't.

Luckily, your mentor, Fatgum, was kind enough to let you live with him until you were able to afford a place to call home. How did he know you were a foster child? Well, long story short. He may or may not have seen your healed up scars on your arm while you guys were on patrol one day.

Your hero suit tore when you were fighting the bank robbers because you and your friends got caught up in the crime. Your scars have now completely healed, however the cuts still have bright red lines. And because they are so obvious, you always wear long sleeve shirts or arm warmers to hide them.

When Fatgum took notice of this, he had a chat with you privately, asking if everything was okay with you. You tried to explain that nothing was wrong but he insisted to tell him the truth, especially since those scars looked like they were done months ago. So, you finally spilled the beans of what's been going on in your life.

You told him about your mentally unstable birth mother, the abusive foster parents, and the bullying that you'd endure in middle school, but you also told him that you're doing fine after middle school because you found someone that turned your life around.

Fatgum was about to take action against your foster parents but you stopped him because you were 17 going on 18 in just a few months and once you turn 18, you'll be out of their house and out of the system. He hesitated at first but eventually promised to not send those horrible parents to jail for child abuse.

Now you live with Fatgum. He treated you like his own daughter, something your foster parents never did. It's true what they say, Fatgum really is a dad.

However, only you and Fatgum are aware of this, nobody else knows it. Not even your own boyfriend. You haven't told him about the real reason why you were at the bridge, or your depression, or the hell you went through.

You knew the man would blame himself even though none of this was his fault, nor was he involved. But, that's just how he is. Maybe one day you'll tell him. Thank him for saving your life, even if he doesn't realize it. But not now, you don't want more problems when everything was getting better and better.

And to think that none of this wouldn't have happened if Tamaki didn't come to the bridge...

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