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bepoucorp · 1 month
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I LOVE YOUR ARTSTYLE SO MUCH
What were the inspirations and process behind it?
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my process is also very straightforward!:
1. sketch
2. clean up/lineart (optional! I really only do it on animations/commissions)
3. color
4. shade (optional!)
5. adjustments and other things afterwards!! (fixing lineart/ofther things)
a lot of the choices I make is bc im lazy ☝️😁 and thank you so much!!
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meatsex · 1 month
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This may be odd to say. But it is clear (to me!!) that you care about the sauce boss a lot in your art and find a lot of comfort in who he is. The way you draw his eyes & hair specifically really calls to your attention to detail that's present in all of your art. It doesn't come across as parasocial in the slightest either - you just genuinely like what he does and play with the idea of the dude and aren't weird about his personal life. Idk maybe I'm not making sense but it's nice to see.
Also, your art really does reflect the same type of feelings as Sachiko Kaneoya's captures, in my opinion. Your use of line work and shadows also speaks to the ukiyo-e prints of the Edo period of Japan, though I'm not sure if that's intentional!! Specifically, the Takiyasha the Witch print is what the shadowing reminds me of.
Lastly, the dedication to your projects and work as a whole is so impressive. I've been here for a while following your art and watching the progress has been so cool. Your colors have become a little more cohesive and pull pieces together - they always have, but the grasp on color theory is clear there. Seeing that you're going to college to pursue what you put so much work into is the dream and I really hope it works out!!
I'm so sorry for how long this is and if it's weird, absolutely don't feel the need to respond especially since you can't shorten the post and I can't get it under a readmore. I also understand that having an anonymous person do a mini-tour and discussion of your art could be uhh possibly odd. If anything, keep being cool and doing what you love!!! It's awesome!!!!
hey, thank you for such a nice indepth message and analysis on my work, i promise it really isnt weird or at the very least any weirder than other messages ive got LOL
thank you for appreciating my art of vincent, i usually mention this but a lot of times i mostly draw inspired by his music rather than him as an internet personality which is why i end up making these edgy pieces but in general he does mean a lot to me in the most normal appreciate way possible both as a musician and as a streamer, i try not to streamline the way i draw him too much so im glad the small details are noticeable
i can confirm i get inspired (and always have been honesly) by kaneoya sachiko's works if it wasnt obvious enough but i am also happy to hear that i can give off a similar vibe, not because i want to give off the exact specific vibes of her artwork but rather some of similar tones and types; as for the other thing that actually isnt on purpose, id have to look into artwork from that period but thats one hell of a compliment tbh
im really happy to hear that you have been around for a while, i cannot know since when but either way it means a lot that someone would take the time to not just point out my improvement but also to just stay around because they like what i do, i personally feel like ive improved especially in colors like you mentioned but its always better and helpful to hear it from someone else too, i hope that with college i can become better at art too
in any case thank you again for taking the time to send such a positive thought-out message, i dont want to repeat in-depth but it really is and it means the world to me that you took the time to send it and i promise its not weird at all
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🥺archer emiya
favorite thing about them
incredibly funny how w so many characters that have been released he still consistently makes like top four on reddit popularity polls every time. ik thats a nothing fact compared to what i could go with but its very iconic of him tbh
least favorite thing about them
smug bicnh. ok stupid comment aside his np/reality marble line always drives me a little batty bc it feels grammatically incorrect but whenever i actually look at it i cant figure out in what way. grrrr
also its wack that one of his secret gardens in ccc is locked if you play as the male mc. youre really trying to tell me this man isnt bisexual?
also all his bg stuff and outfits related to it implies he probably contributed to the instability somewhere in western asia as a mercenary. :/
favorite line
'i am the bone of my sword' kinda suggestive innit it. what are you trying to say
im sorry i wish i could give you a more indepth examination but ive barely gotten through the fate route and the ccc playthrough i watched was gilgamesh so i dont know much about him outside of his more chill fgo side
brOTP
really funny how he and cu chullain are cosmically fated to consistently annoy the shit out of each other
i also like him and saber being friends :)
OTP
cognitive behavioral therapy. also dont dislike stuff like yariyumi tbh
nOTP
rin. that was like the girl he had a crush on when he was a highschooler and when he sees her still a highschooler hes like 'damn past me was stupid as shit shes like 8 or whatever' (he has forgotten past him was also a highschooler)
random headcanon
true good end is where he quits the counterforce and gets really into decorative patisserie work/j
unpopular opinion
shipping him w pseudoservants like ishtar and parvati just bc of who their host bodies are is disrespectful to the characters of like shirou, emiya, the goddesses, AND the original fsn girls in question. like for god's sakes just go write fsn fanfic since clearly thats what you want to be working with. he doesnt even really care for them the same way shirou does he was more like an au adult version of shirou who had mostly forgotten what the girls he went to highschool with were like anyway and has way less attachment to them as a result. he might be friendly to them bc of the grail war connection but i really doubt he'd want to date them even if they were receptive (and lbr, neither rin nor sakura nor saber ever seemed to be attracted to archer specifically)
song i associate with them
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physically struggling not to just put last stardust here. this is actually a counterforce song i think
favorite picture of them
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hate him so much <3
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paula-of-christ · 2 years
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Hi, I’m 17 and recently was saved; in reading your pinned post I found that we have extremely similar views and opinions, especially with the head covering and skirt wearing (I want to specify that as of right now I am simply Christian, but am evaluating this belief daily and am doing research into Catholicism. Because I didn’t grow up in a church I am not all that theologically versed, however, so I really don’t know which way to go. Thought I should clarify that). I have been wanting to ask someone who does head cover, as it is so unpopular and controversial, how it is that you have dealt with blowback. I am entering my senior year of high school and am planning on headcovering daily (in a way that covers all my hair—that is what makes me feel the most comfortable) but I waver a lot due to fear; my school is extraordinarily liberal and christian-hating. I have never shared my views publicly and constantly fear the questions and judgements i will get. I repeat the verse Matthew 5:11-12 daily, but I still struggle with the fear of negative comments. Furthermore, I wanted to ask the same thing with skirts. I want to wear skirts everyday, as that is my upmost conviction, but in a culture where every girl in my school only wears pajamas, sweatpants, and jeans I am afraid of looking too formal just by virtue of wearing a skirt; it has been very hard for me to “dress down” skirts, no matter what they look like. Any advice would be greatly appreciated—I truly have no one to go to for these questions.
Hi! Sorry I thought I answered this already.
I'd say just cover your head :) in even 1 years time, it literally won't matter to you what people have to say about it at your high school. Most people won't ask, and if they do, you don't owe an indepth theological answer. You can just say any of these phrases, some of them I use with small children: "it makes me feel closer to God" "it is more comfortable for me" "my religious texts suggest it" "I want to" "it's none of your business".
It is totally okay to tell someone they shouldn't ask, especially if they are asking in a rude manner or condescendingly.
As for skirts, you can give similar answers if someone asks, but I will also say it isnt a bad thing to get in the habit of dressing nicely. Most people won't think poorly of you for it either, especially if you're wearing clothing that is both modest and compliments your body type. Young women in high school, at least from my experience, are far less catty than TV makes them out to be. Or than they are in middle school. It shouldn't matter what other people are wearing, as long as what you're wearing is appropriate for the situation. Plus, they make t-shirt skirts, skirts made out of the same cotton used in t-shirts, that are more casual. I have some that I would wear in high school, and were essentially my version of "sweatpants". They were my lazy, neutral skirts that I threw on in the morning with a t-shirt. There is definitely ways of dressing a skirt down, it just depends on the material.
I hope this helps! Ad Iesu per Miriam!
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ethotv-archived · 2 years
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Would love to hear about the playlist
i love you. im going to put this under a cut bc it will get VERY LONG so. here it is. ultimate ethubs playlist autism (and heres a link to the playlist if you want to listen to it :3)
fair warning a lot of these songs are. love songs. which leads to a more romantic leaning interpretation but you can ignore those parts if you want, i didnt make this playlist with a platonic OR romantic version in mind i just picked songs
OBVIOUS BLASÉ: yeah this song is in the playlist twice FOR GOOD REASON. its the life series etho song of all time you will never find another one like it (it even fits dl but i wont mention that here. sorry). its first in the playlist bc its about ethos feelings on 3rd life because the entire song is about fire and literally playing with matches. i wont go on a 3l etho rant but yeah its very important. the playlist title comes from it! im not gonna bring up specific lyrics here bc they have more impact LATER in the playlist
THE LIGHTHOUSE: bringing back the fire lyrics YAYYYY ^_^ i think this might be the least connected song in the entire playlist but i had to include it bc i love it. just read the lyrics here i dont have a lot to say on them but i really needed to put a song in before bdubs turns red so this one is about them not knowing if this alliance will work out but going for it anyway <3
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PARADISE LOST: oh my god ethubs song soooo so so mcuh i have to go through this with specific lyrics because i have to go indepth. this one is right after bdubs goes red for reference
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obvious connections here - theyve knwon each other for so long they end up teaming and running in circles around eachother they cant stay away. also "yellow fades to blue" is a reference to a different song but to me if you replace blue with red its about them having the same dynamic as always until bdubs going red messes with it
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do i have to. explain this. "cant bring myself to cut ties i know you better than anyone" i cant say anything more. themcore. they cant escape eachother no matter what and they DONT WANT TO
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ok almost done with this song but THIS is about how etho is the boogeyman when bdubs goes red. also "will i survive its so hard to tell" screams and cries forever. etho keeping bdubs in the snow fort was "selfish" int hat he SHOULD kick bdubs out but he desperately doesnt want to but also it helps protect him from reds AND gave him a way to get a boogey kill
CLEAN CUT HEALS: im sorry for putting so many songs from one album in a row like this it just. worked out so well? another song about the snowfort split yeah yeah im predictable
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they both KNOW they need to split but they dont want to even if it hurts more like this. i dont really have much more for this song EXCEPT the bridge. because while this song is etho pov the BRUDGE.
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^ bdubs pov. right in the middle. im too reckless baby..... not much to say. but i had to bring it up so everyone knows
WITH ME TONIGHT: BDUBS SONG. BDUBS SONG. hes trying to win etho over to the red side hes wants it so badly but it isnt working. ignore the parts about it being unrequited it IS ok it is but not every song is perfect. i think it could be taken as bdubs exaggerating to make etho feel bad though
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i wish they had killed eachother at least once so i could make this fit even more but.. well im glad they didnt also. + foreshadowing in that last line about how wanting to be with etho will kill him. i would just put screenshots of more lyrics here too but i dont want to reach image cap by adding things just to look at. listen to the song
EMPTY WITH YOU: [dies][dies][dies]
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bdubs song begging etho to go red with him. hes bargaining so much by appealing to how much fun they can have as long as theyre TOGETHER. they could take down the whole server! soooo them so so so them. have cried listening to this one
COME UNDONE: "skeppy this is the third song about bdubs wanting etho to go red" ok and. they fit. theyre good. this one ESPECIALLY because it has ties to 3rd life (on yellow, i couldnt do anything. but now thats im red- im a weapon). also connects to etho being boogey
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he wnats etho to go red but hes constantly turned down despite being able to TELL etho wants it too. also fire motifs. endless fire motifs. youll be seeing a lot of songs from this album bc its the most redlife bdubs album ever written
GREENER WITH THE SCENERY: cycles and loops and endlessly going through the same situations without seeing an end.... this song is etho after bdubs goes red for the 3rd time.
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etho is frustrated that no matter how hard he tries to get bdubs back on yellow he isnt able to stop him going red again and again but he knows he'll keep trying. also do you know how much i would kill for an ethubs lifeswap that couldve made this so much more impactful but WHATEVER. its still good
BLOODY NOSE: bdubs is back!!! we've reached the river confrontation and life exchange deal.. yeah theres a lot of songs about this too because i feel a lot about it. bdubs knows he isnt going to survive this mission but he also knows its his only chance and he cant back out now because he will NEVER get etho down to red with him, even if he'd prefer being red together than yellow
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he LIKES being red and how it feels to have that, even if hes going to die. also the dancing reference to fuel my personal insanity that i might go into some other day. + this song has "even on my worst nights i never stop the sunrise" which i take as a little nod to his sleep thing on hc
MEN ARE ALL THE SAME: oh my god. oh my god. bdubs after coming to terms with the fact he'll die here is bitter towards etho but also doesnt want him to be mad that he couldnt make it back. im going in depth on the lyrics here bc i REALLY LIKE THIS SONG AS A BDUBS ONE
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obviously we start with the 3rd life reference because who am i if not a 3l etho insanitybot. hes reminiscing on their weird relationship in 3l and their weird fighting but not fighting thing they had. hes asking etho not to question why he likes being red so much and why he couldnt stay yellow for him and THEN the ultimate hit of the last 4 lines - if you love it then let it go (let bdubs prove himself and win a life back) but he knows etho likely wont be able to find out the full circumstances behind his death. (also a meta reference to how bdubs footage got corrupted. lol). but dont blame him for not being good enough... this song is so much. so much. hes bitter but hes scared and hes resigned
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bdubs knows etho isnt going to win this on his own despite being known for his isolation. its easier to leave on a suicide mission than to continue trying to win etho over knowing itll never work
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sorry i said some of the songs are explicitly romantic but you can take it figuratively - he never gets to say a true goodbye, forced to pretend he'll come back (isnt it a trope that people who leave on dangerous journeys wont say goodbye because "theyre coming back"? yeah. that)
TAKE IT AWAY: etho doesnt want bdubs to die he DOESNT. he wants to get him back no matter what but he isnt willingly to risk his own safety for it, because he hasnt fully processed that if he doesnt help bdubs hes out forever (i thought we would be together and everything would be ok again). FIRE MOTIFS ARE BACK!
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i dont have coherent thoughts on this. take my hand take my life.. also unrelated but even the little intro sample thing fits because to me its etho questioning what he'll do without bdubs
MEANT TO DIE: [bursts into tears] bdubs... song..........
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hes dead and hes out forever and he DIDNT WANT THIS he knew he was going off to die but he still tried his best his last words were crying out to etho. yes he made bad decisions as a red and bit off more than he could chew but he TRIED.
OBVIOUS BLASÉ (AGAIN): so. how do you feel now.
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it is so hard for me to put how i feel about this song into words. while after 3l its his regret at not winnign and all that hes lost by this point it has entirely new meaning. "ghost, tell me that youll stay" is AGONISING bc bdubs DOES stay as a ghost, the only person in the series to do that. etho knows bdubs would prefer him with that bloodlust. and he knows its HIS FAULT that bdubs is dead, for not just giving him the life right there
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they both knew it couldnt end well and they did it anyway. while in 3l etho was LITERALLY playing with fire and got burned in turn, this time merely pairing with bdubs was enough to doom him since they would never stay together forever and now he has to try get over that while still winning. bittersweet... (i didnt win it for you but you didnt win it for me either). yeah take this song away from me
ALL THAT IVE GOT: just. just. look at this. please ignore the gay sex implications the song isnt even about gay sex
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i dont. i dont know what to add here really. etho struggling after bdubs dies and not knwoing what to do without him.. he forgets bdubs isnt with him and he just. doesnt know how to cope. this song is a lot but i cant even articulate it just LOOK AT IT. oh my god. its all that he can do
WATERED DOWN: we made it. finally. this took so much of my time. i actually dont have a lot of specific lyrics for this one because its just. more vibes than anything? just finishing off the playlist with more etho not knwoing how to live in ll without bdubs and then. like dying i guess. at this point im very tired listen to the playlist. how are you this far without listening to it please do
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bakatenshii · 3 years
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I have so much stress from college and just generally speaking ur energy on here makes me really happy. Also if you don’t mind me asking, what mascara do u use? Or just in general, what’s your daily makeup routine/products? Only answer if you’re comfortable :), thank you for all u do and for ur existence
AHHHH YOU’RE GONNA MAKE ME SOB GENUINELY no no thank U for being here and thank U for taking the time to send this, it means the world to me because I also have terrible anxiety over uni so to know that I can help you thru yours in some way, I cant explain how emotional that makes me. THANK YOU SO MUCH
cue the read more!
I have sworn by the L’Oreal False Lash Architect mascara in waterproof for the past literal 6 yrs, I’ve tried so many and still am trying, but I always go back to it.
so I wrote this ask twice because last time Tumblr crashed on me right before I started the tags so I’m gonna shorten it with just my holy grails that haven’t changed in a year! Maybe during the livestream @blahkugo and I can talk about our fav makeup products/wishlist hehe <3
face: MAC fix+, YSL instant moisture glow primer, Too Faced born this way foundation, Kiko color corrector palette (just the coral for undereyes), Maybelline age rewind
eyes + brows: NYX micro brow pencil, KVD tattoo liner, L’oreal mascara, KissMe micro mascara (for bottom lashes)
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK HONESTLY GENUINELY LIKE I HAVE NO WORDS, I appreciate you and all you guys, my existence is framed by you guys’ and your support and I would die for all of you. I BELIEVE IN U, STOMP OUT COLLEGE’S ASS YOU GOT THIS BB!!
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maxz-spiderz · 3 years
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FUTURE ARCHON HEADCANONS
ive been. a bit busy but here we gooo! !! p.s please dont shit on me or say that x character wont look like that etc, this is a headcanon, i think itd be really cool
SUMERU
sumeru has been made out to be this super knowledgable place and theres universitys there and etc. so im kinda going off that. im also imaginging them as a guy so ill use he/him/they pronouns throughout this ^^
itd be really cool if the god of knowledge or whatever he is to be super nerdy, kinda like sucrose? really clumsy and socially awkward yk. constantly trips, stutters over his words, isnt good with interactions, etc
id image sumeru as a place to be lush and overgrown with lots of ruins and buildings if ykwim. maybe a big trading area or marketplace in the middle of everything
i think the archon for this region should be tan? or like darker skinned. theres barely any poc in genshin currently let alone an archon thats dark skinned
id like to see him go from being really nerdy and nervous to really serious quickly, thatd be cool. like one moment hes like "sorry! i didnt mean to bump into you" to talking about an indepth plan
going off the idea that every archon currently has glowing hair i think hed have long dark green hair put into a low pony tail with braids going into it
i feel like hed have similae pants to chongyun, very flowy very loose but also be good for being in the hot/humid weather
woo sumeru archon done!
FOUNTAINE
so fountaine is based off of france and stuff so very elegant. plus this is the hydro archon so :D im also gonna be using she/they pronouns throughout
white. very pale, idk how to explain it just very very white
short verrry short, not like. sayu short but maybe a bit taller than venti
easy going but stern, id imagine her to be very intense while also seeming layed back.
would break the rules to do good but she would break the rules and bend them anyways.
short xingqiu kinda hair, maybe in a little ponytail in the back idk. defidently a dark blue or something.
shed be a healer...idk mihoyo loves making hydro healers for some reason
she'd be able to walk on water for long amounts of time like kokomi but i think it would drain your stamina really quick. youre like. walking on water but its like running.
shed be very good with planning and elgant with it too.
woo fountaine
NATLAN!!
im using she/her pronouns for this archon but i feel like they wouldnt really care tbh
DARK SKINNED. 100%
very brutish and buff. buffy lesbian archon :))
shes really big and intense but also layed back
she'd have hair down to her midback but she keeps it in a ponytail constantly, it also has a lot of red and orange streaks in it and they glow when she uses her ult
i think she'd have a claymore, big sword lady
shed be tall and would wear boots and stuff. shed have an outfit with alot of chains and ornamental patterns on her outfit
shed be a god of war but not too good at the war planning aspect. shed go straight into things with brute force
she has an accent maybe like southern or scottish?
her skill should shake the ground a bit and make the enimies shake
woo
SHNEZNYA
pretty woman...
russian accent, veerrryyy heavy russian accent
shed be really pale, snow white pale because...ice.
she has an iron grip on her country and is very stern and cold.
she has a facade that can be broken down to reveal herself
she has straight platinum blonde hair with blue curls on the end that glow
she wears a sparkly flowy dress that trails behind her
pretty.....
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beomthebear · 2 years
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Reviewing Discographys: Tommorrow by Together / TXT !
yes I used their full name, it sounds so fancy. Anyway, hey! I hope your doing good! to preface this, TXT are one of my Ults and i will be VERY biased, But i hope to provide as neutral of a review as possible, and i can completely understand why some of TXT's Songs are not for some people. I will also use a different format for this one, since i can go more indepth and focus per album (plus their discography is much shorter than Seventeens T^T) but yeah, Let's get started :D
edit : sorry this is really really long T^T
The Dream Chapter : Star
This mini is such a cheery mini album overall. To know they debuted with such a cheery song when it was slowly getting more popular to do less songs like this makes me happy, since it suits their styles so well. In only just these songs you not only get them showing their cheery sides in both Blue Orangeade, Crown and Cat & Dog, But you also get this calmer more vocal-showcasing tracks in Our Summer and Nap of a star. Nap of a star is the kind of song that fits a mood that is hard to explain yet its so comforting when you need it.
With this mini, I also need to talk about the Acoustic version of Our Summer and The English Version of Cat & Dog. The Acoustic Verision of Our summer is the first version of any b-side i had heard from TXT and yet it still leaves such a strong impression on me by giving the song what feels like a much calmer and more comforting feeling than it already had. and what else is there to say about the english version of Cat & dog , since i mean MOA will bark for that song-
The Dream Chapter : Magic
To think their first comback was this masterpeice. I love this album probably more than I should. It gathers such an intresting mix of sounds and also clear messages together. Firstly Run Away. The MV, The Stage outfits, The award show performances, even the little harry potter references all fit together ever so perfectly. Its also my personal favourite title track. The sound of this song is the kind of sound i need more of in kpop.
The B-sides, for me, Follow perfectly in sound and in quality for me. New rules sets the tone for the album initially with its sound and style. Roller coaster then follows through with the electronic sound that our diamond maknae Hueningkai produced. This is then followed by Poppin' Star, My personal favourite B-side by them to date. The summery sound this song presents makes me so happy, the song is the kind of song that I would immediately place into a summer playlist. This then gets followed by can we just leave the monster alive, which has a ound that compliments Poppin' Star so well, and acts as a another happy song and summery song that works so well to preface Magic Island. Magic island being the more ballad sounding track, The sound makes it a song that even some people who dislike ballads may like, due to its still electronic sound that isnt too slow, yet it still ahas the elements you would expect of a ballad. 20cm has the slower sound you expect of a ballad and also acts as a calming factor before the level of energy in the songs changes with Angel or Devil. The way in which the sound changes to be this more upbeat but also indicates the idea the song presents of choices.
The Dream Chapter : Eternity
when this came out i was so shocked. Honestly the change of concept took me by suprise but it works so well fo rthem. Starting with Drama, God the MV for this song makes me so so so sad. This story being somthing that presents the idea of feeling like your the main character in the story / Friend group but you aren't is somthing that isnt usually explored in the realm of kpop Lyricism. Now the title can't you see me. This song is so different to the others they released prior and it is such an intreting way for them to have diversified their sound more. Following from this, Fairy of Shampoo seriously contrasts this and shows how well TXT are when it comes to the elegent kind of sound. Yes its a cover, sure, but it has the same kind of TXT flare that makes it their own, and their breathy vocals work so well for it. This song also allows for a perfect transition to Maze in the mirror. This song is mosty produced by Beomgyu, but also is written by the entirety of txt. This song really expresses the desperate way in which Beomgyu must have been feeling, as he has said prior that it reflect how he personaly felt during his struggles as a trainee, which makes this song ever more heart breaking. This song is then followed by Puma, which has an extreamly different sound to Maze in the mirror, but also present the idea of escaping but also the hesitation and fear that comes with that, and it is reflected in the power of the song and the lyrics also. This is then followed by the really confusing song that is Eternally. As a new moa i found this song so confusing. but the unique sound structure is somthing i can admire, as well as the use of this track for the story of the star seekers .*( i might post on this)
Minisode 1: Blue Hour
well say hello to what is, To me , TXT's Dreampop and Disco house era. Ghosting provides this Dreamy yet somehow ironic sound. It sounds so calm and yet the song's lyrics are literally about being ghosted by someone and missing them. This is then followed by the Discopop king that is Blue Hour. The mix of Disco sounds and Yet TXT's own electronic touches from the disco house genre make it the kind of song id happily bop to in the summer in a field. It gives this feeling of "hey ! lets do this!" to me somehow. This is followed by we lost the summer. This song being about how C0vid has affected the youth is somthing that is so important in the lyrics of the song and also the MV. yet it is also somehow slightly upbeat. This is then followed by the brilliant track that is Wishlist. Yes, I tried to avoid overplaying it due to the hype but i love it. its a style i hope TXT can do more of. Way home also perfectly follows wishlist as the kind of song i coud see being played in a cafe and creating this specific sound that works so well with the to round the mini album out. its this slightly dreamy sound that i love so much from them
The Chaos Chapter: Freeze and The Chaos Chapter: Fight or Escape
this era. I alerady miss it. Badly. Like. The experimental Pop-rock duo of title tracks that are 0X1=Lovesong and LO$ER=LOVER both give a unique concept and an intresting vibe that TXT expreimented with over both eras. Then to start with the B-sides, Firstly Anti-Romantic is Genius. Playing on both eletronic sounds and yet being the balad of the album and going viral on tiktok with 0 influance from hybe or TXT at all is brilliant. Now Magic. Magic is a song i have an odd attachment to due to nostalgia, and the song reflects for my the style of the Producer, Olly Murs. As well as this, It being their first original english track feels fitting for the song, and is such a nice song to vibe to, yet again in the summer. Now Ice cream, well it has a unique style. its calm yet energetic and and intresting too, it feels like a break in the style of the album. What if i was that puma continues the calmer energetic style that feels like it fits in a calmer happy playlist, as well as being a nice call back to puma from the dream chapter eternity. No Rules follows in the style of being a call back to new rules from the dream chapter Magic, and also follows its rebelious nature, also breaking up the flow of the album but in a refrehing way. Moa Diary (Dubadu wari wari) follows No Rules, and, as a fan song, its quite a happy song and it has this sort of endlessly happy feeling that is so nice to hear in a fan song, as well as this, it references their other songs within the choreography. This happiness is then immediately followed by the heavier track that is Dear Sputnik, which was once again produced by Diamond Maknae Hueningkai. Referencing the Sputnik telescope , but also the idea that sputnik also means companion, and the song reflects this also. The song also well showcases their Vocals. If you thought TXT coudn't do a concept darker then PUMA, Look right at Frost. Its a heavier, deeper track that plays well on the member's Low registers, But also works so well to present the somewhat scary souding lyrics, but you never really know how desperate and deep the lyrics are without reading the translations. you will literally be so shocked. The final track is The Emocore remix of OX1=Lovesong, Their is no new lyrics, but just a more emotive and rock sounding intramental that reflects the lyrics.
OSTs, Collaborations and Japanese releases
now onto a quick lightning round of one sentence reveiws for this section because ive written so much already:
Everlasting shine
Bop i love it so much, perfectly highlights some of the power of their vocals
Your light
One hell of a cute OST that also gives me summer vibes
Force
My Favourite Japanese release from TXT and i love how this is structure and Taehyun and Beomgyu's Harmony high note
Love Sight
Traditional kind of Ballad OST, but i love how much it highlights the softness of the members voices
Ito
Such a diferent style of Japanese release from them but i love it and its different kind of, emotive yet calm style
Eyes
I CANNOT SCREAM ABOUT THIS SONG ENOUGH LIKE???? THEIR VOICES SOUND SO GOOD???? AND ITS PERFECT FOR THEM????
Blockbuster by Enhypen Featuring Yeonjun
i am so happy Yeonjun got to go all out with his rap in this track!
PS5 by Salem ilese feat. Taehyun, Yeonjun and Alan Walker
This suits these 2 so well, and now i want Alan walker to work with TXT
well this is all i really have to say, i recomend you listen to TXT's full discography and form your own opinions but i hope this helps in that !
have a good day or good night where you are ^^
-Ru
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bi-lesbian · 4 years
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i'm sorry, what does bi lesbian mean? i've never heard of it aside from people who say it's not a real thing, and i'm kinda confused? can you maybe explain it please?
you dont need to apologize! i dont mind ppl asking about it, bc ik its not a super common thing (at least in my experience!) and i appreciate ppl trying to understand it instead of shutting it down instantly!
usually ppl say its not a thing bc they dont take the time even in the slightest to try to see any reasons why someone may use the label/dont look into the history of how the lesbian label was used for all wlw/or dont even. Talk to bi lesbians. its hard to understand something if the willingness to understand isnt there!
and i dont even mind if someone is against the label, i just dont like them coming to me to invalidate/hate me or speak of the label like its stupid. all i want is for ppl to at least hear my side and take it into consideration instead of just shouting me down and labeling me a lesbo/bi/etc/phobe for just trying to describe my identity in a way that feel best for me
i can try to give a short summary of why i use this label here, but i have mutliple posts (and a few reblogs from others for their own perspectives of this label) in my #explanation tag that go more indepth in explaining it thatd probably be better to look at to get a full understanding of where im coming from bc! honestly! i kinda suck at summarizing things sometimes and im better with longer descriptions to help get my Exact Point down fjkzjfkz
essentially tho, i use bi lesbian to specify that my attraction is teetering on the edge of bi, bc since "bi" encompasses such a wide range of attractions, and my attraction to men is EXTREMELY small, just labeling myself "bi" doesnt feel quite accurate, its not Specific enough, and things like "bi with a preference" dont really feel right either bc it doesnt really put Exactly how Very small my attraction to men is into perspective, like so much so that its very unlikely ill date any men in the future or want to persue romance with them. in addition to this, i also use the label to say that among my small attraction to men, theyre always feminine or androgynous!
i think that kinda gets it down well enough for a short description! i appreciate u sending an ask and taking the time to read this and my other posts if u check them out too :3 just simply trying to understand means a lot to me!
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vixenofthemist · 5 years
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Angry Rant About how We Should've Known More About Almyra bc I am Mad
Sure wish we knew more about Almyra bc how the fuck do they apparently go from hating Claude's very existence and trying to murder him to following him willingly even tho he hasn't even been in their country since he was 15/16.
Like don't get me wrong, I love Claude being the Almyran prince and ascending the throne and I know in all other endings but Byleth it takes him a few years- but besides the fact that I'm a Claudleth ho I just think they're incredibly fucking wasted in the story and that ending just makes me think of how little we know.
Them following Claude just makes an odd mix of contradicting everything we've been told about them but also not and it pisses me off bc we are never told clearly anything about Almyra and that would've been the fucking time to show us straight what Almyrans are actually like instead of leaving it all for us to assume and pick up from the small hints we're given.
Clearly Claude is right, they aren't just bloodthirsty brutes like Fódlan thinks, but also, Claude talks about them trying to kill him as a kid for being part Fodlan and that is. Really fucked up. But worse, we're never told something else to balance it out. We just know they hated Claude, shunned him, and tried to assasinate him a few times, and are left with nothing else substantial about anyone outside of his parents and Nader (and even then we know jack shit akshs)
But since Claude himself speaks so honestly about how Fódlan has the wrong idea of Almyra - and all the important Almyran characters we meet are good - that obviously tells us that he's right - but then we are never told specifics! We're just left with "They hated me so much that I developed severe trust issuses and dont trust anybody and had to learn POISONS at a young age to defend myself- but they're good people I swear."
If they're good people (which i believe they are) than Claude or SOMEONE should've told tell us in clear examples, not in vague, beating around the bush sentences bc we can't know Claude's from Almyra. (even tho we figured it out when he and Cyril both say their home values wyvern riding pre-skip)
And by good people I dont mean that they all have to be goody two shoes, "murder bad" sort of folks, they're a warrior society and thats badass and I don't mind that! We fight in a war for goodness sakes im not here to judge them. What I mean, is I want to see what are the good, indepth parts of their society that made Claude look at them and decide "I want to help" Instead of hating them. We are given all the hints that theres so much more to Almyra- but they lead nowhere.
Honestly, it being decided that Claude is hiding the fact that he's Almyran for the ENTIRE GAME until the LITERAL END was a horrible decision bc he never gets to talk about Almyra openly because of it, having to dodge around the topic whenever its brought up and alluding to the fact thru small hints like how they celebrate after fights and their feasts - but thats all very bare stuff that isnt personal. Like yes, they honor fighting and celebrate battled whether they win or lose- interesting shit. Elite warriors fighting atop wyverns is fascinating and i love it. All those things are a large part of their culture- but it doesnt tell us enough. Claude isn't fighting for open borders between the countries bc Almyra throws great feasts- there has to be more to it but we. Aren't. Freaking. TOLD!! i can't even think of another thing to list that isnt related to fighting or their feasts and even those go together. Like, where's the personal accounts to help us understand Almyra outside of what we are shown at face value? Where are they?
The only other Almyran we can talk to for any signigicant length of time is Cyril, who shares Fódlans views on Almyra because he was a kid who lived in the seemingly shittily governed part of Almyra who was orphaned bc of Almyrans fighting and he blames the king for not watching out for them. (Which also brings into question wtf was has the king been doing? All that we know about him is that he opened up trade with Fódlan more than his dad did which hints that he wants to mend the gap between the countries, and ofc he married Claude's mom, but thats it. What has he been doing??) But anyway thats another rant.
Since Claude can't talk about the good parts of Almyra explicitely, bc that would give away that he's Almyran, and Nader is undercover when we meet him, we don't learn any personal accounts about Almyra besides second hand info from Hilda (who is biased) and Cyril (who was an orphaned kid who's scope of Almyra was tbh quite small) so we aren't given enough information to fill in the gaps between -> hating Claude -> Loyally following their new king Claude into battle to defend Fódlan, and it just leaves so many questions for me.
WHATS THE ALMYRA LORE?? WHATS BEEN HAPPENING IN ALMYRA?? WHAT CHANGED HAVE HAPPENED THERE SINCE CLAUDE WAS LAST THERE??
Of course I could be missing a few things I'll admit that, I haven't gotten all of Claude's supports so there could be some lines im missing - but as far as I can remember we just aren't told enough to have it make sense.
And theres so many ways they couldve made it understandable! Just a few lines from someone to help us have a little bit of a grasp on whats going on in Almyra would have done it.
Like, if Claude's mom has been working hard to change the general peoples view by being their queen for years and earning their respect - Boom, there it is! A concievable but brief explanation that tells us whats going on without having to go deep. Heck, could even be said by a merchant so it doesn't spoil Claude's heritage but hints at it in a fun, subtle way so that when it is revealed who Claude's parents are players can go "Oh dam that queen was his mom, that makes SENSE!"
Anyway I'll stop now bc I've been writing this for too long and am tired akdhsh im sorry if you read all of this its been building up for awhile akshs
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pridesquishy · 6 years
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please feel free not to answer this if it makes you uncomfy, but i was wondering if you knew any good resources/blogs to explain systems? i'm not very knowledgeable about them and really want to know more
so. honestly i don’t have an idea myself. me and my protector have just gathered various pieces of info from ourselves and other systems, and studies / write ups on them over the years. there isn’t much solid info or studies done on the disorder, and a lot in the past have been thought to be false or misguided due to the “what if it’s fake” rhetoric. a lot of the sybil controversy has skewed peoples opinions and such even (if you dont know what im talking about, read up on it)
if you do go searching for info, please keep this in mind though:
not everything is true. this means both that people lie or make up things, AND that not all info is true for every system. sometimes people are rude and make up a fake system for a “social experiment” online. or sometimes something harmless happens, like someone just misdiagnosed themselves and arent actually a system. rarely is there ever someone making up a system for attention, sometimes it happens but ive only ever seen it once and ive been in several levels of the system community for years now. and not everything about day to day life will apply to every system, all our traumas were different afterall
don’t take anything tumblr says about systems as truth. there is far too many fake posts or skewed posts based on opinions to really sift through to find facts about the disorder or someones unbiased experiences. even if you find a post you think is good and helpful, that is a one in a million chance with how “controversial” the disorder is on here
if you are going to look on a medical website, check the date and citing. a lot of sites still call it multiple personality disorder or quote the wrong DSM, which can be misleading and confusing. if a site says anything about multiple personality disorder, cites anything before the DSM-5, or uses tumblr / reddit / etc info as facts, then it’s not something you should trust or take as truth in any way
stay away from comment sections. some videos and documentaries have been made about the disorder, some posted to youtube even. usually if its on a mainstream site though, it has misinformation or degrading terms / language that you should not use as info. if you want to browse the comments for people’s reactions or to see if this is a well informed video, thats fine. just please dont treat everything anyone says as correct or considerate since a lot of people still hate the disorder or find it to be fake, especially when it comes to more mainstream social media
dont ask just one system. if you want to ask a broad question, or are wondering about something, try to get varied opinions. one system isnt going to be able to tell you all you need to know, just like how i shouldnt sit down and explain to you what is right and wrong when it comes to systems. do be considerate of the people you are asking though, systems are sometimes very personal to people and trauma is always hard to talk about
read up on tulpamancy and soulbonding before diving into all this. there is a huge debate on whether the practices of tulpas or soulbonds counts as a system, and it might be brought up from time to time. many people have clearcut stances, many have broad or blurry stances. it just depends. i personally have my own stance, formed because of past issues in the community and because of religious / cultural beliefs. someone may have indepth reasoning behind their stance, some may be more confused. please, please, be respectful no matter what though. a lot of systems dont want antis of each others to interact, or even anti-supporters, so be considerate of that
know your place. if you aren’t a system and you jump into system drama or have a very strong opinion about system issues, it’s going to come off as rude and inconsiderate. being an ally is one thing, but dont speak for or over systems because its something very different and in-explainable for most
we aren’t rude or pissy. even if it seems like it, no system would actually hate you for asking a question. but asking invasive questions, questions about trauma, or personal questions about their alters would spark a reaction. be gentle, kind, and considerate. we have all been through something, and a lot of us arent over it still. systems were created to protect and help the body, if you seem like a threat to a system, they may cut you off or get very angry. that’s normal. don’t get offended or anything, this is all very very personal to systems
if anyone else has anything to add to this feel free! i hope this helped a bit anon, sorry if this wasnt and answer you were expecting
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the-fiction-witch · 6 years
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Save Ya
TV SHOW: GODLESS COUPLE: WHITEY WINN X READER (PHYSIC/ FORTUNE TELLER) RATING: CUTE + DARK (RAPE WARNING) + SWEET SMUT
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SPOILERS FOR ALL EPISODES
WHITEY’S POV:
I stood sorting out my horse to go out when I heard maggie behind me
“Where the hell are you off too?” she asks
“Oh nowhere... just going for a ride” I answer
“Not without some supper in ya your not come on your getting too dam skinny” she says so I sigh going inside and sitting with her having some soup she made me “where are you going off to today?” she asked
“Nowhere...” I tell her
“Whitey, I’ve seen ya riding off every other day, where are ya going?” she asks
“Visiting a Girl” I blush
“Really...I who’s the lucky lady then?” she asks
“Y/n Y/L/N” I smile
“Y/L/N? isnt that the old crazy guy just down the river?” she asks
“well...he has a daughter, Y/n she’s a fortune teller now” i explain
“really? is she just a friend or....” she smirked and I just shrug
“I do really like her, but I can’t tell how she feels about me” I shrug as i finsih up my food
“Fine but be careful, didnt ya hear what happened to the last boy who kept visiting the house down the river?” she asked
“no” I shrug
“when Mr Y/L/N was a bit more with it a little boy kept visiting his daughter to play games one day they where playing kiss chase the boy tried to kiss her and he shot him” she explained and I just gulp “Just be careful all Im saying” she says before leaving back into town so I sigh going out again and finishing up with my horse and going off town the roads following the river down out of the way of town and far from almost any civilization except a few farms here and there until at last I saw the little house by the river with the little veg growing outside and logs pilled up for the fire some clothes hung out on a line I stopped a little far away putting my guns away before going closer soon enough the dog by the door sat up and growled at me before until I saw it was me and the dog ran up to my horse woofing and jumping trying to play 
“Okay okay, Maxie Give me a sec” i told the dog stopping my horse and tieing him up close to the river so he could drink “Hey Maxie” i tell the dog giving her a stroke and she kept licking me like crazy trying to play still woofing like mad
“Maxie what on earth is the matter” Y/n says coming out the door and Maxie returned to her happily “WHITEY!” she giggled running and hugging me
“Whoa! Hi Y/n” I smile hugging her tightly too
“WHO IS IT!” I heard her father shout from the door
“It’s just whitey papa” she smiles back pulling away from our hug “well what can I do for you today?” she smiles
“Just the usual Y/n i just wanted to come see you” i smile at her
“come on then” she smiles taking my hand and dragging me inside the house with her having to go past her father who looked at me evilly as she walked me though the living room and kitchen though to her little bedroom, the room is as simple as any other room but with rugs on the floor and a table in the middle where she does all her work  her bed tucked up in the corner covered with alot of blankets and teddy bears and a shelf to the other side with all sorts of little potions and things on she doesn't have a door just a curtain of all sorts of ribbons and beads so if you where no open side you couldn't see what was going on  “sit down” she smiles so I sit in the chair I normally do and she sits in the one across from me getting her cards sitting them on the table “ready?” she asks and I nod setting out a bunch of cards 
“Uhhh That one” I tell her pointing to the third card so she flipped it over it was luck “Yes!” I smile happily
“you always get luck” she laughs
“Clearly I’m lucky” I laugh
“Very lucky, I wish you could bloody give me some good luck” she smiled continuing to flip cards “Ohhh In balance” she smirked 
“is that good?” I ask her
“well it’s not bad reciserily” she laughs
“okay, so some as always” I ask
“Pretty much” she smiles
“Okay” I sigh “thanks anyway Y/n” I blush
“Your welcome whitey” she smiles “You know there is a easly more indepth way to read you know” she smiled
“Ohh how?” I ask her
“Give me your hand” she smiles so I let her pack her cards away and i put my hand on the table and she took my hand carefully running her little soft fingers across my hand looking so deeply at it “you have soft hands” she smiled
“Thank you, you do too” I tell her she was quiet for a moment before she laughed moving to get a cup of water putting a little water on my hand and moving her hands around with the water in my hand “Your hands are so dirty” she laughed getting the skirt of her dress to dry my hand “thats better, i can see the lines rather then just mud” she giggled
“what can you see?” I ask her
“your heart line crosses your life line, soon too” she laughed
“soo? what does that mean?” I ask her
“It means your gonna meet the woman you destined to be with, pretty soon I would say next few days or you've known her a month of so” she laughed “Or the man” she smiled
“The woman I hope” I laugh
“Just checking whitey” she laughs “Ohh your life line ends so abruptly” she sighs
“what like quick death?” i ask her
“yeah, I would say gun fight most likely knowing you” she laughed
“what else can you find out?” I ask her
“well...this line crosses your heart line...it means you have a big heart, but I already knew that” she giggled “This means your lucky, but should avoid being cocky it might get your hurt” she explained
“Y/N! GET OUT HERE!” Her father yelled
“I’ll be back in a minuet” she sighs giving my hand a little kiss before she got up and went out to her father I was lost for a moment in my own little world my hand tingeing so happy where she had kissed me I heard a bit of muffled shouting what I didn't hear just as her father came in 
“It’s time for you to go” her father told me
“Isn’t Y/n coming-” I begin
“she has chores to do, you run along home now, I’ll sure she’ll catch up next time she goes to town” he says so I sigh getting up and going out the little house giving Maxie a stroke as I went over to my horse sighing Y/n wasn't meant to be coming into town for another three weeks, I looked around outside hoping to see her but I couldn't I went to get on my horse when I noticed a little bit of paper on the saddle so I pick it up and I reconised Y/n’s sweet handwriting
“I’m so sorry I had to run off whitey, Papa said I had work to do, I will finish off what we where doing next time you visit...I would wait a few days while papa calms down, See You Soon Whitey X”
 it made me feel a bit better I know its not her fault it’s just her father being mean to her and not letting her do as she likes so I got up on my horse and went home trying to not use my hand to much the one she kissed still all giggly laying in bed trying to see the lines and things she sees in my hand but I couldn’t so i just went to sleep
TIMESKIP:
I waited a few days before going off down the river again to her little house when I got there as usually Maxie went crazy trying to come over and say hello to me but her father was gardening and he grabbed Maxie by her collar not letting her go any further “What Do you want!” he snapped
“I’ll here to see y/n” I tell him 
“Y/n’s busy” he says
“It’s okay, maybe I could help her with-” I begin
“I said she’s busy! Too Busy to talk with a bastard like you” he says
“Where is Y/n?” I ask him “I just want to see her” I tell him 
“Y/N! STOP WASHING MA CLOTHES An GET OUT HERE!” he yells and within a couple seconds Y/n came out the house but she didn't run to me or hug me or even smile at me she looked like she was going to cry “there you seen her, now run off home” he tells me
“papa..Couldn’t I just-” she began
“Y/N! GO BACK INSIDE!”  he shouted
“papa one minuet please” she asks
“one minuet” He told her so she ran over hugging me tightly and he went inside with Maxie so I hugged her back
“Y/n what’s going on?” I ask her
“Nothing, I promise, it’s not safe to visit while papa is here, come back tomorrow afternoon he’s going to the salon across town” she smiles
“Y/n-” I begin
“Please whitey just do as I ask” she begs
“Of course y/n, are you sure you will be safe?” I ask her and she nodded gravely as her father came back out
“Thats a minuet, Y/n you come back inside now” he told her
“Yes papa” she said sadly leaving my arms and returning to her house 
“run of home now Kid” her father told me so I sighed getting back on my horse and going off back to town....
It got to about mid day so I rode out to Y/n’s little house again staying in the tree’s and bushes walking along side my horse every few steps I went I heard a noise it was rhythmic like  a muffled screaming so I hurried towards her little house but the sound stopped rather quickly but I kept going till I saw her little house her father was still there something had clearly happened as Y/n was laid on her stomach over a planter in the garden with her father stood just behind her lighting a smoke so I hid down under a little bush trying to hear what he was saying 
“I dont know why you bother screaming y/n it’s not lke someones going to hear ya” he laughed
“I’m sorry Papa” she said sounding like she was crying 
“Soon little Darling you will learn to just accept me, it will hurt so much less” he smirked holding her close and kissing her neck harshly THAT BASTARD! I quickly got my rifle from my horse laying on the floor trying to aim at him trying to take him out but he was too close to y/n I dont want to risk hitting her he then moved away from her sorting his horse to go I followed him for a moment but i felt a pain stick in my stomach a bit of glass in the sand sliced my skin open it wasn't gushing with blood but it did hurt alot so I had to let him ride off slowly getting up being in a lot of pain as I wonder over slowly to where y/n now stood hanging up some clothes
“whitey” she smiled before noting I was in pain “whats the matter?” she asked
“floor glass” I tell her
“Oh you poor thing, come with me” she smiled helping me into the house and laying me down on her bed after a couple seconds I feel asleep .... when I woke up Y/n was stood over me cleaning my cut up with some clean water and a few little herbs “Hi whitey” she blushed
“Hi...What- What are you doing?” I ask her noticing she was fiddling a lot with some things and my shirts where gone 
“Helping” she smiles “put a few little herbs and things in the right places and you’ll be back to normal in no time” she smiles fixing a bit of hair behind her ear and I saw her eye, she had a black eye
“Y/n? where did that come from?” i ask her trying to touch it
“Im fine” she says sharply putting my hand back down on her bed
“that’s not what I asked you Y/n” I tell her
“papa, caught me...trying to write, to tell you not to come till later” she explained
“Y/n...has he always done this to you?” I ask her and she just nods “why didn't you tell me y/n”
“It’s family business thats what papa says” she replies 
“But Y/n thats not normal thats not what families do to each other they dont punch each other the most you get is maybe a strong talking to or bed without dinner this...isnt right” I tell her
“It’s just how he’s always been” she says finishing up with my cut and wrapping it up 
“Thank you y/n” I tell her
“Its alright” she blushes giving the bandage a little kiss 
“Y/n...just before your father left, I saw you two outside....what was he doing to you?” I ask her
“I would rather not talk about it” she says sadly getting up and going to do something else over by her shelf 
“fine you dont have to talk about it, but when I ask you, you tell me the truth okay?” I ask her and she gravely nods still facing away from me “was it you who was screaming?” I ask and she just nods “was he hitting you?” I ask her and she just shakes her head “was he in any way disapining you?” i ask her and she just shakes her head and my heart broke realizing what he was doing to her “Y/n....Oh come here” I tell her and she happily runs over hugging tightly onto my chest for a moment “Y/n...was he...?” I begin and she just nodded “How long?” I ask her
“Since I was 12, when my mother died” she said sadly 
“Oh y/n Im so sorry, I cant believe I didn't notice, how did I not see it, it was so bloody obvious” I sigh
“I’m used to it” she said sadly getting up and getting a little bottle of something trying to put it on her eye but she kept flinching in pain so I took the bottle from her and doing it myself carefully taking care of her once it was all done she looked alright almost back to normal again “Thank you whitey” she smiled
“Your welcome” I tell her “Thank you for fixing me up” I tell her with a slight laugh
“Your welcome whitey” she smiled 
“I should really pay you back” I tell her 
“It’s fine whitey, couldn't leave you bleeding out on the doorstep” she laughs “besides I dont go out moneys not worth much to me” she sighs
“i didn't mean like money” I tell her
“Then what?” she asks backing her herbs and such away so I move her chin up to look at me and press a sweet kiss to her lips she didnt kiss back her heart rate going crazy when I pulled back I saw her face she looked shocked like she didn't know what to do so I quickly got up and got dressed again 
“I should uh...I should go” I tell her and she just nods I quickly grab my things and go out to my horse still tied up where I left him I felt like shit for a moment 
“whitey?” she says from her door making me turn back to face her she giggled slowly coming over to me putting her hands on my chest and kissing me I kissed her back wrapping my arms around her waist as we kissed “Same time next week” she smiles
“See you then my darling” I tell her before going off home 
TIMESKIP:
I sat across the river waiting though the horrible sounds as Y/n’s father  as he made her her bend over before he left Why the hell didn't I bring my bloody rifle I cant hit him from here not with my guns not without being in danger of hurting y/n I just had to sit and listen to her quiet screams and cries “Oh dont bother screaming, what you think your pretty little cowboy boyfriends gonna come save ya” he father “DO YA ! do you think that little pipsqueak whiteys gonna come save ya”yelled “Well he’s not he doesnt love ya Y/n not Like I do, he just wants your pussy Y/n, I love ya he’s not coming to save ya anytime soon” hitting her as he continued  wanted to kill him so bad but I couldn't from here and even if I did y/n would never forgive me it’s my own dam fault she said come at 1 i got here at quarter past 12 having to listen to this is my own dam fault at last he left her alone climbed on his horse and went off to go get drunk so she just stood by the garden for a moment obviously waiting for me so I snuch up behind her making her jump as I wrapped my arms around her “Whitey” she giggled realizing it was me quickly turning and kissing me as passionately as last I saw her but this time even more so as the kiss went on her hands slipping down to undo my shirt 
“y/n, what are you doing?” I ask her but she just returned to kissing me my hands uncontrollably slipped down to her arse and she moved her hips in such a way it was like she was shaking her arse intentionally cause my hands where there her hands now done undoing my shirt completely her now moving forward so much i could feel her breasts though her dress against my skin taking my hands away from groping her arse a moment to take my shirt off “ummm Y/n” I moan a little suprised at her before she pulls away taking me inside the house and laying me on her bed laying ontop of me and kissing me more her lips where so sweet like I never wanted to stop kissing her as her hand slipped down undoing my jeans pulling them down alittle and sitting ontop of me her pussy inches from my cock “Uhhh Y/n...I dont know if we should-” I begin before she moved so I slipped inside her tight wet pussy
“if we should what?” she giggles
“I was gonna say I dont know if we should have sex” I tell her
“well your inside me now whitey its a bit late for that” she giggles
“I mean making out and everything is one thing but...are you sure about this?” I ask her and she just nods moving my hands to her hips as she bounced up and down on me her every tiny movement from the tiny little bounces, my little thrusts, her occasionally clenching herself around me all felt so good each one making me feel so on edge already so close “Uhhh Y/n!” I moan moving her hips a bit with my hands making her go even faster 
“Ohh Whitey!” she moans back having to nuzzle her head into my neck sucking on my skin giving my hickeys to keep her self from screaming to loud as she bounced faster and harder overloading my mind with pleasure
“UHHH OH GOD Y/N!” I scream “Y/n, Y/N a little fast please Y/n I’m so close” I tell her and she happily speeds up by alot the fastest she could go and within seconds I felt myself release inside her and she collapsed against my chest both of us breathing heavily trying to calm down “God Y/n you are fucking good at that” I tell her
“Thanks whitey, you where pretty good too” she giggles giving me a few more sweet little kisses going quickly back to our make out again 
“I wonder if anyone heard us” I smirk between out lusty kisses
“Yeah I did” a voice says from the door and there stood her father “saw ya too” he said before throwing a knife at us lucky he missed “YOU BASTARD WHAT WHERE YOU JUST DOING WITH MY DAUGHTER!” he yelled as me and y/n separated quickly sorting myself out 
“PAPA LEAVE HIM ALONE!” Y/n screamed back at him trying to making him stop as he went for me but y/n got in the way and he punched her and kicked her over and over trying to get to me I quickly opened her window and ran for it she grabbed my hand and jumped out the window too both of us running to my horse but her father had shot him so we quickly got her’s and rushed off away from the house with her father firieing at us I circled back trying to not lead him to La belle but one time we went back her house was in flames all her beautiful tools and books and all her things gone, burnt up by her father as he stood there on the lawn gun still in hand she burst into tears cuddling me closely crying on my shoulder cuddling into my chest
 “Oh y/n, it’s alright I’ll get you new stuff, nicer stuff hey,dont worry” I told her
“but most of it wasnt mine, my mother gave me that stuff” she cried
“I know Y/n, Im so sorry” I tell her before we went off back to my little house maggie saw me coming back she was sat on her porch as I came back y/n now asleep on me
“I take it this is the famous Y/n” she smirked
“shhh she’s sleeping, she’s had a rough day” I say quietly getting off her horse and taking her off carrying her into my house and letting her rest on my bed I went to go and put another bit of wood on the fire but i heard her groan rather annoyed sounding so I went over to her
“Ummm whitey?” she complains moving her arms around as if trying to find me confused why I wasn't there
“I’m here dont worry” I tell her her hand finding my face and she smiles sleepily 
“i cant sleep without you here with me” she said sadly so I sigh stripping my shirt off and getting into bed with her letting her cuddle me closely “Yay whitey protect me” she giggled sounding almost completely asleep
“I’ll always protect ya, because I love you y/n, and i’ll always be around to save ya” I tell her gving her head a sweet kiss but she was already fast asleep.
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if you're still taking prompts from earlier, how about headcanons for a NaVi AU where one or both can use magic? (witches, wizards, whatever term you like)
i loveeeee magic aussssssss. Or even just not AUs, just UAs, (sometimes UAs are even BETTER bc u get to see how it fits with canon hehe ;u;). JUST. MAGIC.
This is actually part of show me skies on fire !! Bc I don’t get a chance to talk abt the magic system and that thing is so indepth it’s. Yep. So complicated. And I don’t get to rant and I love it.
ANYWAY Witches in the skies world have magic that they imbue in objects!! They can get it to do different things, and layer magic to make the object more powerful, so like, Nami’s weather staff has been imbued with weather magic for years, basically ever since she was a kid. And witches have less instinctive/explosive power than fae but? If their imbued objects have been given enough time to collect power they can beat a fae? So it depends.     
Regardless, in Skies most witches form into covens! Bc then they are with people who are like them and they have more power together than alone and can share spells - because witches can create new spells but it’s Harry Potter style spells with specific words and gestures rather than just BAM! power like the fae - and Nami gooottttt. Inducted into one early? Like you’re meant to be able to choose but Nami got…shoved into it so she could get more power from the witches, and the witches she was pushed into joining weren’t the Best (most witches…aren’t?? They are very. “our opinions are right and yours are wrong and to prove it we shall kill people!” Which is. Shitty.)
ANYWAY Luf ended up breaking up the coven and beating people up bc he and Zoro got hired by the townspeople to get rid of the coven and Nami said she was going to tag along with them and Luffy was like oh. Uh. Okay then!! What can you do???
“Steer better than you, probably,” she says, but doesn’t reveal about all the magic she’s shoved into her weather staff for years and years until after Luffy refuses to let her go into a bar on her own to get what they need bc it’s Dangerous and she Obviously doesn’t want to do it. 
Vivi’s actually a princess from another land!!! They’re neighbours and so Vivi’s land kiiiind of have fae?? But they’re not like, exactly fae, they’re more like elves? Vivi’s an elf!!! She was meant to meet with the Council to go over trade agreements but they were Dicks and confined her ship to harbour when she got message that her father was in danger and so Luffy + crew agree to help her get over the mountains and the smaller sea to the other side of their land to get to Vivi’s and it’s SUPER dangerous but Vivi is Desperate ™
Luffy is like. Hm. U could help Ace. Cools. and agrees to help her and they travel to the mountains from the sea and Nami is Standoffish bc like….she’s not a fan of nobility??? A lot of nobility drive out peaceful covens and turn them cruel and she’s still…heard lots of shitty tales from her coven and even tho she knows they weren’t trustworthy they were still her family for years??????
So anyway they end up getting all seperated while crossing part of the mountains and there’s this forest that. Literally throws you together with someone/something you hate/fear and vivi and nami end up together and vivi’s like seriously?! after they escape the forest bc she hears about how zoro and sanji had to work together and luffy was all alone and. yeah stuff like that but DURING the forest they’re arguing with each other but also stabbing things and Nami’s trying to fight things back and then like growls in frustration and grabs Vivi and pulls her really close and then. Lets loose a lightning bolt. 
And vivi is like WHAT WHY DID YOU DO THAT WHY ARE WE SO CLOSE (why do you look so fucking beautiful with lightning in your hands????????/) and nami just huffs and tosses her hair back and daintly steps over a tree root or w/e they were fighting and is like do you want to die????? bc u would have if you hadn’t been close to me.
And Vivi doesn’t really know what to say to that bc like...she’s still Distracted by. How powerful & gorgeous Nami looked it Wasn’t good for her heart
so we start having like....pinning vivi??? a bit??? who knows she has an Aesthetic crush but nami is an asSSSSS omfg
But like......There’s Robin, Zoro, Sanji, and Luffy and Luffy and Zoro are always talking in shit that no-one understands and Sanji’s....ugh. And Robin is Cool but also not very talkative. So Vivi and Nami end up talking a little bit and slowly realising stuff abt each other and vivi ends up apologising one time to nami and nami’s like?????? what???? 
“for the nobility. for how you were treated. fo whatever I did to hurt you.”
“You haven’t- hurt me.” Nami goes cautiously, and doesn’t add but you might and knows Vivi can probably hear it anyway when Vivi’s expression softens with pain. 
Anyway they reach the sea that separates their land from Vivi’s and!!! Robin ends up being a spy and double crosses them ((but then later ends up double crossing crocodile?? uhhh, lots of double crossing, man))
SHE MAKES OFF W/ VIVI. Nami is Not Alright with this shit, for fuck’s sake, goddamn, sTOP, they were just starting to get along damn!!! it!!!
aND LIKE. STAFF TIME. NAMI USES LIKE. HURRICANE-ESQUE WINDS TO PART THE FUCKING SEA AND STORMS ACROSS THE OCEAN FLOOR BED (in defence of this show of magic like. It’s not a big sea lol)
Nami almost electrocutes Robin but the wind stunt took a lot out of her and Robin dodges until Nami runs out of power and faints and Luffy looks at Robin and looks about ready to fight her but then robin’s just like “sorry, captain.” and he kind of goes ohhh,,, and stays by Nami’s side instead
When nami wakes up it kinda like alabasta except it’s like. five ppl overthrowing the entire revolution/Crocodile in a very blatant. Rescuing Vivi and Nami like. Punches someone out
ummmmm Vivi ends up socking crocodile in the fucking face
Vivi gets her kingdom back and,,,,like Luffy and crew aren’t technically bad guys lol so they stay in alabasta and Vivi ends up showing Nami (well, technically everyone but’s 95% for nami’s sake) the city and her favourite places and exploring libraries filled with how their magic works (bc it’s slightly different to fae/witch/demon magic) and they end up becoming,,,pretty friendly?? bc nami can see Vivi really,,,isnt as shitty as most of the nobles and they hold their nobles accountable instead of like what the Council does but
Luffy ends up getting antsy again and they have to move on, and Vivi offers to travel with them and show them more of alabasta but she’s needed to help repair the city and stuff and so nami promises to send her letters and that’s what happens for about a yeaar ish??? With na/vi slowly,,,getting closer to each other in letters,,,,missing each other bitterly, unhappily-
But then Luf always celebrate’s ace’s birthday at the tower so they pass back through alaburna to say goodbye and Nami feels so happy to see Vivi again and Vivi feels the same way and when Nami half-picks Vivi up in a hug when they see each other she doesn’t end up letting go and so they’re pressed super close and nami’s heart is beating super fast and she’s like oh. 
“So I know this would be a bit late, but heroes can usually score kisses from damsels in distress.”
“I’m not in distress, and you’re no hero.” Vivi says, and when nami’s face falls quickly adds, “You are good at stealing what you like, however. And I wouldn’t put up much of a fight.”
and she grins and Nami looks at her and then grins back and quickly kisses her and viVI LIKE,,,, TOTALLY ENDS UP FLUSHING A LITTLE BIT BC AH. WOW. THAT WAS. NICE. RLLY QUICK AND SOFT BUT JUST SHE CAN’T STOP SMILING
They still send letters back all the time and Nami goes to visit her whenever Luf passes by the mountains, and travels back that way occasionally by herself to see,,,vivi. Vivi sends ships to pick her up bc it’s Faster ;u; and safer lol. 
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