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#sorry guys im just tired and angry and this is making me sad
booksandpaperss · 10 months
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a couple things:
-ao3 being down due to an outage bc of a literal political attack is fucking pissing me off. please go to @/omarsbigsister on tik Tok, sign her petition and email your senators bc this is fucking ridiculous and if you think conservatives attacking ao3 is a one time thing you are deluding yourself. they're going after fandom spaces first and then it'll be any and all queer media. if this worries you and freaks you out and makes you sad, sign that petition, read the kids online safety act for yourself so you actually understand what's happening, and just do what you can. this stupid fucking law is being backed by both parties bc 90% of the people running the US are either bigots or fucking dumbasses. and even if you're not in America ao3 is based in America so this policy is going to affect it regardless.
-the fact that I'll never get to find out what project X37 is on inside job is, you guessed it, fucking pissing me off. what the fuck Netflix. cancelling another amazing show with nothing else quite like it.
I hate Netflix I hate greedy corporations I hate conservatives trying to control everything and everyone and police media and fucking ruin peoples lives. what the fucking fuck
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So I don't know if it was ever revealed how Duncan felt when we killed Malistaire all three times but I'm wondering if maybe some part of him could hate us for that too. Like you hear that and you go "but why. Malistaire was terrible and even Duncan knew that(?). Why would he hate you for getting rid of him."
But like I think it's so....... interesting in a very, very, very sad way how Duncan so easily latches onto anyone who directly feeds into his delusions of grandeur. And that's no fault of his own that he was manipulated by the nasty Schism but when you think about how desperately clung to the idea that Malistaire, easily one of the greatest necromancers any of us had ever heard of (at that time), somehow actually recognized Duncan's talents (even when canon supports that Duncan wasn't all that talented, at least no more than the next necromancer) and then praised him for it so often that Duncan believed that he would be the next Death Professor is. I mean ☹️
So like with that mindset I unfortunately feel like it would be quite easy to twist even Malistaire's death as something that's horrible and awful and all our fault. ESPECIALLY if the Schism was feeding into Duncan's already broken mind and shattered ego and was constantly telling him that everything bad that ever happened to him ever in his life was Our Fault. That's like a realistic conclusion that someone like Duncan could come to
And like, at this point in time, are Malistaire's crimes even a factor in how he thinks????? Was Duncan ever able to separate Malistaire's talent and skills and prowess from the terrible and awful things he did? If Duncan wasn't able to consciously tell that distinction in the first place I can't imagine it would be any better during the years he was being manipulated and isolated and lied to
Like in Duncan's mind it probably isn't, "maybe I shouldn't idolize a national criminal, or idolize anyone at all for that matter, and aspire to be like someone so harmful when I can recognize my own talent and build from there" it's probably more like, "you (the wizard) permanently got rid of a brilliant mind, an innocent person who just made a few mistakes, and someone who believed in me no matter what just so that you could be the better than me and loved by everyone else" and that's! very sad actually!
#this is all speculation btw idk if any of this is canon. how duncan feels about all this#i know i keep saying the exact same shit over and over but.... really not a fan of how the game handled duncan! sorry!#i know wizard101 isnt supposed to be about every single character gets a satisfying ending to their arc-#-meaning not everyone in the story will face consequences and/or find a happy ending and like thats fine they dont need to#but idkkkk its just imo really sad how essentially a kid suffers frrom something he cant control by himself (his ego)-#and then instead of getting help he is instead ignored (ambrose) and then manipulated and brought up by a cult#and then when it becomes super apparent how... TERRIBLE his life really is and we defeat him he just... goes back??????#we.... we LET him go back???? i mean we're not responsible for other people's bad decisions or mental health but bro....#and then when we tell ambrose he's just like “oh. too bad. well anyways-” AND IM LIKE WELL THATS THE REASON!!!!! NO WONDER HE'S FUCKED UP#NONE OF THIS IS ADDRESSED. NONE OF IT. WE KICK DUNCAN'S ASS AND THEN HE.... GOES BACK TO THE CABAL#i literally just got so desolate when (wallaru spoilers) because. okay. all that for nothing i guess#this isnt me being mad btw LMAO i know the tone probably reads as angry but im not im just disappointed#and tired. what is it with wizard101 in particular and just people suffering with no end. (me as i make my main suffer with no end)#but anyways yeah duncan has been in my head for a while. he's one of the guys that i love a lot BDKSNSKAJ#he's like a son to me and HE NEEDS A HEALTHY PARENT. HE NEEDS IT#not excusing his actions btw. he still committed crimes JRKDJSIEJ#i just have a soft spot for those villains in media who are doomed from the start yknow. (stares tearfully at morganthe and gf spider)#wizard101#wiz101#w101#text posts#duncan grimwater#im not normal about duncan at all he's probably the wozard oc i feel for the most other than malorn and us
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yujisgirl · 5 months
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NEED more yuji friends istg
dont even know how tumblr works but i have multiple jjk imagines and drabbles written down (w my friends)...
anyway thinking about yuji sb and I have zero yuji stan friends so ill vomit it all over here </33
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just wanna say hes the type of guy who would fuck while walking. like if you want water or something he would keep you on his cock and carry you to the kitchen istg he really does have abandonment issues with your cunt
"Yuji, let me drink ffs"
" :(( sorry babe you just feel so good, i don wanna let go"
and if you get tired he'd just hold you up with his own body
he'll b like <3 babe lets try different positions until we find the right one , and its just him fucking you over and over again. it’ll be the same sex position you’d tried just a few mins ago and when you point it out he'd be like :(( sorry i forgot
he definitely has a high sex drive
hes happy? fuck
hes sad? fuck
hes angry? fuck
hes bored? fuck
hes just plain obsessed with your cunt
he would also live in your boobs 24/7
like even if hes just scrolling on his phone his head HAS to be between your boobs
at first i thought his favourite position would be doggy style cus yk ass and all but imo he would also love riding just so he can latch his mouth on your boob the whole time
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btw this isnt how i normally write 😭 im too horny to make it all pretty n all but I SWEAR i write longer and more precise stuff than this, im just testing this out
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I saw posts from another obey me blogger talking about demons and their body language. I saw a post about MC yawning showing off their teeth and the brothers mistaking it for them trying to be intimidating. It was funny.
Anyways doing this with barbatos and diavolo because for some reason the phrase 'im tired' makes me yawn even if I'm not tired. Diavolo talking about how he's tired of paperwork and suddenly I'm yawning.
Or watching barbatos work and yawning like props to him. I could never, even if physically capable. I'm too lazy for that.
Yawning back and forth with Solomon and the others Wondering why were 'fighting' and who's gonna back down first.
Bows for barb
I really love the idea that the demons read body language differently. Things that are just regular stuff for us humans has some kind of alternate, deeper meaning to them.
I yawn a lot due to be perpetually sleepy, but my eyes always water a lot from it, too.
Imagine a bunch of demons who don't understand that MC isn't crying while aggressively baring their teeth... they're just like ??? you wanna fight, but you're sad about it??
Diavolo is doing paperwork, mentions he's tired and then you yawn and it's like, have I offended you somehow, MC??? Mess with him by responding no I just get angry about the piles of paperwork you always have to do >:(
Oh wow now I really wanna see Barbatos yawn. For some reason, I think it'd be super cute. I don't think he'd do it while he was working - or at least, not so anybody could see. Maybe he's ironing alone and just can't stifle a yawn. But I especially like the image of him just waking up, maybe in his demon form, stretching out his arms and his tail and his little hand-horns and yawning all huge. Ahahaha it'd be so cuuuute~
Right, sorry, didn't mean to get all simpy for Barb again...
Anyway, it would be interesting if demons don't have that thing that makes yawns contagious, too. Because then you and Solomon would be the only ones with that particular tendency. You guys are sitting next to each other just yawning in turns. Eventually you're like stop yawning, it's making me yawn! And Solomon's like me? you're the one making me yawn!
Meanwhile the demons are like... what are those two fighting about?
In the end, you both yawn enough that you just end up falling asleep, your head on his shoulder, his head on your head, just snoring away.
Then the demons are really perplexed. Weren't they just fighting?!?! Now they're asleep??? Humans are weird. (Maybe Belphie is the only one who knows this isn't how it works, but he lets the others stay confused because it's funny.)
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cyberkitty1 · 11 months
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Secrets
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- he knows that the work he does is dangerous and could very easily all blow up in his face, but he wants.. no needs to keep you and the other two people he has in his life. He keeps his work away from home he doesn’t want you or his mother to figure out anything. But one small mistake and he releases his secret.
“ Where is he? “ you mumbled to yourself dressed casually ready for your pre-planned date with Miles. You guys where planning on going to small restaurants to eat at them go to him place for a movie. Checking the time on your phone your realize he’s an hour late late. He was supposed to pick you up at 7:00.
So you text him
y/n. where are u??? you where supposed to pick me up over an hour ago
seen
“ Are you kidding me? “. You stare at your phone waiting for a response but it doesn’t happen. you start to get frustrated, upset even. The tears build in your eyes as you tilt your head up to the sealing. This is the fifth time he flaked on you, in a row.
You decide to get undressed, no point in waiting anymore. Just as you where about to lay down and put on your favorite show, Bzzz he texted you.
miles. im sorry mami i got called in for work ill make it up to you
y/n. so work is more important than me now???
miles. dont start now we will talk later
y/n. sure
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She was mad, beyond mad angry. The thing that got to her the most was that he told her he would take her out not the other way around. Slowly the anger turned into sadness, why was he always working? Was this so called work even important? was he cheating? No he would never.
You where just so confused. You checked the time and saw is was already 10 o’clock, had you thought that much? You sighed brining the blanket up to your neck turning off the TV to watch tiktoks on your phone. He texted you multiple times but you where not in the mood to respond.
Suddenly you heard the familiar sound of your window being opened. You knew who it was but you didn’t want to look; continuing to face the opposite way.
You heard him close the window behind him and walk a couple steps. “I know youre awake” he said “ I never said I wasnt “ you spit back. “ well you werent even looking at my texts, whys that?” he questioned. You sat up turning twords him “ you know why! “ tears filling your eyes.
“I waited an hour for you to show up but you never did! I waited and waited until i gave up.” Miles sighs holding the bridge of his nose. “ im sorry you know that, I had work-” “ oh! so work is more important than me? Youre willing to ditch me so you can go do your so called “ work” you said doing air quotations.
His face hardens “alto, te dije cuando nos pusimos serios que mi trabajo me llama al azar. Whenever they need me I go” he sighed. You thought about what you were going to say next. “ Ok Miles, but i need you too” you tried to keep your voice even but failed, your eyes welled with tears threatening to fall. He sat next to you on your bed.
“Lo sé mami, lo siento, sé que puse el trabajo antes que tú, pero estoy haciendo esto para mantenerte a salvo, ¿verdad?.” You only stared at him. “ Keep me safe from what?” He closed his eyes taking a deep breath, and explained to you everything from the moment his dad died.
“ Solo lo hago para que mi mamá no tenga que trabajar tanto por dinero. Ella ya hace tanto por mí que necesito ayudar. Do you understand?” You turn and look at his brown eyes just as the moonlight hits them. His eye bags are dark his face is tired.
You know what he does now and for some reason you are not scared instead you feel for him. You had no idea he was going through all that he never told you.
You wrap your arms around his neck bringing him into a hug, in turn be wraps his hands around your waist head resting on your shoulder.
“ You’re not scared of me right mami?” He says quietly “never mi amor.”
This was not proof read that much sorry .
This is my very first writing on here so please be kind. I have more in the works so expect more soon 🤭
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moon-goddess-posts · 1 year
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ANGST!! but dw it’s fluff at the end, arguments, alcohol use
sorry guys i was gonna post smut but during class i was listening to sad songs soooooooo BUT i swear smut will be posted either tomorrow or saturday!!
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You and Rhea have gotten into more arguments than usual. It was hard to pin point why but every time, it always seemed to be your fault. Seeing rheas irritated face made you heart sink and crumble little by little.
“Why can’t you understand i have a career to live, i can’t abandon that. it’s important to me” Rhea scolded you
“i do understand im sorry” voice barely over a whisper
“how many times have i told you to give me my space ? this is exactly what i was afraid of with relationships.” Rhea got more upset by the minute and you felt tears start to flow like a faucet now broken. You couldn’t contain it but she wasn’t having it
“Why are you so fucking clingy? now look at you crying” you were getting tired of this, you mustered up the courage and dispose of the lump in your throat to fight back
“what did you expect!” you rose your voice, breaking from the tears that you failed to hold down.
“If you were so scared of someone becoming attached to you, we didn’t have to do this. We didn’t have to be in a relationship” Rhea became quiet. you wiped your eyes and started to put your shoes on.
“where are you going?” Rhea spoke.
“to give you your space, and so you don’t have to see my tears that you hate so much” You were almost out the door, but rhea grabbed your wrist trying to stop you.
“what do you want? you’ve made it very clear you don’t want me here right now. And i can’t deal with this either.” you couldn’t face Rhea
“I..” She didn’t know what to say, so you shook off her grip on you and left. Rhea was now alone, forced to think on what she had just said and did.
As you drove off, you fell into a deep sadness wondering why you couldn’t be perfect for Rhea. Why you always seemed to make her more aggravated than anything else. Maybe it was a personality clash, that it just wasn’t meant to be. It hurt so much when Rhea was gone for weeks on end for her job. You’d see her on the TV, smiling and yet that was the only time you’d ever seen her content. Rhea wouldn’t text you days on end and wouldn’t respond when you texted her checking to see if she was ok.
“Why are we even still together?” you thought, it felt like it was only a matter of time before either of you asked to break up. You turned up the radio, crying again.
Meanwhile Rhea was contemplating everything she has said to you. She didn’t understand why she always got so angry at you. You didn’t deserve that and she thought for sure you would break up with her after this. But she wanted to be better for you because she really did love you, more than she let on. Part of her wanted the freedom of being single, but being alone like this reminded Rhea of the cost of losing someone for her own wants.
The truth is, Rhea didn’t know how she could live without you. Her career was important but not more important than you. Yet she treated you like she was second best because her own life is so demanding. You were understanding as much as you could be, all you asked was just more time with your girlfriend. Guilt seeped into Rheas skin, overcoming her. Rhea thought about trying to find you but she had already done enough damage and decided to give you your space.
You weren’t sure where you were driving to, all you knew is that you couldn’t be there for now. Not when you had made Rhea so angry yet again. You thought about all the times she would hold you in her arms, kiss you everywhere, and being together didn’t have to get so complicated. You saw a bar come up and you thought it would be a bad idea to drink while you were responsible for driving back home. However, if alcohol could stop making you feel like this then maybe a little bit wouldn’t hurt.
Parking your car, you approached the bar. The atmosphere seemed calm enough so you sat down and asked for just anything that was strong. One drink became a few and a few became a lot.
“I’m sorry…im sorry” you said drunkingly through tears.
“I just want my rhea” you pulled out your phone struggling to type. You managed to say how sorry you were and how much you missed your girlfriend. All you wanted was for everything to be ok. Rhea responded asking where you were and saw that she was calling.
“hiiiiii rhea…” you were slurring your words and hiccuping which gave a clear indicator you were drinking
“Are you drunk right now?”
“Nope!” you said giggling. Rhea sighed knowing this was her fault.
“Send me your location”
“i. don’t. want to!” you thought you were fine and ok enough to drive.
“Please? we can talk this out, i’m sorry for everything. I don’t want you to drive while your drunk” You started to cry again.
“I just want us to be ok, we’ve been arguing so much. I’m sorry i’ve been so difficult for you” you weeped and weeped. On the other side of the phone, Rhea was getting her jacket on to look for you.
“You aren’t difficult, i’m sorry. Please let me come get you”
“…Okkk” sniffling you sent rhea your location.
“Stay on the phone, and no more drinking ok?” you hummed letting your head down on the table
Rhea felt horrible, but it doesn’t matter now. all that matters is knowing you’re safe and getting you home. The location you had sent was about 15 minutes away from the apartment. From there Rhea saw you sitting at the bar, tears dried and head on the table. You looked half asleep.
“Hey love, let’s go home ok?” She assisted you and you let her pick you up.
“Rhea…please don’t be mad”
“Of course i’m not mad, i’m sorry i need to be more understanding. But we’ll talk later ok?” you wobbled to the car into the passengers seat with Rheas help.
“Here, drink some water first” She held your face and assisted you with holding the water bottle. You fell asleep right after. Once you guys got home rhea picked you up and placed you on the bed. She gave a kiss on your forehead and walked away as she was unsure if you wanted her with you. You woke up and held on to your girlfriend.
“Please stay with me. don’t leave me please” you pleaded softly, rhea turned around and smiled
“of course i’ll stay with you angel. I’ll always be here, i’m not going anywhere ok?” you nodded and let Rhea get into bed while she held you tightly. You looked up at Rhea to see a tear roll down her face.
“i’m so sorry” she whispered, you kissed the tear away and embraced her.
“i forgive you, i love you” you were only a bit sober so it was hard to comprehend what you were saying but rhea understood. You both held onto each other, slowly falling asleep.
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tokio-motel · 8 months
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HEY HEY HEY LOVERRRR5🥰🥰🥰
dawg these r one of the worst ideas ive ever had but wtvvvv
IMMA ORDER UHHHH MILKSGAKE AND FRIES ALONG WITH 20 PIECE CHICKEN NUGGETS(full band separate headcannons😋) who got a bf and he's not a model singer or anything bro and it gets out in the public but thing is the band doesn't necessarily care cuz half of the fandom was wayyy nicer back then(check the comments of bill being accused of liking men they were so supportive) but reader is freakin out cuz of the backlash the band is getting again which is barely any people
ok so reader is prolly pacing around in his room and what he's fr doing is practicing the break up out loud and spoiler alert a member walks in and only hears the part '(insert band member) we need to break up' and they're jus mad confused and hurt and reader is making up lies on why he wants to break up when the only reason is because he doesn't want them to fail as a band bro loves them too much
OH u can choose if the ending is good or bad(pls dont make me cry too much)
BAND X READER : BREAKING UP
hiii 😻 im so tired oml
BILL:
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・He needed to ask you a favour.
・Most likely having to due with washing the hairspray out of his hair for him, since he was too lazy to do it himself
・He heard muffled voices comin from your room. He didn't want to eavesdrop but from what he could make out you sounded..worried or scared.
・Walks in your room, opening the door slowly so it doesn't creak.
・He watched you pace back and forth, your head in your hands. He stayed silent for a second, listening to you more carefully. Only to hear..
".. I'm sorry but..we need to break up, Bill."
・Oh. Oh.
・Stays silent for a minute before he shuffles on his foot, the sound of his shoe hitting th floor making you turn around with a small gasp.
"Bill! I thought you were out with-"
"M/N..what the hell were you saying?"
・Through sniffs and shaky breaths you'd explain how you just didn't want his career to be fucked, how you just wanted him to be safe
・He's arguing through tears, pointing out how truthfully nobody cares ever since it has gotten out you two were dating.
・He'd cry and sob and he would keep telling you that he loved you too much to let you go, how even if it messed up his career he'd always pick you.
・But..he was so disappointed you went to break up with him instead of talking it out.
"If you really want to break up them I guess.."
"Bill please I-"
"No. Stop."
・Walking out of the room holding back sobs and cries, running to the bathroom when he feels like he's gonna throw up.
TOM:
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・He was actually going to tell you something too!
・What? Did you forget it was your guy's one year anniversary?
yess im doing tha idc if its dumb
・Wanted to ask you about your favorite restaurants so he could pinpoint a location.
・Only thing best for M/N, right?
・Anyways, walking towards your room he can't help but keep the grin off his face. He's already prepared a gift for you downstairs.
・He's hearing muffled noises from your room, so he thinks at first your just calling a friend. Cool, thats fine-
"Tom this just...isn’t working anymore."
・He stops mid step, grin fading off his face as his heart stops.
・He doesn't know how to feel.
・He feels sad and nauseous and angry all over, his body trembling a he gets overwhelmed with emotions
・Tales a second before barging in, watching you stop pacing an look at him with big eyes.
".. What?"
・He can hardly choke out, feeling a if his legs will give out on him. He feels like he's gonna fall and crash on the floor, curling up in a ball as he sobs
・He can't make out anything you're saying, only half listening to your continuous 'sorries' and pleas for him to just hear you out and listen.
"But Tom, all of the backlash and.. -"
"WHAT fucking backlash?!"
・He's mad mad. Can hardly look at you as tears well in his eyes. He can hardly make out your own face, you're all blurry in his vision.
・Storms out of your room, slamming the door and ignoring you when you scream and beg for him to come back
・He doesn't, and probably never will.
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GEORG:
・He was bored, so tired of just sitting around the house all day!
・Wanted to bring you down to the lake, maybe have a picnic and listen to music...yeah that seemed nice. He knew you loved this lake, you'd always talk about it everytime you drove past it.
・Walking to your room, nearly skipping as he was going to tell you to put your boots on and get changed. It's been quite a long time since you have been out of the house yourself.
・You, on the other hand, weren't looking forward to hanging out with him right now. You weren't sure why you were so caught up about the fact dating him got out, nobody really cared.
・He was too giddy to knock, instead he strolled right on in with a big smile on his face. You were turned away, walking back and forth in your room as you muttered to yourself, although he could only make out a few words.
"..I can't do this with you anymore, Georg.."
・His heart drops at the same time his smile did, he feels like he's frozen in place. He can't move his legs, hands, nothing.
・Watching as you would look up at him as you stopped your steps, eyes tinted a shade of pink as your jaw was slightly dropped, neither of you being able to form words.
・Only takes a few seconds for your rambling to start, telling him your sorry and trying to make up an excuse.
"I..i was just practicing this thing for school about breaking up and-"
"That's such goddamn bullshit!"
・Can't look at you, hands giving to cover his face as his breathing is ragged. He'd stay quiet as you spoke, not absorbing anything.
・Doesn't bother to argue or intervene, just listening to your dumb excuses and desperate apologies that didn't mean anything to him anymore.
・Although if you mentioned something about your relationship being outed, he'd be furious. Doesn't quite show, he doesn't yell, but he's fuming.
・Truly doesn't get why you don't understand how much he loves you. So what if a few people dislike this? You were his boyfriend and you mattered to him so much..
・Well- you were his ex boyfriend now.
"If you wanted to break up you could've just said so! How long have you been feeling like this?"
・He's hurt and distraught and sad all at the same time, he's unable to process all of this.
・He doesn't actually say "We're breaking up" but it's so damn implied it felt like he was screaming it at you in the back of your head.
・Can't bother to look at that dammed lake anymore, taking another route if his original went past it.
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GUSTAV:
・He wanted to watch your favorite movie with you today!
・He knew you have been stressed recently, although he didn't quite know why. He just wanted to be there for you and help you get through this.
・You didn't want him to help you at all though, huh?
・You've wanted to break it to him for the past couple weeks that you needed to seeperate from each other, but it was hard considering that's not what you truly wanted.
・Although you gained so much positive feedback when your relationship got outed, those snarky,rude comments were getting to you.
・Anyways...Gustav had already gotten the popcorn ready, along with some of your favorite candy. Skittles, chocolate, starbursts..
・He had set up everything perfectly in the living room, making sure it was all neat and gorgeous. He couldn't wait to see your eyes sparkle with joy!
・Walking to your room, whistling quietly under his breath. Slowly opening your door. You were faced away from him, which gave him the perfect opportunity to scream "SURPRISE" if he wanted to!
・Yet he wanted to wait, he could hear your voice tremble as yo whispered to yourself. He could make out hardly anything, but a few words stood out to him
"Gustav..we should break up."
・He felt like he'd been hit with a brick. His heart beat sped up and he wanted to vomit.
・You turned, feeling like something was watching you. You were right. There stood Gustav, frozen in place as he started at you with glossy eyes
・Tears pooled in his eyes. He felt as if all the moisture in his mouth suddenly disappeared and he found it hard to swallow. It was like there was a rock lodged in his throat.
"Gustav, I didnt-"
"..you didn't?"
・His voice was barley above a whisper and he had to hold back sobs. He couldn't stand properly, leaning against the bedroom door for security.
・He didn't know what he did wrong! Why didn't you love him..why did you want to leave him..did he do something?
・Listening to you make up lies, he wanted to believe them. He wanted to think he heard you wrong and that you meant something totally different.
・But no matter how hardvhe tried to ignore it, there was a voice in the back of his head telling him that the things you were spewing were bullshit.
・His body trembled as he hit back another sob as you went in to tell him that you just wanted his career to be safe and easy, for there to be no backlash or hate.
"Please, M/N. Just..stop."
・Doesn't say anything as he staggers out the room, tears streaming down his cheeks. He ignores your pleas of forgiveness and sobs to listen to you. He had already listened to you and you had lied again and again.
・Can't sleep for days, thinks that you lied about wanting his career to be okay and really he had done something wrong.
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fcknstar · 1 year
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,, double life "
pairings : gf!ethanlandry x fem!reader ( elysia )
summary : what happens if he wants you safe?
content warnings : violence, stalker-like
**lowercase intended**
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it wasnt like ethan was insecure or anything. he just didnt like the way others would constantly go to you despite countless of threats. why would they go to you for help if they didnt like you. 
ethan juggled his double life, needing to be in places at once. over time, he felt the need to watch you get home safely before attacking anyone. of course it was difficult, having to end someones life and 'be' at econ the next second. but he manages. he doesnt know how you would react to him being ghostface, despite knowing your interest in serial killers. 
ethan and you were relatively close, ethan the quiet and shy kid who did nothing but mind his business. and you, an outgoing person who wanted one to feel like they didnt have to hide anything. that was what ethan hated about you, you were so friendly. too friendly for his liking. he didnt want to kill unnecessary of course, because quinn thought it was him being weak. 
ethan and you arranged a meet up to get lunch together like youd usually do, but it shocked him when you turned him down last minute, having styled his hair the way you liked it. 
" eth, im sorry but i gotta help out andy. he has this problem and needs me- you okay? " his once bright and doe eyes switched. it wasnt inviting to say the least. 
" yea go ahead. seems like that guy really needs you, so how bout you dont make him wait. " 
" sorry eth, ill make it up to you. " you tiptoed and presses your lips onto ethans cheeks. you are one to be very affectionate to others, which was another trait ethan hated. 
who, who in this campus or city have felt your lips? ethan wanted you to only kiss him, have your last breath with him. 
watching you walk away, he couldnt help but sulk. why did you sudden turn him down, and was andy that important that you had to leave ethan stranded. 
" told you she was a waste of time. its better if we just kill her off so you dont go crying to daddy about your sad love story. " quinn didnt look up from the book she was currently reading. she found it amusing, how one person, one girl can change a guy entirely. 
" lay a finger on her for a surprise, quinn. " ethan stopped his pacing, angry that quinn would even suggest such a thing. 
" oh i love surprises! " quinn cheered. 
ethan was in his shared dorm, viewing your instagram story that was filled with pictures of you smiling. you smiling with that bitch andy. of course he would get angry, the only guy you ever posted other than him was chad and your family. andy? andy. youve got to be kidding, ethan thought. 
he trusted you of course, but not andy. 
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andy seemed more touchy with you, seeing you take a shot of alcohol before encouraging andy to take some. andy just shook his head and brushed your hair behind you ear. ethan saw something in andys eyes that you probably couldnt. after standing outside the bar, pretending to be waiting for someone, he saw you and andy getting ready to leave. as if on cue, he acted like he was passing by when he saw you two. 
" eth! what are you doing here? you look cute tonight- " 
" hey ethan. "
" i was just passing by. come elysia, ill get you to sam- " ethan was rudely interrupted by andy. 
" dont sweat it, i can bring her. " 
" i feel that it is safer if shes with me. " ethan snapped back. from afar, he sees quinn shaking her head disapprovingly. 
" come on man, i can- "
" andy, i wanna go with ethan. " sighing in defeat, he lets go of you. you lost your balance but ethan caught you. 
" whatever man. " 
" you alright? can you walk? " ethan layed his hands on your shoulders to examine you. 
" eth, you worry too much! can we go now, m very tired. " ethan nodded, watching how quinn is still standing, studying you and ethan. 
ethan doesnt have a choice but had to walk towards quinn as that it the direction of your dorm. 
" hey angel! " quinn said, walking up to you, eyes darting to ethans arm that was wrapped around your waist. smiling with a glint of mischief in her eyes, she started. 
" you shouldnt be out with random people. who knows what could have happened if they were the ghostface killer everyones talking about? " 
" quinn- " quinn shrugged, challenging ethan. 
" eths here, i trust that he can protect me. " halting at a traffic stop, quinn sighed, knowing that shits not true. 
" ely, you know better to trust anyone after what happened in woodsbro. plus, you know what they say, keep your enemies closer. " that made you turn to quinn, eyes squinting in disgust. it was as if ethan knew what you were going to say, so he spoke for the both of you. 
" its not nice to bring up someone's past quinn. " green light flashed quinns face, indicating that you were able to start walking as the vehicles stopped for you. 
" what, am i wrong? " ignoring quinn, ethan quickened his pace and wrapped his hand tighter around you. 
he knew quinn was driven by madness. having lost her brother that was killed by your best friend. since sam killed the person she cared about, quinn wanted sam to feel how it feels to lose hers ; tara and you. 
the next day, you thought about what quinn said. it made sense but you knew you could trust your friend group. quinn was probably just looking out for you, you thought. you and quinn had a good relationship, or so you thought. quinn would come to you for advices or even when she had to spill a gossip. 
screams filled the void as your eyes darted to quinns room. mindy stood up quickly, rebuilding her guard that she destroyed for the friend group. there was no way someone could have sneaked, the doors having about five locks and the apartment was on the third floor, with no fire escape. 
then there was silence. nobody dared to make a move and senses heightened. the door swung open, revealing ghost face throwing quinns body in front of you. everyone screamed, scrambling to find a zone where they felt safe in, but it was impossible when ghost face could easily find you. rushing to the bowl where held all keys, you realized it was empty, signaling that there was no way out. 
wanting to defend yourself, you ran to the kitchen where a frustrated sam threw the knife holder. it was empty. no knives whatsoever. fuck. sam ran towards you, not realizing that you were in her way. ghost face swung his knife missing sam by an inch. a wet sounds was heard when sam realized that the knife had cut your arm. 
screaming in pain, you ran after sam, trying to find somewhere safe to hide. ghostface - ethan - realizing that he had hurt you, felt worried, but had to throw that feeling aside as he had to at least kill someone. 
anika pushed the drawers in front of the door with the help of chad after getting stabbed by ghostface. sams newfound boyfriend, danny, pulled his ladder through his window and onto yours. 
" you gotta climb! sam, im here! just look at me, focus on me! " sam breathed, calming herself down. 
the pounds on the door got worst as ghostface tried to budge the door open. seeing that mindy was holding it back, you ran to her aid. 
" l, its not safe, just go! " 
" fuck you if you think imma leave you. " mindy smiled through pain and her suffering, her nightmares chasing after her.
" go mindy! " mindy shook her head, not wanting to leave you. 
" anika needs you, mindy! go! " mindy was feeling hopeless, she didnt want to leave her girlfriend and her best friend that she considered her sister. 
nodding, she ran to anika. 
" anika i need you to climb, okay? " mindy held anikas tear stained face who had fear in her eyes. death was just on the other side of the door, she knew she couldnt make it. 
" mindy you go first, please mindy. " she cried. 
not wanting to fight any further, mindy pressed her lips onto anikas, afraid that this might be the last considering her injuries she sustained. 
when it was anikas turn, she looked at you.
" elys, you should go- "
" anika! you go first please. i can hold this son of a bitch back. " you found a dumbbell, you thought that could be used as a weapon if ghostface attacks. ethan hated that you were selfless, risking your life for others when he should be the one risking his life for you. 
anika was barely in the middle of the ladder when ghostface managed to open the door. you were pushed forward by impact. adrenaline was pumping harder, so you lifted the dumbbell and aimed at ghostfaces mask. a groan could be heard from behind the mask. satisfied with such noise, you continued hitting ghostface in the face until anika was able to reach the other side safely. once ghostface was stunned, you ran to the window and began climbing it when your leg got pulled. 
your head landed with a thud and sam called out to you. 
ghostface then pushed the ladder off your windowsill and shut the window, leaving you trapped with him. 
all they could see from such a small view was ghostface lifting his knife, landing it right where they thought you were. there was a scream and they knew then and there you were gone. sam cried out, having to lose another loved one. ghostface stood up, head slightly tilted as he walked out of the room. 
★ 
" i had econ! " ethan defended himself. 
" i was in the studyhall with a thousand of students, you can ask them! " chad let go of ethans collar when chad sighed. 
" wheres ely? " eyes running through the group. " and quinn? "
" she- theyre dead. " chad knew about ethans jnterest in you and felt devastated for his friend. but it was for the better as he knew if ethan was there to witness your killing, he wouldnt be able to take it all in. 
" fuck.. no.. no. " ethan dropped to his knees as he couldn't believe what he heard. mindys guess of him being ghostface faltered. unless it was a pity act. and it was, because he knows that youre safe. 
★ 
waking up with a headache, you felt light weight. you jolted up think you were dead. 
" youre not dead you know? " it was ethan. he was sitting by the foot of the bed watching you with intense eyes. 
" where are we, eth? " glancing around the unfamiliar room. 
" how are you feeling, l? " ethan ignored your question, not bothering to answer. he doesnt know how to explain what happened. 
" eth, im being serious, where are we? " ethan wanted it to be just you and him. when you tried to move off the bed, a cold bar came in contact with your wrist. 
a cuff. 
" eth, whats going on? " no answer. 
" ethan? "
" ethan landry? " he saw how your eye brows creased, wanting an explanation. 
" i need you safe here, ive hurt you already and thats enough for me to keep you safe. youre safe with me. im all you need. " ethan was rambling. 
what? he hurt me? looking at your arm that was bandaged, you connected the dots. 
" you're not- " 
realization filled your eyes as it darted toward ethan. 
" what? are you scared of me now that im ghostface? are you going to run away when you know damn well i can protect you better than anyone can. " 
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lemonmaid · 6 months
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There is no one here.
Warnings: angst? Also this was kinda of a vent fic, I wrote down all my feelings from the past year and turned it into a fic, that's why it's corny.
(Name)/Reader is Yuu/Perfect
"I do everything, and I never get a thank you"
"I've had to take care of every mess, and my only reward is getting a pat on the back or being allowed to even go on trips as the bag carrier".
"When I complain, I just get threatened to be kicked out or reminded that there is no where for me to go. How would that make you feel?"
"I get asked to do thing, but if I don't do them then am the asshole"
"I have no one besides that damn cat to hug. How sad is that. I don't even remember when the last time someone said that they love me or gave me a genuine hug. I miss my family, I miss the people who genuinely cared about me".
"If I died here there wouldn't be anyone to care, my family probably thinks I'm already dead!"
(Name) felt like drowning, they felt like tempered glass that was dropped too hard.
'Burned out' that's the word (Name) wanted to use but who can say? Depression, burned out, anger, agony, it was the same thing in the mixing bowl, but beaten to hard.
(Name) just stared at their phone, waiting for the alarm to just go off so they could start another day, doing everyone's chores, then working a shift at Azul's lounge, then finally doing theirs and Grims homework.
*ting*
Times up. Time to get ready and be there for everyone while no one is there for you.
.....
(Name) could barely hear the arguing between Ace and Grim, then venting coming from Epel, (Name) was too zoned our to notice their food getting colder and colder. But they could feel the hundreds of eyes upon them, it was like a curse.
"(Name) are you-" before Jack could finish his sentence a swarm of needy people came to their table.
"Oohhhh (nammmmee)! Me and Jamil are going to this new restaurant, do you wanna come with?"
"Oi her-"
"Get your dirty paws off them, I was here first, so their attention should be on me".
"Shrimpy!! Can you take my shift tonighttttt?????".
The bickering slowly started fade out, (Name) couldn't focus on anything but clock ticking and their heart beating.
"IM GOING TO THE BATHROOM!" (Name) suddenly ran off.
In the bathroom, (Name) was almost hyperventilating.
'I can't keep doing this' (Name) thought as they splashed water onto their face.
(Name) looked in the mirror, their sunken face, tired eyes, their appearance was laughable.
(Name) felt angry, why are they always the bad guy, why can't they put boundaries? Why are they the one who has to do everything? Why are they the one who has to fix it?
(Name) was slowly seething.
But then their heartbreaks at the thought that no one really cares, can't anyone else see them slowly slipping away? Why won't anyone help them, why can't anyone else see what they are going through?
"Hey, you doing okay bro?"
(Name) turned around facing Duece, "Yeah, I'm fine. You know, stressed".
Deuce gave (name) a look, "are you sure? You look agitated"
(Name) thought about it, this would be a great time to just vent! "Am I? Sorry, I wouldn't know why"
Deuce hummed, "your food was getting cold, thought I would save it"
(Name) grabbed the tray from Deuce, "thanks".
A knock interrupts the two, "oh! (Name)! Perfect timing! I need your assistance!"
(Name) felt their body sink to the floor, "How can I help Crowley?".
Keys jingle, the door opens, "Perfect! I need your help! It's a dire situation! One that will cost Ramshackle!".
(Name) felt themselves age faster.
Crowley explains how he fell into a pyramid scheme, how does this involve (name)? No one knows.
"If you don't help! Who know what could happen! Those overbolts only happen around you!".
(Name) felt their heart-dropped, tears tricked down their face.
Deuce reached out for "(Name)".
"I just feel so ashamed and embarrassed? How was any of that my fault? Like don't they know how traumatizing it was for me to go through all of those damn overbolts? Why do they have the right" (Name) wailed.
Crowley and Deuce could only watch in shock.
"This is all YOUR fault!" (Name) screamed.
"Now listen here perfect! Just because-"
"NO! It is your fault! Why am I to take any of the blame?!".
"What's going on in here?".
A crowd gathered around the bathroom door, hushed voices, judgemental, sympathetic stares.
(Name) felt the stares, eyes staring at them, seething. It was all too much.
The room was spinning; the voices getting louder, more eyes appearing.
It was madness.
(Name) felt their heart race, breathing so fast like they'd run a marathon.
'I've got to get out of here'.
(Name) went to move into the crowded hallway, their steps erratic.
The hushing voices are getting louder.
"Look at them".
"How are they the perfect?"
"Can't do anything right-".
"They don't belong here-".
"Magicless-".
"Abnormal-".
"Waste of space-".
"The school's janitor-".
"Teacher's pet"-.
"Stuck up-".
"WORTHLESS-".
A hand grabs their shoulders, "(Name) are you alright?".
(Name) looks into Malleus's eyes, "no".
Darkness.
(Name) finally opened their eyes.
'It's quiet'.
(Name) looked around and saw "Get Well Soon" cards decorated the room, deflated balloons.
"You're awake".
(Name) saw Crowley sitting in a chair by them, "It's been a couple of weeks you know? Personally I thought you were gone, I mean, a magicless human overbolting? Never happened before. But with you, a lot of things never happened before".
"I'm still... so tired" (Name) silently cried.
"I know. I'm sorry".
Authors note:
No part 2, this was a vent fic that I fixed up and wrote into putting characters from Twisted Wonderland.
Sometimes there is no happy endings.
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trash-king18 · 10 months
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m pt. 16
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sorry guys i’m j a mess at this point i haven’t been posting
cw: shameful miggy, m masturbation, miggy with the oral fixation?? marking
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he was in no condition to get himself home, but you couldn’t leave him there like this. when he was able to stand, you took him to the lab to take his vitals. they were better than normal, the aftershock of the injections was seemingly unavoidable, but there were no convulsions this time which was good.
he still wouldn’t meet your eye but every time you looked away to check a screen or grab something he stared at the cut on your face.
after you finished drawing his blood you went to take the needle out and the pad of his finger gently traced beside it
you flinch slightly
“i hurt you” he sounds like he’d just come out of a daze
“no you didn’t it’s fine”
“i did that”
“it was an accident miguel it doesn’t hurt, it’s okay”
“no it’s not, i hurt you”
“you weren’t trying to, it’s just a little cut”
“no. i got angry and i couldn’t control myself and i“
“miguel” you pull his hand from your face “stop. you have plenty of apologies to make but that’s not one of them”
“i know and i-“
“hey. we can talk about it later. you’re vitals look good right now we just need to get you to bed”
“i’ll sleep here it’s fine”
“no. no you won’t. cmon i’m taking you home”
he looks at you puzzled
but you grab his arm and lead him to the elevator. he follows you in and when you get down you just start walking to the car.
“..get in”
you’re silent on the way to his apartment. he’s clearly uncomfortable, you doubt he’s even been in a car for years.
you park on the street and let yourself into the building since it doesn’t lock and lead him all the way to his door and he just kind of follows like a sad puppy.
he opens the door and steps in. he turns to you as you stand in the doorway. you stay there for a moment but you eventually step in which seems to relieve him.
he eases himself onto a stool at the island, his whole body clearly a little tense from the injection
“i’m sorry”
“what for?”
“everything.”
“no i’m gonna need to hear some specifics”
you tease him slightly, testing the waters
“this isn’t a joke”
“oh i’m being very serious. i believe you owe me a total of.. 5? apologies”
“five?”
“yeahhh and they each have to be separate”
he lets out a breath but he’s not argumentative about it
“i’m sorry for following you and-“
“-mm mm seperate”
“really”
you look at him dead serious
“i’m sorry for..being.. a jerk. i’m sorry for being irresponsible…”
“..anddd..”
he rolls his eyes but it’s more humorous than annoyed
“i’m sorry for invading your privacy”
“..aaaanndd?”
“ay are you really gonna make me say it”
“without a doubt”
he sighs “.. and im.. sorry… for acting like a jealous boyfriend” he mumbles the last part
“im sorry i couldn’t hear you”
“…im sorry.. for acting like a jealous boyfriend. are you happy now”
“maybe a little” you smirk
“mi cariño eres una demonio” he smiles slightly but there’s pain in his face
my sweet you are a demon
“not sure you’re in a position to make fun of me right now”
“you’re right.”
“…but i’m glad you are”
you walk up to him and place a hand on his cheek
he brings his hand to yours and leans into your touch.
“y/n..”
“no it’s over, we’ve apologized. and i know i don’t have to worry about it again because if i do you can find a new biomedical engineer”
“funny”
“i’m being serious”
“i believe it”
he searches your eyes before slowly reaching out to put his hand on your hip. his touch is light and he keeps his eyes on yours and then gently moves to your back and pulls you between his legs.
he speaks quietly
“it’s late.. you.. you should go”
you don’t move “i should”
he nods reluctantly
“but..”
he raises his brow
“it’s really dark and my eyes are tired.. i’m not sure i should drive”
“are you sure”
“don’t make me change my mind”
he doesn’t answer he just pulls you into his arms and picks you up. he walks you into his room and lays you down on the bed.
“uh.. clothes?” but he’s already digging a shirt from his drawer and handing it to you.
you both change
you sit down on the edge of the bed and he crawls in next to you. you sit back against the headboard but you look down and realize he’s gently tugging at the fabric of your shirt.
“what?”
“you’re just.. so far”
“i’m a foot away”
“but.. you could be right here” he looks down at the space right next to him
“…it’s late i think maybe we should just.. sleep yeah?”
“…ok”
he switches the lamp off and lays back down. he falls asleep quickly, his body’s tired from the injection effects. you watch him for a while, he even looked broody asleep. but not long after you fell asleep too.
when you woke up it was later than normal given it was saturday and the sun was streaming in between the drawn curtains. after squirming around for a minute trying to turn onto your other side you see him sitting on the edge of the bed with his back turned to you.
your eyes are barely open and your voice is sleepy “buen día”
he doesn’t answer so you force yourself up and crawl over behind him
he’s looking down at his lap seemingly lost in thought
you stifle a giggle
“oh-“
“shit, hi.. morning” he moves his hand to cover his hard on and moves so his back is blocking you again.
“i uhm sorry it just-“
“oh don’t be embarrassed spider boy it’s not your fault”
he grumbles “what did i say about calling me that”
“oh cmon” you move closer and rest your chin on his shoulder “no one’s here to hear it”
“yeah but i have to, it’s insulting”
“you’ve said 10 times worse to any and everyone who even slightly pisses you off”
“this is different”
“how”
“because it’s you”
he shifts uncomfortably still trying to hide it
“i’ve seen a boner before miguel, stop acting like a hormonal teenage boy who just started puberty”
“you are just full of insults this morning”
he turns his head to the side so he can look at you and you smile at him teasingly. he suddenly kisses you.
“how do you feel this morning”
“me? im more worried about you” you glance down at his lap
“don’t worry about that”
“but” you kneel behind him with your legs on either side and wrap your arms around him from behind “i am.. it’s not healthy after all”
his bare skin is warm and you relax into him
“oh? you gonna help me out”
“nope.” you reply sweetly
“no?”
“mm i was thinking i’d just.. watch”
his bare skin is warm and you relax into him. he gets the message and manages to tug the waist band of his sweatpants down just enough and takes it in his hand stroking it a few times until it gets fully hard. he glances at you again but you’ve occupied yourself pressing gentle kisses to his neck shoulders and upper back. he leans back into it slightly as his hand moves up and down.
your hands glide over the muscles of his chest and abs, letting your nails lightly drag against his skin.
he starts to moan and his other hand comes around to grip your leg at his side and pull you even closer to him
you focus your lips on the skin on the base of his neck as you watch him start to thrust into his hand.
“god tus manos”
your hands
you tug his ear gently with your teeth and whisper into his skin
“seguir hablando por mi”
keep talking for me
“ay fuck niña bonita tu seras la muerte para mi”
pretty girl you’ll be the death of me
his hand speeds up and his head falls back onto your shoulder. his breath comes out as a series of pants and moans.
“unh.. fuck cariño.. i-“
“lo sé, i know”
i know
“di mi nombre”
say my name
you kiss his neck and say his name softly
“miguel”
he starts to jerk slightly
breathlessly “otra vez”
again
you whisper his name into his ear again and he cums into his hand
he keeps his head back on you and shuts his eyes as he catches his breath. you press gentle kisses to his jawline.
he stays like that for a moment and grabs tissues from the night stand to clean up and you run your fingers lazily through his hair as he does still peppering kisses to the base of his neck. he puts them aside and stills for a moment before turning around and tackling you onto the bed laying you on top of him
“hey! what are you doing”
he covers your face with kisses and then buries his face in your neck
you hear yourself giggle and you feel like you’re on an alien planet. which honestly would’ve probably felt more normal than this given your job.
you were in miguel o’haras bed being assaulted by soft kisses after spending the night together. as weird as your.. situation with each other was you still would have never fathomed that he of all people would ever be like this.
he takes both your hands and guides them to his head and you start to comb through his hair and massage his scalp which earns you a low sigh of gratitude
“i wonder what all our super hero friends would think if they knew you were really just a big softie”
he stops abruptly and looks up at you
“they won’t think anything because no one will ever hear a word about any of this”
“mmmhm i can hear the jokes jess would make right now, now that would be funny”
“y/n im serious”
“so am i, she’s hilarious”
“y/n.”
“oh my god you know i’m kidding” he nods satisfied and goes back to attending to your neck
“i’d never admit to sleeping with you do you know what that would do to my reputation”
he scoffs and grabs your hips flipping so that he’s pinning you down and says
“you didn’t seem too worried about that reputation a few minutes ago”presses a bruising kiss to your lips
“mmph stop it”
he dips down to suck on the skin under your ear
“do not give me a hickey”
“why not” he grins against your skin before sucking your skin back into his mouth
“we just said no one could know about this”
“put your hair down”
“i’m being serious”
he let’s go satisfied with the mark he’s left before moving down slightly to make another
“they don’t have to know who it’s from”
“~miguel~”
“just that they can’t have you”
“does this have anything to do with marcus”
he tugs the collar of his shirt down so he can reach your collar bone and starts on another “nope.”
“you’re lying”
he mumbles against you “sure cariño whatever you say”
the entirety of his body weight rests on the lower half of you keeping you caged underneath him and you just relax into him and comb his hair out of his eyes with your fingers.
a couple marks later and your shirts on the floor and he’s drawing lazy circles around your nipple with his tongue.
you start moaning lightly at the sensation and your head falls to the side and you catch a glimpse of the clock
10:06
“shit!”
he looks up at you quizzically seeming slightly upset by the interruption
“i’m late” you say squirming your way out from under him
“late for what it’s saturday”
“i know! i promised my sister id be there in like 20 minutes to take the boys for the day while she works a case”
you scramble to gather your clothes from yesterday, you don’t have time to run home for fresh ones.
“fuck ok i’m gonna shower really quick and then i have to go”
you don’t even let him answer before tugging his shirt on to dash down the hall to the bathroom.
about 5 minutes later you emerge with wet hair combed back fully dressed. he’s standing in the kitchen with your bag on the counter.
“you’re coming back right?”
“uh tonight? i’m not sure if she works late enough i’ll probably just crash there”
“…right” you knew that’s not what he was asking but you couldn’t consider that right now. besides crystals cases could take days with no time to come home.
he hands you your bag
“thanks i’ve gotta go. take it easy today no missions, and don’t try to sneak one lyla already knows you shouldn’t be going. ill.. see you.. around”
“that’s it?”
“what.. did you want a kiss goodbye” you tease
“no-“ his eyes flash with guilt
“oh my god you totally did”
“no i just thought..”
“save it o’hara. your covers blown, you’re an absolute sucker”
“i am not a-“
you kiss his cheek gently. it felt weird. it wasn’t lustful or teasing, it was just.. a kiss.
he opens the portal for you and you turn to leave but before you walk in he grabs your arm and pulls you back
“i changed my mind”
he plants a kiss on the bruises blossoming on your neck
“keep your hair up”
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outivv · 2 years
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— toxic traits —
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Synopsis: toxic traits I think they have
Warnings: itto? Manipulative. Ayato? Manipulative on purpose. Also very much not proofread (I’m sorry to anyone who read this before I came back and fixed my mistakes)
Game/ fandom: genshin impact
Characters: itto, shenhe, yun Jin, ayato, yelan, kuki shinobu, and Heizou
Pronouns for reader: gender neutral/ not mentioned
A/n: IM BACK AT IT AGAIN. Anyways quick disclaimer, this is just based off of my own options of characters and what I interpreted from them in quests/ events/ etc. if you do not agree with me… okay??? Just don’t be rude please an thank you! <3
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— Itto —
Overly angry, and stubborn when mad. Itto is someone who’s not afraid of conflict, and who can get… passionate, and childish especially during a fight led by pure emotions. He sometimes catches himself, and apologizes profusely afterwards, but is that truly enough? After he just screamed at you… to be fair you did the same so… are you in the wrong? It sends you into a flurry of emotions and thoughts that you have to step away for a moment. He gets to scared you’re leaving him he practically begs you to stay. The clinginess, is a sharp contrast to the anger you saw on him before, it makes you… guilty. Maybe you are in the wrong… he always makes you feel like the bad guy even if he doesn’t mean to. He’s just so… unaware.
— Shenhe —
Love is something shenhe is unfamiliar with. Sure cloud retainer took care of her but it was never purely out of love. Shenhe isn’t even sure if she can love, with how powerful the red ropes are. She loves you… she thinks, but she looks at you like you’re a burden, like she wants to be rid of you. She treats you like any other person, not her partner, she doesn’t even seem to care. She wants to love you, she wants to give you all that you deserve, but she emotionally can’t. Even if she promises to.
— Yun Jin —
Hides your relationship to the extreme. She has to, it’s not that she wants to she loves you so much! But she literally has to or else her manager would kill her. Her manager told her to break up with you but yun Jin held her ground I’ll give her that. You can rarely been seen out in public with her, and if you are it’s strictly platonic. Even then some things cross the boundary of what you’re allowed to do. She tells you that she does love you, and that it’s just an act in public but you can’t help but feel… sad going out into public with her. Her acting is a little too good at times…
— Ayato —
Fakes his feelings, even towards you. He’s had to, I mean he’s a politician, he works with greedy, and manipulative people, and the only way to get ahead of them is to beat them at their own game. At least that’s what you want to believe, that he’s “had to be this way, to provide for him and his sister.” but in reality- maybe he was always like this. I mean, you can’t remember the last time you knew that his feelings were real.
— Yelan —
So secretive. Hides the simplest things from you, it’s like she doesn’t trust you. It’s not that, she just doesn’t trust anyone. You are no exception. You think that maybe you can earn her trust, so you do everything in your power to achieve that, to have her trust you. But nothing works. It’s like she just doesn’t want to, she doesn’t want to learn to trust, because she’s seen how people can betray one another. You are no exception.
— Kuki Shinobu —
So willing to help everyone and anyone. That wouldn’t be a bad thing on its own, but it’s when she comes home from a long day of work, and helping itto, that she doesn’t have the energy to spend on you most times. It hurts a bit that you’re one of her final concerns. She tries, she does, but she just… is so tired, and tries her best to take of herself, that she can’t put her attention on you sometimes. Mentally, and physically, that she just… can’t.
— Heizou —
He takes every chance to fool you. Most of it’s harmless pranks, but when his confidence gets to be a little too… much, he can take it a little far sometimes. He apologizes profusely when he realizes what he’s done, but even a billion sorry’s aren’t enough sometimes.
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sammie217 · 2 months
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Call me baby like you used to.
he forgot to kiss you 3 times this week
at first you brushed it off thinking he is stressed because of the schedules.
“im leaving bye” hyunjin said and quickly left
“hyunjin your lunch-“ You said before he closed the door and left
“whatever ill stop by the company and drop it off later”you said to yourself in your head
you cleaned the house before packing his lunch in a cute lunchbox with cute tooth picks and made the fruit into hearts
you went to the cafe near the company building to get hyunjin and the boys coffee they were probably exhausted practicing
you went inside the building
“Hey Y/N!!! i havent seen you in so long” jian one of the staff member said
“yeahh ive been busy lately i missed you where is hyunjins practice room?” you asked
“let me check the systemi think they are at 3rd floor room 325, yeah it says they are” jian responded
“thank you see you around” you waved
“bye” jian waved back
you got in the elevator and pressed 3rd floor
“excuse me do you know where room 325 is?” you asked the lady in the hallway
“its to the right” the lady said
“Thank you have a nice day”
you knocked on the door and chan opened it
“oh hey Y/N come in” chan greeted you
“thank you where is hyunjin?”
“I think he went to help riko with their new dance collab” felix responded
“yeah he did” changbin said
“ohh okay here is coffee for you guys i know you guys are tired”
“thanks Y/N very much needed haha” jeongin replied
“No problem should i leave hyunjins lunch here or go hand it to him? “
“go give it to him he might take long” lee know said
“the room number is 408 by the way” seungmin said
“okay thanks bye see you guys around”
“BYEE” they all said at the same time
you got at the 4th floor and found room 408 you looked from the glass next to the door you saw hyunjin and who you believed was riko on top of hyunjin holding his hands on top of his head
he looked up at the door and saw you looking he looked shocked pushed the girl off and got up to follow you.
you just ran to the elevator with tears in your eyes
“Y/N angel wait” he yelled
he catched you before you entered the elevator
“Let me explain angel-“
“there is nothing to explain hyunjin. YOU COULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME YOU DIDNT LIKE ME IT WOULD HURT LESS” you said while trying to escape his hug
“let me go!” you said
“wait listen to me” hyunjin said
“what?!!? what is it say it” you yelled while crying
“she was forcefully kissing me i swear!” he said looking into your eyes
“i don’t believe you Hwang Hyunjin” you said angry and sad at the same time
“don’t call me that angel call me baby like you used to”
hyunjin said sadly
“i swear im saying the truth just check the cameras please angel” hyunjin said while also tearing up
“fine. show me the cameras” you said still not believing
“ we need to ask JYPAPI to show” hyunjin said
(i had to include that im sorry)
you went to JYPAPI’s office
hyunjin knocked
“Hello jay papi park can i see the cctv footage of room 408 please” hyunjin asked while bowing
“Hello to you to Hyunjin” jay papi park said
“and hello Y/N” jay papi park waved
you bowed “hello papi park”
“ok hyunjin ill send u the fotage on your phone” papi park said
“okay thank you bye Mr Papi park have fun” hyunjin said
“bye Mr park” you said
“bye kids”
he sent the footage to hyunjins phone and there you saw how she forced him to kiss her
“im still sorry angel it wont happen again” he said while hugging you
“its okay baby i love you”
“how about i take the day off and we hangout for a bit ive been so busy lately sorry for forgetting to give you hugs ahd kisses” hyunjin said
“you noticed too hehe and sure if chan allows you to” you said happily
did i write this at 1 am again?
yes. help it turned out so bad i was planning to make it sad ending but i was like i already made 2 with sad endings anyways so YEAH hope you enjoyed HAVE FUN BYE BYE
send me requests please im running out of ideas 😔😔
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a-smol-cosplayer · 1 year
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im back on my ‘contributing to the wednesday/wyler fandom as a whole’ here are some incorrect quotes for y'all :)
Enid: I am SPEECHLESS!! 
Wednesday: *narrating*: despite being speechless she managed to lecture me for the next ten minutes 
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Wednesday: If you had to separate your bees from 49 other identical bees that were all equally excited to see you, how would you determine which bee was yours?
Eugene: I would take my 50 bees home and live like a king
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Xavier: who would win a fight, Enid or Tyler?
Wednesday: I cant answer that - Tyler is my boyfriend.
Xavier:  so Enid?
Wednesday: definitely 
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Yoko: I hate going into the kitchen only to realise im the only snack in the house.
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Tyler: *drops keys*
Tyler: you’ve got to be key-ding me
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Enid: MURDER IS NEVER THE ANSWER!!
Tyler: Of course not! Murder is the question 
Wednesday: And the answer is always.
Bianca: All of you are wrong. The answer was 12. This is why you all failed.
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Wednesday: I would be the worst PR manager ever. My client would be like ‘there are rumours going around that I’m gay and a satanist’ and I would just be like ‘haha awesome!’ 
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Eugene: drug dealer? No, hug dealer! Come here 
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Ajax: anyone would be lucky to date me, I was called ‘a pleasure to have in class’ when I was in primary school 
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Wednesday: in my defence I was left unsupervised 
Enid: weren’t you with Thing?? 
Thing: In my defence I was also left unsupervised 
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Wednesday: idiotsaywhat
Enid: pardon?
Tyler: sorry?
Bianca: excuse me?
Xavier: what?!?!?
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Enid: Yoko! Did u know that there is a rumour that you are gay!
Yoko: rumour!?!?! a RUMOUR!?!? U mean people are doubting it!?
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Enid: can you turn the lights on?
Ajax: I don’t need to, you’re the only light I need in my life.
Enid: Ajax please I cant see.
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Eugene: I’m a genius, I finished this lego set in 3 days!
Wednesday: so?
Eugene: The box says from 4-7 years
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Wednesday: we’re so in sync, it’s like we finish each others-
Enid: homework
Wednesday: huh?
Enid, sliding her maths work over in tears: please
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Enid: you were so drunk at the party last night
Tyler: no I wasn’t
Enid: actually you were
Enid: you called a taxi to take you home
Tyler: so? Thats responsible, I didn’t want to put anyone in danger by drinking and driving
Enid: the party was at your house, Tyler...
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Enid: if a plant is sad, do other plants photo-sympathise with it?
Yoko: I chlorofeel you man
Bianca, tired as hell at 3am: are you guys fucking serious?
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Enid: I have a boyfriend now
Wednesday trying to be encouraging: a boyfriend?
Enid: *reflexively does a panicked peace sign*
Wednesday: TWO boyfriends!?!?
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Bianca: do you have any chicken or pork?
Waitress: no, but we have beef
Bianca: oh, WE have beef, huh? You really wanna fight? Alright, let’s do this. Kent, hold my breadsticks.
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Enid: I changed all of my passwords to ‘incorrect’ so whenever I forget it, it will tell me, ‘your password is incorrect.’
Yoko: genius
Wednesday, already hacking into all her info: dumbass
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Tyler: I just hid Wednesdays typewriter so she would hang out with us… how long do you think I have left to live?
Enid: 10
Tyler: 10 what?
Enid: 9
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Enid at 3am at a sleepover: how do tall people sleep? Wouldn’t their feet go right past the blanket?
Tyler: Enid it’s 3 in the morning
Enid: you can’t sleep?
Tyler: …
Enid: is it the blanket?
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Tyler: Awe look at you Wednesday, getting romantic with all these candles
Wednesday: first of all, I’m summoning a demon
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Enid: *stabbing air between Wednesday and Bianca with a butter knife*
Wednesday: what are you doing?
Enid: trying to cut the angry tension between you two
Enid: it isn’t working
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Tyler: I haven’t been this happy since-
Tyler: 
Tyler: oh, wow. I’ve never been this happy!
Tyler: huh!
Tyler: that’s bad!
/
Tyler: I really wish you would just own up to it when you make a mistake
Wednesday, calmly stirring her coffee: I prEFER it with salt
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Xavier: *hugs Wednesday*
Wednesday: what are you doing?
Xavier: appreciating the little things in life
Wednesday: bitch
/
*playing scrabble*
Enid: I will put down my ‘A’ to spell ‘A’
Tyler: I will put down my ’T’ to make ‘AT’
Wednesday: and I will add onto your ‘AT’ to make ‘BIOSTRATIGRAPHIC’
Enid: *flips board*
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Wednesday: What if I pour coffee into my cereal instead of milk?
Tyler, taking the coffee pot as he walks by: what if you don’t.
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Yoko: Wednesday, someone dropped your manuscript
Wednesday: are you joking? That manuscript is my best friend and I will straight up ASSASSINATE-
Yoko: it was Enid
Wednesday: of course she did never mind then. 
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Enid: truth or dare?
Wednesday: truth
Enid: how many hours have you slept this week?
Wednesday: uhh, dare
Enid: I dare you to go to sleep
Wednesday: I don’t like this game
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Tyler: Wednesday Addams could slap me in the face and I’d say thank you
Xavier: i’d say thank you too
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Bianca: theres a monster underneath my bed and its really ugly
Kent, on the bottom bunk: honestly, fuck you
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Enid: a Z is just a sideways N
Wednesday, trying to concentrate: can you shut up?
Enid: zo
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Enid: what are you guys doing?
Kent, Yoko and Ajax: *taking a quiz to see what kind of dog breed they are*
Yoko: important stuff
/
[after the gates mansion gets cleared]
Wednesday: Nothing good will ever happen to me again!
[twelve seconds later]
Wednesday: so far my theory has been confirmed.
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Wednesday: Tyler annoyed me today so I told him that I can’t wait to see what he has planned for my birthday tomorrow.
Enid: but it isn’t your birthday tomorrow.
Wednesday: But there is something special about watching the colour leave his face as the panic takes over
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Enid: you were supposed to do something about the rat in your locket
Ajax: I did
Ajax: I named him fluffy. He likes coco pops.
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Wednesday: my boyfriend is too tall for me to kiss. What should I do?
Bianca: Punch him in the stomach so he doubles over then kiss him.
Enid: tackle him
Yoko: kick him in the shins
Tyler: just ask me to lean down?!?!?
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Tyler: why would you give a knife to a child?
Wednesday: Enid felt unsafe
Tyler: now I feel unsafe
Wednesday: I’m sorry...
Wednesday: Would u like a knife?
/
Ajax: you’re up early
Literally everyone: ......
Ajax: you never went to sleep did u?
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Tyler: my criminal record? The only illegal thing I’ve done is absolutely killing it on the dance floor
Tyler: hahaha just kidding, I’ve killed a man
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Enid: why are you smiling?
Wednesday: what? Can’t I just be happy?
Bianca: Xavier tripped down the stairs
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Enid and Tyler: You will have a hard time believing this because it never happens but it was a mistake we swear—
Wednesday: A MISTAKE?!? *gestures to the table that is on fire*
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Bianca: Have you ever been scolded by Enid?
Wednesday: Im not scared of her
Bianca: So thats a no
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Wednesday *doing something risky* : I am going to do this and not you or god himself can stop me 
Tyler: *Starts typing on his phone*
Wednesday:
Wednesday: ..Tyler 
Tyler:
Wednesday:
Wednesday: *panicking* Tyler what are you doing?!? What have you done?!?!
Tyler: 
Enid: *bursting through the door* wedNESDAY ADDAMS DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL--
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this ended up being way to long congrats to anyone that made it in the end
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8ayaursillyfriend · 29 days
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FANFIC WRITES YALL NEED TO LISTEN TO ME RN.
I just had a dream that toto and ron were walking down the streets together. Toto noticed how ron was upset and so sad.
Toto was living in Ron's apartment. Like they were living together.
Whenever, toto was playing with Ron's cat but he keep staring at ron. Ron noticed it but didnt care cuz he was talking on the phone with amamiya .
Toto realized that ron was very sad after his mother died in fort of his eyes the last year by Alice. (Yes idk why and how did this happen in my dream)
Toto stand up and got closer to ron. Toto stared at ron before he say everything. Ron felt kinda weird and said "w-what??" Totos face changed to an angry face when ron noticed he said "Toto?? Is everything OK?? Why r u angry??" Ron wanted to change the mood and started teasing him and said "Come on little hamster why r u so angry~" and then he laughed Toto got really angry and he suddenly hugged Ron's head (cuz ya know ron was sitting in a chair)
"T-toto ??? A-are u ok??? W-what happened to you suddenly???????" Ron said nervously
"Ron. I'm so sorry for not helping you . I'm so sorry for be such a stupid guy. I'm so sorry for everything. But u can just hug me and tell me everything that make you sad and tired. We have been friends for 5 years,aren't we ??..." Toto said with a soft smile at his face
Ron eyes widened after he heard that. "T-toto.. what are u talking about??.. Im o-ok?? I'm just kinda tired-" Ron said nervously while his eyes are getting teary.
"Ron. I know you more than everyone eles. I'm here for you. And have always been. U can just tell me." Toto said while hugging ron tighter
When ron heard that, he couldn't hold himself.
He started crying and hugging toto back. He missed his mother sm and all what he wanted to live a normal life and be a normal detective (this is sooo corny wth I like it)
"I-I just miss her sm.. I j-just want to live a normal life.. I just want to be a normal person... w-why is this happening to me?..." he said while he's crying.
Normal ppl will never understand what is ron saying cuz he was crying so hard. But toto understood every single thing ron said.
Toto just hugged him and comfort him until ron felt very sleepy, ron looked up at toto and blushed cuz this was so embarrassing. Toto giggled and wiped Ron's tears from his cheeks and smiled at him with that sunshine smile. Ron felt so warm and he felt so glad he had Toto as his partner. He just wanted Toto to know how much he loves him and want to protect him. (How can dreams be so fruity what)
But then ron noticed something and stared at totos face and laughed
"Hahaha!! this is my first time looking up to see ur face! I usually look down to look at you!! Haha toto ur so short!! Ofc seeing me sitting on a chair was ur chance!!! " Ron said will laughing
"Idiot!! It's not my problem your so tall !!!! And I'm not short !!!! Stop laughing!!!" Toto said angrily (y/n moment lmfaooooo)
Ron stopped laughing but he kept smiling. He grabbed totos hand that was on his face and hold it . Toto was confused and his face was really red.
"E-eh??.."
"Toto, Can we keep doing this?.." he said while his eyes was full of hope and his face turned pink.
" Ron.. of course we can ,whenever you feel sad and whenever something is bothering you. Tell me right away before even thing about it. I'm ur partner after all. Aren't I ?" Toto said and smiled. Ron smiled too and stand up. And then he hugged him again. toto eyes widened ans he felt huge weight on him because ron was buffer and taller than him. But he hugged him back with out saying anything
"T-this will be v-very embarrassing. But ur the best to me toto. Thank you." Ron tried to hide his face because. GOD. He was blushing really hard.
Toto blinked a few time cuz he felt like this isA DREAM CUZ RON WILL NEVER SAY THAT???. He just hugged him back and smiled. (Bro thinks he's in shoju manga)
And then suddenly a voice from the phone shouted "RON??? ARE YOU HEARING ME??!???????? WHERE DID YOU GOO?????????!!!!!"
Toto screamed and said "W-WHAT???????? DONT TELL ME SHE HEARD EVERYTHING?!?!??" His face turned more red and hot. He could tell that he was feeling so hot.
"C-calm down. I turned it off before..."
Idk whay happened later I forgot the rest of the dream lmfaooo
(PLS ILL DO ANYTHING JUST MAKE THIS A FANFIC YALLLLLLL*starts sobbing*)
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jaeyunlover · 1 year
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Hi, I’m Jake
Part 1
Warning:MIGHT CONTAIN smut MIGHT , cursing,a little fluff, minor dni arguing,fighting, yelling ALSO EXCUSE MY WRITING IM NOT GOING OVER IT 😭😭so don’t do me to bad I’m not putting extra periods and comma and stuff but yeah
Jake x reader
Nobody knew what was going on with Jake lately, they would ask him if he was ok ,but he would just say that he was fine but it was clear that he was lying.
After rehearsal Jake left earlier then usual, but they were use to it but of course jay just couldn’t leave him alone. So jay went after Jake saying things like ‘what’s up with you’ but it made Jake even madder and he started yelling at jay saying that he just wanted to be left alone.
“What’s up with him” jungwon asked concerned but annoyed at the fact that Jake is getting mad at everyone and not explaining why or what’s going on.
“I’m sorry for taking my anger out on you guys, it has nothing to do you y’all I’m just tired” Jake texted to the group chat. Everyone looked at each other and and sighed, and with that they ended the day with that texting back “it’s ok” and heading back to the dorms.
Jake was already at the dorm almost half asleep by the time they got there but heeseung couldn’t just leave Jake sad or angry, so he woke Jake up and asked did he want to go to the convenient store and Jake shook his head no but heeseung insisted that he did and Jake got up and put his shoes and jacket on he couldn’t say no to his hyung deer eyes.
Heeseung just wanted a one on one conversation with him, as they left heeseung texted the gc asking what they wanted to eat and should they get snacks. They all texted yeah and that they wanted chicken and heeseung looked at Jake and asked if he was hungry just nodded and heeseung laughed at how cute Jake was acting.
But Jake started crying and heeseung was befuddled and didn’t know what to say or do at that sudden change so he hugged Jake and said “I don’t know what’s going with you but you’ll be ok I’m here and so are the other member so don’t cry anymore , your a strong man right ?” Heeseung sat there patting his head “wanna sit down for a min?” Heeseung asked Jake nodded still not saying anything.
They sat at the nearest resting spot, it was silent and awkward then heeseung asked “so what’s up with you” Jake laughed shyly and a little embarrassed that he cried in front of his hyung “I guess im a little tired and stressed out you know? I feel like I keep making mistakes, we barely get any sleep so I guess im just drained”he said looking a bit better “well we have our holiday this week you can just rest we can also go shopping sounds nice?” Heeseung offered Jake just laugh
“Come on we have to go the store still”heeseung said so they got up and started heading there, as they entered the store there was a group of girls like 3-4 of them and one caught jakes eyes, he couldn’t stop starring at her with his nose still red and his eyes a little puffy.
“Jake ,Jake, Jake, Jake” heeseung repeated himself and stop dead in track when he saw jake light up like a Christmas tree when he saw y/n . She had colored hair that was burgundy and dark brown eyes with thick lips that matched the hips and was very curvy but the only thing that caught jakes attention was her smile.
Heeseung grabbed Jake by the shoulder snapping him out the trance that he was obviously in from the girl that was clearly a foreigner because she kept saying “i don’t understand” with a shy but faint smile when the community complemented her of her looks.
“She’s cute isn’t she?” Heeseung said teasing him but Jake just openly admitted it “yeah” not knowing what he was saying he got flustered and started stuttering “I mean yea- but like y-you know what I mean right”he said with a little laugh
“Come on” heeseung said walking closer to the group with a big smile on his face “no,what are you doing” Jake said chickening out. but he still followed behind heeseung over there, Jake had forgotten all the reasons why he was sad he was TERRIFIED right now what heeseung was thinking of doing. What he had dread came true heeseung spoke to them.
“Are you guys foreigners” he said in his best English accent, “yeah, how about you” y/n asked “yeah I am so is my friend his name is Jake he from Australia” heeseung replied Turning to introduce Jake but he was outta sight Jake hid behind a shelf in the store pretending to look for stuff sweating bullets.
Y/n laughed and asked “you have an imaginary friend?” And laughed at the Joke heeseung couldn’t help but laugh as he walked away looking for jake “stay right here I’ll get him” heeseung said in his broken English accent “ok” y/n said still laughing
“Come on” heeseung said grabbing have hand but jake was pulling away shaking his head fast getting shy “no I can’t” he said scared but laugh because he knows he looks crazy heeseung just said ok and let Jake go but then heeseung did what he thought wouldn’t happen
“I found him he’s over here” heeseung lightly raised his voice a little so they could hear him. They all looked up and headed over to where they were Jake had fear in his eyes and felt betrayed by heeseung and heeseung just laughed at Jake.
“So he isn’t imaginary” y/n joked with him “hi jake my name is y/n how are you” but jake froze he didn’t think that he would see her up close she smelled sweet and fresh and her skin glowing from the store lights she looked angelic
“Your really pretty” Jake just said out loud and heeseung bucked his eyes at the shocking comment “and doing fine how about you” he added “thank you and your cute too and your little accent awwww” y/n said Jake started blushing and heeseung was grinning because he didn’t know where that confidence came from in Jake , he’s usually shy and timid but he stepped out that square for once and it even surprised Jake himself.
Then jungwon texted the group “where are y’all are y’all ok?” Heeseung responded and said “the line was long were on our way home now” and then he ordered the chicken to the dorm so by the time they got there it would be there
“We have to go mind if we get y’all’s contacts” y/n said “yea us too ,and sure” jake said switching there phones and when she gave it back he noticed that she put her name In with a heart emoji like(💕) and with that they all headed home and Jake had a smile all the way home
“Happy you came out” heeseung said laughing “yeah” Jake said blushing looking at her contact name
“What took so long” jungwon asked them not convinced at the text heeseung sent. Then Jake and heeseung looked at each other and started laughing. “Awww your back smiling again im glad your ok now do you wanna talk about it?” Jungwon offered “I was just tired and need some air and stuff you know” Jake said walking toward jungwon giving him a hug “thank you” he added “yoi” jungwon said confused Jake laughed and he went to find Jake and apologize to him “it’s ok don’t worry” jay said laying on the bed scrolling through weverse comments then Jake jumped on the bed bro hugging jay and thanking him.
Sunghoon stood in the door way after getting out of the shower and Jake started walking to him to give him a hug to but he started walking backwards he thought is was cringe and so did Niki
And then he hugged Sunoo “it’s ok Jake everyone have bad days too we’re all humans” Sunoo said hugging him tight and Jake laughed because Sunoo thought he was squeezing tight but he wasn’t
Then the door bell buzzed the food had finally came and heeseung had got out shower and opened up the door and get the food and Jake headed to shower cuz he was the only one hadn’t used it yet. after 15 mins he got out and sat at the table with the other members and prayed for and over everyone food and they ate and ended night and Jake got a call from y/n everyone looked at him and heeseung laughed and so did Jake and they finished their food and went to sleep.
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remain-uknowable · 5 months
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Christmas is coming round again. I can't love christmas anymore. I don't get excited about it like i used to. I dread the days before christmas. Cause i know the closer it gets the harder i have to try to be excited. Im sorry i can't get excited guys. Im sorry christmas got harder. I know christmas is probably harder for you guys to but you all manage to get so happy and excited. Im sorry im failing to do that for you. Im sorry i've been so reserved and isolated. The bad feelings have been starting to act up again. Im sorry im not there all the time. Even if im in the same room. I try really hard to be excited about this stuff. But sometimes it just feels so empty. It makes me feel so wrong. Christmas feels so empty to me. It used to make me just as happy. It used to be my favorite holiday. It was the excitement and the spirit. I loved being excited with you guys. But when the thing happened something broke and i just can't love it anymore. Mabye someday i will be able to match you guys. But im just kinda tired, and mabye a bit sad, and angry even. So please bear with me. Please don't leave. Im trying even if it doesn't always seem like it. Im working really hard to be a good person. And someday ill show up better.
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