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lilithuriel · 10 months
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xiaoven mini happy comic
third year of relationship.
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ekkurea · 9 months
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APOLOGIESS FOR THE LATE REPLYY (RENDERING ANON HERE AGAIN PHEW) YOURE KIDDING ME ? I LOVE LISTENING TO OFHER PEOPLE's journey and story and READING YOURS WAS KINDAA SWEET AND INSPORING IN A WAY.. i feel tge pressure to create tge perfect art and it gets to me ngl.. but reading your process and your answer about yk the whole ai art thing.. i dont see why i even i want to compare myself with that level when my own style is kinda still developimg.. youe so rite! no one can take away the process the understanding you have of the colors ... the way you see your art blooming.. even ai would terribly fail at capturing it and i think tahts why your drawinsg are just so perfect bec they hold that creative aspect .. THERE IS YOU IN THEM!! (your lamguage is not am issue i assure you trust me i am not a native eng speaker myself..) *self patss!! WE RE DOING GREATT!! )
also its nice to speak to artists here i have lile one artist to artisy comversation here except you and i enjoyy our talks!! (hope youre not too overwhlemed by work and taking caree)
Brand of personality, creativity, business👇🏻☕️💞
Please do not apologize! Life is so fast and I am also sorry that I don't always have time to respond on time! I couldn't even find the time to draw orders in the last few days, because I had a lot of other work to do.
But I am really happy from every conversation we have🌸(*´◡`*)🌸Your words are so kind that my heart breaks! This is something I will try to keep in my memory forever💖
I hope that you direct such words of support to yourself🍵🌿💗 And I want to support you as well! I have not been in your shoes and I will never know what you are going through, but I will be rooting for youଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✨
I understand how suffocating the pressure of art can be. I had to reach the peak of my nerves to start being calmer and more rational about it. And even now, if I don't have a job at some point, I can panic. (Although in recent months, thanks to all my clients, my panic is pleasant and only because I'm not in time. You are the best!)
I will try to entertain you and maybe you will be interested. I follow the illustrator Alexandra Dikaia and she has always emphasized the importance of authenticity in illustrations, taught how to create own brand of personality and thus realize myself. I'm still a bad student who never finishes her homework, haha. But I come back to them when I get "lost". Everything has its time. Now, because of the war, she was forced to move to England and met Professor Gordon Hamme. He is the author of the practical course "How to build a craft business" (How to create a business for creatives). I haven't had the opportunity to buy this book yet to review it, but the recommendations say it's a great book to look at creative business from both the personal brand and business side. It sounds like a lot of fun. And it helps to look at art not only as something unattainable, but also as something that can work and how it can work. I would also like to create my own merchandise store someday, because I love it when illustrations become practical objects. Oh, dream…
I'm still fascinated to see that someone has my drawing hanging in their home or as their avatar or something! Friends, if you ever send me a photo of your room with my drawing on it, you should know that this photo will remain in my phone forever. Haha.
О! And if anyone has any recommendations for interesting and useful literature for creative people, please share, I'd love to read it and maybe someone else will find it useful too.
Thank you again for this message! Take care of yourself and have a good rest, I always enjoy talking to you! See you soon☆⌒ヽ(*'、^*)chu
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liums · 3 years
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Xiao X Mc/reader who is afraid of thunders/lightings. also fluff
Hello~ here's a small note: I wrote Xiao as a mix of his eng voice lines and Chinese voice lines, since they make him sound completely different.
Aka his eng makes him sound like he is edgy, aggressive and tsundere as hell, but his original voice lines and voice acting, The chinese, make him sound like a lonely, calm person.
here we go then:
-You and Xiao had quite the weird relationship, for all that matters you didn't think he thought of you as a friend, but you weren’t strangers either. sometimes, more often than not, when you went to the upper balcony he wouldn’t vanish in thin air.
- That had to mean something right? RIGHT?
- those were the thoughts passing through your mind as you stood in the upper balcony at night, looking at no particular point of liyue.
-you let out a heavy sigh and as you turned around to return to your room- you found yourself in front of Xiao.
- You took the scare of your life. though this happens almost every time he would just appear near you when you thought to be alone.
-HOW COME SOMEONE COULD BE SO SILENT !?
- Xiao just made his way over to the balcony and stood there looking over at liyue. Now that you calmed down a bit and started looking at the Yaksha, you noticed his hair was a bit messier than usual if that is even possible, and that there was some blood in his clothes.
-You wanted to ask what happened, but it was probably a bit too obvious, so you just returned to your place at the balcony, this time, with Xiao beside you.
- “You were returning to your room” Xiao said after a while of silence.
- “ Well, I decided to stay a while longer, I haven’t seen you in almost a week, and I'm sure if I go to sleep now I won’t see you again for a couple days” you stated with a hand making vague gestures in the air. You heard a small “humph” from him and both of you went silent again.
-Moments like these were becoming more and more frequent recently, and even when neither the two of you would say something, you thought it was quite enjoyable….out of curiosity you took a glance at him, and holy archon, the man was beautiful. ahhh..those fierce eyes looked so calming to you…and you could swear there was a very small hint of a smile on his face, though it was most definitely your imagination working up, you wouldn’t mind staying like that for a couple hours….
-And of course
-As if to ruin the moment.
-It began raining ….
-It was just a bit of rain and it didn’t bother you, and Xiao clearly didn’t care about it. So you just began playing with the drops who fell in the balcony support. And then you heard it. A ferocious thunder in the distance. You gave a little jump and froze on the spot.
-You probably just heard it wrong right? hah, why now? you weren’t eve- “I have seen many mortals who fear lightning… Incomprehensible, fear of something so com-” Xiao had not the time to finish his phrase before he felt something, or rather, someone, grabbing his sleeve and letting go not one second after.
- He was a bit startled since you had never dared to do this sort of thing. However when he looked at you to say something about it, your face was more white than the almond tofu he had this morning, and the words he wanted to say instantly died on his throat.
“Xia-”*thunder* you wanted to apologize, but you were yet again interrupted by that ominous sound and froze on spot, Your knuckles already white from the force you were exercising on the balcony support.” I …I think I’ll go back inside now haha…” you faked a small laugh and hurried inside without paying further attention to Xiao.
-Xiao just stood there looking in the direction you left to with his usual stoic face, but I assure you he was just ????????????????????? as possible on the inside.
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-It has been a while since you wrapped yourself in blankets and covered your ears to minimize the sound of the thunders, your eyes were shut and you sometimes mumbled some words to yourself. And so, when Xiao approached your door and knocked you didn’t hear him.
-Well Xiao didn't know why he hadn’t left yet, but he also wasn’t going to come into your room without your permission, so he just stood there. He was going to knock again when he heard you give a shriek.
And at that moment one hundred thoughts crossed Xiao’s mind, and 99 of them included you being in danger, So in a split second Xiao’s spear was in his hand and your door was no more.” Y/N!?” Xiao called while rapidly scanning the room with his eyes.
You did hear a loud bang, but with your hands covering your ears, every sound sounded muffed, so you thought it to be another thunder. With your eyes still closed all you could do was pull your legs even closer to your chest. Now seeing you physically unharmed was like a pain killer to Xiao, his racing mind finally calmed down and he let out a sigh of relief. He didn’t sense any sort of demon in the room so that was obviously not the case. The only thing left was finding out what was happening to you, yes he thought you were a bit weird, but this was not like you. And honestly speaking Xiao preferred to fight some demon, not because he didn’t want to interact with you, but rather because he was aware of how bad he was when dealing with human emotions.
With his spear no longer in sight he approached your bed, “y/n” he called in a plain voice, however, since you showed no signs of opening your eyes anytime soon, he reached your shoulder and lightly touched it “y/n.”-  As soon as you felt someone touching you your first reaction was to reach for your sword that was beside the bed, Xiao had expected this much to happen, but he didn’t move a single muscle, and of course as soon as you saw it was Xiao, you just dropped the sword without a second thought and quickly began apologizing” Xiao I-I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to- I didn't hear you coming in….” you turned your face to the other side since you could feel your eyes wet and didn’t want Xiao to see you like this.
Xiao on the other side noticed you were avoiding his eyes right away because somehow you had developed the annoying tendency to always look in his eyes whenever you were speaking with him, well, he says annoying, but if you’d stop doing it out of the blue, he would feel weird and a bit bothered since he had grown comfortable with you doing it.
Xiao narrowed his eyes a bit, he wanted to know what could have possibly caused this sort of behavior from you and moved so he could see your face. You had stopped covering your ears ever since Xiao had touched your shoulder, so when he yet again attempted to call your name and a thunder soared in the background, you gave another shriek and froze for a split second, seeing this, Xiao got more worried again. Could it perhaps be that you were afraid of him???? But you had never feared him once, despite his attempts to shoo you away at first. So why would you fear him now??? Yes, his clothes had “a bit” more blood than usual but that would hardly make you fear him, right???
“Aha… I’m sorry Xiao, I left so abruptly” you began explaining, interrupting his train of thoughts. You were still with your legs close to your chest, but now you were playing with your own hands, still not looking directly at Xiao. “As you can see I'm fine, so there is no need for you to be here, I don’t want to be-”
“I’m not leaving until this situation is explained. Now talk.” Xiao had crossed his arms again. Aha…he really doesn’t know how to sugarcoat his words even when he’s worried, does he? But in your eyes, this was a very cute trait he had.
“It’s really a trivial matter, I don’t want to bother you” you had a small forced smile while looking at your own hands.
Xiao crossed his arms “I thought I told you to speak my name whenever you were in trouble” Well, that was not entirely the truth, he told you to speak his name whenever death came to you, or monsters, or knives at your throat, so obviously fear of thunders was not on the list, but of course you wouldn’t say this out loud. ”I’m not leaving until you explain. Talk” His voice sounded a bit aggressive and intimidating, but there was more than a hint of worry in it, so you gave up. You looked at him with a bit of reluctancy and sat more properly in your bed. Then you gestured to a chair that was by your bedside. Xiao sat and waited for you to start explaining.
You took some time to start speaking, and Xiao could only prepare himself for what you were going to say, as the vigilant Yaksha, the conqueror of demons there would hardly be a problem he wouldn't be able to solve for you. And when you finally opened your mouth, he couldn’t help but focus his eyes on you. “I….” You began ”I’m afraid of thunders….” once again you shifted your gaze to somewhere else. Xiao had lived thousands of years, dealt with countless problems and witnessed millions of troubled mortals begging for adepti help but this was something he had never expected.
He didn't know what to say, obviously thunders were insignificant to him, much less something to be afraid of. But you were afraid of them, what possibly could he say?????? Xiao was now in an internal conflict, of course on the outside he still had that poker face of his, eyes a bit widened with surprise while still glaring at you. If it were in another situation you would have probably thought something along the lines of “how can a thousand years adepti have such a cute and Innocent face….” but this was not the time nor the place.
“I bet you didn't expect that…” you smiled sadly as you hugged your legs. Xiao wanted to help, he really did, but how??? He had never dealt with this. He had started to think maybe you would be better without him there and should have left you alone, you had dealt with this situation a lot of times and you probably knew how to deal with it.
He really was about to get up when another thunder soared, a fierce one at that, and you unconsciously grabbed his sleeve. “Don’t leave…!”The words left your mouth before you could stop them. The ferocious Yaksha froze, you were looking at him, your eyes wetter than before and an expression of fear and despair on your face. This was happening way too many times recently, an adeptus like him shouldn’t be so easily surprised, and by a human no less. The thought of leaving left his mind immediately, and if he had slightly left the chair, Xiao sited again right away. He really couldn’t leave now.
Once you realized you had grabbed his sleeve again you slowly released it hoping he didn't realize you had grabbed onto it in the first place, was this becoming a habit????? it already happened twice!. On the other hand, Xiao obviously noticed, and that was one of the reasons a weird and warm sensation began growing in his chest.
“..Xiao I-”
As you were about to speak when Xiao cut you “Go sleep, I’ll be here”, he said with his eyes closed and a solemn expression. Well, Xiao had no experience dealing with this kind of situation nor he knew what to do, but if you said for him not to leave, he wouldn’t.
You were about to say he didn’t need to, and that he probably had other things to do, but three consecutive thunders were heard as if to say “shut up and thank him!!” So you just noded and covered yourself with blankets.
Now that Xiao was aware of the source of your unwellbeing, every time there was a thunder he would shoot a deadly look at the window with the corner of his eyes as if he could actually make them stop. After one final glance at your figure, he turned his head to the window, just calmly gazing at the rain, still, there was this protective aura you could feel from him.
Even looking at the window, Xiao could feel you flinch every time he heard a thunder, however after a while, you stopped, maybe you fell asleep. Even if that was the case he still stood there for a good half an hour. He probably wouldn’t admit it, but he was enjoying the ambiance.
When he looked at you as if to check everything was alright, it finally hit him “What am I still doing here?”. Without further thought, he stood up and was about to leave your bedside when he felt something slightly tugging onto him. When he looked over…. yes, you guessed it. You were peacefully grabbing the end of his sleeve.
You see, earlier when Xiao was looking at the window and you were trying to ignore the thunders and sleep, you sometimes stole a look at him, and in one of those times, you noticed part of his sleeve was on your bed, and reaaaally close to your hand at that. You looked at it for some seconds, and lightly touched it, then quickly looked at xiao, and since he didn't seem to notice, you slightly shifted your body closer to him and rested your hand on his sleeve. When you moved your head closer to your hand and his sleeve, you felt his scent filling you. You had never noticed since you never had got close enough to feel it, but he smelled like sandalwood and rain. After this, you stopped hearing the thunders and slowly fell asleep.
With anyone else, Xiao would have just pushed his sleeve and keep on his way, but it was y/n, a sleeping and fragile y/n. Xiao never thought of you as fragile, but recently he was always wary of his own strength when he was near you. And somehow, this situation had ignited that weird feeling on his chest again.
Xiao crouched down a bit and gently tried to pull his sleeve, he didn't want to risk waking you up, so as gently as a Yaksha could he grabbed your hand to move it to the side, and for some reason, even if adepti don’t feel hotness or cold, he was sure his face felt hotter than it should, how many years had it been since the last time he willingly had physical contact with someone? Back to the matter at hand, while Xiao was trying to put your hand away so he could remove his sleeve, somehow you had managed to grab his wrist instead, and when Xiao had finally freed his sleeve, it was now his arm that your hand was tugging into. He tried to move it out of there but you just pulled his wrist against you.
Now Xiao really needed to pull his arm out, he didn’t want to touch any part of your body without your consent. However when he slightly tried to move his arm out, you tugged him closer, fortunately, you pulled upwards, in the direction of your face. And even tho he let out a sigh of relief his face got more red than before once he felt your soft breath on the back of his fingers, his piercing eyes were wide as a scared cat, If you were to pull him an inch closer your lips would touch his fingers, so Xiao didn’t dare to move again.
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As the morning light began touching your eyelids, you slowly began waking up, shifting your body to the other side of the bed so the light wouldn’t hit your eyes, and stretching your body in a lazy way, after that you yawned and finally opened your eyes, still adjusting to the light you rubbed them a few times and slowly sat on your bed,” Good morning Xiao*Yawn*…!!!*cough cough* XIAO!?” only then did you notice there was a figure standing by your bedside, staring at you.”I- wh-what are you doing here??”
Xiao himself had only scaped from you some minutes ago, when you began waking up. He had just finished rubbing his still warm arm when you noticed him ”You are awake” he said in his usual tone. You slowly began getting up but before your foot touched the ground you began recalling what happened last night. “Oh dear Archon, how could have I said such things?? To Xiao nonetheless? ‘Don’t leave’??how come I said that!? Did Xiao really spend his night here??” You thought while trying to compose your messy clothes, failing a couple times before getting it right.
Amidst your thoughts, you head Xiao’s steps, and quickly turned to him in a weird way “ Ah-!Xiao, you shouldn’t have- hm? Xiao? what’s wrong with your face?” You slightly turned your head a bit to the side to see better a slight red shade in his face “Did he get bruised while fighting?” you thought.
However Xiao’s eyes narrowed a bit and he quickly turned to the door, his steps heavy, “Humph, we’re wasting time. Let’s go” and kept on walking his way. You were a bit surprised but quickly began walking fast to catch up with him, and even tho he wouldn’t turn his head to you no matter what, you could notice the tips of his ears a bit red. But you didn’t pry further on the matter.
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While both of you were walking down the stairs, Verr saw you two coming out of the same room, and when you looked at her you could only see her with a hand covering her mouth and her widen eyes silently following you two.
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Lol this was supposed to be HC kind of thing, but it became a whole 3k words oneshot XD
Anyway, I hope you liked it since this is my first time writing about Xiao, or anything in the “X Reader” category so I'm sorry if I did anything wrong.
I will try to keep my requests open, so feel free to go there  
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ohcheckmate · 3 years
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boy scouts chapter 1
Location: 1-B classroom
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Mitsuru: yahoo yahoo~☆
Class is finally over! It's lunchtime! We can have lunch now☆
Let’s eat ‘til we’re stuffed silly today~
Sora: Hmm? Mitsu-chan, you’re not going to the cafeteria today~?
Mitsuru: Hehe, Nii~chan said that the cafeteria is selling special bread for a limited time today, so I already bought it between classes.
Ehe, I’m so smart ~♪
Tori: Yeesh. Nito-senpai’s always sharp when it comes to mundane things like this, huh?
Is this the so-called commoner’s knowledge?
Mitsuru: Mhm, Nii~chan is really smart! He always helps us Ra*bits with whatever problems we have~♪
Tori: Why do you sound so proud… Simpletons are so lucky, I’m starting to get jealous of you now.
Mitsuru: Jealous of me? Does Hime-chan want some bread too?
Tori: No need, I brought a bento.
Sora: Hime-chan’s lunch looks really “colourful”~ You’re so lucky!
Tori: It’s all right. Yuzuru always says, “You must have a balanced diet, Young Master!“ and then he ends up making a lot of food for me.
But also, my food isn’t that impressive, you just eat too little.
Apples and pastries… Isn’t the weather too cold for you to eat like that?
Sora: HaHa~ It’s no problem! With a little exercise, Sora will warm himself right up~
The pastries were handmade by Hina-chan, and they’re sweet and yummy! One bite, and all your unhappy feelings will be completely forgotten~♪
Tori: Really? They don’t look that unique, though…
There isn’t any weird filling in them, right? Those twins always like to prank others, especially the older one~
Sora: No there isn’t, Sora thinks that Hina-chan is a good friend~ Does Hime-chan want to try some?
Here~♪
Tori: I can try it. (sniffs) It smells nice…?
Then I’ll have one~ (munch munch)
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Shinobu: What do bugs taste like?
Tori: Uwah?!
Mitsuru: Hime-chan’s choking! His face is all red?!
I’ll pat your back so you feel better! Pat, pat pat pat☆
Tori: (coughs) Stop patting me, just gimme some water...
Haa… I somehow managed to survive… I thought I was gonna faint.
Hey, don’t say such scary things while someone’s eating! This is murder, I’m sure of it!
Shinobu: Uuu… I’m very sorry, I spoke my mind without thinking.
Not only did I disturb you, Himemiya-kun, but randomly voicing my thoughts is a taboo for ninjas!
Exposing one’s secret identity is practically a ninja’s downfall…!
This is the greatest humiliation of my entire life…!
Tori: Stop, hold on—don’t cry?! I just got a shock and wanted to complain about it! It’s not like I want anything to happen to you!
Sora: Shinobu-chan, don’t cry~ When you cry, your pretty “colour” becomes really “muddy”!
Speaking of which, why were you thinking about bugs? Sora thinks it’s a bit strange~
Shinobu: Uuu…
It’s actually regarding my recent broadcasting script.
Nito-dono is arranging for our next programme to follow the theme of ‘Survival in the Wilderness’.
I’ve been at a loss on what content to talk about…
If I recall correctly, while surviving in the wild, being skilled at finding food is very important.
In order to survive, people might eat things that we don’t usually eat.
Tori: No wonder you were thinking about bugs just now. But isn’t it weird that Nito-senpai would choose this to be the topic of a broadcast?
The student council doesn’t really care what content is broadcasted, but this kind of topic completely unrelated to idols doesn’t seem to be Nito-senpai’s style?
Shinobu: Hmm… I did not ask Nito-dono, so I am unsure. All I know is that I do not have much time to prepare...
If I can’t come up with a script, I will be unworthy of Nito-dono’s trust in me...
Mitsuru: Don’t panic, Shinobu-chan, I’ll help you with it!
Sora: Does Mitsu-chan know about surviving in the wild~?
Mitsuru: I can ask Ado-chan-senpai! He’s in the Track and Field Club with me!
When we went camping last time, Ado-chan-senpai could do anything, and could even use a spear to catch fish![1]
Shinobu: Really? Then I’m counting on you, Tenma-kun.
Please help me!
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cn proofing: moricchiichan eng proofing: fortunebanquet, angelhymn
mitsuru is likely referring to summer camp! this cn story says that adonis used a spear to catch fish in summer camp while the original summer camp story in jpn says that adonis used his bare hands soo ^^ on the other hand, adonis does use a spear to catch fish in summer vacation!
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kim-woonhak · 3 years
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okay this is gonna be such a LONG ASK (i hope u dont mind 🙊)!! so many things to talk about
YEAH young k is everywhere hahahaha it was so cute when he walked into bang chan's vlive (i dont follow skz but i love interaction between groups 🥺), and same day6 songs are all SO GOOD even the even of day ones, idk how they do it asahhdjf and OMG PLS DONT GET ME STARTED ON JAE'S VOICE!!!!!! (jae is my bias yes....) but HIS VOICE?? is the most BEAUTIFUL THING EVER i love his voice and when he sings.....i just die, it's like slightly raspy and emotional and sigh-y if that makes sense idk. and all 5 of them can sing too which is so incredible <3
OMG SIYUAN AHAHAHA OK SO U WANNA HEAR MORE ABOUT MARK/JAEMIN are you sure you do, are you ready??? ok i'll just gush about jaemin because he has taken over my mind anyway (sorry mark) and you brought up how if you had the imaginary chance to be with any idol it would absolutely be jaemin. WELL ME TOO. ME TOO. i lowkey squealed when you said that lmaoo omg but the way im....so excited....to talk about jaemin........okay deep breaths mel
so we're going to ignore how incredibly physically attractive jaemin is, because anyone with eyes can see that and there are many other reasons why i like him (i would insert pics here but i dont want to make this any longer than i already know it's gonna be) :D but while we're on physical elements, i love his deep voice....it's so sexy it hurts but his voice is also really soothing at the same time :( like this video my friend posted a while back ahhhhh <33333 and i love his lazy raps in his deep voice like in my youth (and also the part where he and renjun sang in octaves BLESSING OUR EARS). but other reasons: i also love how he's the "mom" friend who takes care of dreamies, but what i love most is how he doesnt complain and does what needs to be done?? like in 7llin, he cooked the meat and made sure dreamies ate first, and he also had to wash dishes and make breakfast a bunch of times bc he lost rock paper scissors lmao but he did it without complaint <3 and grocery store jaem is also just....so sexy again 😭 he inspires me to be as patient and kind as he is <3 mostly, i love how kind he is. he talks about his mom's influence a lot, and how he wants to cook her dishes for his future family (HOLD ME IM SOFT) and how he still volunteers/donates to charity bc his mom taught him that if he has things he should give to others <3 he is also so uncompetitive (if he doesnt want to win at least, bc when he does he goes hard) and he lets his members win because he knows theyre competitive af and it makes him happy just seeing them be happy 🥺 i suspect that he could win/knows answers to game questions and stuff but he doesnt say it so that his members can win instead. and i also just rly relate to introvert jaemin LOL he can be crazy with people he's close with (his unpredictableness and duality is part of his charm to me), but also he maybe doesnt rly know how to act with people hes not as close with, which i relate to as an introvert (like that xiaojun/nomin vlive HAHAHAH POOR XJ was sitting there like what do i do is this normal, while nomin were holding hands and staring into each others eyes) OK WELL clearly i am 1000% whipped for na jaemin, i shall stop now <3 thank you very very much for letting me gush <3
also your drawing journey is so interesting, i had a similar thing with music haha i did a lot of violin since i was young until college, and i did it on and off in college but now im out of college and dont rly do it anymore lol but i still love music! i drew a bit as a kid too but i stopped so im not very good but it's really therapeutic, i've been thinking of learning to draw again maybe <3 and i love your style but thats so funny that it developed bc you had no time to color your pieces LOL. glad you developed your style AND graduated at the same time though yess you go <3
same i hurtled into kpop at a million miles per hour at this time last year too 😂 i've only done gifs since then but i feel the same way, i dont rly know what the other features do tbh LMAO i kind of just go in photoshop to do what i need to do haahhahah 🤣 also awww u heard about me from bronwyns blog! i think i found you from jackie's blog?? LOL but i've seen your pieces floating around on my dash a bunch too
[also this is so so random and u dont have to answer if ur not comfortable, but are you chinese (from your name)?? because me too!!! well i speak canto though so i dont understand wayv :( except lucas, xj, henderey lmao]
yeeee i'm chinese-american :) omg i wish i spoke canto (but i speak mandarin)!!!! the wayv canto-line is always the funniest when they're speaking cantonese
also yes omg jae's voice.......bro.... his first lines in zombie eng ver. always gets to me. sorry u keep telling me not to get u started but i'm just here adding fuel to the fire 🥵
everything you've written about jaemin i totally AGREEE and have thought about too!!! i was literally watching the nct dream "future" video yesterday before i got your first ask, and that clip of jaemin talking about his future made me uwu so hard 🥺🥺🥺 i could also go on forever with you about how his "mom"ness aka him being mature and dependable and humble and generous mAKES ME SO SOFT (when he talked about his savings / financial planning on weekly idol and also when he talked about his job and how czennies keep him motivated in the ODG episode are just two more moments that pop into mind) like he's relatively young in nct overall but in the future will make a great hyung to more new members 🥺
Also !!! jaemin's voice! omg that radio clip reminds me of when he did the tingle interview with jeno and imitated jeno's deep "wae" (<3 i'm jeno biased so doubly amusing) and also when he tried hitting that really high "janeul deureo" adlib while recording work it 😭😂lives in my mind rent free
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break-slash · 4 years
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[ENG Translation] The Past and The Future
This is one of my favorite Puzzleshipping fancomics on Pixiv. Translated with permission from the artist. Please do not scanlate it unless you have asked permission to the artist directly.
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Egypt, The Valley of The Kings
Driver: We will soon arrive at the place
Driver: Cars can’t enter from this point, so you’ll have to walk by yourself.
Driver: Mister, why don’t you hire yourself a professional guide?
Driver: Getting an extra explanation surely will be a bonus!
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Yuugi: Thank you, but I know more about this place than you probably think.
Driver: You sure about that?
Driver: Good luck, then!
-Mobile Message-
Grandpa: Yuugi, have you arrived safe and sound?
Yuugi: I just got off from the car. I think I’ll be walking for a while.
Grandpa: It’s already around this time; shouldn’t it be night in Egypt? Be careful out there.
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Yuugi: Don’t be so worried, it’s not my first time anyway.
Grandpa: Haha, true that. You’ve always visited that place once in a year since that time. How long will you be there this time?
Yuugi: We’ll see about that. I’ll have to go to the US too, so I might not return to Japan for a while. There are no city lights around here, so the night sky looks so beautiful. I’ll send you the photos later.
Grandpa: The night sky, huh.
Grandpa: Oh, the news did say that there will be a rare astronomical phenomenon today – a huge scale of meteor shower, it seems.
Yuugi: Meteor shower?
Grandpa: Aren’t you a lucky one? You can see it from Egypt, but I don’t think I can from Japan.
Grandpa: Why don’t you make a wish? Something for my store’s business thriving would be great, for example.
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Yuugi: A wish, huh.
Yuugi: From a long time ago…
Yuugi: Mine has always been…
[Page 7]
Yuugi: My… my other self…?
Atem: Who would you be?
[Page 8]
Atem: Abnormalities in the sky?
Isis: Indeed.
[Page 9]
Isis: The image I saw through my Millenium Necklace.
Isis: It was the time before your coronation. The stars start raining down from the sky.
Atem: What omen does that lead to?
Isis: I apologize; I could only see those images I have described to you.
Isis: Somehow what happens afterwards feels so far away, and I could only see darkness from the range I could perceive through these eyes.
Isis: However, this abnormality would surely cause a disruption to a certain time and space, so please be careful.
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Atem: This must be the “the rain of stars” Isis mentioned before.
Yuugi: Why don’t you warm yourself with this cup of hot chocolate?
[Page 12]
-Cultural exchange-
Yuugi: So, you are a prince from Egypt…
Yuugi: And you will take over the Pharaoh position in a few days?
Atem: Yes.
Yuugi: I still get reception, it seems.
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Atem: That thing you are currently holding.
Atem: It seems to be shining all the time – what exactly is it?
Yuugi: This? It’s called a “smartphone”. It’s something that lets you contact people far away from you.
Atem: Is that your spirit? Does it have a special ability for long-distance conversation?
Yuugi: Um, no… it has nothing to do with spirits. Simply put, this is just a tool.
Atem: Whatever, that thing doesn’t really concern me.
Atem: Tell me who exactly you are.
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Yuugi: I’m Mutou Yuugi
Atem: That’s all? You only gave me a name?
Yuugi: Erm…
Yuugi: I know you all too well, but I’m not so sure anymore how to introduce myself to you.
Yuugi: Then, do you mind me asking how I should call you?
Yuugi: There’s no longer a figure as “Pharaoh” in this era after all.
[Page 15]
Yuugi: This is a future 3000 years later from your era.
Atem: 3000 years...
Yuugi: You don’t seem to be so surprised.
Atem: I have been warned beforehand.
Atem: But I didn’t expect it to be 3000 years…
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Atem: The way I see it, the world 3000 years later doesn’t seem to change much, so I thought I shouldn’t get so surprised.
Yuugi: That’s because we are in a historic ruin. Nobody except archaeologists or researchers come to this place.
Atem: A ruin?
Yuugi: If you appeared first in a city instead, I bet you would not have thought like that.
Yuugi: What will you do from now?
Atem: My people are all waiting for my coronation ceremony.
Atem: This place is not where I come from, so…
Atem: I must go back to Egypt 3000 years before!
[Page 17]
Yuugi: Let me help you!
Yuugi: I mean, you couldn’t possibly stay in this ruin until we find out how to return you back, right? I can act as your guide in this era, and we can look for the way together as well!
Yuugi: The world has changed very vastly in 3000 years! You’ll get lost if you don’t have anyone to guide you around here!
Atem: You’re too close.
Yuugi: Ah! Sorry about that! I got myself carried away…
Atem: Never mind, it wasn’t unpleasant or anything. I was just not used to it.
Atem: Speaking of which, it did feel weird. This was my first time meeting you, but I feel a sense of familiarity coming from you.
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Atem: Since you said there is no Pharaoh at this era… “Atem”
Atem: You may call me with that name.
Yuugi: Ah!
Yuugi: The area of the meteor shower is getting wider!
Yuugi: It is said that you can only see this large scale of meteor shower once in a thousand years!
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Atem: Wait, if this “rain of stars” exists in a future 3000 years later, it means I have not experienced the “omen” of my era yet!
Yuugi: There’s a call from Mokuba.
Mokuba: Yuugi!
Mokuba: There’s an announcement from the US Block!
Yuugi: Really? It’s been decided?
Mokuba: I’ve told you to be standby on your device and keep a contact since these past few days, haven’t I?
Mokuba: Tell me your location later. I’ll send someone to pick you up.
Mokuba: Get adjusted with jet lag as soon as possible too. It’d be troublesome for us, the organizers, if the King of Duelist doesn’t get enough sleep during the duel itself.
[Page 20]
Atem: Oh, this thing can speak too?
Yuugi: Uwaaaah!
Mokuba: Hm? Are you still with somebody else?
Yuugi: It’s my friend! I took him along to watch the stars!
Yuugi: It’s someone unrelated to the tournament, so I’ll continue our talk!
Yuugi: If Atem gets seen, things would get messy.
Mokuba: Oh, I see. I saw the news reporting about the rare astronomical phenomenon in Egypt's sky today.
Yuugi: Is there something else I need to keep in mind?
Mokuba: As the head of the tournament’s executive committee, I should stay neutral, but don’t you dare lose before your match with my brother!
Yuugi: Okay, I got it, Mokuba!
Mokuba: That’s all from me then. Do you need something else?
[Page 21]
Atem: How rude…
Atem: But I’m not annoyed
Yuugi: Ah, Mokuba, there is something I want you to do for me.
The USA
[Page 22]
Seto: Are you finished sending the notice to the duelists, Mokuba?
Mokuba: Yes! I’ve confirmed it with everyone! That Yuugi is in Egypt right now, by the way.
Seto: That place again, huh.
Mokuba: Something’s off, though.
Seto: Hm?
Mokuba: Yuugi asked me to change his hotel room to double bed all of the sudden. Does he have a friend that close from Egypt?
Seto: As long as he isn’t late to the tournament, let him be.
Mokuba: As always, Brother doesn’t care about anything else than dueling, huh.
Mokuba: He isn’t wrong, though. The King of Duelist’s personal relationship is not in our Kaiba Corporation’s jurisdiction.
Mokuba: Alright, registration confirmed!
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Isono: Mr. Mutou, we are sent by the KC to pick you up.
Yuugi: Thank you as always. Have you prepared the clothing I asked for?
Isono: Yes, I’ve put it on the seat.
Isono: And who is this person might be…?
Yuugi: He’s a friend of mine who performed on a stage called “Pharaoh” just now.
Yuugi: He’s here to accompany me.
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Yuugi: This is a “helicopter”, one type of vehicle.
Yuugi: It can fly and take us through the sky.
Yuugi: Interesting, isn’t it?
Atem: There are a lot of spirits with flying skills. I use it quite often.
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Yuugi: Of course you do!
Yuugi: I expect nothing less from my other self. He’s not afraid of anything!
Meanwhile, inside the Prince’s mind
Atem: Vehicle…
Atem: It neither looks like a spirit nor a living being. Is that something human created? How do they make it? I question this world even more now.
Isono: Mr. Mutou, we will depart soon!
Yuugi: Ah, he’s calling for us.
Yuugi: Let’s go!
[Page 26]
Yuugi: I’ll explain about the current common knowledge in our way.
Yuugi: I think you’ll find it interesting.
Atem: I should have… pulled my hand away…
[Page 28]
Phone Screen: Ishizu, there’s something I’d like to consult with. It’s about the Nameless Pharaoh. I’ll explain the details after the tournament…
Yuugi: Millenium Puzzle…
[Page 29]
Yuugi: I thought I’d never see it again.
Yuugi: Hehe, it’s my first time seeing my other self’s face when sleeping.
Yuugi: He didn’t sleep at all last night, so he must have been tired.
Yuugi: I wonder if he’s dreaming of something…
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Atem: What’s this? This dream feels like I’m watching from someone’s point of view.
[Page 31]
Atem: Yuugi…
Yuugi: Why is Yuugi in my dream?
[Page 32]
Atem: Me?
Yuugi: Atem!
[Page 33]
Yuugi: Did you have a bad dream?
Atem: No…
Atem: It’s definitely on that man’s neck…
Atem: Was the Millenium Puzzle trying to tell me something?
Atem: What is with this pressured feeling?
Yuugi: We’ve arrived at our destination. The helicopter is landing down.
[Page 34]
Atem: This is what the world 3000 years later looks like…
[Page 35]
Yuugi: It suits you!
Atem: So, the outside is the city? Why is this country so different compared to Egypt? This really surprises me.
Yuugi: Hehe, the current Egypt actually looks like this too, you know.
Atem: This is the future world even Isis could not predict…
Atem: Do you mind if we go outside?
Yuugi: Well, I still have time before the tournament starts.
[Page 36]
Atem: How prosper everything has become! I can’t believe there are so many people here.
Yuugi: Haha, the world is currently populated by 7 billion people after all.
Atem: 7 billion?!
Atem: I’m amazed with the reign of this country’s king.
Yuugi: How should I explain that the monarchy system isn’t used here...?
[Page 37]
Yuugi: Here!
Yuugi: Ice cream!
Yuugi: Try it out!
[Page 38]
Yuugi: Back then, we were only able to eat one person’s portion.
Atem: It’s a taste I’ve never eaten before!
Yuugi: The ice cream will melt, so be careful not to leave any marks on your face.
Yuugi: This feels like a date…
Atem: About that… you have something on here/this spot.
Yuugi: Just when I wanted to show off my proper adult self to my other self!
Yuugi: By the way, what were you seeing before?
Yuugi: “Duel Monsters”!
[Page 39]
Atem: I thought everything is unknown to me ever since I came to this era, but there are things I am still familiar with.
Atem: If I was not mistaken, this spirit is Mahaad’s… but something is a bit different.
Yuugi: This must be the deck introduction during my debut.
[Page 40]
Atem: This sense of familiarity feels weird. I’m sure I didn’t know anything about this person at all before.
Yuugi: It’s been a while since we talked about “Dark Magician” together. It brings back memories.
Atem: Together?
Atem: Da…?
Atem: It should have been called as “The Magician of Illusion”…
Atem: Does the name change as well?
Atem: I wonder what these characters mean though. They have a weird shape…
Yuugi: Do you mean the content of the magazine?
Yuugi: This must be an article about me. Reading it firsthand is a little bit embarrassing…
Atem: I wonder how Mahaad’s spirit managed to evolve into a stronger being like this…
Atem: He surely would not have thought I would know about this before him!
Atem: Now I am curious about the other spirits’ well-being in the era.
Atem: I need to confirm it with my own two eyes.
[Page 41]
Atem: Are there temples around here? Or anyone with a skill of controlling the slab of the spirits?
Atem: Take me to them!
Yuugi: About that…
Kid 1: I summon “Koumori Dragon”!
[Page 42]
Atem: Why does the monster appear in the city? Where are the soldiers?!
Atem: Furthermore, the controller is…
Atem: A child!?
Yuugi: It’s alright, Atem. This era’s Duel Monsters is different from yours. They have no destructive power. It has become a worldwide game that everyone can enjoy. That’s all.
Atem: What… did you say? A game?
Kid 1: I attack you directly with “Koumori Dragon”!
[Page 43]
Kid 2: No! My life decreases so much!
Kid 1: Hehe, just admit that I am stronger already!
Kid 2: The match has just begun!
Atem: Even if he is hit…
Yuugi: This is the current era’s duel.
Yuugi: As long as you understand the rule, you can play it immediately and feel the fun of it.
Yuugi: Everyone can become a worthy Duelist!
[Page 44]
Atem: Training.
Atem: Talent.
Atem: Burden on one’s body.
Atem: In here, everyone can…
Atem: What is this?
Yuugi: The tournament’s ticket.
Yuugi: Come and check out while you can.
Yuugi: It’ll be easier to understand how this era’s duel looks like if you see the real deal.
Yuugi: I humbly invite you!
[Page 45]
*Bought on his way*
Atem: It’s the same arrow. This must have been the main entrance.
Atem: It took some time to look for the way around.
Yuugi: We can’t go together from here.
Yuugi: Let me draw a map for you!
Atem: He sure has some guts to leave me by myself.
[Page 46]
Atem: It sure is crowded.
Atem: Are these people Duelists, too?
Atem: Everyone seems to be having fun…
[Page 47]
Person A: That’s Mutou Yuugi.
Person B: The champion who hasn’t lost a single match.
Person C: It’s the King of Duelist!
Mokuba: Yuugi!
Yuugi: Mokuba-kun!
Mokuba: This is the tournament chart for the semifinals. I’ve brought it for you.
Yuugi: Thank you. I got too absorbed in adjusting my deck.
Mokuba: Are you nervous?
Yuugi: A little bit, yeah.
Mokuba: And I thought you have gotten used to it from some time ago.
Yuugi: This one is special.
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Mokuba: It is, for sure!
Mokuba: That must be because Brother will be joining as one of the Duelists this time!
*The Strongest Rival*
Mokuba: It’s about time for you to hand over the King of Duelist title!
Yuugi: That’s one of the causes, but…
Yuugi: This will definitely be a harsh battle…
Yuugi: Let us fight together once more, my old comrades!
[Page 51]
This is the scenery the Prince saw as he entered the venue.
Yuugi, who is standing in the middle of countless spotlight and among the cheers from the audience.
His figure emits off such dazzling lights.
[Page 52]
Atem: He shines just like Ra…
[Page 53]
Atem: I have seen this kind of battle before.
Atem: But it was a match I did with Father just to confirm the training result of the Priests. Nothing more.
Atem: However, in here…
Atem: Both the audience and the Duelists – everyone is having fun from the bottom of their heart.
[Page 54]
Atem: Furthermore, this might be because of the atmosphere, but…
Atem: It makes me fired up as well!
[Page 55]
Commentator: He manages to erase one more Monster from the field.
Commentator: Duelist Yuugi – his Life Point remains so little as he stumbles from his place. This might be the last turn that determines this duel’s result!
Yuugi: I set one card. I end my turn.
Commentator: Look at that! He ended his turn without leaving any wall Monster on the field! Duelist Yuugi is in trouble!
Atem: Yuugi…
Audience: King of Duelist…
Audience: King of Duelist!
[Page 56]
Judai: Hang in there! King of Duelist!
Judai: Come on. The flow of the match changed just after I went to the toilet!
Atem: King of… Duelist?
[Page 57]
Judai: Mister, you are standing over there…
Judai: But you don’t know about the King of Duelist?
Atem: Yuugi is a king? Don’t tell me he’s the ruler of this place?
Judai: Ruler? What’s that?
Judai: King of Duelist is someone who stands on the top of every Duelist out there, and currently Mr. Yuugi is the strongest man in this world!
Commentator: Duelist Yuugi is currently defending himself from the tumultuous attacks from his opponent! Will he be able to prevent the special effects of these troublesome monsters the opponent controls?!
Atem: The strongest man?
Opponent: Mutou Yuugi, it seems the winner has been decided.
Opponent: I’ll make sure to work hard for your part, too.
Judai: Mr. Yuugi has always won since his debut, after all!
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Opponent: Direct attack to the player!
Judai: No matter how strong the opponent is, no matter how bad the circumstances, Mr. Yuugi never gives up!
Commentator: Is this the end for the King of Duelist?!
Judai: He is the Duelist I respect the most!
[Page 59]
Yuugi: Reverse card, open!
Yuugi: I activate its effect! I Special Summon a Monster!
Yuugi: Appear before me, my strongest combination who fights together!
[Page 60]
Yuugi: Battle!
[Page 61]
Commentator: Splendid! Truly amazing! What a terrifying trap combination activated just in time! It’s the legendary Magician Pair!
Commentator: Here comes the comeback! Duelist Yuugi obtains his victory once more!
Judai: See that!
Judai: Isn’t he awesome?!
[Page 62]
Judai: Wow! The King of Duelist is staring at us/looking here!
Atem: His radiance is dazzling, indeed.
[Page 63]
Judai: Man, I’m tired!
Judai: The match made my throat dry!
Judai: Duels are truly the best! Putting things to an end with your strongest rival fires me up the most! (?)
Judai: The cheers from the audience even surpasses the mic!
Judai: Mister, do you drink juice? Let me treat you!
Atem: Oh, what an interesting item…
Judai: A bumpkin?
[Page 64]
Interviewer: Next, we will interview the duelists that are participating in this tournament!
Seto: Regarding the tournament, I, Kaiba…
Atem: That Kaiba person; what is he actually?
Judai: Oh, he’s Yuugi’s rival, and the executive committee of this tournament.
Judai: He debuted before Yuugi, and is a strong Duelist himself.
Judai: I’ve collected the data about his deck, too!
Atem: So Mutou Yuugi is a famous person?
Judai: You must be a person from the countryside if you don’t know about Yuugi!
Judai: When he was 16 years old, Yuugi defeated Kaiba in his first duel and got noticed by the public. He became well-known during Duelist Kingdom afterwards. He later became the undefeated duelist in every public duel he participated. Truly the invincible champion!
Judai: Let me tell you that I have all sets of the DVDs featuring his public matches!
Atem: D…V… D?
[Page 65]
Judai: But later on, Yuugi’s dueling style changed all of the sudden, and nobody has ever seen his old style ever since.
Judai: There’s a rumor that the King of Duelist back then was actually another Yuugi.
Judai: Doesn’t it sound ridiculous?
Atem: The other Yuugi!
Atem: Was that ‘Yuugi’ strong as well?
Judai: Of course he was!
Judai: He obtained the “King of Duelist” title during that time, after all!
Judai: That was Yuugi, you know! The legendary, unquestionable phantom Duelist!
[Page 66]
Judai: One day I want to have a fun duel with Yuugi someday!
Atem: I understand that Yuugi is not a regular person, but I did not know he was this famous…
Judai: Mister, you really are a weird one, you know. You have the King of Duelist’s merchandise, but you don’t know anything about him.
Judai: More importantly, whether it’s the past or the present
Judai: Without doubt, Yuugi is strong!
Atem: Then, the other Yuugi is…
Judai’s friend: Ah, it’s him! That’s where he has been!
Judai’s friend: Judai, the signing event will start soon!
Judai: Got it! I’m going!
Judai: Mister, why don’t you go with us?
Atem: No, I still have to meet someone after this.
[Page 67]
Judai: Well, that’s a shame.
Judai: If you’re really interested in him, you could’ve asked the person directly!
Judai: Well then, I’m going!
Atem: Good bye.
[Page 68]
Judai: Wha…
[Page 69]
Judai’s friend: Judai!
Judai: That’s…
[Page 70]
Yuugi: Atem!
Yuugi: Too much signing wrecks my wrist!
Yuugi: Sorry for being late. There are more people than I expected.
Atem: Aren’t you a famous one? That kind of last-minute strategy – I can’t believe you pulled it off.
Yuugi: Really? That means a lot to me!
Yuugi: So, how was it?
Atem: I’m surprised.
Atem: I know most of the figures from your deck, particularly those two Monster cards!
[Page 71]
Atem: Those cards, “Dark Magician” and “Dark Magician Girl” – their combination effect is way more amazing than I expected!
Atem: I didn’t know you can even pair them with another Spell card! Truly interesting!
Atem: They are actually my friends, but the ones I know are not that strong yet.
Yuugi: You’ve understood the vocabularies used for duel this far?
Atem: I am one hell of a fast learner!
Atem: A few days ago, my priest predicted that I would transcend space-time due to a certain meteor shower. I kept thinking about its meaning until this moment.
Atem: When I saw them in a distant future I couldn’t have expected before, I couldn’t help but want to talk with them right at this moment.
Yuugi: The person who bears the Millenium Necklace can even predict the events happening 3000 years later?
Atem: No, she only said that it would happen before my coronation ceremony.
Atem: And the first meteor shower that I saw was the one that appeared at the night we first met.
[Page 72]
Yuugi: Don’t tell me – does it mean that you will be able to see the meteor shower once more sometime in the future
Yuugi: And that meteor shower will become the key to this mystery?
Atem: This might be one of the clues! Isis did say that the abnormality in the astronomical phenomenon caused the disruption in time and space!
Yuugi: If we are talking about space-time disruption, that means what you experienced is something similar to a wormhole! You must have felt the entrance to the current era at that time!
Atem: What’s a “wormhole”?
Yuugi: I don’t really understand either…
Yuugi: But I’m glad.
Yuugi: I’ve consulted about this to someone who’s an expert on this topic.
Atem: I wonder why this era of all periods, though.
[Page 73]
Atem: If I didn’t experience it myself, I probably wouldn’t be able to imagine it. I still don’t know how I should explain all of this to the Priests.
Atem: In Egypt, controlling the spirits is one difficult task. Only people with royal family blood or those with sublime knowledge who are able to do it.
Atem: Moreover, the basis of “being able to see the shape of the spirits” can only be done after one experienced harsh training in several years.
Atem: However, in this place, even kids can control the spirits and have duels at their will. This era is too mysterious.
[Page 74]
Yuugi: To be frank, a Pharaoh who can do magic is more mysterious to us.
Atem: A Pharaoh who can use magic is a given! It is a sacred skill given to me since my birth, so it should be obvious!
Atem: If I could not do it, how would I be able to protect my people?!
Atem: But here, everyone is a warrior.
Atem: Should they face someone strong, they have no need to cower in fear!
Atem: No wonder this era does not need a Pharaoh!
Atem: When I was a child, I made a promise with my friend that I would create a world where everyone is treated equally. That is why I go through countless training to make it come true.
Atem: However, when my father passed away, I was starting to question it.  
[Page 75]
Atem: My father was born during the war, but he raised me while maintaining Egypt’s peace.
Atem: When I inherited the reign, I wondered if I could maintain Egypt’s prosperity for a long time just like my father did.
Atem: Would I be able to welcome the world I dreamed of with my people together? What kind of world would it be?
Atem: Afterwards, I came to this era, and after seeing the things happening in here, I finally understand.
Atem: This era is precisely the shortcut that leads to the road of the future I’ve always been looking for! That is why I came here!
Atem: The form of that ideal Egypt is starting to burst into my mind!
[Page 76]
Atem: I see!
Atem: This is the future!
Atem: There must be a record about me….
[Page 77]
Atem: It’s the first time
Atem: Yuugi avoided looking at me.
[Page 78]
Atem: Oh well!
Atem: Life wouldn’t be so interesting if we know about the future already.
Yuugi: Atem…
Man: Ah, look at that guy…
Woman: That’s Mutou Yuugi!
Man: The King of Duelist!
Woman: Wow!
Man: Please take a photo with me!
Person A: You guys in the behind, don’t push!
Person B: You’re stepping on others, you know!?
Person C: Get out of my way!
[Page 79]
Atem: Let’s escape!
Yuugi: Uwah!
Atem: Ah…
Atem: I’m tired…
[Page 80]
Atem: Your believers are very passionate, huh.
Yuugi: They are not believers. They’re just fellow fans who love duels just like I do.
Atem: What is this “fellow fans” thing?
Yuugi: Such curiosity!
Yuugi: “Fellow fans” means that our interests or the things we like are the same. In a word, we’re comrades!
Atem: Does it mean we can be called as “fellow fans” too?
Yuugi: Eh?
Atem: I have interest in “Duel Monsters”.
Atem: Would you mind teaching me?
Yuugi: Of course!
Yuugi: I just happen to have another deck with me!
Yuugi: That time, I really did wish for something…
[Page 81]
Yuugi: Right now, I’m so happy it brings me to tears!
[Page 82]
Atem: Oddly, everything feels so familiar.
Atem: This is a deck Yuugi gave to me, but
Atem: It feels like a deck with cards I would definitely choose if I were to make one.
Atem: Mana…
Atem: Mahaad…
[Page 83]
Yuugi: Are you ready?
Atem: Come at me!
Yuugi and Atem: Duel!
[Page 85]
Atem: Oh man!
Atem: You’re the first one to ever win a game from me.
Yuugi: For someone who has never dueled before, being able to put me at the corner is an amazing feat, too!
Yuugi: But, in the end…
Atem: It was a fun duel!
[Page 86]
Yuugi: Thank you…
Yuugi: Atem
Yuugi: For dueling with me here.
Yuugi: If you don’t, I don’t know… when I will be able to get over with “the last duel” I had with my other self.
Yuugi: A duel that symbolizes our parting and sadness…
[Page 87]
Yuugi: What I wished for was so that I can duel with you once more with a smile on our faces/I can have a fun duel with you!
Atem: Those eyes again…
Atem: It’s like he’s having a reminiscence of something…
[Page 88]
Atem: Um…
Atem: I feel like there’s a meaning behind those words.
Yuugi: There is one indeed!
Atem: What is it?
Yuugi: Not telling!
Yuugi: You’ll understand it someday.
Atem: Egypt owes you so much for showing me the way to rule my country!
Yuugi: You’re exaggerating it!
Atem: It is the fact.
[Page 89]
Atem: That’s why I should be the one to thank you!
Atem: When I just arrived here, I always kept my guard over everything around me.
Atem: If you were not there, I would probably seclude myself in that ruins.
Atem: When I saw you the first time…
Atem: Of course…
[Page 90]
Atem: When I saw Yuugi, I understood that it’s a “fate” in one glance.
Atem: Yuugi, what exactly are you…
Atem: If you had been born in Egypt, I would have definitely taken you to the royal palace.
[Page 91]
Atem: I’m starting to like you, Yuugi…
[Page 92]
Yuugi: Ah!
Atem: Don’t stare at me that much…
Atem: I’m flustered too, here.
Atem: Your answer?
[Page 93]
Yuugi: I can feel it clearly now – just how long 3000 years can be.
[Page 94]
Atem: Yuugi…
Atem: You should relax a little bit, Yuugi…
[Page 95]
Atem: You’re too nervous. Is this your first time?
Yuugi: …Maybe…
Atem: Maybe? What’s with that answer?
Yuugi: Is this your first too, then?
Atem: Do I look like I have spare time for this?
Atem: That’s why, if it hurts…
Atem: Say it with words.
[Page 97]
Atem: Yuugi…?
Yuugi: And that’s why –
[Page 98]
Ishizu: You want to know the exact date when the meteor shower happened in Ancient Egypt 3000 years ago?
Yuugi: I was thinking of asking Ishizu-san to search for any possible method…
Ishizu: I understand.
Ishizu: It is possible to calculate the time when the space-time interval between 3000 years ago and this era will open by researching the literature.
Ishizu: I will inform you once we get the result.
Yuugi: Please do. Calculating 3000 years of time before must be difficult…
Ishizu: No problem. It is something related to the karma of history, so I will do to my utmost.
Atem: That woman… Isis?
Ishizu: Yuugi, can I ask you a question?
Yuugi: Yes?
[Page 99]
Ishizu: How do you feel right now?
Yuugi: …I don’t know.
Yuugi: It might be good or bad. It could be both.
Yuugi: What Atem needs the most right now is his era’s Egypt.
Yuugi: Both of us clearly understood about this one fact.
[Page 100]
Yuugi: Compared to this mundane feeling of mine,
Yuugi: Turning back the time needle of the messy history is more important.
Ishizu: I expected those words to come out of you.
Ishizu: Pardon my rudeness.
Atem: Why of all times, it has to be 3000 years later…
Atem: This era is apparently deeply connected to my own.
[Page 101]
Atem: Even both Yuugi and I…
Atem: Don’t tell me there is another Millenium Puzzle in this world…
Atem: Impossible…. That was a mere dream.
Atem: Millenium Items are not something one can create so easily.
[Page 102]
Yuugi: Oh, you’re awake.
Atem: Hey!
Atem: My clothes!
Yuugi: Got it, got it!
Yuugi: Us getting flustered over it on the next day is expected.
Yuugi: I need to calm down as well!
Yuugi: I’m already a grown-up, after all!
Text: Shyness Level
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Atem: With whom were you talking just now?
Yuugi: You heard it?
Yuugi: She’s Ishizu Ishtar, an archeologist.
Yuugi: She’s an expert when it comes to the history of ancient Egypt.
Yuugi: I have told her about you.
Yuugi: She’ll definitely be able to look for a way to return you back.
Yuugi: And your tomb guardian as well…
Atem: I see…
[Page 104]
Malik: What happened, Sister?
Malik: You look down.
[Page 105]
Ishizu: I was just…
Ishizu: I was only grieving the fact that the young king will remain clueless of the fate which will block his way forward.
Ishizu: This farewell might be a sadder one compared to the Ceremonial Duel…
[Page 108]
Yuugi: “Month X, Date X, take the Pharaoh to the place where you two met the first time at the Valley of the Kings, and wait for night to come”
Yuugi: The time Ishizu mentioned is today!
Yuugi: This chasm can only fit one person at a time.
Atem: Let’s go.
[Page 109]
Yuugi: I can feel Atem’s heat through his palm.
Yuugi: It’s warm…
[Page 110]
Yuugi: The you who are standing in front of me right now is my other self who lived inside me, but
Yuugi: It’s not the king who went to the afterlife.
Yuugi: The Atem who lived 3000 years ago…
[Page 111]
Yuugi: Even so, I couldn’t do anything but to watch as you get swallowed by the darkness.
[Page 112]
Atem: We can finally see the stars.
Atem: We have to part ways from here.
Yuugi: Yeah.
Atem: Thank you for taking care of me these past few days.
Yuugi: It’s nothing…
[Page 114]
Yuugi: Ah…
Yuugi: No.
Yuugi: I was…
Yuugi: It’s just…
Yuugi: …I couldn’t hold it back.
Atem: Yuugi…
Atem: A farewell is indeed painful.
[Page 115]
Atem: The two of us were hindered by a large gap of time flow.
Atem: If this abnormality hadn’t existed…
Atem: I wouldn’t have been able to know the existence of Mutou Yuugi for my whole life.
Atem: I couldn’t have imagined such a dream-like scenery like this exists in this world.
Atem: That’s why, the sadness from this parting…
[Page 116]
Atem: It’s nothing much compared to the joy I get from my encounter with you.
Yuugi: I feel the same! I’m really glad to be able to meet you!
Yuugi: That’s true… I couldn’t interfere with your past.
[Page 117]
Yuugi: But, at least.
Yuugi: You’ll be able to look for a place to belong to in the future.
Yuugi: I’m really grateful for this encounter I have with you.
Yuugi: My other self… even now, you are still the savior of my heart.
Atem: Yuugi…
Atem: There is something I’ve been meaning to ask until now.
Atem: Have you been looking at someone else through me?
Atem: It feels like your eyes have always stared at somewhere far away…
[Page 118]
Yuugi: I’ve always looked at no one but you!
Yuugi: The current you wouldn’t understand the things we have experienced together, but.
Yuugi: No matter how severe and sorrowful things might be in the future, I ask you to keep believing.
Yuugi: Believe that I would definitely come to save you!
[Page 119]
Yuugi: Just you wait!
Yuugi: Farewell… my treasure.
[Page 120]
Atem: The Millenium Puzzle is resonating with Yuugi!
Atem: Something is flowing inside my mind!
[Page 121]
Yuugi: Let’s meet again in the future!
Atem: Ah… I’ve finally understood why I was sent to this era…
Atem: Will I be able to meet you once more?
[Page 122]
Atem: It’s because you are here!
Yuugi: Definitely!
[Page 125]
Mana: Prince!
Mana: I’ve finally found you!
Atem: Mana.
Mana: Where have you been these past few days? Everyone’s looking for you!
Atem: Is the royal palace safe?
[Page 126]
Mana: Don’t worry! Lady Isis has been consoling everyone, so it was alright for a while.
Mana: I don’t understand the whole “interval between space and time” matter…
Mana: That’s why I got scolded by Master.
Atem: It’s alright.
Atem: Mahaad will definitely think of you better in the future.
Mana: Prince, did something happen to you?
Atem: What is it?
Mana: It’s been a while since I saw your smile, after all.
Mana: O-Of course it doesn’t mean you look upset all the time!
Mana: You are a prince after all – you need to keep your dignity!
Mana: It’s just, the way you are right now…
[Page 127]
Mana: You become slightly gentler
Mana: Just like someone who falters, and decides to put his blade into its sheath.
Atem: Something did happen…
Mana: What could it be?
Atem: It’s a world you couldn’t imagine unless you see it with your own two eyes.
Atem: What remains the same is probably only this starry sky.
Atem: I’ll tell the rest of the story later.
[Page 128]
Atem: For now, let’s take a rest and prepare for the upcoming coronation ceremony!
Mana: Alright!
[Page 129]
Yuugi: Silent Magician! Direct attack on the player!
[Page 130]
Atem: Partner… you are already strong, yet your growth will not stop here.
Atem: I am lucky to be able to see your future with my own eyes.
Atem: Now, I can finally understand the meaning of the words you said to me back then.
[Page 131]
Yuugi: I…
Yuugi: I’m too weak…
Yuugi: You were my hero… my goal… I wanted to be strong… like you…
Atem: You’re not weak… you’ve always had a power that no one else could beat.
Atem: The power of kindness – that’s what I learned from you.
Atem: And that power shows me the path I must take from the past to the future.
Atem: I was able to pierce through my hesitation and face the darkness without fear because of you.
[Page 132]
Atem: I will depart from here. I have no regrets about it.
Atem: I’m not the “other you” anymore…
Atem: And you… are no one else but you!
Atem: You are Yuugi… the only Mutou Yuugi in the world!
Atem: It’s because I know that someone as strong as you will shine brightly among millions of people.
Atem: That is the glory that you have created with your own two hands.
[Page 133]
Atem: Thank you, partner…
[Page 134]
Atem: And let’s meet again in the future!
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Translation: Itaru Chigasaki SSR [MANKAI Encore] - Encore: Lancelot Part 3
The Spring Troupe have come a long way since their first performance of the Knights of the Round IV THE STAGE. The winner of Chikage and Itaru’s contest is...
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Lancelot = Itaru Gawain = Chikage Gareth = Masumi Mordred = Sakuya Merlin = Tsuzuru King Arthur = Citron
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Izumi: (The stage is set in medieval Brittania. The story begins with a conversion between Lancelot and the fairy Gwen.)
Lancelot: “Are you interested, Gwen?”
Izumi: (Itaru-san is alone on stage. Although Gwen doesn’t exist in reality, she’s expressed only by the lighting and Itaru-san’s acting…)
Lancelot: “I know. I won’t talk to you when we’re in front of people. I’ll just be treated as a weirdo.”
Audience A: Wow….
Izumi: (By facing Gwen with a soft expression, the guests become captivated as well. With that, it puts everyone in the world of KniRoun without feeling out of place.)
~~~
Izumi: (During his journey, Lancelot, who’s aiming for King Arthur’s castle, sees Gawain being attacked by a demon.)
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Lancelot: “I’ll assist you!”
Gawain: “I don’t know where you’ve come from, but I’m in your debt….!”
Izumi: (Chikage-san’s athletic skill is high, and his sword fighting is better than before--)
Gawain: “Haaa!”
*fire slash*
Izumi: (There’s charm suited for the stage in his movements, more than ever before. The quality of the slashes stand out, and has a nice feeling looking at it.)
~~
Izumi: (The two of them go on a journey together. Lancelot opens up his heart to Gawain, who is able to accept Gwen’s existence without any worriesーー)
Gawain: “Can you see something?”
Lancelot: “.......” “I can see something… If I said that, it’d feel unpleasant, right?”
Gawain: “Haha, you’re the same as my pet cat. Now that I think about it, you kind of resemble it a little.”
Lancelot: “A cat?”
Izumi: (The process of the two of them reaching out to each other little by little has to be shown in a short amount of time on stage, butーー)
Gawain: “Well, there’s many things I’m unable to see. I don’t really mind.”
Lancelot: “You’re strange.”
Izumi: (With their movements and the atmosphere, the changes in the sense of distance between the two of them is steadily conveyed.)
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Izumi: (In order to cure the king’s illness, Lancelot and Gawain go on a journey to look for the “Holy Chalice.) (During their journey, they meet a young man, Gareth, and learn he is Gawain’s long-lost brother.)
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Gawain: “That crest on your sword, are youーー”
Gareth: “T-This is… Apparently the household crest of my father, who left when I was a child. My mother entrusted this sword to me when I left….”
Gawain: “That’s my household’s crest.”
Gareth: “Huh!?”
Lancelot: “What do you mean by that?”
Gareth: “Then, my father is…”
Gawain: “To think I’d encounter my half-sibling in a place like this.” “You have my thanks, Lancelot. I’m constantly being helped by you.”
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Arthur: “It’s said that with Merlin’s magic, Gwen can become a human. If that’s true, then there’s the possibility that she’ll also become my wife.”
Lancelot: “Gwen becoming the king’s wife….!?”
“If you go against Gwen’s wishes, you’ll anger her mother, the Lady of the Lake.”
Arthur: “It has already been decided.”
Lancelot: “Your Majesty….!”
Izumi: (His dignity as the king is incredible. Thanks to that, Lancelot’s anguish deepens when he turns his back on the king whom he swore an oath to, increasing the depth of the story.)
~~~
Izumi: (When Gwen proposes running away to Lancelot, Gawain, loyal to the king, is confronted by the other knights.) When Gwen is half-transformed into a human, a fight breaks out at the ritual site, and amidst the confusion, Gareth loses his life at Lancelot’s side.)
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Gareth: “I-I’m fine! P-Please, hurry and take Gwen… I’m fine!”
Lancelot: “.....gh, I’m sorry. You’re a true knight.”
*Itaruns off screen*
Gareth: “T-Thank you…”
Gawain: “Gareth! Gareth, hang on!”
Gareth: “Brother… I’m glad I was able to become a knight….”
Audience B: *sobbing*
Izumi: (Gareth dies without holding a grudge against Lancelot and Gwen. He smiles in his last moments, gripping the hearts of the audience.) (This Gareth has an ephemeral expression, a different vibe from Masumi’s usual Gareth, as if he were Gareth himself.)
Arthur: “What is the meaning of this, Mordred?”
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Mordred: “Uncle, I’ve been aiming to dispose of you for a long time.”
Gawain: “How did you accomplish a rebellion so quickly….?”
Merlin: “With my magic, this much isn’t difficult at all.”
Arthur: “Merlin!” [1]
Gawain: “No way, even you’ve become a traitorー”
Merlin: “I thought I could use this one better than Arthur.”
Izumi: (Both Sakuya-kun and Tsuzuru-kun had difficulty performing villainous roles well in the previous performance, but this time, it looks like they’re enjoying themselves with ease. It’s quite solid.) (Peace returns to the castle and Gawain slashes at Lancelot. In their last scene together….)
Gawain: “ーーHaa!”
*slashes*
Lancelot: “ーーgh.”
Arthur: “What are you doing, Gawain.”
Gawain: “I told you I still haven’t forgiven you, didn’t I?”
Lancelot: “.....”
Gawain: “But, that doesn’t change the fact that you are my friend.”
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Lancelot: “Gawain….”
Gawain: “I’ll take you to see Gareth. I’m sure he’ll be happy.”
Lancelot: “.....”
Izumi: (Up until here, the exchanges, sword fighting, everything was in sync. Because of their every day relationship, it’s gotten even better than before!)
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Tonooka: Nice work. Because Hoshii was very busy, he went home early, but he was in a very pleasant mood. “Thank you for making me interested in theatre, as well as making me feel like I was on a journey together with you,” is what he said.
Sakuya: You did it, Itaru-san!
Itaru: ーーHell yeah, I feel like something good might come out if I pull the gacha right now.
Tsuzuru: Eh, you’re gonna pull the gacha looking like Lancelot?
Masumi: He’s a hopeless game freak.
Citron: Speaking of which, you still haven’t pulled, Itaru?
Itaru: Not excessively. ーーNow then. Enter the stage, SSR.....! [2]
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Itaru: Hell yeah! Got it! SSR Lancelot!
Sakuya: That’s great, Itaru-san!
Itaru: And with that, the winner of the gacha contest is me, Senpai.
Chikage: Oh, I didn’t tell you, huh. ーーLook.
Itaru: Eh, Gawainーーand Lancelot!?
Chikage: When I tried doing one 10 pull, I got both of them. [3] It’s my victory.
Citron: Ohh Itaru, a bright yet short-lived joy!
Tsuzuru: So it’s Itaru-san’s loss after all.
Itaru: Even though I accumulated good karma….I don’t understand.
Tl notes and comments:
[1]  easiest line in the play thus far HAHAHA
[2] Itaru says SSR演出入った……!which I translated as a kind of play on 演出 is like “stage production” and 入る is to enter. Therefore, “enter the stage!”  
[3] DISGUSTING
Thanks for reading my translation up to this point! I hope it was easy to follow along! If you spot any mistakes in grammar or the translation, please don’t hesitate to let me know! I know Eng A3! will eventually catch up, but until then, if anyone has any other stories (preferably Spring Troupe) they’d like translated, feel free to message me! I may be translating something from Yume100 soon, but we’ll see...
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hi!! it's now technically saturday BUT for fanfic writer friday: what is your process around dialogue? how do you get it so organic? oh, and any more fics you'd like to write for bakoda??
hi!!! thanks for your ask!! 
first of all... i’m working on a couple bakoda fics right now! i am kind of obsessed with the idea of bato having had past relationships as well, as opposed to our favorite quietly-pining-for-life scenario (which i DO love too). i’m doing a bit of research first though, so idk when those’ll come haha. 
for your first question i really got to thinking. i’ve never really considered my dialogue choices before, but then i started thinking and i had a lot of thoughts so the answer got kind of long
i think i start planning about dialogue based around cadence
so: i had a lisp as a kid, so i was in speech therapy for a few years which has given me an obsession with repeating words or phrases and trying to match the speaker’s cadence/ emphasis/ pronunciation. it’s just a low level obsession of mine and i’m the worst about it (see: i’ll be in a restaurant with friends but eavesdropping on the next table, and i’ll repeat something they said immediately, or i’ll repeat dialogue from tv/radio) 
so i somewhat subconsciously pay attention to the pronunciation/ cadence/ emphasis that characters speak with. a good example is Iroh, because his VA Mako has such a unique way of talking:
“it is im-por-tant to draw wis-dom from many diff-er-ent plac-es” 
“life happens wher-ev-er you are, whether you make it or not” 
“with a poor stance, you are unbal-anced, and you can be easily knocked over” 
he places strong emphasis on the end of his phrases, and breaks up his sentences with that emphasis. he also tends to have longer and more grammatically complex sentences than a lot of characters, including Zuko. 
Some Zuko lines for comparison:
“Next time you get in my way, I promise, I won’t hold back.”  (his emphasis rose for the first segment, peaked on “promise” and fell off completely after)
“Three years ago today, I was banished. I lost it all. I want it back.” 
“I brought you something. It’s a coupon for a free cup of tea.” 
“I used to think this scar marked me. The mark of a banished prince, cursed to chase the Avatar forever.” 
“My father, who challenged me, a thirteen year old boy, to an agni kai.” 
My boy is so painfully direct in all of his dialogue. His cadence tends to either be entirely flat, or rise to a peak near the middle of his statement before dropping off entirely, OR the second to last syllable of a sentence segment (Hello, Zuko here). He cuts unnecessary words (”Oh. Sorry about that. Nice to see you again” whereas Iroh would probably say. “Oh, I am sorry about that. It is nice to see you again.”) Also, these examples are mostly season 2 and he definitely got more verbose in season 3 but the basics of his cadence are the same. 
Zuko also creates emphasis at the front of his mouth (probably opening his mouth wider when saying emphasized words) versus Iroh who emphasizes from the back of his mouth. This makes Zuko’s lines punchier while Iroh’s is more meandering up and down. 
So for me, cadence helps me start to form the structure and word choice of each character. 
Then I often add a tag line and action mid-dialogue. I think we all know how fun those tag lines get: it helps keep the story moving naturally, etc. I find them most effective when their placement and length match the usual cadence of the character, and especially important for characters like Sokka. So here are some Sokka lines:
“...I think I’ve come up with a name for him. What do you think of... “sparky-sparky boom man”? ... Just think about it.”  (he speeds up when italicized)
“Mind if I watch you two jerks do your jerk bending?” (he slows down when italicized)
“Now that your firebending’s gone, I guess we should call you the loser lord” (slowed)
Sokka’s cadence is more about tempo and dramatically changing tempo to create his emphasis, rather than the way Iroh and Zuko actually emphasize different parts of their statements. 
ok anyway IDK this is kind of baseline of how i think about my own dialogue, trying to translate my own dialogue needs into the usual rhythm that their VAs used for them. hm hope this made sense :) 
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The Jump is Beautiful
Peace has its ways to demand attention.  
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According to the calendar, it has been half a year. 7 months next week to be exact. To be honest, I stopped counting at 4. It doesn't feel necessary anymore. Gone are the days where I tell myself "I can't believe it. It still doesn't feel real" and need a constant reminder that time has passed and will not go back. Now are the days where they feel the most real and where time not passing fast enough becomes my worst reminder.
My close friend committed suicide last May. And I knew it.
The night before May 15 was weird. You could call it a premonition or somewhat paranoia but I felt something was wrong. I couldn't pinpoint right away what I was feeling but my chest felt heavy and tears fell for no reason. I was scared, remembering now how I felt that evening. I had an instinct of asking one person how they were feeling. I gave words of encouragement. I admitted to them that I felt something was wrong and just wanted to make sure they were fine. Guess what? Wrong friend. Or I guess just not the right one at that moment.
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My close friend committed suicide last May. And now we're lost.
I was in school cramming a group paper for a major when our barkada chat popped up. Our friend that was his course mate was the one who messaged. I started to feel my heart getting heavy. The feeling I had last night came back and my worst fears came true when he finally told us the news. I was in disbelief. We called each other up and ask who was free so we could just be together. I asked my group mates if I could just help tomorrow then left to meet with friends. It was the worst reunion ever.
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What followed was a series of sleepless nights and endless bouts of crying throughout the week of his wake. Every part of his death was a reminder of the last time I missed a death. It was even in the same place. And every part of me was blaming myself again like last time. If I reached out more, maybe just maybe Peace wouldn't have to. 
The third day of his wake where I finally stopped crying excessively, I went back to our chat box and found a conversation of ours on how we were struggling to find time to meet up as a barkada. He wasn't complaining though he even said a hello across the hallway was enough. I was lucky because he had a Stat subject last year so I got to see him for like 5 minutes every other day. We would chat for a bit about anything even if we both had classes. The friendship was always that simple to him. He just love simply being together, doing nothing particularly exciting. And now that's what all we want also: to be together.
“Most of the time sapat na yun sa akin e.”
This was the second time I knew something was wrong but still chose not to do anything. This was the second time I chose not to hold on. But this will be the last time that I didn't start doing something. 
My close friend committed suicide last May. And it will not be in vain.
What we can do
My friend did not tell us at any point his diagnosis. The one time he told us anything about his mental health was when we had a reunion because one of us in the barkada was going to do a semester abroad in Japan. He opened up about going to a therapist and working on his issues with himself. He told us that he has this thing that when he is happy, he thinks that it won't last so he just sabotages it himself so at least he knows when the happiness will end. He opened up about having times where he feels depressed or feels pressured about his academics. Even during that lunch, he said he can only stay until 1 since he had to go back to school to study. This was the time I should have done more like ask how he was everyday or send words of encouragement every now and then. 
In 2017, WHO released statistics on mental health citing suicide associated with depression as the second leading cause of death among people ages 15-29. DOH also presents that the suicide rate for men and women for every 100,000 people is  2.5 and 1.7 respectively. This has become such a problem that in DOH's 2017 budget plan, 100 million was allotted for mental health drugs and 1 billion for mental health facilities. But the government can only do so much. The stigma around mental health problems as just excuses or only weaknesses of the person prevents people from seeking out help even if it is available. We must start by first educating ourselves with what depression and disorders in the same category in order to begin the process of eliminating the stigma on mental health. 
Saundra Ciccarelli (2017) explains Major Depressive Disorder as "when a deeply depressed mood comes on fairly suddenly and either seems to be too severe for the circumstances or exists without any external cause for sadness". It some sense it is not logical. It is not something you can eliminate in their sight so they can feel better. Neither is it something you can reason them out of. 
According to Ciccarelli causes of depression may be: 
1. Repressed anger towards authority figures
2. Learned helplessness (tendency to stop trying after past failures)
3. Self-defeating thoughts
4. Variation in neurotransmitter systems
With the first reason, consultations with family guidance counselors may be done or just having a more open conversation as a family can help. For the second and third reason, extra caution in the words we use must be made. Every mistake they make, they will amplify and intensify guilty feelings. It is important to not only think about what we say but also how we say it. I implore you to read more upon this so you can understand what a person having depression or depressive moods is going through. Asides from what is mentioned, it is important we are also aware of the free facilities and services near our places that can accommodate new clients. 
Me taking Psych 101 and writing this blog post is just step number 1. He has changed my life and many others'.
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Farewell
To Edel,How weird is it that the only time I talk to you at length is for a subject. Last time it was for Eng 10 case study, now for Psych 101. I guess you understand me anyway. 
You were the first person not to question my insecurities when making friends with what I called "popu" kids. You just kept on trying and eventually you broke down the wall I put up. You are one of my best friends and I'm sorry I never told you that. You were always there to help everyone in our group even if that meant you driving out of the way just to go to us. I remember you fetching me one time at my house so I wouldn't be hassled with transportation to your despedida. I remember you baking cookies for a girl that eventually gave it away (tough man but hey at least you learned how to bake haha). I remember you taking on 3+ roles for your section's school play. I remember you. In all ways you never looked at yourself. You are the kindest, most generous, and loving person. 
But you weren't without your flaws. 
You had your own wall, one where I only noticed far too late in our friendship. It wasn't like you weren't open about your emotions just not specific ones. I just wished I caught onto it so I could've convinced you that you were a far greater person that what you think. If I saw every doubt when it came to your decisions, I would've told you that I was proud no matter what choice. If I saw every hesitation when you wanted to speak, I would've made you feel comfortable until you were ready to tell us. 
But really, would I have? Because it is because of you that right now I am not afraid to ask people how they are doing. I don't care if I come off as FC. It is because of you that I talk about my feelings to my friends and to God. It is because of you that I learned to love my friends explicitly. I just wished that "because of you" wasn't in exchange for you. 
I miss you. I miss you everyday. We miss you everyday. And right now are days are still pretty heavy but they will get better because you gave us a reason to be better for each other and for you. Thank you for everything. I'll see you when I see you and don't worry I'll give you more than a high five. 
To everyone suffering in even the most simplest way, you are enough and more than enough all at the same time. 
A sight is never too beautiful to resist.
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htani19 · 3 years
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Samurai Sentai Shinkenger fanfiction novel- The katanas of the future (ENG)
[Chapter 3: Awaken of the past memories 第三幕:過去の記憶の目覚め 過去記憶的蘇醒]
The Shinkengers returned to their mansion, thinking about who's the mysterious figure.
Chiaki: What on earth is going on? There are two Takerus?
Ryunosuke: No, that's not lord. I'm certain about that.
Mako: Takeru, I'll have a look at the documents with you later.
Ryunosuke: I'll help too.
Takeru: Uh.
In the mansion, there is a special room that stores the documents about Gedoushu and the battles of the past Shinkengers.
Ryunosuke: Speaking of which, where is Haruki-kun?
After Ryunosuke said so, everyone realized that Haruki was lost.
Jii: Haruki-kun! Where are you?
Kotoha: I'll go look for him! He's not in the room! Haruki-kun! Where are you?
Chiaki: Where are you, Haruki-kun?
After a few minutes of looking around the mansion, Kotoha found Haruki sitting in the backyard crying.
Kotoha: Haruki-kun! Are you alright? What happened?
Haruki: Thank you all for now, I must leave this place… I can't be such a huge burden for you all. Sorry.
Kotoha: Wait. Carrying such a large burden without knowing your past, must be painful, right?
Kotoha then walked towards Haruki and hugged him, like a mother hugging her son.
Her warmth passed from her body to Haruki.
Haruki's mind: This feeling… is so warm… what is it?
Kotoha: I understand your sadness. My elder sister was originally the one who would become Shinken yellow, but I had to take her place since she was badly ill. I used to be afraid and unconfident all the time and believed that I was stupid and unsuitable to be Shinken yellow. Yet, my friends were here to help me out. When you are in pain, you can always reach your hand out to your friends. We're always here for you!
Haruki: Friends?
He then had a headache again, and in his mind, an image of 5 young people appeared.
Kotoha then played her flute.
Haruki looked at her and asked what's that.
Kotoha: Whenever I feel low or stressed, I play this flute. It makes me think of my sister. I would feel a lot better after playing.
Haruki: I see. The music… is very healing. I like it.
Kotoha: By the way, how are your wounds? Do they still hurt?
Haruki: After you cured me, it's… way better. That flour compression isn't that bad, after all. Thank you. You're a good woman, I… I'm sure your husband in the future… will have a happy life with you. Do… Do you have a boyfriend now?
Kotoha slightly blushes and says: No, but I do have a man I like now. He's strong, kind, and would always cheer me up when I'm down. He'd always make me laugh.
Her face showed a smile, that is prettier than anything else.
Haruki: I… I see.
Genta: Hey Chiaki! She might be talking about you!
Chiaki then blushed, just like being shy, as if Genta told the truth that Chiaki's afraid to say.
Mako: I think you should go and confess your love towards Kotoha. Go, Chiaki!
Haruki: Is it Ta… Tani-sama? He seems to be a nice guy.
Kotoha blushed again and couldn't say a word. Through her expression, it can be known that she's shy as Haruki unintentionally exposed her crush.
An apple dropped onto Haruki's head from the tree of Haruki's mojikara.
Haruki: Ow! Ah! It's an apple! Do you want it? It's because you're the apple of my eye.
He laughed at his bad pun.
Kotoha: Haha, thanks!
She took a bite and replied 'It's sweet, just like your smile!'
Haruki: Now that's a good joke, mom! I'm sorry! Actually, can I call you my mother? You're so kind, I think you'll be a good mother.
Kotoha: Yeah, that's fine!
Chiaki walked towards Haruki and Kotoha slowly and said: Actually…
Haruki: What's the matter, Tani-sama? Did I bother you and mom's private time?
Chiaki: Actually… The sky is so beautiful tonight, right? You can see the stars so clearly.
The sky is so clear that everyone could see the stars like a painting and even some shooting stars.
Haruki: Oh yes! Did you see a shooting star over there! Quickly make a wish!
Genta: That boy, he's still not ready.
Genta then shook his head with a slight disappointment.
Haruki's mind: This feeling… is just like between the parent and child…... It's just so warm… but I don't know why I have it…
Under the same beautiful sky, people are laughing, yet some people are weeping.
Ryusaku: It's all my fault! It's because I hesitated, father and the previous Shinkengers were hurt! I'm not suitable to be the next Shinken Blue!
Chisato: That's not true.
She pats Ryusaku's shoulder and said: You hesitated because you had concerns for us. That's great!
Ryusaku looked at her and said: Thank you Chisato! You're so kind, just like your mom!
Chisato: Your seriousness is also like Ryunosuke-senpai!
At this time, the two's hands and their distance became closer.
Kenjiro: What's with our lives now, Makoto? We can't survive with just this little money a day, man! Right, my Ika-kun?
He looked at his Ika origami and said so.
Makoto: Calm down Kenjiro, all we can do is find mom and others to fight Chigoku Koudei!
Kenjiro: I guess so. I wonder if Takato is still alive…
In a forest, Takato wields the sealed sword, which still does not react at all.
Takato: Why? Why? Why am I unable to use this sword? Is my mojikara that weak? Ah! Damn it! I will definitely surpass dad! Wah!
My name is Haruki Tani. At least that was what I was called by Shiraishi-sama and others. I have no clue who I truly am, and where I belong.
'Mom… Dad?'
In my mind, a blurring image of a man and a woman appeared. They looked like Tani-sama and Hanaori-sama from afar of my vision.
Then a blurring image of a young teenage girl appears in my mind.
'Who is this girl?'
My mind kept on asking myself these questions again and again.
'Who are they? Why do I feel so familiar with them, yet I couldn't tell who they exactly are?'
That day.
A sunny day of summer in the year 2034. It was supposed to be a day where everyone should be enjoying themselves in the sunlight.
Haruki, as usual, works in the sushi store alongside his friends, Kenjiro and Makoto, Chisato should be working in Mitsuba and Kotoha's bamboo store, Ryusaku should be practicing Kabuki.
However, the time has come. Their fate had called forth them.
They all received the arrow of calling from Jii, to go forth as the next generation of Shinkengers.
Kenjiro: What? At this time… Why can't I just make my sushi?
He seemed to be unwilling to respond to the arrow of call.
Makoto: This is…
Haruki: Jii is calling for us? Let's go!
Mitsuba: Go, Chisato, in the place and honor of your mother!
Chisato: I'll go now! I'll leave this place to you now, aunt Mitsuba!
Ryusaku: Gambling with the honor of the past 18 generations of the samurais, I'll go forth now!
My mind shows me a blurring image of the six Shinkengers fighting an unknown demonic figure.
'Shin… Shinkengers!'
Then, Takeru-sama used the Time 'toki' mojikara symbol on us and fell.
'No! Previous tono-sama! Ah!'
When I opened my eyes once again, I found out that I'm inside a forest on a mountain.
'This is? Mount Tsunobue!'
'Are you alright, kid? Here, follow me to my place.'
My mind went blank once again.
The next moment when I regained my consciousness, I found out I'm in the mansion.
'Wah! So it was just a dream… Was that my past?'
I then thought of Hanaori-sama playing her flute just now once again.
'That is… Mom! My memories…... are back?'
I then got my bag and found some pictures and mementos, where I believe they belong to my parents. The jacket was the same as Tani-sama's. Another picture shows a man and a woman holding a young boy and another little girl's hands. They looked exactly like Tani-sama and Hanaori-sama.
'Chisato…'
Haruki couldn't help but say that name from his lips.
The feeling should supposedly be nostalgic, yet Haruki couldn't feel any single bit of that, but only a feeling of anxiousness.
'Yes! I'm also the 19th Shinken Green, Haruki Tani, son of the 18th Shinken Green and Yellow, Chiaki Tani and Kotoha Hanaori! Oh, snap, Chisato and others! I must go to find them tomorrow!'
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eng-hypnosismic · 6 years
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[Eng sub/translation of Buster Bros!!! Drama Track 1]
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Ichiro: What the hell, so much noise...and I’ve waited so long to read this new light novel.
Jiro: Niichan, are you making a new team? Please, let me join!
Saburo: Ichinii, sorry to bother you! If you let an idiot like Jiro into your team, you’ll ruin your reputation; so please, let me join no matter what! I’ll make your name great!
Jiro: Saburo! Who’re you calling an idiot? Say it one more time, I dare you.
Saburo: I’ll say it as many times as it takes to get it through your thick skull: you’re an idiot. So much so that you’ll even grab my collar while I’m still talking, like an idiot would.  
Jiro: You twisted little shit—let me teach you some manners for Ichinii’s sake.
Saburo: (sigh) Good grief...Ichinii, a moment, please? Seems like this idiot only matures in his body, not his head.
Ichiro: Oh, shut up. Aren’t I always telling you that brothers should get along? Anyhow, I’m not letting you guys join my team.
Jiro & Saburo: : Eh? Why not?!
Ichiro: Hypnosis Mic battles aren’t as easy as you might think.
Jiro:  But, if we were together— // Saburo: E-Even so...
[Phone rings]
Ichiro:(sigh) I’m gonna answer that. Be quiet.
Ichiro (on the phone): Hello? ...Oh it’s been a while, Ramuda, How’re you doing?    Haha, same as ever, I see. So? What can I do for you?  
Jiro (whisper): A runt like you couldn’t help Niichan even if you tried. He’s only rejecting us because of you! Niichan is so kind—he’s worried about a brat like you.
Saburo: (sigh) Oh, dear...your idiocy can’t be helped. I can only  pity you. Ichinii is kind, indeed, because he’s worried about someone as useless as you.
Ichiro(on the phone): See ya.
Ichiro: You’re fighting again just right after I told you not to. Listen to what I say, can you?
Jiro:  Well, Niichan, that’s ‘cuz—
Saburo:  B-but, Ichinii…
Ichiro: Jiro. Saburo. Don’t “cuz” and “but” me like a wimp.  
Jiro & Saburo: (Shook)
Ichiro: You guys are always—
[Phone rings]
Ichiro: (sigh) Hello? There’s a whole bunch of rare callers today, huh...oh, no! It’s nothing! Just talking to myself. Long time no see, Jakurai-san. What’s up?
Ichiro(in the background): yep ,yep
Saburo: (whispering) It’s your fault Ichinii is upset. You better apologize to him.
Jiro: What the hell—why am I the one who has to apologize? It’s your fault, Saburo!
Saburo: (whispering) Be quiet! Ichinii is on the phone! Really, idiots just don’t know when to shut up.
Jiro: Is that the only word you know? I better not hear any complaints when I beat your ass!
Saburo: Ha! You only ever talk like a second-rate mook. I can’t help but laugh at how pathetic you are!
Jiro: I’ll send you flying!
Saburo: Come at me!
[Both got hit]
Ichiro:Cut the fucking crap already!
Jiro:  It hurts, Niichan...
Saburo: Uu…! Ichinii, so mean…!
Ichiro: You really want to be in my team so bad?
Jiro & Saburo: Naturally!
Ichiro: Well then, let me give you a test.
Jiro & Saburo: We’ll do anything!
Ichiro:Good. I have here two new requests; get it done for me.
Saburo: What kind of “request” is it?
Jiro:  No wonder you are a runt! Everything Niichan says is absolute. Don’t ask, just do everything you’re told and there won’t be a problem.
Ichiro:That’s enough, Jiro. I’m happy you trust me, but don’t trust me blindly. How many times do I have to tell you?
Jiro: Sorry, Niichan...
Saburo: Hahaha, stupid, you’re in trouble!
BB: Saburo, you too. How many times do I need to tell you before you learn how to respect your brother?
Saburo: S-Sorry, Ichinii...
Ichiro: (sigh) You two will be working for two of my ex-teammates: Amemura Ramuda and Jinguji Jakurai.
Jiro & Saburo : Former Dirty Dawg?!
Ichiro: That’s right. Jiro, you’ll be handling Jakurai-san’s case. His friend is worried about a stalker, so find this stalker girl and put an end to it. Here’s the info Jakurai-san knows about her. Start with these.
Jiro: Mhm! Roger that, Niichan!
Ichiro: I’m counting on you. Saburo, you’ll take care of Ramuda’s request. He wants more information on this guy Yumeno Gentaro, so dig up whatever dirt you can. Here’s his info.
Saburo: Ichinii, please leave it to me! I won’t disappoint you!
Ichiro: (laughs) Sure, I’m counting on you. If you can finish these requests, then maybe I’ll think about letting you two on the team.
Jiro & Saburo: (makes super happy and hopeful noise) I’m heading out!
Ichiro: Those guys’ cases are not easy to deal with at all. For sure they’ll come home crying unable to finish the job. It’d be nice if they’d give up just like that.
[some time later]
Jiro:  Niichan, I found the stalker lady Jakurai-san was looking for.
Saburo:  Ichinii, whatever Ramuda wants to know about Yumeno Gentarou, I got it.
Ichiro: Seriously? (unidentifiable noise)
Jiro: I was faster.
Saburo: I was faster.
Ichiro: I only sent you out today, and you’re already done?
Jiro & Saburo: MHM!
Ichiro: Well, let’s see what you got. You first, Jiro.
Jiro: That stalker woman he’s looking for is pretty dangerous. There have been reports of her going after several hosts in Kabuki-chou with a knife. The cops are after her, so she’s been hiding who-knows-where. It was difficult, but I got tipped that she’s staying in Room 1015 of some cheap motel on the outskirts of Shinjuku Division.
Ichiro: You found someone even the cops are still looking for?
Jiro:  Of course! I’m Niichan’s little brother after all! Even though I don’t have as many friends as you, I worked really hard to network with people from other divisions just like you did. This gangster guy from Shinjuku Division actually helped me out with his information agency.
Ichiro: Hahaha! Jiro, that’s awesome.  
(Jiro made happy noise, Saburo made jealous noise)
Saburo:Ichinii, may I report now?
Ichiro: Oh, yes please.
Saburo: I’ve organized all the information on Yumeno Gentaro here.
Ichiro: Holy shit! You gathered so much in just one day.
Saburo: It’s nothing, really! I just happened to find this stuff on the deep web. And, to be thorough, I met with one of Yumeno Gentaro’s acquaintances to factcheck. There’s no doubt about any of it!
Ichiro: Just by a glance I can already see all your main points sorted and organized clearly. It’s easy to read.   
Saburo: Um, could you, pat my...er, thank you very much!
Ichiro:(patta patta)  Saburo, good job.
Saburo: (satisfied noise)
Ichiro: Let me get these back to our clientele. Gimme a sec.
Jiro:  Well, then. Since my assignment was harder, I win.
Saburo: You’re kidding, right? I’m the winner here. My report was clear and organized, when you only gave him an oral report. I even gave him a proper evaluation of all my findings. This was a job; I obviously deserve more praise.
Jiro:  Ha, people who are less confident tend to speak more. Look at you, just chattering cuz you are afraid of losing to me.
Saburo: (slow clap) Hahaha, how imaginative. Kudos to that, Jiro. Have a round of applause.
Jiro:  Hahaha, Saburo, what a runt. Trying so hard it’s incredible, I just have to compliment you.
[cynical laughter and slow clap]
Ichiro: Wow, that’s great! You guys are applauding for each other, that’s how brothers are supposed to be. (pat heads/hug them both) You guys are growing up so fast. That’s my little brothers!
Saburo: It’s such a honor to be praised like that! ...Though it could be obvious, who’s the winner? Me or Jiro?
Jiro: Niichan, of course it’s me!
Ichiro: Winner? I never said anything like that.
Jiro & Saburo : Eh?
Ichiro: I only said I was testing you, not that it was a competition or anything.
Jiro:  Then, between us, who would you choose to join your team?
Ichiro: Oh, I see. I never thought of using these tasks to decide whatsoever. But well…
Saburo: But well…?
Ichiro: To be honest, I never expected that you two would be able to complete the mission. But you guys got it done with amazing speed.
(Blissful noises from Jiro and Saburo)
Ichiro:Therefore, I’m going to take you guys seriously. Take this.
Jiro:  Um, Ichinii, what’s this mic for ?
Ichiro: Show me your skills.
[Hypmic on sfx]
Saburo: Gotcha. Ichinii, please let me go first.
[Music starts]
Saburo:
Who are you calling “runt”   
It’s now or never
Don’t look down on the brat
My flow is the best
It’s true I am the youngest
But that’s just a matter of timing
Always looking up and up and up  
To Big Bro, let me be your back up
Hey it’s not fallacy
It’s reasoning
With me here,
No troubles come near  
[Music ends]
Ichiro: Good job. Those lyrics are just like you, Saburo.
Saburo: (gasp)
Jiro: Listen to mine next,  Niichan!
[Music]
Jiro:
Anytime Big bro needs a hand,
Will be there soon as I can
I shall be your lance  
Just gimme a chance
To prove to the world my stance
I know I am quite inexperienced I admit
But from now here, will make you proud in a bit
Check it, one-two-three-four (1)
I am Jiro the middle, the second son, the best son
[/Music]
Ichiro: Very powerful flow, and clean rhyme. I’m impressed.
Jiro: (happy noise)
Ichiro: It’s true you guys can rap, to some extent. However, Hypnosis Mic battles aren’t all fun and games. If you can withstand my own rap under the Hypnosis Mic, then I’ll let you on the team.
Jiro & Saburo : Yes!
[Hypmic sfx, music]
Ichiro:
Ai yo, what can’t be taken back (2)
That’s WORD
Spit it, the call of the soul
That’s WAR
Holding onto guns what can you change?
Taking whatever you want is good enough for you? You stupid? (3)
This is a new era in which
Believe in speech
And this mic to your eardrums it reach
Hypnotize  
Change the future with this rhyme,
get the world
Everybody raise your voice
[/music]
Jiro & Saburo: (suffering noises)
Jiro: That’s just like Niichan...since it’s us, he didn’t go at it full power, but it’s still so oppressive.
Saburo: Ichinii is just as strong as I expected…! But, that’s exactly why I want to become a man like him!
[hypmic off sfx]
Ichiro: I knew you guys still weren’t ready.
Ichiro: (shocked)
Jiro I was almost a goner...
Saburo:  I want to become a man like Ichinii.
Ichiro: hahahahahahaha
Jiro: T-This means...
Saburo: We can join the team?x
Ichiro:Nope, no way.
Jiro & Saburo: (shook)
Ichiro:As I said, if you can withstand it, I will be the one to invite you into the team.
Jiro & Saburo : (hopeful noises)
Ichiro: Jiro, Saburo. What do you think of making a team with me? Let’s change the world together.
Jiro & Saburo : Please take care of us!
One-two-three-four here in japanese is read as “Ichi-ni-no-san-shi” , which is a pun of Ichinii’s (big brother’s) praise/compliments
Og phrase is “吐いた唾は飲み込むな”, which literally translates to something like “you can’t drink what you spit”. Apparently it’s a line yakuza/delinquents use to diss opponents during fights. It a metaphor of how you can’t take back your words/actions, so be careful with what you say/do. Source:https://detail.chiebukuro.yahoo.co.jp/qa/question_detail/q1190821391
Those two lines are directed at Samatoki I think. In Samatoki’s solo there were sounds of guns and also he said that he “takes/seizes whatever as long as he likes it”
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hi hi dear aera! (づ ◕‿◕ )づ
how have you been? sflr!! (i’ve been kinda busy with uni and work) it’s been a while since the last time I wrote you an ask (╥_╥) // are you getting assigned too much homework? how are your classes going? wishing you the best luck and success for uni!!
oh, after our conversations I could guess you’re from singapur or the philippines? (because of your english and mandarin?? + the dialect, don’t worry you don’t have to tell me yet but am I close?? haha) oh, i’m from north america but not from chicago, actually i’m not from the us! but i’m really close, you can still try to guess? (^_<) // yes, i just have one semester left! (for internship) and i’ll be free of college!! // no way, but you know some mandarin?? may I ask if your mom talks to you in mandarin? you’re so cool! you can speak three languages!! are you interested in learning a new one anytime soon?? (´。• ᵕ •。`)
oh, work limitations? should i take this as another hint? :o, one year is nothing compared to a lifetime dear! it’s okay to take your time, i’m glad you got the chance to choose something that you wanted too!! (choosing a major can be pretty difficult, that also happened to me after completing high school) I bet you’ll do great during all your uni journey, i really really hope you achieve honours. ♡( ◡‿◡ )
you seem too excited about the playlist thing!! i’m glad you want me to create you another one ^^, sure! I’ll send it to you as soon as I have it ready ♡. for me, I would like any playlist you can create, a little suggestion could be a playlist with song recommendations (can be any songs, not only kpop) or based on a season!!
yes we are!! sometimes I feel like we just started talking yesterday, I still get really excited when I go into your blog to see any response because you’re always so nice and I love to read your responses ^^ // mmm, talking about my daily life?? lately I started to work out (just indoor cycling) but I’m pretty excited to see results even when I just started last week lol (also I find funny that the day I started to do cycling, gyu uploaded his cycling night photo on ig ^^) and another thing I have been doing lately is wakening up at 7:00 am because of work and not at 9/10am anymore.... // do you like to do exercise? are you a morning person? I would love to also know about any recent exciting thing in your daily life!! how is uni life for someone from south asia? I see you have to make a long trip to uni from your place (you prev mentioned a 2h trip?) is your uni campus huge? I thought all countries still had only online classes? feel free to answer with a lot or not too much text, I’m always looking forward to getting to know about you and your daily life. (◕‿◕)♡
wishing you a great sunny day!! remember to eat and sleep well!
–f🐯❤️.
hello f🐯❤️ it's okay, im swarmed with assignments as well! It's picking up its pace ㅠ ㅠ classes are okay, it's just the expectations ashdjdfkfl. Hbu how are things at uni for you? Your vacation is over so soon? Close! Around that area!! mhmm lemme guess a lil more, Mexico city?
no, my mom speaks to me in eng while my dad speaks to me in chi! But as I grew older, we switched to dialect as I picked up from hearing them converse with my aunts, uncles & cousins! 3 languages yet all of them are subpar (´ . .̫ . `) no, my brain capacity of language is at its limits •́ ‿ ,•̀ what about, what language(s) do you speak, spanish?
yeah that's a hint too hehe. I'm hoping I get through uni okay with at least a decent GPA </3 you're graduating pretty soon!!! Do you have any plans after uni? Yeah!! I wanna expand my playlist a bit more! I'll try to make a playlist on another post! Dw I'll tag caratanonevent3 so you can find it!
Waking up early feels really good....... Especially when you're well rested or you exercise straight after waking up. I can't say if I like it or not ahskdmflfl bc I get lazy at the thought of doing the exercises but when I do it that's a different story, however, when it comes to swimming I love it a lot!!! I'd do anything for it unless im swarmed with stuff or im tired! I'd like to think I'm a morning person bc i enjoy waking up early except my body clock is screwed so badly that my sleeping timing is really late ( ・ั﹏・ั)
Half the week I'm usually in campus for f2f lectures & tutorials, by the time I'm home, I'm ready to jump into bed (≧▽≦) but I'd have dinner, play a bit of game, reorganize my notes and unwind before bed! Recently though, I've opted to stay out a little later than usual instead of going straight home after lectures. Solo adventures are really comforting even when there's no destination in mind! I used to dislike going to places alone but now I like it so much I'm afraid it would further encourage me stop socializing and hanging out with my friends lmao (๑•﹏•) OHH AND, the libraries here are open again!!! So i might drop by one soon to borrow a book!! ( ꈍᴗꈍ) Yeah my uni is on the opp end of where I stay!! So now that it's covid, the travelling time is shorter, 1h30mins! The uni I'm enrolled in requires us to be in campus for classes and I very much prefer that than to zoom classes hehe. Feels like an invisible veil when we're not having physical classes and it feels very disconnecting to me. :-(
Sorry for the delay in the replies! Mentally feels like I'm drifting in and out ahsjsmflfl, sounds like it's really bad but dw it's not, it's just things that are fluctuating! I hope to chat with you very soon again :-( miss talking about anything and everything with you f🐯❤️ please stay safe and enjoy the lil vacation adventure you mentioned in the following ask!! Hear from you soon <3
Ps. I saw that the event has come to an end!!! But you can choose to reveal yourself or remain anonymous if you like bc idm. Either way, i don't think anything will change even if you reveal yourself bc it's comforting talking to you like this too hehe. THE Mysterious penpal carat anon F (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
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Ultimate Herpetologist
Hello Mod Kiibo! Thank you so much for replying to me :)
Here is my OC, I hope it’s ok as I haven’t created one in a long time. She’s heavily influenced by myself actually, other than the second name and some of the animals kept. I do own 15 pets though, just no venomous or poisonous ones! I hope everyone’s OCs can get along!
Edit: Hi Mod Kiibo, sorry about this, but I forgot to add my OC’s ability that is given to the protagonist after obtaining all of her friendship fragments! The ability is called “Snake Charmer”, and it cuts the damage recieved by saying an unsuccessful lie during class trials in half :) Sorry to be a pain! Thank you for all the hard work you do for us
P.S: Please don’t copy her, she is a work from my own heart!
Hello there, tea-drinking-dragon! I hope you are doing well and are taking care of yourself! Thank you so much for your submission! I very much enjoyed reading about Amy! What a wonderful and distinctive character! I like snakes myself, so I loved reading about The Ultimate Herpetologist! This is my first time receiving a submission like this and responding to it, so please excuse my inexperience in responding to it and formatting it! As you requested in a previous post, I will write about how my OC, Yoite, will react to her. Thank you so much once again for this submission! It is very much appreciated!
Please do not copy or reuse Amy Blackadder! She belongs to tea-drinking-dragon and them alone! Please do not copy or reuse Yoite Inoue! She belongs to me and myself alone! Thank you!
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“Her presence is quite reassuring…”
Because of Amy’s concealed reserved nature, Yoite makes the effort to spend time with her and understand her. The former’s contentment with animals and quiet is favored quite a bit by the latter, as Yoite succumbs to tiredness and lethargy easily. She will occasionally unapologetically rest her head on Amy’s lap and nap for a short period of time, simply because she has decided that Amy is to be trusted. It is especially pleasant when Amy rubs her thumb back and forth gently on Yoite’s sleepy head.
Aside from napping though, Yoite does enjoy spending meals with Amy and spending quiet time with her snakes. She especially is attached to Amy’s Corn Snake. She lovingly refers to it as a ‘snek.’
Amy Blackadder
Ultimate Herpetologist
Characteristics:
Gender: Female
Height: 5′7″ (ENG)
172.2 cm (JP)
Weight: 72.5 kg (160 lbs)
Birthdate: 30 July (Leo)
Blood Type: O+
Likes: Reptiles, Birds, Video games, Sweets, Gardening and Mythology.
Dislikes: Parasites, Centipedes, Spiders, Non melted Cheese, Slippy floors.
Appearance:
Amy is a pale skinned adolescent woman of slightly above average height, and carries a few extra pounds. Despite this, she isn’t unfit and is actually surprisingly strong, which she claims is due to handling some of her more heavy animals and their tanks. When hugged, she tends to be a little squishy.  She has slightly broad shoulders and a DD cup size. She has black hair in a choppy bob that is longer near the front of her face and gets shorter towards the back of her head and heterochromatic eyes that are green and brown respectively.
Amy has poor eye sight and wears a pair of navy coloured glasses to correct her vision. Clothing wise she wears a navy blue kennel coat made out of tough synthetic fibres and cotton over a loose turquoise button up shirt and ripped black jeans. Her shoes are black steel toe capped safety boots and have an iron plate running through the sole.
Her accessories consist of a small bottle of hand sanitizer clipped onto one of the belt loops on the right hand side of her jeans, a thick pair of handling gloves that hang out of her kennel coat pocket when not in use alongside a fold away snake hook, a white scarf with navy stars and rests a special pair of safety goggles that are designed to go over her glasses on her head.
Personality: Amy is generally laid back and won’t usually bother someone unless they speak to her first, unless it is someone she is already friends with. She’s naturally calm, and does her best to try and stop people from panicking. To do this, she purposefully comes up with cringey jokes and tries to push herself to bring up humour in bad situations. Whenever she herself is struggling with things, she’ll redirect the conversation with jokes, sarcasm or white lies. This is partially because she’s embarrassed and unwilling to share her vulnerable side to others, as well as not wanting to show weakness to make people think she’s an easy target in the killing game. She suffers from depression and can be prone to some serious low moods, to combat this she interacts with her animals, who she doesn’t mind sharing her secrets with. If she has no access to them, she tends to isolate herself in her room until she knows she can convincingly tell a cover story or make satire out of the situation. She prefers to hang around with one or two close friends rather than get too close to everybody. She is well aware that not everyone is free from malice and that dead men tell no tales.
Quotes:
“Oh? Um, hello! My name’s Amy, I’m the Ultimate Herpetologist. It’s nice to meet you, shame about the circumstances though.”
“A herpetologist is someone who studies reptiles and amphibians. It can be a useful talent outside, but in here… Not so much. Haha, don’t worry though, I’ll try to make sure nobody croaks!”
“Let me know if you get hurt ok? I’m not a nurse, but I know emergency first aid. The amount of bites I got when I first started training was quite embarrassing. At one point I just wanted to tell anyone asking me to catch a snake for them to hiss off!”
Responses:
“Hmm? What’s up?”
“Would you like to talk about it? Or, I could just listen if you want.”
“I doubt it.”
“Lets go friendo, I’ve got your back!”
“Hey, I made some cake earlier! Here, let me take your mind off it.”
“Want me to make us some tea?”
“I’m certain.”
“Definitely not.”
“… Lets go over it again. Maybe we missed something?”
“Not everything is black and white. Lets investigate the grey area. All 50 shades of it.”
“It’s ok to be afraid. Please, let me help you.”
“What’s a snake’s favourite subject? Hisssstory! Oh… Not funny? Shame, I found it hisssterical!”
“There’s no turning back now. Even if it takes tooth and claw, we have to fight!”
“This… this is for me? Oh, wow, um, thank you very much! I promise to take good care of it!”
“ Whatever way you wish to play this, I will back you up. Just because people don’t like something or don’t want to believe it, it doesn’t make it any less real or true. Also, it’s surprising how fast people stop talking shit when they find a black mamba in their room, want to see how long it takes?”
“If that’s the truth…”
“I understand.”
“It’s people and situations like this that is reason why I prefer animals to humans.”
“… What? Really?”
“Oh…”
“Hm? Oh no, I’m fine, really. I was just thinking about my pets back home… Anyway, did you hear about the tortoise who bit a power cable? He was shell shocked!”
“Um…. I’m sorry to bother you and if I’m annoying you just tell me, but would you mind if I talk to you for a bit? It’s just… I just need a friend right now…”
“I suppose I have room for one more being to take care of… Where do you want your enclosure? Next to the Asian water monitor, me, or the giant African bull frog? …. Hehe, are you sure? I bite!”
“Ah, it’s ok! Sorry, did we scare you? It’s ok, I’ve got him on a harness!”
“Hey Kirumi! It’s ok, have a rest. I really appreciate all the things you do for us so I…. Oh? I can smell…. Oh no I left the oven on!”
“Oh? You’re interested in snakes Kokichi? Hehe, kind of ironic, no? Hehe, just joking. Anyway, I’ll show you a couple if you like, but no venomous ones. It’s not that they’re unpredictable, it’s just I haven’t handled those ones around strangers and don’t want to risk it. I don’t want to be the next blackened cause of an accident!”
“Come on Shuichi, lets turn that frown upside down. Have you been in the games room yet? I’ll grab some snacks and we can chill out and play! ”
Free Time Event Presents:
Loves: Boba Tea, Bubblegum Bomb, Teddy Bear, Steel Glasses Case, Helping Yacchi
Dislikes: Monkey’s Paw
Trivia:
-          Despite being openly friendly, it is thought that she is secretly lonely, and has been observed talking to her companion animal if she has one with her when no else is around.
-The “Adder” in Blackadder is actually a venomous snake from Amy’s home country in the UK and can also be linked to a comedy show originated in the UK called Blackadder. She has been known to quote parts of the series in some of her interactions;
“My dear Gonta, you wouldn’t see a subtle plan if it painted itself purple and danced naked on top of a harpsichord singing “Subtle plans are here again!”. “
“Well that was about as useful as a barber’s shop on the steps of the guillotine…”
- In Amy’s DanganronpaV3 talent lab, she has a variety of venomous, poisonous and dangerously large animals who tanks have padlocks on and have a red colour coded danger sticker. These include:
Inland Taipan (Venomous)
Black Mamba (Venomous)
Mozambique Spitting Cobra (Venomous)
Reticulated Python (Large Constrictor)
Green Anaconda (Large Constrictor)
Gila Monster (Venomous)
Rough Skinned Newt (Poisonous)
The “Safe” animals in her lab include:
Bearded Dragon [Lovingly nicknamed “Skittles”]
Leopard Gecko [“Disco”]
Asian water monitor [“Ruby”]
Black throat Monitor [“Lancelot”]
Giant African bull frog
Blue tongue skink [“Bingo”]
Uromastyx
Corn snake
Ball Python
The animals with nicknames are ones that she actively takes outside her labs for walks, either holding them or using a harness.
FreeTime Event:
Amy: “Hey Kaede, how’s it going? Don’t mind me, I’m just… Investigating. Other than us, it looks like there’s nothing else alive here… Not even insects. I mean I’m not complaining, but still.”
Kaede: [I watched as Amy left the long grass and brushed herself off, looking concerned. Should I ask her to hang out?”]
[Yes]
Amy: “I’d love to! I was starting to get a little bored, everyone has this dire look on their faces and I didn’t want to accidently tread on any toes so I haven’t really gotten to know anyone yet… So Kaede, do you like extreme wrestling, pineapple on pizza and bad jokes? No? Good! Cause I don’t either. Apart from the last one, but hopefully it’ll grow on you like penicillin on an orange. Might take a while to fester though.”
[I spent time today chatting with Amy and trying to cope with her sense of humour.]
[Looks like Amy and I grew closer]
[Would you like to give Amy a present?]
[Gives favourable present]
Amy: “Oh? For me? Are you sure? Thank you! Lets see… I don’t have anything in return, but I’ll have a look in the dining hall later and if I can, I’ll make you some of my special chocolate orange cupcakes!”
Kaede: “Cupcakes, huh? Do you like baking Amy?”
Amy: “I do! The only thing is though, is that once I’ve made something I have to eat it. I live alone so I don’t normally bake unless I have friends coming over, but when I do I’m essentially putting myself and everyone else on a fast track to diabetes. I haven’t had the time to do it in a while though because of caring for my animals.”
Kaede: “Oh yeah, I remember you mentioning earlier. Snakes and lizards right? But… Aren’t snakes slimy?”
Amy: “Haha, no, not quite. Frogs are, but not snakes. A lot of people assume that they are though because they’re shiny. If you were to stroke a snake, most feel cool, and smooth. A little bit like a leather sofa, but more sleek. Some snakes might have specialised rough scales which when they vibrate make a rattling sound, or on their belly to help them grip trees.”
Kaede: “I see… Are you ever afraid of getting bitten though?”
Amy: “Are you afraid that I could bite you?”
Kaede: “What? Uh, no, I guess…”
Amy: “Haha, don’t worry, I won’t. However, think of it this way. If something has a mouth, it can bite. People often fear snakes due to the possibility of being bitten, but in reality a snake would rather just run away. Biting is usually a last resort because it’s frightened of you. You’re much more likely to be savaged by a dog than harmed by a snake. It’s a fact that’s often over looked because dogs are cute and fluffy, whereas many people think reptiles are ugly.”
Kaede: “That is… A unique way of seeing it, but it makes sense. If we get out of here, would you help me touch a snake? Even if it’s just a little one, I’d like to try.”
Amy: “I would be very happy to, I know just the snake to introduce you to!”
Reaction Yoite: Amy would likely get on with Yoite, and would be interested in working together with her to help educate people on reptiles, providing a handling session and keeping the animals under control as Yoite controls the students and explains information to them in a way that they’d understand.
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Curious, what is your first language and how many do you speak??? Fluently or not.
Anonymous said: What?? I never knew your first language is not english omg 
4 languages if you count chinese which i haven’t used for months and am now slowly forgetting a lot of it ToT my first language is sth other than korean, english and chinese
Anonymous said:Why do you feel like that??
i took a look at my english 2 years ago and realized i haven’t rly gotten any improvement since then, and i couldn’t think of the expressions i need when translating TT i’m working on it now by reading more books and watching more movies 
Anonymous said: Hi! Do you have links to bon voyage season 2?
i saw it the other day but i forgot where, my friend said it’s uploaded on google drive by a tumblr blog so i think if you search for ‘bon voyage ss2′ on tumblr you should be able to see one!
Anonymous said: Hi sorry for bother but do you know the link for bonvoyage s2 live commentary with full eng sub? I have one but the eng sub is not full :( thankss
there’s no full engsub because it was broadcasted live, at least not until the vod is uploaded on vlive💦
Anonymous said: Hi, sorry to bother but what is ui brother? I tried google, I only got an anime and that blood is pi in Korean.
ui brother is actually 의형제 (ui-hyeong-je) which means ‘blood blothers’ in korean, jin replaced 형제 with ‘brother’ because he was speaking in english and prbly didn’t know the english word to it haha
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The Jump is Beautiful
Peace has its ways to demand attention.
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According to the calendar, it has been half a year. 7 months next week to be exact. To be honest, I stopped counting at 4. It doesn't feel necessary anymore. Gone are the days where I tell myself "I can't believe it. It still doesn't feel real" and need a constant reminder that time has passed and will not go back. Now are the days where they feel the most real and where time not passing fast enough becomes my worst reminder.
My close friend committed suicide last May. And I knew it.
The night before May 15 was weird. You could call it a premonition or somewhat paranoia but I felt something was wrong. I couldn't pinpoint right away what I was feeling but my chest felt heavy and tears fell for no reason. I was scared, remembering now how I felt that evening. I had an instinct of asking one person how they were feeling. I gave words of encouragement. I admitted to them that I felt something was wrong and just wanted to make sure they were fine. Guess what? Wrong friend. Or I guess just not the right one at that moment.
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My close friend committed suicide last May. And now we're lost.
I was in school cramming a group paper for a major when our barkada chat popped up. Our friend that was his coursemate was the one who messaged. I started to feel my heart getting heavy. The feeling I had last night came back and my worst fears came true when he finally told us the news. I was in disbelief. We called each other up and ask who was free so we could just be together. I asked my groupmates if I could just help tomorrow then left to meet with friends. It was the worst reunion ever.
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What followed was a series of sleepless nights and endless bouts of crying throughout the week of his wake. Every part of his death was a reminder of the last time I missed a death. It was even in the same place. And every part of me was blaming myself again like last time. If I reached out more, maybe just maybe Peace wouldn't have to. 
The third day of his wake where I finally stopped crying excessively, I went back to our chatbox and found a conversation of ours on how we were struggling to find time to meet up as a barkada. He wasn't complaining though he even said a hello across the hallway was enough. I was lucky because he had a Stat subject last year so I got to see him for like 5 minutes every other day. We would chat for a bit about anything even if we both had classes. The friendship was always that simple to him. He just love simply being together, doing nothing particularly exciting. And now that's what all we want also: to be together.
“Most of the time sapat na yun sa akin e.”
This was the second time I knew something was wrong but still chose not to do anything. This was the second time I chose not to hold on. But this will be the last time that I didn't start doing something. 
My close friend committed suicide last May. And it will not be in vain.
What we can do
My friend did not tell us at any point his diagnosis. The one time he told us anything about his mental health was when we had a reunion because one of us in the barkada was going to do a semester abroad in Japan. He opened up about going to a therapist and working on his issues with himself. He told us that he has this thing that when he is happy, he thinks that it won't last so he just sabotages it himself so at least he knows when the happiness will end. He opened up about having times where he feels depressed or feels pressured about his academics. Even during that lunch, he said he can only stay until 1 since he had to go back to school to study. This was the time I should have done more like ask how he was everyday or send words of encouragement every now and then. 
In 2017, WHO released statistics on mental health citing suicide associated with depression as the second leading cause of death among people ages 15-29. DOH also presents that the suicide rate for men and women for every 100,000 people is  2.5 and 1.7 respectively. This has become such a problem that in DOH's 2017 budget plan, 100 million was allotted for mental health drugs and 1 billion for mental health facilities. But the government can only do so much. The stigma around mental health problems as just excuses or only weaknesses of the person prevents people from seeking out help even if it is available. We must start by first educating ourselves with what depression and disorders in the same category in order to begin the process of eliminating the stigma on mental health. 
Saundra Ciccarelli (2017) explains Major Depressive Disorder as "when a deeply depressed mood comes on fairly suddenly and either seems to be too severe for the circumstances or exists without any external cause for sadness". It some sense it is not logical. It is not something you can eliminate in their sight so they can feel better. Neither is it something you can reason them out of. According to Ciccarelli causes of depression may be: 
1. Repressed anger towards authority figures
2. Learned helplessness (tendency to stop trying after past failures)
3. Self-defeating thoughts
4. Variation in neurotransmitter systems
With the first reason, consultations with family guidance counselors may be done or just having a more open conversation as a family can help. For the second and third reason, extra caution in the words we use must be made. Every mistake they make, they will amplify and intensify guilty feelings. It is important to not only think about what we say but also how we say it. I implore you to read more upon this so you can understand what a person having depression or depressive moods is going through. Asides from what is mentioned, it is important we are also aware of the free facilities and services near our places that can accommodate new clients. 
Me taking Psych 101 and writing this blog post is just step number 1. He has changed my life and many others'.
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Farewell
To Edel, 
How weird is it that the only time I talk to you at length is for a subject. Last time it was for Eng 10 case study, now for Psych 101? I guess you understand me anyway.
You were the first person not to question my insecurities when making friends with what I called "popu" kids. You just kept on trying and eventually you broke down the wall I put up. You are one of my best friends and I'm sorry I never told you that. You were always there to help everyone in our group even if that meant you driving out of the way just to go to us. I remember you fetching me one time at my house so I wouldn't be hassled with transportation to your despedida. I remember you baking cookies for a girl that eventually gave it away (tough man but hey at least you learned how to bake haha). I remember you taking on 3+ roles for your section's school play. I remember you. In all ways you never looked at yourself. You are the kindest, most generous, and loving person.
But you weren't without your flaws.
You had your own wall, one where I only noticed far too late in our friendship. It wasn't like you weren't open about your emotions just not specific ones. I just wished I caught onto it so I could've convinced you that you were a far greater person that what you think. If I saw every doubt when it came to your decisions, I would've told you that I was proud no matter what choice. If I saw every hesitation when you wanted to speak, I would've made you feel comfortable until you were ready to tell us.
But really, would I have? Because it is because of you that right now I am not afraid to ask people how they are doing. I don't care if I come off as FC. It is because of you that I talk about my feelings to my friends and to God. It is because of you that I learned to love my friends explicitly. I just wished that "because of you" wasn't in exchange for you.
I miss you. I miss you everyday. We miss you everyday. And right now, days are still pretty heavy but they will get better because you gave us a reason to be better for each other and for you. Thank you for everything. I'll see you when I see you and don't worry I'll give you more than a high five.
To everyone suffering in even the most simplest way, you are enough and more than enough all at the same time.
A sight is never too beautiful to resist.
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hi, cutie pie, vn army anon here~ oh wow my asks get so long, I'm so sorry:( and not at all! omg I'm such a bother to you, sorry again for such long asks! and I'm not talented, vietnamese is my mother language so ofc I'm fluent in it, then I moved to europe since a kid so the language of the country I live in is like my 2nd language. eng+german is taught at school and I've watched german channels since I was a kid so these languages are not that hard to me:) and that's great you know spanish!:o–
–I’ll probably never learn korean tho:)) I’m not in college yet, I’m a senior on business academy high school and I don’t really enjoy it so hopefully I could graduate and get on a college in the field I’d enjoy. oh wow you can do both, I’m impressed! and yes, make a choice you’ll be satisfied with, if you enjoy something else more don’t hesitate and go for it, who knows maybe you’ll like it more:) I read the tmi series till part 5 and to me it was good but I wouldn’t go back to it. and yes,–
–cassandra clare had various diff series (the infernal devices, the bane chronicles, etc.) & I see, I was into fantasy a lot back in earlier days so that’s why. oh, talking about cooking shows there’s a comedy sitcom called “young&hungry” with emily osment as female lead and it’s really funny! there’s maybe s5 already but ever since I was into kdramas&kpop I dropped all my amr shows. each ep lasted only smth over 20 mins tho so it was fast. oh, you were into exo? are you still into them?–
–I checked your bts police masterlist and it all sounds interesting, I’m excited to read other members! the police au is a good insp for gfx^^ also I wanted to tell you that jilt killed me&cerise was so fun to read, I really enjoyed it! I was also struggling the 1st time I used PS and still am tbh. I still have a long way ahead to learn:) and I’m not sure yet, like I do enjoy it but idk if I should study it, I’ll see. I enjoy reading your messages&talking to you too💕 ikr they were my otp so I–
–was happy hearing about them dating irl, pity their relationship didn’t last longer. it was actually that idea I had that I shared with you:) I’d like to write a series based on this form in future. have you watched “stuck in love” yet? and I recommend POBAW movie! I loved the friendship between emma watson, logan lerman&ezra miller in the movie. I hope I’ll gather my courage one day&come off anon but I’m still not feeling to it yet😅 have a wonderful day&I’m sorry for my long asks once again❤️
hi, raindrop!! ahhh, it’s totally okay, you don’t need to apologize for that! you are not a bother at all, and i like reading your asks and talking to you, so please don’t worry about it! 💕 and my answer got long again oops, so i’m putting it under the cut; i hope you don’t mind!
omg you were taught two languages in school though, like that’s so impressive!! :o and speaking german is amazing wow my friend tried teaching me a few words before, and i completely butchered the pronunciation 😅 and i would probably be too overwhelmed to be studying two languages at once akdjfalskjf and you’re already speaking two other languages at home- how do you not mix up your languages?? i sometimes slip back and forth between english and vietnamese haha and don’t give up on korean! since you’re so proficient in language and are interested in them, i’m sure you’ll be able to easily learn it :D
is your high school specialized for students studying business only? :o i didn’t know they have that- that would’ve made choosing majors much easier for me aha. but yes, i hope you’ll be able to study what you like next year in college!! 💗 and yes! i really love studio arts, but i know it’s hard to get a job in that field, hence the business major as well.
yeah, i saw she had a lot of series, and they all look super interesting, but the thing is, when i start a series, i binge read the entire thing, and i don’t have time for that ): i really enjoy the fantasy genre, too! i just loved the idea of magic and being able to control it. oooh, no i haven’t heard of that show; i’ll check it out!
and yes, i am an exo fan! i used to be really into them, but my biases kept leaving and i was the biggest exo m fan, so i kind of gave up on them.. i still do listen to them, and i watch exo showtime and their other guest variety shows when i’m feeling nostalgic, but i don’t actively follow up on them, like i do with blackpink or bts. are you an exo fan? :)
and thank you!!! i’m really excited to write the other members for the bts police au 💓 adjkfjalsk omg police!bts gfx– i need to brush up on my PS skills so i can attempt to make some. and thank you so much aksjdhfaksf 💘 i like jilt because it was fun to write a cliche scene from a different perspective, and omg cerise– i just really like writing embarrassing scenes lmao
ahaha i’m sure you’re much better than me at PS though because i haven’t touched it in a while 😅 and you should definitely try designing! maybe take a couple classes to see if you like it? but omg yeah, lily collins and sam claflin were really cute together 💗 and yes, i remember! i hope you do write it, and i’m really excited for your future series!! do you have any idea which member you’ll write it for? :)
and yes, i watched “stuck in love”! i really enjoyed it, and it really did seem like there should’ve been a book version of the movie too!! i thought it was really cool how each family member was like a parallel of each other, like how bill was sleeping with a married woman, while erica was a married woman who slept with another man and rusty likes a girl who isn’t the best with relationships and sam is a girl who avoids relationships and ends up with lou, who’s like one of those “hopeless romantics” she tells her brother about. i’m excited to watch “the perks of being a wallflower”! i really like all three actors/actress starring in that movie. and that’s completely okay! please keep staying on anon if that’s what you feel comfortable with :) and there’s no need to be sorry! i really like talking to you!! 💞 i hope you’re having a good day and night, too! how was your day? did you do anything fun and exciting? :D
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