#sometimes she won't admit that she's feeling little even though it's Very Obvious :')
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The wind howls outside their home, making the walls creak with its force. Rain patters harshly against the windows. The storm rolled in this morning, and it would keep going all weekend, the weather reports said.
They’re watching a movie. Villanelle is curled up under a blanket, feet on Eve’s lap, poking her arm. Storms make her anxious, Eve knows this, so she’s been watching her from the corner of her eye all evening since the wind picked up.
Villanelle’s feet leave Eve’s lap, and she crawls over to Eve instead, settling against her side, still wrapped in the blanket. She rests on Eve’s shoulder, and Eve gets a feeling.
“Hey, you,” she smiles softly, laying an arm around Villanelle. “Are you feeling little, hm?”
Villanelle, clearly feeling small, shakes her head. “No.”
“No? Evening TV time is when you want to sit in the corner by yourself,” Eve points out, chuckling. “But now you come snuggling up to me.”
“Maybe just wanted snuggles,” Villanelle tries to argue, but the clumsiness of her voice betrays her.
“Mmh, maybe,” Eve smiles. “Mommy gives the best snuggles, doesn’t she?”
“Mmh,” Villanelle makes a frustrated, whiny sound and rubs her face on Eve’s shoulder. “Big.”
“You’re awfully whiny and snuggly for a big girl,” Eve teases. Then she softens, lowering her voice to that familiar, soothing tone. “It’s okay if you’re not big tonight. I’m always happy to have my little Oksana around, you know that.”
Oksana is quiet for a while, battling with herself. Then she makes another soft, frustrated noise and manoeuvres herself into Eve’s lap. Eve lets out a quiet oh and welcomes Oksana into her embrace. She adjusts the blanket around Oksana, cocooning the little girl to her chest. Eve rubs Oksana’s back and kisses the top of her head.
“My baby,” she murmurs into Oksana’s hair. “Everything’s okay. Is the weather bothering you, hm?”
“Loud,” Oksana says around her thumb.
“Mmh, I know …” Eve sighs. “Do you want to go night-night already?”
“Nuh-uh,” Oksana shakes her head. It’s early, even for her. And besides, her mommy is just so warm and it’s so comfortable to sit on her lap. “Not yet.”
“Mkay,” Eve hums. “Just sit with mommy then, yeah? Warm and cosy. Listen to mommy instead of the weather.”
Oksana nods. She rests her cheek on Eve’s breast, her hand curling around Eve’s shirt. She listens to the muffled sound of Eve’s heart, feels and hears her calm breaths.
#sometimes she won't admit that she's feeling little even though it's Very Obvious :')#c. eve#c. oksana#eve and oksana#storm's writing tag
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Can I request jealous headcanons for cozmez? let's say his f! s/o is very kind and naive with the people around her
JEALOUSY HEADCANONS (w/ cozmez)
Featured characters: Kanata Yatonokami, Nayuta Yatonokami
♡ Tags: Headcanons, established relationships, she/her pronouns
♡ Word count: 742
♡ Summary: Headcanons of how jealous the Yatonokami twins get when it comes to their s/o.
KANATA YATONOKAMI
Kanata knows how kind you are to people, that's how you managed to steal his heart. He doesn't really mind it because that's just the way you are. You're the complete opposite of him after all – kind and friendly, outgoing and energetic. However, he does have his limits to this attitude of yours.
He won't admit it, but he hates how too friendly you are to people – especially towards other guys. Seeing you smile so radiantly like that to other people other than himself will often have him heated.
And what's worse is that you're so naive.
Because of his past, he's able to recognise people's true intentions. It is no different when it comes to you. Your kindness is easily taken advantage of and this frustrates Kanata immensely. He either has to tell the other person to fuck off or drag you away from the conversation.
But the real reason he's doing this is because he's jealous. He's jealous that other people are able to experience your kindness – that he isn't the only one who gets to be treated that way.
He won't upset you and confess any of that. He vows to take those feelings to the grave.
But Kanata is extremely transparent when it comes to you, so you can immediately tell that he's jealous. His eyebrows are crossed and he has such a sour expression on his face. His voice deepens a bit and he becomes too clingy that it can be deemed insufferable to others, but cute to you ♡.
So when he does get jealous, he would hold your hand more often. Sure, he holds your hand occasionally, but Kanata seems to be the type that dislikes PDA. However, when someone else steals your attention away from him, his dislike for PDA is thrown out the window.
He makes the other person know that you belong to him by pulling you close and touching you up, glaring at them like a feisty cat. Though, he won't go too far to kiss you in front of them... not when it's not needed, of course.
Ultimately, he's just outward with his jealousy that it can be seen as possessive. He isn't afraid to cuss people out or to tell them that they're taking too much time with his girlfriend.
NAYUTA YATONOKAMI
Nayuta, as spoiled as he is, expects you to only act like that around him. No one else deserves your kindness. He wants you all to himself.
He makes sure that these feelings of his are obvious to you whether it be directly communicating it to you or being a little bit more touchy.
He will always sulk about the way you speak to others, but he isn't too hurt by it unlike his brother.
He's more chill about your kind personality even when you're so oblivious to people's ulterior motives. So, he'll indirectly help you out when that happens. Usually, he'll butt into the conversation and say no on your behalf or he'll question you whether you really want to do xyz.
He won't cuss out the other person, but his word choice is still considerably harsh. They immediately back away after his confrontation.
But when things go too far for his liking, he'll resort to excessive PDA. Compared to Kanata, he loves PDA – it's second nature to him, so he isn't afraid to wrap his arms around your waist and give you a few kisses here and there to get the message across. When the two of you leave the situation, he would look back at the person and stick his tongue out.
However, Nayuta is more mature when it comes to his jealousy. He's not one to make a scene, but he's witty with it. Sometimes, you can't even spot when he's jealous because he either finds the situation cringey or 'not worth the hassle.' He knows that you'll always be his and nothing can change that.
But that doesn't mean you should completely ignore him for someone else. He's one to get upset and possibly give you silent treatment. You would have to apologise and reassure him when he's lying in bed, his back turned from you.
Thankfully, he doesn't get aggressive when he's jealous though. He never takes it out on you, but he just can't help but fall quiet. So, he'll always appreciate it when you stay by his side and draw patterns on his skin. It comforts him in a way and shows that you didn't mean to neglect him like that.
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hihi!! i hope both of ur guys day is going good! This is my first time requesting so im a little nervous i read ur rules over like ten times (;ŏ﹏ŏ) can u pls do Kou, Nene, and Hanako reading their s/o a bedtime story >w< ty in advance :3
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Omg hihi its been awhile since we last posted but we're here and alive still~!! Oh and also If it makes you feel any better, this is actually our first ask 😭??? So we're really excited and decided to have both of us write for it, aren't you a lucky anon?! Anyways I hope you like it! ⎯ Mod ☠️
Omg...a request...Hello! ^^ We added Mitsuba to the list, I felt like a silly fella while writing for him. His brain makes me insane. ANYWAY, I actually didn't write angst. I can't remember the last time I did that. Enjoy~ ⎯ Mod👻 (if tumblr eats this again, I will cry)
Content: Fluff, slight angst if you squint in Hanako and Mitsuba's part, no gender mention for reader aside from the word 'prince' and 'princess' being used.
Summary: Reading their s/o a bedtime story
Characters: Nene, Hanako, Mitsuba, Kou
A story about a girl who gets saved by her prince, not in an ideal way like she wanted it to be, but nonetheless, still fell for them anyways.
⎯ Once upon a time I had my eyes set out for a fairytale of my own, wanting to feel like a hopeless romantic with the person of my dreams. But to think that the person I've been dreaming of was actually beside me this whole time... Perhaps instead of me, it was them that was hopeless in the end.
It was during when you stayed over at her house and weren't able to sleep, that she suggested she'd tell you some of the latest stories she's been reading about. Some that you've already heard of (either from her already mentioning it before or seeing it in the media) while others not so much.
When NENE talks about her stories she's very enthusiastic about it. Happy to even have someone listening to her rant on and on about something she's been dying to talk about for awhile, but it's even more special when it's her S/O ⎯ especially if they were the ones to ask her first before she even got the chance to herself.
Her stories lean more towards romance for obvious reasons. Loving the tropes to the story is one thing, but another would be because of how she likes to imagine herself in those sort of scenarios. Embarrassed to even admit it out loud, though it's already clear why she likes them so much.
And although at first she was telling the stories to you to get you to fall asleep, it sometimes ends with you staying up a little later due to her getting a tad bit carried away.
Oh but if you do end up falling asleep right before her? You won't ever see or hear about it, unless you were pretending to be asleep, but Nene is definitely the type to give you a shy goodnights kiss. Feeling brave only because you were asleep, but if not, she'd totally cover her face as she fumes at how embarrassing it is to get caught in her sly act.
A story about a commoner boy who had a princess that loved him dearly, despite his backstory and everything he deemed as 'unworthy' of their love, nothing ⎯ not even his words, could sway their view of him.
⎯ Time and time again you run and hide from me. Behind that wall of doubt and insecurities there's something that you clearly don't see in yourself that I adore so much. When will you finally come to terms and see things my way? Love yourself as much as I love you.
It's weird how you decided to nap in the bathroom. Especially his bathroom where he's poking you constantly until you tell him off.
When HANAKO is reading you a story, he has you sleeping and leaning against his shoulder. His hand occasionally shifting your head back in place when he notices you nodding off or about to fall, or maybe even just doing it to use it as an excuse to pat your head ⎯ who knows? Clearly not you.
But the types of stories Hanako tends to read to you depends entirely on his mood. Whenever he's feeling like a jokester, he'd tell you horror stories just to see your scared reaction as you cling onto him ⎯ or when he's feeling a little solemn, he'd tell the sort of fairytale that ends with bad endings to them.
Differing between those two genres the most. But on the more rarer occasions, does he switch it up to something else.
Something odd, something you wouldn't even expect from him. Something ... that perhaps convey how he really feels but is too afraid to admit it out loud? It honestly depends up to you to actually catch onto it. If not? Then you probably won't ever hear that story again from him.
A story where a ghost finds a human and wishes to stand by their side ⎯ A story where death will not part them, for they belong together.
⎯ I keep thinking that I could be good enough for you - that you could love me as more than 'friends', maybe I am a bit selfish for thinking this. Not that I could ever say it to your face.
Someone decided to be nice today and bless you with a sleepover!! At your own house of course.
MITSUBA didn't plan on reading to you but you told him a few stories of your own. He wasn't sure why he did it. Perhaps it was the smile on your face every time you started reading to him, so he returned the favor.
He wasn't sure what to read until he came up with his own idea. A short story about a ghost, since he knew that firsthand. A story with a ghost about falling in love with a human, a story he...
As he told the story, he could see your smile slowly disappear, almost as if you realized he was the ghost in the story.
"The ghost never told them how he felt."
And that was the last thing he said before being engulfed in your arms. He knew this feeling - he's felt it before. That warm feeling.
The feeling of love.
The feeling of an old memory.
A story where the knight doesn't get the girl ⎯ oh...I guess this is a different ending. A story where the knight gets the prince, and they live a happy life.
⎯ I didn't change the ending! This is how it was meant to be! I...I suppose if you prefer for the knight to not fall for the prince then...Huh? You liked it?!
KOU brought a book of short stories over to your house. He was super excited to be able to stay the night.
Unfortunately for him, you had the same book and it just so happened to be your favorite!
Kou told the story as it was written for a bit.
Until he got to the end.
The story was meant to end with the prince marrying a princess but Kou couldn't bring himself to say it. Perhaps it was because he was never the prince. He was always second.
But it seemed that you didn't mind. It does get a bit boring reading the same story over and over again, and you did like listening to Kou talk.
"I'm...really happy you liked it." He says, almost struggling to get the words out as you blush and smile.
Maybe this really was his story, and that's why he rewrote the ending. Well, you can't say it's impossible for that ending to happen.
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Demon Slayers HEADCANONS
~ Kamaboko Squad ~
This headcanon is originally in Portuguese, my English is translated using an automatic translator, if there are any big errors you can tell me so I can fix them 💛💛
Tanjiro Kamado ☀️💦☀️💦☀️💦☀️💦☀️💦
80% ler / 20% lee
Ler:
- Tanjiro often tickles people to make them happy and feel better, like that's obvious
- He loves to emphasize how beautiful someone's smile is
- Never tickle too hard because he don't have enough thought for it and feel sorry for everyone
- Love to provoke others so that they blush
- His big brother instinct makes him ruthless when he has to chase someone or arrest them
- Favorites lees: Nezuko, Kanao, Zenitsu and Inosuke obviously (I feel like he would tickle Tokito too because he deserves to smile)
- “What a beautiful smile~ I didn’t know you could do it”
Lee:
- Tanjiro feels considerable ticklishness. Sensitive 80/100
- And he likes to feel ticklish skksksks
- Sometimes he asks Nezuko to tickle him a little just to make him feel better
- Several people know that he likes to be tickled and like to tickle him
- Normally during his missions
- Weakest points: sides
- Teasing that catches him: “imagine if an oni discovered that you were so ticklish? You would die”
Nezuko Kamado 🌸🌺🌸🌺🌸🌺 🌸🌺🌸
20% ler / 80% lee
Ler:
- Nezuko loves to tickle others when she thinks they are annoying her brother, or when they are sad
- Her claws hurt a little, but she learned to please her brother without hurting him
- When she was human, she loved tickling her little brothers to punish them or just to please them
- His claws have a great effect on Tanjiro as the gentle tickles are the worst for him
- Your favorite lee is just Tanjiro
- Don't tease, she kind of doesn't talk lol
Lee:
- Nezuko is just a cute little baby, 80/100
- She loves when her brother tickles her and she laughs and squirms on the floor
- Another person who finds her super cute when she's tickled is Mitsuri, the hashira loves to make her laugh and see her smile
- Zenitsu also attacks her and she obviously loves it, but he's a bit exaggerated lol
- Weakest points: belly and neck
- Teasing that gets her: “you’re the cutest, Nezuko”
Zenitsu Agatsuma ⚡️😭⚡️😭⚡️😭 ⚡️😭
50% ler / 50% lee
Ler:
- Somehow good at tickling
- When I look at his face I think it's clear that he likes to come up behind people and attack them
- He's not that strong, but he uses everything he has to get on top of someone and leaves them immobilized
- Often attacks others to punish them, especially when he finds Tanjiro or Inosuke annoying
- Doesn't know how to provoke lsksksksks
- Favorite Lees: Tanjiro, Inosuke and Nezuko-chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan
- “I would say I got you”
Lee:
- It is very sensitive, 90/100
- He doesn't love being tickled, even though he doesn't hate it
- But he just can't handle teasing, they make him blush a lot
- I like the idea of imagining Zenitsu being super broken by Tanjiro and Inosuke
- It's obvious that he squeals during the tickling
- Weakest points: feet and knees and ears, right?
- Teasing that gets him: “Oh my God, Zenitsu, you look like a tomato”
Inosuke Hashibira 🐗💥🐗💥🐗💥 🐗💥
70% ler / 30% lee
Ler:
- man, it's pretty obvious that Inosuke RUNS AROUND AND JUMPS ON SOMEONE AND MAKES THEM DIE, right?
- Inosuke is ruthless, he will not leave his prey alive
- Tanjiro or Zenitsu have to jump on top of him so he can release his Lee
- He's going to scream and attack you because you said he feels ticklish, and he doesn't, right?
- He will provoke you, in fact his provocations are more insults saying that you are weak
- Favorite Lees: Gompajiro and Monitsu
- “You are my prey”
Lee:
- It's also clear that Inosuke is ticklish and won't admit it
- He gets really angry when you say that to him
- he doesn't feel that ticklish, but it's enough to be broken 70/100
- He hates this so much, looking weak
- Like, when I look at his face I can see someone being cruelly tortured but resisting a lot just to prove that he’s a man
- Weak points: armpits and sides
- Teases that catch’s him: “was the wild animal that sensitive?”
Kanao Tsuyuri 🪙🦋🪙🦋🪙🦋🪙🦋🪙🦋
30% ler / 70% lee
Ler:
- Kanao doesn't usually tickle anyone
- But when she started having a relationship with Tanjiro, she developed the courage to surprise her boyfriend hehe
- Only when she started to have more courage was she able to tickle Aoi when she needed to
– She stays completely silent while tickling someone
- Only sometimes laugh with the person
- Favorite Lees: Tanjiro and Aoi
Lee:
- Kanao is very sensitive 85/100
- But people never used to tickle her
- Apart from Kanae, who liked to make her laugh in times of tension
- One of the first things Tanjiro discovered was that she was very sensitive
- AND LOVED IT
- Running your fingers over her palms makes her shiver
- Her laugh is silent
- She blushes a lot, and hides her face when she laughs
- Tanjiro dies of love hehehehhehehe
- Let's remember that this really cute and beautiful couple exists guys
- Weak points: hands and sides
- Teasing that catches her: “where’s your laugh, Kanao?”
Genya Shinazugawa 🔫🦷🔫🦷🔫🦷🔫🦷
60% ler / 40% lee
Ler:
- Genya tickles people to punish them
- Especially when Muichiro is being annoying
- He looks angry and tough, but he feels like laughing with his lee
- Always uses the excuse that he is hungry and his victim is an oni so he can blow raspberries and use his mouth to tickle
- He loves to attack Muichiro because he thinks that he’s extremely cute
- Favorites lees: Muichiro and rarely Sanemi
- "I am hungry"
Lee:
- now my friends
- Very sensitive 95/100
- Sanemi LOVES TO MAKE THIS BOY'S LIFE HARD
- Muichiro also knows his weaknesses, but Sanemi
- Genya blushes a lot when attacked
- And goes crazy when provoked
- He won't deny that he’s ticklish, he’ll just answer “maybe”
- Always runs away at the right time
- He loves, of course he doesn't admit it, raspberries
- Weak points: scars and armpits
-Teases that get him: “Now I’m the one who’s hungry~”
Thanks for reading 💛💛
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Can i request for Kwak Jichang Headcanons with his S/O or what its like dating him? I just cant get him out of my mind since he was introduce in the latest chapter. Its time to give this new dilf some love!!! (sorry Gun).
Dating Kwak Jichang Headcanons.
GN Reader.
Requested.
Request Rules.
Masterlist.
There's two scenario, one where you met him before he had children and one where you met after he had children.
Before he had his children.
This man, this man. He was an absolute pucker asshole.
And you didn't know why he was absolutely enamored with you.
He would follow you wherever you went, and it was really annoying you.
But you also know it was dangerous it was for you, this man was apart of gang, specifically the one that's well known around Seoul.
That's why you didn't want to get involved with him in anyway, you don't want put yourself in grave danger.
But he was persistent, always staying by your side and over time, you go used to him following you.
And you quite got fond of him, considering how lonely you would be sometimes, it was nice that you have someone by your side.
But you never would admit out loud, in fear of getting tease by Jichang.
But how did the two of you ended up dating? Well...
Jichang had asked you out on a date and you agreed, and after a few more dates. You two eventually ended up dating.
And what's it like dating him?
He's a patient young man, and he won't ready to beat someone if they ever hurt you or trying to be a little pervert towards you.
He's very kind and try to be understanding towards you, if there's something you completely disagree on whatever he's doing. Jichang will try to do less of that but knows he can't get away from where he was shapes from.
And you, you were scared of him getting hurt even though he's part of a gang. It still scares you, him never coming back one day.
So you two always spend time together, whenever you two had the time.
If the two of you ever got into a argument, he would not raise his voice at you. He would speak calmly and try to reason to you.
If he was the one at fault, he would try and sincerely apologize to you or give you some space before trying to apologize to you, but if it was you, then he would give you space and wait or he will be one to talk about it to you.
But if both of you are in the wrong then, the two of you would talk to each other about it and apologize to each other.
If you had a bad day, he would put a date just for the two of you.
If someone ever made you upset, Jichang will surely be having a "talk" with them.
Since Jichang is part of a gang, it's obvious that he made a lot of enemies. He is scared to leave you alone, thinking you would get ambushed and get kidnapped by their rival.
It was his worst nightmare, Jichang didn't want to put you in danger.
So he had thoughts of leaving you for your safety, but you always reassured him that you were okay with it. As long he comes back home and into your arms once again.
After years of being together, you two got married.
[AFAB Reader] After you two got married, you greeted with a surprise that you were pregnant, the two of you really didn't expect that but you two were willing to take care of your children.
[AMAB Reader] You two wanted children after two years of being married, so the two of you looked for surrogate mother. Jichang semen was used and the two of you took care of the surrogate mother right until she gave birth.
After your two children were born, the two of them wanted to be just like your husband. Which didn't sit well with you, so, the three of them would always come back home injured.
It was tiring, you would always scold them as Jihan and Jibeom would feel bad for making you feel worry about them since when they were young children, they would see you stressing out in the living room while waiting for Jichang to come back safe and sound.
So, the three promised to not worry you so they try to come back home with less injuries. so that's why they bathe in medical soup?
They don't want to stress you so much.
When he had his children.
You were teacher that moved into the countryside, you were assigned there as you previously had teach in Seoul.
It was a nice change of scenery, the locals were nice and very welcoming.
And that's where you met his son Jihan, you were his homeroom teacher.
And you were worried since he was coming to school and it's not like you can ask his brother.
It was well known in the school that the two bothers are notorious and doesn't take study seriously.
But you were determined to put both of the boys back to school, once again.
So you went to their house and met their father.
After you told him what was happening, he was quite embarrassed and apologize to you for his son's behavior.
While you were weirded out at the fact that the brother's father is a police and considering on how much you heard about the two, you wondered on what happened.
After that interaction, you began to see more and more of the brothers at school.
And sometimes you would see Jichang whenever you would go out for a walk and to get groceries.
You had fun talking with him, hanging out with him.
But you never knew what he was really doing especially.
After awhile, Jichang asked you out.
It you by surprise but you agreed.
Jihan and Jibeom teased their dad about it after they heard that he had asked you out.
Which ended the two getting a chop in the head by their father.
After a few more dates, you ended up dating.
And since you were Jichang partner, many people were looking after you secretly, from the words from Jichang himself and as well as his sons.
Wanting to make you sure you were safe.
A funny story actually.
When one day, you were staying at the Kwak household for dinner.
You were cooking dinner for the four of you, when Jibeom walked inside the kitchen while looking for something, you asked him what he was looking and when he answered. You had handed him what he was looking for you.
He then said. "Thank you mom/dad."
Both of you were frozen as the two of you could hear Jihan chuckle from the living room.
So yeah.. Jichang did hear about that incident from Jihan.
Now, Jichang was now thinking of proposing into you but you weren't ready for marriage yet.
So he was just waiting for the perfect time.
#lookism#webtoon#🌙moonbyulsstuff works#gender neutral reader#x gender neutral reader#gn reader#x gn reader#kwak jichang#kwak jihan#kwak jibeom#requested#headcanons
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I've always wanted to entertain a universe where Princess Peach was not familiar at all with romance.
She would go through her life being raised on political philosophy and the understanding that she would one day be responsible for the people of the Mushroom Kingdom, her teachings are very strict and single-minded in the effort to make her an effective ruler. This turns her into an incredibly driven and kind woman who is primarily concerned with her citizen's security and happiness. The fairytale land of the Mushroom Kingdom emphasized a culture of love, certainly, but it was a love for all living creatures. Romance exists, but it was not part of the mainstream of ideas.
Her interests did not include fantasy or fiction. Even when offered by her guardians and retainers, she would decline and opt instead for denser, brainier, more intensive material. The concept of romance simply never came across her horizon.
Until she gets kidnapped, and a stranger arrives to save her.
This man is strong, stronger than the King of the Darklands. Strong enough to rescue her. He is humble and sweet, and he has the most earnest blue eyes she's ever seen. He is charming without meaning to be, content with the simple things in life, and her heart appears to do a little something every time he smiles bashfully at her attempts to thank him for his heroic deeds. He has dimples in his cheeks. Mario, he is called. Thinking of his name causes a most peculiar rush in her chest. She sometimes likes to murmur it to herself when no one is around, but she couldn't say why.
"It is love," those close to her tried to explain. But she didn't understand.
She discovers her grand library's fiction section. She pores over romantic tales, particularly those regarding a princess and her knight in shining armor. Meanwhile, she observes that her face becomes quite warm when Mario is around, and that she tends to ramble or stammer nervously when she is ordinarily so clear and concise. She has not had any practice disguising such feelings. They come off as quite obvious to any onlooker.
Mario is not presumptuous, however, and though he finds himself nursing his own romantic feelings for Princess Peach, he would never dare assume someone of his station would be worthy of her. Still, many point out her obvious flustered demeanor and clear affection for him. He had already dedicated himself to many acts of service for her, but he begins to bring her small gifts as well. Interesting findings, secret tokens, tiny treasures from his journeys. Small wonders of the amazing world he'd come to love living in, and tiny, heartfelt creations.
Pressure grows from those around them who can see they clearly have feelings for each other. When the time comes, Peach sits, meekly admiring a flower he had offered her as they sit on a grassy hill under the starlight. She explains that she believes she likes him, but admits that she does not understand very much about the nature of her feelings or of romance in general. She's a little frightened; her daydreams and wistful yearning have distracted her from her duties at times, and she becomes overwhelmed in his presence. She wishes to understand it all better, but she doesn't know where to begin.
Mario, surprised and flattered by the news, puts his hand over hers and tells her that he is willing to help her explore her feelings and make better sense of them. He can teach her; he's been a hopeless romantic for as long as he could remember.
And he loves her. He's more than willing to take this journey with her.
Flirting, dates, kissing. All of these are foreign concepts to Peach and she frets that she's very far behind and that she'll do it all wrong. But Mario soothes her and tells her it all comes with time. He won't push her into anything she isn't ready for, though he does purposefully tease and gently flirt with her just to see her blush and smile. Over time, she is able to reciprocate.
He invites her out to classic dates and more unique ones. Garden strolls, picnics, or trips to find the best view of the sunset. He continues to bring her gifts, and rescues her from Bowser all without any expectations that she return the sentiment.
She learns. She finds or creates gifts, and arranges dates to surprise him. Her heart feels full whenever she sees his eyes light up with genuine surprise and awe. She learns that he quite appreciates physical touch, and makes sure to reach for him often. Touching his arm, finding any reason to hug him, and offering a modest kiss on the cheek upon being rescued. He also finds great comfort and solace in words of affirmation, reminding him that she sincerely enjoys his company and finds him to be very cute. She loves how he blushes.
One night, after a date he put a lot of work into arranging, Peach expresses her gratitude for his effort, and tells him that she thinks she would like to kiss him. Blinking, Mario finds himself endeared to her shy and slightly clumsy request. He approaches her with his familiar soft manner.
"Close your eyes," he says with that bashful smile, and she does.
He kisses her forehead. His hands gingerly rest on her face, and she lets out a shaky breath. "Is this okay?" he asks, and she nods. He kisses her temple, and then her cheek. His mustache tickles. Her entire body feels like it's buzzing.
He pauses, his thumb stroking her face, before he tilts his head to kiss her on the lips.
She melts. It's tender and sweet. All the stories she had read emphasized the importance of a first kiss, and his delicate manner was better than anything she could have imagined. He pulls away, his eyes shining under the starlight, only for her to seize his hands.
"I want you to kiss me again," she says.
He smiles, and he does.
#rip this is long#I had to get this out of my brain before I lost it#A concept I've always had but never committed to#I prefer where they're on the same page about a lot of things#Like what they want out of life#Both of them growing up hopeless romantics#Things like that#But there's something so pure about this scenario#Someone experiencing romance for the first time#And the object of their affection being the best possible person#Safe and protective#Not toxic or entitled#Just wholly devoted and also deeply in love#Mario is the perfect man#There I said it#Mario#Princess Peach#Mareach#Diary of Drones
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Eddie blurb - Eddie introducing you to Wayne and him instantly liking you but thinking its a short term thing then after a few months the reader is waiting for Eddie at the trailer and has a heart to heart with Wayne who admits he's glad Eddie found someone like her and he's grateful for all she's done for him
Yes yes to this
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That's not the way you wanted to be introduced to Eddie's uncle, but you can’t always get what you want. Sometimes, situations gotta be awkward.
You and Eddie were in the kitchen early in the morning, making pancakes because unlike him, you could cook. And who was Eddie to pass up an opportunity to have a better breakfast than cereal.
He helped you with the batter, but his help ended there because he kept distracting you by wrapping his arms around you from behind and kissing you and singing that one song he liked to annoy you with.
How could someone be so hyper in the morning? Without caffeine.
‘’Stop that! The pancakes are going to burn,’’ you giggled, trying to get away from Eddie’s hold.
You were so caught up in your bubble that neither of you heard the trailer door opening.
‘’Oh. I see you've got company,’’ Wayne remarked, coming back from his night shift.
Your laughter stopped abruptly, freezing in Eddie's arms as his eyes shifted to his uncle's a little too casually for the situation. ‘’Morning, uncle Wayne. You hungry? Y/N is making pancakes.’’
Suddenly feeling very under-dressed, you pulled at the bottom of your shirt, trying to cover more skin. You didn't want Eddie’s uncle to think you were pant-less in his kitchen - even if you were wearing shorts under your- Eddie's shirt.
Eddie’s shirt.
It's impossible he won't notice you were wearing his nephew's shirt. It was obviously big on you and had 'Megadeth' written in bold on the front. Will he assumed you were having sex because of the shirt? Oh god. You felt your cheeks go red.
‘’Mr. Munson, hi,’’ you croaked out uncomfortably.
The man replied with a curt nod, then turned to his nephew. ‘’Eh, no. I’m mostly tired so I’m going to crash. You kids don’t set fire to my kitchen, alright?’’
A few months later, you were in Eddie’s living room waiting for him to return from the corner store, having forgotten the popcorn for your movie night when Wayne walked in the trailer. You had assumed he was at work for his night shift already, but he wasn’t.
‘’You're still around?’’
The close voice gave you a small heart attack. You looked over your shoulder and saw Eddie’s uncle.
He pinched the bridge of his nose and shook his head the same way Eddie does. ‘’Sorry. That was rude.’’
‘’It’s okay. Eddie went to the corner store for popcorn,’’ you told him. ‘’He’s probably gonna get cigarettes too. I tried making him quit, but he’s stubborn.’’
‘’I know, he gets that from his dad. The guy is stubborn as a donkey,’’ Wayne explained with a huff, diving a little into Eddie’s past. ‘’The cigarettes, he got that from me, though. I left my pack on the table when he was ten and the next thing I saw, he had it between his lips.’’
You chuckled, imagining a little Eddie with a cigarette. ‘’Back when he had that buzz cut, right?’’
‘’Yes.’’ Wayne took off his jacket, moving around in the trailer. ‘’Your name is Y/N, right?’’
You nodded. You didn’t think he’d remember.
''May I sit with you?’’
You nodded again. After all, it was his house.
He sat on the couch beside you, keeping a comfortable distance in between. ‘’I think I owe you an apology.'' A frown formed between your eyebrows, but you let him continue. ‘’What I meant when I arrived is that I didn’t expect you to be sticking around in Eddie's life. I assumed you were another temporary acquaintance or something, someone who would ditch him in a few days or weeks, but I'm realizing that I misjudged you that day when I met you.
‘’I’ve been noticing changes in him since you got into his life. Let’s begin with the obvious one: he studies now. Who would’ve thought? I haven’t seen him open a book since primary school.’’ He laughed a little, still not believing. ‘’I’ve also noticed other changes. His room is a little cleaner, but he’s been…happier. Especially when he talks about you. You made a difference in his life and I’m very glad that he’s found you, Y/N.’’
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Dating Power Will Include:
Anime/Manga: Chainsaw Man
Summary: headcanons for a relationship with Power : )
Power with a crush is Very obvious.
Her no.1 go-to tactic is to impress you by how powerful and amazing she is, making sure you saw her kill each devil, "Did you see that Y/n?? that devil was NOTHING compared to ME"
At first the others were confused, they're frequently confused by Power, but this was strange even for her.
Until it clicked, she only demanded that you watch her fight, only asked for your praise (more like pester you that you saw how well she did until you praise her, and utterly melt as soon as you do.)
It's bewildering and slightly comical to bystanders, you'll just be standing there, as "your" devil-man slaughters throngs of demons, shouting and splattering blood in all directions, then skipping up to you, dripping blood, asking if you saw how great she was, all but vibrating when you smile at her, and seems to melt, all tension leaving her and giving the happiest hum when you pet her blood slicked hair and tell her she did wonderful.
She regularly does, and soon regrets, overdrinking blood in battles to become stronger and More Awesome to show off to you how easy it is for her to do (with a very proud stance, chest puffed, as you look at her horns), even though she knows Makima will take her for blood letting later. She thinks it's worth it until that happens.
You are the one thing that can get her to calm down. Either asking her to, or just a semi-firm "no" when it's just not the time. She won't be happy about it but immediately obeys, much to the surprise of those around you, and will return to hanging off of you possessively and glaring at whatever irks her. Cheeks puffed out so cutely in annoyance that you might have to peck or poke them. Either way, her irritation deflates and you both end up wrapped in your own little work conversing together.
Another thing to get your attention, (as if she doesn't fully demand it otherwise) is her boobs.
Something she'll never admit she's a little insecure about, but also flaunts. With prosthetics.
They tricked Denji, and he loves boobs, so bigger stuffers, That'll get your attention.
And it does. Whether you want it to or not. She'll just so happen to keep having her chest stuffed in your face, tightly hugging against your back with them against you, possibly offering you to squeeze too.
"Y'know, Denji touched my boobs. You can too." Honestly you're standing there shell shocked for a moment and she might rethink this and flee.
Also later on when you do touch her chest, without additions, and give them generous attention, her ego boosts.
"Of course you like my boobs, they're amazing after all."
You feel like rolling your eyes at her A Lot, but she's also cute, and kinda endearing with how much she wants to impress you all the time, so it's done with love.
Still a lot of exasperation though.
Power is a CLINGY girlfriend.
Anytime you're out together, or on a mission, she is right by your side, literally. Her arms are wrapped around you, head leaned on your arm, swinging herself around you as she walks, walking backwards in front of you to talk.
Always talking. Power is a talkative girl, always speaking over everyone else, being louder to do so if needed, except for you.
She will snap shut just to listen to whatever you're saying, whether it's to her or someone else, important or completely mindless. Has been known to shush others so you can speak, you will never be drowned out with her in the crowd.
Has tackled Devils who wouldn't shut up for you to speak. Enemies and Division 4, no one is safe.
She gets absolutely starry-eyed at you sometimes, especially if you're a devil-hunter and do something really cool or badass, she loves it.
But even if you're not, she's in love with mundane things you do too. Especially if you cook for her, the way to a devil's heart is through their stomach, mainly meat.
She will hang off your back literally drooling down in front of your chest if you're preparing meat for her. Even if it tastes horrible, she is enthusiastic about it. In her own, very blunt way. "Kinda shitty but I like it! More!"
Also so jealous and protective. She is your own personal guard-devil.
If someone comes up to you in public while she's hanging off you, she WILL bare her teeth and growl at them.
And if they don't back off? if Denji's being a little too bothersome about something?? "Who do you think YOU are?? They are Power's S/o and you're not worth their time! or the blood in your veins!"
Though still a little damsel just for you, like when Makima drags her away and she just tries to cling to you and whimper, making your heart clench wishing you could save her. She doesn't blame you though, she knows. And slinks back to you later and just curls against your side for awhile once it's over.
Honestly she's very clumsy with kisses at first, just smooshing her lips to yours for a few seconds before going on her way, but she's eager to learn from you.
When you tell her to stop for a second she'll stand there for you without knowing what for yet, and you come up, thumb gentle grazing her cheek, one hand brushing the side of her neck and moving her hair back, slowing leaning in. So different from her 'attacks', your lips carefully graze hers before adding pressure, moving softly against hers for a moment before pulling back.
She didn't press back, but you're not worried. Especially seeing the stunned look on her face, you smile and leave her be, as she does you usually.
It's a few seconds for everything to register with a small "oh" and her cheeks blooming bright red. So that's what Denji means by a "connection" she thinks before quickly chasing after you. "H-hey! Where do you think you're going??" You chuckle and speed up a little faster, just to laugh when you hear her start running to catch you.
She is very cuddly, usually it's just for a short period at a time, if you're sitting on the couch watching tv she'll come up and snuggle into you for a good 15 minutes. Nuzzling under your neck, crawling on top of you, absolutely purring if you pet her hair and getting very annoyed if you stop. Then getting bored, hopping up and going back to whatever she was doing before.
If you're there for a few hours she'll do this multiple times, but Nyako will stay snuggled with you.
Speaking of, Nyako loves you.
Which is very important, the only thing that could have made her quit adoring you, is if you two didn't get along. Nyako's opinions are the most important, and the only ones she will listen to.
When she finally does wind down to sleep for the night though, she is a cuddle bug. usually curled into your side, or your front, all snuggled with Nyako between you and you are Not getting up anytime soon. She has a death grip and loves your warmth, if you move too much or try to get up, she wont wake up but give the cutest whines in complaint.
She's still a narcissistic demon though, and will talk about how she's better than all those lowly humans, until someone (possibly Aki if he's feeling playful) asks "What about Y/n?)" and she just goes quiet, turning away and quietly goes "well maybe not them..." though if you ask her to speak up she bites back with a red faced "Shut up!"
Power is certainly a handful, but she adores you and you love her too.
#Power x reader#Power imagine#Chainsaw man x reader#Chainsaw Man imagine#csm x reader#csm imagine#csm power#my stuff#Chainsaw Man
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hey, nova, how would you feel about writing some of Anna Hanover and John Herschel being The Besties Ever?
Which one of you found out I'd listened to Pulp, c'mon who was it? 🤣 I can't believe I got found out immediately.... But yes I will absolutely write Anna and John being besties because I love them and they deserve it very much
"Thank you!" Anna called over her shoulder, waving in the direction of the builder that had just spent the last half an hour convincing her to take a break. She grabbed herself some lunch, and then wandered a little into the jungle, towards their spot.
She and John Herschel had one thing in common that stood out among everything else they had in common. They were both notoriously bad at taking breaks when they were absorbed in work. John had built his telescope himself, and spent hours looking through it on a night, trying to work out a map of the stars.
They had their own spot in the jungle, for when one of them needed to take a break. Sometimes, they'd sit there on their own, catching their breath or taking in the flywheels that had just been erected. That wasn't very often, though… More times than not, the two of them had been scolded into taking a break at the same time, and that was where they always ended up going. Sure enough, as Anna pushed through the bracken that made their spot so personal, she found John muttering to himself under the tree, and it took her getting close enough to realise that he was reading something— an article of a newspaper, by the looks of things…
"Heya, Hershey!" She liked to announce her presence as obviously as possible, so she didn't end up sneaking up on him and startling the life out of him. "What're you reading?"
Even still, he started a little, and his breath did manage to hitch. Every time…
He knew that only one other person knew about their spot in the jungle, but still, his eyes drifted from the newspaper, and he managed to catch Anna as she sat down beside him. He looked distracted, but he still managed something of a smile in her direction.
"Oh! Nova… I didn't hear you come in…"
"Really? That article really that interesting?" She tried to peer over his shoulder, but couldn't really get a good enough angle to see the words so neatly organised on that sheet in front of him. Though, the way his brow was drawn, and the fact that she'd heard him muttering to himself in what sounded like discontent made her think it wasn't good.
"Well," he scoffed, shooting what almost looked like a glare at the words. "Interesting is certainly one word for it…"
"Why? What is it?" Curiosity had taken over at this point, especially given John's very evident disdain, so she slid the sheet over the grass, closer to her line of sight, and started to skim the words. The title printed at the top— clear as day and all the more appealing for it— read, Great Astronomical Discoveries, and if that wasn't enough to draw her in, then the fact that John's name was mentioned within the first three lines certainly was.
"Oh."
"Tell me about it." John really did look like he'd seen a ghost, and then was trying to cover that up with very obvious discontent. Anna could see why, of course. It wasn't very often he was name dropped in the middle of a mainstream newspaper. A scientific journal, sure, but never normally a mass produced New York based newspaper.
"Where'd you get this?"
"Someone dropped it off earlier this morning. Great Astronomical Discoveries… Frankly, I don't know whether to be offended or appraised. For all it's worth… No, no I won't."
"It's… What, Hershey?"
John sighed deeply. "It's brilliant." And he really hadn't wanted to admit that, not even to himself. He heard Anna try to hold in a laugh of surprise by his side, and pulled the paper back. It was in his best interests to neverr say anything about this absolute travesty that was this work of very obvious fiction using his name for benefit and to attract the attention of the public. And of course, he was a public figure, in a way. People knew his name, at the very least. They knew what he did, why he received the knighthood… But for them to believe this work as something legitimate… It was beyond his comprehension. "It's accurate, and clearly well researched… Whoever wrote this— whoever… Samuel and Rose Stratford are— they know how to make a lie very believable."
Anna started to read it over his shoulder while he talked. He didn't try to stop her. She understood the sciences, and she had every right to his curiosity now that he had professed that it was actually something of a work of art.
"Would it be a different story if they didn't use your name?" She asked absently, skimming over this story about the moon and seeing that, actually, it did make sense, and it did seem like the authors knew what they were talking about. There were enough mentions of actual happenings in space— things that people like John had catalogued and discovered— that it was almost believable, but then— "Hold on, bat people?"
"And buffalo…"
"On the moon?"
"Apparently so."
"So, John, when were you gonna tell me about the bat people? That's something they don't put in your editorials…" she stared at him for long enough that he started laughing, partly out of her insistence and partly through how ridiculous it sounded when she put it like that. "You leave all the most interesting stuff out for these two people in New York…"
"Would you rather I told you about the buffalo and the river on the moon?"
"Yes! Are you kidding? That'd make an incredible story!"
John laughed again, shaking his head. "God, Nova, I didn't think they'd get you too… This newspaper circulated who knows how far around New York, and now there are probably numbers of people who genuinely believe that I saw any of this on the lunar surface." One more glance, then he folded the front page over the words and sighed, leaning back further against the tree.
"Don't you think it'd be interesting if that was the case, though?"
"Undoubtedly. But, unfortunately, it's not. That's not possible, for a start. The moon doesn't have an atmosphere! It's a rock! Nothing could live up there!"
"Hey… This planet was just a rock once, too…" Anna reminded.
John tilted his head. "Who's side are you on here?"
This time, it was her who laughed. "Rose and Samuel Stratford… That's what they were called, right? Stratford?"
"Stratford, yes. I should like to meet them, I think. To see what's going on in their heads."
That sparked a bit of an idea in Anna's mind, and a curious expression crossed her face. she studied the newspaper's front cover for a while, and then thought about her satellite, some seventeen thousand bricks into it's development of a twelve million strong plan. Then she looked to John, and thought about all he'd done to help her build her little dream, from helping with the plans to helping the team develop just the right mix to make the bricks. "Well… Why don't you?"
"I beg your pardon?"
"Why don't you go to New York and find out for yourself! Talk to Rose and Samuel, see what the big deal is!"
He genuinely considered this, if for a moment. The chance to meet the two names behind this sudden spike driven through his nerves. On one hand, he would love to find these two and give them a piece of whatever was on his mind about their fantasy… But that was the other hand. What was currently on his mind was how well done it was, and how much imagination the two of them had to have to produce something of that caliber… There was a part of him that wanted to try and think of something to say to them that translated into the annoyance that he felt over knowing that they were using his name for their gain, but really, he couldn't think about it for long enough to outweigh the good with the bad.
"Go on, John! You know you want to—"
"It is tempting…"
"Then what's stopping you? Go on! The township's gonna miss you, but hell, if you're going for New York and back you shouldn't be longer than a couple weeks, right?"
"You do know how to tempt a man, Nova."
She grinned at him. "That's what I'm here for! Now, are you gonna go or not?"
"I suppose I will."
#pulp musicals#john herschel#anna hanover#void offering#star mail#nova's tags →#pulp took over my brain matter. i don't know what happened but something did#nobody warned me about the ghost pirate plotline jesus CHRIST that was something#nova falls for another probably irredeemable villain: not one person is surprised#anyway. john and anna#absolutely iconic frfr#i love them both dearly#it is a very weird experience to write your own name into fic
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MULTIMUSE QUESTIONAIRE
Tagging: @diresang @tangledfate @defiedfate @faithcorrupted
RULES: Answer the questions with the Muses that would best fit the answers. Bonus if you give details why. If tagged, copy and paste into a new post – DO NOT REBLOG!
1) Rank your softest Muse and your toughest Muse. (Personality-wise)
Softest muse? That would probably be a tie between Emily and Vortex. Emily is an angel, despite everything she learned from the court trial, she still has a warm heart and can and will be easily fooled. She is very naïve and sees the best in people at all times which sometimes gets her in trouble. She'll only really lash out if she feels like she's not being heard. As for Vortex, he's not really mean or tough unless he's defending Verosika and has to be for his job. He doesn't like when people fight, especially if it involves his girlfriend.
Toughest muse would have to be a tie between Blitzø and Striker. Neither of them take shit from anyone, they both have killed and will kill without remorse. Striker rarely likes anyone and Blitzø only really cares about his employees, his family, and Stolas.
2) Which Muse would blow through $1000 quickly?
If it's in the human world, Moxxie easily! Especially if he thinks his wife would enjoy it. If it's in Hell, probably Fizzie or Angel. Fizzie is reckless and would easily blow through that much without even thinking and Angel would splurge if he knew he had the money to spend.
3) Do any of them have nicknames? Is there a meaning behind them?
Apart from the obvious ones, no. Fizzie answers to Froggie, but only from Ozzie. Kitty for Husk, but only from Angel. Daddy for Val. Ozzie also found out recently he enjoys being called Good Boy and Daddy.
4) Are any of them up-to-speed on the latest trends? Anyone more old school?
Verosika, Fizzie, and Angel Dust all like to be in the known. Whether or not they follow them is another thing. Verosika definitely does, Fizzarolli definitely tries, but if he finds a style he likes, he will stick with it for a while, and Angel Dust would like to, but it's not like he has any choice on what he wears as long as Val is around.
Husk and Alastor both could care less. Alastor for sure sticks to what he knows and Husk just could care less.
5) Who has the best relationship with their siblings?
Molly and Angel Dust for sure have the best relationship. With their other siblings, maybe not so much, but with each other? They are inseparable. They share their clothes with each other, tell each other almost all their secrets, and do just about everything together,
6) Karaoke night! Who is likely to grab the mic first and bust out a tune?
Angel Dust or Charlie for sure. Charlie loves to sing and is always breaking out into song, meanwhile Angel Dust has grown up on musicals. He looooves musicals and will gladly be right up there alongside Charlie easily.
7) Who is least likely to enter a beauty pageant/model?
Alastor, Husk, and Satan all don't really care when it comes to beauty pageants or anything. Alastor finds them dumb, Husk would rather go to support Angel Dust, and Satan just doesn't have time or care too much for all of that.
8) If your Muses visited a haunted house where actors scare you, who would panic and who would be unfazed?
Most muses would go unfazed, having seen a bunch of shit in their lives. Moxxie, Emily, and Charlie would probably be the easiest to scare if caught off guard.
9) Are any of your Muses particular about taking certain modes of transportation?
Not all take transportation, some prefer other uncommon methods of getting around. Alastor uses shadows to get around, Ozzie prefers to be driven around, Fizzie likes to rollerblade or get driven around, Lilith prefers to swim, and Adam, Emily, and Lute prefer flying.
10) Share a little-known fact about any Muse.
Husk won't admit it, but he enjoys getting his wings preened, touched, and played with though only be a select few people that he can trust.
#[ blitzø buckzo ] ── * hc#[ vortex ] ── * hc#[ emily ] ── * hc#[ striker ] ── * hc#[ moxxie ] ── * hc#[ angel dust ] ── * hc#[ fizzarolli ] ── * hc#[ valentino ] ── * hc#[ husk ] ── * hc#[ asmodeus ] ── * hc#[ verosika mayday ] ── * hc#[ alastor ] ── * hc#[ molly ] ── * hc#[ charlie morningstar ] ── * hc#[ satan ] ── * hc#[ lute ] ── * hc#[ adam ] ── * hc#[ dash ] ── * it's all fun and games#[ lilith magne ] ── * hc
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Porco Galliard - Through the years
Warning : Alcohol mention, death mention
Genre : Fluff
Synopsis : "i was thinking about the different love languages but i kind of drifted"
Reader : male (he/him)
It didn't take long for Porco to realize how physical you were once you became friends and got used to it pretty quickly as well despite acting like it was annoying him.
You’d lean against him when you arrive in the morning to chat for a few minutes before focusing on your work for the day.
Sometimes you won't directly go to him and he's going to wait and eavesdrop until you finally greet him. Though he denies ever doing it despite how obvious it is and will only admit it when you are dating, saying he doesn't want his boyfriend to forget he exists.
In a small committee, if Porco holds you close and lowers his head to hide his face in the crook of your neck, you know it's to rant about someone. It can be just a small insult under his breath, reacting to what they're saying, or a full explanation of what happened. He's quite passive-aggressive when he talks to certain people and doing this made you realize how little he actually tells them.
He also likes to annoy Colt that way, saying his name loud enough for him to hear to then lower his voice again and act like he's talking about him. Playing along, you'd hide your lips with your glass as if you were about to drink. Colt knows you're just trying to mess with him. It's not the first time. Yet, after a few drinks, he always ends up falling into it.
In all honesty, he's glad you're using some of your free time to take care of the warrior candidates as well. He knows it can be stressful at their age, especially with how determined some are, so it's nice to see them relax and act like kids.
And he also really likes seeing you effortlessly throw a 12-year-old kid on your shoulders so they can see above the crowd and help you find what or who you're looking for.
You'd have Gabi on your shoulders, intensively scanning each face and street food vendors she could see while you'd carry with one arm each Falco and Udo, Zofia walking in front of you. She'd often try to speed up to lose you to get an unprompted snack but so far she has more losses than victories, blaming it on the two snitches you hold like sacks of potatoes.
It got a bit harder to spend time with Porco once he became the jaw titan but he eventually found a way to work around it. He spends a lot of his free time with you and likes to turn them into dates. Even if it's nothing big and just you two going on a walk, he tries to make it enjoyable and interesting.
While he may struggle to openly talk about how he feels he does try to make you feel appreciated though sometimes it sounds more like he’s stating obvious facts rather than complimenting you. He is proud of you and your accomplishments and not just because you’re his boyfriend but because he genuinely cares about what you’re doing.
Porco knows death is close despite not believing in the possibility of dying on the battlefield, so he intends on making his remaining 13 years of life a good memory for you once he’s gone. You know he is actually not ready for it to happen given that he refuses to talk about it. He even mentioned growing old together a couple of times.
He sometimes takes souvenirs of places he’s been to give them to you. Funny shaped rock, postcard, something he doesn’t know what it’s for, food, one sock. He lost the other on his way back and he has no idea where it went. He likes that you still wear it despite how stupid it looks.
He is very confident in himself and his abilities, yet he still gets flustered when you mix your compliments with kisses and loving touches as he doesn't know how to answer.
Porco doesn't care if you're not a food sharer but he does pride himself for being the bigger man since you only give him a couple of bites while he either gives you half of his plate or buys extra food for you.
He found out that each time he takes a bite of what you're eating and says he doesn't like it you make him try again, letting him get the good bits to retract his statement.
You're well aware of what he's doing and you even pointed it out once, listing all the times he's done it without giving him the time to find himself some excuses. And for once he took his second bite very quietly, looking away, refusing to let you see his embarrassed face.
When you got your own place you thought he would soon end up moving in with you since he kept inviting himself when you lived with your family, but he didn’t because he wanted you to be the one to move in with him. His main argument was “Because you’re my boyfriend”, word for word. Which didn’t make any sense given he was yours as well but since it was endearing you said nothing.
Porco refuses to say he lives with you even though he spends most of his nights at your place. He has no drawers but with all the pans and pots and daily life items he got you, it does feel like it. He likes your place, it’s nice and comfy and quiet but he’d rather be salty than admit it, complaining about how the walls look shitty while cuddling in your bed.
After the rumbling and the reconstruction, he manages to get it his way as you move to his place. It’s now your turn to complain about how the walls look.
#male reader#porco galliard#porco galliard x male reader#shingeki no kyojin x male reader#shingeki no kyojin#attack on titan x male reader#attack on titan#m!reader
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tickle hcs for the gf's?
i mean carrie and penny
Sure thing!
Oh by the way, I got a friend who made some hcs on Penny a while back! I'm sure you'll like them so I'll reblog them sometime!
• Carrie
~ Just a little ghost girl who secretly craves for physical affection
~ Poor baby is so touch starved because of the fact that nobody can actually physically interact with her (yknow cause she's a ghost and everything just goes right through her)
~ However, whenever she gains a physical body by possessing someone, she can then be able to receive affection, especially tickles lol. As a ghost tho, she isn't ticklish, and it really depends on whether the person she's possessing is ticklish or not to see if she's ticklish then.
~Back when she was still alive, she was very ticklish! Got into tickle fights with her family all the time!
~ Her worst spots were her stomach and underarms
~ She has a flat sounding but pretty laugh. It's hard to explain, sorry. She chuckles a lot tho
~ She's too tough and goth and all that to ever admit that she wants tickles, but she does ^^
~ She can be a ler and it's terrifying! She'll possess someone so that she can interact physically and then go after you in that body. And remember, it looks scary as hell when ever she possesses someone, so imagine a zombie looking person chasing you down... Yeah
~ She can be a pretty merciless ler sometimes. She's easy on Darwin but not so much with Gumball, and it's mostly cause he annoys her half the time. She sometimes won't stop until he's on the ground begging
~ Anyway, she's tough but not too tough for tickles
• Penny
~ After being stuck in a peanut shell all her life, she definitely craves physical affection
~ She's not as bad as Carrie is about being touch starved, but still definitely is to an extent. I mean c'mon, she was stuck in a shell for so long and that made it hard for her to actually feel anything
~ After breaking out of her shell though, she made it obvious she wanted attention! She's too shy to ask for tickles directly, but she makes it pretty obvious
~ Never was tickled much due to her shell most her life. Most people, not knowing that her shell wasn't her actual body, just assumed she wasn't ticklish.
~ Everybody soon found out otherwise after she broke out of her shell! Gumball was one of the first ones to find out. He unintentionally found out when they were cuddling once
~ Her worst spots are her neck and sides
~ She has a really bubbly laugh. Giggles a lot! Her canon laugh is adorable
~ Even though she's the one that craves attention, she loves giving it too! She's a very playful ler! She loves to chase who she's tickling, like a game of tag!
~ She's pretty merciful for a ler, unless it's Gumball. She doesn't let up on him easy. No one really does lol cause he likes to annoy everyone.
~ She's sweet and deserves attention, that's all
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OK, so, generally I cofront with my editorial counterpart on the Dragons' side of our consciousness, Jonathan the 'Hamster. Though, sometimes it's my partner, Gnargrim, or my parent, Eh.
Usually one of them is doing the typing, and sometimes the composing, and I'm just approving the ideas and words. I try to come forward more clearly and write for myself, but us Girls find that to be difficult and exhausting.
Our brain just seems to favor the right handed system members, but it might also be because us Girls have been in hiding for most of our life.
Anyway, since I spent a good chunk of our life singing off on our comic and helping to work on it, and then eventually fronting in the coffee shop where we held our Bellingham School of Comics, because everyone called us by my name, it is a little easier for me to front than it is for the other Girls.
And then, when we're away from the computer, it's usually Gnargrim fronting, because we're usually at home and they have a huge crush on our girlfriend and won't admit it. But they hog the front to be around her all the time. Which is fine.
Having my favorite nice strong dragon protector in charge is comforting.
But that really doesn't leave much room for the girls to come forward, though it's pretty easy for us to cofront. Gnargrim has a deep, low voice, and it makes the rest of us pretty dysphoric.
Anyway, Gnargrim, the sweetheart, has been feeling really self conscious about it lately, and inviting any girl to come forward.
And lately both Anne and Jenifer have been doing so.
It's been a few yeas since our system discovery, and the tumultuous introductions and messing around that followed that, and we've fallen back into our old habits of letting each other be and sort of blending in with the world around us.
We've been blurry, and we've had one person fronting for long periods of time, and we've felt distinctly less plural about ourselves, and it feels disappointing and lonely.
There've been hints and evidence that our plurality never went away. We're all here. We exercise our individualities regularly. And our dreams are so amazingly plural every night. It's just Gnargrim hasn't felt it much when they're in the front all day.
So, having one of the Girls come forward and take full control for a few minutes and decide what we're going to do for a change has felt jarring and refreshing.
Like, it's fucking obvious.
At this point, our switches feel so soft that we frequently don't notice them happen, even when we're doing them purposefully and intentionally. Not right away.
Like, our dominant eye will change as we switch from Dragon to Girl, and we'll start using our left hand more. But that's pretty much all we'll notice right away, and it's really subtle.
There'll be sort of a new feeling and set of thoughts as someone else takes control, but because we are so coconscious and working memory is handed over so seemlessly, it just feels like a change in mood at first.
But then the Girl tries to remember what Gnargrim was thinking about seconds earlier, and will not be able to do so.
Or, she'll open our mouth to talk and her voice will come out. Not on purpose, but because she literally can't make our vocal chords do what Gnargrim does with them.
I can. I'm pretty good at doing different voices, but I had to do a lot of masking before we came out.
That's one of the ways we know the differences between us.
When I speak in a feminine coded voice, I have to consciously choose my inflections and alter my resonance. My default pitch and tone is a few intervals higher and softer than Gnargrim's, but I still tend to sound like a gruff man if I don't assert my preferred voice forcefully.
Where-as Anne's voice is like a whole octave higher than mine, and she's sassy sounding. And she doesn't know how to talk without doing her voice.
Jenifer is almost always non-verbal, but either can talk very occasionally or has a proxy do the talking for her, and has a slightly lower, more relaxed voice than Anne when she does that. Usually she knows immediately that she's herself when she can't talk. But when she hears her voice it takes her a little while to figure it out. No one else has a voice like hers to our ears, so she's certain when she figures it out, but it's always been half a year or so since she last spoke (sometimes years) it takes a bit.
Whenever we're coconscious, or aware of the front in any way, we see through the eyes and thoughts and emotions of the frontrunner. So, we're all used to feeling like we are the frontrunner, whomever that is. This is why it takes us a while sometimes to figure out who we are.
We used to think that meant we were median system. It's certainly the primary experience that is described under the definition of median systems.
But the thing is, despite this fuzzy, blurry, confusing experience, and heavy conconsciousness, we all have very distinctly different personalities, strong wills, and long term memories.
And the amnesia can be really intense and strong between members. Particularly between our subsystems.
So one of the things that's been happening more in the past couple of days as Anne and Jenifer have been coming forward to take over more from Gnargrim is that we're having stronger, more noticeable amnesia.
It's still not distressing. We've adapted our lives to accommodate it.
We do some things during our daily routines to mark that we've done them, like flipping the estradiol bottle over when we take some.
We also take some time to ask the rest of the system if anyone remembers doing a thing, if the amnesia makes itself known. And usually, after a few seconds of internal discussing, someone can pass the hint of a sense memory that confirms it well enough. But, like, we'll still have to rely on external information, like word from our girlfriend, to confirm what we said, saw, or did.
Anyway, this is all to say that, sometimes, after months and months, or maybe years of living in periodic self doubt due to harmonious and cooperative living, sometimes it's nice to be able to trigger a symptom that previously got you fired and divorced. You know?
It doesn't always have to be terrifying and damaging.
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Bells Hells Self Ship: Chetney Edition
Alright I said I was going to do ship ramblings, and now it is time for cr3 stuff with my lovely insert, Bunny Autumnrose. I want to do one with every member that I ship her with romantically, because or else it will be too long!! This one is going to be specifically with her and the ridiculous ass old gnome who somehow wrestled his way in her heart lmao
♡♡ There won't be a lot of plot spoilers, however there might be a few things mildly mentioned that could be possible spoilers. I would be careful if you'd like to avoid them for the campaign!! Also a bit of a warning for spicy mentions throughout. Bunny uses they/she pronouns. ♡♡
Other Ships -> Fearne, Launda, Dorian, Imogen, Bertrand
Though I haven't completely decided when Bunny makes her first appearance, I know it's rather early on. And when Chet first meets her it's like fucking love at first sight for him. He is immediately fucking swooning over the "big bunny lady" and follows her around like a goddamn lost puppy. This only gets worse throughout the time that they spend together.
Bunny is very oblivious to most advances thrown her way, and this one is no different. Even when he is being very blatant, she doesn't even notice the way he is constantly fucking drooling. She will eventually get the hint bc of multiple comments tossed her way, but it will take a bit for her to catch up.
Chet definitely finds her oblivious nature cute, playing around with it to his favor sometimes. There's multiple interactions where he is flirting with her harder and harder, and it's only when she catches on that she has little quips in response. All of which make it seem that she finds it flattering, but isn't planning to reciprocate.
There were a few times when the group was first discovering his wolf side that Bunny was a bit flustered, though she would never admit it out loud this early. She would make a few comments to anyone nearby, and it would be no secret that she saw some kind of appeal with his werewolf form.
There's a constant banter between the two of them that she is unavailable, even though she is gaining relationships with the rest of the group left and right. He is insanely determined, even though she is shutting him down a bit more insistently. Which is hilarious considering her relationship with Fearne (that started VERY early on).
They grow a bit of a friendship through the course of time together, and even though she still shuts him down, she openly admits that he makes her laugh. Multiple times she is sweet to him, though she quickly regrets it after the comments and flirting that it's followed up with.
She suggests that he should make her something when prompted (however I'm still deciding what that is), along with the rest of the group. However, Chet ends up gifting her an additional item that he made for her himself. A beautiful jewelry box for all of her trinkets, hair accessories, and other things she wears constantly. Adding little details from all their conversations that she would like, especially the addition of her favorite flowers.
This moment is one of the first that they share an actual intimate moment, and it's followed by the cutest little interaction with them. Him winking at her to not tell anyone, or they'll think that he's playing favorites. Her giggling. Like COME ON YOU TWO--
Things begin to heat up between them during the party split, and it starts to become a bit more physical between them. Bunny hadn't expected things to take such a sharp turn, however it never did quite stop after that. She came to enjoy their newfound change, though his cockiness left her feeling conflicted. In many ways that she wouldn't like to admit as well.
Whenever she started catching feelings, it became quite obvious to mainly Dawn (@self-shipping-angel's insert) and a few others over time, however Bunny herself was oblivious to her own. In fact, she had to be told to pay attention a few times, before she fully understood just how fucked she had become when it came to the old gnome.
She was able to hide it pretty well, until she couldn't and one by one everyone started to catch on that things were different with her especially. Even with small little teasing quips from Chet, nobody believed it until Bunny was getting nervous and acting different overall around him.
A series of events, mainly spearheaded by Ashton and Imogen looking to cause a stir, would prompt the truth to come out. A spiral into Chet deciding to make this big grand gesture that went way out of hand and ended up leaving Bunny more embarrassed than fucking wooed. Thus resulting in a story that the group will never let either live it down.
The group as a whole would push her into confessing sooner than she had wanted to, if not just for the sanity of everyone involved. Her nervousness would be rather cute and working a bit in her favor, having no problems getting him alone on a walk to have this rather private conversation. Though some would follow to eavesdrop because they're nosy fucks lmao
Bunny admits to having some feelings that she's still figuring out that are most definitely more than she expected. She also might confess to finding the effort he put in to being romantic with her rather sweet, though it was a tiny bit over the top. Not that he isn't going to do it again... and again...
The night ended with them having another rather cutely intimate moment, with him gifting her a flower that she wears in her hair from then on, ultimately changing their relationship by a small bit. Until Bunny is ready for something else, which only further time together will tell~
#ship ramblings#[ ship w chet ]#self insert#self ship#self insert x canon#im so sorry this got so fucking long ao;iwejfo;aiwjef#i kinda got a little carried away >////>#im gonna do some like more cuter hcs soon but htis is just a big ship discussion for fun to get some ideas out there#gonna make more with other characters thats what the placeholder names are for !! will edit this post when theyre made !!
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First ten for the random character description meme!!
How's the sound of their life?
It's not all that easy to get a full laugh from her! Usually it's little more than a snort or just a breath of a laugh, but when she really laughs its very loud, bright, and giggly.
How do they respond when someone's feeling down?
Bless her heart, she tries! She feels awkward about trying to approach it when she knows someone's having a hard time. She's a better listener than she is at giving advice or offering comfort, and if she knows someone's favorite food or a dessert they like, that's her go-to. Even if she doesn't know, she figures burgers or milkshakes are always a safe bet.
How do they act around children?
She never really knows how to handle children- she's an only child and has never gone out of her way to spend a lot of time around kids- but she does her best to be friendly and attentive towards them. She's never really considered whether or not she'd ever want kids of her own, and if she did think about she'd feel very ill-equipped for it.
Do they make eye contact with others?
Generally, yes! Though when she's upset in a way that isn't like.. totally pissed off, she'll look to the floor or her hands or anything but the person she's upset with.
How do they act when they cry?
Much like with laughter, Jane isn't an easy crier! At least, not when she's with other people. It takes a lot to get her to that point and more often than not she won't break until she's totally alone. (And even then- sometimes not until she's in a shower or something, in a place she's nearly certain she couldn't be heard). She shuts down pretty hard once she's reached that point, and struggles to speak or open up in any way until it's over.
Are they a hug person or a handshake person?
Handshakes! The only people who regularly get hugs from her are her grandparents and maybe her dad. She isn't really ever going to touch someone she's not close with unless it's necessary, and then she pulls away the moment it isn't anymore.
What makes their eyes light up?
Seeing her grandparents, seeing an unexpected dog, seeing her mom! Or realizing she's got a package/letters from her mom. She's also a little bit of a romantic, even though she'd never in a million years admit to it, so even small, sweet romantic gestures would probably get a bright response from her.
How do they react when they're caught in a lie?
A bit flustered, probably! And also very frustrated. She'd try to explain herself but be a bit.. angry about it.
Do they smile with their teeth?
Usually, no. She's a bit reserved, if that hasn't become obvious dhbfSDHBSD. The only time you get a real grin from her is when it's genuine.
Do they stand up with their back straight or slouched?
50/50?? She usually doesn't really slouch, but towards the end of a long shift or while she's at home, she probably still does.
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May 20, 2023
TW: Mention of seeing the person who SA'd me, small mention of death, short mention of sewerslidal thoughts
I have to admit I am actually writing this on the 21st but I have to start out this blog by talking about yesterday, unfortunately. Actually, let's go even further back and talk about Monday.
On Monday, I went to go get lip filler. Which was pretty much one of the only good things about this week. Later that day, my "best friend" canceled plans with me and our other "best friend." For the millionth time.
My "best friend" has a huge issue when it comes to double booking herself thoughtlessly and then canceling on me even though we had plans first. And even though I told her many times that it is really hurtful because in my past friend group I was always canceled on and left out for years and told that it was all in my head and not a big deal when I tried to communicate that I was hurt that I was always the one being canceled on, she hasn't ever listened and has continued to cancel our plans we made first in order to hang out with other people that she made new plans with.
Maybe I have made myself too available to my friends. They think "oh, I can just hang out with her any old time." Or maybe plans with anyone besides me is more desirable. They swear it's not that they don't not want to hang out with me and that I haven't done anything wrong but they still continue. I feel like I'm going crazy because I feel like it is really rude to repeatedly do this to someone especially if they've communicated how they feel about it and that there are very deep issues with my family and old friends that make it even more hurtful. But no one else seems to care. No one seems to listen. If they've listened, they don't care to stop. Which is even more painful than the fact that they cancel on me for new plans with other people routinely.
That being said, my "best friend" and I have fought about this countless times. When I say fight, I mean I get upset and she becomes extremely defensive and won't apologize. No matter how politely and gently I've tried to communicate with her. She doesn't want to accept that what she is doing is wrong. Which means the only way we reconcile is when I just decide to forgive her over and over again for some reason. Even though there is no promises to change, only fake and empty apologies.
Our other friend is on her side too. Even though she was just in a similar situation as me, she doesn't care because it's not her in this seat right now. When I pointed out how hypocritical she is being, she decided to make it extremely obvious that she believes that her feelings are more valid than mine and that her issue was more important than mine. They twist my words to make me feel like what I'm upset about is trivial, unimportant, and ridiculous. I know that sometimes it's hard to understand someone else's feelings, especially when there is trauma involved. You don't understand other people's triggers. But I know that it is valid and important and I have been working on it in therapy.
The worst part is that I know their lives are just continuing as per usual. They don't care that they've ruined their friendship with me. There is a lot more context that I can't get into and I honestly can't talk about this anymore because the situation is still a sore spot for me and I am still hurting really bad because of it.
My "best friend" was supposed to come with me back to my home state, visit my family with me, and then visit a city we decided that we wanted to move to together. But since this falling out, she said that it was best that she didn't come with me. I haven't heard from her since and I'm honestly not sure I care to.
But I was determined to go, especially because I was originally going to come up to visit for my little sisters birthday. And I haven't seen my young nieces and nephews in a long time. They are growing so fast and I want to be in their lives as much as I can, I want to be close to them. I felt so horrible and honestly sewerslidal because of the way that they were treating me that my parents and I decided that I should make the 10 hour drive back home by myself a day early so that I would be safe from hurting myself and be in the comfort of my family. I also really needed my oldest sister, she is probably the person who has consistently understood me the most. We have a lot in common besides her being 14 years older than me.
10 hours is a lot to drive alone. Well I guess I wasn't completely alone. My gorgiana, babiest, sweetest emotional support dog came with me. Unfortunately though she wasn't much comfort as she gets nervous in the car and I decided she would probably be able to deal with the ride a lot better if she was in her crate. But I was still glad she was there. She got to see her sister again, who she hasn't been able to see in almost two years since I moved away and her sister still lives with my family (she's technically my little sister's dog). I thought it would be hard for me because I would be thinking about my distress the whole time but I actually didn't think about it or even cry once.
Coming home was definitely the right move. I became an aunt at 9 years old, so I am pretty close to my oldest niece. Yesterday was my first full day here, and her and I spend most the day together. Even though she's still pretty young, I told her a bit about my problems and I actually felt comfort from what she had to say. I realized first hand that underestimating people can really limit you. If I hadn't asked for an elementary school student's advice, I wouldn't have heard some things that made me feel a lot better. My family really loves me no matter what.
I also got to help my little sister get ready for prom and take the pictures for her and her date. (note: if I keep referring to her as my little sister, I am making this clarification because I have three sisters... and also three brothers). She is so beautiful, compassionate, and unique. Right now I think she feels like she doesn't quite fit in but I think one day she will appreciate it just like I have. It's not fun to be like everyone else. It's best to be yourself. To feed into your interests, even if they aren't popular. I feel sad that she is going through such a big time in her life and I'm so far from her. She's the youngest (just after me), so she's the last one living with my parents.
Someone might ask why I don't just move back home. I'm not going to school right now and I could probably get a better paying job here (more familial connections, higher minimum wage). I just have a lot of bad memories here. My brother died here, my high school experience was extremely hard here, and worst of all my r@p!st lives here. For years I have been "irrationally" scared when I left my house that I would run into him. Even when I'm at my home, states away, I feel anxiety specifically when I see a truck. Particularly Ford trucks. Even if it's not the one he owned when I knew him, my stomach tightens and twists when I see them. Which is something I've been working on in therapy, but Rome wasn't built over night.
Yesterday, I was driving and I saw him. In a truck. A different one than the one he had when I knew him. Which one may say, "well how do you know it was him then?" It was his father's truck, I know it. I believe his wife was in the front seat. I sat there before her. His face is engrained into my brain. I almost know the exact shirt he was wearing, it was his style. Somewhat unique. Unique enough to convince me, without a doubt in my mind, that the man I had seen was him. And I broke DOWN. My worst fear. My biggest anxiety. The only comfort I had before was that everyone had convinced me that it was extremely unlikely. And now that what I thought was an illogical fear had happened, I feel like I've taken 3 steps back.
I called my mom, who knows what happened. She assured me that he can't hurt me now. Even though he knows where I live, and knows my car. I was so scared that he saw me. But honestly, I'm not really he would recognize me anyways. I've changed a lot since then. But it still left me really shaken up. Being here brings up all the fear and pain that I was left with. It reminds me of all the people that didn't believe me. And the fact that he got away with it and is living his life as normal and I can't and it's not fair. The lemon juice in my reopened wound: I can't even talk about it with my so called best friends.
The last thing: I actually got really curious about the Netflix show "XO Kitty" which is a series about the little sister of Laura Jean in the "To All the Boys I Loved Before" trilogy. Although I hated those movies (not gonna get into it, this is lengthy enough as is), this series was actually super good I think. I won't spoil but it was really interesting but it gave me hope. Even if the most embarrassing or most painful thing you could imagine happening really does happen, you can always rebuild. You can always come back.
That's all for this entry, if anyone even reads this I hope you found it interesting/entertaining. I don't mind if no one is reading and I'm just speaking to the void. I just need somewhere to let out my thoughts and I've deleted my other social media because I just need a break from all those people around me that I can't even say for certain if they care about me at all. But yeah... Questions and advice are welcome <3
#my writing#journal#digital diary#diary#netflix#drama#friend drama#xo kitty#mental health#mental illness#therapy#self healing#self help
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