#seonbaenim!
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I was wondering if you could do the Idol!au version of "best friends!"? I LOVED this I would like to see from the perspective where Jungkook(or any of the other boys) is an idol and has a friend wanting to lose his virginity to an idol close to him, you know?
hello! yes I can! i like the concept, thank you for sending a request and being patient 💜some things have been changed, but overall it's similar
seonbaenim!
your group decides they want to shed the “good girl” image for your next comeback & you confide in your seonbae, Jungkook, in helping you do so.
@momnomnom @sweetempathprunetree @darkuni63 @minshookie29
word count: 10.347
warning: alcohol intake, kissing, coercion, slight intoxication, smut, dub-con, manipulation, jealous/possessive behavior, naive reader, praising, dirty talking, unsolicited touching/groping, masturbating, oral sex, loss of virginity, fingering, licking, nipple sucking, unprotected sex, squirting,
non-idol version
“Thank you, seonbaenim. For offering to help me.” you bow your head to Jungkook, hands clenching with nervousness. “It’s an honor having someone like you helping me with my comeback.”
Jungkook offers a soft grin, the piercing on his lip glistening underneath the studio lights. “No need to thank me, Y/N. You don’t have to be formal, either. We’re friends, aren’t we?”
You swallow and nod your head. You don’t want to be rude - Jungkook has been an idol for years, far before your debut, and you held great respect and admiration for him.
“Yes, we are friends.” you assure Jungkook - it was one of the reasons he insisted on helping you.
You met Jungkook two years prior, him complimenting you once your group was done performing. He was someone you’d go to for advice when needed. He would show you songs he was working on, even if they were unreleased and you’d do the same.
Now, Jungkook had offered to help you with your comeback - he had listened to you vent to him about your struggles countless times.
“So, let’s go talk about this comeback.” Jungkook claps his hands together. “You told me you were having a hard time?”
You nod.
“What’s the aesthetic your group is looking for?”
You’re growing hot underneath Jungkook’s gaze.
“A more…mature approach.” you murmur, twiddling your fingers. “Break away from the innocent good girl look we’ve had.”
Jungkook nods and hums. “So, sexy.” he snorts when your eyes grow wide. “Your group is having a sexy type comeback. That’s good.” he nods his head. “Good girls gone bad? Girls gone wild?”
Jungkook laughs at the horrified look on your face.
“Relax, Y/N. I’m just teasing.” Jungkook assures. “What are you having a hard time with exactly?”
You inhale deeply then exhale. You didn’t want to embarrass yourself more than you already were, but Jungkook was here now willing to help you and this isn’t something you can ruin.
“I’m not sexy.” you respond. “My sisters are. They can channel it and I just can’t.”
Jungkook’s taken aback by your words. So you were feeling insecure about your lack of sex appeal. It’s then that Jungkook takes over your figure, not caring if you noticed or not.
“You want my help with your sex appeal?”
Hearing it said like that makes you want to crawl in a hole and die. You hide your face with your hands, completely mortified.
Jungkook chuckles. “It’s okay, Y/N. I’m sure you have amazing sex appeal-”
“Please stop.” you quip - you’d rather die than for him to continue to pity you. “Just forget I said anything.”
“Y/N. Look at me.”
The seriousness in Jungkook’s tone has you complying.
“Anyone can be sexy.” You want to say that it was easy for him to say. For Jungkook, it was like a switch. You’ve watched the man on stage become an entirely different person than the sweet man who you’ve become close with. “You just need to bring it out.”
You nod your head, unsure of how to bring another side of you out.
“Your sister’s seem to be naturals.” Jungkook notes. “Why do you think it’s difficult for you?”
You want to scoff. You shared the group with your sisters, both older than you. Sexy did appear to come natural for them. You were often left in their shadow and was nothing but their younger, shy sister. In interviews, you’d allow them to speak for you often, not wanting to make a fool of yourself if or when you said the wrong thing.
Jungkook waits for a response. He’s sure he understands. He was an observant man, after all. He’s watched the way you’ve grown in the last couple years, watching you on stage he was sure you were often in your own head and afraid of messing up. Your mistakes were light and easy to fix, but that didn’t mean you weren’t often criticized for it. He’s watched the group's music videos and it was then did you shine - but it was a music video, meaning you were also edited that way.
“Y/N?”
You blink. You swallow the lump in your throat and before you can apologize, Jungkook speaks once more.
“Are you a virgin?”
Jungkook is positive he knows the answer already, but he wants to hear you say it. There had to be a deeper reason as to why you were struggling with this when your sisters weren’t. It could be because they were older, yes, and had more experience - but you were an adult, too.
Jungkook gets his answer when you visibly stiffen. He licks his lips and offers you a smile.
“Maybe that’s why you’re having a difficult time in appearing sexy. We’re friends, right?” Jungkook scoots his chair closer to you. “What have you ever done with a man?”
You feel a shudder run up your spine at his words. You’re unsure how to respond, far too humiliated to be speaking with your seonbae about your sex life - or lack of.
“Not much.” you murmur, a slight squeak in your voice.
“Have you ever touched a man?” Jungkook doesn’t want to push you over the edge, he has eyes. He notices the way your foot is slightly shaking with nerves. However, there’s something inside of him - a new interest, maybe? - that wants to know. “Has a man ever touched you?”
You shake your head, eyes glancing away from Jungkook’s intense one. He was going to think you were pathetic, probably laugh in your face about your lack of experience.
“That’s good.” Jungkook says, even surprised with the tone in his own voice. Your eyes snap to him, wide and shocked. He lightly chuckles at your reaction. “You can learn, Y/N. But no one can ever make you feel sexy until you feel it within yourself.”
Jungkook leans back into the chair. His eyes roam around your figure. You’re dressed comfortably, but he knows the figure you have beneath it. Again, he’s watched you on stage in the outfits the stylist put you in. You had whatever it took to be sexy - it was your own self holding you back.
“How about we discuss this over dinner. I’m starving and we’ve been at this for hours now. You have to be hungry, too.” Jungkook gives you an assuring smile - a smile that tells you that this is safe. To trust him - and you did.
You’ve never been to Jungkook’s home before, and when he suggested dinner you thought it would be some form of takeout at the studio. “I have food that we can heat up at my house.” Jungkook had told you, and now here you sat, legs crossed as the both of you enjoyed the ramen he had prepared.
“So, what do you think you need to do to feel sexy?” Jungkook asks. He pours the wine into both glasses, lightly pushing yours towards you.
You smell the wine before tasting it. It’s a bit strong, but you don’t want to appear rude and decline it. “Maybe, look the part?” you respond after a few moments.
Jungkook nods. He changes the subject, asking then about how you were adjusting to being an idol - even if it has been over two years. With each passing conversation, he’s assured to refill each of your wine glasses until he notices the slight glossy look in your eyes.
“Look.” Jungkook speaks, facing you towards the tall mirror on his wall. He’s directly behind you, hands on your shoulders. “Your group has potential, Y/N. I know this comeback would be like no other.” Jungkook is sure of himself, as well, because this time you had him helping you. “This time, you’ll be the star. Not your sisters.”
You laugh with a shake of your head. You felt more comfortable and maybe that was the wine’s doing. Your jacket had been left somewhere in Jungkook’s living room, and now you’re left in a short sleeved shirt.
“Why are you laughing? You don’t believe me?” Jungkook squeezes your shoulders gently. “Follow me.”
Jungkook turns away from you face and you stumble just to follow him. He takes you down a long hallway until he stops in front of a door. “This is my room.” he says as he opens the door to it. It’s simple, nothing too extravagant or over the top like you assume it would be for an idol with money like him. “Have you taken your concept photos yet?”
You shake your head. “It’ll be tomorrow, actually.” you respond.
“Good.” Jungkook murmurs. “Sit down on my bed.”
You do as you’re told. It feels weird being in his bedroom, but you don’t allow yourself to overthink. Jungkook goes to his closet for a moment and returns with a camera in hand. He hands you the camera after turning it on.
“I’ll have you take pictures of me first.” Jungkook says. “Just so you can see what I do and replicate it, okay?”
You nod your head. Your palms are sweaty and you’re frightened more than you were going to somehow drop and break such an expensive camera into pieces.
Nonetheless, you do as Jungkook tells you. You snap the pictures, all of which he nails. With each picture, he explains what you’re expected to do; “You have to look directly into the camera, don’t shy away.” , “Don’t be afraid to show some skin, either. You aren’t a child.”
“Ready?” Jungkook asks once the both of you had gone over the pictures you’ve taken.
Your mind swirls but you can't back down now. “Ready.” you nod.
Jungkook snaps a few pictures. You’re stiff, posing as if you’ve never been photographed before, but that was your nerves talking to you.
“Do you want this, Y/N?” Jungkook asks after around 10 minutes. Somehow he managed to pour even more wine, this time you’re gulping it down without a care. You need your nerves to be calmed. “You have to show me you’re serious. You don’t want to live in your sister's shadows forever, right?”
You take a deep breath and shake your head. You didn’t want to be known as the shy one - the one that no one bothered to look at. You couldn’t waste any of Jungkook’s time - he didn’t have to help you, but he was.
Jungkook watches through the lens of the camera the way it happened - the switch that turns on and had you changed from the shy girl you were, to the girl he knew you could be. It started with your eyes - the way you looked right at him through the lens, not faltering once. Your eyes - sharp, seductive and fierce.
Jungkook licks his lips, lowering his camera to look directly at you. He takes a few steps closer to your position onto his bed, dropping his camera not far from you. On the ground sat the half empty wine bottle and your glass. He proceeds to pour some more in and take a few sips.
“More wine?” Jungkook asks cooly with a raised brow.
You nod your head without thinking, reaching your hand out to grab the glass. Jungkook dodges your attempts and instead, raises the glass above your head. “Come here, Y/N.”
You do as you’re told. Your mind is attempting to focus on everything right now, but you were already tipsy. You rarely drink - especially wine.You always assumed that it was an exaggeration when people said they can get drunk from wine - but with the way you are now, you know it's anything but an exaggeration.
You’re at the edge of Jungkook’s bed now, meeting him where he wants you at. Your knees are pressed firmly into the mattress, hands placed neatly in your lap. Jungkook thinks you appear cute; obedient.
Jungkook places a hand on your cheek, his thumb tracing your lips. You feel hot at his actions, your mind hazy. “Put your head back.” Jungkook murmurs his command and again, you comply. Your neck is exposed to him. It’s bare from any blemishes and Jungkook thinks how you’d look with marks on you - purplish bruises and teeth marks, maybe even prints from his own hands around your neck.
“Open your mouth.” Jungkook says breathily.
You gulp, but comply. You grunt when Jungkook's thumb dips inside of your mouth and presses it onto your tongue, slightly bringing it out. Then, he removes his tongue when he has you where he wants to. Your eyes watch as Jungkook pours the wine into your mouth slowly, the wine sliding onto your tongue and down your throat ever so slowly. Jungkook watches intently when a bit of the wine falls from the corner of your mouth and trails your neck just as slowly.
You swallow the wine once Jungkook is done, your tongue licking the corner of your mouth and exhaling.
Jungkook drops the wine glass onto the floor by the bed where it was prior. He leans down close to your face, his breath tickling your skin. “Have you ever kissed a man?”
You nod slowly. It was only a peck - a kiss from a classmate - and that was the last kiss you’ve had. You were an idol now and couldn’t focus on dating.
“I see.” Jungkook hums, his lips pouting slightly. “So I suppose you don’t want to kiss me then.”
You released a low gasp. You blink a few times, unsure of what’s going on. You couldn’t have been this drunk, surely.
“Seonbaenim…” you murmur.
“I don’t think you want it enough, Y/N.” Jungkook tells you. He’s so close and your eyes have a difficult time focusing on him. “I’m trying to make you the true star I know you can be.”
“I do.” you exclaim, your hands clenching into your lap. You don’t want to upset him - to make Jungkook feel as if you were taking his assistance for granted.
Jungkook leans away from you and takes back his camera. He nods at you. “Prove it to me.” is all he says.
You glance at the camera in his hands and then up at him. He raises the camera once more, ready to begin snapping pictures.
Maybe it was the wine getting to you. You didn’t have a lot of thoughts screaming at you to stop you from removing your shirt. You throw it aside, your eyes staring at the lens to reclaim the prior sex appeal.
Jungkook doesn’t notice his breathing increase - not until you go to remove your leggings. It wasn’t as if you wore lingerie - Jungkook understood that this isn’t what you were expecting to do. But your appearance is captivating enough, a lacy bra with matching panties, both black.
You do countless poses and Jungkook allows you, not once speaking. Your first pose was pushing your knees far apart and pushing your chest out. Your hands move slowly up your chest, a slight tilt to your head.
Jungkook doesn’t realize how close he’s gotten to you until his knees hit the mattress. Now, you’re on your back, slightly arching. Your eyes are on the camera and your breast is pushed towards the ceiling. You appear to be teasing him, Jungkook thinks, the way your fingers hook beneath your bra strap teasingly, as if you were daring to push them down.
“Seonbaenim…?” you murmur. You haven’t heard the camera shutter for the last few minutes. “Did I do good?”
Jungkook slowly smiles and nods his head. He presses a knee against the mattress, allowing himself to come closer to you. “You’re a good girl, Y/N.” he tells you, and your heart swells at the compliment. “Come here.”
You lift from the mattress as if in a trance. Jungkook lifts your chin with his index finger, his dark eyes staring into your own.
“Tomorrow, we’re going to try the song again, okay?”
“Yes.” you nod.
“For now…” Jungkook leans a little closer, a few inches away. “...kiss me.”
You gulp. Opening your mouth to respond.
“It wasn’t up for debate, Y/N.” Jungkook interrupts before you can speak. “I need to know you’re serious about this. I won’t have you wasting my time.”
Your eyes widen and without thinking, you kiss Jungkook. Jungkook deepens the kiss, wanting nothing more than to hold you close to him. The thought of flipping you over runs through his mind, to grind into you until you’re begging him for more, but Jungkook refrains from doing son.
“I’m going to make you a star, Y/N.” Jungkook speaks once the kiss ends. “This comeback will be your moment. I’ll be sure of it.”
There’s something sinister about the way you allow Jaehyun to touch your head, Jungkook thinks. He pats it playfully, gently rubbing it. There’s a smile on his own lips as he greets you with a warm welcome.
What made it even more sinister to Jungkook was the way you appeared. You were smitten by his older friend. If this was a show, your eyes would’ve turned to the shape of hearts and a pink glow wouldn’t shine throughout you.
Jungkook leans back into his seat, tongue in cheek. With a tilt of his head, Jungkook has had enough - especially when you giggle at something Jaehyun has said.
“I don’t have all day.”
Your head snaps to Jungkook and quickly you bow and apologize. As you were arriving, Jaehyun was leaving, having visited Jungkook at the studio for a bit. He and you spoke, him giving you a greeting as you arrived.
Jaehyung hums as you sit besides Jungkook, the man's stare hard as you do so. Judging by your appearance, you were cowering besides the man.
“I’ll see you later, hyung.” Jungkook says to Jaehyun, dismissing his friend. “We have work to do.”
Jaehyun nods, his eyes flickering to you for a moment. He leaves without another word, the door shutting behind him quietly.
“Do you take me for a joke, Y/N?”
Jungkook’s tone is vicious. It causes you to flinch at the sudden change in atmosphere.
“Seonbae-”
“Do you want to fuck him?” questions Jungkook, his voice changing to a softer tone. You swallow, eyes wide. “You want to lose your virginity to him? After I’m putting in the work to make you shine?”
“Seonbaenim, I don’t understand-”
“No, you don’t.” Jungkook snickers. “Don’t waste my time, Y/N. I’m the one that’s helping your comeback. Not anyone else.”
You nod your head, eyes glancing away from Jungkook. He looks visibly upset, as if he was scolding a disobedient child.
Jungkook sighs. “Look at me.” he tells you mellowly. His hand places itself on your own and gently squeezes. “I’m sorry for being so harsh on you, Y/N. You know I believe in you and your talent, right?”
You nod, not really sure if he did or not - but you didn’t want to disagree with him.
“I’d hate anyone to take advantage of you, Y/N. I know how men are. Especially in this industry. You’re a sweet girl.” his thumb rubs against your knuckles. “You have a certain look on you, you know?”
“What do you mean?” you question. Your eyes finally meet him once more. “Is that a bad thing?” you were beginning to feel self-conscious.
“No, of course not. You’re my good girl.” Jungkook squeezes your hand, lips forming into a warm smile. There’s something bubbling inside you at Jungkook words. “You have an innocent aura surrounding you. People would want to take advantage of that. I don’t want you to get hurt.”
“I see.” you murmur, slowing nodding. “Thank you, seonbaenim.”
“Jungkook.” Jungkook corrects. “You don’t have to be formal with me. We’re friends.”
You smile and Jungkook then releases your hand. “Okay. I’ve listened to your sister's part of the song and they’re good.”
You bite your lip.
“That doesn’t mean yours isn’t good. It is. But…” Jungkook trails off. “I think you should give me more passion. Be more…sensual.”
“I-I can do that.” you shake your head to agree with him.
“Okay.” says Jungkook. He points his head to the side. “You wanna record it?”
“Yes.” you inhale and exhale a few times as you enter the small room, the microphone placed in the middle of the room. You grasp the headphones and place it over your head.
Jungkook’s eyes connected with yours as he played the instrumental. Your voice is good - you’re a great singer. But you needed to be more than a great singer to outshine your sisters. Initially, he wasn’t here to help you outshine them - but he promised you that you’d be a star - and Jungkook never went back on his promises.
Jungkook turns the music off with a click. “More passion.” he says. “Again.”
Your voice hits his ears once more as he plays the instrumental. It’s melodic and he’s positive he can hear it again and again and again.
“Y/N.” Jungkook turns off the music once more. You visibly stiffen. Jungkook was a perfectionist naturally and he didn’t care how long it took for you to get it right - he would assure you did. “Sing to me. Sing as if I’m in there with you and be my good girl, okay?” Jungkook advised with a sigh. “I need to hear the sensuous tone in your voice.”
“Yes.” you murmur.
Once more, Jungkook starts the music. You close your eyes this time. Jungkook’s eyes made you nervous - they were piercing right through you.
You began to sing, your mind traveling to the night in Jungkook’s bedroom - a night you never brought up to anyone, not even him. It was a night you wish to forget - the way you’ve acted towards him could be seen as disrespectful, even if he didn’t appear distraught by your action.
Your eyes snap open when you feel hands on your shoulders. The instrumental doesn’t stop, and neither do you. Jungkook is directly in front of you, hands on your shoulders. Those same piercing eyes are watching you, as if waiting for you to mess up.
You continue to sing just as Jungkook wants you to. He travels behind you, so close that there’s almost a pause in your singing - but you don’t stop. The hands on your shoulders begin to roll down until they’re cupping your waist.
There’s a slight moan in the words you sing, and it’s exactly what Jungkook wants. He doesn’t stop there. His lips place themselves on your neck, his hands pressing you against him firmly. You continue to sing and Jungkook can see you through the mirror on the far right of the wall. Your eyes are closed and gently your body relaxes in his embrace.
The song is ending, Jungkook notes, and it’s the ending that he needs you to be the most sensual. Your skin is smooth beneath his palm. It works its way up your shirt and onto your covered breast. He grips it in the palm of his hands, the melodic moan music to his ears.
“Perfect.” Jungkook kisses the nape of your neck as you finish, your breathing heavy. He releases your breast and takes a step away from you. “You did amazing, my good girl.”
“Are you fucking him?”
You nearly choke on your water when the words hit your ears. You manage to swallow it somehow and your eyes turn to your manager. She’s leaning against the nearest wall from you, her glasses tilted down on her nose.
The room is silent, the conversation your sisters held with one another falls flat as their eyes cast between you and the manager.
“Why do you assume that?” your eldest sister says once you don’t respond, a horrified look upon your face.
“Jeon Jungkook has promoted this song countless times on all platforms.” your manager steps forward as she speaks. “He made a dance challenge to the song that now has thousands of people following suit. He speaks fondly of you and just you, Y/N. So please answer the question.”
Your group's comeback has officially begun, the song you had once struggled with has been released along with a music video. It’s only been a month since Jungkook and you recorded the song in the studio, and a week since the release of the song - but it was an instant hit. You recall watching the views go higher and higher alongside your sisters as did the following count on the social media platforms you two shared.
Jungkook kept his promise on promoting not only the song, but you, as well. In interviews he spoke of how hardworking you were and how the song was one of his favorites, he participated in dancing to the song to promote it even further - you were becoming the star he said you would be. Now, your group became someone people wanted to follow and interview - you at the front of it all.
“They’re just friends.” your elder sister scoffs. “It’s nothing to look deeper into.”
Your eldest sister nods her head in agreement.
Your manager wasn’t convinced in the slightest. “Whatever you’re doing with Jeon Jungkook…” your manager eyes you for a moment, almost as if she didn’t believe a word your sisters said. “...Keep doing it. The song is doing amazing and we have people lining up for interviews.”
Your eldest sister is taken aback by the sudden change in tone. “You make it seem like Y/N is being friends with Jeon-ssi for fame.”
You swallow the lump in your throat. You were becoming humid with the topic being about you.
“Jeon Jungkook is a big name in the industry, hell, globally.” your manager flips her glasses onto the bride of her nose. “Having a co-sign from him is a big deal. Don’t mess it up, Y/N.”
Your manager doesn’t wait for whatever response you or your sisters would give. She strolls out of the room. You’re left with your sisters, and now they fully turn to you.
“What was that about?” your eldest sister asks. “You’re just friends with him right?”
“Of course.” you murmur, unable to look her in the eye. “He’s helped me so much.”
You know when your sisters want to say something - anything - but hold back. It’s in their eyes. They want to question you more about Jungkook and what your manager knows, but they don’t.
“Okay.” your eldest sister nods.
“We should probably get some rest. We have a hectic day tomorrow with-”
You lift from your seat and bow. “I’ll be going to my room.” you murmur.
You feel their eyes upon you, but you don’t bother to wait. Tomorrow was a big day and a hectic schedule neither of you were accustomed to. You didn’t take Jungkook’s promise that seriously - but it was as though he opened doors you never knew were possible.
You were meaning to meet with Jungkook tonight. His own schedule had gotten busier within the last month, and he had invited you over tonight of all nights for a celebration of sorts. “Soon, you’ll be on top.” Jungkook told you over the phone. “And maybe you can even make your solo debut.”
You were outside his home within a half an hour, pressing in the passcode he gave you. His home is quiet as you enter and you wonder what he was wanting to do tonight. You remove your shoes at the door and step deeper into his home, removing your jacket and placing it on a chair where you saw one of his own.
You hear light music coming from down the hall - his bedroom. You venture closer to the room, noticing the door slightly ajar. You peek your head through to greet Jungkook, after all he was expecting you.
You freeze in your tracks, your eyes slowly growing wider.
Jungkook sits at the edge of his bed. It wouldn’t have surprised you if you didn’t catch him masturbating - your eyes focusing on the way his right hand engulfs his cock entirely, jacking himself with such need. You can now hear that he’s moaning through the music, being closer than you were from down the hall. His eyes are closed and his head slightly tilted to the side.
“Y/N…”
Your breathing stilled at the sound of your name. Did he know you were there, watching like some type of creep?
“Seonbaenim…?” you say from behind the cracked door, and at the sound of your meek voice, Jungkook’s eyes snap open. You’re taken aback by the look in his dark eyes, and in that moment you realize that he didn’t know you were there, but instead had moaned your name.
Your feet react before your mind does. You take a few steps back until you hit the wall, startled to be caught watching him. You begin to sprint down the hall and towards the living area, falling to the nearest seat.
You hear the music stop and footsteps sounding, coming closer to you with each passing step.
“Y/N-”
“I’m so sorry, seonbaenim!” you cry, your eyes not looking his way. You’re humiliated and even more disrespectful for walking freely through his home.
“Y/N-”
“I should have told you I was coming before I did-
“Y/N!” Jungkook hisses, his voice echoing off the walls of his home. You’re immediately silent, heart racing. “I didn’t mean to yell at you.” he suddenly murmurs, lowering his tone to not further startle you. You feel his presence in front of you, but you’re far too humiliated to look at him. “Look at me.”
You have to remind yourself to breathe when you do. Jungkook’s lips turn to a small smile. “That’s my good girl.” he tells you. “I’m sorry you had to see that.”
You don’t respond, far too consumed with your thoughts to do so.
“Hey,” Jungkook squats down to face you fully. “congratulations on the success of your song. It’s charting higher than songs from veteran groups.”
“Thank you, seon-” you stop yourself. “Jungkook.” you correct, understanding that he prefers you to call him by his name.
“My good girl…my name always sounds sweet when you say it.” Jungkook offers a hand, waiting for you to take it. When you do hesitantly, he gets from his squatting position and lightly tugs you. “Come, I want to show you something.”
There’s an anxious feeling running through you when you’re led down the hall once more and back to Jungkook’s room. The lights are dimmer this time as you and he enter. He closes the door behind him and releases your hand.
“I want to show you these.” Jungkook steps away from you and towards a bedside table. It’s a black folder that he opens and shows you.
Your hands take the folder, your eyes scanning over the pictures displayed inside of it.
It’s you.
It’s the same pictures Jungkook had taken a month prior, each picture becoming more vulgar as you skim through. Your hands are trembling, unsure of how you truly feel about seeing the pictures physically in the palm of your hands.
“Jungkook…”
Jungkook eyes your reaction. “Yes?”
You aren’t sure what you want to ask him. Thousands of questions run through your mind - why did he print the pictures out? Why does he want to show you? Has he shown anyone these pictures?
“Y/N.”
Your eyes snap up at him, your trembling hands coming to a halt.
“You’ve done good.” says Jungkook. “Your concept photos came out amazing and it’s because of these.” he points to the folder in your hands. “Your group is doing amazing because of you.”
“You…think so?” you question in awe. Of course, the photos you’ve taken weren’t the same as these. The eyes you were giving the camera - or Jungkook - were those you’d see women give to men in the bedroom, not a photographer. You were nearly naked and these photos were similar to something from a porn magazine.
“Of course.” Jungkook’s hands are swift. He touches both sides of your face. “Look how beautiful you look in these. The song is charting now because of how beautiful you sounded.”
Jungkook’s compliment has your heart swelling. You close the folder and nod your head, a small smile forming onto your lips.
“My good girl.” murmurs Jungkook, his thumb tracing the curve of your lips. “You want this, right?”
Jungkook’s words have a deeper meaning - one you weren’t sure about fully. Did you want this as in the fame that was quickly sneaking up on you and your group - the stardom he promised you? Or did you want something more that had to do with him personally?
“I want to help you, Y/N. I want to make you bigger than what you are now.”
“Bigger?”
“Bigger.” Jungkook nods. “I want you to be like us. We’ve sold out tours and traveled all over the world.”
You laugh at his words. It’s kind for Jungkook to want more for you, but even you know that’s not realistic. “I don’t think we can be as big as…BTS. Or you alone.”
Jungkook hums. “With you talking down about yourself, of course not.” Jungkook says. “I promised you that you’d be a star, right?”
“Yes.”
“You believe in me, right?” Jungkook drops his left hand from your face so that he can grasp the folder. He places it on his bed before turning back to you.
“Of course I do.”
“You trust me?” Jungkook questions. “You have to trust that I know what I’m doing.”
“I do trust you.”
Jungkook simpers. He lifts your chin, his eyes on your lips.
“How much do you trust me?”
You swallow.
Your manager’s words come to your mind - whatever you were doing with Jungkook, to continue it. You trusted Jungkook a lot - he’s helped you so much without asking for anything in return. It was because of him that your song was charting and the sudden interest of people streaming, buying and participating in challenges.
“With everything.” you respond to Jungkook truthfully.
“Everything?” Jungkook furrows his brows. “Even with your body?”
“Keep doing it.” your manager's words replay over and over in your head.
“You’re shying away.” Jungkook notes. Maybe he was too forward with you, but he couldn’t allow himself to care. He’s already been caught by you masturbating to just the thought of you. “I can’t help you if you don’t allow me to.”
You inhale deep, your eyes not leaving his.
“You aren’t comfortable with me.”
“I am-”
“You aren’t.” Jungkook intercepts. “Are you comfortable giving yourself to Jaehyun?”
Your eyebrows knit together at Jungkook's words.
Jaehyun?
You shake your head.
“I saw the way you were looking at him.” Jungkook removes his hand from your chin and takes a step back. “You had heart eyes for him. While I sat there and helped you achieve success…you still haven’t given me those eyes.”
Jungkook turns away from you just as he says those words. You shake your head, reaching out for the man.
“I-I don’t want Jaehyun-ssi!” you exclaim. Your anxiety was peaking, fear running through you. You didn’t want to upset Jungkook or make him think you didn’t appreciate all the help he’s given you. “I’m sorry, seonbaenim.” your hand touches his bicep.
Jungkook turns back to you. Your eyes are low, but he can see the seriousness in them - you were apologetic.
“I never…done anything with a man before.” you murmur, hot feeling all over. “I want to…” your heart is racing with what to say. “Keep doing it…keep doing it…” your manager’s words replay in your mind. “...I want to please you, seonbaenim. I want to be good for you, I just don’t know how.”
Jungkook is stunned for a moment, his eyes watching you intently. Then, there’s a smirk forming onto his lips.
Now, Jungkook had you where he wanted you - where you needed to be.
“You know you’re my good girl, Y/N.” Jungkook takes both of your hands in his and steps backwards towards his bed. He sits down and tugs for you to do the same - on top of him. “My good girl. Once I do this with you, you can’t do it with someone else.”
Jungkook’s hands are upon you, holding you close.
“I’m a man and I know how men are.” Jungkook murmurs, his lips close to your jawline. “They will use you until you have nothing left to give. They will take you to feed their own satisfaction and leave you.”
You release a gasp.
“I won’t do that to you, my good girl.” Jungkook’s hands dip beneath your shirt to feel your smooth skin. “You can always trust me. I’ll treat you right. I want more from you, unlike any other man.”
Jungkook wants to say especially Jaehyun - but he doesn’t want to come off as jealous. Jaehyun is his friend and understands that he holds no feelings or attraction towards you, he was just being friendly. However, he was also a man and in Jungkook’s eyes, any man can and will be competition.
Jungkook’ s lips are upon your skin, kissing your jawline.
“Promise me, Y/N. That you’ll always be mine.”
Maybe it was selfish for Jungkook to ask from you, but he doesn’t care. He’s invested in you free of charge - he’s only asked for one thing. To have you fully for himself, all of you. He wants your love and devotion, your respect.
Your virginity.
Jungkook wanted all of you. He wanted to be the first person who made you cum. He wanted to show you how pleasurable sex could be with the right person - him - and show you what he liked.
It’s what Jungkook deserves - he was going to make you a star. Your sisters could not compare to you and he would assure that you had it all. Soon, you’ll have brand deals and be an ambassador of whatever brand you desire - as long as you remain his.
“I promise.” you murmur, and it’s then that Jungkook doesn’t hold back. He kisses along your neck hungrily, as if he was a dog waiting to pounce at his favorite treat.
You’re unsure what to do but allow Jungkook to take the lead. His hands roam your body, squeezing and grabbing everything he could with just two palms.
“You said you want to be good for me, right?” Jungkook says against your collarbone, his teeth grazing your skin.
You nod, your body flushed with heat.
Jungkook leans back, his dark eyes on your face. “My pretty good girl.” he murmurs, the back of his hand stroking your chin. “I want you to strip for me like you did before.”
Jungkook’s eyes upon you cause you to freeze up. The horrified look on your face has Jungkook chuckling. “Don’t be shy, Y/N. You’ll have to learn to do this without any liquid courage.”
“Yes.” you murmur with a nod.
“It’s just me.” Jungkook breaths.
Just Jungkook.
You take a deep breath, and before you can think too much into the fact that it was Jungkook, you begin to lift your shirt over your head. You discard it aside with a bite of your lip.
“I like black on your skin.” Jungkook compliments, touching up the fabric holding your breast together perfectly.
“Thank you.” you respond cutely, voice low and meek. You remove yourself from Jungkook’s lap to remove your pants. They fall to the floor swiftly and you kick your feet to get out of it fully.
Jungkook licks his lip before biting it. There’s an obvious tent in his sweats just at the sight of you. He thinks about what you’d look like in countless lingerie - high stockings that highline your legs, lacy material that teases him just in the right way. His mouth salivates at the endless possibilities.
It’s just Jungkook, you tell yourself. It’s just Jungkook - the same man who’s been so kind to you. Who’s helped you with your comeback, given you advice and assisted in gaining confidence. You don’t need to be self-conscious - even you can see how excited he was - but there was more than just self-confidence. You weren’t as experienced as you (assumed?) he was.
But, with Jungkook’s words flowing through your mind mixed with your managers, you didn’t have time to dwell on it. You had to engage with him, you think.
“Seonbae…Jungkook…?”
Jungkook’s alert at the sound of his name. “Yes, baby?” he says without thinking, the amount of pet names he can call you is as endless as the amount of lingerie he wants to see you in.
You swallow and turn away from him. “Can you help me take it off?”
Jungkook groaned and far too quickly did he stand on his feet to meet you. His hands are warm against your skin as he unclasps the bra. His hand slides down your bare spine, shuddering at how soft your skin is. Your bra falls next to your feet and slowly you turn around.
“It’s just me.” Jungkook’s words repeat in your mind.
“My pretty girl.” Jungkook hums. “Kiss me.”
You do, your hands falling onto Jungkook’s chest as your lips touch his.
Jungkook deepens the kiss with a moan. Having you nearly naked before him excites him like no other and he has to remember that this was your first time. He couldn’t be too rough or possessive with you (yet) like he wants to.
You yelp, eyes wide when you’re suddenly thrusted on the soft mattress.
“You’ve never done anything with a man, right?” Jungkook’s fingers fall at your panties, touching the material between his fingertips.
You nod.
“What have you ever thought about doing with…” Jungkook doesn’t say ‘a man’ because he doesn’t want to think of you having fantasies with someone that wasn’t him. “...me?”
Jungkook begins to pull at your panties, goosebumps running through his skin.
You lift yourself from the bed so he can remove your panties. You’ve never thought about doing anything like this with Jungkook - not until the day in the studio. Having his hands on you, feeling his breath upon your skin - you felt ashamed of the perverted thoughts.
But now you don't need to feel ashamed. Jungkook wanted you - he wasn’t just a superior to you now. Soon he’d be the man you’d have sex with - and by your promise, the only man.
“Kissing you.” you respond, clenching your legs together.
“Done that.” Jungkook mumbles. “What did I say about being shy with me, Y/N?”
You loosen your grip on your thighs, allowing Jungkook to open your legs. He’s staring right at you, eyes never blinking. Your mind is screaming at you all at once - 2 minutes of not blinking and you want to tear yourself away from his firm grip.
“Jungkook.”
Jungkook blinks, the moisture regaining back into his eyes.
“Sorry.” Jungkook swallows. “I want you to sit on my face.”
You cough, unsure if you heard Jungkook correctly. “What?”
“I want you to sit on my face.” Jungkook states matter-of-factly. “Your pussy’s very pretty-”
“Please stop.” you look up at the ceiling with a horrified groan. “You can’t say things like that.”
“Why not?” Jungkook lowers himself between your legs. He sends a kiss on your inner thigh. “You’re going to be my girl, Y/N. You can’t close yourself off every time I give you a little compliment.” Jungkook kisses your thigh again, inching closer to your clit.
“I know…” you murmur. “You don’t have to be so…dirty about it.”
Jungkook chuckles. “Dirty?” he shakes his head. “Dirty is telling you I want you to ride my face until you cum a good three times before I fuck you. But I’m not saying that, aren’t I?” Jungkook sends a quick peck against your clit, assuring to hold your thighs so you don’t close them on his head - but then again, he wouldn’t be opposed to that.
You’re too stunned to speak, and Jungkook furrows a brow. “So?”
You swallow. “I…I’m supposed to be learning how to pleasure you.”
Jungkook tilts his head. “You think you can pleasure me without shying away?”
No, but you nod your head regardless. You were going to have to see Jungkook naked regardless - better now than later.
“Hmm.” Jungkook hums. His cock was begging to be released now. He goes to take off his shirt, lifting to his feet to do the same to his sweats.
Your eyes try not to stare, but it’s difficult not to. You were beginning to realize why Jungkook was so confident - and just why he was so loved outside of his talents.
Jungkook gets onto the bed, his back against the tall headboard. Your eyes glance at his cock then back up at him to find that he’s already looking at you. Quickly, you widen your eyes and turn away.
“Come here, pretty girl.” Jungkook laughs.
You do so hesitantly. You’re having a hard time not looking at it - it’s erect and basically staring at you. It doesn’t help that you find it pretty - could dicks be pretty? He was cleanly groomed, veins wrapping around the length of it and the tip reminded you of a lollipop - red and suckable.
You mentally gasp at your mind at the moment.
“I’ll let you take the lead.” Jungkook says when you’re facing him, knees firmly against his bed. “I can talk you through it.”
You nod, swallowing a lump in your throat.
“Wrap your hands around it.”
Your palms are sweaty, but you do as Jungkook insists.
“Tighten your grip.” Jungkook widens his legs to get comfortable. “Good girl…now just stroke it up and down.”
You appear fascinated at doing this - maybe because your ears hear Jungkook’s breathing, followed by a few low groans. Or maybe because you were actually doing this with him.
Jungkook wants to be more vulgar - he wants to tell you to spit on it for lubrication, but there was more than a 50% chance that you’d cower at his words, so he opts to just watch you with hooded eyes.
“C-Can I…?”
Jungkook nods his head, unsure truly what you meant but he was hoping it was what he thought you did.
And it was.
You were awkward at first, bringing the tip of his cock to your lips, but the act alone has Jungkook pre-cumming, a salty substance touching your tongue. Your tongue reaches out to lick the tip, eyes glancing up to see a reaction.
Jungkook’s eyes are closed and he doesn’t appear to be in pain.
You venture further, closing your own eyes to do anything, hoping the act would come natural to you. If you thought about his cock appearing like a lollipop, then the act would be the same then - as long as you remembered not to bite it in the end, you’d be good.
You begin to suck, continuing your stroking motion. Jungkook's head falls back against the headboard, biting his lip. He can’t look at you, he thinks, because if he does, he knows he would cum and he doesn’t want to cum yet - not in your mouth, at least. Another time, yes.
But you’re sucking him so good that he can’t help but release a few moans of your name, a hand placing itself onto your head encouragingly. He knows now that you’re good for him - the perfect girl he needs to mold into the woman he knows you can be. He can make you a star that the world will love - and the whore behind the scenes just for him.
Jungkook forces you to go deeper until you feel the tip of his cock hit your uvula. It takes everything in you to not gag. You had to be good for him, you think. Your seonbae can be as good to you as you are to him.
“My pretty girl.” Jungkook grips the back of your head. “So good for me…allowing me to fuck your mouth.”
You don’t realize your legs are clenching until there's friction. You can feel a string of drool coming from the corners of your lips, but you can’t care - there’s no time to. Jungkook’s thrusting into your mouth with such force and need, completely taking over whatever control he allowed you to have.
Jungkook continues to grunt. He won’t be lasting long and he truly does not want to come. He allows himself to look at you now - how filthy you looked with his cock shoved in your mouth. How there’s tears in the corner of your eyes threatening to fall and drool dripping down your chin. But yet and still, you were so beautiful, innocent, the pure look still in your eyes.
A look Jungkook couldn’t wait to ruin.
Jungkook yanks himself away from you the second he feels himself about to cum, his high slowly going down. He pants, clenching his teeth together.
“My good girl…” Jungkook trails off. “I’m going to make you cum.”
Jungkook doesn’t wait for a response. Instead, he pushes you against his mattress and forces your legs apart.
“So wet.” Jungkook tsks, no longer holding back. His fingers meet your clit and he begins to rub.
Your hand automatically grips Jungkook's wrist, but he makes no movement to stop. Instead, he watches your wide eyes with his own, as if daring you to try to stop him.
The feeling is weird, but good. No one but your own fingers has touched you, and the foreign feeling was causing a bubbling effect in your stomach. Jungkook was experienced in this - he knew exactly what to do to get you squirming beneath him.
“So sweet.” Jungkook says after placing two fingers in his mouth. “Now I have to taste you.”
Jungkook doesn’t allow you a moment, instead dipping his head down to capture your clit in his mouth. He lays his tongue flat on it and licks, flickering his tongue between your folds hungrily.
Jungkook’s quick, both hands grabbing your thighs just as they were about to close. He forces them back, your knees hitting the mattress.
The sounds that could be heard are nothing but filthy - Jungkook’s suckling and groans, your moans and whimpers. You yourself don’t want to look between your legs, afraid that you’d catch eyes with Jungkook and lose yourself even more. But that didn’t mean Jungkook wasn’t going to. He enjoys watching you - every reaction is raw. You’re new to this, so that means that he was going to be the one that made you feel amazing; make you cum.
The thought alone excites Jungkook to no end.
Your pretty moans were music to Jungkook ears and he’s satisfied you no longer hid them from him. His pretty girl, he thinks. Once so innocent and shy now laid on his bed, begging for more - and more he’d give you. To think that in the eyes of the public, he could never call you what you were (his, yet…) but he knew just like you knew.
Jungkook pushes back from your clit to enter two fingers inside of you. You were tight and he’s certain you’d need to be stretched out before he could fuck you. ‘Relax, pretty girl.” he mumbles when you flinch. “It’ll feel good. Just be good for me.”
Jungkook’s fingers begin to pump. He’s slow at first, testing you, eyes on your reaction before he can truly fuck his fingers inside of you.
You bite your lips and quiver your legs. “I don’t think I can-”
“You can take it, Y/N.”
You wish you had the confidence in yourself that Jungkook held for you. You hold back your words in an attempt to just that - take it. But it was hard. You were feeling like Jungkook's fingers were stretching you out in a way you’ve never been - and you were beginning to second guess if you wanted his cock inside of you.
“My pretty girl, so tight for me.” Jungkook speaks more to himself than to you. His eyes zone in on his fingers pumping in and out of you, your juices coating his fingers. He groans - you’re clenching around him so perfectly that he cannot wait to feel you for himself.
“It’s starting to feel good, huh?” Jungkook snickers when he hears the faintest moan from your lips. “My good girl.”
Jungkook curls his fingers inside of you, pumping even deeper. Jungkook leans down to capture your lips with him on, his pumping never stopping. His tongue coats your bottom lip, forcing it open so he can dominate your own.
“Jungk-kook-”
Jungkook’s tongue licks the side of your cheek, wet and warm. It drags to your jaw to your neck and dips down between your breasts. Still pumping inside of you - understanding that you’ll be cumming soon, he captures a nipple.
Jungkook loves the sweet noises you’re making - who knew something so shy could be so filthy when the time came. No one but him would know. His tongue flicks your nipples teasingly, the hardened bud enjoying being toyed with.
“Please stop, Jungkook. I can’t-”
Jungkook bites (only gently) your nipple to silence you. His thumb rubs your clit encouragingly. “It’s okay, baby. You’re about to cum. Just let loose.”
This wasn’t cumming - you’ve never experienced this before. You’ve touched yourself many times and this wasn’t what it felt like. Your toes are curling and slowly your back arches. You couldn’t take it anymore - not with Jungkook’s suckling on your breast, as well.
Jungkook has to see it for himself. He lets your nipple pop from his lips and his eyes zone in on your clenching pussy, sopping wet for him. He allows a few more pumps before he removes his fingers, juices leaking out of you at a rapid pace. Your thighs are quivering, but you can feel relief wash over you now that it’s done.
“I told you to stop.” you whimper, the familiar hot sensation running through you. “I wouldn’t have done that-”
“You never told me to stop.” Jungkook interrupts. He wraps a hand around his erect cock, wishing he could fuck into you right now. “Besides, you loved it.” he slaps it against your clit, gently rubbing it between your folds.
You swallow. “I can’t take it anymore.”
“But you can.” Jungkook continues to rub against your clit. “I don’t ask for a lot, do I?”
You clench around nothing, but you fear yourself becoming overstimulated. “No.” you respond meekly.
“Exactly.” Jungkook pants. “Such a wet pussy my good girl has.” he says vulgarly. “Don’t you think it’s selfish of you to deny me pleasure after all I’ve done for you?”
Jungkook slaps his cock against your clit, continuing. “I’ve helped you with everything. You have shows lined up because of me, Y/N. They’re not interested in your group. They’re interested in you.”
Jungkook shakes his head. “I could be an asshole and sue and say I deserve writing credits to the song. I was in the studio, wasn’t I?” Jungkook circles his tip at your wet entrance. “But I haven’t. I’ve done everything I could to assure you’ve achieved greatness and it’s as if giving me the one thing I ask for is too much.”
“Seonbaenim…” your voice trails off, heart beating rapidly at his words.
“You don’t respect me as your superior, Y/N.” Jungkook sighs. “If I didn’t care for you, I would’ve taken you a long time ago. I wouldn't have given you any form of pleasure because I would only be thinking of my own.”
You’re taken aback by his words, but Jungkook doesn’t stop.
“No other man in this industry is going to love or respect you the way that I do. They’ll use you until you have nothing left to give. Then, you’ll just be damaged goods.”
You’re so beautiful, Jungkook thinks, even when his cruel words show on your face. But he was an honest man, after all. Who’d want you once you weren’t a young, naive virgin willing to please? No one but him - which is why he needed to be the one to have you all to himself.
It was only right, Jungkook thinks.
“You don’t want that, right, pretty girl?” Jungkook offers a kind smile, his words not matching it. “You already promised you’ll be mine and mine alone. Right?”
Slowly, you nod your head.
“Say it, Y/N. Say you’ll only be mine.”
Jungkook needed a confirmation - more for himself. He didn’t want you to come back and regret anything because you gave him full consent.
“I’ll only be yours.”
Jungkook hums with satisfaction. “That’s right, baby. Only mine. Turn around.” Jungkook instructs, helping you do so. He arches your back, hand against your back so your chest is against the mattress.
“Seonbae?” you quip feeling Jungkook’s cock against your hole, reading to pounce any given moment. “I-I don’t have any protection.”
Jungkook furrows a brow. “Okay?”
“Do you?” you swallow, throat feeling dry.
“For you, no.” Jungkook laughs, a genuine laugh as if he couldn’t believe your words. “We’ve already gone through this, Y/N. You’re my girl.”
“But-”
“Why do I need to use protection if you’re my girl? What is the protection for?” Jungkook was growing impatient.
You bite your lip. You and he were a part of the same industry - both idols with jobs you had to do. “I can’t get pregnant, seonbae.” you whisper, embarrassed that it’s something you had to say.
Jungkook scoffs. “Getting pregnant by me is an honor, Y/N.” he says, his tone a bit snappy. You didn’t mean to offend him. “Maybe if I get you pregnant then you’ll know just who you belong to.” he says the last part more harshly, hand gripping your waist with such force. “Don’t worry, pretty girl. I know what to do. You won’t get pregnant.” Yet - he promised you stardom and he never went back on his promises.
Your fingers clench the bed sheets when you feel Jungkook enter you. The feeling is far more intense - more than his fingers. It’s not as if Jungkook made it any easier. He had no intentions of going easy on you now - not after you’ve attempted to deny him access to you. A condom was a slap in the face - after all the work he’s put in to assure he fulfilled his promise to you.
“Jung…kook…” your eyes are clenched shut, body jerking away from him.
“Stop running away.” Jungkook snarls, jerking you back against him. You’re so tight, clenching around him heavenly. “You’ll feel good soon, pretty girl. I promise.”
Soon came, but not fast enough. You were being stretched out so savagely that you contemplated if it would be like this everytime you and he had sex. You’re positive that your hips would have bruises on them with how tight Jungkook grips them, keeping you in place.
Jungkook pants, his eyes watching the way your ass bounces against him in astonishment. For a virgin, you had a slutty body that only he’d be able to have.
“It feels good now, doesn’t it?” Jungkook snickers. “I can feel you clenching around me even tighter. I told you it would.”
Jungkook’s slamming into your sweet spot, pressing against it with each passing thrust. He can’t wait to fuck you the entire night until he couldn’t anymore. He wants you in every position possible, not caring if you had to be up the following morning early - because right now, you were his and his alone.
Jungkook hovers above you, both of his hands atop yours. He intertwined his fingers with yours, his lips against your ears. “My pretty good girl. Aren’t you happy I chose you?” his teeth nibble your ear playfully. “Out of all the women I can have. I chose you. Tell me you’re happy.”
“I’m…I’m happy.” you moan, eyes fluttering with how deep he is in this position.
You were happy.
You’ve accepted that this was your fate now - you were going to please Jungkook and in return, you’d have what you wanted. A career and someone you respected by your side as much as he was willing to be.
“So good for me.” Jungkook murmurs. “Kiss me.”
You strain your neck, but you do as Jungkook says. Your moans die down against his lips, but he has all night to hear your moans.
And Jungkook does. He fucks into you each and every time, not caring about the exhausted look in your face. He flips you onto your back, your knees against your shoulders and cums deep inside of you. He allows you on top, but only he has control, your cunt filled to the brim with even more cum, but he isn’t finished until you’re begging him for a break - but how could he want to stop? He’s waited so long for you that he has a few more rounds in before he’s satisfied.
“Pretty girl.” Jungkook simpers at your condition - nearly unconscious and full of his cum. “Here.”
Jungkook wasn’t an asshole. As much as he enjoys cumming inside of you, he had a promise to fulfill before he can allow you to carry his child. “Can’t have you getting pregnant at the height of your career, can’t we?”
Jungkook hands you a water bottle and a small pill. Your words are inaudible, but he has a clue of what the question is.
“Contraceptive.” Jungkook assists in having you take it. “I’ll get you some birth control pills tomorrow.”
You swallow the pill and nod, falling against the mattress. You were far too exhausted to speak, only wanting to sleep.
Jungkook brings you closer to him, your head against his chest while his hands rub along your back softly. Gently, he presses a kiss to your head. “Aren’t you happy you have me as happy as I am to have you, Y/N? he murmurs, knowing that you’ve already fallen to slumber. “No other man is going to treat you as good as I am.”
Jungkook closes his eyes, satisfied with the good deed he has done not only for him, but for you, as well.
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hurley being older is so funny like that’s 형
found the tweet lol
#this is so stupid ignore me.#im my vision™️ theyre close enough to be on hyung terms#i was gonna write that’s 선배님 in reference to that one tweet#but seonbaenim is more experienced based i believe and idk who started their career earlier lol#and i guess the fields arent the exact same…….#anyway. it’s a stupid joke and funny in my head#herlock sholmes#barok van zieks#the great ace attorney
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❤︎ Primrose | Emperor Jungkook x Empress Y/N | @mingshits
❤︎ Answer My Calls | possessive jk X Reader | OneShot | @74jeon
❤︎ Red and Gold | Iron Man!Jungkook X Reader | OneShot | @thedefinitionofbts
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❤︎ SATIVA. | husband!Jungkook x fem!reader | OneShot | @2hightocare
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❤︎ METAMORPHOSE | postmilitaryracer!jungkook x she | Series | @hoseoksluna
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❤︎ Endless Summer | jock!Jungkook x nerd!reader | OneShot | @koostattoos
❤︎ By your side always and forever | jungkook X fem!reader | OneShot | @le3worl
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❤︎ KNOCK OUT | Jungkook × reader | OneShot | @btsbrat
❤︎ Daddy Daycare | Technician! Jungkook x Teacher's Assistant! Reader | @miraclesatnightfall
❤︎ Semantic Error | Techie inexperienced fem!reader x Artist fuck boy Jungkook | Series | @ahgasegotarmy116
❤︎ LOVE. | pinkcoquette/Sanriolover!oc x bf!jk | OneShot | @sayokodiary
❤︎ Aşk-ı Memnu | non idol! Jungkook x fem! married! Reader | @sweetcarrotsandroses97
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Road to Relationship (Ch. 2)
lee know x fem!reader
Synopsis: [Y/N] and Minho have been best friends since childhood. The two have never talked about the possibility of a romantic relationship between them, but then again, why risk losing a friendship? As they continue their college years, [Y/N] starts to take interests in the guys around her. Unbeknownst to [Y/n], her best friend may actually take that risk the more she goes after guys who don't really deserve her.
- or -
[Y/N] starts to crush on other guys, but Minho doesn't like the idea of other guys being beside her romantically but him.
Follow these best friends as they navigate their feelings for one another!
Genre(s): fluff, best friends to lovers, angst, love triangles
Other tags: jealous/possessive minho, bts side story, fake texts au, semi-social media au + written
Content Warning(s): swearing, suggestive themes, mention(s) of forgetting to eat/take care of yourself
-> will be updated every chapter!
This Chapter in specific has: mention(s) of fighting physically and verbally
Minho stared dumbfoundedly at his message with his best friend. 'She actually got his number? Wow...' he thought to himself. He honestly expected her to text him about her failed attempts and how she looked like a mess trying to entice Jungkook, but he did not expect an immediate number to be shared. 'Knowing that they have a class together, they most likely got lucky being paired together for an assignment. Jungkook hyung is a nice guy after all, so I wouldn't be surprised if he offered his help...'
Jungkook to Minho was his superior, his seonbaenim (except Jungkook would never let him call him that and resorted to 'hyung'). He often had classes with him as Jungkook's field aligned with Minho's and their passions went as far as joining the on-campus club for dance. He often shined in his rehearsals and group performances, which caught the interest of many local professionals that suggested he have his own show to perform. These rare times that Jungkook took these offers and required back-up dancers, he would extend the invite to Minho, to which he accepted immediately.
Because of their similar passion and talented charisma, it was no surprise that they would get along so well. It was a surprise, however, to hear how much [Y/N] would talk about Jungkook. Minho didn't think she would be interested in him because her awful situationship made it seem like she liked the more reserved, mysterious guys. Jungkook did fit the criteria, but he was widely known to be an all-around nice guy.
'Maybe she learned?' Either way, Minho's attempts at logically thinking about the situation did not erase the unease he started feeling in his heart.
How would Jungkook even treat her if they were together? How would he react if he knew how [Y/N] was really like? Would he treat her any differently? Would he like her knowing that sometimes when she has a really good slumber, she would wake to a pool of drool on her pillows? Would he actually be attentive enough to her to know that she forgets to check both sides of the street sometimes before she crosses, that she almost never sees that last car be stubborn enough to go despite the pedestrian light being on because she was too busy spacing out? Would he even make sure she ate because she loses track of time and forgets to eat in a day?
There were many questions coming one after another in Minho's head along with many possible scenarios. He even thought about the possibility Jungkook gets turned off by her that he would come up to him and ask about her, or even the thought that [Y/N] would be so aloof on the idea of him walking out because she's just too comfortable.
Would he even take care of her?
After a long time thinking, Minho tapped on a certain someone's contact and put his phone to his ear.
"Minho!" came a familiar, cheery voice from the other side of the phone.
"Chan hyung, did Jungkook hyung ever have a relationship?"
"Hmm... he's a pretty private guy when it comes to his relationships. I'm honestly not sure... maybe he had a situationship beforehand?"
'Ah... so there's no way to know.' Minho thought. He did get the feeling that Jungkook was all about privacy when it comes to his love life, but if even someone as close as Chan is unsure, then who would know? At this point, Minho felt like it would be better to assume that Jungkook was too focused on his career goals and passion to really go after anyone.
"Why do you ask? Hey, Is this about [Y/N]?"
The sudden mention of his best friend's name took him aback. Minho blinked a couple of times before he made out his reply. "Why? What do you know?"
"I know that the chances of you knowing about [Y/N] being interested in Jungkook is very high. What do you plan to do with this information, Minho?" There it is. Although Chan is the only one that Minho allows out of his male friend group to tease him and get away with it, there's no beating him when his big brother side comes out - not only to him, but to [Y/N] as well.
"It's nothing. If she is serious about him and Jungkook hyung might go out with her, then I just want to make sure my best friend is in good hands. We remember what happened the last time she got with someone?"
Her situationship.
Before [Y/N] was ever really interested in going after Jungkook, there was someone that she impulsively decided to get with for a bit. However, it was not a very good memory for anyone to remember. What she thought was a real relationship turned out to be nothing more but a situationship, especially on the other's end. They had their fling with her, lead her romantic feelings on, called her for their own selfish desires, and neglected her emotionally for as long as anyone can remember. As much as her friends told her to leave that situation, she was naive and believed that there would be more.
She was in so much pain, yet continued to believe in someone who didn't treat her the way she deserved to be treated. With every second that she would cry to Minho, it was every second Minho had to fight the urge to go up to the individual and call them out on their behavior, let alone resist throwing a punch or two. It was also at that moment when she cried on her decision to walk away from them that Minho realized just how fragile and gentle this girl actually became after the hurt.
"Listen, Minho," Chan began. "I know how protective you are of that girl, because honestly, me too, but you and I also know Jungkook well. He wouldn't hurt her, interested or not. He's not that type of guy. You're just gonna have to trust them both."
"Trust her? I trust her to not put herself in dangerous or hurtful situations, but she still puts herself in them! If you nor I are there, who's to say Jungkook won't really be a bad guy behind the curtains?" Minho retorted. His blood was boiling at the possibility of [Y/N] being put in another situation because the guy she's with didn't care or respect her enough to treat her better. His memory of her crying, disheveled, and saying negative comments about herself was etched in his brain. He would never forget the feelings she entrusted to him, and in turn, the ones he felt when he held her in his arms.
"Then I ask you this, Minho. Who can you trust to be by her side and not harm her?"
The question caught the air in his throat. There's not a lot of people he can trust right now to be by her side, knowing how she portrays herself to be and how she really is. He's not sure if there's anyone he knows other than himself who knows her through it all and can stay beside her regardless.
'Wait... Other than myself?'
"Minho?"
"I-"
Before he can continue, he felt sudden vibrations from his phone, leading him to check his screen. A new incoming call. He doesn't know if he was either saved or had the worst timing.
"[Y/N]'s calling, hyung. I'll have to answer you some other time."
"Don't stress about giving me an answer, Minho. I think it's more important that you figure out yourself before you can even tell others. I do hope you give others a chance, not everyone is a bad guy, and you know it."
Chan was right, Minho knows it. ''You figure out yourself'? What?' That was the only statement that made him confused. While his words were getting to Minho, he couldn't help but feel upset. Seeing his best friend like that did something to his heart that he couldn't explain clearly. Maybe that's what he meant by 'figuring out himself' or maybe he needs to actually think about who he can even trust to be [Y/N]'s significant other without hurting her as deeply as her past experience did. Maybe he meant both.
Either way, the conversation stayed in his mind as he exchanged goodbyes and recollected himself to answer [Y/N]'s call.
"Minho! Hi, are you busy?" Her voice was coming in a little fuzzy and muffled yet still audible.
"No... what are you doing?"
"Oh, I'm driving home now!" she nervously laughed, knowing full well what she's about to get into with her response.
"[Y/N], what did I say about being on your phone while driving?"
"Don't worry, I called you while I was parked! Now, I'm gonna start driving." He swore he can feel his worry increase everytime this girl doesn't think about her safety. As long as she's being safe, it's alright.
As they started their conversation, they asked about each other's day. Minho told her how he was up early to go to the gym and that he had finished eating breakfast before the call. He omitted the information regarding his call with Chan. He was sure that if she knew, she would be curious and ask more questions that would not help him. More importantly, he wanted to hear her out first.
[Y/N] told him about how she was thought she would be late to class because she overslept again, but made it with 5 minutes to spare. She also immediately added that she'll eat her first meal once she gets home and recuperates after the lecture-filled morning and...
She told him about her class with Jungkook.
The uneasy, now with the addition of uncertainty, feeling slowly continued to rise.
"Maybe I should try to talk to invite him out over a lunch date or something. Just a little thing to do to be more comfortable with each other before we work on our project and it would probably make us be able to call each other friends!" She pondered happily. "Maybe we can do something like barbecue? Maybe even invite another person, that way it wouldn't be too awkward? Maybe not barbecue though if that's the case, for it to be a first platonic date and it's with others, I would-"
"[Y/N]."
"Oh, yes?"
"Why exactly are you crushing on Jungkook hyung?" he asked, trying his best to sound normal or confused, though it was coming off more accusatory than anything he intended. Worrying a little, he tried to play it off. "I mean, I was assuming you liked the more mysterious types."
Luckily for him, his best friend thought nothing of it. "I don't blame you, but I think maybe my interest towards the type might've been the problem. Also, a lot of you guys kept trying to warn me but I didn't listen. So, maybe it's important for me to listen now?"
'Oh, it's important to listen to your friends now?' he thought, slightly bitter from his own memories of trying to tell her his warnings and her continuing to deny them.
"Anyway, I think you wouldn't mind Jungkook! After all, aren't you good friends with him? I know Chan is! I thought to myself, 'if my friends are friends with him, then surely, Jungkook is a good guy'! So, that's pretty much one of the main reasons. Other than that, he's a really attractive guy, multi-talented, passionate, and a good guy to be around. I think he might be a nice person who can treat his partner well... and I hope I can be that partner."
Hm... that explains it. Although Minho wants to convince himself that it's most likely a crush and it won't go anywhere, her feelings are valid. If she really likes Jungkook enough to want to even try going on dates with him, then why not? Maybe he really should try to put his unease away for her sake.
"Maybe this might be my chance to be in a real relationship, and who knows, Minho? What if he and I are meant to be? I won't be hurt ever again!" she said, her feelings of hope and yearning clear to him as day. Minho remained silent, but she didn't notice as she got distracted with something that happened during her drive that gave her a good laugh. She began to explain the story, but unfortunately, the story was falling on deaf ears.
Now her words were getting to him. The possibility that she won't be hurt again, that was something he wanted and hoped for her, but something about what she said wasn't sitting right to him.
What if he and I are meant to be? I won't be hurt ever again!
He should be happy and he should trust his hyung - both Chan and Jungkook actually - that the latter wouldn't hurt her. He knows he's a good guy, he knows he wouldn't harm her whether or not he has a romantic interest with her. Hell, he even looks up to Jungkook! If anything, he really would be the best candidate in making sure [Y/N] never has to cry over a relationship ever again. He should trust him, he would make her happy if all works out. In return, if she's happy, then so is he. That's the way it would be.
Right?
...
But it's not.
Minho doesn't want that.
No, Minho does want her to be happy and if she's happy, then yes, he will be too. But not with someone who's barely had more than five conversations with her. Not with someone she barely knows and only bases off her feelings from how he portrays himself to be. Good guy or not, no one ever knows anyone's real intention but the individual themselves.
He knows deep down he should trust Jungkook and [Y/N], but there's just this feeling he's getting over the thought of her being with another guy. Another guy who not only has the chance of not hurting her, but also has the chance of actually hurting her. In all honesty, Minho doesn't know Jungkook very well other than them having the same interests and having their normal conversations every now and then during club meets. It's more of a reason to trust Chan's words, but no.
Unfortunately for [Y/N], Minho isn't going to be supporting this possible relationship. Unless he can see and say for sure that he won't hurt her and she won't be sad, he can't support it. So far, she's only talking about the things she's planning to do to make her moves, which is fine - she can take the lead to get what she wants. He'll emotionally support her then, but to actually help out? He doesn't want any part of it.
'No, I don't want some stranger by her side. He doesn't deserve her. She can try all she wants for him, but the moment I hear him make her shed a tear? It's over.'
Is this the realization Chan wanted him to figure out? He's not so sure. He's not sure if he's feeling so riled up because of the fact that Jungkook is a stranger to her and she barely knows him, that as bright as Jungkook shines, there's still a possibility there's something darker behind the curtains that isn't so safe for her, or if there's another reason he can't quite put his finger on. Either way, there is one absolute thing he knows he feels and will always stand by.
To be continued...
Prologue | <- Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 (You are Here) | Chapter 3 ->
Profiles | RtR Masterlist
TAGLIST (OPEN): @nappynapnaps @jisuperboard @kaiyaba
#lee know scenarios#lee know x reader#stray kids imagines#stray kids scenarios#stray kids x reader#skz x reader#kpop fanfic#kpop imagines#lee know imagines
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Nurse Chan x older doctor reader is one of the best things I've heard
I'm going feral. Bouncing off the walls, even
Do you want to go even more feral?
**one of the other nurses, who happens to like chan, confronts him about the rumor about his dating doctor reader**
**chan is one of those bubbly, popular nurses that everyone likes, normally**
“She’s older than you and her position is much higher than yours—“
“And?”
“W-what?”
“Unlike you, I’m not threatened by her. I don’t care if she’s a little older. Or that she’s my senior. I like her and I don’t appreciate you talking badly about someone I love.”
***
“You’re really pissing me off. Did you think that coming to me and telling me things I already know about my girlfriend, things that are irrelevant by the way, would make me break up with her and get with you?”
“Chan, I’m just—“
“Chan seonbaenim.” He corrects “Since seniority matters so much to you. Speak to me formally for now on, I wouldn’t want you to get the wrong idea. Actually, don’t speak to me unless it’s about work, okay? My private life is none of your business.”
**and of course the nurse runs away or something because chan was being mean**
**but little did he know, reader was around the corner and heard everything**
“Ah, Nuna! I was just coming to look for you. Did you eat—“
and then she kisses him and he turns into a puddle of mush
i'm going to write a full flushed out version of this eventually because fucking hell i am losing my mind but i need to stay f o c u s e d
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all mine (smut)
in which you come home tipsy and jk is upset (angst,fluff)
kiss it better (angst,fluff)
milf (smut)
rest and attention (fluff)
jungkook with chubby gf pt2 (smut,fluff)
midnight snack (fluff)
obsessed (smut)
remedy (fluff)
late for work (smut)
Flower girl (fluff)
lovesick emergency (fluff)
his hot 100 (fluff)
boyfriend drabbles pt 9 (fluff)
late for work (smut,fluff)
jealousy (smut)
trust issues (fluff,smut)
slideshow (smut)
are you my soulmate? (fluff)
monitoring duty (fluff)
suck them (smut)
what he wants he gets (fluff) YANDERE JK
i will never not think about you (fluff)
r u mine? (angst,fluff)
something new (smut)
champagne confetti (smut)
show you what devotion is (smut)
rock the boat (smut)
what you need (fluff,smut)
your boyfriend won’t stop touching you (fluff)
like that (smut)
rainy day (fluff)
my little saesang (fluff)
in a world full of boys he’s a gentlemen (fluff)
i touch myself just thinkin about you (smut)
best friends (smut) JK is a gaslighter lol
overseas freedom (smut)
handle with care (smut)
you’ll let me (smut)
beside you (smut)
can’t deny (fluff)
birthday boy (smut)
Jungkook Eating Your Pussy / Audio Smut
another smut audio
Daddy Issues (smut)
Keeping you in bed (smut)
making a sanrio box for your boyfriend (fluff)
princess treatment (fluff)
sanrio shopping (fluff)
like that (smut)
the silent “i love you” (fluff)
show imprints (fluff)
new beginnings (fluff)
just roommates (fluff)
like crazy (smut)
brothers best friend (smut)
slipping through my fingers (fluff)
domestic daydreams (fluff)
m (smut,fluff)
Love (fluff)
My time (smut)
cyber boy (fluff,smut)
cutie in the kitchen (fluff)
swipe right (fluff,smut)
in motion (smut)
mentally, physically weak(smut)
lovers (yandere)
please please PLEASE (fluff?)
good girl,gone bad (smut)
say it (fluff,smut)
wait you’re a virgin? (smut)
your ex tryna get you back (fluff)
creamy pie (smut)
pretty when you cry (smut)
confessions (smut)
strawberry bunny (smut)
seven days a week (smut)
jungkook loves your breasts (smut)
Friendly strangers (smut)
Hoodie w/ Jungkook
Threesome
Oppa (fluff)
Irresistible (fluff)
Cherry (smut)
Fall back in love (fluff,smut)
Numb to the feeling (smut)
Practice
seonbaenim!
Fixation
Cherry flavor (fluff,smut)
Lips (smut)
Champagne confetti
Friendly marriage
ribbons & affection ♡ (fluff,smut)
INFATUATED! (fluff)
the violence of the dog days (smut,fluff)
9:20 (Smut,fluff)
the curious lifespan of migrating monarchs (smut,fluff)
Close to you
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Hyunjin- Stray Kids...Insecurities vs. Confidences Reading
Insecurities
He may fear appearing stupid or childish in front large crowds of people. (I'm seeing some public speaking anxieties, quite an debilitating fear for a celebrity). I'm also seeing like a fear of seeming incompetent especially in front of prominent ppl(rich folks) or even girls that he's interested in. He could be insecure about not appearing manly, not having a masculine enough aura. This could especially bother him when it comes to people calling him pretty, referring to him as a pretty boy when he wants to be seen as a sexy zaddy type of man
A lot of his insecurities stem from how to act with the opposite sex and dealing with women romantically. He may want to act like the kdrama male lead but fears that she'll only see him as second lead material. He fears his romantic abilities just in general, like insecure about if he's good at kissing, touching, flirting etc....
Yeah guys. He has a big public speaking fear/anxiety, he may even become tongue tied a lot and would become very angry with himself if he stumbles over his words if he was giving like an award speech. He can be very insecure about the way he talks, his grammar and always worries about if he's saying the right thing or not.
He can be very self conscious in social settings. I can see him being very shy and hesitant interacting with seonbaenims (reminds me of when years ago Stray Kids met up with got7 members Jay b + Jinyoung and how shy and low key scared Hyunjin looked). In settings where he's working with more established ppl in the industry he can begin to question how worthy he is to be working with them
Confidences
He's confident in his ability to flirt and make fangirls falk for him (quite interesting how insecure he is about getting girls he likes to like him but becomes the most confident man in the world when attracting fangirls). It's like he knows that fangirls would give their last just to get his attention and he's confident in gaining that attention/love. He knows he has what it takes to be attractive as an idol (he may low-key think stays are easy to please)
He's confident about taking of others especially children or just people younger than him. He knows how to be sweet and compassionate so he's sure of himself in situations where he has to play caretaker/healer. (Pisces vibes, giving captain save a hoe vibes).
He could be uncomfortable around people that are angry with him, ppl that don't like him. But he could become more confident when those people make up with him or just begin warming up to him (problem with this is he can be blind to a lot of fake love just because he rather not deal with the harsh reality that some people just don't like him and may wish bad on him).
He's confident in his power of persuasion, attracting people to him and being on his side. I do see he has a fighting spirit but he could just be more of a lover than a fighter. So, he plays nice with people to calm them down and get them to like him (like the saying 'you get more flies with honey than with vinegar' or however the saying goes)
I'm seeing that he could be pretty good at games. Playing video games, sports etc... he can becomes very competitive in that setting (he probably was pretty serious about events like ISAC, became very cocky and passionate).
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𝗜 𝗚𝗼𝘁 𝗣𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗜𝘁 𝗖𝗮𝗺𝗲 𝗪𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗔𝗻 𝗨𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗝𝘂𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗿!
SYNOPSIS. Kim Dokja was an average office worker who deliberately maintained a low profile to enjoy his sole interest of reading his favorite web novels in peace.
After accepting an unexpected promotion, his quiet world is shaken even further when he's forced to take a newly-hired employee under his wing—you.
Whether Dokja likes it or not, both of you are stuck with each other for the foreseeable future.
✦ kim dokja x gn!reader | omniscient reader's viewpoint
✦ tags: sunbae!dokja, hubae!reader, modern au, office romcom au, co-workers to lovers, slow burn, mutual pining, no one dies :D except for my own will to live, (to be updated as we go)
BULLETIN BOARD.
DISCLAIMER: i have ZERO experience working in the corporate field. all my references rely purely on research and the various office romcom manhwas/mangas/kdramas that i've consumed, so please be kind.
Seonbaenim / Sunbaenim (선배님) — directly translates as "senior" and refers to people who have more experience in work, school, or etc. Whether the person is older than you or not, if they started earlier than you did, you should call them sunbae.
Hoobae / Hubae (후배) — directly translates as "junior" and refers to people to people with less experience than you in school or work.
SEASON ONE.
WARNINGS. chapter titles will be cringe — please don't be deterred. 🙏
This Wasn't Included in the Job Description
to be updated.
AUTHOR'S NOTES. this is part two of the 1k celebration surprise! i know reader-insert fics with manhwa characters aren't the most common, but hopefully, there is one reader out there who is looking for a story like this. ♡
i would be very grateful if you could spare me some love and feedback for this project. thank you, truly!
TAGLIST -> @tofuthoma @sleepydang @tellerluna-stories @azucarian @dimayeon @d10nsaint @the-pan-liquid
✦ simply send me an ask/reply to this post to be added!
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader x reader#orv x reader#kim dokja x reader#kim dokja#kim dokja x you#✦ main scenario.#manhwa x reader#manhwa x you
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All the stars leading to you | Cho Miyeon x idol!reader
Requested by: Anonymous
Request: Hi! Could you do an imagine with miyeon where reader and her both meet on a dating show or something? If you can’t, it’s okay. Take your time! <3
Warnings: None
Genre: V fluffy, v cute hadsomuchfunwritingit!!
Wordcount: ~ 1,964
* Seonbaenim - Korean word that refers to a far more experienced idol
A/N: since i’m not very familiar with dating shows i went with a concept of m countdown mc miyeon meeting idol!reader when they’re performing there with their group. hope that’s okay with you anon!!
“Beyond the galaxy.” The leader of your group began with a charismatic smile quickly making you and the members join in for your typical greeting.
“Hi! We are Starlight!” All of you bowed in synchronization while beaming with joy at the camera.
“We’re very happy to have you here on M Countdown! If you could please introduce your song to us.” You curiously watched Miyeon do her job as an MC now occasionally glancing at the card in her hand.
“Our new title song ‘No matter what’ is about overcoming difficulties in everyday life. It’s a reminder that-“ Despite all of your fondness and respect towards your main vocalist, you simply couldn’t focus on their words.
Not when Cho Miyeon was standing few feet away wearing a cute checkered top and a white skirt, which exposed her slim legs just right. She looked incredible in person. You were a huge fan of hers and (G)I-DLE in general so your first time being on the same show as Miyeon felt like a big deal.
You’ve always admired how hardworking and professional she was. Not to mention her skills on stage. Miyeon was just someone you truly looked up to. There was nothing you could do about your glistening eyes remaining on her figure.
A sharp yet subtle elbow nudge pulled you away from the trance, as your member and best friend brought your attention back to the interview.
“Can you teach us the key point of the choreography?” Another MC, Yoon-Su asked with an eyebrow raised up hopefully.
“Yes! Our main dancer, Y/N will present it to you.” Your leader nodded at you letting you know that you had the whole group’s trust.
You inhaled a quick breath before stepping forward and praying internally not to mess up or embarrass yourself in front of everyone. Especially (G)I-DLE’s vocalist.
But there was a reason why you became main dancer, it was clearly visible the second you started dancing with your group singing the words of the chorus. Your moves were smooth, at the same time a little slower than usual since your job was only to show the choreography.
Even with your heartbeat roaring in your ears, you still couldn’t miss the cheering coming from both your group and the whole staff of M Countdown present in the room.
Satisfied, your lips created a shy smile before you came back to stand with the rest of the group. All of the sudden there was a moment of weird silence.
With a confused frown you glanced at the members who seemed to also be looking for an answer. Their slightly panicked eyes going from one MC to another.
“Ah, y-yes thank you very much.” Miyeon finally stuttered out nervously. Since you stood so close to her you had a chance to spot the delicate blush forming on her cheeks. “We can’t wait to see your performance tonight.”
“Please stay tuned and look forward to Starlight’s Comeback Stage!” Yoon Su wrapped up professionally so that all of you could wave at the cameras.
“And cut!” It was seconds after one of the directors announced that it was over when Miyeon turned to your group with a panicked smile and both her hands joined together.
“I’m very sorry for that. I don’t even know what happened but that was so unprofessional. Please forgive me.” She bowed a couple of times, also addressing the staff behind the cameras. Basically, everyone of the employees.
Everyone’s replies blended with half of them being ‘Don’t apologize!’ or ‘It’s alright, don’t worry!’. Something in your chest tightened upon seeing Miyeon so genuine and respectful. Her panicked face was also something you found very cute, although you wanted to let her know that everybody can make mistakes.
“Miyeon Seonbaenim! Don’t worry about it, please. It’s totally okay to make small mistakes from time to time.” You smiled, while bowing as well.
“Thank you for showing me so much kindness and consideration.” She said directly to you.
It felt like an arrow stroke right through your whole body when you made eye contact. Up close she was definitely the most stunning woman you’ve ever seen. Her lips curled up a little when she noticed your reaction.
“Of course.” You mumbled underneath your breath, still hypnotized by her shining eyes focused entirely on you.
Miyeon was quick to leave as one of the staff shouted for MCs to gather up. Although, she made sure to wave at your members and wish you good luck on stage.
“Now what was that, Y/N?” The leader asked as soon as you got to the dressing room, eyebrows raised in amusement.
“Huh?” Your brain still malfunctioned after encountering one of your favorite idols.
“You’re so whipped for Miyeon Seonbaenim!” Another voice joined in on teasing you. “That’s actually pretty cute.”
You watched your members smile at you, as if you were their child who just got into their first real relationship. As much as you hated being the object of their laughs, you had to admit that the sight was heartwarming.
“Well I just admire her a lot.” You replied in a small, unsure voice making your friends coo at you once more. Although, everybody knew that actually, you’ve never stayed quiet about how inspired you felt by Miyeon. You’ve mentioned it few times during variety shows as well as studio chats with the members.
“You should go ask her for her phone number! We’ve all seen the way she was looking at you while you were dancing.” Maknae suggested, shaking your hand with excitement.
“Wait, what?! She was looking at me?” Your best friend made a facepalm.
Of course she had to. It’s her job, you idiot.
“She was even stuttering after you were done! Obviously you were the one who made her that flustered.” Your leader explained patiently and mentally, you thanked god for having them. At least one person was normal in your group.
It took you a moment to process everything. No one dared to speak, as they were all watching your features carefully not knowing what to expect. Your mouth opened to say something, but seconds later it was closed again, your thoughts empty.
“Guys, that’s just crazy to me.”
Everyone giggled at your figure. You kind of felt, as if you were drunk. Your body light and head all over the place. You’d never imagine that by promoting your new song there, Miyeon would feel so affected. Stuttering on live tv and needing a few seconds to recover simply because of your dance? You might have taken her off guards, but you also were the one whose brain shut up.
Knowing your members, they wouldn’t be able to stop talking about Miyeon and you for the next few hours, although the moment your manager came inside to announce that it was time to leave, they all became professionals again. All of you knew what you came here for. To give the best performance possible.
It was easy to loose yourself in music, you’ve done it so many times before. It was easy to dance the same moves you’ve been repeating everyday for the past weeks. It was easy to impress Miyeon again. You were born to be on the stage, to be in spotlight. Your goal was to have her eyes on you all the time.
She was under your spell.
Miyeon couldn’t explain it any other way. There was something about your aura and persona that drew her right in. While watching your performance, she recalled your previous interaction in her head. You were so polite and professional, a charming smile on your face. And how you got shy after meeting her eyes, she found it adorable.
Yet there you were on the stage with your members, completely different. So consumed by the song, your eyes were sharp and that cute smile was long gone. Seeing your duality, Miyeon could only feel her heart race in hopes to get to know you better somewhere else than work. You only kept on distracting her and she’d love nothing more than to enjoy your presence somewhere less crowded, without all these cameras.
Unfortunately, that day Starlight didn’t win the 1st place, nevertheless all of the members came back to the dorms beyond happy. Happy for you. You knew that there weren’t better people to walk on this planet, they were your family by now. There was no way they’d let you forget how high pitched from joy your voice was when you came back to the dressing room after meeting Miyeon backstage.
She accidentally ran into you few minutes after announcing the winner along with Yoon Su.
“Woah! Hi there, I’m so sorry for bumping into you like that.” She kept her hand on your waist in order to help you with balance. “Are you alright, Y/N?”
The way she pronounced your name made your stomach twist. Her brown eyes were once again set on you, as if nothing else mattered. No one else in that huge building full of idols, staff and managers.
“I’m okay, Miyeon Seonbaenim. Please don’t worry about me.” Politely, you send her a relaxing smile. You had no intention to rush her, but she really took her time analyzing your face before speaking again.
“You were incredible out there.” She pointed to the stage entrance with her head, her voice sweet like candy. “It’s a shame your group didn’t win. You really deserved it.”
“Thank you for such kind words, Seonbaenim. And it’s fine, we’ll work even harder in the future.“ Miyeon watched you fascinated, the corner of her lips lifting slightly.
“Please call me Miyeon. There’s no need to act so formal.” You nodded immediately meanwhile she looked like thinking hard about something, but only for a moment. Taking a big breath, she continued, “Actually I’d love to get to know you more. Can I have your phone number or add you on Kakao?”
Gulping you watched her hopeful eyes staring right into your soul. She smiled nervously and you almost laughed at how unreal the situation was. It was you who stressed so much about talking to her.
“Of course, yeah. I’d also love to talk to you some more.” With a grin, Miyeon pulled out her phone and handed it to you. Her orbs stayed on you the entire time, excitement rose inside her body. She felt so proud of herself for hitting you up. Nevertheless Miyeon knew better not to mention it to her members. She had enough of the Foreign Line teasing her actions all the time.
“Here you go.” You gave her the device back, not missing the way she kept attentively staring at you.
“Thank you! I’m afraid I have to get going, but let me tell you I already can’t wait for your new comeback.” She gently squeezed your forearm and walked away in happy skips.
“Hey, text me later!” You giggled at her cheerful posture, knowing that you were the reason of her behavior felt better than winning any awards.
“Will do! Have a nice day, Y/N-yah!”
With your head low and a goofy smile playing on your lips, you came back to the dressing room. Before anyone could question and interview you about the happy look on your face, your phone buzzed in your bag getting your full attention.
‘Looking forward to grabbing coffee together! Let me know when you’re free < 3 you know who;)’
#kpop#kpop x reader#kpop girl groups#girl group imagines#girl group scenarios#kpop imagines#gidle fluff#gidle#gidle x reader#miyeon#cho miyeon#miyeon x reader#kpop fluff
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ot7 | multi-member
the one that got away: (Part 2) you should've listened when you were told to stay away from the dark web. completed (taehyung x reader x jimin)
lessons: when jungkook asks namjoon for advice on oral sex, he wasn't expecting his hyung to physically show him - you being on the receiving end of it. completed (jungkook x reader x namjoon)
study partner: an alternate world in which the elites rule the world and have everything at their fingertips. at a top elite college, “Study Partners” - the most desirable sexual partners around the world - are assigned to the top 10% of students with the highest grades. completed
jeon | jungkook
visions: you’re convinced by your friends to go to a party and let go of the memories of your ex just for one night. unfortunately for you, jungkook doesn’t want to be let go. completed
the other woman: jungkook decides it's time to take matters into his own hands and figure out how to get you - his sweet, innocent girlfriend, to fuck him. completed
paid in full: (part 1) (part 2) "all debts must be paid in full." says jungkook with a mischievous glint in his eyes. he wouldn't tell your mother of you going against her wishes and sneaking out if you allowed him to have you the way he desired.
nefarious: you knew who jungkook was prior to having his children and marrying him, so you serving him with divorce papers wasn't going to do anything but anger him. part one | prequel
test your morality: jungkook's morality is tested when he's woken from his unconscious state to find you - his best friend - bound before him. completed
best friends!: jungkook doesn't like the idea of you wanting to loose your virginity to anyone that isn't him. completed
seonbaenim!: (idol version of best friends!) your group decides they want to shed the “good girl” image for your next comeback & you confide in your seonbae, Jungkook, in helping you do so. One | Two
sibling rivalry: you visit your dad for a week for christmas and come face to face with your step-brother - who you've managed to avoid - again.
kim | taehyung
two sentence horror story: you ran up to the first person you saw - a man inside his car whose tires screeched upon you jumping in front of it - and screamed how you were kidnapped and blindfolded. completed
fertile: during an annual camping trip with your parents, you venture off deep into the woods and find a man chained to a tree. completed
park | jimin
two sentence horror story: years ago, your best friend, Jimin, and you made a pact that if one of you were single by the age of 26 that the two of you would just marry the other. completed
creep: park jimin had it all. he was loved throughout the world as an idol apart of one of the biggest groups. he had the popularity, respect and adoration - and a few haters; but what idol didn’t? what park jimin wasn’t expecting for was infamous blogger, Creep, to be reporting on him. completed
word is bond: in order to save your kingdom from perishing, you agree to give your body to the demon king - jimin. completed
bad decisions: you're getting married on valentine's day - but somehow, you allow a stripper to fuck you in front of your brides' maids and maid of honor. completed
kim | namjoon
lessons: when jungkook asks namjoon for advice on oral sex, he wasn't expecting his hyung to physically show him - you being on the receiving end of it. completed
with love, k.nj: ever since you and your mother moved into this new apartment, you began receiving notes from an "admirer", all signed with initials k.nj. completed
jung | hoseok
ain't no fun: ”Hoseok wouldn’t treat me like this.” is what had Namjoon laughing in your face - because you didn’t know Hoseok like he did. But he’d let you think you did, after all, it ain’t no fun if the homies can’t have none. coming soon...
min | yoongi
dilemma: being single and broke on valentine's day is not what you expected - especially when your dealer is waiting for his payment. completed
kim | seokjin
two sentence horror story: it’s been nearly 5 years since you last saw seokjin. completed
payment plan: your husband and you find yourself bankrupt and dead broke thanks to his gambling problem. his younger brother - successful businessman kim seokjin - offers a helping hand free of charge. unbeknownst to your brother, you would be the one paying seokjin for his charity. completed
#bts smut#btswritingcafe#mafia bts#yandere bts#yoongi smut#jungkook smut#jin smut#taehyung smut#hoseok smut#namjoon smut#jimin smut#jungkook yandere#jimin yandere#jin yandere#yoongi yandere#taehyung yandere#namjoon yandere#hoseok yandere#btswriterscollective#btswritersclub#trivia:yandere masterlist#trivia:yandere#trivia-yandere#paid in full#nefarious
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this is what talking to him feels like
#he said my hair looks really nice today and my headband is cute#i love this guy..#my fren……#my 선배님…..#my person i have a super pathetic crush on i refuse to take seriously because when i say seonbaenim i mean it he is OLDer……#help
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 Assigning Kpop positions to different redacted groups because I can <3
*Ahem*
REDACTED ASMR ENTERTAINMENT
Founder and CEO : Erik Seonbaenim 💀
Group #1 - TheShawPack
Members - David, Angel, Asher, Babe, Milo, Sweetheart
David - Leader, Main Dancer, Vocalist
Angel - Main Vocalist, Visual, FOTG
Asher - Main Rapper, Lead dancer
Babe - Lead Rapper, Vocalist
Milo - Center, Lead Vocalist
Sweetheart - Lead dancer, Vocalist, Rapper
Group #2 - D.A.M.N.
Members - Huxley, Damien, Gavin, Lasko, Freelancer
Huxley - Lead Vocalist, Lead Dancer
Damien - Center, Lead Rapper
Gavin - Visual, Main Dancer, Vocalist
Lasko - Lead Dancer, Main Rapper
Freelancer - Leader, FOTG, Main Vocalist
*former member Kody left the group due to bullying accusations*
Group #3 - Solaire
Members - Vincent, Lovey, Sam, Darlin, William
Vincent - Visual, Main Vocalist
Lovely - Lead Rapper, Main Dancer
Sam - Lead Vocalist, Center
Darlin - Main Rapper, Lead Dancer
William - Leader, Vocalist, Rapper, FOTG
*Former member Alexis was kicked out due to serious bullying scandal*
*Former member Adam was kicked out due to unknown reasons*
*Former members Frederick and Brighteyes were kicked out due to large negative backlash from fans*
Group #4 - Balance
Members - Elliot, Sunshine, Brachium, Avior, Starlight
Elliot - Leader, Lead Dancer, Center
Sunshine - Main Vocalist, Lead Rapper
Brachium - Vocalist, Rapper
Avior - Visual, Lead Vocalist, FOTG
Starlight - Main Dancer, Main Rapper
*Former member Blake kicked out due to serious bullying accusations*
*Unknown member terminated contract before debut*
#i have way too much time on my hands#redacted asmr#redactedverse#shaw pack#redacted damn#the balance#solaire clan
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“I listen to Usher seonbaenim’s songs”
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Music Monday #242: SUPER JUNIOR-L.S.S. - Joke
release: February 2024
genre: Kpop
cw: flashing, utter nonsense
When I made my non-binding poll on Mastodon yesterday, this was not one of the options. But for all that I low-key loathe April Fools Day, the more I thought about it, the more it felt like the right time to do the review. So. Here we are. With yet more Kpop. Feeding into the "holiday" like a fool.
After twenty years together (dear lort, how has it been that long), Super Junior's newest subunit are 5th gen rookies Leeteuk, Shindong, and Siwon for SUPER JUNIOR-L.S.S. Yes, I said 5th gen and rookies and without joke quotes around them, even though it is something of a running joke, both that L.S.S. are rookies and that RIIZE and aespa are their seonbaenim, with TWS as their now-rivals (originally, they cited RIIZE as rivals). I mean, it's the same logic that lead to EXO's Kai winning a Rookie of the Year award after his solo debut, so while you can tell every time the guys say it they aren't being entirely serious, it's still a thing.
"Joke" was the third of three consecutive singles released in January and February as part of the subunit's full and official debut. As a song, it's perfectly fine, though not one I can listen to very often. Cute and fluffy and innocent like a debut boy group love song ought to be, but with a dance twist that makes it just a bit weird even without the video.
Of course there is a video, obviously, and we can't just not talk about it, but even after all these weeks, I still don't really know where to start. This is arguably the least serious of the three MVs (and Suit Up and C'Mon aren't that serious), but also there's definitely references here that I, as someone who hasn't watched much K-drama, am mostly not getting. Which is fine, but it's kind of distracting and the video fell out of rotation almost as soon as it popped up. As always, though, that's a personal thing and your mileage may vary. Especially if you have more familiarity with the tropes.
All three debut singles along with their pre-debut Japanese EP, Let's Standing Show, are available for streaming on all the usual suspects. They also have quite a number of dance challenges they exchanged during the promotion of the three singles, available on YouTube, TikTok, and Instagram, if one wants to do a little digging and snickering. Perhaps unsurprising, given the nature of the "Joke" dance challenge, that one was only done with other male idols.
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January 2024 BTS Fic Recs
🔪 Dark fics: These fics/series contain scenes and plots that can be triggering! Please make sure you read all the warnings, tags, and authors note before reading!
🔥 Smut: These fics contain sexual situations, 18+up only!
Sweet as Honey (ao3)
In a time where omegas are increasingly rare, others constantly question your resistance to find a mate. No one seemed to understand that you were content to stay in your comfort zone, focusing solely on your job. However, a series of unexpected events set your quiet world into motion, making you question your outlook on life and on mating bonds (Series Warning: 🔥)
Before I Leave You
Someone always has to leave first; They just didn’t expect Yoongi to come back with a new omega (who’s clearly been through some shit) [Series Warning: 🔥]
Strings Attached (ao3)
You're unhappy with the current status of your relationship, or rather situationship, with Jungkook, but for some reason you can't seem to let him go. When things start to spiral out of control, which path will you choose? (Series Warning: 🔥, ft. Jeon Jungkook x Reader)
Paper Vows (ao3)
Your first time seeing Jin after your breakup and hearing about his engagement
Alone with You in the Aether
Seokjin thinks he's hard to remember, but your faith leaves him surprised every time
Set Me Free
Tired of being told how to live his life and unsure of where he stands in the world, Yoongi--your soulmate--yearns to be free. When you give him what he wants, it causes a rift in your relationship that seems irreparable. 12 years later, you find him back in your life. Can you mend your relationship? Do you even want to?
Room for Romance (ao3)
It's hard to believe your luck has turned like this. From crazy candidates to a handsome man who could be a model? No way...You are convinced he must have a flaw. Maybe he's loud? Or doesn't wash his dishes? There has to be something (Series Warning: 🔥)
Happily Ever After
The one where the reader plays the villain
Of Breath and Bones (ao3)
A tremor hits and Taehyung makes a choice that changes everything; the shockwaves that follow hit harder than anyone expected (Series Warning: 🔥)
Washed Up
You retired from your successful acting career after a dating scandal and breaking your lover’s heart. Years have passed and you are considering going back, but you would be working with your ex, Kim Taehyung
Seonbaenim
Your group decides they want to shed the “good girl” image for your next comeback & you confide in your seonbae, Jungkook, in helping you do so (Warnings: 🔪🔥)
Bands
Jeon Jungkook has it all: the looks, the fame, the money, the women. being considered the sexiest man in the industry, he finds no complaints about the way his life is going nor does he find any reason to apologize for the way he approaches it. he is a force to be reckoned with - until he meets you (Series Warning: 🔥)
Petals With Love
Hanahaki Disease runs rampant, and Emperor Jeon Jungkook is able to change laws for common folk, but in the palace some rules are hard to change. When his Empress-to-Be arrives, your trysts must end, but when petals begin to be coughed up, someone could lose their head. Yoonstradamus has access to magical items that could cure the disease, but at what cost? Venture back into the past with this classic ‘Be careful what you wish for...’ fairytale (Warning: 🔥)
#bts fic rec january 2024#bts fic rec#fic rec#kim namjoon fic rec#kim seokjin fic rec#min yoongi fic rec#jung hoseok fic rec#park jimin fic rec#kim taehyung fic rec#jung jungjook fic rec
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' do you want some? ' [Jae offering some takeout to his seonbaenim.]
questions meme || @gcldfanged
"ohhh, don't mind if i do."
he plopped right down in the closest seat. a little too excited about the food. doing a little bit of a wiggling dance before settling down and grinned at his comrade.
"i would never turn down a free meal, trust me on that."
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