I wish sh was normal so I could do it and nobody would question or care if they saw it
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tw ed, sh, si
i don’t want to be Lia. i don’t want red ladders or a bone corset; but part of me always will. i want white ladders, but i don’t want to make the red ones first. i want collarbones, but i don’t want to lie for them. i want to be institutionalised, but i don’t want to tell them. i want to jump, but i don’t want to stop breathing. i want to swallow them all, but i don’t want to drink the souls of the artists. i want to be dead, but i want to watch them know i’m gone. i don’t want to pull a disappearing act, but i don’t see anyone in the future playing dress-ups with my skin.
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🩷 intro to sh/edtmblr 🩷
_ _ e ﹒‹𝟹 ﹒@ clay ﹕he/she
✧ ┆ male/gay ﹐e
﹒sh / ed #
e . in recovery ⊹ ˚
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Me taking care of my stupid cuts cause maybe i exaggerated this time and i know if i dont i may ruin even more my WHITE SHEETS.
Worst part is while cleaning and bandaging my leg i wanted to fucking sh again, lololol.
Thats it, i cant wear a bikini anymore.
I really fucked up this time and i still want more.
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my self harm addiction is getting out of hand or i should say has got out of hand. either way it’s fun and sort of comforting?? to bleed all over the place, to watch the white line turn to red & to even see the inside of your arm. bleeding so much your blood gets so thick it turns into blood clots…. taking pills too. getting that drugged up sleeping feeling is so comforting to me. i love taking pills to be so out of it. on the verge of death is so comforting because all in the mist of everything you realize nothing matters.
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just lost my 56 days clean
i am doing sooo great rn
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I got so used to sh it doesn’t even hurt anymore 😭😭
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They wouldnt stop bleeding lol
IGNORE MY BLANKET ITS COFFEE STAINS LOLL
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TRIGGER WARNING : FRESH SH
some quick cat scratches !!
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