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thebnha-auhoard · 6 months

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Still not normal about Kudou and I decided that the best way to not be normal about him is obviously making an au where he lives.

Except he’s the only one of the past OFA users that live. No one else gets to live with him. Why? Because All For One loathes that man for stealing away his brother, for being the cause of his brother’s death. He should die but before that he should suffer. Kudou should suffer for taking what was All For One’s.

So when Kudou and All For One’s confrontation happened, All For One decides that death was too kind for him. So he took him away the moment Kudou fell unconscious.

And then when Bruce dies and he wakes up in the Vestige World, he sees a misty Kudou. And Yoichi just asks if Kudou is safe and okay. And then Bruce tells him that the last he saw of Kudou was him telling him to escape while he holds off All For One.

Both of them look at the misty version of Kudou and have a deep seated dread settle in them.

If you know MAG 172 “Strung Out” from The Magnus Archives then just go and slap that on Kudou but make it worse.

If you don’t then picture this:

You’re on a stage, and you’re an actor. Except not really because you don’t really want to be here or act. The director says that you’re the only one for this role and frankly you have no choice. So you’re up on stage and the director tells you that you’re going to be playing the part of “You”. Yes, “You”. The person you are right now. You’re going to be playing as yourself and you’re going to be playing out every single tragedy, disappointment, and loss in your life. You’re going to relive every single moment and as you play out your role, an audience watches on and laughs at you. They laugh at every single fucking miserable thing you go through and no matter how much you tell them to shut up they don’t. In fact they laugh harder. You play out your miserable life and you continue to play it out and the director applauded you for the wonderful performance but it’s never good enough.

So you keep on acting and at some point you lose track of the amount of acts you’ve been in and slowly you start losing who you really are underneath those plays. You think once or twice you played someone else’s miserable life but you don’t remember. You barely remember your name but you cling onto it because if you lose that then you have nothing. You don’t have anything anymore because you’re an actor and your appearance can change at the drop of a hat if the director commands it.

And despite everything, the audience still fucking laughs.

So you know. Kudou isn’t doing well. He’s still (ambiguously) keeping it together but he isn’t doing well.

Then something changes and Kudou blinks and now there's someone else in front of him. The roof of the Theater is actually caved in. That doesn’t matter though. What matters is that someone new is in front of him.

(In hindsight it was a bad idea to test out how many people can be supported on the very shitty building that Kurogiri brought them in. At the same time all of them were bored and Twice came up with a good way to pass the time so sue them. They went and did it and was entertained for a glorious 30 minutes.

Iguchi has to admit though this was a stupid way to entertain themselves. And he can already see Kurogiri berating him on their choices.

Now though he thinks it’s been a good idea to have the game play out. Because there’s a theater down here. And there’s a person here. And they’re in a show that’s been going on for a million acts and they looked pained.)

Vaguely, Kudou recognizes the person in front of him. The Peerless Thief right? Except it’s been Act…something million now. He can’t remember the number anymore. So that must mean he’s dead already right? But he recognizes Oji and he wants to break down and cry and hug him because they may not have gotten along the best but gods this is the first time someone else that wasn’t some mockery or All For One was in front of him.

(Sako lies and reassures the man in front of him.

He lies and he’s being mistaken for the Peerless Thief and in any other moment he would be thrilled. Flattered even. But all he can focus now is the desperation and the fact that he’s holding tight onto Sako and crying and apologizing for incredibly minor things.

He lies and he wants to throw up because he is clearly not the person this man is looking for. And he wishes he was telling the truth instead of telling lies for momentary comforts.

He wants to ask how he knows his great great grandfather but this isn't the time and all he can do is assure the man that everything will be okay.)

And then he blinks and before he knows it he's out. He thinks he's out at least. He thinks he's out. For all he knows this could be a trick. Another tragedy to play out. Another mask to wear.

(When Kurogiri arrived back at the base with groceries, he was expecting a punched in wall at best and a fire at worst.

What he wasn't expecting was the floor being broken and the League looking like they all came out of a fight. He wasn't expecting a man being supported by Magne. He wasn't expecting the man to panic when they asked for his name and start to, quite literally, glitch in and out of appearances, frantically asking himself who he was and frantically asking himself if he still had his own face.

It took them about an hour to calm him down.

He doesn't know what happened but Kurogiri swiftly moved the League and the man to another safe house.)

Kudou probably shouldn't be trusting a group that literally calls themselves "The League of Villains" but they came through the roof and honestly, Kudou is tired.

So he accepts his situation and goes to sleep on the nearest couch.

He dreams of Bruce and Yoichi and for the rest of his dream, he quietly holds their hands.

-<>-

(anterior sneaking in with art for this au :3, enjoy)

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haikyuuwaifu · 10 months

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EPILOGUE

Genre: Humor, Fluff

Warnings: Swearing

MASTERLIST

-Y/n is so happy her best friend is tying the knot. She helped Atsumu and Kuroo plan every single part of their wedding so they could have the perfect day. Kenma is teasing, but he also made sure to give Atsumu the shovel talk of his life before giving his blessing. Kuroo actually asked Osamu to stand in as his best man along side Kenma. Over the years, the two friends developed a very strong friendship. Atsumu had already claimed Y/n as his best woman, and even though he loved Samu, Y/n was his best girl and he and Kuroo wouldn’t have gotten married if it hadn’t been for Y/n giving Kuroo the push he needed all those years ago.

-At the reception drinks were pouring. The wedding party was wild and Akaashi and Kiyoomi were the only two who had managed to keep their shit together. Everyone but Y/n knew Osamuw as going to propose at the reception. Atsumu threatened Osamu, gave him his blessing, and helped his twin plan it perfectly. Suna was on videography duty and managed to get tons of candid photos before and after the proposal. Osamu was scared Y/n would say no, but a talk with Mimi (She makes it a point to see Y/n and Osamu twice a month) gave Osamu the confidence he needed. Mimi also gave Osamu Y/n’s nana’s ring. Y/n bawled like a baby when Osamu opened the box and she saw it. Atsumu was in fact crying like a baby back bitch; but every one of their friends were too.

-Down the line, Osamu was in a comfortable enough spot that he was ready to open up a second location. Y/n sold her family’s company and with the profits she re-invested it back into Onigiri Miya. With the large amount of money, Osamu was able to hire a proper management team, advertising, and all the works so he could finally expand his dream. Onigiri Miya now covers a good number of the bigger metro’s of Japan and there’s one corner shop in most of the smaller prefects. Y/n and Osamu married after opening their fourth location in Osaka. They had their wedding there and Y/n asked Atsumu to give her away. They spent the rest of their lives laughing, learning, and loving. Osamu kept his promise and they shared the same love Y/n’s grandparents had for a very long time.

Looking back, Y/n wouldn’t have changed anything. Even now, years later sitting on her porch listening to Osamu and Atsumu bickering. They were all older now, but Y/n wasn’t worried. “Nana, it’s time to teach me the secret recipe!” A little voice shouted, causing Y/n to smile. Her son shook his head at the little girl, rolling his eyes. “Ma hasn’t even taught me or grandad the secret recipe.” He snorted, as his daughter stuck her tongue out at her father. “Well, that’s different.” Y/n quipped, moving to get up from her chair. “Sako’s my favorite.” Y/n teased, as her granddaughter took her hand. “Now, let’s get a move on. It’s almost lunch time and ya uncle is gonna whine about starving before we know it.” The old woman snorted, as the duo walked inside. In the entryway of the home was a photo from Y/n’s wedding day. It was filled with friends and family. Osamu had it painted, and standing next to Y/n was her own nana, a big smile on her face.

And with that, this brings a close to the SMAU Still into you. Thank you so much for reading <3 This was definitely one of my top 5 favorites to write :)

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univvrse · 1 month

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we're in all the magazines (chapter 6)

chapter title: you know you like it when the music's loud

minors dni

hawks x dabi

cw: homophobia, smut

There were four members of the band 'Puncture'; each with deeply buried secrets. Dabi, Hawks, Shigaraki and Mr Compress.

Each about to find out things about eachother that will change their relationship as band mates forever.

previous can be found on my masterlist

on my ao3 if you'd prefer

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The kiss couldn’t have lasted for longer than 7 seconds, when Dabi pulled back with a satisfied smirk.

“And that was Puncture, everybody!” At some point, the host must have wandered onto the stage, “Completely unforgettable, that’s for sure, huh?” He chuckled, “Okay, up next, we have Ben’s Boys! Come on up, guys!”

Puncture exited the stage, the audience’s screaming growing increasingly quiet as the distance lengthened between them.

“What the fuck? What the actual fuck is wrong with you guys?” Tomura growled as they headed back to their dressing room, “Who the fuck do you think you are? What kind of image does that give us?” his words were slightly slurred.

“Dude, lay off- the crowd was loving it. Sex sells!” Dabi was walking with one hand in his pocket and the other clenched firmly around one of Keigo’s wrists.

“Are you fucking kidding? The only people who are gonna watch us now are queers!” He jerked his head in Keigo’s direction, “This wouldn’t have happened if Jin was still here. Hey!” he snarled cruelly, “Hey! Why don’t we ask Keigo if he knows anything about that?”

“Fuck off! Fuck off, Tomura!” Keigo’s eyes narrowed, “They loved us out there and you know it, you just don’t wanna admit it wasn’t you they were cheering for.”

Tomura barked out a short laugh, “Call your boyfriend off, Dabi, he’s getting too feisty.”

Dabi ignored him, opening the door to their dressing room, “Grab your shit and go. Sako, you too, make sure he doesn’t start any fights.”

“Will do.” Sako replied cooly, “Come on, Tomura, I know some clubs around here, we’ll call a cab.”

“What?” Tomura’s face contorted with fury, “So you’re just happy to leave these- these fags,” he spat the last word, “all alone? What do you think they’re gonna get up to? Cause I’ve got a few ideas.”

“Shut the fuck up, I left my jacket on stage. I’m gonna wait for the next set to be over and tell the host to go up and get it, I just don’t wanna leave Keigo with you in case you strangle our best guitarist yet.” Dabi let go of Keigo’s wrist and sat down on one of the vanity tables, “So just go, yeah? Quit acting like you own us and fuck off.”

Keigo’s head was reeling. Dabi’s compliment bouncing around inside his skull.

“Sure, yeah, any excuse you can get, right?” He leered, “Whatever, kick us out so you can fuck. You’ll hate yourself for tonight when you’re blowing guys for money because you can’t get anymore gigs. Hey, at least you’re getting your practice in!” and with that, Tomura stormed out, Sako following close behind with a sigh and a promise to look after him.

The door slammed shut.

With the yelling having ceased, both remaining boys could clearly hear the band that had taken to stage after them. They had more of a rock, pop-punky sound, almost whiny. The music was shockingly loud in the small room, despite the distance between them and the stage. Keigo walked over to where Dabi was sat.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me, God, you just looked so good, and you were right fucking there.” The words were tumbling from his mouth at record speeds.

“Shut up.” Dabi stood up, bringing his hands up to Keigo’s shoulders, and shoved him back so he was forced to take Dabi’s place sitting on the dressing room’s vanity. He grabbed Keigo’s jaw, tilting his face, forcing the boy to look at him.

Keigo opened his mouth to say something, but immediately forgot what he had planned when Dabi pressed his lips to Keigo’s.

The blonde let out a small sound of surprise, before wrapping his arms around Dabi’s waist to pull him closer. Dabi brought one hand to Keigo’s hip, dipping his thumb under the waist of his jeans before guiding it up under his shirt.

He skimmed his fingertips over Keigo’s stomach and ribs, resting it on one of his pecs, swiping his thumb over the nipple there, revelling in the slight whimper he pulled from the boy below him. He broke the kiss, leaning back to make a show of pulling his tank top off.

“Arms up.” It was halfway between a mumble and a command, but still Keigo obeyed, lifting his arms above his head so Dabi could relieve him of his shirt. His eyes scanned over Dabi’s body, awed by the impeccable shape he was in.

“Do you just do push-ups in your room all day or what?” Keigo blurted as Dabi resumed his position between the lighter haired boy’s legs, chuckling as he placed his hands on Keigo’s waist. He brought his head down, till their lips were millimetres from each other.

“Fuck around and find out.” Dabi’s blue eyes still held the same hunger Keigo had noticed on stage. He was desperate to find the extent of the deprivation. Dabi dipped down to meet Keigo’s increasingly familiar lips, pressing himself forward so his thigh was flush against Keigo’s groin. He’d noticed the erection pressing against Keigo’s trousers earlier, relieved to know he wasn’t the only one who was achingly hard. Keigo moaned into Dabi’s mouth, trying to grind himself against Dabi’s thigh, only to have his own thigh grabbed, pinning him in place against the table.

Keigo grabbed at Dabi’s shoulders in response, digging nails aggressively into his back. Dabi’s grip on Keigo’s thigh tightened and he brought his other hand up to the boy’s hair, gripping harshly enough to force a gasp. He used this opportunity to slide his tongue into Keigo’s mouth, enjoying the way he could feel every sound the guitarist made before he could hear it.

Dabi released his grip on Keigo’s hair, and instead let his hand trace a path down his neck, stopping to press his lightly against his windpipe. He felt Keigo’s cock twitch at this. He repositioned his hand so he could squeeze more forcefully, and so the majority of the pressure was isolated to the arteries at the side of the neck, rather than the windpipe. He was pulling strangled whimpers from the boy, again now desperately trying to create friction between his cock and Dabi, who just squeezed his neck harder and pushed him back down.

This caused Keigo to rake his nails down Dabi’s back, almost challengingly. He was already dizzy from the drugs, and the lack of blood travelling to his brain was only adding to their effect. He raked his fingers back up, Dabi tightened his grip, their tongues slid against each other harmoniously.

Keigo pulled away this time, panting to catch his breath. Dabi loosened his hand.

“So, you’re secretly a sick little freak, huh?” Dabi smirked at Keigo, who was still breathing pretty heavily, “I honestly should’ve guessed, I mean, you try so hard to be neutral and unassuming, figures that you’re covering up some depraved ass kinks- not that I’m complaining at all.”

“Do you always talk this much before sex?” Keigo pushed himself up off the desk, bringing his hands to Dabi’s chest and shoving him against the nearest wall. He plastered himself against the black-haired boy, placing his palms flat against the wall either side of Dabis head.

Dabi just raised an eyebrow, “Sex? Who said you were getting that lucky?”

One of Keigo’s hands left the wall, travelling down to palm at Dabi’s hard cock, “Your boner.” he simply stated. Dabi shrugged. Keigo swooped towards Dabi’s neck, planting a kiss on his adam’s apple, before moving his mouth slightly to the left and sucking a deep purple hickey into the skin there. After leaving a few more purple marks, Dabi’s hands once again found their way to his blonde hair, yanking at the back slightly, signifying what he wanted.

Keigo slowly moved down, peppering kisses along Dabi’s torso, tracing his fingers lightly over his abs, guided by the hand in his hair. When he was fully on his knees, he looked up, admiring Dabi from an entirely new perspective. He looked just like he did in Keigo’s silent fantasies.

“Go on then.” Dabi smiled down at Keigo, impossibly smug, “Put your money where your mouth is.”

The boy on his knees set to work unbuckling Dabi’s belt and unzipping his jeans, all the while staring up at Dabi through his lashes. His movements were painstakingly slow, God, Keigo adored being a tease.

Ben’s Boys was also a cover band. They were currently playing an All-American Rejects song called “Dirty Little Secret”. Keigo wondered if Puncture had played loudly enough to be heard by all the other bands in their dressing rooms.

Keigo didn’t even have to pull Dabi’s jeans down, they were baggy enough to drop entirely on their own accord the second they were unzipped. Dabi kicked them across the floor, his combat boots still laced tightly on his feet.

“Oh shit, yeah- Keigo?” Dabi looked down with a shit-eating grin, “Don’t be too scared by what you see. It won’t hurt you.”

The lighter haired boy scoffed, rolling his eyes at Dabi’s self-absorption, “I’m sure I’ve seen dicks bigger than y- oh.” Keigo had pulled down Dabis's boxers to reveal not only his hard cock, but also the piercing on the underside of the tip of said hard cock. It was a surface bar, secured by a metal ball at either end.

“Yeah, I wasn’t on about size, sorry, pretty boy.” He frowned, “Though, to be fair, I wouldn’t say I’m exactly lacking in any way.”

“Oh, shut up.” In all honesty, Keigo did have to admit Dabi was certainly well-endowed. He was probably somewhere around 6.5 or so inches, with a decent girth.

Keigo spat into one of his hands, swiftly bringing it up to give Dabi’s cock a few pumps. He swiped his thumb over the tip, already wet with precum, then applied the precum to the rest of his dick. Dabi’s fingers were tangled in Keigo’s hair, pulling lightly. Keigo opened his mouth, making sure to maintain eye contact with Dabi as he engulfed the pierced tip into his mouth completely. He ran his tongue over the cold metal piercing, loving the textural contrast it provided. Dabi moaned above him.

Slowly, Keigo sunk his lips down along the shaft of his bandmates dick, sucking his cheeks in to create tight walls around it. He fought off a gag as he felt the tip poke the back of his throat. He pulled back slightly and began to bob his head up and down, raising his hands to grip onto Dabi’s hips, pressing harshly on the bare skin. He would pull all the way back every now and again to swirl his tongue around the tip, prodding at and playing with the piercing, smoothing over it with the underside of his tongue, gliding the tip of his tongue over the slit of the urethra, then going back to bobbing his head.

“Shit- hah- if I’d have known you- fuck- could do this so good,” Dabi strengthened his grip on Keigo’s hair, “I’d have fucking asked you- sooner.”

Unable to answer, Keigo simply hummed and pressed his tongue flat against Dabi’s cock, now moving his head at almost a similar speed to how he played guitar.

“Stop- ‘m gonna fucking cum if you keep going.” Dabi’s back arched away from the wall, Keigo sped up.

Dabi gave a sharp tug at Keigo’s hair, making him stop, “Can’t fuck you properly if you make me cum right now, can I?”

That was enough to convince Keigo, who promptly pulled his mouth off Dabi with a wet pop. He looked up at Dabi, his eyes red and watering, tears catching on his dark eyelashes.

“Fuuuuck, look at you.” Dabi untangled one his hands from the blonde’s hair and brought it to his jaw, tilting his face up and turning it from side to side, admiring him from all angles, “You’re a fucking mess, huh?” he swiped his thumb over Keigo’s lips, collecting the precum and spit coating them, before pressing it into his mouth and flattening it against his tongue, “Swallow, babe.”

Keigo didn’t break eye contact, obediently swallowing around Dabi’s thumb. He rocked back, leaning on his heels, “So what were you saying?” He grinned, “Something about fucking me properly?”

Dabi pulled Keigo up, flipping them around so he could be the one pinning Keigo against the wall, “Gimme a second first. I want a turn to have some fun.” he rested his forearms against the wall so he could move in to attack Keigo’s neck, leaving even darker purple hickeys in his wake. Keigo moaned softly into his ear.

“Look, as much as I'm enjoying this, I’m so hard it physically hurts.” Keigo was only half joking.

“God, you’re fucking needy.” Dabi pulled back to lean against the wall against only one arm, “Get your jeans off- I'm way too unfairly naked.”

Keigo wasted no time kicking his jeans and drawers off, letting them join the pile formed by all their other clothes.

Dabi then grabbed the lighter haired boy, manhandling him and bending him over the vanity desk, so his bare stomach was flat against the cold plastic. Keigo sucked in a sharp breath at Dabi’s spontaneity.

“Don’t have any condoms. You?” Dabi’s voice was filled with impatience. He watched in the mirror as Keigo shook his head, “Don’t have any lube either, I guess. Here,” he brought a hand up to Keigo’s lips, “spit.” Keigo hurriedly obeyed, unable to look at his reflection in the mirror a few inches from his face. He must look like such a whore, with the tearstains running down his cheeks and hickeys covering his neck, following every command from the boy behind him. He squeezed his eyes shut.

The blue-eyed boy now had his hand up to his own mouth, spitting in it himself, before coating two fingers in the mixture of the two boys’ saliva.

“I’m gonna stretch you out first, babe, yeah?” He waited for Keigo to nod, “Don’t shut your eyes, pretty boy, I want you to watch.”

Keigo’s eyes remained tightly closed.

“C’mon, if you don’t open your eyes, I’m gonna leave and find some other bitch- someone who’ll actually do what I say.”

Reluctantly, Keigo opened his eyes, staring at Dabi’s reflection with mock spite.

“There we go.” Dabi slowly pushed a spit covered finger into the boy below him, who immediately bit hard into his lower lip, stifling his moan.

“Hey, that’s no fun, is it?” Dabi thrust his finger in and out of Keigo at a snail’s pace, “I want the whole venue to hear you. I want the audience out there to know I made you my whore.” He added in a second finger, scissoring them inside Keigo a few times, before curling them, his fingertips lightly brushing against the bundle of nerves that made the blonde cry out.

“Shit- fuck, Dabs, do it again.”

“Stop trying to hide and I will.”

“Fuck you, you don’t own me.”

“Fine then.” Dabi pulled his fingers out completely. Keigo whined at the loss of contact, huffing as he watched Dabi turn to the door.

“Jesus fucking Christ, okay. You win, whatever. Come back.” Keigo turned around only to see Dabi stood watching him with a raised brow. He rolled his eyes, “Please.”

Dabi stared back, clearly amused, “Please what?”

Keigo sighed, “Please- fuck- I want you, Dabs, I fucking need you.” he dug his nails into the palms of his hands, “Please just fuck me already.”

“All I had to hear.” He walked back over to Keigo, “Bend over, bitch”

Smirking, Keigo resumed his prior position bent over the desk, arching his back slightly so his ass was raised higher, now perfectly aligned with Dabi’s crotch. Dabi raised a hand and brought it down hard across Keigo’s ass cheek. The blonde let out a surprised yelp, glancing back up at Dabi through the vanity’s mirror, trying desperately to mask the obvious look of pleasure on his face.

“You really are a freak, huh?” Dabi’s voice was mocking, but not unkind. Keigo’s face flushed with embarrassment

He finished stretching Keigo out, before spitting once again into his hand and pumping it over his cock, making sure to coat it as well as possible, adding his precum to the mix. He lined himself up with Keigo’s entrance, pressing his tip in slowly. He moaned as he felt the shorter man clench around him. One of Dabi’s hands once again found its way into his now impossibly messy blonde hair, the other one gripping tightly at his hip, pressing bruises into the pale skin as he bottomed out.

The cool metal of Dabi’s piercing sent jolts of electricity up Keigo’s spine, causing moans and whimpers to tumble from his lips.

Dabi began to slowly thrust, pulling himself out almost entirely, leaving only his tip still in Keigo, before pushing back in.

“Fuck, Dabs, you can go harder, man. You won’t break me.” Keigo propped himself up, resting his forearms against the table, watching Dabi’s expression in the mirror.

“So desperate for me.” Dabi cooed. He dug his nails deeper into Keigo’s hip, pulling back all the way, then quickly snapping his own hips forward, burying his cock base-deep in the guitarist. He repeated this movement, addicted to the shameless moans it drew from Keigo. He watched Keigo’s back arch further as the speed of his thrusts increased, “Watch.” he near growled, yanking Keigo’s hair to force his gaze onto the mirror in front of him.

“Dabs- Dabi- fuck so good.” Keigo seemed to have forgotten his earlier qualms about volume and was now groaning loud enough that neither boy could hear the music they had heard earlier. The sound of skin slapping against skin probably wasn’t much help in this case.

Keigo looked in the mirror as instructed. He looked completely and utterly blissed out. His pupils were still blown out to such a scale that he could barely see the yellow of his irises, and there were more tears welling up in them. His lips were swollen and parted, clumsy expletives and mutterings of Dabi’s name falling from them constantly, and his neck was covered in deep purple marks.

Another hard slap to his ass had Keigo practically screaming, delirious as pain bled into unbelievable pleasure. Tears were now running down his face.

“Holy- ngh- shit you look good.” Dabi’s voice was strained, and he was panting, but God was it sexy, “Feel so fuckin’ good.” he felt the familiar warmth growing in his gut.

“Please, please,” Keigo could hardly think, let alone speak, “don’t stop- fuck- ‘m close- please.”

“So cute when you beg.” Dabi somehow managed to thrust faster, bringing a leg up to rest his foot on a nearby chair, allowing him to angle his thrusts in a way that caused Keigo to gasp and choke out a gorgeously strangled moan. Admittedly, Dabi did think about how funny it would be if he did stop then, but he decided he’d have to leave that for another time, as he himself was much too close to finishing to enact this particular form of torture on Keigo.

“Dabs, gonna cum.” Keigo looked up in the mirror, “You?”

Dabi nodded, too busy focusing on hitting the spot that had made Keigo react so intensely with every thrust to reply.

“Fuck- please- so good.” Keigo’s moans were dangerously loud.

Dabi collected enough dexterity to talk, “Look at you, fuck. Such a pretty whore for me.”

Keigo came with a sob, mumbling Dabi’s name over and over as hot fluid dirtied his stomach and the desk below him.

Dabi felt Keigo clench around him, sending him over the edge, his cum spilling from him and into the blonde.

“Shit, Dabs, I haven’t been fucked like that in forever.” Keigo was first to regain his ability to speak clearly.

Just as Dabi went to agree, they heard a knock at the dressing room door.

“Hey? Anyone in there? I’ve got Dabi’s jacket; he left it on stage.”

Both boys turned to each other, eyes wide.

“Uh, yeah one second! I’ll be with you, just- one second!” Dabi scrambled to throw his clothes back on, followed closely by Keigo. The blue-eyed man decided it was acceptable enough to be shirtless in your own dressing room, so in order to waste as little time as possible, he left his shirt on the ground as he went to open the door, “Thanks, man, I owe you big time. Almost forgot about it.” Dabi grabbed his jacket from the host whose name he couldn’t remember for the life of him.

“Oh, it’s no problem, really!” The host didn’t seem to read Dabi’s ‘please leave’ look, and instead peered around him into the dressing room, “So did everyone else go, cause...” his voice trailed off when he saw Keigo, who was stood in the centre of the room, struggling to get his jeans on over his own heavy combat boots. Keigo who’s stomach and ribs were covered in his own cum.

“Hello!” The mostly naked man waved over awkwardly, “Uh, thanks for bringing his jacket we were, um, just about to ask you to get it.”

The host smiled wryly, “Yeah... Well like I said, it’s no problem, but, uh, I’ve gotta get back now so, yeah, hopefully I’ll see you guys again soon. Tell the other I thought you were great!” and with that, Dabi slammed the door shut.

The boys burst out laughing.

“Holy shit, dude, did you see his face when he saw you there?”

“Don’t even remind me. God, I’m all sticky, can we go now?”

“Sure, yeah, we’ll take the van, but first,” Dabi held up a pack of cigarettes and a lighter, “Quick fag?”

“Duh.”

#my hero academia #no beta we die like men #bnha hawks #dabihawks #hawks x dabi #mha dabi #we're in all the magazines #band au #mha #mha smut #dabi smut #hawks smut #sub hawks

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transhawks · 1 year

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Man, the ReDestro thing was so stupid. Idk what they were thinking, a bunch of civilian can keep him distracted? What was even the point, no way the HPSC didn't know that guy was dangerous, but they really love doing their own thing sometimes like forcing YamaZawa to talk to Kurogiri "or else we'll call his family." And the internships "to prepare the kids for war!"

I'm sorry, there's just one thing I struggle to agree with, was it really their orders Hawks was acting on? I always read it as him making his own choice to kill Twice. Hori wrote it as Hawks coming to fear Jin's quirk on his own. "I knew you were who I had to look out for the most." Otherwise I feel like showing HPSC orders would've been an important scene? And Hawks isn't so stupid as to see an OP quirk and stand there "head empty, no thoughts" waiting for the HPSC to hold an important meeting and analyze data before telling him what to do. He can come to his own murdery conclusions. At most, they would've been like "either find a way out of this, or kill. We'll look the other way." Because according to Hori's sketch of the Chairwoman, she wasn't into giving death orders?

And Hawks didn't seem to know how Twice's quirk really worked since he was still analyzing it mid-battle, did he know for sure killing him would disperse all the clones? It's not like Twice himself could test that, since he IS the original, and he had never died before. He always believed that if the original him died, then his clone self might live on. That was part of his trauma right? That he already was dead and that "he" was a clone, so he avoided getting hurt in fear of disappearing. Hawks had no reason to believe differently from Twice. He will always live, even if the original dies. It's why he targeted the other two clones and maybe, pushed one off the balcony? Twice clone seems to imply he could've stuck around if it hadn't been for the fall damage. That's why, I don't think Hawks had to kill Twice as a "joint mission" with the HPSC and dissolving the ReDestro clone. Maybe the clone just dissolved from fight damage?

On the other thing though: I suppose it's possible, since Dabi does tell Deku something like, "but still, you gotta pity me right?" Like he's asking for sympathy.

Okay, so time to repeat what I've been saying about Hawks killing for years. I've explained this in asks over the years, but to figure out what happened you have to look at 298. previous answers on this topic can be found here: x

So, I do think there was orders. Is there a lot of irrefutable evidence? No, but I think there's also no concrete evidence there wasn't an order. And there's an in-between where Hawks was told to take out the biggest threat to the raid's success no matter what, and that was Jin by default.

This is a panel that tells us there was a Redestro in the Hospital throughout the lead up to the raid. Hawks has seen Redestro in Gunga, so he knows there's too.

I think they did know Redestro was dangerous. Hawks spent an entire month specifically gathering that information. I also think he had a good idea of how Jin's quirk works; remember, Jin was the most actual prolific villain of the League. Dude was on Japan's Most Wanted. Shigaraki, Dabi, they came out of air. Toga had been wanted for a year at most. Sako doesn't strike me as having a big profile, and neither did Magne despite her long criminal history. And well, Spinner was a Stain fan. The fact Hawks says he had a chill run down his spine when he heard Twice was back to his full abilities implies that he knew what Jin, pre-trauma was capable of. Twice was the actual celebrity of the League, but like...a very faded past his prime one.

Now, why would Hawks be actually saying things about Jin's quirk out loud? We know he analyzes, he did so with Dabi and AFO, but every action has a point, right? Why would he let Jin know he was seeing how he worked?

To intimidate him. To frighten him. Hawks was intentionally trying to frighten Jin. If he was actually analyzing him for his own benefit, he would have kept it internally, but no he was verbalizing it. You do that when you want a villain to understand you see through them. In that way, I think it's clear that Hawks had a good idea of how Jin's quirk worked pre-trauma and was more just trying unnerve Jin.

I disagree that Hawks didn't coordinate with the HPSC about the clones and Jin. I also think that like this wasn't a typical "death" order; the chairwoman really signed off on anything with this mission, and Hawks identified/had prior info about how large a threat Jin was.

The thing is, I think they wanted to cover their bases. Like they knew there was a Redestro clone, assumed it was in Gunga while the real one recovered, but either way, getting rid of Jin was the failsafe needed. Now, just because Jin didn't know his quirk doesn't mean people can't speculate - Jin had to be killed anyway because of his quirk (and again Japan's Most Wanted, he'd been watched for years) and because the authorities knew what he was capable of. The thing about unknown unknowns is you have to prepare for all eventualities and take them into account. So did they have evidence Jin clones could exist after he died? No, and they had no evidence to disprove it. But why leave that up to chance? Worst case scenario, they exist after he dies. Best case scenario, they melt when he dies. Why not try and shoot for the best objective and also prepare for the worst? If your goal is to keep this guy from fucking the raid up, taking him out immediately is a win no matter what.

And they were really trying to take out Redestro.

I count 4 soldiers, Mera, the Chairwoman, and two heroes standing and two laying down, and three men in suits who I'm guessing are other HPSC mooks. 13 people. One man. One clone, even, and the clone was better at lasting than the real Redestro. I remember Caleb Cook really spelling this out. They bet wrong, but I also think they assumed that a clone would have been taken out by then. Hawks wasted too much time.

I keep saying, if we look at what happened from a very efficient (ruthless and utilitarian) and pro-Hero point of view, the biggest mistake Hawks made was not killing Jin immediately, essentially not being fast enough. He took too long, hesitated too much, even saved Jin from flames, giving Dabi ammunition against him and time for Jin to try and escape.

So, no, I do think Hawks had orders to kill Jin regardless. Jin was a huge threat to the Heroes (since no one wanted to talk to him and even the guy who believed he could be reasoned with was still ready to kill him).

Also, I think Horikoshi's intentional panel here gives enough evidence to Hawks following a set of orders:

I know this is Nagant speculating, but given the blood stains, and just it being heavy on the mind after the whole conference, it was clear this was a very loaded sort of panel. The implication is Hawks has killed under orders before, even if we know he was raised in a different manner to Nagant and might not have been a butcher like she was. And I think the recent chapters prove it - he doesn't hesitate to kill AFO, or try to, it's his initial action. He has experience cleaning up murder scenes and dead bodies! Why, exactly, would someone so well-versed in dealing with death due to his organization, not be ordered to kill Jin?

Now, I can also say there might have been another complication. We don't know the extent of the communication of the HPSC and Hawks. We don't know whether they asked him who the biggest threat, based on his observations, and he said Jin. He could have identified him as a target for them and then they said take him out. The order could have also been just "take out the biggest threat" and not speak about Jin specifically, if you really want to push it.

But that's not as important as Hawks making that choice.

He kept trying to not kill him. I think there might be a lot of different interpretations of this, but I'm really on the side that Hawks was going against what the HPSC by reaching out to Jin like this. That's what makes all of this a choice. Hawks might have been ordered to kill him, to make the battle run smoother at least, but he felt confident to extend a hand to Jin, that he could get his way and get Jin rehabilitated. It sounded like he might have not even gone a stint in Tartarus and that Hawks would manage his affairs (maybe looking after him in Jail, or wherever, and whatever after).

Despite all this, Hawks killed him. Hawks made that choice. If anything I think this makes this aspect weightier. Hawks was ordered to kill Jin, or killing JIn was essentially the smartest course of action, and he actively went against that - and then killed him anyway.

Hawks going against all of hero society's "logic", offering a villain a hand, and then killing him anyway, the most important part of this. I believe he was ordered to kill him. But killing Jin, according to how things should have been, was the smartest action. The best case scenario in the Redestro clone situation hinged on it. Leaving room for Twice to help would have been catastrophic for the heroes. So, even then, I think it doesn't really take away of how much that was Keigo's choice by pointing out that Keigo "should" have killed Jin immediately.

Also, we know rehabilitating villains is unusual. The way Gentle and La Brava are treated is because they essentially turned themselves in and were essentially pranksters. The cops tell them they can turn their lives around, of course, but already Jin had a permanent record from an accident because Japan doesn't have the concept of no-fault accidents. From an accident. I think Aoyama is the clearest example of harsh the heroes could be with actual villains seeking salvation or rehabilitation. This is how they're treating a kid essentially blackmailed and forced into things when he was a baby. I honestly suspect Hawks would have had to blackmail the HPSC and play every card he could for Jin not to be shut in one of the darkest holes in Tartarus.

On his 'choices', I also think Hawks having a choice in whether to kill Jin or not, it could be Hawks uses the fact the HPSC controlled him as an excuse. It bolsters Hawks's own victimhood - by that i mean, I think Hawks has bought into his own caged bird mythos harder than anyone else. He uses as it a weapon to manipulate others and a way to deflect responsibility and also not have to really think about his own actions. Sure, I do think Hawks's life was run by the HPSC, but i think they groomed him into thinking that cage was sealed shut when it was not. And that allows him to absolve himself of his actions late at night. Maybe that will change by the end of BNHA, I hope so, but I'm sure Keigo has been able to sleep because he has let himself believe he's someone who has had little choices in his life.

In the end, I think our difference of opinion, even more so on whether there were concrete orders or not, is whether the HPSC would have wanted Bubaigawara alive regardless. I can't imagine why they would. Maybe it's because I have a very cynical view of them, but even if there were no explicit orders to kill him (which I think there were), I also don't see the idea that they would have told Hawks not to when killing was on the table. Jin's assassination was a callous and ruthless decision in the end from a man who essentially didn't want to try out other solutions when it came to thick and thin. Jin's death could have either been a bonus or a mandate.

That being said, I don't think Jin's death is done being discussed in the manga. You could be right. I could be right. We can both be wrong. I can only hope for now that I've made my case.

#asks #takami keigo #meta #my meta #hawks

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tbh i'm not entirely sure what the point of compress's backstory was. not only did it happen randomly (in a scene that would've made complete sense without it too) but it doesn't really line up with any of his actions either. the idea of him being the great-grandson of a robin hood-esque figure in superhuman society is actually really cool and i kinda wish horikoshi brought it up sooner, because i don't really see how kidnapping bakugo or helping unleash gigantomachia on all of japan is helping poor people y'know? if anything, the widespread destruction and devastation caused is going to make things worse

After all this time I'm still unsure what the point of Compress being related to the robin-hood figure was except to hastily give Compress righteous ideals that were never actually shown to us. Yet, as poorly set up as it is, it actually adds nothing to the story or really inform his character what-so-ever.

I think a good example of how this failed is to instead wonder how much better this would have worked if instead it was Stain that revealed he was Oji, the Peerless Thief's relative. It would still have issues, but in the very least it would explain why Stain believes what he does and went to such extreme lengths. The reveal of that parentage would inform previous set up characterization.

Compress, in contrast, never showed any concern for the poor or to be in the villain game because he disagreed with Heroes making money. Stain was very clear that he hated Heroes because he felt they were fame and money hungry, but Compress wasn't even shown to be with the LoV because he agreed with or was inspired by Stain like Toga, Dabi and Spinner were.

When Compress says he's related to this famous thief the first thought is 'who?', and then 'why?', which makes a bad reveal. We have very little prior info about Oji except what he did and that he's a famous villain from the start of Heroics. We don't know if people agree[ed] with him, or if he was well liked, so we don;t really understand how anyone in the world would react to this knowledge. Nor does it really tell us anything about Compress as a character because he has not shown these robin-hood like ideals in any of his actions or appearances.

It also doesn't really add to what he's doing in that current moment of said reveal, which is helping the LoV escape. Hori tires to connect it by having Sako say the LoV will see that his wishes are carried out in his stead, but again, we have never seen the LoV hate Heroes because they have to much money, not even Twice who was so poor he was homeless before the LoV. It would have been far more impactful to instead just show that Compress cared about his friends and maybe show flashback panels of their happy times together. And Hori does sort of have him say he's also sacrificing himself because he likes the LoV as friends but having the split time between these to reasons means neither is getting the time they need to have any real impact.

And even if this reveal was given to Stain instead I still think it wouldn't have been 100% great all by itself. Hori has issues with portraying the Heroes as bad which includes things like making to much money or being greedy. The only out right stated as rich Hero characters are Enji and the Iida family, but it doesn't appear to be Jeff Beazos levels of wealth, nor do they do anything really bad with it. Sure, it impressed Rei's parents but it wasn't as if Enji just saw Rei on the street and bribed her parents to give her to him. Both parties were looking for arranged marriages and that's how they found each other.

Also it's not as if any of the poverty in the story (Twice and Ochako) is hinted or brought up to be caused by all the government money being siphoned into Heros rather than social programs. It's not shown that all Heroes make significantly more than average people either. In fact most mid-tier Heroes seem to be rather average and having to fight for a decent pay check. And even the wealthy Heroes don't have more than money than Shigaraki's father who had a civilian job.

Which does under cut the point of Oji even existing or what sort of positive spin he'd give Compress. I mean Robin-god stole from the King who was over taxing people. Oji apparently stole from Heroes just as the job was becoming recognized. They couldn't possibly have been making as much money as they are in the present, nor are they taking away money from normal people who are actually doing all the work while they sit on their ass like CEOs of mega corporations.

Like most of his villains Hori tied to give a righteous reason for why Sako is a villain but when looking at the work as a whole it just doesn't hold up with the prior, or even present world building. Instead it can at times feel as if the Heroes and villains inhabit totally separate worlds but not in the 'Heroes don't see it because they're to privileged' sense.

As I've said before I have no problem with villains--I love me some good villains. My issue with the LoV and really all of Hori's villains is that the writing around them is so contradictory, rushed and tacked on. Compress does nothing to help the poor, or criticize the Heroes for how much money they have. Saying 'well he had this robin-hood like relative that he's secretly been following the ideals of this entire time' last minute just doesn't work. It's not backed up by his past or current actions, nor is it a particularly righteous ideal when it's not an established problem of the world.

His great grand father could have been against Heroes abusing animals and it would have had about the same impact. Sure it's a good believe--people shouldn't hurt animals, but we haven't been shown that there's an issue with Heroes abusing animals, nor has Compress shown any signs of wanting to help animals. The reveal feels so irreverent because it is. It doesn't re-contextualize the character's past actions, or the world they live in. It's information that we get in one chapter that is never brought up again and has yet to be used in the narrative going forward.

#ask #thanks for the ask :)#bnha critical #bnha #mha

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rsmrymnt-tea · 2 years

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Ok! I have to ask! If RAD was in the Philippines, what headcanons would you have about the brothers' life there? All I know for a fact is that Beel would absolutely devour lumpia! Of course I'm biased because I can't get enough of lumpia whenever I can get some (which we used to have neighbors who gave us homemade lumpia all the time!)

I will get The Most Self Indulgent Headcanon out of the way first: if they also had to study at a human school here they would all study in Ateneo de Manila LMAOOO bias what bias I'm not biased—

Anyway anyway, disclaimer needed: My experience is largely limited to living somewhere in Batangas and Manila so my thoughts are gonna be mostly based off of that

Random thoughts?? That are also pretty revealing of how I feel about living here ngl (also this become more like 'if they had to stay in the Philippines for a while what are their thoughts/what would they do' more than 'if RAD was in the Philippines'

Lucifer

Somehow I feel like Lucifer would generally like... Be in a state of constant annoyance while he's here lol I sort of imagine him to be the one who'll insist on driving everyone because he won't trust them to not get into accidents with how shit the traffic situation is here + he knows that if he has to brainwash the cops into not giving them tickets he can just leave it at that. And being a driver here just seems like the most annoying thing you can do to yourself, but the public transpo situation is also shit so he'll just drive

Owns the S&R card for the family? Basically Costco in the Philippines and it's like.. the only place where they do groceries for stuff like chips and snacks and stuff because it's all in bulk.

OH. BUT GUYS. LUCIFER AT A PALENGKE?? Lucifer??? Namamalengke????? May dalang sako bag at fishnet sdhfgdfg GUYS HGJDS Please join in me imagining him dragging some of his brothers with him to a palengke to buy meat and veggies because the supermarkets don't have enough for Beel sdfhjksfdg

OOOOH the way all the vendors would gawk at him and his brothers too like all the vendors would do their best to get their attention and buy from their stall because then they both get eye candy + and can call it a day because they're sure to buy everything? Weekly occurrence of them being treated like celebrities

Sometimes buys taho for everyone when he's feeling like it

Mammon

Mammon would be ukay king and would thrive in Quiapo. Just leave him there for a couple days and he'll know the area inside and out, can point you to stores that aren't being underhanded, and will somehow have spotted which of the insane number of vendors there are the supplier shops to all the others?

Will sort of make a game of pointing out which shops are selling stolen electronics also sdjfkhd Not that it's hard to tell

He will just have so much money somehow and be so happy that so much shit is cheap. Easily see him making money overseas somehow and then just spending it all here because of how conversion rates make the dollar/euro/pound extra delicious here

And tbh security everywhere is kinda dodge so when the greed takes over, Lucifer's gonna need a tight leash because it's insanely easy to scam people here and steal their info and all that (one of the biggest banks here has some of the shoddiest protection? it's insane. Mammon would hack them ez.)

Also I just feel like... He would be a heart throb somehow and go viral after some rando took a pic of him looking completely fresh while in a hoodie in the middle of Quiapo?????

"guys may gwapo sa quiapo kausapin ko ba sya" Twitter post going viral and he becomes a model because of it ( translation: "guys there's a hot guy in quiapo do I talk to him")

Oh but there will be days when he's in like. Resort's World Manila or something or some of the casinos here ofc

Thinking about him in Greenhills though? I think he'd be so fascinated by how they have really good designer bootlegs, shit bootlegs, stuff that actually seem to be legit with some defects, and how the tech area can repair literally anything

Tinola enjoyer. He would also be the one to find really good food places from going around the city and would take his brothers there.

Levi

I'm actually not sure what Levi would find appealing here? I think he'd actually fucking hate going outside even more than he does in the Devildom because it is so crowded everywhere... Apparently Manila's one of the most densely populated places in the world and honest to goodness, when you're there it really shows.

It's hot, depending on where you are it's also very humid, it's usually really noisy, even crossing the road is typically some form of nightmare as no one respects crosswalks (both the pedestrians and drivers >.>)

It's honestly a sensory nightmare here. Poor Levi.

If he gets into human world idols (specifically kpop, the hallyu wave is strong here) he'll find his people though. The local brands are all currently using Stray Kidz, NCT, Twice, etc etc to promote their stuff. Kpop concerts here are pretty fire, but he'll probably get a bit of culture shock if he's used to Korean and Japanese concert culture

Anime is also a pretty big deal here! But it's not quite on the radar for much exciting stuff to happen compared to kpop.

Can easily see him side eyeing all the bootleg merch here lmao there is SO much bootleg merch

Also he'll hate the state of Manila Ocean Park. He and Satan will go on rants about the state of the zoos and aquarium.

OH! But I like to think he'd enjoy Komikon (not to be confused with Comic Con) and Komiket? Those are where the local komiks and artists all go and I like to think he'd enjoy buying their stuff and supporting the indie scene

OOOOH SUKI SA SHOPEE AND LAZADA like Akuzon who? Shopee and Lazada are his best friends here

Very fond of the selection of local chips and those Zesto fruit sodas become a favorite. He likes the Dalandan one best.

bit specific but I think he'd become an expert on every single bubble tea store in the area too? And there are a LOT

Satan

On one hand. I think he'd enjoy learning about the culture. It's rich, it's fascinating, it's deep, and he would absolutely find ways to attend History lectures from some of the universities because he's heard that they're really good

On the other hand, I think he'll lose his mind at how anti-intellectual a majority of people here are. It's maddening, and he'll have to learn to not bother debating with people with certain ideals because it's fucking pointless.

Might be a bit depressing for him honestly, because the education situation here fucking sucks ass. He'll see he can't exactly blame the people, but also he fucking wishes they'd open their minds a bit.

Also ngl... The bookstores all seem to be struggling too so :( That's something he would also be upset about

As far as I can tell, there isn't really a library culture? And cafe culture is odd depending on where you are. In some places it's basically a sit-down restaurant with a huge coffee selection, and in others it's like the one you'd expect. Animal cafes are very rare.

Self indulgent HC #2: He'll get into all the local coffees :) He will then look into visiting where some of them originated and will somehow find himself in my hometown for a little while where Beel will drag him off to enjoy some lomi and goto after buying some coffee somewhere

Like Levi though I feel like I see him having a lot of issues with being here? I feel like if you have any concern for the environment or education or just don't like crowds and noise you'd have a lot of issues with living here tbh

OH GHJSDHGASD relevant to me thinking he'd go to ADMU: the Philippine Animal Welfare Society is right behind campus apparently?? I see him being there all the time and helping out with donations and TNR programs <3

Frequently in Intramuros and also frequents the three National Museums!! Goes to all three days of Art Fair PH with Asmo too

He'll fall in love with sinigang. Random but I think he'd really like it? Dinuguan as well

Asmo

OOH MAN

He would look at our drugstore beauty products and be so baffled as to why they are shockingly so good despite being dirt cheap lmao

Like I know drugstore is cheap. But Filipinos demand for intense pigment and true long lasting waterproof products for low prices if they're going to buy makeup from anywhere. The beauty vlogger impact is real here, though I think it's slowed down with the pandemic + people have been growing more minimal with makeup.

Ukay king alongside Mammon!! His OOTDs will grab attention wherever he goes and he'll charm whoever's at the counter into giving discounts if he thinks they're overpricing something

Makati red light district frequenter <3 Goes there with Mammon and scams the sleazier people there

Would pass whenever Lucifer goes to the palengke though? Just can't see him ever wanting to go >.>

Will definitely go nuts each time he's reminded of how casual the homophobia/transphobia/misogyny is here tho like let's be real He would stay within Manila because that's where he won't be inclined to kill a shit ton of people for the dumb bullshit they spew

Personally also I think he'd be really happy about the nice coffee here too, and would join Satan in sampling different varieties and getting really into it.

OH! Would enjoy going to Farmer's in Cubao a lot to buy some plants? I think he'd get really into taking care of plants while here and would have a little sampaguita garden he's helping grow using magic right there in his bathroom

He'd be fond of halo-halo and all the kakanin will be a guilty pleasure. Loves how easy access so much tropical fruit is? Would feel bad about eating so much rice tho despite all the kakanin

Beel

Beel (and honestly everyone else too) would greatly enjoy the food and how cheap all the good shit is. You mentioned lumpia and I strongly agree, he can decimate a whole bilao just fine and it would be fine because whole bilao would cost like... Chump change to them sdfhjkdfg And while you didn't specify which kind of lumpia, I can so vividly see Beel inhaling literally every kind... Lumpiang shanghai, lumpiang sariwa, lumpiang toge oml...

Guys that fucking meme. That meme of him being huge and ordering at a McDonald's??? That meme would be real and it's so funny to think about sdfhjkdsfgh

Sorry to reduce Beel to food on my own post but I just think he really would have a good time here because of it? He won't have to feel as bad about the expenses

Personally think he would like... spend the entire day out a lot? Idk why I think this. Like he and Mammon would just be together lots in the Philippines, they just seem like they'd somehow enjoy the weather and exploring places Belphie found dead in a ditch

Also for some reason I think he'd strike up pleasant idle conversation with vendors often? Gather a rep for being a gentle giant, always stopping by for their wares/food, pleasant personality, brings in customers bc they're also curious about the huge man

OOOH just seems like everyone would love him and be excited to see him around the area??? All the titas and titos greeting him happily and he asks how they are and they ask how he and his are

Likely goes with Lucifer the most for those palengke trips

Eats the rice that Asmo won't eat bc and says nothing when Asmo eats all the kalamay and sapin-sapin sdfjksdfkh

The only one among them who might be chill about the shit public transpo?

Belphie

dude truthfully idk what this place has for him either. everything is a hassle and i cant help but think that like Levi he's have a shit time outside >.>

OH but he would probably like it when it's like, early in the morning. Might take a walk with Beel and buy some bread (sometimes Lucifer joins them and they all get everyones bfast together)

Jacobina/paborita + coffee in the morning enjoyer!! Gets in the routine of buying pandesal for everyone in the morning too because he's out early enough that he buys em freshly baked too

On occasion gets dragged to the palengke with Lucifer in the mornings when seafood is part of the menu for that week because that's the best time to get seafood at the palengke

Some days he just disappears by himself into wherever and comes back with interesting snacks for Beel??

Also seems like he'd be chill with any strays and stuff like I think Satan would drag him into helping out at PAWS

The one to suggest they all go hiking sometimes the most, or just go on trips to somewhere that isn't the city, which surprises everyone. But really it's just so much more peaceful outside of the city. He even looks into arranging the trip himself sometimes, though Lucifer usually takes over at some point.

#chat & colloquy #eternallydaydreaming2015 #these are so train of thought sdhjkfdsf sorry #im sleep deprived but also didnt wanna let this sit for a while #these arent that serious lol but i think you can tell what my thoughts and feelings abt living here are #obey me headcanons

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ao3feed-todoroki · 1 year

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Sorry for Breaking and Entering

Sorry for Breaking and Entering by coffeeswiirl, fleet leviathans

Flipping over, Natsuo comes face-to-face with a young man around his age, sitting up in his own bed, seemingly mindlessly scrolling on his phone. His scarred face looks decidedly bored, and not at all like he's hanging out in a strangers apartment while said stranger is asleep.

With a startled yell, Natsu kicks his legs at the intruder and flies backwards off the bed, hitting the floor with a loud thud. The person in his bed has the decency to laugh at him.

“Oh, good. You're up.” The stranger hardly spares him a glance, too absorbed in whatever is on his phone. “Good morning, Natsuo.”

Natsuo jumps to his feet, arms held defensively in front of his body. “Who- What the hell are you doing in my apartment? How did you get in here?! Why do you know my name?!” He accuses the stranger, pointing his finger at the man on his bed. He keeps his stance wide, hoping his wide stature will dissuade the stranger from trying any funny business.

“I have my ways of knowing things.” A sly smirk appears on the man's face as he turns to lean back into the pillows, phone tossed carelessly to the wayside. “As for how I got in? You left your window open.”

Words: 4874, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Relationships: Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko/Todoroki Natsuo, Shigaraki Tomura | Shimura Tenko & Toga Himiko

Additional Tags: Fluff, Sort of?, Meet-Cute, But the meeting isn't actually that cute, Breaking and Entering, Mentioned Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, But only to talk about how much we don't like him, Mentioned Bubaigawara Jin | Twice, Toga Himiko is a Good Friend, more like little sister, First Dates, Swearing, Unofficial Todoroki family reunion, Crack

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45318820

#AO3 Feed #FanFiction #AO3 Natshig #♥#Natshig #Dabi #Touya Todoroki #❄️#☀️#⚣#R:T #A:Coffeeswiirl #A:Fleet #Fluff

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You’ve talked about changing hero names, but what about some of the villain names (LoV, MLA, Yakuza etc.)?

If the 8 bullets, Tenko, David, Toga, Kurogiri, and Re-Destro's group all had actual Villain names,, what would they be?

I’ve already talked about the MLA names before, so I’ll focus on the League. Though I guess if you want to be technical about it, Tomura is Tenko’s villain name and Toga could have a whole slew of reasons why she doesn’t have a villain name, that’s besides the point.

Muscular/Jailbreaker: While both are fittingly simple names for a character as uncomplicated as Goto, they are both pretty boring. I think that Ripper could be a good alternative. It works in his muscle power and how brutal he can be in combat.

Kurogiri: Pretty simple, but I guess we can count Kurogiri lucky that he got a normal name instead of one of the silly names like Ribby. Overshadow or Black Out could work with his shadowy appearance and how his portals engulf people to move them.

Mr. Compress: This isn’t terrible, but it's really underwhelming for the kind of character that Sako is. It feels like he needs a flashier name to fit his personality, like the Masked Magician. Show Stealer could be a fun one, tying back to his showmanship and his famous ancestor.

Spinner: I’ve speculated on what Spinner could possibly mean, but it still doesn’t change how odd it is. Maybe something like Scaler could fit. Besides referencing his power and looks, it could work to represent his desire to rise above his position. People used to look down on him, but soon he’s going to reach greater heights.

Tomura: Personally, I think Rot could fit Tomura pretty well. While simple, it does work to tie into his power, ideals, and goals as a villain. More over, I think that it could be an effectively grandiose name for someone who’s supposed to be a big player in the world of villains. It's kind of like how Chizome got the name Stain when he started killing people.

Toga: I like the idea of Vamp for a villain name. It ties back into her drinking blood and can be used to refer to a dangerously flirtatious woman. And if "dangerously flirtatious" doesn’t describe Toga, then I don’t know what does. I guess Bleeding Heart could describe her as well, given her obsession with blood and how focused on love she is.

#My Hero Academia #Not Quirks #Tomura Shigaraki #Toga Himiko #Kurogiri #Atsuhiro Sako #Mr. Compress #Shuichi Iguchi #Spinner #Goto Imasuji #Muscular #MHA Meta #MHA Theory

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I don't think my original message was sent (or maybe I'm getting confused, haha). My question is, how do you interpret the gap between chapter 538 and 539? What is your perspective on the ending? And most of all, how do you think Baku is still alive? Some believe that Baku really died and lives symbolically in Souichi (I recommend you read Waty's review of Usogui to better understand this point, you can find it on AniList) and others that he faked his death.

As a personal theory, I think the one who says the words "Welcome back, Madarame Baku" in chapter 537 is not Gonen, but Anoma (in fact, on the last page of that chapter we can see Anoma + Gonen + the welcome phrase, which is curious, since Anoma has no relation to the scene). I think Sako has been misleading us with the timeline, making us think that Abi Khan and Anoma's conversation happens in parallel with Baku's "death", but what if that's in the past? And Anoma (for whatever reason, I still can't tell you why he decided to do that) revives Baku with a defibrillator device like Marco did with Hal and hence his words of "Welcome back, Madarame Baku". Baku returned from a death that seemed final. It should also be added that the phrase he uses refers to Baku in a formal way, but not in a close or hierarchical relationship (he does not call him Leader or Baku-san, for example).

Another good point would be that Sako may have planned from the beginning that Baku would survive, since in chapter 147 (epilogue of the Labyrinth arc) we see a flashforward in which Baku is visiting an awakened Yukiide (he woke up during STL) in spring (hence the cherry trees), so it's been a few months since he became the Leader of Kakerou. So, this scene could take place after Baku's "death", close to leaving for Las Vegas to meet Kaji, Marco and Hal. Also, we never see his right hand (he has it in his pocket) so Sako doesn't show us his missing finger.

i couldnt find the anilist review, if you have a link to it i will hapilly read through!

the ending is very fast paced and (purposefully) doesnt give us a lot of answers, i dont think much about it because im personally not interested in speculating on what happens after/in between the gaps BUT i will try my best to answer everything you brought up!

im not OPPOSED to highly symbolic readings (god knows i love symbolism myself) but i do like the much more literal interpretation better. baku is alive with kaji & marco at the end because he is literally alive, and survived somehow, the same way he "survived somehow" the first STL, because baku always finds a way to live. but also- while i DO think the epilogue is trying to make us think baku dies after gonen pulls out the joker, i dont see how the dialogue actually supports this idea that baku was also betting his life here? gonen is asked to bet his OWN life so hes allowed to join in the gamble and flip the card but i dont see a confirmation that bakus own life is ever in the balance in that particular bet with gonen specifically. it IS the moment where gonen (literally) beats baku and (symbolically) takes his place (as the bigger evil and as the gambler who keeps on winning- also his spot as the one fighting against kakerou and souichi, and bakus "heart", etc.) but to me it at best maybe implies another gamble between them that isnt shown instead? like i dont think the joker was flipped and they shot baku here & there lol (and i highly doubt it was a STL game). theres a whole aftermarth to this we are not shown. what i wanna get to here is just asking, am i the one missing something? where does it say/imply baku is also betting his life VS gonen? i could just be silly & missing something i definitely dont notice everything going on in usogui its very dense lol the only thing i get is the prince bee narration saying he "never got up again"?

i love your theory about anoma being the one talking, like i dont think gonen would welcome baku back ever? not in this context anyway? and again, the epilogue is so vague on purpose there are probably a 100 hints with no pay-off/reveals. misdirections and foreshadowing are usoguis bread and butter and i think its very fitting for the epilogue to give us SO MUCH while actually saying SO LITTLE. it could 100% be anoma talking here i agree, and hinting at some involvement he had that we dont see.

i also love what you said about chapter 147 i didnt catch that (i straight up forgot this happened at all cause i never finished my minotaur labyrinth reread its the arc i like the least for some reason?) thank you for telling me about it, especially the cherry tree that serves as a season indication is 100% true but i wouldnt have caught it myself cause i always forget about this kind of time indication. i wonder if it happens before or after the gonen gamble indeed? this is very interesting to me because i have a whole thing about the parallels between souichi and yukiide (sorry yukiide for only liking you for the role you can fill for me.... i swear i also like him as a character but im always looking at his plot beats in the context of him being a mirror character for souichi)

last thing is ill try to answer this bit: "how do you interpret the gap between chapter 538 and 539? What is your perspective on the ending?" so i think we can think of the gap between 538 and 539 similarly to the gap between, like, the 2001 STL and the start of the story. baku has done this before, he will lay low and hide in the shadows before being ready to put his big plan in motion. in hangman he says he planned to stay in the shadow for longer but seeing souichi face to face he had to change his plans- i think this gap is something similar to this. theres a wrestling poster thats visible in the las vegas shots too, right? i think we can know what year the las vegas stuff happens in that way, and that will give a lot of information on what that gap looked like. i wish i had more of a big analysis about this but filling the gaps in the epilogue has never been my priority. what i DO care about in the epilogue is the uhm heart transplant stuff lol. under the cut cause its my own personal rant where i argue for why a part of the epilogue shouldnt be considered canon (which is a pretty heretical position to defend, im aware)

so uhm, the heart transplant stuff, uh? i kind of have hated that reveal/retcon ever since i read it and its always sat weirdly with me but i didnt think about it much, like blocking it out of my mind, except for during my 2nd read through (and the times id reread the epilogue like some morbid curiosity- maybe this time itll go differently? maybe this time they wont try to lie to me?) not that i think its BAD i like the epilogue as a WHOLE but the heart transplant thing ugh i always just skim over unconsciously i dont wanna engage with it too much because so heres the thing

that line about how its totally real cause "baku shouldve been taking medication quite frequently" and its like. well he HASNT? been doing that? and its drawn super similarly to how baku eats his kariume. are you trying to tell me that his kariume was heart medication all along? what about his obsession with plums in general, and on protoporos when he imports kariume for himself? about protoporos actually- how did a man with a diseased heart who has to take medication survive 24 days on an island with no access to said meds. including a couple days of running outside in the rain chased by a literal angry mob? and then drowning?. baku, as written in the story, DEMONSTRABLY DOES NOT! have a diseased heart. when did this transplant happen???????

baku literally already struggles with sprinting when he first meets hal in 1998- souichi EASILY follows after him and is barely tired when baku is on the floor shaking for his life. are you telling me the heart transplant happened BEFORE this????????? or he already had poor stamina even before and then it cant be appropriate foreshadowing for this. so you were just lying to me about the hints and it really does come out of nowhere. ok.

i dont even mind when/if usogui does retcon stuff (/have reveals that were very much not planned from chapter 1) it is OKAY to write new stuff in your story and about your characters as you go along. it is foolish to try to argue only stuff planned from even before you ever started writing is canon and true. this is not my point. my point is that this reveal CONTRADICTS the actual text that came BEFORE. it has retroactive impact that is nonsensical and downright absurd. this is the exact kind of writing i criticize in stuff like one outs or liar game, but praise usogui in comparison. usogui does lie to you about stuff sometimes, but that misdirection, those lies, ADD meaning to the text. (im always talking about this on twitter i can pull up threads if i need to explain this stuff more) the heart transplant reveal REMOVES meaning. so what meaning does it remove exactly?

one of Usogui's (manga) thesis statements is that to be human is to be FLAWED. this is why hangman ends the way it does (and why its kind of bad they changed it in the movie- though i do get it) its what kyara's arc in protoporos is about, and its what souichis entire character journey shows. i dislike calling souichi "the ultimate human being" because his character arc is about accepting that he ISNT, actually, perfect. that he, too, is flawed and can lose and is scared of dying and is HUMAN. souichi loses drop the handkerchief because he had this weakness (chronic memory loss) that usogui exploited. and for all he tried to make up for it, or make it into a weapon instead, it was still a flaw. and its what made him human. and for him to believe himself capable of not being human anymore, of transcending it, is a lie. and usogui ate that lie. and he reminded souichi that hes human- and loved. and loved. and so so loved. and that he has the potential to become so much greater still- BECAUSE hes human and BECAUSE he tasted defeat and is flawed. thats the basic gist behind drop the handkerchief.

and this weakness of souichi, his chronic memory loss, is inherent to him. theres no reason it happened. textually theres no reason to it. its, yeah, the pressure of having to be Perfect, and being the Leader of kakerou, but we know from the doctor's email that medically they couldnt find a reason for it- yes there are reasons for it, but theyre so inherent to him, to his bloodline, that he couldnt be souichi and NOT have this flaw. there is no version of souichi (or hachina, or hal) that does NOT struggle with memory loss. he has this weakness simply because hes alive.

bakus one core flaw is his weak constitution. baku cant run up stairs (see the abandonned building arc) anything that COULD be life-threatening becomes a death sentence for him (see the minotaur labyrinth arc) he CANNOT defend himself (marco & kyaras roles as bodyguards + all the times someone threatened him with violence) his body is WEAK. it just is. what the heart transplant does is take all of this and make it the result of losing a gamble once, years ago. is this inherent to him? was this always fated to happen? we dont even SEE the gamble this happened in! it CANNOT be this important! but if we forget about the heart transplant for a second, his weak body becomes just a part of his character, with no visible cause. maybe its a side effect of how he grew up on his own without anyone to play with so he never exercised, and possibly malnourished & homeless half of the time. but either way its a cause thats so at the core of who he is that for that not to have happened he wouldnt be usogui (or madarame baku) anymore. there is no version of him who had a happy, safe childhood and is still usogui. sounds familiar? and for souichis weakness to be mental and bakus weakness to be physical.. isnt it meaningful to have their fates mirrored and tied in that way?

baku & souichi(/hal) fates being tied together is also another CORE aspect of usogui's story! not just with the ship glasses on its literally just... the emotional core of the story is their relationship (whether romantic or platonic or whatever). if your reveal in chapter 538 out of 539 (i repeat, its in the second to LAST chapter) is contradicted by its own "foreshadowing", does not stand on its own, and weakens TWO very important aspects of your story, then i think im allowed to consider it not canon or true. uhm, "youre a big liar, arent you?" if you will.

#usogui meta #ask #lkingyoya #you dont have to read the whole tangent about the heart transplant if ure not interested i just need to like #exorcise it out of my brain 😭i think its half of why i dont engage w the epilogue much i really dislike it so much

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THOUGHTS 2

12mid 2/2/21

kalma self.

bat kasi ganon nakakainggit lang naiinggit ako sa mga nakakasama nya! 😩

akala ko okay na ko pero hindi. sabi ko sa sarili ko hayaan konalang sya sa gusto nya. And its end up na wala ganon pa din..

ang panget ko talaga magisip thefq. kaya ko pa ba?? nauubos na ko to the point na ewan pag ako nawalan ng pake I don't know

10:31am // 2•4

is it okay going out with your girl friends? oo may jowa yan pero andun ung thoughts na lagi nalang silang magkasama aware naman ako na mas matagal silang magkakilala pero ewan sila lang dalawa un e.. napaka manhid wala talagang paki sa pwedeng maramdaman ng iba.. dalawa lang kayo so ano pwede ko isipin.. umaaay na bahala kana sa gusto mong gawin.. ewan ko nalang kung anong feelings mo pag ako ung may kasama na lalaki tas dalawa lang kami. haaaaay

8pm 2•6

kahpon di talaga ako good ewan ko.. ibang level na talaga pag sobrang nag seselos ka kung sya masaya dfq!

ung last time na tumawag sa knya ng baby boy kasama nya pa sa tiktok dfq! ewan ko iba lang pakiramdam ko.

naiinis ako pag free time nya di kami magkausap pag may work naguusap pero syempre may work sya. naiinis lang ako pag nakikita ko ung ngiti nya compare nung magkasama kami sa manila before.. mongot sya talaga nun compare ngaun. at ayaw kong mkita ulit ung mukha at pakiramdam nun nung magkasama kami sa manila.. 🥲

12mid 2•25

days had passed HAHAHAH

so nag recall lang ako HMMMM nung time pala na nadedevelop ko na ung feelings sayo e yung na yan pala yung wala ka pa talagang balak na gustohin ako. once na na confused talaga ako e meaning nag aassume lang din ako the way you treat me. naloloka lang ako kasi ganon nalang pala ako na nahulog sayo. kasi nung time na yan pala may iba ka pang gusto talaga. nalungkot lang ako kasi dumating ako sa buhay mong may iba ka pang gusto that's the reason maybe kung bakit sinabi mong hintayin kita nung biglang nagtanong na ko sayo.. Siguro kung di ako nagtanong at di ko sinabi ung feelings ko ndi ako ung kakausapin mo. ewan that time naman na pumayag ako na makipagkita sau because papunta din akong cubao kasi nga uuwe ako isinabay ko na nung unang kita nga natin gusto ko ng umatras nung natatanaw na kita hahahhaha nahihiya na ko kasi di namana ko pala meet up e. nagkataon lang talaga. actually nung una wala akong plano na kong ano na aukong ma develop kasi auko na ng heartbreak lagi akong talo. then boom ano na to bat may ganto ng feelings.. ndi na nga ako nag expect ng 2nd meet up e. kasi ndi ka naman interested saken okay andun na tayo sa mabait ka chill lang pero wala na komg enexpect na iba up until now di ko maimagine na boyfriend na kita big part kana sa buhay ko.. nagemote pa

12mid rants 3/18

its been almost a month

dumadami na strike mo

bumablik kana naman sa old habits mo

sabi mo ilalagay mo sa timeline mo pag humupa na pero parang may mali? nilagay mo lang ata sa status mo pero mukhang may iba ka pang gusto!

ewan ko naiinis ako ung iba nagagawa mong itag at iconfirm sa timeline mo pag ako hindi?? ano panakip butas? tangina naman.

gawin mo nalang kung anong gusto mong gawin hindi nalang ako magsasalita lilipas din to. sana bukas strike 3 ka ulit na busy. nakalimutan mo na na nga magsabi e. tho di ko muna pinansin nung una parang iba lang kasi ngaun. ewan ko auko nalang magsalita. do what makes you busy wag ka nalang magtaka bigla kung bakit ganto ako.. aga ko maggoodnight and I think d un enougy sigeee lang! ☺️

1130pm 329

so bago ako matulog (sana makatulog)

nararamdaman ko na ung depression anxiety pota!

how could this be.

bat ganto ako magisip sa knya issue nung past binalikan ko pa tho it's already solved na.. pero di pa msyaod kasi nanahimk nalang ako..

so ito nga

lately wala na syang goodmorning or goodnaayt so dahil nasanay sako hinahanap ko.

kahit nga ung I love you ko walang response e.

ung I miss you nya unlike na dati Parang wala nga e. pinipilitkong intindindihin dahil mas busy sya compare sken kaya lang sa sobrang busy nya asan ako? pang ilan ako dun??

tapos ung biglang sabi nya na ako nalang mag load sa sarili ko Im a little bit offended. parang naging iba ung dating saken..

d ko naman sya pinilit na magload edi wala edi ako gagawin ko??

tapos nakasanayan kong magusap kami sa tele ngaun wala na?

andami kong napupuna kaya feeling ko parang nagiiba na to.. pagod ba siguro to sken ewan ko ndi ko alam all I want is peace of mind and aun I'm still sad na masama nga pakiramdam nya ayawko sumabay ayaw kong pabigat. lahat ng issue at puna ko inintindi ko kaya ito ako ngaun drain isa pa tong 21 days na kong wala pa. hindi oo na anong gagawinko sana wala hindi pa oras kawawa ang magiging baby namin wala pa kami sa gitna 😔 nalulungkot ako sobraaaa and I don't know how to start...☺️ patiwakal nalang meeee kung may mamatay ngaun ako nalang.. 😟 nanliliit ako palagi sa sarili ko kapag nkikita kong mas lamang ung mga nagustohan nya nung una mas maganda talented may pro work ako ppta tambay nawala na ung madiskarteng nhits ano nalang magiging image ko sa family nya?? kaya minsan parabg gusto ko nalang talaga na iwan nya ako wlaa naman akong ambag sa buhah nya sakit lang ng ulo nyaa. haaaaay tumataas na naman insecurity level ko. sobrang effort nya d ko ung malilimutan from the very beginning... nalulungkoooot talaga akoooo God! peace of mind lang po sana magkameron na din akoo haay 😔😔😔

12:12 4•2

tinanong ko na kasi ung kahapon bat kasi inulit ko pa.

tas tinanong ko ulit ngaun?

ung sagot nya natawa ako

pero biglang parang di ko maramdaman ung convo namin. nagmamadali mag exit haaaaay wrong timing ayaw ko na talaga magtanong sa susunod.. nag eexpect ako ng iba ang isasagot nya pero bat parang dko feel. haaaay truth hurt sabi nga nila matulog na nga..

9pm 4•2

lahat nalang ata ng rants ko joke sayo!

naiinis ako! lahat biro e. haaaay pinakita ko ung SS akala ko magbeexplain ka pero tinawanan mo lang d mo pinansin edi wao last year pala mukha akong tanga na akala ko ako lang kausap mo hindi pala. parang may mutual understanding pa kayong dalawa di naman ako tanga kasi dancer un mas attracted ka sa ganon tsaka nakita ko nagustohan mo un dati sabi mo lanh dati kawork mo tanga ko naninwala akonv di na kayo naguusap.

10pm 4•3

ung concern ko nauwe lang sa inis haaay

kala ko masama pakiramdam naglalaro naman pala..

d nanga naguusap ganon pa.

nag goodnaayt ako naggoodnayt ka na din. okay

ung issue kahapon na tinawanan lang tas ngaun ewan🥺

kapag ikaw maaga matulog di na online pero kapag nag paalam na ng goodnight halos magdamag kainis naman.

tapos ito nagdududa pa ako simula nung nabanggit mo ung issue sa work mo tapos mas una pa nakaalam ung close friend I don't know pero alam ko mali pero hindi ko lang maiwasang hindi isipin kasi 🥺 auuko ng ganto. tanginaaaaa☹️

5pm 4•5

ito ung nakakainis e. araw araw nalang ata ako my note

why everything's repeated?

ung masama pakiramdam

ung naglaro tapos akala ko tulog na

tpos today ung seen nya ko

ung ito nawalan sya net nga pero online naman 😔

ung biglang di makakapasok. 🥺

kinakabahan ako kasi yan ung mga excuse nung isa bago kami

okay naman kami knina morning pero ngaun kasi ano ba to bigla bigoa akong minulto ng past. shit I don't like this shit ! basta I promised myself hinding hindi ko magbebeg dis time.. iiyak lang pero hijdi ako mag bebeg..🥲 ngaun palang ang weird na e ewan ko.. sana mali ako.. ang heavy!!!

4•9•21

1am

mejo nalate pero dapat knina pa to

will never forget this "papatira lang"

and yung ndi na ko magtatag ng memes sa kanya .

hinahanap lang ako pag libog kung diko kinut ung message malamang nag show na naman un..haaay parausan lang ba ako??

im so disappointed!!!

may mali sa set up namin ngaun e. bukas ko na kwneto buto antok na ko sort ko muna ..

so aun dami naming issue this past few days o baka ako lang ung nagbgay ng issue..

nung una ung di nya napansin ung mention ko di un first time but still. hinayaan ko nalang

2nd ung pag stay nya sa bahay ng managers nya dko alam pero nag overthink na ako agad sa mga pwedeng mangyaree

3rd ung kapag nafall out love anong mangayare specific kasi hinihingi pero ang daming sat sat nsagot nya naman pero parang iba lang .

4th ung pag tira ko sa knila na pressure ako sa hanap ka work like a so gusto nya working din ako. maybe? then aun ung bukod sabi nya lang may plano sya pero mukha di sya gagawa ng planong pag bukod kung di ako magkkaababy?? I don't know pero yung plano ko kasi gusto ko kapag may bahay na tsaka magkakaanak ang hirap kasi kung tsaka palang bubukod..

5 itong ngaun kung sweet ako? specific na sagit nga kaya lang naging iba ung dating parang ay di pala un sweet ung lahat ng ginagawa ko kasi un ung dating. to the point na ayan nawala na ko nadrain ang bigat na 🤦🏼‍♀️ dko na alam ginagawa kong komplikado wala namang problema..

2am 4•10

so para hindi na maging komplikado ang lahat

ilalagay ko nalang sa thought ko to

- you'll never seen me tagging and mentioning you anymore its not a big deal sayo sinabi mo na un d mo na un mababawe nonwonder never mo ko namention at confirm sa timeline mo manlang. 🙃

- hindi na din ako makikialam kung may kasama kang iba

- hindi na kita pag babawalan sa mga gusto mo

- hindi na ko magtatanong sino to sino yan.

- balik nalang ako sa una na okay sige ingaaat enjoyyy.

- ganyan nalang kasi kung magagalit ako magaaway lang tayo pagod na ko e okay na yan ..

- wag kana muna magbalak ng mga bagay d pa sure

- will do find work na din aukong pabigat sayo

- ilugar mo nalang din yang dirty talks.

- im still here pero the more na ang dami kong questions the more lang na nadissapoint ako so kung anong gusto mong gawin bahala kana.. ganto nalang

una palang naman di na ko nag eexpect ng mga bagay bagay sayo so ngaun will do not expecting anything from. gusto kong bumalik sa ndi pa ganon kataas overthink ko. will trust you naman gusto ko lang maging chill nalang..

nagawa mo ngang di magsabi ng ilove you everyday unlike dati e

ngaun 3 days ng wala last time ako pa ung nagsabi. tho action speak pero asan??

gusto ko nalanh talagang isipin na baka nawala na ung love mo kasi nakuha mo na ko.. 😔 hindi naman toxic ang lungkot lang feeling ko wala lang..

10am 4•21

so magkasama na kayo kahapon pati ngaun sa tiktok

ndi ko alam anonh pwede kong maramdaman na weird lang kasi napagusapan na natin about her pero still kinakain pa din ako ng selos at akala ko dahil napagusapan na natin d na mauulit.

kung sasabhin mong wala kang paki sa sasabhn ng iba what about sa sasabhin ko..alam naman nilang comitted ka tas ng popost ka ng tiktok with her so anong iisipin ng iba iisipin ko ko?

sorry ha ndi kasi ako dancer tulad ng mga nakapaligid sayo..

8:45pm 4•28

last time sa sobrang inis ko hindi ko na magawang ilagay sa note ung dapat ialagay dito sa twitter nalang..

pero ngaun bat ganon? kapag nakikita ko tiktok nyo natritrigger pa din ako naiinis ako sa inyo! hindi ka talaga marunong makaramdam. hindi mo na ko masasama sa tiktok mo so sick!

kapag sensitive ung topic dun ka lang active pero most of the time hindi. kaya ayaw mag sink in saken ung ibang bagay bagay. kapag nagsimula nakong d ka makausap panget pakiramdam ko na tuloy tuloy na ayaw ko man gawin un pero sayo kasi deep down mahal kita. Haaay 😒 ewan ko.. natatanga naman ako..

12:30mid

4/30

When it's convenient on their time.

tho okay lang kasi ayaw ko din ng kausap

masakit pa dn pala makita kahit napagusapan na.

Goodnight.

10:46pm

5 • 6

So alam kong dadating ung panahon na to' pero masyadong early stage ng pag dating kaya ndi ako ganon ka ready.

alam kong dadating yung panahon na saabhn mo saken na nag aalinlangan ka na ready kana ba sa gantong relasyon. I guess tama ako nakuha mo na ko e kaya okay next. Di ko Naman pinagsisihan ung ginawa natin pero I guess nabgay ko sya sayo ng maaga di mo naman siguro masisi ako kung bakit mas maskit sa part ko to' to think na yan nga ikaw nagpadalos dalos ka na naman. hindi ko na alam kung san ba ako dapat. maging vocal sayo o manahimik nalang? kung vocal ako I guess sabi mo nga pupunahin mo nalang ng pupunahin mga sinabi ko sayo. kung tahmk naman sasabhin mo ndi ako nagsasabi ng problema paano natin maayos?? Hndi sa ayaw ko na kung pwede lang ayaw kong matapos to ng ganto lang. Masakit sobra paulit ukit kong iniisip san ako lulugar siguro Ako talaga ung kelangan ng space at hindi ikaw bat ka nga naman hihingi ng time to think e mas madami akong reklamo to think na akala ko ung pagiging open ko sayo okay lang hindi ko iniiisp na against ka pala. Hindi ko na alam e siguro isanv tanong mo or sabi mo pa ng ayaw mo na or parabg ayaw mo na siguro Sasagot nalang ako ng oo. okay na din yan wag kana muna pumunta dito napansin kong pagod kana din. d naman kita pinilit nagkataon lang na ndi ako pwdeng magbyahe ng walang ID unlike sayo. Ayaw ko nalang maslita kapag may hindi ako gusto para wala na tayong pagawayan. ikaw kung ayaw mo na hindi kita pipilitin... hindi okay saken pero kung okay lang sayo na mawala na ako anong magagawa ko. 😟 gusto kong umiyak pero walang lumalabas na luha sa mata ko.. pagod na din siguro..

6am 5/10

so ito na un? wala na din update okay.

will try my and control my anger para d na tayo magway at wala na tayong magawayan.. sorry self pero wala na muna tayong magagawa for now masyado ka ng stress para jan. kung ayaw edi wag 꺼져!!!

10:18pm

I don't know yet kung redflags to'

√ why ask for send nudes? oo May nangyare saten pero hey parang pwede bang may oras para jan? I mean Hindi ako comfortable na sabihin mo yan..

√ bumalik na naman sya dun sa di nag update kung may pasok o wala okay lang gawin mo lang nag gawin yan kung jan ka masaya hindi nakita pupunahin.

✓nakalimutan kunin ang cp? liar..

actually parang ayaw ko na talaga na pumunta ka dito.. but deep inside may plano ako sa bday mo ndi ko alam sino saten ung may mali.. pero next time na sabihin mobg parang di kna ready okay lang hindi na kita pipilitin kasi ndi mo naman yan sasabhin kung di yan ung nararamdaman mo.. kaya wala na akong magagawa dun. tho it hurts masasaktan din naman edi ngaun na. 😊

6pm

5•12

so nagaway na naman tayo potaaa araw araw nalang

from now on ndi muna ako mamumuna I will try to control my emotion kasi laging ganyan e. so much better na feel free to do things na gusto mong gawin then ako go with the flow nalang. magaaway din naman e walang patutunguhan away natin nagiipon lang tayo ng sama ng loob. kaya sige na gawin mo na gusto mong gawin. okay sige nalang ako

I don't know how to start over!

gusto ko isalba tong relationship na to' kqpag hindi talaga naisalba sure na ko gusto ko na magisa nalang talaga. lalayas ako dito sa bahay.

11am 5/13

note to self

from day today!

Im avoiding away na.

oo yes okay sige nalang lagi sagot ko. kelangan ko talagang kontrolin sarili ko from now on

and kung pwede lang self buy your own load.

magipon kana kasi walang ibang tutulong sayo.

apply go somewhere na ulit back to your old self

more self love wag mo ng bakuran yan let him do kung anong gusto nyang gawin oo masakit ung iba sa part mo pero wala ka ng mgagawa dun.

8:08am 5/19

o see parang limot mo talaga na monthsary natin.

haaay oo kilala ko yng mga friends mo pero it doesn't mean always on the go ka.

bat ikaw kasama ? asan jowa nya? parang jowa aa ikaw kasama gumawa nyan.. hahhaha sige ingat nalang kayo..

mukhang nagusap na kayo about jan bago ka pa magpaalam hahaha ssabi ko nga di na kita pipigilan sa gagawin mo.. ingaaat kayo. 😅😅😅

oh dba kahit anong sabhin ko tutuloy ka pa din.. ganyan ka e. d mo kinokonserder ung pwede kong pakiramdam kasi selfish ka! alam mong monthsary natin tumuloy ka pa din. sana lang masya ka sa ginagawa mo.. konte nalang hindi ko na alam

7pm 5/21

I don't know kung normal to .

it's just dahil lang sa unsend ko nairita ka??

wtf!

even convo nagawa mong idelete para lang makaoag unsent ka ng message. tapos nung tinamongkita kung hindi important? sagot mo importante pero bakit mo denelete?? hindi ka sentimental na tao. okay! Hindi na kita maintindihan I feel hurt. 😪 tapos ikaw pa galit? haaaay d ko na alam how to respond! dko na nga alam paano tayo maguusap ulit gusto ko lang muna lumayo.. nasaaaktan ako e..and it's just bahala ka na! im drain!😪

1040pm 5/21

Di pa tapos hinaing ko.

noong una hindi ka naman ganyan. hindi na ikaw ung eric na nakilala ko. I don't know kung dapat kung sabhin to. hindi mo kasi nakikita or maybe nararamdaman ko kasi hindi ka ganong tao. malalaman mo nalang na di okay base kung magttaanong ka. hindi ko alam kung ako ba ung problema. Bago ako pumasok sa relasyon na to lagi kong sinasabi na last na to kung kaya kong ikeep ikeep ko e paano ko ikekeep kung ganyan ung behavior mo mas pinili mong manakit o alam mo bang masakit kang magsalita?? paano nalang kung magkasama na tau tapos ganyan ka saken edi parang araw araw pinapatay mo ako. hindi na kita maintindihan sabi ko before hindi na kita papatulan sa mga away natin mas gusto ko nalang manahimik pero ayan mas pinili mong makasakit. okay lang sayo manakit?? sinasakatan mo na ako di mo alam?? oh shit I hope the guts to tell you this. ilang pagod pa ba kelangan ko..

11:24 6/19

It's been a while HAHAHA hahaa yan pero masama loob nyan.

alam nya naman na bigdeal saken ang mga dates isa pa din syang malilimutin isang besesnya lang naman naalala nung nagaway kami. dapat ba lagi tayong magaaway ng ganon para maalala mo??🥺

I told myself before na hindi ko na gagwing big deal lahat turns out na finally kapag hindi hindi nya nagawa ung dapat kinusa na nya di na ko ganon ka affected like kesa utusan kita walang trill mas okay kung kusain mo lagi ko namang hinaing yun uulitin ko na naman ba?? kaya bahala kana! alam mona un at ayuko nalang magsalita at th end ako lang din nadudurog kaya gawin mo kung anong gusto mong gawin pero wag kang magulat one day..😌

will celebrate this 4th month alone.. Goodnight! okay lang tayo self parang bago next month ulit HAAHHAA

9am 6/26

too early for this

to think na malungkot ako ngaun. hirap🥺

kala ko everything is good after namin ulit magkita.

in front of them sasabhin na naiirita ka saken dahil lang dun sa tanong nila?? e sa gusto kong sabhin na madmi e. irita agad? laging irita?? todo cellphone kahit magkasama? wala manlang napagusapan what will do next? ayako kasi na saken magsimula ung topic about jan kasi baka isipin mo pinipressure kita haaaaay bat ganon! 🥺

8:22pm

all I can Say is ang lungkot ko. no more words it's just malungkot lang ako.😭

7pm 7/1/21

first day first argue!😫

so wag na di na lang ako magsasalita? saken nalang yung problema kasi d mo ako naintindihan?

masama bang itanong ko sayo kung bakit nagmura ka nun at nung time na nairita ka saken? masama din bang itanong ko kung sino un nag chat sayo sa viber?? kita mo yan nagtanong lang ako sayo minasama mo na don't worry gawin mo nalang lahat ng gusto mong gawin okay nalang saken kahit ayaw ko. kita mo yang pag mag kasama tayo puro cellphone ka pa din magcellphone nalang tayo?? pero kapag ikaw lumalabas hindi ka makapag cp e hindi naman tayo magkasama? boring ba ako kasama?? unfair!!! kita mo yan stress ka tapos mas concern ka pa sa iba. edi wow saken 🙁.. kita mo yan sabi mo delete nalang tiktok mo tas mkikita ko active na naman wala na nasira mo na tiwala ko. nag lie kana e tuloy mo lang. ako yung naiinis sa sarili ko bakit hinayaan kitang ganyan ngaun.. tapos ung myday mo parang ha? asan ako dun? nakakaloka samantalang ako proud na proud na ipost ka haaay! whyyyyy nakakapagod na!

iniiisip ko sana kung mag aapply ako ng work e jan sa manila pero mas gusto ko sana kung magkasama tayo sa bahay I mean tayo lang hindi naman sa ayaw ko kasama mama mo ang saken lang mas makakaglaw tayo pareho kung tayo ung magkasama. kung di naman yan ung plano mo e sama nalang kmi ng pinsan ko mag stay sa bahay mas mkakagalaw ako dun kasi pinsan ko naman un un nga lang andun na sana pag kakataon na magkasama tayo. ang hirap lang talaga magapply. 😩😩😩

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plush-rabbit · 2 years

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Frozen Knuckles

Request: Its a cold night at the lov, reader is freezing their ass off, bones stiff causing aches, Dabi comes into their room saying that he could hear the readers teeth chattering from his room, /them already having a flirty relationship prior/ and he 'makes' them snuggle up to him for warmth.

Holding the readers hands in his, to his chest, kissing their poor frozen knuckles♡

/Its cold and my knuckles are not having a good time =3= hope youre staying warm tho ^^

Word Count: 2.4K

A/N: it’s cold in texas and i am not a fan (it still is, im sorry its late but things came up!!)

You’re curled up, blankets that are much too thin are clutched in your hands, pulled and tucked under your nose, the soft point of it burying into the fabric. The rain makes it all that much colder, pattering against the window taped with empty garbage bags that let in a chill ghost of the wind. You have to clench your jaw to stop the chattering of your teeth, yet the pressure makes your jaw ache.

There’s such a vivid thought of you getting up and walking to a different section of the abandoned house, but you were the one who fell asleep. It’d be just like you to choose the room with a broken window. You’re unsure which of the other rooms are available and while you enjoy the League, you know most of them don’t take kindly to being woken up. Twisting and turning in your bed, you wonder if the others are just as cold as you are. Spinner for sure, you think to yourself, pulling your body closer to yourself, curling until you can no longer. Sako must have some sort of heater compacted into marble and if he doesn’t, you’re going to make sure that you tell him to start hoarding some.

Goosebumps rise over your skin, making it uncomfortable and prickly, your face nipped with cold and fingers much too stiff to unfurl themselves from the blanket. You sniffle, trying to think of something warm, trying to plead that maybe even the thought of warmth would suffice. You can hear the doorknob turn, the lock undoing and splintered wood creaking in the silence of the room. You open your eyes, your lips stuck in a way that reminds you that they are too dry. Lifting your head inches off the pillow, you can vaguely make out Dabi’s figure.

“Hey there hot stuff-” you try to play it cool, but the chattering of your teeth makes your words come out all shaky- “what’s up?”

The door closes behind him and you can see his eyes in a brief flash of lighting that illuminates all of him. They’re narrowed, staring down at your pathetically bundled up form with nothing more than an annoyed look. “What’s up is that I can hear you from the room next over.” He jerks his head and you frown, the tips of your ears feel sharp as you flush in embarrassment. He looks around the room, his steps heavy and when you look down, you see that he’s still wearing his shoes.

“You’re not wearing your night clothes?” You mumble, curling back up in bed, your body forgetting for a moment that you’re cold. “You just got here? Or uh, you going somewhere?” Desperate to make conversation, you keep it going, the distraction enough for you to focus on anything other than your chilling body.

“Had to go out somewhere,” he says, kicking at the floor with the toe of his shoe. His eyes bore into you, a slow, almost bored type of look that makes his face fall and relax, and he seems and looks so much softer. “I came back and when I passed your room, all I could hear was you shivering.” Dabi turns his head and when he spots the busted window. “Ha,” he scoffs with a hint of cheekiness, “it’d be just your luck to get the room with the broken window.” He looks back at you, walking closer until he’s at the edge of your bed. “How cold are you?”

You frown. “Very,” you say in a soft voice. “I think I might actually get frostbite or something.” he remains silent and you pout. “It’d be nice if there was maybe a fire that I could use to keep warm,” you trail your words off, sigh loudly and slumping your shoulders. You look up at him, bringing the blankets closer tucked under your chin. He scoffs, and there’s a hint of a smile that tilts his lips. “Come on, please. Don’t make me beg for it. I’m already losing feelings in my hands,” you whine.

“Whatever.” he walks closer to you, kicking his shoes off and pulling the covers. A chill runs through your body and you curl further into yourself until he comes in beside you, covering you back up. He rests beside you, his hands moving under the covers, grabbing at your shirt, clutching it tight, till you are close to him. His knuckles graze along a small sliver of skin, the soft skin of your stomach cold and rising with goosebumps at the touch. He hisses a curse under his breath. “How long have you been cold?”

“A while,” you say, trying to make it sound like it’s not a big deal even though you chatter between your teeth.

His body is warm, and there’s a scent of smoke that comes from him, flesh and smoke and deep mahogany, and he’s so warm. The white shirt is dirtied, something dark clinging to the edge, something red splattered at the sides that’s hidden by his jacket. His pants are warm, dark and faded, frayed and soft, as your legs move to intertwine with his. He smells like death, quite literal death that makes it difficult to breathe, but it’s addicting and you wonder if this is what nicotine is like, something so painful to fill your chest, but so addicting that you can’t help but wonder and miss the pain in your chest, to feel the fumes swell in your chest and cloud your senses till the taste remains, seared onto your tongue.

“Where were you?” Your hands played with the openness of the jacket, feeling the rough texture scratch against the pads of your fingers. “You smell like fire.”

“Did you forget my quirk?” It’s almost teasing, and maybe you could have thought that it was if it wasn’t for the way that he remains stiff, still clinging onto your shirt, and not to you.

You hum in response. “Different type of fire.” The first knuckle of your finger traces along the white of his shirt, following a line that you know all too well, feeling the grooves of the metal that keeps him together. You feel no difference. “You’re okay?”

Finally his hands start to move, they curve over the side of your stomach and you turn away, his hand lifting and falling back down as your back faces him. He doesn’t answer you and you feel his hand curve right under your chest, pressing to your ribs. His movements are slow, tapping against your body and something stirs inside of you. It bubbles and makes acid rise to the back of your throat. You dread what will come from it, you dread how you still seek him out and how he knows just when to find you.

“Remind me again why you’re here,” you ask, grabbing his hand and bringing it up to your lips.

“Because you were cold,” he says, responding without missing a beat, the answer so simple to him.

“In the League. Why’d you join the League again?” You reiterate, his index jumping lightly and knocking against your upper lip.

“I can ask you the same thing. Don’t think I’ve ever gotten a clear answer from you,” he starts, his hand curving around your cheek, keeping you close to him. His hand falls slightly and you stare at it. His scars creep ever closer, reaching for the tips of his fingers, arching and jagged, skin so rough that it scratches against your lips. You press a kiss onto the hand, the texture such a new sensation with every kiss. He huffs and you stare at the wall, the crooked, bumpy surface, cracking and decaying before your eyes and in this old building, where the chill runs deep, you are warm and held. “Yeah, well,” and he trails off, not knowing exactly what to say and leaving the conversation up to you.

You’d like to say that you know him, that you and Dabi are friends at the very most, that his playful attempts of flirting are just that, and you wish there was something more to that than just being playful, but you also have to be realistic. The truth is, you don’t know whatsoever. You don’t know his real name, you don’t know his favorite color, you don’t know why he keeps pushing people away, trying to keep them as faceless as possible, but you so badly want to know. You want to know him better. At the very least, you’d like to think you two are friends, that he wouldn’t do just this with anyone. That you have to be special to him. The thought of being another faceless figure in his life makes acid itch at your throat. You’re worried that perhaps you might have pushed his boundaries, but his arms are still around you, so he’s still here with you.

His hands move slightly, dancing around the hem of your shirt and it’s so mindless, a repeating pattern that doesn’t stop or falter, and you’d bet that he has no idea what he’s doing. His breath is warm against the back of your neck- deep and slow, and you’d think he’d be asleep if it weren’t for the slow movements of his hands.

“I’ve told you before,” he starts, his voice low, but not quite a whisper, “I’m just following Stain’s ideals.” You frown. “You might not like it, but it’s true. I’ve got no other motives other than that.”

You press your head deeper into the thin pillow, the mattress turdy underneath the both of you. “It’s just-” his hands stop playing with your shirt and you regret what you’re about to say- “sometimes it doesn’t feel like that. It feels like you’re waiting for something. Like you’re this- this weird calm before the storm and every so often I feel,” you hesitate, your legs kicking softly under the covers, “I feel scared.” You open your mouth, and his hands curl, fingers drawing close over your stomach, your shirt slightly ruffled and his pinky scratching against your soft skin.

“So now I scare you?” You can hear the controlled venom under his voice. “Is that it?” Then why the fuck am I here.” His hands pull and drag, and you clasp yours over his. “Cause I’m not fanboy like lizard over there-”

“I get scared for you.” You correct, hissing and emphasizing that it isn’t him that you’re scared of, but it’s for him. You rise, coming to a sitting position, the cold air chilling your warm skin. “I think that someday, you just won’t be here.” You hold on tightly to him, fearing that he’ll vanish right here and now. “I don’t not want you to be here. I want you to see what we’ll all do. What we can all accomplish together.” You let go of his hands and his stay still. “Sometimes I feel like I don’t know you,” you admit, fingers twisting in the blanket.

“You do,” Dabi finally says, curving his hand over the soft swell of your tummy. “You know me better than the others. What? You think I do this with everyone?” You can hear the smile in his voice and it’s a relief to hear something softer than the other tone. His nose brushes along the back of your head and you can feel the press of his lips against the back of your head, a hand falling underneath your shirt. “Come on,” he says in a soft voice, “get back in bed. You’ll get cold again.” You stare at him, the frown still present but it’s crinkled with concern. He clicks his tongue and his hands float to tug lightly at your forearms. “Come on. I don’t-” his eyes shift and his tone shifts, whatever he was going to say, is lost- “Get under the covers.”

He looks at you, and you finally give in, falling to rest underneath the covers, now facing him, and his hands squirms between the two of you to grab your cold hands. They’re put between his chest and yours, his calloused fingertips running over your knuckles. You’re tired, eyes heavy and it is much too difficult to think.

You can feel his gaze heavy on you, unwavering and focused on how you react with every movement that he makes, no matter how small. He dips his head down and his lips linger where your hairline starts. He doesn’t make a kissing sound, only a simple press that he ends by pulling away. His hand lifts yours, and his lips trace over and bump against your knuckles, the chill burning against his lips and the warmth providing comfort until he pulls away. He mumbles under his breath something intelligible, placing your hand just beneath where his scars start to curve over his body.

“I hate the cold,” you murmur, your legs moving and entangling with his. You press yourself closer to him and he welcomes it, shifting to make you more comfortable.

“Yeah,” he breathes out, “I do too,” and Dabi almost sounds wistful when he says it, his voice sounding far away. “All that talking finally weird you out, huh?” He teases, and it’s so clear that he wants to continue talking, that he just wants something more right now. You hum, pressing further into him, hands falling and so heavy that you can’t help but rest your weight against him. “Fine, just go to sleep.” His arms hold you close, and the wind howls outside, high pitched that makes the trees whistle. His hands never leave you, they change and shift, but he’s always on you, holding you and keeping you close to him. His nose brushes along your temple, tracing upwards in a line until his lips press like a phantom onto your forehead, kissing you softly and pulling away. His fingers tighten around your shirt, twisting into the fabric, his eyes heavy on the wall you stared at not too long ago and his skin burns from the warmth and the cold, and his only solace is that you are pressed to him, asleep and warm, needing him more than you would ever need anyone or anything else. The same sentence follows him, his fire burns and consumes him from inside, out; and yet, he’s here in a building, holding you and stuck in clothing that is sullied beyond repair.

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latuuart · 2 years

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Is it weird that... I'm honestly kinda afraid I'm gonna get cancelled over this, but I actually enjoy Dabi and Mr. Compress's dynamic so much? Like Sako being a caring figure towards the League members and in constant concerned dad mode all the time because of the younger members' reckless behavior (please give him a break 🤣), like he embraces that role so naturally as he's older than most of them. At the same time, Dabi likes to "bully" him lol (don't forget 'but you didn't do anything', Dabi please give him a break XD), but no actually Dabi teases all the League members lmao. But, Dabi is kinda polite with Sako (well actually with Ujiko too, he always calls people older than him with -san when he can just dismiss the honorific title, so Dabi is actually a moderately polite guy, guys!).

Okay, I'm rambling but I just want to point out that Sako although having this huge chaotic good dad energy (like he's made to take care of these "children" without an agreement beforehand since Kurogiri's gone 😂), he's actually only 32? (Yes, you're surprised right? He definitely acts way older than that lmao), and Dabi is 24 thus their age difference is only 8 years; so it's more like an older brother-younger brother vibe between them?

Sako indeed acts like a concerned (and we can't deny he truly cares) older teammate figure towards Dabi (and the rest of League), while Dabi seems like he could tolerate Sako a lot too (he's always just being quiet when Sako nags him, not really being angry or upset over it, he just stays calm letting him nagging over him 😭).

Like we can see Dabi is not used to having an "older brother figure"? He's the oldest child in his family and he's not used to be "the younger one"? I don't know but I feel like if Dabi could tolerate that maybe he doesn't feel uncomfortable with all those naggings from Sako, let me headcanon he maybe finds comfort in that 😭🤍 (to have someone cares about you when it's been a long long time since someone does, when you used to long for someone to care...) I think Dabi kinda appreciates that? (Okay, I may go too far, please just ignore that one). But, Dabi definitely deserves someone who can be patient with him, and I think Sako is very patient towards him (he's a very patient man after all, towards every member of the League).

My point is that, I do enjoy their dynamic. I don't really care whether the ship is platonic or romantic; anything is fine with me (even though I probably enjoy the platonic one more as I think Sako would be a good older brother figure towards Dabi, but I don't find faults in the romantic one too). So, yeah, I hope DabiPress will rise somehow (in a platonic way of course if we're talking about canon). Sako is held by the heroes right now, and we don't know what would happen to him (and anyone to be honest). Would there be a chance for them to meet again? 😭

Alright, that's the end of my DabiPress ramblings. I'm just in a moment where my heart is bursting for them right now because Sako is just a nice guy and cares for the League members and Dabi definitely deserves someone who cares and is nice towards him.

#did i just write a 4k ramble over dabipress?#yes i did #i just have a soft spot for them #dabi #touya todoroki #atsuhiro sako #mr compress #league of villains #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #dabipress #is that the ship name?#latu post

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thekingreturn · 3 years

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League Roadtrip Headcanons

Characters: Shigaraki, Spinner, Twice, Mr Compress, Big Sis Magne, Dabi

Tomura Shigaraki

Tomura Shigaraki makes your departure late waiting until he’s sure his devices are properly charged. Nevermind if you’ve got a remote charger, or that its only going to be a few hours, he’s not risking being screenless and stuck looking at the scenery (heaven forbid). You’ve (affectionately, probably) described his car ride habits as nesting. He swaddles his lower half in blankets, reclines the seat as far back as he can get away with, shoves a pillow behind his head, and settles in for a few hours with his headphones and whatever game he’s reserved for this thing. Just set whatever snacks you get him on his chest and he’ll graze on them at his leisure.

In general he prefers to be pretty quiet, long car rides actually aren’t great for him mentally. He doesn’t like the idea of being forced to be in close proximity to a person with no feasible exit. Not that he resents spending time with you, just that he gets grouchy and withdrawn on principle if he thinks he has no choice. Every two hours or so, though, he’ll turn off the game, straighten his seat (likely sending a shitload of crumbs into your car carpet) and just sort of. Butt his head against your shoulder until you start talking to him or at least pet his head. He’ll let himself enjoy it for a few minutes before relapsing back into his pseudo den

He can’t drive and thus you will be running this show for the entirety of it. Afterwards, though, you notice him..hovering, more than usual, just sort of urging you to lie down and bringing you food with the same sort of furtive expectance as a cat bringing you dead mice. You think this is his way of thanking you, but don’t confront him on it. Each time is a little easier with him.

Spinner

Shuichi Iguchi (Spinner) may be one of the few members of the League who knows what he’s doing behind the wheel, but between you and him he actually doesn’t like doing it very much. He gets jumpy on the road and is prone to getting snappish with the other drivers. Still, he wants to do his part to pitch in, so tends to take the beginning and end of the drive. He also casually takes over snack detail and is the one to get out of the car and fill it with gas, as well as unload and reload the car. And navigation to boot. He’s a giver. Don’t tell anyone.

The level of conversational adeptness really depends on how long you’ve been seeing each other. Early stages comes up abruptly against his inability to small talk, you swear at some point he furtively checks his phone for icebreakers he found on the internet. Later stages bring ease with them, though, and with them Spinner’s favorite Olympic sport, complaining. The man pretends to hate gossip but if you hit the right buttons he’s more than happy to give you heavily editorialized anecdotes about the League and his various observations therein. Join in with some of your own, he’s a surprisingly good audience. The conversations will turn political at some point (and if you’re dating him, chances are good that’s somewhere you’re happy to follow) but if needed he can be convinced to leave work at work.

Spinner rarely initiates, even later on, but he’s kind of a sucker for tropey couple shit. Hold his hand while driving and he’ll get real quiet, even if it’s just for a second or two. Wrap your arms around him in the gas station while he pays, remind him that you’re proud to be seen with him. Kiss his cheek for getting your bags, make him feel valued. He’ll be following you around like a lovesick puppy.

Twice

Jin Bubaigawara (Twice) prefers to be the one driving, even going over his limits while insisting he’s fine. He can be convinced to take a break once you start to notice he’s barely holding his eyes open, but it will in fact, take some convincing not to get him to just slam back a questionable amount of five hour energies. He finds it relaxing, one of the few times he can just sort of sink into a process. Keep an eye on his turns, occasionally he’ll take a couple he didn’t mean to, but its a good way to feel a little more in control of himself and the situation.

He’s a good guy to have around a car, capable of changing a tire or getting the engine back up and running before you finish looking up tow services. He won’t necessarily ask for a reward but depending on how late in the relationship you are he’s definitely going to be giving you hopeful glances until he gets the affection he craves so badly.

The man basically invented rubbing your partner’s thigh while driving, he likes keeping a hand on you whenever he can, likes feeling you next to him. It’s such a simple thing but something about having you in his car really does make him feel trusted. He doesn’t really get a whole lot of areas where he feels competent. When you fall asleep a little before arriving home, and he gets to carry you inside, feeling how completely you let yourself depend on him? There’s nothing else quite like it.

Mr. Compress

Atsuhiro Sako (Mr. Compress) is...an ok driver. He thinks he’s better than he is, you can tell from the way he handles the wheel, the little flick of his hand as he hits his turn signal and the way he’ll narrate whatever he’s doing. And in practice, he is pretty good! Until other drivers with less of a showmanship factor hit the road. Which is always. All it takes is one guy pulling ahead of him too fast and he gets flustered enough to throw him off his game.

The two of you switch off driving at pretty even intervals. Even with navigation apps (which he does use, he’s not a Luddite) he still prefers to have a paper map on hand to cross reference it. He can be a little annoying with it but he more than makes up for it with the way he’ll touch your shoulder to indicate an offramp. “Why don’t we turn here, angel, its scenic.”

He’s much more about the journey than the destination, happy to divert the trip into an exploration of local curiosities if the two of you have time. He likes the anonymity of these small drive through towns where the two of you could be anyone, anything to the locals. He’ll squeeze your hand and murmur legends or history pieces if he knows any about the place (he makes about half of them up, but they’re nice stories anyways).

These things always take longer than it should, but he makes it all feel like but a moment.

Big Sis Mag

Mag Hikishi (Magne) is another one who prefers to drive than be driven, and to be frank, you may as well let her. If stuck in the passenger seat she has a bad case of invisible brake and tends to grip the ceiling a little too pointedly. She has absolute faith in your abilities, and also if she’s going to be in a car crash she at least wants it to be her own fault. Its alright, darling, just sit in the passenger seat and look pretty for her, won’t you?

Master of the shortcut that takes you an hour off course, its best if you leave without an expected arrival time. She likes starting trips bright and early, likes seeing the roads clear of other cars and getting to enjoy those quiet morning hours with you. Not that things are often quiet with Mag. She has this ability to get you talking about almost anything for hours, with plenty of her own contributions to boot. She’s lived a storied life, and she wants to hear your own.

Mag has strong opinions on gas station snacks (Takis, string cheese if they have any, and water being a go to) and will absolutely hover a little to make sure you’re well hydrated for long hours in the hot car. She has an eclectic collection of CDs if you don’t feel like talking, and if you need silence, well...that’s harder, but she’ll do it for you, only occasionally breaking it with a peck on the cheek. She enjoys these moments with just the two of you, able to just bounce off of each other and get absolutely mushy without her beloved coworkers around to tease. For a moment, at least, things all feel like they might be ok.

Dabi

Dabi, like Shigaraki, never got his license and isn’t really interested in trying for it. He doesn’t really like any form of transportation and tends to walk most places when he gets the option, given he has a tendency to get motion sick and it’s really hard to keep up your persona of unflappable bad boy while turning a few shades of green. Still, sometimes its unavoidable, so he flings himself in the backseat, props open a window, and prays he’ll knock out soon.

Dabi’s not the easiest partner in the world to communicate with under the best of circumstances, but now especially when every jolt makes him regret being born (moreso than usual) and the only thing coming out of his mouth when he opens it is complaints about how that brat of a leader is doing this to him on purpose, has to be. This is one of the rare instances where fussing over him actually gets some desirable results. Tuck a blanket around him, get him set up with some water, and check in on him every time you stop. Eventually a hand shoots out from between the front seats and grabs at the air until you take the hint and lock your fingers through his. Its not much, but from Dabi? Its everything.

Ultimately he does his best to sleep through these incidents and has you under a firm promise to never describe them to the others, ever. He’ll incentivize it if he has to. You know he’s good for it.

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A Trick for You - Mr Compress x reader (drabble)

Mr Compress (Atsuhiro Sako) x gn reader

Implied established relationship

Word count: 643

Warnings: none

A/n: So I was supposed to be writing an actual novel, and was doing so until this amazing idea hit me, and I had to write it. So I dropped everything and wrote this.

"Nothing up my sleeve," Mr Compress said. And with a flick of his wrist, a bouquet appeared in his gloved hand.

"Wow!" You clapped.

"Didn’t he just-?" Toga began.

"Shush!" You turned to Toga, briefly waving your hands, before focusing your attention back on Atsuhiro.

You knew he probably just used one of his marbles. Or maybe he didn’t. It didn’t matter. You loved his magic tricks either way and made sure to show it.

"For you, my love." He handed the flowers to you. Beautiful shades of soft red, pink, and white.

"Thank you." Your smile beamed and your eyes were bright. "I'll go put them in water."

You ran to try to find a large bottle, or something large enough, to put it in for the time being, as well as some water for it. In your haste, you accidentally grabbed a plastic bottled water before you remembered you could just use tap water.

But then an idea struck your mind. You couldn’t stop from smirking as you considered it. You decided you were gonna do it. There was a towel nearby you grabbed with the water bottle in the other hand.

"Kurogiri, do you have a coin I can borrow?" You asked, leaning against the bar.

"Yes. Is there a reason you need it?" He handed a fifty yen coin to you.

"Yeah. I promise I'll give it back." You bounced away.

"Hey! Sako! I have a magic trick to show you."

"You do?" You couldn't see it, but you knew he was smiling under the mask.

"Yeah." You set everything down on a table. "One second." You tried to get the water bottle open, but it was being difficult.

The cap refused to move and the ridges meant to help were cutting into your hand. After a moment of struggling, Atsuhiro offered to help and managed to open it. You were grateful, as your palm had started to look red and was already much more sensitive.

"Thank you. So, I'm going to get this," you held up the coin, "into here." You pointed to the bottle. You set the fifty yen flat on the table and the bottle on top of it.

"Oh! This is-!"

Spinner clamped his hand over Toga's mouth. He stared and waited in anticipation.

"Now, as you can see," you glanced into the bottle, "There's nothing in there." Except water, but you didn’t say that part.

He followed your example and looked in.

"And now I will place a towel over it," you gently placed it on top, "and begin the magic."

You took a deep breath. It was a miracle you managed not to laugh or give it away yet. You waved your hands dramatically, making sure to add flare but not knock the bottle over. You carefully took the town off.

"Okay." You peered in. "Yep! I did it!"

You stepped back and waited.

He looked in.

You reached in and squeezed the plastic bottle as fast and hard as you could. Water shot up into his mask as he stumbled back. Toga, Twice, and Spinner bursted out laughing. You waited silently for his reaction.

The man paused for a second before chuckling. "That was a good trick." He pulled his mask to the side, water still dripping from it as he looked at you with a grin. "Though, I wouldn't call it a magic trick."

The mischievous look in his eyes made your face heat up. You looked away and avoided his gaze. Why did it seem like he was getting back at you simply by looking at you?

You felt something soft on your shoulder and you jumped before realizing he had put his arm around you. He smiled at you. The beating in your chest was so loud you hoped he couldn’t hear it. You ignored it and smiled back.

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lovinkiri · 3 years

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If The Roles Were Reversed || One

UA!Dabi x Reader

UA!Shigaraki x Reader

UA!Toga x Reader

UA!Twice x Reader

UA!Compress x Reader

Author's Thoughts: Okay so I was just thinking, what if the LOV were seniors in UA, and emotionally stable enough to not be villains, and ekvekbd

Warning: Swearing, Scratching, etc.

EVERYONE IS 18+

Touya Todoroki (Dabi)

People couldn't help but stare at the two of you. You knew it was because of your boyfriend though, who was used to the stares by now.

"What happened to him?"

"They really let guys like that in the hero course? Look at the scarred face."

"The whole course looks like a group of villians, I'm not surprised."

You went to speak out. I mean, it wasn't his fault his quirk was self destructive. Though he was taking courses in Quirk Control, the scars he'd gotten before enrolling in UA stuck.

But before you could utter a word, Dabi sighed and wrapped an arm around you, giving the gossips a look that could scare a pro.

"Don't worry about it, babe. It's alright. I just wish they'd say it to my ugly scarred face." He spoke loudly and sarcastically, raising his voice even more towards the end.

You huff and glare at the already scared freshmen. "I just wish they'd take a look in the mirror themselves."

And now they were scared and offended.

You look back to Dabi and sigh. "You know you're sexy, right Touya?" You raise an eyebrow, Dabi snickering at how serious the question was asked.

"Can't look that bad if I've got such a cute little thing on my arm." He smirked, watching as you immediately got flustered.

"Y-Yeah, c'mon." You pull him to class, Dabi chuckling.

Upon entering the classroom, he immediately looked to Shigaraki. "Hey, Crusty."

Shigaraki glared at the Dabi. "Morning, Crispy."

With Shigaraki, you let it slide. You knew this was their way of being friendly to each other. Then Toga came bounding over, hugging you from behind.

"Hi, Touya! Morning, Y/n!" She grinned. Dabi scoffed and stuffed his hands in his pockets. "It's Dabi."

"You let Y/n call you Touya!"

"Are you Y/n?"

"No.."

"Okay then, Crazy."

"Crazy?!"

You laugh and smile. It was never boring, being with Dabi.

Tomura Shigaraki

"Tomura!"

He sighed and looked at you, drowning out the rest of the hero course. You walked over with your lunch and plopped down next to him, slapping his hand away from his neck. "You're scratching again. I know it's a bad habit but-"

Tomura rose an eyebrow, wondering what caused your silence. Then he followed your gaze to his hands.

Before he could speak, you broke out into a grin. "You got your new gloves! Now we can hold hands!"

Sighing once more, he shrugged. "I don't get why its such a big deal. You were more excited than I was."

He was lying. He was secretly just as excited. The thought of holding your hands, running his fingers through your hair, holding you without having to be careful of his fingers. He couldn't wait.

You kissed his cheek and laid your head against his shoulder. "Can we hold hands later?" You asked looking up at him with irresistible eyes.

"You don't have to ask, you know." He grumbled as he wrapped an arm around you. The rest of the hero course let out either genuine or sarcastic awww's.

"Its not fair. How did Shigaraki start dating before any of us?" Toga asked with a pout. Dabi snorted in laughter. "They like 'em crusty and flaky."

Tomura glared at him. "Better crusty than charred and burnt." He retaliated.

Dabi gave a lazy grin. "Oi, I'm not burnt. I'm crispy."

The entire table, not including Tomura, devolved into laughter. Tomura rolled his eyes, laying his cheek against the top of your head. "Idiots. They're all idiots."

You smiled. "Please. You love 'em."

"Tch. Whatever." He huffed.

Himiko Toga

You waited by the school gates patiently for Himiko. You knew she was probably getting some new upgrades to her hero costume, so you didn't mind.

"Y/n, Y/n!"

You turned and Himiko jumped into your arms. Thankfully, you were able to wrap your arms around her and steady yourself. This wasn't the first time so you had practice.

Grinning, she wrapped her arms around your neck. "Hey, your reflexes are getting better!" She pointed out.

You smiled and chuckled in at the remark. "Thank to you. You seem more excited than usual."

"Oh yeah! I got this awesome new upgrade." She said proudly. Pulling away from the embrace and instead holding your hand, she started to pull you along.

"Yeah? What is it?" You asked, tilting your head. Himiko proceeded to go into a detailed ramble about her upgrade, her free hand making exaggerated motions.

You couldn't help but admire how her eyes seemed got so much brighter. It was obvious she was excited to test it out.

Others who weren't used to seeing you guys around stared, but minded their business as you glared at them. You weren't gonna let anyone bring her down. Knowing people already whispered about how odd she seemed in the school hallways, you'd decided she didn't need to hear that outside of school too.

"And so it'll be easier to shift between forms!" She finished, looking at you, looking for your approval.

Kissing her cheek, you chuckled. "That sounds amazing. And it was your idea?" You grinned as she enthusiastically nodded. "Yeah! Of course, you inspired me! Remember last week when you said it'd been cool if I could switch between forms more freely?"

Your expression morphed into confusion. "Huh? That was a month ago."

She shrugged. "A week, a month, a year! It's all the same!"

Laughing softly, you nodded. "Sure, Himiko."

Jin Bubaigawara (Twice)

Jin smiled as you pulled his mask on, trying to nuzzle into your hands.

"Jin- I can't get it on when you do that." You chuckled, a smile tugging at your own lips. "I don't see why you couldn't put your own mask you."

"Because I like it when you're near me! Stop asking questions." He responded, pulling you closer by your lower back.

Rolling your eyes playfully, you quickly pecked his lips before fully getting the mask on. "You a sweetheart, you know that?"

He nodded. "I know!" Then quickly shook his head. "I have no idea what you mean."

"Right. Well, be careful at training today. I think they're gonna make you fight Dabi." You warned. You knew Jin was strong but Dabi was something else. Losing usually made him fight harder. And sometimes, he lost himself.

"Oh please, that's nothing. Nothing but a death wish! He's still pissed at me for spilling juice on him at lunch today!" Your boyfriend began pacing, holding his head dramatically.

His head whipped to you as you started laughing. "Why are you laughing? Last time we sparred, I had to sleep with an ice pack on my ass! For a week! And he was sleepy!" He pressed, mocking betrayal once your laughter continued.

"I-I'm sorry, Jin! I'm just remembering that pillow you had yo sit on in class. You know, as to know irritate the burns on your butt." You covered your mouth to stifle anymore sounds of amusement.

Jin whined at the memory, placing his hand on his ass. "It's not funny, babe!"

You grinned and cleared your throat, taking a breathe. "Alright, alright. But you were just distracted that day. And the voices are a lot easier to ignore when your mask comes off in combat now, aren't they?"

Walking over, you gently placed your hand on his cheek. He immediately leaned into your touch, almost cat like. "It's so much easier to focus now. But it can be kinda difficult with you lookin so damn good while watching me!"

Jin leaned down, attempting to kiss you from under his a mask. You laughed and tried pulling away, hands on his chest. "J-Jin!"

"Oi, are you done yet? It's our turn Jin!"

Gulping nervously, Jin lifted his mask a bit to give you an actual kiss. You returned it, humming softly then pulled away. He shrugged. "In case I die."

Then there was an burst of heat. "Get over here, Jin!"

Atsuhiro Sako (Mr. Compress)

Atsuhiro smirked at the villian before him, twirling his cane ever so casually. "Tsk, tsk. You've got a flashy quirk, but there's no flare."

What was supposed to be a training retreat turned into a surprise attack. These villians never knew when to give up.

He quickly dodged another attack and gave a mocking hum, as if he were thinking. "Oh I know!" He hit his fist against his palm. "You're missing the element of surprise! You're completely predictable!"

Laughing as the villian the got angry, he shrugged. "Unlike me!" He dodged once more before shooting out a marble that you'd been compressed in for a while.

Once free, you launched an attack to the villiain. "Surprise!" You grinned as you foot connected into the villian's back, the impact sending him tumbling into a tree.

Atsuhiro caught you in his arms and you spread yours out. "I see, you haven't met my lovely assistant, have you?" Sitting youdown, the two of you prepared for another attack.

"Delaware Smash!" The villain cried out, running to the both of you, dodging Atsuhiro's efforts at compressing him.

You managed to dodge, but Atsuhiro wasn't so lucky, taking blow after blow before colliding into a tree.

"Hiro!" You yelled out, running towards him. It was when you held a hand out that you halted. "Now, now, Dear, worry not. It is not who's in trouble."

The villain's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. That's when you noticed a marble rolling from compresses hand. It would seem the villain noticed to but it was too late.

Before anyone could react, Spinner was there dishing out attacks. Atsuhiro stood, leaning against the tree. Running over, you helped him to balance himself.

"You had Spinner this whole time?" You asked in surprise, eyes wide. He chuckled softly and gave a small bow. "As I said, the element of surprise is very important."

"Boss! The heroes are here!"

The villain glared at us, dodging Spinner and jumping from place to place. "This isn't over." He mumbled before bounding off.

Spinner went to go after him, but Atsuhiro had his cane in front of him in a second. "Let them be."

Spinner opened his mouth to protest but sighed and nodded.

You guys soon grouped up with the rest of the class, only to see Toga on the verge of tears.

"Himiko, what's wrong?" Spinner asked, you guys rushing over. Holding back a sob, she looked up.

"They kidnapped Shigaraki!"

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