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Part 2: here

╰┈➤ ❝ [A⋆b⋆o⋆u⋆t] ❞:

You are secretly in love with a popular boy at your school. His name is Lee Know. He is your crush for about 2 years. This year you wanted to make a move, every fairytale has a happy ending, will yours to?

••¤(`×[¤ A/N ¤]×´)¤•• <I made this v▪e▪r▪y angsty>

!!!THIS IS A FANFICTION!!!

'Who am i?'

'Does he know me?'

'Does he regonize me?'

'Does he know i excist?'

'What am i?'

All those questions are wandering through your mind.

You liked Lee Know for a long time now, and you decided to make a plan. Ofcourse your friends help you.

'Send him a love letter!' Lisa shouts

'No don't, bump 'accidently' into him.' Amaray says.

'Guys, we need to have a plan i actually going to survive.'

they rolled their eyes

'Look Y/N, if you want to express your feelings towards him, you need to stand in the spotlight!'

'Spotlight?'

'Yeah!' they said both

'What do you mean?'

'Tommorow we are going to go shopping, okay? We are transforming you into a brand-new woman!'

'You guys can do that?'

'How hard can it be? We have still 1 day untill the new year of school starts!'

'And by the way, Lee Know needs to like you for who you are. Not for who you represent. Understood?'

'Yes ma'am!'

you all laugh.

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-漫~'¨¯¨'·舞~ 𝒶𝓉𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓁𝓁 ~舞'¨¯¨'·~漫-

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All three of you are walking around the mall, looking for clothes and accesoires.

'Your style should be a mix of classy and y2k.'

'Yeah or maybe formal?'

'Guys stop it.'

'Cmon y/n we are trying to help.'

'I know Lisa, but like what if he doesn't want me?'

'Than we will kick his ass.' Amaray says confidently

You laugh

'Yeah sure 'kick his ass'.'

'Bet?'

'Nobody is kicking anybody's ass.' Lisa says.

You are walking into a shop and see many clothe's and accesoires. Some stuff are catching your eyes.

'Lets try this on.' you say while holding some piece of clothing.

'Lets go for it!' Amaray says.

You go into a cabinet and putt it on.

(for reference what your wearing:)

You came out of the cabinet and your two best friends start to clap in their hands and jump.

"Omg, y/n you look like on of those girls of a kdrama!'

'Really you think?'

'Yeah! You look beautifull!'

'You guys, stop it.' you blush

'Don't be so shy now.' Lisa ruffels your hair.

'Stop ruffling mine hair.'

'Hey respect the older ones.' Amaray says.

You roll your eyes.

You bought the clothes you had on and decided to spend some more hours at the mall.

After that you went home. You looked at the clothe's you bought.

'This will be mine glow up, he will finally see me.'

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-漫~'¨¯¨'·舞~ 〜a∿t∿ ∿s∿c∿h∿o∿o∿l〜 ~舞'¨¯¨'·~漫-

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You entered the school, hair styled, some 'natural girl' makeup and ofcourse your new clothes.

'I swear y/n everyone is staring at you. You are alreaddy popular.'

'Stop it, i swear.'

'Cmon, this is our teenage life, to live for life.'

'Yeah listen to Amaray, this are our years.'

'Okay but i had an idea to send him a heart-shaped popsicle.'

'Thats a pretty good idea, actually.'

'Omg, than you can show that your sweet like sugar!' Lisa shouts.

'You get the joke? A popsicle is sweet. No? Okay.'

'Anyways, i think its a very good idea y/n.'

'I will put a letter with it. But y'all will help me right?'

'Ofcourse, thats why we are here!'

'Lisa, did you drink an energy-drink today?'

'Yeah why?'

'Nevermind.' Amaray says.

You giggle.

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This year you sit in a different class than Lisa and Amaray, but Lee Know is in the same class. So... its not that bad.

You sit in the back row of the class. Some popular girls are being idiots and you see that Lee Know isn't here yet.

You take your book and start reading. It is a romantic book. You love romantic books, sometime's ofcourse.

'He looked at me and said: you are mine forever.'

Its so sweet, you are melting away.

Suddenly someone come's sitting next to you. You never saw him here before.

'Hey, is it okay if i sit here?'

'Yeah, sure.' you smile.

'Are you new here?' you ask.

'Oww, yeah. I am Han, Han Jisung.'

'Thats a very beautifull name, i am y/n.'

'Thats also a very beautifull name.' he giggles.

'What ya reading? Will it last.' he reads.

'You like romantic books?'

'Yeah sometime's, depends which time and which book.'

'Cool, cool.'

'And you?'

'I am more an action guy, you know.'

'Ow, so your like 'piew piew' and 'The A-team' type of guy.'

he laughs.

'Piew, piew. Oui madame, j'aime piew piew.'

you both laugh.

'If you want to, you can sit with me and mine friends.'

'That would be piew, piew-fantastic.'

'You are a comedian, aren't you.'

'Most people call me the king of laughs, but sure.'

'Name one person who calls you that.'

'I don't need any prove, because i am the prove.'

'Yeah sure 'king of laughs'.'

You see Lee Know entering the class, and sitting some seats away.

You didn't realise you stayed looking at him, while he is sitting down.

'Hello, earth to y/n. ELLO Y/N.'

he looks over to Lee Know.

'Oh, i see.' he smirks 'is he your crush?'

'What? No, no. He-, i mean. No never, bleh.'

'Yeah sure.' he winks.

'What are you winking for?'

'Just, you are a bad liar.'

You turn red and start covering your face with your book.

'Don't cover yourself up now, you look so adorable. Like a little tomato.'

you burst into laughter.

'You don't make any sense Han.'

'You don't either.'

During class, many girls were flirting with Lee Know. You hated the way they were touching him, even tho he isn't yours. The worst part is that you just sat there and couldn't do anything. Just look and feeling jealous.

Class went very fast actually, if you observe others. But you tried to focus, you really did. But it just didn't work, if you hear those girls giggle and playing with his hair. It just breaks you inside.

When the bell ringed, you finally escaped with Han the classroom.

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'Whats upp y/n. Ow, well hello there. Who did you brought with you?'

'So everybody, this is Han.'

'Han, this is Lisa and Amaray. And that dude over there, is IN. He is very shy by the way.'

'Ello, everybody. So okay, Lisa, Amaray and IN. Easy to remember.'

'Actually IN, is his nickname.'

'Whats his real name?'

'Actually its Jeongin.' Lisa comments.

'Anyway, nice to meet y'all.'

'Nice to meet you to, Han.' Amaray says.

'So y/n, you know what you are going to write on the letter?'

'What letter?' Han asks.

'Its just a plan.'

'Yeah for her LOVER.' Lisa laughs.

'Lee Know?'

'He knows alreaddy?! Y/N you need to start going undercover, like really.'

'I am trying Amaray.'

'Lee know? You like him.' IN asks.

'Yeah, but a tiny bit.'

'Yeah sure, sure sure.' Amaray comments.

'She is obsessed, like litterly.'

'I am not, first of all. By the way, Lisa. Don't you lik-'

'Stop, don't. I swear y/n, don't you dare.'

'I am not going to say anything, i pinky promise.'

'Okay but what can i write on the letter?'

'Maybe like: Every time i see you, mine body is full of joy, and full of laughter. I never believed in love at first sight, but with you i do. Xoxo your secret admirer.'

'Wow Han, thats actually really good.' you say.

'Thank you.' he blushes.

'Write that down! Come on!'

'Yeah write that down!'

you take your notebook and start writing exactly what Han said.

'Okay all done, now i just need to buy that popsicle.'

'I can come with you.' Han proposes.

'Sure!'

'And we will suport you mentally. Right IN?'

'Yeah, for sure! But just to ask, how you going to give it to him?'

'Okay, i and Lisa are going to look if he is around and she's going to put it in his backpack!'

'Fantastic right?'

'Be carefull okay?' Han says.

'I will.' you smile.

'But lets eat, i am starving!'

'Yeah me to.' Han winks.

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'Lets go, Han.'

'I am coming, have some patients.'

You roll with your eyes.

'Okay , i am done. Lets go!'

'You take like hours to make your backpack.'

'Yeah right. Prove?'

'You've got to be kidding me.'

'I am just joking around.'

'Ha-ha-ha, funny.'

you cough sarcasticly.

You two are walking in the city. Han is walking close to you. Its a cold day, to be honest and your hands are freezing. You try to warm them up, but it doesn't work.

'Your hands are cold?'

'A tiny bit.'

'Wait let me just.' he take's your hands and take them in his.

'Better?'

'Wow, your hands are hot.'

'Not only mine hands.' he winks.

'Dirty boy.' you laugh

'What?! I mean mine nose is hot to. Dirty minded y/n.'

You roll your eyes.

You two walk into a candy shop and you buy a big heart-shaped popsicle.

'This one is perfect.'

'Yeah it is.' Han says.

'I am coming home okay?'

'I will walk with you, don't want someone to kidnap you.'

you laugh

'Thank you Hannie.'

'Hannie, is that mine new nickname?'

'Yeah.' you say proudly.

He walks you home, still holding your hand. You look at how he is holding your hand. And you kinda like it to be honest...

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'Okay Lisa, Amaray, readdy for Mission impossible?'

'Yeah okay, his packback is standing there alone.'

'I don't see any people around.'

'Okay quick as a cat, quick as a cat.'

'Wait there is one person looking our way.'

'Don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious...'

'Okay she is not looking, okay now y/n!'

you ran with your letter and popsicle towards his backpack and place it inside.

'Okay now run!'

you three run together (not far) and hide behind a tree.

'Okay nobody saw me?'

'No, everything is safe.'

'Wait he is coming towards his backpack.'

'Shhh, Lisa.'

'Shhh, Amaray.' she mocks.

Lee Know took his backpack and went inside.

'Okay we did it! We actually did it! It wasn't that hard actually!'

'Yeah, we should work for the FBI!'

'Yeah right, you Lisa, could do that. Yeah sure.'

'Why you laughing.'

'Okay you kids, lets get out of here.'

Nobody saw you guys.... or so you hope...

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You were sitting in class, and you saw girl whispering and pointing at you. You didn't even know why.

Han sat next to you and whispered:

'Hey, why are they all looking your way?'

'I don't know, its freaking me out.'

'Just stay cool okay?'

'If you say so.'

During class it was very uncomfortable, so once the bell ringed you ran outside the class to find your other friends...

'Guys, am i hallucinating or is everyone looking at me?'

They all look at you, with a weird expression.

'Why are you all silent...'

'Lisa? Amaray?' you look at them

'IN?'

'Uhmm, can i tell her?'

Amaray nods.

'So uhmm, someone saw you.'

You froze

'Someone saw me?'

'We don't know who, really y/n.'

'I need to get out of here.'

'Wait no y/n-'

you ran out the cafeteria towards the restroom. You quickly locked yourself in.

You sat there for about 5 minutes when you suddenly heared knocks on your stall.

'Used.' you yell.

The knocks were becoming louder.

You open the door and see there standing Lee Know and a girl.

'Here you stupid popsicle back.'

she throws it on the floor and jumps on it.

'And your stupid, and UGLY letter.'

she rips it apart in front of you.

'You are the definition of loser, you understand? Stay away from him.'

Lee Know just stare's at you, without doing anything.

'What do you think of her Lee Lee?'

'Unactractive, weird, stupid.'

'You hear that?'

'Unactractive.'

'Weird.'

'And stupid.'

'Lets go Lee Lee.'

She takes his hand and they go both out of the restroom.

Tears rolling off your cheek. Staying there with the popsicle and letter in your hands.

'Xoxo from your secret admirer'...

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melonminnie · 1 year

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Thanx for working on my request and can I hav part 3 of I became Villains family x reader where reader hav some sort of healing power which is very strong but she is not able to handle it.....and she heals momma valentine one time when she accidentally visited her and everyone except her knew about her power..... and using her power makes her sleepy and and she often snoozes around Papa and momma valentine which they found really adorable......and it's not my fault that I keep requesting ur too good at ur work..... take care lots of love ❤..

YANDERE!VALENTINE FAMILY X FEMALE! CHILD READER (platonic)

Description<3: After the incident the House maids servants and others started noticing how the sick servants would feel better after interacting with the young lady, And soon recognize that she has healing powers except everyone has regonized them except the person with them!

Warning:

Author note: YOUR REQUEST IS SO CUTEE? Thank you for requesting again I’m glad u like my writing!! I tried my best to write as specifically as the request I hope you enjoy it sorry for bad grammar! (PT1). (PT2) part 4 will be abt Vincent maybe or I might just end it here lmk

A few weeks in the servants could no longer ignore how helpful you were!,They don’t mean with work or cleaning.

Once came a servant telling the others after talking to you he felt much better!,As he had a fever before and when talking to you,Suddenly it went away a day later.

Which was a miracle of course, But no one believed him.

Then came more and more servants one by one telling the others, That after talking to you they felt much better like they weren’t suffering anymore.

Soon the word spread threw out the entire mansion, Aria of course already knew about it, But sense her sister had come to the mansion she’d been unknowingly heal anyone that’s sick, or injured.

Aria wanted to keep her sister a secret she wanted to lock her away so that she wouldn’t help anyone, It worried her seeing you get tired so often from accidentally healing anyone that touched you or spoke to you, It only happened when you used energy and unfortunately you were very energetic. And it didn’t help that your powers were somehow advanced which meant you can practically do anything!.

Of course the maids around you didn’t want your little head to worry about your power, Your too young!!.

So when you caught wind of the sick grand duchess who probably didn’t have long to live, You wanted to see her. But when you asked about her the maids would brush it off or change the subject, It made you annoyed, “Why can’t I see the duchess” the pink haired girl thought dissatisfied.

This had been the 9th time she asked this week, The servants were slowly losing it with how many times you had asked about her, How did you even find out about her?.

“Hmmm” the girl hummed before standing up and gong to nearest maid and tugging her dress, “Oh! Young lady is there something you need” she smiled when she realized who tugged at her dress, “Yes” the girl answered immediately “How does the duchess look like” She questioned before sitting at the table with a pen and paper waiting for an answer.

The maid sat in front the girl “she has bright red eyes she also has beautiful long black hair” she said as she described the duchess to the girl who was trying to draw her to the best of her abilities.

“The duchess sounds really pretty” She exclaimed with sparkling eyes, “ will she ever get better” she asked with a hint of hope.

She contemplated on telling the girl the truth or lying, While contemplating the maid kept looking at her eyes. They were shining so bright, She felt as if she’d cry if she saw that sparkle die down.

“Of course” she chirped “she’ll get better very very soon” she reassured lying, The girls eyes got even brighter “That means I can see the duchess right?” She stood up and grabbed onto the ledge of the table.

Oh, she never thought about that, “Yes yes of course! You just need to wait for a little while”, The girl pouted she didn’t want to wait but she got an idea! “Okayyyy!” She smiled slightly sad.

After a few nights of planning and thinking, Y/n found out where the duchess’s bedroom is located, She decided to go in the evening because she realized people don’t go there in the evening mostly.

And luckily sense Aria was planning her wedding and the servants were helping her practically you can just sneak in.

Of course that’s what you did!,You snuck into Sabina’s bedroom before noticing a person sleeping which was her, you hurriedly went to her and glanced at her “Ohhh she’s rlly pretty” the girl whispered to herself.

She carefully touched the woman’s hair to look at her face fully, The girl was happy she did this, Of course she hoped she wouldn’t get caught.

“Your really pretty miss” she spoke as if she was awake.

The duchess wasn’t asleep she couldn’t sleep, She did hear sounds of footsteps she did hear the little girls voice, It was sweet, her heart was fluttering with happiness.

She felt as if her condition was getting better really better, as if she just had a fever and nothing more, not like she was on her death bed.

But the duchess wouldn’t dare open her eyes, Of course she heard about the little sister of aria, She never expected her to come in her room though.

She suspected that the reason she felt better was because of the girl in front of her, She knew in a matter of fact.

And a little while she heard the door click which meant she left, The woman quickly opened her eyes and sat upright staring at the door smiling.

After leaving the room, the girl suddenly felt really tired as if she could fall asleep anywhere, she rubbed her eyes and kept on walking till she bumped into someone.

“I see we’re walking without looking anymore huh?” Tristan voiced starring at the girl who didn’t respond but clung onto his leg and fell asleep.

A few seconds later he noticed she wasn’t responding and picked her up, He realized the girl was asleep and was contemplating on bringing her back to her bedroom.

then suddenly he remembered her request a few weeks ago about wanting to meet the duchess, So he did that and took her to the Sabina’s bedroom.

Upon arrival, Sabina already knew who the girl he was holding was.

“I thought I might drop by” he stated before walking closer and sitting on her bed with the pink haired girl still asleep.

“You look much better then a few days ago” he continued realizing her face had a lot more color then before, “Yeah and it’s all thanks to her” she said smiling, glancing at pink haired girl.

“Hm she already visited you then” he starred at the girl.

A little while later the duchess was still in recovery but was in a much better condition then before, After talking y/n finished talking to Aria who was sick she quickly ran out and headed to the dukes office.

Slowly she started to feel really really tired but she promised the duke she’d meet him today.

The girl knocked on the office door before entering, When entering she saw Tristan and Sabina sitting on chairs facing each other with food on the table. She ran and sat next to Tristan , She quickly fell asleep on his arm.

“Hmm who did she heal this time” Sabina questioned before eating the piece of cake in front of her. “Probably Aria” he replied before he smiled softly.

Sabina moved and held the sleeping kid before returning to her seat, “Adorable” she smiled softly while touching her hair.

Tristan smiled even more at the scene, If he could he’d want scenes like this to always be in his life

#-Azuwritess #becoming the villain's family #manwah #fanfic #becoming the villains family #yandere #yandere manhwa x reader #manhwa x reader #historical manhwa #tristan x reader #the siren #becoming the villains family x reader #Yandere x reader #platonic

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lukemfhughes · 1 year

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’You’re lying’

Luke hughes x reader

Summary: you get bullied of your weight in your freshman year and when you come back for next year, you’re changed

Note: it’s pretty short but i don’t care

Growing up was hard for you. Through your school years you got bullied of your weight. Being that fat kid on the class was hard.

When you went to college people were the same. Always had something ”nice” to say. When you went to parties there was always someone looking at you.

Often it was a defenceman of the mens hockey team, Luke Hughes. You knew that he was just judging your weight.

You got tired of being bullied and decided to change your life. It started after new years. You started going to the gym and eating healthy. It continued for months.

When the summer came and you kept focusing on yourself, at the end of the summer you were fit.

Once school started again no one regonized you. When people realised who you were, their jaws were hanging on the floor. ”Mission accomplised succefully.” You said to your best friend Lola. ”Damn right, you look so good.” She said. You just smiled at her.

It was party night again. You were wearing a pretty dress what fitted your body really well. When you walked into the party house. You felt people looking and whispering.

’When did she become hot?’

’Wow’

’Go flirt w her’

Those were the things you could hear. You ingored them and went to the kitchen to grab drink. ”lola, this feels weird.” You whispered as you felt more eyes on you. ”Ingore them, lets go find our friends.” She said and dragged you away. You two went to the backyard where couple of your girlies and some hockey players were. ”y/n/n! Wow!” One of your friends yells. You smile at her and hug her. You look around and see some of the hockey players like dylan, nolan, mackie, luke and eddy.

They all looked confused. ”Hi.” Nolan whispered as you looked at him. You just smiled at him. ’Wow’ you heard luke whisper. You turned to look at him and he was staring. ”girls lets go to dance.” You said and dragged them with you. The boys also followed but went to the kitchen.

After dancing with the girls you got thirsty and went to grab a drink. ”You look good, not like you haven’t always but wow.” You hear someone say and turn around to face the person, Luke mf Hughes. ”thank you.” You whisper gently. ”I always hated people who made fun of you.” He grumbled. ”Like you didn’t.” You said back. ”What do you mean?” He was confused. ”You always looked at me last year.” You said. ”Yeah because i thought you were pretty.” He said and grabbed your hand. ”you’re lying.” You whisper.

”Nope, that one night you were at this same house, you had that pretty dress on. I was drooling.” He said softly. You laughed at him. He pouted. ”If you don’t belive, let me take you out on a date.” He mumbled. You smiled at him. ”That would be nice.”

#umich hockey #luke hughes #luke hughes x reader #luke hughes fic #luke hughes imagine #ethan edwards #mark estapa #mackie samoskevich #dylan duke

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kriimhild · 8 months

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After Moon got rescued, was there a period where he was just flat-out unresponsive due to not thinking anything was real? What was his first breakthrough into recovering after the Afton event?

Ohohoo! Exactly. You're touching warm waters.

After he got rescued, first he believed Sun. He could regonize his true Sun even after all the simulations. But the thing is, Sun told him something that wavered him, then he always just waited for the newest traumas, for the switching between simulations. It never came, but still he waited for. In his agony, he kept distance from Sun for weeks, cried in his built up solitude and craved for help. He was literally just laying and shaking, no matter how hard Sun was trying.

Seeing Moon like this, Sun gave up the hope for getting back his old Moon. He tried to ask for help from a dear friend, he stood guard every night next to Moon with his sword, watching over his dreams not disturbed by any bunnies.

The first breakthrough was their caretaker. Frankie and Sun together proved that this is reality, and why it can't be fake. Frankie sat down with him, and she did the best she could to pull him out of the pitch.

She talked.

#dd asks

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spopsalt · 18 days

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Honestly while Rick and Morty has a million flaws (I enjoy it despite the flaws) at least they know that one big gesture doesn't make up for consistent abuse. An example I would like to use is when Rick sacifrices himself for Morty in "A Rickle In Time" You may know about this if you are or were in the Rick and Morty fandom, but if you do not know, I'll tell you. So to make a long story short, Rick, Morty, and Summer's time was messing up, everytime they were uncertain about something, they would create a feedback loop, making their time more unstable and therefore more dangerous. They had to put time collars on so their time will be stable again. Rick broke them so Rick had to fix the collars. He suceeds in him and Summer's collar, Summer puts hers on and therefore she is safe. She goes back to stable time so now it's just Rick and Morty. Morty tells Rick that his collar is broken, Rick originally brushes it off saying he fixed it and to just put it on, but Morty insists that it's broken.

Rick told Morty to bring it here so he can fix it but then Morty fell down a hole created by the unstablity of the time. Rick screamed Morty's name and just looked down the hole. He looks around and jumps in the hole to get Morty. If those of you that don't know, there's infinite Ricks and Mortys, so Rick could've just gotten another Morty, but chose not to. He grabs onto Morty and tells Morty to give him his collar, Morty said that he dropped it. Rick looked worried, looked around, then, gave Morty his collar, saving Morty's life over his. And his choosen last words were "I'm ok with this, be good Morty. Be better than me." Now of course he sees the collar Morty dropped and turned out to be fine, but for the moment he was 100% willing to save Morty's life over his.

Now was this a selfless act? Yes, absolutely. Should he have done it? Yes. Does this scene makes me cry? .....Admittidly yes. Does it make up for the consistent emotional abuse Rick inflicts on Morty? No. Now if this was another show *cough* spop *cough* This would mean that everything Rick did to Morty is ok! But no, he's still called out mutiple times and his behavior doesn't change after this, (I mean it does but not for a few seasons) I like that it actually shows that one big grand gesture does not make consistent abuse ok, that should be obvious, butttt a certain show *cough* spop *cough* seems to not get that.

Another show I'd like to praise for this is Bojack Horseman. Bojack does do big gestures, and while these are sweet, none of them solve the root of his problems, the root of his toxicity. He saves Todd from an improv group (Long story makes sense in context) and gives a legitmentally heartwarming speech about how when Todd first moved in with Bojack and thanked him for letting him stay with him, Bojack didn't hate himself, which is not something he feels often. Now while this was sweet, he doesn't bother to try and solve the root of his toxicity with Todd, and is still consistently horrible towards him, and Bojack says it perfectly "The big gesture isn't enough, you have to be consistent and that is so hard"

Now with that, all I want to say is that I love how those two shows acknowledge that big gestures don't make up for consistent abuse, we can find them sweet, but we must notice that unless the behavior changes, these big gestures really don't mean much. It's a really mature perspective for these shows to take, unlike another certain show *cough* spop *cough*

With that, how does spop handle big gestures? Well Catra saves Glimmer, now the best friend squad goes over to save Catra because she saved Glimmer, now when they get Catra she imminetally regresses and yells at Adora for insulting her, and calls her an idiot which Adora again interenlizes, yippe! Now do they regonize that while her saving Glimmer was sweet, that doesn't mean that they have to put up with her? Nope! Adora vents to Glimmer about it as she should, but Glimmer just brushes it off saying that Catra wasn't going to instantly become a different person, but Adora said she thought Catra would at least try, and Catra doesn't, she never thanks Adora for risking her life to save her, she never stops her abuse of Adora, and she is still horrible to Adora. And they still put up with her again because she holds Adora's hand and asks her to stay.

I know I'm comparing a kid's show with 2 adult shows, but kid's show have the oppurtunity to be incredibly mature, and that's what the stans always call it. But it shouldn't be teaching kids that "If you're consistently horrible, it's ok as long as you do some big grand gesture to show how much you care!" It's just an incredibly harmful message to send to kids, and if you teach kids this I can imagine them very easily falling into a toxic relationship.

So my final point, while you can appreciate grand gestures and find them sweet, those gestures don't mean much if they do not put in the work to change, you can't just forgive someone just because they did some big grand gesture for you if they don't at least attempt to change the way they treat you.

#spop salt #anti spop #spop discourse #spop critical #spop crit #anti catra #spop criticism #anti c//a #anti catradora #antic//a

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Coming home from another tiring day at work this late wasn't always the most appealing option, but you knew what you were getting into when you decided to take up this job oppurtunity.

Your muscles were tensed in your back as you slammed the front door shut, your keys jingling in your hand as you placed them down in the key bowl.

Your frown seemed to be constantly etched onto your face as you dragged your feet towards the kitchen to once again make 2 minute noodles to eat for dinner.

It was unhealthy yes. But you didn't have the time for anything else.

However you stopped in the entryway for your kitchen, your tired eyes wide awake as you watch your wife hum along to the subtle notes of her favourite song in the background, her hands working quickly as she cooks away.

You take small steps before you step behind her body, your arm wrapping around her waist, as your forehead rests in the dip between her shoulder blades, your nose inhaling the scent that is just Wanda Maximoff.

You feel as your shoulders droop, the stress from the day melting away almost immediately as you leave a gentle kiss on her back.

Wanda smiles as she turns the stove down slightly, her body turning as her arms circle around your waist, as she pulls you against her chest she combs her fingers through your knotty hair, her lips spreading into a grin as she speaks,

"How was work, love?"

You simply just grunt as you look over Wanda's shoulder, surprise clear on your face as you see your favourite meal cooking away on the stove, Wanda giggles and scrunches her nose as she speaks in amusement,

"That good, huh?"

Your eyes crinkle in sadness and emotion, tears pricking at the edge of your eyes in overwhelming happiness, Wanda's eyebrows furrow slightly as she watches you, her hands soft as they grab your face to face her, her hands soft on either side of your face as she holds it within her grasp.

"Love?"

Your eyes watch her as you sniffle before speaking,

"Sorry, it's just- I didn't expect to come home to this, Wands."

Wanda sighs as she brings my head to her chest, her lips gentle as they leave a kiss to my head before speaking softly with her accent,

"Beautiful, you've been working so hard recently, you deserve some care and attention, and as your wife I want to do that for you, you deserve all of it and more. Adults need to be taken care of as well, and that includes you, my love."

I lift my head to leave a gentle peck on Wanda's lips, my worries gone for now as I bask in the love of the love of my life.

It is true that Wanda was true to her vows.

Ones that echo in my head and heart from now on.

'I, Wanda Maximoff, take you, Y/n, for my lawful wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part. I will love and honor you all the days of my life.'

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There we have it, it's not the best, just something I brought together quickly, also must I say that fluff isn't my strong suit.

(I wrote this whole thing from scratch, so it's not from one of my works that I'll publish, that way it'll limit the chance of you finding me on here, hope you enjoyed anyway.)

-🐈

Ohhhh this was so fluffy and so good! Ahh I totally was trying to regonize if I had read it before, but also thankful you just came up with it like that 🙏 absolutely enjoyed it

#scarletlizzard asks #🐈 anon

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jbaileyfansite · 5 months

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I'm sad they didn't put Jonny for best supporting actor. Heck I'm upset they took that category out. But I'm still glad the show got some regonization at the Golden Globes. And it was so sweet of Matt to say that whenever he's nominated, its also for Jonny too ;) I'm glad he took part of that show also. (Jonny.)

Oh and also your page rocks!

First of all, thank you for the compliment!

About the lack of nomination: yeah, i'm deeply saddened too, but I knew the moment they put him into the supporting actor category he had literally no chance this year at the GG, because of the change they made (which to me it's ridicolous, there has always been a reason for the proper divide in the categories, to give more people the chance of being recognized).

Anyway he was still nominated for the Critics Choice Awards, and hopefully for more awards shows in the future. And it was definitely very sweet of Matt saying so. I love how partners in crime they are.

I'm also glad that Jonny took part of this show too. It's a great show, and clearly something everyone is truly passionate about. And like Jonny said: he's so damn proud of it, which I feel it's the sentiment of everyone involved. At the end of the day awards are just that...awards. Touching people's hearts with the story you are telling, your perfomance etc. it's what truly important and what I think most creatives truly aspire to obtain.

#jonathan bailey #asks #nickisgirl

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your-absent-father · 9 months

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WIP INTRODUCTION: The Vanishing act

Progress: doing the outline. This isn't very high on my priority list

genre: mystery horror

themes: violence against women and other minorities, mental illness, also more when it is more solid

Tropes: mysteriously brooding anti hero, characters frozen in time, time loops, murder mysteries trough generations

content warnings: racism, murder, gore, many types of abuse, disturbing imaginery, suicide

Plot:

Amanda Reimann was gaslighted ever since she was 5 years old. She was sure, so sure, that the car her mother had killed herself in 1995 had been empty when it burned down in flames. She was close to forgetting all of it through therapy and getting adopted by the parents of her close childhood friend the Reimann's.

All of her memories started flooding back in when the circus, one that always appeared once a year like magic, came again to Amanda's hometown the same night she heard her adopted sister had gone missing traveling with her sister's best friend. To Amanda's shock, that day's new performers were like copies of the missing girls, and their mentor was like a carbon copy to Amanda's mother the day she killed herself. When talking to, none of them seem to regonize Amanda.

Amanda sets out to figure out the mysterious Circus Moirai's fairground, with the help of Kenji Okura, her sister's best friend's father, who is a detective in the edge of getting fired, and Tobias Akerman, the only person that believed Amanda 20 years before.

The investigators:

Amanda Reimann - the main character, birth name Amanda Martinsson. Paranoid young woman who for 20 years was lead to believe that her memories were only formed as a trauma response. Maybe a bit intense, but loving to her family, was it biological or not.

Tobias Akerman - Selene Martinsson's close friend and confidant. Has tried for 20 years to prove that Selene wouldn't kill herself, with dimishing results. A former boss in an agency whose first hire was Selene Martinsson, Tobias has ruined his promising life to give justice to his former associate, with every means necessary

Kenji Okura - father of Rea Okura. Kenji has always been a sceptic relying on hard facts, which come in handy with his job of being a private eye. He doesn't believe in anything supernatural, but he does believe in an hiher power, which he believes more than anything after Amanda Reimann shows him his missing daughter flying trought the air as a trapeze artist.

Moirai's fairground performers:

M - The mysterious ringmaster. No one really knows his name, background, or even remember his face. They only remember his silky dark voice that you can almost hear everywhere in Moirai's fairground, and the piercing blue eyes that seem to be looking straight at you, even when you are in a crowd of thousands.

Selene - master of any animals. Selene's fantastical animals started in the 90s only with horses but has incorperated other animals to her number trough out the years. She has been the crowd favorite for ages because Selene's delicate beauty and the beautiful dancing she uses while performing. Many have described her dancing like "a flame in the cold night."

Sara - Sara is one of two first time performers in 2015 show. Agile young woman, she and her trapeze partner soar trough the sky like they have always done so, Sara being the more experienced one of the two.

Rea - Rea is one of two first time performers in 2015 show. Even tough Rea seems to slip on every show of her first night of the show, she is still a talented woman willing to grow and learn. And of course the skill is there, especially when you have your best friend helping you.

Charlotte - dance leader. In carge of any type of show other might say is "normal". She and her back up dancers do a dance number right in the middle of the show. Charlotte is the right hand woman of M, informing everything going on to M himself. She is blinded by her loyalty, which some might mistake as Charlotte loving M. Charlotte was just K's firt performer.

Vicki - the clown of the circus. Vicki is an interesting person with one of the oldest and loved performances of the circus. She is almost always wearing her clown outfit, but it always feels differently off every time you look at her. When you talk to her, you can feel the fun loving person inside, if you get pass the slightly crooked smile.

Bettie - The fiery personality fit for the person in charge of the fire performance show and the fireworks at the end of each performance. Snoopy personality, is most likely to come talk to you after the performance. She may seem fierce but her personality is a total sweetheart.

Claudia - the fortune teller, one of the few notable faces outside the tent, only occasionaly making performance in front of an audience. Quiet and stern person who seems to have power over K, as she is the only person whose small cart didn't have his precense around it.

Lucas - One of the few men performers, showing audiences the old school gun man performance magic. There doesn't seem to be a target Lucas couldn't miss, there are only those Lucas chooses not to. He has everything you want in a southern gentleman, a real southern gentleman.

WIP's tag: WIP: Circus Moirai

Probably the one which I will update on you the lead lol. Only because its darl subject matters and the mystery aspect.

The pinterest. Might include spoilers

#wip: circus Moirai #wip introduction #wip intro #wip #writeblr #writing

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korn-maze · 1 year

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Comfort (Munkathan Fanfiction)

Pairing: James 'Munky' Shaffer X Jonathan Davis (KoRn)

Summary: After Dealing With Some Bullies Back In Class, Jon Grows Fed Up And Leaves In A Fit Of Anger. His Best Friend James (Munky) Notices That His Friend Seems Upset And So He Follows Him To See What's Up. Anxiety Engulfs Jon's Mind And Body And He Begins To Grow Paranoid But Thankfully James Is There To Offer Some Comfort.

Warnings: Mention Of Bullies, Anxiety Attack, Slight Paranoia, Real Life Pairing.

Jon stormed out of the classroom with anger flowing through his veins. No longer could he hear the laughter of the assholes he had left behind, the only thing audible to him now was the blood roaring through his ears. He let his feet guide him to a private location, a location he favored the most out of the entire school. The music room. His pace slowed as he reached the wooden door to the now empty classroom. It was dark inside from what he could see through the little glass window connected to the door. Jon's hand found its way to his pocket as he began to fiddle for something inside. He felt something tiny and jagged and pulled it out. A small piece of glass. He maneuvered the piece of glass to fit inside the lock of the door and with some quick twists to the right and then to the left the door clicked open. He pulled himself inside quickly and slammed the door shut behind him. Thinking back it wasn't the smartest move to slam the door but he didn't care. He didn't care about anything at that moment.

He walked to the far back of the music room where there was a small hidden corner connected to where the bathroom was. Jon had spent all of his time in this corner when he had music class. It was pirvate enough and nobody bothered him. He wrote lyrics here, tuned guitars here, he had even fiddled with his pair of bagpipes here when he had them. It was a comfort spot of sorts. But no lyrics were going to be written here today. The small boy plopped himself on the hard floor with a thud and pulled his knees up to his chest, he could feel his heart rate begin to speed up and tears pricked at the corners of his eyes. He tried his hardest to hold them back But- Oh god who cares no one was here. Jon placed his hands ontop of his head and began to cry. His skinny frame trembled with each sob as he allowed his mind to wander back to the past. The horrible things people have said or done to him...and all he wanted to do was to fit in and to be a good boy. That's all he wanted.

"Fuck This Damned Place! Fuck It All To Hell!" Jon screamed as he tugged at his dreadlocks.

Jon's brain was sending itself into such an anxious frenzy that he didn't hear the door to the music room slowly open with an agoonizingly long creak. Two pair of lights flashed on and footsteps began to slowly approach him. He hadn't noticed though. His eyes were tightly shut and his brain was so loud..

"Jon Are You In Here? It's Me James."

Jon's eyes slowly flickered open. He regonized that name, but was it the James he knew or was it one of the assholes who picked on him pretending to be his good friend? If so Jon knew he couldn't do anything but kick and scream at them, though no one ever seemed to hear his yells for help anyways. The small boy's heart began to race faster and his breathing began to grow erratic, he didn't even notice the shadow that fell over him as the figure crouched down in front of him.

"Jon Look At Me! Hey Man, Snap Out Of It!"

So it was his James. His vision grew blurry and he couldn't muster the energy to speak, his heart was beating to fast and he couldn't breath. His sobbing came out in choked whines. James expression was one of pure concern, he didn't think he'd ever seen his friend so shaken up before. He tried once more to reach out to Jon but no reply came. Jon just continued to shake, pant, and cry. James frowned. The guitarist sithered up to the smaller boy and propped himself up next to him. He hoped that what he was about to do next would help. He gently wrapped an arm around Jon and pulled him into a tight hug, he then took the boys hand and squeezed it.

"its Alright Jon. I've Got Ya.."

"J-James I-I Can't B-Breath!"

" Shh, Deep Breaths Jon, Just Calm Down. Your Alright Now. Please Just Calm Down.."

James rubbed gentle cricles along his friends hand and whispered words of encouragment. Jon leaned into James' body and tried his best to take deep breaths. James' presence, his voice, his touch, his scent. It seemed to awaken something in Jon and he began to slowly feel himself relax. His heart rate slowed and he began to get his breathing back. James clutched him tightly.

"Attaboy Jon, Thats It, Your Alright~"

Jon swung his arms around James' neck and held onto him as if his life depended on it. He buried his face into James' chest and cried. James rested his chin atop of Jon's head and rocked himself back and forth. It was a little while before his friend began to fully calm down but once he did he shakily lifted his head up and etched his way out of James' grasp. James tilted his head and looked at Jon, he offered a smile.

"You Alright Man?"

"Y-Yeah, I'm Good. S-Sorry You Had To Witness That.."

"Nah Its Alright, You Know I Don't Mind. Its Better To Let it Out Than To Keep It In Right?"

"Yeah, I Suppose So, Heh."

The guitarist smiled and twirled one of Jon's dreadlocks before getting up and walking over to a table with a box of tissues on it. He grabbed it and walked back over to the corner and plopped the box onto Jon's lap, he then sat back down next his friend. Jon nodded his thanks before taking a tissue and wiping his stained face. James placed a hand on the singer's shoulder and gave it a light massage. Jon looked over and smiled before scooting back over towards the guitaritst and snuggling back into his side. The guitarist's face flushed.

"Thanks For Being Here Munk."

"Hm, No Problem Jon."

James smiled at the use of his nickname. But he wondered what his teacher thought of his sudden absence though, probably just thought he went out for a quick smoke was all. The bell for lunch would ring soon but he figured Jon didn't really care for it at the moment. Though James would have liked to go out and meet with their other band of friends he knew that Jon would need some time alone and probably didn't fancy to be near large crowds of people at the moment. James didn't really mind though, he'd stay here in this dark music room with his friend for as long as he needed. Jon's head shifted as he looked up at James with those brown puppy dog eyes. James swore he could feel his heart melt at the sight, Jon's little pout was utterly adorable. The singer grinned at his friend before maneuvering his head to snuggle into James' neck. James chuckled softly and rested a cheek back onto Jon's head.

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lilfantayshia · 11 months

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Law and Order Headcanons

Ben and Paul are definitely dating before the show aired. Paul definitely proposes on one knee. How? He told me.

Mike and Rey ARE definitely dating. When Rey told his wife , Deborah about his infidelity and his sexuality (he used to be curious with his sexuality right now, he's bisexual), she decided not to divorce but rather separate. They agreed on co-parenting their kids. After the separation, Deborah told him that she's pansexual. Being a good ex-husband, he supports her. (Rant: How come there's no Rey Curtis slash fanfiction?)

I bet you a dollar that Mike looks good in women's clothes. He used to put make-up on for plays. Same thing for an outfit. (Maybe he can use it for undercover? This may spaked an fanfiction idea...)

Lennie DEFINITELY sings in private. (Thanks to Jerry Orbach for telling me this)

Paul takes Ben out to Europe for their honeymoon.

Jack and Ben are law besties. They never met each other in real life but they mail each other every other week.

Anita can tell you her family stories if they're all burnout for the cases.

Phil listens to opera. (A homage to Paul Sorvino, who passed away July 25th, 2022 due to natural causes)

Ed's famous twin sister, Erica brings food and snacks to detectives and lawyers. She also helps the cases if they need more help. She's good at memory (regonize people and such). She also brings her best friend, Lauren for help as needed.

Ben and Paul adopt children when they're married.

Ed, Mike, Rey, and Paul are the best bros to count on when you are feeling down. Lennie is also part of it.

BONUSES:

Everybody on the show is gay. Dick Wolf told me. He said the following:

Ben, Paul, Mike, Lennie, Abbie, Jamie, and Jack are all bisexual.

Jack is also trans.

Claire and Anita are clearly pansexual.

Ed is omnisexual.

Arthur and Adam are dating. #oldDAs

That's all, folks.

If there's anything that you want me to add or make a new one, dm me!

Maybe I should do a sexy version?

#law and order #headcanon #ben stone #paul robinette #claire kincaid #jamie ross #abbie carmichael #jack mccoy #phil cerreta #mike logan #lennie briscoe #rey curtis #ed green #dick wolf

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spinaroos-47 · 1 year

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Big need for daffodil au Cain, Darius and Ever meet up. How would that even go?

Lots of tears, for sure

And confusion on Eber and Darius' side. Like, how would you explain your mentor you were pretty sure were dead (and got confirmation of it some years ago by belos - gonna make a post about it later), now appears looking like he hasnt aged a day?

If they ever ended up stumbling into eachother, maybe it would be on the night market near where hollow mind happens. Would make sense for anyone on the house to go there if they ever did need something instead of going out in broad daylight

Cain would try to pretend that he doesnt regonize them but Darius would not let him get away. He's not letting his mentor and one of his best friends dissapear again. Very distressing for our guy, he REALLY doesnt want to put them in danger (but they already are, being the CATTs and all, though its not like cain would know about it), not a happy reunion actually.

And even though in theory he knew that they were on their forties now, even after seeing pictures of them, it wasn't until then that it hit him that they were two decades older than him now, he lost twenty three years of their lives. Its a lot to deal with

I don't have much more decided on this but its fun to think about it

#hed probably be with either caleb evelyn or one of the other grimwalkers. probably alex or gg caleb #ask #daffodil au #prev ggs #cain

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funkehouse · 2 years

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There is so much potential for a metro 2033 submas crossover.

-ingo returns to unova after some time to find it’s not how he left, he returns to a world strangled of life and the battle subway is the last bastion of hope in the dead Regon. With no memory still he has to navigate this elaborate mega structure with his face plastered on all the walls with his unknown twin.

-emmet who was working at the time was one of the survivors, since he ran the subway he has the best memory of the system and where safe points are, he’s just trying to make sure there’s no war between groups bur he starts hearing about his twins reappearance

So essentially the idea is that the end of the world happened and the only survivors are in the battle subway and ingo is trying to get his memories back while emmet is just trying to make sure people survive. Under each station there’s like a small civilization ran by one of the gym leaders or someone similar …just really like apocalypse sonarios

#submas #pokemon gen 5 #subway master emmet #subway master ingo #pokémon #metro 2033

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miraclelevellan · 2 years

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You know what? Screw it. 4 supports I wanna see per Wolf. I did something like this when they came out in Houses and I'm gonna do it again. Just warning this is gonna be long

Yuri:He needs one with Caspar. Caspar had that whole thing with the scorpion gang and Yuri did to and it never got resolved so I wanna see Hopes redo that. He also needs one with Ashe becuase Ashe actually regonizes him and that whole thing goes nowhere. For the Deer I'm thinking Raphael is the best for Yuri,Raphy is very caring and protective of sister and I think that would hit something soft in Yuri becuase he is like that with his mother. Finally for the Church is Seteth,becuase Yuri knows to much and Seteth doesn't know nearly enough. But Yuri makes the accidentally of playfully threatening Flayn for their secrets and its immediately meet with a very,very,VERY,scary Seteth.

Balthus: For the Eagles I'm thinking Dorothea,similar reason to why he should have one with Manuela. Except while Manuela's support is light hearted and fun,Dorothea's would be more serious and Balthus actually being offended when she compares him to 'Just another noble doing whatever he wants becuase he can'.. For the Lions I think Sylvain,bros bonding over shitty parents and hitting on girls and randomly having deep talks. Another Deer I'd like to see Balthus support with is Ignatz,with Iggy reminding Balthus a lot of his younger brother and he immediately takes on a big bro role our fav artist.

Hapi:For the Lions Dedue. I wanna see them both be tired and done with the Lions craziness and having entire conversations just by looking at each other. I want Hapi to sigh one time and Dedue immediately bashing the monsters skull in with his shield and she just like "Huh.....hot.". For Eagles I think Petra. I want the girls to talk about literally anything,the stars,the spirits if Hapi's village was into that too,I want Hapi to get mad about Petra's situation to the point she summons a monster by accident becuase she is worked up(she then immediately blows it up herself with anger charged magic). I just think the girls should talk. For the Deer Marianne I think. Hapi has powers she hates,Marianne has a Crest she hates. Both have abilities that involve animals,maybe Marianne could teach Hapi how to control monsters. Church would be Flayn. Flayn knows how it feels to be hidden away from the world becuase of someone else's fear,and she wants Hapi to be well happy.

Constance:Eagles is Hubert,becuaee I think Hubert would be like "You are lying." And she is just sets him on fire while laughing. Lions support would be Annette,who is 100% on board with helping Constance get her house back. She has so much energy and is so willing to help and Constance is at a complete loss becuase she only asked her what tea she liked. For the Deer I'm thinking Lorenz,simply becuawe I want the noblest of noble trio to all have supports together. That and I think she wouldn't bother giving him the time of day becuase he is Lorenz and makes terrible first impressions. Church is Shamir. House Nuvelle was wiped out by Dagda. Constance doesn't hold Shamir accountable,but I think the two would talk about the war. What they lost,how they move on,and at the end Shamir offers her services to Constance,admiring how the girl works tirelessly to reclaim what is hers.

#fire emblem #fire emblem three houses #fire emblem three hopes #yuri leclerc #balthus von albrecht #hapi #constance von nuvelle

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mocharaycookie · 2 years

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Waifuism Communities are Inherently Fucked

Or at least the popular, not-closed-off, and active ones that exist at the moment.

WARNING: it's another waifuism article. Sorry.

If you've been following sugarteara.moe for more than a month, you already know about my waifudyke behaviors, my cringe behaviors, my cringe and fail. However, this week, month even, I've been thinking about the overall state of the community, and with that, came leaving every public waifuist community I was in (which was like, two, anyways), and for good reasons. Most, if not all waifuist communities, are irreparably fucked. I'll go over some more in-depth concepts in here, but if you want two people who agree with me, I'll link to them at the end.

My initial reason for leaving public waifuist spaces was something the two mentioned have also covered -- the pedophilia, oh, the widespread pedophilia. This is merely a symptom of a bigger issue with pedophilia in anime/otaku communities, which is also FUBAR, but that place is for another day. Most places include a simple cover-up "mental maturity" rule, which basically is a romantic Harkness Test. Unfortunately, this plays into the otaku/anime trope of "guys she looks like she still plays with polly pockets but she's actually 9001 years old", and they get away with it, while anybody who does object is given the "wow it's just a drawing". You treat your relationships as real as a 3D one, yet cannot even abide to 3D age of consent. Pedophiles, simply, disgusting pieces of shit who should honestly all die. The mental maturity law also lets zoophiles get away with their own shit, which is also disgusting, but I've seen less of that around.

While I did just use "treating your 2D partner as a 3D one" as a reasoning behind that moral, I also think that sometimes, waifuists also treat their 2D partners as "too" real. This is mostly worrywart behavior, but also comes at a great expense of the waifuist's mental health. The easy line of "anything you can do with a real person you can also do with them!" simply...shouldn't exist. It is a cope. There's a widespread concept of "roleplaying" your everyday with your partner, the "Oh I did X with waifu!" is met with great applause. It's fucking weird, and anybody who doesn't play with it is seen as the weird one too for being unsupportive of the relationship or something. It is not unsupportive, it is not making my relationship less valid if I regonize my partner as NOT REAL, and act accordingly. Being in love with a fictional character can be upsetting due to that wall, but in most cases, it's better to just accept the unreality of it all, and make do with those feelings.

Being that "odd one out" also comes into play with, well, again, this is another otaku-based-community thing, but there seems to be a stigma against Western character sources. Unconventional gets it even worse. 90% of unconventional partners tend to be Western partners, so I'm lumping those two together. In a community of all anime girls, it is somehow weirder to be in love with Some Guy instead of a big titty foxgirl. This leads to feelings of alienation, and yet, there seems to be a sort of protectionship between Western waifuists because of this. Also, a lot of weird comments will come if you are unconventional/Western, and sometimes, being seen as a troll or invader for being outside of that norm. There is a thin line between a genuine relationship and an obvious troll sometimes, and while it is hard to tell, it isn't too hard to at least check before being weird about it.

And now, for a problem I struggle with myself a lot -- the idea of having to live up to some "ideal waifuist" conventions, to be the best that you can be. To look up onto others is normal, to idolize them to this extent is not. If you have to ask yourself if you are doing enough, first, take a breather. Also comes into play with "shrines" of physical media for a character. Merch collecting is a joke if you are, again, from a source with almost no merch, which happens to be the unconventional ones most of the time. And then you go and see someone with a gacha-game partner with an entire fucking wall of figures, posters, little trinkets and toys. Some of these even get official body pillows. Feels awful if you just...can't get any of that, or at least, officially. Fan merch is always better anyways, but what about the people who don't even have that?

This is probably more surface-level than I intended it to be, but I do hope somebody who intends to be a leader finds upon this, gives it a good look, and uses it to improve. Again, these widespread issues are unavoidable unless you just...sink away to your own spaces. Waifuist spaces end up more casual hangouts more often than not, and it's generally not my thing in the first place. Without a comfortable, safe area to spend time talking about my own things, and with my own aversion to common small-talk, I find no reason to not just talk about it with the closer groups I have outside of these spaces. I can literally go on about Mocha Ray Cookie to someone I went to school with, there is no need to resort to these places for socialization.

https://psychonauts.neocities.org/journal/thegripesofawaifuist.html

https://macaque.neocities.org/articles/waifuism.html

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