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ollies-moving-castle · 1 month

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If this gets a two thousand notes I’ll ask my mom for a binder

GOAL REACHED no need to spam anymore

you have till may 1st (had to change it it was way to long of a time period I apologize)

go on tumblr

You can do it

I don’t believe in you

Just try not to spam reblog (keep it under 20 okay?) but tag comment to your hearts desire (but y’know….dont spam me over 50 times with comments by one person maybe? I have no doubt someone would do that)

#Wonder what mutual is gonna find this first #Maybe they won’t #And I get to stay in my little bubble of not having to be anxious about asking her #Okay I turned off reblogs it’s over we reached the goal #I don’t know how to turn off comments so I’m just gonna leave it and mute notifs for this post

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sulliispeachy · 23 days

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lost 3lbs overnight🥲

i missed this

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meeenx · 1 month

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in the spirit of ✨romantizing my mental illnesses✨

i am dubbing this specific phenomenon:

the slim hours

in my experience doing intermittent f@sting, this is the specific period of time in my fast where:

it’s after the point where i get the most hungry

it’s sometime at the 22hr mark, it used to be at the 20hr mark

i do not feel it if i do a 16:8 fast - only for extended ones (18:6 or OMAD comes times depending on what i eat before)

in my experience, i start to:

lose the hungry feelings

my body feels almost like my bones are heavy

increased focus after 17-18 hours, i was able to get multiple things done and efficiently

if i sm0ke 🍃, it hits 10x harder va sm0king when eating/after eating

most of the time i am able to ⭐️ve past 24hrs if i can get to this point.

feeling energized to get through workouts

feeling a bit more cheerful in personality/maybe in part to exercise release chemicals and such

each time i get to this time in a f@st, i always see the scale drop the next day. always.

drinking low cal drinks, coffee, tea, anything without cals doesn’t affect it.

i call it ‘the slim hours’ because it does feel like after the 22hr mark it’s like i feel myself shrinking, like my body is forced to eat through my fat instead of any extra cals.

this time is different for everyone, but i’d recommend finding

✨ your slim hours ✨

(let me know if there’s a scientific name for this i wasn’t sure and just gave it a cute name imo idk i was a visual arts major plz)

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sugajimin · 2 months

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some yoongi gifs until he comes back home (19/?)

#yoongi #min yoongi #bts #btsgif #userbangtan #btsedit #myedit #mygifs #i wannt to reach 20 soon skdajds #till spring day comes again #my goal is 100 but i dont think i can do that

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yourlocalabomination · 2 months

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May I present to you one of the dumbest things iv ever drawn.

#someone was on my dash talking about giving crumb a gun #this is what I immediately thought of #never opened procteate faster #I think the stock photo of the stairs really sells the piece #it was just going to be a sketch but I had to commit to the bit #I had to stop so many times while drawing this because I can’t stop laughing at it it’s so stupid #anyway take this in honour of the kickstarter reaching its goal #EDIT: I SPELT IT WITH THE WRONG YOUR I DONT CARE #Edit 2: shoutout to the person on Twt who called him Owen Crumbvour I love it sm that’s his name now #starkid #team starkid #starkid productions #cinderella’s castle #cinderellas castle #crumb #fanart #my art

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r10tgrrrliee · 1 month

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IT JUST HITS DIFFERENT 😟🫠

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veilofvliens · 2 years

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Chapter 1

The world was far too big and all too small for the girl in the car.

The trees went by so fast they began to blur, but the moon stayed steady and stationary, not moving at all.

Oh how she wished to live like the moon; changing, day by day, in small, barely noticeable ways, never the same for long, but always constant in the way it's always there in the sky, even if you don't see it.

Alas, fate's humor is dark and her longing wish seems farther each day.

And today is the day it seems the farthest.

58 kilometers far to be exact.

58 kilometers behind her is the home she lived in for more than 10 years.

And 8 kilometers in front of her is the "Welcome to Seattle" signboard that seemed fatalistic in it's bright but faded colors.

Seattle had done nothing to her, yet she hated all that it stood for.

Hated the schools it boasted about where she knew no one and would be all alone. Hated the streets that she has never walked before and held none of her favorite shops. Hated the vast number of stores that she had to explore, on a quest to find comfort she couldn't in her home. She hated that everything was new and she couldn't find an ounce of familiarity in any inch of this new city.

A little girl with pigtails stomped her glitter covered shoe in her ribcage; again and again, saying the same thing again and again in a pitiful tantrum; *i hate it, i hate it, i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it*

*i want to go home* she whined.

*oh little one, it doesn't exist anymore* her jaded older self thought.

*the home you were born into is now an empty apartment that will be filled with another's life soon*

*you have to build a new home for the first time in your life*

*i don't want to, that's not how it's supposed to be* the little girl stomped

*and to that i reply with grief's words "oh, but that's how it is"*

tears swam in the little girls eyes, and dribbled down in thick drops, as big as the pearls her dad says they are

the older girl blinks her own dry eyes quickly

the little girl, safe in her chest, can cry all she wants without a second thought

but the older one that sat unguarded in the car had her parents to worry about

parents that would dive in with their recorded positivity that couldn't drown out their wails of regret no matter how loud they turned up the volume

she didn't rebuke her parents for their decision

she knew that they didn't have a choice

but at some point in her past years, when she was that little girl in pigtails, they had a choice

they had the choice that they didn't have now

but perhaps they never did

they never stood a chance against their own disposition

they were a crooked slave to themselves

they resented their actions and performed some more

you can't change who a person is, she had learnt

but if she could only have one wish for her entire life

it would be to make it so that she could

no

people are a product of their place

the place they grew up in, their place in the arbitrary societal hierarchy

no

if she could only have one wish for her entire life

one wish that all the gods, all big and small, had to grant

she'd wish she had the power to change

change her fate

change her parent's past

change the world

she wish the world was as malleable as the dirt it was meant to be

and her hands, so slick with tears, could create people and places and pasts and presents

all with a twist of her wrist

the power, the security that no matter what happens she had the means to change would save her from so much heartache, so much regret, so much pain

*but that would make you god, and you are but a mere mortal, it is mortal fate to feel regret and pain and feel a heart break*

*then let me be god* she thought *i am made in his image am i not? let me be god, i do not want to be human*

*this humanity that was spoken of, that was gifted at the price of Prometheus's liver, this humanity that is innate and humane, is not as kind as my teacher taught me it was*

*the way most humans are, you would think humanity is a synonym of tyranny, of cruelty and needless violence, humanity is wars and wins, humanity is dynasty's that fall beneath pride, humanity is stolen pleasures and unpaid debts, humanity is greed and hunger, humanity is fear for an after where our consequences finally affect us,*

*humanity is hubris with a soul*

*the soul makes it salvageable, does it not?*

she dismissed the voice with a shake of her head

*does the fact that a human, no matter how cruel, still has a soul, not leave a chance for redemption?* the voice persisted

*their idea of redemption is a 5 minute prayer and a disregard for religion outside of their benefit*

*they seek shelter in the arms of their protector in times of danger, is that so wrong?*

*they seek shelter but do not follow the rules of the shelter, every religion has only common rule; be kind to all, and yet the one thing that one is, regardless of religion, is unkind*

*unkindliness prevails more than death*

*do you presume you can avoid death if you are kind?*

*i assume less people would be afraid of death if they were kind*

*most of the fear stems from the judgement they'll face, if they're kind, make the effort to be unfalteringly kind, they wouldn't be afraid of judgment*

*do you think most are purposefully unkind?*

*that's what i see*

*so it is your presumption, you're set of traits that you compare them against, that yields the result that they are unkind*

*...i guess*

*are you not being unkind here then?*

*such is the plight of being human i guess*

*cop out*

*you aren't even real, shut up*

*you're the one who listens, no?*

*shut up*

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sulliispeachy · 18 days

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disappeared for a couple days but im back

heres the

New Plan

i bought a scale yesterday so i could weigh myself wo going through my mom first so this will make it easier for me to keep track of my weight

i must weigh myself EVERY morning after using the bathroom, with no clothes. if the weight has gone up i must fast for the next 24 hours

no calories for breakfast. only 0 cal drinks allowed. for lunch i can have a snack, idc what it is as long as its a SNACK, not a meal

for dinner i can eat whatever i want, this way i can avoid binging and satisfy my cravings while keeping my calories low

on my days off, i will work out for at least 30 minutes. idc what i do, dancing, walking, running, but i will spend 30 consecutive minutes burning calories

if i break any of these rules without approval for the next 30 days/before i reach my gw, i must either: sh (i dont want to do this anymore + ill be kicked out if i do so it helps me stick to my goals), be forced to leave my job (i love my job and i obviously dont want to quit) or no longer do any homework and slack on my schoolwork (dont want to fail my jr year of high school)

i also have rewards for all the lbs coming off. 130lbs: get my feet done. 125lbs: new perfume set. 120lbs: new jewelry and piercings. 115lbs: tattoo. 110lbs: new bikinis. <105lbs: $500 clothing shopping spree

to be approved to not follow one or more of these rules for the next 30 days, you must be approved by going through a checklist (see below). you must meet at least 1 of the requirements to be approved for a “cheat day”

by posting this to tumblr, i am electronically signing and agreeing to stick to this plan and all of the rules that come with it. if this contract is broken, i will have to pay $500 to anyone who likes this post (given that i have a way of paying)

cheat day checklist

🔳 weight has plateaued for 3 or more days

🔳 have an important exam or test tmrw (2 days)

🔳 need a break for your mental health

🔳 parents are forcing you to eat

note: this is just for me, please do not follow this, especially if you think it would be bad for your mental health. only posting here to hold myself accountable

block dont report

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meeenx · 1 month

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(please understand this was after a day) but omg yall pickle juice.

pickle juice is kinda an acquired taste. i love pickles. the juice ain’t my beverage of choice.

THAT SAID

if you like it, and/or don’t mind because you are struggling with appetite/b!nges.

take some sips during the day/during a fast and let me know if you also aren’t feeling any hunger at all - so i’m 20 hrs in, normally i feel a little hunger and want to eat, and i have been just drinking water and after, sipping a little pickle juice (approx. a tablespoon) from a non-expired jar in the fridge i had and i have had a delta 9 edible, i had a smoke on a second walk (w33d) and i’ve exercised, period is about to start, i am still not hungry. not even a desire to think about it even…

i want to try this again tomorrow and get high again, but yall im freaking out because this is working???

there was a girl that go t-w0rded on here and reblogged the fact that she lost the ability to gain weight because her bf said “drink some pickle juice” and she’s been maintaining her lw since and not even by choice - she recovered months ago so i looked it up online that it has some appetite suppressant qualities but to be safe and not drink like jars and shit of it because the sodium content is so high and bad in the long run, but i’m planning (and you should to) to just have it when i have cravings during a fast and want to go longer on a fast, not eat as much, etc. and im not gonna be one of those girlies to gatekeep shit if it works for me, because it could work for someone else and if you are safe, as i’ve asked you all to be…do with what this info what u will

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koiifsh · 2 months

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i found a hatching brush finally yaaaaayyy also i turn 15 tomorrow

#digital art #ibispaint #fanart #genshin impact #genshin venti #venti #i constantly worry about not being “good enough” for my age #especially as i get older #now that im 15 i feel like i should've reached all the art goals i previously made #like being better at backgrounds #which you can see i attempted here #im pretty sure this is a universal experience so at least im not alone #sorry for the rant #but i know if i saw an artist that i liked voice their thoughts on this i might have felt better about it myself #so i hope this helps one of u #sending good vibes and peace and love mwaaahhh

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skinnygirlheaven · 17 days

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Can people who managed to lose weight rapidly in like a week tell me how they did it 😣😣

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nanaslutt · 1 month

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1 like and ill write a short inexperienced choso fic

#help me reach my goal🙏

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sulliispeachy · 17 days

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currently realizing my ed might have sum to do w my ocd and constant need to be perfect (perfectionism)

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meeenx · 1 month

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the cute sundresses that end at the middle of the thigh

how hair falls around your collarbones

“you look good!”

goth dark aesthetic looks amazing, coquette aesthetic looks amazing, street wear ✅, y2k, office attire, dark academia, WITH ANY LOOK I TRY, MY SKINNY BODY BECOMES MY BIGGEST ACCESSORY

really let’s be real, you can kinda just wear anything

thighs not rubbing together when you walk

people acknowledge what you eat to see how they can get like you

baggy jeans hugging your hip bones instead

wanting to be seen with you

wanting to be around you

feeling like your finally hot for them

“is this your smallest size?”

defined facial features

“your arms are so tiny!”

you have to eat less/better to loose weight > body stops tolerating greasy, fatty, large amounts of food > forced to buy less/better food = more money back to your pocket + less food = skinny consistently

kinder public, people go out of their way to speak to you, help you get things out of reach.

exercise gets easier

stares - especially living is a area known for obesity. people look at you like the exception

small fingers

shopping for swimsuits, crop tops and shorts is so fun

also summer??? beach runs in cute work out gear??? bikini parties????posing for cute sunset photos not worrying about angles in pictures

NOT WORRYING ABOUT ANGLES IN PICTUREs!!!

doing anything looks ethereal

encouragement/inspiration for others to stay living healthier + making impact to those around you

feeling small and dainty in mediums and larges that the neck lines almost fall off your shoulders (this happens to me and my biggest flex)

confidence through the roof, so that opens up possibilities in the workforce, in your personal life, etc.

(hugging) “i feel like i’m crushing you”

toxic and former friends don’t hang around anymore. anyone who feeds off your insecurity or feelings of superiority or felt you were all at the same level, get threatened and leave (it’s for the better truly fuck these people they never want you to be good or better than them, weight aside they are to be identified and avoided ASAP.)

better sleep

better skin texture

exes, ghosters, old crushes suddenly and pathetically popping back into your life

feeling like an actual main character in your life vs. the supporting actor

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angelwing5 · 2 months

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Checking the nutrients value and c@ls even in my dreams…

I canny escape man

#@na motivation #bulimima #bulim14 #i will reach my ugw #@n@ buddy #disordered eating mention #i wanna be tiny #thinspø #⭐️vation goals #💡as a 🪶

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justalittlem0re · 9 days

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i will never forgive myself for gaining weight.

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