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marsfa1ry · 1 year

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astrology observation 𓇼

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capricorn mercury i love their dry sense of humor and dark sarcasm. my scorpio mercury be giggling like a baby when they tell a joke while everyone else blank stare the native, concerned about their dark humor. also their choice of words is so calculated and careful if developed, no sugarcoating tho, with well aspected could also be poetic. it’s so cute. ahhh my favs

lilith 3h knows how and when to push the button and let that intelligent communicator self take over lol literally can talk themselves out of anything and could wrap someone around their fingers by their words. school and/or siblings might be a hit or miss for them. it’s either good or bad, nothing in between.

mars 1h idk if it’s just me or not moving body when mentally in a better place for a whole day can cause natives a great emotion turmoil like (esp in virgo degree i guess💀) that’s why coping mechanism and serotonin booster includes deep cleaning room, groceries … oh maybe it’s just me ok

not to mention that healthy routine HELPS natives a lot i mean i guess it helps every human being but i feel like it emphasizes when it comes to mars 1h let me know if you resonates or not^^

earth moons with uranus prominent aspects/placements yes earth moons do need a stable routine to help them maintain their mind but with uranus influence esp if making aspects to mc, i think will most likely hate to have a 9-5 work, plus with prominence 9h/sagittarius, spontaneous career life is their go-to. their earth moons still want the stability tho so it could be that they have a stable morning and after work routine etc.

leo moon something about their hair that never fail to catch my attention. it’s like tho they did nothing their hair be thriving.

also something about head bumps because there was this one time i dreamed of a leo moon head bumping me just for me to wake up to an astrology observation (i can’t remember which one😿feel free to inform me so i can put credits here) says head bumping is a lion thing so leo placements tend to do that helpp- but tbh it’s so cute ><

earth moons w fire moons i rarely see astro community talk about this two together like it’s SO underrated. earth moon say the most straightforward, simplest compliments that get fire moon all flustered up and stuff like 😳 and firey do this most random, unprovoked things just to get reaction out of earthy. purely just vibing together. fire moon get earth moon out of their comfort zone, earth moon makes fire moon more grounded. seen them in many long terms relationships.

ex: EDIT : i just found out that brian groomed megan fox and actually so problematic so i deleted this example 🤢

ross lynch (aries moon) - jaz sinclair (capricorn moon)

aishwarya rai (capricorn moon) - abhishek bachchan (aries moon)

ryan gosling (capricorn moon) - eva mendes (leo moon)

moon conjucnt mercury synastry : moon be like ‘bruh you speak my mind’ while mercury ‘you read my emotions and know what to do with them without me talking it out so’ love this

moon conjunct chiron chiron making hard aspect to luminaries (emphasize on moon bcs istg…the pain towards deepest part of ourselves um) can manifest such a big impact in native’s life :,) and which part will be effected depends on houses where it sit in. however, as much as how diverse the conjunction can play out🤭 the same thing that wounded the natives could be the same thing that heal the natives. the key is to mastered the cruel (💀for real like who have this aspect would understand what i mean) chiron. as much as it makes you a severely wounded soldier in inner world’s field ffs, breaking the pattern of chiron can manifests a really great result.

moon prominent aspect in mother’s chart can be presented in your s/o’s chart or someone you like. for better or worse. 🧍‍♀️

mercury in sagittarius degree (9°,21°) philosiphize their words unintentionally and left people who had a conversation with them thinking about their words a lots esp when they give advice, they brought a whole new perspective to the person.

scorpio/8h prominent the struggle is real when someone they close with or trust don’t also hate their enemies. it’s a sign to retreat for them😠 ride or die. all or nothing.

lilith prominent/dominant men try so hard to hide their feelings and reactions when lilith prominent/dominant women come around. might even bully/pick on them at an extreme end. horrible at it finest when undeveloped ugh

taurus lilith square ascendant attract a lot of taurus mars and i have love-hate relationship with most of them

pisces rising really do get away with things. wittiness and chameleon energy of mutable + slyness of water = slay 💅

aries in big 6 literally always there in charts of ppl who heavily watch or fond of anime, manga

capricorn/cancer sun pair with scorpio/taurus sun no matter what others perceived them individually, they seems like a traditional couple to me lol when they’re together it gives ‘of course they’re together’ vibe. capricorn-scorpio and cancer-taurus more often than vice versa

pluto 3h i found myself thinking about what these natives say a looooot like even if it’s the most silliest stuff they said, it still echoes in my mind like ‘i think yellow is a really bizarre color’ and my mind goes 😮🤯😦😵‍💫🙀 wtff

; hihi, first i didn’t expect my previous astro notes to blow up this much so i want to say that i appreciated all the interactions and support <33 thank you so much and i hope whoever come across this astro ranting HEHE a really nice day/night and much fun reading this ⭐️

#1010 #astro observations #astrology #astro placements #astro notes #astro posts #earth moon #fire moon #capricorn mercury #mars 1st house #lilith 3rd house #pluto 3h #synastry #pisces rising #scorpio #8h placements

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mellifiedprincess · 1 year

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this was a request, and i thought it was a sweet idea. this one’s a little sad, just jacks baby girl gets some hate, but don’t worry because baby boy jack won’t let that shit slide. i hope i don’t disappoint! :)

jack champion x reader

I’VE GOT YOU

An angel. If anyone were to ask Jack to describe you in a few words, without a thought, he would say an angel. That’s what you were to anyone who knew you. You had this golden aura that surrounded you. You were this ray of pure sunshine, walking around spreading nothing but love and kindness. Even when people didn’t deserve it. Some people just took advantage of you too much, Jack noticed, of course he noticed. You were his angel baby, after all.

That was one thing Jack always worried about when it came to you. You were too nice, too loving, and while those were good qualities to have, they weren’t exactly in your favor as of recently.

It started at one of the after parties of the Scream XI premiere. On your way in, you got separated from Jack. He got in fine. And while usually he made sure you were right in front of him, both hands on your waist just to make sure you didn’t get dragged from his sight, you got pushed to the back of a group, breaking your hold on Jack. It wouldn’t have been a problem, not one at all, if the people that separated you wouldn’t have looked at you with pure disgust, telling security you were a groupie trying to squeeze your way in.

Being the overly nice sweetheart you are, you tried explaining that you were separated from your boyfriend Jack, but was immediately met by laughter. “There’s no way Jack would be with you! He’s literally in my dms all the time.” One brunette girl says, she looks at you with false pity and begins laughing with her friends again. Of course her words hurt your feelings, but you were never one to make a scene. So, as soon as you feel those familiar hands on your waist, you quickly forget about the interaction, just relieved that Jack found you.

“Sweetheart, you know your supposed to stay in front of me. You’re only about the size of a cupcake. What if you would have gotten hurt, hmm?” “I know, I just got pushed to the back. I’m fine th-.”

“Wait! You’re actually with her? What the fuck?” The girl from earlier interrupts you, and then begins laughing in disbelief. Jack’s jaw was locked, eyes staring daggers through the girl, before looking back down at you. “Was she mean to you while I wasn’t here?” He knew the answer. He knew something was wrong with you the second he found you. But he also knew that if you wanted him to do something, you would say so.

Instead of answering him, you just shrug, almost getting distracted by playing with Jacks fingers. “Angel, you know you’re supposed to use your words when talking to me.” He gently grabbed your chin, tilting your head up to make eye contact with him. “I know, I just don’t want you to say anything to her. I just want to go dance with you, Mason, and Jaz.” You can’t help the small frown that forms on your lips.

You feel Jack place a sweet kiss to your cheek, before grabbing your hand in his. “Okay, baby. Let’s go dance.” An excited squeal makes it’s way past your lips, and you jump up and down excitedly. “God you are so fucking adorable.” He says before finally leading you into the building.

The next time someone was mean to you, you were out getting lunch with Mason and Devyn. Jack had reshoots for an unreleased project that day, so he couldn’t make it unfortunately. But, you didn’t mind spending time with two of your closest friends without him.

You were all catching up, telling each other what’s been happening in your crazy lives, when out of no where you felt something cold being poured over your head followed by someone shouting “Stay away from Jack, you bitch!”. You couldn’t do anything but sit there in shock, tears beginning to pool in your eyes. You watch as Devyn jumped up, chasing after whoever it was, while Mason rushed to your side, throwing his jacket around you. “Are you okay? You want me to call Jack?” He didn’t know what to do, he couldn’t believe someone would do that to you.

You immediately shake your head no, pleading eyes looking at him. “No! Don’t call Jack, please! He’s busy at work right now, he doesn’t need any distractions from me.” You wipe your tears away furiously as they stream down your reddened cheeks. Mason sighs before pulling you into his side. “That bitch got away!” A furious and out of breath Devyn comes back over, talking to someone on the phone. “Yeah, I’m here with her now. Hold on.” She gives you a sympathetic smile, holding her phone out to you. “I called Jack, just to let him know what happened.” You sniffle again as you grab the phone from her hands, already knowing how upset your boyfriend is gonna be.

“He-hello?” Your watery voice breaks Jacks heart, his sweet baby girl doesn’t deserve any of this. “Hey angel.” He pauses for a moment, trying to figure out the best route here. “Devyn just told me what happened. Listen to me okay? I want you to go back home for the rest of the day. I’m leaving set early and coming straight home.”

“No don’t leave set early! I’ll go straight home, just please don’t leave because of me.” You pleaded with him, you know him leaving early because of you will only result in more nasty rumors being spread about you and your relationship. He doesn’t respond for a few seconds, contemplating the best course of action. “Okay, baby. Hand the phone back to Devyn now.” Before you hand it back though, you hear Jacks voice again. “Hey, I love you, okay? Everything’s gonna be fine.” “Okay, sweets! I love you too!”

Jack ended up asking Devyn and Mason if they didn’t mind staying with you until he got home. Devyn wasn’t able to unfortunately, but Mason offered to at least walk you back to your place. This would later come back to bite you in the ass.

As soon as Jack came home, he wasted no time in pulling you into his chest. Taking your face in his hands, and placing sweet kisses all over your face. “How’s my pretty girl feeling?” You wrap your arms around his waist and snuggle closer into him. His warmth and smell making you feel dizzy in the best way possible. “I feel way better now that you’re home. I even made your favorite for dinner!” His heart could have burst right then and there. “We can eat later, right now I just wanna love on my girl. Is that okay?” His thumbs rubbing the apples of your cheeks. “That’s perfectly okay, sweets.” You pinch his sides, turning and running to your bedroom as he starts chasing after you. But he stops as soon as Butters catches his eye. “Um, baby? Why does Butters have a mini cowboy hat on? And are those cowboy boots for cats?”

And here we are present day. Its been a week since the incident at lunch with Devyn and Mason.

Jack was still so furious at the person who dumped their drink on your head, and called you a bitch?!

You were trying your best to stay positive about everything, and that made Jack even more furious at the person. You were just too fucking good for this cruel world, and the fact people were hating on you all because you had what they wanted, was absolutely ridiculous.

You were doing a great job at not reading all of the rumors or hate online. That was until you saw an article online, claiming you were cheating on Jack with Mason. With Mason of all people? Mason who has been nothing but a big brother and best friend to you and Jack? You couldn’t believe what you were reading. And what made it even worse, was the picture attached to the article. One that someone had to have taken while following you two back to your apartment. And to anyone outside of your lives, it did look very suspicious, his jacket thrown around you, as well as his arm around your shoulders. But that was just Mason being protective of you after the encounter you had a few minutes prior.

You knew Jack wouldn’t believe any of it, that’s not what you were concerned about. What you were concerned about was all the hate comments Mason would likely get, not to mention the comments you would be getting. And you knew you shouldn’t look at them. You knew it would only cause you more hurt.

That didn’t stop you though.

Before you knew it, it had been two hours and you were still reading through the hate. You didn’t even realize you had tears streaming down your face this whole time. The things that people can come up with. It’s truly unsettling how crazed people get over celebrities.

Some people went as far as creating an entire instagram account, dedicated to hating on you.

But the breaking point for you was when people started threatening to kill you or begging for you to kill yourself. The fact people actually wanted you dead because of your relationship with Jack made no sense at all.

The panic started settling in, not even giving you a chance to fight back. Your breathing was labored, mouth dry, tears still coming down like a waterfall. Your chest felt so tight, it all just hurt so much. But luckily, Jack walked in just in time. “Baby? I’m back from the gym. Josh and Haley wanna get dinner with us tonight.” You heard his keys get thrown on to the kitchen island, before his footsteps start making their way to your bedroom. “You can start getting ready, while I shower. Orrr you could join me-“

As soon as he sees you, he already knows what’s happening. He already knows what started the panic attack. Nevertheless, he falls to his knees in front of you, grasping your small hands in his large ones, and starts rubbing comforting circles on your wrists. “Hey” His voice is a whisper, he didn’t want to make things worse for you. “Angel?” You’re not able to respond, only look up and lock eyes with his pretty brown ones. “Hey, there you are. Are you able to talk?” You can only shake your head no. “That’s okay. Just tell me how bad this attack is, use your fingers.” You hold up 8 shaky fingers.

He nods his head, grabs your hands and places a kiss to the back of both of them. “Baby, were you looking at things online you know you’re not supposed to be looking at?” With a trembly sigh, you nod your head. “Yes.” You’re voice was so tiny and broken, Jack swore to himself he could kill whoever made you feel this way.

“People want me dead, Jack!” You burst into more tears, covering your face with your hands. “What?!” Jack stands to his feet, sitting down beside you before pulling you into his lap. “Where’s your phone?” You grab it from the bed and hand it to him. While he reads through some of the things that have been said, he pushes your head to the crook of his neck, running his hand through your hair.

That lasts for a few minutes before he puts your phone down and reaches for his own. “Don’t worry, sweet girl. I’m gonna fix this.” He stands up, taking you with him and heads to the bathroom. “I’m gonna run you a bath, help you relax a little bit, okay?” “That sounds really nice, baby. Thank you.” You give him a small smile, and place a quick kiss to his lips, before he starts the bath.

“I’ll be back in a few minutes. I don’t want you thinking about anything. Turn that pretty brain off and just relax.” Jack was stern when he said this. He was being serious and you knew better than to try and argue with him.

“Okay, I will! But don’t be too long please.” He leans down to place one more kiss to your lips before heading back to the bedroom. He knew he should at least give his manager a heads up, but at this point he would start a fucking war to protect you. He opens his instagram app, quickly clicking on all of his favorite pictures of you, before typing his caption-

“This beautiful girl right here, means more to me than anything fame could give me. I would throw all of it away, give all of this up, if it meant she would never see a day of sadness again. All of these nasty rumors being spread about her, are absolutely disgusting. And now she’s receiving death threats? This has gone too far and I regret not saying something before now, but coming home to find the literal light of my life having a panic attack, because people want her dead, was the breaking point for me. I will never want anyone like I want her. I will never love anyone like I love her, and all of these crazy fangirls need to realize that.

And to my angel- you bring so much happiness to everyone who truly knows you. I love you so much, and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to truly express how much. If I could take all the tears you’ve cried over the past few weeks away, I would. And I’m just so incredibly sorry that someone as pure of heart as you, had to go through all of this. You will always be too good for this world, always will be too good for me. And I just feel so lucky, that I get to wake up every day, wrapped in your arms. Knowing you chose me, out of everyone in this world, to love. Keep your head up, baby. Let them say whatever they want, cause at the end of the day, we’ve still got each other. That’s all we need.”

After what felt like an hour, but was only 15 minutes, Jack walks back into the bathroom. He sits down beside the tub, and looks over at you. “Hey, sweets.” You mumble, the dried lavender calming you almost to sleep. “Hi, my love.” He tilts his head slightly, giving you a look of pure love and adoration. “You almost ready to get out?” You give a sleepy smile and nod. “Yeah, can you grab my towel for me sweets?”

“Yeah baby, it’s in the dryer so it’s all nice and warm for you. Be right back.”

Jack quickly makes his way back to you, wrapping the towel around you and without any warning, picks you up and carry’s you back to your bedroom, placing your comfy robe around you. “Now, c’mere.” Jack beckons you to sit back on his lap, he’s placed himself against the headboard now. When you make it closer to him, he gently grabs your arm, pulling you to his body. You wrap your legs around his waist, and immediately start playing with his curls at the back of his neck.

“I need you to listen to me when I say this, sweet girl.” You look at him and nod, “Okay, you have all of my attention sweets.” He only smiles, reaching to grab one of your hands, and placing a kiss to the palm of it.

“I want you to know, that I love you. I love you so much, it honestly scares me. Before I met you, I didn’t think I would ever find anyone. And then I met you and everything that didn’t make sense before, does now. You’ve planted these flowers of love and care in my heart, and they are so deeply rooted now, if I were to lose you, it would kill me.” Jack spoke so soft, but stern enough where you knew he meant what he was saying.

“I wish I could go back, and say something to all the haters before now, but I didn’t and I’m so sorry for that, angel.”

“It’s not your fault it happened Jack.” He shakes his head, cutting you off. “It’s my job to protect you, baby. I should have been better at it.”

“I love you, and you do more than enough for me, every day.” You try to reassure him, but Jack being Jack, would take more persuasion. “I already feel 100 times better, just being here in your arms. You make me feel safe, and fearless against the world.” Your lips meet his for another kiss, this one deeper and more meaningful.

“You are heaven sent, I swear.” Jack whispers against your lips. You knew the hate would continue, you knew Jack still felt like it was his fault, but you also knew Jack loved you and would protect you no matter what.

#jack champion x reader #ethan landry x reader #jack champion

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runawaymun · 4 months

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Some time later, Idril said, "My love, will you come outside? The Moon has risen, and shines his rays upon the snow on this clear night. I think we should see it, and greet the new year together." "We will keep you warm," Maeglin assured him. Idril took her great ice-blue cloak from where it hung on a peg and draped it upon Tuor, then took up one side and covered Maeglin with it, and with the other side covered herself. "There," said she. "We will be just fine." Tuor took both their hands as they went out into the cold, but with them on either side of him he barely felt the chill. The moonlight illuminated the snow-covered gardens and made all things glow, but he could hardly spare the sky a glance, when the brightest stars already had their arms around him.

Beauty O'er-Snowed, by @jaz-the-bard

Thank you for commissioning this piece, Jaz!!! I had so much fun working on it and getting to draw these three (especially Idril's HAIR). I'm so fucking weak for them and how you write the three of them together. <3 <3 <3

#commissions #my art #jazthebard #gondolin ot3 #tfog #the fall of gondolin #tolkien fanart #maeglin #idril #tuor #click for better quality bc tumblr is a hungry eldritch being that consumes pixels

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ozimagines · 25 days

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request: what powers would each character have in a superhero comic AU (had a dream about this weeks ago and keep meaning to delve into it myself, but curious to see what others come up with...)

Thank youuuuu this gave me something to do while I’m bed-bound! Also super creative ask!

Oz Prisoners’ Powers…

Tobias Beecher: Telepathy

Chris Keller: Telekinesis

Vern Schillinger: Necromancy

James Robson: Super Strength

Agustus Hill: Super Intelligence

Bob Rebadow: Camouflage

Agamemnon Busmalis: Animal Communication

Simon Adebisi: Acid Form

Poet: Mimicry (copy others)

Ryan O’Reily: X-Ray Vision

Cyril O’Reily: Teleportation

Kareem Said: Mind Control

Chico Guerra: Shape Shifting

Miguel Alvarez: Invisibility

Carlo Ricardo: Intangibility (walk through walls)

Enrique Morales: Aquamancy

Raoul Hernandez: Pyromancy

Burr Redding: Ferrokenisis (magnetism)

Omar White: Atmokinesis (weather)

Carlos Martinez: Thermokinesis (control temp)

Timmy Kirk: Exorcism

Jaz Hoyt: Geomancy

Nikolai Stanislavsky: Elasticity

Greg Penders: Bioluminescence (glows)

Kenny Wangler: Cyber Manipulation

Antonio Nappa: Spatial Manipulation

Alonzo Torquemada: Erasing Memory

Supreme Allah: Lie Detection

Jackson Vahue: Marksmanship

Dino Ortolani: Death Touch

Peter Schibetta: Accelerated Healing

Chucky Pancamo: Self Duplication

Nino Schibetta: Precognition

Joey D’Angelo: Aeromancy

Donald Groves: Super Digestion (Acid)

Clayton Hughes: Night Vision

Ronald Barlog: Sensing Danger

Jeremiah Cloutier: Healing Others

Zahir Arif: Plant Communication

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lifeofkaze · 16 days

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Can I ask for the WIP game:

Fanfic: sun or mood and food (any type)

Original work: love and mistake

Ooooh, let's see what we have, shall we?

The sun had slowly begun to set, its golden rays making the red metal of the Hogwarts Express gleam and glisten as it came into view.

Seeing as I don't have as much fanfic stored in my vaults anymore... all I can offer you atm on that front. But have a little more the og one as recompense...

“Can I get you a drink?” Leon asked when it became clear that Jaz wouldn’t answer his question anymore. “Looks like we might be here a while.” Eager to have something other to do than not look at Leon, Jaz nodded. ”I’d love that.” ”The usual, then?” Her usual consisted of a margarita with copious amounts of cherry syrup. The thought made her stomach churn. “Anything but.” When Leon raised an eyebrow in question, she added, “You won’t be seeing me drinking tequila ever again.” A smile flashed across Leon’s face, one that made one corner of his mouth rise higher than the other. Jaz had used to love this smile on him and the somersaulting feeling in her stomach increased. “I can’t remember how often I’ve heard you say that.”

“Not all dreams can come true. That’s a lesson everyone has to learn eventually,” she said gently, surprised at the way her words seemed to get stuck in her throat. “Remember what you always tell us before we go on stage?” “Focus and don’t fuck up?” “The other thing,” she laughed, playfully swatting him. She was glad to see him laughing, too. “Not to dwell on mistakes. What’s done is done. What counts is now.

#ask game #writer ask #wip: a lifetime of adventures #wip: when stars ignite

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dear-indies · 3 months

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Hello! Happy Friday! I'm hoping for some help for some fc ideas for a modern hippie character. Open to age and gender as I just want to find a fc that sticks to me for the type of character. Big thank you in advance.

Annie Lennox (1954) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Lee Pace (1979) - esp in Bodies Bodies Bodies - is queer.

Rutina Wesley (1979) African-American - hasn't stated her sexuality but is engaged to a woman.

Jana Schmieding (1981) Miniconjou Lakota Sioux and Sicangu Oyate Lakota Sioux.

Mahesh Jadu (1982) Indo Mauritian.

Paulo Lessa (1982) Afro Brazilian.

Daveed Diggs (1982) African-American / Ashkenazi Jewish.

Mary Wiseman (1985)

Amar Chadha-Patel (1986) Indian.

Manny Jacinto (1987) Bisaya Filipino, Tagalog Filipino, Chinese - esp in Nine Perfect Strangers.

Tiffany Boone (1987) African-American - esp in Nine Perfect Strangers.

Pearl Mackie (1987) West Indian / English - is bisexual - has spoken up for Palestine!

Desmond Chiam (1987) Chinese Singaporean - esp in Joy Ride.

Aubin Wise (1988) African-American.

Gratiela Brancusi (1989) Romani and Greek Romanian - has spoken up for Palestine!

Phillipa Soo (1990) Chinese / White.

Rosaline Elbay (1990) Egyptian - has spoken up for Palestine!

Katie Findlay (1990) English, Hongkonger, Portuguese-Macanese, Scottish - is queer (they/them) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Kiowa Gordon (1990) Hualapai, White - has spoken up for Palestine!

Cristo Fernández (1991) Mexican.

Dev Patel (1990) Gujarati Indian.

Bonnie Wright (1991) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Vico Ortiz (1991) Puerto Rican - non-binary (they/them) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Ramy Youssef (1991) Egyptian - has spoken up for Palestine!

Seychelle Gabriel (1991) French, Mexican / Italian, including Sicilian - has OCD - has spoken up for Palestine and Sudan!

Alexander Hodge (1991) Chinese Singaporean / White.

Alok Vaid-Menon (1991) Malayali and Punjabi - is non-binary (they/them) - has spoken up for Palestine and Sudan!

Denée Benton (1991) African-American - has spoken up for Palestine!

Drew Ray Tanner (1992) Chinese, Afro-Jamaican, French-Canadian, and possibly other.

Tommy Martinez (1992) Venezuelan.

Ncuti Gatwa (1992) Rwandan - is queer.

E.R. Fightmaster (1992) - is non-binary (they/them).

Rose Matafeo (1992) Samoan / White- has spoken up for Palestine!

Bobbi Salvör Menuez (1993) - is trans non-binary (they/them) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Naomi McPherson / MUNA (1993) West Indian and White - is queer and nonbinary (they/them) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Jasmin Savoy Brown (1994) African-American / White - is queer - has spoken up for Palestine!

Midori Francis (1994) Japanese / White - is queer.

Jaz Sinclair (1994) African-American / White.

Bilal Baig (1995) Pakistani - is non-binary (they/them).

Radhika Madan (1995) Punjabi - esp in Saas, Bahu Aur Flamingo.

Jessie Mei Li (1995) Hongkonger / White - is a gender non-conforming woman who uses she/they - has spoken up for Palestine!

AURORA (1996) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Luca Hollestelle (1996)

Florence Pugh (1996) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Young Eun Kwon (1997) Korean.

Quintessa Swindell (1997) African-American / White - is non-binary (they/he) - has spoken up for Palestine!

Nátaly Neri (1997) Afro Brazilian.

Havana Rose Liu (1997) Chinese / White.

Chloé Hayden (1997) - is autistic, has ADHD, and is chronically ill.

Bree Kish (1996) ¼ Black - has spoken up for Palestine!

Simone Joy Jones (1999) African-Amerocan.

Brianne Tju (1998) Chinese and Indonesian.

Pegah Ghafoori (1999) Iranian.

Sab Zada (1999) Chinese, Filipino, and Hispanic - has spoken up for Palestine!

Lucas Lynggaard Tønnesen (2000)

Odessa A'zion (2000) Ashkenazi Jewish, English, some Irish, Northern Irish, Welsh, German - has spoken up for Palestine!

Please let me know if you want a more specific age range!

#fc help #rph #rpc #i have no idea what a hippie is but i hope these have the VIBES

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mpwma · 1 year

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Tonight is MLW Blood and Thunder 2023! The Full Blooded Italians (Little Guido and Ray Jaz) in action! Should we cover it on our podcast?

linktr.ee.mpwma

#pro wrestling #mlw #major league wrestling #mlw blood and thunder #podcast #make pro wrestling majestic again #mpwma #blood and thunder #full blooded italians #fbi #little guido #ray jaz

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444namesplus · 8 months

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abl aci acr age aid aki ala all als alt ami ana ann ant ape arc are arm ato aun aur aut avi awa axi bab bac bai bak bal ban bar bas bat bea bec bee bel ben bes bet bia bik bil bin bir bit ble blo blu boa bod boi bol bom bon boo bor bos bot bou bow bra bre bro buc bul bum bur bus but buz caf cag cak cal cam can cap car cas cav cel cen cha che chi cho cit cla cli clu coa coc cod coi cok col com con coo cop cor cos cou cov cra cre cro cub cul cur cut dal dam dar das dat daw day dea deb dec dee del dem den des dia dic die dir dis div doc doe dol dom don doo dos dov dow dra dre dro dru dua duc duf duk dul dum dus dut eac ear eas eat ech edg edi els env epi eur eve evi exa exi exp eye fac fad fai fak fal fam far fas fat fea fee fel fil fin fir fis fiv fla fle fli flo flu foa foi fol fon foo for fou fre fro fuc fue ful fun fur fus gai gal gam gan gat gav gaz gea gen gif gil gir giv gla gle glo glu goa goe gol gon goo gor gow gra gre gri gro gul gur hai hal han har hat hau hav haw hea hee hei hel her hid hig hik hil hin hir hol hom hoo hop hor hos hou hug hul hun hur hyp ico ide idl ido inc inf int iri iro isl ite jac jai jak jan jav jaz jea jee jil joe joh joi jok jos jum jun jur jus kee kem ken kep kha kic kil kin kir kis kit kne kni kno koh kyl lac lad lai lak lam lan las lat lav law laz lea lef len les lev lie lif lik lil lim lin lio lis liv loa loc lof log lon loo lor los lou lov luc lum lun lur lus mad mai mak mal mam man mar mas mat may maz mea mee meg mel mem men mer mes mic mik mil min mis moc mod mol mon moo mor mos mov muc mus myt nai nam nav nea nec nee nes new nex nic nin nod non noo nor nos not nov nud nut oat obe odd odo oka onc onl ont ope ora ott our ova ove pac pag pai pal pap par pas pat pea pec pee pes pic pie pik pil pin pip pit pla ple plo plu poe pol pon poo pop por pos pou pra pre pro pul pum pun pur pus qui rac rag rai ram ran rap rar ras rat rav rea ree rel ren res ric rid rin rio rip ris rit roa roc rod rol roo rop ros rub rud rui rul rus rut sac saf sag sai sak sal sam san sav sca sco sea see sel sem sen sep sex sha she shi sho shu sic sid sig sil sin sit siz ski sla sli slo sna sno soa sod sof soi sol som son soo sor sou spa spi spo spu sta ste sti sto suc sui sun sur swa swi tac tai tak tal tan tap tas tax tea tec tee tel ten ter tes tex tha the thi tho thu tic tid tie til tim tin tir tob tol tom ton too top tor tos tou tow tra tre tri tro tru tub tuc tun tur twi typ ugl uni upo urg use vai var vas vei ver ves vet vic vie vin vis voi vot wad wag wai wak wal wan war was wat wav way wea wee wel wen wer wes wha whe whi who wid wif wil win wip wir wis wit wok wol woo wor wra yan yar yea you yua zer zin zon zoo

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solitairesys · 5 months

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shoutout to the name doubles in our system

abby and abee

aidan and aiden

alex and alexis

allie, allison h, allison k, and allyson

amanda h, amanda m, and amanda y

april m and april y

bea, bee, and bee-l

bill c and bill d

king, king c, and king

brit and britney

cami and camie

carlos d and carlos r

casey, cassie, and castor

charleigh, charlie d, charlie m, and charlie s

chris, christina, and christine

claire and clarisse

courteney and courtney

eddie k, eddie m, and eddiev

el, eleven, eliana, elizabeth, ella, and elle (all respond to el)

emira and emma

ethan c, ethan k, and ethan n

eva, evan, and eve

finn and finney

fred and freddy

gin and gina

gregg and gregory

griff and griffin

harlan, harley, and harbor

hawks and hawkins

heather k and heather m

himiko and hiyoko

isabela and isabella

ivy and ivy s

jade h and jade w

james r and james w

jax, jay, and jaz

jenni and jennifer

john b, john l, john m, and johnny

kaede and kaede

katelyn and katie

klaus b and klaus h

kris and kris c

leo and leo v

lilith, lily and lina

liz and lizzie

lucy l, lucy, luisa, lulu g, and lulu p

marcie and marcy

mark b and mark f

matt and matt

max and maxx

may, maya, and mayu

mike and mikey

mandy and mindi

moon and moon

peter, pieter, and petaro

pomeline and pomni

sidney and sydney

raine, ray, ray s, raya, and rayleigh

ren, rena, and rena r

robbie and robin

roman r, roman s, rowan, and roxanne

ryan and ryan e

ryukyu ad ryuuko

sal and sally

sam, sam c, sam e, and sammy

shin, shina, and shino

star b and star c

tamaki, tatami, and tatum

tobias, toby ra, toby ro, and tubbo (all respond to toby)

tyler and tyson

vickie and vicky

will, willow, and willow p

yada, yuka, and yuta

zoe l, zoe o, and zoey

#system #plural #plural system #plurality

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mintfm · 6 months

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mw bipoc?

some faces that come to mind are ayo edebiri, janelle monáe, yandeh sallah, nicole byer, jonathan daviss, jaz sinclair, tati gabrielle, lovie simone, anna diop, d’pharaoh woon-a-tai, forrest goodluck, mj rodriguez, brett gray, t'nia miller, carlacia grant, madison bailey, alaqua cox, sivan alyra rose, amber midthunder, devery jacobs, kehlani, kiowa goron, madeleine madden, adut akech, morgan holmstrom, star slade, yalitza aparicio, khadijha red thunder, auli'i cravalho, yara shahidi, quannah chasinghorse, martin sensmeier, kali reis, anna lambe, savannah smith, zahn mcclarnon, sofia jamora, alex aiono, lindsay watson, joshua odjick, thomas weatherall, drew ray tanner, laura kariuki, alisha boe, daniel kaluuya, maisie richardson-sellers, john boyega, alycia pascual-peña, chandler kinney, angela bassett, ashley moore, amber riley, dichen lachman, henry golding, coco jones, brenda song, tika sumpter, sophie wilde, tahirah sharif, and keke palmer.

#appless rp #oc rp #apartment rp #plotless rp #mumu rp #mw

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maddieann0625 · 6 months

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TF: Earth Rising- Prisoner Pt. 4

As Ashley shows Jazz more of Earth, Ratchet still tries to find a way to locate the Decepticon warship so they can finally save Swiftgear and reunite them with Ashley - TF: Earth Rising - Prisoner Pt. 4 Word count - 2k Series link Transformer body parts link Pt. 3 <——— Pt. 4 you are here ———> Pt. 5

---- The woods were quiet as birds chirped and the wind blew. Everything was at peace “Jazz don’t worry no one will see you promise!” Ashley spoke, stretching as she faced Jazz “I don’t know, seem dangerous!” Jazz replied with worry spilling from his voice “Swiftgear and I do this all the time and no one has ever caught us!” Ashley told crossing her arms Jazz stayed quiet before he sighed

Jazz transformed stretching himself “Well how do you like it?” Ashley asked giggling, Jazz looked around the woods it was peace he hadn’t seen peace in a long time cause of the war “Jazz?” Ashley shouted, snapping Jazz out of his thoughts “Y-yes..?” Jazz studded out looking down at Ashley the two stayed quiet for a moment before Ashley spoke, “Hey why don’t I show you Earth's beauty?” Ashley asked scratching the back of her head Jazz smiles, lowering his servo down to Ashley “Yes, show me the beauty of the earth!” Jazz said as Ashley stepped onto his servo “Well what would you like to see?” Ashley asked, sitting down in Jazz’s servo “What is water?” Jazz asked, raying his servo to his face “There's a small lake a few miles from here, why don’t we go see it?” Ashley asked smiling, Jaz hummed looking forward, and walked to the lake Ashley spoke of…

---- Ratchet groaned as he laid his helm in his servos “Damn Decepticons and their caulking technology!” Ratchet cursed quietly to himself as his tired optics closed, for the past few days he had stayed up trying to find the warship, but with the company of Ashley he worked even harder to find it “If only Wheel-“ Ratchet spoke before stopping he raised his helm coughed and counties his work The base remained quiet due to Prime resting and Bumblebee and Bulkhead looking for Energon due to how low they were, “Ratchet?” Bulkhead’s voice cut through the coms Ratchet sighed “Yes Bulkhead?” Ratchet questioned rubbing his optics “Me and Bee found small amounts of Energon!” Bulkhead explained Ratchet looked up smiling “G-good I’ll send a ground bridge and you and Bee can transfer it!” Ratchet spoke turning to the ground bridge consoles and typing Bulk and Bee’s position

The ground bridge opened, and it took a moment before Bee came through holding three cubes of Energon “Place them there I’ll handle them later!” Ratchet told, Bulkhead came through a few moments after Bee holding five cubes “How long do you think this will last us Doc?” Bulkhead questioned, Ratched sighed “Maybe a month or so but who knows with-“ “Swiftgear?” Ratchet explained before Bee cut him off “Yes we don’t know what the Decepticons have done to them!” Ratchet said closing the ground bridge

The three stayed quiet, no one wanted to break the silence till Optimus’s voice sounded “Ratchet have Bulkhead and Bumblebee returned?” Optimus questioned stepping into the light “We found Energon but Swiftgear may um..” Bee tried to say but stopped, Optimus sighed, rubbing his optics “You should recharge more Prime!” Ratchet told his tired optics staring into Optimus just as tired optics “I will be fine, has Jazz reported back?” Prime asked rubbing his optics, Bee and Bulkhead left leaving Ratchet to talk with Prime

Ratchet shook his head “No, he hasn’t reported but his position states he’s in the forest near a lake or something!” Ratchet explained Optimus hummed walking up to the computer showing Jazz's position “Have you tires coming, him?” Prime asked staring at the screen “No Bee told me to give him space, he seemed to have something on his mind…” Ratchet explained his restarlueus crossing, the Prime hummed, sighing “When he does com please tell me I’m going for a drive!” Prime told walking away from Ratchet and out of his sight

---- Jazz servo pressed down into the cold water of the lake Ashley smiled next to him, her hand gliding against the water “How do you like it Jazz?” Ashley questioned looking up at him, Jazz smiled, lifting his hand and seeing how the water dripped off his servo “Earth is so beautiful and this is only a small bit of its beauty…” Jazz spoke looking down at Ashley, she smiled wiping her wet hand on her shorts “What else would you like to see?” Ashley questioned cracking her knuckles “Let's stay here for a while I like the sound of the lake…” Jazz said placing his hand back into the water Ashley grinned crossing her legs and looked into the water she could sit here awhile, like Swiftgear she similarly did the same as Jazz when seeing water she giggled thinking about it, seeing Jazz as a toddler of sorts when seeing something new and wanting to play with it more, Jazz look over at Ashley “What you giggling about?” He asked his optics scanning her “Oh it's nothing, promise it just…you remind me of an earth toddler!” Ashley spoke laughing as to explain to Jazz

The Autobot was quiet, his processor thinking “Is a toddler like, a sparkings?” Jazz asked his visor disappearing to show his optics “Y-yeah somewhat…I think?” Ashley explained, confused herself, a laugh exited, Jazz’s intake at Ashley's confused look as she thought “D-don't laugh, it's not funny!” Ashley yelled standing up, Jazz continued to laugh rubbing some fluid away from his eyes “Sorry it's just your confusion, it's funny to me!” Jazz laughed out

Ashley rolled her eyes giggling as Jazz laughed the two sat there awhile laughing at each other “Jazz if you don't mind me asking but what was Cybertron like?” Ashley questioned scratching the back of her head, Jazz sat in silence his visor returned covering his optics “Not now Ashley…” Jazz spoke his voice cold, Ashley sighed “Alright…w-what else would you like to see?” Ashley spoke rubbing the back of her neck, Jazz stood up and walked away “HEY I'm SORRY!” Ashley shouted standing up herself, Jazz sighed turning to look at Ashley “I’m sorry too you only asked..” Jazz told Ashley standing there for a moment “It's alright but if you want to go down the South of the lake be careful!” Ashley clarified, Jazz turned back around “Why should I be careful?” Jazz questioned looking back at Ashley

Ashley walked up to Jazz standing next to his pedes “Swiftgear said there is a Decepticon mine down there but I don't know if it's true!” Ashley explained, Jazz hummed “If there is a mine then m-maybe will find the warship!” Jazz stated looking down at Ashley “And if we find the warship will” “Find Swiftgear!” They both declared looking at one another “Well let's get going!” Jazz said transforming, opening his side door “Let's get a move on!” Ashley spoke hopping in, Jazz drove off to where Ashley had pointed out…

She was right the mine was covered in con clones “By the all spark you were right!” Jazz spoke as Ashley hopped out of him “Didn’t think much of this but if there are clones where’s the warship?” Ashley questioned looking at Jazz “If I know the cons best the ship is most likely caulked!” Jazz informed rubbing his servos together

The two went quiet looking down upon the clones as they guarded the mines “One, two, three, four…” Ashley mumbled counting clones “What are you doing?” Jazz whispered looking to Ashley “Counting the clones but I lost track!” Ashley laughed scratching the back of her neck Jazz sighed smiling down at Ashley

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The warship’s medbay hammered with talk by Starscream “And then I ripped his spark out” Starscream told the clearly stasis-locked Swiftgear “You do know she can’t hear you right?” Clawhip spoke her voice filled with annoyance, Starscream sighed looking at Clawhip “Why yes I do!” Scream retorted, crossing his restarlueus “Tch, mind not talking so loudly?” Clawhip asked anger seeping from her voice, Starscream side-eyed Clawhip “Why would I listen to a former landhaver?” Starscream asked, his voice dripping with annoyance, “I may have been a landhaver but I own the sky just like you Scream!” Clawhip stated turning back to the computer

Starscream let out a laugh, Clawhip groaned and rolled her optics listening to Starscream “You think you own the sky?” Starscream questioned through a bitter laugh, Clawhip didn't answer, only the clicks of her digits sounded “Answer me!” Scream yelled annoyed by Clawhip “If I didn't own the sky why can I fly?” Clawhip asked, turning to Scream her red eyes staring into his “You can only fly because of Shockwave!” Starscream retorted annoyance and bitterness sounding from his voice the two were quiet till the medbay doors opened

“Starscream!” Megatron yelled his large figure coming into sight, Clawhip snickered, turning back to her work “Why are you messing with our medical officer?” Megatron yelled looking down at Scream “Um…I was looking over our prisoner!” Starscream said laughing nervously, Megatron hummed “Clawhip is this true?” Megatron asked, Clawhip smirked, turning to the two “He was till, he started talking of my status as a seeker when I was a landhaver!” Clawhip explained smiling at Starscream, his breath hitched “W-well you aren't qualified to be the medical officer either!” Scream retorted laughing nervously as Megatron stared at him “I am well qualified, Nightshade taught me!” Clawhip yelled her voice linking angry “Quiet both of you!” Megatron told, Clawhip turned back to her work typing away Starscream stood up straight bowing his head “Clawhip’s status as a seeker or the medical officer of the Nemesis is not you're concern, Starscream!” Megatron meant leaning over the seeker “Y-yes my lord!” Starscream uttered looking down “But how is the prisoner Clawhip?” Megatron questioned turning his attention to the medic “She is fine, still alive as you told me to!” Clawhip explained turning to her leader with a datapad

Clawhip walked past Megatron and Starscream typing away on the pad, the med bay doors opened again Megatron turned to the door, Soundwave walked into the med bay lights “Soundwave report?” Megatron questioned turning to face him “A-a-pro-ching en-erg-on m-mi-ne…” Soundwave stumbled out his voice cracking as he spoke “Hmm… Thank you Soundwave, come Starscream'' Megatron told, Starscream followed Megatron out of the med bay leaving Soundwave and Clawhip alone

“Soundwave, would you like me to look at you're voice boxes?” Clawhip asked, looking up from her data pad “N-n…no!” Soundwave answered his voice cracking as he answered Clawhip, “Alright I’ll be leaving then check on the prisoner if you’d like!” Clawhip told placing the pad down and leaving the medbay Soundwave stood in the middle of the medbay staring at Swiftgear, his screen face avoid of emotions the medbay went quiet the only sound heard was the monitor of the medical officers

Soundwave left soon after, leaving Swiftgear alone her cold de-shoveled self laid unrestrained, as the warship arrived at the mine lowering its elevator to collect the Energon the miner had collected for months ----

Jazz’s optics widened as the warship de-caulked itself “Oh my Primus!” He spoke, reaching towards his helm “Ratchet!” Jazz shouted through the coms “WHAT?” Ratchet yelled through the coms back at Jazz “I’ve found the warship!” Jazz said calmly, still staring at the warship’s “I’ll com the others stay where you are!” Ratchet said typing being heard from Jazz side “No, I can’t this is are, one chance to save Swiftgear!” Jazz told staring at Ashley’s shocked expression “I’m going in!” Jazz said before turning off his com

“Jazz n-“ Ratchet yelled before being cut off “Stay here!” Jazz ordered transforming “B-but…” Ashley tried to say before Jazz left, Ashley stayed still staring at Jazz form disappearing off to save her friend “Damn-it, Jazz please be careful and may you're god Primus protect you!” Ashley said in a low whisper looking up to the warship

---- Ratchet stared at the screen and groaned “All autobot Jazz has located the warship and he’s left on his own.. Prime Ashley was with him, what should we do?” Ratchet asked, typing Jazz's last location into the ground bridge “Will have to buy him time!” Prime told, stepping behind the medic rubbing his optics “Bubblebee, Bulkhead let’s go!” Prime spoke turning to the two autobots “This will be are first fight with them since Cybertron, be ready for anything!” Ratchet told activating the ground bridge

“Autobot roll out!” ----

#autobots #decepticons #fanmade #oc x canon?#ocs #story #tranformer ocs #transformers #Clawhip #megatron #optimus prime #bulkhead #bumblebee #Ashley #Swiftgear #jazz transformers #starscream #soundwave #rachet

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capricornwriter5 · 2 years

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You are the one - Chapter 24

Pairing: Bang Chan x female OC; Lee Know x female OC

Genre: au (high shool, college), love triangle, fluff, angst, smut, from friends to lovers. ⚠️Warning: soft drugs

Words: 4k

Summary: Bang Chan and Jasmine have been best friends for as long as they can remember. With little time to finish high school, they both begin to develop romantic feelings. However, family situations and communication issues force them to move away. Once in college, they decide to try to regain the friendship they had. As Bang Chan sees the opportunity to finally be with the girl he has always loved, his friend Lee Know, who had been studying in England, returns home and the connection he develops with Jasmine is undeniable. Can the chemistry and attraction with Lee Know outweigh a tender first love and memories of years of friendship between Bang Chan and Jasmine?

Disclaimer: I named the character Jasmine (Minnie for Chan 🥰) because I love that name. Besides, it’s easier if we want to see Chan saying cute names (it’s better than just Y/N, I think) but you can totally picture yourselves in the story, that’s the idea.

Chapter 24 - Where is he?

Seeing Lee Know at night was not pleasant at all, the photographer was in such a temper that he even spoke rudely to a waiter. That way of reacting was not common on him. Yes, it was true that Minho was not a ray of sunshine, and from the whole group, his filter when it came to comments did not exist. Yet, he had never been rude to a person he did not know.

"It's just a soda, you didn't have to react like that," Jasmine commented very embarrassedly after the waiter apologized for the order mistake.

"I was clear, I asked for something, if he's so stupid not to be able to hear an order, he should look for another job."

"You've also confused things in the cafeteria, you..."

"Different thing" He cut sharply.

"What's the matter with you?"

"I don't like being lied to, Jasmine. You told me you weren't going to that school shit and not only did you end up going, but you also spent the whole night with Chan in his car because it was conveniently snowing heavily."

"First of all, watch the tone. Second, I didn't lie to you. I never told you I wouldn't go, I told you I wasn't sure. And the Chris thing wasn't..."

"Bang Chan, his name is Bang Chan, not Chris."

Lee Know's stare was something totally new for Jasmine, she was not used to receiving looks like that from any of the men in her life. She had argued with her friends, but they had never spoken badly to her or looked at her that way. Her father could have a thousand bad traits, but he had never spoken in such a way. And Chan... Chan, not even in his most furious moment would have glanced at her like that.

The surprise made her not know how to react and when Lee Know saw that the girl looked down not because she was upset, but because she was scared, he felt miserable.

The waiter had returned with their orders but, as expected, Jaz didn't taste a bite all night, nor did she speak much, which led to the dinner ending fleetingly. On the way, Lee Know thought about how to apologize for speaking to her like that, but before doing so, Jaz talked.

"I couldn't take the subway back because I was sick and it was too cold. It wasn't planned, much less something I did behind your back, it just happened, I tried to tell you."

"Did something happen with Chan in that car?" That had been an impulse. He was supposed to apologize, not indirectly accuse her of disrespecting their relationship.

"Are you asking me if I cheated on you? Do you really think that with what happened in my family I could do something like that?"

"I just want you to be honest with me and tell me what happened between you two. You were alone practically all night."

"Damn! Control yourself." Lee Know thought furious with himself, it was as if he couldn't hold his words and was letting jealousy and anger take control of the situation, something that hadn't happened to him before.

"If you have to ask me that, that's all the answer you need, Lee Know."

Watching her walk away from him caused the boy to understand that he had done everything wrong that night, he had expressed himself rudely, he had behaved like an idiot, and he had been anything but mature.

On the way home, they walked quite far apart from each other, it wasn't one of those fights where Lee Know could fix it with some flirtatious comment, he had struck a chord with his girlfriend. Now, standing in front of Jaz's front door, it was something more than expected that the girl opened it and nearly slammed it right in Minho's face. In fact, that did not happen just because he placed his foot in the middle of the door.

"Can you please stop ignoring me and listen to me?" The photographer asked entering behind her.

"Look, Minho. I've heard you enough. Plus, I'm not feeling well, I want to rest and that doesn't include you."

"Jasmine, I screwed it up, I know."

"I screwed it up? Do you seriously think that every time you do something wrong it's enough to say that? Minho, your words hurt people, you hurt feelings. Things are not solved just with an apology. Grow up! You have to change, you have to do your part and stop being so selfish."

"I could do it if it wasn't so hard for you to forgive."

Jasmine had been leaving her coat on the rack, but upon hearing that last, she even dropped it because of the force with which she turned around. "Fuck off."

"Jaz..."

"Get out of here, Minho."

"Sorry, I shouldn't have said that, I'm sorry, kitten. Can we talk? I promise I'll think twice before talking. No more stupid comments. "

No one would ever know how he pulled it off, but Lee Know got Jasmine to sit with him and listen to him. "I haven't been on my best days, and I acted like shit, you're right, precious."

"When I told you that Chris... Chan" She corrected immediately seeing him close his eyes. "When I told you that Chan and I decided to walk away, I meant it."

"Sometimes I feel like you guys don't need to be physically close to be present in each other's lives, and I really don't know how to deal with that, Jaz. I don't like to feel like I have to share you, I'm sorry, but I can't stand it."

"Min, you're hearing how that sounds, right? You're not a child with a new toy who doesn't want to share it. I'm doing my part, and I know that we're different, and it has not been easy to accept certain behaviors, but I'm seriously making an effort and I'm just not getting it back from you. I know what you mean because I don't know how to deal with this either, much less if you react this way. I didn't cheat on you, I wouldn't do that. It's not fair to anyone, I'm not that kind of person. But whether you like it or not, Chan and I have a past, and we belong to the same group of friends, you can't act like this every time we meet."

"I'm sorry." His apology was short, but there was something in the way he looked at his girlfriend that made sure he meant it wholeheartedly. However, he noticed the apologies had been numerous, Jaz had been too patient with him. "The dinner thing was wrong. I'm not only talking about the waiter, but also about how I saw you. I don't know what happened, you know that I'm not like that..."

"And I'm not putting up with it again, either, Lee Know." Jaz sounded firmer than ever before.

Silence surrounded them for a few minutes until Jaz headed into the kitchen. Paying a little more attention to her, Minho realized that his girlfriend really did look sick, besides that, she had a terrible cough. He had known for days that she wasn't feeling well, but letting jealousy poison his head, he hadn't even asked her how she felt. He also thought about Chan, because although he preferred to die before accepting that he had acted badly with Changbin and Han, deep down he knew that his friend was not well either, and he had preferred to ignore the issue out of jealousy. The truth was that pride and jealousy were not allowing him to be the sweet boyfriend and loyal friend he truly was.

Since the kiss between Chan and Jaz, Lee Know had had a change. Yes, he wanted to be with Jaz, he really liked her and had come to love her, but on top of that, there was a matter of pride, even a possessive nature, not to mention selfishness caused by emotional immaturity.

"Damn it..." He thought as he gradually accepted several traits of his personality that he had to work on as soon as possible.

"Kitten, come here, let me make you something. You don't look well." Taking the cup that Jaz was holding, he set it aside and hugged her. "I'm really sorry. It's so annoying to know that I keep fucking things between us when I do NOT want to." With a sigh, Lee Know brushed Jaz's hair behind her ear. "Maybe it was true that I'm not boyfriend material."

"That's far from the problem." The girl answered caressing his cheek. "I think deep down you're still upset about what happened at Changbin's party, Min. You tried to turn the page too fast and didn't accept that you were mad at Chan and me."

Lee Know waited a few seconds, but finally nodded. That night, in front of that kiss, he had known jealousy, an emotion he had never experienced before and that he clearly ignored how to handle it. He tried to ignore it and make things right with Jaz, but that was not the truth. Lee Know needed to understand that feelings deserved attention and time.

"It bothers the shit on me to feel this way, kitten. But... no, forget it, I don't want to discuss anymore and you need to sleep."

"No, tell me. We promised we would be honest."

Some minutes passed until Lee Know finally left behind his pride and accept to himself and his girlfriend what he truly felt. "I'm not the one in your thoughts, nor in your heart. I'm not that keen on relationships, but I have one, I want the whole thing, not a slice of your heart. I know you're trying, Jaz, but deep down... deep down you're trying so hard not to hurt me, that you're not being honest, at least not with yourself."

"Min..."

"Why did you turn down the scholarship?"

"How...?"

"I saw the letter a few days ago, I didn't mean to read your stuff, but you left it in my apartment the day you left your sketchbook. I saw that you rejected a scholarship to study in Germany. Not only did they offer you studies, but the possibility of making a life there with a stable job. The more I think about it, the less sense it makes. Here in Korea, you're not quite happy, things with your family are not going well, you don't talk to your best friend, and I haven't stood out for being precisely the best boyfriend. And yet, you decided to stay. You did the same thing Chan did a few years ago when he was about to agree to study in England, but you called him... one call from you was enough for him to run back here."

"What?"

"When he visited me in England he had decided to stay, he would study there, and his parents would approve it. Chan could start from scratch in a new place, but he didn't do it because someone was waiting for him here and that weighed more than everything. You weighed more than anything to him, and you keep doing it. Chan could also have been gone a long time, not only for the gallery but also to work with his family. He has been offered it countless times, especially now that he'll start working with his father, but each time he rejects it more firmly. This isn't a coincidence, Jaz, you guys are NOT a coincidence, this way of acting..."

"I don't..."

"Kitten, why did you decide to stay?"

"Because this isn't the time for me to leave, other opportunities will come later."

"Jaz, look me in the eye and pay attention. You won't hurt me if you're honest. You've been telling me to stop being selfish and I'm telling you as your boyfriend, as someone who cares about you, that you have to think of yourself this time. Forget about your parents, forget about your friends, forget about Chan and me."

"Minho, please stop."

"Why did you reject it?" He asked lifting her face by gently cupping her chin. "You're not going to hurt me, kitten."

"It's not so simple."

"Jaz, just because you tell me what you think or feel doesn't mean you're doing something wrong. You promised me that you'd be honest with me, fulfill it."

"I'm not ready to let him go." She accepted lowering her face. "Despite I told him that we can't go on like we were doing, and I've done my best to get away, I can't, Minho, I still can't forget Chris, I miss him so much... forgive me."

To Jaz's surprise, Lee Know hugged her and even patted her gently on the back upon hearing her cry. "It's alright, kitten, it's alright." He assured her ear.

"I'm doing the same shit dad did."

"Jaz, listen to me." He asked trying to reassure her. "You're doing absolutely nothing like what happened between your parents. On the contrary, you've forced yourself to deny the reality of what you feel, and that's not right, even I know it, ME, the person who doesn't know much about relationships and was obviously a jerk more than once." He said making her smile just a little bit.

"I'm so sorry, Min."

"I'm not the one who you should apologize to, you were honest and I appreciate it. But you have been too hard on yourself, think things through, think about what you want, what you really want."

"Aren't you upset with me?"

"Upset? No, all I asked of you was to tell me the truth, and you did. Also, the time we were together was not bad."

"Lee Know!" She said making him laugh.

"Actually, Jaz, I think the one who deserves that apology is you, I was an idiot."

"It was your first relationship, it's okay." She said before kissing his cheek.

**********

Days went by and the festivities of the Chinese New Year started. It was no surprise to Han and Changbin that Chan got an invitation from some friends to celebrate with them. However, the one who reacted somewhat defensively was Lee Know. He and Chan had agreed that they would work on pending tasks from the gallery that weekend, and when Chan told him that he would be out on Friday but they could meet on Saturday morning, Lee Know didn't consider it a good idea. It wasn't that he thought his friend wouldn't come, since Chan never neglected his responsibilities, but because Minho was sure that Chan wouldn't be at his best. To tell the truth, Lee Know reacted like that because of concern, he did not wish to be the overprotective friend, but the idea of Bang Chan going to that party anguished him.

On Saturday morning, Changbin visited Jaz at her apartment. He thought he would see Lee Know there, they usually spent Saturdays together but to his surprise, when the girl opened the door, she was alone. No one knew they had broken up, for the couple had agreed that they would not talk about it with their friends, at least for a while.

"Bin, I wasn't expecting you!" Jaz greeted.

"You have some time without visiting us, so I decided to come. And so you don't get mad at me for eating everything, today I went to buy breakfast."

Jaz smiled at him and soon they were eating what the boy had brought; however, there was something in the girl's head that wouldn't leave her alone. "I need to ask you something."

"I swear I haven't made coffee again."

"No, is not that. It has to do with Chris."

"Chan?" He asked trying not to make eye contact with her. Especially not at that time when he knew absolutely nothing about his friend since the day before.

"I saw him a few days ago and he didn't look right. He even had a nosebleed. He's skinny, something's wrong."

Changbin hid part of his silence by helping himself to some more food, but when he couldn't take it any longer because Jaz called him several times, he had no choice but to speak.

"Jaz, I honestly don't know what to tell you, I don't know what's going on with Chan, I've tried to talk to him, but it's been impossible."

"What do you mean?"

"He doesn't want to listen to me, and neither to Han."

"Changbin, but what's the matter? Please, tell me something. Why hadn't you told me about this before?"

"I didn't want to worry you, I didn't want to cause you a problem with Lee Know either. It's just, well... I don't know, Chan's going out more than usual."

"If it was just that, you wouldn't be worried."

Changbin was having one of the biggest debates of his life. On one hand, he was sure he had to tell Jasmine what was going on, but at the same time, he remembered Lee Know telling him to stay out of it. Besides, how would he tell her that he hadn't heard from Chan since the day before? What if he worried her in vain? What if the usual thing happened and Chan came later?

"Changbin, please speak." She asked placing her hand on his shoulder.

The boy thought about it some more and although he knew that that could cause him serious consequences with both Lee Know and Chan, he decided to speak. "He's drinking a lot, Jaz."

The first thing that crossed the girl's mind was Chan's mother, the problems she had had with alcohol since they were children and without waiting for anything else, she wrote to him.

8:15 a.m. Minnie🐰. "Chris, where are you? I need to talk with you."

Just as Changbin imagined, Jaz was consumed by worry in a matter of seconds. The girl even forgot that her friend was there, she did not take her eyes off the cell phone waiting for Chan to answer her at the same time that anxiety was taking control of her body and Changbin already saw her moving her feet, her hands, and her face was acquiring an expression of panic. Telling her that Chan hadn't shown up since the day before was definitely NOT an option, so Changbin thought about what to do to help her a little and that's how he remembered something that might give her a little light, more so when he saw that she had already called Chan three times and he didn't answer.

"There's someone who might know something," Changbin said breaking her out of her thoughts. "Your father has talked to him a lot, maybe he knows what's up with Chan."

"My father?" In response, Changbin nodded, leaving Jaz wildly confused. "I mean, it's not that I'm listening to other people's conversations, but Chan has a bad habit of not closing his door properly and I've heard that he talks to him."

"I won't talk to him unless it's necessary." She answered fully determined and Changbin had no choice but to nod.

**********

Lee Know waited for Chan but not only did he not arrive, but he also did not answer any messages and of course the calls either. Fearing that he hadn't come home again, he called Han and Changbin, who confirmed his thoughts. Without saying anything, Lee Know went looking for him, in fact, he spent practically the whole day visiting clubs and asking for him. Meanwhile, Han and Changbin had contacted several of Chan's friends but no one knew a thing. Worry led them to meet at Lee Know's house to think about what else they could do, but they were running out of options, they had nowhere else to look for him.

"What if we call the hospitals?" Han's question made Changbin widen his eyes, even turning pale upon hearing that. "Not to be pessimistic, but he's never been lost for so long, we don't know if anything happened to him."

"I already called." Lee Know's response made them worry even more, if HE had done something so drastic, it was because things were not okay. "There's no record of him."

"Shall we call his parents?"

"They won't know a damn thing, Han," Changbin replied about going crazy due to nervousness. "I even called Felix and Hyunjin, but they don't know anything either."

"We have to tell Jasmine." Lee Know said taking out his cell phone again and dialing the girl's number; however, this time it was Changbin who didn't leave him and hung up.

"We'll kill her if we tell her. Lee Know, I'm sorry, I know you asked me not to get involved, but today I told her that something was going on with Chan and she lost her shit. If she were to find out about this..."

"We have to tell her." Lee Know repeated, taking back his cell phone. "Look what time it is, Changbin, Chan has been missing for more than twenty-four hours. If there's anyone who can find him, it's her." Han and Changbin looked at each other listening to how Lee Know asked Jaz to come to his apartment, news like that could not be told over the phone.

A few minutes later Jaz arrived, and she did nothing more than go in and see the faces of the three of them to know that something bad had happened. She immediately looked around for Chan, and when she didn't see him, she felt her blood run cold.

"Jaz, we need your help. There's no other way to tell you this, so please listen to me and try to think with a cool head. We haven't heard from Chan since yesterday morning. We know that he would meet some friends, we already talked to them and they say that Chan left the party early. We have tried everything, we've searched every place we can think of, we've called his friends, but nobody knows anything about him."

The three guys looked at each other as they noticed how the girl's face was disfigured by fury and concern. "Lee Know, are you telling me that you guys have been looking for him all day and you didn't tell me anything until now?"

"We thought he'd come home in the morning as he has before when he doesn't tell us." Han tried to explain but that only made everything worse, for the girl couldn't believe that something like that had been hidden from her.

"Chris doesn't go away without saying anything first, you guys know him! How the hell didn't you look for him before, why didn't you tell me anything? Changbin, you were with me in the morning!"

"I didn't want to disturb you, I swear I thought he'd be back before lunch."

All the worst thoughts filled Jaz's mind in a matter of seconds, she began to imagine the worst, the girl was nowhere near running off to find him, and actually tried to, but Lee Know grabbed her wrist and made her sit up so she could think clearly before she ran off like crazy. At another time Han and Changbin would have found it extremely strange that Lee Know would be so calm about Jaz's more than obvious concern for Chan; however, the situation was grave and everyone was really distressed.

Luckily, Chan hadn't taken the car, so Jaz was able to go to his apartment and get the keys. There was no time to lose, she had to find him quickly. Jaz drove wherever she could think of where Chan might be; her last option was the planetarium, but discovering that there was not even the slightest trace, the girl just broke. Her hands were shaking uncontrollably, she didn't know what else to do or where to look for him. She only had one more card left that only for Chan would she use it. That was how she ended up dialing her father's number at around two in the morning.

"You have to help me!" She implored as soon as his father had answered.

"Jazz! Princess, where are you? Why are you crying?" Asked the man getting out of bed.

"Chris is not here, he left yesterday. I don't know what else to do, he wouldn't do something like that, he wouldn't be lost like this for so long." The man knew that his daughter was seconds away from having the worst panic attack of her life, it took too much to keep her stable. He had never heard her like that, but when it came to her "Chris", he knew that Jaz was someone else and any self-control she might have had disappeared. "You talk to him, you have to know something!"

"Honey, breathe!" He said upon hearing that he was hyperventilating. "We're going to find him, I promise, but you have to calm down!"

After a few minutes in which Jaz's father was talking to her to calm down a bit, the only thing that could be heard was the girl's crying. At least she was breathing normally again and was able to speak. That is how she gave her father a list of places where Chan could be. While he was looking for Chan, she would drive to their old town, as she was convinced that she would not find it in the surroundings of where they currently lived.

Unfortunately, the search for Jaz's father did not have encouraging results, since nowhere did he obtain information about the boy. On the way, Jaz tried to think about where else he could be, but the worry did not let her act rationally and just the idea that something had happened to Chan made her bite her lip hard to avoid crying and to be able to continue thinking. It was in one of those rare moments of clarity that it occurred to her to check Chan's credit card records. She knew all his passwords, the bank's was no exception. Under other circumstances, she wouldn't have, but she must find him no matter what. Then, after pulling over on a sidewalk, the girl entered Chan's bank account and as she suspected, the last movement had been four hours ago in a pub in their old city.

The distance between their new and old place of residence was approximately three, almost four hours by car; however, Jasmine drove so fast that when she told her father she had arrived and he saw that barely two hours had passed, he almost had a heart attack. But this was not the time to scold her, they had to find Chan, even more so when Jaz's father arrived at the pub and asked about the boy. The owner of the place told him that he had to kick him and some other guys out because they had argued. What caught his attention was that when he himself took Chan out of the place, he was repeating something that had to do with a promise. He mentioned it to Jaz but that did not ring any bell for her, at least not yet. Promise, what promise? Jaz wondered over and over. What could her best friend be thinking? Jaz had to put herself in Chan's shoes and imagine what could be going through his mind in such a condition. It was hard for her to accept it, but deep down she knew it, Chan had thought of the two of them, it had to be something related to the two of them, to their relationship.

The answer came to Jaz as soon as her gaze landed on the car's drawer where she knew her medications were. Chan kept them, and possibly he always would, just as he would fulfill a promise that would be eternal.

To be continued... 🐺

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