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for a little positivity on the tl!!! share your favorite stayblr accounts or fics that you think deserve more recognition (it can even be your own!!)
I'll start!! this hyunjin fic (the world does not exist at night by @hyu7eii ) might be the best hyune fic I've ever read and it's so underrated, just pure poetry
nothing, everything by @inniejeonginnie, very human and realistic, love cannot make you feel better instantly but it is the light at the end of the tunnel and this portrayed it perfectly
X marks the spot where we fall apart by @nicolagreta soo angsty it made me so sad :( like i physically felt it in my bones
on the same angsty note there is marry me by @liknws AND IT WRECKED ME. so beautifully written but in an achy way. very delicious pain
burden by @ellestray and it's one of the most accurate representation of han I've ever read, the dialogue is so mature yet so beautiful. i loved it so muchhh
everything by @sugrlamb THE REASSURANCE IS EVERYTHING IN THIS ONE, i need this specific seungmin.
special by @amelee23 this is different than usual skz pieces on here but it's so heartfelt and raw and the love is very pure in it, i loved it, a very fitting title
the mini love letter series by @agi-ppangx , FIRST such a cute concept, second the emotional rollercoaster from fluffy to angsty has me in a chokehold. (op i promise I'll reblog with my full thoughts soon!!!)
and i need more ppl to read butterfly bandage by @subskz , labyrinth by @soobnny and forgive me for what I haven't done by @rachalixie . I'll never stop shouting my love for these fics they're so perfectly written, like pure art, like i can't believe I'm reading this for free type of writing
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cartierdreamx · 1 year
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𝕯𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖉 𝕿𝖔 𝕱𝖆𝖑𝖑 *2*
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Hi my sweet ones <333, hope you’re well! Sorry for the little wait but I hope the wait is worth it sooo here’s chapter 2, not much to say but I may have teared up a bit writing this and now as I type this my heart still hasn’t recovered, so I apologise in advance hehe. Anyways, I hope you enjoy and if you do, please consider reblogging, following and commenting! Thank you all for your constant love and support! J <33 
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Pairings: jenna ortega x fem! Reader 
Warnings: angst cityyy, dark themes, swearing, mentions of weapons and violence and murder. 
This fic is STRICTLY 18+, as it involves adult themes, minors DNI, you are responsible for your own social media intake, which includes reading entertainment which this fic falls under, so one last warning- this fic is 18+. Thank you!  
*though my fics have real people, my fics are just for entertainment and far from reality*
FYI: JENNA IS G!P IN THIS FIC!!
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The sting in your eyes was accompanied by an adorning number of buzzes from your phone, annoyed and slightly hangover, mainly from the lack of hydration, because you were no lightweight, you could promise any drinking buddy that, you shove your phone under your pillow, praying that would drown out the buzzing. But, of course, to no avail, whoever or whatever global state of emergency was blowing up your phone, the vibrations so strong, it was tectonic, the buzzes greeted your ears through the bamboo pillow wrapped in silk. Having had enough, you groan and answer a call from Sol.
“Sol, I swear to GOD, someone better be dying.” Your annoyance so clear, it auscultates her ears.
“Y/N! YOU ARE MY STAR GIRL, DYING? THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE EXACTLY.”
Though she can’t see you, confusion paints your face as you slowly sit up and wipe your face, allowing yourself to wipe away the fatigue, after stepping out of Ortega Towers, your little after party consisting of publishing an article, skincare and pyjamas was a blur, in fact, you were so out of it, you considered maybe you hallucinated ever hitting publish. However, the entire masquerade stuck with you, the stench of man who tried to feel up on you left the second you stepped outside for air, but what didn’t was the crown queen of San Francisco, her vanilla essence imprinted on you, so after a night of tossing in turning, no movement could remove her from you. You don’t like it though, and it was ironic, you rejected and blew her off the second you got the chance, but you couldn’t remove her from you. There were fires starting to spark all over your body and the more you deny them, the stronger they burn, funny enough, one grew in your groins. And as repetitive as you sound, you hate it. You hate her. You, hate Jenna?
“What’re you talking about?”
“Oh, don’t act so coy and humble!”
“Sol, I’m like, genuinely serious.” You let out a soft chuckle.
“YOUR ARTICLE, BABES!!, IT BLEW UP, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU, TELL ME EVERYTHING, WAIT NO, GET CHANGED, LET’S GET LUNCH BEFORE WE HEAD INTO WORK. LOVE YOU.”
Without even giving you a chance to breathe, blink or your heart to beat, you hear her hang up, guess you have lunch plans in about 2 hours. Now, about your article, you have no clue what you wrote, only that you couldn’t stop writing the second you sat down, nervousness rivers through your blood, breathing adjacent to your heart rate just thinking about what you wrote, what people think, hell, what Jenna thinks. Oh my God, is she going to kill me? You shake your head trying to rid of that negative thought, Jenna wasn’t like that, she’s above killing innocents, but are you innocent? Mouthing out the last line of your article; … whether it be by her heart, her touch, or her gun, anyone that knows the elusive Ms. Ortega is destined to fall. Your face meets your palm and you’re sure if Jenna or anyone in the family read this, you are sure to meet your maker.
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“Wowwww, Jenna, she only knew you for a few hours, but she has every part of you right down to a T.”
Viv giggles as she scrolls through the article, enjoying every little bit of Jenna’s distraught, it was a rare occasion to see the mafia queen like this, and barely anyone could have her like this; a newfound superpower of yours.
“Shut it, Viv, it’s an okay article, and that’s me being generous.”
“I can’t imagine what she’d find out about you if she had stayed for longer.”
“I have no secrets.”
“You’re an idiot if you believe that.”
“Okay, fine, it’s a good article, y/n’s a feisty one.” Jenna finally caves in and shrugs.
“And plus, why do you care about some article?”
“I don’t.”
“Ah, but you do care about her.”
“Shut up, Viv, go make me a coffee.”
Laughter induced tears almost well up Viv’s eyes as she hears Jenna’s commands “oh, buddy she wrote you so good, down to your ego and arrogance, I’m not an assistant, babe, fix your attitude.”
Jenna rolls her eyes at Viv as she blows her a kiss and walks off to complete her long list of errands to complete and maybe some target training later in the day for her own indulgence. Bruce, whose body collected every will to keep silent as he knows he would be putting up with Jenna’s groggy and bitchy attitude all day if she did get riled up enough, but his mental strengths wasn’t as strong as his physicals.
“Bruce, I can see you smirking, knock it off.”
“Sorry, boss.” The 6’8ft, brunette man exclaims, though still smirking.
“You know, you make look and share the same name as Batman, but boy, you sure do lack the mental obedience, quit smirking!” Jenna pouts as she smacks his shoulder, “go scare our shareholders will you, I’ll meet you just before the meeting starts." Bruce chuckles as he leaves Jenna, alone with her thoughts.
And what are her thoughts? You. Rumination isn’t enough to describe how you flood her mind, how you fuel her hunger, how she hates how she doesn’t hate you. But you hate her? As two souls collide, their thoughts are evermore intertwined, and collide was definitely a word you could use to describe the thoughts both of you guys share. What gets her brain twisting the most and her throat closing in is the fact her heart is in denial about what it wants. Jenna would be caught dead before she made herself vulnerable before you made her vulnerable.
She had meetings the entire day but seeing that she’s the ones with guns and glory, no one dare to take her up on being tardy or last-minute cancellations, but despite her arrogant nature, she was respectful, and she was kind to those who deserved it, but even then, her guard was never down.
As her after lunch meeting finishes, she strides up and down the room, looking out into the city, only canvasing confusion on Viv and Bruce’s face.
“Cancel the rest of my meetings, please, Viv. Bruce, take the day off, do whatever you want, I’m heading out.”
Viv and Bruce comply and as Jenna starts heading for the door, Viv can’t help but tease “maybe this time, don’t be a dickhead to y/n, we like her.”
“No promises.”
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Allowing the feminine urge to take over, you order a Caesar salad, a huge bowl of fries and a diet coke, such a perfect combo. That, with an extra side of chismosa with Sol, it’s a perfect lunch, however, the topic of gossip was you, you and Jenna that is.
“So, you didn’t hook up with her?” Sol, sighing, sounding deflated and defeated, for some reason she was really rooting for you two, she was so adamant about it.
“Sol, you have some sick delusion running through you, not healthy.” You tsk at her, “besides, I’m sure her sugar bear was enough company.”
Sol gasps so loud out of entertainment she grabs the attention of a few others having lunch. Not wanting people to eavesdrop, you give her a maternal ‘quiet down’ look.  
“Oh, don’t give me that look, I’ve been waiting so long to hear this, tell me more.”
As Sol further indulges in your suffering, you slowly start wishing you two had lunch back at the office or your loft, you were sure other lunch goers used you as a source of entertainment.
Back at the office, a warm standing ovation greets you, with everyone’s eyes and smiles lighting up the second they saw you, maybe they are genuinely impressed, but maybe because they’re all about to get a huge payout from the rising popularity of your article, usually rival companies don’t boost each other’s articles, then it wouldn’t be competition, but yours struck the entire nation, the likes of Buzzfeed and TMZ bowed down to you, making articles about your piece of art. However, as much as it was a piece of art, there’s some part of you that felt guilty about pressing publish, maybe the world didn’t have to read about Jenna’s ego in writing, it could’ve just been left untold, you were the one to tell it. Much like Jenna, your day was filled with meetings, but distraction got the best of you, you barely focused and you couldn’t even tell the higher ups what you plan was next, but nevertheless they were highly impressed with you. So impressed, that there was talk about you moving up, career wise.
At the end of your day, exhaustion kisses your body, you were all Jenna’d out, if you had to speak about Jenna one more time, you were sure to implode, not that you had anything against the people asking you, it was a fair thing to be curious about, but, you wish that maybe this was a one-time thing, that she isn’t your shot to success, that she isn’t running your world, that maybe, you would never hear from her again.
“Hello, Ms. L/N.” A familiar voice speaks, the same person who was anonymous with you on that balcony looking out into the skyline was an arm’s reach. But this time, you waste no time in turning around. A big sigh showcases your defeat, so much for never hearing from her again.
“Miss me?” Jenna teases, definitely not missing her, a plan sparks in that sly mind of yours.
“Hey Sol, look I have someone here who is dying to meet the person behind Bayseyes.”
You see Sol’s jaw drop to the ground as her eyes relay the fact that Jenna Ortega is standing in her building to her brain. “No, I don’t miss you.” You chuckle at her, as you head out, if only you turned around to see Jenna’s reaction, it would have made everything all worth it. Though she was fed up with how well you could turn her down, and she’d let it slide, she was impressed at how well you thought on your feet.
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As Jenna relays what happened to Viv and Bruce, she swears smoke spills out her ears as they belly laugh at her failure, their knees weak at every word that leaves Jenna’s mouth, Bruce had to hold Viv and himself to make sure they didn’t topple over.
“Whew, Jenna, she has played you in every way, I love this girl, when she coming back?” Viv teases.
“She’s never coming back.”
“Yeah, clearly, your attempts to reel her in is like fishing with a plastic rod.” Bruce adds, Viv’s face lighting up with pride.
“No, she’s not welcome here.”
“Mhmhm, the same way she’s not welcome in your heart.”
“No, I kicked her out.”
“AH HAH, so you admit she was in your heart.”
“WHAT, NO.”
“Boss…” Bruce cringes.
“WHATEVER, I’M LEAVING.”
The same record plays as she leaves the room, Bruce and Viv hysterically laughing trying to figure out the badass you are.
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The next day, it was all the same, this time, Jenna waited for you outside the building with a black Porsche behind her as she leans. As it was all the same, the rejection was no different, blowing her off again as you strut the other way, making sure Jenna saw you roll your eyes at her, more rejection, more laughter and taunts from Viv and Bruce.
3rd times the charm is the saying, yet not everyone is proven to be successful, Jenna was one of them, it was irking her and getting under her skin that she couldn’t bag you, but no matter how much you frustrated her, she would never admit she wants you, she’d lay a blanket over her feelings for you, hiding it as she wants you within her reach so she, herself can make you bleed, the same way you did. But maybe she does want that, maybe all she wants is to see you fall, you don’t know who she is, but she seems to know who you are, well, what she could find out about you. But funny enough, her level of power doesn’t get her through to your hidden files. It was redacted, and not even you knew about them.
Number 4 took a different approach, this time she asks Sol for help, begging her to get you to meet her, and as much as Sol wants to, and trust your gut, she wants to, so bad, her loyalty to you was no match for Jenna, Sol turns Jenna away, and to add a cherry on top, you recruited help from a colleague of yours, he was very handsome, and a gentleman, so you two played pretend in front of Jenna’s eyes, arms linked with laughter filling the barely visible gap between the two of you. This fuelled the fire burning in her chest, a feeling she had never felt before, jealousy, and jealousy is a bitch. Jealousy caged Jenna, how could this feeling make the most powerful woman in America bend at her knees, how could you make the most powerful woman in America suffer with every inch of her. You, y/n, you are the indulgence of her soul but the starvation of her heart. Jenna’s first instinct was to hurt you, hurt him, how could he kiss the cheek of her woman? You’re not her woman. Murder was on the table for him, and torment was on yours. Anything to ease her suffering, but she couldn’t, she can’t, as much as she wants to, and as much as she could do it with ease, you breathing was more important.
Maybe day 5 would be different, you thought as the clock hands strike 6pm, and so you were right, instead of being greeted with the ever-greedy Ms. Ortega, you were met with Viv’s warm embrace and Bruce’s masculine yet warm stature.
“Jenna’s getting her right hands to do her dirty work?”
Viv and Bruce share a smile, “as much as we love to see her wallow in doubt and pity, and finally see her humbled, you’re killing her.”
“And how is that any different to when she has a gun to someone’s head?”
“We know, she deserves it, but, for us could you consider not torturing her?”
“Look, you guys seem so nice and a very lovely pair, but I’m only doing this because she won’t stop, and I’m sure doing this would be a lot more efficient than telling her to stop, and honestly, I’m surprised I’m even alive right now.”
“Y/N,” a solemn tone escapes Viv, “she’s not like that, you know.”
“I don’t, I don’t know, and like you heard me say before, how could I let her in if she’s everything I stand against. We are two opposing forces, I’m sorry.”
“Don’t you want to know?” Bruce steps in.
“Guys, there are plenty of women out there who wants Jenna.”
“Yeah, but none of them are you.”
“And none of them will be me, I’ll delete the article if it’ll help, but I’m sure everyone has their copies, I’m sorry, I didn’t want it to be like this, I didn’t want to attend the ball.”
“No, it’s okay, don’t apologise, we’re sorry it had to be like this, but we’ll leave you be, we’ll talk to Jenna.”
“Thank you,” giving Viv a warm hug, possibly being the last hug, you’ll ever give her and Bruce a kiss on the cheek, more than you’ve given Jenna.
As you leave, Viv turns to Bruce “oh someone is so getting hurt at tonight’s mission.”
He chuckles, “you know how she copes.”
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Finally, a chance to breathe and relax, you were out shopping, giving yourself a self-care day filled with everything you needed after the stressful week you just had. Sol wanted to accompany you, hoping to cheer you up, but you reassured her you’ll be fine and that this was something you had to do on your own. Walking past the dress boutiques, a dress similar to your masquerade dress catches your eyes and you can’t help but stop and admire it, but truthfully, the dress reminded you of her, of Jenna, you hate to admit it but there was some part of you that missed her adamant tries at winning you over.
“It’s pretty dress, but nothing compares to what you wore that night.” A voice you know all too well.
“Jenna…” A sigh of defeat leaves your lips.
“I know, I know, I’m sorry, I just had to see you, y/n.”
“Are you stalking me now?” Genuine question.
“No, no, I was out shopping, well, yes, I had to shop but I knew you frequent here so I took a chance.”
You let out a soft giggle, “I’m not even going to question how you know that but okay, you have me.”
“If I had you, we wouldn’t be here.”
You smile, not knowing what to say, your heart almost breaks for her, you’ve never seen her raw like this, almost as if you make her vulnerable.
“Look, I just want to say I’m sorry, for everything, for every arrogant remark, for every uncomfortable situation I put you in, for playing games with you, for sending Viv and Bruce to do my dirty work, for wanting you, y/n.”
“Jenna,” you grab her hand and caress it, hoping it relieves some of her pain, and maybe now your brain will believe she’s being genuine, and as much as your heart wanted to hold her, you know you can’t. “It takes a lot to apologise, so thank you.”
“It’s no problem, but uh, I know I shouldn’t, but I’d hate myself if I didn’t take this chance, maybe I could take you out to dinner? Apology dinner, on me.”
“Heh, that’s sweet of you to offer, but I’m sorry, I can’t, take Viv and Bruce out for me instead.” You smile at her, trying so hard not to tear up, feeling that choking feeling build up in your throat.
“Do you hate me?” That same question, she asked you that very first night.
“Again?”
“Y/N, tell me you hate me, it’ll make getting over you a whole lot easier, knowing you hate me is a better outcome than knowing you don’t, because if you don’t, my chance of you, my chance of us was out there, but my hands were not strong enough to grasp it, maybe I made the wrong deal with the universe, I don’t want to live a life where we could’ve been, just tell me that you hate me, please, y/n, please.”
If your heart didn’t break before, your heart definitely broke now, this was her, this was Jenna, raw and vulnerable, you wanted to speak, but it seems there was a stronger force out there that withheld you from speaking, instead, you lay your soft hand on her cheek, wiping away a lone tear, so close to Jenna’s lips you could feel her breathing. As she closes her eyes and leans in ever so slightly, you let go, leaving her with a maybe.
Too broken to look at you, Jenna offers “at least let me take you home, it’s getting dark, I know you didn’t drive here, and I know how dangerous the streets can be at this time.”
“I’ll be okay, Jen.”
Maybe it was the right choice, maybe your actions will have consequences.
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Too lost in your own world, thinking about what happened between you and Jenna, you don’t notice the looming figure behind you, Jenna occupying you so deeply, you didn’t realise they’ve been following you since you left the mall. Lucky for you, walking past a closed shop with windows out the front, you’re able to see a dark figure behind you, you quickly decipher the figure being a man, but his face is covered so you don’t recognise him. As your heartbeat quickens, so do your steps, actively trying to lose him, you take a sharp turn into an alley, bad mistake. A breath of relief and fatigue exists your lungs as you turn and see he’s not behind you anymore. But.
“Think you could get away from me that easily?” The man appears in front of you, making you jump, but leaving you stuck in place, too scared to run. As you scan his face, your heart sinks, making the connection that this is the same man from the ball, the same one who was harassing you, but Jenna had him thrown out.
“Yeah, now that pretty face remembers me.”
“Please, just let me go, I’ll give you money, is that what you want?”
He scoffs, grabbing your wrist so tight, he may be cutting off circulation. “I don’t care about money, they pay me enough, what I want is you, I want you to hurt.” Suddenly, a sharp sting numbs your face as he slaps you with all his might, knocking you off your feet, you scream.
“That’s right, scream, bitch.” Kicking you in the abdomen, making you give into his wants, screaming more.
“Please.”
“No point in begging now.” He kicks twice more before picking you up by your shirt, you too much in pain to even look at him in the eyes, but the pain would keep going, he holds you up against the brick wall and starts going in for punches, left and right, your nose starts bleeding, you’re sure your ribs are broken, every punch, slap and kick was multiplied by 10, he kept on going, no matter how much you screamed, he didn’t listen.
“Where’s Jenna now? That’s right, she’s not here, can’t go running to her for help.” He was right, you can’t go running for help, you couldn’t, maybe you should’ve gone with her, maybe you should’ve never pushed her away, tears run down your face joining the splatters of your blood on the concrete ground. He starts thrashing you around, making sure every part of you is bloodied, broken, and bruised. “Scream her name, I want her to know you screamed for her, but she was nowhere to be found.”
You were sure you were going to pass out, instead flashing lights come by, there was hope, but that was short lived when you realise it was a large SUV instead of a police car.
“JAMESON, what do you think you’re doing.”
“Sir, I did what you told me.”
“I told you to scare her, not beat her to a pulp.”
“I got carried away.”
“Evidently, I ought to give you to Jenna for this.”
“But she’s your rival, sir?”
“Yeah, but you beat her girl up to a pulp, I don’t need her coming for me just yet, and plus, she’s the key to breaking down Jenna’s walls, making her vulnerable, seeing that you nearly killed the key, you nearly ruined it for us.”
“I apologise Mr. Marcello.”
“Mr. Marcello is my father and uncle, you know better.”
“I’m sorry, Gio.”
“Now, I gotta clean up your mess, hop in the car, killing you now would be a mercy compared to what Ms. Ortega would do to you, oh and drag her in the car.”
“Yes sir, are you going to give me to Jenna?”
“Considering it, if you don’t shut up, it’ll be a yes,” now turning to you, your barely functioning body with a tremendous number of cuts, scrapes, and bruises, “you Ms. L/N are fascinating, who are you and why do you have Ms. Ortega wrapped around your little finger.” Your eyes lacked the ability to focus, and your mind was fighting to stay awake, and you barely heard the conversation between the two men, so it made it hard to figure out who was with you, staying alive was the one thing on your mind. And in this moment, the scariest moment of your life, you doubted life would be in you, once he lays you on the seats, your fight with your mind was over, you pass out, not knowing where they were taking you.
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As your eyes focus on what was in front of you, the familiar rooted buildings jumpstarted adrenaline, with indomitable human spirit and a bit of delusion, you somehow make it to the entrance of Ortega Towers. As you collapse the second you drag yourself through the doors, you hear Viv scream.
“Y/N?!! OH MY GOD.”
She rushes towards you cradling you in her arms, begging you to stay awake, to stay with her.
“YOU, GO GET JENNA NOW.” She yells at a young associate.
“But she said she doesn’t want to be disturbed.” He was scared to go up to Jenna and let her know of the situation, fair enough, she’s a scary woman and even scarier to the newbies.
“I DON’T CARE, I’LL TAKE THE HEAT, TELL HER Y/N IS HURT.” He rushes off with speed and not even 3 minutes later, Jenna came running down, you hear her yell something, but your body was on lockdown mode, nothing was working, nothing was focusing. All you know is that you’re in pain.
As Jenna takes over for Viv, so Viv can get medical help, she cradles you. “Hey, hey, y/n, stay with me, okay? Stay with me, please.” She strokes your hair, trying so hard to not let the tears fall, you couldn’t see her like this. No one can. Luckily, Bruce and his crew of soldiers was able to escort everyone out.
You want to, you want to keep your eyes open, but your body was winning this round, and if this is where you’ll die, at least you were in the arms of Jenna. With all your might, you muster up to speak once more.
“I hate you, Jenna.”
“I know.”
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Thank you so much for your support <3 I hope you enjoyed! 🦦
hehe sorry about the angst, I think this is one of the most angstsiest shit i’ve ever written, and shout out to @lonelym00n cus she had to endure getting tortured as r and getting tortured as herself 😭 (she’s viv). 
it is 5am where im at, im going to sleep, goodnight 🤝
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lliblo · 3 years
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MV23 Do You Like Snakes?
Prompt:
After the Battle of New York and Loki escaped with the tesseract the god of mischief decided hiding in plain sight was the best course of action as he debated about what to do next. Now that he was snapped out of Thano’s manipulation caused by the mind stone he started to feel remorse for his deeds. He never wanted thing to go this far, never wanted to attack Midgard, he only wanted to show his father he was just as worthy as Thor, though considering his actions maybe everyone was right to think he was never fit for the throne. 
Loki found himself in a tiny pet shop in the back end of Queens. It was owned by an old man who he didn’t bother to learn the names of and didn’t even seem to notice the addition of a black snake to his collection of reptiles. Loki has some reservations about how effective this hiding place was, seeing as it was a pet store after all, but after two years of disgusted looks and general uninterest from the patrons, Loki settled into his self exile sure that no one would ever purchase a snake like himself. 
Or so he thought. 
One day a boy walks in with his aunt. He seems down. Loki can almost see the gray cloud following the boy around. 
“I know you’ve always wanted a dog but our apartment won’t let us have anything outside a tank, but there are all sorts of other animals? What do you think of a hamsters?”
The boy just shrugged. Loki suspected it was the lack of a canine that brought the boy’s mood down, but he couldn’t find the will to care. Being a reptile he was a slave to some of the desires, one being curled up on his rock enjoying the heat lamp. 
The boy wanders around the shop and eventually find himself in front of the green eyed serpent. The aunt suggested a turtle or a frog seeming to have the same distaste for snakes as the rest of humanity. 
Loki scoffed at the notion that he was only worth $50 of the mortal money, still the boy walked out with Loki, god of mischief and being responsible for so many deaths, in a 12’ by 8’ cardboard pet carrier that was a little too small for him to be comfortable.  
Luckily the ride wasn’t too bumpy, the boy seemed to be taking general care not to cause to much movement to the box in transit. And after laying curled up for nearly an hour as another box was opened and something was assembled. He was gently poured out of the pet carrier and into a comfortable sized tank that was bigger than the one he had at the pet shop. Decorated with a fake stick with leaves that was designed to climb and a large comfortable looking heating rock (technically not safe for snakes but whateves) all layered with wood shavings to hide under as well as many other places of his choosing. 
The boy just watched him. The air of sadness still surrounded him but he did smile at Loki occasionally as he watched the god explore his new confinements. 
Loki found himself curling up on the rock and facing the boy as he looking him over. 
“Hello,” the boy greeted, he gave a small smile at the snake and Loki, “my name is Peter, and this is my room,” Peter motioned to the small room behind him, it was big enough for a bed, desk, and a dresser with a comfortable walking space but that was about it. “I hope you like it here, sorry if you liked the pet shop better, but I promise to take good care of you!” The boy brightened up slightly, “you didn’t have a name at the shop so it’s probably good to give you one now, what do you say?”
Loki froze after the boy spoke, he wasn’t aware that snakes had the ability to communicate on Midgard, maybe that’s why people disliked them so much? Too human speech but to different in body. In all honesty it made sense to Loki, so he spoke. 
“I’m pretty sure the old fool at the pet shop wasn’t sure I was there, so he never bothered with a name. I wouldn’t mind a new one,” his mouth didn’t move and a snake didn’t have the proper vocals for words so he used a bit of magic to project his voice to Peter. He assumed the other snakes had this ability, not an uncommon one in the universe…
So his mistake was understandable. 
“Y-... did you just talk?” Peters she’s we’re wide now, his face nearly pressed against the glass. 
Loki mentally cursed himself for being so foolish, but as the god of mischief he was good with rolling with things. “I’m a special breed.” He provided lamely. 
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A story in which Peter accidentally adopted Loki as his pet snake. 
Takes place before he become Spider-Man and because the avengers messed with time, Peter’s parents were never killed when he was young, instead they died later in life a few years after the battle at New York. Moving in with his aunt and uncle they try to cheer him up by getting him a pet for his first birthday after his parent’s death. 
Loki unintentionally helps Peter through his grief and even his struggles with becoming Spider-Man (Kinda intentional)
They become secret bff’s. Peter doesn’t tell anyone about his talking snake but he does have a habit of taking him to all sorts of places. Gets in trouble with sneaking him into school. 
Names him Skywalker, (or Anakin?) but uses Sky for short. It’s not until Peter almost gets himself killed that Loki reveals himself out of necessity.
When Stark shows up Loki distrust him and says that the man is only using Peter to fight a battle he has no right being in. 
Peter doesn’t listen so Loki sneaks his ways into Peter’s luggage and has to reveal his presence to the Avengers during civil war after Peter is almost killed by the fight. Thing end differently then they would have in real civil war. Steve and Buck get away, but the rest are stunned and left to think they just killed a child in their battle, only to have Loki use his magic to protect the kid until Peter can be dug out. 
Thor is called and Peter fights for Loki to be released trying to help him not be sent to prison.
I mean this one basicly spells out the plot so not so much of a prompt but still. Fun idea! Also it goes to note this was created before the Loki series sooo yeah. Loki is a snake and its a classic found family.
My Fic
Link: AO3 - https://archiveofourown.org/works/27988506/chapters/68553960
Summery:
Time travel is a fickle thing. The Avengers accidently let Loki escape in one of the timelines though they leave that for the native Avengers to deal with. With the tesseract in hand, Loki makes and impulse request and finds himself in front of a Pet Shop. Having no where else to go, he hides among the Midgardian creatures. He never expected this path to end with him learning what he had been missing about the word 'Family.'
Peter Parker was allowed to pick one animal to take home as a new friend. Out of all the animals, it was the pitch black, green eyed snake that caught his eye. Imagine his amazement when he got home to find out it could talk.
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volleychumps · 4 years
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Melodies. -Yamaguchi Tadashi-
 One of the works I’ve wanted to do of my own accord, I promise I’ll be back to answering requests soon haha! Please enjoy this fic of my favorite freckled server, he needs all the love<3 Turns into kind of a song fic at the end! 
Set in a college AU-  (warnings: mild swearing)
WordCount: 2766
the one in which the shy freckled boy discovers a playlist with his name as the title on his best friend’s phone
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The first day of college calculus had started off absolutely horrendous. 
Your anxiety had continued bubbling up immensely as you laid wide awake in your bed the night before, the fearful result being you waking up a good six minutes after you were supposed to be in class, freshly prepared and showered with a caffienated drink in hand. 
Only you weren’t. 
So that’s how you stumbled into class a solid fifteen minutes late, hair thrown up in some sort of messy knot accompanied by a simple outfit of leggings (you slept in those), and a hoodie that was much too massive for your figure. To make matters worse, along with the pointed stare from your professor and the other near a hundred, most of the seats seemed to be filled at full glance. You withold the urge to tug at your hair and kick the wall. Your worst expectations had become a reality. 
“Nice of you to join us, Miss...L/N, is it? You’re the only one I wasn’t able to call out from the roster, and I usually do not take attendance. It’s the first day of the semester, in case you forgot. “ 
You suck air through your teeth before nodding once, ignoring the searing heat on your cheeks as a few chuckles chorused through the large group of students. 
“Take your seat. And don’t bother coming next time at all if you’re going to interrupt my lecture.” 
You nod once again before awkwardly walking up the steps, feeling all eyes on you as you willed yourself to get through the nightmarish situation. So he was one of those.
 The seats were full, to your dismay, and you felt heat rise to your eyes as you wished the professor would continue teaching, to get the attention off of you. 
“When you’re ready, Miss L/N.” 
Every cell in your body urged you to get out of there until by some stroke of luck, you saw movement in the scarily still classroom. A freckled boy had been waving his hand just high enough for you to see it, pointing downwards a bit shyly to signal the seat next to him was free. 
A rush of relief washes over you as you make a beeline over, plopping down in the offered shared desk as the professor finally begins to speak again. You had been saved, your savior moving his bag over some more to give you more room. 
“I promise I don’t usually look like this.” You whisper, getting your notebook and materials out. “But thank you sooo much, you don’t even know how close I was to crying.” 
“D-Don’t mention it.” The freckled boy whispers back, fiddling with his pen as you realized how shy he seemed, knowing that almost everyone on the first day of semester wanted friends, the shy ones being too scared to take the first step. Your eyes brightened at his phone screen, seeing a familiar song light it up before nudging him by the shoulder, your professor’s words of a syllabus becoming background noise as he looks towards you a second time, eyes kind in case you needed anything. 
“A man with taste, I see.” You grin, and the dark haired boy blushes before brushing some of his hair out of his face. 
“You listen to lovelytheband?” 
“Yamaguchi. L/N.” You both straighten immediately, ‘Yamaguchi’ turning a darker shade of red as he stands at attention, bowing immediately as you sat awkwardly next to his aplogetic figure. The professor sends you a scolding look as you shrink down in your seat, hating college already as he resumes class once again, figuring you had been placed on the bottom of his spectrum of students. 
However, you take just one more chance, scribbling on the corner of the now embarrassed boy’s syllabus with a small, secretive smile as the red ink appears on paper. 
Yamaguchi, was it?
Yamaguchi’s lips quirk up the slightest bit at the childish antic of writing notes to each other before blue ink touches below your note, red fading from his cheeks and taking on a pink hue. 
Yes. L/N-san?
All previous embarrassment forgotten, you figure all the awful events leading up to meeting your first friend had been worth it. 
Call me Y/N. 
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“Tadashi, I don’t want to go! He’s hated me since day one, and you know it.” 
“Y/N, I already bought your coffee, don’t waste it please.” Yamaguchi sighs, shrugging his own bag off before placing it on your bed, taking a seat on the edge of it as you talk to him through your bathroom door. The first year of college seemed to whizz by in a flash, most memories being with the awkward, freckled kid that had soon become your closest friend seeing as you had been each other’s first.
“You’ve made it through the entirety of the semester, right? You’re going to pass this final.” 
“Shut up, you’re smart, you don’t get an opinion!” You pout, emerging from your bathroom in jeans and a bra as Yamaguchi reddens, turning immediately to face the wall respectfully as you withold a giggle, knowing Yamaguchi had seen a lot more than that after helping you back to your dorm after nights of getting wasted at your high school friend’s fraternity house. Bokuto and Kuroo pretty much got shit-faced every weekend. 
“We studied-” 
“You studied, Tadashi. I poked the seeds out of strawberries with a toothpick half the time.” You correct, braiding your hair back when fully dressed. “You can look now, Mr. Purity, I won’t corrupt you.”
Yamaguchi ruffles your hair, bending slightly to match your height as he stands from your bed, a key to your dorm dangling from his bike keys. “You’ve got this, alright? Don’t doubt yourself, you were at least doing math when counting the seeds-” 
You snatch your coffee as Yamaguchi chuckles, following you out of your dorm as you ensure the halls are mostly empty, not needing your RA to scold you for bringing Yamaguchi in here again, even after seeing he was harmless. Yamaguchi takes your phone and keys, your hands full from the beverage and your bag as you meet your other two friends in the morning sun. 
“Oh look. The fuckbuddies who apparently don’t fuck are here.” 
“Well hello to you too, Tsukishima.”
 You blink, unfazed as Yamaguchi blushes at the cynical blonde’s crude language, Sugawara swatting the blonde’s back as Tsukishima simply shrugs in reply. 
“Are we meeting up with Kuroo and the others after finals are over?” You grin excitedly as Suga clicks his tongue, flicking your forehead in a parental like way as you pout, Yamaguchi chuckling from alongside you. 
“How about we take our Calculus final first, and then you can focus on the party.” 
“Yes, mother of mine.” 
You dodge the next flick to the forehead as Yamaguchi puts a single hand on your shoulder, reading something on his phone as his eyes suddenly widen. “Crap! Last minute turn of events, we’re getting put into two separate rooms according to our last names! Y/N, you and Suga’s room is farther out!”
Suga groans, tugging your forearm along as you share in that groan. “So we have what, eight minutes to get somewhere all the way across campus?” 
“If we run, we’ll make it!” You exclaim, beginning to drag Suga with you as you break into a run, offering Yamaguchi a bright smile before doing so and promptly flicking Tsukishima off, who responds in the same fashion without missing a beat. 
“Wait, Y/N your phone-!” 
“Keep it! Get it back to me after I fail this test! Love you Tadashi!” 
“Y-Yeah, l-love you too!” 
“Have fun failing!” 
“I took notes on how to do it from you, Kei, don’t worry!” 
Tsukishima rolls his eyes as yours and Suga’s figures fade into the distance, your coffee splashing within it’s cup as Suga laughed at how easily tired you seemed. Golden brown eyes examine his friend, noting how Yamaguchi had a far off look in his eyes as your laughter died down in volume the further you got, soft smile set on his lips that was almost sad. 
“If you like her, just tell her.” Tsukishima had continued walking casually as Yamaguchi chokes on air at the sudden heavy words hurled in his direction. 
“H-Huh?” 
“Don’t even bother trying to hide it. All of us guessed it, and you just confirmed it with that reaction.” Tsukishima shrugs as Yamaguchi races to his side, heart beating in his ears as his shoulders seemed to sink in defeat, almost as if he had been fighting a losing battle yet still wanted to be on the frontlines. 
“Y/N’s way too good for me.” Yamaguchi finally said as the pair lucky enough to walk the normal distance continued their stroll to class. “I’m happy just...being close to her. I don’t need anything more.” 
“Hm. Oh really?” The blonde yawns, carelessness in his tone. “Even if someone else wants to be even closer?” 
Tsukishima smirks a little at the lack of reply as the exam building comes into view before patting Yamaguchi once on the back, done stirring up the sensitive boy’s emotions.
“Definitely not the right time to get your head stuck with that dumbass. You coming?” 
“Y-Yeah, just let me turn off my phone-” 
“Better hurry up.” 
Tsukishima’s continued steps sounded in Yamaguchi’s ears as he hurriedly turned on and swiped open his phone, heart dropping when realizing he had accidentally grabbed yours. Going to turn it off after seeing it open to your music application, something else catches his eye. 
Playlists: 
Issa Vibe
At least try to study, dumb hoe
Shit Kuroo wants me to listen to (don’t) 
Yamaguchi Tadashi:)
Red spread across freckled cheeks before he finds himself sending the playlist to himself, deleting the message afterwards as if he was in a trance before turning off your phone, wanting nothing more than to sit back and listen to the music inside the playlist named after him. Guilt in his chest, he steps into the building, head spinning with something that was definitely not calculus.
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“Bokutoooo!!” 
“Y/N!” 
“Wow, well fuck me then I guess.” 
You laugh out loud as you enter the fraternity house Bokuto and Kuroo resided in for the end of semester party, throwing yourself into your high school friend’s arms after not seeing Bokuto for awhile. Kuroo scoffs when you go to hug him next, pretending not to enjoy it as he scolds you for how short your skirt is. 
“Where’s Tsukki and Yama?” You question over the music as Bokuto grins, jutting a thumb backwards where Daichi and Suga were playing an intense game of beer pong against Tsukishima and Akaashi.
“I saw your freckled pet go upstairs earlier.” Kuroo grins as you feel a twinge in your chest. 
“Like with a girl?” 
“Have you met the kid? No way, he said something about wanting to lie down and he’s in Kenma’s room right now.”
You nod your head thanks, suddenly serious as Bokuto whoops childishly, causing you to roll your eyes as Suga sends you a questioning, overprotective stare on why you were going up the stairs of a frat house. You mouth Yamaguchi, before waving back to Daichi with a bright grin. 
“Go get your boy, Y/N!” 
“Akaashi, please scold him-” 
“On it. Kenma’s room is on the left by the way.” 
The many doors were confusing, accidentally opening one to Oikawa Tooru’s (who coaxed you to come in, what a tool), one to Terushima Yuuji’s (same thing, god you hated frat houses), and finally to Kenma’s, one of the few normal ones living in the house mainly because of Kuroo. You had opened the door right as Kenma had been planning to leave, and he nods to you once before glancing behind him to your best friend’s figure laying on his bed on his back, eyes closed with a pair of earbuds in. 
“He asked to borrow a pair of headphones and he’s been like that for awhile. Those are sound-cancelling, so do with that information what you will.” 
You pout, knowing Kuroo probably told Kenma about how much of a crackhead you were sometimes. “Aw, where’s the faith?” 
“Apparently none, with you.” Kenma cracks a small smile in response before leaving the room, turning back once to leave some parting words.  
“If you’re planning on doing anything, do it in Kuroo’s room, not mine.” 
Before you can deny that suggestion, Kenma’s already closing the door behind him as you groan and roll your eyes, wondering why everyone seemed to have the two of you figured out when in reality,
 you were just friends-
nothing more. 
You turn your attention to your best friend, careful not to make any sudden noise before realizing Yamaguchi was intensely concentrated on what he was listening to. Your eyes trace over his features, from the hands that helped you at your call, to the spread of the even freckles that were reddened half the time, and even to the length of his eyelashes, wanting nothing more than to lay next to him. You stop yourself, shaking your head- 
nothing less.
Just like that first day in class, you tap on the screen to see what music would brighten his phone screen and keep him in such a trance.
The lump forms in your throat before you can stop it, wondering how the hell he suddenly developed a taste for mxmtoon’s Falling for U, remembering how when you showed him that artist, he had claimed it wasn’t for him. 
So...? 
Fearfully, you swipe into his phone to see your off-chance suspicions had been correct as you sit on the edge of the bed hastily, startling Yamaguchi to sit up from his laying position, panicked. He relaxes slightly when seeing you, only to panic again when he sees his brightened phone screen. 
“U-Um, Y/N, I-” 
You stand, eyes downcast as you brush your skirt off, walking towards the door as a fake laugh cuts his stuttered explanations off, heart pounding in your ears. 
“H-Haha! Uh, I didn’t mean to wake you, you just looked so peaceful.” 
“Y-Y/N!” 
Your pace quickens.
“I’ll see you downstairs, okay? They have a really cool cereal dispenser and I want some cereal all of a sudden-” 
“Y/N-!” 
You hear the creak of the bed, signalling he was to his feet as you begin to pull open the door.  
“Hey, how was the exam by the-?” 
“Y/N.” 
You take a shaky breath when Yamaguchi’s arm extends, hand closing the door shut once again as you stand there, noticing the slight tremble of Yamaguchi’s arm before turning, pressing your back against the door as one of the freckled boy’s arms trap you in, proximity so close you can feel each other’s breaths. 
Yamaguchi takes one of the earbuds, putting one in your ear as the lyrics sound in your ears, and you look away, hearing the familiar tune as Yamaguchi takes the other one, slowly as to not startle you.
(IT’S CUTER IF YOU LISTEN TO IT: Falling For U- mxmtoon)
But I can't help it I'm falling for you And I can't quit it 'Cause I'm stuck on you
Your eyes brim with unshed tears before you can stop them, feeling Yamaguchi’s hand cup your cheek gently, droplets falling onto his knuckles.
And it might be pathetic and you might be skeptical But I just want to be with you Please tell me, boy
Fear filled your chest, the secret you tried so desperately hard to keep locked away becoming exposed without your knowledge. You were scared of how the boy you loved would react, how would Yamaguchi look at you after knowing you had kept it a secret for the sake of the friendship you cherished so?
Can you get a clue? Or come through 'cause I just want to be with you
“Tadashi.” You whisper, seeing a whole other person from the shy, freckled boy with the blue ink on your first day of class as Yamaguchi smiles softly, nodding once. 
I'm scared... Of telling you how I feel
“I love you.” 
Maybe It's better If I just try to conceal The truth
“Y/N L/N.” 
For me And for you
“I’m pretty sure I loved you first.”
And then from the close proximity, the distance was closed, a hand slipping into yours tightly as the wetness on your cheeks become unnoticeable, Yamaguchi Tadashi kissing you with a gentless so sweet you could melt. 
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whump-town · 4 years
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For anyone in the Criminal Minds fandom looking for a good fluff filled, slow burn, with a little h/c that ship Hotchniss (HotchxPrentiss) I have to turn you on to my favorite fic ever. 
It’s on fanfiction.net (it’s a 2010 fic and I’m old so...) and it’s called Falling in Love with a Girl written by sienna27. It has 137 chapters. It’s in character and if you read it PLEASE, I am begging you come talk to me about it!
You will love it, I promise! Give it your time because it is more than worth it. I have read it sooo many times and I’m dead serious it’s the best 
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alltherestisdrag · 4 years
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can you please do 12 and "can't you stay a little longer?" for branjie, please? 🥺
I wasn’t sure which 12 you were asking for so I included both 😌 I haven’t tried this kind of old sapphic fic before but I really liked the vibe actually, hope you like it ❤️
p.s. excuse my poetry I’m not a native speaker nor a poet but I had to write an original line sooo-
p.s. 2. you can send as many requests as you want, I ENJOY THEM A LOT
TW/Ratings/Tags: referring to homophobia, 50s Lesbian AU, Fluff
Trope 12 : Forbidden Love
12. It’s lonely here without you. and 32. Can’t you stay a little longer? | Branjie
Vanessa was enjoying the sunny weather and woodnotes while drabbling a ridiculously romantic poem onto her rusty notebook.
“Perhaps I shouldn’t rhyme the words at the last part.” She bit the back of her pen while mumbling to herself, and tried to focus onto her feelings. She tried hard, really hard, but couldn’t help laying her back onto the tree with a feeling of giving up after a couple minutes.
Listening the birds and watching the children playing out there was sounding better at that point, rather than serving a not-good-enough piece to her grandmother after the dinner. She could work on that after gathering some feelings and intensity.
“Hello,” she suddenly heard a whisper coming from the back of the tree she had been laying on, and suddenly turned her back to the voice. “Writing again, huh?”
“Jesus Christ!” She scream whispered when she saw the tall girl standing right in front of her. “What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be at the farm, feeding the horses?” She closed her notebook immediately and squirmed onto her seat. Secretly making her some place to sit.
The blondie laughed. Her hair was tied into a tight ponytail with a braid, and she was looking effortlessly beautiful in her white shirt and linen pants. Not that everybody could see her beauty since she wasn’t wearing chic dresses like her mom wanted, but still, she was the prettiest girl Vanessa had ever seen.
“If you want me to go, I can disappear in less than no time, but I thought, mayhaps, you missed me.”
Vanessa tried to hid her blushing and hit her arm slowly, even if she was right. “Shush, Hytes!” She reprimanded. “If someone heard the way you talk, they would send us through.”
Brooke smiled, and sat right next to her, maybe too close, Vanessa had to check the road to see if someone was coming. “What?” the blondie asked with a laugh. “Aren’t you tired of living like this?”
Of course she was, but the last thing she had wanted was losing all the other thing she loved, even if Brooke was worth to leave all of them for, she, as a twenty year old young girl, didn’t have the money to save herself yet.
“Do you have any better ideas?” She whispered, and put a little kiss on Brooke’s lips for an instant, checking the road once again right after. “You have to confine yourself to this, for, I have a lot of things to do today.”
Brooke murmured, “Let me guess, sitting here, enjoying the evening sun and writing another poem that you’re not gonna let me read...” when she slid her hand down Vanessa’s midi dress, her fingers suddenly got slapped.
“Oh dear god, you’re so naughty today! Such a bravery you have to touch me under the light like this!”
Brooke laughed again and rested her head on the tree looking at Vanessa with a pure capture of love while she was getting her hands busy with her pen.
“It’s just so lonely here without you,” she murmured, still trying hard to keep her hands off Vanessa. “Bella just gave birth to a pretty little girl. Wish you could come and see, I know you would love her, and she would too.” Mentioning of the pretty white white horse Vanessa used to ride, with Brooke’s help of course. Until her mama intuits the intensity between them, and shuts all of the doors going to Brooke for Vanessa.
“Did she?” Vanessa asked with excitement. “I wish mama would let me. I shudder to think she has a lot of people watching me all around the town. And now I can’t even see you... It’s really not fair.”
Brooke was aware of the fact that Vanessa’s mood suddenly went down, so she reached the pocket of her shirt and tried to change the mood. “But come on, I drew her for you, and added you too, see?”
When Brooke handed her the damp paper slightly gotten wet with sweat -however Vanessa wouldn’t even mind- she took it with excitement and shaky hands.
“Oh god,” she whispered when she saw the artpiece, sadly drawn on a plain thin paper. “How could you even...”
Brooke smiled and kept watching Vanessa admiring over the piece. “I’m good at memorizing details, remember?” She asked, and made Vanessa caress her own figure on the paper. “How could I forget your enchanting face?”
Vanessa pouted with the intensity of the emotions building inside her chest, and exhaled loudly. “I wanna kiss you until I lose my breath,” she whispered, got slightly red right after letting the words out. “But I’m afraid mama will start looking for me in anytime.”
“It is okay,” Brooke slightly caressed her bare arm and stood up, shaked the dust off her pants while talking. “I’m afraid you owe me a Saturday evening, I can ride to the city, and we can watch a movie...”
“I would love that,” Vanessa slowly moved but didn’t stand up, watched Brooke getting ready to leave. “Promise I’ll get the permission from mama somehow, I’ll make something up.”
Brooke smiled and tousled Vanessa’s pretty hair, but couldn’t ridicule her since she was still in love with the drawing and her soft attitude so far. “I’m glad,” she said. “I’ll meet you here, fine?”
“Yeah,” Vanessa whispered, and watched Brooke walk in the opposite direction. But couldn’t keep her mouth shut when there were just a little bit distance between them. “But can’t you stay a little longer?”
Brooke turned back while walking backwards, and shrugged with a sad face. “Your mom, my boss, dear. I better go. But promise I’ll see you.”
Vanessa nodded with understanding. Feeling the far away kiss Brooke had sent her right onto her heart. She tucked the drawing between her notebook sheets and handled her pen with the thoughts rushing into her mind. Which was making her write the lines that’s gonna make her lie to her grandma.
“Is that for the little blonde girl playing with the paints around the house? The one you chatted last night?” She was gonna ask. And Vanessa was gonna mumble, “Yes, sure,” with fake nods, “she surely is,” already looking forward to the Saturday evening.
The day was rising on her sleek strands
With the talent oozing from her fingertips
She makes me wonder what else she could do with those hands
Perhaps she’s the only one who makes me look forward for our long Saturday terms
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evax3 · 5 years
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I've read so many great stories over the last month, I thought it was time to share them, along with the comments I've left after reading (which probably shows best how I felt about them) ❤️
1 Troubles in Bed Sharing by @kattlupin [wolfstar]
Summary: Sirius loves Remus and he has the perfect plan to prove it to him. A night of bed sharing! Or so he had hoped...
Comment: You really didn't promise too much!! :) Even though I must have ripped out a million hairs during the first chapters, it was so worth it!!!
Great idea, great story, kudos & kudos <3
2 Don't Leave Without Me by @thehoneyedhufflepuff [snowbaz]
Summary: After Baz's leavers ball, Simon decides to stay the night with him in Mummers House. One last time.
Comment: 'His tail is wrapped loosely around one of my ankles, and I can’t help but smile at that, absurd and wonderful thing that it is.' - Me too!! :)
Somehow it totally missed that you posted the last chapter. And yet I couldn't have noticed it at a better time. I just read Wayward Son and your story is really what I needed now!!! Thank you for your great works and that you always write these guys so perfectly. I love it, always ♥️
3 Illusion of Life by @megaunhappybunny [throbb] - still a work in progress, but it’s sooo good!
Summary: Dead men rising from their graves? Blood-drinkers who prey on the living by night? All just stories told by superstitious villagers. Right?
When Theon made the promise to his mother, he never expected his quest to lead him to a strange land, where vampires might not be the deadliest monsters he has to contend with.
Comment (from the first chapter): So, I guess I've never related to someone this strongly while he was bitten by a vampire. :D
Really amazing work and incredibly hot!! And I'd love to read a sequel, let alone a multi-chapter fic <3
4 Holy Bones by @chromat1cs [wolfstar]
Summary: There is a town, there is a church, there is a preacher, and there is a secret. Uncover in whichever order one pleases, but understand one might find things that sit less than easily on the conscience.
Comment: I'm so touched, I don't have the words to describe how much i loved listening to this story. (And this last okay really killed me ...)
It's an incredibly beautiful story, just everything was perfect. The characters, the plot, the mythology around the auras and the stars and above all your recording.
I would love to say so much more, but I am just soo moved right now, maybe I'll come back later and give you an appropriate comment!! Thanks to you a thousand times for creating this, it was/is so lovely <3
5 Guaranteed to blow your mind by @wynafryd-manderly [throbb]
Summary: Faced with returning back to Winterfell for Arya's wedding single, Robb decides to hire a professional to show an ex what he's missing.
Comment: Ardhdjhsbbsb this was sooo good!!!
Not only did you take the best tropes for the smut (69 AND the mirror??!! I got a little dizzy for a sec <3) no, the rest of the story went on so smooth and realistic too!
It has left me with a big smile on my face, thank you so much for this amazing read :)
6 but to sweetly hold your hand by @embellished [throbb]
Summary: The facts are these: Robb Stark bakes pies and wakes the dead. It is a gift with a few simple rules - first touch, life. Second touch, dead again - forever. And if Robb keeps a dead thing alive for more than a minute, something else has to die in its place.
Comment: Pushing Daisies was one of my absolute favorite series (canceled much too early!!) and you have implemented the whole thing so great!!! :)
So sweet and creative, also the romance and light feeling of the series has stayed there, but still the case was totally exciting!
Everything fits, Jon as detective, Grey Wind, the whole case and of course Robb & Theon! (I love the way you wrote them, inserting perfectly into the context and yet with their very unique touch.) Beautiful <3
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bow-woahh · 5 years
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Spop Fic recs (Catradora)
(finally)
Hello Catradora trash can's today I finally give you what I've been promising for MONTHS - a fanfic rec list. Because, if you didn't already know, I read A LOT of Catradora fanfic, probably too much and although I'm definitely not the best judge of...anything, I really wanted to make this post, so here it is, weeks late.
(it's a long one though)
I’ve written my full opinions n shit on like the first 10 multi chapters and one shots because there’s a lot lol, and some I remember better than others (tbf I've re read all of them at this point), but yeahhh. For the others, I’ll describe it in less detail and a bit more jokily lol.
I'm sorry I haven't just linked all the fics bit I just want this to be out of my drafts loll, and I can assure you most of these are pretty easy to find, I apologise for the laziness though haha
Also I’ve tried to find the all the authors tumblr or other social media, but I couldn’t for all of them which sucks, so if you happen to be the author and I left you out, please comment :)
Anyway, Y'ALL NEED TO GET ON MY LEVEL SOOO WITHOUT FURTHER ADO HERE YOU GO:
(here's a key first)
Key:
(o) = ongoing
(f) = finished
[G]=General
[T] =Teen and up Audiences
[M]=Mature
[E]=Explicit
Multi-chapters:
1. Upper West Side by ceruleanstorm (o) 100,000+ words
@princessofgayskull
[Modern AU] [T]
This fic is so amazing!! It goes so deep into their psychology and past and damn is it hilarious at time. Also, I love the premise of it - Catra is a Uber driver and Adora ends up as her passenger. It's a fairly slowburn as it goes deep into the two girls' lives and really gives time for the relationship to develop naturally and that is honestly really appreciated because it makes the good moments between the two even better and more rewarding if I'm honest. A lot of angst though. All the other characters we know and love are also written amazingly in it too, and are made equally important. All in all, I love this fic and everything about it!
As of writing it has fairly infrequent updates, but each chapter is 10-20k+ words and has 9/12 chapters so...there’s a lot.
2. For my Sake by doublepasse (f) 100,000+ words
@doublepasse-writes
[Canon Compliant][E]
The story and world building is just - WOAH. This one is quite the slowburn but boy is it worth it. It's set a couple months to a year after season one, where Catra finally captures Adora but the tables turn very quickly when capturing her nearly results in her death, which Catra (unsurprisingly) didn’t want. The story has some BIG plot twists and is definitely one of the best canon universe Catradora fics I’ve ever read and the ending was very satisfying, but also open ended, BECAUSE there’s a part 2 coming and I couldn’t be more excited!
(Also, there is one chapter with nsfw content in it, but it has a sfw version)
3. Skinny Love by Maychup (o) 89,000+ words
@maychup
[Canon Compliant][M]
Another amazing fic that takes place in the canon universe that has such great world building, and is very plot heavy. It takes place days after the S1 finale and goes from there basically. The premise of it is similar to many fics and one shots you’ve probably read - sleeping with the enemy. From the first chapter it seemed like it could have easily been a five chapter easy redemption fic but nooooooo, it goes a lot LOT deeper. I feel like this fic did such a great job on character development, Catra’s specifically, she grows so much throughout the fic. She is also such a mother to all her Horde pals in this and I love that haha.
At the time of writing, it’s still ongoing, and boy am I excited to see where it goes. It’s also super angsty and has a fair-ish amount of smut so be warned!
4. The Heiress and The thief by Fuhadeza (f) 58,000+ words
@fuhadeza
[Regency AU][M]
As it says in the fic summary, it is literally the She-Ra regency AU I never knew I wanted likeeee, it’s so good! Premise - Adora is taken by Lady Brightmoon, leaving her boarding school, and her best friend behind, Catra, and everything is fine until her old friend face resurfaces. This one had me screaming at times (most of them did, but this especially). It was a really enjoyable read and I honestly loved the way the author dealt with love and the way Adora dealt with her feelings and just ahhh- read it.
5. Faded with feelings by yesimgay (f) 24,000+ words
[Roomates AU][T]
This fic. I read this a WHILEEE ago but to this day this is one of my favourite fan-fics ever like it’s hilarious, and fluffy and unproblematic and sometimes you need that tbh. Everything you need to know is established in the first chapter but the way it is done feels so natural, as if it’s just Adora‘s or Catra’s thoughts and I love it. Also the premise is GREAT - Catra has ADHD and smokes weed to help with it, and Adora accidentally takes an edible, which is when shenanigans start to ensue.
6. Dream of Me by DBsean (f) 18,000+ words
[Canon Universe][T]
Although it is on the shorter side with only five chapters, this was another fic that was so so good in quality and premise. For whatever reason, Catra and Adora start sharing dreams, enabling them to share moments together that they (unfortunately) can't have in real life, due to them being on opposite sides of the war, and in turn - enemies. The angst in this fic literally KILLED ME, and the characters dialogue is so good as well! I also recommend you check out some of the authors other fics, they're all great!
7. we've been making shades of purple out of red and blue by darklady21(o) 19,000+ words
[Roomates AU][M]
Another Roomates AU, bUT instead of being best friends, the two barely know each other, or interact at all...GREAT RIGHT?!? Honestly though, I think the author did a great job in making it not seem too rushed, especially in the setup and establishing how although they know each other, they DONT know each other, so the first couple chapters are basically that stage where they are learning more about each other and leaving stupid post it notes around the house, and it just feels so natural and great! Updates aren’t super regular, but there’s already nine chapters (as of writing) so definitely check it out, as well as their other works too!
8. Razorback by Starr_Reborn(o) 22,000+ words
[Canon Divergence AU][M]
Apparently, the author wrote this with the intent of it being fluffy. From the title you can tell that is NOT the case. At all. This one HURTS. This is very very angsty, and also has some themes of rape in it, so if that kinda thing triggers you I might wanna skip out on this one. It is a really good fic though and stands out from a lot of the others because of the way it is written. Chapters aren’t usually longer that 1000 words and the writing style is quite disjointed at times, and it a lot of the time a stream of consciousness. At times it can even be a little confusing or hard to follow, but I find it makes it even more interesting, and also means it will probably be a fic I come back to once completed. It is genuinely so unpredictable, I have no clue where it’s going, but I really love it for that!
9. Sunflower by TechnoSkittles (f) 6000+ words
@technoskittles
[High School AU][G]
Oh, BOY. Oh boyyy. This fic - it's 8 chapters and only 6000 words yet the story is just- Ahhh READ IT. It's so good! And like the author in general is so amazing at writing like check out all their works (especially their latest one shot omg I loved it). Anyway, read this, it's not too long, it's cute and also genuinely surprising, the ending was not something I saw coming AT ALL, so YEAH!
10. I like me better when I'm with you by lesbians_harold(f) 22,000+ words
@lesbians-harold
[High School AU][T]
Just a nice, fun, fluffy high school, friends to lovers AU. Catra moves to Adora’s school senior year and the twos friendship is quickly rekindled, after a rocky start albeit. Adora is a big ol’ jock and Catra draws which is a headcanon I LOVE. It’s written so well, and the characters are also written well too! It is a lil angsty at times, but not to worry - but it does pay off, I assure you.
11. I thought we were best friends by vanilla107 (o) 45,000+ words
@vanilla107
[University AU][T]
Breakups. Lots of breakups, and angst. This one will mend your heart then hurt you. BE SCARED. But go read it. I mean it. It's good!
12. Dirty Dancing by LilLegalLoli94 (o) 9000+ words
@lillegalloli94
[Dancing AU][M]
Basically lots of (sexual) tension after years of not seeing each other because Adora moved to Brightmoon Dance Academy. It's good. Real good.
13. Back to Black by eveynull (f) 6000+ words
[Canon Universe][T]
(Post War) Gays go and visit their past, staring angst, and featuring your favourite co-star - fluff!
14. how things are supposed to be by maggiesbombshell (o) 11,000+ words
@yeunslegacy
[High School AU][M]
A jolly slowburn that will hurt your soul because (internalised) homophobia and gay.
15. Some things you don't see coming by Trashibesensei (o) 20,000+ words
[High School AU][T]
Adora being a big ol' jock, and Catra being a big ol' gay. I’m not even gonna explain it, you have to find that out yourself.
16. A quarter after three by Maychup (o) 11,000+ words
@maychup
[Youtuber AU][M]
Adora's gay panic settles in when she bumps into her childhood bestie, Catra, live streaming in the streets of LA. My favourite part of this fic has to be the YouTube comments she gets. This one will make you laugh. And go AWWW CUTE.
17. A Song to My Heart by DemiRebel (f) 8000+ words
[Neighbors AU][G]
The cute girl next door keeps singing loud, and it sounds BELLE, so what else would you do other than creepily listen?? 10/10 for premise.
18. Occupied by Nny11 4000+ words
@nny11writes
[Modern AU][T]
The most hilarious soulmate AU I've read tbh. One word - bathrooms.
19. Whispering Dreams by dragonesdepapel (f) 7400+ words
[Canon Universe][T]
Adora finds a wounded and sick gay so obviously, she helps her out, much to her protesting. This fic will honestly make you go through the five stages of grief. Big ol' oof.
20. Why you SHOULD bring in your untrained cat to the rebellion by locuas (f) 6800+ words
[Canon Divergence AU][G]
This fic is a literal joke. But it will probably be the best crack you will ever read, so. READ IT.
ALSO HERES A LIL SELF PWOMO OF MY MULTI CHAP:
What drove her insane, 13,000+ words (f)
One shots:
1. hang tight (all you) by TechnoSkittles 9000+ words
@technoskittles
[High School AU][T]
This is a fic that will break your heart and mend it. It's about Adora coming to terms with her sexuality throughout high school in a pretty unsupportive environment, added onto the fact she has a crush on her best friend. It's paced so well, nothing feels rushed and although it's only 9000 words, it manages to flesh out characters that aren't even in the show, and it obviously does a great job with the topic at hand - sexuality and homophobia. Like it honestly touched my heart, reading it I genuinely wanted to cry. I loved everything about it, from the moment it started to the last line. It's just written in a way that is probably relatable to so many people who are or have struggled with coming to terms with themselves, and shows how for some it's really not an easy thing. It's also written beautifully, and I PROMISE you won't regret reading this! Definitely check out some more of their works too, they're all great reads!
2. you're my favorite song (and it's stuck in my head) by artemiswords 16,000+ words
@artemisbye 
[High School AU][T]
A belle valentine's day fan fic which I just,, ahhhhh this is some of the best 16k words I've ever read, it's so nice and fluffy! Premise - Catra has to take the bus to school, and ends up sitting next to this cute girl on the bus, Adora, and listening to TayTay (Swift), sharing earphones with this complete stranger. Obviously, Catra develops a crush, but she is sure Adora is straight. It's written so well, and is such an enjoyable read, with so many great moments and dialogue. Music is a very prevalent theme (which you can tell from the name tbh) in it, and the amount of song references in it also make it feel so fleshed out in a way, like their both just teenagers with somewhat questionable music taste. Just all the exchanges they have are great, especially the ones over text and social media, there were so many funny moments too. DEFO, recommend if you wanna read something nice and lighthearted!
3. The Interlude That Never Ends by FMLClexa 2000+ words
Twitter: catrxs
[Historical AU] [M]
Angst. Quite angsty. But also fairly fluffy, it has a good balance. And the writing style is just so - it gets your heart wrenching despite being fairly short, and is also very poetic, and I don't know about you, but I love things like that! The fic is a historical/soulmates AU where they are bound to fall in love, no matter the period they're reincarnated in. It's one of the most creative fic ideas I've ever read, and the concept is executed so well, which makes it even better. And it's, so so damn sweet ahh, read it read it READ IT!
4.  is there a knife in your bed or are you just happy to see me? by ceruleanstorm 6000+ words
@princessofgayskull
[Canon Universe][T]
This fic was everythinggg, it is so cute, like it’s basically 6k words of fluff! Also, if you didn’t already notice, the title (and the fic) heavily references the fact Adora keeps a knife under her bed (I DIED when that happened in s2).  Set post war, Catra sneaks away from her post to visit an overworked and stressed Adora in Bright Moon and cuteness ensues. I honestly just love everything about this fic, we need more fluffy and funny fics like this! The dynamic the two have in this is perfect and the dialogue and general writing style of it is great! And Adora’s internal dialogue in this honest to god had me dead. Needless to say this is one of my fav Canon Universe one shots.
5.Girl’s Become Lovers (Who Turn Into Mothers) by A_Zap 2000+ words
@azapofinspiration
[Canon Universe][G]
This has to be one of the cutest, well written, fic I’ve read! Catra brings home the only survivors from a tragedy her and Scorpia stumbled upon, but one thing Adora doesn’t expect is for them to be children. The,, emotions in this are so raw and powerful. Even though they obviously have these new little people in their life though, their problems don’t just go away, they still have their own issues, and have to deal with them while looking after these kids. In general they handle mental health so well, and Shadow Weavers lasting effect on Catra SHOWS and it shows hard. Honestly, it made me want to cry at some parts and the ending was EVERYTHING, so reAd IT.
6. baby, i'm a house on fire (and i wanna keep burning) by wittchers 7000+
@huremsultan
[Medival AU]
A really fun fic to read, with a very original premise: after the Horde defeats the kingdom Bright Moon, Hordak is crowned, Queen Angella was killed, and Princess Glimmer is missing, which leaves Lady Adora forced into an arranged marriage with Lord Catra, to keep her people happy. Obviously, being an arranged marriage, with her enemy, she ain’t too happy about it, nor is Catra. But they have to put up with it, and each other. Honestly, like the development of their relationships is sooo good, and there is the perfect balance e of angst and fluff (if you can call it that?) so don’t worry it won’t kill you! Like ahh, the emotions in this - so well described with so little words. And the ending is great, in general it’s great!
7. Adora Casts: Zone of Truth by Hemogobbler 2000+ words
@hemogobbler69
[Canon Universe][T]
Literally just 2000 words of utter cuteness and hilarious dialogue haha. Premise - Catra has just defected recently, and is still warming up to Adora, is still slightly shut off from her. So, to try remedy this, she gets a truth serum from Madame Razz, and slips it into their food, leading to them talking honestly about their feelings for the first time in a while. I just love it so much because I feel like this is genuinely something Adora would do, and also something I’d probably do in her situation - Catra opening up is a rare occurrence! Also, as I said, their are some really funny, laugh out loud moments, which out of context are so weird, yet somehow manage to make a lot of sense. Anyway, if you just had a bad day, I think this fic would definitely lift your spirits.
8. bloom by kimah 4000+ words
Twitter: whitehotmoons
[Modern AU][G]
A post break up fan fic where Catra's therapist suggests Catra write down her feelings, which leads her to write the things she hates about Adora, and their interactions they've had since their break up. The way it's written is so... angsty but like, not? I'm bad at this. Literally, reading this I really felt Catra's pain, and I just wanted to give her a hug at times. Adora too. The small details the author outs into the characters makes the characters all that more realisitic too, and I love it! Seriously though, the angst, will, get, you.
9. I do adore by thankskelley 6000+ words
Twitter: cosmicsporks
[Modern AU][G]
A Catradora fake dating AU. Is there anything more you need in life? Catra and Adora are are roomates, and one day, Adora bursts in, saying she finally came out to her parents, and also that her parent had assumed they are dating... leading her to ask if Catra could pretend to be her girlfriend for while. What could possibly go wrong? Hmm?? I've always loved the whole fake dating premise (to all the boyss) and with characters like Adora and Catra, (especially Catra like she is a TEASE) I always thought it'd be great. Who doesn't love oblivious gays? Their dynamic in this is also great, especially all the flirting and teasing. BUT, of course, it also a bit angsty too. I can promise you you'll love it!
10. Chocolate and Roses vs. Heartache by Trashibesensei 9000+ words
[High School AU][T]
Another high school AU...I know I have a problem leave me alone. This time, if you couldn’t tell by the title, there’s some heartache involved, because: this Valentines Day, Adora doesn’t spend it with her best friend (now ex bestie) Catra. Even despite her popularity that she now has due to being the star player of Bright Moon’s soccer team, she can’t shake of how much she yearns for her old friend. Somehow, even with all the angst, it is still sO fucking FUNNY, the way Mermista was written was great, and she had some of THE best lines. But yeah, it’s so pure and just - Catra needs a hug, Adora needs a hug, they need to hug EACH other tbh! It had a very nice and hopeful message, and also kinda surprised me with the end.
11. someone you like by caela 5000+ words
[High School AU][T]
As a gen z, or x, or whatever the fuck I am, I always appreciate a fic where the characters say stupid shit over Instagram to their crushes which results it getting a date to prom. Although I can assure you that would never happen to me. But this So FUCKING cute and funny so READ.
12. this is what it's like when we collide (this is how you bring me back to life) by azul (7daysoftorture) 5000+ words
@bluelipgloss
[Canon Universe][G]
This galaxy brain fic is amazing and that’s ThE TEA. Catra gets a wish stone from Hordak and we all knowww, WHO she (subconsciously) craves - Adora, which obviously leads to hell breaking loose, because, disaster gays. Anyway read this it’s great and made me feel forget about the cruel world we live in.
13. Five Times Catra was a Cat and One Time the Cat was Catra by sunscreams 2400+ words
@catradoramma
[Canon Universe][T]
A BELLE, well written 5 + 1 which is just pure fluff (some hurt/comfort too) and Catra being Catra (so a loveable pain in the ass) after joining Adora in Bright Moon.
14. Vital Signs by SereneKarma 2000+ words
@serene-karma
[Modern AU][G]
Like a dumbass Catra breaks her leg and gets put in hospital, but hey - it’s okay as long as she’s got a cute nurse to look after her! It’s pretty funny just based on the concept alone so read ThIs BiSh.
15. You put the cracks into my moral code by Littleamethystc 3000+ words
@littleamethystc
[Gang AU][T]
Catra is a hotshot mafia member, Glimmer and Bow are the PoPo, and Adora is underestimated as HELL. It’s also pretty funny, like the whole concept is just perfect, so check it out!
16. The Best Gift I Could Ever Ask For by blueninjasharpshooter 1500+ words
[Modern AU][G]
Just a short n sweet fic of Adora celebrating her birthday which she forgot, and also Adora has a pocket knife in her boot, which is so accurate lmaooo. As well as having the most accurate character portrayals, AWWWWwwwww, was my reaction to the end of this fic, so read it to find out wHY.
17. but i still don’t wish death on ‘em (i just reflect on ‘em) by ayushi_writes 1500+ words
@ayushipop
[Canon Universe][G]
(Post S1) A year after the battle of Bright Moon, Adora and Catra are standing on a cliff, and Catra finally has a chance to end it all. But WilL she?!?!  Let’s just say, Catradora are the queens of promises.
18. Whiskey and Eggnog by briony8969 3500+ words
@briony8969
[Modern Christmas AU][G]
A cute Christmas fic where a nervous Adora goes home for the first time in months with her new friends from college, scared of what they’ll think but more scared of a certain SOMEONE she hasn’t spoken to in months. So basically: sexual tension gAlore.
19. She's a Regular by BaronVonChop 1500+ words
@baronvonchop
[Coffee Shop AU][G]
Adora is gay. Catra is gay. Catra works at a coffee shop (badly), and Adora goes to said coffee shop soo much, that it gets on her friends nerves, coz she very obviously likes to flirt with a Catra. It’s funny too. That’s it. That’s the fic and I love it.
20. Hand in Hand, We Make Our Way to The End by thethirdphiladelphiavireo 6500+ words
[Canon Universe - Soulmate AU][T]
Catra and Adora figure out they are soulmates after years of not knowing what it meant, but OBVIOUSLY, cannot communicate like mature humans, because - same.
21. How Do You Tell A Girl You Really Like Her Eyes? by Gay_Panic 1000+ words
[Canon Universe][T]
(Pre Canon)Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, a very gay, very wholesome, very nice first kiss fic. They are very gay for each other in this one, they don’t even care if KYLE catches them kissing.
22. Tender Moments by yesimgay 1500+ words
[Canon Universe][G]
(Post-war) Catra still feels guilty about everything she did to Adora in the past, so instead of sleeping at the foot of the bed as usual , she decides to sleep next to Adora...So there’s fluff, lots of fluff, and it is very tender.
23. Perfectly intertwined by dragonesdepapel 2000+ words
[Canon Universe][G]
On Catra’s first official day in Bright Moon, Adora drags her to a festival and they do cute things and it’s cute, and you should defo read it.
24. a girl without freckles is like a sky without stars by dear_universe 900+ words
@catralovesgirls
[Canon Universe][G]
More bed sharing because I CANNOT help myself, I love fics like these! Catra can’t sleep without Adora on her first night at the rebellion, so, she knocks on Adora’s door and things go from there.
25. Something to remember you by by DBsean 3000+ words
[Canon Universe][G]
Adora sneaks back into the fright zone in attempt to retrieve something, when Catra catches her. It’s cute af. Despite the circumstances.
26. Skiffs & Ships by mysteryinc 900+ words
[Canon Universe][G]
(Pre-show) Just two gals being pals who missed each other a fuck ton while on separate missions. It’s pretty cute.
27. Starstruck by InvisiblePinkToast 2500+ words
@invisible-pink-toast
[Canon Universe][G]
(Pre-show) A lil bit of angst, and nightmares, and a little bit of fluff, Stargazing and bed sharing - what more could you need?
28. a truth so loud you can't ignore by adverbialstarlight 2500+ words
@adverbialstarlight
[High School AU][T]
Catra ignores the growing feelings she has for her best friend, until the truth is so loud she can’t ignore it (see what I did there?) But for real tho this fic really gave me angst that hurt my soul then fluff that healed it, so we StAN.
29. Horde kids are just Like That by gerti 1500+ words
[Canon Universe][T]
(Canon Divergence) What would happen if when Adora defected the Horde, her and  Catra where still girlfriends? Read this to find out because it’s FUCKING hilarious lmaoooo, like it’s so absurd but somehow still makes perfect sense.
30. The First Step by oldmountainsoul 2900+ words
[Canon Universe][T]
(Post S1) Apologies which end in getting shoved out off trees are now exclusively for the Catradora fandom only.
31. (You’re My) Haven by giraffewrites 400+ words
@giraffewrites
[Canon Universe - Pre Canon][G]
(Pre-Canon) Adora only kisses Catra when she thinks she’s asleep, but my girl Catra ain’t playing no more so one night she just goes in for the KILL, Aka, cute dorks just being cute dorks.
32. Beyond the Screen by SereneKarma 5000+ words
@serene-karma
[Youtuber AU][G]
If you can't tell I really like YouTuber AU's. Catra being the angsty gal she is starts a YouTube channel to rant about her old best friend who practically vanished when she was 15, and her viewers (who definitely have no life) end up finding her.
33. come on, sugar, don't you leave early by thesqian 1500+ words
Twitter: @crnkgmeplys
[Modern AU][G]
Two gays at a gay wedding, who clearly have some shit going on, but it’s okay because gay weddings always bring gays together. I said gay a lot in that sentence. Read the fic, it’s short n sweet and cute, so you can’t go wrong!
34. but we could never stay away (from each other) by adorassword 1500+ words
[Canon Universe][T]
Catra and Adora have a nice, not so nice chit chat on Adora’s balcony late at night, - these two need LOVE, and I needed a hug after reading this coz damn. Damn.
35. bad ideas by ranpoandpoe 1000+ words
[University AU][T]
How we all wish thinking about your crush at 2am would go. That’s the only context I’m giving, so READ IT.
Also, here are some of my fav one shots I’ve written:
Two Sides Of The Same Coin 1000+ words
[Gang AU][T]
If I was perfect 2500+ words
[Modern AU][T]
And check out my Catradora week series, however my fav is:
damn you, unrequited love 7000+ words
[Modern/Sixth Form AU][T]
Here are some more series packed with fics that I’ve really enjoyed too!
Catradora Oneshots by clicheusername5678 @hey-adora
Catradora Tumblr Prompts BY sunscreams @catradoramma
if I grind my teeth at night, would you hear it? By poetroe
in the bottom of a coffee cup  + pieces by inkwelled (their stuff is great)
Twitter: adorascatrq
Anyway, I hope you guys appreciate this, it took quite a while lol. I had a lot of fun making it, and I hope you check out some of the fics on the list (maybe all if you're a crazy mf)
Until next time (:
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Phanfic finder fest
Since joining the phandom, I have read so many fics that I loved. For that reason I decided to mostly rec fics that I have already read in the past, therefore they are mostly longer fics. Here we go!
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1. Cold/flu/short term illness read between the lines (i will if you will) (72k) by @phanbliss  I can’t even remember how often I have read this fic. Ten times? Twenty? Might be even more than that. It’s the single most amazing phanfic I have ever read in my life. It’s also so on point with both Dan and Phil’s characteristics that I’m still certain Monika hacked into Phil’s old files and simply posted them as a fic. If you haven’t read it yet, please do. It’s brilliant, it’s art, hands down. Monika, wiesz, jak bardzo kocham twoje historie, a szczegolnie ta. Dziekuje za opublikowanie tej i kazdej innej. Jestes niesamowita, mam nadzieje, ze to wiesz.
2. Yoga Try New Things (2,2k) by @bie-lovers I just love this! It’s cute and adorable and both Dan and Phil are portrayed in a way that’s quite special, but it works so so well! (I also love the fact that they’re both just incapable of yoga. It’s very on point :D) 
3. domestic chores when i sing, you sing harmonies (46k) by @leblonde Another fic I would consider a classic, at least for me. It’s amazingly well written in a mysterious kind of way, and I love how the magic shows itself on the grand scheme, but also in the little things like the kitchenware working on its own. It changed the way I saw things, it changed the way i saw myself, and that means a lot. Simply an amazing work.
 Hope for the Good Times (1,1k) by @succubusphan It’s just a short fic, but it’s so cute and nice and the idea behind is is just brilliant. It means a lot to me, and it’s adorable and it has a cat named Satan. What more does a story need?
4. Makeup The Era of the Wingless Angel (~140k so far) by @americanphancakes Sadly I fail to keep up with this story, but it is seriously breathtaking. Admittedly, it’s not an easy read, mostly because it’s angsty af, but it’s more than worth it. The storyline is unique and different, in the best way, and Zero’s style is so, so great. You won’t regret reading it, I promise.
5. Vampire/Werewolf AU The Enemy of My Enemy Is Not My Friend and My Enemy Is Actually My Secret Lover (110k) by darkness_prince_dan I’m a sucker for Vampire/Werewolf AUs, but this one takes the cake. It’s written in a... light way, so to speak, even though some scenes should be pretty dark. Dan is just... special in this, and I love it a lot. It’s definitely worth a read if you have some time on your hands. 
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7. cheating antisocialites watch a wilting flower (70k) by @det395 Just an amazing story. It’s honest and serious and sometimes, almost hopeless, but there’s also cheerful moments and the most adorable scenes between Dan and Phil. There’s a lot of dogs which, let’s be honest, is always a plus, and Phil battles them all over the cuteness crown. Dan has a lot of issues, sure, but he’s working through them, and does an amazing job while doing it; and the concept along with the general style is just amazing.
8. wedding (not theirs) The Bahamas Incident (70k) by @do-it-with-the-howell-lesters Usually, fics with homophobic slurs are not exactly my piece of cake, but I still like this story a lot. The beach atmosphere is great, Cornelia is amazing, and while usually, Co-written stories tend to have a breach between styles, this doesn’t, or at least not in a bad way.
9. midnight walk Let Go Of The Reins (81k) by @natigail This is the fic I’m the most excited about. It has horses. HORSES! As a main topic! For me as a rider and horsegirl that means the world! Add the fact that it’s so well written and I’m hooked! It’s dramatic, it’s honest, it’s adorable, and it has horses!! Yes, I am kinda repeating myself, but I cannot stress this point enough. HORSES! IN A PHANFIC! Cornelia is amazing and Phil is serious but there’s a lot of character development especially for him, and it’s amazing watching (reading?) those two dorks opening up to each other, step by step.
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10. WIP updated in the last month A Coat of Polish (~34k so far) by BourbonWhisky_TwoSicilies I’ve rarely seen a clash between writing style and storyline in such a positive way. The storyline is serious, maybe even dark, but the writing style contrasts it in the best possible way. I love reading it, and it’s seriously underrated. Please check it out.
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dreamingoffairys · 6 years
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Teardrops & Coffee Chapter 8 (Stingue)
Okay, okay, I know, I know. You're all screaming at me. I'm aware I've sucked at keeping an update schedule. I'm totally awful I'm sooo sorry. The good news is I got a lot of new ideas now, so updates will be faster by a lot! (HUUUGE THANK YOU TO @little-miss-heartfillia WHO HELPED ME GET INSPIRED! THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO YOU!)
In case you forgot what happened last time, Rogue asked Sting out for dinner, so this is going to be their... "date", if you can call it that, heehee...
Speaking of the previous chapters! PLEASE RE-READ CHAPTER 6 UNLESS THIS IS YOUR FIRST TIME READING THROUGH THIS FIC! I edited a bunch of stuff there because before it was far too dramatic and over-the-top for a mutual pining college au fanfic.
Okay I'm done babbling now! I hope you enjoy this long awaited chapter, and I realllly hope it was worth the wait (it's over 4k words just for you guys!). 
Please reblog with nice tags, leave a reply, shoot me an ask, or message me! I’d love to hear what you think, it’s your kindness that keeps me going and keeps me inspired, and that’s why I came back to this fic at all.❤️❤️
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Sting's hands won’t stop sweating. He adjusts the collar of his dress shirt for the fifth time, still wondering if it is a bad idea to wear pink. He is also wearing eyeliner, which makes his deep blue irises pop, however gives him an edge. The gel in his hair is a bit shiny, which ends up also being a cause for concern. In fact, everything in Sting’s outfit is stressing him out. He has to look perfect for his first date with the guy of his dreams… Well, first not-date-that-is-probably-a-date. But that’s close enough for Sting. He is willing to take whatever he can get with Rogue.
He nearly jumps out of his skin at the sound of a knock on his door, adjusting his collar one final time before dashing to get it. He throws open the door, beaming and trying to hide his extreme nerves. “H-Hi Rogue! R-Right on time, I see!” Sting laughs nervously, hoping that Rogue didn’t notice Sting isn’t ready.
Rogue smiles back politely. He is dressed in a black collared shirt with a gray sweater vest over it, his hair tied back into a neat ponytail. Sting’s knees were ready to melt from underneath him: Rogue really does dress like one of those stereotypical hot nerds.
Rogue looks at Sting with kind eyes, “You look really nice.”
“Th-Thanks,” Sting laughs, rubbing the back of his neck. “I was worried the pink would be a little bit...much...but uh...I did it anyways.” Why can’t I ever stop talking around him? I keep making a fool of myself!
“I think it suits you,” Rogue compliments Sting with ease. Sting has to replay Rogue’s words three times in his head before comprehending him, nodding quickly as a hot blush spreads across his cheeks. However, the soaring movement his heart made drops when Rogue speaks up again, “However...where are your shoes?”
Sting looks down at his feet and finds only the cuff of his crisp skinny jeans and one white sock. The shy blush turns to embarrassment, holding in a yelp as he rushes back into the dorm room, “Ah! Sorry! I somehow...forgot! Be right back!” Dying of shame, Sting pulls on his shoes and left sock and rushes back out to meet Rogue. “S-Sorry.”
Rogue laughs, “Not a problem.” He takes a step back, “After you.”
Sting exits his dorm room and shuts the door, shaking slightly with every step. They walk in silence for a long moment, the hallways filled with tiny bits of noise that keep it from being too awkward. However, once they reach the elevator and the doors close, the quiet is no longer acceptable. Sting knows he has to make his move. “So, where exactly are we going?”
“It’s a surprise,” Rogue replies with a smug smile, wanting to keep Sting in the dark for as long as possible.
“Oh, okay, cool,” Sting nods, heart sinking. Shit. There goes my conversation topic. What do I do now? Quick! Think of something! “Uhm...you look really uhm…” Fuck… “...fantastic.” Does that sound too gay? Shit! I should’ve said uh...no...that wouldn’t have been much better either.
Rogue laughs, smiling with his teeth, “Thanks. You do too. I really like the eyeliner. It makes your eyes really stand out.”
“That’s what I was going for,” Sting says hastily, trying to hide another round of blushing. He runs his fingers through his gelled hair, hopefully not messing it up. The door to the elevator finally opens with a loud DING, and Sting watches as Rogue exits without fault. Sting tries to copy him, but instead stumbles over his own feet. He laughs to himself out of nerves, hoping Rogue didn’t see. Thankfully, he didn’t...either that, or he just pretended not to notice for Sting’s pride’s sake.
Rogue leads Sting out to his car, climbing into the driver’s seat, then waiting with a smile as Sting sits shotgun. “Music, Sting?” Rogue asks, reaching for the stereo. “I’ve got mostly classical, but if you’d like something else, I’ve got an AUX cord for your phone…”
“N-No, classical is fine!” Sting stammers, despite not liking classical much. His music taste is pop that good for dancing to or scream singing at the top of his lungs. Not very attractive. So instead, he leans back against the seat and listens to a song with some string instruments as Rogue drove them down the road to wherever they were going. The car ride is awkwardly silent, but Rogue didn’t seem to mind, smiling and listening to the music with a small smile.
Finally, Rogue pulls up in front of an Italian restaurant, one known for being nice without being too expensive. Rogue parks, turning to Sting with that cute little smile again. “This okay?”
“It’s perfect!” Sting says in a rush, starting to unbuckle his seatbelt. “I’ve never been here but I’ve heard good things about it.”
Rogue steps out of the car, then moves to Sting’s door. He offers Sting his hand, and the blond takes it, blushing brightly. “I’m glad then that I get to take you for the first time.”
The two of them approach the double glass doors of the restaurant, Rogue holding the door for Sting yet again, making Sting feel kind of like a dick. Rogue is being quite the gentleman, and what’d he done? Showed up to the door with no shoes, tripped over himself, didn’t make very good conversation…he really didn’t deserve Rogue.
“Table for two?” asks the hostess, grabbing two menus.
“Yes, please,” Rogue replies, smiling at Sting. Sting’s heart skips a beat. He’s so handsome.
The hostess nods, “Right this way.” She leads them through the restaurant, giving Sting a moment to take in their surroundings. The smooth marble floor, etched wood walls, lots of flowers, soft jazzy piano music, candle-like lighting…it felt very romantic. This had to be a date…right?
They reach a polished table with two plush red booths on either side, the table tucked in a corner away from most of the noise. The hostess sets down the menus on the table, and Sting and Rogue slide into the booth across from each other. “Your server will be with you shortly.”
“Thank you,” says Sting, trying to be polite since so far he’s been nothing but an annoyance.
Once she leaves, Rogue’s attention turns to Sting. He doesn’t even open his menu, watching as Sting opens his and starts to scour the specials. “Sting?”
“Hm?” Sting hums, eyeing a fancy-sounding sandwich. Grilled tomato, chèvre, thyme baguette… What the hell is chèvre? How do you even pronounce that? Is there even meat in this damn thing?
“Are you willing to let me surprise you with something?” Rogue drums his fingers on the polished table. “There’s something here I really enjoy, and I think you’d like it too.”
Sting looks over the menu, giving up on the stupid chèvre thing, and meets Rogue’s eyes. “Oh yeah? What is it?”
“Like I said, it’s a surprise.” Rogue’s eyes twinkle playfully. “Do you trust me? I promise it’s not gross.”
Sting bites his lip in thought. Rogue didn’t know his food preferences all that well, so maybe it wouldn’t be something Sting would like… But on the flipside, if this is a date, and getting something together would be really romantic. “Uhhhh…”
Rogue chuckles softly, “Is that a yes?”
“You know what, what the hell,” Sting says, closing his menu and dropping it onto the table, cringing at the sound. “Might as well take a risk.”
“Great,” Rogue smiles. “You don’t have any allergies, right?”
“Just bees,” Sting says immediately without thinking. He watches as a smug smile starts to spread across Rogue’s face as he tries to hold back laughter. “What?!”
“Your name is Sting, and you’re allergic to bees?” Rogue snickers.
“Trust me, I’m aware of the irony,” Sting rolls his eyes. “I prefer to associate my name with like…the sword from Lord of the Rings, or the band from the guy that used to be with The Police.”
“You keep surprising me more and more,” Rogue rests his chin on the palm of his hand. “I’m glad you and I are both nerdy people. I don’t know if I’d be able to stand you if you hated Lord of the Rings.”
“To be totally honest, I haven’t read the books,” Sting admits. “I started reading Fellowship and then there was like 60 fucking pages about the Sackville Bagginses or whatever and I got so bored and confused.”
Rogue laughs, “Yeah, the beginning of Fellowship is a real headache. Although the book does have some things the movies don’t that are fascinating.”
A young woman with purple hair walks up to them, holding a notepad. “Hi, my name is Laki, and I’ll be your waitress for tonight. Can I start you off with some drinks?”
“Hey, Laki,” Rogue smiles. “I’ll take an iced tea.”
“Uhh…” Sting feels himself flush. He hadn’t gotten a chance to look at the drink menu, since Rogue had said he is going to order for both of them. “Err..what kind of drinks do you have?”
Laki smiles, but Sting still feels bad for asking. “Coke, Diet Coke, Sprite, Lemonade, Iced Tea, Raspberry Iced Tea-”
“I’ll just take a Coke,” Sting says hastily, not wanting to put the poor waitress through any more. “Thank you.”
Rogue looks at her, “Is it alright if we place our order now too? We’ll do the the Double Special.”
“Of course,” she smiles, jotting that down. “All set. I’ll be back with those drinks.” She turns and walks away, her heels clicking on the floor.
Sting flushes. A nice restaurant, alone with Rogue, sharing a meal… He had to ask, he had to know, he couldn’t sit here in confusion for any longer… He’s going to tell Rogue that he-
“So, Sting,” Rogue asks, cutting into Sting’s thoughts, not noticing Sting’s mental turmoil. “I was wondering something. You, of course, told me about your mom...but what about your dad? Do you get along with him?”
Sting starts for a moment, not prepared for Rogue to say anything. For a moment he mentally screams at himself for not speaking quickly enough, but then he registers the question in his head and feels a lot better. ‘This I can do! I love talking about my dad…’ Sting grins at Rogue happily, “Yeah! My dad’s the best. He’s super supportive of me, and he’s always been so much fun. We’ve played card games together since I was old enough to understand them, he taught me sports and a lot of stuff about computers, and we used to fix up the house together.” Sting feels a nostalgic smile cross his face. “Yeah...I love him a lot. Without him, I’d be so lost...he’s always been there for me, no matter what bullshit I was dealing with, you know?”
Rogue’s cheeks are lightly dusted with pink, eyes glued on Sting’s face. “That’s really wonderful. What kind of card games did you play?”
Sting rubs the back of his neck and looks away, embarrassed. “Errrr...well I mean, this was when I was a kid, but…I was...really into Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh.”
Rogue chuckles softly, “No need to be shy about it. Gajeel loved Pokemon too, though he’ll never admit it.” Rogue shrugs, “I read books more than I played games, but I played a little Pokemon with him. My favorite was always...I think its name is Umbreon?”
“The Dark Type Eeveelution,” Sting blurts out, then turns redder. “Uhm...b-but yeah, that’s right.” He looks down at his lap, his ears burning. Oh, damn. Now I look like a child.
Rogue laughs a bit louder, “Yeah, that one. Which one was your favorite?”
Sting shifts in his seat, anxiety clawing at his throat. Why is this making him so nervous? “Dratini… It’s so cute, and so is Dragonair, and then Dragonite is really strong…” He blushes darker. “Yeah…”
“Here’s your drinks,” Laki walks up to the table and sets down their drinks and their waters. “Your food will be out shortly. Anything else you need?”
Courage. The ability to flirt. Some answers. “Err, nope!” Sting laughs. “I’m all good.”
“I’m fine, thank you,” Rogue smiles at her, and she nods and walks away.
Sting’s chest feels tight. Here’s another chance. “S-So…” he manages to say, then shuts his mouth as the panic sets in. ‘I...I can’t do it. I can’t ask. If he says no it’ll be so embarrassing...especially with everything he’s told me…!’
“So?” Rogue replies, that smile still on his face, but this time the look is more than just polite. There’s admiration in his eyes, warm and kind, enjoying himself in Sting’s presence.
Sting studies Rogue’s face. Fuck. His one visible shining red eye, his silky black hair, that warm smile… Rogue almost seems like he’s glowing. Sting had to ask him. He had to tell Rogue how he felt. He couldn’t afford to lose this...Rogue is too special.
And so….he takes a deep breath, and blurts out, “Rogue, is this a date?”
Sting’s heart leaps into his throat. He actually said it! After all this time of nerves and shit, and he’d just blurted it out effortlessly! Why had he been so afraid before?
He watches as Rogue’s mouth curls into a wider smile, a blush on his cheeks. He still looks like he’s glowing...how beautiful . “Of course it is. I really have fallen for you, Sting. You’re my everything. I’d love to date you.”
“You would?” Sting squeaks, his heart pounding. ‘Ohgod it’s happening-!’
“Huh?” Rogue looks at Sting in confusion, his voice sounding different all of a sudden, the glow completely gone, “I would what?”
It is then that Sting realized he’d completely imagined that scenario. Thanks to his nerves, he’d started daydreaming about what he wished could happen. He sighs, feeling ashamed and deflated. “Nevermind…” he mumbles, reaching up for his drink and sipping it. The bubbles tickle his tongue, and the sweetness is almost overpowering.
When Rogue frowns, Sting feels like his heart shatters. “Are you sure..? It seemed like what you wanted to say was important…”
“Forget it,” Sting takes another sip of his drink, then forces a smile. “I just forgot what I was gonna say. It’s not a big deal.”
Rogue drinks a bit of iced tea, then sighs softly. “If you say so…”
Sting bites his lip, but before he can try and make up something to ease Rogue’s worries (or at least thank him for being concerned), Laki walks over with a covered tray. She smiles at them both, setting the platter onto the table and uncovering it, revealing a huge bowl of pasta accompanied by two pieces of garlic bread. “Carbonara for two?”
Sting has no idea what the heck carbonara is, but it looks tasty, and the smell makes his stomach growl. He pushes aside the fact that they’re splitting a bowl just like in the romantic movies for a moment and instead leans forward to smell it.
Rogue smiles up at Laki, still looking at Sting out of the corner of his eye. “Thank you so much.”
“Enjoy,” Laki replies, then walks away, her heels clicking on the fancy floor.
“Sooo...what exactly is it?” Sting asks, grabbing his garlic bread first. “I mean, besides pasta, obviously.”
Rogue grabs his fork and twirls it. “Carbonara is a pasta dish with egg, pecorino romano cheese, pork, and pepper.” He lifts it up towards his mouth and grins. “And it’s one of my favorites.”
Sting makes a mental note of that as Rogue takes a bite: spaghetti, egg, some cheese, pepper, and pork...okay! He takes a big bite of his garlic bread, then sits it back down on the plate. “Sounds delicious.” He grabs his own fork and twirls it the way Rogue did (or at least, attempts to, as he has do it a couple times before getting it right) and then lifts it to his mouth and takes a huge bite. He feels like his taste buds are exploding as a wonderful flavor touches his tongue. “Mmmm…oh man, that’s-” Suddenly realizing he is talking with his mouth full, he blushes and swallows hard. “Ahem. It’s really good.”
Rogue laughs, and Sting realizes he isn’t grossed out by his bad manners. “Isn’t it? It’s fairly easy to make, too. There’s some really easy recipes online. I’ve made it a couple of times just in the dorm kitchen. I always ended up splitting it with people because they all loved it so much, haha.”
I would love to try yours… Sting thinks dreamily. If there is one thing that he loved more than attractive guys, it is attractive guys who could cook. Instead of voicing that thought, he shoves more of the pasta into his mouth, relieved that he now had an excuse to be quiet. He’d already chickened out twice on asking Rogue if this is a date...maybe a little bit of silence to think would help.
Rogue twists the pasta around his fork slowly, that same endearing smile still on his lips. “I’m glad you like it. I was a bit worried you wouldn’t care for it and then wouldn’t have a good time. A risk I’m glad I took, I suppose.”
But why did you take it? Sting wonders silently. Is it because it’s a date and you wanted to be romantic? Or were you trying to impress me or something? Because you don’t have to...I was impressed the moment I laid eyes on you. In comparison, I’m kind of a nobody… If anything, I should be working on impressing you.
For a moment, Sting could’ve sworn he saw Rogue blush, but it fades as soon as it appeared. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to keep talking at you while you were trying to eat.”
Sting swallows and finally finds his voice right as Rogue takes another bite. “Rogue, you’re fine. I like hearing what you have to say. You’re interesting, and funny.” Wow, that was stupid.
Rogue coughs slightly, then swallows his pasta. “You think so?” Sting nods quickly in response, and Rogue reaches for his iced tea. “Thanks, Sting. I appreciate it.”
Sting blushes again. “Mhm!” he manages to say with a mouth full of pasta, then scarfs more down.
The two of them are then silent until the plate is completely clear, both of them having ate their fill on pasta and bread. Their drinks are almost empty as well, as they are both broke college students and don’t like being wasteful.
Eventually, Laki comes with the check. “Here’s your bill,” she says, placing it on the edge of the table. “Thank you so much for dining with us tonight.”
As she walks away, Rogue reaches for the check holder, and Sting has to scramble, “W-Wait, shouldn’t we split the bill?”
Rogue looks Sting right in the eyes, “Well...I thought I’d pay, since I invited you…”
Sting’s heart skips a beat. He isn’t quite sure how the whole stupid, heteronormative “the man pays to be a gentleman on the first date” thing works for gay couples, but to him this seemed like Rogue is implying it is a date. Should I ask…? Say that if he considers it a date he can pay? Or would it be nice to offer to pay for myself? What do I do?
“Uhhhhmmm…” is all Sting can bring himself to say, his palms starting to sweat. He watches helplessly as Rogue reads the bill, then slips their debit card into the check holder and places it back on the edge of the table. Too late now…
He finds that he feels guilty about it when Laki picks it back up to swipe the card, so he mumbles out, “I can pay you back…”
“No,” Rogue leans forward a bit. “There’s no need, Sting. It’s my treat.”
What does that MEAN? Sting screams mentally, but has no time to ask because Laki returns at that exact moment. Damn! It seemed like the whole damn world is against him getting to speak his mind.
Rogue retrieves his debit card, then stands up and looks at Sting. “Ready to go?”
“Where?” Sting asks, joining Rogue on his feet. Realizing that was a stupid question (aka, one that implied they were going somewhere other than back to the dorms), Sting quickly tacks on, “A-Ah, sorry, I’m tired.”
“Actually, I was thinking we could take a walk in the nearby park?” Rogue suggests as they walk out of the restaurant together. “It’s a nice night, and I wanted to talk to you for a little bit longer.”
“About…?” Sting asks, having trouble breathing. The world felt like it was spinning underneath his feet, and he swore Rogue could hear his heart beating.
Instead of answering, Rogue leads Sting down the block to a nice park with a sparkling water fountain, beautiful rose bushes, carved wooden benches, and a few tall oak trees. The ground underneath their feet is brown and red patterned stone, but nearby are numerous patches of soft green grass dotted with wildflowers starting to close for the night. The cool night air blows Sting and Rogue’s hair in front of their faces, and the light of the setting sun bathes them in a soft gold glow. The water of the fountain reflects the pink, orange sky streaked with thin white clouds, almost like something out of a painting.
All of Sting’s nerves vanish. There is nothing to interrupt them now. The moment is so...perfect. It feels like something out of a romance movie...a love confession at sunset in front of a fountain, surrounded by roses...yes. He felt certain now that this is a date, and that any moment now, Rogue is going to confess his feelings for Sting. Finally, the uncertainty, the fear, the nerves, the anxiety...it will all come to an end.
“Sting.” Rogue’s hair blows away from his face, showing off both of his narrow, shining red eyes, looking at Sting with admiration. “I wanted to tell you something.”
Sting’s heart beats a mile a minute, and he’s sure there’s a stupid, lovesick grin on his face. “Y-Yeah...what is it?”
Rogue opens his mouth when suddenly his phone buzzes in his pocket. Rogue groans and digs his hand into his pocket, “Dammit, hold on a second.” Frowning, Rogue pulls his phone out and looks at it. Sting watches as Rogue’s face goes from annoyed to shocked, then texts something quickly. “Shit. Shit shit shit !” He looks up at Sting, concern written all over his face. “I…I’m so sorry, I have to go. Right now. Thanks for coming, I had fun, I’ll see you soon!”
With that, Rogue shoves his phone into his pocket and takes off down the sidewalk.
Sting’s heart shatters. “W-WAIT, ROGUE, HOLD ON-! YOU DROVE ME HERE!” he screams, starting to chase after him. He suddenly realizes he has no idea where Rogue went, and by the time he remembers what street they came from, it’s too late… Rogue’s car speeds by the sidewalk, way over the speed limit, and disappears around the corner.
Tears fill Sting’s eyes as emotions flood through him all at once. Heartbreak, anger, desperation...until it all finally resolves in pure, unrestrained hysteria. “FUCK YOU, ROGUE!” he screams, stomping his foot like a child throwing a tantrum. “YOU’RE A FUCKING ASSHOLE! I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS!”
Sobbing uncontrollably, Sting storms back over towards the fountain, his legs too weak to stand for much longer. As he collapses onto a bench, he realizes everything around him that once seemed so perfect and beautiful looks absolutely sickening now. The roses slowly closing seem to taunt him, as if reminding him that all good things must eventually come to an end. The sound of the sparkling water fountain as it bubbles and spills into the basin sounds like his tears splashing down his cheeks. The tall oak trees bend and creak in the wind, as if mocking his own fragile state. Even the sunset, once romantic and hopeful, now fades into black.
Defeated and drowning, Sting puts his head in his hands and curls into himself. He sits there too broken to move until the final beam of sunlight disappears from the sky, then picks himself up and takes the long walk of shame home, swallowed up by the night.
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o0o-chibaken-o0o · 7 years
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Can you please please please recommend a story where Draco and Harry get together and raise Teddy together or Teddy brings them together? Please and thank you!😭
@dracoandredemption​ said: Can u rec anything with drarry raising the kids especially Scorpius as a toddler?
Anonymous said: do you have any drarry fics where Harry and Draco have to raise Teddy, preferably they become the main guardians but they could still share guardianship with andromeda! or any fics where Draco and Harry raise children would do as well. I just want parent Harry and Draco god dang it!
Anonymous said: Hi!!! I love your blog!! And I was wondering if you have any Fics were Draco and Harry raise teddy together?
Anonymous said: hi there!!! you’re blog is my favorite ever so thank you for blessing us with your amazing mess. I was wondering if you had some recs from drarry raising teddy and/or scorpius? I looked through your tags but I could have missed it so I really apologize f that’s the case! Again thank you sm for everything you write & share! xx
Anonymous said: do you know any drarry fics where teddy is Harry’s son? like he adopted him!
OKAY WOW I am so sorry that I’ve been too busy to make rec lists lately! My asks have really piled up, as you can see from the fact that I have SIX WHOLE ASKS of people wanting Drarry raising Teddy and/or Scorpius! Luckily, I have NINETEEN WHOLE FICS for you to read
Drarry Raising Teddy and/or Scorpius Rec List
Teddy:
The Stars Above Us by 606, create_serenity (19.5K)- It started as an innocent day out taking Teddy to visit the local observatory. Somehow it became so much more.Omigosh this fic is AMAZING because I LOVE STARS AND Draco works at a freaking Planetarium!!!! Is that not the best job Draco’s ever had??? And of course Teddy falls madly in admiration with the nice man who explains everything to him and YEAH, THIS IS A MUST READ FOR SURE!
It Was We Who Were the Cliché (But We Carried On Anyway) by ignatiustrout (31K)- When the reconciled Black sisters go on holiday together, Andromeda entrusts Draco, rather than Harry, with five year old Teddy Lupin for three weeks. Harry is convinced she made the wrong choice, and he decides the way to fix this is simply to keep turning up at the manor and refusing to leave Draco alone.You guys will absolutely adore this fic. It’s got a lot of Teddy, but also a lot of DRACO AND HARRY BEING COMPETITIVE!!!! Before they finally realize maybe it doesn’t have to be a competition after all ;) 
Against All Odds by momatu (54K)- Beauxbatons is hosting the first ever Quidditch Summer School for children from all over Europe, and Harry has promised to enroll Teddy as his birthday present. Meanwhile, Draco is stuck in his office, putting together the first ever Quidditch Summer School for children from all over Europe during, when he should be enjoying summer holidays.GUYS I love this fic so much. Yes, there’s Teddy and quidditch, but THE ROMANCE IS JUST PERFECT. It’s so sweet!!! And they’re in France! What’s not to love? 
The White Dragon by @sassy-cissa​ (20K)- Even knights in shining armour need white dragons to save them occasionally.Teddy has trouble after he moves in with Harry when Andromeda dies. Draco is his very understanding child psychologist. This fic will give you all the feels and omg it is just so lovely and moving!!
Obliviation by Cheryl Dyson (27K)- When Harry decides to quit Auror Training in order to care for young Teddy over the summer, he has quite enough to worry about without Pansy Parkinson dumping a mute Draco Malfoy on his doorstep.This one is adorable!! For some reason I have a thing for mute!Draco, I have no idea why. Teddy is pretty young in this one if I remember correctly!
Where Your Heart is Set by hazel_wand (13.5K)- Draco comes home from school to find that his mother has decided to rebuild their family to include Andromeda, Teddy … and Harry Potter.This one isn’t exactly Drarry raising Teddy. But it’s absolutely a family fic and the writing is so good and Teddy features a lot! And you didn’t hear it from me, but they may take teddy to the zoo together ;)
A Second Chance at First Love by taradiane (28K)- “… I just wanted you to know that you weren’t the only one who’d had a shitty existence for a time. Maybe I hated that you thought I was someone I wasn’t. Maybe … maybe I hated that I thought you were someone you weren’t, but never realised it until Voldemort gave me those glimpses of your life. Our experiences, they weren’t so different after all.”I have a real thing for Healer!Draco, especially when he’s saving my darling Teddy’s life and reconnecting with his ex-boyfriend Harry Potter ;) Also there’s Christmas! 
Scorpius:
The Little Marauders Nursery and Day Care by @digtheshipper (10K)- Harry Potter is the proud owner of The Little Marauders Nursery and Day Care and his favourite student is Scorpius Malfoy. Scorpius’s dad might be okay, too.Okay I have a VERY soft spot for this fic because I used to work at a nursery. And this is just PERFECT and I love every word of it and HARRY AND THE OTHER TEACHERS MAKE UP NICKNAMES FOR THE PARENTS AND DRACO IS ROCK STAR, COME ON!!!!! I died of adorable fluffing cuteness.
Little Talks by @femmequixotic and @noeeon​ (11.5)- Draco’s been shagging the Head Auror for months now, and he’s sure it’s just a fling. Until Harry asks him to a Quidditch match, that is, and things go horribly wrong.This isn’t exactly a raising Scorpius fic, but the adorableness of the parts with Scorp and the fact that the rest of the fic is REALLY FUCKING HOT (and sweet!) make it totally 100% worth reading (at least twice)!
Un Noël très parisien by @femmequixotic and @noeeon​ (14.5K)- When Draco crossed paths with Auror Potter at a political function in Paris, he was not expecting their former animosity to change into something rather more intriguing. But he could be certain their casual flirtation would not last more than the night, couldn't he?More adorable Scorpius from Femme and Noe! He doesn’t make his appearance until a bit later in the fic, but once he does the schmoopy cuteness will just make you clutch your heart and wish it were December already
Home Cafe by Eleana_Lee (12.5K)- An Auror mission brought Harry to the cafe where he met the two blondes who shall steal his heart, and make the place his ‘home’YO GUYS you know by now how much I love coffeeshop AUs, right? Well THIS is a coffeeshop fic WITH Scorpius hanging around at the cafe and it is ADORABLE AS FUCK. OKAY?? 
The Trials of a Malfoy Manchild by Nattish (18.5K)- Draco’s bachelor lifestyle is interrupted when Scorpius is sent to live with him in his London flat. He’s no good at being a dad, but starts to cope with advice from his son’s new schoolteacher – Harry Potter – who is, frankly, not just good with his books.Ooooh!!! This fic! Harry teaches Draco how to be a good Dad and there’s camping! And Harry being a great teacher! and Smut!
Love in Slow Motion by orphan_account (11.5K)- Harry flushed. “I’d like to do that again.”Draco threw his head back and laughed. “Would you, now?”Blinking up, Harry reached up with a shaking hand and brushed a bit of Draco’s blonde fringe away from his forehead. “Yeah. I would. Unless you’ve got someone better to get home to.”“Are you joking? Potter, this is my fifteen year old fantasy come to life. But better. So much fucking better.”Harry’s eyebrows went up. “Fifteen?”“Well, it was more post-Quidditch hate-sex. But close enough.”Another fic in which Harry is Scoprius’s teacher at a muggle school. In this one, Scorpius is a squib and he is THE MOST PRECIOUS BOY WHOM I WANT TO PROTECT WITH MY LIFE. Also featuring Wolfstar! 
The Ties that Bind by phoenix_writing (61K)- Upon Andromeda’s death, Harry and Draco are given custody of Teddy. Their lives will never be the same again.Sooo I actually haven’t gotten around to reading this one yet (*sheepish*), but I’ve seen it recced by people I trust, and I suspect I would be remiss to leave it off this list! The summary looks PERFECT. 
Teddy and Scorpius:
Muggle Beasts and Where to Find Them by ashindk (8K)- Two single fathers choose the same day to take their children on an outing.AAAH THEY MEET AT A ZOO!!! Harry and Draco are taking their respective kids on a day out at the zoo and they find each other and it’s cute and funny and sweet and FLUFFY and you’ll love it!
The Sun Will Come Out by momatu (36.5K)- Six-year-old Scorpius Malfoy needs a tutor. Several witches and wizards with the best credentials and impeccable background have been hired–then rapidly fired. Enter Harry Potter, who immediately hits it off with Scorpius. It takes a while longer for the Lord of the Manor to come around.Brilliant! I love fics in which one of them bonds with the other’s kid before Harry and Draco can begin to trust each other again (here it’s Harry and Scorpius). Scorpius is an absolutely adorable little boy in this, and teenage Teddy is REALLY SWEET and nice to his cousin and it’s fabulous. 
Like a Real Family by Queenie_Mab (11K)- Harry thought he had all he wanted in life, raising Teddy and being the parent he’s always wanted to be, until he experiences what life with a partner could be like. Now if only Draco wasn’t straight.This fic starts out with Harry, Draco, Teddy, and Scorp already being a happy family… except Harry thinks Draco’s straight (Oh, Harry.) For all you flangst lovers out there ;) 
Our Ordinary Days by lomonaaeren (9K)- Two men, both fathers of sons, meet in a bookshop, and the rest is the kind of history that doesn’t make history. I love when Harry and Draco’s kids meet and hit it off and Drarry have no choice but to hang out all the time and then KISS. Also when Harry helps Draco win custody battles ;D 
“Merlin, FINE. You Can Be Harry Potter for Halloween” by 606 (2.5K)- That one where Draco and Scorpius run into Harry Potter (rather literally) in a London convenience store and their Halloween takes an odd turn.HALLOWEEN FLUFF
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Old Flame, New Problems (Part 12)
Prompt: You’re in a serious relationship with Sebastian Stan, when news from your first love informs you that he’s now single and in need of a friend. Will your old flame burn out or will the flames get fanned and consume you?
Word Count: 2773
Warning: language, angst, fighting (verbal), cheating, drama
Notes: This idea came to me when news hit about Hayden and Rachel splitting. Of course I’m sad that a long time relationship such as theirs is ending, but it also means he’s single sooo…Also, no hate towards Rachel. I don’t know her, don’t know what really happened between them, etc. It’s a fic and in no way reflects what I think of either of them or their precious daughter ^.^
Beta’d by my #1 gal @like-a-bag-of-potatoes​
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Old Flame Tag: @blackwidow-romanoff @seargantbcky
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He was dressed to the nines. He looked absolutely amazing. You were completely captivated by his unparalleled handsomeness, gravitating towards him during the after party. He’d just starred in the movie Takers, you were invited to the premiere by him, and now you were ready to actually see him. He’d been out of reach all evening due to being in the spotlight, but now, finally, he was just mingling, as best he could. You made a beeline for your friend, and as soon as you reached him, Rachel ran up and snatched his arm.
“Y/N, you made it,” he said in a fond, inviting voice as he leaned forward to give you a half hug.
“Wouldn’t miss it,” you responded with a grin.
“Oh, have you met Rachel?” he asked, gesturing from you to her.
“No, I don’t believe we’ve had the pleasure,” you stated, eyeing his date. Pleasure was the opposite of what you felt when it came to Rachel. Since they’d been engaged two years, you tried your best to stay away from her.
“Y/N, this is Rachel, Rachel this is Y/N,” he introduced and you shook each other’s hands.
“So you’re the one I always hear about,” Rachel remarked, a gleam in her eye.
Uneasily, you responded, “I suppose so.”
“You know, I’ve read your work, starring my fiance. Must be really sad to have your first and really successful novel to be about a man you’re no longer with. Does it hurt?” she asked. Her tone made it seem like she was being friendly, honestly curious, but you recognized that look on that girl’s face. She was jealous of you, and you had no idea why. She was the one with the ring on her finger, you were the one with a broken heart.
“Uh, if you’ll excuse me,” you said before rushing to the bathroom to stop the flow of tears.
Both you and Seb were too exhausted to talk, so you went straight to bed and fell asleep together.
The following morning you made sure to apologize as soon as he woke up. You’d woken up around dawn and made coffee, working around the millions of rose petals in the house. As soon as you were done, you went back to your bedroom, cup in hands, and he was waking up.
“Good morning,” you softly greeted as you sat next to his lying form. “Sebastian, I’m really sorry. I know you went through a lot of effort last night, and I really appreciate it. It means a lot to me that you’re trying to make sure we spend valuable time together. I don’t want you to think I didn’t want or appreciate that,” you informed as he started to properly wake up, rubbing his eyes, and pulling his shirtless self into a relaxed position against the headboard.
He nodded slightly, his eyes cast down to his lap, listening to you.
“I was just upset because I do miss Hayden. He’s a really old friend and after the holidays, he’ll probably only be in town for two more weeks and if this thing with King kicks off soon, I won’t have time to see him. I wasn’t mad at you or blaming you or upset with anything you did, it was my fault. I just...I was getting upset that the window to see him became shorter and shorter. That’s all.”
Sebastian nodded again, but he was still quiet for about a minute.
“I just wanted last night to be special, is all. And when it seemed like you were more irritated with the evening than anything...well it hurt. It also didn’t make sense to me because you’ve been telling me you wanted more time together, more date nights, more romantic stuff...Then I did that and you weren’t into it. I didn’t know if I did it wrong or...what…”
You reached forward and put your hand on his. “No, not at all. You were perfect, I was in the wrong. I just got mad when you got mad about me being upset. While, yes, it was a perfectly romantic evening, it didn’t mean I didn’t feel a little sad about missing Hayden. Does that make sense?”
“Yeah,” he replied, his eyes coming up to pierce yours. “I love you,” he offered in a gentle voice.
“I love you too,” you breathed, relaxing a bit. “I brought you some coffee, a peace offering,” you said, eyeing the steaming cup.
“Thanks,” he said. His hands traveled to your shoulders and he pushed you back on the bed slowly. “But I think it can wait,” he whispered in your ear before kissing your neck.
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After an unexpected and eventful morning with Sebastian, you got ready for your day.
“I...uh...was going to go check on him, if that’s okay,” you tentatively stated. “I don’t know why he got blitzed and I’d like to know--”
“Babe, go. It’s fine. Go see your friend. I’m sure you’re worried and I’m sure he needs you,” he assured as he grabbed his gym bag.
“Are you sure? I won’t go if you don’t want me to,” you promised. You meant it. You weren’t going to do anything with Hayden any more if it meant upsetting Sebastian. It wasn’t worth it and you knew the more you were around him, the worse your feelings would become.
He walked over, put his hands on your shoulders, and looked you straight in the eye. “I don’t mind. I love you. I trust you. Go be with your friend.”
Sighing a breath of relief, you thanked him, kissed him, and left to go see Hayden. It was nearly noon so you decided to grab some takeout on the way, assuming he probably hadn’t eaten yet. You got to the door and knocked, hoping he was awake by now.
After a second, the door opened, exposing a person you never thought you’d see.
“Oh, I should’ve known you were nearby with this fiasco,” Rachel sneered as she eyed you up and down.
“Nice to see you too, Rachel,” you greeted in an even tone.
“What do you want?” she demanded, crossing her arms over her chest.
“I came to see him,” you informed.
“Don’t you have your own boyfriend to go home to? You have to crawl your way towards him too?”
“Rachel, you left him, remember? Don’t like me around Hayden? Take it up with him,” you insisted in a calm, firm tone.
“I don’t like you around our daughter, that’s for sure,” she stated.
“For your information, Briar loved trick or treating with me,” you said, getting defensive.
“Pretty sure it was just being around her dad that excited her,” she remarked with a scowl.
“Wouldn’t have to be that excited if you let him see her more often.”
“Well that’s why I’m here. I was going to see if he wanted to take Briar for the day,” she informed. “But seeing as he’s hungover from hell, I’m not sure that’s a good idea.”
“Rachel,” you started, a pleading tone in your voice, “don’t do that to him. He loves her, hungover or not. Please, leave her here.”
“Are you going to be here?” she asked.
“No, I came by to see you,” you sarcastically said.
“Then no. I’m not leaving her here.”
“Are you fucking serious?” you spat in a hushed whisper. “You’re going to deny him from seeing his daughter because I’m here?”
“I don’t want her around you.”
You closed your eyes and took a deep breath.
“Okay, is he still hungover?” you asked evenly.
“Yeah, why?”
“Just...Take Briar for a few hours. I’ll get him fixed up and leave and then you bring her back here.”
“I don’t take orders from you,” she remarked, offended.
“Look, Hayden loves her and he misses her. I care about Hayden, which means I care about his happiness. And Briar makes him happy. If you take this away from him, I will do everything in my power to get her here. Your petty, insecure revenge shit can be put on hold. So I suggest you do as I say, or shit won’t be pretty.”
Her eyes went to the floor for a second then back up. “Fine. I’ll be back at three. Be out of here by then or she’s not staying.”
“Thank you,” you said.
She eyed you balefully before turning around. “Briar, baby, come on. You and Mommy are gonna run some errands while Daddy tries to feel better.” She went back and picked up Briar and put her on her hip, Hayden nearly refusing to let go. He finally let his hands slide off his daughter’s little form, a sadness forming in his eyes and face.
She started to leave before you caught her just as she was stepping out the door.
“Rachel?”
“Yeah?”
���Why...why don’t you like me? I mean, you’ve hated me from the moment we met,” you wondered in a quiet voice, hoping Hay wouldn’t hear you.
For a moment, she was lost in thought, it seemed debating on what to say to you. “Why don’t you ask Hayden? I’m sure he can fill you in,” she softly said, thrusting her chin towards him. At that, she walked away and you closed the door, stepping in with food.
“Hey, sunshine,” you greeted, trying to mask the inevitable confusion on your face. You came in and placed the food on the table. “I got the works. Anything you might want,” you informed.
“Thank you. I’m starving.”
“Probably because you didn’t eat last night,” you remarked.
“And how do you know that?”
You shrugged. “You were drinking all night, doubt you had time for a meal or wanted one…”
A silence grew between you two as you finished pulling out all the to-go boxes. You stopped your work and went over and sat across from him on the opposite bed.
“Hey, you wanna tell me why you decided to get that shitfaced?” you gently asked.
Hayden turned to you, his eyebrows going up. “Not exactly.”
“Look, Hay, you aren’t an alcoholic or anything. I’m not judging you. I just want to know what...triggered you to want to drink, that’s all. We’re friends right? I want to help.”
He nodded his head side to side and sighed, playing with his hands.
“Rachel informed me last night that...she doesn’t want me to spend Thanksgiving with Briar Rose. She’s taking her to her family’s house for the holidays and doesn’t want me there because it could be awkward.”
Your eyes and gut fell. That had to be like a bomb dropping on someone. Being told you can’t see your daughter on a holiday that’s meant to be for families.
“Oh...I’m so sorry,” you offered.
“It’ll be the first holiday I’ve ever spent away from her,” he informed quietly and evenly.
“That’s why you drank? Missing her?” you affirmed as you leaned down to try and see his face.
He lifted his head up and looked around the room, everywhere but you. “I started to drink because last I realized I’ve pushed everyone away in my life and I didn’t mean to. I pushed Rachel away because of my inability to compromise, to just swallow my anxiety shit a few nights and go out with her, like she deserved. I lost Briar Rose because I didn’t want to deal with meeting new parents. I lost a lot of friends from the entertainment business because I cut off ties to a lot of them and I shouldn’t have. I just wanted to be left alone I guess. I wanted Rachel and me to run away from all the bullshit that’s in Hollywood, and just go to the country. Just, be, and exist together, to be happy. Just to be away from everything. But I guess taking them away from everything also took them away from me. I think I was so blinded by my own happiness I forgot to see if they were.”
You leaned forward and put your hand on his knee. “Hey, that’s not your fault. You did the best you could. You and Rachel are just two different people.”
He nodded. “You’re right. And it’s over...I realized it last night. We’d been trying to hold onto this for so long...And last night it just hit me, after that call...We really are over with, for good. We’re breaking up…”
You gave his knee a squeeze. “I’m sorry, sweetie,” you offered.
“Not your fault. But I’m glad you’re here. Thank you for getting me home last night. I sort of remember being fed coffee and something else. Was Sebastian here?” he asked as if he was losing his mind.
You laughed. “Yeah, he was here. You actually called in the middle of a fight. I said I was going to get you and he said he wanted to help.”
A small look of shock crossed his face before slowly nodding. “Wow. Well...Tell him I said thanks. I don’t remember if I gave you a hard time or not.”
“Nah, you were rather easy to corral,” you informed with a smile. “Speaking of people who don’t like each other...I’ve never asked you why Rachel hates me. I just tried to ask her and she told me to ask you...So...Why does Rachel hate me?” you asked, your tone heavy.
Hayden let out a small, sharp laugh. “Uh, wow. She said to ask me? Well...Uh...Okay. Back when we got engaged, things were still sort of rocky. I was still getting over you and I may have...brought you up a few times.”
“How so?” you inquired.
“Well, i may have inadvertently compared you two. I didn’t mean to, it would just happen. You and i had been together five years, and her and I only one. So she would make coffee and I’d mention that you’d make yours a certain way. If i read a script, I'd tell her how you used to help me prepare my lines. Then, when we met at the Takers premiere, I don’t know, it pissed her off. She was upset that I invited you and accused me of not being over you.”
In a whisper, you asked, “Were you?”
“No,” he responded immediately.
You frowned. “So then what happened?”
“We broke up. She didn’t believe me that I was over you. But I couldn’t just let it go. I went after her, and three months later, we were back together. I lied to her. I told her I was over you. I thought if I could pretend, if I could force myself, if I could try to move on, I’d get over you.”
“Did it work?” you wondered.
“No,” he said again, a breathy laugh coming from him. “I’ve never gotten over you. You were another one I pushed away and...I never should have.”
His eyes were on yours, that same static crackling between you two right before you betrayed Sebastian.
“I never really got over you, either,” you confessed in a whisper.
You stared at each other a long time, not sure what to say, what to do…You weren’t going to betray your boyfriend again. If you wanted Hayden, you needed to make it clear to Sebastian that’s who you wanted before you crossed that line again.
After what seemed like ages, Hayden finally spoke. “So what do we do now?”
You shook your head. “I have no idea. I...I don’t think we do anything,” you informed.
“So...we just...go on like this? Never knowing if this could work?” he wondered. “Pretend that we don’t feel the way we do when we hang out? Pretend that I don’t still want to touch you...and kiss you...and feel you? Pretend it’s not your face I want to see when I wake up?”
His words sent a wave of heat, yearn, and guilt through you. Yes, you’d thought of those things. Yes, he still haunted your dreams too.
“That’s our only option…”
“No, it’s not,” he countered. “You could leave Sebastian. You could come with me, back to Canada. You’re more independent now. You can move with me there and write there. We can figure this whole thing out. We can have another shot.”
“Hayden…” you started. You knew there was no way you could leave Seb, even if you wanted to. Even if you were still in love with Hayden, you loved Sebastian too.
“You don’t have to decide now. But...at least think about it...What do you say?”
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barduil · 7 years
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B’S FIC LIST
It’s been a while since my last multi-fandom fic list, so I thought I’d remake one. I didn’t include anything from before 2016 except one fic since they’re all… pretty bad, I mean it was my first year of writing, so yeah… but anyway! 
This list includes all the stories of mine I think are worth sharing, in chronological order, as well as the fanarts and/or aesthetics that go with them :) There’s quite a wide variety of settings and tropes, so if you’re new to my writing, you should hopefully find something that pleases you! Here we go!
** are personal favourites
THE HOBBIT
Petrichor (Bard/Thranduil) 14.5k, General Audiences, reincarnation, modern world, bookstore, books and cats • aesthetic, fanart 1, fanart 2, fanart 3, fanart 4
It's been six thousand years since Thranduil last laid eyes on his husband - Bard. The world has changed and the great Elvenking with it, lingering in the shadows of Men; as hope for a miracle festers within his heart that grows weaker with every passing day, the only thing keeping him going is a promise he made, many moons ago.
Those Colours We Share (Bard/Thranduil) 84.7k, Mature, soulmates, slow burn, 50s, post-war, animal shelter, sexual content • aesthetic (links to fanarts included in the caption) 
Had anyone told them, Thranduil Oropherion and Bard Bowman would never have believed they would see the world painted in colours again. Until that fateful day of December 1956, when one little boy entered a former soldier's animal shelter.
Forgotten Roads (Bard/Thranduil) 61.8k, Teen and Up Audiences, fantasy, roadtrip, creatures, shapeshifting, slow burn, asexual characters • aesthetic, fanart
When Bard's secret was revealed, he had no choice but to accept exile. Sent away with no hopes of ever being trusted or seeing his children again, Bard wandered across the country without purpose. Now comes a man with the promise of a new life at the end of a long journey, should he accept the stranger's request: to lead him through lands and dangers long forgotten, in quest of hope long lost.
Somewhere Only We Know** (Bard/Thranduil) 10.6k, General Audiences, Middle-earth, past major character death, fix-it • aesthetic 1, fanart 1, fanart 2, fanart 3
When the eighteenth month since Bard's death comes, Thranduil wakes on a strange feeling. He follows a mysterious blue orb through the ill trees of his forest, where he is shown precious memories of his ephemeral time with Bard. But is it a trick of his mind, a dream, or reality?
Crimson Water (Bard/Thranduil) 30.8k, Teen and Up Audiences, merpeople, merman Bard, childhood friends, forbidden friendship, forbidden love • aesthetic, fanart
“You're different,” it added, tilting its head slightly to the side. Thranduil meant to answer, but in one swift movement it turned, and disappeared under the water.
Bright Eyes (Bard/Thranduil) 2.7k, General Audiences, soulmates, tooth-rotting fluff, sequel to Those Colours We Share • aesthetic
Tilda bakes cake, Thranduil sings Disney songs, and Bard slow dances with an unusual partner.
hope, lost and found again, by the forgotten lake (Bard/Thranduil) 9.1k, General Audiences, fairy tales elements, centaur Thranduil
“Are you real?” Bard eventually asked, eyes wide. He held up his hand, and from the tip of his finger, poked at the centaur’s flank.
what was found and lost behind** (Bard/Thranduil) 11.3k, Teen and Up Audiences, post-war, 30s, reunions, father-daughter relationship, happy ending • aesthetic, fanart 1, fanart 2
Bard's been followed by ghosts all his life. When he and his family move to London, he doesn't expect one of those ghosts to come back from the dead—nor to be faced with his past, long concealed in a forgotten, old journal.
Warm, Cracked Hearts (Bard & his kids) 2.1k, General Audiences, character study, family, asexual character, angst, anxiety
One cold evening of winter, Bard faces the worries of his children. 
What We Want (Bard/Thranduil) 4.7k, General Audiences, university, asexual characters, slice of life, fluff, angst? I don’t know her, slow burn
Bard couldn’t be seriously annoyed with the project—he was glad something had allowed them the possibility of becoming friends. Even if it was something as frustrating as a huge assignment.
THE SILMARILLION
Under the Moonlight (Maedhros & Elrond) 2.4k, General Audiences, angst, adoptive father-son relationship • aesthetic
Elrond was no fool; such tears were not of a pain any medicine could heal. There was something else to them, too: they weren't just tears one spends in grief of kin or family. Elrond couldn't quite explain it, and so he asked, “Who is it, that you cry for?”
Home, by the Fireplace (Maedhros & Elrond) 1.6k, General Audiences, bonding, adoptive father-son relationship
“Elrond will come and find you soon enough,” Maglor said. He was back to working on his instrument. “Be kind, when he does—he only means the best.”
or Winter is harsh on Maedhros, and Elrond tries to help.
BEAUTY AND THE BEAST
The Way He Looks** (Gaston/LeFou) 2.4k, General Audiences, early days, pre-war, first kiss • aesthetic, fanart
Tentatively, LeFou risked looking up at him again. Gaston was looking out the window now, certainly dreaming of his next, successful hunt in the vast plains of the land. These were perhaps LeFou’s favourite moments; when they stopped to make camp in the forest or under the stars—and when they found peace here, at home, and he could watch Gaston bathe in the sunlight.
Blood on his Hands (Gaston/LeFou) 3.8k, Teen and Up Audiences, pre-movie, wartime, protective Gaston
"Was the man even still alive?
Gaston didn't know, and didn't care.
Hell, if anything Gaston hoped he was; he could suffer some more and die later."
or Wartime Gafou drabbles
He Loves Me (Gaston/LeFou) 3.5k, General Audiences, pre-war, first kiss, pre-movie relationship
LeFou glanced at Gaston, and watched his chest rise and fall to the steady rhythm of his breath. He thought back to the day when they’d been lying on top of the hill, and he’d asked Gaston, “Why are we friends?”
The answer had been simple, and easy back then; today, though, LeFou thought that it might have meant something different, for they were now older, and perhaps, a lot more wiser, too.
Reflection** (Gaston/LeFou) 7.7k, General Audiences, post-movie, Gaston lives, healing, scars • aesthetic
While Gaston heals from the fall that almost claimed his life, LeFou, hurt by Gaston's betrayal, struggles to come to terms with the aftermath of the battle.
OTHER
Not the End (Emmett Fields/John Cantrell, The Raven) 823 words, General Audiences, post-movie, fix-it
She stops by the door, fingers around the doorknob when she hears it. As the nurse had said, there's someone in the room already, and Emily can hear his voice, hushed and almost trembling. She's heard that voice before, but not like this—she's heard it strong, and confident, and commanding.
Today, it’s none of those things.
Old Friends and Broken Promises** (John Moore & Laszlo Kreizler, The Alienist) 2.1k, General Audiences, post-books, character study, angst
Months have passed since the Beecham and Hatch cases—but their shadows still linger over John's life.
Oh, if the Dead Could Weep (Héctor Rivera, Coco) 1.8k, General Audiences, pre-movie, angst
Héctor thought that being dead was already bad enough—until the first time he tried crossing the Marigold Bridge.
Sooo that’s it! There are other stories on my account that I didn’t include, either because they’re not any good or because something bothers me about them, but if you wanna give them a read, no one can stop you! but please don’t
Kudos are much appreciated, and comments mean the world to me. Even a few words would make my day!! It's never too late and even a tiny one would be wonderful. ;w;
I’ll also take this opportunity to thank @piyo-13 and @johnsmoore, who beta’ed most of those stories. Thank you so so much my friends, my fics and I would be nothing without you <3
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Chapter 10; I am Mother Wolf Raksha
And here we are guys, the final chapter of the Civil War part of the story. Now as it’s getting pretty late from where I live, I will leave this for now and soon post up the two bonus chap/song fics that I have later on this weekend when and if I have time, I literally have three papers due Mon-Weds. next week. Now be prepared for the FEELS in this chapter as stated before. Thank you guys sooo much for taking the time to read, like or reblog this story and I can’t wait to hear some more comments from you guys :)
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As Steve carried both Bucky and (y/n) outside they took notice of another jet nearby and standing there was none other than King T’Challa.
“Your highness” Steve said.
“I apologize to both of you. I almost killed the wrong man, the real man responsible for my father’s death will be dealt with”.  It was then T’Challa took notice of (y/n) hanging over Steve’s shoulder and he said, “What happened to her?”  The two soldiers remained silent and looked down sadly.  T’Challa approached Steve and gently took her off his shoulder and held her in his arms.
He gently brushed aside the hair from her face and pressed two fingers against her neck and said.
“She’s alive”.  Steve and Bucky looked at him in pure shock.
“Are you sure?” asked Bucky.
“I can feel a heartbeat but it’s very faint. She will die if we don’t get her help immediately. Take her to Wakanda, my people there can help her. Both of you”.
“What about you?” asked Steve.
“I will personally deliver the man responsible to Berlin, the living will soon deal with him”.  T’Challa then helped get (y/n) inside the quinjet followed by Steve and Bucky.  
Steve pressed a button and soon coming out of the wall was a makeshift bed, T’Challa gently set (y/n) down on it and upon Bucky’s request, Steve settled Bucky beside her in a chair while Steve went up to the controls and T’Challa left the quinjet to deliver Zemo to Berlin. 
As the quinjet took off, Bucky lowered his forehead against (y/n)’s and took one of her hands in his only remaining hand and whispered in Russian.
“Viset' tam wolfie”.
With a struck of diplomacy from the new King of Wakanda, Helmut Zemo was arrested and kept under the same holding condition as they had Bucky in earlier that morning back in Berlin.  
T’Challa’s sister Shuri met with Steve Rogers and escorted him to the sacred and highly secretive Black Panther sanctuary there they would be treated of their wounds and they could save (y/n)’s life. Unfortunately the damage had already been done. 
The Avengers were now forever torn apart. 
Tony went back to the compound to help Rhodes with his newly invented leg bracers that would help him walk after his fall back in Germany.  The rest of Team Cap however could not be helped, due to breaking the law of the Accords, they were captured and were to remain on an uncharted ocean prison known as The Raft.
There they would remain locked up like insane criminals and never again see the light of day. 
In Wakanda at the Science and Research facility in the Black Panther sanctuary, Steve and Bucky had been patched up from their wounds while in another room (y/n) was kept in a coma with wires and tubes sticking out of her.
As Steve and Bucky watched her through the mirror heartbroken to see a child like this, T’Challa came up beside them and said.
“The doctors tell me she has lost a lot of blood and will need a blood transfusion. Unfortunately the blood she has is not something we can easily give her. With whatever HYDRA had given her it does not match with any blood donations we have, except for two”.  T’Challa looked at the super soldiers and they looked at him.
“I’ll do it” said Steve.
“No!” Bucky demanded.  He turned to Steve and continued, “She saved my life Steve. The least I can do to repay her is to save hers. Let me do this”.  Steve looked to his best friend, his brother and saw the desperation and urge that he needed to do this.
“Alright Buck. I understand, do what you gotta do pal”. Bucky softly smiled then T’Challa lead him inside (y/n)’s room where a nurse came up and had him lay down in one of the beds and carefully stuck a needle through his veins to draw out the blood they needed.  Once they took what they needed from Bucky, they attached an IV into (y/n)’s arm and they began the blood transfusion.
Once it was complete, all they could do was monitor and wait to see if any changes had been made.  Even after the transfusion, Bucky didn’t leave (y/n)’s bedside.  He remained eternally vigil by her side wanting to be the first one to see her wake up.
Every now and then Steve would come in and sit on the opposite side of (y/n) and tell Bucky the stories about her back at the compound.  All the small things like her favorite movie, favorite books, what she likes to eat, and the stories she would tell about her tribe of her childhood before HYDRA came into the picture. 
Bucky enjoyed hearing so much about the girl underneath the Bad Wolf and it was the small things he enjoyed hearing about the most, especially when it involved hearing about who she was before she became Hydra’s Bad Wolf.
By night three, a doctor came in to check her vitals and told Bucky.
“Sorry no change”.  He then left and Bucky sighed softly then he said to her.
“You know, the only person I’d seen never run away from a fight was Steve, back when he was a punk,” he chuckled before continuing, “But you are ten times stronger than he was, so let me see that strength of yours to beat this comas ass and open those beautiful (e/c) eyes of yours, huh Wolfie? For your Bucky-bear?”  She remained silent and still as ever the only sound that could be heard was the machines beeping out her vitals and heartbeat.  “Hey, you listening Wolfie? Steve told me about some of your favorite things lately and I’m told your favorite movie is ‘Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron’ right? Well I got to listen to a song you once said really described you best as well as all the Avengers. Boy you—you weren’t kidding. That song….hit me harder than when I fell off the freight train back in 44. Now I’m not Bryan Adams but—how about I sing it to you? Hmm? Will that help you wake up any faster?”
Bucky gently brushed some hair out of her eyes and cleared his throat and said.
“If you can hear this, don’t make fun of my singing, I already said I’m no Bryan Adams”.  After that he began singing Sound the Bugle.
As he sang, his voice would choke with such raw emotion as he thought back on his torture and all the crimes he’s been force to do throughout the decades, but he tried to keep a steady voice hoping that singing her favorite song from her favorite movie would help bring her back.
Because that’s all he wanted, to know that she was going to be alright and that the debt for saving his life wasn’t in vain.
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Sound the bugle now
Play it just for me
As the seasons change
Remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on, I can't even start
I've got nothing left, just an empty heart
I'm a soldier…Wounded so I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me
Lead me away
Or leave me lying here
Sound the bugle now Tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know that leads to anywhere
Without a light, I fear that I will stumble in the dark
Lay right down and decide not to go on
Then from on high, Somewhere in the distance 
There's a voice that calls,
"Remember who you are.
If you lose yourself,
Your courage soon will follow,
So be strong tonight...remember who you are"
Yeah, you’re a soldier now,
Fighting in a battle, to be free once more.
Yeah, that's worth fighting for
Bucky held (y/n)’s hand in his.  His thumb gently stroking her knuckles as he looked at her with teary red eyes.  He leaned down towards her ear and whispered.
“I’m with you till the end of the line Wolfie”. He then came up and pressed a ginger kiss at the crown of her head and fell asleep right by her bedside. 
A week later as Bucky remained by (y/n)’s side T’Challa came in and said that the doctors needed to check up on his vitals since he has been so stubborn to do so the past week.  
Bucky reluctantly agreed after T’Challa promised to stay and watch (y/n) in case she woke up.  He gently kissed her forehead and squeezed her hand before standing up and walked out of her room.  After he left, T’Challa stared at the young girl he had referred to as Raksha throughout the Civil War and looked above him for a moment and whispered.
“Baba, if you can hear me; please send this girl back home. I have a feeling she is not ready to leave us just yet. Call Raksha back home to her pups”.
*My POV* 
I’ve been in nothing but darkness for what felt like forever.  Every now and then I would hear voices calling out to me but I can’t seem to place a face to them. There was even one time where one voice was singing a song to me.
He had such raw emotion as he sang and such a deep voice to it but it was nice while it lasted.  Suddenly a bright light shined right at me and two people came down towards me.
A man and a woman stood before me smiling with such love and adoration. I looked at both of them closely before something clicked in my mind.  I turned to the woman with (m/h/c) and (m/e/c) and choked out.
“Mom?” She smiled widely and I turned to the man and said again, “Dad?” He closed his eyes and nodded softly.  My parents were here. Oh my god I—I can’t believe it.  They came for me. 
My dad placed his arm around my shoulders and ruffled my hair like he used to when I was a little girl while my mother cupped my cheeks lovingly and kissed my forehead.  
I then felt them take each of my hands and we started walking straight towards the light hand in hand.
I felt at peace.  I finally had my parents back and together we can finally be a family again.
‘I’m with you till the end of the line Wolfie’ that voice I’m always hearing said. Suddenly flashes came back to me. 
The tribe’s massacre, becoming Bad Wolf, meeting the twins Wanda and Pietro, Ultron, The Avengers, the Civil War, and Bucky.  I saw him standing over me and he said that phrase again before feeling a kiss on my forehead.
I stopped right in my place and watched as both my parents kept walking forward.
“I—I can’t leave them”.  It was then my parents stopped walking but didn’t turn around and face me. “I’ve wanted nothing more than to see you guys again, see everyone again but—the Avengers, Steve and Bucky. Bucky—he’ll be alone again. He needs me and if I leave him…if I leave any of them now—they’ll be heartbroken forever. So I’ve gotta go back, please. They’re my family”. My parents soon turned around and walked towards me and for the first time in almost a decade I heard my mother’s sweet voice again.
“You have grown up into a fine young warrior”.  Tears formed in her eyes as she smiled lovingly at me.
“You are Mother Wolf Raksha” said my dad.  I smiled happily at them as tears fell down my face. “Now go take care of your boys”. He said again before they both disappeared into the light and I was soon pulled backwards. 
When I awoke, I saw myself in a pure white room. I felt IV’s in my arm and the sound of machines beeping.
“We almost lost fate in you Miss Maximoff”. I looked up to see T’Challa standing by the door of my room with his arms behind his back.
“Where am I?”
“The Black Panther sanctuary. You were in a coma for an entire week, but it would seem the transfusion was finally a success”.
“Transfusion?” I questioned.
“You had massive blood loss when you arrived, the only way to save you was with a blood transfusion from one of the two people who had a similar blood type to the Bad Wolf blood you had in your veins”.
“Who was it?”
“It would seem that you and Barnes have already formed such a bond with each other, he volunteered to give you some of his blood to repay the debt when you had saved him”.  My eyes stared at him in shock.   
Bucky-bear actually volunteered himself to donate some of his super soldier blood to me in order to save me. Oh that sweet, sweet man.
“Where is he? Where are Bucky and Steve?” I asked him.
“They are just down the hall. It’s over now Miss Maximoff”.  I looked at him and let out a sigh before asking him.
“And the others?”
“Unfortunately being King does not grant me access to free your friends. They are still imprisoned for breaking the law, I am truly sorry Miss Maximoff but there is nothing I can do to free your friends or your sister”.  I let out a pained sigh and a few tears fell down my face.
After all this, the Avengers were now truly divided forever.  The rest of Team Cap will never see their families or even daylight again because they are probably locked up in a tight cage kept far away from society. 
Nothing will ever be the same again, nothing.
“Can I see them?” I choked out.
“I would suggest not moving right now, but I shall inform them of your awakening”.  Just before he walked out I stopped him by saying.
“Hey your highness,” he stopped and turned towards me and I continued, “Thank you. You’re not so bad—for a cat”.
“You are not so bad yourself, for a mutt”. He teased.  The two of us smirked at each other before he left to go get Steve and Bucky.  About a minute later, the two soldiers came in and when I saw them I just had to say.
“About damn time you two old geezers got here”. They came up to me on either side and I first turned to Steve who looked at me with regretful eyes.  Just before he said anything, I pressed my fingers to his lips and said, “You’re overthinking again Steve. Remember I chose to side with you from the beginning long before this all went to shit. And if it came to repeating this whole thing all over again, I’d still side with you and go through it all over again with no regrets”.
“But please don’t ever scare us like that again (y/n)” he said with a chuckle as he stroked my cheek gingerly.  I smiled at him then turned to face Bucky.
The poor guy looked more like a sad wolf pup than anything else.  His eyes brimmed red with unshed tears.  I placed my hand against his scruffy looking face and said.
“Seems we’re now blood related”.
“Yeah, seems that way” he choked out as his human hand took mine.  I softly chuckled and he just stared down at me and said again, “You saved my life, I only felt best I did the same for you, Sora Mea”.  Hearing him call me that made my heart skip a beat.
“Thank you fratele meu”.The rest of the day consisted of doctors checking me out and spending the time with my two boys. The next day I was able to walk and move around the facility. 
I was currently in the science and research wing where a cryotube stood and Bucky was sitting on one of the tables being prep. I stood by his side and Steve soon came in and said to Bucky.
“You sure about this?” I had been told yesterday that T’Challa’s research team could find a way to get the trigger words and all the other programming that HYDRA had done to Bucky throughout the years, but he felt it was best that in case Hydra or anyone else who knew of those words were to come here, he should be in cryo-freeze not only to protect himself but everyone else as well.
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“I can’t trust my own mind. So until they figure out how to get this stuff out of my head, I think going back under is the best thing. For everybody”.  Even though I understood why Bucky needed to do this, it still didn’t make it any easier for me.
I felt a hand gently cup my face and lift my chin up and I was soon looking into Bucky’s eyes.
“It’ll be okay Wolfie. I chose this, I know you’d do the same thing”. I looked at him with teary eyes and quoted my favorite line from the Jungle Book but added something slightly different.
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“Never forget this. You are mine, Mine to me. No matter who comes for you, or how much time may pass. I Mother Raksha will protect you Bucky-bear”.  Bucky smiled and we both leaned our foreheads together.
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As tears slipped down my face, Bucky smiled and kissed them away before separating from me.  I held his hand till the last second as he got in the cryo-tube and the scientists closed it up and turned it all.  As the ice formed around him, Bucky looked at me one final time before his eyes shut and he was finally in a peaceful frozen sleep.
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I walked up to the cryotube and gently touched it before telling Steve who was standing behind me watching as his friend was placed under a frozen sleep once more.
“Steve, if you ever run into Wanda can you relay a message to her”.
“Of course (y/n)”.
“Tell her, Wolfie has now become Mother Raksha, and that she’s sorry”.
“I’m sure she will understand (y/n), and thank you”. I turned to him and the two of us hugged each other.
Knowing Steve wasn’t going to stay here, I let all my love and respect for Steve Rogers come out in my final hug for him.
“Take care of yourself, and try not to get into more trouble than you already are in”. I told him.
“I’ll try”. He joked out.  We separated and he kissed the crown of my head before gently ruffling my hair telling me one final time, “Good She-wolf”.  I smiled through my tears and watched him leave the room. I turned back to Bucky’s cryotube and phased into my wolf form and curled around it protectively and stood guard of my brother until he could be healed.
*3rd Person POV*
Steve stood outside a corridor looking out a window and King T’Challa walked up and stood beside him.
“Thank you for this” said Steve.
“Your friend and my father, they were both victims. If I can help one of them find peace”.
“You know if they find out he’s here, they’ll come for him”.
“Let them try. Even if we fail, they’ll have to get pass Mother Wolf Raksha first”. T’Challa stated proudly as the two of them stared outside the window. 
Outside the facility a wide spread jungle stood and through the mist revealed a large stone statue revealing to be a Panther and just beyond it on a hill nearby a waterfall, a training temple.
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While such a home remains to me
Here is the second of the three fics I wrote for the Destiel Secret Santa Challenge 2016. This one was also a last minute pinch hit, and my first attempt at pre-slash. 
Beta-read by the utterly magnificent @officieldestiel​
Title:  While such a home remains to me
Word Count: 2166
Rating: T
Summary: “So get this,” Sam says, looking far too peppy for someone who has had less than three hours of sleep. “An entire family of three disappears in Colorado. They were on a road trip from Denver to Carson city and just never arrived. They definitely stopped off for gas in Arbington, but that’s the last anyone’s seen of them. Car showed no signs of a forced entry. Should be right up our alley don’t you think?”
“Maybe?” Dean grunts, trying to blink his nagging headache away. He signals to the waitress to get him another coffee, dragging Sam’s laptop towards himself. “We’re only about six hours away. Might be worth checking out; I don’t know.”
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“So get this,” Sam says, looking far too peppy for someone who has had less than three hours of sleep. “An entire family of three disappears in Colorado. They were on a road trip from Denver to Carson city and just never arrived. They definitely stopped off for gas in Arbington, but that’s the last anyone’s seen of them. Car showed no signs of a forced entry. Should be right up our alley don’t you think?”
“Maybe?” Dean grunts, trying to blink his nagging headache away. He signals to the waitress to get him another coffee, dragging Sam’s laptop towards himself. “We’re only about six hours away. Might be worth checking out; I don’t know.”
Sam opens his mouth to ask, his brow furrowing, but seems to think the better of it. Dean’s glad he’s let it go. He doesn’t think he can deal with any of Sam’s concerned questions right now, not when his head’s on fucking fire.
It’s been a week since his encounter with Alastair and Dean’s still reeling from the casual mind-fuckery that Cas dropped on him that night. He’s physically fine - the angel took care of that with a touch of his fingers to the side of Dean’s forehead, but his nightmares are back in full force, and Dean finds himself waking up every night drenched in sweat, his heart pounding, too terrified to even scream.
“Ready to go?” Sam asks him.
Dean sighs, taking another long drain of his coffee.
“Yeah.”
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“Issac Hogle, 38. Orthodontist. Married to Hailey, 33. They have two children - Patrick, 9  and Sarah, 4. They were on their way to see Hailey’s family in Carson City,” Sam says, reading the reports the Arbington Sheriff gives them. “They stopped off to get gas here and had breakfast at the town’s only diner. Very chatty, kids perfectly behaved.”
“Any history of disappearances nearby?”
“Not really,” Sam admits, passing the files to Dean.
The Hogles are indeed a picture perfect family. Father, mother and kids beam at them from the photographs that are attached to the files and Dean feels a tiny jolt of sadness at their unthinking happiness. It’s been over a week. Any chance of finding them alive is faint.
“Only one thing to do,” he says. “Let’s take a drive.”
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“Why would they stop off here though?” Dean wonders, looking around at the bland, tree-filled landscape around him.
“Engine trouble, maybe?”
“Car was found fine, wasn’t it?”
“Yes, but maybe at the time…” Sam walks around, the gravel under his feet crunching with every step he takes.
“Maybe someone needed to take a leak?” Dean asks him, taking out the EMF meter and turning it on.
Sam ponders this.
“I mean, it was broad daylight when they left town and this spot’s less than an hour away,” Dean says, tapping the EMF meter against the line of trees. “They must have felt safe enough getting out of the car.”
“And what, made it a family activity?” Sam asks him, examining the ground. Dean shrugs.
“Meter says nothing. Looks like we need to do it the hard way.”
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They split up, much to Sam’s displeasure.
“I know not to get lost, Sam. Dad’s taught us enough. Besides, we have too much ground to cover to waste time going together.”
Sam purses his lips.  
“See ya, Sammy. Call if you need me,” he says, “I’ll meet you back here in five hours.”
Sam’s Be careful, Dean is the last thing he hears before he enters the woods.  
He searches the surroundings carefully, methodically, like his father had taught him to. There’s no sign of anything - no footprints, no empty pack of chips or random hairpin. The forest is quiet and peaceful, the faint twittering of far-off birds the only sign of life. The minutes tick by as he goes deeper, and the sun is almost about to set when he decides to turn back.
It’s then that he catches a glimpse of the house.
It’s tiny house - brown in color, with a red roof and chimney. He wonders briefly if he should get Sam, but it would take too long to get back here. He runs the EMF meter around the outer walls of the house for good measure, but nothing pings. The floorboards creak a little as Dean steps into the porch, pushing aside a large thorny shrub. The windows are too dirty to see through and he checks the batteries in his flashlight before pushing the door open.
He steps into his childhood home. Dean freezes at the sight of the well-known place and whips around, grappling for the door. It’s no longer there.
“Dean, baby, is that you?” A voice calls from upstairs and he feels himself root to the spot in shock.
It’s his mother’s voice, sweet and soft like he remembers it and he’s almost halfway up the stairs before he stops again, weighing his options. Is it a djinn dream? Yet he feels far too aware for it to really be one, and this is nothing like what he wishes for…
“Deeeeeaaaannnn!!!” Sam’s young voice rings out and he involuntarily takes a step toward it. Had Sam ended up here too?
“Sammy?”
“Dean, come on let’s play!”
The voice comes from the kitchen and Dean fumbles his way to it, keeping a hand on his glock. The door to the kitchen is slightly ajar, Sam giggling uncontrollably behind it. Dean pushes it open and steps in cautiously.
It’s Sam’s nursery. The room looks exactly how he remembers it, with the crib and shelf full of stuffed toys, the mobile on top gently swaying to an unseen breeze.
“Sammy?” he calls out, scanning the room.
“Play with me!”
“Where are you?” Dean calls out, a creeping feeling coming down his back.
“In here. We’re all here. Mommy and Daddy and me, we’re waiting for you! Stay with us, Dean.” Sam’s voice sounds out from the closet.
Dean takes out his glock, clicking the safety off. He holds it firmly before inching his way across to the closet and kick the door open. It’s pitch dark inside and the flashlight he shines reveals nothing.
Stay calm, he thinks to himself before stepping in, ending up in the kitchen.
“Baby?” his mother’s voice floats up to him. “Are you there? I made you some pie.”
Dean ignores it and turns on the EMF meter. Nothing. He roots through the cupboards, hoping to find some salt. The shelves are empty, the smell of rotting wood prevailing above all else.
“Hey sport,” his father’s gruff tone says. “Want to toss around a football? You, me, and Sammy.”
This is a lie, he thinks to himself, closing his eyes briefly. This is a lie, this never happened. I need to burn this house down.  
He charges out through the kitchen, heading toward the front door. It opens into Dean’s old bedroom. His parents’ bedroom. The kitchen again. Sam’s nursery. The garage. Door after door after door, ending up nowhere. And his family’s voices calling out, pleading with him.
“Play with me, Dean!”
“Dinner’s on the table, sweetheart. Don’t you want to stay?”
“You’ve been such a good boy, Dean. I’ll take you out for a ride.”
He races frantically through the house, all semblance of calm crumbling.
“Stay with us, Dean. It’ll be so much fun!”
“I missed you so much, baby.”
“I’d glad you’re home, son.”
His heart is racing as he tries to throw open the windows. They don’t budge. He shoots at the latch. Over and over again. Nothing happens.
“Deeeeeaaaannnn! I’ve been waiting for sooo long for you to come home!”
He takes hold of one of the dining room chairs and swings it hard toward the window.
“I’ve made your favorite meatloaf. Come to the table before it gets cold.”
The window stays intact. He smashes it over and over again, the sweat running down his back.
“You’re home now, son. We can be a family again.”
The chair finally breaks in his hands, the wood splintering, cutting his hands open.
“Dean you promised you’d play…”
“Not you.” Dean hisses, grabbing another chair. “You’re not Sam. You’re not him.”
Sam was out there, worrying about him, probably searching the forest for him. Sam needed him.
“It is me, Dean.” Sam’s high voice starts sobbing, the little hiccuping breaths making him pause in his breaking down the window despite himself. “You promised you’d stay. Stay with us, Dean.”
“We can be so happy, darling,” his parents’ voices cry out. “We’ll be together - a real family.”
“No,” he snarls, snatching up the chair and rushing out the door. It’s Sam’s nursery again. He dashes through the house again, looking for a weapon, something, anything. He tries to turn on the stove in the kitchen. It doesn’t work.
“Please Dean, please. I’m scared, Dean. Help me.” Sam’s wailing is plaintive and getting louder by the second.
Dean shuts his ears and slumps down on the floor, trying to take deep breaths.
Focus. Think. Just calm down and think. There must be a way out. There must be…
“Stay with us!”
Sam was out there.
“Deeeeeaaaaannnnnn!!!”
Sam needed him.
“I love you, baby. I’m so happy you’re here.”
There was an apocalypse to stop.
“Stop it,” Dean mumbles, curling into himself, “Stop talking.”
“Just say you’ll stay, baby. We can make all the pain go away.”
“No, no, no, no, NO!!!” he gasps out. “You’re not real. None of you are.”
“Don’t go, Dean. You promised you won’t leave me alone anymore….”
Sam’s voice sounds so young and scared, so like him when he was eight or nine, shaking in his little bed from the nightmares. Dean feels the tears rise unbidden and fights to suppress them. His head is pounding and it’s getting difficult to breathe. He tries to stand up, tries to stumble his way across the room. It’s getting darker, the lights flickering.
“Let go, sweetheart. We’ll take care of you.”
He collapses against the front door, drawing in great gulps of air. There’s a suffocating feeling in his chest.
“Help me,” he whispers. “Someone help me, please.”
A flash of dark hair and blue eyes comes to mind.
“Cas. Castiel. Help me, please.”
The shadows draw closer, the squeezing feeling increasing.
“Cas,” he chokes out once again. “Please.”
There’s a faint fluttering sound.  
“Dean?” Castiel’s gravelly voice calls out from the approaching darkness.
“Cas. Cas. Where are you?” he gropes around blindly.
Firm hands land on his shoulders, hauling him up from the floor. Dean collapses into the angel’s arms, his fingers twisting into the fabric of his coat. Castiel presses him into his chest, deep voice rumbling against Dean’s ear.
“Shut your eyes, Dean. Don’t be afraid.”
He blacks out just as the flash of light threatens to blind him.
+
“Dean.”
There’s a low voice in his ear, a deep and familiar one. Dean struggles to open his eyes, his head swimming. There’s a soft touch to his forehead and the ache eases, helping him focus.
He’s lying on what appears to be Cas’s lap. The angel himself is bent over him, his big blue eyes concerned.
“Cas?” Dean croaks, the relief flooding him. “Where’s Sam?”
“Your brother is fine and on his way back to your car. You very nearly died.” the angel says gently. “How are you feeling?”  
“I…” Dean trails off. “What was that?”
“A pair of Bauchans. I had to smite them,” Cas says, his fingers stroking gently through Dean’s hair. “They’re hobgoblins, and tend to guard and stay with a chosen human family and their descendants. This house,” he points to the remains of the smoking farmhouse a few yards away. “It seems to have belonged to their family. Perhaps they died without children years ago, and the land lay abandoned. The Bauchans were looking for a new family to protect.”    
“And the Hogles?”
“Dead. Bauchans are tricksters - masters of deceit and illusion - dangerous, but fiercely loyal to the people they swear to protect. They were lying in wait all these years, but no one came near. The Hogles were unfortunate enough to stop their car nearby and were probably lured here when they did so. Bauchans cannot leave the house on their own, they have to be bound to a family. The Hogles refused their hospitality, so they killed them and dismembered the bodies.”
Dean lets out a long breath. Cas says nothing, the drag of his fingers soothing.  
“Do not blame yourself,” Cas says softly. “There was nothing you or Sam could have done. The corpses I found were over a week old and I took care of their disposal. Rest assured, their souls are in heaven now and at peace.”
“Yeah, maybe,” he sits up slowly. There were many, many things he had to think about, but he was alive and for now, that was enough.
“Thanks for helping me, Cas.”
The angel smiles a little, just a gentle curve of the mouth.
“Always.”
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