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it-never-gets-better · 7 months

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MY BODY TURNED INTO A CORPSE WHEN YOU TOUCHED IT VIOLENTLY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

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meaningofaeons · 10 months

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Ehhh hi! I love your work so i wanted to ask for hcs with star rail men and kafka (choose whoever you want) with gn!reader or s/o who has a lot of childhood trauma. I mean brutal emotional and physical abuse from a really young age, a lot of scars, blood, sa, ect. How would (star rail character) react to s/o telling them about their past/ seeing s/o's scars? Pls angst🙏. If you dont like the request, just ignore this. Have a nice day/night! -anon

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈ old scars die hard

⊹ character(s) - sampo koski, kafka, jing yuan ⊹ word count - 1.3k ⊹ notes - gn!reader, TW!! themes of abuse both emotional and physical, self-harm tendencies (not touched on as much but possibly implied?), etc. please read with caution and heed the warnings!!!

hi anon omg I hope you're okay (ﾐዎ ﻌ ዎﾐ)ﾉ I don't know whether this is personal to you and your experiences or not but regardless!! this req touched me I know it's been sitting in my ask box for a while but I wanted to do it proper justice. I love you anon and I hope you are doing well <3!!! thanks for the req!

⊹ Sampo Koski

He's not super concerned at first when he sees the first signs of scars

I mean, he's had his fair share of run-ins with disgruntled "customers". His scars are more numerous than yours, he'd assume.

That is, until he remembers you're not really in the same line of fire that he can typically find himself in

That's what gets him wondering.

Sampo's not really one to get into emotional vulnerability, and I don't think he'd ask you first

Unless of course, you started to gain new ones under his watch

If he's known you for a while, I feel like he'd have questioned it often until you told him to stop, and then he'd be kind of reluctant to bring it up again.

However, if you two are fairly new friends/partners, he'd dance around the issue but try to confront it regardless.

Especially if the abuse is current from people currently in your life or something you recently inflicted on yourself, he'd try to mention/address it in a roundabout way.

"That doesn't look so hot, Y/N! Might wanna see Miss Nat for it. What, you getting into the business of scam—aheh, I mean, customer service—too?"

Sampo tries to keep it light, but when he notices the way you tremble at the acknowledgement he makes of your wounds, his face crumples.

He's instantly apologizing, instantly doing anything to make you feel even a little better.

Offering to take you out to lunch, buy you something nice, or just get some takeout food and watch a show together.

I feel like Sampo, being relatively unequipped to seriously handle stuff like this (considering he's very much a humor-cope kind of person) would be especially frantic in trying to assuage your troubles

Whatever you want! Seriously, he'll bend over backwards for you, especially when you're vulnerable.

Sampo Koski may not be the most sensitive or empathetic, but he knows when to hold the quips and jokes.

He's a very good listener, though. It's honestly pretty shocking.

Now, Sampo's not much of a violent criminal.

Yes, he's a conman, but usually his plans involve escape over actual fighting back.

Still, when he hears about those who have made you suffer, he's not going to stand by.

In the cover of night, after tending to your wounds (both physical and emotional), he'd be off.

He won't kill them. But Sampo sure as hell will make sure they wouldn't even think of coming within five miles of you ever again.

And you'll never find out about it, either.

All that will happen is your life improving because your abuser will be out of it, and Sampo is perfectly content melding back into his usual joking self, bringing as much normalcy to your more peaceful life as he can.

⊹ Kafka

At first, I think Kafka sees your scars/wounds and is kind of... uninterested? Or perhaps less uninterested and more just unconcerned.

Sure, there's questions and thoughts to be had, but everyone has their pasts—especially those among the Stellaron Hunters.

However, over time and with careful, calm observation, Kafka notices more about you.

She takes a special interest in you that she doesn't quite hold with her other fellow Stellaron Hunters.

How you apologize endlessly over small mistakes...

Or even how you flinched back when Silver Wolf of all people got angry and shouted at one of her video games.

I mean, Silver Wolf! The smallest of the Stellaron Hunters—outside of her abilities in manipulating the data of reality and hacking, she physically couldn't hurt a fly.

So, Kafka takes matters into her own hands.

She's pretty upfront, seeing no reason in beating around the bush.

She was content before in letting it slide as "everyone has their secrets", but she eventually develops something akin to concern for your situation.

"Darling, I just had a few small questions for you... Don't feel pressured to answer if you're not inclined."

The second half of her sentence shocked her a bit.

She has abilities relating to hypnotic suggestion—if there's something she wanted to hear or know, there's no reason she couldn't acquire it. And if there's something she wanted someone to listen to and obey, she could do it with no questions from the other party.

So really, it was awe-inspiring that she afforded you the luxury of choice here.

After hearing what happened to you, Kafka is not the type to go on a vengeance-path.

She knows the past is the past, and that you're with the Stellaron Hunters now, so your abuser is long gone from reach.

I think Kafka mostly focuses on comforting you in the moment.

Especially if you're partners, she'd be very inclined to give you a shoulder to lean on, a person to cry to.

Kafka may seem flippant, but she holds a deep-seated affection for you and she treats your trauma with the utmost respect and seriousness it deserves.

She'd definitely get more protective of you after hearing your past.

As long as it's not against Elio's script, she's accompanying you on any mission you need to attend to.

And, well, if someone happens to trigger any unpleasant memories, be it a stranger or otherwise...

They're taken care of. Quietly.

⊹ Jing Yuan

Jing Yuan, teddy bear of a man he is, is likely the most forthcoming of the three about any scars he sees on you.

He's the General and goes into battle so that you don't have to get scars like his, and yet, what are these past wounds he sees on you?

The man isn't an idiot, though. He knows the circumstances behind them are likely far from pleasant.

He also knows how to treat a matter with the delicateness it requires.

"My dear... May I ask about that wound on your arm?"

So, so gentle.

He's already got you in his arms before you can say a word, cradling you gently and soothing you before you can get the story out.

Listens to every single word you have to say, only breaking your continuous sentences to hush you now and then and calm you down

Doesn't matter how much work he has to do, Jing Yuan would stay with you for hours or days on end to make sure you were okay

He, like Kafka, is not the type to be overly vengeful or seeking of retribution against those who hurt you.

Rather, he's more of the mindset that the best revenge is a life well-lived, and that's exactly how he intends to get back at your abusers—by making your life as wonderful as he can.

That's not to say he won't do anything, though.

If your abusers were still alive or around, he'd definitely pull some strings.

Nothing violent, of course, but the abuser(s) lives aboard the Xianzhou Luofu would never be peaceful again if he knew who they were.

Jing Yuan is more focused on you and your recovery.

If you ever feel like hurting yourself, or the past comes back to haunt you, he's dropping everything for your sake.

He doesn't just treat you like glass or tiptoe around you, though.

He knows how strong you are to have made it through such experiences and still be alive—to a long-lived species, it's especially admirable that one could sustain themselves through such things

As such, Jing Yuan respects you greatly. And he demands the same from others.

Not that he didn't already, being that you're his partner or closest friend (however you'd like to interpret, but he is most certainly in love with you!)

He's just more conscious of his own actions henceforth.

Jing Yuan wasn't the type to raise his voice or get visibly upset with you even in moments of disagreement or conflict, but he's especially more gentle after hearing your past.

The man is literally a walking green flag, I don't know what else to tell you!

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lollytea · 7 months

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I headcanon that before Camila, the closest thing Hunter had to a mother was Hettie Cutburn. And I don't mean that in a good way. Frankly it is depressing.

(Some potentially disturbing implications below. Just to be safe)

I still firmly believe in Hunter getting dug out of the dirt as an infant in order to test out a new experimental technique for ultimate obedience.

Hettie was personally chosen by the Emperor to be his nephew's nursemaid. He was very impressed by her complete lack of maternal characteristics. Last thing he needed was someone who would get attached to him.

Hettie sure as fuck did not get attached to her ward. She kept him alive and physically healthy and that was about the extent of her responsibilities. It's rumored that this honorable service for the Emperor is what eventually got her promoted to Head Witch of the Healing Coven.

Hunter didn't say his first word until he was four.

As it currently stands, Hettie and Hunter do not have a relationship. He was too young to remember and she doesn't think about him enough to mention it.

#tw child abuse #i usually dont tag that because anybody whos into owlhouse and hunter is used to horrible things being implied about him #but idk him being a baby might cross a line #he was never physically abused as a baby i dont think #but....depriving an infant of warmth and affection is....#it is abuse

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sk1fanfiction · 2 months

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on dursley revisionism

Random people with wrong opinions: "Harry wasn't abused by the Dursleys" (bonus points for 'just neglected', which is a type of child abuse btw or 'that's all fanon')

Things that the Dursleys canonically did that are abuse just off the top of my head:

Swung a frying pan at his head (at the age of 12)

Grabbed him by the neck and basically tried to strangle him (even light pressure to the neck can cause internal damage)

Starved him

Verbally abused him

Locked him alone in a small cramped space as punishment (which can cause permanent psychological damage btw, and that's in adults. It is literally a type of torture.)

Made him sleep in that same small cramped unhealthy space when they had an extra bedroom

Encouraged their son to bully him and beat him up

Left him to be possibly attacked by a vicious dog

Bonus: Hid the evidence of his existence to outsiders and didn't speak about him to others (a typical thing for abusers to do)

And more. That boy is unrealistically well-adjusted.

I know the shitty guardian trope is so common in British children's lit (think Roald Dahl) that it became normalized, but it's not. It's abuse. I am worried for the children in your lives tbh.

#harry james potter #hp metas #this is so prevalent and weird #i sometimes forget how unhinged the dursleys are myself but it's so weird to imply this is not abuse. like #i saw someone say they were not 'cruel'#also a lot of people will literally deny canon and insist that he wasn't physically abused. he was #i think it's because it's treated in such a casual manner #yes the books are narrated in a way that normalizes it but it's through harry's pov of course he (sadly) thinks that's normal #vernon and petunia didn't deserve that mini redemption arc #they would do it all over again to another kid #neither of them have any redeeming qualities whatsoever #anti dursleys #i could say more about how good people in hp canon are portrayed not to have any lasting effects of trauma #whereas only villains have mental illnesses #but that's a whole other rant #tw: abuse

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furiousgoldfish · 1 year

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Abusive parents will be like, hey why don't we make it a hobby to trigger our child's fight or flight response? Or even better, let's just have the child in hypervigilant mode at all time? Because they never know when the violence is coming??? Perfect.

#childhood trauma #abusive parents #tw physical abuse implied #domestic violence #child abuse #toxic parents #violent parents

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suncaptor · 7 months

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I don't like the way people act certain or like it's canon that John was physically abusive to Dean as a way to vilify or explain the way John was actively extremely abusive & horrendously neglectful to his kids. however. the language of violence Dean speaks with his loved ones. the way Sam escaped John just to have it turn into Dean turning his fist on him. the way he says to Bobby take a shot if you need to after he sells his soul just like the way Sam tells Dean to take another swing at him if it'll make him feel better. asks him if he's satisfied after being hit when Dean thinks he's doing wrong. The way people react to Dean's violence and the way Dean expects it.

#i get it!!!#however. i do really think that physical abuse is not the core of their dynamic a #and certain writers imply it potentially and others mean to not #and that to take the trauma they have seriously you dont need to make it physical abuse #or make john not love them #tw abuse #dean winchester #john winchester #spn #incoherents #supernatural #john

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twoheadedfather · 9 months

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"for years he was barking up the wrong tree worried about his sins becoming too visible on my skin he always worried about the silliest things but me and when he turned his back i was the dog that bit his neck"

lacey's petshop - 2007 flash game, ghosttundra

#tw implied csa #she gets it #lacey games #lacey's flash games #lacey's petshop #ghosttundra #childhood trauma #trauma #csa survivor #childhood sa #childhood abuse #abuse survivor #physical abuse #childhood emotional abuse #childhood physical abuse

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mus1ca1 · 5 months

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(september 2023) tfw you're trying to impress your new fancy gf but get ambushed on the way to your date 🙄 smh

i do think rusty can defend himself and in a fight easily take on multiple trains from the gang at once, but when it comes to greaseball he's just . . . too scared to really fight back.

#he's strong af his reservation is psychological not physical #cw bruises #tw violence #tw implied abuse #???#cw bruising #rust repair #stex #rustheal #rustywrench

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gey-beans · 8 months

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Vash doesn't want to take care of Nai 24/7. He wants to have a little bit of freedom. Sometimes he leaves the house for hours. It drives Nai insane. So he does the perfectly rational thing of "falling" down the stairs and pretending to have a brain injury.

Vash is by his side constantly, holding his hand or reading out loud. Nai fucks around with him too, pretending he can't sit up or walk on his own, leaning against Vash every time he had to walk to the bathroom.

Vash gets slightly suspicious three weeks later when Nai still can't walk or eat on his own. By week 4, Vash knows and tells Nai to stop joking around. He says he has no idea why Vash is being so mean and he's doing his best to recover.

Miraculously, Nai begins to walk to the bathroom on his own, grumbling every time about how much it hurts. Soon, he's back to normal and Vash begins leaving the house again.

Maybe next time, Vash will fall victim to the stairs.

#kv #vk #plantcest #idk I wrote this at 12am #rambles #tw: weaponized incompetence #tw: emotional abuse #tw: implied physical abuse at the very end

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samijami · 10 months

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Whenever one bruise fades, my mum throws her phone at me very hard and bruises it right back a-fucking-gain on the same spot

I love life

#tw abuse #tw implied abuse #tw child abuse #tw child harm #tw childhood trauma #abuse mention #parental abuse #verbal abuse #emotional abuse #tw emotional abuse #abuse cw #fuck parents #neglectful parents #insane parents #fuck my parents #abusiveness #physical abuse #tw harm

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csaventing · 4 months

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I only just recently felt loving touches from my significant other, genuine touches.

My cousin, grabbed me from my shoulders and left bruises there along with my hips,

And feeling something other than a death grip on me was so different i nearly cried.

.

#survivor #tw csa implied #tw csa #csa vent #trauma vent #actually traumatized #trauma #tw csa mention #tw csa vent #tw abuse #tw physical abuse

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it-never-gets-better · 7 months

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NO ONE GETS IT. NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS LIVING IN THIS BODY.

#actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #sa vent #complex ptsd #sa awareness #actually ptsd #physical abuse #sa survivor #tw csa #csa implied

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absolute-flaming-trash · 2 years

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Hi love! First of I wanna congratulate you on your 600th followers! 🤍 I'm so happy for you and the fact that this blog is getting more and more love and attention it deserve. Keep thriving! 💜 As for the event, I would like to request Hisoka + prompt 4. “If you think I’ve forgotten about what you pulled, you’re sadly mistaken.” and 11. “Come now, you can beg better than that.” thank you! 😘

AAAHH thank you!! You're so sweet!!

Big sorry for the delay here, but I hope this was worth the wait 💛

Warnings: Implied past and future noncon, Dissociation, Beginnings of mindbreak, Implied physical abuse, Aftercare but if you squint. Not edited.

Word Count: 788

The air felt cold around you compared to the water.

Your legs were drawn up to your chest, cheek resting on your knee as water was rhythmically poured over your back.

This wasn’t the first time the two of you had gone through this process, but it never got any easier. The heat of the water was meant to soothe the ache in your muscles and the sting between your legs, but you didn’t really feel it. It was just kind of… there.

“Lay back, darling. ~♡”

You did as you were told, releasing the hold on your legs and leaning back against Hisoka’s chest, keeping your head bowed rather than resting it against his shoulder. The only time you flinched from his touch was when his fingers reached under your chin and tiled your head back so he could have access to your face.

The face-cloth felt uncomfortably hot, and you flinched again when he dragged it across your mascara-stained cheek for a second time.

“Behave, my dear.~♤”

You frowned, a small spark of your earlier defiance coming back in response to his patronizing tone. You weren’t a child, you were more than capable of cleaning yourself up.

Whether it was that same defiance or something else, you used that energy to look up at Hisoka’s face and give him a stare that a part of you hoped conveyed how you felt.

A few strands of his hair hung in his face, the tips of it a slightly darker red from the water clinging to it. His eyes were half lidded - his own eyeliner a little smudged, but nothing that made him look bad.

He smirked, dragging the cloth across your skin while maintaining eye contact. “Still have energy, do we? ~♡”

You held his gaze for a few more seconds before dropping it, trying to pretend he didn’t exist while the air of his chuckle tickled your neck.

“You make it tempting, darling ~♢.” He switched his attention to dragging the cloth from the crook of your neck along your shoulder - pressing a kiss to the softness of your skin.

His smirk widened when you shivered in response.

“Maybe when we’ve finished with our bath... ~♢”

The fact he couldn’t see your face in that moment was a blessing, because the fear that crossed it was more than telling.

He hummed, cloth long forgotten in his hand as he trailed the other along the side of your torso, lips pressed tenderly to your ear. “If you think I’ve forgotten about what you pulled, you’re sadly mistaken. ~♤”

You looked down to the hand that had moved to caress along your right arm, eying the prominent bite mark that stood out on the junction where his thumb met his palm.

While yes, he was one for more… eccentric partners, to say the least - and there were many times he enjoyed the fights and attitude you gave him - there was a new tone of fury that you saw flash through his eyes for the briefest of moments when he placed his thumb in your mouth while he had you on your knees only for you to immediately snap your jaw shut as tight as you could.

He liked the fighters, and even though he had composed himself instantly - using your little stunt as permission of his own to treat you harsher than usual - perhaps even someone like Hisoka wanted things to go smoothly every once in a while.

The irony would’ve made you laugh if the action didn’t aggravate the rib fractures.

The sensation of the cloth running against your skin unexpectedly made you jump, water sloshing around you, and you groaned when your body protested loudly at the sudden movement.

You froze when you heard him moan behind you.

“Don’t get me excited, darling, you know how much I love your noises. ~♢”

Oh, you knew.

He would do anything and everything to elicit any kind of reaction from you - whether it be a scream of pleasure, or a yelp of pain. There were no boundaries when it came to coaxing each and every little noise you had to offer from your lips until you were physically incapable of producing anything else.

But the begging is what he seemed to enjoy the most.

It didn’t matter what it was for, and half the time you didn’t know either, but his response was always the same.

“Come now, you can beg better than that. ~♢”

The memories made your lips quiver, and you felt yourself curling forward again.

“Ah, ah, come back here. ~♤”

He unwrapped your arms from your legs, intertwining your fingers with his and folding them against your chest. “I’m not done yet. ~♡”

#riri writes #600 followers event #Hisoka #Hisoka x Reader #HxH #Hisoka Morow #Hisoka Morow x Reader #Hunter x Hunter #tw yandere #tw implied noncon #tw implied past noncon #tw mindbreak #tw dissociation #tw implied physical abuse #good lord I haven't written for Hiso in a hot while #I REALLY hope this hits the mark #toliveardently

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mosspapi · 5 months

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Hhhhh while I was waiting for my prescription, a dad and his 3 kids came in to get flu shots and the one kid was Terrified. Like screaming crying running away the whole nine yards. And his family was NOT handling it correctly (kid got physically dragged into the room and eventually was grounded. For being scared). I know I'm not a parent but having been that kid before, I know how to handle it to make it easier on the kid but I felt like couldn't say anything because the dad was fucking Pissed and I was genuinely scared he would do smth to me if I tried to offer help/advice. Fuck dude. I tried to talk to the kid a little bit in between the first time they tried and the second but once his dad was back out any little bit of calming him down was Gone. Like he was obviously having a full panic attack. Fuck dude. I wish I could've done more for him, he deserves better than being called an embarrassment and a coward and a brat for having an obviously intense fear.

#you ever witness a situation that's so eerily similar to how you grew up it makes you physically ill?#like. so similar I'm having genuine flashbacks #probdbly delete later I don't like airing random ppls issues out like this lol but I needed to say smth #armchair speaks #tw implied abuse

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lentilandgreens · 2 months

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What do you mean pillows? Please, tell me it's not what I think it is, I knew they were horrible, but this is too much.

We got a pillow fight and she put one of those heat bags in hers

But that's all I really remember from it ...I think I passed out?

#rotumblr #pokeblogging #pokemon irl #tw: implied abuse #tw: physical abuse #mother may i arc #rotomblr

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idontwanttowakeuptomorrow · 3 months

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Anyone else, like, touch-starved but so accustomed to unkind physical touch that kind physical touch is a trigger

#tw for implied.... lots of things #tw implied SA/CSA #tw implied violence/physical abuse

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