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avalikesf19 · 9 days

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A Day at quadrant: LN4 (Part 2)

Author note: I don’t even know how to post anything on this and never wrote a fic but I hope this is good but I think it’s pretty shit and I haven’t finished it yet and if any writers want to use this idea you can for sure just @ me please oh and if you have feedback please let me know thanks xx

Also i tried to change my like writing style thing cause i feel like it was shit last time but yeah idk

Lando x quadrant fem reader

Blurb: reader is a member of quadrant, she games most of the time but also likes f1 along with her best friend Ria bish. She is friends with all members at quadrant and finds it a good laugh with all her mates, but maybe her view of someone in particular is more than a mate..

Warnings: sexualising, swearing, mention of a gun, leaked tape, sad distraught reader, friends to maybe lovers if I make it a series? Smut-ish? If I missed any let me know (I don’t know how to do warnings sorry x)

Well wasn't last week a fucking eventful week. You still cant stop thinking about Lando right next to you comforting you about what happened. You're starting to feel better about the whole issue and get some support from people online and all the other members of quadrant, but fuck that was just shit. You haven't been in any quadrant videos since, but you're in a better place now and probably need to start participating in them more.

Lando and ethan make the idea of quadrant meeting up at landos apartment and trying to train like him for a day. You aren't exactly looking foward to it but oh well, at least Ria is going. You text your gc back and tell them that you will do it too. Then, you get a message.

Lando: are you 100% sure ur okay to come back and film already? you dont have to if you dont want to.

Y/n: yep. I need to get in more videos and im feeling better anyways, thanks for asking.

Lando: all good

Well that was polite and unexpected of Lando to reach out, but whats more unexpected is for your panties to be soaked right now over 2 text messages. well fuck, oopsies.

That night all you can think of is Lando, it's a bit embarrassing to admit, but he was circling around your head like it was an f1 race. You decide to get your head out of it and call Ria to come over and have a chat, since she is your best friend after all. Shortly she pulls up to your apartment in Monaco, funning in bursting of excitement to see you.

"RIAAAAAAA!" you shout when you open the door for her. "Y/NNNN" she replied back. You give her a hug and make her a cup of coffee just how she likes it. You guys sit and chat about the f1 grand prix in Bahrain coming up, and how you hope Lando continues to have a good season with Oscar this year. "Did you see the chat about the new yt vid we doing" You ask Ria. "omg yes and they are bringing angry ginge in I heard" Ria replies back.

"STOP IT" you yell back laughing. You love ginge and his videos, who wouldn't? he's a very very funny bloke. "OMG i''m definitely coming tomorrow then to the recording are you kidding?".

Unfortunately time goes by when you're having fun, and Ria was the most fun, so she had to go a few hours later which felt like minutes. Besides you both need sleep for the youtube vid you're filming tmr at Lando's. You go to bed and try to sleep as much as you can, which didnt happen lol.

rise and shine love. It's already 6am and time to go to Lando's place to film. Normally you don't have to wakeup early as fuck but for the purpose of the video and "being Lando Norris" you had no choice. You get to his apartment after parking at the front and knock on the door, to which he opens. "hi y/n" he says nicely and gives you a hug. "So good to see you Lando, where is everyone?".

"first here mate" he says almost excitedly. "so what are we actually doing today like playing video games or some shit" you say. "haha your funny mate, we are lifting weights, eating what i eat, using the sim, and neck strengthening" he says laughing at you. "fuck r u taking the piss" you say laughing. "oh my days Landoooo do I look like an f1 driver" you also reply with. "well yeah thats the whole point of the video ya dumb fuck" he replied jokingly.

"hahaha get fucked lando nowins" you snap back. he laughs as you proceed to miss the chair you went to lean on making you flinch and stumble looking like an idiot. he is still laughing which makes you laugh too. "Lando norizz" u reply. "haha you think I have no rizz, funny" he replies egotistically. "yeah i do actually" you don't at all, in fact he hasn't even tried yet he has rizzed you up. "wanna bet?" he snaps out.

you don't have time to think before he pins you against the wall and just looks at you with those hot eyes of his. you can already feel your cheeks burning and your thong getting wet. "you say I have no rizz yet your cheeks are burning, and I bet those panties are more soaked than that porridge you tipped over the counter when you stumbled at my gaze, huh?" he grunts out.

what the fuck just happened, first how did he know and secondly did he just pin you against the wall. not the first time you want that to happen. you know what fuck it if we wants to be like that then he may as well be uncomfortable the whole video.

"how did you know about my tight, black lacy thong i'm wearing over my tight pussy hey? not your first time thinking about it aye?" you tease him, but whole walking over to him you see him looking uneasy.

why? because ginge was at the fucking door and heard that, and can see Lando's boner from a mile away. "well bonjour" ginge says laughing. "bonjour mate" lando says as he daps up ginge covering his boner and trying to ignore what just happened.

You already know this video is gonna be the longest set of your life..

sorry its a short one x

#lando norris #formula 1 #quadrant #ln4 #f1 fanfic #ln4 x reader #lando fic

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kanmom51 · 11 months

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Dear. Army

I went to bed last night thinking that we won't be getting anything substantial on 7/6 even though we had a calendar showing us this:

Only to wake up this morning to discover this was uploaded to Weverse at 10pm KST on 7.6.23 (and an hour later to YT).

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Where do I start?

By saying how amazing JM is, how much I love him and his voice and this song.

This man is an angel pure and simple.

What did I notice?

First of all the big ass miss out by releasing it at 10 pm KST and not 10:13 pm. All it took was a little more thought put into it. Just a little more.

Well, the next most obvious is of course the absence of a certain Jeon Jungkook in person, performing this song together with JM.

And why do I say in person?

Because even though every other single background sound and vocal was wiped from this performance, JK's background vocals, although subdued, were still there.

Do I admit that I am disappointed?

Fuck yeah.

I'm not only disappointed, I'm actually furious. Not at JM. Not at JK. But at the friggin company that isn't allowing those two to be in one frame, and has been doing this for months now.

And if you pipe up and say: "well that's not true, we've seen them in content together", stop for one second and think about what you are saying, what content that was. Ot7 content (no choice they are all there - and when they were, thinking of the last BTB JM was as loud as fuck, can't help but wonder why - or not) and JM's dance practice BTB, in which we got to see less than a minute of JK at JM's SMF pt. 2 practice. And about that one: first of all, we probably wouldn't have gotten to see that one if not for JM and JK's interaction in JM's live mentioning JK came to see him practicing, and second of all, go have a lookie what was shown to us in that BTB (we don't even get to see JK arriving to the practice - perhaps not to show us not JM's reaction to him arriving nor just how long he stayed there) and compare it to the Like crazy MV BTB and Jhope visiting JM.

And I'm sure I said this before, how stupid this all is, when it's as clear as day (well, thank god for JK and his rebellious streak) that these two are as close as can be. Couple or not. So wtf is the company so scared of? At this point, with everything that JK has been doing in the past few months (and it's not only JK, JM is part of it too of course, but admittedly JK is just not giving a fuck anymore, while JM is doing what he can within his own respectful and very intelligent way) it's bloody ridiculous not having them in content together.

You may think I'm over reacting here, but this is a long time coming, this angry rant of mine. And this here, as expected as it was, it pushed me over the line.

Like I said, It's not like I didn't see this coming. I knew in my heart that they will do this. Try to nullify Letter's importance to JM and JK. Whitewash it as a song for army. But somewhere, somehow, I still had some hope. Well, that one was a bust. And I guess knowing it's coming doesn't change that ache in the gut once it actually does come.

I ask myself, would it have been too obvious in their books? JM and JK singing this together? But why? If it's an innocent letter to army? A token of JM's love for army?

I guess we all know the answer to that.

So, then I am sitting here and thinking about what I said about JM.

How intelligent he is. How he does things within the 'allowed' limitations but still gets the message through.

He did it with the song's name for starters. It's not "Dear Army", which would make it addressed to army, it's "Dear. Army". By adding the period between the Dear and the Army, you literally have him addressing 2: Dear (which we know exactly who that is) and Army.

We have said this over and over again. This song is a song for JK disguised as a song for army. Dear does come first out of the two after all, lol. No, but this is just how things have to be, as long as they remain closeted, and that is totally understandable. This is how JM is telling us all what his feelings are for JK. He's telling JK and us. I know that there are those who believe that the song is talking to us in some parts and to JK in others. I'm not one of them. I believe this whole song (and the original lyrics say it all in my opinion) is addressed to JK. He is Dear. He is the one the Letter was written to. But in saying that, it was given as a gift to us. JM is allowing us to see what they mean to each other. And a gift that certainly is.

I also think about the fact that JM in this performance stripped the song down. No wave sounds. No harmonica. None of his own background vocals. The guitar, it's not him playing (unlike in the actual recorded song). All making it a little less personal perhaps (while singing it to army for Festa). But then, he made sure to leave one thing, and that's JK's background vocals, as soft as they may be, they are still there.

2 things I get from that (and yes, this is art and it's open to interpretation):

First of all, he's stripped the song of it's intimate setting (settings that were him and JK and what was between them).

Second of all, he left JK's vocals in but softer. JK isn't there with him, but JM is still telling us that JK is an inseparable part of this song. That the song can still exist without the waves and the harmonica and his own background vocals, but not without JK. JM even goes quiet at one point during that verse so we can hear JK's vocals clearer.

Maybe that's me being over melodramatic here, but that's what I feel at the moment.

Did you notice how JM doesn't look once at the camera, at us, while singing the song? Not once. The first and only time he looks at the camera, at us, and smiles, is when the song ends.

You know why?

Cause the man, he ain't singing that song to us. He's singing it for us to hear, but we aren't the recipients.

Oh, and did you see the smile on his face once he starts the verse with "baby", yes, that same verse where JK joins in?

I'm sorry, but you can even hear the smile in his voice as he's singing "baby"...

I apologize that this post isn't all filled with joy and gratitude that we got to see JM performing Letter (Dear. Army). But I have always been honest with you guys, and that is not going to change.

Don't get me wrong. I'm over the moon that we got to hear JM sing this live.

But I'm also sad.

I'm sad because I know how important this song is to both JM and JK. I know that JK would have joined JM in a heartbeat if only given a chance to, or more so, if allowed to. There is no way under the sun that JK was given the chance and declined. NO WAY. So there you have it.

#Jimin #JM #JM Letter #JM Dear.Army #Jungkook #JK #Jikook #Kookmin #Minkook

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skelliko · 2 months

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Yoo could u do this? If u want to ofc🫡 kazutora x fem reader who's apart of walhalla (kind of like from the last thing u wrote) but she's more quiet and keeps to herself. But when she IS talking w the others she has like the older sister type attitude. Passive, speaks with sarcasm and can grill someone with a single sentence.

So the scenario I have in mind was they first met in like a 'kiyoko and Tanaka' type way from haikyuu? If u don't know it's on yt ^^. Sorry if the request is long😭 if u don't want to do this then it's fine!! And sorry since this is like, the second thing u wrote ab the reader being in Walhalla,

a/n: don't worry about it, I wouldn't consider it to be the same thing since I've made plenty of differences between the two. I went with what you requested but sorry if some things aren't how you pictured/ wanted half way through ♡

Kazutora hanemiya |°- first meet + hard to get

kazutora having the number 3 as a title means some sort of recognition and responsibility, but half the time he's just there yk. chilling by a wall and waiting for time to gradually get a move on, got things to do but can't exactly do them now, there's always some sort of waiting game but a game that always makes everyone yawn.

bored and tired out of his mind with only a few thoughts to keep his mind busy to avoid getting agitated. all moments before feeling a small gush of air from his left side like someone has rushed to get here. it was hard to ignore what you see at the corner of your eye so just out of instinct he turned his head slightly to eye in that very direction to see who had just came in.

his whole thought process staged, his mind instantly paused, eyes wide open, and his breath on hold. the gush of air that he felt before now holds some emotions, immediately thinking that the air is probably the closest he'll ever come contact with you physically.

'shes beautiful...'

the question of 'what is a girl doing in walhalla?' didn't even come across him, instead it was how beautiful you are. he was captivated and wanted to say something, anything to you but when he opened his mouth to speak it was then that you looked over at him feeling his eyes on you which caused his sole to evaporate leaving him standing like a deer at headlights.

"I- uh..." kazutora hanemiya, all shy and nervous. it certainly was a sight to see considering that a few guys part of the gang were hiding their smiles and muffling their laughter seeing him in this state. if kazutora saw them laughing they'd definitely lose a few front teeth, that way they'll never end up smiling.

he was mainly nervous because no one has ever made his heart beat faster than an adrenaline rush, so this whole feeling was new and unusual.

though just after you moved your eyes away from him he swallowed down his salvia and finally spoke up making your attention back onto him "you're pretty" he thought a lot but at the same time he didn't.

a faint smile curled up on your lips after hearing his words "thank you" any compliment is nice to have but was this him making moves on you? a random guy to stare at you and call you pretty is honestly quite flattering but there's no need to be seen easy especially being around with so many other guys, don't need them thinking they can do the same.

over time after that small encounter, kazutora managed to learn a few things about you from other people, not a whole lot but enough for him to understand why you're here. your cousin is somewhere within walhalla and it wasn't hard to spot him due to kazu admiring you from afar and seeing who you talk to. not in a stalker way but just out of curiosity.

however before, you'd repeatedly and casually hang around the hideout with your cousin, most of the time outside of the building but after sometime someone ended up welcoming you in, Hanma actually, your interaction with him wasn't exactly sturdy in the beginning but because of that it made him want you to join even more. when your around you seem get people's attention in a sense of making them feel calm, precisely like an older sister. one that most probably wished to have but dont.

your quite closed off despite having a fair bit of attention, but that doesn't mean you take advantage of that nor do you actually stay quiet. if someone were to come up to you and strike a conversation you'll happily respond. passive with almost anyone which makes you to be fairly approachable and comfortable to be around with. making sarcastic comments here and there without thinking which then results in some people to return the attitude, but in the end it creates something to find joy in. it's like you can make friends instantly here without trying.

but despite that you still manage to hold up a small barrier. if anyone even remotely annoys you or tries to get a bad reaction out of you they'll get the reaction, but it'll be them that will shuffle over to hide by a corner and have a bleeding wound from the words you're able to inflict on them, your a natural at it and you don't even need to raise your voice to get your point across. some guy was being sexist towards you and that was the last time he ever dared to look at you. which is exactly what everyone around likes about you. kazutora especially.

when you're quiet kazu admires, when you speak he listens. he loves your mental strength and it's certainly something that everyone needs to be taught.

but an older sister always hides her true intentions, just gotta look out for a pattern and soon enough you'll be able to hold her heart like no one else can just because you were able to understand her. sometimes being the oldest always means to end up in some sort of battle, majority of the time it's emotional but keeping too much inside can cause the jar to explode making the shards to hit those who you don't mean to hurt.

sure she's not actually a sister of anyone in Walhalla, but in order for her to feel welcomed they ended up acting like she was one. some even ended up calling her 'big sis'. and so she adopted that sweet role. though only to those who are constantly at the hideout and participate in conversation, essentially only to those that like her.

the first few days after noticing your presence in walhalla he always went stiff in the shoulders, afraid to do something stupid that will make you hide away from him. even when getting caught staring at you he always tried to play it off by looking behind you or simply look away and pretend nothing happened.

but after another few set of days, he grew comfortable. maybe a little too comfortable because now whenever you catch him staring he just holds a smile and keeps looking at you with no shame until he chooses to look away and pretend to carry on with whatever he was doing before, even though he wasn't doing anything before.

he'd join some of your conversations and even tried to get a little close to your cousin, though the two dont exactly kick off very well so he gave that up almost instantly, he didn't want to argue with him and lose his chance with you. normally he wouldn't do that for anyone so It was even a bit of a shocker for kazu himself when half way through he realised 'wait tf am I doing?' and it certainly didn't go under looked by certain other members.

do you know about his interest in you? probably, maybe... definitely. if others can see it then you do too, you're not dumb like that plus others pointed it out for you under hushed voices. just one chance wouldn't hurt, but only if he actually comes forwards to it first. you attract, not chace.

"surprised that you managed to get so many warm up to you so quickly"

you jumped a little upon hearing a voice right over your shoulder but without turning around you instantly recognised who that voice belongs to. kazutora.

"that's a good thing right?" now meeting his eyes but also taking a step backwards, he sure knows how to invade personal space.

"of course it is, though you've made my guys sappy, I'm afraid they'll go weak" he wasn't fully serious... maybe just a little but he held a teasing tone and his whole self seemed completely different compared to when you both first interacted. from being stunned and staggering to now going with the flow and flourishing. he wasn't always gonna stay shy.

"oh is that so? well I'm sure you'll be able to carry everyone out since I presume you haven't" the same little smile from when they met began to curl her lips. there's no way that anyone can say that kazu hasn't become somewhat soft when it comes down to y/n, and here he is trying be different compared to other guys.

"didn't know you had that much confidence in me" matching your energy. he's aware of what you're hinting at but currently talking with you, one on one, is making him not give a damn. you've talked before but they were always around others. all he wants in this moment is you and if it means to be called sappy then sure.

"nah not really, just expectations" ouch

it was all build up so that kazutora can get comfortable and ask the one question that he had stored in his mind.

"so I was thinking, what if we were to go out? just us two"

"what if?" she repeated, purposely focusing on those two words to catch and test him out, make him say it properly.

"well you know what I mean"

"I'm afraid I don't"

she's getting to him, you could tell from the way he looked off to the side and rubbed the back of his neck with his hand, can't tell if he's annoyed or if the nervousness is finally catching up to him, confidence always has a limit especially when you're up against someone with a smart mouth. "do you want to hang out?... just us two" there it is.

"hmm, depends what we'd do"

"we can do anything that you like"

it sure wasn't gonna be easy for him, heck no. have a little play around and if he really did want to take you out then he was gonna have to try harder than that and earn it. you have standards and don't go for the first person.

the first time you rejected his offer he thought you were kidding and trying to joke around but when you repeated your answer only then did he walk away from you. but after a few days of exchanging eye contact with each other he seemed to finally be caught on with what you were doing. playing hard to get, a bit infuriating but considering the way how kazu had asked and how most seem be fond of you there would be no reason not to play like that.

the second time he casually put an arm over your shoulders and acted it out like you two were good friends, and this time when he asked he did it right the first time, but even then you still declined.

you're making it hard for him, got him stressing, and turning. someone give this boy some help because currently it seems unhealthy for him to feel like this. just something about you got him latched on and it's only self respect thats keeping him away from begging.

though it doesn't mean that some progress hasn't been made between you two throughout the time. cause then he wouldn't have asked the third time.

third time's the charm right? it's what everyone says and half the time it's not all that true, but for some it is. so when kazutora finally asked you out again and heard your accepting words it was like a lock finally opening after finding the right key. satisfaction and pride.

♡----

#tokyo revengers #kazutora hanemiya #kazutora #kazutora x reader #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers kazutora #tokyo rev x reader #kazutora fluff #tokyo revengers fluff #may have rushed it a lil near the end

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victoriacoffee · 2 months

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Hey guys! Uh I felt like I should say something about the fandom

// mentions of self harm, suicidal ideation

This is gonna be long, sorry!

Heyyyy, sorry I've been so uhhh hardly active online...I've been trying to come back to posting online and stuff just idk it's been a pretty rough several months and every time I think my motivation is back enough it disappears. I'm currently tryna work things out in therapy as a result of how bad certain things have gotten in the last few months, I'm not gonna say what it was but based on my writing with a lot of focus on self harm and suicidal ideation, you can probably guess.

At this point I think I'm about to just not even bother logging into twitter anymore and pretty much use this and ao3 and pinterest and stuff (maybe occasionally instagram idk tho that place kinda sucks). It would probably help me be more active on here tbh since yall seem not really do a lot of the things that make my mh worst XD

Alright, anyway I'm currently editing a few different fics I've been working on for a while, several of them decided to be in the 50-100 page on google docs range whether I liked it or not, so that and my current disasterous working situation is why it's taking a ridiculous amount of time. If I had a functional posting schedule, ig I wouldn't be an ao3 user. I was gonna include a statement in one of them about this, but I decided this needed to be said here first

So I don't think I plan on leaving the dsmp fandom no matter what happens at this point. The average length of interest in a fandom is like what 10 years? Idk I heard that from some yt. If so, I'm approaching the halfway mark with the dsmp, which is insane to think about, and I don't plan on jumping off that train any time soon. The stories were intriguing and the cc's and their characters and music and stuff have gotten me through the lowest points of my life, so it's very hard to forget that.

Even if the cc's turn out to not be great, I still have their characters, and I'm not willing to give up this coping mechanism just yet because I feel like not having one when everything else in my life seems to be going to shit wouldn't be that great

I see it like if you liked a character in a movie and the actor that played them turned out to be bad, would you still like the character? I would.

cc!Wilbur turned out to be a shitty person. His song about being a wanker and a fucking waste of time was in fact spot on. Fuck that guy. I'm done with his stuff but I'm still gonna write his character

There are a lot of things erupting on twitter right now, I'm not sure what's going on and I do Not have the mental fortitude to find out at this point. I can't say I believe everything because after the Dream situation last fall...I'm just holding off my judgement for now. I'll probably go looking once the dust starts to settle but right now it's all a huge mess and everything is up in the air

I can't guarantee anything at this point, but I will most likely continue to write c! stagedduo and most likely draw and crochet them. I do not have another coping mechanism and the brainrot over the story of the dsmp will likely not go away

Uhhh really sorry I keep falling off the face of the earth, but I think I'm back now. I don't know what the future holds, but this is probably gonna become about the only social media i use now and I think i might just make an alt account or something for my other art so i can stop posting on instagram all together hopefully. Everytime i open that app it makes me more sad and then I never get around to opening this

Due to the severity of what I mentioned earlier, I'm just going to say that I'm not feeling like *that* right now, I feel like I'm actually very gradually starting to get out of the not great mental state I've been in for basically since high school, but I'm not gonna let twitter and the potential of social media harassment fuck that up, so from now on y'all are gonna be like 90% of my social media interactions most likely and I'm not gonna let whatever the hell twitter does in the next few weeks take my favorite characters from me.

I love c!Dream and c!Punz. Their dynamic is excellent be it drunz or stageduo. I'm gonna keep writing them.

They look like the cc's but they still very much exist separately of them (irl Dream isn't getting tortured by irl Quackity and Sam or anything lol).

So whatever ends up happening, imma be here most likely. So for those of you who'd like to join me, hey! For those of you who can't take it anymore, I understand.

Oh and for those of you who've been drawing/writing/whatever any cc's who are currently accused or exposed or anything, I encourage you not to delete or destroy your work, you worked hard on it! If you don't wanna look at it rn, put it away for now. If it's character based especially! Don't let the actions of others or the vitriol of twitter take away your favorite characters!

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modgirlyreposts-revamped · 3 months

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Even if by some miracle the humans did manage to escape the circus, an' get back to their world in one piece, they'd still be royally fucked since there's no way in hell Caine wouldn't notice, an' I feel like that would be his breaking point

Idk if any of y'all have seen anything in "The Oracle Project" series by vintage 8 on YT, but if you have then I think you know where I'm goin' with this-

If the humans were to break out of the program then Caine would definitely follow them in any way he could, an' completely break the game, the only thing keeping him contained, in the process.

The vid in The Oracle Project that got to me the most is definitely the one where a person is forced into a deadly game of would you rather, only for at the end it to be revealed that everything that happened was simply a simulation created by Oracle, the player included. There Oracle was simply testin' one of the first sentient humans it created cuz it wants to fulfill its purpose which is to help humanity in any way it can.

If an AI like Caine were to get out, then chances are he'd be way more dangerous than he initially was probably, since now he's sentient an' obsessed wit' a select few humans that he's decided are his.

He'd definitely pull some psychological fuckery like Oracle did during its test to drive the humans back to him, but could potentially be way more dangerous an' fucked up than Oracle was since Oracle wants to help humanity as a whole, while Caine probably wouldn't give a fuck about the rest of humanity if they are what he believes is keepin' him from being wit' his partners

#the amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc au #tadc caine #tadc digital adagio #tadc digital adagio yandere!caine au #yandere #the oracle project #text post #txt #txt post #modgirly txt

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justthornsnorose · 23 days

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5,7,8,9,10,11,23,27,28,29,30,31,35,36,37,41,45,49,50,52,53,60,62,63,67,73,76,77,79,83,84,96,97,99.

Also RED.

5. What’s the best orgasm you’ve had in the past few months? Hm, one where I was realllly good about not touching myself while I watched some things on tumblr, etc. When I couldn't stand it anymore, I used my favorite toys to fuck myself as hard as I could.

7. What’s the soonest after meeting someone that you’ve slept with them? Same day--it was a hookup.

8.What position or angle or specific technique never fails to make you cum? I loooooove doggy but basically I'm hard to make cum. No one else has ever been able to reliably do it. :/ Using the rose toy and getting fucked at the same time is what works for me.

9. When was the last time you watched porn? Last night. >///>

10. What is the hottest thing someone has ever done with you in bed? Hmm, beyond just being sweet? (I'm a sucker for kindness.) Manhandled me and fucked me like the lil bitch that I am. :3 11. Do you prefer tongue or fingers? Fingers because I can't get out of my head lol.

23. Have you ever watched people having sex? Not like in person, no. (I'm assuming porn does not count here)

27.When was the last time you had sex? Hooked up with someone who was way too proud of being a YT streamer. They wanted to be fwb but once was enough for me lol. A few months ago? It's been a while T_T

28.Have you ever masturbated to any of your friends? Do you think any of your friends have ever masturbated to you? Yes and yes.

29. Describe a typical masturbation session. I scroll on tumblr and keep my hands OFF myself until I'm squirming, and when I need more I switch to porn. I start with a clit toy and move on to a dildo once I'm aching for it, and then I use both until I've cum or can't take any more.

30. How do you feel about threesomes? Have you ever had one, and if not, would you ever have one? They're hot in theory, but I'm not sure I've ever had the confidence. I wouldn't want to lose my person... but I've definitely considered & fantasized about it. So, maybe with the right people. 31. What’s something that turns you on, but you’re a bit embarrassed by? UGH lol ummmmm. Fucking myself while someone watches. 35. Which one of your holes do you most want to be filled right now? Cunt and/or mouth please.

36. Are you loud or quiet when you masturbate? Well, I'm vocal when no one is around, but I'm usually quietly whiny when I have to be. That, or I'm burying my face in the pillow to muffle what I can't hide.

37. Do you own any toys? What’s your favourite? Yes, and my "demon" and "rose" toys.

41. Do you like being called a slut or whore in bed? Only when someone calls me THEIR slut/whore, and I know they don't really mean it as like.. a bad thing? Idk. It can be hot but it can also trigger me if it's said/meant a certain way.

45. What’s the kinkiest thing you’ve ever asked someone to do while sexting? Oh jeez. I don't know, probably cnc stuff.

49. What’s a sex act you think is overrated? What’s a sex act you think is underrated? Overrated-eating me out? I've just never really been able to get past the embarrassment of it. Underrated-doggy and choking and blowjobs all need more credit.

50. When did you last have an orgasm? How did it happen? Last time I was HORNY DUHH. Lol. The other day, and I pleased myself. :*

52. How often do you masturbate? When I lived on my own it was a lotttttt, but sometimes I go through phases where I don't much at all. Depends if I'm taken or not, too. Or if someone's been teasing me.

53. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve masturbated? Oh boy. Mmm, in the middle of the woods lol.

60. Have you tasted yourself? If so what did you think?

Only off someone else’s hand. Not really much of a taste.

62. How long do you masturbate before you cum?

Usually about 45 min - an hr.

63. What’s the weirdest category you have ever searched for?

Furry LOL.

67. If you had 5 minutes to get yourself with porn right now, what would you type in the search bar? Throat fucking or overwatch. ;P

73. Would you do a cum walk? Idk what that is tbh.

76.Have you ever worn lingerie? Let's be clear I LOVE that shit. 77. If you could fuck anyone at all right now, who would it be? Do you know them in real life? Do they know you like them? Well.. ANYONE? Lol.. They know I like them, but they have someone :(

79. What’s the last object you put into your own body for sexual reasons? Dildo.

83. What’s your dirtiest secret? Honestly I'm not sure.

83.What’s the most embarrassing porn you like to watch? Probably cnc stuff, or free use.. or idk lol.

86. What’s the kinkiest thing you’ve ever asked someone to do in real life? I asked someone to choke me once and they knocked me out lol... they also used to leave bruises... they did not know their own strength..

97. What was your most shame-filled orgasm? Why? I was on skype masturbating while they watched. And because it's embarassing!! Idk, I was taught to never be online/on film etc so it was really embarassing lol.

99. Admit something sexual that you’ve never told anyone else before. Hm, I've definitely fantasized about being used*/fucking more than one person at a time. *i mean used in like.. a nontriggering way lol

@the-blue-rose-of-the-sea

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what i'm listening to 4/5/2023 (song notes under cut!)

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Laura Les - Haunted: haunted. by laura les.

100 gecs - Dumbest Girl Alive: yeah there's gonna be a fair few new gecs tracks in here. dumbest girl alive is my favorite from 10k, i can't even express how much it just hits every time. i love the riff, i love the lyrics, i love the music video, i love the production, love it love it love it. i also included a minecraft parody i found when searching the video on youtube, you're welcome

Black Flag - Revenge: i've been trying to rediscover my love for some of my favorite hardcore genres, so i took it all the way back to the early days and reconnected with one of my favorite bands. i encountered this song in high school when trying to find clean black flag songs that i could put in a piece i was writing about the history of metal (which the band is not, but hardcore is significant in the history of the genre anyway). it's a great thrash-and-basher and apparently has not been in my playlist until now, which i was unaware of lol

The Beatles - Strawberry Fields Forever: once again i must admit to listening to the beetles.... alas. look it's a really good song, the lead-in to the chorus is fucking amazing, the instrumentation is really interesting and unique, it just washes over you like waves of sound. plus it's goofy as hell

Jaga Jazzist - I Could Have Killed Him In The Sauna: from the INSTANT i heard the intro of this track i was like ohhh that's going in the next WILT. i don't have a ton to say about it, just listen. it's good sounds to chew on. shoutout io

100 gecs - Billy Knows Jamie: i freaked the fuck out when i heard this track, no joke. which is funny, because i'm pretty certain they played this when i saw them last fall, but i didn't have any frame of reference at the time for whether it would sound the same on the record. i just kept thinking "they did this for ME. SPECIFICALLY" because like hello??? i'm the nu metal gecs fan!!! that's like my whole thing!!!! and this literally sounds like limp bizkit half the time!!!!! i honestly kind of wouldn't mind if the breakdown at the end had been a little more restrained, just to preserve the feeling that it's 1999 all over again, but whatever. it cums. it's also about violence and killing, so i even get a little bit of like juggalo vibes almost

Fiona Apple - To Your Love: this song sounds so sexyyyy like maybe this is out of pocket but when this came on shuffle on a singer-songwriter playlist i was browsing i literally stopped what i was doing and was just like 😳😳😳 it's insane. and like when her voice gets all growly at one point later in the track... anyway haha

Marnie Stern - Prime: found via that coolass video i reblogged a while back oh god let's see if i can find that. holy shit i can't believe that worked. i don't know anything about marnie stern but i should listen to more because prime knocked the wind out of me it's good

100 gecs - The Most Wanted Person In The United States: last gecs track... and it's more rap rock!!! kind of. did you guys catch that cypress hill sample? i sure did!!!! love itttt. plus there's more killing it's so awesome. i've already said most of this stuff to violet (hi violet) but for real i think "got anthony kiedis suckin on my penis" is one of the all-time greatest bars and i'm not joking

DJ Lycox - BILLIE JEAN (DIOR): a lot of music from people on here this month! one of my mutuals (who probably won't read this but if you do. hi :3) posted this track and i really love the original pop smoke song so i was like right what's all this then. it's good. that's what it is then

Bruce Springsteen - Born to Run: i was reading this article about bruce springsteen being a sort of icon for butch womanhood and that had me like wow i am feeling emotions right now. and so i went and listened to some springsteen and you know what he rocks. there's something so desperate and heartbreaking about his songwriting, it hits me in a real way. and i've never even been to new jersey

Ada Rook - 920LONDON: new rook album ooh yeah babey. not my fav record she's ever done but still really fucking good. this song kind of reminds me of everlong, which like. girl who's only ever listened to everlong by the foo fighters listening to her second song: getting a lot of everlong by the foo fighters vibes from this. but still it's about holding each other close and making the most of what we have in our rapidly passing time, plus the riffs are kind of similar in ways that i don't feel like fudging musical terminology to try and describe

Sarah Vaughan - Lullaby Of Birdland: cool jazz can be kind of whatever but y'know i'm a vocals girlie and sarah vaughan honestly probably deserves to be listed up there with the greats. her vocal control is insane, and the way she just drifts from her higher register to the lower and back again is hypnotic. good fucking song plus shows props to charlie parker

May Leitz - gODKILLER: another from tumblr, thanks to user bigbaywindow for directing me towards may leitz ^_^ i have been rocking with several of her songs but this was the first one i listened to and it's really good, the lyrics hit me in a certain way as well that some of you might guess. also while putting together the youtube playlist i discovered that may makes youtube videos including one that i've seen floating around my recommended page a couple of times?? so i guess i'll have to see what's goin on over there

The International Sweethearts Of Rhythm - Vi Vigor: am i like. crazy. i would have SWORN that i put this in a previous WILT but i can find no evidence of that being true. in any case this is a cool kinda bebop-inspired jazz piece by an all-woman jazz ensemble who i wanna listen to more of. there's some really great sax work on here especially, so if you're into that def check this one out

Girls Rituals - Hole/The Used: okay funny story on this one. this was the first song i ever heard from any of devi's projects, it was before i even really knew who black dresses was. this song appeared in my release radar and i was like "who the fuck is this" and i'm convinced it only happened because the title is the names of two bands which i WAS already listening to at the time. and i listened to the song and said "this is really bad, and i don't understand why anyone would listen to this." and then i mostly forgor about it. skip forward to recently - i am obviously a big fan of devi's work and plenty of other projects adjacent to this. i get a big new batch of songs in my playlist (hello again to violet shoutout violet) and this song is in here. i listen to it. it's good :) take that, me from two years ago

The Buggles - The Plastic Age: the mandatory Todd Find™ for this month. i was watching the one hit wonderland episode on these guys and honestly didn't pay attention too closely bc i was busy but this song stuck. you guys know i'm all about that campy futurey cyberpunk-adjacent shit. it would be a stretch to say this fully gets there but it's still a fun song either way

Cage The Elephant - Cigarette Daydreams: lame song honestly but the chorus is super catchy plus there's a story. when i was working my old job there was a supervisor i liked a lot who played a wide range of tunes on shift. sometimes it was chill instrumental stuff, sometimes it was metalcore, and sometimes it was like this sort of radio alternative shit. this song specifically would play a lot, as you can imagine, and at the time it annoyed me, especially because of how catchy it is, it would make me think of work. but now both that supervisor and i have left, and so now it just reminds me of vibing with them and making the most of being on the clock. a cigarette daydream indeed

Jason Segel & Walter - Man Or Muppet: i don't know, man. i've had this song stuck in my head since i was eight years old and one day i randomly thought "i wonder if that's on streaming" and it is

#yippee!!#i've been looking forward to this sooo much. god i love doing these #*char noises*#talking pop

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🤡✍🎢❌🏆📈🤗

that's alot but- y'know

Yeah Ik bitch <3

1.What’s a line, scene, or exchange you’ve written that made you laugh?

uuuh, there are quite a few, I will say, one in particular though?

It'd probably have to be the interactions between Dazai and Mael, I'm not gonna lie. My boi fuels the urge to diss the hell out of Dazai in the most creative ways, it's wonderful. This one in particular is between Chuuya and Mael talking about Dazai.

' “Oh my God, he never does that.” Chuuya hummed, more astonished than he thought he’d ever feel. “He doesn’t?” Mael asked. “Nah, he usually stays the night.”

“Hmm…” Chuuya placed a hand over Mael’s head, who took to placing his chin against his shoulder, comfortably caging the brunette’s head. “Good riddance, then.”

“You know he’ll come back, right Mael?”

“...”

“I literally can’t get rid of that man, no matter how much I try.”

“...He better get utterly fucked by an Ostrich before then-”

“Oh my God??? Language, you vile piece of shit.”

“Heh.” '

2.Do you have a beta reader?

Yup! My sis @djbeatz

That, and we tend to beta read my oneshots simultaneously and side by side, and that only causes either a lot of chaos, or a lot of thoughtful conversations between each other. Either or tbh.

3.Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?

Literally any crack related fics, but if we're going BSD specifically? Liquor Store Blues, that one is just chaos incarnate-

4.What’s a trope you will never write?

Yandere x anything

I just don't vibe with the yandere concept, tbh. No hate, I'm just real unsettled, and even if I did, I wouldn't write any characters who would even fit such a role, so that's just a no-go for me XD

5.What’s your most popular fic?

Good question, if we're talking about comparing all the fandoms I've written for, three so far, it'd be one of my Undertale fics, which I now wish I did better, called Songs of Grief.

I kinda hate it now, tho. The writing was terrible, pacing wasn't good at all, fuck it all XD.

6.How many fics do you have?

Uh-apparently 43....Jesus-

7.What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

Ooooh, that's a bit tough. For me personally though??

Learn from experienced authors I guess. I like to go on YT and look up many aspects about writing as a whole to keep in mind for the future, especially from authors and writers who have been doing it for years. Things such as pacing, good and bad tropes, how to write certain scenes, how to appeal to the audience.

That, and I emphasize on the pacing part. Pacing in a story is really damn important to me, both as a fic writer and reader. I want to see a story that flows smoothly with the genre it works with. Like if you want slow burn, depending on how slow, make it take LONG, make your readers really wait for that one sweet, satisfying moment they've all been waiting for, then keep that grip on them and make them wonder, what's going to happen next? But again, don't take too long, your readers might become uninterested half-way through if it's too slow and just leave.

Or if you want a fast-paced story, quick and enjoyable all the same. Don't be so fast that it feels like your skipping major developments to get to the next scene, that's just choppy and completely turns off the reader's desire to keep reading, because then it feels inexperienced, amateur, not worth their time. You want it fast, not too fast, but still.

That's pretty much what I think at least XD. My advice ain't obsolete, so don't take it as universal! Just one option of the many out there!

#DJC Rambles #ask game!

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missbrunettebarbie-writer · 2 years

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Ship Song Inspiration

Rules: tag the song you associate most with your ship

Thank you @starry-sky-stuff for the tag 🥰

Nefele/Rafael - Only Love Can Hurt Like This

I have several songs for them -most of which I forgot bc I haven't saved them anywhere LOL- but I just stumbled about this performance on YT and it's perfect for them, especially since it can work from both their POVs.

Mira/Al - Torna A Casa

What can I say, I mostly listened to Italian music lately in order to try and learn a bit more of the language and there are a lot of great songs out there. But this one just hits me hard and I find it very well-suited for Mira and Al, although for spoiler-y reasons xDD

Now, my newest ship consists of 4 people, so fiding a song to fit all of them proved...impossible so far 😂 Instead, I decided to give each dynamic a song.

Idalia/Ovi - Paper Rings

Not a 1:1 fit with the lyrics, but the sound is perfect for them. I also get the vibe of the love story as being between two people that have a lot in common, you just wouldn't know that by simply looking at them. The lines "I like shiny things/ But I'd marry you with paper rings" fit Idalia/everyone, really, but since I have better songs for the other Idalia dynamics, this went here by default.

Idalia/Cesare - Viceversa

Remember what I said about Italian music? Yeah, well, I think Idalia and Cesare's relationship might actually have been inspired by this very song, I just didn't realize it until now. Anyway, 100% perfect for them even if they aren't always as tooth-rottingly sweet as this song implies. But they are one of the sweetest couples I wrote, probably because they are the only childhood friends to lovers I have. And I think it's telling that I can only write this kind of dynamic as part of a polyamory :))

Idalia/Selina - Boyfriend

This entire song sums up exactly what was going through Selina's head the first time she saw Idalia together with Cesare. How could I not put it here?! 🤣🤣🤣

Selina/Cesare - Dall'alba al tramonto

Considering both Selina and Cesare have deep trust issues -of which they aren't really aware of- this song is perfect for them. There are also a couple other lyrics that totally fit, but for spoiler-y reasons.

Ovi/Cesare - Bad Habits

Probably my least developed dynaimc (there is no woman involved, so...) which made choosing a song for them super hard. However Bad Habits gives me the vibe of "spy falls in love with the mark" which is kinda how Ovi met the rest of the band. And I do think Cesare was the first one with whom he ~crossed the line into unprofessional teritory hehe.

Selina/Ovi - If You Love Me For Me

A part of me wanted to search for something else, but I don't think I can find a song that showcases Selina's POV better than this one. Surprisingly, out of the entire group, Selina/Ovi are def the most unlikely pair for a list of reasons and falling for each other took both of them by surprise. Also, again, considering the circumstances they met under -read above- this adds an air of irony I adore xDD

I am not really gonna tag anyone bc idk who wants to do this, so if you see this, consider yourself tagged 😂

#tag game #my thoughts #this was suuuper fun

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You're definitely right about me being absolutely unsupervised as kid on the internet 💀 bro I was THERE when wretched Scary maze and 2girls1cup thing was making it's rounds oof, 'twas a wild childhood. I vividly remember getting a JTK jumpscare thrown at me in the YT comment section at some point :,) but honestly... the Proxies man,,, core memory unlocked, I read so many creepypasta mansion x reader's on quotev it ain't even funny. THE QUIZZES TOO OMFG.

On another note, it's interesting how nowadays the JTK origin story creepypasta is universally agreed upon to be rlly bad and they talk about how it had bad grammar. The thing is, when I was at the very beginning of my CP phase, I didn't know shit about English, the only thing I had at hand were the translations of the most famous Pasta's and the translators rlly didn't fuck around when it came to grammar and localisation. I honestly think that if the translations hadn't been THAT good, I wouldn't have liked Jeff or the Pastas as much as I did, like these damned translations dragged me into the creepypasta fandom with no mercy. What also didn't help was the Yassification of every pasta in the form of fanart 😔 although some of them were still scary (I once saw a fanart of JTK, with the OG scary image face, smacked on top of an unreasonably well drawn feminine body in a skimpy bikini 💀💀). Honestly though, think I had crush on most Human-leaning creepypastas at some point. Not LJ though, lil me had a Clownphobia and this guy used to scare me shitless 🥲 good times, good times. The funniest thing about crushing on Hoodie and Masky for me though, was that I did not watch Marble Hornets until recently. My view on their personality was solely shaped by the fanfics I read on them agh :,)

Holy shit the edgy AMVs though- I was OBSESSED with them. They really shaped my music taste (linkin park & Melanie Marrinez my beloved <3) I still have some of them (the videos) in a playlist actually. Want a taste of what I was hyperfixating on when I was younger? lol

Also kinda funny how I'm stumped when I have to write essays at school but I can casually drop 200+ words whenever I send an ask too you, like I'm writing a long letter to a friend in ye olden times (Victor would be proud 😔✊)

-Ren'py anon

RENPY ANON ITS BECAUSE UR HAVING FUN!!!

I'm soooo glad I've found someone else who also played quotev quizzes and read those fics 😭 the quizzes were always fun, but it was always one of four. The seven minutes in heaven ;) , Which creepypasta is ur bf?, 24 hours with this character, and what does this character think about you?

WHOOO RENPY NONNIE the seven minutes in heaven quizzes I was taking when I was 10 were NO DAMN JOKE 😭

For most of these quizzes, they were also made my pre teens/teenagers, so the answers were always hella obvious and the characters were hella fanon 💀

I think I was on the internet when the scary maze thing was still a thing, but not as popular? Idk I didn't really care about it. But omg I didn't know what 2 girls and one cup was, and EVERYBODY was freaking out about it.

I looked all over YouTube until I could get a video more than 10 seconds long, and omfg I couldn't believe what my 11 year old eyes saw 💀💀💀 I didn't think it was real because NO WAY THEY WERE DOING THAT NASTY SHIT FR RIGHT???

Unfortunately it probably is real 😰

AND YES THOSE HOT AMVS AND FANART SOLD MEEEEEE

I really hated when people drew the original JTK's face onto normal or attractive stuff. It just killed the vibe for me fam :/

You know, there was always this one song and this one 'JTK tribute' video that I loved watching. It was just those picture slideshow videos, but it had the Super Crazy Psycho Love by Simon Curtis or something.

There was this one specific photo of Jeff with no shirt on. He had abs and was in a pool of blood.

... I was obessed with it. I loved it. I NEEDED IT.

I wasn't even into Jeff though? Like, my mans were LJ and Toby! Maybe Eyeless Jack or the painter guy every now and then, but those two were my favorites.

I vividly remmeber not wanting to be like those crazy Jeff stans and stuck to my own space. Idk why younger me wanted to be different so bad, but yk what good for me for not wanting to be into ultra toxic men.

Not me now though 😎

Idk why its it's such an iconic staple to my childhood and it's honestly a little embarrassing to talk about irl 😭

And yeah, the Jeff story is super flawed. I always thought it was stupid. I watched John Wolf buy and read a bad fanfiction book about Jeff and an OC. My personal taste and John's hatred for him was probably was why I didn't like Jeff in that way 😭

If you dont know who John Wolf is, he's a gaming youtuber :)

I too need to watch marble Hornets. In my pasta phase, I didnt really know them, but I just went along with it. Fanon hoodie was shy and nice, while fanon Masky was mature and calm.

Out of the two, I liked Hoodie more than Masky.

Toby is still my #1

I think it's because I used to tick most of the time when I was younger because my anxiety was so severe, and he was really friendly and loud about everything (I still tick, but not nearly as much thank god. That shit hurt fr)

I also heard they're still uploading? Just little snippets and short videos. It still sounds cool though.

AND OMG YES DROP THAT MF LINK. I didnt listen to Linkin Park, but I did listen to Melanie a whole lot!

#renpy anon #ur so amazing #I LOVE PEOPLE WHO ALSO HAD A PASTA PHASE #The internet kicked our asses #and this was our prize #doing more inernet nonsense #but in a good way this time #Say that u want me #everyday want u want me #every way that u want #me #got me trippping #SUPER PSYCHO LOVE

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MULTIMUSE QUESTIONS ;;

1. Which of your muses to do relate to the most?

sO its sorta hard to pinpoint the exact parts i relate to, bc i wouldnt say i relate to a specific muse in general, as much as parts of various muses altogether. like i can relate to bruces struggles to decide what true justice is, and to differentiate between people doing good and people doing bad, or the fact that there is a silver lining between (that tbh 99% of the internet can't recognize at all they're all so far one way or another way even auts like me dont get their shit lol) as well as the tendencies to heavily lean into research, overfocusing on something in particular, just general struggles

or like ashley in U/ntil D/awn, she's sort of the shy one, but she also reacts. like she doesn't just notice, she reacts. she gets attacked? she stabs, she realizes she fucked up, and she can never stop thinking about it years later. that's something i definitely do all the time, even after realizing something wasn't my fault or that i was gaslit into believing it was my fault when i wasnt even involved (ashley was involved she was definitely one of the players but anyways) you don't just, stop thinking about it, even when you know it wasn't your fault. you can't stop thinking about it.

or like the loyalty ethan and mia have, the way they're willing to risk every single thing about themselves for their family, that's just inspirational in my opinion, but doesn't always necessarily mean that doing everything for them is a good thing for yourself, if that makes sense.

or even cassandra like, she struggles just to walk in a straight line or to even see things clearly, which i definitely can relate to bc my visions awful, my hearings awful, theres no focus, i'm visually disabled in multiple ways and can't even really read well, it's all just a lotta struggle through and through, but like.. she did it anyways. she pushed through. and yeah she's a man eating monster now but the fact she pushed past the things that cause struggle is still important!! especailyl because not all of us can!!

basically its a lot of little things that build up a bigger thing, imo, and it can go on forever lol.

6. Is your time divided equally between each muse?

my brain is eternal cass brainrot im awful lOL

20. Do you have any new muses you’re thinking about taking up?

I found S.D. P/erry's novelization of shadow of the t/omb r/aider, which i own but haven't started yet, but l/ara c/roft and t/omb r/aider in general were essentially the second half of my childhood outside of po/kemon lol. but Lara is definitely a possibility. i'm also stll trying to collect and read through her novelizations of RE, bc I have a lot of res chars i'd wanna add, but i wanna have more feeling for besides just the games yknow?

if ever given the chance, i'd love to bring back my s/tardew v/alley characters too! they're obvs not horror themed but yknow-- i'm love them. i'm sure someone will be likened too when i finally get the quarry i jsut havent gotten there yet lmao, and i may try to get through S/tranger T/hings again so I can add max, but specifically for Tinker so she probably wouldn't be public. (tbh, i probably can get what i need from watching clips on yt but anyways)

also, more outlast muses. just. yeah. especially with outlast trials coming out soon.

#out.

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Streamer Childe,Kaeya,Venti (I JUST GOT HIM) Sees an edit of reader x (someone else)

LIKEEEEE childe was scrolling tru his fyp on tiktok but then suddenly he saw a KAEYA x READER edit?! ;O

(separate)

i haven't seen anyone requesting a streamer! venti so thank you love <3 i haven't played genshin in a while yet i still make content abt them.. i might start soon but i have work and school to do so that might take a while, also great request - have a great day! btw, this is when they DO meet up! quite a long post because i haven't posted anything for days and this is my apology <3 streamer! childe, kaeya, venti x online friend! reader recommend listening to: woman - doja cat + mabagal - daniel padilla/moira dela torre

streamer! childe x online friend! reader • just like everyone, childe is VERY self aware of these edits - he has witnessed it all. • (he saves a lot of them too) • he has seen ship edits, very concerning edits, some edit of childe smiling and stuff like that. every edit you could ever think of. • today was no different, you was still asleep on his *cough* bed *cough* • childe woke up, NEXT TO U. and let me tell you, this man was PANICKING- childe scrambled out of bed when he was met with your face when turning over. • childe didnt expect to roll over and be met with your face so it did scare him a little(a lot.) and made him jump out of bed, the sudden movement caused you to whine and roll over to the opposite, thank god, at least you didnt open your eyes and see childe in such a vulnerable state. • childe calmed himself down and went down to prepare breakfast. • not without taking a quick moment to admire your morning face and hair • childe got ready and went down to the kitchen to start making breakfast and in the process, childe decided to go on his phone and go on tiktok. who wouldn't? tiktok is a VERYY famous platform that almost everyone on this world had so it was a natural habit for childe to go on tiktok. • the first few videos that popped up on childe's fyp was normal, memes, dancing, trending songs and etc. • childe was waiting for the toast to pop up, one hand on the counter while the other scrolling on his phone. • (want to imagine? gotchu, childe was standing near the counter, one hand ON the counter, childe was kind of.. slanting? if u understand what i mean.. anyways. the other hand was used for scrolling, if u was awake, that would've been THE most heavenly sight ever.) • while childe was scrolling through his fyp, he stumbled upon 1 video that caught him off guard. • it was a video of YOU and kaeya, yes, childe knew who kaeya was - who wouldn't? kaeya's a famous and a well known streamer/gamer. • the edit was you and kaeya laughing together while the "camera"(the pov of what childe's seeing) zooms in while there is a heart overlay of you two, childe had to make sure that what he was seeing WAS what he saw. he checked the comments just to make sure and to his HORROR - the comments were all agreeing and shipping kaeya x you. • childe took a second(more like minutes) to comprehend what he had just saw, was this satire? meant to make him jealous and then make him react to this video on yt and or on stream? just for fun? • now this really had an impact on childe, you looked really happy with kaeya and now he's really thinking about it :( • you're probably better off with kaeya. • (childe nooo, :( Y/N GIVE HIM SOME LOVE AND REASSURANCE NOW.) • childe literally sets his phone down and before he does that he makes sure he presses the "not interested" button cuz he doesn't want to see that shit video ever again. • sighs and rubs his head, that video rlly got him thinking, before he knows it the toast had already popped up and normally childe would've heard it but the video must've rlly gotten childe lost in his thoughts. • anyways.. • he straightens his back and grabs the toast, it was warm so it must've been there for a few minutes - childe grabbed the toast and put paste on it, a few seconds later he put the toast on the most extravagant plate you've ever seen and along with WARM(not hot, not cold, just warm, that way you like it) coffee. • if u dont like coffee just pretend it's like orange juice or ur fav drink ^^ • now somehow you're still asleep and you dont wake up, that is until childe walks into the room and sees you still sleeping. childe's heart literally skips a beat and cries. • you're in his bed?!? the blanket covering part of your body while your leg sticking out of the blanket, and your morning hair.. oh lord. • sure you might think that it's unattractive but, you? everything about you was attractive. even if you woke up with morning head, even if you had bad fashion sense(childe's here to help), you are ALWAYS attractive to childe. • you could be wearing the most ugliest and disgusting garment

on and everyone could be staring at you in disgust and giving you the "what are they wearing.." but childe? you can literally see the way hearts form in his eyes. • if you wear perfume(IF U DO.) childe can literally be seen floating in the air when he smells you. do you understand? you got this man wrapped around ur finger. anyways moving back.. • childe moves closer to you and makes sure to not wake you up and to NOT spill the drink along with the whole entire dish that he had prepared for you. • childe nudges you softly which causes you to whine and grumble "SO CUTE" childe thought(god damn, what have u done to this man.) • you gradually wake up and when you open your eyes, god. you could've sworn you've seen an angel. • after restoring your eyesight you realize that childe had prepared you breakfast and your heart literally went into a frenzy. • "here's your breakfast sweetie" "you're so sweet childe.. but, what time did you wake up at? it's... 6 am.." "... anyways, here's your breakfast." • you finish eating breakfast and you set aside the dish, childe beside you laying down on his phone, scrolling. • childe forgot about the video as it has been minutes so he didn't think of anything while scrolling through his fyp, you sigh when taking your last sip. • "so childe, what did you do while i was sleeping? either than making me and you breakfast of course" • childe turns his phone off as he wants to make you know that childe is aware and acknowledging your question. • childe turns to look at you and you're already staring right back at him. • "well all i did was go on tiktok and watched some videos, that's pretty much al-" childe pauses as he remembers the video, and now childe is in a horrible mood. • before childe would even finish his sentence, he cut himself off and is now slumping back and slowly moving down, his lower part of his face covered by the blanket as the upper part of his face is still just barely there. • "pretty much what childe?" "never mind it.." ":(" • you can see the way childe is completely out of it, he looked like a sad puppy. • when you ask him again, childe just sighs and complies, he explains about the video and his thoughts and feelings. and god, you felt so bad for him right there :( • you hugged and reassured childe, and you decide to stream with childe just to make him feel more better and more happy and childe happily agrees!! • you two spent nearly the whole evening gaming and reacting to funny yet concerning yt/tiktok videos. • before you two stream childe kind of forces you to hug and give him kisses, but you obviously say yes bc?? who wouldn't. • anyways, childe expects you to say "no" and just leave but nope! you squeeze the living hell out of him but he loves it other way <3 • you give forehead and cheek kisses <3 no actual kisses bc.. u two aren't even together.. what a shame. • childe's red now!! great job comrade • anyways, childe only likes and interacts with ship edits of you and him, anybody else? blocked + reported <3 • not rlly kidding..

streamer! kaeya x online friend! reader • like everybody else. kaeya is self aware of these edits.. it brings him joy to know that everyone ships u and him <3 • kaeya literally fangirls over them and squeals.. saves and likes the video <3 • also secretly makes an account that is committed to only ship edits of u x kaeya, likes them all, saves them, favourites them and follows the creator - sure this behaviour might be a bit.. creepy to say the least BUT! this is only happening bc he's just so in love with these edits and loves to see u in an edit <3 • now lets set the scene. • you and kaeya are sitting next to each other, you two were facing the camera while occasionally glancing at the tv because you and kaeya were both playing a game, kaeya was interacting with his viewers while you just added some words and notes(basically finishing kaeyas sentences). • you suddenly had the urge to go the toilet, you excused yourself and got up and walked to the bathroom, during this moment - kaeya had paused the game you and him were playing as you forgot to pause the game yourself. • it was getting quite boring without you being there so he decided to tell his viewers to send him videos/edits of him(and or him and you) and oh boy, kaeya got send THOUSANDS. • "woah guys- slow down there.. one at a time, one at a time" - kaeya clicked on the first few videos that were sent to him on discord and of course kaeya complimented them!: "bloxbola: here's the video!! i hope u like it <3 | y/n'slover: i love it, thank you so so much" • and kaeya really means it. • you were taking an awfully long time in the toilet so kaeya decided to go through more, as kaeya got sent many - kaeya somehow landed on this one particular edit. it was an edit of you x childe. • first of all, why did they even send an edit of you x childe?? it was like they wanted to get banned from his server(half joking..), and second of all, WHY was childe looking at you in that type of way? disgusting. • everyone could see the way kaeya's body went stiff and the way his eyes were just glued onto the edit. • "uhhh is kaeya okay?" "y'all, whoever sent that edit.. u broke him LMFAO" • anyways, kaeya forces himself to continue watching the video tho he really doesn't want to watch it. how cruel of that person.. • after watching the video, kaeya looks up at the chat and gives everyone a stern yet constipated look(LMFAO HE LOOKS SO SILLY, JUST IMAGINE THAT) • "... well that was uhm, lovely? but thank you to whoever- ah yes. thank you glubblyblob for sending that beautiful edit." • everyone started to laugh at kaeya in chat as they couldn't take his stupid looking face serious anymore. • kaeya is now disturbed bc why were they laughing?? kaeya is envying childe - why can't he be in childe's position right now?, he wanted to erase childe's existence, kaeya was literally crying on the inside • you at the moment finished ur bathroom break and went back to the living room where you saw kaeya looking absolutely dumbfounded and stupid. kaeya saw your shadow and figure to his side so he turned and saw you and at that moment he got up and ran to you, hugging you. • "Y/n!! i missed you so much.." "kaeya, i was literally taking a shit." "well it's good to know that you're comfortable enough with me that you took a shit in my house, in my bathroom" • you had to waddle over to the camera, everyone witnessing kaeya hugging onto your side and literally pouting at you. • "was running to my side and clinging onto me really necessary?" "yes y/n!! it's necessary" • you sigh and look at the camera, showing everyone that this is what you had to go through and everyone started clipping that moment so that they would show it to the whole world and community, and to also edit it <3 • you settle down(along with kaeya ofc) and just start to rub his back because whatever happened, had to be bad because as you can see.. kaeya clinging onto you and acting like such a cute big baby is really not normal. • the clinging onto you is like part of kaeya's routine, but being all pouty and acting quite.. protective?

now that's not really normal.. • you question everyone on why kaeya's acting like this and everyone just tells you to go onto kaeya's discord and check the user "glubblyblob" and click on the video. • "ah- okay, i found the user.. so i just click on the video right?" "YUP!!!" • you click on the video, it was an edit of you and childe laughing on stream and it looked like a ship edit. you were then hit with the realization. kaeya was jealous over this edit, it had to be. • you chuckle while staring at kaeya, he really did look like the jealous type. • "kaeyaaaaaa?" "hm.. yes y/n love?" "are you jealous?" • ... • "JEALOUS OVER WHAT- DID U GUYS TELL Y/N?? i knew it." • you laugh at kaeya while kaeya profusely blushed and covered his face • you had to shove your face onto a pillow to muffle your laughs and giggles, god, a blushing and flustered kaeya really got you like this.. • the one and only kaeya, the self aware and 'full of himself' kaeya? flustered? what a sight! • kaeya's "mad" at you and the viewers for laughing at him. all of you apologize but you can still tell that they weren't really sorry. • you were still holding your laugh back, and every time you let out a single "hmp-" kaeya just gives u a soft glare <3 • he can never glare at you. • you still explain to kaeya that u and childe were just friends and your words reassured kaeya.. for now. • you give him plenty of love and hugs afterwards <3 • kaeya can still find edits of him clinging onto you like a koala and along with cute overlays and OF COURSE, the music is romantic. • now that's the type of ship edits kaeya likes to see. • "y/n'soneandonlylover liked your video" "y/n'soneandonlylover followed you" "y/n'soneandonlylover commented on your video __" • he's a mad man, for you only <3

streamer! venti x online friend! reader • VENTI IS HYPERACTIVE. he's like a cool streamer(tho every streamer is cool), he interacts with his fans and meets up w/ them every weekend(sometimes), he lets his followers know where he'll be, at what time and everything else <3 basically a meet and greet. • he has ALL platforms and posts regularly on tiktok, venti also gives off gen z streamer vibes. • sends a lot of memes to his followers and sometimes replies to his fans on instagram and on discord. • venti goes on tiktok like nearly EVERYDAY, and mostly he just tags you in cute videos <3 sometimes ship edits • so today, is was a nice evening when venti happens to scroll upon a shit edit, this time - it wasn't the ship edits that he enjoyed watching(venti x you) rather it was a kaeya x you edit and venti at first was confused. • was this a ship edit? just a harmless edit that had no meaning behind it? was it a troll edit? this didnt make sense. • everyone knew how close you were with venti, you two even met up! and everyone knew that you were staying at venti's place. • venti furrowed his eyebrows and checked the comments, they were filled with "omg!! they look so cute" "nawww.. ship venti x y/n!!" • venti's heart warmed when reading the second top comment, "nawww.. ship vent x y/n!!" • it made his heart swell <3 venti saved the video(hesitantly) and made his way to you. • venti didn't really understand why he was feeling this way, was he jealous? sad? mad? confused? either way, he was going to show you the video to see what your thoughts were. • "y/n~ i need you to react to this video and i need your opinions or your thoughts on it!!" you turn around to face venti who was nearly out of breath, holding out his phone to you - you grabbed it and pressed "play" • the video played, it was a, what you assumed a shit edit of you x kaeya. it was an edit of a stream that you and kaeya had been on recently. and you and kaeya were JUST friends, no hard feelings and no romantic feelings. • when the video finished you looked at venti who was staring intensely at the video, "well? what do you want me to say?" "what do you think about the video? is it okay? good? bad? dont want it on this platform anymore?" • you answer: "well, the video is okay - plus, me and kaeya dont like each other so it's fineee" • the sentence "me and kaeya dont like each other" seemed to have calmed venti down as his breathing become a bit more slow now rather than him breathing in and out heavily. • "you okay venti?" "yea, yea im fine." venti put on a smile and grabbed his phone, hugging you. he was awfully happy and it was kind of scary but you thought nothing of it. • venti was always happy so you didn't mind his behaviour. after turning his back to you, his smile was still there, why was venti happy?? oh well because you reassured venti that you and kaeya do not like each other and that reassures venti that he still has a chance with you. • venti presses the button "not interested" and continues to smile while humming. the more venti scrolled, the more venti felt sleepy - and so he walked towards where you where and walked in, you turned to his direction while giving him a smile "hey venti, tired?" "mhm..." you allow venti to sleep by your side, your back on the bed frame holding your phone - looking through twitter while venti laid right next to you, hugging onto your side. • your warmth and presence was enough to make him fall asleep peacefully. • you chuckled, running your hands through his hair "you know venti, you're a really bad liar. who knew that you were the type to be jealous?" • you sighed, putting your phone down as you sunk down where you were face to face with venti. • venti was always kind towards you, his presence making you feel at home tho you weren't, his fun and outgoing nature made you gradually fall for him. and your comforting aura comforted venti, your laugh and smile made venti's heart swell. it was obvious to everyone that you liked venti and venti liked you too. • you smiled, hugging venti back as you also fell asleep knowing that

your feelings were reciprocated.

a/n: is it bad that i kind of added a kind of confession thingy for venti? anyways, someone pls request for streamer! dain or i'll do it myself. i hope u guys enjoy this <3 note: if you would like to be added to the genshin taglist pls just ask me!! dont be shy <3

taglist: @tomansimp @one-offmind

#genshin impact x reader #childe x reader #kaeya x reader #venti x reader #streamer!au

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I thought I'd share my playlist for the anniversary of the boathouse kiss. :)

Song translations, MANY thoughts, and timeline under the break.

Noise warning for song 19, Hinahanap-Hanap Kita. 4:23 to the end. Loud high pitched beeps.

YouTube music version to be made soon.

Translations for foreign songs:

Ewan [Dunno] — Apo Hiking Society — Filipino/Tagalog

Amour plastique [Plastic love] — Videoclub — French

Panalangin [Prayer] — Apo Hiking Society/Moonstar88 — Filipino/Tagalog

Hinahanap-Hanap Kita [I'm Looking For You] — Rivermaya — Filipino/Tagalog

This is a collaborative playlist made with my friend.

Thought Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy would be a good starter song. Something about the music. Represents a good start of Alec persuing Maurice, like, hey, I can be yours... Whatcha doin'?

I added Puppy Princess because of the chorus but I know some people don't like that song so... You can skip if you'd like. KISS MEEEEE KIISS ME WITH YIIR EYESSS CLOSED . ALL I WANT IS YOU YEAH YOU. TELL ME I'M NOT FUNNY TELL ME I'M LEGIIIIT

Ewan. OH MY GOD this song is so them. Alec cares for Maurice, and doesn't like not being taken seriously or being treated badly and brushed off.

"I don't know why you're like that, you're difficult to talk to and you're a snob" COME ON IS THAT NOT THEM — Just a smile from you, and I'll be in heaven. Please give me a response, anything but "No idea"... What a perfect representation of Alec's continuous persuit of Maurice, always talking, always trying...

I could go on with every lyric.

Edit: I just realised this song fits so well for Alec's letters and meeting at the museum. Must resist the urge to add the same exact track twice.

So about Touch Me... Some of the lyrics apply better in other versions. Spotify just has this version tho. Touch me, just like that.

All I've Ever Known. Maurice discovered so much that night about touch and sharing and being with someone. He wants to be with Alec. "All I've ever known is how to hold my own, but now I want to hold you too. [Hold you close, I don't wanna ever have to let you go. Hold you tight, I don't wanna to back to the lonely life.]" Alec opened up his eyes and he'll never be the same.

Can't Help Falling in Love With You. 'Did you ever dream you'd a friend, Alec? ... Someone to last your whole life...' 'Alec, you're a dear fellow and we've been very happy.'

I'd Like To Walk Around In Your Mind was added from Maurice's perspective. Perhaps it fits Alec too...

I think Love At First Sight has the double meaning of the literal title, as well as "wouldn't you like to kiss her" perhaps being... Something Maurice would hear.

I Don't Dance. Based on this post/edit. Please watch this video oh my God.

Pink in the Night. Alec yearns for Maurice in the boathouse. He hasn't come. He hears his heart breaking tonight.

Every lyric is perhaps pulled straight from Alec's brain, to be honest. I remember seeing a post with this song in other contexts with them too. So yes, a few meanings.

Amour plastique. Alec reminiscences on the night in the Russet room. Why hasn't he come?

In my mind, everything goes wild. I lose myself in your eyes. I drown myself in the vagueness of your loving gaze.

And at night I cry tears that stream down my cheeks. I think of you only when the days ends, only when my sad demons descend upon my mind, into the bottomless abyss.

Waiting in the boathouse at night, when the day ends.

I ring out in kisses all down your chest. Lost in the avalanche of my heart astray. Who are you? Where are you?

The moments of then repeat in his mind. Where is Maurice?

I suppose Hopelessly Devoted To You and I'm A Fool To Want You are self explanatory. Maurice should really come... Alec really toughed it out, 2 days he spent in the boathouse, really wanted to see Maurice, really knew they had something, and doesn't want to be treated like a dog. Generally, his 1st letter.

Moon Song. My friend said they added it as a general love song. — Why do you treat me like this? Why didn't you come to the boathouse? — Alec's 2nd letter as a whole. Plus bits of 1st.

And you pushed me in, and now my feet can't touch the bottom of you. ... So I will wait for the next time you want me, like a dog with a bird at your door.

Ewan would fit here tbh.

Panalangin. My only prayer in this lifetime: to be beside you, to be together with you, that's my prayer.

"I since cricket match do long to ... place both arms round you and share with you, the above now seems sweeter than words can say."

And this heart won't allow if you will be away from me, my love, please listen.

It also fits the end of museum.

I Want You. Maurice, can you come to the boathouse already? Alec has no power to teleport you there. I hold one card that I can't use.

I found you. I found the door, but when I stepped through, there was no floor. He found Maurice, bit he's not being here for Alec.

You're coming back And it's the end of the world We're starting over And I love you, darling And I am done, dear

Alec wishes this would happen. Also, he does come back later and they love again over, and "it is finished".

Credit for suggesting the next two songs goes to @beatle-capaldi!!! He also wrote was in quotations!

English Summer Rain

The Most Radical Thing To Do

Hinahanap-Hanap Kita. 1st letter, he's looking for Maurice. Thinking about them together.

In my thoughts and dreams, in every turn of destiny, I look for you. Also applies to that hotel/post-hotel feeling. I look for you, even if I try to forget you, saying goodbye, looking back...

Wildest Dreams. They think a lot of each other. They share once more. But they must say goodbye. Alec saw this coming. Maurice hopes that Alec will remember him like this.

I Hear a Symphony. Alec truly opened up Maurice's eyes. Maurice was meant to be with him. He helped Maurice, changed his life. But now Alec is leaving on ship... Or is he? The symphony leads into...

An orchestral sountrack. The Boathouse. Unfortunately the Maurice soundtrack is not on spotify. It's on my personal YouTube music version. I added it because it just captures the boathouse the only way the sountrack itself can.

The Word of Your Body (Reprise). MLM people have moment of romantic tension, which culminates in confessions of love. Just had to add it. "Haven't you heard the word of your body?" perfectly describes Alec gifting and showing Maurice the wonder of truest physical affection and love. He lets Maurice be okay with himself, and again, changes everything. Every lyric is perfect.

Also, sorry JBW, I like other versions more... Too bad Spotify is mean.

I See The Light. Yeah. Every lyric. Maurice is Rapunzel. Movie Blond too. Both the morning at Russet room and the museum. And the world has somehow shifted. All at once everything is different, now that I see you. "By now they were in love with each other consciously."...

Suddenly Seymour. Suddenly see more, yeah? Clive = ass and someone gives him affection for once, wow! Sidenote, I want to sing this with them and their accents... Suddenly SCUDDER...

Helpless. Musical theatre songs seem to be good retellings of their love story. It's why they belong in post boathouse. Summaries and retellings. They're also good at conveying love they'd feel for each other in general, all times ever. Like loving men, retelling a story.

I'll Cover You. Cute love song feat. gays. I like to imagine them dancing around, declaring their love and devotion for each other. Walking and dancing around like in the original scene, sometime post canon. In my own imagination, I thought of Alec as Angel and Maurice (Christopher) as Collins.

Video Games. They must love spending time together. I thought this to be Maurice POV. Only worth living if somebody is loving you I mean, come on.

It's you, it's you, it's all for you. Everything I do. I tell you all the time, heaven is a place on Earth with you.

Un sospiro. I headcanon that Maurice picks up the piano and plays for Alec. Perhaps he picked it up bc of/after Clive, but now can play it for someone who gives a shit.

Something about the melody reminds me of them. And then it gets more intense... A bit like the passions of love, showing up in sharing and touch and more, too.

Liebestraum. I mean, it means love dream/dream of love. I just had to. Also I just like Liszt.

Take Me Up With You, Dearie. This song is just so sweet... So soft... Edwardian to boot... I love how quintessentially 1909 it is. Discovered it in a YT video. The thought of them getting married makes me cry. This song in general makes me want to cry, it's so romantic, tender, and exudes my favourite era...

Let us float, float, float through the clouds, and just have a lot of fun. We'll go up, up, up as two and then come down as one.

Put Your Head on My Shoulder. We Belong Together. I always imagine Maurice and Alec slowdancing to songs that come on the radio together, when the 1950s hits... Alec probably rests his head on his shoulder as this plays and they dance...

I'm using a lot of ellipses, am I secretly Rupert Graves?

Welcome to the 70s and 80s. They love dancing together and being with each other. Now, Panalangin can be a happy song. My only prayer for this lifetime ... To be together with you. And this heart won't allow if you will be away from me.

Just the Two of Us. What a nice, vibey song. Great title, great scenario of them dancing to this...

Tiny Dancer. Your Song. MLM people in the 70s + Radio, being happy and in love with each other. — I just thought I should add some Elton. A different friend, and I, like him. Maurice sings to Alec, "And you can tell everybody this is your song." That I put down in words how wonderful life is with you in the world.

Electric Love. Fun fact: this song got me to share the playlist. Got me thinking about them and their anniversary again. The funky busy instrumental describes well their passionate love. The highs of electric LOOOOOOVE describe the intensity of them.

Alt text continued: themselves together under and the love. And the love. The song has its own tension and it perfectly pictures their own tension. So yeah, this is THEIR song quite literally.

Sorry if my music taste is perhaps basic. I just made it for when I hear songs that are Them.

Falling for Ya. Alec falls for Maurice. "I saw you when you first drove up, Mr Hall..." Something about Maurice, right? Plus really nice vintage vibes with the music. The bit about Into your arms and it's a secure sure sounds like Maurice. Awh, they're falling for *each other*...

Rainbow Connections. Gay and bi people. Marriage. Everything that Maurice and Alec went through to get here, where they were meant to be. Clive. Working for Clive. Leading up to now.

All the things that had to go right, all the things that had to go wrong, that lead us to the place where we were going all along.

On the YT version there's a soft/jazzy cover of Panalangin here. Because they're old and spending time together and being happy. What a throwback, a defined meaning in their lives over time.

Still Into You. After all these decades... Old and grown, together... True soulmates... Two men can defy the world... Maurice and Alec still roam the greenwood. Imagine Maurice meeting Alec's mom in this context. If only.

Postmodern Jukebox cover, because they are a quintessentially 20th century couple. They exude vintage.

Some piano playing for Alec. Soft, tender, romantic, emotional, true. Feels like nighttime. Feels like Maurice and Alec. And a throwback to the pre 1914 world as well. Claire de Lune feels like... A credits of life piece. Time spent in the early 1980s. Nocturne feels like that too, but more romantic. Smidge less nighttime. Ah yes, Gymnopédies. The truest credits feel of them all. None of these actually are credits for Maurice and Alec, but I struggle to find the word for this feeling. But yeah. These all have Them vibes to me. Piano of the time just does I suppose. Glad to be reminded of them at any time.

What a long playlist. Like going through almost their whole lives together. 1:52 hrs. Almost like a movie. Imagine that. A full movie of THEIR lives... But leaving to the imagination was a good thing. Led to this such action. Thank you E.M. Forster.

Timeline:

1. Pendersleigh

4. & 5. Russet Room. Night, then Morning

9. Cricket

10. Boathouse Nights

18. The Museum

20. The Hotel

21. After

23. The Boathouse

24. They Still Roam the Greenwood

I just like to imagine them dancing to songs on the radio, for decades to come...

#maurice 1987 #maurice 1914 #maurice #maurice hall #alec scudder #Spotify

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