The netherite axes have been completed!

Guess what I found! For those that liked my canon c!Dream - I got him repaying c!Sam.

thinking about c!dream earlier on in the server just makes me sad man. like, c!dream has never been a perfect character. he's always been flawed, always been a bit of an asshole, always had control issues. but also he knew that. he tried to work on that. he and tommy were friends, despite being flawed people with their own issues that would bump into conflicts because of the ways that they differed. c!dream tried, god, he tried; he wasn't even on the server, when the drug van happened, and walked into a place with someone who was practically a stranger to him building a wall and calling for war and having turned half the people dream knew against him, apparently, for no reason that he could've known at the time, and he had looked straight at tommy and tubbo and asked if that was what they really wanted when wilbur told them that there was no such thing as dual citizenship. he tells tommy when he has to sell a disc for spirit's leather even though tommy had surrendered the discs to him at the end of the revolution because he knows it'll matter to him. he and tommy truce, multiple times, and c!dream gets tangled into conflicts that literally don't involve him repeatedly and gets targeted Because He's Dream repeatedly and he plays along with that trivia contest and he gives gifts to fundy and tommy after terrorizing them a little for fun and he plays along with the dreamon thing and he keeps getting pulled into fights that weren't his but tries to make them a little more fair when they get him involved. he fucks around with tommy and they have fun, they're friends, and when he and wilbur look like they're in danger dream is one of the first to find them and lend them real, practical, valuable aid. he calls himself "Big D" in that book and he tells the man that wrote him as a tyrant that he doesn't want to be a villain in the story anymore. he asks tommy if he's okay, and watches that kid's back when he walks alone and unarmed into manberg, and fights with him at the battle of the lake and all of that is thrown back in his face as being a lie. half the intial community structures that exist were built by him; the community house, the nether portal and hub, the prime path. during a time where every other piece of leverage got burned or killed (rip the casualties of the pet war), dream was kind of known for being one that could be fairly traded with, that would minimize permanent damage. the kills in the final control room were originally to strip lmanburg of their gear, which he had kept in a chest so it could be returned to them after the war.

like no c!dream isn't perfect at the beginning of the server. yes he's kind of a jerk sometimes, kind of an asshole sometimes, kind of neurotic most of the time. but god dammit like c!dream does try to mitigate the worst of his control issues, when they flare up early on; the initial disc war ends with tommy getting his discs back as well as a stack of diamonds, in exchange for a netherite chestplate. he's a flawed character and he's still someone pretty friendly on the whole to most of the server, he's also kind of just known for being a little weird. he gives gifts randomly. he fixed creeper holes, and houses, and went along with bits. like whatever im a c!drolo c!dream woobifier and i admit it lol but for as much evil as he ends up doing, pretty damn consistently early on, he's . friendly? kind? funny? helpful? their neighbor. their friend. c!dream isn't just some stranger that flew off the handle; he's someone they knew and lived with who had his actions taken in bad faith because the goddamn story said so and kept fucking trying anyway until he believed the lie too. like he was just a guy!! a guy they knew and lived with!!! like my god

THE PRISON ART??? AND THE FACT HE REMEMBERS THE BAD MORE- I- WHAT IF I CRY??? /pos

"Don't worry. I remember. The scars that won't fade. The pain with no gain. The sacrifice all for naught. The Egg won't let us forget. Our failure is a reminder that the End justified the means. The Egg provides all."

They make me happy,,,

What if in an attempt to break c!dreams resolve, one day they just give him Sapnap’s torn bandana with no explanation so anyways

Painting some felt netherite axes for a crochet project

still trying to get used to clip studio paint but we're getting there

Just figured I should put it out here that I still write fic, just haven't really been able to open my Ao3 acc much since the Wilbur allegations and all the...other things that happened in the fandom since. Tryna be patient w myself because at this point I don't think trying to force the writing process is working. I do have some pretty long fics that I've been working on for a while that I'll post...eventually

Anyway, in the meantime, I've been working on a lot of fanart to help me get back into the characters and the story of the dsmp! So hopefully those of y'all here for the writing and stuff will still like that stuff.

I'm converting the haters one by one.

If this commenter ever sees this, thank you for letting the c!Dream brainworms in. They're here to stay.

Pandora's Vault, but all the visitors except Quackity are Dream's hallucinations. Pandora's vault, but Dream talks to Sapnap and George for hours, and then finds himself in an empty cell. Pandora's Vault, but Dream throws buttons torn from his shirt at Quackity every time he comes to him to make sure that he is real. Pandora's Vault, but Sam hears Dream arguing with himself for hours, sometimes loudly shouting Tommy's name. Pandora's Vault, but Dream is petting a nonexistent cat, not understanding why Sam is looking at him so worriedly. Pandora's Vault, but hallucination faces are getting more and more blurred because he can't remember exactly what his friends looked like. Pandora's Vault, but Punz's voice is the only reason he continues to survive in this hell 💥💥💥💥💥

T: "Are you telling me that this little thing threatened you with war?"

A few weeks old doodle:)

may i request a quackity from las nevadas?

it's time for requests!!! I'll never turn down a chance to draw Big Q.

Sad prison guy :(

happy birthday dream smp!

[with the exclusion of a certain few specific people]

the creators on this smp have and still mean so much to me in my daily life. this server changed me as a person just watching it. it'll hold a special place with me forever i think.

SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY SILLY BLOCK STORY!!!!!

you have left me forever changed.

We're sticking together.

hiya (:

just wanted to say I saw you chatting in punzos chat and I was like :o that's my mutual! but like, didn't want to say things in chat to not make it weird there.

- tiamsam (sleepyhat in chat)

Oh hi! :D

That's fair lol

I've been hanging out in chat a *lot* more than I used to because I'm just rlly glad he's back, so I'll prolly see you around ^-^