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shatteredfears-arch · 4 months

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idk if anyone still remembers me here but if u do, i moved to @mendinggashes, it's a duel muse and only has my og muse (who I had turn into cassandra later) and w/illiam a/fton. ye

#out.

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP WE’RE GETTING THE SPRINGLOCKED SCENE IN THE F/NAF MOVIE I GET TO SEE THAT BITCH GEt sMASHED TO PIECES IM SO HAPPY

#fUCK U WILLIAM ITS WHAT U DESERVE #out.#goes back to hiatus now BUT JH COMPANY REEASED THE SNEAK PEAAKKKKK #IT LOOKS SO GOOOOOOD #even if the script sucks #i get to watch that man die #im so happy im blessed #’but brina u write him-‘ i hate gis guts #fnaf cw #IM LIVING

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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k officially going on hiatus again /low activity. i’ll reply to stuff if i feel like it but if i dont dont expect anything. ik i’ve been sending memes to at least get some stuffs in bc i love yall but im not gonna be doing that for a bit either, i logged out on mobile and logged into my personal so if you need me i’ll be there.

#out.#i’m sorry i cant dont hate me #bonus points if u get the reference #goodbye for now

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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i wish tumblr live would just stAY TURNED OFF

#out.#ik ik ‘brina ur bein useless wheres the writing’#im not even busy im just depressed #my antidepressos aint doin shit but keeping me from overly impulsively spending money #and i cant manage anything rn #ive Lso had strep all week and been dying aot so theres that but #its hard to be happy and writey feeling when you feel like shit yknow #and whether or not you have insurance still hangs in the balance

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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my stupid sister gave me strep throat and i still don’t have medi-cal’s assured fix yet

#they said its approved but i have to wait on SSN #out.#stupid #they didnt apologize either like #’oh you didnt prove your income’ I GAVE YALL 27 PAYSTUBS. 13 MORE THAN YOU ASKED FOR. THE FUCK YOU WANT FROM ME #i want a gd apology from those bitches

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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i really hate when ppl are like ‘D/amien and H/elena are bruces real kids!!!’ bc theyre just his bio ones… and half the time he wasnt there for either of then. S/elena gives H/elena to the bertin/elli’s to be raised so she’ll be safe. Bruce didn’t even know Damien existed (but I 100000% am sure G/unn is gonna use the canonical bruce being SA’d when D/amien was conceived, then probably romanticize it, given his history of insulting dick for being SA’d and thinking Stephanie’s hot because she’s ‘be easy’ to manipulate. sure dude, sure.) until dam/ien was 11-13 years old. In most universes he doesn’t even find out about H/elena. a pretty huge contrast to adopting Dick at 8 years old, and dick only leaving around 18 bc hes pissed off at bruce, but comes back later on. Or J/ason being 9-11 when he’s adopted, and bruces biggest emotional turmoil when he ‘dies’. Tim had his birth fam too, but was around 8 when he outsmarted bruce and dick, and weaseled his way in, and when his parents do die he’s already been treated as Bruce’s son. All of the younger batfam are bruces children, and he’d kick your ass for claiming otherwise. It doesn’t matter if they’re genetically his or not, he loves them all the same. even when jason comes back and is a lil murderer now, bruce STILL loves him the same. ‘bio family is real family’ is bs esp when it comes to bruce ‘adopt everyone’ wayne. he’s their dad, and writing them off all the time is fucking annoying.

#out.#brina actually posting smthn abt a character??? thats semi abt their canon??? and semi hc??? and 100% being annoyed at fuckass mcgee #thinking hes so cool and gonna take over a series hes insulted for years while pretending to love??? and sexualized TEENAGERS from it #multiple times??? i hate him and his shitty behavior towards queer chars angers me too #when he says ‘oh i wanted v/elma to be gay and WB wouldnt let me!!!’ remember #this is the same man who ahd every ability to add Angela. T/hor’s lesbian sister married to a trans woman #into Gotg. and he didnt. and said if he did she was going to be fucked by tony to ‘cure’ her #when HER AND TONY KNOW EACH OTHER AND ARE SORTA FRIENDS DEOM #WHEN TONY WAS IN THE GUARDIANS. AND SHE HELPED HIM #BE A BETTER PERSON DESPIRE OT BEING A GREAT PERSON HERSELF #YOU FUCKING FUCKASS I HATE HIM #the LA scoob movies were his only highlight and he even fucked them up in ways #and he wanted to destroy them too if anything he says nowadays is to be believed #bc this man sees lesbians as sex toys for men. i highly doubt his velma would have been good rep #he’d have ruined her too.#the MI series has good rep w ger and showed it can be done. G/unn could never despite his words #he hates the community. he mistreats us and uses us as props. and im tired #’oh he’s changed!!!’ no he ‘changed’ from the pedo tweets he made. if he did bc he still writes jokes like that into his scripts #his scripts are STILL sexist and offensive #and hes repeatedly ‘changed’ only to return to his behavior. hes not a good person and he isn’t an ally. He’s using us bc he thinks we’re #easy to manipulate and ppl buy into it thinking hea great and gonna ‘save’ everything. they dont realize he hates us. he sexualizes us. hes #gross and horrible and has tried so hard to fix his public image and hide what hes done c he knows its repeat behavior. ick #SA cw

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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“RE4 remake is adding sidequests” I am never going to finish that game

#out.#/hj #in the last four years or so i cannot handle sidequests #i will focus 10000000% of my effort there and ignore tbe main storyline #i cannot be trusted

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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#out.#i gotta go to work soon but #im also dying a little bit my insides are attacking themselves my ripped ligament cannot get fixed bc med/i-c/al is bs and apparently 27 #paystubs isnt ‘proof of income’ 🙄#so thats bot helping the depresso im sorry im useless here rn guys #its okay theres dozens of others playing the same chars so ik i can be replaced but i love yall anywho #and if nothing else i can post updates others might not get to see

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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honestly the saddest thing to me is that heisy was the ‘youngest’ of the siblings for years until donna (and she was turned in the 90s so for less than 30 years shes been the youngest) and heis was moms favorite basically since he was turned, the favorite youngest child, and then… a new youngest comes in and hes still the favorite, and shes basically an afterthought

#out.#im having feelings i just cant write rn

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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im sorry for being useless rn im back on my antidepressos they just sre helping w everything but my depresso

#im trying i just keep staring and cant do it #out.#i want to i just cant

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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if you see me bringing back true blood muses blame @depictedmorada

#out.#ive eben too depresso to write but b got me excited to lol

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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finally got a new phone case bc my old one was completely destroyed by my cat, v slowly gonna be coming back here more actively. hopefully. somehow despite my best efforts my ripped ligament is still fucked up but im still going to work despite it just given a chair (which should end next week since i cant get into a doctor on me/di-cal for an extension 💀) and l o l

#ive been trying to get on lappy injust #cant #the level of pain is p bad and my eds keeps knocking my jaw out of socket too lol #and last time i went to the dentist i asked abt it and they were like ‘oh its probably just tooth grinding!’ like #i slee maybe an hour a day so its nOT GRINDING LOVE #iTS MY EDS I GOT THE JOINT POP EDITION #literally healthcares a fucking joke #also i spent $5 on new popsocket adhesive just so i can keep my taytay folkl/ore one lol #out.#i stg if my leg doesnt stop being s bitch im gonna lose my shit

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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the way my muse instantly dies when i see spambot notifs—

#out.#im logging in on mobile so i can do smthn reply wise #bc im bein aWDUL and lappys are hard rn

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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"Oh here you are…A very special occasion was to find you…"

#✵ she’s a cruel mistress ✵ ALCINA DIMITRESCU #q

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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You see, every day, that the people who are seemingly so confident and seemingly so in love with themselves are the ones who are the most insecure and hurting the most inside.

#☭ a kick in the teeth is good for some ☭ CASSANDRA DIMITRESCU #q

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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STARTERS FOR DARK & TOXIC SHIPS

Lines taken from various forms of media for that particular brand of dark ships.

❛ You don’t want me to have anything in my life that’s not you. ❜

❛ You think you’d be happy with someone else? No way. I’m it. ❜

❛ I’ve killed for you. Who else can say that? ❜

❛ I’ll kill the whole bloody lot of them until you and I are the only people left in this world. ❜

❛ What have we done to each other? What will we do? ❜

❛ But the horror, the horror was for love. ❜

❛ This love burns you, maims you, twists you inside out. ❜

❛ It is a monstrous love, and it makes monsters of us all. ❜

❛ You lied to me! You poisoned me! You told me you loved me! ❜

❛ I love you, and it’s killing me. ❜

“I hate you” – “No you don’t.” ❜

❛ You’re killing me slowly. ❜

❛ I love you so, I’ll eat you whole. ❜

❛ Sorry about the blood in your mouth, I wish it was mine. ❜

❛ Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. ❜

❛ Something ugly in you, you also saw in me. ❜

❛ You ruin anything you touch, and destroy anyone you love. ❜

❛ You are coming down with me, hand in unloveable hand. ❜

❛ You say that you love me but you act like you don’t. ❜

❛ Imagine our children, how fucked would they be? ❜

❛ Don’t you know I’m no good for you? ❜

❛ When it’s going good, it’s great. But when it’s bad, it’s awful. ❜

❛ Your temper’s just as bad as mine is. You’re the same as me. ❜

❛ I know this love will tear me to pieces. ❜

❛ I loved you enough. You just never believed it. ❜

❛ Why can’t you just let me go? ❜

❛ We have been each other’s prisoner for a very long time. ❜

❛ You said that you loved me with your knife pressed against my throat. ❜

❛ I’d probably still adore you will your hand around my neck. ❜

❛ Our love is a monster, plain and simple. ❜

❛ I loved you as Icarus loved the sun: too close, too much. ❜

❛ Loving you was the most exquisite form of self-destruction. ❜

❛ It terrifies me what I would do for you. ❜

❛ There’s a difference between really loving someone and loving the idea of them. ❜

❛ We weren’t ourselves when we fell in love, and when we became ourselves – surprise! – we were poison. ❜

❛ We complete each other in the nastiest, ugliest possible way. ❜

❛ I would never kill you. Not in a million years. What I can do - what I will do is hurt you, worse than I did before. ❜

❛ You make me feel, and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. Now. ❜

❛ You are the knife I turn inside myself: that is love. ❜

❛ I say I want you inside me and you split me open with a knife. ❜

❛ If you love me, you don’t love me in a way I understand. ❜

❛ We love with claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. It’s feral. ❜

❛ There is something wrong with you that is also wrong with me. ❜

❛ Love isn’t soft, like those poets say. Love has teeth which bite and the wounds never close. ❜

❛ I need you to be a monster. Which is to say, I’m trying not to love you. ❜

❛ Kiss me. Kill me. Do something. ❜

#memes.#♤ there we are again in the middle of the night ♤ MEMES #q

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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zoey deutch in buffaloed

#☭ a kick in the teeth is good for some ☭ CASSANDRA DIMITRESCU #q

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