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skinnytrips · 2 years

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I take pictures after I eat and of problem areas, when I want to eat I’ll look at those pictures, when I think of giving up I look at my older pictures when I was thinner.

If I did it before I am capable, and I’m going to be thinner than I ever have been.

I need to look sick.

#unhealthy weight loss #goals #🦋 tendencies #🦋goals #🦋#not really ana tho #just use the tags #and #diet ideas #and share similar #body dysphoria #I just don’t feel as guilty #when I eat #4n0r3x14 #an0 #an0rex14

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mjalti · 9 months

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#follow my Twitter even tho I don’t really do anything on there #ana says

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ripdiy · 8 months

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hey everyone meet my family! they are all just minutes away from bleeding out!

#except sonny. he was able to sneak past mostly #still got decked in the face by johnny tho 😔#my art #sketches #tcm #texas chainsaw massacre #tcm game #texas chainsaw massacre game #ana flores #leland mckinney #sonny williams #connie taylor #julie crawford #just a doodle for now! i really want to draw them more detailed later on tho!!

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zeroducks-2 · 8 months

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"Robin." Slade murmured lowly.

Dick shook his head and didn't answer. He wasn't Robin anymore. Robin died many weeks ago, killed by Slade himself when the man forced him to pull a trigger for the very first time.

Slade sighed and Dick knew that he was annoying his master, inconvincing him. That he should answer him properly, stand up and force his hands to stop shaking but he couldn't bring himself to actually do it. He kept sitting on the ground, caked in a blood that wasn't his own and stared at the body of a man that just tried to kill him.

A man that would succed in killing him was it not for Slade.

"Dick," Slade tried again, voice so soft and gentle that Dick would cry if he wasn't feeling so numb.

The hand that touched his cheek was warm, not like the glove Slade always wore as Deathstroke and Dick blinked up at him, reaching a shaking hand to cover Slade's own.

His master stroked a thumb down his cheek. He didn't even seem to notice the blood Dick left on his skin.

"You did good." Slade praised, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "I'm here now. You're safe."

The buzz in Dick's ears makes him wonder if he really heard that. There's still the warmth of touch on his cheek and he's tempted to squeeze his eyes shut in anticipation of the slap which should come - it should, he messed up, he deserves it - but the brush of lips through the man's mask on his forehead suggest that Dick's master is not angry at him.

«I should be punished.» He observes simply. He hates it, he hates being confined or beaten, and lately he's grown to hate it so much, especially being locked in a tiny dark room, that he started obeying. Lately the punishments have become too much for him to bear, and Dick unable to take them, but he knows he deserves one now. What he doesn't deserve is to be touched so gently and told that he's alright.

«Sweetheart.» There's another hand coming up to cup Dick's other cheek, naturally bringing him to look up. Slade pulled up his mask. He doesn't look angry even if he's slightly frowning. «Why should I punish you for trying to save my life.»

Dick blinks slowly and realizes he's been gripping the man's wrist hard, so he relaxes it with a deep breath. he also realizes that yes. He was trying to... do that. Slade had been hit with a stun charge, strong enough to flatline a meta, and Dick...

«What you should have done is shoot that man in the head, not use yourself as a shield.» Slade continues, wiping more blood from Dick's face with his thumbs. «That is something I'm going to have to drill into your little head. I don't want to see this kind of stunt, ever again.» He leans down, touches their foreheads together. Dick's breath hitches and just like that he's clutching the man's wrists again, with both hands this time. «But for now you're alright. We'll talk about this another time.»

He's picked up like he weighed nothing, and just like that he's pressed against the solid wall of Slade's chest.

Dick keeps holding onto him tight, breathing slowly to keep himself from crying. He was about to die, he was. That man would have killed him wasn't it for that few seconds of hesitation... maybe because he suddenly found himself about to kill a teenager instead of the seven foot tall monster who just massacred the rest of his team. And that apparently gave Slade enough time to gather himself, his knife, and plunge it into that guy's throat. And that's all Dick's fault, but Slade is alright, and somehow that's all that matters to him now.

#this is all I have for now sorry I just finished my rl work shift brain is mush #sladin #thank you sm Ana I loved this ♥#I imagine Dick is kinda smol like 15ish here?#can be anything you want tho really #my asks #my fanfictions #dickstroke #apprentice arc

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n0heart · 2 months

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#hello i appear again #nothing bad happened i just need to take breaks sometimes #also i'm really happy because #on friday i bought my first darkromanceish book #and it's the first book i manage to read since probably 2017/2018 #i used to be an avid reader as a kid so it always hurt to have lost the ability to focus for more than 5 mins #BUT I DID IT. I FUCKING LOVED IT. AND IT WAS SO SPICY #i also cried obviously because i'm too soft for angst but hello it's DARK ROMANCE #the love interest was such a good fucking dom oh god #i wish i could have had someone eating me out while reading the sex parts because HOLY. SHIT.#the realest ME WHEN #anyways girlies if anyone is on the same dark romance train and is interested #it's the twisted series by ana huang #that's the only thing i have to tell honestly lol idk when i'll post pics again but #wanted to say hi 🤓#if you read all these tags you absolutely own my heart. i highly doubt it tho

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readyforsomeslapstick · 6 months

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Happy Halloween, Have Some Goosebumps! 👻

(click the image for better quality!)

credit where credit is due: @whore-ibly-hot @couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name @reesiereads @stitch-me-not @meet-you-at-the-cemetery-gates @scoobycool9 @solarcitymelodies @amyfevernight @there-are-many-ways-to-smile @frosty-the-killer-doll @itspatrivk @bughuuls-hair @still-nix-d-goffic @hitomashi @animemisandry @jonahmagnus @luvrsix @scottsumrners @bellaswansgf @hereliesyasha @quintennyson (for the book cover gifs) @likeafantasy (for the Bratt gif) @billypuppets (for the Lucas wink)

#Goosebumps #Goosebumps 2023 #Slappy #Slappy the Dummy #Justin Long #Isa Briones #Ana Yi Puig #Will Edward Price #Miles McKenna #Zack Morris #ok but did y’all really think something goosebumps was gonna happen and I wasn’t gonna be all over it???#Especially with a demon doll in it #Mr. Bratt is my favorite tho #Lucas is baby (even if he eats worms)#And I’m joining the crowd appalled at Slappy’s British accent #Not to mention I’m living for Fridays right now #Happy Halloween #Halloween 2023

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sysig · 19 days

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Last man standing (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #It's lonely at the top :(#Poor dearest is worse for wear ah </3 #This scene made me cry ;;#Like it was sad when he wrote down his missing canonmates but going back in and writing everyone else's names ;;;;#Even his shaky alliances! Even the people he hasn't seen for a while!! Wehhh <3 <3 <3 #You soft heart ;; I see you Admiral ♥#Also had a lot of fun writing in VUK ZIX again hehe ♪#The translations from VUK ZIX to English aren't exact - for starters they're upside down haha #So if you started from the top down it would actually read KINLEZ NATPAK but I figured that wouldn't be as readable #You read from the bottom up! I also still headcanon it being written/read from left to right #So he started with Zelnick then Fwiffo then Tanaka and so on #Although I did change it up for the second one - Teisel then Xelloss then Xigbar then Asch and Van #The more I think of it the more I'm surprised there's no H :0 #Even just as a demarcation of a pause before during or after a syllable #The ''sh'' sound makes complete sense tho hehe <3 #Any incorrect shaping of letters/poor handwriting on my part can totally be chalked up to ZEX not being used to human hands!#Totallyyy lol #I really like the way specific syllables are shaped - like how Teisel and Zelnick almost share the same shaped between ''SEL'' and ''ZEL''#How Z is a more connected extension of S just agh it's so pretty <3 <3 Eco_Mono really did such a lovely job with it ♪#And then certain ''incorrectly'' spelled syllables still turned out so pretty! Like the ''ANA'' in Talana - look how swoopy and continuous!#The ''BAR'' in Xigbar looks really cool - honestly reminds me of the fanweapons I made ages ago for I? think? Xigbar's apprentice??#It's been too long I don't remember now lol but it's cool to me in particular because of that!! :D #Fwiffo looks so funny haha - Tanaka has a cool star-like kind of letter in his name?? Man it's just so neat <3 #As for ZEX - I mean he made it this far :( Not one to give up easily that's for certain ♥ Tenacious #I want him to be happy :'0

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bidisasterevankinard · 1 year

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I'm so crazy about buddie because I've just had a dream where anytime Eddie mentioned something about his dates or were trying to go on a date Buck just sat on his laps and fall asleep like that immediately. Like Eddie's personal cat, but also really jealous bestie (who don't understand he is in love)

And yes Eddie were surprised, a little annoyed, but were sitting like that until Buck woke up

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vimbry · 1 year

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I truly never get tired of the way both Johns move/hold themselves when performing. their twisting, bouncing, flailing dances both choreographed in videos and naturally on stage are such fun, infectious bursts of energy. it's charismatic and deeply unserious.

#tmbg #puppet head's really the king of pure joy for me #tho doctor worm and ana ng are pretty close second for the less improvised and more carefully rehearsed wild dancing #linnell's air drumming. and their little synchronised peek into and wave from the window #flansburgh is just a delight to watch leap around. which is an observation basically every 80s-90s review makes lol

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skinnytrips · 2 years

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Lost 1kg over three days. Usually a small amount but due to the time and the fact I was stuck at 154kg, it makes me feel satisfied, so I’m saving this to keep track what I did (I don’t count calories but I look at them if it’s easy).

Monday

Coffee 4x 10oz (honey, powdered creamer)

Pretzel stick (“small snack” aka food that is smaller than the hand, carbs bad choices but whatever)

Tuesday

Biked for 20 minutes, paced around the house for two hours

Coffee 6x 10oz (honey + powdered creamer)

Rice and beans mini burrito (smaller than my hand)

Two pieces of candy (lifesavers hard candy; 30cal)

Wednesday

Cleaned closet for 3-4 hours, heavy items + running up and down steps

Coffee 7x 10oz (honey + powdered creamer)

Ramen (390 cal)

Piece of candy (15cal; lifesavers)

I need to exercise more, since I barely do. Usually that means going outside when my anxiety wrecks me, gotta love that.

#unhealthy weight loss #🦋diet #🦋food #🦋#not really ana tho #just use the tags #and ideas #confidence in progress #destroying myself because I know no one will love me #because my body isn’t big in the right places #so I will starve until I like myself #they don’t need to like me #I already know they hate me

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the-acid-pear · 9 months

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It's not easy to be a guy with a weird gender and complicated relationships with its sexuality and romantic attraction and fat and autistic and traumatized to the bone but someone has to do it

#luly talks #i tried to rb a post but i hit post limit and i lost it LMAO but i find it interesting how my things overlap #bc as some of you might know i grew up as a fat little girl and you know the world fucking hates us #and on top of that autistic although i had the most neurodivergent ppl along w me #i still wasn't like my other friends tho i always was slightly more lonely slightly more disconnected #they were in on things i didn't seem to be in the social spectrum and i never understood that #and one of those things was indeed romance and dating and in my teen years sex too #like by default i was seen as undesirable. just by virtue of being fat and also kinda androgynous #and the autism just. kept me far away from any social circle or interaction that'd bring me closer to an encounter of any kind #and i always yearned lord knows i still dream of Ana but the thing is i...#i just. love romance in paper #i love the idea of romance. i love the yearning i love the feeling #i know the feeling bc i know euphoria! i know the euphoria that comes from love.#but to me that's a very short lived feeling specially when engaging directly with it #i think its part of a matter of being taught what romantic attraction is and how they paint it #it's similar to how you are taught X and Y is hot even before you understand why #like i remember my mother always joking w me about male mannequins' cocks and like sure i played along #bc i thought it was funny and if the adult i seeked approval from did it then i absolutely should too #but she also scolded me once (and btw i was like 15) bc idk i was acting. like a perv?#and it's so bizarre in retrospective bc it might have been before the age of 15 bc i really didn't care about such matters then #I've always been amaizing at masking i love understanding people and why they do what they do and replicating them #so me being positive to sex and romance is to be expected #but at the same time its weird bc i cannot bring myself to hating it but i also just. dont fucking feel it #but at least w sex comes the horror of having a body too like there's a lot man #but my point is that its funny how despite being seen as undesirable for society i was unaffected bc i was oblivious to it

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torturedpoetdean · 8 months

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making anna dean’s angel love interest then completely abandoning her when they decided to keep misha in the show and giving cas anna’s storyline and they expected it to not be read as romantic?!?!!?!! s4 season of all time

#they were really like this ángel will abandon all of heaven and rebel for this one human #no homo tho #the more you think about all the random little instances that had to happen for destiel to happen it can make you insane #and i think about it all the time #ana’s spn rewatch

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iwannabethinner13 · 3 months

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These arnotts milk arrowroot’s are my fav food ever. They are super plain and boring so I don’t crave them but they still taste nice enough that I actually enjoy eating them. They are super cheap and are only 32 cals per biscuit (I normally have 2 or 3 and call it a meal) I will usually take a tiny bite and just wait like 20 seconds for the biscuit to dissolve in my mouth. It ends up taking me 10-15 minutes to eat one so it’s great when I want something to keep my mouth occupied and am out of gum. If I lived alone I would eat like 3 of these a day and nothing else.

#This was a super weird post lol #I’m at the stage in my fast where even dirt seems appealing lol #and I’m really just craving anything and everything #But I really do love these biscuits tho #And ranting about them is better than eating so oh well I’m not mad #tw ed diet #@na trigger #ana meal #tw ed sheeran #@n0r3xia #ana trigger #tw ed but not sheeran #an0rec1a #tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #my ed tag

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evansbby · 1 year

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ghosted spoiler alert

ghosted hate alert

ghosted is so fucking mid !! even with apple tv+ 7 days free trial i still think it’s SO NOT worth it😭

10 minutes in and i’m bored to death😭😭😭 the only time i laugh is when the cameos appeared 😭

idk what happened but he and ana had no chemistry AT ALL, and others saying “you two should get a room” ten thousands times didn’t help!! bc it’s SO AWKWARD😭😭😭

i’m looking forward for your review bc i think you’ll hate it bahahahahahah ok bye😗

oh I already know I won’t like it based on the off chemistry and the bad script!!

BUT I did watch clips of it and I think Chris is good in it! Like… if you objectively just look at HIM, he’s good! Like he delivers his lines in a funny way and his comedic timing is good.

I 💖 COLE

#low-key think it’s ana who isn’t that good in this type of movie tbh ://#she is a good actress but in terms of comedy no #like if it was Chris with scarlet or Chris with another actress who is… better at comedy idk #then it would’ve elevated it so much #I hate to say it but from what I’ve seen… looks like the weak link here is Ana #BUT THIS IS JUSF BASED ON THE SCENES I HAVE SEEN #then again I’ve seen so many scenes 😭😂#but I do think Chris did well #so with a better script and a better COMEDIC actress it would’ve been great #don’t take this as hate I’m just being objectively critical #Ana is a great actress like she’s pretty good #but maybe comedy isn’t her forte #still really like her tho #anon #ghosted spoilers

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fightingdragonswithwho · 1 year

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my roommate after i met him for five minutes: “you know sometimes i think about settling down, have a family, im getting old” like slay, but we started this convo 3 minutes ago 🧍‍♀️

#he’s actually really nice but i was just taken aback with the random life update skjdkdjkdjd #they are sweet tho so we live to slay another day 🫡#ana! shut up #.txt

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sysig · 1 year

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I swear as soon as I dig out their source material I’m gonna start working on them again (Patreon)

#Doodles #They didn't have a tag last time so no tag this time either! Lol #The move has really jumbled everything and I Still don't have anywhere to put my books so finding stuff is :/#So rather than ignoring it intentionally for months as it sat beside my hammock now I don't even have the option! Lol #Feeling my brain start to clear out while I can't work on stuff is A Feeling tho lemme tell you lol #I still enjoy little brainstormy ideas around them at least ♪#The first Morgan was from last year but all the rest were more recent lol #She's still so cute hehe ♥ Her curves! Fun #Second up is a grumpy Ana haha #This whole journey of self discovery is difficult! And confusing! And sparkly and soft! Darn it all!#Lol #She meets Morgan and starts having Thoughts and Feelings ugh gross lol #She'll get over it haha #Last little idea of Morgan being an attentive partner <3 #Ana's not used to that poor lad but also just gets to be a miserable little lump and still loved about it #I started thinking about parallels to the original for this scene - it really depends on how far into the timeline I divert from hmm #Well that's always my favourite part ♪ Timelines are so fun hehehe

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