Screeching my way back onto tumblr to yell about the fact that Ed is clearly devastated by Izzy's death but he chooses queer joy and peace with the man he loves over running off to sea for vengeance and that's an im-fucking-portant sign of his healing and recovery.
When Zheng offers him revenge, he sort of half-heartedly agrees with 'yeah I suppose I wanna kill that guy', and that half-heartedness comes from the fact that he's not feeling it. He's feeling SAD, he's feeling GRIEF, but rather than quashing them under the boot of anger and violence, he's letting himself sit in those emotions and FEEL them, properly.
ED IS SAD AND HE'S SITTING WITH HIS SADNESS AND ALLOWING HIMSELF TO BE SAD AND THEN HE CHOOSES LOVE AND AN ATTEMPT AT SOME SORT OF PEACE RATHER THAN BLOODSHED AND VENGEANCE I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORTANT THAT IS.
These arnotts milk arrowroot’s are my fav food ever. They are super plain and boring so I don’t crave them but they still taste nice enough that I actually enjoy eating them. They are super cheap and are only 32 cals per biscuit (I normally have 2 or 3 and call it a meal) I will usually take a tiny bite and just wait like 20 seconds for the biscuit to dissolve in my mouth. It ends up taking me 10-15 minutes to eat one so it’s great when I want something to keep my mouth occupied and am out of gum. If I lived alone I would eat like 3 of these a day and nothing else.