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me when percabeth:
#percy jackson x reader#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#percy series#percy pjo#annabeth chase#percy and annabeth#grover underwood#luke castellan#percy jackson episode 5#disney plus#never so identified tbh#walker scobell#zeus#hermes#poseidon#percabeth
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#uhm so I'm back to my yuri plisetsky loving phase (it never ended)#GUYS HE'S SO GOODMAN ADORABLE ???#I LOVEEEE HIM#my little grumpy meow meow <3#let him hate however he wants he's such a cutie pie#i identify as a yurio stan tbh#yuri on ice#yuri plisetsky#anime#yoi#anime memes#yurio
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I just finished chapter 15 of 'Love, Death and Rollerskates' and Oh Damn
This post will contain slight spoilers so beware
Guys we already know that Sun also has his memories wiped by Afton but has anyone picked up on the fact that Afton also manipulates both Sun and Moon to hate each other?
I mean listen.
They are both so deeply convinced that the other is a monster. It's not just some manipulative tactic to keep the reader for themselves (as I thought for Sun in the beginning tbh). They really do think it's the truth. But how did they end up thinking this way, and why?
Welp those are very interesting questions but they're not exactly the right ones. What we have to ask here is who does this hatred profit to?
And here we have an answer, and this answer is William Afton.
Why? Because as long as they hate each other, they 1) forget that he's the one controlling them because they both have a scapegoat to blame for their situation and 2) can't team up to beat him, leaving them isolated and powerless.
Which is so damn clever to be honest.
So yes Afton erases their memories, but I also believe he takes this opportunity to fill in the blanks with some made up stories and/or manipulate the truth to nourish their hatred.
The worst part is the fact that he doesn't have to participate that much in it: all he has to do is twist the facts just enough for them to drift apart and stop communicating, and the rest is only a vicious circle of misunderstandings, negative emotions and lack of communication, that will never stop unless they actively seek to break that pattern and communicate.
For now I think Moon is the one who would recognise this pattern the most easily, because he's the most logical one of the two, and he already knows that Sun is being manipulated as well and experiences memory losses, he just doesn't know to what extent this affects his counterpart. Whereas Sun is in complete denial of it all, covering it with some sort of toxic positivity, and the narrative he gives is incredibly self-centred and based on his feelings rather than the facts, making it impossible for him to see the whole picture.
Reader have a crucial role in this dynamic, because both Sun and Moon care about them deeply, making them more keen on listening to y/n and taking their words into account. This is both a disadvantage and a good news: reader can aggravate this circle if they start picking sides and talking negatively about one of them to the other, but on the other hand, they could be able to push through the mutual hatred and get them to talk together again, with a common goal for the two of them: keeping y/n safe, and maybe, break free from Afton's emprise.
Anyway thank you for listening to my rants, I had to type this WHOLE SHIT twice because Tumblr didn't save my first draft lmao
#the autism kicked in tbh#pattern recognition went brrrrr#it kills me how the y/n clearly either have never seen a manipulator at work OR isn't used to masking#like so many things seem out of place to me it's kinda hard to identify to this reader???#however i am deeply attached to this au and will keep reading this fic lmao#love death and rollerskates#ldr moon#ldr sun#ldr#dca au#fnaf dca#dca fandom#ldr spoilers#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#whispers from atlantis
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ca. 1960s
#vintage#vintage cars#60s#found photos#dogs#where is that person who identifies cars in photos kgslgjsg#i would guess but i don't want to be wrong tbh#anyway i know this isn't amazing quality but it comes from a very large basket(?) full of kodak slides that i have#and idk how else to deal with them so like. i put them on this super bright light and just took pictures of them lmao#but i never did anything with most of the ones i took pictures of so sdjhsdhgs i guess i finally will#sixties#1960s#retro#uploads*#hsc:misc*#queue
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Guys I need you to know about my weird ass dream:
Bart and Wally were hanging out. Everything was a pinkish-purple and slightly distorted, like I was watching them through a wall of rock candy.
Wally leaned over to Bart and said "I like men, I think. I'm bi. I always have been, I've just never said it out loud. It changes nothing in my life and it changes nothing about me but I think it's good to be myself. It's good to be honest about myself."
Now at this point I was shocked. Elated but completely bamboozled. I wasn't aware that this was a dream so I was F R E A K I N G out. I remember thinking "Holy shit, did DC just say that Wally is bi??? And have it just be a casual thing that changes nothing??? Without it disrupting his relationship with his wife or family?!?!"
My mind was running wild, which is why it took me a few minutes to process when Bart said "Oh cool. Me too."
Guys.
People.
I was ready to explode.
Then the pinkish-purple crystal wall they were in changed from sorta bi colors to just straight up the bi flag.
Which was weird because neither one had acknowledged the strange setting before this but suddenly Bart seemed to notice and he was incredibly confused.
Wally laughed. Like a cartoony villain laugh. And said "I knew it!"
Then he turned into Mirror Master.
I was sent reeling as I realized a) Goddammit, Wally isn't canonically bi, that was just Mirror Master apparently b) Oh holy, shit they've been inside a crystal/crystal dimension this entire time and c) Mirror Master's evil plan was apparently tricking Bart into coming out??
Anyway, I woke up after that but... what.
What the fuck.
#i don't... i don't even think Bart is bisexual#biromantic maybe#definitely ace in some capacity#could see him as aroace panromantic biromantic or something else idk#honestly even heteromantic ace#hes just ace. that is what he is#uhm#wally idk#wally i think could be bi if dc wanted him to be. but dc doesn't like bi characters in 'hetero' relationships#incredibly biphobic of them#so probably wouldn't happen with wally#also definitely wouldn't happen in adams run because hes... very christian... and sends off those low-key conservative vibes#which... not a fan of *that*#not sure why mirror master wanted to out bart but if it makes people feel better i didn't get the vibe that bart was like... in the closet#more so just no one had broached the topic with him and bart didn't realize that it was a big deal#Bart: I never told people that i beat dark souls either? do i suddenly need to tell people ever little thing about my life... ?#which good for him tbh. you go Bart#anyway im still reeling about this. i have no fucking clue why my brain inflicted this on me.#so now im screaming it into the void#im not even tagging this with identifying tags because... i do not want this to be findable lmao#i am inflicting this onto as few people as possible
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height of my night is my dad talking abt the gay bars in town and being like ‘oh that ones a straight meat market!! naked guys dancing on tables and all that!’ and then i was like. isnt the one you used to go to. and he was like. yeah
#before my dad met my mom he was deeply in love with this trans woman who did drag shows at this local gay bar#and he would go every night. she died of aids but he still speaks abt her so fondly its sweet#but this particular club is what he calls ‘full of old fashioned queers’#the windows were still painted so no one could see inside type old fashioned.#and he talks abt it so fondly but also he’s like. a bit more open abt why he visited so often#now my brother and i are older and also gay#men lmaooo…#my dad straight up told me the best cruising spots one time. that was fun#i think a lot of time when ppl think of older bi men they think of guys who identified as straight or gay then settled down and#figured out when they were older but my dad’s known he’s bisexual since he was#15. and like. he was rlly in gay culture at the time#and its tbh nice hearing abt it. its not like.#super graphic what he says but i acknowledge that my dad had other partners before my mom. some of them men.#and its just like kinda cool to have that elder queer prescense in my family#of course my moms the same way. she talks abt her life working on all#women farms. and living in san francisco and .#being in this lesbian scene in the 80’s and its so cool..#i will admit. i didnt know my parents were queer until i had already come out#but they never. hid it from us it just never came up.#but once it did it was rlly nice to have that perspective.#bc my parents are from a different era of queer ppl it was hard to get them to understand transition at first#bc my dad didnt really know the difference between trans people and ‘crossdressers’ bc a lot of ppl considered themselves as both#when he was in the scene.#but they learned and its just nice to have multiple generations of queer ppl in the family#its comforting.#knowing that my brother and i are educating them as much as they are to us.
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EDIT: HEY this is a take of mine from a bit ago that I no longer agree with. No idea why it's getting some likes still. I am keeping the original take under the cut because I don't want to act like it doesn't exist but we have since gotten a lot more info from Tubbo about how he feels about labels and such, but even before we got that extra confirmation this take was not great. Sorry if this post is getting recommended to people for some reason!
One more thing. "Don't assume streamers are straight in the first place" can and should coexist with "Don't use words for them they don't use for themself." If everyone had started calling Tubbo a Gay Man after he put that emoji in his bio that wouldn't have been great because he's never used that label for himself. Like you can just be patient and wait until a cc is ready to elaborate on what words they do/don't like to use for themself (if they ever decide to share) you don't have to rush to find a word to use to tell the whole world a streamer may not be straight
#tbh if they dont give you a word to use. maybe that indicates they dont want you to be talking about their sexuality very much?#just a thought#doodle.txt#discourse#done now#^ NOT saying that ccs Have To Pick A Label For Themselves#but different ppl are ok w different labels yk. some people like being called Queer some dont#some ppl are ok w ''gay'' being used as an umbrella term for how they identify and some arent#& as Tubbo said onstream today some folks like using the word Unlabelled to describe them and some dont#so like you can just quietly acknowledge that a streamer probably isnt straight with a simple ''good for them'' and move on#you dont have to pick a Word to use for them or a flag to put their face over esp if theyve never expressed that they feel like#a certain word or flag fits them.#idk just thinking abt this i think its a very nuanced/complex thing. again if i misspeak feel free to lmk
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have seen at least two posts of “photographs” of flowers where at least one is definitely ai generated (it was tagged thank god) and the other looks suspiciously similar so I’m looking into it. just a heads up that thats something we have to look out for now for some godforsaken reason
#im tired so im not reblogging them rn but theyre in the drafts#im sure botanists can identify these better than even artists tbh#i can see the image discrepancies but theres gotta be some obvious combos of flowers that would never grow together or something#anyways
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Hm wow. I just read the word "whorephobia" in a published book, and I am like, no way is this a widely accepted term among this particular social justice milieu...
#I'm sure some there is some activist out there who espouses this as reclamatory but like...#My gut instinct is that “whore” is overwhelmingly such a degrading and misogynistic word#And -phobia...well I never did like that suffix much because#To bring up like an old joke “I'm not afraid of gay people. I just hate them”#Like I would just say it's misogyny. You've identified a particular thread within misogyny#Ugh but also quibbling over social justice terms is the worst thing ever and tbh I don't care#I just think this word is so ugly. Sonically and connotatively#now reading
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Honestly, as always, and I need to say this bc I do keep telling people in the CritRole fandom to look shit up, you need to CHECK the sources the wiki cites when it gives information bc I swear, I keep noticing really grave errors. Like, it's a good idea to double-check the source on the information bc it might be very wrong or completely mis-representative.
Don't just take the damn wiki's word for it, check the source if you can, because I've historically had experiences where the wiki is outright wrong. I'm telling you this as a regular contributor.
#Cerrit's ring is never said to be made of silver nor is it indicating his social status. It identifies him professionally not socially.#Until it was recently corrected Purvan's article said he was a steward of the Ring of Silver (i.e. Purvan was a MEMBER of it)#instead of him being stewarded BY someone in the Ring of Silver which is TOTALLY different.#tbh historically I have found SO MUCH incorrect information on the wiki#just SO MUCH wildly incorrect information#CR spoilers#EXU spoilers#Critical Role things#CR
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Anyone else get to a point in lesbian gender weirdness that makes you incapable of being attracted to straight girls? Like as a lesbian I'm specifically attracted to people who have a similar gender to me, and being sapphic makes up such an important part of my gender that I can't consider someone who's not wlw to even be in the same realm. Straight women are definitely not the same gender as me, and non-wlw nonbinary people aren't really either. Nonbinary is an umbrella term after all, and in my case the gender under that umbrella is "dyke." To me that means that other sapphics, whether they're nonbinary, transfem, or cis, are automatically gonna be closer in gender to me than anyone else. I can't be attracted to straight girls
#ive seen people get confused about this before so just to clarify: the terms sapphic and wlw also includes bi women/pan women/etc#(and also bi/pan nonbinary folks who fit the bill of course)#anyways i would say im not attracted to straight women 'anymore' bc of my gender weirdness#but tbh. ive never actually been attracted to a straight woman#when i was in high school there was one 'straight' girl that i was attracted to but she found out she wasnt straight shortly after#(by developing a crush on the new girl i had moved on to 😭)#and funnily enough two 'cis guys' who actually both realized they were trans girls after we graduated#that was very confusing at the time tho bc i had JUST gotten comfortable identifying as a lesbian ahdjdkas and i was like wtf is this?#but i guess my dykedar is just that good? 😂#rambling
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If people could stop using the term “transmasc” as synonymous with “trans man” that would be fucking phenomenal.
#I’m transitioning because I want to have more masculine traits just by default#but I don’t consider myself a binary trans man. the binary makes no fucking sense to me. fuck the binary#this is I think why I feel so sad when people get angry at ‘transmascs’ for relating to and having gender envy over Gerard way#because I absolutely have gender envy over Gerard- but it has fuck all to do with ‘being a man’#Gerard isn’t binary. they don’t like labels but they’ve expressed admiration for they/them pronouns and said ‘I’ve always liked he/they’#and they do a hell of a lot of relating to she/her pronouns and girls in their music#no fucken part of me is envious of Gerard in a Man Way™#because neither of us are binary Masc-y McMascerson men#I admire g for their entire vibe in every way they’ve presented it to us#just because I’m transmasc doesn’t mean I only admire men. I’m nonbinary#I admire queer people in every form. I’m hesitant to call g queer because idk how they feel about it#but you get what I mean#if Gerard came out as a trans woman tomorrow I would still have gender envy for them. I have gender envy over cis women sometimes ffs#I love them (parasocially yada yada) however they identify. I love them even more because they hate fucken labels. ME TOO#I just love the way they put themselves out there.#I’ve just seen a lot of folks hating on transmascs for relating to Gerard and I think it’s a misunderstanding tbh#it’s all pure love and admiration and inspiration#I can’t speak for everyone but I would never want to push a label on G when they clearly fucken hate it.#that being said; I think the way they express themselves and the art they create is inspiring as hell!!#for me gender envy goes deeper than just surface level aesthetic sometimes#wow this has been a rant. and idk if I’ve even gotten my point across actually#oh well!#gender#blithering on
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Considering the possibility that I have autism and not adhd considering that I score extremely high on every autism test I take, multiple people have told me I'm probably autistic, and the fact that all of the adhd medications I've tried worked so badly that I ended up selling/giving them to people instead of taking them because I thought admitting they were useless when I had an adhd diagnosis was like. the incorrect option. which in retrospect is the most autism response to that problem 💀
#idk#I'm not one to heavily identify with labels when it comes to mental health because imo the whole system is fucked but yeah#autism warriors how are we feeling tonight#tbh I think it's because I've never missed any social cues I just don't know what do to with them#so in an official evaluation I'm guessing they'd just be like ''you seem like you know#what you're doing''#yk#and tbf my adhd diagnosis was incredibly rushed#I do think it's funny that all of my experiences with mental health care have just been like ''there's definitely something wrong with you#but we have no fucking idea what it is congratulations''#txt#personal
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Aahh. Accidentally saw fanart and both of us got triggered out. Rip. Mass rb of fanart.
Headspace convo about us adjusting to our surroundings. Love u dumbass /aff
#dib#zims stink#actually plural#invader zim#zim fictive#osdd#system posting#headspace#idk. it was a nice convo. Dib's in his feels about fitting in or not coming across as his source#esp pilot self. thats nOt him. show him isn't canon entirely either and florpus is prob closest to him tbh#but still hes so source divergent we've asked if he wants to reidentify and sorta be a covert fictive and#he said no. he finds honor in still claiming him and being HIS version of him with how mUch we have always identified with him#like he IS dib he cant change that nor would he on purpose even if he kinda wanted to#hes Dib. hes a good boy and he cant even prove it to himself. hes scared of hurting others by simply existing. bc of things.#im doing my best to rectify how i acted around him for a while bc of said things#im here. i wanna help and make it better and solve stuff but gods its hard when you had the same problem for so long and are just now -#healing fr. i feel so bad for everything. and we're all making ammends but it WILL be slow work i can tell#ive never seen him cry like that :(
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What a way to learn your ex coworker (one of your favorite ones too mind you) thinks everyone who says they're autistic is using it as an excuse for being rude to people
Like brother, people shouldn't HAVE to get diagnosed before you believe them (her actual words) getting diagnosed can actually be super harmful to the person being diagnosed, as it's often times used against us in various ways
Yes there are just shitty people in the world who WILL claim to be to cover up the fact that they're just shitty, but not EVERY person who says it does
#i will literally be the first to admit that i come off as a shitty person quite often/can be blunt more times than not#and once its pointed out to me i do apologize when necessary. its a thing ive got to learn to identify or try to avoid when possible#its never going to go away. thats not how it works#idk it just rubbed me the wrong way to hear her say that. feels like she thinks im just a shitty person#i dont even think she knows im autistic tbh and if thats the case im GLAD she doesnt know#idk a lot has happened recently in this specific vein of thought that just has me feeling exceptionally shitty about myself#like im doing my best with it and its still causing problems. its still hurting the people i care about. its fucking exhausting#and its incredibly frustrating. im literally trying SO HARD to be better and its not working out in a way thats ideal#and now everything just feels extra shitty#im so tired. thats all
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2023 reads // twitter thread
Never Been Kissed
adult demi mm romance
a film studies graduate managing his town’s dying drive in theatre is desperate to save it, and tries to convince a reclusive local director to show her lost media film
also his ex crush/best friend is the new social media manger there
#never been kissed#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#ok first i was looking at GR to write my little blurb and it and all the reviews ONLY mention the romance plot none of the old movie subplot#that was the only interesting thing to me but i guess the romance part is more significant#the set up of the romance plot which is all mentioned in the blurb was kinda stupid and unnecessary#like i don’t get the conflict between them at the start. lmao what was the point in the email thing. just to make it immediately awkward?#would the history & suddenly in the same job not do that just as well?#i was fully expecting the other email guy to show up late in the book or something but that was just. never mentioned again#the mc is. pretty infuriating tbh#half the conflict at the start is them not getting a chance to have. conversation because the MC keeps stopping the LI from telling him anyt#thing. either by saying “i don’t want to talk” or just cutting him off with what he assumed he’s gonna say.#even later in the book he keeps cutting him off which still causes problems!!!!!#“he promised we could communicate but was keeping a secret” bitch you never let him tell you anything#alloro people are so annoying. also he’s like an annoying film fan. like not in the misogynistic way but….#+ he’s come out as gay but feels like something isn’t quite right identifies as queer (idk why he can’t use gay….what’s with people thinking#that asexuality and gayness are mutually exclusive identities). like yay for queer also but?? both are true#overall: sure i guess?? i liked the grumpy old lady. everything else i didn’t care about much#uh there’s also a ‘totem pole’ misuse reference somewhere in there
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