early mornings🎧💟

after that second espresso..

Some days I sleep more than 14 hours because being awake is so exhausting.

yearn time: having lived with roommates and my parents and in student housing for the last few years i am LONGING for my own place like. yeah the studio i have rn is very nice but it isn't really a home. it comes fully furnished with a 6 month lease and i moved in with a suitcase and a few boxes. ive done my best to make it cozy and homey but in the end its a glorified hotel room and not meant to be a permanent thing. i desperately want a place that i can COME HOME TO. my own little nest u know? i want my stuff! i miss my books! i miss having my sewing painting crafting materials around! my books ough. the point is: nothing transitory anymore. a place without an expiration date. im not suggesting that i want to *settle down* or even stay there for longer than 5 years necessarily Imaour but it should be an option. you know? clear horizons and so on. no tickling cock excuse me ticking clock. anyway. the feeling is so strong its basickly overshadowing all of my other plans and goals and dreams at the moment i–

i feel a little crazy tbh. i really cannot wait to get out of here. and to arrive somewhere else. wherever that may be

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good morning world 🖤

its sunday morning, everyone is asleep, i'm drinking my first coffee, listen to the birds and enjoy the silence.

At 25 I learned that being strong isn’t being collected and invencible through every problem

It was having the courage to open my eyes every morning despite falling apart every night

It’s a battle that never ends

I hope I don’t lose it ..

over the hill and ready to roll..

Art mirrors reality, but I find joy in moments when reality mirrors art—like when an event unfolds, and you instantly think, "This is just like that movie!" or "The plot resembles that book!" or "This view remarkably resembles that 16th-century painting."

does anyone else have a queued up list of badass things to say for any possible situation? like there’s a bunch of quotes from tv or just random shit I came up with that I have equipped at every moment. you know like just in case someone tries to tell me something important early in the morning, I can just hit them with a “mornings are for coffee and contemplation”

am i crazy?

you fucking bet I am Rebecca

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