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lastoneout · 2 years
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Honestly the conversation about anti-intelectualism could use more nuance regarding how Fucked(tm) the education system in a lot of places is.
Like yes people do need to open their minds and work on not demonizing academics and respecting STEM and literature and all that but any time I see someone fully place the blame on the individual and say the problem is people not paying attention in school my first thought is "wow it must have been nice to go to well funded schools".
A good education is not something everyone has access to and until you've seen exactly how BAD it can be in an underfunded school full of poor kids, or hell even just how much damage a single bad teacher can do, you need to stop acting like the problem starts and stops with people not paying attention in class.
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adissonsss · 7 months
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PT1: Headcanons(SFW) How dating Tokio Hotel would be like
Notes; I started crying while listening to Mockingbird by Emniem, so I decided to finish this
•Since I already did a seperate Bill post, his section is shorter(😢😢)
•This is bordering NSFW, some mentions of sex
•Sorry I was gone for a while, I was busy w/ helping around the house+some other personal things
•Enjoy, much love!💜💜
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Tom Kaulitz
•With Tom, he thinks you're a godsend. He won't even breathe near another woman again if it means you smile at him.
•He just loves you so much. You've totally stopped his playful, flirty personality towards other women.(not towards you)
•Y'alls relationship is spontaneous, fun, laughter-filled, and light-hearted.
•^And I quote, he "doesn't like girls who overthink."
•No doubt he jump-scares you everytime you come out of the bathroom, crossing a wall corner, or tired and dazed and having Tom breathe on the back of your neck while falling asleep.
•Flirty & inside-joke pet names!!!
•^I can imagine Tom staring at you whilst you sleep👁👁. You wake up and turn your head, and see Tom wide-eye staring at you not expecting to be caught.
•^ I wouldn't blame you if you got scared or shy. Or both!
•Tom loves food. Cooking, ehh, not so much.. You, cooking? YES! You, cooking for him? HE WANTS TO MARRY YOU AND BE BURIED TOGETHER💗💗.
•^ If you can cook, or bake, or both, he has heart eyes rn😻. He will devour anything(including you😘), but your food he actually cherishes and enjoys, feeling grateful and blessed you and your skills.
•He will make a song about and/or w/ you. Singing into the mic while he plays guitar on stage, standing close to him, making eye contact.
•Y'all know that thing he does w/ his guitar? Yeah, he does it with intentions of doing that to you tonight. If you're in the crowd, he makes eye contact and licks his lips, letting his mind run wild.
•He kisses you any chance he gets, any body part.
•^On your neck while your head is turned? No problem!
•^On your hand while stretching it behind your head? Yeah, he loves it.
•^On your lips while your venting to him if your stressed? Sure!
•He will never not do it.
Imagine
Sitting on his lap while he softly plays guitar, dozing you to sleep.
He hums along with the beat, and notices the extra weight on his chest. He sees you sleeping, and a smile erupts onto his face. He doesn't move a muscle, enjoying this special moment with you.
After a couple of moments, he does slowly grab his phone from his pants pocket and snapping a(or about 20) picture of you.
Bill Kaulitz
•He loves physical affection, and will hug and touch you at every moment.
•He loves you, and your attention!!!!!
•He loves praise, but praise from you?? His clothes are off.
•Honestly anything from and about you is just so... He just loves you and your being and everything.
•If you have color-treated hair or a texture which you have to take special care of it, Bill is learning how to help you ASAP.
•If you read or write, Bill loves reading w/ you, and honestly just endorsing your hobbies+skills.
•(I saw a similar idea to this on Tiktok) If you both have stuffies, he makes them be both of y'alls kids to take care of, feed, and bathe. Turns them away from the bed whenever when it's the adults alone time🙈.
•Romantic pet names.
Imagine
Laying next to Bill in bed, both of you just staring up at the ceiling, extremely tired after today's events of being on stage.
You feel Bill's hands creep around your waist, you now becoming the little spoon. Bill places his mouth close to your ear, and whispers softly, knowing your close to a nice night of sleep,
"Goodnight, schatz."
Gustav Schäfer
•This wonderful man is loving, romantic, and soo sweet😻.
•He loves holding your hand, and just feeling your body on him(take it any way you want to)
•He loves dancing w/ you, holding your body close and spinning you around, feeling the rhythm of the song.
•I'm tryna keep it clean in this post, but DAMN. This man's muscles, he can and will use it for helping you w/ heavy lifting, grabbing you, picking you up on his shoulder, advantages in bed, stamina, anything to be honest.
•He is a bit submissive, wanting to keep you close to him so doing anything and everything for you is a daily part of this man's life.
•Y'all saw that clip where he took his shirt off on stage? Yeah, you tried to do that once(if you wanna be apart of the band, idk), lil bro gave you the death stare and a little more in the bedroom later that night❗
•Look, he may be nice, but if someone deserves to be judged, Gustav is gonna judge.
•You and Gustav shit talk and give certain people the stank face if they deserve it, laughing about it later on🤝🏻.
•If you have a large family, siblings, or relatives in general, he will want to put on his best impression for them! Shaking hands, bringing a side, dressing up nice, being the most polite he's ever been, all or you🤗.
Imagine
Gustav is in the gym working out, without a shirt, and he catches your eye. You admire him flexing and working his muscles. He decides to act like you aren't staring and does extra reps, pushups, and lifts more than what he usually does.
He spills some water on his face on purpose, and uses the bottom of his shirt to wipe it off his chin🥰.
Georg Listing
•The first thing this guy notices about you is your body. A literal quote.🙈
"The first thing I notice about a girl is her butt!"
•He loves your shape and size, curves and crevices, marks, scars, pimples, scabs, whatever makes you, you.
•He loves your laugh! He's always cracking jokes and laughing w/ you.
•He will admire your body in bed, seeing it covered in a sheen of sweat, in all of it's beauty and kisses all over your skin, feeling blessed and grateful that you chose him to be your boyfriend!
•He loves taking care of you, and you love taking care of him(you better), so making eachother breakfast, giving eachother daily vitamins or medicine, all of that.
•MOVIE. DATE. NIGHTS. Cuddling up on the couch w/ popcorn and candy, sharing a warm blanket and falling asleep not in 1 hour in. He ignores the movie and probably falls asleep admiring your peaceful face.
Imagine
Georg usually wakes up earlier than you, being a early-bird. So, with that, he either makes or buys you breakfast, ordering your favorite drink and items, ordering stuff for him and the others too.
When he gets back and your still asleep(damn), he softly wakes you up, holding back a "awe" at your sleepy face, setting down the drink and food on the nightstand, getting into bed w/you, and talking about anything and everything.
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Taglist;
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•I love these sm!!!
•Much love!💜💜
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missmeinyourbones · 2 years
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BIRDS OF A FEATHER (satoru gojo x reader)
a/n: (wc: 0.9k) gojo-centric, dad-to-be!gojo, implied pregnant!reader, angst to fluff, i literally don’t know what made me write this it just happened :/ it’s kind of different from what i normally write so i am kinda nervous but hope you guys enjoy it <3
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Satoru Gojo always knew what would become of him, what was expected of his hand that wields a power like no other. 
He was strong—the strongest, which came with a league of it’s own. The title had it’s glitter and gold; people fawned to him like bees to honey. He was it—the sight to see. 
However, Gojo found that his reputation often preceded him. 
Maybe he was a bit naive, a bit premature with his flashy conclusions, but he can now admit that he was wrong to assume that the top would be less lonely than the bottom. He thinks they're equals, that people choose to ignore how many similarities they truly have. While one may be flashier than the other, they isolate you all the same. 
He vaguely recalls a memory—one from where he was young, barely nineteen years old, as Yaga stood before him and shook his hand with a forceful pride. 
The Untouchable Satoru Gojo, he’d called him, eyes swimming with that oh-so-familiar glimmer of satisfaction with a tinge of insatiable jealousy. 
Gojo remembers shaking his head at the comment, scoffing through gritted teeth about how that’s not necessarily a compliment.
Because what people tend to misunderstand, is that being untouchable also implies that Gojo’s unable to touch. Unable to let people in, let someone know him for who he is instead of what he can do, what he can be. 
Gojo doesn't know what will become of him when he’s no longer the strongest. He doesn't know what he is, if not the very best. He doesn't think he has much more to offer if he can no longer provide the power and protection that all of those around him seek. 
If a bird has no wings, will it still be asked to fly? 
The more he thinks about it, Gojo’s not sure if the flightless life of an animal made to soar is one worth salvaging. Maybe it’d be better to end it’s suffering—the humane and moral thing to do. I mean, it has no purpose now, right?
The two of you sit in the chilly waiting room of a doctor’s office. 
God, does he hate hospitals. He’s never had the privilege of associating them with anything good. To him, it’s not a place of miracle workers or second chance rehabilitation—it’s one of blood and pain and heartache. One where he’s dropped people off just to never see them again. One that takes a part of him with it every time he walks between its fluorescent and grim hallways.
However, today will be different. Satoru Gojo will leave a hospital with a reason of love and hope—because today, he will be seeing his baby (or rather, his soon to be baby) for the very first time.
A little clump of cells submerged in the warmth of your body, something that will grow into one of the greatest blessings Gojo is ever supposed to know. Today will be the first time he sees the creation on the tiny little ultrasound screen. The first time he’ll hear it’s rapid heartbeat, similar to that of a mockingbird’s. 
He nervously fiddles with his hands—hands that have caused just as much destruction and damage as they have prevailed with grace. Hands that have carried thousands of corpses; some he knew, some he loved. Hands that can harm as easily as they can heal. 
How on earth is he supposed to use these same hands to protect a child—his child? Something so small and pure and defenseless? When he can barely protect himself, when he can barely protect you?
His stomach gurgles and festers with bottomless fear as he begins to understand just how in over his head he truly is. 
This was a mistake. A mistake that’s going to get innocent people hurt. A mistake that will let him get a taste of the sweetest love he’s ever known, just for it to be ripped from the hold of his palms and leave him barren and hollow. 
Noticing his anxiety—his twitchy fingers and restless sighs—you casually slip your hand into his, intertwining the two of them as if they're puzzle pieces molded solely for one another’s fit. 
Gojo looks over at you due to your sudden touch, and he see’s your reassuring smile—one that instantly fills him with a warmth indescribable to the past-him. He thinks about his nineteen year old self again, wondering if the teenager could have ever imagined a love burning this bright, feeling this safe. 
He looks at his hands again, now holding your smaller ones. His hands, ones that gently brush away the stray hairs from your forehead. Hands that worship your ever-soft skin with tender touches and purposeful caressed. Hands that will hold your child—a gift, half him and half you—with all of the love he can muster from his shattered and poorly bandaged heart. 
With a new perspective, Gojo thinks about the wingless bird once more. Maybe, it doesn't need to be pardoned, maybe it can find a new purpose. 
No one is just one thing, right? Sure, we have things we’re known for—chickens lay eggs, hawks soar over their prey, and Satoru Gojo is the strongest. But that’s not all they are, nor is it all he is. 
He knows that he loves you, weak or strong. That he craves your touch, no matter the state of his infinity. He aches for the taste of your cooking, no matter if his stomach is filled to the brim with sweet delicacies or is eating itself alive from the inside out. He knows he’ll always want to return to the warmth of your bed, whether he’s sleeping on the finest of mattresses or flat upon a concrete floor. He’ll want you all he same—always. 
And for that grounding reason, Satoru Gojo knows that whatever may become of him, strongest or not, he will be a father—a great one, at that. 
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📚 🔮 🎨 i love u
Love you too!!! 😍💖🌸
📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend? Aaaargh, you know that I forget any opinion I've ever held the second anyone asks me for one! There's so many incredibly talented ppl in this fandom, and so many fantastic fics, how am I to choose one??? Here's some I've read and loved recently:
hunter's moon by mourningshowers: a very intriguing werewolf AU with a cool, unique spin on pack dynamics, and stunning prose - the descriptions of ppl's scents in particular stuck with me, they're so vivid and evocative! butter, sugar, and northern mockingbirds by @thefreakandthehair: the most perfectest, soft, mushy, sweet bakery AU. If you're in need of a fic that will leave you feeling all warm and fuzzy and happy inside, this is a definite rec! Never coming down (with your hand in mine) by @eyesofshinigami: the latest instalment in their omega!Eddie series, which I adore. If you're into a/b/o and omega Eddie, give this one a read!
🔮 Any advice for writers working through burnout or writer’s block?
Some things that work for me, personally:
Just write! I sit myself down, set a word count (100 words, 200 words, doesn't matter, it's about getting started) and don't get up or hop on socials before I have written that word count down. Maybe I'll find my flow and keep going, maybe I'll think it's garbage and leave it for the day. I never delete what I wrote, even if I hate it. Instead, I come back a day or two later and look it over with a fresh pair of eyes. Most of the time, I'll realize that it doesn't suck as bad as I thought it did.
Write something small! If my large WIPs seem too daunting atm, I'll try a microfic or drabble - something small and relatively low effort. Those also have the added bonus that I can yeet them out immediately after they're done, and the reactions I get usually give me the serotonin boost I need and motivate me to write more. (Bc I'm an attention whore like that! XD)
Let the brain run idle! I take a walk. I craft or doodle something. I play with my kid. I watch a movie or go out with friends. The main thing is, I don't write. I try to not even think of writing. That's often when my best ideas hit me out of nowhere.
🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
I am blessed enough to have a bunch of incredibly talented mutuals who have made so much wonderful, gorgeous, incredible art of my work. I look at it daily, it makes me feel so incredibly loved and cherished. I couldn't wish for more! That being said, if someone asked me, I'd probably pick for a scene from Someone who cares because that's my oldest fic (my baby, my firstborn, etc.) and it doesn't have any art yet.
Fic writer asks
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puckleberryfinnie · 3 months
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covey!reader in the quarter quell (opening ceremony!!)
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read these first for this to make a bit more sense!
original idea post: click me!
introduction story: click me!
thank you to anyone who showed support in any way on the first introduction for this, it means a lot <33 there’s a lot of just reader content in this (mostly because I’m still working on doing a large amount of dialogue between characters), so if you want, you can skip to later down into this to find more interesting stuff!!
summary: reader goes through the opening ceremony process, meeting people along the way!! - reader meets a bunch of the characters! (Finnick, Johanna, Katniss and Peeta)
warnings: fem!reader, slight mention of ptsd?, alcohol, really bad writing (specifically dialogue)
“Get to know those new winners, the lovers. It’ll be good for your image,” she had said, pouring herself another cup. “It’s not lookin’ too good, kiddo. I’ll miss ya’, if I’m honest.”
Both of you knew your partner- the 50 year old, previous farmer, current jobless winner, would be no help to you. He’d made it known very early on that he hated you- hated the Covey as a whole, if we’re being honest. No amount of kindness, no amount of cheerful smiles could make this man like you. If he saw you in the games, he’d kill you. No hesitation, especially if it meant his chance at survival.
The predestined goodbyes made your heart ache, but in reality, they were better than none at all. Getting one last word in was something of importance to you, with anyone you loved. The games had forced you to realize the value of human life more than ever.
Those lovers, though. Katniss and Peeta- You’d have to understand them, before you arrived. Even if you couldn’t make it out alive, you’d like friends in your final moments. Someone to talk to. The last games had been filled with sleepless nights alone, humming melodies to the mockingbirds in the trees. “K-A-T-N-I-S-S,” typed slowly into your search engine device, one implanted into a high-tech table on the traveling train, headed for the Capital. Millions of articles popped up, lighting up the screen with bold titles, attached with colorful images. This Katniss girl, she was something different from the tributes you’d met. There was no determinable factor to it, she just had something about her that made you curious. You dismissed the thought, closing out the browser before turning your head, looking out the fast-moving train through the pristine, freshly cleaned windows.
It didn’t take too long for you to arrive at your all-too-familiar destination- the Capital buildings towering over you, providing shade for your short trip to the training/housing facility. There were people calling out your name as you walked along the gold paved path, asking you questions. All of them wanted to get the inside scoop on the nearly-dead, newly returned tributes, getting their last words before they reached the end of their life. You smiled, waved, said hello to the reporters before escaping them through the front doors of the tall building in front of you.
The outfits available to you for the opening ceremony were better this time around. Your stylist, bless her heart, knew nothing of Covey fashion, and struggled with finding something with farmy-like elements of District 11 while still reaching the level of luxury an event like this one required. This year’s selections were much better- she took the Covey’s bright colors, taking inspiration from patterns found in the little art markets that used to be found in District 11 and 12, tended to by Coveys looking for some extra money for dinner. You picked the one you found the most suitable for yourself, knowing you’d at least semi-match with your partner.
Exiting the building into an area close to the path for the ceremony, you saw many familiar tributes standing around. Johanna Mason. Finnick Odair. Beetee and sweet old Mags. Despite the screaming from the crowd who’d catched a glimmer of your appearance, you calmly walked towards your pair of horses, placed in front of District 12’s. Katniss was standing there, brushing her hand along her horse.
Walking up to Katniss wasn’t a problem- your mama raised you to be confident like that, knowing that’s the only way to live the Covey life. Smile raised, you prepared to give a classic Covey welcome, sure to draw anyone in!
“Katniss, right? Y/N L/N! I love the dress.”
Poor Katniss had been a bit frightened, not planning for anyone to approach her during this experience. She’d seen you before, though- in the games before hers. She’d remembered Prim saying something about her wanting to win the games like you had- no killing, no violence perpetrated on her part. It’d stuck with Katniss after her own games, knowing she’d played against her sisters ‘morality rules’ with her ever-lethal bow and arrow.
Haymitch had mentioned the girl, too- “she’s not much of a threat- that voice of hers is her only weapon when it comes down to it. But she’s smart- slick and sneaky in the arena. An ally like her would mean more sponsors (her adoring fans) and better hiding places.”
Before Katniss could even get in a word to you, a large arm was wrapped around your shoulders, making you tense up slightly before relaxing at the slight of the boy next to you. Finnick. Finnick Odair. You didn’t know him very well, but whenever you sang for those Capital parties, he’d make sure to send a compliment your way, sauntering off after talking for a moment.
“Now, what’re you girls talking about? Me, I’d suspect?” Finnick gave Katniss a nod before looking down at you, smirking.
“You wish, golden boy,” you laughed, taking a closer look at his ensemble of clothing (or lack thereof) for the evening. You turned back to Katniss, still very aware of the touch between you two.
Katniss gave a strange look to the two of you before saying “Yeah, definitely not talking about you… maybe that ridiculous outfit, though.”
“Ouch! I think it looks pretty nice, don’t you think, singer girl?”
“It’s alright, I guess. Not much to look at, though.” You answered.
“Oh, believe me, singer girl, there’s plenty to look at.” He winked, before walking off with a smile on his face.
You watched as he walked away, realizing what he was insinuating. You slowly turned back towards Katniss, shaking your head before resuming your conversation, the one left unattended when Finnick had blessed the girls with his presence. Now, however, a new person has joined your duo- Peeta. Peeta looked a lot kinder than Katniss, his overall aura more inviting.
“Anyways- I wanted to come meet you, given we’re the two newest winners.” You smiled before lowering your voice to a quiet whisper, leaning closer to the pair. “Covey has loved what you’ve done so far, with the movement and everything. I’ll help in any way I can.” Noticing the cameras pointed right towards you three from above you, you ended the conversation as quickly as possible with: “Well, thank you for your time! I better get to my ride before it leaves without me.” You waved before walking quickly to your place in line, fixing your outfit before getting ready in your pose.
The opening ceremony was the same as last year, for the most part. Not as much smiling, though. A lot more frowns and angry faces were found on the faces of tributes highlighted on the giant projector screen. You kept your smile, though. Smiling and waving is what you knew best. Before long, the event was over, and you found yourself heading to your assigned room. Considering your living space was the second highest floor (District 11 bonus!)taking an elevator was your most efficient mode of travel. There weren’t too many tributes left on ground floor level, most of them had found their way to their rooms at this point.
“Mind if I step in, Songbird?” Johanna Mason, leaning against the elevator door, smiling expectantly at you, waiting for an answer.
“No, no, I don’t mind. Come on in!”
Johanna strutted into the elevator, standing awfully close to you, both of your shoulders almost touching.”Thanks. Johanna, by the way.” She said, turning towards you.
“Lovely to meet you, I’m Y/N.”
“Oh, believe me, I know your name. I see you singing those songs of yours all the time. Pretty good, if you ask me.”
“Oh? Well, thank you! It’s… disappointing that my music will be going away pretty soon… with the games and all…”
“I think there’s some more song left in you, Songbird.’ Johanna sent a slight smile your way before stepping forward with the ding of the elevator. The doors open to her floor, and she steps out before turning around again, “Nice talk, Y/N. See you soon.” The doors close, leaving you alone in the elevator.
You fell asleep promptly after arriving in your room- the day had been quite tiring for you, and you needed to prepare for the next day ahead of you, too. You’d begin training tomorrow, and soon enough you’d have your all-too-stressful skill evaluations. And there always was the impending doom shadowing over every thought in the form of the start of the games, just a week away. As you drifted off, you thought of relationships you’d form in these next days, vital to keep your ever-falling spirits from reaching rock bottom.
ooo they’re flirting with youuuu
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snippy-tano · 1 year
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so this one hit me in the middle of night last night and I woke up in like a cold sweat and finished it off tonight. I hope you all like it! it is a part 2 to the Hunter x Senator!Reader. consider it an early present for you guys since my birthday is tomorrow ;)
hope y’all love it! let me know what you think!
s/o to @quizznag who commented on ao3 and said they should get their meal together and then hunter and reader sneak off to a balcony to have a chat. Bless u
(also apologies for no page break, I’m doing this on mobile and Jfhshdhf it sucks sometimes. I’ll fix it when I can get on a computer I promise y’all)
taglist is here!
masterlist is here!
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Of Sergeants and Senators: Part 2
(Part 1)
After your stint as an investigator who brought down the spice smuggling ring on your home planet, things died down a bit for you.
You were still incredibly busy. Your side project had caught the attention of other senators and you suddenly found yourself involved much more heavily in politics. People took you more seriously and that made things both easier and more difficult.
But you didn’t mind. You finally felt like you were making a difference within the Senate and it was all thanks to what you were able to accomplish on your home planet.
Speaking of your accomplishments, you couldn’t have done it without the help of the Bad Batch.
Ever since they left to continue their specialty missions, you had kept tabs on them. You had given the Sergeant your comm link and you had kept in contact with him. It started as messages here and there, sometimes conversations left for days only to be picked up like no time had passed. Then it turned into calls when you had time, the duration of the calls gradually increasing. Then it was holocalls where you could see him. You had grown close with him over this time period, learning more about him and worrying when he didn’t reply.
Your calls didn’t occur as frequently as you may have liked, but you were both busy with your own jobs. Hunter was out there saving lives and fighting in the war and you were fighting your own battles on the Senate floor.
It was hard. But you lived for those quiet moments when you could message or speak with him. He had a way of making you forget what was going on in your life and you craved every second you got to speak with him. It was getting harder and harder to keep ignoring the tugging at your heart every time you had to say goodbye, but you did your best to ignore it.
Occasionally, you would send them a package for when they were back on Kamino with some things you found at markets on Coruscant. It wasn’t much, but you hoped that it showed your gratitude towards them and how much you valued them.
It had been hard to coordinate a time for you to treat them to that meal you promised them because they were hardly ever on Coruscant. You were like ships passing in the night. And you were convinced the war would be over before you had your opportunity.
But as luck would have it, you had a free evening and the Batch happened to be in the system.
It was only one night. But you were going to make it count.
Hana had insisted she drive you, which you had insisted she didn’t need to. You were perfectly capable of driving yourself.
“Hana, I can handle it. It’s like you don’t trust me.”
Hana only laughed as she started up the speeder. “That’s because I don’t.”
Ouch.
But you had to admit it, you made it to your destination much sooner and without any major incidents with Hana at the helm.
The Batch was already waiting for you when you arrived. Wrecker waved wildly when he saw the two of you approaching and it brought a smile to your face.
“I’m glad you made it!” You called as you approached.
Hunter let out a laugh. “We almost didn’t, but the boys were excited and we were going to make it no matter what.”
You smiled at him, taking a deep breath to calm your rapidly beating heart.
“Any reason we’re meeting down here and not on the surface? I didn’t take you for one to mingle here.” Crosshair said and you crossed your arms.
“What? You think a senator should be too afraid to come here?”
“Just an observation.” Crosshair replied, fiddling with his toothpick.
“I did have a reason for meeting here and not on the surface. And the reason is right there.” You pointed across the street and the Batch turned to follow your gesture.
“Oh no way!! I’ve heard about this place!” Wrecker cried, punching Tech on the arm. “Let’s go!”
You watched as the Batch and Hana moved towards the entrance, Hana and Tech already in conversation and Wrecker and Crosshair right ahead of them.
“Dex’s?” Hunter asked, crossing his arms. You smiled softly.
“I wanted to take you all to a meal that reflected my thanks to you, but I thought you might be more comfortable here. Besides, Dex is an old friend and I am always willing to provide him with business.” You replied, motioning with your hand. “Come on.”
“Senator!” A loud booming voice greeted you the moment you stepped inside the small diner. “It’s been too long! I’ve missed ya!”
You smiled broadly. “I’ve missed you just about as much as I’ve missed your food Dex. Do you have a booth open for us?”
“For you, I’ll make room. Head on over to that booth in the corner, I’ll be right there.” Dex waved you on and you raised a hand in response. You headed towards where Dex had motioned, the Batch and Hana following behind you. It was going to be a tight fit, even with a corner booth, but you’d make it work.
You ended up sandwiched between Wrecker and Hunter. Hana had somehow secured the edge of the booth and you had a sneaking suspicion that Tech was behind it.
Dex kept by a moment after you’d gotten settled, taking drink and food orders. One positive about Dex was the food was excellent, and fast. Meaning before you knew it, all of you were digging into some of the best food on the entire planet.
But you may be biased.
The night passed without a hitch. Even though you hadn’t spent much time in a casual setting with the entire Batch, it was easy to have a conversation with them, all of them. You talked to Wrecker about food and found you shared a love for all things sweet. Tech and you had a long conversation about book you’d both read on the floral and fauna of Naboo, and everyone else ended up cutting you off before it could really get in-depth. But you’d make sure you continued the conversation later because it truly was just getting fascinating.
Crosshair was a tougher nut to crack. You tried a few times throughout the course of the night but he never seemed to bite. The only time you got him to say more than a few snarky words was when you made a joke about Separatist droids and you’d gotten a sincere snicker from him. You only knew it was sincere because he immediately cleared his throat and refused to make eye contact.
Hunter and you didn’t talk too much, just a few short words here and there. But neither of you seemed to mind. It had been a while since you’d been in each others presence, but sitting next to him in a crowded diner with some men you’d developed an affection for was enough.
He was enough.
The night was drawing to a close much sooner than you had expected. Dex had insisted you could stick around past closing, but you knew he had a long day and would have a lot to do after you left. So with some fond farewells and promises to come back very soon, you were back outside in the streets of Coruscant.
“Well boys, I think our night of leave is almost up.” Hunter said, which made Wrecker groan.
“Aww! But I don’t want to go yet! We never get a night off!” Wrecker whined and you looked at Hana who shrugged.
“Alright, follow us. I have an idea.” You said, starting to walk beside Hana. The Batch hesitated and you turned, continuing to walk backwards. “Come on, you’ll love it I promise.”
Wrecker moved immediately and you grinned when you saw the rest of them begin to follow the big guy’s lead. You skipped once, turning back around.
The walk was a short one and before you knew it, you were standing in front of a nondescript building with a neon sign in the window.
You looked at the Batch with a smile as they stared in confusion. “Come on. You’re about to try the best cryo-treats in the galaxy.”
Wrecker whooped and you smiled, leading them inside. Hunter had protested against your footing the bill again, but you insisted and he didn’t fight you on it. Thanking you with a soft “thank you ma’am” and nudging the rest of the Batch to do the same.
Everyone split among the small shop, taking up chairs and tables. You met eyes with Hunter. You motioned for him to follow you and you stepped through the doors leading to a small balcony in the shop. You could hear the rest of the Batch’s lively conversation until the door shut behind the two of you.
“Wow.” Hunter breathed and you smiled as you walked up to the edge of the balcony, leaning on the railing. The balcony was secluded. Well, as secluded as Coruscant could be. The lights outside were dim, letting the light of the city planet be the main source of light. Vines native to the planet of the owner of the shop wove in and out of the railing surrounding the balcony. A few small tables and chairs filled the space, giving people who visit a quiet place to come and enjoy treats and company.
“Some senators like to frequent concert halls, or bars, or restaurants as a break.” You said. “I like to come here instead.”
“It’s quiet.”
“Surprising right? I’m not sure how they do it, but the city isn’t quite as loud from here. It’s calming.” You replied, taking a bite of your treat. “I don’t mind sharing my secret space, so feel free to come back here any time you’re planet side.”
“Thank you. For everything.” Hunter said, eyes fixed outwards.
You took another bite and shook your head. “I should be thanking you. You helped me and my people when you didn’t need to and continue to help the people of the Galaxy. I’m not sure I will ever be able to fully express my gratitude towards you.”
It was Hunter’s turn to shake his head. “We were just doing our job. We’re soldiers. It’s what we were bred to do.”
“I know the clones really didn’t have a choice in all of this, but there are people out there who are grateful for what you do. You’re also people who deserve to experience things the rest of us take for granted.” You finished your treat and set it aside. “You should have a chance to live a life without war.”
“I’ve never known life without war. I’m not sure I ever could.” Hunter said and you let out a sigh.
You had touched on this conversation before, during one of your many calls through the last few months. But Hunter had almost always dodged your questions or changed the subject. He clearly didn’t want to talk or think about it, so you never pushed him. This was the furthest you’d ever gotten along this line of thinking. You knew this was your chance to find out more and maybe convince him his life was worth living without war.
You turned towards him, placing your hand over his gloved one as it rested on the railing. His eyes snapped down, but you remained focused on his face.
“Hunter, I don’t know what you’ve been through and I cannot begin to understand. But I do know that you are standing in front of me, living and breathing. I can’t guarantee the war will end in our favor, but if it does, you deserve to live a life that you want with the freedom of discovering it for yourself.” You said. “And I will be around to help you figure it out. All of you.”
“We clones can’t really imagine thinking that far into the future. We’re designed to be expendable.” His voice was quiet and your chest tightened.
“Not to me. Never to me. You and all of your brothers deserve a life and I will do my best to make sure that when the war ends you’re given that choice.”
Hunter let out a sigh. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.” You smiled, you moved to remove your hand from the top of his, but he held fast. You froze, shoulders tensing.
“Being a clone does have its advantages.” He said, looking out at the city, seemingly unbothered by the fact his hand was still clutching yours.
You swallowed. “Really? All of you, or just you?”
Hunter’s mouth lifted in a smirk. “Right now, just me. Wanna know why?”
No. Yes. Maybe? Your heart was pounding in your chest and you were trying to keep your hands from trembling.
“Yes.” You breathed and he turned to face you. He switched hands, only to tug off a glove and set it down on the railing. Then his bare hand engulfed yours.
Your stomach swirled as Hunter stepped closer and leaned down slightly so he was hovering near your ear.
“I can hear how fast your heart is beating.”
You stopped breathing as a shiver went down your spine. You could practically feel him smirking beside you and as much as you wanted to punch him for being so smug, you were absolutely frozen in place. Hunter straightened slightly so he was now looking down at you.
Your mind was racing. There were so many instances when the Batch was assigned to protect you where you found your heart rate increasing when you were in Hunter’s presence. You knew he had enhanced senses, but you didn’t think they were that enhanced. Does that mean every time you felt a little off in his presence that he knew it??
Hunter seemed to be following where your train of thought was going, because he chuckled softly. His hand tightened around yours.
“There is something I’ve always wanted to try that I think you can help with.”
Your eyes met his and you let out a breath. You trusted him completely.
“Really?”
He hummed in response as your eyes searched his face.
What could be possibly-
Oh.
It dawned on you what he likely meant and your face warmed involuntarily. You could feel your heart thump in your chest and you cleared your throat, knowing he could hear it now had your stomach flipping.
“Okay.”
Hunter hesitated for a moment, eyes searching yours. You met his gaze and gave his hand a squeeze.
You’re not sure you breathed the entire time Hunter was leaning closer to you, but the exhale you released the moment his lips touched yours was one of relief. Your eyes closed immediately and you sagged against him. There was some shuffling and then two bare hands gently touched your face, his fingertips weaving into your hair.
Knowing you were in danger of losing it entirely, you grabbed onto his wrists, holding them as tightly as you dared. Right now it was the only thing grounding you. His lips moved incessantly and you found yourself chasing every single movement. You hadn’t been kissed like this since…well ever. He wrapped an arm around your shoulders, dragging you closer and you went willingly, practically melting into him.
Before you were ready, he pulled back. You started to lean back in, but he laughed and pressed his forehead against yours. “I hear the boys talking, they might be heading this way any minute.”
You let out a breathy chuckle. “Aah. Right.”
“Trust me, if it wasn’t for them, I wouldn’t have stopped.”
Your stomach did a somersault and you looked up at him, lifting a hand to brush against his cheek. “I would have liked that.”
“To be continued?”
“To be continued.”
Hunter returned your smile, leaning forward to press one last chaste kiss on your lips before taking a step away from you. He adjusted his chest plate and you brushed at your slightly wrinkled clothes. Just then, the door opened.
“Oh, here you are.” Tech said. “I fear that Wrecker is rapidly approaching a sugar crash and I suggest we return to the Marauder before that happens.”
“Alright, we’re coming.” Hunter replied and Tech nodded before shutting the door behind him.
Hunter looked back at you, after he picked up his gloves. He reached forward, gave your hand one last squeeze before putting his gloves back on. You both shared another smile before heading for the door, side by side.
The journey forward would be hard, probably one of the hardest. But knowing Hunter had your six and you had his, it would be worth it.
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trailofleaves · 5 months
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Mockingbirds - Mary Oliver
This morning two mockingbirds in the green field were spinning and tossing
the white ribbons of their songs into the air. I had nothing
better to do than listen. I mean this seriously.
In Greece, a long time ago, an old couple opened their door
to two strangers who were, it soon appeared, not men at all,
but gods. It is my favorite story-- how the old couple had almost nothing to give
but their willingness to be attentive-- but for this alone the gods loved them
and blessed them-- when they rose out of their mortal bodies, like a million particles of water
from a fountain, the light swept into all the corners of the cottage,
and the old couple, shaken with understanding, bowed down-- but still they asked for nothing
but the difficult life which they had already. And the gods smiled, as they vanished, clapping their great wings.
Wherever it was I was supposed to be this morning-- whatever it was I said
I would be doing-- I was standing at the edge of the field-- I was hurrying
through my own soul, opening its dark doors-- I was leaning out; I was listening.
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feely-touchy · 2 months
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My magpie prince,
I bring you charms and fine jewelry
Bartering, beggarly
That you may stay with me
Please bless me permanently with your great peerage
I know it's not much,
But my love, it's my everything
I've written you songs
And recitations in my broken voice
For I am a mockingbird
And all of the love in the world is dedicated to you
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nikibogwater · 2 years
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Everybody wants to kill Count Varley, but in my opinion, death is too good for him. Instead, I propose that, after the war, Byleth leverages her new ruling powers to get Count Varley put in jail somewhere. How is that worse than death, you might be asking?
Because Yuri writes him letters. 
So many letters. 
All of which are about Bernadetta, their unconventional marriage, and how she has grown up to be everything Count Varley tried to beat out of her when she was young. 
Some examples:
Most Disgraced Count Gregoirre von Varley, 
It is my deepest pleasure, as the Former Gardening Assistant of Varley Estate and Lord of the Underground, to cordially withhold from you an invitation to celebrate my union with Countess Bernadetta von Varley in the bonds of holy matrimony, this coming Tuesday. There is no need to respond to this letter, as I am already aware that you are unable to attend. I look forward to not sharing this most blessed occasion with you. 
-With coldest regards, Yuri Leclerc
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To my Despised Father-in-Law, Former Count Varley,
Lovely weather today. Deposed some corrupt nobles and donated their estates to the orphanage Bernadetta founded. She is now working to implement laws and policies that will better protect the children of Varley territory. You really ought to see her in the council room--she’s practically a lioness. I could happily listen to her debate politics all day. 
-Your Most Gorgeous Son-in-Law, Yuri
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Greetings to the Worm of Varley,
I am overjoyed to inform you that Bernadetta is with child! My child! Can you believe it? Personally, I’m hoping for a girl--one every bit as lovely and rambunctious as her mother. 
-Wishing you all the worst, Yuri
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To the Disgusting and Reprehensible Former Count Varley,
I write to you now no longer as just Bernadetta’s doting husband, but also a doting father. It is a healthy girl, praise the goddess. She is very red and wrinkly, and screams like a banshee when she is hungry. She is the most beautiful creature in the world (next to her mother, of course). I can hardly wait to teach her the delicate art of pickpocketing. And of course, when she comes of age, she will marry whomever she pleases, social status notwithstanding. Perhaps she will choose her spouse from among my Mockingbirds, eh? They say the apple never falls far from the tree, after all! 
Hatefully yours, Yuri
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ad-hawkeye · 9 months
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got hit by the artem truck out of nowhere and now that he’s jumped to my favorite rn i was wondering if you had any card stories you would recommend(recent or old is fine if you answer this)
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oh gosh! oh uh, okay okay okay! i got this! i got YOU! pulling out the tot app for this. my recommendations are below. bolded cards are my absolute favorites, but the rest are cards that while not my favorites, are very good and do have important relevance to artem or his future cards. also worth noting, these are only cards on global. i plan on making a list of future card recommendations soon! i think i talk about a few on this blog as well!
any cards not on this list aren't awful per say, just not as good or important - in my opinion, anyways!
BASE GAME CARDS (RECOMMENDATIONS)
loving memories (SSR): showcases pre development artem well. good neil lore. the haunted house also gets mentioned again in future cards.
focus fire (SR): good neil and artem lore. not exactly groundbreaking or anything, but i think it's worth a watch.
sparks (SR): you'll be seeing a lot of bold early on. sparks is a classic and favorite of many people. recommended.
in sickness or in health (SR): the og. this made me an artem stan.
autumn dreams (SR): while not a "must watch" imo, it is very cute and worth it if you have the time. also the final card art is artem's background on his tablet (you can see it on artem's tablet skill item)
thin veil (SR): paywalled but up on youtube. this is a MUST watch. introduces mockingbird and artem's whole deal with movies. also artem sucks at hand crafts and its a treat to watch him panic
unusual love (SSR): paywalled but up on youtube. this one is just rly fun to watch. it's fake dating AND angst! fun fun.
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EVENTS (RECOMMENDATIONS)
lost gold: just. lost gold. love artem's route so much. also if rosa tries to use her little gun, it references artem teaching her how to shoot in focus fire.
artem's first birthday event: this one is so cute! recommend.
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EVENT BANNER CARDS (RECOMMENDATIONS)
entwined fate (SSR): yeah you saw this one coming. it sets up a lot of stuff for the artemrosa dynamic. also it's just very cute AND you get amazing neil and artem angst! for what is probably the last time ever!
dreamful melodies (SSR): artem is so deeply pathetic and incompetent in this. please watch it <3
fixated on you (SR): very cute and one of my personal favs! marks a shift in their dynamic towards them being good friends AND has artem sucking at art
wandering heart (SSR): one of the classics. artem tricks rosa into eating some shitty chocolate to make her laugh and feel better.
two hearts as one (SSR): artem cries in this one and it's great!
sunshine after the rain (SSR): i just wrote a whole block of text about this one and it's one of my favorites. trust in meeee
winning ball (SR): not groundbreaking but watching artem talk about his absentee father is always a win in my book
eternal yearning (1st anniversary SSR): well yeah this one is a requirement for reasons. it's very good! i wouldn't say it was life changing but they do get together here and it's very nice imo.
new skies (SSR): i like this one a lot. playful artem makes a reappearance and the ending is super cute
masquerade passion (SR): love this one a lot!! this is also a classic artemrosa card, imo. its very in character and also includes theater boy artem again. cant go wrong with that!
paired blessings (SSR): this one is honestly a little boring, but they go back to the temple from entwined fate and talk about life and stuff. also worth a watch!
heart listener (SR): this one references loving memories! artem also heavily relates to the kid they have to babysit who is struggling with busy borderline absentee parents.
the weeds (SSR): probably one of artem's better au cards, which is why it's making it on this list. this is the one to watch if ur in an au mode.
day and night (SSR): this one isnt my favorite but it's his second bday card and does have some interesting stuff in it, me thinks. worth a watch.
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lunchboxpoems · 1 year
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DURING THE PANDEMIC I LISTEN TO THE JULY 26, 1965, JUAN-LES-PINS RECORDING OF A LOVE SUPREME
The first familiar, know-them-anywhere notes bless me this savage morning. Coltrane’s horn racing up and down every alley, in and out of veins and over the faces of lakes and into the heart of stones. And when he repeats A love supreme again and again, it’s as though, if he says it enough, he can ease that mercy down into me, into the tiny ossicular chain, the chemical rush, the spark, and my brain getting it—if even just for this thirty-two minutes and forty-eight seconds. My daughter’s been sick seven weeks with the virus. Yesterday she felt a little bored, she texted. And I grab that like a shopping cart. I load it up with hope. Make it prayer. When the day’s portion of the Torah is recited, someone stands by to correct mistakes. The words must vibrate precisely in the air. So I open my door to the breath of his instrument that refuses nothing, lavishing the grass, gutters, and trees, concrete, cars, the gopher pulling down the new lettuces. This generous sound that can mean anything, nothing, whatever you need. And isn’t that god? Isn’t that it? This shivering? This fall to my knees? Gods do walk among us. But humans are, after all, a broken promise. And yet, these humans seem to be trying to enter . . . what? I can almost hear it. This old planet. Worms passing earth through their tissue. Orchids, corn, mockingbirds throwing themselves into song like there’s no tomorrow. Which there may not be. Yet, still a mountain. Still wind. And Coltrane still offering the same four notes like a teacher who is infinitely patient. He’s telling me it’s worth it to be in a body. He’s telling me I’m alive in a beach town in California and my daughter in a high-rise in Vancouver, my girl, lying feverish on the couch she’s been lying on forty-nine days and forty-nine nights, still alive.
ELLEN BASS
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putah-creek · 3 months
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The mockingbird was up past midnight Singing: ”This nest is mine, brother This nest is mine, sister See the moon, see the stars They bless this life They bless this night This nest is mine, and I Will sleep here through The rest of the night” Sleep when you’re weary, little friend I will listen along until then
James Lee Jobe
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insurrection-if · 3 months
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Who are your favorite characters to write?
Oh goodness, when it comes to writing them . . . Aha, that depends on my chosen criteria for favorite! And thank you for such a wonderfully interesting ask! (๑′ᴗ‵๑) I’ll put it under the cut for the sake of scrollers wishing to pass on by!
Imka is the easiest to write. It’s so nice to have an immediate sense of how she might act or what she might say, uncomplicated and oh-so-relatable for me compared to her companions. Everything seems to flow out rather quickly once I’ve worked through her emotions, and that’s a blessing all on its own. Sweet, genuine, and well-intentioned is also a good headspace to enter after all the angst certain others have me muddle through, haha!
Curadora is by far the most sentimental character to write. She was the original protagonist of Insurrection after all, as far back as its earliest conception (which was a far cry from its current state), and any chance I have to dip into elements of her original narrative is an absolute delight since she is so near and dear to my heart. She is also rather easy for me to understand, though her current limbo state between two “different versions” of her—more harshly split into a defined ‘before’ and ‘after’ in the original narrative—makes her a little more unbalanced in her persona, swaying from one end to another during this turbulent time in her life.
Really, I simply love thinking about her, so it makes sense that I love writing for her too, haha! Her rationale for her actions, her conflict between her private and public affairs, and her relationships with others (especially the CARDINALS) which once held much of the dramatic weight in the story . . . She’s been with me for so long, changing in small ways over the years yet still retaining a certain true essence to her core, so writing for her can sometimes feel as natural as breathing!
Fyodor is my absolute favorite to conceptualize and imagine, especially when it comes to his past, but putting him into words is quite a challenge for me. He allows my imagination to run a bit wild, yet it’s his very ‘wild card(?)’ nature that makes me sometimes feel like I’m fighting to catch up to him and wrestling to figure him out in the midst of his internal chaos. (He is much more well-behaved when it comes to courting someone he adores. Take a look at him in his bachelorhood with the kind of friends he had back home. . . He goes off the rails pretty quick, haha!)
His tangled contradictions are a joy to explore, but harder for me to write from a perspective that does not have an omniscience towards what is going on in that head and heart of his (which is where I derive most of my fun with him). I guess I could say he’s a messy sort of fun to write as a way to sum it up!
Mishka, though they will have a slow introduction into the main narrative, is also becoming quite a joy to write as well. They do not willing enter “center stage” often, but when they do—especially by their own will—you can expect something unforgettable to follow. In truth, they are rather predictable for me due to how little they fear any consequence for their actions. Once they have wrested all control, unbound and unburdened by the will of Fyodor . . . Whatever they would think to do, they’ll do it; there is often not a moment of thought for what resistance or fallout they’ll face before they act. Mishka very much has no care for how others may perceive them— unless that person is Fyodor or someone who has romanced Fyodor / a Mockingbird they have developed a romantic longing for. And when you can do what Mishka can do, well, things escalate in pretty quick and unexpected ways!
Overall, this makes writing for Mishka a rather straightforward and liberating affair. They come in, make a mess of everything, declare themself “better than all this”, then go back to sleep for however long they feel like until someone or something needs to be put in its place. Simple, dramatic, bitter, and messy all bundled up into one holier-than-thou renegade. To sum it up in a GIF, Mishka’s antics in a nutshell:
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Fyodor is carrying the pizza and Mishka is . . . everything else, haha!
Also, they’re basically a living gold mine for world-shattering truths, and once their trust is earned, they are considerably forthcoming about it all compared to Osvaldo (with more reliable, if semi-cryptic, information on top of that). It’s considerably fun to write from the headspace of their rather informed perspective, and to write their reactions to the theories around + the treatment towards different Gifted due to what they know. Plus, writing their general indiscriminate condensation and disdain for most everything around them is somewhat amusing for me as well, haha! d(・∀・○)
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marvelandimagine · 2 years
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Team Spirit
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Pairing: Eddie Munson x soccer captain! reader
Summary: Eddie shows how proud he is of you on game day. Tooth-rotting fluff.
Word count: 960
A/N: I have 700 headcanons about Eddie with a soccer prodigy gf (obvi has nothing to do with the fact that I played through my sophomore year of college) but let's be real I will probably only ever document like 3 lollll but here's one of 'em!!
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You’re grabbing books out of your locker before first period and chatting with your boyfriend, who’s leaning on his side against the locker next to yours. Even with your gaze fixed in front of you, you can feel the intense warmth of his stare, the rapt adoration that glows in those big brown eyes of his.
God bless Mrs. McCarthy for putting you together as chem lab partners at the start of the year. Who knew that the introduction would lead to you both falling head over heels?
You're just about to shut the locker door when a ring-covered hand darts across you and stops it from closing.
“Do you have the other one with you?” Eddie asks, his free hand tugging at the sleeve of your uniform top.
"What, my other jersey?" you ask, confused.
Eddie nods and you tilt your head toward your gym bag.
"Yeah, I always have both on me in case I forget where the hell we’re playing."
“Excellent. Give it here,” Eddie commands, extending his hand.
“Why?”
Eddie ignores the question and immediately starts bouncing between his feet, opening and closing his fist.
“Gimmegimmegimmegimme!”
You roll your eyes at his standard dramatic antics, rummaging through your soccer bag and extracting your away jersey.
“Relax, relax, here!”
“Thanks, baby,” he says happily, uncrumpling it to examine its full length in front of him. Before you can even ask what he's doing, he’s yanked his Metallica t-shirt off, flung it at your face, and is now shrugging your jersey over his bare torso.
He tugs the fabric down, a snug fit that leaves just a hint of exposed skin right above the waistline of his dark jeans. Eddie fixes you with a wide grin.
“Soooo, how do I look?” he asks, twirling one curly lock between his fingers before his intentional doe-eyed expression morphs into an exagerrated growl as he flexes.
You giggle, utterly bemused.
“Did someone wake and bake this morning?”
Eddie abruptly stops his theatrical display, sliding one hand to your hip as the other tucks some stray hair behind your ear.
“No no no!" He’s all dimples as he beams at you. "Girls do this when their boyfriends have big games, right? 'Course I’m gonna do the same for you, gorgeous.”
“Seriously?! You’re adorable,” you reply, bringing your lips against his with a happy hum. You pull back and Eddie’s hands wrap around your waist, not wanting to let you go just yet.
“Who’d have thought, Eddie Munson participating in a conformist high school tradition,” you say, a mischievous grin on your face. “You must really like me.”
Eddie makes a concerned face.
“Oh, have I not made that obvious enough? My most sincere apologies.” You catch just a flash of a wolfish smirk before his mouth is on yours again, needy and claiming. His hands slide up from your waist to frame your face, and when you pull apart, you’re still left with butterflies. The starry look in his eyes tells you he feels the same.
“I do have to be completely straight with you though, princess, while I’m primarily doing this because you’re my favorite person on this planet, I also can’t wait to see the horrified looks on all the teachers' faces when they realize you voluntarily gave me this to wear and I didn’t steal it."
He rubs his hands together gleefully. "Especially Evans, God has she hated me ever since I spoiled everyone's reading of To Kill a Mockingbird by telling them how Bob Ewell bit the bullet."
You shake your head with a smile. “Why am I not surprised?" The bell rings and you give Eddie one last kiss before heading off in opposite directions. You glance over your shoulder, smiling at seeing your lucky number on his back, and smirk as you suddenly hear Eddie’s raised tones:
"Why YES, Mr. Brady, my all-star soccer queen of a girlfriend, Y/F/N Y/L/N, gave me the honor of wearing her jersey today as she mentally readies herself to kick some serious ass."
You get some playful comments from your friends who’ve seen Eddie striding proudly through the halls in your jersey (“First matching jerseys, then matching rings!”), and when chem rolls around, Eddie tells you all about the sweet satisfaction he found when Mrs. Evans did in fact have her mind blown by the fact that you two were dating. But your science teacher Mrs. McCarthy was the opposite of what Eddie had experienced, giving you both an enthusiastic thumbs-up.
The day flies by and as you head to Spanish, you chuckle as you see heads swivel in confusion when you and Eddie walk down the hall together in your matching shirts, the Hellfire Club president’s arm slung over the soccer captain’s shoulder. Suddenly, Eddie stops and flags Fred Benson down from across the hall.
"Benson, Benson! My dude, can you snap a picture of me and my girl here?"
"Uh, sure," Fred replies, fumbling with his camera.
"Perfect!" Eddie claps and turns to you. "C'mere, sweetheart."
Your surprised laugh echoes down the hall as he scoops you up in his arms, bridal style. "Say 'ready for a merciless defeat of the enemy!!'"
"Ready for a merciless- shit!" You break off because you're laughing too hard -- the kind of effect Eddie always has on you. You gaze up at your boyfriend, still giggling, and the hopelessly smitten smile he's giving you has your heartbeat humming on overdrive.
That's the moment Benson captures, and the developed picture eventually moves from a spot on Eddie's wall to a frame on the bookshelf in your first apartment together. A memory that reminds you both that, no matter what happens, you're always on each other's team.
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summerofgiles · 9 months
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Here we go, one last time...
Giles wants Drusilla to tell him the future.
Giles wants to be left alone. The Council needs more from him.
Ethan brings magick to Giles’ world
Jenny and Giles have a demon-free date for once
Giles has the comfort of those who have gone before him.
The Council have always been dicks. Giles should know
Giles cannot escape the world that molded him except maybe through airplane scotch.
Buffy needs Giles’ help.
A vampire needs teaching not to mess with the unholy three of Giles, Spike, and Faith.
Buffy and Dawn learn a terrifying secret.
Giles sacrifices some dignity but who wouldn’t in the face of giant demon moths!
And Cover art for addler’s awesome fic and two great manips from emmatheslayer round us off.
Thank you so much to everyone who has contributed to this year’s Summer of Giles. I really do appreciate and cherish each and every entry. Bless you all. Capitano X Fic + Listen to the Mockingbird (Giles, Drusilla FRT) by aadler + His Destiny (Giles FRT) by aaronlisa + nothing satisfies (but i’m getting close) (Giles/Ethan FRT) by melacka + An Amble Through the Zoo With You (Giles/Jenny FRT) by cornerofmadness + Moving On Up (Giles FRT) by apachefirecat + Council Headquarters 2/? (Giles FRT) by pbjellius + His Father’s Son (Giles FRT) by aaronlisa + Lest This Bond Be Broken 1/? (Giles/Buffy FRM) by dynapink + Bloodbath (Giles & Faith & Spike FRM) by apachefirecat + I Know What You Did Last Summer (Giles & Buffy & Dawn FRT) by will_conqueror1 + A Matter of Mothballs (Giles & various FRT) by 23Murasaki Art + Cover Art for Listen to the Mockingbird (Giles & Drusilla worksafe) by aadler + Ripper and his Vampires (Giles & Spike & Drusilla worksafe) by emmatheslayer
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8. A hazy memory
8. a hazy memory...
You are seventeen and your hands are red.
Your hands are red, but you push onward. Your hands are red, but you still swing intending to kill. Your hands are red, but you can only see the terrified faces of children you once knew, grown now, but no less fearful for their age. They are still children in your eyes; children that trusted you— trust you still. Your heartbeat is loud in your ears; you cannot hear the mangled scream of the man who falls to the sure strike of your blade before he can turn it upon you.
“They are only thieves. Do not let it weigh on your minds. Our duty is one of great import.”
You have killed many, and some you will always think were deserving of their fate, but you have never seen yourself as an arbiter of divine justice; even now, you do not dispense it. When you draw blood, you do so in your name alone. No life is weighed more or less than the rest. In death, all are the same. To call it their duty makes it sound holy— like taking a life is some righteous act, blessed by Sothis’ grace.
(Where is that divine grace now? It has abandoned you all these years, even when you prayed and prayed and prayed. You knew then that the goddess was a liar— and you prayed still. You pray still.)
It is their duty to kill them— to wipe them out, as though they can erase their existence entirely. And they can. You may remember, but who else will? History will forget. It is their duty because—
Because they are children born and raised in the streets. Hunger is their mother and desperation their father and the spawn of both is a sinner. Because gods do not care for those unblessed by their divine gaze, and their worshippers care even less so. But you are a wolf in sheep’s clothing, a mockingbird swathed in the silks of a noble— and though this savagest of birds has played the part, it will never turn its knives on its own.
Your pulse leaps and runs with every man who falls to your blade. Leaps and runs, too, with every child that falls to theirs. The ground is slick with blood. Whose, you can no longer tell, but it matters not. For every one that falls to their blade, three shall fall to yours. The thundering of your heartbeat is the flutter of the Savage Mockingbird’s wings, the flames of it stoked by a gift left in your blood when you hovered on the precipice of death itself.
(Something that was once holy, perhaps, but surely when he saved a dying boy all those years ago, he’d not known you would be a killer.)
Where is their goddess now? Nothing on this battlefield is holy.
You are seventeen and your hands are red and you are praying to a goddess you do not believe in to absolve you of your sins.
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