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Apple Seed 7: Demons
Charlie: (nestled into bed and surrounded by a maternity pillow to help prop up her heavy set baby belly) Are you sure you're alright with me going to bed early? I can stay up a little longer and help with the new residents' paperwork.
Vaggie: (cups Charlie's cheek and brushes her thumb over the bright red circle, slipping her finger into the well hidden dimple camouflaged underneath) I'm sure, hun. I can handle it just fine. I'll be in bed in about two- (checks the bedside clock) -two and a half hours.
Charlie: (pouts) But-
Vaggie: (presses a finger to Charlie's lips) No, no hables más, mi amor. You've been sleeping horribly for weeks. If you're tired, you should sleep. I can take over so you can rest. ¿Comprende?
Charlie: (huffs childishly but eyes slowly soften as she kisses Vaggie's finger) Yes, Ma'am. I understand. (snuggles under the covers and strokes her belly) I love you, Vaggie.
Vaggie: I love you too, querida. (kisses Charlie's forehead) Good night. (slowly exits the room and shuts the door with a soft click)
Vaggie: (sighs heavily and shuffles down the hall with an uneasy stride and hunch in her shoulders) Mierda... What am I going to do?
Vaggie: (enters the office and sits behind the desk, slowly opening a side drawer to reveal a hidden flask and pulling it out to take a pull of the liquor inside) Fuck.... Now, I'm drinking by myself because of this... Shit....
-Silence-
Vaggie: (bites her lip and pulls out her phone) I cannot believe I'm doing this. (dials the number and sets the phone to speaker)
-Brrrrrrrrd! ....Brrrrrrrd! ....Brrrrrrrrd!-
Carmilla: Carmine Industries. State your business.
Vaggie: (nervous) Uh, hello, Ms. Carmine. This is Vaggie Morningstar.
Carmilla: I'm well aware who you are, Vaggie. That's the point of caller ID. What do you want?
Vaggie: (under her breath) Gee, aren't you just as perky as ever. (clears her throat) I'm... in need of some... ugh...shit.... advice.
Carmilla: .............I'm listening.
Vaggie: You have two daughters.
Carmilla: How astute of you.
Vaggie: Smartass comments aside! (gets quiet and nervous) How... do you do it?
Carmilla: ..........I must say. Normally, I'd pride myself on being able to understand most nonsensical babbling, but I'm not quite following yours. Elaborate.
Vaggie: (sighs and sinks into the chair) How do you do it? Hold your kids when you have blood on your hands? (stares at her palms and flinches as flashes of deep crimson blood stain her fingers before returning to normal)
Carmilla: I see. This is about your prior Exorcist work and the baby on the way, isn't it?
Vaggie: (nods sullenly before remembering that she's on a voice call) Fuck! Yes! This is about that! How can I hold a perfect little being after everything I've done?! After all the people I've killed here in Hell? (flood gates open as her emotions run wild and tears sting her eyes) I know Charlie has forgiven me, but what if I hurt them? What if... I'm not good enough?
Carmilla: .............
Vaggie: (slowly calms down and wipes the tears from her eyes)
Carmilla: (softly) Because when that child is born, the hands that you once used to kill will be used to protect something even more precious than you could ever imagine.
Vaggie: (blinks) Carmine?
Carmilla: That innocent, perfect little baby will rely on you for everything the moment they're born. Your wife will rely on you to help her shoulder the burden. Do you honestly think that child will care about the people you killed when they only know the love you've given it? The care you've provided to it and it's mother?
Vaggie: But.... what if I-
Carmilla: Taint it? (huffs a laugh) With what? Slightly sullied hands that may or may not be covered in spit up? A child isn't tainted by the past sins of a parent, stupid girl.
Vaggie: (glances at her hands and watches as the blood washes away to a gross, white milky substance and cringes at the thought of spit up) Not sure how much I want that either....
Carmilla: Just remember to burp the child thoroughly between changing breasts if the princess is breastfeeding, and especially after. It should help with any projectile vomiting.
Vaggie: (smiles softly and relaxes) Do... you have anymore words of maternal wisdom for me? I... uh... feel pretty useless right now.
Carmilla: Hmmph. (sits down at her desk and leans back in amusement) Grab a notebook, and I'll give you a few tricks of the trade.
#apple seed au#apple seed#part 7#angst#chaggie#vaggie#pregnant charlie#charlie morningstar#carmilla carmine#nervous dad vaggie#ptsd#good grandma carmine#mama carmine#inner demons#mother - adopted daughter moments#thanks anon for requesting some light vaggie angst#thank you maricantstandyou for requesting some carmine advice
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The fight is with your inner demons, the external triggers are an indication that they exist.
#introspection#inner demons#my inner demons#gas lighting#triggers#projection#blame game#quotes#my writing#meditation#spirituality#love#energy#spiritual awakening#awareness#quote#wisdom#inspiring quotes#mental heath support#support#emotion
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#inner demons#funny#dank memes#funny memes#hilarious#idk lmao#lmao#lmaooo#lol#memes#best memes#haha hehe#ha ha funny#relatable memes#relatable#hahaha#haha#heh heh heh#hehehhe#hehehehe#hehehe#heh
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The War Against Yourself (Mar 20, 2024)
#book simon#simon cry of fear#simon henriksson#cry of fear#cry of fear fanart#source filmmaker#sfm art#sfm render#sfm#3d art#gun point#inner demons
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I know you can’t.
#the arcana game#the arcana#the arcana fanart#julian devorak#julian#headcanon#? i guess#maybe#not#darkness#inner demons#or myself#fighting each other#little bloody#cuuuuute
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They're bound to be together like bones and flesh >;)
#bendy and the ink machine#batim bendy#alice angel#black and white#alice and bendy#bendy and the dark revival#vintage#batdr#artists on tumblr#art#inner demons#devil and angel#teratophillia
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beautiful character artwork for the inner demons pitch by @revolocities. hopefully the final style of the show, if the world were beautiful. watch the *unofficial* pilot under the cut!
below the deepest levels of hell is an office where the damning is done. but what would happen if one employee couldn't help but do some good?
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#inner demons#id#indie animation#independent animation#adult animation#character design#visual development#animators on tumblr#animation#short film#pilot#series pitch
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#south park au#Inner Demons#Inner Park AU#reference sheet#characterdesign#gregory of yardale#Gregory H. Barron II
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I gathered all my courage and here we go! My first post!
I decided to draw this pretty girl who belongs to @yuarose qwq
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Leviathan Asteroid
Hello Guys, since I haven't posted in a while, I thought this asteroid will be my new post for the day. I'll be coming up with some more and interesting posts <3.
Leviathan it's one of the asteroids and placements that can show us our inner demons and struggles.
Having and asteroid conjunct Sun, moon or the points will increase the power of the asteroid.
Leviathan in house/sign
Leviathan in the 1st house/Aries: Having the asteroid here would mean that you struggle with your appearance, is like you have a need to “fix” yourself. You would enjoy heavy make-up, tattoos etc. Sometimes would mean that you struggle in accepting your own sexuality.
2nd/Taurus: People with this aspect have low self-esteem and self-worth, they don’t see themselves as worthy. They struggle in their relationship with money, may have been envious of others when growing up. Also they have a difficult relationship with the food.
3/Gemini: These people struggle in communicating what they want/need. They may have a speech impediment, and also they may have been bullied in school. Usually they doubt their own intelligence. They find it hard to study and are usually pretty shy.
4th/Cancer: The issues will arise from within the family, the mother and expressing in a healthy way their emotions. This placement make people struggle with accepting their feminine side and judge themselves and others when showing emotions.
5th/Leo: They struggle with the expression of love, they might be afraid of children or having them, may not want them at all. They might stay in toxic relationships because they think that toxic behavior is a form of showing love.
6th/Virgo: These people usually worry a lot about their health, usually are hypochondriacs, and have high anxiety. This placement can manifest as work problem as well, may not get along with their colleagues or better they are afraid that are not doing a good job.
7th/Libra: They usually struggle in maintaining relationships (not only romantic ones), they don’t find it easy to be vulnerable also may stay in toxic relationships because of the fear that they don’t deserve love. Sometimes they may encounter a lot of enemies that are hidden in their close circle.
8th/Scorpio: They usually go to two extremes, either they don’t want to have sex and are “afraid of it”, and the implication that the act has, either they seek a lot of sex because they crave intimacy.
9th/Sagittarius: Here people usually have the desire to travel but are unable or are too scared to follow this dream. Some trauma may arise once they try and pursue higher degrees, may they are following a degree that isn’t aligned with their heart.
10th/Capricorn: These people usually are in the public eye, and are the ones that are gossiped about, in a negative way. They may struggle in deciding what career path to follow. These placements usually show difficulty with the masculine energy expression.
11th/Aquarius: This placement makes one to have a hard time in befriending others or having friends in general. They may have a lot of trauma regarding their friends. They usually feel like an outcast and friends have tendencies to bully them.
12th/Pieces: Fear of death is possible with these placements. They usually have a hard time believing in spirituality or religion. Also sometimes may mean that the death to someone close to them traumatized them.
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Embrace your demons
And change like seasons
Not bound by time or space
Free to chase
The chaos of your inner
Nature
#my writing#poetry#poem#self worth#self love#spiritual growth#spiritual journey#spiritual healing#mental health#chaos#inner demons#personal growth#creative writing#spilled ink#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#quick write
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Mayfair Witches AU
This is my submission for for Day 3 (Prompt: Witching Hour) of the Jonerys Falling for You event hosted by @iceandfirejonerysdiscord!
My belated birthday gift to @moondancer71 ! A fall gift for a summer birthday 🥳 All she had to do was make me a gorgeous moodboard and beta read! 😊 Thank you, Moon!
Thank you also to @evax3 for beta reading! They both have a thing for demons and romance which was very helpful! 😘
Summary: For generations, Targaryen women were known as powerful witches – at least until Dany’s mother died and left her in the care of her brother, Viserys. Jealous of her magic and possessive of her inheritance, he kept Dany locked away and ignorant of the secrets of her foremothers.
Dany had long accepted her fate and that Targaryen magic would die with her. But then, as her 25th birthday approaches, a man half hidden in shadow begins invading her dreams. He’s devastatingly handsome and assuredly not human. Perhaps she should be afraid, but she finds herself intoxicated by his promises of freedom and everything she desires.
A figure stood by the window, masked in darkness, with her window curtain billowing behind his silhouette in the breeze. Drawing her knees to her chest, she clutched at her covers and cast a sideways glance at her phone on the nightstand.
It was just out of her reach.
“You won’t need that,” he said. His voice was low and his accent strange. “I’d never hurt you.”
Dany felt herself start to shake from fear while contemplating if she should run for the door. She sat up and tried to make herself sound strong. “Who are you? How did you get in here?”
“Good evening, witch,” the shadow man answered. The way he said witch almost sounded like an endearment. “I’ve called this house my home for a long time.”
“I’m not a witch,” she answered, swallowing a lump in her throat. “You must be mistaking me for my mother.”
His voice was deep and soothing. “I make no mistake.”
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Arts inspired by "Inner Demons"
Author of the AU @yuarose
#art#south park#south park oc#oc x canon#robert eclectica#pip pirrup#sp damien#sp christophe#stan marsh#inner demons
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#its always october in my brain#demon#demons#demonkin#ouija board#ouija#inner demons#shadow work#witchcore#witch aesthetic
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Shadows Within
Red was all that I could see,
Blinded by my own greed,
Binded by the blood spilt, you see?
Oh how it gives me joy to see you bleed.
It allows me to go on,
It was all I needed,
Now king, once pawn,
No matter how many times you left me defeated.
Nevermind the pain in the spark,
Quick remark,
Ignore all scar and mark,
I am always there in the dark.
(Bigger explanation of the poem under the cut.)
• This poem is about the inner demons' POV of Megatron that could have caused the war to keep going on for MILLIONS OF YEARS.
• Those demons would have kept lying to him about how he thought about Optimus (Stanza 1 & 2).
• But there were most likely (but rarely) some times where he was bound to feel guilty (Stanza 3), yet those demons would tell him to move on and ignore the guilt despite everything.
#transformers angst#megop#megatron#optimus prime#inner demons#angst#tw blood#anger#poetry#why do i do this to myself
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poster wip of the gals
#inner demons#visual development#wip#sketch#doodles#artists on tumblr#visdev#promo art#wlw art#sapphic art#mara inner demons#angelique inner demons
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