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gunsatthaphan · 7 months

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but anyway let's talk about my favorite part of the ep (and maybe the whole series) real quick because the way Ray acknowledges that Sand never stopped caring for him? he knows how much he hurt him and that he can't help it, he acknowledges that being with him takes patience, that he needs help and him saying and yet you're still here while Sand is not actually sitting across from him to witness his biggest turning point and to hear all the things he deserves to hear breaks me so much but like in the best way because man what a scene. jfc.

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braverytattoos · 10 months

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The moment:

The shirt:

#im hurting #larry #larrie #too young #that song #fml

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mangshadow · 10 days

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fanart of long haired victor because he lives in me

#victor nikiforov #yuri on ice #ice adolescence #im hurting #no man can hurt me more than this #so whats now?#i guess we just get back to our normal day?

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highvern · 11 days

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…….making vernon cum in his boxers from a little bit of grindin and slow sloppy kissin….. im talking about messy hair tired jaws moaning in each others mouth sloppy….. like missionary grinding where he’s just grinding and humping ur core and he feels ur wetness through urs and his underwear[GUNSHOT]

okay but wait like. i can just picture this during the summer and you're on vacation at the beach. its super late and the house you've rented with friends is wayyyyy to hot for an real action (not to mention neither of you want to get caught by a dozen other people who have 0 capacity to be chill). but one kiss leads to another and another and another and before either of you know it you're grinding against his thigh while vernon is trying not to rock the bed bc it feels too good, the warmth of your skin and the smell of the sea in your hair. he doesnt even get your clothes off, just reaching under your shirt to feel you up while grinding against your core until you both go boneless

#ooooo #im hurting #answered ask #anon ask #🫡 highvern #hard thots #vernon #svt

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sadslutsummer · 1 year

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How much more can i give before there's nothing left of me?

#im so tired of trying to be something for anyone #im so tired of grieving #i just want to be loved #actually bpd #actually ocd #love #bpd #religious trauma #ocd #im sad #sadness #im hurting #hurt #pain #theres nothing #unloved #unwanted #depressed

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ellie-the-oracle · 1 month

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An Emotional Rant

Mild spoilers ahead (season 2 & 3)

I'm going to be a bit emotional and a bit dramatic for a second, so bare with me. Also, please feel free to leave comments, as community is something I think I need right now and would love to know I'm not alone in how I feel.🖤

My mind keeps returning to Tech and how much I miss his character. He was such a huge source of comfort for me, and I related to him so deeply. I really don't know what to expect for the rest of this final season. I so desperately want him to be alive and for this series to end on a good note with the entire batch back together (alive, safe, and happy). Yet, knowing Star Wars, I'm quite uncertain of how this will conclude.

I do not exaggerate when I say that I am genuinely hurting so badly over this. It's to the point that I don't think it's healthy. I feel hollow, and I'm striken with grief. Part of me wants to believe that he'll return because it's the only thing that makes sense for his unfinished story. The other part of me is anticipating disappointment via leaving him dead. I've put so many theories out there (see my other posts if you're interested), and I don't know what to believe anymore. On one hand, I think CX-2 is Tech. On the other hand, I believe it's Cody, and yet, I'm also suspicious of a redherring. The waiting is actually destroying me. I don't think I've connected this strongly to a character in a very long time. So I think that's why it's hurting me so much.

Anyway, any nice comments would be uplifting and appreciated as I want to know I'm not alone in how I feel. I just miss my boy 😔

#the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #the bad batch season 3 #the bad batch season 3 spoilers #star wars #sw tbb #sw tbb s3 #tbb tech #tbb omega #tbb crosshair #tbb echo #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #im hurting #why does star wars hurt so much #ouch #they cant keep getting away with this #gary come home

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theeslutintheroom · 2 months

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just saw a picture of my zurzolo baby and his… girlfriend… and i will descending into madness

if anyone needs me

#lorenzo zurzolo #theeslutintheroom #god im loosing my mind #ree just talking #im ree #why am i like this #why do i do this to myself #IM HURTING

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madame-mongoose · 4 months

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can everyone write yes man drabbles for me. thank you

#/j #i would kill to find more tho #yes man fic is so so scarce #im hurting #monnie rambles

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frostedpuffs · 2 years

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i was looking at the promo art for thanks to them again and i just noticed

flapjack is on a gravestone.

are you fucking kidding me

#IT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYES THE FORESHADOWING ARE U JOKING #IM HURTING #toh #toh spoilers #the owl house #thanks to them #text post #the owl house spoilers

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doorlene · 11 months

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'you're losing me' but it's marlene and dorcas during the war

#no one touch me #im HURTING #you're losing me #dorlene #dorlene angst #dorcas meadowes #marlene mckinnon #dorcas x marlene #dorcas meadowes x marlene mckinnon #marauders era

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vaneesja · 1 year

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the only thing that keeps me going is that someday we’ll get stormbringer animated

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya #idk what to tag here #bsd chūya #stormbringer #the flags #paul verlaine #bsd adam #i miss adam #adam best character of the year #asagiri BRING HIM BACK PLEASE #im hurting

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sweetlemondream · 9 months

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crowley having the possibility of being cursed to never see the stars he made with just the upmost passion, gentleness and care one could have for their art is so...it was literally his whole purpose for being ALIVE.....but even then, he still had aziraphale, his MUSE, to gaze at for centuries and centuries with the pure love and admiration he was holding in for the universe instead, because he shined just as bright, and softened the pain as much as any vice could.....why look at the universe when you have your whole world in the passenger side of your bentley telling you to slow down? to be safe, and mind how you go? telling you how your music is too modern for him, yet still letting it play? asking you to come back to his place just so you could drink and talk and get the opportunity to just look upon him even more, having the reason of being alone and safe within his field of vision be enough of a reason for the way he stares..........NOW WHAT IS HE GONNA LOOK AT TO EASE HIS HUBRIS NOW OUGHHHHHH??!!!????????!!!????

#is he gonna watch baby sensory videos to ease the pain #im burning #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season two #good omens prime #stars #crowley #good omens theory #theory #crowley good omens #im hurting #angel!crowley #whatever #gomens #go2 #can yall tell im studying to be an optometrist

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hiddenvioletsgrow · 8 months

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To my Malina girlies,

this song is SO them in Ruin and Rising

Who thought that one first kiss

Would turn into two heartbreaks?

‘Cause, since we were young, I swore

I'd never walk away

I love you so much that l've gotta let you go

Ruin and Rising p361:

He brushed the tears from my cheeks. I wasn't sure when they'd started.

"But no matter who or what I was, I would have been yours."

I kissed him then - with grief and need and years of longing, with the desperate hope that I could keep him here in my arms, with the damning knowledge that I could not.

#IM HURTING #malina #pro malina #malyen oretsev #alina starkov #mal x alina #shadow and bone #shadow and bone spoilers #sab #sab books #shadow and bone books #ruin and rising #ruin and rising spoilers #grishaverse #grishaverse ships #leigh bardugo

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popoutsekai · 2 years

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from anonymous : Can I get a sunny x reader where the reader likes to draw? Reader doesn't really share their drawings with the gang but one day sunny accidentally sees their sketchbook somehow and sees beautiful drawings of him made by y/n.

I hope you're having a wonderful day!🧸

ahh hello!! i hope you’re having a wonderful day too! sorry i messed up some formatting stuff and it ended up deleting your ask (oops?) i don’t know when you sent this so i’m banging it out as fast as i can + i’m new to tumblr bear with me pls </3 also i didnt know which sunny you wanted so i wrote for older sunny, if you want more younger sunny lmk pls !!

w/o further ado, welcome to artist!reader x sunny from both povs ^^

art cred !! + ct reading under cut, omori spoilers regarding the entire plot lmao sorry </3

reader perspective - second pov

did you mean to leave your sketchbook at sunny’s house, three years ago? most definitely not. why would you, [name], the organized artist of the 12 year olds, become so forgetful at a random moment in time? and now you were 15, 16 give or take.

you were the one who changed the least over those three long years; just a little more troubled, a little less organized. and you forgot about your sketchbook a while ago. you assumed you left it at the park, or something. but it wasn’t a big deal. the big deal was that you and kel got sunny out of the house!

it was actually mostly kel. that was the only person you talked to, basically. and you were busy the third day before sunny’s move. so, you joined him on the second day before.

“so, sunny, you okay and everything?” you slipped in when kel randomly flew away to get hero more random gifts at fix-it, of all places. “i heard you were moving away. are you excited?”

you heard a light “mhm” vocalize from his chest. you turned to him and smiled slightly.

“you’re lucky, you know. the world out there’s big. i hope you have a good time and stuff.”

“mhm.”

“just don’t forget about all of us!” you poked him with your shoulder lightly as to not push him over. he was glass, he was fragile, but he was as graceful as ever.

he nodded as kel yelled for you two to finally “move along! we’re going home- well, to my house!”

you were almost taking your first steps in kel’s direction, but sunny didn’t really move. noticing this, your body turned on its own to face him. “wanna take my hand?”

he blinked. yeah, sunny blinked.

“sure.”

it was quiet, but you could hear it loud and clear. his hand gripped onto yours as snug as could be.

well, maybe for him. he was gripping on for dear life on your part.

“YO! will you guys hurry? hero’s almost here…” kel’s whines echoed throughout the store, annoying the workers there.

you laughed a little, sunny’s hand still in yours. “hold on, kel! we’ll be right there!”

and with that, you felt as if sunny gained trust with you a little more.

sunny’s perspective - second pov

did you mean to find [name]’s sketchbook, from years and years ago, in your room as you and kel and hero and them were sleeping over in your house, in your room? most definitely not. in fact, you were just snooping around your living room before you heard their steps float in the house.

you flinched. they really haven’t changed throughout the years(?) you spent without them. they just looked different. a little more disheveled. but they still had that grace they held within them.

“hey, sunny? do you know where the bathroom is?” they yawned groggily, you figured you had to turn around to face them properly. “sorry, i just keep forgetting how your house wo- what is that?”

their eyes landed on the booklet that you had in your hands. the front cover had sketches of your little group. your little seven person group from long ago.

“hold on, i lost that a long time ago! well, we can kill some time here. do you wanna look through it together?”

you nodded, wanting to see more. what’s gone through their mind all this time? what happened throughout all those years?

but the first page you flipped to was near the middle of the sketchbook. it was a full body pose of…someone who looked so familiar. it felt as if it was captured from years ago, and placed onto the page. the boy felt happy, full of love and life. and you knew that wasn’t like how you were back then, not most of the time.

you turned to [name], staring at their gaping mouth and wide eyes. “oh my god, i forgot about that drawing.” they caressed the pages between their fingers and smiled. “this is the drawing that inspired me to draw more of…well, you. a little embarrassing, huh?”

you shook your head. it was more embarrassing for you, really.

“oh, phew, that’s a relief! well, that’s because…let me just show you.” they placed a hand inside their sweatshirt pocket, pulling out a small notebook around the same size you had in your hands. it fell onto the notebook you held with a plop. “you can look through it if you want.”

and so you did. the pages felt so good to flip through. it felt good to see some life within a notebook. the boy they drew had a simple anatomy, which they sketched perfectly. his hair was in place sometimes; others it wasn’t. his eyes had a sparkle in it sometimes; others he seemed gloomy. either way, the poses they drew felt so natural and light compared to the ones white space had to offer.

there were also sketches of their group. some in color, some not. he saw pictures of mari and hero holding hands and dancing. aubrey and kel and basil and sunny, all running around happily. was this another reality they tuned themself into?

“um, sunny? do you like them?” that’s what caught you off guard. “i mean, the drawings.”

you knew [name] never bragged about their drawing skills. back then, they only sketched with the intent of keeping it to themself only. and they got super flustered when people asked if they could show them their drawings. especially sunny.

“yeah.”

this meant a lot to [name]. sunny knew this much. their eyes grew wide like how they first laid eyes on their own sketchbook. “hehe, thanks.”

“mhm.”

“so, should we go back upstairs? i remembered where the bathroom is now! it’s up the stairs and in the middle, right?” they smiled wide again, helping you stack your notebooks up into a little pile and placing it on your hands.

you nodded, as always.

“let’s go then!” you two walked side by side, up the stairs one step at a time. the silence felt super comforting and natural, going up like you two were going to conquer the world.

well, faraway town was a start at least.

as you two reached the top, they looked you in the eye. their gaze was a little scary, but it wasn’t unusual for [name] to do stuff like this.

“hey sunny? i just wanted to let you know i love you.”

blink.

“i always have had just a little thing for you, and now that you’re moving, i just wanted you to have this.” they held out a drawing of you two together, sitting on a bench and holding hands. it depicted you and them from years ago together.

another blink.

“thanks for being a great friend, sunny! hah, i’ll always keep a little space in my notebooks for you.”

reader perspective - second pov

what you didn’t expect for sunny to do was lean his forehead on yours. but it felt so natural, so you two just stood there for a good amount of time. it felt right to be here, to stand here, to hold these notebooks and to hold these memories that were supposed to be made.

maybe someday you’ll make them.

but it starts with sunny overcoming his fears and faults. and you were willing to wait until the end of time.

and somewhere in his shrouded heart, he would wait for you too.

maybe soon enough, your happy endings will end up crossing together in the shape of love.

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crazypossumman · 1 month

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Three shots of espresso before work was not my best idea…

#roan rambles #im hurting

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crazyllamalove · 1 month

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Not sure what went wrong. My brain is overthinking and I just want it to stop. I feel alone and numb..

#im hurting #pain #lost #broken

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