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CO-WORKER AUs: Below you can find a list of Good Omens AUs in which Crowley and Aziraphale are co-workers. (oh my god they were co-workers)
[Requested by anon. You can request more fic recs here.]
Hit me with your ledger by KissMyAsthma (G, 1k)
Corporate accountant Aziraphale has been infatuated with his coworker Crowley for a long time, but he has done nothing about it. One day, opportunity strikes and…
Sometimes, an accidental nude is all it takes to score a date.
Get Down by AppleSeeds (T, 3k)
When Aziraphale calls downstairs asking them to send up someone to fix the fax machine in his office, he doesn't expect them to send the most handsome and stylish man he's ever encountered in his entire life. Hopefully he won't end up doing anything foolish to embarrass himself.
The Piano Serpent by journeytogallifrey (T, 3k)
Aziraphale owns The Flaming Sword, which is one of the premier gay bars in London. Everyone knows this… except for their pianist, Crowley. While the regulars take bets over whether he's the clueless straight person he seems, Aziraphale just tries to prevent himself from falling further. But one night Crowley plays a song written specially to honor their regulars, and Aziraphale can't hold the truth in any longer. How will Crowley react? Will the truth really set them free?
Hold the Lift by CemeteryAngel725 (T, 5k)
Crowley just wants to get to work on time, but when he gets stuck in a lift with new guy Aziraphale, he ends up with a lot more than he bargained for. See, Aziraphale has this list of 36 questions…
!False (It's Funny Because It's True) by MirjamOmens (E, 6k)
Aziraphale drew a long breath through his nose. Crowley, of course it had to be Crowley. The new guy in the sales department, who would promise potential customers just about anything to close a deal. Arrogant, annoying – and wildly, stupidly attractive.
Aziraphale hated him.
Aziraphale is a stellar software architect and a project manager, who is so done with the sales department selling unrealistically scheduled and budgeted projects. And he definitely doesn't have a crush on anyone, thank you very much.
Bang This Out? by crepesandoysters (E, 9k)
As far as work friendships go, Aziraphale and Crowley have won the jackpot. They work well together and know how to make each other laugh, the whole metaphorical package. They could even be called best friends.
Or, at least, they could be called that until today. Today comes with a kiss, and the kiss comes with more. A lot more if it were up to them.
Except that their workplace seems to have other ideas.
Cock Tales by TawnyOwl95 (E, 12k)
Crowley’s love life is on the rocks so he finally swears off men. Typical that his new job places him with a co-worker who's so straight up sexy.
Or in which, Aziraphale tries to mix things up, Crowley is shaken and Anathema is a right stirrer.
But could a relationship be worth a shot?
I'm Beginning to See the Light by ineffabildaddy (E, 15k)
There was Crowley - the paragon of cool, the overlord of apathy, breezing easily through each and every one of their exchanges and giving no fucks while doing so; then there was the anachronistic, cloying Aziraphale, trying and failing not to live life like a Thomas Hardy protagonist, and giving many fucks indeed.
Or: Aziraphale has quite the pash on his colleague Crowley, who seems resolutely disinterested in him. As their annual Christmas party progresses, it appears that Crowley may not be as disinterested as Aziraphale first thought.
Wild Hearts by foolishlovers (E, 15k, WIP)
In the idyllic English countryside, far from the hustle and bustle of the big city, two teachers at Willowbrook Hall set out to transform their students’ lives through the world of theatre. But for Mr. Crowley, the challenge of navigating his long hidden feelings and dear friendship with Mr. Fell may prove to be the greatest drama of all.
House Style by soft_october (M, 24k)
“Since that's all settled, the real question is did he give you his number?” Anathema laughed. “He was looking at you the way you look at lunch.”
“Forget lunch!” Michael declared. “He was looking at you the way you were looking at him!”
Aziraphale is content in his job as an editor at Celestial Publishing, though he could go for a bit less of doing his boss' job for him. But everything goes a bit screwy when the CEO brings in a consultant with plans to build a program that will turn the entire editorial department on its head. If only he wasn't so handsome.
All Lines Are Open by TawnyOwl95, FeralTuxedo (E, 21k)
Anthony Crowley, bored host of a trite call-in radio show on Tadfield FM, has very few pleasures in life beyond annoying his long-suffering producer Aziraphale. When a caller reports suspicious activity at the abandoned Tadfield Manor, Crowley is determined to investigate, dragging Aziraphale along. Both of them are going to get more than they bargained for.
A local radio AU
Heavenly Wicked Cafe by WaitingToBeBroken (T, 28k, WIP)
There is a terribly rude barista that makes amazing coffee and a saint of a barista, whose coffee tastes vile.
And they are in love.
i've found a way (a way to make you smile) by curtaincall (T, 40k)
Crowley worked in Sales. He had never intended to work in Sales. It had just sort of happened. One moment, there he’d been, a newly minted university graduate off to change the world, exquisitely useless Philosophy degree in hand, and now here he was, having sauntered vaguely downwards into a Hell that consisted mainly of cold-calling new customers and sucking up to existing ones.
AU based on The Office.
First Class (Hons) Christmas, University of Tadfield. by heloluv (M, 41k)
Dr. A.Z. Fell is a renowned literature tutor at the prestigious University of Tadfield. December is upon the University, and Dr. Fell is leading the Christmas Charity Drive. He needs volunteers.
Dr. A.J. Crowley is a skilled plant ecologist who recently began his tenure at UoT. He can't stand Christmas, and nothing at all could ever possibly convince him to partake in "festivities". Until a certain literary expert catches his eye.
A Christmas and New Years fic, in which Aziraphale teaches Crowley how to enjoy the most wonderful time of the year.
because thinking makes it so by summerofspock, NaroMoreau (E, 41k)
It's supposed to be an exchange. An arrangement. Something to make them both feel better and less lonely. But Crowley's never had the brightest ideas.
Tadfield's Finest by angelsnuffbox (E, 51k)
The sleepy town of Tadfield is thoroughly shaken by the arrival of DI Crowley. Where barely anything ever happened before, there is now a bustle of low grade criminal activity, and everyone knows where to point the blame. Gabriel thinks he's a bad omen for the town, many others are quick to agree. Meanwhile, Aziraphale from SOCO just thinks he's hot. Ridiculously so.
Golden Handcuffs by seekwill (E, 70k)
Far from any city, near the Scottish coast, Tadfield College has a celebrated history, an unrivaled academic reputation, and two departments at war. When the Biology and English departments are forced to share a building, Senior Lecturer and botanist Anthony Crowley finds himself drawn into the orbit of the polite but strange English professor, Dr. Aziraphale Fell. As the new term begins, two academics navigate the politics of both their offices and academia, and try to solve the puzzle of one another.
Sugar And Spice by SylWritesStuff, ladydragona (E, 95k, WIP)
Queer technology giant Anthony J. Crowley is just about ready to throw in the towel after relationship after relationship has failed, but there's a new barista at the company coffee shop and he's cute and sweet and Crowley's never been able to resist blond hair and blue eyes. The tabloids will have a field day, they always do, but his assistant is getting married and a temp is needed.
A temp who really isn't very good at making complicated coffees, has past experience in reception, and absolutely no idea that the latest complicated coffee order came from the owner himself. Aziraphale only knows that he's handsome, patient, and was the first person who told him he was doing well.
How could he refuse the temp position? Or, he soon discovers, more.
[you can find more fic rec masterposts here]
#hope this helps!! reblog/likes/replies always so appreciated 💜#good omens#good omens fics#good omens fic rec#good omens fanfic#aziracrow#aziracrow fic#aziraphale x crowley#good omens human au#co-workers au#gomens fanfic#foolish recs#go fic masterpost
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fic recs? (please save me)
alrighty folks, im about to lose my damn mind from a thirteen-hour road trip on the 18th to see my insane family, so I could use some fic recommendations to read while I ignore the other crazy people in the car. I haven't read any fics in ages because I've only been obsessively writing, and I'm really gonna need some distractions.
So, if you have any Hangman or Rooster fics that you love (your own or someone else's), pretty please send them my way. I need thirteen hours worth.
Feel free to comment, send an ask, or send a message. Thank you :)
no pressure, but im going to tag my main taglist because I imagine you guys read a lot of fics (hopefully)
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#jake seresin#jake seresin x reader#jake hangman seresin#top gun maverick#rooster fanfic#bradley rooster bradshaw fanfiction#bradley bradshaw imagine#bradley bradshaw x reader#rooster bradshaw x reader#bradley rooster bradshaw#jake seresin fic#jake hangman seresin x reader#top gun#jake hangman seresin fic#top gun hangman#jake hangman seresin x y/n#bradley bradshaw
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hey there! so recently i hit 2,000 followers which is super cool and crazy, so as a thank you i wanted to host a little celebration in the form of a good old fashioned sleepover!
so, with that being said, let's look at our itinerary for the weekend!
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RULES
the event will run from thurs, dec 21st to sat, dec 23rd. however, my inbox will be open now!
must be 18+ if you're requesting anything smut related. will be ignoring anons.
to celebrate please send me an emoji (with the additional request details, obviously) from the list below:
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❓AMA
want to know about me or my wips? or maybe want some behind the scenes scoops on some already posted fics? hit me up with all your curious questions and i’ll answer them to the best of my abilities!
💿 PUT YOUR RECORDS ON
do you like music but hate the hassle of making playlists? if you do, this is the pick for you because i will literally make anything. from character playlists to random recs i've got you covered!
🃏 LET'S PLAY A GAME
games are a fun way to interact with you guys so i thought i’d add them in just for fun. (examples of this are fmk, cast your mutuals, would you rather, etc.)
🔮 FEELING MOODY
want some weird art made by yours truly? well, if you do, now’s the perfect time to ask for it! whether it’s for a character or a story of your own feel free to submit a moodboard request with some deets and i’ll try and work my magic!
✒️ DRIBBLE DRABBLES/HCS
and finally, to say a big ol' thank you i'm opening up my inbox for a couple of (big emphasis on this) drabble requests, as well as headcanons. just a heads up though, they will be shorter ones so if you're requesting keep that in mind!
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and that's that! if you've made it this far in the post i'm also going to be doing a raffle for a fic of your choosing! basically all you have to do to be entered is participate in the festivities and i'll add your name! :)
also, tagging some mutuals who might be interested??? (if not please feel free to ignore i will not be offended!)
@imgoingtofreakoutnow @fictionobsession @elfinbloodbag @sweatandwoe @novarunestone @sunserenade @gunslingerorchid @infinitystoner @the-lady-amphitrite @use-your-telescope @justporo @megs-98 @feydstan @novarex @kiaransalee
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i know i say this every time i reach a milestone, hell anytime i get a new follower that isn't a blank blog or bot, but i can't believe you guys are still here! still supporting me! still putting up with my chaos! i mean it each time i get all sappy about how grateful i am for each and every one of you and how i lucked out with you beautiful souls occupying this space with me. if i could send you all a little cupcake and a forehead kiss i would <3.
but since i can't do that let's have a little celebration instead!
like the flyer above states this celebration will focus solely on graphics and ya girl putting that photoshop to work and brushing off some of my old graphic and creative skills.
★ THE RULES.
you do not have to be following me to send something in unless something is specifically labeled 'mutuals only' then, unless we are mutuals, you cannot send anything from that section.
you can send in as many requests from whatever section as you want, there is no limit. but please refrain from sending requests for animated projects.
this celebration does not have an end date so unless the above image says 'closed' then send things in whenever you wish!
blank blogs and ageless blogs as well as minors please refrain from sending things in, respectfully.
do not steal or claim any of the graphics i make as your own.
♡ MUTUALS ONLY.
moodboards...i'll make you a personalized moodboard / aesthetic.
➥ a 'your vibe' moodboard aka i'll go off of the vibes and aesthetics you give off to me or a character + trope + scenario moodboard
gif requests...i'll make a gifset of whatever character you ask for.
➥ can be a certain scene, from a certain movie, what have you. but please note the list of characters + movies from the actors down below are more likely to give me the most inspo to make something from. but please feel free to ask me for someone not on the list because chances are i'll do it unless i truly dislike the actor or character.
ship edit...i'll make a little edit of a character i ship you with.
➥ i may include some extra things in the graphic because i can't just be simple with things, so you can give me a small list of your favs, your vibes, your likes, and dislikes, if you so wish.
✩ FREE FOR ALL.
movie recovers...i'll make you a movie poster.
➥ this goes for tv shows + some artists + character posters as well.
book + movie recs...ask me to rec some things.
➥ 'your favorite movies' + 'movies you suggest people who like [insert something here] watch' + 'underrated shows' + 'books with this vibe' + 'songs that remind you of this character' are all requests that are applicable plus so so much more, please be as creative and detailed as you wish.
banners...request a banner for whatever you wish to use it for.
➥ these are not personal which means anyone can use them not just you. can be for navigations, masterlists, etc. gifs are not applicable.
headers...just like the above but for mobile headers.
➥ same rules apply as the above section. shows, movies + characters, vibes + aesthetics all applicable.
dividers...i'll make you a set of fancy dividers.
➥ again these are not personal and for everyone to use and enjoy.
magazine designs...i'll make a little magazine-esk outtake for a movie, show, or character.
personal favorites...ask me my favorite anything and i'll make a cute little something to showcase it.
♥︎ CHARACTERS, SHOWS, MOVIES, ACTORS APPLICABLE.
➥ actors + their characters: adam driver, pedro pascal, oscar isaac, jodie comer, will poulter, aaron taylor johnson, thomas doherty, tgm cast but no tc.
➥ movies: scream franchise, any spooky movie, john wick, twilight.
➥ shows: killing eve, hemlock grove.
➥ etc characters: finnick odair, bruce wayne (except affleck and bale).
this list is only for the gif requests so disregard it for everything else or use it as inspo for your requests if you want. also please note that the gifs will be posted on either three of my gif accounts.
here you can find my graphics board on pinterest of past graphics i have made over the years + some inspo if you need it for requesting.
#if you have any questions about anything just message me#i suck at explaining things and i feel like this is all over the place lmasdkojd#also if i made a spelling mistake anywhere it was on purpose ignore it#15k celebration <3
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🐧Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x black reader
🐧Summary: teasing Katsuki leads to a punishment
🐧Warnings: cursing, spanking, oral (fem rec) vaginal sex
🐧Word Count: 1500
A/N: Hi! welcome and thanks for reading! so this is the first time I'm publishing any of my work so please don't hesitate to let me know what you think in the comments. I take requests so feel free to request something
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“fuck” you cry out as Katsuki’s large palm makes contact with you ass
“Count” he orders, voice strong and commanding. His hand makes contact with your left ass cheek, and you know from the strength of the first hit that it’s only going to get harder and harder.
“t-two” you stutter out, mentally preparing yourself for when you finally get to ten. You feel his hand make contact with your ass again and you groan out, the slight sting where
“three” you whine, you’re barely able get the word out when you feel his hand lands two more hard slaps on each cheek.
“fuck!” you groan, “four, shit four” you mumble out, ready for the last few hits because you know after you finish your punishment that your finally going to get what you misbehaved all evening for.
his cock
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The gang had all come over for dinner and Katsuki made you promise you’d be on your best behavior, because lately the two of you had been going at it like bunnies, you couldn’t help it, its not your fault he looked so fucking sexy in his hero costume.
And pair that with the fact that he’s got a 3 day weekend. Oh god
For the last two days the two of you have done nothing but fuck and eat, since he had a little mini break until he had to go back to work the two of you figured to that having sex constantly would be a good use of the time.
But you and Katsuki had invited the bakugang over for dinner at your house and so he made you promise that you’d wait till everyone left to try anything. He even fucked you about thirty minutes before the guys showed up, bending you over the table and pounding ruthlessly into you as he whispered how much he loved your tight pussy, while rubbing hard, fast circles on your clit.
But the promise didn’t last long because as soon as all of you sat down your hand found his lower thigh, he didn’t think much of it in the beginning because the two of you were always innocently touching each other, but as your hand continued to travel further and further up he knew whatever it was you were about to do would be considered innocent.
He grabs your hand before it could reach his dick and places it back in your own lap, sending a warning glare in your direction, but you just smiled back at him as if what you were doing was completely innocent.
As you all begin to eat dinner your advances seemed to have stopped, at least that’s what Katsuki thought, but a few minutes into dinner your hand returns to its previous spot on his thigh, handing slowly inching closer and closer to his dick.
He almost chokes when your hand find the outline of his hardening member and you grasp it tightly, he fakes a cough as everyone’s head turns toward him, yours included. He almost rolls his eyes at the fake look of concern on your face as you remove your hand from his cock and begin to lightly pat his back.
“are you okay?” you ask softly, and he just nods before everyone turns their attention back to the food in front of them.
Clearly his glares weren’t working so instead he leans over and whispers in your ear. “you better stop it, because the longer you keep this up the worse your punishment becomes” he says, voice practically a growl and you have bite the inside of your cheek to keep from moaning out loud.
You absolutely loved your punishments, especially getting spanked, the way your ass would be sore, and it’d hurt to sit down for a couple of days was most definitely worth it.
For the rest of dinner your torment to his now rock-hard cock continued, you would go from rubbing it softly over his pants to sticking your hand inside the waistband and stroking him.
But if that wasn’t bad enough he watches as you gather his precum on the tips of your fingers and slowly suck them into your mouth. his eyes widen and his lips part, tongue sticking out to wet his lips.
He looks around at the other people sitting at the table trying to make sure nobody just saw what you did. When he turns his attention back to you, your swirling your tongue around you fingers and he has to fake another cough to stop from groaning. God how were you so fucking hot?
After dinner had ended and you all said your goodbyes, Katsuki had barely waited until the front door closed all the way before pushing you up against the wall, hand finding your throat and applying a little pressure, he knew you liked being choked.
“You think your funny don’t you? You couldn’t even wait a couple of hours?” he asks but instead of waiting for a response his mouth is on yours. He grabs the back of your thighs and signals for you to jump, which you do. His hand finds your ass and he lands a hard slap to one of the cheeks. He leads you into the bedroom and tosses you on the bed
“Strip” he commands and your quick to get off the bed, hands finding the bottom of your shirt ready to pull it up when he holds a handout to stop you “slowly” he says, taking a seat on the bed as he watches you strip out of your clothes.
Turning to face him you begin taking off your shirt, flinging it somewhere in the room, your bra soon following.
You turn around with your back facing Katsuki bending down as take off the pants you were wearing, your underwear coming off too, seductively wiggling your ass a bit as he groans.
When your finally naked, he pulls you down over his lap, ass in the air as you wait excitedly for him to begin.
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The last hit is always the hardest, his hand comes down fast and hard “ten!” you scream out, pussy soaking wet, your slick dripping down onto the sheets beneath you.
Katsuki gently massages your now red ass cheeks as he tells you how good you did, how proud of you he is. You turn around and lay on your back, wincing when your ass makes contact with the bed, you slowly look up at him, noticing the way his dick is rock hard, still confined by his jeans.
Before you even have time to take your eyes away from the bulge in his pants, he’s quickly pulling your legs apart, causing you to let out a gasp at the suddenness. Within seconds his head in between your legs and his tongue is licking a long strip up your slit.
“fuckk, Kats” you groan out, hands instantly finding his hair and tugging on it, as your back arches off of the bed.
His tongue continues to lap up your juices before his lips wrap your clit and he sucks hard, tongue swirling around the bud.
Two thick fingers are being pushed inside you walls, and your still stretched out from earlier so he begins thrusting them in fast, quickly setting a pace.
After a few minutes of him ruthlessly finger fucking your poor cunt, he pulls his fingers out and you whine at the sudden emptiness, but it doesn’t last long because he’s quickly thrusting his cock into you.
You’re not even sure when he took his pants off but you don’t have much time to dwell on it because the delicious drag of his cock inside your gummy walls is enough to have your mind going cloudy, your only thoughts about just how good his dick feels inside of you.
He barely gives you any time to adjust before he’s roughly thrusting into you. Loud moans fall from your lips and he bends down and places his lips on yours.
A few minutes later and you already feel the familiar tightening in your stomach, clenching tightly around him as your orgasm approaches.
“You gonna cum already?” he asks as he feels you clenching tightly around him, all you can do is nod. He runs his thumb along your bottom lip and you suck it into your mouth without hesitation.
His thumb finds your clit and begins rubbing fast circles. “cum for me” he says and his tone is enough to send you over the edge, your orgasm washing over you. He follows soon after, spilling inside of you, coating your walls in your favorite shade of white.
The two of you lay there for a few minutes before he gets up and heads toward the bathroom. He returns a few minutes later and gently picks you up walking you in the bathroom and sitting you down on the counter.
He finishes running the bath and tosses your favorite bath bomb inside, he gets you settled inside and sits behind you as he begins to gently massage your shoulders, placing soft kisses on your neck and whispering how much he loves you in your ear.
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hi
you have amazing fic recs and I have been an anxious mess lately
do you have any super soft hangster fics? or mav/ice being Dads™️ to the daggers?
Hey Winter 🤗
First, if you allow me... Let me big-bear-hug you?
🫂
Regarding your request, I have a massive fluff recs list incoming. However, as it is as massive as ...
... Couldn't help the lil' joke. 😇
(Then again, he's a feel-good kind of guy. A Feel-good, Looking-good Man.)
Hum. Okay. So. As I was saying....
It's far from being ready. But, have this selection in the meantime? (Tried to rec you some older and newer fics with different kind of fluffy vibes.)
auction-verse by ChexMix {T}
better than your best dreams by teacupivy {M}
Can we lay down, lay down together? by xo_em {T}
Christmas is what you bake it by nimuetheseawitch {T}
He is in Love by indybob {T}
I will always hold you close by LadyLanera {G}
I Will Follow You Into the Dark by lizbeth_e {E}
jet blue skies by winterbucky {M}
let's make christmas merry, baby by davidbyrne {T}
love, like you're on fire by galehautstomb {T}
never wanted anyone so bad by iridescent {T}
oh, darlin', don't you ever grow up by rosexpetals {G}
signed, sealed, delivered (i'm yours) by yourstrulytay {T}
sitting with you, in our own little world by MyDadsAnts {T}
The Stuffed Rooster by Welcome_to_the_Badlands {G}
Feel free to request another round of floofiness. I'm more than happy to provide. (There are SO MANY fics out there.) 💖
(And thank you for the ask....
I could really use the fluff too tbh.)
I hope you enjoy them, and I'm sending all the positive and warmest vibes your way.
🐈💕
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Welcome!
It’s come to my attention I don’t have an intro post (could’ve sworn I did but it’s disappeared somewhere) so here it is :)
NOTE: Fam FAQ under the cut :D
Hello!
You can call me Arthur or Art
He/him 🏳️⚧️ (pronouns.page)
Peppa pig was not my sexual awakening she just made me sound British. Yes I’m the guy who gave the Good Omens Mascot dad issues. No comment.
I’m aroace but it’s all a bit hand wavy, autistic, trans masc, and overall a bit of a mess. Enjoy my flailing.
I write fics sometimes
Primarily a Good Omens blog, with a hefty serving of shitposting and family drama.
DMs and asks are open, I’m always up for a chat. I mean it. Tap on the glass. TAP ON IT.
Fic or chapter suggestions and fic recs are also welcome!
More info under the cut (fandoms, other sites, tags)
Fandoms I’m into right now:
Good Omens (primarily)
Dead Boy Detectives
Sherlock & Co (COME YELL AT ME ABOUT THEM)
And various other random stuff if I feel like it
Other things I post/rb about:
Asexuality
Neurodivergence
Writing
Adoptive family drama (under #the fam)
And shitpostery.
Other sites I’m on:
AO3
Discord - DM me for that if you’d like it
The Fam FAQ
It terrifies me that this is at a point that I must make an FAQ, but I will.
"Arthur, what the fuck is the fam?" you ask.
I don't know either. All I know is I've managed to amass several adoptive children, a mother, a brother, multiple niblings, a wine aunt, and a reputation.
I'm your dad. Your cishet deadbeat dad. That is the extent of the information available to my bewildered brain.
"How can I join the fam? Do I need to be good friends with you?"
Just send me an ask!!
Good news, the fam is like a subway sandwich: there are so many options available to you and you don't need to know the names of any of them to point and go "hey underpaid customer service worker, I want that one". Point is, I love you, welcome to the fam.
"But Arthur, what's my role?"
*Commercial voice* To chose from, you have...
adoptive child (very popular option. i will call you champ whether you like it or not. and bonus: chat with me over games of catch or golf like a true cishet dad does, and permanently be a better child than @weirdly-specific-but-ok will ever be)
nibling (general version of niece/nephew) (join @queermarzipan and @hoarder-of-dragons, i will still call you champ even though im your uncle)
grandparent (aka one of my or my (absent) wife's parents, this is @hell-hath-no-fury-like-love, my disapproving mother)
sibling (be the weird aunt/uncle to, like, seven or more strange and traumatised children)
by request, you can also become an in-law if you find a willing maggot to marry (@random-doctor-on-the-internet happy now)
i can't think of any other relations but if you come up with one YOU ARE COMPLETELY FREE TO CLAIM IT
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Love Again | PJM (Twelve)
Summary: A friend of yours is eager to introduce you to her new man but what happens when Park Jimin, the man who broke your heart 5 years ago walks in through the door?
Pairing: Jimin x Female reader
Genre: exes au, exes to ???, fluff, angst, smut
Word Count: 15.6k
Warnings: swearing, alcohol consumption, sexual tension (????!!!!!????!!!!), soft, soft sex, mention of pot brownie, dirty talk, jimin says ‘little slut’ lol, lots of kissing, ew intimacy, creampie, mention of cum eating, implied oral (male rec.) everyone’s having sex dude, lots of drama, lots of unsaid feelings and everyone being an idiot!
Notes: sorry I took longer than usual! I hope you guys like this chapter:] thanks for being patient with me! I hope you continue to enjoy this story. Love hearing from you guys<3 Send an ask if you want to be added to a tag list or just want to chat:)
Previously on…in chapter 11 of Love again, Namjoon has offered you a relationship! You meet with Jin and Justine to learn more about Lucy’s past. Tension (not the bad kind) keeps rising with Jimin. You and Naomi meet with Lucy and learn the truth. Everyone’s busy for the weekend: Jeremy with dates, Naomi with friends, Hobi fake dating Dae for a work party but you and Jimin decide to eat a ‘special’ brownie and uh oh, you had sex.
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This might be one of the more awkward outings you have been a part of in a while—or ever. The atmosphere feels a little bit tense, so many pairs of eyes roaming around, never meeting one another. Something is obviously going on between like, everyone. But the only person who seems to be free, lively and so freaking oblivious is Taehyung. Bless Taehyung and his inability to read the room right now as he drunkenly declares you should all take shots. Again.
“Taehyung, you’re already shit faced, dude.” You reach for your water, “You realize if you take another shot you are absolutely going to throw up?”
“Eh, let him.” Dae shrugs from beside you, “He stole my chips the trip here and ate them all so this is kind of his karma, I’d like to believe.”
“You want your brother to puke because he…ate your chips?” Hoseok raises a brow, “You truly are something.”
“That feels valid actually” You begin to agree, finally gulping back some of the water.
“Of course you would be the first to agree with that.” Hoseok shakes his head, “The women I surround myself with…”
“Oh?” Dae looks a bit blank as she glances at Hoseok. “Am I woman you surround yourself—"
“Oh come on!” Taehyung drags out his words with an adorable slur, “Jeremy? I know you won’t let me drink alone right?”
“I’ll take a shot if my brothers take a shot too.” Jeremy grins at Hoseok and Jimin. “Forget the girls we don’t need them to have a good time.”
“We’re literally right here?” Naomi grumbles on the other side of Dae. “We should have gotten our own table at this point.”
“Ever since their weird ass boys thing—”
“Weird?!” Taehyung scoffs, but his own grin starts to show itself. “You’re all just jealous.”
“Totally. That’s what it is.” You comment with a straight face, “Anyway—”
“Are you…Taehyung, by chance?” A feminine voice cuts in, you all look in Taehyung’s direction when you see a girl standing next to him with her hand on his shoulder. “You probably don’t remember me but I’m pretty sure we went to college together.”
“Aeri?” Taehyung tilts his head, “Like, the girl who hooked up with Jungkook one time in my apartment bathroom?”
“Oh!” The girl lights up, “So you do remember me!”
Well, that’s one way to remember someone, you think.
“Yeah!” Taehyung’s grin widens, “You look kind of different though?”
“I think my hair was dark and short when you last saw me.” Aeri returns his smile with her own, her hand finally leaving his shoulder. “Which was so many years ago.” She giggles, stumbling a little bit in her spot. She looks drunk too.
“No, that’s not it.” Taehyung waves her off, shaking his head slightly as he tries to think. “Oh! Last time I saw you was literally in the bathroom when you and Jungkook were…you know,” He winks now. “The thing that’s different is…clothes.” He says with a blank face while gesturing towards her and she widens her eyes before she laughs loudly.
“Oh yeah! You did walk in on us!”
“Does Taehyung just walk in on everyone having sex?” Hoseok laughs, shooting you a look when you glare at him. “I wonder if this chick stopped though unlike…” He trails off with a smirk, his hands motioning between you and Jimin. You want to kill him.
“So how have you been?” Aeri slurs a little as she chats with Taehyung, “Are you still living here?”
“Nah, nah, nah.” Taehyung glances at the rest of you, “Just visiting my friends!”
“Oh!” Aeri looks at you all now, smiling at everyone as she offers a greeting. “I know, I saw you from across the bar. You are like me!” She starts giggling cutely, hand back on his shoulder. “Fifth wheeling as the only single one in the group. That’s why I wanted to come say hi.”
“Only…single?” Taehyung asks, confusion growing as he eyes you all. “Oh.” He sings out, “No, no! We’re all single actually. Trust me, no one in this group is gettin’ any.” He starts chuckling to himself.
Aeri looks like the one who is confused now. “Really? Oh. I was so sure…” Her eyes find yours, “These two.” She points at you and at Jimin who sits across from you. “They’re a couple. And those two,” She points at Dae and Hoseok who sits across from her now. “They’re definitely a couple.” Now she points at Naomi and Jeremy, “And these two as well.”
“HA!” Naomi rolls her eyes, “Never in a fucking million years.”
“Yeah, that’s got to be the joke of the fucking century. Right, Naomi?” Jeremy spits back with a smile.
“I still don’t get what is up with them.” You say towards Hoseok and he nods. “But you’re wrong.” You say to Aeri before your eyes try to find Jimin’s but he avoids your gaze. Instead he reaches for his drink and takes a few sips, not even flinching as the alcohol runs down his throat, no doubt leaving a burn along the way.
“No, I’m not.” Aeri drunkenly laughs, “I’m never wrong about these things.”
“Trust me, no one is gettin’ any.” Taehyung snorts. “y/n over here basically has a whole ass boyfriend and isn’t even gettin’ any.”
Your insides start to twist at this mention but you try not to show it on your face.
Taehyung and Aeri are giggling when Taehyung lifts his drink and says, “Watch this! Hey everyone,” He looks at all of you with a confident smile. “Take a drink if you haven’t gotten laid in a while.” He wiggles his brows, even giving Aeri a cocky wink as he waits for you all to drink. But when Taehyung doesn’t see any hands reaching for drinks his cocky grin begins to falter. Aeri shrugs, her own cockiness showing now as she looks at him like it’s obvious.
“Uh…” Taehyung begins lowering his drink. “Okay….” He mumbles unsure, “Take a drink if you…have…? Like, have gotten laid recently…?”
Well, you and Jimin agreed you wouldn’t lie to anyone if the question was asked. And Taehyung kind of sort of has the exact question hanging in the air, waiting for an answer. You are the first to wrap your fingers around the glass that holds your mixed drink. You don’t look at anyone else as you bring it to your lips and take a sip. When you finally lift your eyes, they find Jimin who sits across from you and you see he is taking a sip of his drink as well. And then the dramatic ass gasp that leaves Taehyung’s lips can be heard and you glance around the table to see Hoseok and Dae have lifted their glasses as well as they drink back some of their alcohol…well, you knew about that already. But what surprises you is that Jeremy and Naomi are also sipping from their glasses.
“What?” Taehyung searches everyone’s eyes for answers. “You all…? Huh? Okay, okay.” He shakes his head, closing his eyes as he thinks for a moment. “How recent?” He looks at everyone again. No one says anything. “Okay…take a drink if it was like, a day ago.”
No one drinks and Taehyung sighs in relief but he notices everyone looks weird as hell so he continues. “Okay…take a drink if it was one week…?”
And then he dramatically gasps again as everyone awkwardly lifts their glasses, all eyes everywhere but each other. But then everyone does get a look at the other when too many pairs of eyes start widening. Taehyung points at his sister first, you are pointing at Naomi and Jeremy is pointing at Hoseok. Everyone’s looking real confused.
“Wait, wait, wait, wait!!!” Taehyung stands from his bar stool now, “What the fuck does that mean?”
Yes, Taehyung, you think. What the fuck does it mean?
One week ago
The way Jimin’s lips rub against yours as his hips roll into you makes you feel the sort of intimacy that terrifies you but in this moment there is nothing scary…just you and Jimin and this dreamy connection that makes your body feel like it’s floating.
You want to blame the brownie for this feeling but that high has already began to fade…only Jimin in your system at this point. And he didn’t lie. He is fucking you exactly how he said he would…he is fucking you the way you agreed, the way you chanted ‘yes’ over and over before you two even left for your bedroom. His words to you, his horrible, tragic, beautiful, dangerous and exceptional words that he whispered towards you on your couch.
“You want to get fucked y/n? You want me to fuck you? Me, right? You want me to fuck you like you’re my little slut? Fucked like you never been fucked before? Maybe you need me to fuck you like I’ve always fucked you, huh? You need to get fucked like someone is so, so in love with you? That the kind of fucking you need, babe? Need me to fuck you as if I was so, so in love with you? You want to get fucked like that?”
You never said yes a million times as fast as that. And he didn’t lie…he is fucking you exactly like that. He said ‘as if I was’ but if you are honest…the way he is fucking you, you might believe it if he told you he was still in love with you.
That is a ridiculous thought, you know. But every time his length slides in and out of you, hips rolling and eyes staying on yours…you feel that euphoria of being fucked in a way that feels like it is love. He’s just that good, you think.
You’re both panting, lips connecting every few moments to kiss—kisses that are so slow and deep, tongues taking their time and your bottom lip getting pulled lightly between his teeth. Your fingers caress his cheeks and he leans his forehead against yours, soaking in every light touch your fingers give his skin—eyes closing in satisfaction because your touch is just pure magic.
“I’m…” Jimin pauses, groaning in your mouth as he speeds up, thrusting just a little harder. “I’m going to come soon, babe.”
“Yeah?” You moan when his thumb makes contact with your clit, he puts just the right amount of pressure, circling it expertly.
“Mhm.” He nips at your lip, “Where do…” He releases a long breath, hips slamming into you just a bit harder. “Where should I…fuck, y/n, where should I—”
“We both know.” You whine. His thumb circles your clit faster, you feel your body start to tense, back arching as you prepare for what is to come.
Jimin’s eyes roll to the back of his head at what you are insinuating, satisfied with your response but he still prolongs his orgasm to ask you again. “Where baby?”
“Jimin…” You mewl, your orgasm already on the brink of arrival…”Please.”
Before you and Jimin started to have sex again, he discarded the first condom…it was full of his cum already and was uncomfortable but you were quick to guide his member back to your hole that needed to be filled. He didn’t object at the idea of fucking you raw…
“You want me to fill you with my cum, hm?” He starts picking up his pace again, his face right over yours, noses brushing and lips rubbing against each other so messily. “You need that?”
“Jimin.” Your mouth hangs open, body tensing intensely as you feel this build up start to overwhelm you. “I’m going to…” You can’t even finish that sentence when his thumb works harder and his cock hits a certain spot inside you that feels almost heavenly.
“Come for me babe.” He groans again. “Come for me, come for me like you always have.”
His words and everything else are enough to make you feel the kind of warmth that a long, intense, drawn out orgasm could give. You walls start squeezing around him so tightly and he is losing his mind over you. You, how you feel, how you look, everything.
“I’m going to…” His strokes don’t stop, regardless that he is about to come…his lips part when short, rapid breaths escape him. The moans he starts letting out as his cum shoots from the head of his cock and into the deepest parts of your core are so sinful. He doesn’t still his hips, he keeps fucking you but much more slowly, he pushes through to keep your orgasms intense and long. You might even come again when he whimpers—yes, whimpers at the feeling of fucking his cum into you.
You’re both feeling overwhelmed, overstimulated but his hips rolls into you a few more times, his cries of pleasure keeping you from stopping him. One more pump, then another before Jimin is finally stilling himself. Quick breaths hitting your lips as your own chest heaves. Jimin’s thumb leaves you when he raises it to his lips and sucks on it before taking your face with his hand, cupping it gently and leaning in for more slow kisses.
You kiss him back, lips moving over his as your hand reaches between your bodies and you carefully help him pull his cock out of you. Moaning into each other’s mouths when he’s finally no longer inside you and with his lips still connected to yours, he rolls over so you are laying side by side, still making out.
The room is hot, bodies sweaty, your skin sticking to his so easily. You can’t even process how you definitely need to replace these sheets before bed because his lips are still on yours and they are so addicting. You’ve never felt more obsessed with a pair of lips than this moment. It’s almost as if neither of you are prepared for this moment to end—for this night to end. Almost like if you two never stop then you don’t have to ever face the reality…maybe tomorrow will never arrive.
The kisses are slow and lazy and it sucks when you two finally pull away, foreheads resting against each other, soft breaths mingling. Jimin eyes you carefully, tenderly and you gaze back, both of you trying to communicate without saying words.
But words need to be said.
“Wow.” Jimin sighs out, “That was…” His voice gets a little quieter before a small smile pulls at his lips. “You’re very amazing.”
You crack a smile, “How amazing?”
“Most amazing.” Jimin quietly chuckles, leans in again to peck your lips. “What we just did…what we shared with one another just now…that’s rare.” He tells you, voice soft and almost careful.
“Rare?” You ask and he only hums in response. You don’t pry for an explanation and he doesn’t give one. Because you both know what he means. What you two just shared…the closeness, the connection, the intimacy…that is rare.
You and Jimin clean up, change the sheets and put on some clothes to sleep. Even though you are both more sober now and you two have officially pulled away to do other things, the atmosphere in the room has not changed. The night is still this night. Tomorrow is not here yet and no thought comforts either of you more.
You settle into your bed, blanket pulled up to your nose when Jimin slides in the sheets to lay next to you. It’s almost automatic how you scoot closer to him and he’s already welcoming you to lay your head on his chest. His arm wraps over you, stroking your arm softly. It is automatic when you nuzzle your face into his bare chest, inhaling his scent and listening closely for his heartbeat.
There is no feeling quite like this. There might not even be a feeling that can top this. This is a feeling you want to drown in. This is a feeling you want to kill you. You’d be fine, dying in this feeling because it means it’s the last thing you ever felt and you will leave this life and enter the next one with this feeling. This fucking feeling.
Even still, you are careful. Even with this feeling… you are careful. Careful because you have to be. Careful because you won’t be dying in this feeling…you will wake up tomorrow and this feeling is not allowed. So many words that could be said…between you and Jimin, there are millions of words that could stroke this feeling into something even more. But that is dangerous. So, you are careful. And so is he.
Nothing is said for a long while…you think over an hour has passed by and you believe Jimin must be fast asleep. You on the other hand…you are witnessing the night end and tomorrow arriving. And because of a fact so simple as that…the thoughts of reality are starting to settle in your messy little mind.
You aren’t even sure what to make of this entire night. What could it even mean? If it even means anything at all. Exes fall into each other’s beds all the time! This is not some rare instance…this is not some crazy thing that never happens. You know that, you get that. Feeling familiar with someone can be so, so dangerous. You are learning that. But that doesn’t always mean something deep. You know that too, you get that too. This is probably—
“Can’t sleep?” Jimin’s raspy voice slightly startles you, “Sorry.” He chuckles quietly. “I can tell you’re still awake.” He tells you, taking a pause before continuing. “Are you overthinking everything like me?”
You let silence linger for a moment before snuggling closer to him, “You know,” You whisper out, trying to gather your thoughts. “I’m supposed to give Namjoon an answer about me and him…I should be thinking about that. I should be having a lot of thoughts about that. But I’m here having no thoughts about it because I think you fucked those thoughts out of my head.” You scoff quietly at yourself. “Instead I am thinking about how tonight you gave me the best orgasms I have ever had in my life.”
“In your life?” Jimin asks, trying to stop his lips from curving into some sort of satisfied smile.
“Yeah.” You hum, “I mean, don’t get me wrong…in the past you also gave me great orgasms but this was…I don’t know. I’m sure the last time we had sex I came hard too but this—”
“The last time…? The last time we had sex…?” Jimin’s soft voice is hushed. “y/n…do you not remember?”
“Remember what?”
“We didn’t come last time. The morning of my flight. We had sex but neither of us came.” He tells you, “We uh, we never got that far.”
“Oh.” You blink, “That sounds like it sucks, sorry. No wonder you cried.” You can’t help but chuckle and he shakes his head.
“No. It was amazing.” He tells you quickly, “It was emotional, yeah…but even though I didn’t finish…I had never felt more satisfied at that time in my life. I just wanted to be close to you, y/n. As close as physically and emotionally as possible.” He nuzzles his face into the top of your head. “I felt so connected to you…that even in those moments of pleasure, even without climaxing, I felt so fucking good. And maybe it was just me…”
“What?”
“I didn’t even feel like I needed to finish…just having that connection with you…I felt like I was at the edge already, the edge of the Earth. And I jumped. I jumped and I drowned in you. You drowned me, y/n. Drowned me in every bit of love your body and soul could give me. It was one of the most powerful things I’ve experienced and yeah, I cried.” He chuckles, “I cried because I knew I would never have that again.”
“Oh.”
“And when we decided to stop…and I left your body I don’t think I had ever felt more empty.”
You’re quiet. His words finding a spot in your mind, making themselves at home as you decide they are allowed to live there forever. You release a breath before finally deciding to respond. “Well,” You lift your head to look at him, the room just light enough from the almost rising sun that you two can lock eyes. He gazes at you expectantly, waiting for you to say something. “…I mean, technically wouldn’t it have been me who felt empty? You know,” you gesture towards your lady bits, “Since—”
Jimin snorts, laughing at your smart ass mouth and squeezing you to his body. “Yeah, yeah.”
Your face breaks into a small grin, “But uh, that was um, pretty.”
“Pretty?” Jimin quirks a brow. “What was?”
“Your words. Like poetry. Your words are pretty. Just like you.”
Jimin can’t help but lean more into the pillow and smile up at the ceiling now. “Pretty like the moon?”
“Like the moon.” You tell him, “But Jimin.” You glance over at the window, “The moon is no longer in the sky…and the sun is starting to take its place. A new day is arriving and…”
Jimin squeezes you even tighter towards him when he sighs out. “I know.” He whispers. “A new day means this day is over. And…”
“And the day that is over can’t bleed into tomorrow.” You finish for him. “You know?”
“I know.” Jimin sighs again, “But…can we pretend the sun doesn’t control our day? Just for now. Can we live in this night until we wake up and it is actually tomorrow?”
“Yeah,” You lay your head back down on his chest, “We can do that.”
~
It’s after 1pm when you and Jimin finally wake up. It’s not necessarily awkward but there is an understanding between you both…and understanding that last night’s events were exactly that—last night’s events—and nothing more. You have reasons and he has reasons and neither of you really speak on those reasons but you both know they’re there and you both have them and that has to be enough.
“Okay, I’ll get going.” Jimin starts gathering his things and makes his way towards your door to slide on his shoes. “We’ll talk later, yeah?” He smiles at you and his smile is making this weird, dangerous warmth start heating up your body. But you can’t show any sign that this heat is creeping up your neck, onto your cheeks and so on.
“Yeah. Get home safe.” You return his smile, a smile so calm and careful.
“I will.” Jimin nods at you, “See you.”
And he is opening the door, turning his head to steal one last glance at you before walking through and closing the door behind him.
Your eyes stay on your white wood door for a few seconds, your calm and careful smile still on your face when you finally release a long, long breath that you had been holding and your smile drops completely. Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit. That’s the only real words in your mind right now.
“Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit.” And the only real words you’re even able to mutter at the moment. You blink repeatedly, eyes still on your door as the reality hits you hard. Oh fucking shit, you think. You finally turn towards the inside of your home and your legs are moving on their own as you start searching for your phone. You finally find the device stuck between the couch cushions and you are scrambling to unlock it and call the person you need to freaking call. Your one and only, your best friend.
You wait on the line as it rings and rings and finally Hoseok answers.
“Hello?”
“Hoseok!” You screech into the phone.
“Hi.” He sings, “Wait, hold on.” He tells you and you try to wait as patiently as possible. “Hey…Taehyung just got here. Me, him and Dae are going to grab some lunch before we get ready for Dae’s work party tonight. Can I call you later?”
“Oh my god.” You groan, “You being busy is ruining my life!”
“Dramatic as always. What’s up? What happened?”
“Nothing. Just call me later, okay? When do you get home?”
“Tomorrow afternoon!”
“Oh my god, just…” You groan again. “Whatever. Tell them I say hi. Have fun tonight, love you.”
“Will do. Love you with all my heart. See ya!” And then he’s quickly hanging up and leaving you to think about this all by yourself.
~
It’s almost noon on Sunday now and you aren’t sure if Hoseok is home yet but you need to talk to him. Even if he’s still driving and it’s just over the phone. You’re desperate at this point. You’re sitting at your kitchen island, phone in your hands as you click on the screen to call him. This dude answers on the first ring.
“Hoseok!—”
“—y/n!”
You both yell at the same time, and neither of you waste another second or even wait for the other to just respond before you’re both yelling again.
“Code Red!” You shout in unison.
“What?” You ask, puzzled. “You’re Code Red?”
“You’re Code Red?” He asks on the other line. “Why are you Code Red?”
“No, why are you Code Red?”
“Holy fuck, why are we both—”
“Come over dude. I just got home, this is an emergency!” Hoseok shouts, “Fucking Code Red bro.”
“Trust me, I know it’s a fucking emergency dude!”
“Hurry up.”
~
You and Hoseok sit at his dining room table, looking and feeling antsy as hell. Legs shaking up and down, throats feeling dry, eyes boring into the other.
“You go first.” You look at Hoseok anxiously and he shakes his head quickly and motions for you to go first. “Okay.” You nod, “Let’s just go at the same time. Let’s just say whatever it is.” Hoseok nods now too, agreeing right away with the plan. “Okay, count of three. One…two…THREE!”
“I had sex with—”
“I had sex with—” You both shout but stop as soon as you both realize what you guys are saying.
“Woah, woah, woah.” Your eyes go wide. “Who the hell did you have sex with?”
Hoseok gives you an unimpressed look, “Oh come on, y/n. Who the hell do you think it was?!”
“Fair. But what?! How!? How did that…? You guys fucked for real?! You and…Dae?!”
Hoseok shudders just at the mention of her name, “I don’t know how it happened!” He groans into his hands, “We just…I don’t know!” He yells out.
“Were you guys like, really drunk at the party?!”
“Holy fuck this just keeps getting worse.” Hoseok’s lips set into a line. “We were fucking sober.”
“Oh my god…” You can’t help but snort. “Come on Hobi…is this really such a surprise?”
“YES?” He looks at you incredulously. “She is my frenemy!”
“But you guys have fucked before!”
“Because…because we had to!”
“…Had to?” You look at him with a straight face.
“Trust me, y/n. We had so much tension back then! After she beat me at the competition it only made sense that I fuck her?!?????”
“Oh my god…” You start laughing, “You’re so ridiculous. So what? She humiliated you again?? You had to what? Punish—” You can’t even finish that because you’re laughing harder now.
“Ha-Ha!” Hoseok rolls his eyes and once you stop laughing Hoseok continues, voice a little quieter. “I was pretending to be her boyfriend, remember? Well, I don’t know, it felt nice…all the small things.” He mumbles with a pout. “And then she mentioned she felt like no one really believed us so I kissed her—”
“Of course you did.” You giggle, “Classic. What movie is this?”
“Shut up.” Hoseok deadpans. “Anyway, we left and then yeah, we had sex.”
“And that’s Code Red?”
“It’s Code Red because I woke up early and bolted.” He says with a straight face and your jaw drops.
“What?”
“Yeah.”
“You are dumb as hell.” You say with an equally straight face.
“She texted me and I tried explaining it was a mistake and you know, whatever, whatever.”
“Do you think it was a mistake?”
“I don’t know!” He throws his hands up, “I’m so…I really don’t know!”
“Damn…”
“But anyway, I had sex with Dae but who the hell did you have sex with? That’s the real fucking question.”
Suddenly you’re quiet. Hoseok narrows his eyes at you and he tries studying your expression, doing his best to figure it out. “Okay…it can’t be Namjoon. No, because that wouldn’t be Code Red…you have been expecting to have sex with him so who…” Then his eyes are widening and his mouth opens and a dumb ass smile starts forming. “Oh my god.” He points at you. Fucking accusing you…”You fucked Jimin.” He says matter of fact.
Your eyes get just as wide as he assumes correctly. You still don’t say anything and he’s losing it.
“You totally…oh my god, you fucked Jimin!” He’s still pointing at you, stupid ass grin on his face because he knows he is right. You continue to look shocked before you drop your head to the dining table before groaning and dramatically crying out.
“Oh my god…” You whine, “I totally fucked Jimin.”
“Holy shit!” Hoseok still hasn’t closed his mouth, he’s…surprised but not surprised but like super surprised but also not. “Oh my god. You fucked Jimin, dude.”
“I fucked Jimin, dude.” You start banging your head on the table. “I’m a Jimin fucker.”
Finally, Hoseok closes his mouth and scrunches his brows together. “For some reason I don’t like the way that sounds so let’s not say it that way again.” Then he breathes out, “But still…you fucked Jimin. This is crazy.”
You finally lift your head, eyes beginning to pool with worry. “It is crazy.”
Hoseok notices you look a little off now as you stare at him and he softens, “Is it?”
“Yes.” You tell him simply, voice unsure. “It’s crazy for multiple reasons. And I feel like I don’t even have to tell you all the reasons because you can probably guess. And realistically you could probably come up with even more reasons than me.”
“Should I start listing some?” He lightly teases but you frown at him. “Oh come on, you fucked your ex who you are like, really close with. Are you surprised?”
“Yes?” You slump your shoulders, “But like, no?”
“Yeah.” Hoseok offers a half smile. “You guys are…well, you’re really close. Anyone can see that and sure, it could be totally platonic. I think you two might really be capable of that. But I also understand there is a long history there. And there’s probably so many things between you both no one else would even begin to understand—”
“Maybe Taehyung.” You blink at Hoseok and he snorts.
“Okay, maybe Taehyung.” He laughs, his head shaking before he continues. “If I’m being honest with you, y/n. I know he broke your heart and I know I don’t know the full story. I don’t know everything and I don’t know his side. And he’s my friend…and even if he wasn’t…it’s probably not fair to judge an entire situation without knowing all the sides, right?”
“You hated him before.” You deadpan.
“That was a few months ago…I’ve…” He starts nodding, eyes glancing up as he thinks. “…Matured?” He decides to go with that. “Anyway, regardless of what happened…you’re both in each other’s lives now, right? You’re close. You enjoy one another. Yada, Yada. Look, it’s not that big of a deal that you two had sex—”
“It was the intimate kind.” You let the words slip out quickly.
“Oh?” Hoseok raises a brow, “Like…how intimate?”
“Like, it felt like love, intimate.” You blurt but then try to recover, “I mean…I know it wasn’t that but I’m just saying that what it felt like.”
Hoseok lips part slightly as he realizes what you are saying. “Oh.”
“Yeah. Oh.” You swallow, “I’m not saying we…it’s just…that’s the kind of sex we had.”
“Well,” Hoseok glances around trying to think of what to say next to try his best to comfort you, you’re sure but when his eyes start to expand you realize he is finally putting together some other important pieces here. “Wait.”
“Yup.” You blurt blandly.
“What about Namjoon?” He asks, eyes still wide.
“Exactly.” You frown, “That’s exactly what I’m thinking. What about Namjoon…”
Hoseok stands from his chair abruptly, your eyes following him as he gives you a nod and he heads towards his kitchen, pulls out a bottle of wine and two glasses.
“We’re drinking?”
“When we’re both in a Code Red situation, drinking seems completely appropriate.”
“That…yeah, that checks out.” You stand as well and meet him in the kitchen, watching him open the wine bottle and fill both of your glasses to the absolute brim.
“So,” He hands you your glass. “What are you going to do about Namjoon? I mean, did you have sex with Jimin because you guys are in love or like, did you two fuck because well, fucking your ex is easy?”
“Holy shit.” You murmur, bringing the glass to your lips as you suck up some of the wine that is close to spilling over.
“Yeah, holy shit is right, sister.”
“We…we aren’t in love. But I think it would also be the easy way out to say we just had sex because it was an easy option.”
“How do you know you aren’t in love?” Hoseok softens even more, his tone careful with you.
“Trust me, if we were in love…wouldn’t we be together right now? Wouldn’t the sex maybe would have set off the type of chain of events where we aren’t pretending it didn’t happen?”
“Is…” Hoseok nibbles on his lip. “Don’t tell me you two are pretending…oh, that doesn’t seem like you two.”
“I know what you’re thinking. It’s not necessarily like pretending like totally avoiding and shit, but more like…it happened but it won’t happen again. We both get that.”
“But why?”
“Be-because? First, I owe Namjoon a fucking answer and probably the truth. And second…I don’t know.”
“You said the sex would have maybe set off a chain events where you two would want to be together again, right? But it didn’t? Did you ever think it’s because it just isn’t that simple, y/n? If it was that simple…then I feel like your actual relationship and dynamic has no depth. But because it’s more complex,” Hoseok picks up his own wine glass, stares at the liquid and sighs out heavily before continuing. “Well, I think it just proves how real it is.”
You stare at your best friend, mind beginning to race with thoughts you don’t even want to think about but maybe saying them out loud is a good way to ease your own mind.
“You’re right.” Your eyes fall to the counter top, “It is complex. He broke my heart, sure. But I’m not the only one who needs to work through things. He has stuff too.” A small smile creeps on your lips, “I could shove down my own problems and new insecurities to start new—whoever that may be with—but I could never expect him…especially at this point in time, to just get over his own trauma.”
“Trauma?” Hoseok pulls his brows together. “What do you mean?”
“Right.” You gulp. Eyes lifting back to meet his, “I can’t share it because I don’t know how comfortable Jimin would be with it but yeah, he just…he has things and anyway, it is complex.”
“I’m not sure my situation is even complex.” Hoseok chuckles. “I’m just a chicken.”
“I’ll drink to that.” You wink, taking a sip of your wine and Hoseok flips you off.
“I’m just…I’m wanting the right one, you know? But it’s come to my attention I don’t know who that is and maybe I do. But how do I really know? And I don’t know. I’m stupid.”
“You aren’t stupid. You’re like every other human being on this planet. Scared.”
“But what am I scared of?”
“Love?” You shrug.
“No, love is this amazing thing!”
“Love is an amazing thing but when there’s good there’s bad!” You throw back at him. “And no one prepares their heart for the bad. Trust me.”
“Or” Hoseok sets his wine down, his eyes finding yours and you can see how the dark browns swirling around also swirl with sincerity. “We do prepare for the bad but we don’t like how it feels to imagine that and that’s why we’re scared. Because maybe we’ve gotten a taste and decided you know what? Is the good worth all this bad again?”
“Well,” You set your glass down as well. “Then I guess all I can say is…being human sucks.”
~~~~~
Monday morning and you are at the office much earlier than usual. Hoseok walks in some time after you and eyes you strangely as he sets up his desk.
“If you tell me you have not even slept…I swear—”
“Does 40 minutes count?” You cut him off, eyes on your screen. “Because if it does then I totally slept.”
“For your sake I’ll just agree that it counts.” Hoseok shakes his head before sitting down.
“And for your sake I doubled the amount.” You mumble to yourself, eyes still on your screen as you try to convert this document. “So,” You click the mouse repeatedly, and…annoyingly. “Namjoon is out of town this week so I will have to live with my sins a little longer.”
Hoseok glances over at you, pity smile on his lips. “Maybe that’s good? Gives you more time to think.”
“Thinking is literally the last thing I want to—”
“Sup guys.” Jeremy comes towards you both, stopping at his desk to set his coffee down. “Is uh, is Naomi here yet?”
You just continue to look at your screen, clicking your mouse as you shake your head.
Jeremy releases a long breath before adjusting his jacket, “Okay. Cool, cool.” He finally takes his seat.
“Why?” Hoseok turns in his chair to face Jeremy, “Need her for some—”
“Nope. No. No. Nah.” Jeremy shakes his head with his hands waving in front of him. “Just wondering. Yup, just having uh, wonders. It was…I was just…wonder—anyway, uh, have you guys umm, talked to her? Like over the weekend?”
You continue to stare at your screen, mouse clicking and you shake your head…again.
“Yeah, that’s cool. Okay, cool, cool.” Jeremy nods along, hands still adjusting his jacket.
“O…kay.” Hoseok gives Jeremy a confused look before turning in his chair to face you again. “Jeremy is being weird, y/n.”
“Jeremy is always weird, Hoseok.” You say, eyes probably straining thanks to the screen.
“No. Just look at him.” Hoseok whispers and you finally tear your eyes away, glancing in their direction when you snort.
“What…what are you wearing?” You raise a brow at Jeremy.
“What?” Jeremy starts to feel antsy. “Is it weird? It’s weird right. The jacket? Is it too much?”
“Uh, it’s not that. Just…why?” You look at Hoseok and he shrugs, holding in his own laugh.
“I can’t look nice?” Jeremy decides to act sassy. “You’re a slob half the time but I don’t try to make you feel weird when you wear a skirt!”
“Jeez.” You raise your hands in surrender, stifling your own laughter as well. “Fair point.”
“Hello friends!” Naomi’s voice can be heard, your turn your head to get a look at her when she walks towards you guys, her curls bouncing cutely above her shoulders. “Morning.” She says…only to you and Hoseok. “Love seeing my friends here.”
“Yeah, hi.” You eye her over…she usually does look decently nice for work but this is…”You look pretty…is there an occasion? Are you and Jeremy going somewhere after working or something?”
“HA!” Naomi giggles, almost forced when she grins wide before spinning on her heels to face Jeremy. “Well, hello, Jeremiah.”
“Naomi-iah.” He stands from his chair, hands still freaking adjusting the jacket.
“That’s like…neither of their names, right?” Hoseok whispers towards you and you shake your head before continuing to watch this weird ass interaction.
“Love coming to work to see my friends! Even you! Wow, especially you! Right? My friend?” Naomi flutters her lashes as she always does, smile still wide while Jeremy nods enthusiastically.
“Of course! Because I’m your friend. And uh, well, you’re my friend.” Then his head bobs around as he looks at you and Hoseok too. “We are all friends! Love being friends. I love having friends. Friends are so cool—”
“Exactly. You just love your friends so much!” Naomi starts laughing, “You are like, friend of the year.”
“I sure am. But uh, y/n is right! You look nice!” He forces a grin.
“Wow, thank you!” Naomi continues to smile, lashes still fluttering. “And you look…” She eyes him up and down, smile still in place when she blinks awkwardly. “…weird.”
“I-I-I-“
“Well,” Naomi smiles even wider, “Got to get to work, am I right, friends?” And then she walks off to her desk as Jeremy mumbles to himself, eyeing over his outfit.
“Weird.” You mouth at Hoseok and he shrugs.
~
Tuesday evening when you hear from Jimin for the first time since you saw him last. The texts are pretty awkward but at least he’s texting you.
Jimin 7:03pm
So have u eaten
y/n 7:10pm
yeah I have
Jimin 7:10pm
Oh ok
y/n 7:12pm
have you
Jimin 7:12pm
Uhhhhh not yet but I guess I should lol
y/n 7:12pm
I have leftovers if you want them
Jimin 7:13pm
Youre invited me over?
y/n 7:13pm
seems like it right
Jimin 7:15pm
Right
y/n 7:18pm
come on jimin just come over
Jimin 7:20pm
Its to talk about things isn’t it lol
y/n 7:22pm
you don’t think we should?
Jimin 7:23pm
No I definitely think we should
y/n 7:23pm
alright then come
Jimin 7:38pm
On my way
“This is pretty good.” Jimin says with his mouth full, the last bite finally conquered as he finishes the left overs you offered him.
“I know, right?” You smile, “It’s new. Opened up like less than two years ago.”
Jimin stands from the island and throws away his container and goes to the sink to wash his hands. “Didn’t you have a rule about trying to eat home cooked meals on week days?”
“Well,” You laugh, “Things change!”
“Yeah.” Jimin dries his hands on the towelette before turning to you. “I guess they do…so, should we go into the living room?” He gestures towards the area of your sofa and you nod, standing from your chair and heading in that direction. Jimin follows, deciding not to sit too far from you so it doesn’t seem like he is being awkward and purposely staying away…but maybe he is sitting too close. Not even a foot of space between you both but nothing is said about it.
“So.” Jimin stares ahead, eyes on your black TV screen.
“So.” You decide to follow his gaze, the black TV screen looking so entertaining. “Um.”
“Um.” He copies.
You release a breath before laughing to yourself, eyes falling to your lap now. “We are usually so good at talking and being open…why are we being so awkward?”
“So awkward, right?” Jimin laughs too, his head titling in your direction. “Let’s just say it. We had sex. And we want to discuss it. But are we discussing it like how it went?” He cracks a smile, “Or discussing what it meant? Why did we do that? What we should do now?”
“All of the above?” You lean back into the sofa cushion, small smile as well. “First, I think we can both admit sex between us has always been great so no surprise there.”
“That’s true.” Jimin hums. “It felt natural being with you but there was also something about it that felt so…thrilling. It felt brand new while also feeling like ho—well, I don’t know.” Jimin finishes timidly.
“Yeah, I don’t know either.” You gulp, both knowing. “So…why did we do that?”
“You’re skipping over ‘what it meant’ already?” Jimin teases, “But uh, it would be bad to blame the brownie, right?” He chuckles, relaxing his shoulders some as he leans back on the couch as well. “Because even I know that even if the brownie was not a part of the equation…”
“What?”
“It was going to happen regardless.” Jimin tells you simply. “At least I would have wanted it to.”
You sigh out, eyes going to the ceiling. Yeah, you believe that actually. “Are you saying it was a matter of time?” You turn your head towards Jimin, crooked smile on your face. “That because everything is so familiar with me that we were bound to hook up?”
“Familiar? You think I only wanted to fuck you because it was familiar, y/n?” Jimin turns his head to face you as well. “I fucked you because I am very attracted to you and we have great chemistry.” He shrugs his shoulders, head facing forward again. “I fucked you because you’re you.”
“Oh.”
“Did you only have sex with me because I’m your ex and it seemed familiar?” Jimin asks you, voice quieter.
“It makes things easier.” You respond. Jimin turns his head towards you again, eyes finding yours before he narrows them, not really believing your answer.
“But no,” You sigh out, “I guess not. Your reasons seem relatable.”
“Hmm.” Jimin continues to gaze at you, “You can be honest y/n. If you only wanted me that night because you were just…in the mood for something like that…and I was an easy option—”
“No!” You lift your head and lean towards him, “That’s not what I—I didn’t mean to come across that way.”
Jimin’s lips lift into a smile, “I know.”
“You know?” You ask and he hums.
“Yeah. The way we fucked babe, you really think I would think you would only want something like that just because you were horny? Yeah, no.”
“Jimin—”
“If you were just looking to get fucked don’t you think you would have just done it with Namjoon by now? But Namjoon isn’t what you wanted,” His voice goes lower, eyes boring into yours. “Now was it?”
He makes it sound so simple—and maybe it is. But you think you might refuse the idea of it being that easy. “W-What do we do now?”
“Still avoiding what it meant?” Jimin decides to tease you again, lips curved into one of his addicting smiles. “That’s okay.”
“It meant…” You start chewing on your lips, realizing you are avoiding that one because you haven’t even really thought about what it could mean. “I don’t know.”
“Me either.” Jimin’s smile continues to charm you. “And I think it’s okay that we don’t know right now. But what to do…”
“Yeah.”
“You’re very important to me, y/n.” Jimin breathes out, “So important.”
“I know.” You smoosh your cheek into the couch cushion, “You’re important to me too.”
“You’re in this thing with Namjoon…I don’t mean like,” His eyes widen a bit as he stares at you, “It’s not like thing, thing—an official thing—right? But it’s a situation? I mean, he’s…are you going to tell him?”
“Yeah,” you close your eyes briefly, hating that you have to tell Namjoon about this. “I am. I feel like I owe him that much. Not sure how he will react. If he will be angry or just disappointed.”
“I don’t know either.” Jimin admits. “But say things go okay…he still wants to be in a relationship with you…what are you going to do?”
“What…” You pause. You can’t believe you are on the verge of asking Jimin what you should do…you are really on the verge of asking Jimin to tell you what it is you think you should do because apparently it matters to you—his thoughts and opinions.
“Hm?”
“What do you think I should do?” You blurt.
“You…” Jimin raises his brows at you, “You want me to tell you what I think?”
“Yeah.”
“I think you know already, y/n. Not just what I think but what you think. But you are fighting it and I cannot figure out why.”
“Fighting it?”
“Mhm.” Jimin looks at you with a softness, a softness that seems to be bleeding into another look. Maybe one of guilt. “If I had to guess it would be because you’re just wanting something or someone and you know he’s good, maybe even safe. You’re afraid to ever feel something again like you had with me.”
“Okay.” You stare at him, slowly nodding your head. “Maybe.”
“And that’s one reason why what we did cannot happen again. Right?” Jimin tilts his head just slightly, a smile that is barely there on his lips.
You feel your chest tighten as the words leave his mouth, “Right.” You whisper. “And another reason is because of you. Right?”
Jimin’s lips curve just a little higher, his eyes shining with his understanding—and your understanding. “Right.”
“We’ve moved on.” You state simply. “So, of course we wouldn’t fall into what we did again.”
“Oh?” Jimin’s lips start tugging into something sly. “So, you are telling me you won’t even think about it then?”
“The sex we had?” You question and he grins.
“Yeah. You won’t think about it? Won’t let your mind wander?”
“Even if it did…doesn’t mean—Listen, I’ve been successful. You think I haven’t thought about you like that? Nothing happened!”
“But…something did happen?” Jimin chuckles, “You weren’t successful.”
“Did you…did you ever think about—“
“I told you when I was fucking you that I had.”
“Yeah but—”
“I wasn’t just saying things to turn you on. Everything I said was the truth. I have been desperate to kiss you for some time.”
You can’t help but snort, “Desperate is a pretty serious word, Jimin.”
“It’s been pretty serious.” He laughs back. “Even with knowing it’s not a good idea or something I should do…even right now I am thinking about kissing you.”
Your mouth falls open, surprise gracing your features before you lean more forward to hit his arm. “You are not!”
“I definitely am.” He smirks. “Maybe I’ll be thinking about that forever. Who knows.”
“You really have no shame.” You roll your eyes, covering your mouth with your hand, doing your best to hide your growing smile. “You can’t just say that.”
“At least let me say it since I can’t do it.” Jimin jokes. “But anyway, y/n.” He grows a little more serious, “We’re okay?”
“Yeah, we are.” You smile towards him. “Want to watch a show?”
“Might as well.” Jimin returns your smile before standing from the sofa, walking to the other side to grab your designated blanket. He comes back to his spot but instead of a foot of distance between you both, he sits right next to you, thighs glued together. “Cold.” He mumbles as he lays the blanket over both of your laps.
You reach for the TV remote, turning it on to Netflix. “A movie?”
“Sounds good to me,” Jimin says, head leaning on your shoulder, “Pick whatever you want.”
~
You aren’t really sure Jimin is paying too much attention to the movie you chose…every time you steal a glance at him, you see how his eyes are on your lap. His fingers play with yours and so much warmth starts radiating off of your body. You don’t know what he is thinking or how he is feeling in the moment.
“Are you bored?” You whisper at him, “You look bored.”
“Not at all.” Jimin murmurs, “I am having a nice time actually.”
“You aren’t even watching the movie.” You laugh, pointing out the obvious. “Your eyes have only been on our hands.”
“Your hands are nice.”
“So you would rather watch them than this movie? Yeah, you’re bored.”
“Not bored.” Jimin chuckles, his eyes finally lifting to look at you. And then he speaks slowly, “Touching you isn’t boring for me.”
His touch relaxes you but his words send a strange feeling throughout your body. Tingles maybe.
“You’re saying you could touch me forever and have fun then?” You quirk a brow, “You’d never get bored?”
“Is there a world where you let me touch you forever?” Jimin’s lips curve up, “Sounds like my ideal world.”
“Shut up.” You shake your head, “Don’t tell me something like that.”
“Like what?”
“That you have an ideal world and I’m in it.”
“You aren’t just in it. In the ideal world I get to touch you.” He whispers.
“Then are you in your ideal world then? You’re touching me right now.”
“In my ideal world I am touching you a whole lot more than this.” Jimin’s tone falls lower, his eyes on yours and you want to shudder…because the tingles are here again and they are starting to feel dangerous to your health.
“How much more?” Your breaths are soft but one leaves your mouth shaky and Jimin knows he’s got your mind wandering.
“Don’t ask a question that you aren’t prepared to hear the answer.” Jimin’s fingers start threading through yours. “The only hint I can give you is that it’s so much touching that you would be aching to touch me back.”
“Would I?” You tease, smirk on your lips while Jimin rolls his eyes at you, scoffing at how much of a tease you are.
“Yes.”
“How do you know?”
“I know because I know you.”
“Do you though?” You continue to tease him, your own fingers playing with his. “It’s been five years, Jimin. People change.”
Jimin starts chuckling, his hand leaving yours. He raises his head and turns it towards you, just a few inches from your face when he gazes into your eyes, a specific glint inside them. “That doesn’t work anymore, y/n.” He tells you softly, “I know you now. I know you all over again. I know this y/n. I know you.”
Your breath gets stuck inside your throat somewhere. As much as you would love to breathe—you can’t. Not when Jimin stares at you like this…stares at you like he really does know you. Stares at you with eyes full of some unreadable emotion. You look at him, trying your best to read his expression. You finally release a long breath, still staring when it finally hits you. You can read him—you can read him well. You know exactly what he wants.
“You want to kiss me.” The worlds tumble out of your mouth quickly and quietly and Jimin’s smile drops and his eyes expand but before he can save himself and maybe even lie to you…you lean in and plant your lips on top of his.
You weren’t thinking…not exactly. You just followed whatever your body wanted. And it seems Jimin is doing the same. The moment your lips touched his, he already had his hands traveling across your waist until they are now cupping the back of your neck, his own lips working over yours.
You don’t know how long you two have been kissing but it feels good, there isn’t even tongue yet but it’s still messy and hot. The low groaning coming from Jimin is making every nerve in your body react, your fingers tugging his hair and pulling him closer to you, leading his body over yours as you start to lay back.
Jimin is quick to slot himself between your legs, getting as close as possible to you while his lips never leave yours. When he lightly bites down on your bottom lip, tugging it back and making you buck your hips into his crotch, he finally slides his tongue in your mouth. Warm, wet and sloppy and so fucking hypnotizing. Especially the way he starts grinding into you.
Jimin pulls away from your lips so he can start exploring other parts of you with his mouth. His tongue glides across your jaw, your head leaning further back, a soft moan leaving you while Jimin continues to grind. He sucks a spot on your neck while his hands get busy—he wastes no time—his fingers already at your pants, trying his best to unbutton them quickly while he kisses your skin.
“Wait, wait.” You whine, eyes slamming shut. “I’m on my period.” Your own hands go to his to stop him from taking your pants off. Jimin leans away from you before he smirks.
“You know I don’t care.” He whispers, his lips finding yours again. He pecks your lips over and over, his fingers still trying to mess with the button. Your eyes roll back, wanting nothing more than for him to do whatever it is he wants with you. But you stop him again, smile on your lips as you cup his face.
“It’s not light.” You inform him, “It’s okay, seriously.”
Jimin breathes out roughly, his forehead coming down to yours as he calms himself down. “Okay, okay.” He tells you, “That’s okay—”
“You’re hard?”
Jimin disconnects his forehead from yours just barely, only for his eyes to meet your eyes. “y/n.” He moans your name and you feel yourself grow warmer and warmer. Jimin licks his lips before continuing, “You know I’m so hard right now. I’m so fucking hard for you.”
“Let me take care of you.” You begin rising from the couch, your hands on his chest as you push him back. “Let me make you feel good.”
“I feel good already babe.” Jimin gazes at you, his eyes softening but the lust is still very much alive in them.
“You like looking at my hands right?” You push Jimin even more, his back hitting the couch cushion. “Don’t you want to see them wrapped around your cock?”
Jimin freezes for only a second, his chest beginning to heave more and more as he lets the image of you playing with his cock linger in his mind.
“You were right, Jimin.”
“About what?” He struggles to speak coherently, his dick so painfully erect now.
“You do touch me in a way that I ache to touch you back.” Your fingers go to his jeans, already unbuttoning them and sliding down the zipper. “My ideal world…fuck,” You help him get his jeans off, your hand dipping inside his briefs. “I touch you too.” Your fingers barely brush against his member but you can feel it react instantly. It twitches and Jimin’s eyes become half lidded as he stares at you. “This is my ideal world, Jimin.”
“Then touch me…fuck,” He whines, struggling to keep his eyes open and on you. Your fingers wrap around the shaft, barely stroking him when he breathes harder and harder. “Fucking touch me more baby.”
“More? Maybe my hands aren’t enough for you Jimin.” You finally pull his member out as Jimin’s own hands scramble to tug his underwear down to his thick thighs. “You don’t want to come all over my hands right? You’d rather come down my throat, huh? You’d rather have me swallow your cum, taste you and crave you later when you aren’t here.”
“You would crave me, wouldn’t you?” Jimin’s raspy voice makes your head spin. This entire scene in front of you makes your head spin actually. The way he looks at you, eyes barely open, his lips extra plump and swollen from kissing and his chest rising and falling quickly. “Because you’re so addicted to me.”
He nailed it, you think. You are addicted…the way he kisses, the way he touches, the way he fucks, the way he just exists in front of you.
“I am.” You tell him, eyes on his while you lower your face to his cock, wasting no time in wrapping your lips around the head.
“y/n…” Jimin whimpers your name, his eyes closing for a moment. “I love this…love this…”
You know he does. You know this addiction has you doing things you both agreed you wouldn’t do because you couldn’t—because you shouldn’t. Yet here you are, pleasing Jimin until he tenses beneath you and spilling all of his warm cum into your mouth. And here he is drowning in you all over again.
~~~~~
“What is up with them?” You whisper to Hoseok, both of you staring at Naomi and Jeremy from across the table as they blatantly ignore one another.
“By the way, y/n…” Jeremy gets your attention but stops midway to take a bite of his lunch, “It’s Wednesday, don’t forget to help me print out my report.”
“Uh huh.” You nod, eyes going between him and Naomi. “Are you guys like…okay?”
“Us?” Naomi gestures between her and Jeremy. “Obviously. What great friends like us wouldn’t be okay?”
“Exactly.” Jeremy mumbles with his mouth full. “We’re amazing.”
“Oh dude, how was your date on Friday? What’s this one’s name again?” Hoseok asks, dipping pineapple into some sauce. “It was date two, right?”
Jeremy swallows his food before glancing at Naomi awkwardly, “Yeah, it was good. Her name is Mimi. I’m supposed to see her again sometime this weekend, maybe Saturday but I don’t know.”
“You don’t know?” Naomi stares ahead, eating her own lunch. “Right, you seem to not know a lot of things, huh?”
Jeremy rolls his eyes at this, “Anyway, she’s a nice girl—”
“Well, if you like her so much you should definitely go out with her again!” Naomi turns her head towards Jeremy and smiles. “But you know, don’t tell her you like her if you aren’t even sure though. That would be pretty fucked up.” She tells him, smile still on her face before she turns to look at you and Hoseok. “Right, guys? Imagine?”
“Yeah…” You blink at them, still so confused what is going on.
The four of you get back to your office and continue working for the day. It’s around 4 when your boss, Mr. Lincoln calls for a meeting. You groan, not wanting to get lectured again on whatever it is he wants improved. You and Hoseok share a look with one another as you take your seats in the meeting room, waiting for whatever it is Mr. Lincoln wants to scold your office for.
“Alright!” Mr. Lincoln claps his hands together, “I know most of you have already heard by now but I will be taking a leave for a few months! Some other business I have to attend to but no worries, my wife’s very capable nephew will be coming to fill in for a bit.”
“Great.” Hoseok leans in to whisper, his voice annoyed. “I bet this person doesn’t know shit.”
“Same.” You mutter back.
Mr. Lincoln glances at the two of you before he continues, “If you think I can be hard on you all then you will finally realize how easy it is here with me.” He starts to chuckle, shaking his head lightly. “My nephew takes his roles very seriously. Please keep that in mind when you try to goof off. You, especially.” He points at Hoseok, “I know how much you and your friends love to chat.”
“It’s y/n who always starts the conversations!” Hoseok tries to put the blame on you, “She’s the culprit!”
“Nonsense.” Mr. Lincoln looks at you now, “I know y/n is a very hard worker.”
Naomi and Jeremy start laughing at this and you just shrug, Hoseok glares at you while mouthing ‘he wants to fuck you’ when Mr. Lincoln isn’t looking. You just swat his arm and carry on.
“Friday will be my last day but no worries, I will be back everyone. Let’s work hard.”
~
You and Hoseok sit on his couches, finishing take out that you both decide wasn’t very good and probably too expensive. It’s only Wednesday and that thought alone sucks since you are so ready for this week to be over.
“I can’t believe you guys did it again.” Your best friends says, rubbing his belly from how full he is despite the food only being a like 5 out of 10. “Is this going to become a thing?”
“First,” You slide your food container away from you, “We didn’t do it again. Just…you know,”
“I love you but shut up.” Hoseok laughs. “It counts.”
“I’m so stupid, Hobi. We came to a whole ass conclusion that we shouldn’t yet we—”
“The heart wants what the heart wants.”
“Or my vagina.” You deadpan.
“Normally I would agree but your secret garden didn’t even get any action so…”
“I guess that’s true.” You frown. “He’s so…he makes me…I don’t even know.”
“I think you do know.” Hoseok tells you bluntly, “You do know…but you won’t say it and I have no idea why. I’m your best friend. Just say exactly what you’re thinking.”
You stare at him before you scoff to yourself, “Hoseok, trust me. I’m not even thinking things in my brain with my brain voice the thoughts that my brain is even having. If I can’t even make my brain voice say those things how the hell do you think I’m going to get my mouth voice to do it?”
“Too many voices.” Hoseok shakes his head, “Anyway, I get it. I guess. But okay, let’s start there—have the thoughts in your head and like, hear them.”
“No thanks.” You tell him right away, “I’m good.”
“You’re being so—” Hoseok’s head shoots up when he hears his door bell ring. “Who is here?” He wonders, glancing at you but you shrug. Hoseok stands from his sofa and walks through his home to answer the front door. You can hear him open the door, whatever, whatever but your ears really perk up when you hear a voice that is all too familiar.
“Jimin?” You turn to see Hoseok and Jimin walk through, Jimin’s eyes expanding when he spots you.
“y/n?” He questions you in return. “You’re here?”
“…Yes. You’re here?”
“Yes…”
“And I’m here too!” Hoseok grins. “Ah, but maybe you guys wish I wasn’t,” He starts smirking. “You know, so you two could…” He wiggles his brows at both of you when Jimin’s eyes go wide.
“You told him?!” Jimin blurts out, his finger pointing at you.
“Of course I told him?!” You look at him incredulously, “Why wouldn’t I have? He’s my best friend!”
“True.” Hoseok nods in approval.
“Why are you shocked!” You shout, “Didn’t you tell anyone?!”
“Who am I going to tell?!” Jimin looks at you just as incredulously.
“Uh, Taehyung??”
“Taehyung?!” Jimin looks at you like you are insane. “Seriously? If I told Taehyung right now he would just…he would be so happy! He would literally start planning a wedding! You know…again.”
“Shit,” You tear your eyes away from his for a moment, “That’s totally understandable. So then why are you here?”
Jimin shifts awkwardly from one foot to another, his eyes going from you to Hoseok before he’s lifting a finger to point at your best friend. “Uh…” Jimin stares at you blankly. “To tell…him.”
“Of course.” You deadpan.
“Wait, really?” Hoseok lights up, grin growing. “You came here to talk to me about this stuff?”
“Yes?” Jimin looks a bit unsure. “If that’s cool?”
Hoseok lights up even more, “Of course that’s cool!” Then he looks at you, “y/n, hurry, go home.”
“What?”
“Go home!” Hoseok whines. “I want to hear everything from Jimin’s perspective.” Then he glances at Jimin, “Because I, you know, care.”
“He’s just nosey as fuck.” You tell Jimin with a straight face as you stand from the couch, “But fine, you’re lucky, I was wanting to go home anyway.”
~
You are curious, of course. So curious actually. So curious in fact that you’ve texted Hoseok like 8 times but he still hasn’t answered and it’s already almost midnight. You are wondering what Jimin told Hoseok, what his thoughts are—his feelings. You want to know. But don’t you already know? Didn’t he already tell you everything? You’re wondering if you should give up on Hoseok texting you back and just wait until tomorrow at work to get answers. But right when you think you’re giving up, your phone goes off.
Hobi:)) 11:56pm
I shoulda known I was gonna come find my phone with a bunch of texts from you and YOU call ME nosey!!!!
Hobi:)) 11:56pm
But ok wow. Tonight was a lot
Hobi:)) 11:56pm
Like a lot
y/n 11:56pm
what happened??? What did he tell you?
Hobi:)) 11:58pm
He told me maybe everything? He told me about emma dude…that shit hurted. Anyway so much stuff makes sense now…he also told me why he broke your heart and stuff and like I said…so much stuff makes sense
y/n 12:01am
oh
Hobi:)) 12:02am
Yeeeeaah…but umm he did also tell me about you guys hooking up and also what you guys talked about
y/n 12:03am
okay and
Hobi:))12:08am
And I feel like he didn’t tell you everything
y/n 12:08am
???
y/n 12:08am
what are you talking about
Hobi:)) 12:09am
Im just saying I don’t think he told you everything
Hobi:)) 12:09am
Like based on what you told me he said, I don’t think he told you everything and also he said even more stuff tonight and idk kinda feels like you two need to talk again
y/n 12:12am
genuinely so confused
y/n 12:12am
just tell me?
Hobi:)) 12:13am
No no no this is something that needs to come from him…im not saying he intentionally didn’t tell you something but I think he might have something to say or idk. Idk how to explain it but look regardless figure your shit out with joon cuz this is gonna get messy fast
y/n 12:20am
wtf hobi
Hobi:)) 12:22am
Im team jimin btw. Hes a good guy y/n and you know this already and I know things sucked for a while but he does care about you and I care about you and I want to see you happy and isn’t that jimin?
Hobi:)) 12:40am
You aren’t replying so I know im right. But I also know something else…because jimin is the one that makes you happy that’s why you wont choose him right? Because the happier a person can make you also means this person can also make you the saddest and youre terrified of that I get it y/n but that thought breaks my heart and I hope I am wrong
y/n 12:43am
goodnight hobi
~~~~~
It’s Thursday evening when Jimin calls you, asking if he can come over and talk to you about something—obviously you say yes but not even a minute after you hang up with him, your phone is ringing again. Namjoon.
“Hello?” you answer pretty quickly. You haven’t really heard from him all week since he’s been out of town.
“Hey.” He sounds tired, exhausted even. “You busy?”
“Not currently, why?”
“Well, first,” Namjoon pauses, his voice still sounding tired but you can tell he’s smiling. “How was your day?”
“It was good.” You respond, “Tiring.”
“Tell me about it. I’m actually back in town, just got home and I thought I’d see if you wanted to come over for a little while? I have an early morning but I would love to see you even if it’s just for a little bit.”
“Oh.” You stare at nothing, thinking about how Jimin is probably already on his way. “I—”
“I really need to see you.” Namjoon chuckles, “It has not been a very good week.”
“Oh.” You say much softer. “Okay…Um, I can leave in a few minutes then.”
“Perfect, be safe on your way here.”
You and Namjoon hang up and you feel a bit of dread as you dial Jimin’s number and to call him and let him know he can no longer come hang out with you. He answers on the second ring.
“Hey.” He sounds nice on the other line, his voice something so soothing to you.
“Hey…”
“What’s up? You okay?”
“Actually,” You pause, wondering how it will feel for him. “Namjoon just called and he’s home and wants to see me but I was going to tell him no but—”
“It’s okay.” Jimin cuts in, “If you need to cancel, I get it.”
“It’s not that I just want to cancel on you, Jimin. He just sounds like he had a bad week and—”
“It’s okay. I get it.” Jimin tells you, voice soft. “Are you staying there?”
“No, I don’t think so. It’s just a for a little while.”
“Okay…want to come by my place after you see him? I still want to talk to you.”
“Yeah.” You breathe out, “I can do that.”
~
You’re barely even finishing knocking on Namjoon’s door when he’s already swinging it open and pulling you inside.
“Hi.” He brings you close to him, his arms wrapping around your body as he embraces you tightly. “I missed you.”
“Hi.” You say back, the word getting lost into his t shirt as he squeezes you to his chest.
You’re nervous to be here to be honest. You plan on telling Namjoon about what you’ve done with Jimin but you’re waiting for the right timing.
“I had the shittiest week.” He tells you, “I just need you around to feel better.”
And you are realizing maybe this isn’t the right timing. Namjoon finally peels himself off of you, holding you at arm’s length and smiling the kind of smile that makes you feel weaker.
But even this smile lacks in joy. He’s tired. He’s looking beat from the week. He’s looking like he only needs to hear good things.
Namjoon takes a deep breath before hugging you again.
“What happened?” You finally ask. “Is everything okay?”
Namjoon leads you to his cream sofa, taking a seat next to you and starts telling you about his week.
“Honestly, my writing is just…I’m in a funk, maybe? But everything has been garbage…at least to me. Emiko has been trying to cheer me up but she’s going through her own stuff and she’s just…she’s probably had a worse week than me.” Namjoon sighs, “She just doesn’t realize she deserves so much better—anyway. Two, yes two, of the meetings I had this week to set up for the tour this summer got canceled because they’re pulling out! Like, pulling out altogether so that’s great news.” He frowns now, his fingers rubbing his temple. “It just feels like things with my career aren’t progressing the way I want them to but also, Emiko is my agent and she works so hard but…”
“But what?”
“I know she’s going through a really tough time. And I can’t really help her and that bugs me. Sorry, I’m just…I hate when I can’t be there for someone I care about.”
You smile at Namjoon because that sounds just like him. “I’m sure she knows you are here for her, Joon.”
“She doesn’t want me to be. That’s the thing.” His frown deepens. “She made a huge deal about us needing to be more professional…that at the end of the day she’s just my agent. That hurt, you know?”
“Oh.” You feel your heart hurt for him, “That would hurt. For sure. But she’s probably just saying that because she’s dealing with whatever is going on with her. Maybe she’s trying to push you away but even if you have to just stay by her side silently…she will appreciate it.”
Namjoon’s lips finally lift into a smile, “You’re right.” He tells you, “I’m just…I’ve known her almost my whole life. I hate seeing her in a bad mood, I guess.”
“You’re very sweet.”
And he is…he is very sweet.
“Thank you, y/n. I knew talking to you and seeing you would be something that would make me feel better.”
You only nod at him, guilt starting to bubble over but you try to push that away as you come to your decision. Namjoon is a good man, a very good man and you would be stupid as hell to lose this.
~
“Hey, I’m leaving Namjoon’s. I know it’s late but did you still want me to come over?” You ask Jimin over the phone, “I can be there in 20.”
“Actually,” Jimin’s voice sounds a little muffled, “I’m kind of already at your place.”
“Huh?”
“I was feeling bored so I just came here. I’m just outside, chillin.”
“Oh.” You turn, driving through a neighborhood as you start making your way to your place instead. “Okay, sounds good. I’ll see you in a bit then.”
“Okay, be safe. See you soon.” And then he is hanging up.
You arrive to your place not too much later, walking up to your apartment when you see Jimin sitting outside your door, dark hair looking longer, blowing in the breeze.
You greet him casually as you unlock your front door and you both make your way inside.
Jimin slips his shoes off and is already making his way to your living room, plopping down on the couch. You eye him over as you take off your own shoes, “You okay?” You ask.
Jimin looks a little odd—maybe nervous or anxious, his leg shaking up and down. He just nods his head but you can see how he swallows hard.
“Okay…” You walk towards him, taking a seat next to him.
“How was Namjoon’s?” Jimin asks, “Did you tell him?”
“Did I—oh, no. He uh, he was having a hard time and I didn’t want to potentially make it harder so I haven’t…”
Jimin stops shaking his leg as he nods slowly, “Oh. I see.”
“But I made my decision.” You look Jimin in the eye but he grows a little confused.
“About?”
“Namjoon.”
Jimin eyes’ go wide before he’s gesturing for you to continue.
“If Namjoon still wants a relationship with me even after I tell him what we did…I’m going to agree. I’m going—”
“Wait.” Jimin’s eyes search yours, “Wait, wait. What?”
“Yeah. I’m going to, you know, be his girlf—”
“That’s…” Jimin’s gaze falls to your lap. “That’s what you want?”
“Yes.” You tell him. “It is.”
“It’s what you want because you like him. Right?” His eyes find yours again, but they have hardened.
“Y-Yeah.”
Jimin stares at you for moments too long, his gaze making you feel nervous but he finally tears his eyes from you, licks his drying lips and stands from the couch. “Okay. I really wish you good luck, y/n. I hope this works out.”
“Thanks…” You mumble, your eyes on his back. “What—what did you want to talk about though?”
He turns to face you, a small smile on his lips. “It’s nothing now. Don’t worry. I’m going to head home but we’ll talk soon, yeah?”
~~~~~
“What the fuck, what the fuck, what the fuck—”
“What?!” You shout at Hoseok, who sits at his desk beside you, “Why are you freaking out?”
“Dae just texted me.” He tells you, “And it’s…”
“It’s? It’s what?”
“Holy shit. What am I going to do?” He drags his hands down his face, “We have barely spoken since you know what, but now this???”
“What?”
“Apparently, Taehyung and Dae are going to get here this evening. She said Taehyung planned it and is wanting her to come so he doesn’t fall asleep on the drive…plus in his eyes—well, in his eyes I didn’t,” He lowers his voice into a whisper, “you know, fuck his sister and leave her the next morning!”
“Oh, damn.” You can’t help but smirk. “This should be entertaining.”
“He wants all of us to go out tonight for drinks,” Hoseok groans, “Jeremy and Jimin already confirmed they’d go but they don’t have to see Dae!”
“They will see Dae?”
“Yeah but they don’t have to see her after they’ve,” He lowers his voice again, “Fucked her!”
“True. But uh, Jimin said he would go?” You try to act nonchalant, eyes going back to your screen. “Cool.”
“Why are you being weird?” Hoseok accuses you right away. “Did something happen?”
“I wish I knew.” You tell him, “He’s barely talking to me today.”
“For real? He’s been blowing my phone up.” Hoseok shrugs, “Wait, once again, did something happen?”
“He came over to talk last night, uh, I told him I was going to give things with Namjoon a shot and he got weird and left. I texted him asking is he got home safe, blah, blah but anyway, he’s been so dry with me.”
“He came to talk but you told him…are you serious?”
“Yeah?”
“Tell me you aren’t serious.”
“But I am serious.”
“I know you aren’t that dumb, y/n.” Hoseok tells you with a straight face. “You really—”
“I made my decision, Hoseok.” You glance at your phone when you see a text from Dae. “Anyway, I’ll tell Naomi. I guess we are all hanging out tonight.”
Present
“No, no, no.” Taehyung looks at everyone with shocked eyes. “Dae?! Even you?!”
“Yes, even me, brother.” She looks unimpressed, taking another sip of her drink just for fun now.
“Hold on. Jimin?! But also…y/n?! Wait,” He slurs, a grin starting to form. “I will be the happiest man alive if you guys both had sex at the same time.” Then he looks a little puzzled, “I mean because it was you know,” He starts thrusting his pointing finger inside a hole he made with his other hand’s fingers. “Together.”
“Jeez, Taehyung.” You grumble, “Yeah, whatever. We did.” You look across the table to see Jimin who just sits here, eyes on his drink only.
“What?!” Taehyung shouts, “How?! How did that happen?! Oh my god, I have so many questions but I need to continue down this list. Okay, skipping Dae…Hoseok?! Who did you have sex with in the last week???”
Hoseok gulps, his eyes accidentally going straight to Dae and Taehyung is pretty quick to pick up what Hoseok is putting down.
“Wait, wait.” Taehyung points between Hoseok and Dae. “My…my sister?! Ah, come on, man! Not my sister! I know I wanted you to find someone! But not my sister!!!!”
“Why? You don’t think I’m good enough for your friend, Taehyung?” Dae rolls her eyes, “Don’t worry, he doesn’t seem to think so either.”
“Hey, I never said that.” Hoseok says, voice only directed at Dae. “I—seriously I don’t think that, Dae. I’m sor—”
“Moving the fuck on,” Taehyung looks at Jeremy now. “Jeremy?! Oh my god, was it the girl you went out with last week? She is pretty hot, bro. Surprised you didn’t tell us in the group chat though!”
Jeremy glances around the table before reaching for his glass and chugging the remainder of his drink.
“I’m curious too actually.” You look over at Jeremy, “You didn’t say anything. And Naomi, who the hell did you sleep with? I’m so confused…have you been seeing someone? Wait!” You look at her shocked, “Did you meet someone and had a one night stand?!”
Naomi reaches for her glass as well and starts chugging.
“Is this…” Dae glances around the table, “Is this not obvious to everyone?”
“They aren’t the brightest here.” Jimin finally says something, mumbling at he sips his drink again.
“Jeremy, you slept with Mimi?” Hoseok pats his back, “You didn’t even tell us!”
“Mimi this, Mimi that.” Naomi mocks, “Hate to break it to you guys,” She lifts her head and looks at everyone, “But I just don’t think Jeremy is that into her.”
“Naomi, stop.” Jeremy warns, “We already—”
“We already what?” She rolls her eyes.
“You don’t even like the way I talk to girls! You think the ‘weird’ poetry shit I do is cringey!” Jeremy suddenly shouts, “You hate it!”
“I do think it is cringey!” Naomi shouts back, you all look at these two confused as hell. “But I don’t hate it, you dumbass.”
“You do hate it! You think it’s cringe??!?!”
“Yes, it’s literally the cringiest shit but I don’t hate it!”
“What the hell is happening?” You ask, looking at Hoseok and he’s just as confused as you.
“That doesn’t even make sense?!” Jeremy tells Naomi, “You’re driving me crazy!”
“It does make sense!” Naomi looks frustrated, “You know…okay, you know that weird ass shoulder dance y/n does?”
“Why are you bringing me into this?” You ask with a straight face.
“Yeah,” Jeremy nods, eyeing Naomi wondering where she is going with this. “It’s literally the worst thing I have ever seen.”
“Exactly! It’s so horrible and disgusting and so fucking—”
“Yeah, it’s absolutely cringe.” Hoseok adds his two cents.
“What the hell is happening?” You ask, “How did this become about me??”
“We always tell y/n we hate it and it’s so cringey but we laugh our asses off every time she does it and we know she’s always going to do it, right? We think it’s the worst thing we’ve ever seen but we love it, don’t we?” Naomi looks at Jeremy, “It’s the worst but we love it. We never want her to stop the stupid thing she does with her shoulders.”
Jeremy’s mouth falls open a little as he realizes what Naomi is saying, “Wait. Are you…”
“Your poetry is cringe Jeremy but I love it because it’s yours and it’s you and god, you’re so stupid.” Naomi stands from her chair, “I’m going to get another drink.”
“I’m coming with you.” Dae stands as well, “Suddenly I want to get black out drunk.”
“Wait, wait.” You stop the girls from leaving. “But who did you have sex with, Naomi??”
“Are you serious…” Dae shakes her head at you, “It’s so obvious girl, come on.”
“It’s really not?” You question, eyes going to Hoseok who is just as lost as you.
“Yeah, I don’t get it either.” Hoseok tells you guys, “Jimin and y/n, Me and …Dae…and uh, Jeremy with Mimi but who’s your person?”
“Ha!” Naomi rolls her eyes harder than ever, “Mimi! Yeah fucking right. He didn’t go home with Mimi last Friday. Did you Jeremy? He came to my place after their little date and I’m sure you guys can figure out the rest.”
“I’m literally…figure what out?” You look at Hoseok and he shrugs.
“Oh my god…” Jimin huffs out, “Jeremy went to Naomi’s place after his date and somehow ended up fucking Naomi.”
“What?” You blink at Jimin before you snort, Hoseok joining you immediately, “Yeah, there is no way.”
“You guys are so dense.” Dae deadpans. “It was in front of you guys this whole time.”
You and Hoseok are still laughing but when Jeremy and Naomi don’t say anything you guys start quieting down, confusion growing more and more.
“Wow.” Taehyung glances at Aeri, “You are never wrong about these things!”
Aeri starts laughing drunkenly, “I told you!”
“This is…I’m just going to go home and get drunk now.” Naomi groans, “Dae, you in?”
“Hell yeah, I will never say no to something like that.”
“y/n?” Naomi asks you as well but you’re still looking between here and Jeremy and wondering how you missed this.
“Uh,” You blink at her before your eyes find Jimin. “Actually, I’m going to stay for a bit.”
“Suit yourself.” Dae says, spinning in her spot to leave.
“Wait, Dae—” Hoseok stands from his chair but her and Naomi wave everyone off before they head out.
“This is crazy.” Jeremy mumbles, “Naomi…oh god.”
“So you fucked Naomi but then what?” Taehyung slurs.
“I uh, told her I didn’t mean to do that because we’re friends…good friends.” Jeremy looks down at the table, “Then she went on about how we are for sure just friends…so she obviously regretted it, right? Anyway, It’s been hell since.”
“Well,” Hoseok lips set into a straight line. “This week is suddenly making so much sense.”
“Okay, now to the pairing I am most curious about.” Taehyung shows you all a mischievous grin, “Jimin, care to explain how you sexed up our wonderful y/n?” He winks at you both, making Aeri giggle more.
Jimin sighs out, his hand sweeping through his hair as he stands. “It doesn’t matter. Doesn’t feel appropriate to talk about when she basically has a boyfriend.”
“But they aren’t tech—”
“Oh, you haven’t heard?” Jimin smiles at Taehyung. “She’s into him and going to take that next step!” And then he’s walking off towards the bar.
“Next st—”
“Jimin.” You stand too, walking after him.
“Oh.” Aeri sways into Taehyung’s side, “It’s just us now! Well, us and the guy who had sex with your sis—”
“LALALALA!”
~
“Jimin!” You call for the man, trying your best to catch up with him. He gets to the bar and you finally make it by his side, leaning against the bar top as you stare at his side profile. “Can you just tell me what is wrong?”
“Nothing.” He stares ahead but you aren’t buying it—obviously.
“Can you just…can you look at me?” Your hand goes to his shoulder and he tenses beneath your touch. “Jimin?”
He sighs out heavily before turning to face you, his eyes locking with yours when you decide you can easily read him but you don’t want to. You don’t want to read everything he is saying but he tells you anyway.
“This is a mistake, y/n.” He tells it to you straight.
“What is?”
“Namjoon.”
Yeah, you scoff at this because to be frank—it annoys you. It irks you that he isn’t supporting your decision about Namjoon. And you cannot figure out why 100%.
“Okay.” You brows pull up quickly before you relax them. “That’s cool.”
“It’s all for the wrong reasons and you know it.” The tone of his voice chooses to annoy you more than anything. “You aren’t in love with him.”
“I don’t need to be in love with him, I just need to like him. God, it does not have to be that deep.”
“You like him the same way you liked the pet fish you had your freshmen year.”
“Just stop,”
“No.”
“You’ve been cold to me because you don’t think I should date Namjoon? That seems immature.”
“It’s not…” Jimin’s eyes soften, “Maybe I am immature. But I am only telling you this because I don’t want you to do anything you’ll regret later…”
“So none of your reasons are selfish ones?” You snap, Jimin’s brows pulling together before he breaks his eye contact with you to stare at the floor. “I need this Jimin.”
“Need what?”
Yeah, need what? That’s a great question. You’re letting something take over you, something close to a frustration but you aren’t sure what. This feels like something is coming to the surface—something not even the voice in your head has spoken yet.
“How is it…” Your voice is cold towards him, “That you got to move on and experience love again but I never got to? How come you got to but I never did? What? You think me trying my hardest to have something new for myself is bad? Is a fucking mistake? Rich coming from someone who already got this chance.”
Jimin’s eyes rise to meet yours and it feels like a punch to the gut. His eyes are full of something close to pain yet he tries to smile.
“You’re right. I’m sorry.” He tells you quietly, softly even. “I shouldn’t be trying to…” He pauses, swallowing hard to calm himself. “You’ve made your decision. I don’t know if I don’t want you to be with Namjoon for selfish reasons or because I really do think you aren’t doing the right thing. Maybe it’s both.” He tries to smile a little more. “Yeah, it’s both.”
“W-What are your selfish reasons?” You find yourself asking but Jimin just scoffs to himself, smile still in place.
“You already know them.” He tells you simply. “The night we talked about what we did—the sex. We said the things we were going to discuss were, how it went, what it meant, why did we do it and what do we do now.”
“I remember.” You tilt your head, “What about it?”
“We knew how it went. We talked about why we did it and what we do now but neither of us had an answer for ‘what it meant’ and I didn’t tell you the truth. You said you didn’t know and I agreed. But I lied, y/n.” His smile is still in place and it makes you feel anxious. Especially because his eyes are void of any positive emotion.
“You lied?”
“Yeah,” He hums. “I know what it meant to me.”
“What…what did it mean to you, Jimin?”
“Why would I even need to tell you that when you’ve already made your decision, y/n?” His smile starts dropping. “I told you that you’re afraid of having a love again like what you had with me and you said ‘maybe’ but I think the thing you’re afraid of is me.” Jimin’s eyes bore into yours, his gaze so intense as they gloss over. “And,” He gulps. “I fucking get it. Because I,” He pauses, gaze still set on you as he tries to push down his emotions. “I am also so fucking afraid of you.”
#bts#park jimin#bts smut#jimin smut#bts fluff#bts angst#bts fanfic#jimin fanfic#jimin x reader#jimin fluff#jimin angst#Kim namjoon#love again chapter 12
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kang yeosang sfw alphabet
genre: fluff
word count: 2.2k
warnings: mild cursing, mentions of being drunk
song rec: some - bol4
pls like and reblog if you enjoyed! feel free to request anything <3
a - affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection)
he's a subtle guy
he's not very good with words and his shyness holds him back a bit, at first
the type to gaze at you lovingly when you're not looking
writes little notes for you and leaves them around the house when you have had a rough week and need cheering up
sends you memes and things that remind him of you <3
b - best friend (what would they be like as a best friend?)
he's the sarcastic friend
he may be quiet but with you, he comes out of his shell and expresses himself more freely
so expect a lot of sass and sarcasm!!
as a friend, he doesn't see that much of you. so when you guys do meet up there's always something to talk about and catch up on
c - cuddles (would they like to cuddle? how do they cuddle?)
... okay
okay, you asked for this!
this is confidential information but-
he loves cuddles
of course, he does. he's a very soft boy. but he will never think to ask for cuddles. for some reason, in his mind, it's not in his place to ask you? but there are different things he does without even realising he is doing it, that will tell you that he wants to cuddle
and it's only simple things like being more touchy with you, nuzzling his face into your neck or reaching for your hand gently to hold in his
he's so cute, bye
d = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they at cooking and cleaning?)
the phrase 'settle down' sends him into panic mode
but that actual concept, he likes
idk he's a strange one
he just has to know he has found the right person for him before he makes a full commitment. which could take quite a long time for him to figure out
in terms of cooking and cleaning... well...
you'll have to make him. because there's no way he's gonna think about hoovering off his own volition
e = ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
as a person he doesn't often use his word to express his emotions, he will hate the thought of breaking up
because he knows you will want answers. you will want reasons. and you will want to understand why. but explaining this would require a part of him he simply does not have
he might even resort to breaking up with you over text. he knows there are much better, productive ways to do it and he will regret it afterwards
f = fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment? how quick would they want to get married?)
same in the 'domestic' section, settling down and committing to someone takes a long time for him
i feel out of all the members, he would wait a long time to get married to someone. just because he needs to make sure his special someone is right for him
and he's an over-thinker so that slows down the process too same babe
g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
very gentle
yeosang has little reason to not be gentle, yk?
sure he's sarcastic at times and teases you tremendously, but he knows where to draw the line and has limits. he's not one to overstep his boundaries, in any case
h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)
he likes hugs, but like i said, he would never 'ask' for physical affection verbally
and he doesn't really need to. if he wants to hug you he will usually scoop you up in his arms and snuggle his head on top of your shoulder
he doesn't hug you too often himself. and if you were to initiate the hug he might tease you and say how you can't get enough of him, but he secretly loves it
he just feels so soft having you in his arms
i = i love you (how fast do they say the L-word?)
as suspected, he doesn't do this for a whileeee
he might actually consult his dear members, probably seonghwa or wooyoung
"hey, when should you say i love you to your partner?"
and they both reply back with the same thing: whenever you feel like it
yeosang has to do a lot of soul-searching to figure out if he is actually in love, but on one occasion, he realises that he is. maybe it's at the end of a beautiful date or something cute you just said. but something will trigger this overwhelming sensation inside him, as he realises that you are the one
and then, the three magic words follow
j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they're jealous?)
not really jealous
or if he is, you would never know about it
if he notices you are giving someone an awful lot of undeserved attention, he is likely just to watch on hopelessly. and when you are back with him, he will link arms with you, his grip a bit tighter than usual
but this rarely happens
k = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? where do they like to be kissed?)
short and sweet
he's a cinnamon bun. his cheeks tend to heat up even with the slightest bit of affection
he melts if you give him forehead or cheek kisses. he acts like he is nonchalant to affection but as soon as you do that he can't help but smile at the cuteness
i can also see him being into slow and passionate kisses if the moment is slightly more heated. he loves taking his time with these types of kisses, and it makes him feel closer to you
l = little ones (how are they around children?)
awkward
sort of treats them like mini-adults no matter what their ages are
he prefers older kids to younger ones. any toddlers are babies are a nope, he can't deal with that. but early teens? that's better territory for him. he feels he can at least connect with them on some level and try and engage with them in a conversation
m = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)
mornings with yeosang feels like everything is in slow motion
you will wake up together and just lie there with each other, talking for like 30 minutes about all sorts of nonsense
then he will drag himself out of bed to do his usual morning routine with like zero energy in him
can barely keep his eyes open
it's actually quite funny to watch
n = night (how are nights spent with them?)
will want to watch something with you whilst eating dinner
as a way to unwind and calm down after a long day
and he'll most likely fall asleep on your shoulder
o = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
there are times when you question if he will ever fully open up about himself and reveal things that are personal to him
he appreciates your patience so much. these things just take time and if you're willing to wait then it'll be worth it
similarly, he doesn't mind you being slow to be vulnerable with him. he doesn't expect much. all he is expecting, for now, is good companionship and a person that wants him to be himself
once he feels secure in that idea, then opening up to you is much more easier than he thought
p = patience (how easily angered are they?)
yeosang is never angry
sure sometimes he gets a bit annoyed by something someone has said. or maybe he's getting frustrated at how bad he is in a video game
but true anger? that's a rare occurrence for him
if someone is rude to him, he tends to be more disheartened and sad emotions rather than aggressive ones
anger isn't really an underlying factor in yeosang's life
q = quizzes (how much would they remember about you? do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
more than you'd think
he just might not mention these things as much as others
but he is very good at remembering even the little details
the sparkle in your eyes when he gave you a surprise gift. the fits of laughter the two of you were in that one saturday night when you were drunk for no reason. the caring texts messages you sent to him when you knew he was having a bad week
he remembers all of it
r = remember (what is their favourite moment in your relationship?)
there's no defining moment that sticks out to him because he realises that when interacting with you makes him all the more happier
the start of your relationship was filled with fuzzy feelings and cute moments
he will never forget the time when you and him were texting back and forth, up until the early hours of the morning, sending memes and tiktoks to each other and ranting about something stupidly funny
he never forgets the time he caught himself smiling like an idiot when reading your responses to him
s = security (how protective are they? how would they protect you? how would they like to be protected?)
he doesn't think about being protective really
i think the last occasion when he was protective was when you both went to a festival for a date, decided to go inside a haunted house, and he was holding you for the whole time
whether that was to reassure him or you, you'll never know 😭
t = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
since he prefers more casual dates, like having the traditional movie night where each week you both take it in turns to choose a movie, you would think he doesn't put too much effort in
but you realise these casual dates mean a lot more to him than you would've originally thought. he doesn't feel he needs to make a special effort to have a good time with you because he's always having a good time with you
saying that, he is one to spontaneously spend a tone of money on you, getting you all kinds of expensive gifts, and not even for any particular occasion
u = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)
he has no real, stand-out bad habits
sometimes his lack of communication is frustrating, mainly because in order for a relationship to fully work, you need to understand each other's wants and needs
which takes yeosang a bit of time to learn that
but if you're an open communicator from the get-go, i think it'll be much easier for him to follow suit
v = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)
he feels insecure at times, especially due to certain comments people have said about the way he looks
which is crazy because he looks so ethereal and angelic and perfect
but most of the time he's pretty contented with the way he looks anyway
w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)
at the early stages of the relationship, perhaps not
once he has become comfortable and started to build a strong sense of trust and connection with you, there is more of a feeling of loss when he finds himself without you
he does notice the little empty feeling he has when you're not there by his side
x = xtra (a random headcanon for them)
he's an amazing listener, and while verbalising his own feelings can be difficult, he seems to know his mind quite well, and therefore can use his empathy and understanding to help you
gives great, sound advice and gives his non-biased opinion
he really appreciates it when you do say what's on your mind or what's bothering you, because he does sense when you are upset and he doesn't want you to have to go through something by yourself
y = yuck (what are some things they wouldn't like, either in general or in a partner?)
yeosang can tolerate a lot of things
considering he's quite mild-tempered and doesn't get angry too often, there are very few things he actually hates
but i think one thing he does dislike is when someone lacks basic respect
especially if he doesn't know them that well and he can't decide whether someone is teasing him when they are rude or whether they are just being an asshole
z = zzz (what is a sleep habit of theirs?)
he snores softly, its adorable
likes to be wrapped up in a fluffy blanket in the wintertime so he can be warm and cuddly
kind of a light sleeper. so if you were to cuddle into him in your sleep or move his hand out of the way, he will know about it there and then
and love it <3333
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Hello all, welcome to my blog. I’m Sam (she/her) I’m an aspiring writer, based in London, UK 🇬🇧
I also have my own baking business called Bee’s Treats, follow @beestreatsldn on Instagram for details.
I write about; Eddie Munson, Bucky Barnes, Joel Miller, Steve Harrington and Andy Barber. I’m willing to try for other characters if requested.
Feel free to send me a DM or ask if you have any requests or comments, or even just for a chat. I’m always open to making new friends
I am neurodivergent and sometimes it’s a while between my posts as I can’t always focus to write; but I promise I will finish stories once my mean mean brain allows me to.
This blog is a safe space for all
Minors be gone! My fics are 18+
Here is my Masterlist with all my current fics and blurbs included, I hope you enjoy!
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💕 Fluff
🔥 Smut
🥀 Angst
💀 Horror
🎭 Drama
Read my Fic Recs list here
Series
Love Ain’t No Stranger - (complete)
🥀 🔥 💕
You and your friends spend most of your days, with everything nerdy. You’re the only girl in the group, but they never treat you differently. That is until prom comes around and Eddie starts feeling strange when you’re asked to prom by someone that isn’t him. Could Eddie be jealous?
Long Way Home- (Ongoing)🥀 💀
After Eddie’s battle with the demobats, his injuries are severe and the gang needs help. As Dustin’s ex-babysitter, and a studying nurse they bring him to you. Can you save him? And will Eddie escape Henry’s grasp and find his way back to you?
In My Dreams- (complete)🥀💀💕🔥
Your parents have an issue with you dating the town “freak” Eddie Munson, so they force you apart but you and Eddie can’t stop thinking about each other. You’re invading each others dreams so maybe it’s not just a “silly crush” like your parents think.
One Shots
Is This Love?- (complete)🔥 💕
Eddie’s band Corroded Coffin is playing a gig at the Metro Club in Chicago, Illinois. You’ve been a fan since you saw them perform at your middle school talent show, around that time you’d developed your crush on Eddie. Unbeknownst to you, Eddie had also been harbouring a secret crush on you for years. Will he finally shoot his shot?
Tragic Comic- (complete)🥀 🔥 💕
You and Eddie have been best friends for years, lately you feel like something is bothering him. When an unexpected visitor arrives in Hawkins to take advantage of Eddie, he finds out you’ve got his back after you stand up for him.
You - (coming soon)🥀 🔥 💕
You and Eddie have been friends for years, both being outcasts and neither having much family, you instantly clicked. Now however, feelings have developed, on your part anyway. When Eddie leaves you alone in his trailer to make a deal, you grab ahold of his guitar and pour your feelings out in a song.
Drabbles/Blurbs/Imagines/HCs
Sleeping Trouble- (posted)💕
You get awoken in the middle of the night by your silly affection starved boyfriend.
This is Halloween- (posted)💕
It’s almost your favourite time of year, which also happens to be your birthday. Eddie wants to know… trick or treat?
Foreclosure- (coming soon)
One shots
The Secret (posted)🔥
You’re having a nice summer’s day relaxing in the park with your friends; Nancy, Robin, Steve, Jonathan and Argyle. And there’s some sexual tension between you and Steve. Especially after he sees you in that sundress.
The Boss- (Complete)🔥💕
Mile High- (complete)🔥
The Assistant (On hiatus)🔥🎭
You move into a new neighbourhood to discover you have a very hot guy next door; some innocent watching turns into something more, then you discover something about him that could put your new job in jeopardy.
One 🥀 🔥
Bucky struggles with his feelings toward you, which he hides by pretending he doesn’t trust you. You get placed on a mission together where trust is essential.
Perfect- (posted)🔥💕
Reader and Joel Miller have been friends for quite a long time, but been apart due to moving away. They finally reconnect after a year apart when one surprises the other with a unscheduled visit. Their reunion goes way different than either of them anticipated.
The Train- (posted)
Blind Date -(cancelled)
Dividers and headers made by me
All links are fixed!!
Feel free to send messages and asks, I love talking to y’all.
REQUESTS OPEN
#eddie munson#stranger things#eddie munson x reader#eddie stranger things#eddie munson x female reader#eddie munson smut#eddie muson x you#Joel Miller x reader#Bucky Barnes x reader#Steve Harrington x reader#Andy Barber x reader#smut#18+ only#Joel Miller#Bucky Barnes#Steve Harrington#Andy Barber
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૮₍ • ˕ - ₎ა♡₊˚ koe's guidelines !! read b4 interacting
01 ˚₊‧꒰ this blog has nothing to do with minors. do not interact with me if you are under the age of 18. all of my self-inserts are over the age of 18, regardless of if i "infantalize" them or not. i will not follow back blogs that don't have an age anywhere on your profile.
02 ˚₊‧꒰ i will not be entertaining hate asks or any kind of criticism unless i genuinely find your ask is honestly funny to me. i delete them on sight. i live in my own echo chamber. this is who i am, let me be delusional.
03 ˚₊‧꒰ i write for fem (hyperfem unless specified) afab reader. this is just what i'm comfie with as i don't want to misrepresent anyone! from this point forward i will be specifying this in my content warnings for clarity.
04 ˚₊‧꒰ do not copy my themes!! it pisses me tf off and i will block you. be yourself thx!
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07 ˚₊‧꒰ i no longer write fics for requests. it adds unnecessary stress and pressure on to me. i am however open for blurbs!! i will always try to share my thoughts with you guys if you send me your ideas, but i won't write a full fic in response. this also enables more creativity in my writing to be able to come up with my own fresh ideas and write what i want.
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what i won't write ˚₊‧꒰ underage reader, dom reader, gender neutral, amab reader, or any bodily fluids that aren't cum or piss. anything else is free grounds unless specified otherwise.
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Intro Post!
Hey gang, @etherealspacejelly here! This is my sideblog for fics and fandom content :)
READER INSERT REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!!!
My tags:
#space jelly writes - my fics
#space jelly recs - other people's fics that i enjoyed and am recommending
#robins thoughts - posts that aren't fic links, polls, or reblogs, where im just talking about stuff
#fic polls - polls about my fics! this might be me letting you guys choose which fic i post first if i have a few written, or seeing if people are interested in my fic ideas.
#my ocs - posts/fics about my OCs
#Einar tag - posts/fics about my OC Einar specifically, or posts that remind me of them :)
I'm going to start tag lists for each of the fandoms i am in and may write for, so feel free to send me an ask or leave a comment on any of my posts letting me know which tag lists you would like to be added to!
Here are the categories:
Supernatural
Star Trek (only TOS so far, but may include more once I watch them)
Marvel (MCU)
Doctor Who
Hannibal
Good Omens
A list of all my fics with links and summaries is under the cut:
A Sweet Surprise - A fic I wrote for Dean Winchesters birthday in January, and the first fic I ever posted!! It's a very short and sweet little one-shot about young Sam and Dean. John is away on a hunt for Dean's birthday, so Sammy takes matters into his own hands!
Get Some Rest - A one-shot reader insert Star Trek Fic. You are the head of the ecology team on board the Enterprise, and after returning from a mission that did not go as planned, Spock and Jim take care of you and make sure you get the rest you desperately need. Absolute tooth rotting fluff.
Lay All Your Love On Me - Another reader insert Star Trek fic. You walk into medbay to find Bones overworking himself (no surprise there) and try to convince him to take a break. In the process he discovers that you are a very good hugger, and word spreads fast. Basically, it's four chapters of gratuitous cuddling with Bones, Kirk and Spock, sue me.
The Lonely Warrior - Einar, my MCU OC, is a 10-year-old Light Elf who becomes orphaned and is taken in by the Avengers. Contains some pretty heavy themes, especially to begin with, but makes up for it with plenty of found family fluff later on! New chapters are being uploaded every Sunday :)
Side Quests of a Light Elf - My other current WIP. A collection of one-shots about my OC, Einar, that didn't make it into the main fic. There are a number of reasons why a story might be in here, including: it is a crossover or AU, it doesn't connect well to the main timeline, or I felt that it wouldn't have added anything meaningful to the main story, but I thought it would be fun to write anyway. These stories are not canon to The Lonely Warrior, but if you like Einar and want to see them being put in Situations, then this fic is for you!
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Okay, I'm back. Sorry I needed a bit of a break from things. Just from everything. Not this blog but everything in [gestures vaguely] life.
As some of you know, my phone broke back over the summer and I lost all of my open tabs and where I was on my journey. That definitely was a setback and I didn't know how I wanted to handle it.
But now that I've had time to think about it, I've decided to.... restart my journey.
Lol.
Now I know you probably think I'm insane, but here are my reasons. When I first started reading I was only reading MCU based fic because I thought you had to choose a fandom on AO3. It wasn't for a while before I figured out I could just click on the ship's tag and see everything. So I was severely lacking in 616 fic. Also I didn't read everything when I started. I tended to skip AUs, a lot of the more kinky stuff. As I read more I opened myself up to a lot more types of fics.
And then finally my last reason is I want to change the way I interact with fic and fandom. I want to comment more and read WIPs and I dunno. I want to share and spread my enthusiasm. I also want to pull back in some ways, *except* on this blog. I want to get to know you and gush with you all about these two guys we love so much and all the creativity that gets poured into this fandom and this ship and these characters, the blood the sweat and the tears of it all.
So feel free to message me about anything. I try to be good about answering requests, though, I don't always have a fic that perfectly matches what you want.
I was thinking there's the findingstony blog that finds specific fic that you know exists, but maybe this would be a good place for people to submit things that they are looking for that they haven't already found. Like more general requests of tropes or plots that you want to read. Again I'll do my best to match you with something, but I'll also put them out to my followers (I don't have a ton but we'll see what the community can do).
Anyway, I'd like this to be a community to talk about all these things we love. I know I still have 2-3 unanswered asks, and I haven't forgotten them. For the person who asked for heartwrenching angst with or without a happy ending, I'm trying to decide if I want to rec you the most heart-shattering fic I have ever read. 🤔🤔🤔 (Are you open to Tony being evil?)
Anyway, does this restart mean that I may never get to some truly amazing fics at the end of the alphabet? Almost certainly. There are over 55k Stony fics on AO3. The first time I did this was a ship that had about 500 fics. I read them all in a couple months. I'm not going to complain about having too much good stuff.
But you can feel free to send in your own recs as well. Again, I'd love this to be a community, and a conversation.
Okay, well... I'm off to read. A couple of notes.
I will attempt to read every fic. There will be some that I do not finish. It might just be that it's not to my personal taste.
When I say everything, I do mean *everything*, which means that I may rec some fics that have content that you don't like. I will tag my posts accordingly. I'm not here to debate the ethics of fictional depictions of fictional characters in a fictional relationship with anyone.
I'm going to post as I go through. It's just easier for me that way. Also this way you can literally see my journey, lol. Posts will be scheduled for Saturdays, one post per week, unless my drafts start to get really full, in which case I'll bump it up to two posts per week.
Sometimes I may open a fic and save it in an open tag if I'm not in the right headspace for it, or if I want to read it but I'm not connecting with it at the moment. Or, if it's a really long fic, sometimes I'll intersperse other shorter fics in between chapters. So just because I skip a fic doesn't mean I didn't like it, or I thought it was bad.
Though I will give everything a shot, in general, kid fic is just not my thing, so you're unlikely to see many recs with that topic. But feel free to send in your own fic recs if there's something you really love. I'm sure others would love it as well.
I also generally tend to be not a fan of kink involving bodily fluids other than spit, sweat and semen, but I will give them a chance. Just don't expect a lot of recs for those. Also I'm not really a fan of age play. It's just not my thing.
The only hard pass for me is anything that tries to villainize Steve for MCU Civil War. That's a hard no for me.
Okay, I accidentally added a poll and it won't let me delete it, so....
Lmao - that was supposed to say goodness not goddess. 🙃🙃🙃 This is why I don't do polls. I am far too much of a mess to handle this kind of responsibility.
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If you send me an ask or a DM and I have not replied yet:
Gimme a sec guys. I have publishing deadlines, I have garbage shit to read for a lit magazine, I have class during the day, I have homework, I have LIFE. I have the google slides presentation of James Cameron’s Avatar Lore I want my family to know before the third movie I’m working on! I’m probably doing something much less cool, like writing an essay on Junot Díaz’s Monstro or something, and I’d rather be hyperfixating on whatever you’ve messaged me about anyway.
If I appear to be active, it’s probably the queue and I forgot the post I made already, thank you. Pls feel free to message or DM me about literally anything you’ve seen me post, but rn we at this blog especially appreciate Spider Socorro content.
If you are here for my current Avatar hyperfixation, peruse a characters tag for my content on them. For tags specific to my blog, here is a list:
-melissa’s asks (legit any sort of message in my inbox)
-melissa replies (I do be replying to u guys tho)
-i don’t like ur tone (anons that I simply didn’t like their tone, like say it to my face, say it with your whole chest buddy)
-melissa bullshit (I just be sayin some shit)
-melissa does discourse (I’m having a lil fight but it’s a DISCUSSION)
-we're mindmelding get in (for my headcanons lol)
-fic recs (self explanatory really, but these are fic recs)
-melissa is an english major (these are really annoyingly media literate posts)
-i get more and more radicalized (become more reasonable) every day (my lil socialism/politics tag)
-is he babygirl or did he just commit a warcrime??/ and he can’t babygirl his way out of this one! (my tags just for ur little white male villains that are not actually redeemable ur just horny, currently mostly miles quaritch, negan, kylo ren, billy hargrove, and troy otto)
-spider sully (for content specific to Spider being adopted by the Sully’s)
-What Spider Socorro Fic is Melissa Falling Asleep Thinking About??? (masterlist of whatever Spider fic I be thinking about, it could be whatever world it built for me mentally or it could be just that good)
-melissa liveblogs __ for any of my liveblog content, big ones being:
-melissa liveblogs twd
-melissa liveblogs st
-melissa liveblogs ahs
-melissa liveblogs ftwd
-melissa liveblogs it (2019)
-melissa og this is all my original content baby, no reblogs all authentic me, here are some more specifically for the big hitters, (but if I’ve ever posted my own shit about it it’ll be under the same tag structure; melissa on ___):
-melissa on avatar (cameron)
-melissa on twd
-melissa on stranger things
-melissa on it (2019)
-melissa on ahs
-melissa on ftwd
-melissa on marvel
-melissa on criminal minds
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Tokyo Calling by ATARASHII GAKKO! it's just FUN
Enneagram type four.
YES. and my fave is the ABO copyright saga, but I enjoy having these on in the background while I do other things, and I use them to learn about online drama mostly hehehe
To fall asleep, either thinking through scenarios or audiobooks. if the brain won't shut up, then audiobooks!!
I wouldn't change my name, but I'm also not super duper attached to it haha
Favourite redacted audio!! Davey proposal, or the one where angel steals david's hoodie. there are a lot of call backs in both of these, and my favorite line: 'with you, I'm just- David.'
Zero appeal is Ollie!! I've tried. A few times. but No.
Muppet Christmas carol, I know all the words hahaha
Platonically, besties with Elliott! He'd be a great friend?
Go to ramble is whatever media I've been really into lately. I've gotten really into hockey and PWHL lately, and get me tired, I will ramble to you about it hahaha
Favorite playlist atm is an amalgamation of my daylists, but I'd summarise it as 'bisexual yearning pop'??
Guilty pleasure media is SMUTTY MANGA.
Ooh, this is a cute one. Like, I think there are parts of you that could work so well with different parts of different redacted bois. Yet, when I look at all you’ve given me as a whole, I like you with Gavin most.
Type Fours tend to be creative, emotional, and reserved, an introverted sort of person; I think Gavin is uniquely suited to you in that he’s extroverted enough to pull you out of your shell but not so much you two don’t have a grand time by yourselves. Also, “bisexual yearning pop” one hundred percent sounds like Gavin’s vibe, so I think y’all could have a great time sharing playlists.
The main thing I love about y’all is that I think you and Gavin would like a lot of the same things, that he likes all the things you like. Like, can’t you imagine reading a smutty manga and shoving it in Gavin’s face like “babe, you’ll love this one”? Can’t you imagine watching hockey together and Gavin loving the hot people speeding across the ice and checking each other? Can’t you imagine your first Christmas together with him, showing him the Muppets Christmas Carol for the first time?
Song:
Every other boy’s on to the next one/ I hope that you stay, 'cause I think you′re so fun/ Everyone is asking if we're a thing now/ Are we going somewhere?/ Waking up my friends and texting my sister/ I wanna tell the world the things that we whisper/ Everyone is asking if we're a thing now/ Are we going somewhere?
To find a song for y’all, I searched Bisexual Yearning Pop in Spotify, and I quite like the result! This song is really catchy and cute and paints a really fun picture of a flirtationship on the brink of something more and the sweet, fuzzy feelings of having a crush in that situation. This song is new to me, but I’ll be saving it, and I hope you like it too!
Runner-ups:
Guy is a runner-up because I do love the idea of pairing you with an extrovert but not that much of an extrovert, ya know? Lasko is a runner-up because I think he’d love your smutty manga recommendations most of all the boys. You and he and Gavin should have a fun, little naughty book club.
note: thank you so much for waiting; please feel free to send me some manga recs if you’d like to share. I love a good 18+ Josei 💕
Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌
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Do you have any recommendations for zines?
I ended up writing a pretty long front-matter to this ask, so I've put it all under a Read More. If you only want the resources, feel free to skip to the end
So: I am always going to be a little too pedantic and autistic for a comprehensive, unambiguous rec list. Someone asked me what my favorite book was once, and it felt like my brain stalled and rebooted five times.
Don't get me wrong! I love putting specialized recommendations together, like puzzle-box mystery novels, or horror genre video games with thematic emphasis on grief, or documentaries on sewage treatment
But I am very, very bad at recommending general purpose Media full stop. alas I am a fussy and particular creature who hisses at five star rating systems on review websites because I think using the same Quality Metric regardless of genre and medium and purpose is Silly
Making recs gets even more difficult with things like zines, where they are small press by nature. A lot of my favorite zines are DIY projects with Very Small Distributions. One of my prized possessions is a small, hand-drawn zine of one hundred cats the artist drew with their eyes closed, which they gave to me for free because they liked my shirt. But that's a zine that means something to me because of circumstance and taste and my own ability to pick it up in person
Your mileage tends to vary with this stuff. If I found a Repo The Genetic Opera zine that ranks every organ in the human body, I have friends that would love that WAY more than I would, and I'd probably send it their way. If I found a zine about Gundam and gender and disability and idealized bodies that have been shaped into weapons, then I have dozens of friends I would need to send copies of it to, but that wouldn't make it any less niche. Zines are for VERY specific audiences. That's one of the best things about them!
That Being Said! There ARE popular, more-accessible, or more well-known zines and artists with broader appeal, and I mean that in an enthusiastic, complimentary manner.
I've even seen zines being advertised on my tumblr dashboard. Zines like:
Oh No! A kidpix zine by Louie Zong (Pay what you want- all proceeds donated to LA Foodbank)
Golem Zine is a publication by and for Jewish creatives living in areas where Jewish life is challenged. Their Out West issue sold out before I could grab a copy ($10 per issue, physical)
FYMA: A Lesser Key to the Appropriation of Jewish Magic & Mysticism goes hand in hand with the previous zine, I think (Pay what you want)
But you're more likely to get something that caters to your specific interests and artistic sensibilities by getting in touch with your community members, asking friends who have similar tastes, or checking out some of these resources:
Your Local Library (I'm being serious here-- your library likely has connections to local artists, galleries, resources, and e-resources that can set you on the path to zines you'll enjoy)
Any local art walk or small press events near you (your library can help you find these)
Itch.io's Zine Tag (Adding more tags will help you filter these)
Papercut Zine Library's Virtual Library
Internet Archive's Zine Collections
The DC Punk Archive Zine Library (Specific to punk and DIY interests, as you might imagine)
The Library of Congress Online Zine Web Archive Collection
QZAP (The Queer Zine Art Project)
POCZP (People of Color Zine Project-- and they're on tumblr!)
Hevelin Fanzine Collection (Literally a bunch of sci-fi, horror, and fantasy fanzines that were all collected by one guy which are now being digitized)
From Staple to Spine: A Compendium of Zine-Related Books (This doesn't have zines itself, but the books included can be a great starting point for where you should be looking and what will be of interest to you)
I also recommend making your own zine! It's fun to make things and put words and images on paper.
And if you downloaded the bundle for Racial Justice and Equality off itch.io, you already own the Electric Zine Maker (Warning for brightly colored, glitched, and moving visual elements that may cause eyestrain. I would also be wary if you're prone to migraines)
I know this has been a Lot and I got a bit carried away, but I hope that this helps you in your quest for finding cool, obscure art made by people who care deeply about niche topics. Personally, that's my favorite kind of art
#asks#anonymous#recs#resources#should i tag this as research aids. i feel like this is now a research aid
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