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fiendishartist2 · 11 months
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web jon is so sillay
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jaysbestie · 3 years
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but what if
you write a scenario where Jay gets his girlfriend all these gifts and his girlfriend is like babe you don’t have to, like just because you’re rich doesn’t mean you have to spoil me. but he doesn’t listen. and so reader gets frustrated a little bit, just because she wants him to know that she’s not using him for her money, like other girls have.
if that makes sense lmaoo
Definitely Not Broke
pairing ; college student!jay x college student!female!reader
genre ; fluff with some angst in it
warnings ; curse words lol
summary ; every person knew two things about park jongseong. he was rich and he had a girlfriend which he loved. but is money the solution to everything?
pls this is literally so late,,, sorry!!
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You opened the door to your bedroom, a glittery box sitting on your desk quickly catching your attention.
Not another one.
It was your fourth present from jay this week and let me tell you, none of the other three gifts were cheap.
You took the delicate box in your palms and carefully opened it, revealing a ring, as you got it out of the box you immediately recognized yours and jay's initials, carved on the inside part of the ring.
You let out a sigh after admiring the ring for some time, wondering why on earth he was getting you gifts almost every day. You opened a calendar you had placed in a box under your bed and took notes of today's gift. It wasn't that you were unappreciative of the gift, you were feeling a mix of emotions, slight anger, a bit of sadness and on top of that you felt confused.
After some time of you laying on your bed, watching tv and opening the ring's box to admire it every now and then passed, you heard the door of your appartment open and close silently.
You guessed it was jay, his heavy footsteps could easily be recognized and the footsteps were becoming louder so you guessed that he was coming towards your room.
Now is the time. You thought.
You had thought countless times about telling him to stop buying you expensive gifts and confronting him about it but you never felt enough brave to do it. However now you had finally the courage to tell him and you weren't going to lose your chance.
"how were classes today love?" he asked as he placed his bag on the floor and came towards your bed.
"they were fine, not that tiring, you came later than me though, is everything fine?" you asked, your facing forming into that of a confused face.
"yeah, I was just planning something with hersung and jake" he said and turned to look in your eyes
"listen jay, I want to talk with you about something"
"what is it y/n? did I do anything wrong?" he asked suddenly looking worried
"no it was just, something that bothered me", you paused trying to find some kind of emotion in his eyes, his expression softening after you told him there wasn't anything wrong, "why do you get me these expensive gifts all the time jay?"
He laughed. He deadass laughed.
"I'm being completely serious right now jongseong" you said looking at him straight in the eye, him shifting awkwardly in his position when he heard you calling him by his full name. You never called him by his full name.
"Why, y/n, don't you like them?"
"Jay no one said I didn't like them, I have actually kept all of them but you being rich doesn't mean that you have to spoil me and give me gifts everyday" he looked away after the last part of your sentence. He sat up from your bed and hugged you, then he just picked his bag up from the floor and left your room. That kind of behavior was weird coming from him. He would usually sit with you, cuddle and solve the problem you had but him leaving without saying anything was totally unexpected.
You heard him close your front door with a loud thud and you ran to check out of the window, seeing him enter his expensive car and just staying inside his car.
Honk, it was heard from outside your window and you looked out to see your boyfriend hitting his car's steering wheel with his,,, head.
Two minutes passed and you saw him start his car, leaving your place after taking his anger out. You decided that it was enough for today, you seriously were in no mood to fight jay, you just wanted him to know that you didn't want his money, but him.
You headed towards your bed, when your door bell was heard, you let out a groan, as you didn't really want to see anyone, let alone the guy standing outside of your front door. Of course it would be him, jake shim, jay's best friend and his only friend you were close to. You knew most of his friends hung with him because he had money but surely enough, jake was his only true friend.
"What is it jake?" you inquired, you were sure he wouldn't be here because he suddenly wanted to see you.
"Are you and jay alright? He wouldn't answer any of my calls and he only answered me once, saying that he is a coward who messed up and he wanted me to check on you" he said quickly, you swore that if he spoke more quickly you wouldn't have understood anything, he was in the college's debate team, after all.
"I guess I'm alright now but jay could have been less of an ass actually, I wanted to tell him to stop giving me presents but he thought that I didn't like them and then he got up, hugged me and left" you said, wiping two tears that dared to escape your eyes. It was your first ever fight, you didn't really know how to handle these situations and you seriously didn't want to put the blame on any of you.
"Oh so that's why he sounded stressed. Look, y/n, jay has a huge past with giving gifts to his past girlfriends, all of them knew he was rich so that's why they accepted him being their boyfriend, they would ask for presents all the time and the moment they didn't like a gift, they would break up with him because he couldn't offer them much. But that's all bullshit, it somehow made jay develop attachment issues, so when he started liking you so much, he wanted to do everything to get you to stay with him." he said, letting out a loud sigh and staring at you, " it's not bad that you confronted him about it, but he probably thinks that you don't really want him now." he said and started to leave your appartment, stopping, however, when you yelled his name. "Please tell jay to pass by my house tomorrow, I really want to talk with him." you said and saw him nod his head yes, so you closed your door and headed bad to your room so you could finally get some rest because you were both mentally and physically tired.
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Your close passed by quickly which was surprising. You headed back to your appartment, unlocking your front door and taking your shoes off as soon as you opened and closed your door. You made your way to your kitchen to grad an apple, noticing another box on your kitchen table. Not again. You were actually frustrated. This was his way to fix everything? G I F t S?!?! You opened it and saw a red rose as soon as you took the box's lid off. A necklace with a heart pendant was playing under the rose and a letter which you understood it was jay by the handwriting.
"Sorry, I'm sincerely sorry as I'm writing this letter, my behavior was honestly not the best yesterday but I couldn't really take in what you told me properly, I'm sorry you're also receiving my apology like this, from a letter I mean, and that I'm not standing in front of you apologising, jake told me that you wanted to talk to me so I'll be passing by later so that we can set this matter,
Sincerely your beloved,
Park Jongseong"
The letter read. You teared up but made sure to wipe the tears as the door bell was heard and you were sure it was him. You went to the door after you sniffled a little and opened the door to come face to face with who you called the love of your life.
"Hey"
"Hi jay" you said and made way for him to come inside your apartment.
"Listen, I'm sorry about yesterday, honestly, I didn't really want to talk about the gifts topic as it really is a sensitive topic to me" he admitted, looking at the floor, lifting his eyes only when he finished his sentence.
"Jay, jake told me about your gifts and I want to help you understand that whether you get me gifts or not, I'll be with you" you said, staring right into his eyes, him lifting his arms and coming towards you to hug you, almost squeezing the air out of your lungs. "Does that mean that you'll be with me and I can get you gifts?"
"Jay please don't get me any more gifts, I have nowhere to put them and I cant have fourty necklaces on me everytime I go out" you let out a sigh once you finished and you heard jay chuckle.
"Shall we watch a movie then?" he said enthusiastically and waited for your response.
"Once I put the rose in a cup of water we can do whatever we like" you responded pointing towards the rose, which was left on the kitchen's counter.
You were feeling better, you and your boyfriend were alright again and you hoped that he would never again feel like he should give you anything because he wants to prove that he is worthy of being your boyfriend because sincerely, you loved him.
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rintarous · 4 years
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fuckboy!suna
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[ masterlist ]
kageyama | osamu | kita | tendou
my baby ++ my mind kinda loopy after reading killing stalking lmfao help me
suna the fuckboy
has a nice ring to it ngl
since he’s practically besties with the miya twins, you know this fool is gonna be accustomed to their antics
since him and the twins are like a package deal, they do shit together
even if it pains him, he’ll do it cs bro code and theyre just tight like that
at first he’s like “no wtf??” when he was first told abt the idea
but atsumu managed to convince him by saying “live a little you boring ass bitch”
and my dude LOVED it
he loved the attention
#attentionwhore
i picture him as this rich and lowkey bratty boy
so what he wants, what he gets
if he wants this specific person, he will get that person
no matter what it takes
probably already thought of 28931892 ways to get their attention
like kita, he has this appeal when he’s s i l e n t
cs he’s observing your daily actions
just like how a predator stalks its prey
how ironic it is that he looks like a fox lol
he also gets pretty bored easily
so if you’re a fling, you only last for like 2-3 business days with him then you’re out of the picture
it just works like that
if his flings decide to say the i love you word,,
he’s DEADASS just going to say “yikes”
just like the pic above ^^^
suna flings™: heart: crushed
suna: heart: breaker
its not his fault his flings fall for him hard
and i dont blame them
like he got looks, money, timid personality, etc
dream boy tbh
and then just like that, hes bored of u and now he’s onto another person
its a cycle
rinse, wash, repeat
also if you were a suna fling™ best believe you’re gonna get a few trinkets here and there
almost like a consolation gift from him that you caught his attention
LMFAOOOAOASFJSAKSAD
but if he really liked your company, he’s going to give his favorite food which is jelly fruit sticks or ice pops LMAFSKLDJAKLDJ
suna is just a big babie
but with,,,, an impressive appeal ASKJHASJD
the reason why he’s acting like this cs his great great love broke his heart
(atsumu only gave him a push to like finally let go or sumn but at least now we know this bitch has commitment issues)
to be fair, it was his fault to begin with but he never thought the day would come that you would leave him
he still remembers the day so vividly when you called him to meet up with you at the school gates
only to tell him that you were done with the relationship then u’re crying and shit and suna realized that he’s been neglecting you all this time
yeah that shit hurted huh
but what hurt you even more was the fact that after you broke up with him, he suddenly got this fuckboy reputation in school
anyway
time to time you and suna make eye contact in the hallways
as he is STILL your classmate
and you’d just roll your eyes then walk away leaving him all sad and shit
suna frowns seeing you breathing and shit without him and his mood worsens when his little suna fangirls are crowding him
bonus: atsumu: suna suna, tearing up: y/n used to call me that osamu: that’s because that’s your fucking name
a big chunk of him still wants you back
like who wouldn’t 
so maybe it was time to cut this fuckboy façade he had going on and try to reel you back in
he knows it wont be easy
HE DID NEGLECT YOU AS HE WAS GETTING BORED (of the relationship, never of u) 
not that he’d admit that or whatever haahah gotta keep that big boy pride
so one random ass day, he approaches you
“hey y/n”
“what do you want suna?” you say coldly
ouchies its been a long ass time since u called him suna
u used to call him rinrin or rin or taro or ro or babe
“aha nothing just checking up on u!!” he blurts out before he bolts out of the classroom leaving you like ????
“he’s probably already bored of his fuckboy act, tsk typical of him” you tsked, rolling your eyes as you pack shit into your bag as you move on to the next classroom 
since that interaction suna has been in a slump
where he doesnt want to do shit at all
like he just blankly stares down at all the people following, gawking over him
barely practices only unless kita forces him to
“i wonder what’s wrong with suna” osamu murmurs to atsumu as they sat down on the bleachers drinking water
“i heard he talked to y/n for the first time since their break up” atsumu replies
“he still wants her back huh” osamu comes to a conclusion 
“probably i mean, have you seen y/n? i’m surprised suna was able to sweep her away” atsumu smiles to himself, “if i were suna, i’d never let her go like fuck” 
too bad for the twins suna was listening the entire damn time
now he made it his mission to get you back
that and to get atsumu’s dirty hands off of you if he ever does get the chance to do so
suna starts small with his little plan to get you back 
like leaving anonymous letters at your locker
leaving you snacks and shit on your table when you weren’t looking
not very fuckboy of him but what else is he gonna do ???? he cant just walk up to you and call it a day 
he thinks he’s being secretive but you know your man
you caught on lmfao 
his handwriting was a dead giveaway and the fact he gives you jelly related snacks oh lord
not wanting to hurt his feelings, you just kept them for his sake
so gradually this went on for like several days
and now you get shit in your locker
homeboi still knows your password duh and u never changed it lol
you opened your locker and found a daisy sitting on top of your bento box 
tbh you were kinda touched that he still remembers the little things you like despite its been months since your break up
you felt someone staring at you and lo and behold as you turned around it was suna peeking from the corner of the hallway
(it was hard not to notice this dude is like 6′1 ft. tall) 
you caught his eye and you miraculously smiled at him
for what?? the first time in months?????
cue suna’s stomach exploding with fireworks
suna blushes and backs up from the corridor and rushes to his lunch table in peace
“ey someone’s happy” osamu comments as suna finally sits down with them
“its nothing, got a good grade at literature that’s all” suna quietly shares, still thinking about how beautiful your smile was
“pfft right.. like you’d look like you’re on cloud nine with a good grade” atsumu snickers, “who’s the lucky lady?” he wiggles his eyebrows
osamu gives him a look to which of course atsumu ignores
right off the bat you walked in the cafeteria with all your glory, with the daisy he gave you tucked in the front pocket of your blazer
suna’s eyes follows your figure as you sat beside your friends
atsumu starts whistling lowly, “dang y/l/n still looks beautiful as ever” he gives suna the side eye
and instantly suna’s mood took a 18- turn and now the dude was scowling
“i should ask her out” atsumu smirks, lowkey enjoying suna getting worked up
suna rolls his eyes and stands up and walks over to your table
“now look what you’ve done!” osamu scolds his brother
atsumu swats him away, “i did him a big ass favor” 
as you were chatting away with your friends, your friends suddenly stop talking and stared at something behind your back
“what?” you asked, turning around to see no one other than suna rintarou 
“he-”
and this mf kissed you 
IN FRONT OF EVERYONE iN THE CAFETERIA
“didn’t they break up?”
“doesnt suna have a new girlfriend right now or what?” 
hushed whispers from the inarizaki students when they basically witnessed the kiss
but you and suna didn’t care
what shocked suna is how you kissed him back
“if you wanted me back so bad then use your words, rin” you chuckled, pulling his necktie so he can sit next to you
“i’m sorry..” he squeaked, finding your hand under the table, “all i want is you and no one else” he murmurs, shying away from you
“i knew you couldn’t last being a fuckboy” you laughed, squeezing his hand. “tell atsumu his ass is done for” you rolled your eyes playfully but on the inside you were already thinking of ways to get back at atsumu
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petersnya · 3 years
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SOMETIMES PT.3
PETER PARKER X FEM!READER
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Warnings: Angst (alotttt. I’m sorry lol)
Word count:1873
[A/N] So that there’s no smut in this part but it is SO worth it (trust me I hate when there’s no smut but this part is so SO GOOD)this part kinda like, BROKE my heart… ok it DID break my heart…  SEND ME YOUR FEEDBACK AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED TO THE TAG LIST FOR EACH CHAPTER! ENJOY… (send a request for anything you want me to write or if you have any ideas)
-J.T.S xxx
PART ONE  PART TWO
Ever since the incident at the drive-in theater, Y/N has been avoiding Peter. Whenever MJ, Peter, and Ned would walk out of school together, Y/N wouldn’t be leaning out of the window of the car smiling and waving at them. She would have the window rolled up and looked either straight out the ahead or down at her phone. 
Peter told Ned about the whole situation but didn’t tell MJ. He knew she would kill him because Y/N is her cousin and their like sister towards each other. 
“Peter I don’t know what your gonna do, but you gotta do it fast cause sooner or later MJs’ gonna find out and your not only gonna lose the girl you have a major crush on but also your best friend,” Ned pointed out to Peter. Peter didn’t want to admit it but he was right. He had to come out with the truth to Y/N one way or another. He had to tell her that he does like her and that he lied about the stark internship. 
He had to tell her that he was Spider-Man.
“Yeah Ned, I guess you right.”
“I am right Pete. Now go get your Princess Leia,” Ned teased as the bell rang, signaling that it was time for them to leave. The two boys made their way out of the building, talking about their project they still had yet to finish. They didn’t see MJ around like how she usually is until they heard familiar voices coming from behind them. 
“Here’s your schedule and your and the supply list. You can also sign up for clubs if you would like,” an administrator said.
“I’ll think about it. That you so much.” there it was. That voice. It was Y/N talking to the administrator. But I thought she was homeschooled? Peter thought to himself, trying to wrap his mind around what was going on. It’s not like it was a bad thing that Y/N was coming to Midtown, but MJ told him that she really wasn’t the type to go to school. She hated big crowds of people and was never really good at making friends. 
“Ok well, I can’t wait to have you as a new student at Midtown!”
Peter and Ned looked at each other with wide eyes then turned fully around to see who was behind them, even though they already knew by the voices. “Peter…”
“Ned,” he said to the tan boy next to him. They were both in shock by what they just heard.
“Y/N’s going to Midtown?” they said in sync. 
“Yes, she is,” MJ added as she and her cousin walked over to stunned boys. Ned sent them both a smile and Y/N sent him one back with a small ‘hi’. Peter couldn’t help but notice that something was different about her. 
She’s not wearing her glasses.
The four of them walked out of the building together, telling Y/N about all the teachers and classes at the high school. She also explained that she was tired of being homeschooled and wanted to have something to do outside of her one personal bubble. This new information didn’t make much sense to Peter. She seemed so happy when she was at home from what he could see. 
Ned said goodbye to the two girls before heading over to the bus, beckoning Peter over. 
“Later MJ, b-bye Y/N.” 
“See ya, Parker,” MJ responded before getting into the passenger side of the car, kicking her feet up on the dashboard. 
“Hey! Feet off the dashboard dude,” Y/N yelled at her cousin. MJ mocked her expression before chuckling lightly- keeping her feet on the dashboard. “Goodbye, Peter,” she said coldly, turning back to Peter before getting into the driver’s side, pulling away from the curb before speeding off down the road.
“I miss you.” 
The brown-eyed boy whispered to no one, but it was meant for Y/N. He truly did miss her. Even if they had met only one week ago, that same surge of energy raced through him. Peter knew this wasn’t an ordinary crush- he didn’t know what it was. But he knew he couldn’t afford to lose it. He felt like he was falling apart without her. He didn’t intend to be that rude to her that night at the drive-in, it just happening and he regretted it the second he did it once he saw that heartbroken-hearted look on her face. But instead of apologizing to her, he just sat there.
“Sup penis Parker!” a kid named flash yelled and he sped by him, causing Peter’s brown curly hair to fall into his face. Great. 
“Hey kid, I ain’t got all day. Ya getting on or not?” the bus driver said to Peter. He slumped his shoulders and lugged himself into the bus, taking his seat next to his best friend. “It’s gonna be ok man,” Ned told Peter, trying to comfort him. 
I hope so.
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Peter was late-night patrolling as he usually did and spotted MJ’s place. Not being able to restrain himself he swung over to the building next to it. He noticed that that same room light was on that was on the first time he stopped by MJ’s on a night patrol as Spider-Man. 
Looking through the window to the lit room, he saw Y/N. she was sitting on her bed, her legs crisscrossed as she wrote something down in a thick, brown, leather-backed journal. 
He smiled at the sight before him. Y/N was wearing the glasses. She pushed them up on her face with her knuckle and continued them to write. Someone must have called her name because she got up from her position on the bed and left her room. 
Curiosity took over Peter as he swung over the ledge of the fire escape that was right at Y/N’s window. He peered into it and used his mask to focus closely on the open journal sitting on the bed. It was a letter:
Dear dad, 
I can’t do this anymore. I miss you so much. You were what made me smile every day, and you still do. But I thought I had found someone who could make me smile even more. He’s beautiful dad. He has amazingly curly brown hair and the brightest brown eyes I had ever seen. His smile made me smile just like how your smile made me smile. He was the one that convinced me to wear my glasses… your glasses. Not MJ. not mom. He did. I thought he liked me as much as I liked him, but I was wrong. And now I can’t stop thinking about what you told me: some people fall in love with the wrong people sometimes. I think he was the one dad, the wrong one. The one I wasn’t supposed to be with. But why does it hurt so much? I’ve been preparing for this to happen to me ever since you told about false love. But now that it actually happened, I cant take it. I cant let him go. But I-
The letter stopped. And anyone could tell that Y/N had been crying as she wrote it- there were tear strains covering the page. 
Peter felt lightheaded. Tears flooded his chocolate eyes and he unfocused his mask from the page. He slumped down, his back not facing the window. He was hurt. It felt like everything in the world had stopped, as time had frozen. He couldn’t bear to know the fact that he hurt Y/N so much to the point she thinks it’s her fault. 
He yanked the mask off of his face, his cheeks burning a shade of crimson just like his eyes. Peter ran a shaky hand through his hair, gripping it as he grounded out in frustration. 
Letting go he slammed his fist against the brick behind him, yelling out in pain. But not physical pain. He felt like someone just ripped out his heart and stomped on it. 
“Hello?” Peter jumped at the voice coming from inside of Y/N’s room. Nows your change Peter. Just go tell her the truth. That’s what one side of Peter said, the other side was the opposite. You cant tell her now, she’ll just hate you more. You have to wait for the right moment. 
But when was the right moment?
“MJ, did you hear that or am I fucking crazy?” Y/N asked as she exited the room. Peter took this chance to get away without being seen. He made his way but to his shared apartment with Aunt May. Entering his room and sitting on his bed, tears ran down his face as he silently sobbed.
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“Students, I need your attention,” everyone quieted down their own conversations to hear what was about to be said. “I would like to introduce you to our new student, Y/N,” Peter’s head snapped but to look to the front of the class. His eyes landed on Y/N. he couldn’t help but admire her outfit. She was wearing high-waisted but loose, flared jeans with a grey Slytherin sweatshirt and black converse- ones like MJs. her fingers were covered in rings and she has a small necklace. There was a bag draped over her shoulder and her hair was pulled up into a messy ponytail. She was holding her glasses in her hand, not daring to put them on.
Not in front of all these people. More importantly, in front of Peter. 
Her head hung and she stared at her feet, twisting the ring on her thumb. The teacher told that she could take a seat at an empty chair, and just to her luck, Ned wasn’t at school that day. So she was forced to sit next to Peter. She didn’t want to argue so she took her seat and sat there quietly not daring to even glance at the boy next to her. 
Half an hour went by and Peter noticed Y/N fidgeting next to him. Her hands were shaking, her ears were turning bright red and she shook the table from how much she was bouncing it. She was taking notes but the handwriting was illegible she was consistently squinting at the board, trying to read what was being written. 
“Hey Y/N, are you ok?”
“Fine,” she let out shakily, avoiding eye contact with Peter. He grabbed her hand, causing her to look him in the eye. Y/N’s eyes were red, tears swelling in the corners. 
“We’re going to the bathroom. Now.” 
“No Peter I’m f-fine.”
Peter grabbed Y/N’s arm, pulling out of the chair and into his arms, picking up their belonging with his free arm. They snuck out the back door to the classroom he and Ned used to sneak out of. 
Walking through the halls, Y/N’s breath became shallow. “Peter, peter I wanna go home. Please take me home. There are too many people in there. They were all looking at me a-and I didn’t want them to look at me. MJ. Peter where is MJ. I need-” 
“Ssshhh, relax Y/N. I’m gonna take you home,” Peter said, rubbing her back. She nodded her head at him as they walked through the back doors of the school. 
SORRY THAT THIS PART WAS SHORT BUT THE NEXT ONE WILL BE LONG AND I HAVE SOME REALLY GOOD SURPRISE COMING IN THE NEXT PARTS. I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSS
-J.T.S xxx
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Was reading through my original Sword and Pen reaction live read, and thought I might share my original thoughts on the dario chapter with you all lol
Dario has amazing handwriting headcanon confirmed.
Making the library useful hmmm whats the plan dario
Dario dont be a dick because you cant have hot food omg
Yay peacock reference STOP CALLING HIM BRIGHTWELL IM GOING TO SMACK YOU SO HARD
“It was vanity to wear it, but well, he was vain” *flails*
Boots don’t fit the outfit but  they’re comfortable  fuck it LOL
Fuck the sword but yay another dagger
Ohhhh you wonderful devious shit. A new codex, a new identity (the nitpicker in me wants to know when this all happened if this book started what, on the same day as the end of smoke and iron? Maye a day later?? but … rollllling onwards)
He wants to run away, bless himm ohhhhhh my darling. He has the same pipe dream of farming and peace as Santi. And the same knowledge their loved one wouldnt stand for it. 
He wants to be a dad kill me now
WHEN DID HE GET THIS FUCKING BAND “so centnral to his life now” is that just the band he grabbed in philly?? shut up maz. 
NO WHAT DO YOU MEAN LETING HIM BACK IN IS IMPOSSIBLE WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING
Name: cesar mondragon
Ohhhhh they’re going to kidnap the  archivist oh GOD to say khalila wont like this is an understatement FUCK
Wait is this how she ends up the  archivist
Idk
Dario. Giving them the greek fire stores. Ooohhh shit??
Ptolemy House Dario stole and read people personal journals, wow, so cut-throat i love it. “Trying to understand the best strategies for survival in a hostile, competitive world”. Ooooh it’s so good. And that sounds so sophisitcated and all the poor brat was doing was looking for blackmail material. As if that would even have worked. (we’ll ignore how the fuck would Postulant Dario ever have gained access to captain santi’s personal journal. Oxford????) 
Dario darling you have never successfully turned an automata off and you know it, what a bluff
Oh no wait. Santi said he wnted betrayal from Dario. This would be that. Have they planned this, i s thre a trap. Im really ,really bad at following convulted stuff.
Note, Dario’s homelandd is Catalonia that’s GREAT information
Ohhhh you beautiful lying boy i’m so sorry
Shit who has dario just messaged. Messy handwriting .Santi? Has he told santi the code???
Ohhh shit it’s a slaughterhouse in there.
Who has control of the  sphinxes i have no idea what s happening
OH YESSSSSSssssss they killed the eLITES yesssssssss
Ohh dario the game playing never ends i’m sorry you had to be responsible for so many people dying
Bluffing again baby
SCREAMING
SCREAMING
“But also the  knowledge that Santi saw him for who he was, who he;d always been. A deceiver.”
I AM IN PAIN
YOU NEVER WANT TO DO  IT DARIO YOU DO IT BECAUSE YOU THINK IT’S THE CORRECT COURSE OF ACTION
I LOVE YOU
DONT HURT  LIK ETHIS it’ll be ok i promise you’re not instrinsically bad  this isn’t proof of anything just because your substitute dad made you use a skill you have ohhhh my god
Dont get too drunk. Also do. So i can see.
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All asks
Thank you Lily!!
angel; do you have a nickname?
I dont even have a name lmao, but some ppl call me Olive, that makes me so happy
awe; how old are you?
Im 13
baby; favorite color?
Black and red
bloop; spirit animal?
Rat? idk?
blossom; favorite book/movie/song?
I dont even know:/ sorry
blush; what was your stuffed animal as a child?
A cow!! i still have him i made him some kandi actually
breeze; most precious childhood memory?
Ehmm, i dont even know
bright; mermaids or fairies?
FAIRIES
bubbles; do you have a best friend?
I have some pretty close friends, but idk if i have a best friend
buttercup; showers or baths?
Showers
butterfly; dream destination?
Idk really
buttons; are you religious or spiritual?
I dont really know lol
calm; favorite scent?
Green apples are pretty nice smelling?
candlelight; what did you dream about last night?
I dont remember much, however i was in this room and it had some children in it. They were like, not born or something? Society hated all of them and they were like made wrong or something bc it was a society where ppl were made like robots? anyways they were all pretty fragile and they could die easily, i dont remember any of them but this one girl, she was around 14 years old, she was tall and pale and she had long straight hair. it was like a grayish blonde color. she didnt have any eyes but where her left eye should be there was this black bead thingy? she didnt feel very good, i think she was preparing to die actually
charming; have you ever been in love?
I dont know jcjdmxm
cozy; eye/hair color?
Im a ginger:( also my eyes are like brown or something
cuddly; what’s your favorite time period?
Idk, i just like vampires
cupcake; favorite flower/plant?
I like black roses?
cute; what did you get on your last birthday?
I got a game for my switch :D
cutie pie; most precious item you own?
My bunny backpack lol
cutsie; what makes you happy?
My friends and ice coffee and music
daisies; describe a moment when you felt free.
Lmao never jjmhm
daydream; how do you want to be remembered?
As a boy
daylight; favorite album of all time?
Three cheers for sweet revenge maybe?
dear; zodiac sign?
Cancer
delightful; concerts or museums?
Ive actually never been to a concert :(
dimples; have you ever written a letter?
Think so?
dobby; dream job?
Artist i think
doll; how do you like to dress?
I dress like a lesbian
dovey; any paranormal/magical experiences?
No :’(
dreams; do you want or have any tattoos?
Ehm i think so
drizzle; do you believe in aliens?
I used to have a pretty extreme alien phase. I better say yes i dont wanna betray 9 year old me
euphoric; talk about someone you love.
Ehm i love my friends? One of my best friends i love a lot, hes always there for me when im feeling not so good. also hes very funny i love talking to him and i really hope ill get to meet him one day!
fairy; do you have a pet?
Yes i have a dog!!
fluffy; ocean or mountain?
OCEAN
forever; where do you feel time stop?
I never really feel like that :(
froglet; are you a good plant owner?
No :( my poor plants :(
garden; how many languages do you know?
I speak english and danish, but im currently learning german!
gem; who are your favorite tumblrs?
My friends?
giggles; what is your aesthetic of choice?
Im obsessed with scenecore
glittery; do you like anons? why/why not?
Yes!! theyre so much fun!
glow; list the top 5 things you like about yourself
1. I treat other ppl well mostly
yeah i hate everything else about me lmao
heart; silk or lace?
Lace, silk is making me shiver just from thinking of it
honey; coffee or tea? how do you take it?
Ice coffeeeee!! i am gay
hugsy; do you enjoy people watching or bird watching more? why?
I really like both? i dont really care
hunnybunch; what sounds help you sleep?
RAIN
jewel; what’s your favorite kind of weather?
RAIN! AND THUNDER
jiggly; what do you usually like to do on weekends?
Be in my room and cry while listening to music. sometimes i draw or play videogames too
joy; do you laugh loudly or giggle more?
My laugh is fucking ugly. also i snort when i laugh and my friends keep pointing it out 
kinky; do you blush easily?
Yea i think so
kisses; what romantic cliché do you wish for most?
Idk i just want a hug
kitty; what’s your favorite time of the day?
When im in my bed on my phone and im just talking to ppl before i sleep. or when im drinking ice coffee
ladybug; what’s your favorite artist to listen to when you’re sad?
Mcr or pierce the veil or slipknot
love; what is your favorite season and why?
I hate all seasons
lovey; what is your favorite flavor of macaron and ice cream?
Dark chockolate i think (i know i cant spell njnjm)
magic; what are five flaws you have?
1. Im annoying
2. Im treating myself like shit
3. I look very ugly and like a girl
4. None of the things i used to love makes me happy anymore really
5. Im stupid and i cant focus
moonlight; do you prefer soft pastels, warm neutrals, or cool darks?
PASTELS
munchkin; what do you look for in your significant other?
They are nice and cute and loves me as much as i love them uwuwuw
paddywack; how would you describe a perfect date?
I dont really know, im tiredd
pebbles; how do you spend free time by yourself?
On my phone. listening to music. being sad
precious; what is something valuable that you learned in your life?
Idk i feel like i dont improve, i only get worse
pretty; do you like to cook or bake more?
Cooking!
prince; how would you describe your handwriting?
Ugly. also i draw an x instead of . and the dot over i
princess; do you play any instruments? if not, are there any you wish you could play?
I do own a uke! cant play tho
prinky; how do you relieve stress?
Im pretty bad at that lmao 
pumpkin; what is your favourite kind of fruit/vegetable?
Kiwi? idk, i like berries tho
rainbow; what was the last line of the last book you read?
Idk, i feel like jared, 19 so fucking much
roses; what is the most significant event in your life so far?
Idk
smile; what is one thing that has greatly affected you?
That one time i accidently listened to mama by mcr, and then i was like “o shit im trans”
shine; art or music?
Yes?
shimmer; do animals tend to like you?
Hmmh, kinda
smitten; do you collect anything?
Kandi!!
smoochies; how many pillows do you sleep with?
3
snuggle; what is your favourite candy?
Sour candy
snuggly; do you have a camera? if so, what kind?
sparkle; do you wear jewelry?
Kandi
spooky; sunrise or sunset?
Both
sprinkles; do you like to listen to music with headphones or no headphones?
Headphones
starlight; what was your favourite show as a child?
Steven universe
soft; describe your favourite spot in your house.
My bed
soothe; digital or vinyl?
Vinyl!
squeezed; who do you miss right now?
A hug lmao
sugary; what traits do you value most in friends?
That they listen. and if we can be idiot dumbasses together thats nice too
sunshine; do you prefer for things to be practical or aesthetically pleasing?
aesthetically pleasing
sweet; do you find it easy to open up?
Ahaha no
sweetie; do you like kids? if so, do you ever want to have any?
I like funny kids. not the annyoing ones. dont think i want some tho
thimble; is there somebody you look up to? who are they?
Misters chemical romance
toot; what is something you find unique about yourself?
Idek
tootsie; what kind of friend are you?
The friend who makes a little too many jokes about wanting to die. Also the friend who never shows up bc im too busy being sad lmao
treasure; what was something that made you smile today?
Had a very nice conversation with a friend. that was very appreciated
velvet; are you an early bird or a night owl?
Both. thats not good
whiffle; if you could have a magical power, what would it be?
SHAPESHIFTING IM TRANS
whimsical; do you prefer doing stuff at home or going out?
I love being in my room, but sometimes i really dont want to be here
whiskers; do you usually wear makeup?
Nope
wiggly; are you a messy or tidy person?
Messy
wispy; do you like the place where you grew up? do you think you will live there when you get older?
I cant wait to get the fuck out of here
wobbly; have you ever wished upon a star?
Yep
Thanks for the ask :) this took a long time nndjc
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tagged by @literalite (thank u lamer clone!) n im not tagging anyone bc.............. every1 i think i know has already been tagged so thats calm, there r 125 questions below!
1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Pat[REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED]
2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? pat
3. BIRTHDAY? 23rd of nov!!!!! <3 (2001)
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? hmhmhnnnn,,,,, lotr, the hobbit, harry potter, anything from the grishaverse,,, idk man i like books a lot,,, the raven cycle,,, hnmgmg,,
5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? aliens 100% i believe in them! ghosts? i mean... i half kind of do half dont but my kind of ghost aint the same as the usual idea of a ghost yanno? mine r nicer <3
6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? leigh bardugo, tolkien, i would say j.k rowling but shes trash! her books r good tho ://
7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? ??? idk so im gon pretend this means podcast and in that case im listening to the black tapes rn! 
8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? matcha or strawberry!!!!!!
9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? thats swag (i began using it ironically but now i cant stop)
10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? uhhh eve or the wonderful world by mark joshua! orrr shiloh by little chief!! 
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? grinned
12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO?  walking back to georgia by jim croce
13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? honestly.... drop dead diva... im sorry.... but tbh i dont watch tv all that often!! ACTUALLUY HECK i would def recommend merlin the bbc tv series and ofc sherlock the tv series but keep in mind both those recs will rip out your heart MULTIPLE times,
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU���RE FEELING DOWN? .......... im down all the time lolol but tbh all the harry potter films + the 1st fantastic beasts movie, all the lotr films and all the hobbit films AND sherlock both the rdj and jude law films and then the bbc sherlock christmas special the abominable bride
15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yah! my all time favourite game is tes oblivion!! it has been my fav since i was 6!
16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? my life not working out the way i want to!! i want my life to be happy and long and spent with the people i love and not having 2 worry abt money or health!!!
17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i think maybe my ability to find everything funny??
18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? my temper is beyond vicious honestly like im not kidding my temper is.... disgusting
19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? birds
20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? winter
21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? nah!
22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? im still a kid im only 17!!! and uh,, i miss the innocence!! i miss being oblivious!!
23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? i dont have one!
24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? brownn w/ a bit of green!
25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? dark brown!
26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my parents and my family!
27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? jude law, sebastian stan, emma stone
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? back to school shopping!! also i get to eat fried chicken and cheesecake tonight because even tho my birthday was yesterday im celebrating it today!!!!
30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? stationery??? video games?? FOOD??
31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? jane and the dragon!
32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? i dont know what a male is sorry
33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? a baby bit only
34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? n’aw i dont think so!
35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? i mean... if i weren’t as ugly as i am id love to be in front of a camera doing fun acting stuff or whatnot! but bc i am ugly im usually behind the camera + i do film at school!
36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? lettering/calligraphy!
37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? what if its us by becky abertalli + adam silvera (its so cute but the ending was.... not satisfactory...)
38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? fantastic beasts the crimes of grindelwald!!!
39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? used 2 play piano, accordion, and violin! but i dont do tht anymore!
40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? bird!! 
41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? too many 2 pick from !!! im srry!
42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? gdgs all of them!!!!! maybe the power to warp reality bc i could do anything then?? a reality where im married to jude law or emma stone? done, a reality where i have all the powers in the world? done
43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? a cliff somewhere where its cold and the water is vicious underneath!
44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? babies, animals, happy couples, pregnant people, old people, a lot of things really!
45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i used 2 do karate but now i dont do sports!
46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? idfsng idk! strawberry milkshake maybe?? matcha boba??? milk!!
47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? last week!!! i love handwriting!
48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? nah!
49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? ppl who r rude for no reason and also ppl at school who just pick on other ppl for no reason looking at you rahni teagan and the other f*ckheads!!! hope u die literally i know thats a horrible thing to say but you all deserve it
50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? i went to two twenty one pilot concerts!! the first one was in the forum in melbourne and then the other one was a few years or one year later and it was in a sold out stadium!! both were in the mosh! and then idk if this counts as a concert but i went to and did the meet and greet for dan and phil’s first tour! i dont like them anymore tho ! ://
51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? no way in HELL!!!!
52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a lot of things!!! famous actress, spy, war general, prime minister, pro wrestler, explorer, cartographer, filmmaker, architect, interior designer, dragon, PIRATE
53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? i know this is a bad idea but honestly the harry potter universe PROVIDED i had magic!! bc like,,, yah
54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? a lot of things! my future mainly lol :(
55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? no but i gotta say sometimes in the middle of the night when i wake up and the undefined shape my clothes sitting on my desk chair looks like That i get a bit worried yanno it looks like a demon im not gonna lie
56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? ya but i dont htink im any good at it!
57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? only due to sickness, funerals, or holidays!
58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? my house! OR the cliffs of moher :o)
59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? in some old old old european castle in the middle of nowhere on a mountain and next to the sea
60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? nuu :( but i do feed a lot of birds that come to my house and ive named them and love them even if the lorikeets dont love me back which is fine!!!! :(
61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? early bird i guess
62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunsets??
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? yes! but i dont have my full lisence only my learner’s permit!!
64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? headphones (noise cancelling!!)
65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yup!! they were green!!
66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? soft rock, indie folk, indie-everything mainly except for indie-rock,,, country music dont hate my i love country music as long as its certain country music!! aint having none of this keith urban rubbish in my house!! we only listen 2 the james taylor brand of country music in this house!!! so i guess country folk. folk music in general is my jam!!! i love ballads as well and ofc blues!! theres so many more jbdsgjbas but i cant possibly list all of it!!!
67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? the idea of me living out the future i want if that makes sense!
68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yah!!
69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? a lot of things honestly!!!! 2 many to list im really passionate!
70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? real book but i read more on electronic devices bc its easy and i dont have to worry about lights !!
71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? idk!!!!!!!! maybe history!
72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? nup!! im an only child thanK GOD
73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? movie tickets to crimes against grindelwald last night!!
74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? i think im like 176cm??
75. CAN YOU COOK? only if i have a recipe! but i can make really good drinks (non alcoholic ofc!!)
76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? rainy weather, good literature, my family
77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? hubris, wrath, pococurantism
78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? female
79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? ?????????? who knows
80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? australia!!
81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my group chat
82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? my birthday yesterday lol
83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? dont want youtube tht much anymore tbh
84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? nah
85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? procreate
86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? incredibly close with both parents but fight with my dad like cats n dogs
87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? irish or strong strong american or posh english also scottish
88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? israel, republic of ireland, and so many more places like nksgskbgs i cant list them also all the nordic countries
89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 3
90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no
91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? nah 
92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? both!!!!!! 
93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? daring in terms of i like to do things that could potentially kill me for the adrenaline rush but not daring in terms of introducing myself to other ppl lol
94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? nah thank GOD
95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? oui
96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? non
97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? ill happily admit i’m wrong provided the other person wasnt a douchebag about it but even then ill admit im wrong! aint no shame in recognising ur wrong ma dude
98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? dont like the beach but i love the sea?? so forest i guess bc i dont like sand
99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? "two things stand like stone, kindness in another’s trouble, courage in your own” - adam lindsay gordon
100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? an excellent one, but i dislike lying and value honesty so!!
101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? ssssss slytherin!
102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? ya
103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? cop out answer here but it depends on the situation
104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? yes
105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? depends
106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? try and find the owner and track em down but if i cant ill hand it in to the place where it was lost
107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? yes
108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes
109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yes
110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? ears but theyre closed up!!
111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? thorin oakenshield
112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? nah
113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? ? idk man
114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? no, too many bad people are living good lives right now
115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? nope! perfect vision here my dude!
116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? in the future i want 1 child only
117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my little cousin
118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? a Lot
119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? a few times only, but i value sleep
120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black and green
121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? hell ya !
122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? audience member for the xfactor!
123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 17
124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? “so comes snow after fire, and even dragons have their endings.” -tolkien OR “always seek the giant.”
125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savoury
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nadiya-m · 3 years
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April 15th, 2021.
Sometimes I feel like being born in the wrong century,. time age or so. It feels strange. I am interested in history ever since and writing as we can learn from the past. We see history unfortunately repeating many times again. There is a new way of war going on can I say that? This one is silent. I don't know what is worse: a loud war or a silent war. One that doesnt leave any battlescar if you survive. But only a battlescar on your soul hidden for any other person to see. Until they get to know you and start to talk.
I still put my faith in journalism. Although I see so many journalists years ago not being independent and free. They would do everything in order to get a name. And were not free to truly write what they wished to write. They had bills to pay. And so their boss would get always his way. I call that indirect censorship.
I still hope one day a new revolution starts in technology. Prevention against manipulation and hacking. Prevention against cyberbullying and more. As they lead to fake news in the end. There is no journalist that in the end wants to find out to have spend time on some racist fake shit can I say that? As many black people suffer from internetbullying and racism online. Even slavery these days is occuring online. Everything is happening online. We need a whole new law and police that functions online. I see a new war almost happening maybe, online. Silently. Weapons made with IT technology. Im afraid these people see life as just a game. Something must have infected their brains.
As I keep on writing in now my virtual dairy to actually myself, I wish myself by this the best for this year. As many want me still to disappear. They hate me. And I still havent found the exact answer why as they always talk indirectly. As if I dont exist already. For years.
I wish I could say sorry to the people who these cyberbullies would talk shit to without my knowing. I cant see anything or find anything weird about me online anymore for years since I had found the livestream of me in 2017. Got kicked out of my parents house one month later.
Now they have an eye on me everyday. Every second now even. I wish I could one time reach out to those who truly thought that they were talking to me.
As these people wish the worst to me for only being alive.
I never made myself go viral or made vlogs meant for youtube or whatever. I kept a videodairy in private and would write a virtual diary as I cant read my handwriting sometimes.
I wish i could do anything about it. But i'm fully occupied.
Until I die
I am afraid.
I dont think these men ever leave me alone. They see me as their property as they make money on me. What can I do? Nothing. Tried to buy a ticket to the states and they took the site down. I could not order a ticket. All the sudden there were no flights available. I see that way of hacking almost as taking a site down as you can do anything with it. Its dangerous. And illegal.
So I accepted my fate. And appreciate every single day as a new day. I see in colour now. Thanks to that voice somehow (top secret rich stuff hz voice no lie lol), echo's of some hero from The States. Thanks to imagination my brain still keeps working fine.
My situation is absolute not fine but why complain? I get tired of complaining. It goes nowhere as no one cares or wants to know or cant give their opinion as they are scared of these men.
So I write poems again.
Keep on smiling.
Ghoosal!
Ramadan 2021 according to my parents.
(Alone at home)
Nadiya M.
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Holy fuck, good thing I have a long train ride😂1. Full nameAngelica DeLillo2. Age213. 3 fearsFailure, getting snatched up one of these nights im on the train alone, losing the people i care about4. 3 things I loveNik, food, and our cat5. 4 turn onsBiting, slapping (ass face and tits), being tied up or held down, and when he gets that mean look on his face and i know hes gonna be really rough with me ugh6. 4 turn offsI have had these experiences with almost every person I've been with except Nik..bad hygiene, being rushed (you cum yet?), bad oral and when i tell them what would feel good they dont listen..and worst of all sex that feels half assed. They just want to cum real quick, theres no passion or effort, they don't care if they please you at all. Fucking horrible..7. My best friendIn cali my best friend here besides Nik is Ashley, and I get to live with them both its awesome! In Florida I cant choose one cuz ive known them all forever and love those dudes..Mels, Denzel, Brauston, and Alicia8. Sexual orientationBisexual9. My best first dateWith Nikolas obviously 😉10. How tall i am5'611. What do I missMy friends and family back home12: What time were I born3:55pm13: Favourite colorGreen14: Do I have a crushOn my boyfriend😂15: Favourite quoteIdk man16: Favourite placeHard to choose one, maybe my bed😂17: Favourite foodI hate favorites..pizza and wings18: Do I use sarcasmNever :)19: What am I listening to right nowSlayer 20: First thing I notice in new personIf they're fuckin rude or not21: Shoe size822: Eye colorBrown23: Hair colorLight brownish? Auburn?24: Favourite style of clothingBlack25: Ever done a prank call?Yup27: Meaning behind my URLKirk twerkin28: Favourite movieKung Fury29: Favourite songCant choose30: Favourite bandStill cant choose my dude31: How I feel right nowMeh32: Someone I loveNik33: My current relationship statusIn love af its disgusting34: My relationship with my parentsPretty good these days35: Favourite holidayHalloween36: Tattoos and piercing i haveNips, lips, and ears37: Tattoos and piercing i wantA lot, whenever i get the money..38: The reason I joined TumblrMels made me join lol39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?I don't think he hates me, but i hate his bitch ass..40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?I used to get them from Nik but we live together so now he can just tell me lol41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?This morning42: When did I last hold hands?Yesterday43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?15mins, its caffeinating myself that can take time44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?Noooope45: Where am I right now?On BART46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?Nik, been a while since thats happened tho47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?Loud48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?Nope49: Am I excited for anything?For class to be over so i can relax lol...haven't even got there yet50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?Nik, Denzel, Brauston51: How often do I wear a fake smile?At work lmao52: When was the last time I hugged someone?Does my cat count? An hour ago lol53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?This would never happen, but I would go to jail if it did lol54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?Not that i know of?55: What is something I disliked about today?Nik had to work early and I've been sexually frustrated af56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?James57: What do I think about most?Nik and food are tied i think58: What’s my strangest talent?Idk59: Do I have any strange phobias?Eh not really60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?Behind61: What was the last lie I told?Not sure, probably at work lol62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?On the phone63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Aliens yeah64: Do I believe in magic?Nah65: Do I believe in luck?Not really66: What’s the weather like right now?64 and clear skys67: What was the last book I’ve read?Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?Yesss69: Do I have any nicknames?Besides the ones Nik has for me no70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?Cut my knee open71: Do I spend money or save it?That shits gone pretty fast dont get to spend it on anything fun tho haha72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?Nah73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?My backpack has some pink on it74: Favourite animal?My cat😂75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?Fucking76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?Trump77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?Nightcrawler78: How can you win my heart?Be Nikolas or James Hetfield79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?Nothing80: What is my favorite word?Fuck81: My top 5 blogs on tumblrIdk man i like a lot of yall82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?Someone please assasinate the orange one83: Do I have any relatives in jail?Not that i know of84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?Invisibility or time travel85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?Not sure86: What is my current desktop picture?Some nature pic bc i havent change it87: Had sex?On a daily basis my dude88: Bought condoms?Yes89: Gotten pregnant?No90: Failed a class?Yup91: Kissed a boy?Yup92: Kissed a girl?Yep93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?Yes, Nik94: Had job?Sadly95: Left the house without my wallet?Fucking yes!!!96: Bullied someone on the internet?No lol97: Had sex in public?A few days ago lmao98: Played on a sports team?Yep99: Smoked weed?This is where my extra money goes..sigh100: Did drugs?Nothing crazy but yeah101: Smoked cigarettes?Yes102: Drank alcohol?Yeah103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?Noo104: Been overweight?Nope105: Been underweight?Nope106: Been to a wedding?Yep107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?Yes lol108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?Yeah109: Been outside my home country?Not yet, but I plan on it110: Gotten my heart broken?Yeah couple years ago111: Been to a professional sports game?Yep112: Broken a bone?My finger lol113: Cut myself?A while ago114: Been to prom?Nope115: Been in airplane?Yes116: Fly by helicopter?No but I want to!!117: What concerts have I been to?Megadeth, Metallica, Exodus, Testament, Carcass, Slayer, Midnight, Kreator, Obituary, Children of Bodom, Rammstein, and a few more but those were the best ones118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?Quite a few times119: Learned another language?Some German and some ASL120: Wore make up?I wear mascara121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?Yeah122: Had oral sex?Yupppppp123: Dyed my hair?Yes124: Voted in a presidential election?Yep!125: Rode in an ambulance?Nope126: Had a surgery?No127: Met someone famous?Nope128: Stalked someone on a social network?A while ago hahah129: Peed outside?Yep130: Been fishing?Yes131: Helped with charity?I donate to greenpeace monthly132: Been rejected by a crush?Sorta133: Broken a mirror?Im sure I have, I def had a big ass mirror fall on my fuckin head one time tho!134: What do I want for birthday?Some dick😂135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?2 max, no idea about names, havent thought about it much136: Was I named after anyone?No137: Do I like my handwriting?Its a bit sloppy but yeah138: What was my favourite toy as a child?Barbies lol139: Favourite Tv Show?DBZ😂140: Where do I want to live when older?The forest, somewhere in Colorado maybe141: Play any musical instrument?Not well lol142: One of my scars, how did I get it?Accidentally stabbed myself at work143: Favourite pizza toping?Mushrooms144: Am I afraid of the dark?No, I need it to sleep145: Am I afraid of heights?A bit146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?Yes lmao, many times by my dad usually147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?Did you mean my last relationship😂😂148: What I’m really bad atProcrastination149: What my greatest achievments areGetting the fuck out of fl, some of my artwork, learning to cope with my depression150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to meProb something my ex said lol151: What I’d do if I won in a lotteryQuit my job, build a house, and open a cave bar (me and Ashley were just talkin about that)152: What do I like about myselfWell i guess i never stop trying even tho i fuck up a lot hahah153: My closest Tumblr friend@stalkhome-sindrone probably😁154: Something I fantasise aboutA stable income...Thanks for that big ass ask my anonymous dude!!😂To the rest of my followers, sorry for the long post and some of the tmi questions😊
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perfectperalta · 7 years
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1-50 you're welcome
you son of a bitch haha. i would do that read more thing but i have no idea how to do that so im really sorry!
1: What is your name and does it mean anything?
my name is harmony and i dont think it has any meaning. i mean it probably does my mum chose it bc she just liked it!
2: How long have you known your best friend?
i dont have any friends lol. however i had a best friend a while ago but we kinda just stopped talking! i knew her for a few years and only over the internet. i think i was in love with her too.
3: What position do you normally sleep in?
on my side. whichever feels comfortable at the time.
4: Were you a part of any “clique” in high school?
no. we had a big group thou and they merged with other groups a lot of the time. like someone would be in our friend group but also another! 
5: Who was your favorite teacher in high school and why?
my btec sports teacher. btec sport is the written aspect of sports. i didnt like the lesson but he was so fun and easy going. also my maths teacher. she was so boring and monotone but she was an amazing teacher. i learnt a lot from her which is now all gone haha
6: Do you wish to travel a lot?
yes!! i want to go everywhere but no one to do it with and no money!
7: Did you participate in any sports while in school?
nope. 
8: Show a sample of your handwriting:
ive been tagged in the handwriting tag so i’ll link it when ive done it
9: Have you ever given blood?
no but i should
10: Do you like the way that you grew up?
yeah. it was alright. nothing bad happened!
11: Do you like your siblings? Why or why not?
yeah i have 3 sisters. 1 older and 2 younger. i think the older of the younger ones is my best friend. sadly.
12: How did you meet your best friend and why did you become friends?
my best friend is my sister. my old best friend is from the internet so weve never meet. shes in canada. we became friends from being in a group chat together for troye sivan and connor franta. 
13: Name one movie that made you cry.
ps i love you
14: Do you prefer to read poetry, write poetry, or neither?
neither. 
15: Things about someone that you find attractive?
that they can make me laugh
16: What song are you currently listening to?
too good at goodbyes by sam smith
17: Have you ever broken a bone? If so, how?
nope 
18: A random memory from you childhood:
i had speech therapy and couldnt say ship. in year 2 (aged 6/7) i came back from the lesson thing and one of the boys asked if i could say it and i did and he got real happy. 
19: Where did you grow up?
south west england. on the coast!
20: What was the last thing you watched on tv?
actually on tv. doctor foster on tuesday 
21: Do you think you’d make a good parent?
i reckon so
22: Would you like to meet any of your Tumblr friends in person?
HELL YEAH
22: What was the last dream you remember having?
i wanted to be with someone and no one would let me. something along them lines
23: When is your birthday?
november 6th
24: How many pillows do you sleep with?
3
25: Do you wear glasses? If so, how long have you been wearing glasses?
no
26: What color is your hair?
blonde/brown so i guess light brown?
27: Name 5 facts about your appearance:
hair to just below my shoulders
blue eyes
light brown hair
big nose i reckon
im pretty boring so idk what else
28: What is your favorite soda?
fanta fruit twist
29: What is a strange talent that you have?
i can touch my nose with my tongue 
30: How’s the weather right now?
sunny actually but i bet it changes later
31: Why did one of your friendships end?
most of them end bc i just stop talking to them. 
32: Who do you miss right now?
my old best friend from canada
33: Why did your last relationship end?
oh gees. its got a very long and sad back story but long story short, he was an ex and we got back together. he ended it bc he said he didnt have the same feelings from before. 
34: Are you still figuring out who you are?
yeah defo!
35: Have you ever been admitted to a hospital? Why?
i dont think so. ive been in and out of hospital since i was 2 for my hearing but thats from appointments never been admitted?
36: What is your favorite restaurant?
oh idk. five guys is good!
37: What is word that you always seem to spell wrong?
im not sure
38: Would ever adopt kids?
yeah why not
39: What is your favorite kind of pizza?
four cheeses is good and love a pepperoni one!
40: What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?
to check tumblr and twitter
41: When was the last time you got really really happy and why?
oh dear i cant remember :(
42: What’s the strangest thing you’ve ever eaten?
of the top of my head all i can think of is a snail from when i went to france at school :L
43: How do you start a conversation?
depends who its with. someone new i would wait till i find something theyve said that i think i can make a conversation out of
44: What’s a band you’ve been obsessed with lately?
no on specifically. i just listen to pre-made spotify playlists
45: Do you come from a family “of money?”
nope
46: Do you have a bucket list?
not really
47: What is your favorite series of books?
i dont read. 
48: When was the last time you laughed so hard your stomach hurt?
AGES ago that i cant remember
49: Where do you go when you’re sad?
to my bed
50: 5 random facts about yourself:
1. im hard of hearing
2. i hate having my picture taken and dont take selfies. the last selfie i took was way over 6 months ago
3. im not very interesting
4, i cant think of anything else!
5. im sorry!
im glad this is done with. took ages!!!
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pinkhoodiemark · 7 years
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40 Questions Tag
Tagged by @jindongdongie (yass thank you bb)
1. Are you named after someone? nah 2. When is the last time you cried? kinda recently. when i get stressed i get like hella panicky and just cry, its dumb, but ya know, schools comin up so its a bit stressful
3. Do you like your handwriting? not really but i dont really care
4. What is your favorite lunch meat? ham 5. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? hell yeah. 
6. Do you use sarcasm? I dont like when people use sarcasm on me, so i TRY not to but you might find me using it :/
7. Do you have your tonsils? yep, i mean i dont remember getting them removed 8. Would you bungee jump? yes! i like thrilly stuff. if jhope can do it, i can do it
9. What is your favorite kind of cereal? im simple. Frosted Flakes or Honey nut Cheerios are lit 10. Do you untie your shoes when you take off your shoes? nahh. I purposely wear my slip on no lace shoes so i dont have to deal with laces. But when i do wear laced shoes then no. BUT i gotta untie when im wearing my Tims because my feet are like LOCKED in there
11. Do you think you’re a strong person? physically, for my size, yes. Mentally?.... depends. I hate confrontation because im weak at it, but ive surprised myself before 12. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Strawberry with the actual frozen strawberries in it 13. What is the first thing you notice about people? clothing. fashion is everything (almost)
14. Red or pink? depends? but i guess red. cant have pink without red so
15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? mmmm.. there are many little things, but not enough to like HATE it. But i dont really like my eyes, because its hard to put makeup on them? 16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? black skirt no shoes 17. What was the last thing you ate? corn 18. What are you listening to right now? a documentary about Anvil (an old death metal band) 19. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? light blue, so light its almost white
20. Favorite smell? smoky stuff or japanese pudding 21. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? i dont even know, my phones out of battery i cant even check :(
22. Favorite sport to watch? none really. maybe Gymnastics?
23. hair color? Brown or black
24. eye color? so brown its almost black 25. Do you wear contacts? nope. glasses forever! 26. Favorite food to eat? Japanese food. Tempera is freshhhhh 27. Scary movie or comedy? Either one. Grew up on horror movies though 28. last movie you watched? currently watching the documentary on Anvil. Its alright 29. What color of shirt are you wearing? White
30. Summer or winter Winter 31. Hugs or kisses huggies 32.What book are you currently reading? lol books (i don read)
33. Who do you miss right now? Got7 :( this jj project come back has been filling the gap though <3
34. What is on your mouse pad? dont got one im an animal im sorry 35. What is the last program you watched? The Office 36. What is the best sound? The ‘OWw” right before the 333 dance in Fire - BTS 37. Rolling Stones or the Beatles? Beatles as of now. It always changes 38. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? Japan <3333333333333333 cant wait to go back
39. Do you have a special talent? I can twist my tongue
40. Where were you born? good ol’ Michigan ://////////// (and ive been here ever since :///////)
Tagging: Honestly whoever wants to. I dont know who to tag rn
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thunderfcknroad · 7 years
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I was tagged by @enjoltairemyasss actual angel i love you 1. are you named after someone After a girl that my dad taught apprently 2. when is the last time you cried I mean today listening to the adventure zone so 3. do you like your handwriting I despise my handwriting 4. what is your favorite lunch meat Im vegetarian so 5. if you were another person, would you be friends with you I would like to think so 6. do you use sarcasm Too much too much 7. do you have your tonsils yess 8. would you bungee jump Literally not in a million years. Nope. 9. what is your favorite kind of cereal Special K honestly im a traditionalist 10. do you untie your shoes when you take them off Most of the time 11. are you a strong person Good god i have no idea. Not particularly physically and mentally.... Mmmmmmm 12. what is your favorite ice cream flavor Im a froyo slut so im gonna cheat and say yoghurt flavour 13. what is the first thing you notice about people I dont actually know but i get really quick vibes so like.... Their vibe? 14. red or pink Depends on my mood i really dont know 15. what is your least favorite physical thing about yourself My boobs. I dont like em. 16. what color are your pants and shoes Im wearing normal blue jeans and im not wearing shoes 17. last thing you ate Cheesecake!! 18. what are you listening to right now Im watching the end of the wimbledon so 19. if you were a crayon, what shade would you be I want to be a purple of some form 20. what’s your favorite smell Lavender 21. last person you spoke to on the phone Lol i cant remember the last time i spoke to someone on the phone 22. favorite sport to watch Field hockey and rugby 23. hair color Currently blue!! 24. eye color Blue 25. do you wear contacts No i dont even have glasses 26. favorite food to eat Pizza 27. scary movies or comedy Comedy. Im a wuss 28. last movie you watched I cant remember but statistically Pride 29. color shirt you are wearing White with LMM's tony speech on it 30. summer or winter Summer 31. hugs or kisses Bitch i will have both you can fight me 32. what book are you currently reading Im not actually reading anything right now 33. who do you miss rn My friends. 34. what’s on your mouse pad I aint got one 35. what’s the last show you watch Skxnsdk no idea 36. what’s the best sound Jari laughing (sorry was that gay???) 37. rolling stones or the beatles Beatles 38. furthest you ever travelled NL to south africa 39. special talent Singing is my special talent and also flipping beer mats and hanging spoons on my nose 40. where were you born Aberdeen, scotland
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sehunhoney · 7 years
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big tag game !
i’ve combined like 3 tags in here because i’m lazy sorry this is long but thank you @wintersolqiers my love 
1. Are you named after someone?
nooo
2. When is the last time you cried?
yesterday watching a movie i’m weak
3. Do you like your handwriting?
no its a mess
4. What is your favorite lunch meat?
i dont really lunch meat tbh 
5. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
maybe?
6. Do you use sarcasm?
mmhmmmm
7. Do you have your tonsils?
yes
8. Would you bungee jump?
uhhhh nooooo
9. What is your favorite kind of cereal?
the frosted flakes stuff 
10. Do you untie your shoes when you take off your shoes?
nah
11. Do you think you’re a strong person?
nope 
12. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
anything with chocolate 
13. What is the first thing you notice about people?
maybe their height?
14. Red or pink?
pinkpinkpinkpink
15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself?
humm i have weird leggos
16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?
pink skirt and blue shoes
17. What was the last thing you ate?
cake :)
18. What are you listening to right now?
@wintersolqiers ur mashup of dont wanna cry and gravel to tempo (everyone listen to it)
19. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
pink!
20. Favorite smell?
chocolate!
21. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
my best friend 
22. Favorite sport to watch?
noo
23. hair color?
blonde
24. eye color?
green!
25. Do you wear contacts?
nope
26. Favorite food to eat?
CHOCOLATE
27. Scary movie or comedy?
comedyy
28. last movie you watched?
idkkkk
29. What color of shirt are you wearing?
blue
30. Summer or winter
summerrrrr
31. Hugs or kisses
kisses !!
32.What book are you currently reading?
ff lmfaooo
33. Who do you miss right now?
exo?
34. What is on your mouse pad?
who im who has a mouse pad 
35. What is the last program you watched?
i was watching star of the universe for like the fourth time
36. What is the best sound?
uhh i like vacuum cleaners
37. Rolling Stones or the Beatles?
beatles!
38. What is the furthest you have ever traveled?
i dunno
39. Do you have a special talent?
noo :(
40. Where were you born
its a secret 
you thought that was long but theres moreeeee sorry to the people who are tagged in thissssssss
name: pastel
height: we dont talk about that
ultimate bias: osh!
nicknames: pastel is a nickname
zodiac sign: taurus
favorite fruit: peachesss
favorite season: summer!
favorite color: pink or peach 
coffee, tea, or hot chocolate?: i cant chooooose
favorite animals: sloths probs
dream trip: all over the world!
number of blankets you sleep with: twoo
song stuck in my head: the one im listening to 
what kind of stuff do i post?: exooooooo (letsgooo)
last thing i googled: red velvet comeback 
side-blog: none
following: hehehehe
follower count: hahahahahahahahahahaha
when did you make this blog: october last year!
do you get asks regularly: noooo
why did you choose your url: sehun i love sehun
average hours of sleep: no
for this last part the rules are answer the 8 questions of the person who tagged you, tag 8 people and come up with 8 questions of your own
1) Who is your k-idol spirit animal?
i wanna say sehun but i think its jeonghan from seventeen!
2) If you could meet your ultimate bias (and ignoring language barriers etc.) what would you say/do to them?
i would tell sehun i loved him and i would give him a big hug
3) (please humour me with this even if you don’t really like film scores) What is your favourite movie soundtrack?
um i really liked the hobbits soundtrack!
4) What are your opinions on the Australian accent (lmao)?
they are cute!! so different from my accent lol 
5) If you could go on your dream trip, all expenses paid for, what would you do?
 i would travel the entire world because otherwise that would be very expensive ahhhhh i would to lots of shopping in hong kong and japan and korea! 
6) What is the last song you listened to and why do you like it?
the last song i listened to was @wintersolqiers don’t wanna cry and gravel to tempo mashup and i like it because even though she said shes not confident because its her first time doing a mashup its really good! (i love u elise)
7) If you were a k-idol, what position would you want?
i would want to be the dancer! i cant dance but its fun!
8) This is not really a question, but rather because I have no life and I love presents, if you could request me to make you one edit, what would it be? (And like honestly it might take me some time but I’ll do it)
when exo has their comeback can i have a sehun edit pretty please? i loved the exo phone screen you did when we first became friends and i know youll make it really pretty!
the8 (lol) people i tag are @thesoapclub @theparallelline @exo-yehet-xoxo @sehunsraani @sehunshake <3 @accara-park @idkimmaturegirl @rollinbuffalos
and my 8 questions are
1) you have a chance to kiss your bias. where do you kiss them?
2) if you could be a member in your bias group, what kind of song would you like to perform? 
3) describe yourself as a harry potter spell!
4) what was the first impression of your very first bias? 
5) why do you love your bias(es)?
6) if you could travel in time where would you go? 
7) what color are you and why do you relate to that color?
8) you have to spend one day with the person you hate the most. what do you do with them? 
thank you so so much @wintersolqiers im sorry to the people who were tagged you dont have to do this i know its long 
#me
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jungkoog · 7 years
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‘get to know me’ tag
@flusteredchimchim was kind enough to tag me in this :) thank you!
Are you named after anybody?
Sort of, my first name no but my middle name matches my great-grandmother’s because my mother and her were very close. The only reason I didn’t inherit her first name is because she quite literally told my mom “god no, don’t name her something as ugly as ‘edna!’”
When was the last time you cried?
when I watched big hero 6 like two days ago
Do you like your handwriting?
My handwriting is fickle, which matches me I guess. It’s constantly changing even as I write but on average I would say yeah I like my writing but only as of late and only under certain circumstances lmao
What’s your favourite lunch meat?
what is this question? Why would someone want to know what my favourite lunch meat is? and quite frankly... what the fuck constitutes meat as ‘lunch meat’? explain. is this an american thing
Do you have kids?
god no
If you were another person would you be friends with you?
how do I answer this question without making it more complicated than it needs to be? short answer.... maybe
Do you use sarcasm?
I do but not in the way the stereotype of a sarcastic person would, i don’t think. I just use it lightly and usually not in a sardonic sense. 
Fav cereal?  
I never grew up eating a lot of cereal and I still don’t really buy it so I don’t have a lot to base this decision on because any sugary cereal i’ve tried was damn good to me due to the fact that I never saw that shit in my house lmao. but.... I like shreddies?
Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
only if they require being untied to get them off my feet lol
Do you think you are a strong person?
i do not like this question, sorry 
Favourite ice cream flavour?
this is another thing that’s been affected by my childhood, i was super lactose intolerant as a kid so I never got to have real ice cream which then meant i never got to experience all the cool flavours and even after my lactose intolerance went away I still haven’t really had the opportunity to try anything lavish :( so..... french vanilla?
1st thing you notice about people?
demeanour
Red or pink?
depends
The physical thing you like the least about yourself?
i also do not like this question
What colour are your pants and shoes now?
I’m wearing grey longjohns and blue thermal socks (no shoes) cause im canadian and too poor to pay for proper heating :)
Last thing you ate?
peanuts
What are you listening to right now?
Im never sure whether this question means right at the moment or just lately..... nothing atm and lately the kimi no na wa soundtrack, other radwimps albums, and of course..... ynwa
What crayon best represents your personality?
i just took a dumb ‘what crayola crayon colour are you’ quiz because i cant think of a good answer and i got ‘jazzberry jam’ so let’s just go with that
Fav smell?
soft floral or fruity scents, i think. I can’t think of anything specific
Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
my mom
Fav sport to watch?
i dont watch sports tbh like i genuinely..... have never spent more than a minute in front of a television playing anything sports related
Hair colour?
dark brown
Eye colour?
bright green. a drunk guy told me once that they look like ‘mouldy celery’
Scary movies or comedies?
neither. im picky
Last movie you watched?
big hero 6
Summer or winter?
:/ :/ :/ idk they both have their reasons to love and hate them. i cant choose
Hugs or kisses?
also too hard of a question for me lmao im sorry im horrible at this
Fav food?
pad thai
Book you’re reading?
not reading one atm
Last TV show you watched?
law & order
Fav sound?
aw fuck idk..... i bet you i have a great answer to this stored away somewhere in my head. but i rly like the sound of water when its calm and just rocking gently against the dock or the side of the boat, you know? or I rly like the sound of loons. also blizzards or thunder storm sounds as long as i know everyone is safe and I don’t have anywhere i need to be/i’m somewhere comfy....
Who do you miss right now?
I guess everybody a little
Rolling stones or Beatles?
neither but if I had to pick, it would be the rolling stones
Farthest you’ve ever travelled?
France, I think, when I was a child
Where were you born?
Ontario, Canada
Special talent?
who knows??? 
um i rly wanna tag all my mutuals tbh cause i barely know you guys since i’m practically brand new to this side of tumblr... but would that be inappropriate since i’ve only spoken to like... two of you before??? idk but obviously don’t feel obligated! @rosepark (can i ask if ur url is a reference to rosa parks?👀), @cuteguk, @poutypjm, @jellyfishes, @sftae, @21stgirls, @ilovesuga, @venetae, @yoognsgf, @wingsalbum, @gooddaybybts, @angelchimchim, @gguked, @jungkookslove, @taeonie, @maknaelne, @taehyungskook, @jeongguxk, @pjjms, @whiny
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geodebiome · 7 years
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i got tagged by @hleclercq and @lord-seapancake thank you !!!
1: Are you named after someone?
i dont think so? i do remember there used to be this news channel called nova and when i was born they talked about me but that doesnt count i think haha
2: When was the last time you cried?  
not to be emo or anything but i am always crying about shelter. did you know theres only two shows left? what the fuck
3: Do you like your handwriting?
its......absolutely terrible.....ive been trying to change it but it just doesnt work i simply cant write
4: What is your favorite lunch meat?
i never rlly eat lunch meat?? i guess ill have to go for salami
5: Do you have kids?
no, and i dont rlly want any. maybe someday through adoption, but i dont want to give birth to a fucking gremlin yikes (im sorry but being pregnant just totally grosses me out)
6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
haha that really depends on what kind of person i’d be? like idk if i could keep up with my own antics if i didnt understand what causes these antics, you know?
7: Do you use sarcasm?
never heard of it (yes)
8: Do you still have your tonsils?
hell yeah
9: Would you bungee jump? 
if i can sabotage the rope and die
10: What is your favorite kind of cereal?
the minions banana berry flavor nick ate in that vid (jk i dont eat cereal like at all)
11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
yeah
12: Do you think you’re a strong person?
physically NO emotionally???? idk?? what is emotionally strong? does the fact that im dealing with mental illnesses make me weak or strong? we’ll never know
13: What is your favourite ice cream? Ever, ever?
just plain good ol milk chocolate, or maybe lemon?? but with lemon im really specific!! like theres this ice cream shop around the corner that has terrible lemon, but one time i went to one place that had the Best lemon flavor EVER. id do anything to taste that again
14: What is the first thing you notice about people?
that really depends on what their most noticable feature is haha. like when they got pretty eyes or a cool nose or nice hair thats what i notice first
15: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself?
the fact that my hair and skin get really oily and greasy very quickly... its uglie and annoying. and maybe that im so small lol. overall im p positive about my body tbh
16: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now?
none shoes grey pants
17: What are you listening to right now?
snail’s house is the shit
18: If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
a darker shade of blueish green? like midnight green or something? thats not exactly what im looking for tho
19: Favorite smell?
yknow when it just rained after a long time without rain and you go outside
20: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
my sister i think?
21: Favorite sport to watch?
i dont rlly watch sports like at all..... i do like.... swimming,,,,and ice skating....yeah those are anime references and i am sorry
22: Hair color?
my natural color is blonde but once that started fading into this uglie gross blonde i just dyed it orange, and its been like that for a couple years now. recently i dyed it pink, but you cant rlly see that anymore
23: Eye color?
green
24: Do you wear contacts?
nope
25: Favorite food to eat?
anything pasta, nasi goreng (without the egg ew), or just plain ol fries
26: Scary movies or comedy?
that really depends on what movie it is but overall i prefer scary movies
27: Last movie you watched?
spirited away i think ;w; i cried a lot 
28: What color of shirt are you wearing?
dark gray, with a deathly hallows print lmao. once youre in the hp fandom you never get out
29: Summer or winter?
summer, but i do love winter when its actually snowing. when its just rain and grey skies i hate it
30: Hugs or kisses?
why not combine the two??
31: What book are you currently reading?
a couple days ago i started reading harry potter and the sorcerer’s stone again lmao
32: Who do you miss right now?
@void--star
33: What is on your mouse pad?
dont have one lol
34: What is the last TV program you watched?
bates motel
35: What is the best sound?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6C880_JzUTw
36: Rolling stones or The Beatles
dont rlly listen to either tbh
37: What is the furthest you have ever traveled?
to turkey was the furthest i think?
38: Do you have a special talent?
i guess i can draw?? and im p good at writing even tho i never do it
im tagging @void--star @synthettique @mlemilly @comeonandsmash @dogtracksjacks @passiphae @daniandpuffins @trashdotpng assuming you havent done this one already lol
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nct-markeureee-blog · 7 years
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g e t  to  k n o w  me tag
 asjkh tagged by @donghyuckstudies + @taebreez <3<3<3<3 ahh ily guys :3
Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning, when you are finished you have to tag people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!
1) Are you named after someone? nopee
2) When is the last time you cried? i cried so much when nct had their first win --  but the last time i cried was an hour ago bc i studied so hard for a test and i did it today and it was hard and i feel like i failed and i probably did fail and the idea of failing just kills me so so much omg i cant ok bye
3) Do you like your handwriting? yeap my writing is pretty good to be honest! but sometimes when i take notes i just look at the board and write/copy at the same time and then i look at my writing after im done and its just .... ... hahahahahahaha
4) What is your favourite lunch to eat? S U S H I i love sushi so so much like adlkj i can eat this sole creation for the rest of my life
i also like tempura shrimp/veggieeess
5) Do you have kids? sorry i aint no Teen Mom ,., but i dont plan to be a mom ever so ye
6) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? ahh i think i would tbh i feel like im a really nice and caring and selfless and social person in my opinion and i think im just a good friend material ! at least i hope so ? lol
7) Do you use sarcasm? no omg i never use sarcasm and tbhhhh sometimes i get sad when people use mean sarcasm even tho the point of sarcasm is not to get mad/sad welppp
8) Do you still have your tonsils? ya lol are tonsils that bad to be a question idk
9) Would you bungee jump? ohmg yeeee i think i would be down and then 5 mins before i jump ill be like what kind of shit did i just get myself into 
10) What is your favourite kind of cereal? ahh i dont really eat cereal/oatmeal but i like cinnamon toast crunch or those cereals with clusters i despise fruit loops hmm what
11) Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? my shoelaces are always untied lmao whoops
12) Do you think you’re a strong person? holy shit not even a million ‘no’s would be able to emphasize how un-strong of a person i am especially when it comes to grades
13) What is your favourite ice cream flavour? im not into ice cream(except for matcha ice cream) but i like fruit sorbets! 
14) What is the first thing you notice about people? facial features? and then probably their height
15) Red or pink? i dont like both ,, BUT MARK LIKES PINK SO PINK
16) What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? my body/weight in general 
17) What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? black ~shorts~(even tho its winter) and no shoes
18) What was the last thing you ate? the last legit thing was asian stir fry veggies but i just tried an “orange cream yogurt raisin” rn that tasted weird
19) What are you listening to right now? nothing but the last thing i did was Good Thing -  N  C  T. T T T T 
(whenever i feel sad though (like rn) i would listen to Tomorrow-BTS)
20) If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? yellow because like its all nice and bright and pretty and everyone uses yellow but then the second the yellow crayon touches/mixes with a darker colour the crayon gets ruined and no one wants to use the yellow crayon anymore ://
21) Favourite smell? juicy couture smells really goood and mens cologne asdjkf
22) Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? my friend she asked me to send her some notes for the TEST WHICH i failed
23) Favourite sport to watch? ahhhhhhhh i love soccer(fifa) and volleyball matches and then i loooveeee watching all the olympics sports collectively yeet
24) Hair colour? my natural hair colour is like a standard chestnut brown but i dyed it a golden brown-blonde but its been 6 months since i last redyed it and half my hair is brown again and idk whether ill switch to my natural hair colour or redye it
25) Eye colour?  chestnut
26) Do you wear contacts? i wear glasses(near-sighted) but my eyesight is good enough to see properly w/out glasses so contacts are unnecessary technically
27) Favourite food to eat? S U S H I. Sushi!
28) Scary movies or comedy? comedy hands down i love the feeling of laughing so hard that you’re just uncontrollably wheezing and hyperventilating asjkfs 
29) Last movie you watched? idek i dont watch movies but i watch NCT videos and kdramas
30) What colour of shirt are you wearing? im not wearing a shirt wearing a zip up fleece turtleneck sweater thats like an amalgamate of white, beige, dark green, brown, dark teal colours its rlly pretty and comfy 
31) Summer or winter? im a canadian so winter but last week i literally fell six times in a row from the snow/ice and i couldnt move and i got sick so winter rn ihy pls end rn
32) Hugs or kisses? im a 15 year old hormonal teenage girl so this question makes me hormonal i feel like i dont really see a difference i think that if the action is sincere and genuine i would enjoy/prefer both equally
33) What book are you currently reading? other than webtoons i never really read any books other than school textbooks(current one im reading is “Object Oriented Programming: an intro to java” or sm like that)
34) Who do you miss right now? i dont really miss anyone i think ppl enter and leave my life for a reason i just miss this person that i loved so much named Good GrADES ;-; yes i am still salty i will forever be salty
35) What is on your mouse pad? im on a laptop so uh ,,
36) What is the last TV program you watched? do kdramas count? The Shining Eun Soo(my first and fav >25 ep kdrama) 
NCT LIFE PLS I AM WAITING EVERYDAY
37) What is the best sound? MARK LEES LAUGH SMILE EXISTENCE i like the sound of good grades
38) Rolling Stone or the Beatles? i feel like this preference is worthless because i know neither and i only listen to kpop but i guess the beatles?
39) What is the furthest you have ever travelled? Egypt 
40) Do you have a special talent? after months of careful bs i have developed the skill of crafting excellent academic essays that require some sort of reading(novel, article, idk)  ...,,, without actually ,,reading
41) Where were you born? toronto, canada
42) People you expect to participate in this? “expect” UhM i tag everyone!
@nctgiri @taeiloves @why-jaehyun @jaehyyunn @jenowhat @1aeil MY GOOD CHINGUS sorry if you’ve already been tagged lmao 
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