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#i’d say it won’t happen again but tbh it shouldn’t have even happened this time
kitnita · 1 year
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i got sick last night/early this morning and slept til one pm because my sleep was broken. due to the whole ‘being sick’ thing. and in the dream i just woke up from i was a female hockey player on the stars and i had SO much beef with my one other female teammate because she was a vet and didn’t look out for me at all when i was new to the league/team and felt like i was on my own. and we were ARGUING while the GUYS were around on the walk back from a sad little COUNTY FAIR for SOME REASON and i could tell the vibes were sooo uncomfortable for all our male teammates who were also at the fair. also for some indiscernible reason. but. you know what. i am still irrationally pissed at star defensemen felina [lastname because my name didn’t give her one because dream me was pissed enough to use real first names over nicknames] that it’s almost overriding the fact that i’m def still sick.
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TBB s3 ep4 Thoughts!!!
Oooohh starting off strong
Omega immediately wanting to go back because “it’s right”
Crosshair wanting to keep moving, not because he’s scared of going back but because he understands that he can’t help anyone if he’s dead
Ah there he is. The bitch. The Hemcock.
I wanna say Nala Sa deserves to be in prison but idk I’m starting to feel for her
Pretty sure she won’t survive the season though
IM SORRY THAT SHOT WHERE THE COAT IS HANGING OVER THAT POWER LINE???
is that,,,, a reference to yanno,,, shoes hanging from a power line?
hahahahahahah poncho stormtroopers
“You’re the one who wanted to bring… the hound.”
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
YOUR HONOUR I LOVE THEM
best duo this show has given us
If Hunter was the hesitant but willing dad, Crosshair is the exasperated older brother that was forced to bring his younger sister to the party he was invited to an now has to spent all night watching her
Ey not cool Omega. Someone was using that jacket to advertise their business
“See, isn’t this better?” “No.” “Ugh.”
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA
“I could take out half of them before they even know what happened” 😳😳
Yeah, I believe you sir
Damn fuck how many more clone crushes will I have to be burdened with
Jesus Christ
“That went well” “Stow it”
THEM
YOUR HONOUR
THEM!!!
Scottish Robot ahhahahahahaha
Say what you will about Crosshair, when that dude sat down across from Omega he was ready for a FIGHT
big ol’ softie <3
“You or your dad”
Glad Hunter wasn’t there to hear that
Or Crosshair for that matter
Both would’ve blown their cover
Tbh Crosshair makes a fair point about leaving while they can. The planet is filled with Empirials and they are running out of time
But he also hasn’t been part of a team in a while and maybe he’s forgotten some of what that entails too
Either way, loving how “selfless” and “selfish” are meeting in this ep
“I’ll do it your way BUT I WOULD LIKE THE RECORD TO REFECT THAT I DONT WIKE IT!”
Crosshair giving Omega a boost to get over the wall I’m crying
“Shouldn’t we free the other animals too?” “Don’t push it.”
HE IS MY SOULMATE (based on sarcasm. I am vegetarian and I would free those animal friendos in a heartbeat)
The extra head shake and eye roll at that question too, he is already so done I can’t hahahahahahahah
“I hope your take-offs are better than your landings” “we’re about to find out”
Aaaaaaand that just reminded me that Tech was the one who taught her to fly
🥲🥲🥲🥲
That fucking shriek when the stormtrooper got blasted by the engine hahahahahaha
Ohohoh altered batch theme after take off? Okayokayokay I see you👀
Jesus Christ, Crosshair trying to prepare Omega for the very real possibility that Hunter and Wrecker are dead?
Like I know it seems cruel and defeatist but it’s actually kind in a way
Managing expectations in order to save her from a worse fall out
FUCK I THOUGHT I’D HAVE TO WAIT TILL NEXT EPISODE FOR THEM REUNION
JESUS
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AAAAAAHHHHH
“We crossed the galaxy four times looking for you”
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SIR
I AM QUACKING
why did Hunter’s appearance suddenly piss me off
Like Wrecker had a cute line and Hunter had to walk up like
“Um, five actually”
Like idk it felt like he was taking over the moment (which makes sense because he’s her dad but still it just sounded awkward)
EXCUSE ME??? I BEG YOUR BIGGEST PARDON??
Omega just explained that she only got off that planet AND survived so far thanks to Crosshair and all they can do is look all bitchy butt-hurt
Like I expected this from Hunter but why isn’t Wrecker hugging him?
Bc they went looking for Cross before, I thought we were past the straight up hate?
Love how stoically Cross is taking it though
I have to admit, so far this is one of my all time favourites. The comedic timing, the very real story line, the confrontation of previously opposed characters? Wonderful. But the pièce de résistance? Crosshair’s character description rings true again. “Severe and unyielding” Tech had said. I’ve rambled about this a lot recently, but the boiled down version is that when Crosshair commits to something, he commits all the way. Like how he committed to the Empire so hard that he hunted down his brothers. Or when he finally decided the Empire was a bunch of shitbags and shot officer shitbag (I forget his name) in the face. He has now decided to commit to Omega, for whatever reason. And it shows. Because even when she tells him to go, he’s literally only a minute behind her. He lets her employ her own strategies despite his preference and experience. He’s ready to beat up Captain Dickhead (did they even give him a name?) for sitting down across from her. He tells her to get into the ship first while he lays down cover fire.
Crosshair’s next “severe and unyielding” decision is Omega’s safety. And I couldn’t be more excited to see where it goes!
AND I cannot believe how much I suddenly like his character. I was so disinterested in him for like s1 and maybe 90% of s2 but now I am more interested in what becomes of him than I am in what the deal is with Omega’s M-count.
I’m saying it now. These seasons hyper focuses are: Rex, Echo and Crosshair (in that order) (for now, we’ll see)
Thanks to everyone who sat through that, have a good day/night/whatever, friend!
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brxkxnhxxrtsclxb · 21 days
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with the drop of the addams family skullector set, i checked mercari out of curiosity yesterday and just now…
SIGH
why buy from scalpers ?? :(( why are there listings going for $170+ and SOLD ??!! that’s double the price !! they were $90 !!!!!
i know it’s so easy to say “where else are we suppose to get them from” — like obviously resellers BUT you don’t have to pay those atrocious prices. even if you have the money, SAVE IT !! the extra money you’re putting into that set can be used for a different doll you want !! (even more so with dolls being pumped out so quickly and close together)
like, please be patient. if you can wait for release dates, you can wait for prices to lower. if no one buys from scalpers, they’ll have no choice but to lower their prices cuz they’re not gonna want to sit around with boxes upon boxes of unsold dolls they DO NOT WANT
we know this works. the proof? the bride of chucky skullector set. a lot of people didn’t like them so there was less chance of them dumping $200+ on them. with no one buying them, look at them now. they’re selling for retail price, sometimes even LESS. initially when they came out there were fresh ebay listings that had them for $300+ so we know not buying works !!
again, please don’t buy from scalpers, they’ll lower their prices if you don’t. there’s no reason to pay so much money. this hobby is suppose to be fun and NOT expensive. and it really isn’t. save for dolls and buy what you like. you’re not gonna like or need every release. i know i didn’t (lenore, outta fright operetta, creature skullector), so i skipped those and feel like i missed nothing. for play line dolls, they’re widely available for over a year and sales happen sometimes. it’s okay to wait !! when you were a kid, you didn’t get every doll, so why do you want every single one now ?? you don’t . do you actually want that doll, or is it just hype ?? if i went by hype, i’d have every single G3 doll and that’s… a lot. way too many, so buy what you like !!
(i honestly wouldn’t have bought every G3 draculaura doll if buying her clothes and accessories separately wasn’t for a total of $30+. at that point it’s cheaper to get a new doll. we’re in dire need of fashion packs >.< i just want her to have a cute wardrobe T_T but that’s beside the point)
there’s no reason to pay ridiculous prices for a doll. take haunt couture draculaura for example. she was $75. she’s going for $300+ so people say that’s her value. i personally believe that “value” isn’t real. it’s just something we made up along the way. HC drac has a value of $75 cuz that’s what she costed. i see listings going (and sold unfortunately) for $300+ and she’s NOT in box or her box is scuffed, or her stand is broken. like be so fr. her being out of box, box is scuffed or stand is broken… by this logic shouldn’t that decrease her value ?? out of box ?? $60. scuffed box ?? $65. broken stand or missing pieces ?? $50 (or less depending how much she’s missing tbh). why ?? cuz if you had bought her brand new for $75, she would’ve came with everything and in her box and a less chance of her box being damaged (it happens but not always). she would be fine, so why pay $300+ for an incomplete doll ?? even brand new in box, she was $75. maybe a little more cuz collector and so people get back what they initially spent with taxes and shipping. anything else is overboard (even more so when the rest of the dolls from the same line do NOT go for that much). scalpers see people are willing to pay these prices, so they keep doing what they’re doing. please stop encouraging them. scalpers set the price and collectors perpetuate it
“some releases only increase over time” — because people won’t stop paying those prices. the more we pay, the more prices rise. they’ll keep pushing it because they can and we let them know it’s okay. i hate that people miss out on drops of dolls they actually love and want because scalpers buy them all. sure you could argue that’s no one’s fault and it isn’t… until we give into buying from them. again, we let them think it’s okay, so they keep doing it. missing out is already bad enough, but knowing you missed out because a fellow collector who loves the dolls got them over a scalper is less painful and we’re happy for our fellow collector. a collector having a doll isn’t gonna make another angry. it’s the scalpers who do. that’s different
point is: this hobby should be fun and not cost you a pretty penny and requires patience. desperation is not an excuse to pay those prices. again, if you can wait for release dates, you can wait for prices to lower
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lenievi · 10 months
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because SNW is allowing me this reading and because it’s something I’ve always headcanoned (way before SNW and Kirk/La’an), I’m just gonna ramble and muse a bit
spoilers for snw2 episode 9
(if you wanna read more Kirk/La’an thoughts related to the episode, here. I’m probably going to muse about this a lot in the upcoming days, and make more coherent posts)
Kirk isn’t in love with Carol. He likes her, but he isn’t in love with her. His and Carol’s relationship was always casual; if the Farragut was close to Starbase 1, they were on, if they were away for a longer period of time, they were off. 
And now Carol is pregnant, which was unplanned, and caught both of them off guard. But Kirk’s loyal and serious, so he wants to be there for her and their child. Even though it complicates a lot of things. He might even think it will complicate his career, unless he wants to become his father and take his child through the galaxy, never having time for him.
TOS tells us that Kirk and Carol weren’t together by 2261. TWOK tells us that David met James Kirk and that Carol asked Kirk to stay away and never told David who his father was.
So there are two options. Carol tells Kirk to stay away quite soon after David is born, and he does, but years later, they reunite, but also they don’t get romantically back: “Were we together? Were we going to be?” and Kirk doesn’t really try to befriend David
OR they simply break up, but Kirk is allowed contact until a certain age. And after that Carol tells him to stay away. “You had your world and I had mine. And I wanted him in mine, not chasing through the universe with his father.” That could literally be after the 5ym, even. Or shortly before, but David remembers “that overgrown Boy Scout Carol used to hang around with”, so after seems more plausible. (but again, they don’t get back together) (which is something I did mention in this post some time ago)
[most of the stuff above is just my original HC tweaked a bit to fit new info from SNW]
Before SNW seriously introduced a potential of Kirk/La’an, I expected SNW to give us Kirk/Carol story. But last week, I was thinking and realized that SNW isn’t a Kirk story - he isn’t a main character (I know people tend to see it that way, but he’s not). We won’t see Kirk centric episodes (or at least we shouldn’t for a pretty long while imho or at all tbh) - his every appearance should be tied to the main cast. That doesn’t mean - as we’ve already seen - that we won’t get his backstory, but it might mean that a lot of Kirk’s life will just happen off screen.
(I’m not saying we won’t see Carol. They cleverly put her on Starbase 1 where the Enterprise returns to often. There’ll probably be an episode where the Enterprise will need to do something with the scientists at Starbase 1. Spock will probably meet Carol there as well, so they can also tick off another “canon” point. But it won’t be a Kirk story.)
I do tend to see Kirk/La’an from Kirk’s POV a lot because that’s just what I do (and because in the long run, it’s heartbreaking), but the story is written from La’an’s POV. She already lost Kirk once, she lost him twice. From the storytelling POV, the story should eventually lead toward something more positive when it comes to Kirk and La’an as a relationship. Not having them eventually get together (even if they part after or La’an dies) would just feel hollow and ??? Especially since Kirk confirmed that he had feelings for La’an, but he can’t act on them because he has a gf and a baby on the way. (and as viewers, we know that Kirk/Carol just won’t last even though the characters don’t know that)
(But also like, Kirk, pls, you have a gf and you’ve still kind of led La’an on.)
From Kirk’s POV, I can see the “it was a lost potential that never happened”. If Kirk was the main character (and not La’an), I’d probably even expect that. Kirk made his choice and La’an moved on. But not from La’an’s POV tbh Not giving La’an her chance at being vulnerable and happy with Kirk would be too bleak. But I’m also known for liking the “wrong couples” lol 
Using her experience with Kirk to find that elsewhere would of course work in RL, but as a story, it’d be disappointing.
Well, I might change my thoughts after I see the finale and what they do with Pike/Batel and Spock/Chapel lol I don’t believe Kirk is in the finale but maybe I’m wrong.
in any case, if Kirk doesn’t appear in the finale, I’m totally using this when I figure out what kind of Kirk/La’an fic I’d like to write. I just want to give both of them happiness. Even if it’s temporary. 
anyway SNW still giving me everything I want. when will it end? when will they disappoint me? lol (probably with McCoy LMAO)
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randomsunny-fan · 10 months
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I think it’s time to clarify this because I’m afraid that if I don’t, you may start assuming things about me that are not true (or maybe I’m just being paranoid). My opinion about proshipping/comshipping (or whatever the right term is, because y’all keep mixing both of them and it’s so fucking confusing and annoying) is a bit complex. I’m not saying that I support ships like inc3st, p3d0philia or any of those things, I don’t support that. However, the thing is that I don’t want to use labels like anti or whatever, I have my own reasons and even if I don’t think that shipping that kind of stuff is fine, I won’t harrass someone who does support it. I think harassing people on the internet is stupid and it does literally nothing, it’s simply pointless and inmature.
About the proshippers/comshippers themselves, I have a mixed opinion about them, like, it depends. I’m aware that not all of them are that bad because once I met one of them on a Discord server, at the beginning I thought we wouldn’t get along because of that, but we actually did get along with eachother, they barely talked about their questionable ships at all and they were actually nice, their reason to ship that kind of stuff was “trauma”. I think there are (in fact) better ways to cope with that trauma but that’s not the point of this. What I’m saying is that I’m not really uncomfortable around that kind of people as long as they don’t talk to me about their ships and as long as they aren’t annoying jerks.
And about the antis, I do have a problem with *some* of them tbh, they can be as annoying as some proshippers/comshippers and *most* of them will harrass proshippers/comshippers and even send them d3ath threats and I’m like “💀… why”. I mean, I understand if you don’t like them or their ships, but as I said before, harrassment is one of the most inmature things you can do and d3ath threats are NEVER okay, just block them, it’s not that hard.
In conclusion, I think both antis and proshippers/comshippers (but not all of them) can be really annoying and that’s the reason I’d prefer to not label myself, either if you’re an anti or not, you simply shouldn’t harrass other people, I don’t think it’s okay, not even d3ath threats, that’s way worse and way more inmature than harrassment. I don’t really want to be associated with the topic of “antis vs proships”, but again, I don’t like that kind of ships. If I see anything that I don’t like and I’m not comfortable with or I simply don’t like the person itself, I will just block them.
If you don’t respect my opinion about this topic and you just want to straight up label me as a proshipper for some stupid reason (I already saw this happen a couple of times and I think it’s absurd), there’s no need to harrass me or send me d3ath threats, just block me and move on, easy peasy, and maybe forget about my existence.
I was pretty afraid to post this and overthinking like crazy, I hope my opinion is well received… and if it’s not, just do what I said in the previous paragraph. Thank you.
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mangedog · 11 months
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I’m sorry to say it, but I have serious doubts about this protest working. I’ve been on this site for 5-6 years and was part of a blackout protest, and I’m here to say it did absolutely nothing. The management is near impossible to do, and not everyone—even those who follow you and can have a high chance of seeing the posts or reblogs of the posts warning of/explaining the blackout—will see it (several people I knew didn’t even see the posts until a day after the protest, and genuinely had no idea it was happening despite several reblogs of the subject and the silence I had the day of the protest), leading to a very poorly made and poorly executed protest that does untimely nothing. I’m also concerned about the fact that you don’t seem to have any sort of communication or semblance of management planned whatsoever, nor any solid game plan for this protest. I know you said you didn’t think that far ahead, but it’s concerning to see it reach so many people with so little game plan, especially when you seem very confident it’ll work despite all this under such a short time span. Tumblr also doesn’t work well when it comes to blackout protests period, going silent doesn’t change much, but raising a fuss does.
I know someone said that “complaining directly to staff doesn’t work” but I’d like to point out that it can! It just needs a lot of power behind it. There need to be a lot of people complaining (and complaining respectfully, being a dick likely results in stuff getting filtered out and ignored), and if there are, staff, despite their faults, will usually have to at least acknowledge the complaints being made. This happened back when they moved the profile button, in which so many people raised a fuss that they quickly backpedaled and put it back where it belonged. Sure, even the statement they made had it’s faults, but it did work and worked well enough to make them change their minds and revert the changes made. Blackout protesting won’t get us anywhere, but raising a fuss—and a big one at that—will.
Also, if I may add: the porn ban and tumblr live shouldn’t be included in the protest. Both are entirely outside user control. The porn ban has been explained: it’s entirely controlled by the TOS from Apple, Android/Google, and the countless advertisers. When they introduced Community Labels to combat some of the porn ban and allow (for the most part) non-sexualized nudity, they nearly got taken off of the Apple AppStore as a result, and I believe they rushed the labels to prevent this, hence why said labels were so buggy at first. Tumblr Live I’m 99% sure is under contract, and the only folks affected by it are in the US to my knowledge. Removing it entirely and/or adding a permanent snooze feature likely goes against the contract and would lead to legal trouble. I’m assuming it’s a 1 year contract, which means until we reach the 1 year anniversary of live being added, we literally can’t do anything to stop it from existing. Once we get towards that point (or staff brings up whether or not it should stay, if that happens before then), raising a big fuss over getting rid of it would be ideal, as the user feedback, on top of the lack of it being profitable, will likely make them decline renewing the contract and will result in them getting rid of live altogether.
in general, i agree with you. tbh my suggestion was just that, a suggestion, i just forgot i was posting on the anti reading comprehension website lol /joking. regardless, the point of a blackout is to signal to staff that users are unhappy. communicating directly with staff is the goal, and one that's already being worked towards (see my pinned masterpost)
and i also agree wrt the porn ban, & other people have also spoken about it. i just think that, with the introduction of community labels, porn posts should be allowed again if marked correctly
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dilemind · 4 months
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Lil update: we fought yesterday over sth stupid and he made a big thing out of it and I couldn’t understand and was kinda like wtf? But he was hurt because that little thing made him feel like my feelings for him got less.. we talked about an idea he had but I changed my mind now and now he thinks it’s because I don’t love him as much anymore. That’s what made it so big and since I didn’t show much compassion cuz I didn’t understand why it’s such a big deal, it got worse and he said let’s just break up and fuck the meeting, fuck everything, he doesn’t want to be with someone like me since I don’t care anyway so why should he care. He is always saying how he loves me more and he thinks that I don’t really love him. So he actually doesn’t want to break up fr but he blocked me now. Everywhere except tiktok. I said sorry on tiktok and asked if he could unblock me and he saw it but idk if he did it bc I can’t really see until I try to text. Idk if I should do it rn tho. He’s right about his feelings being stronger than mine. I’m still not fully sure but he is 1000%. I thought maybe when we meet the feelings get stronger and I’ll be more sure but I also felt like maybe I shouldn’t go there. 1. because it’s so far and I’m not like so in love that I’d be 100% sure it would be worth it? Even tho it sounds so bad.. but I’m kinda scared the meeting won’t go well. 2. I’d have to lie to my parents and do everything secretly. 3. We were talking about intimacy a lot so idk if something will happen and if so I’m scared of the „consequences“. Like was I pressuring myself and regret it after? Will I be able to look my parents in the eyes? What if we break up? I only wanted this with the love of my life that I’ll be with and marry, what if it’s not him? And when nothing like this happens, how will the meeting go? What would he think? I’m gonna be with him for a week in a different country.. will it be bad and awkward? Will he be hurt again, thinking he’s not good enough for me since it’s our first meeting and he is always saying that I’m way out of his league and I might not want him after seeing him in real life. Tbh he wasn’t my type but his personality made him so much more handsome in my eyes.. his personality and the way he treats me is really out of this world. It’s rare to find someone like that in this generation. But yea he’s insecure about his looks and he even lost weight and everything only for me, so he would be „better for me“. Idk what to do. We haven’t been talking since yesterday after the argument and idk if I should call and talk and try to win him back or if I should restrain myself from him now so I won’t hurt him and also myself anymore (we had almost broken up before and I did other things that hurt him, not intentionally but things that made him feel unloved and like I don’t care about him enough) And since I’m Muslim and he’s not, it would bring so many problems in the future with my family. So I always have this in my head too. Always thinking maybe this is wrong.. I’m not sure if I should try and meet him or just stop and forget it.. Do you still think I should meet him? Btw I already bought the tickets but I mean if I don’t go then I don’t go, I’m not gonna go only for that reason, it’s not about the money. I’m so lost rn.. I think it’s because it’s soo soon. So I need to decide quickly but I feel like maybe I needed more time, that’s why. We don’t know eachother for thaat long. Sorry for the super long text!..~
In your message before, you gave me the impression that you were worried the meeting wouldn't go well. Now, I believe you may not love him... you just like him a lot. Sure, the physical aspect is a big factor in loving someone, but especially in the early months, there is alwayssss a strong attraction. You might want to keep him in your life because he's good to you, but that doesn't mean you're truly in love. I understand that you're overthinking important things; especially when it comes to your parents & intimacy. Don't let him influence you. If you're not interested in intimacy with him, be clear about it from the start and don’t give him any false hopes. If you're soooo unsure, it might be best to end things. You just like him because he treats you well, and you’re worried you’ll never meet anyone like him again. And IF you decide to see him, communicate your boundaries clearly beforehand, so you won’t have any regrets!
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teyvatdreams · 3 years
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Hi Dani! May I request some blurbs for Kaeya, Beidou, Albedo, and Jean (separately) having an s/o who, despite having a heart of gold, doesn’t have two brain cells to rub together? They forget/lose things, ask obvious questions, or just sort of do things without thinking. They’re kind and brave and all that, they’re just kind of square-brained a lot of the time. Thanks, and have a lovely day!
i have no idea what to title this but i loved this idea
includes: kaeya, beidou, albedo, and jean
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kaeya
tbh kaeya loves your… not-so-bright moments
he honestly finds them adorable
especially because when he first met you, he thought your personality was more on the serious side
he couldn’t be more wrong
whenever you’re having a moment he just sits back and enjoys the show, watching as you figure out your own problem
“wait!” you yell, stopping in your tracks.
kaeya does the same and turns to look at you. “what? you okay?”
“yeah, i just… i forgot my map.” you sigh, shoulders dropping in defeat. “i told you i would bring it and i forgot! we can’t go on this mission without it or we’ll be completely lost,” you explain.
a grin appears on kaeya’s face, and he crosses his arms. “are you sure?”
you furrow your eyebrows. “of course i’m sure! if i had it with me, i’d be looking at it right now!”
“do you remember right before we left when we stopped to talk to bennett?” kaeya asks.
you pause to think. “yeah… but what does that have to do with my map?”
“retrace your steps, love.”
you and kaeya were headings towards the entrance gates when you were stopped by the young adventurer, asking where you guys were going. you told him where, and let him join until he was pulled aside by another adventurer. he was told that some if the older guys were having arthritis problems again, so you and kaeya left without him.
“i still don’t… oh!” you reached into your back pocket and retrieved your map. “got it!”
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beidou
tbh she doesn’t really notice if you ask obvious questions or ask her if she’s seen the book you’re holding in her hands
she finds it kind of endearing
and she doesn’t blame you for getting confused easily, you’re a very busy person after all
you’re so busy all the time she’s impressed you can even keep your head on straight
it wasn’t until you joined her on her ship that she started to think you didn’t have it on straight
beidou was more than excited to bring you onto her ship and introduce you to her crew. she just wasn’t really expecting to have to babysit you the whole time.
“do you guys have fishing rods? i can try to catch a fish for dinner!” you say excitedly, looking out to the sea.
“what? no,” beidou steps closer to you. “you can’t fish while we’re moving. you won’t catch anything.” she says, putting an arm around you. “i appreciate the sentiment though.”
later, when a storm started to brew, she had to drag you off the deck.
“no, let me stay!” you whine, trying to pull your hand out of her grasp. “someone has to look after the ship!”
“yeah, the people qualified for the job can do that, babe. i don’t need you getting struck by lightning…” she sighs.
she might be more aware of your silly questions not that it involves her area of expertise, but she’ll glare at anyone who looks at you funny.
“woah… are you gonna make him walk the plank?” you ask beidou after she practically shoots daggers at a crewmate with her eyes.
“the plank? no, that’s just a myth. there’s no plank walking here,” beidou replies, laughing.
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albedo
don’t get him wrong
he absolutely loves you
but having you in his lab makes him a nervous wreck
he trusts your judgement for the most part
but his experiments are very tedious
and tedious is not really your forte
“oh, so i just pour this in here, right?” you ask, tilting a vial.
“n-no!” albedo, panicked, grabs it to stop the liquid from pouring out. “not this one. this one,” he says, giving you a different vial with blue liquid in it.
“right, right…” you say.
“pour it slowly—“ albedo sighs as you dump the liquid into the container in front of you.
you look at him, and then back down at the liquid. “sorry.”
he smiles. “it’s fine. nothing exploded, right? so we’re okay.”
you bite your lip, thinking. you set down the vial. “maybe this is better as a one-man-job,” you tell him with a sigh. “i think i’m doing more harm than good here.”
“no, no, no,” albedo grabs your hand. “it’s fine. you’re doing great! you just need to… uh, listen… a bit more. i’m just worried for your safety,” he says.
“right… i should pay more attention. this stuff is serious.” you grab the vial you were holding before. “is it time to add this one yet?”
albedo smiles. “unfortunately, no. that one isn’t even being added to this concoction.”
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jean
jean loves and respects you very much
but whenever you go out adventuring
here anxiety skyrockets
she know you’re strong but
acting without thinking is a big problem of yours
so you usually arrive back home hurt every time
although to you, it isn’t that big of a deal
she was returning to her office after practically being dragged to the church to get treated for a headache that had lasted days when she saw you making your way there yourself, covered in scratches and bruises.
“oh my god! what happened?” she asks, putting her hands on your shoulders. “are you okay?”
you grin. “oh, i’m fine! don’t worry about me, jean.”
“but you’re all… beaten up! i shouldn’t keep you here… you should go get patched up.” she says.
“jean, really, i’m fine!” you tell her, grabbing her hand to keep her from walking away. “i’m just coming here so people don’t yell at me to get treated… it doesn’t hurt.”
“are you sure? you’re gonna be so sore tomorrow,” she points out.
“mmm, probably,” you say with a shrug. “but at least there is a tomorrow, right?”
her gaze finally softens. “alright. but… i do want to stay with you while you get bandaged up.”
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adoringhaikyuu · 3 years
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making up after a big argument 
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characters: bokuto, tsukishima, (gn!reader)
request: hi! could i request something if that’s alright?? how do you think bokuto and tsukishima would make up with their s/o after getting into a big argument?
warnings: none just a bit of angst
notes: i also have this hc about arguments w most of the karasuno boys and this one w tendou and ushijima! + reader lives w the boys in this
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bokuto:
i feel like bokuto would be pretty sad during your arguments, rather than mad
he hates fighting with you
so the fact that this argument got so big that you needed to go to the bedroom for some space...kinda hurt tbh
he would be sulking around the house like a sad puppy, deciding to give you your space
he’d just be sitting in silence on the couch, not even on his phone 
just zoning out
then he’d get up and decide to actually do something to fix this
this was your problem, together––it wasn’t going to solve itself
so he’d order your favorite food, wash his face to get rid of his red cheeks and teary eyes
and he’d get out some candles and set them up in your dining area, on the table to set a warm and cozy ambience
it’s only after the food arrives and after he sets everything up, plates and all that he goes to the bedroom
you were honestly in the same boat as bokuto, sitting in silence in your room. and you thought it would help to be alone, but if anything, you just really wanted to be with him, to fix this and move on. you wanted to see his bright eyes and smile again. 
it must have been a little over an hour when you heard a knock on the bedroom door. you sat up and slowly made your way to the door, hesitating to actually open it. 
“um...baby?” bokuto’s voice was small, not as cheerful as it usually was. “i...i’m really sorry that i let this get as far as it did.” you were about to disagree, reassure him that it wasn’t just his fault, but he went on. “i just really wanna see you? and maybe work through this?... i don’t wanna lose you.” his voice broke near the end and you felt your chest start to tighten up again. 
“so when you’re ready, i’d really like for you to come out. but i won’t force you––i’ll um, i’ll be out here. i’m not going anywhere. i love you.” you heard his footsteps retreat down the hallway and took a deep breath, wanting to leave your room with your head as clear as it could be. 
it only took you a few minutes to collect yourself and step out, but to bokuto it felt like forever. as soon as he heard the door open, he perked up and walked towards you slowly. 
you almost teared up all over again at the sight in front of you. “kou...what’s all this?”
he was scratching the back of his head nervously as he stopped in front of you. “i just want you to feel comfortable with me again...wanna see you smile.”
you shook your head with a grateful smile that made his eyes widen, as you wrapped your arms around him. “all i need is you, kou.” 
he sniffled and held you tight immediately. “i love you.”
“i love you too.” 
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tsukishima:
i feel like the reason your argument escalated with him is because he said something rude and shut you out
so he basically just insulted you or said something really stupid and literally walked away from you
and you know that tsuki tends to keep things in and shut people out
but it hurt a lot knowing that you weren’t an exception to those things
so you let him have his space
it wasn’t your fault so you weren’t going to apologize
you were waiting for your apology
and this boy was stubborn 
he was frustrated that you still hadn’t talked to him, barely even looking at him even though you ate your meals together, slept in the same bed and everything
he would scowl at you, cause his face tends to do that (but u didn’t even see cause u weren’t looking at him)
but honestly he was upset
he didn’t mean to push you away, it just happened
and he feels like a real idiot (you would agree that he is one)
he doesn’t do anything big because if he were to go all out and then fail at making up w you... he’d be pretty embarrassed 
so after a few days of the silent treatment, one afternoon he stops and stands at the end of the couch where you’re sitting and raises a brow
“so how much longer is this silence going to last exactly?”
...
yeah that didn’t help at all, you walked away immediately
after standing there like a fool for a bit, he decided he’d try again later
you were getting ready for bed when you heard tsuki walk in. you kept to yourself, not planning on even looking in his direction to be honest. and it’s only when you got into bed, you noticed him standing on the other side, scratching the back of his head nervously through your peripheral vision. 
he cleared his throat quietly, “um. can i talk to you for a second?...you don’t have to say anything just...” 
you didn’t say anything but you paused, letting him know that you were giving him your attention, your gaze focused on the comforter on your legs. 
“i’m...i’m sorry, okay? really i...shouldn’t have said what i said. just please.” he sighed. “i know this is selfish but please don’t shut me out i––i can’t handle it.” 
you looked up into his eyes for the first time in days and he honestly felt something bloom in his chest. you bit the inside of your cheek and pat the bed beside you twice, silently. he sat hesitantly and looked at you, his body stiff, nervous. 
you opened your mouth and closed it a few times, unsure of what to say, despite having thought about it since the fight. “you just...i know that it’s hard for you to express how you’re feeling sometimes. but...you have to work on being open with me if we’re going to be in a relationship, okay? i’m not saying you have to change who you are, but we have to come to a compromise that doesn’t involve you putting up walls.” 
he nodded. “i promise, i’ll try to be better for you.” 
you gave him a small smile, “that’s all i want, kei.” you scooted next to him and he opened his arms, holding you tight when you kissed his cheek. 
“i really am sorry.” he took a deep breath and settled back against the pillows with you in his arms. he knew for sure he wasn’t going to make the same mistake ever again.
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superhero--imagines · 3 years
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A/N: Sorry, but this has been living in my brain rent free too, my commission info is here
* Honey if you’re tall with a big butt-
* You’ve got his heart the second he lays eyes on you
* Like everything he is and everything he will be -
* Baby you can have it all if you’ll agree to be his
* If you’re not tall with a big butt, well don’t worry Yuuji’s still going to adore you it just takes a little time
* It’s not so much because he doesn’t think your smoking hot or anything-
* It’s just, well, Yuji’s kinda dumb
* So anyone outside of his immediate go-to type, it just doesn’t register in his brain
* You can bet your ass he’ll say dumb crap like-
* “Friends can hold hands right?”
* Or
* “Friends kiss sometimes, no big deal!”
* But don’t worry babe, it might take a little while, but eventually he’ll notice all these feelings he’s been categorizing as “friendly” feelings and “positive” feelings are actually Romantic feelings
* Once he finally figures it out, you won’t have to wait long-
* “Oi, (Y/N/N), want to be my lover?”
* Like seriously, not even a second after he has this ‘monumental’ realization
* After that things are pretty easy between you two
* It’s not like much has changed, he’s still your friend, and he doesn’t act any different-
* You guys were holding hands and, apparently, kissing before you were officially dating
* It’s not even that he’s greedy with the way he touches you or anything-
* I think the only thing that does change is that Yuji makes an effort to spend more time with you
* “Oi, wanna go to Shibuya this weekend? There’s a Taiyaki store I’m dying to go too”
* He makes an effort to spend time with you even when he’s not around, like sending you texts and voicemails when he’s away
* Part of the reason he’s so insistent on spending as much time with you as possible is probably because he’s not sure how much time he has left
* I think, Yuji is a really simple guy who sees the good in everyone, so he’s also kind of attracted to anyone given the right circumstances
* But I think, he especially wants someone compassionate
* Someone who will hold him during depressive episodes where he’ll wonder- what if I hadn’t joined the occult club? What if he had played track like everyone wanted? What if he had just minded his own business
* What if Megumi hadn’t followed him to the hospital that day, how different would his life be right now
* And it’s the same regret and remorse that fuels his cursed energy, but for some reason it feels like it’s magnified right now
* It feels like he might drown in this despair
* During those days you just hold him, whispering good things about the world.
* Soft things that’ll help him right now-
* Something to give him hope
* “Hot tea on a cold day” you whisper
* “The feeling of basking in sunlight after a cloudy day”
* There’s a moment of silence as you think of something else to say
* “The smell of rain, and fresh cut grass” he’ll mumble back, and you grin
* “Getting Taiyaki in Shibuya with someone you love” you reply with a grin
* “With ice cream filling and boba?”
* You laugh, what a weird combination
* “Anything you want”
* Yuji’s not the one that’s hard to get along with tbh, the one you have trouble with is Sukuna
* “You know you’ll never save him, I don’t know why you’re trying so hard”
* You would hit Sukuna if it didn’t mean slapping Yuji’s cheek too
* “Shut up what do you know”
* Honestly Yuuji’s a little surprised at the hatred Sukuna shows you
* “Shouldn’t you be happy they’re around?”
* For one because you’re around there’s been more *clears throat* romantic incidents, which of course always leave Yuji in a pretty vulnerable state
* He’s only an orgasm away from having Sukuna take over tbh
* And besides-
* You’re his weakness
* They say the sun is 92 million miles away, but he swears his sun is walking in front of him on the in Shibuya, his hand held firmly in yours
* If anything ever happened to you-
* He wouldn’t be able to live with himself, he wouldn’t be able to go on anymore.
* And that’s when the curse that lives inside him wins
* So he really doesn’t get why Sukuna’s acting like this is the worst thing to ever happen to him
* Sukuna opens an eye on Yuji’s cheek
* “I hate their kind most of all, even more than Jujutsu Sorcerers” he grumbles
* He really does hate you-
* He hates that you’re kind
* He saw your type all the time at his harem, some lowly thing relatives had sold off for money and honor-
* Or a prize from a nation he conquered
* Some dumb creature that thought you would get a reward for sacrificing yourself
* Truly idiotic
* The worst part is he’s starting to like those little fantasy’s you spin for Yuji
* He can feel the sunlight warning his skin after a cold day
* He can taste the heavy condensation of the steam that wafts off of his cup of tea, brushing against his face. The heat in direct contrast to the cold winter air
* And it hurts him to know he probably won’t feel like that again, not for a long time
* Not with you helping Yuji work through his negative feelings like you do
* So he hates you
* He hides his contempt in general, it only leaks out through an occasional insult
* “Where’s your kindness now?” He’ll jeer when you’re having a bad day
* Only for Yuuji to smack his cheek to get him to shut up
* “Ah, don’t pay any attention to him. He’s just grumpy”
* For the most part it’s nothing you can’t handle
* Really you kind of forget he’s there most of the time, until one day you see Sukuna pop out and take a bite of your Taiyaki as you hold it out to Yuji who said he wanted to taste the flavor
* “Oi that was mine!” Yuji screeches, slapping his own face while Sukuna smiles from his hand
* “You just like torturing me don’t you?” He weeps, and you offer him sympathetic pats on the back, giving him another bit of your Taiyaki
* He continues on about how Sukuna just loves to torment him, and honestly why can’t they get along when they share a body
* But your mind is elsewhere
* The next time Sikuna see’s you is when Yuji’s sleeping, the damn brat snores so loud he’s considering throttling him just to get some peace and quiet
* That’s when he hears the door creak, seeing you curling inside around it, a plastic bag in hand
* Great, the perfect end to the perfect day
* “The brats sleeping” Sukuna grumbles from Yuji’s hand-
* He would have spoken from his face but the only thing more annoying than having to deal with Yuji’s snores is having to hear the lovey-dovey crap tumble from his lips when he talks to you
* He figures you’ll leave, or maybe curl up against Yuji on the bed but instead you kneel down, your hand dipping into the plastic bag
* “I’m not here for him,” you start pulling out a Taiyaki.
* “You wanted one right?” That’s why he took a bite, because he wanted to try it too
* Though, annoying Yuji was probably an added bonus
* You hold up the Taiyaki to Sukuna’s ‘mouth’
* And he’s overcome with emotion
* It’s not like he hasn’t had concubines from his harem feed him a great number of things before -
* Like he hasn’t ever felt the tender act from one of his many lovers -
* So he hates that you’re the one that’s bringing out all these emotions in him
* And as he takes a bite from the Taiyaki he finally admits it-
* If you were in his harem, a moronic kind fool like you were one of his lovers
* You would be his favorite
* And that’s why he hates you so much
* Because just like Yuji, you’re his weakness
* “It’s not the same flavor” he mumbles
* “Sorry I couldn’t get the ice cream, it would have melted on the way here-“
* Sukuna wouldn’t have minded one bit licking the cream from your fingers, maybe he would even catch that embarrassed face you always make with the damn brat
* “So I got you a custard one, and a chocolate one, and on the off chance you weren’t in the mood for something sweet I got you a curry filled one too”
* You stumble, hand flying into the bag to pull out the other two, holding them up to him
* And despite himself, Sukuna finds the sight quite...cute
* “Well, I suppose these offerings will do for now wench” And his words are harsh, but you smile like the kindhearted fool you are.
* And that’s how Yuji starts getting pestered for “just five minutes alone with their baby”
* “Scared I’ll show them a better time than you can?” Sukuna grins
* Of course he is! Sukuna had a literal harem of lovers. Who knows what kinds of techniques he knows
* But Yuji’s pride won’t let him admit it
* Yuji scoffs
* “I’d rather die again then let you come anywhere near them”
* It’s kind like you’ve got two boyfriends
* One pink haired one that’s the literal personification of sunshine
* And another, more dark and sadistic one
* And it’s sort of a funky little relationship
* But it’s yours
* “I wouldn’t trade you for anything in the world” you whisper.
* Your lips brushing against his
* Yuji wouldn’t trade you for anything either
* He loves you ❤️
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hoes4hoseok · 2 years
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enhypen as red (taylor’s version)
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HI IT’S BEEN A HOT MINUTE I just want to preface this by saying that assigning members to songs for red was so hard because of how many options there are so if you disagree LMK I want to hear other opinions :) thank you as per usual to @lethekoo
jay as treacherous
“I’d be smart to walk away, but you’re quicksand”
falling for jay would be so excitinggg; he’d absolutely sweep you off your feet & it’d all happen so fast that you’d sometimes wonder if it was really happening
& it isn’t necessarily great for both of you, but you’re just so caught up in the moment that you don’t care and want to see what’s in store for the two of you
OKAY WAIT I THINK I CAN DESCRIBE THE FEELING: falling for jay would feel like jumping off a (short) cliff into cold water with your friends. I won’t elaborate.
sunghoon as stay stay stay
“all those times that you didn’t leave, it’s been occurring to me, I’d like to hang out with you for my whole life”
I KNOW THIS ONE TAKES A SECOND TO UNDERSTAND but I absolutely can imagine sunghoon walking in with a football ice hockey helmet the morning after a fight just to get a laugh out of you
& I also think that he’d think it’s funny when you’re mad. not if you were actually mad, he isn’t an asshole, but if he accidentally picked up the wrong cereal & you were scolding him, he’d be trying to suppress his grin in the corner EEEK I’m squealing just thinking about it tbh
OH & he wouldn’t be able to stand it if you were actually upset, especially with him…somehow, I get this feeling that he’d know exactly what to do?? give you space, let you vent, apologize–he would definitely consult the group chat for assistance though LOL
ni-ki as holy ground
“sometimes I wonder how you think about it now, & I see your face in every crowd”
I get the feeling that dating ni-ki would become a memory that you would close your eyes and everything that you associate with that period of time would come rushing back
sure, you’d move on, but your relationship with ni-ki would be something you’d always think back to with a smile on your face because goodness you two were magic together
just imagining dancing in the living room to this song with him is enough to sell me on this one it would become a CORE MEMORY
sunoo as sad beautiful tragic
“time is taking its sweet time erasing you”
ACK okay I gave sunoo if this was a movie on speak now & I have similar reasoning on this one
you would have so much hope that he was the one for you because you were together for so long and it was great…until it wasn’t
& after this long, it would be really hard to continue to be friends, so you stop seeing him altogether which just hurts because he was your best friend too and it’s a whole that’s nearly impossible to fill
jungwon as begin again
“I’ve been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does is break & burn & end, but on a wednesday, in a cafe, I watched it begin again”
okay I literally assigned jungwon daylight on my lover post so it’s no surprise that I’m saying this: jungwon would treat you RIGHT
even if you aren’t each other’s soulmates, he’d make it clear to you that partners shouldn’t make you feel more confused than loved
& he wouldn’t JUST be a gentleman, he’d make you feel like you’re falling in love for the first time all over again because oh my goodness no one has ever made you feel this funny & loved (I’m sorry this got so personal I want this so bad it’s my fav red song 💔)
jake as run
“darling, let’s run, run from it all, we can go like they’re trying to chase us, go where no one else is”
hehe okay a relationship with jake would also be adventurous, but not holy ground or the very first night adventurous
more like the kind of adventurous that would make you want to pack nothing but a toothbrush and go on a road trip to nowhere when one of you had a bad week
& FOR SOME REASON this concept is even cuter if your relationship was a secret from your friends and family and you just escape together after a rough night UGH SO CUTE I wanna write about it
heeseung as the very first night
“I miss you like it was the very first night”
OKAY HONESTLY I can vividly imagine spending a few days with heeseung that are super magical and fun
until you get separated :( & you seem fine to your friends because it was really short but you can’t stop thinking about him!!
you talk to him on the phone all the time but you’re trying to keep it platonic, but then again, how could you just pretend you didn’t feel so much in that week
what happens?? WHO KNOWS (deadass...tell me if you want a full fic for this because I COULD GO ON AND ON)
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Nosy and Posey
Summary: Steve knows you he’s walked with you once upon a dream.
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Black!Reader
Warnings: Minors DNI, smut, swearing, trauma, depression, violence, graffiti, forced marriage, friends to lovers, fairy tale, Captain kink, unprotected sex. Tbh this is so long idk what else to add.
Words: 9.6K
(A/N: So. Reader is a stand in for Lillian who was mentioned in CATWS. This does go with Nosy and Posey, but it won’t be the last one and can be read as a stand-alone which is why it’s apart of my R&B & Brat Challenge. Since this is so long it’s kind of hard for me to edit. I’d say it’s been lightly proofread. I’m also crazy proud of this. So please be nice. This took me like a week to write. Please like, follow, comment, and reblog but most importantly enjoy 💜 ✌🏾)
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It’s funny. You never thought you’d see him again after what happened. Ya know. The whole thing in DC. Once all the secrets came out and you’d found out you’d been surrounded by literal Nazi’s every day for the past four years, you’d needed a change in scenery.
God it was awful. The chaos that happened. Sure, you’d always assumed that one day some kind of incident like this would happen. It was fucking Shield after all.
It’s just, it kinda fucked with your head. To know that they’d been able to hide themselves. Faking as your coworkers. There was even someone you’d thought to be a friend. It was fucking awful.
You hated talking about it. Sure, you’d talked to a therapist. It was cool. Helped a little. But if you weren’t careful thoughts of that day would consume your head.
Hell, you hadn’t even wanted to go back to law anymore, but your parents had gone on and on about all the money they’d spent on your degree. You hadn’t even wanted to do it in the first place. If it was up to you, you’d be in a cottage in the woods. Frolicking in meadows in cute dresses.
After an incident like that, you needed some time off anyway. Like a very, very extended vacation. With this world, though, it could really happen anywhere.
Anyway, you took some time off. Especially since Shield technically didn’t exist anymore. Which sucked because you were never going to find a place that let you have a lip piercing in again. While part of the legal team. Fury surprisingly didn’t give a shit.
So, you went to the beach a lot. Relaxed. Tried out some new hobbies. Anything to take your mind off of whatever. You just wanted to find something new.
While you’d always particularly loved art, you never really tried it out yourself. Then you picked up a can of spray paint and it just clicked.
Was it legal? Hell no. Was it a thrill. Ugh God yes. Just the way it felt every time you heard that hiss of air. It felt so good. Who cared if it wasn’t legal?
Tonight, you’d lit a joint and got to work. It was super dangerous. You really shouldn’t have been there alone. Like you did some self-defense shit as just in case something else were to ever happen, but the danger was also kind of part of the fun.
Not to mention it was bad enough that you’d been late because your friends kept stalling you even though you kept telling them you had to go. You didn’t even get to change. Just went home to grab your bag and weed. Didn’t even get to fucking change. It was hard enough doing this in comfortable clothes, but in heels and a dress! Extra annoying. Oh well at least you’d looked cute.
You didn’t wanna step on any toes, but it was bound to happen. You needed to keep your guard up. Except they caught you at the right fucking time. As you were stepping back to check everything out.
One of them grabbed you. Fucking pussies. Like why did it take five of them to restrain you. Two would have worked. It’s not like you were that tall.
And one of them fucked up your fucking manicure! You’d just gotten it done yesterday and it was hella cute. You’d even gotten these little glittery rose gold stars on the tips of your lavender acrylics. Like holy fuck breaking a fresh nail hurts.
After being struck the first time, you were about to close your eyes as you anticipated the second. Except it never came. Instead, you almost fell on your ass as your assailant got his shit rocked. Spitting blood as he fell onto the ground. You were pretty sure you saw teeth. It was awful.
Then you closed your eyes and crinkled your nose. Honestly it was making you feel a little sick. So, your eyes snapped up after you watched him lying on the ground. Just like knocked the fuck out.
Before you realized that most of them had followed suit. Maybe you were in shock. You know you did just get punched by some dude. That was bound to lead to a concussion. Who knows the sudden rush of adrenaline could have been fucking with your head? Plus, all the weed. What if those commercials from the 90’s were right?
So, either this was your brain on drugs. Or a fucking bearded, long-haired Captain America was beating the shit out of five guys for you. He looked like he’d just been out for a jog or something. Guess when you have advanced everything you picked up on danger.
You knew the risks when you’d decided to move to New York. Especially after that whole thing. It was inevitable. Yet you decided to take your chances.
You loved living in the city. How alive it always felt. The slow pace wasn’t for you. So, despite the insanity you did it. Got a job at this new firm. It was totally boring. So, you balanced it out with this.
Not that you totally hated what you do, but look at Shield there were all these hot guys around! So much eye candy. Stupid fucking Rumlow. Stupid fake nice guy act. Made your skin crawl thinking about it now.
Being a lawyer while also doing things that will apparently get you punched is not a good thing. You could definitely lose everything. Not to mention what your parents would say.
So really him stepping in saved your ass. Captain America was a very reliable alibi. Finally, he stopped then came to check on you. “Y/N? What the fuck?”
He wasn’t even breaking a fucking sweat. It felt so wrong to brag about being able to take a punch. Holy shit you heard Captain America swear!
You gasped; hand covered your mouth. Taking a step back.
“What?” He asked, brows furrowing with concern. 
“You swore!”
He rolled his eyes and sighed before chuckling. “Am I not supposed to?”
You shrugged. “I dunno. I didn’t think you could! Like maybe you were allergic.”
Steve tilted his head back as he laughed. Like it was a causal thing to do while a guy was passed out beside you. He’s fought aliens though so this probably wasn’t even top ten craziest.
“What are you doing out here anyway?” He asked, taking a look back.
Your eyes widened because the contents of your bag had been strewn about. Or destroyed. What a bummer. Also, because Steve Rogers was looking at your work.
“It wasn’t me!” You quickly said.
“Well, it’s really good,” he said, looking back at it with a small smile.
You bit your lip and narrowed your eyes. “Are you gonna report me?” You whispered.
How gaze snapped back to you. Blue eyes on you. Once again how brows furrowing. “Why would I report you?” He asked.
“Aren’t you like,” you shrugged, “like the police or something?” You’d lowered your voice like it was a secret.
Steve visibly cringed. Face twitching in disgust as soon as the word left your mouth. “No! I help you and you compare me to the police?”
Your jaw dropped. Then you pursed your lips. It was like you were unsure of how you should feel. Then you snorted out a laugh. “Okay yeah fair enough. Well, thank you.”
He chuckled. “Yeah, you’re welcome.” Then he looked back at your painting. “Damn. I can’t believe you really did this.”
Then you perked up. “Yeah. Sucks I can’t finish it.” You pouted, tilting your head to the side. It really was perfect though. You used a lot of pink in your work. Just liked the way it made everything pop. You also really had an eye for blues.
“I’d tell you I’d keep watch, but we better go before they wake up,” he said, turning around to look at it.
“Kay,” you answered. “Ugh I gotta grab my shit.” Yeah, whatever you tagged a building. Didn’t mean you littered.
After everything had been cleaned up the two of you were finally walking away. Maybe you could come back later. Like way later.
There was this feeling in the pit of your stomach. You’d had to come up with an excuse on why you had a black eye on Monday. Like yeah dolling yourself up was one thing. You weren’t sure your makeup skills were equipped for this. Maybe you could work from home for a few days.
Steve helped of course. And like the gentleman that he is, offered to carry your bag and to walk you home. Who were you to turn down being escorted home by your knight in sweatpants?
It’s funny. Since everything happened, you’d always wondered what you’d say to him. Back then you had this cutesy little crush. Who wouldn’t? Especially seeing him in that stealth suit. It was almost like it’d been designed just to ruin your life.
So, while at first you were practically drooling you ended up not sure how to feel. Sure, he was a very pretty face. And you were happy that the world knew the truth now. Really. It was better this way.
You just didn’t know what to say. You couldn’t exactly go fuck you, Steve Rogers, for ruining the one place that allowed visible piercings. It also felt weird to say thank you for destroying Hydra for good. Neither worked.
Instead, you said nothing. Maybe you were still too stunned. Your face had even started to throb. “How’s your eye?” He asked, hearing the little whimper you made under your breath.
“It’s okay,” you replied. “I’m gonna have to come up with one heck of an excuse though.” You rolled your eyes.
He smiled at you sympathetically and sighed. “True. Can’t exactly let your very colorful secret out.”
“Exactly!” You exclaimed. “I’m not built for jail!”
He laughed and shook his head. “Then again who would have expected you to be built for graffiti.”
You found yourself smirking. “True. What can I say? That hiss of the can relaxes me.”
“I get it,” he replied. “That’s how I feel when I get a new notebook something about the fresh pages.”
You looked up at him. “I didn’t know you did art.”
“I was an art student back in the day. Before the war.”
You gasped. “No way! That’s awesome! Wow artist to military what a downgrade,” you joked.
“I’m just glad you didn’t say police again,” he teased back. “Ya know, I almost didn’t recognize you without your lip piercing.”
Goddamn it. See. You really missed that thing. It was cute. Kissing with it in was so much fun. Your dumb job. Couldn’t even get away with your nose being pierced. At least your tattoos were easily hidden. Your parents had looked like they were going to pass out when they saw the hoop in your lip, you couldn’t imagine what they’d say to the flowers on your side boob.
“Says the man going through his hipster phase.” You smirked.
He laughed. “Yeah. Decided to change it up. You like it?”
“In fact, I do. Gives you an edge.”
“Well, not to brag, but I did just fight five men at once.” He shrugged.
“Or as you like to call it, a normal Saturday night.”
He laughed. “More or less.”
“What were you doing over there anyway?” You asked. “Wasn’t expecting this to be your scene.
He shrugged. “Just going for a run. It’s been kind of suffocating at the compound lately. Nice to get out.”
“Avengers,” you teased, “they’re just like us.”
Steve laughed. “I mean when you have that many roommates you just need some time alone.”
“I get that yeah,” you replied, looking up at him.
“What about you? He asked.
“What about me?”
“What got you into graffiti of all fucking things. “God it was weird hearing him swear. Weirdly hot though. “And in a dress no less.”
You sighed. “Needed an outlet after all that Hydra shit. Needed something for myself. I dunno.”
That’s when he stopped for a minute, grabbing your hand. “Shit,” he said softly. “I’m so sorry if-“
“No. It’s better that everyone knows. I just wish that I’d known ya know. Before I went into work that morning.”
“Sorry I didn’t warn you.” He sighed.
“You were busy saving the world. And, I’m in a dress because I had to rush over there.” You grinned and stopped him before he could go towards the entrance. Instead grabbing his hand to duck into the alley. “Sorry, but I have to take the fire escape.”
Steve frowned. “Why?”
“Because,” you answered with a shrug.
He sighed and shook his head, but just took your lead. “Well, alright. Fire escape it is.”
The two of you walked the rest of the way in a comfortable silence. It was a nice. Until you were the one to break it as he pulled down the ladder for you. “Thanks for walking me home,” you said once the two of you got to your window.
He smiled and nodded. “Yeah, you’re welcome. Make sure you get some ice on that eye, okay?”
“Will do, Cap,” you said.
“You know you can call me Steve, right?” He chuckled.
Your scrunched up your nose. “Are we on a first name basis yet?”
His head tilted to the side as he sighed trying to stop himself from laughing since obviously, he had to be quiet. Even if he didn’t know why. “Alright no more trouble out of you. Goodnight.”
“Night,” you whispered, finally stepping inside. Ugh he was still so hot. Like more hot. How the hell was he more hot now. Wasn’t it enough back then?
“Hey, wait!” His voice startled you out of your thoughts.
“What’s up?” You asked.
“Um,” he started. “So, I wouldn’t feel right, not getting your number-“
Your eyes widened. “Mr. America! What kind of girl do you think I am. Let a man walk me home once and he’s already asking for my number.”
His face went red as he held out his phone. “I just want you to be able to call me if something happens.”
“Sure, that’s what they all say,” you said. “Here.” You grabbed the device in his hands so you could add your contact. “Text me.”
“Sounds good.” He smiled. “Goodnight. Text me.”
“I will.”
Your stomach felt like there were butterflies going off. He really shouldn’t have had this effect on you. Not after everything.
You tip toed into the kitchen after a quick shower. Grabbing a bag of frozen peas to place over your eye. Steve Rogers still on your mind until you fell asleep. It was better than thinking about getting attacked.
Aside from the bag of peas you’d held up to your eye being a reminder, you didn’t even want to think about it. Instead, thoughts of his smile filled your head. Whatever it was okay. It was a good distraction. You used to let him distract you back then too.
God, you remember the puppy love. It was gross really. He’d walk in, especially in the stealth suit, and your mind would go blank. And that was back when his hair was short and his face was bare. The man was just too pretty for words.
Now with his blond hair all long, looking incredibly soft to the touch. Plus, that beard made him look like he’d went from ‘yes I’ll have her home by curfew’ to ‘hey your daughter calls me daddy’ too and damn right you absolutely fucking would.
“Y/N!” You could hear one of your roommates call you from the other side of the door.
You groaned and sat up. Then crinkled your nose as you saw the bag of how unfrozen peas on your pillow. That’s when the events or last night practically smacked you in the face. You gasped as you touched your eye. “Hold on!” You called back.
Well, it didn’t hurt. Everything feeling completely normal. Then as you got up to look in the mirror there was literally nothing there.
“What the fuck,” you said under your breath as you kept pressing your hand into the spot.
“Are you okay?” Lo asked from outside, reminding you that she was still there.
“Yeah. Just… yeah!” You sighed. Okay you had nothing to worry about there was nothing on your face. Everything’s good. Maybe being next to Steve Rogers maybe the serum rub off on you a little. Gave you healing powers. “Morning,” you greeted her as you’d plastered a smile on your face.
“Hi.” She grinned. “Everything okay?”
You nodded and sighed. “Yeah. Totally fine. What’s up?”
“Was everything okay last night? You left so early.”
You nodded. “Yeah,” you replied, clearing your throat. “Just got a phone call from a client. Had to take care of it.”
“Oh…” she replied. “Well, we’re going out for brunch. You wanna come?” She asked.
You nodded, still touching your eye. “Um, yeah. Isn’t the point of brunch to do it in the afternoon?” You joked.
Poppy laughed and furrowed her eyebrows. “Not all of us sleep in until eleven,” she teased.
“Still not afternoon!” You replied in a sing song voice turning around. “Yeah, just let me get ready.”
“Of course,” she said.
Now your friends all knew you were into art. Not that it was really their thing, but you’d been friends for so long you’d all done things that maybe all of you wouldn’t be into. It’s just that knowing them and your parents someone would have definitely freaked out on you. It was just easier to keep it to yourself. Besides, you like the anonymity.
You got all dolled up. Still trying to figure out how you didn’t have a black eye as you did your makeup. Whatever you just needed a mimosa. Champagne would make you not think about the insanity of last night.
Lucky you were going to this place that had the yummiest strawberry mimosa’s. Faune and Nadia were doing that thing they do where they bickered the entire way in the town car.
You’d been trying to wrap your head around what happened last night. That maybe you should stop painting awhile. Didn’t need to draw any more attention to yourself. Sure, your eye was fine, but you may not be so lucky next time. What if you broke a na-
Wait. You did break a nail. What the hell. Except when you checked again there was nothing out of place. The rose gold stars were still on the end of the tip.
Okay so maybe you dreamed it all. Maybe you didn’t even really see Steve Rogers. Who knows? Your brain on drugs and all that jazz. Except he’d been texting you all morning so that couldn’t be it.
“Whose this?” You whispered to Summer seeing some dude at the table you were being escorted to.
“That’s Donovan and Caspian. You were supp- ow,” she didn’t get to finish as she groaned, making you snap your gaze to her to see her rubbing her side.
“Would have met them last night if you hadn’t run off,” Faune finished explaining. “They asked us out to brunch.”
“Think of it like a triple date!” Lo said, looking back at Summer and Faune who were glaring at each other. Despite all the arguing they really did love each other. For the most part.
You sighed and puffed out your cheeks. Not what you’d agreed to, but alright. Worst things have happened. “Wait am I supposed to be talking with Donovan? Or the other one.”
“No, he’s mine. Caspian is yours.”
He was nice you guess. Cute. Steve Rogers cute? No. Don’t be silly. That’s not even possible.
Steve Rogers was literal perfection. He’d saved your life last night. Granted it was kind of his job to save people, but he didn’t have to walk you home. Or carry your bag. Or even walk you up the fire escape. He was just a sweet guy.
He’d always been a sweet guy. Even back then. You wish you’d talked to him more back then. Just to pick his brain.
“Y/N,” Summer raised her hand in front of your face, breaking you out of your thoughts.
You smiled politely as you turned your attention to her. “Yes?”
“You, okay?” She asked with a raised eyebrow.
“I’m wonderful,” you answered then looked over at Caspian who had his arm wrapped around the back of your chair. When did he even get this close to you?
Your mind still kept wandering off. Always back to him. Like he was all you could see. Or all you could feel. All of you suddenly feeling consumed by him.
Brunch passed by in a blur. Caspian was sorta whatever, not bad looking, but he just wasn’t your type. He wanted to talk about work and you can’t remember what he did, but it wasn’t being an Avenger. Sure, you’d be in danger all the time, but that’s the kind of excitement you could live with.
“We should do this again sometimes,” he said as they’d walked you out.
You raised an eyebrow, but what the hell were you supposed to say. “She’d love to,” Faune blurted out.
Those were the words that rang in your head every time you saw him now. Caspian had gone from total stranger to always being around. Mostly going on these triple dates that you never seemed to be the one to arrange. Or ask for.
Lately it felt like getting alone time was scarce. Whether it be your roommates or him. It was so weird. You needed to get the hell away for a minute. Just to have some time to yourself. It honestly felt so suffocating to put it lightly.
Since that night you’d been kind of apprehensive about going painting by yourself. Sure, you’d healed, but that didn’t mean it didn’t hurt. Maybe that’s why. You hadn’t been about to put your irritation into something. It left you feeling drained.
At least Steve had been a man of his word. Checking in with you all the time. Sometimes just to chat. Ask how you were doing. At some point you got into sending memes. Which led to selfies. Then talking on the phone which led to the two of you talking about hanging out. You hadn’t yet but you wanted to so bad. It just felt like you never had time to yourself.
Tonight, you got all cute and dressed up to go out. You’d told Steve that you were bored so he invited you to meet him at some gallery. Which was kind of perfect.
As much as you hated to about it and as cliché as it was, you could tell you were falling for him. He was just so nice to talk to. It all felt so easy with him. Your toys had also seen a lot of action since your crush had been resurrected. You’d had to stop yourself from going on and on about him to your friends. For one they wouldn’t believe you. Two, they were pushing so hard for Caspian you didn’t know if you should.
Not that you didn’t love your roommates. You’d been friends with them your entire life. They’d been there for like ever. From elementary school to law school to DC and now. Yet lately you started to feel off. Like you were being micromanaged. You just wanted to feel like you.
If it wasn’t one thing it was another. Now with Caspian it was like being home was a drag. He was just always there. Now there was this charity or something coming up and everyone was fretting on what you were going to wear as Faune swore up and down that she could definitely make you a dress. You don’t know why when you could have just bought something like you normally would have.
You hadn’t been to a gallery in forever. It should be fun. Plus, all the champagne you could drink. Sounded really good to you.
You hadn’t seen Steve yet, but that was okay because it was easy getting lost in all the beautiful work. You stood in awe as you took in a painting in front of you. All the little details brought a smile on your face. Whoever made these must have put a lot into them. They were all so beautiful.
Than as you sipped from your champagne you almost choked as you saw yourself in one. You put your hand on your chest as you coughed. Taking in well you being on the wall. Not that it wasn’t beautiful, but Jesus.
“Y/N,” a familiar voice rang out to you, lightly smacking you on the back. “Are you okay?”
You turned to face him, still clearing your throat. “Captain,” you coughed out, “hey? Why is there a picture of me?”
“Uh,” he groaned then looked at the picture that made you have such a reaction. “This is my work.”
“You told me you drew! You didn’t tell me you had an entire gallery!”
A smile grew on his face as he chuckled. “Well, yeah. You’d already called me a hipster. I couldn’t let you think I was being pretentious.”
“I mean, I guess!” You gasped finally catching your breath. Then turned back to the one of you. You still cleared your throat. “It’s beautiful,” you said.
“This one isn’t for sale,” he said. “Just for show.”
“Yeah, but why?” You asked looking up at him, finally getting the chance to take him in. His blond hair was falling into his eyes. Making him look extra soft. Then his button-down shirt looked like it was one wrong move from busting at the seams because he was so muscular. You don’t know who was picking out these too small shirts for him, but you might have to write them a thank you note because he looked beautiful.
He shrugged. “Because…” he started getting this smile on his face and then stopped. “I don’t know.”
You looked around at everything. “I can’t believe you did all of this.”
“Yeah, well I needed something to keep my mind occupied so I picked it back up.” He shrugged. “Like it?”
“Yeah. I might even buy something who knows.”
He scoffed. “Your money’s no good here,” he said.
“What? Don’t be silly!”
Steve laughed, but then stopped as he saw Bucky walking up to the two of you. “Hey, Buck,” he said.
“Hey, Man, you still coming with us to dinner?” James Barnes asked with a girl with box braids tucked under his arm.
There was something so weirdly familiar about her, but you couldn’t place why. It was like there was this glow around her.
You broke your gaze away from her as you looked up at Steve again with a smile. “Nah, I think I’m gonna hang with Y/N,” he said.
“Is this…?” Bucky asked with a raised eyebrow.
“Yeah, Y/N. She used to work for Shield,” he briefly explained. “Y/N,” this is Bucky and his girlfriend,” Steve rattled off her name as he finished introducing you to the couple.
“It’s so nice to meet you,” she said.
“You, too,” you replied. “Love your shoes.”
“Thanks!” She chirped. Her voice coming out almost like a purr. “Your dress is so cute.”
Bucky smiled between the both of you and then at Steve. “You sure you don’t wanna join us, Y/N?” He asked.
You looked at Steve who spoke first. “Actually,” he started, “I was planning on showing her around. If that’s okay?” He asked you to which you nodded.
His friend smirked. “Well, alright. I promise I won’t tell anyone. You know how nosy they can be.” The three of them chuckled before finally saying their goodbyes. Bucky shook his head before kissing his girl’s forehead. “See ya later, Punk. And it was nice meeting you,” he finished as the two of them started walking away.
“What was that all about?” You asked.
Steve took a deep breath before puffing out his cheeks. “It’s a very, very long story. I’ll tell you about it later.”
You could probably listen to him talk for hours. About anything and everything. Especially about this. It was the way his eyes lit up as he explained each piece. Or how you understood him exactly.
It was the way he always seemed to need to always be touching you. Whether it was having his hand in yours or the way it went to the small of your back. Something about him made you feel so safe. Aside from him being Captain America obviously. For some reason everything felt just right.
“You hungry?” He asked once you finished everything.
“I could eat,” you replied. “What do you have in mind?”
“There’s this great spot I know,” he said. “Hope you like Italian.”
“You’re lucky I’m legally not allowed to turn down pasta,” you said.
He grinned as he took your hand again. “Oh, since when did you care about breaking the law.”
You giggled. “Excuse me, Sir, I am a very serious lawyer. I went to Harvard!”
“Really? And this is your first time bringing it up? Must be a record.”
Your jaw dropped and you smacked his arm. “Oh, look at you, Captain, all snarky and shit. You really are a part of the twenty-first century.”
He chuckled and wrapped his arm around your waist. “What can I say? You whippersnappers keep me young.”
You weren’t sure if this was supposed to feel like a date, but goddamn did it feel like one. Not even a first. More like you’d done this a million times before. There was something so natural. Being with him felt right.
“So, Captain, why me?” You asked as the two of you had decided to go for a walk around the park after. Dinner had been great, but you’d had a little bit too much wine. Yet you still didn’t wanna go home.
“Why you for what?” He asked, running a hand through his long hair.
“The picture. Dinner. Holding my hand,” you went on. “Why me?”
He smiled. “I dunno. It’s kinda funny, Natasha had actually told me to ask you out before.”
That made you stop in your tracks before looking up at him. “What?”
He nodded. “Yeah.”
You frowned and then opened your mouth before closing it again.
“What?” He asked with a chuckle when he realized you’d stopped.
“You can’t just say that without explaining!”
Steve sighed before tsk’ing. “I mean it was like right before like right before I took down Shield. I never saw you again.”
You laughed. “Wow what a weird time to bring that up then.”
He chuckled. “Yeah. Exactly.”
Why did he have to look at you like that? His gaze always so soft and romantic. Nothing was even happening and your stomach was fluttering.
You bit your lip and nodded. “Yeah, that kinda makes sense. What’d you tell her?”
“That I wasn’t ready for that.”
“Yeah, makes sense. Did you want to though?” You asked smiling up at him.
He shrugged then took a deep breath. “I don’t know. I’m not good at talking to women.” He chuckled. “I mean I’m better now, but I asked my neighbor to go for coffee and even sucked at that, so...” then he bit his lip and smiled. “I did think you were cute, though.”
“Really?” Ugh your face was feeling all warm.
“Yeah, but to be honest you kind of intimidated me.”
You raised an eyebrow. “What? Me?”
“Yeah you.” He chuckled. “I’d just gotten off the ice and everyone’s walking around with piercings and tattoos. It took some time getting used to.”
“Or maybe I was just too much woman for you, Cap,” you said.
“Very, very true.” He smiled. “I still don’t know if I can handle you, but I’m willing to try.”
“Wait,” you asked raising an eyebrow. “Is this a date?”
“Do you want it to be a date?” That’s when he got all close to you putting his finger under your chin.
“Kinda.”
He smiled and then leaned in towards yours lips. “Then it’s a date.” He whispered before pressing the softest kiss to your lips. Ugh you were swooning.
Your head felt all light. Like you were floating away on a cloud. He smiled against you before doing it again. This time you put your hands against his strong shoulders. You couldn’t believe you were kissing fucking Captain America.
He pulled you close as you wrapped your arms around his neck. Fuck you’d been waiting for this since you’d start talking. It felt like there were fireworks going off all around you.
When Steve pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours then kissed your nose. “Been waiting too long for that,” he whispered.
“It’s been a month,” you said with a giggle.
“I’m counting back then.” He chuckled.
“Okay. I’ll give you that,” you replied.
He chuckled and kept his arms around you. You pressed your face into his chest relaxing as you listened to his heart beat. “You know what we should do?” He asked, looking down at you with a sneaky smile.
You giggled some more as he lifted you up so you could put on the finishing touches. You hadn’t meant to go out painting while in a dress again, but there was something so fun about it. He’d even been the one to buy all the paint. Getting you the really nice kind.
“Don’t drop me!” You squealed.
“I’m not gonna drop you,” he replied with a laugh. “I got you, Babe.”
“Ohhh, Cap, you better watch out with that Babe shit. You’ll spoil me.” You giggled.
“That’s the idea,” he replied with a laugh.
You never thought you’d ever be doing this with him, but he was a lot of help. Even though it was his first time, he was doing so good. You’d never dated another artist before. Since you always had to keep up appearances.
This felt like the first time you were actually doing something the way you wanted. Not like your parents could turn their noses up at you dating Steve Rogers of all people.
“So, what’d you think?” He asked as he set you down. It’d been bugging you so much that you hadn’t gotten the chance to finish it.
You took a step back so you could admire your handy work. “It’s beautiful,” you squealed before grabbing onto his forearm.
He smiled softly, resting his chin on the top of your head. “It is,” he replied.
You sighed contently then craned your neck up so you could look up at him. “You really think so?”
“Mhmm.” Then he kissed you again
You turned around so you could hug him again. “Thanks so much for this, Steve.”
He put his hands on your shoulder to pull you back away from him. “Excuse me? What’d you just call me?”
You rolled your eyes playfully. “Oh, come on. Don’t get a big head about it.”
His jaw dropped before coming to start tickle you. “You’re such a little brat.”
It wasn’t like he gave a shit as you tried pushing his hands away. “Ste-“ you couldn’t finish as you started giggling.
It went on for a little bit longer before he finally stopped. Grabbing your hands. You didn’t even get the chance to catch your breath when he kissed you again. Harder this time.
“Shit,” he said abruptly pulling away. “Is this okay?”
“Shut up and kiss me, Solider,” you said wrapping your arms around his neck.
“Don’t have to tell me twice,” he replied as he dipped your down as he started kissing you again. Maybe making out with someone from the 40’s was really the move. It was like the romance came naturally.
Or maybe it was just him. He was making you feel like your heart was swelling up with emotion. You weren’t sure how one person could affect you like this. Sure, you’d had a crush back then, but right now there was this blissful fog that had enveloped you. Like the two of you had reached nirvana. And he hadn’t even made you orgasm yet.
“Wanna get out of here?” He pulled away to ask and all you could do was nod because it felt like he’d taken your breath away.
As soon as you made it to his Brooklyn apartment, he picked you up so your legs were wrapped around him. Fuck you could stay like this forever.
He took you to the couch to make out some more. You straddled his lap and he kept his arms wrapped around you snuggly like he was afraid you weren’t close enough. His large hands caressing your back.
You started to unbutton his shirt. Wanting to finally fucking see his abs. You could already feel his cock bulging against his thigh. You needed it so bad. “We don’t have to do anything you-“ he’d pulled away to say only for you to put your finger against his lips.
“I want to,” you replied.
He grabbed your hand as a smile spread across his face. “I don’t have any condoms.”
You frowned and then perked up. “It’s okay. I’m on birth control!”
Steve chuckled before kissing the side of your head. “You sure?”
You nodded, resting your head against his shoulders. “I’m sure. I trust you.”
He first kissed your nose and then your lips. Fuck you could really get used to how kissy he is. It was making your heart flutter.
With that you finished undoing his shirt and he helped you to pulled it off of his. You looked down at his stomach and chest which were lightly dusted with body hair.
Eyes filled with lust you smushed your lips to his. Only breaking apart when you pulled your dress off. You didn’t even see where he threw your bra followed by your panties as he picked you up so he could carry you to his bed.
You kneeled in front of him on the bed as he undid his pants before pulling them down. The noise of his belt buckle being undone making your nipples hard. Then you gasped as his hard cock popped into view. Not that you were surprised that his dick was so big and perfect, but damn it was so big and perfect.
You started kissing again and wrapped your arms around his neck. He sat on the bed, pulling you into his lap. You straddled him, moaning when he grabbed your ass then lifted you up so he could sink you down his length.
He groaned as you let out a gasp. He was way too thick at this angle, but that didn’t mean you wanted him to stop. “Fuck!” You cried. “Captain!”
Steve chuckled as he wrapped his arms around your waist. Helping you grind into him. “Yeah, Baby,” he groaned. “That’s why you kept calling me Captain, huh? Wanted to call me that you while I fuck you.”
You nodded looking into his eyes. “Yes.” Your stomach tightened as you rode him. He was too much. Was making you feel too full. His lips were back on yours as you tangled one of your hands in his hair. “Oh my god!” You moaned, breaking apart as you finally started to cum.
His cock wasn’t even leaving you. Just staying right there as you were riding. Steve smacked your ass again. “Wanna make you not even want to look at another man after this,” he said into your ear.
“I won’t!” You promised. “It’s yours!”
He grabbed your hair pulling your head back so he could get access to your nipples. “That’s right. Don’t you fucking forget it.”
Sudden movement made you gasp as he picked you up so he could finally lay you on your back. Getting on top of you and caging you in. You wrapped one of your legs around his waist. Toes going en pointe from the way he was hitting your spot.
You let out these little squeaks. Your face feeling all fuzzy from the way he was hitting the bundle of nerves. Your mind going blank. You weren’t sure if you were wanted to be anywhere except on the end of his dick ever again.
“That’s it. Make all the noise you want. This place he soundproof.”
Oh, fuck yes.
Then he had the fucking nerve to wrap a hand around your neck. He wanted to kiss you again, but your mouth was open as you moaned. “You’re gonna mak- you’re- Steve!” You cried as your pussy tried to push his cock out, but it was so thick it just kept going in the same spot. “Fuck!” You shuddered as you gushed around him.
Your eyes closed, but it didn’t even stop him as he pushed your leg up. “Good fuckin’ pussy,” he hissed as he started going a little harder. “Could fuck you forever. So, fucking tight.” He gripped the comforter for leverage.
“Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Right there!”
“Here?” He asked with a curl in his lip.
You nodded as these loud breathy noisy started coming from your lips. “Yes! Fuck! Yes,” you were crying.
He groaned. Thrusts getting a little sloppy. “Where you want me to cum, Sweetheart? I didn’t put on a condom.”
“I’m on birth control,” you managed to say.
“Oh yeah? Want me to cum in you. I’ll cum in you.” You didn’t have to tell him twice. He’d gladly fill you up with his hot cum. With that your eyes rolled to the back of your head as he did what he did it. Thrusting it’s into your until ever drop bad spurted out of him.
Your chest heaved as you laid there in recovery. Body trembling. Steve finally rolled off of you so he could pull you into his arms. Kissing your neck and then your cheek softly.
“It’s okay. I got you,” he whispered.
“I have to use the bathroom,” you mumbled unsure if you could even move.
“Alright, Baby. I’ll show you where it is.”
You looked at yourself in the mirror taking a deep breath. There was this glow to your skin even as you started to wipe away your makeup which had ran down your face. Ugh you didn’t even know what time it was.
You should be heading home, but you wanted to lay in Steve’s arms for a little longer. What difference does an hour make. You went back to him where he was finishing putting fresh sheets on the bed. “Hey,” he said with a smile.
“Hey. Need some help?” You asked wrapping your arms around him from behind.
“It’s okay. You go lay down.”
You nodded and yawned before climbing on. The comforter fluttering on top of you. When he got in beside you, he once again pulled you to him. And was also once again kissing you all over your face. How the hell were you supposed to leave. 
“I should probably head home soon,” you said with a yawn.
“What?” He tsk’d. “I’m not letting you go home at this time of night.”
“Just walk me home,” you said already feeling like you were barely hanging on.
“Just stay until morning, Honey. I wanna hold you.”
You half smiled, fighting sleep. “I know, but what if they see I’m not home? I have to go up the fire escape.”
“But, why?” He asked.
You shrugged. “I dunno. It’s just my parents have always been weird about me being home on time or at least not alone.”
“You’re not alone. You’re with me. You know I won’t let anything bad happen to you.”
“I know,” you said, your heart feeling all fluttery
“Get some sleep, Babe,” he whispered after seeing you yawn for the millionth time. You tucked yourself into his arms and with that you were out like a light.
As hard as it was tearing yourself away from him, you had to at some point. As much as Steve protested and prolonged it you always somehow managed to peel away from him. Except now it was kind of on your head.
Since forever you’ve pushed back on what everyone wanted you to be whether it was actually going to school to get your law degree. Despite your parents insisting that you didn’t even need to work you liked the freedom. Not that being a lawyer should equal freedom, but your parents couldn’t exactly say no to Harvard.
Sometimes you died your hair crazy colors. Or you’d get a piercing or another tattoo. Just to feel an ounce of control. As your relationship with Steve went on for five months, you’d done a pretty good job at keeping him out of your normal life. It was like you were two separate Y/N’s. One stuck in this endless cycle and one that was utterly completely and totally fucking in love. You didn’t wanna care anymore about old rules.
There was something so magical about being his girl. Even if he had to tear himself away from you sometimes so he could go fight crime or do whatever else. As cheesy as it was, he was your person. When were you going to find another man of his stature that was willing to be look out and help out with those hard-to-reach spots when you painted. Or that liked to draw you in your post-sex glow.
On the day of the event your roommates had been running around like chickens with their heads cut off. Finishing up your dress and whatever that had somehow made it out of the disaster there it was like yesterday. You don’t know what Faune did, but it really was a work of art. You also think she may have made a blue one but you don’t know where she’d put it.
You knew the day of probably wasn’t the best day to discuss this, but you’d already asked for a plus one so why not. Steve was your boyfriend. You wanted to be with him.
“I have a date,” you blurted out. Wow way to be subtle.
“Um, yeah. Caspian,” Faune said with a laugh.
You raised an eyebrow. You hadn’t paid attention to him in so long. Sure you still sometimes hung out with the five of them but you didn’t even sit by him anymore. With the way Steve was fucking you, you literally felt like you couldn’t even pay attention to another man. Especially Caspian. All he wanted to talk about was some podcast and how loaded his family was. How the fuck were they expecting you to care.
“No.” You sighed. Moment of truth. “I’ve been seeing this guy.” Boom. There ya go. You finally said it. You. Were. Seeing. Someone. It was now out in and open.
Lo dropped the mug she was holding while Summer dropped her jaw. Faune had her eyes closed as she took deep breaths. “Y/N…” Lo started.
“You can’t,” Summer immediately interrupted.
You laughed until you realized she wasn’t. That none of them were. “What? Don’t be silly. He’d a great guy.”
Faune’s lips were purse before sighing. “Maybe it’s time we told you the truth.”
“Told me the truth about what?” You asked, furrowing your eyebrows. There was this ball in the pit of your stomach now.
“Caspian is-“ Lo started again.
“You’re betrothed to marry him!” Once again Summer cut her off.
You started laughing which tapered off when you realized they weren’t. “What? That’s… that’s crazy.”
Faune closed her eyes. “I know, but your parents wanted you to meet him in a more organic way. To see if you’d like him.”
“Well, I didn’t,” you said standing up. “How long have you known!”
“There’s a lot you don’t know, Y/N,” she replied. “But we’re doing it to protect you.”
No fucking wonder Steve asked so many questions. On things you’d never questioned before. You don’t know why either. Just that you hadn’t.
“We’re sorry,” Lo said. “It’s just there’s a lot to the story.”
“Then I’m not going.”
“Your parents will be there,” she replied. “They’re expecting us to escort you.”
“This isn’t a charity ball,” Summer replied. “This is your engagement party.”
“What with a live engagement!”
“We would have done it sooner but you kept stalling. First it was law school then what happened in DC, it was going to happen someday,” she answered. “Hell, we can’t believe we’ve managed to keep you safe for this long.”
“I get what happened in DC was bad, but-“
“It’s not that.” Faune cut you off. “There’s so much we haven’t told you.”
It felt like you were in a fever dream. The longer the explanation went on. Sure, with the Avengers being around you’d already realized that anything was possible. Hell, an entire race of gods had to seek refuge on earth after their planet was destroyed it’s really not that farfetched for crazy shit like this to happen.
Yet in still. You can’t just drop a bomb on a girl about her being a princess. About some dark fairy cursing you to sleep. Or that it made sense on why you got attacked that day. If Steve hadn’t been there to save you…
Exactly it was Steve. Not Caspian who only talked about some dude’s lame podcast. As if he’d actually put in the work to save you that night. Would he have been able to easily take on five men at once for you. Doubt it.
Now you were in your gown on the way to the event. Faune and Summer still arguing whether it should be pink or blue and changing it to irritate each other. Lo sitting back watching the mayhem.
You were sick to your stomach. Suddenly feeling like you were moving on autopilot as the three of them tried to reassure you. Saying everything would be okay as if you believed them. As if they hadn’t already fucked with your trust.
And you were supposed to go on like everything was normal. Your parents kissing you on the cheek as they greeted you. “We need to talk,” you blurted out to them.
They look between each other. “Not now, Dear,” your mother said with a fake smile as cameras snapped photos of your family from all directions.
“It’s important,” you replied.
“You heard your mother,” your dad said, “wait until after.”
“I’m not marrying him!” Ah fuck you didn’t mean to explode like that.
As all eyes went to you, Faune grabbed your arm. “Sorry, your highness. We’ll take care of her.”
They pulled you away. Passed all the people curtsying and asking for pictures. It was hard enough to walk in these shoes, but this dress wasn’t exactly making it any easier.
“Stop!” You protested as they pushed you into a room.
“Are you crazy?” Summer asked. “You can’t talk about it in front of all those people!”
“But they could spring an engagement on me in front of all those people?” You argued. Had they been expecting you to not say anything back? Did they even know you at this point?
Finally, as your mother came into the room you wanted to puke. “Are you crazy?”
“I’m not doing it!”
“You have delayed this long enough,” she said. “I will not have you messing things up. What’s gotten into you!”
“I have a boyfriend and I’m not leaving him for Caspian!”
“What the hell is going on?” Your father finally poked his head through.
“Me finding out you’ve all been lying to me.”
Your parents rolled their eyes. “We did what we had to protect you,” your mother replied in a tone you could only describe as irritated. “The least you could do is finish the story like a good little girl.”
You took a step back. Suddenly feeling a lump in your throat and a knot forming in your stomach. “What?”
“Your mother means that you have to go through with the engagement,” your father interjected trying to explain it away.
You shook your head as your breathing went shallow. Suddenly everything making sense. The fancy life. The extreme protection. And Steve wasn’t supposed to be a part of it.
“You sit in here until we call you,” your father said, ushering the four women away. You had no choice. You had to go through with this.
Or did you?
You’d already ventured off course. Might as well break the whole fucking thing.
Considering they hadn’t taken your phone and it’s not like they knew about your boyfriend being a super solider. The same boyfriend that’s left missed call after missed call and multiple texts asking if you were okay. You had to get the hell out of here.
It was kind of hard being sneaky in this big ass dress. It’s not like everyone wasn’t on the lookout for you. Everyone had to have known by now what was going on. That didn’t stop you from trying though. As far as you knew, everyone was the enemy.
You called him as soon as you were outside and trying to hail a taxi. “Hey, Baby,” he greeted you. “Is everything okay? I went to your place, but the doorman said you’d already left.”
“Can you meet me there? I’m gonna go up the fire escape but I’m scared.”
“What happened?”
As you got into the car you almost relaxed. Not being able to help yourself as you started crying. “I dunno. It’s so weird. Can I stay with you for a little? I don’t know what else to do.”
“Did you and your roommates get into a fight?” He asked.
“Sort of. I’ll just tell you when I see you,” you replied with a sniffle not being able to hold it in anymore.
“Okay. I’m on my way,” he said.
He wasn’t there by the time you got back. God everything was so much harder in this poufy ass dress. Like yeah you looked amazing, but at what cost.
You were crying so much you decided to sit at your vanity and take a breather for a moment. Needing to relax a little. This whole thing was so confusing it was making you sick again.
As you tried to calm down, you looked in the mirror. The eyes in your reflection suddenly going blank. A sick laughter suddenly filling the silence.
As much as you screamed at yourself not to as you stood up, but it was almost like you couldn’t help it. “And on the day that I see her again, she burn her finger over the black candle.” Echoing again and again and again as your closet door turned into a bright white light.
You didn’t even register Steve coming in with his shield. Or him calling your name as you walked inside. It didn’t matter as your mind had already went blank.
The black candle in the center of the room with an angry blue flame. Calling your name. Begging for your attention. You couldn’t even stop yourself as you waved your hand over it.
And with that, the world went black.
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He hated seeing you like this. He’d barely left your side since he’d brought you in. Seeing you lifeless and hooked up to all these machines was making him feel a sense of powerlessness he hadn’t felt since the 40’s. Except this was different because instead of it being himself it was the woman he’d been falling for.
The good news is that you were alive at. Even if they weren’t letting him wake you up. It’s funny. Steve had been the one to reject this entire idea and had to be the one to end up on the worst side of it. Couldn’t even make sure you were comfortable because they hadn’t been able to cut through your gown.
“When we said you could do this why couldn’t you pick a side character or something!” Thor groaned. “Like Tony and Sam!”
“I didn’t know,” he said for the millionth time. “Besides what about Natasha!”
Natasha’s jaw dropped. “What about Natasha! I waited for Ivan and Karina to finish their story and then I swooped in to make their lives better. We are not the same, Rogers!”
Steve looked at the red head with narrowed eyes before sighing. “I’m just gonna kiss her.”
“You can’t yet,” Bucky’s girl replied. “You have to finish out her story.”
“Okay. I’ll do anything,” he said. How hard could it be. He was fucking Captain America.
Bucky sighed. “Okay so what comes next?”
“So, we have a problem,” Sam said in a sing song voice before anyone in could answer, poking his head into the room with Tony at his side.
“There may,” Tony started, “or may not be a fire breathing dragon outside. Either way I think you’re supposed to be the one to slay it, Cap.”
“No pressure,” Sam replied. “If it makes you feel better, this is all Bucky’s fault.”
“I will break Redwing again,” Bucky threatened.
“Do it.” He challenged him with a glare.
Steve groaned and stood up from your bedside before placing a kiss on your forehead. He grabbed his shield and watched Thor’s jaw drop as he picked up the God’s hammer.
The sooner he got this over with, the sooner he could kiss you. You weren’t a part of a story. This was a fucking nightmare and he was going to be the one to wake you up.
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helloo🤍 I wanted to ask if you can write something with mob!Tom where he’s at the club because of a business meeting making some deals and the reader also comes to the club even though Tom told her not to come because it’s dangerous and something happens to the reader and Tom is really overprotective. Angst with fluff at the end🥺
Totally understand it if it’s to much and you don’t want to write it!! It was just an idea 🥰
Absolutely, I’m excited to do more mob!tom, he’s my best friend tbh. Hope you like this one hun xx
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Pairing: Mob! Tom Holland x Reader
Warnings: angst, little bit of fighting, harassment
Summary: Tom is worried about having you around during his business meeting
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Tom had warned (y/n) on his way out that she should steer clear of the club for the night. Unfortunately for Tom, her best friend really wanted to go clubbing, and the other clubs in town made them pay for drinks so they weren't even considered. Plus no other club had Harrison, who (y/n)'s best friend wanted to hit on. (y/n) had tried to steer her elsewhere, warning her that Harrison was going to be working and she wasn't going to drink much, but she hadn't tried very hard.
Truthfully she just knew getting Tom a little riled up always lead to a fun night for her, and he'd looked too good on his way out for her not to mess with him a little. She was very disappointed when they entered the club and Tom was nowhere to be found, essentially leaving her little game pointless.
"Let's grab some drinks," her friend dragged her towards the bar and ordered a shot for them both, "Cheers."
"Cheers," (y/n) clinked her glass against hers before downing it.
A hand came down on her shoulder as she set the cup back down, "What are you doing here?" Tom hissed in her ear.
"Sasha wanted to go clubbing," she turned to him, a sly smile playing at her lips.
He flashed Sasha a tight lipped smile, "We'll be right back."
(y/n) rolled her eyes, letting Tom pull towards the back door, "You two couldn't go to any other club in the city?"
"Drinks are free here," she shrugged, "What's the big deal? We aren't gonna bug you guys."
"The big deal is that I told you not to come," he snapped. "The people we're meeting with are dangerous, I don't want them to even know who you are, let alone be in the same room as you."
"I think you're just a little paranoid Tommy," she frowned, setting a hand on his cheek, "If they don't know my relationship with you then I'm just another girl in the club, I'm sure they'll leave me alone."
His face was locked in an angry scowl, "You're not just another girl in the club, you stand out like a sore thumb, I already know they're going to notice you."
She glanced down at herself with a frown, "I do not, I look perfectly normal."
"You do not," he scoffed, "You're like the sun, everyone notices you."
"That is so cute it almost makes me want to listen," she nuzzled her nose against his, "I'm going to enjoy my girls night though, you're welcome to join me when you're done."
He shook his head, "No, when I finish we're going home and then you're never leaving the house again."
She laughed, "Okay, whatever you say Tommy," she kissed his cheek, "Enjoy your meeting."
He rolled his eyes, "Please be careful."
"I will, but you have to be careful too."
He nodded and kissed the top of her head, "I will."
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The night continued as planned, (y/n) danced with Sasha until she found a boy to dance with instead. Then (y/n) took a seat at the bar, sipping at a drink and making small talk with the bartender while she waited for her friend to get bored.
"Hey," Sasha grabbed her arm with a smile, "Would you be okay if I took him home with me?" she peaked back at the boy she'd be dancing with.
(y/n) laughed and nodded, "Of course, have fun, and be careful."
She nodded, pulling her friend into a quick side hug, "Tom won't be much longer right?"
"No, he should be wrapping up soon, go enjoy your new boy toy," she waved her off, watching as she weaved her way through the door.
"Tom's having his meeting down in the basement," the bartender butted in as Sasha left, "You could head down if you want."
She shook her head, "Tommy doesn't want me anywhere near whatever they've got going on."
"Well Roger and his men don't exactly have the best reputation," he hummed.
"Neither does Tom."
He chuckled, "Yeah, you've got me there, but Tom's a good guy, he tries to do the right thing where he can. Roger's the opposite, totally dick, he doesn't care who he has to hurt to get what he wants."
She frowned, a sudden worry settled in her stomach, "You said their in the basement?"
He raised a brow, "I thought he didn't want you down there?"
Usually she didn't worry too much about Tom's work, she tried to push aside any thoughts about how dangerous it was. "Yeah we'll it's good for him to not get what he wants every once in awhile," she hoped off the bar stool and weaved her way through the crowd towards the basement door, where a bouncer named Jeff was assigned as security.
"I'm gonna step down and see Tom," she smiled, reaching for the door.
He grabbed her wrist, "He said specifically not to let you in."
Her jaw nearly hit the floor, "He was kidding obviously, let me in."
"He wasn't kidding."
"That asshole," she swore under her breath, "Okay, well, can you send someone down and just ask how long he's gonna be?"
"They won't be much longer," he assured.
"Hey man, if the pretty girl wants in why don't you let her in," an arm snaked around her waist, a tall, lean man, smiled down at her, "She can sit with me."
"I'm only gonna tell you once to keep your hands on her," Jeff warned.
"It's fine," she assured, removing herself from his grasp, "I was just saying hi."
"This your girl or something?" the tall man snickered at the bouncer.
"No, the boss's," he corrected, "Look you keep bugging her I'll escort you out. And I'll be doing you a favor, because if Tom finds out he'll probably shoot you."
He laughed, "You're Tom's girl? No way!" he seemed unphased by the bouncer's warning as he set a hand on her shoulder, "You really managed to tie him down? That's incredible," his eyes wandered her figure, "I think I get the appeal."
"Great," she pushed his hand off, "Look you can just go back to your meeting now."
"Oh don't worry talking to you is much more interesting."
She rolled her eyes, "Okay, well I'm going home not talking to you," she glanced towards Jeff with pursed lips, "Can you just tell Tom to call me when he gets done?"
He nodded, "Of course, have a goodnight."
"Yeah, you too," she brushed past the men to head to Tom's car, deciding she'd just wait there with the driver.
Suddenly she stopped though, freezing as a hand brushed over her backside. A small pinch that made her turn back to them instantly. The tall man winked at her while Jeff seemed oblivious. She tensed, unsure if she had really felt anything, but of course the wink told her she must have. She didn't know if she should say something or not, an odd feeling of embarrassment bubbled in her stomach. Rather than voicing anything she decided just to leave, and pushed her way through the club as quickly as possible.
Once she entered the car she rolled up the partition, telling the driver she had a headache. She sat in silence as she replayed the small event in her mind, trying to figure out why it had happened. Without warning tears began forming in the corner of her eyes, she wasn't even entirely sure why she was so upset.
When Tom called her she didn't answer, just hugged herself tight and tried to stop crying before he reached the car. She was unsuccessful though, tears were still streaming down her face when he arrived.
"Angel what's wrong?" he frowned, instantly filled to the brim with concern.
She wiped her eyes and took a deep breath, "Nothing, it's not really a big deal. I just want to go home."
"Obviously it's a big deal if you're crying about it," he closes the door behind him and wrapped an arm around her shoulders, "Did you and Sasha have a fight?"
She shook her head, "No, no, she's out with a guy. It's really not a big deal I'm just being dramatic," she insited.
"Alright, why don't you just tell me what it is then? I'm sure you'll feel better if we talk about it."
"I just went over to ask Jeff if I could come down and see you and one of the guys from your meeting just started talking to me. I don't know, Jeff like told him to leave me alone and that we're together and he was just being annoying and he just like, well, I don't know. Maybe it was something else but I thought he like, pinched my ass while I was walking away. I thought maybe it was nothing but then he winked at me so I'm pretty sure he did."
The anger was evident on Tom's face, bubbling just under the surface, "And did Jeff kick him out?"
"No, he didn't notice so maybe nothing happened but I think it did. I don't know Tommy, it's a stupid thing to cry over. It happens to people all the time, I just need to get over it."
He shook his head, "It's not stupid, you have every right to cry and be upset. And it's not okay just because it happens all the time," his cheeks dusted pink as he pulled her into him, letting him cry into his shoulder, "I'm sorry, that shouldn't have happened, and I should have been with you tonight."
"You don't need to look over me all the time Tommy," she sniffle, wrapping her arms around his middle.
"I want to. And I kept going on and on about you being safe tonight, and I should have stayed with you so I could make sure you were safe. But it's not your job to comfort me right now okay?" he kissed the top of her head, "I'm so sorry that happened to you angel, I promise I'm going to do something about it. In fact if you weren't so upset I'd be out there looking for him right now," he hummed, "I'd probably shoot him, but just in the leg or something because I know you don't like it when I get violent."
"Cause you're really a softie," she mumbled into his shoulder.
"Just for you," he kissed her head again, "I'm a dick to everyone else."
"A little bit," she agreed, "Can we go home now?"
"Of course, and next time I promise I will be right there with you and I will make sure nothing like this ever happens to you again."
"Thank you Tommy," she wiped her eyes and pressed a kiss to her shoulder, "For tonight though, I just wanna go curl up in bed."
He nodded, "Then that's what we'll do."
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umm hi! i just binge read your writings and im super in love with it 🥺 if you don’t mind, can i request a hc with osamu, sakusa, and tsukki where they have a nonchalant, very chill, s/o who is unbelievably clumsy and funny once you get past their poker face and intimidating aura? like for some reason people are wary of them but they’re just vibing so they only have a tight grp of friends and how a confession would go?? hehe thank u!! <3
thank you so much omg <333 and i hope you enjoy!! i’m on some osamu and sakusa brainrot rn so this was nice hehe
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miya osamu 
i honestly think that’s very similar to osamu himself! 
you can see that he’s relatively quiet and chill, but in the sense that he’s really intimidating because he has a very unbothered, expressionless face most of the time, but considering who his twin is, i don’t doubt that at his core he’s very childish when he wants to be. like i can see him as someone that says a lot of dad jokes and has really stupid humor he just snorts to himself all the time he just doesn’t show it outwardly
i love the idea of osamu knowing you just barely, having heard about you, but not in detail. and he sees you around with the same people, or else you’re just hanging by yourself. he admires you, in a way. 
until one day you cross paths, and you literally trip over air and into his arms, and it’s honestly something straight out of a stupid romantic drama how you take him down with you
you start profusely apologizing and it’s honestly a little amusing to him how you’re so flustered. he thinks it’s kind of cute
so, as one does, he extends a hand for you to shake, and introduces himself
he doesn’t cross paths with you as often as he grows to realize he wants to, but he starts noticing you a lot more. noticing how you’re the loudest in your group, how you consistently seem to always trip, how a frown on your face isn’t as common when he really focuses
he learns, through observing you, that there is so much more to you than what seems
i don’t see osamu as someone that deliberately goes out of his way to get his crush to notice him. i think he’d be more of a go with the flow type of person, where he just lets it happen
as in, he will only confess if the opportunity presents itself, but he won’t go out searching for that opportunity 
and what if that happens when you trip around him again and end up falling on top of him, the same way you’d first met, and as you’re about to lift yourself up, osamu goes, “go out with me?” before he could even think and he sees and feels you freeze and your eyes widening in shock
and he’s too far in to get nervous now, right?
he loves you as his s/o, how you’re both so similar but different in your own ways. and he especially loves the intimidation aspect, just,,, really amused him hehe
sakusa kiyoomi 
i think sakusa would know you a little more, and that’s because you can both often be found in the same place, especially in school
he sees you spending time with a close knit group of people, but otherwise, you’re in the library with him, or in a secluded part of the school, and you’re not talking, but just sitting in comfortable silence. he’ll offer you hand sanitizer, and you’ll let him borrow your notes if you need them
it’s just serene you know?
with how quiet you are around him, i think he’d assume, just like everybody else, just how intimidating you are. he wouldn’t find you intimidating himself, but he’ll see where people are coming from. at least, for a short while. but he doesn’t mind it. if anything, he respects how you’ve managed to have people learn of your boundaries and be mindful of crossing them
he’d most likely develop a liking towards you because of those small interactions you have with him every other day. he doesn’t think much of it, since sakusa doesn’t really interact with other people. but he can tell that, you know, he’s grown from being weirded out by your presence to not minding it to actually, sort of, kind of looking forward to it
i don’t think sakusa would even consider confessing. i think he’d see having a crush as just another every day thing, something that’ll pass over time and shouldn’t really require much of his attention. until, it starts to get bad, and he realizes just how deep he is. i’m talking he can’t look you in the eye because it makes him feel nauseous type of crush 
so he’d confess, to just get it out of the way, maybe even to push you away
when you sit by him in the library, he turns to you, takes in a deep breath and goes, “i think i like you.” and then he just turns to his work like he didn’t just send you into cardiac arrest 
when it’s awkwardly silent for a little too long, and sakusa confirms to himself that you don’t feel the same and this crush really was a waste of time, he prepares himself to leave. until you say, really loudly, too loud that the librarian glares and hushes the two of you, “you what?” 
he’s so,,, shocked at the sudden shift in your personality he’s like where’d the scary you go tf 
but, it really doesn’t throw him off, not like he imagined it would. he really loves that you’re not as you appear, but that there’s depth to you, and that he doesn’t know you as much as he thinks he does, and that there’s more to learn about you. 
he just. thinks you’re adorable :) in every way :) 
tsukishima kei 
honestly? tsukki probably has liked you for the longest time but he just expressed it as hate, cause that’s the way i’d see tsukki expressing his love towards someone. or maybe he liked you so much he hated you, that could be probable too, tbh
he was really into the fact that you were so intimidating and that you radiated it so much that people just left you alone. like he admired the fact that you mostly kept to yourself and to your small group of people 
but all this also annoyed him so much too. like how dare you be all what i’m attracted to in a person? 
and when he saw the second, deeper side of you, the realer side of you, watched you clumsily trip over your own words, watched you as you laughed at the stupidest of jokes, watched as you livened up your group the moment you approached them, he figured that this would be it. it would be his red flag, what finally throws him off and turns his feelings for you down
but if anything, it just made it a lot worse. he began to like you even more 
which just made him all the more hostile towards you, unabashedly so. he’s never been one to hold back on his teasing and tormenting, and you’re not about to become an exception 
and it continues on like this for the longest time, him pushing you away whenever he can, until you finally snap 
maybe it happens with the two of you ending up accidentally locked in a storage room somewhere in school. you text a friend to ask them to look for a teacher, but you end up having to wait much longer than anticipated, and he says something that makes you break, just tearfully and angrily turning to him and asking him what the hell his problem is, why he’s so rude to you
he hadn’t expected this reaction from you. if anything, he’d expected you to be the exact same way everyone else made you out to be
but seeing the way your eyes teared up, a confused and angry expression on your face, he,,, he deflated. he’s instantly filled with regret, and he inwardly cringes, because this backfired, and it backfired badly, on him
he doesn’t reply to you after you yell at him, and it just ends up being really, really quiet in the room as you wait for your friend to get a teacher to come unlock it 
until, really, really quietly, in a low voice, to your surprise, he apologizes 
when you don’t reply, he repeats it, and adds, “i just — liked you a little too much. and i didn’t know how to — deal with it.”
and all you take from that is, “liked?” 
he has to scoff. “like,” he corrects. 
you learn overtime that that really is tsukki’s way of expressing his love, and just as he accepts you for all you are, you accept him just as much, regardless
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Hi! How are you doing? ^^ ☆
Just wanted to know if you could make a headcanon about how would it be like after an argument with Armin? Please
Tysm for reading me, I love your work ♡♡♡
You're so sweet and nice ♡ of course I'd love to do one and tbh we must be on the same wavelength because i was just thinking about that yesterday!!!
I really liked your idea so imma do both a scenario and a headcanon! Hope you don't mind?
After an argument with Armin
{ Armin x reader | tw: hurt/comfort, self-image issues | angst with happy ending | modern }
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Being with Armin had its many, many perks, one being that he's really empathetic and understanding, he doesn't assume things without evidence and knows misunderstandings happen.
When facing problems or disagreements, he thinks of a solution, not argue. He rather you work together against the problem than against each other.
Whenever you were in a bad mood he'd assume the best and think of what might have caused it instead of taking it personally, he knows you still love him, he knows you're just stressed. Maybe comfort could help? Maybe a lovely cuddly evening? Or maybe you need some space?
He's just really good at reading people's emotions and handling these situations, thanks to his efforts you both successfully managed to avoid any kind of arguments or fights most couples go through.
Which is why it was a shocking surprise to everyone when Eren got a call from Armin late at night, asking if he can stay over because you two just had, what he described as, the biggest fight.
Eren almost didn't believe him at first, he thought Armin was playing a prank on him. But then he heard the quivering in his voice and the hiccup that followed. Armin was crying, things were serious.
The last thing he said to you while putting his coat on was "I'm sorry, I'm weak, you and I know that."
Him saying that, in that tone, with those tearful eyes, made you want to get up and yell at him that no he isn't. He shouldn't just say that about himself like it's a fact and not just the results of years of self-doubt.
You wanted to hug him, to pull him closer till all those awful thoughts leave his head, till he sees at himself like how you see him, incredibly brave and determined.
But you didn't, you stayed there on the couch as he put his shoes on. His eyes pleading for you to say something, anything. To tell him to stay, to come sit near you. He even looked at you one last time before opening the door.
As you stared at him in silence, the realisation that you don't even remember what you were fighting about hit you, you can't, how could you? The minute the door closed behind him is when you realised how real the situation is.
How quiet the house is.
Has it always been this cold?
And just how much worried you are about him.
It hasn't been a full minute and you're missing him already.
It's 4am
It's hours since he left, how much exactly? You can't even remember.
Still haven't moved from the couch, you're not sure what you're feeling, you've been going through different emotions each hour.
Guilt, sadness, regret, anger, denial, pessimism, you name it.
It doesn't matter, none of that really matters to you right now. It's Armin who you've been worried about for a while that matter.
You know for a fact Eren and Mikasa aren't the most emotionally open people, you know Armin is already struggling with letting out his emotions without feeling needless guilt or shame.
You know he needs someone right now, he needs a shoulder to cry on and a reassuring voice. You've been both these things for him since even before you got together.
Just like he has been these things for you too. You need that someone just as much now. You didn't even know it's possible to feel this lonely.
Is he also thinking about you? Is he sleeping soundly on Eren’s couch? Or is that one stain from last week's party bothering him?
...is he just as miserable as you are right now? Probably not, you think. He's far stronger than he gives himself credit for, you know that better than everyone else.
Your thought process gets interrupted by a buzz from your phone, a text. Your eyes light up, you pull the blanket you dragged from the bed tighter around you, it's Armin.
[ hey ] it said, [is it okay if i call you?]
You reply back, he starts typing again, you stare at those three dots like your life depends on them.
[Okay, give me a minute please ]
You pull the phone closer to you, it's brightness contratsing against the dark living room. Some minutes pass...nothing, you feel your heartbeat rising. Phone still clutched in your hands.
It rings, it doesn't get past the second ring before you've pressed the accept button. You can hear the wind on the other side, alongside the distant sound of passing cars. Your heart only slows down after hearing the fimilar and oh so lovely sound of soft breathing
Suddenly the world doesnt seem so dim anymore.
"Sorry, it took more time than i thought, Eren keeps his keys in really weird places...I hope i didn't make you worry"
Oh If only he knew..
Dozens of possible replies run through your mind.
I missed you, did you miss me too?
Please come back, I hate feeling this lonely.
How does it feel to take my heart and run away?
Was your voice always this captivating or am i just high on sleep-deprevation?
I miss your kisses, i wish i could feel your lips against mine. Could you kiss me through the phone?
...in the end, you settle for "It's okay" you say, "It's alright."
"That's good...hey listen." You listen, "I'm not going to skirt around the subject, i called because" he takes a deep breath, "i want to apologise for how i acted, for what i said, both to you and myself."
Hearing him admit to his faults and own up to his mistakes, fills you with courage to do the same. You apologise, you mention how you've been thinking about him, you leave out the embarrassing parts.
You tell him you love him, and miss him.
You're met with silence. So you call out his name.
"Wait..you're not mad at me?" He says.
What? Mad? You?
"No." You say. "Why would you think that?"
You hear a chuckle that evolves into a laugh, it's contagious.
"Fuck...oh god I'm...im so stupid, i left because I thought you were mad and didn't bother you more by making you look at me." Even he seems to realise just how ridiculous that concept is.
It's 5am now, you're both laughing over the phone. The world is good again.
You ask if he's mad at you.
He instantly replies with a no.
"I could never be mad at you..." he says, "I love you so much it hurts. I love you like I've never loved anyone else before that it terrfies me, I'm scared one day I'll wake up and you won't be beside me anymore, you've made me love myself in ways i never though i would, you made me believe in myself because you believed in me."
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{ Headcanons }
After an argument, Armin tries giving both of you space to calm down.
It doesn't last long because he will approach you after and talk about his emotions and explains why he did the things he did. He will also apologise for the things he did wrong like yelling or saying something hurtful.
If you give him the okay, he will instantly hug you. Physical touch is a great comfort for him so don't expect him letting you go anytime soon.
He will hold your face gently, tell you how much he missed you despite it being only hours.
Doesn't even care about the argument anymore or attempt to bring it up, he just wants to make up asap.
You're both gonna have a heartfelt conversation and actually process your emotions together. As a result you two come out stronger and closer after each argument.
He doesn't hold grudges, so he won't ever act passive aggressive after an argument. if he's got a problem he will tell you.
Just 100% honestly and transparency with this golden boy.
Will want to spend more time together post argument, he will really love it if you watch something together or you let him read you something.
Give him love and affaction, he loves you deeply it's actually rare these days.
When you go to sleep on those nights, he will hold you tighter and stroke your back.
He doesn't hold grudges yet he still remembers each fight you had and instead of it being a sour memory, he thinks of it as a learning block. Just a step towards understanding each other more.
Pamper him more after an argument and he will feel so loved, hearts in his eyes as you brush his morning hair.
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ladrien fic recs!
there are SO MANY amazing ladrien fics i cant possibly cover them all but here are a few!
(all the ratings used are ao3 ratings)
((this is a very long post!))
FLUFF
Of Ivy and Sunlight by cyanise [ T, 1509 words, 1/1 ]
When Adrien takes to wandering the streets of Paris in ungodly hours, Ladybug has no choice but to keep an eye on him. Still, things are bound to get a little out of hand between two overloaded teenagers with a lot of love and not enough self-control. 
a lovely post-chat blanc fic :’) it has a great flow and is just soft and so sweet and it’s just perfect. gosh i cannot really say more other than read it!!! also almost all of their other stuff is also ladrien so do check it out!
This can't be happening by PlaPla [ T,  6,467 words, 1/2 ]
Ladybug is unsure whether accompanying Adrien to a gala as his not-date is the best or worst thing that has ever happened to her. But when their table mates turn out to be none other than her long time friends Alya and Nino and with Adrien acting weirder and weirder she finds herself with bigger worries than an unrequited crush.
a djwifi/ladrien double date? hit me up! i love identity shenanigans, ball dancing, ladrien, and djwifi and this is a perfect mix for me. i know it’s incomplete but it doesn’t end in a cliff-hanger really, the part 2 is just a promise of more so it doesn’t feel incomplete! PlaPla also has a short oneshot of ladrien going for a motorcycle ride.
Falling again by emsylcatac [ M,  4,506 words, 2 Works ]
They had been dancing around each other for a while now, and while fifteen year old Adrien would have been ecstatic at the idea of dating Ladybug in secret, twenty-two year old Adrien knew better. But Ladybug wasn’t making it easy. It was like… she, too, was falling for him. And that surprisingly enough, she didn’t mind.
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Or Adrien trying (and failing) to keep things professional between him and Ladybug when the two of them partner up for a mission. Older AU
things are a little steamy~ here (don’t worry, it’s only implied it’s very mild and closer to a T rating than the M) but it’s a great mature take on their dynamics! emsy has more ladrien one-shots in her collection of one-shots!
i'd love to go on a date with you by sae_what  [ G,  6,480 words, 1/1 ]
Once it had been falsely announced throughout Paris that Adrien and Ladybug are in a relationship, Ladybug pays him a visit to turn him down gently.
Only, she doesn’t. And instead, she has a formal dinner date. With Adrien. At 8 pm. Tonight.
LADYBUG IN A SUIT!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaa. okay but for real it’s so sweet and also??? they are on a date!!! a rooftop date!! (too man exclamation marks oops)
Always Welcome by  chatonne-rousse [ T, 1,683 words, 1/1 ]
Ladybug knows that Adrien's window is always open for her to swing by and stop in, whether for video games or a chat or, like tonight, for soft kisses and sweet nothings.
He loves these visits. His girlfriend is always welcome. Always. (Especially for kisses.)
Written for Ladrien June, day 8: bluebell eyes.
established relationship, pre-reveal ladrien. there is something very home-y about this fic and it’s all about the comfort and quiet that i adore about it!
Five Times Gabriel Agreste Caught Ladybug in His Son’s Bedroom (and the One Time He Caught Chat Noir) by agrestenoir [ T,  1,923 words, 1/1]
Gabriel Agreste keeps finding Ladybug in his son's bedroom. As a super villain and father, this will not stand.
this crack fic is... honestly so hilarious. it’s all through gabrie-i-am-trying-to-parent-and-failing-a-lot-agreste’s POV so it is so much ridiculous! 
an uncurtain discovery by  Missnoodles [ T, 4,684 words, 1/1 ]
When he returns from school on Wednesday afternoon, Adrien discovers the darkness in his own home. He struggles to come to terms with it. To his utter mortification and delight, Ladybug is nearby to rescue him.
(He does not discover that his father is supervillain. That will happen on a different Wednesday.)
Adrien is being a cat and gets tangled in the curtains on his window and it’s utterly ridiculous. all the bug and the cat tendencies make it funnier and adrien’s inner monologue is just a cherry on top!
secret valentine by a_miiraculer [ T,  12,245 words, 1/1 ]
this is the moment that we will come alive brace yourself for love sweet love, secret love
If Adrien had known that getting himself stuck in a tree would end like this, he would've gotten himself stuck sooner.
A drabble series.
i just,,,, don’t have words for how much i love it! it’s ridiculous, it’s cute, it’s funny, it’s whole-some and just ladrien. the writer also has a M rated multi-chapter ladrien kissing (no the M is very much real here) and a heroic adrien and ladybug one-shot too! 
Those Benevolent Stars by peachcitt [ G,  23,696 words, 3/3 ]
“Will you come back?”
She looked up at the deep blue sky, as if she could somehow find the answer there. “I shouldn’t,” she said, shaking her head and looking back at him. But the stars were still there, caught in her eyes, and Adrien persisted.
“But will you?”
or
adrien meets his soulmate, a thief who calls herself ladybug. he falls for her, but she seems determined to maintain a space between them.
oh my god this au.... just no words!! it’s poetry and it’s tender and it’s about the yearning and just!!! perfect :’). Her current ongoing ladrien june fic is also akin to this (and the fic i linked before it) so do check it out too! (literally check out all of their works it’s so beautiful)
Flowers on the Window Sill by LNC [ G,  2,144 words, 1/1 ]
The first time Ladybug saw him, really saw him, the universe stopped.
this fic feels like poetry and it’s so lovely. LNC is always short and direct but it always hits right in the feels while also being hilarious. Her  other ladrien works are just as good and i highly recommend going through them because it fulfills all of the ladrien needs (along with Reiaji)
whatever a sun will always sing is you by komorebirei [ T,  32,980 words, 37/37 ]
“I didn't think you'd actually... do anything," Adrien admitted, cheeks prickling with warmth. "I-I mean, I never expected... I didn't know you watched my interviews.” That definitely wasn’t how he'd imagined confessing to Ladybug.
“Of course I do!” Ladybug squeaked. “Uhh, that is…” She looked down at her hands, nervously turning her yo-yo over, over and over. “Maybe you’re not the only one with a crush.”
(After an unexpected confession, Ladybug and Adrien start dating in secret. A progressive character- and relationship-study quilted from drabbles, with the intention of digging treasure out of the cove that is Ladrien. Written using kashimalin-fanfiction's kiss writing prompts from Tumblr.)
it does such an excellent job at exploring this dynamic along with the characters. it’s such a sweet fic, each chapter short and fun!
ANGST
whose woods these are (I think I know.) by  Reiaji [ T,  105,000 words, 25/25 ]
Four years after his future turns to cinders, Adrien is a servant in the house he was meant to inherit. Disowned by his father and abused by his stepmother, his days are filled with drudgery until he meets a masked huntress in the forest behind his father's chateau.
As his friendship with Ladybug turns to first love, he dreams of a future spent at her side.
Then, on the eve of the Princess's masquerade, he meets his guardian—and is granted a wish.
[Ladrien Cinderella AU]
Warnings: Child abuse, Graphic depiction of violence
this is absolutely gorgeous. it has so many troupes and so many amazing character arc and great build up and everything just flows so well. it left me in awe for weeks and i just. want to experience reading it for the first time again. look at this gorgeous art inspired by this! {and you have to read  leonard bernstein too because LETTERS and LADRIEN and YEARNING}
i would do it again (oh, a thousand times) by bugabisous [ T, 2,266 words, 1/1 ]
Knowing you can bring someone back doesn’t mean you’re free of the pain of seeing them disappear before your eyes. He can’t imagine he’ll be able to look at her directly without replaying every horrifying moment when he felt her slip away in a puff of smoke.
When it happens once again, he already knows he’ll be trying again. He just can’t give up.
it expands on adrien’s feelings in the episode desperada (my beloved <3) and it is just ouch. such great angst, such great potential. the kind of tragedy that it offers is unusual for ml (it gets only rivaled by chat blanc tbh). to rival this angst bugabisous also has a fluffy one-shot :)
when the world gets too heavy (put it on my back) by Taliax [ T, 4,720 words, 1/1 ]
Chat Noir isn't allowed to cry over his father. But even when he's just Adrien, Ladybug won't abandon him.
Hawkmoth reveal hurt/comfort + Ladrien
the plagg and adrien bond written is just perfect, and oh this hits right in the feels :’) it hurts all in the right way. tali also has so many other ladrien works in all genres too
By Your Side by omniousunflower [ T, 4,361 words, 1/1 ]
(Angry and alone, Adrien waits on top of the Eiffel Tower for his lady.)
“So, how did my kitty get stranded up here?” Ladybug asks.
Groaning, Adrien pulls his knees toward his chest and presses his face against them. “Because he’s stupid and impulsive.”
“Chasing pigeons, then?”
“No.” Shame burns in Adrien’s veins, white-hot now that Ladybug is here to witness his stupidity. “I threw my Miraculous, and Plagg wouldn’t get it for me.”
post-hawkmoth defeat, and adrien is not doing well at all. i am cheating because it is post reveal, pre relationship but it’s still ladrien. this fic is a roller coater of emotions, starting from a slightly crack scenario to a cute, awkward, hopeful ending.  More Than You Know is another of sunny’s angsty ladrien work!
Breaking The Rules (AKA The Ladrien Fistfight) by ThisKwamiNeeds_aNap [ T, 8,714 words, 1/1 ]
Marinette may or may not be dying, but she’s still going to do her best to fix every single problem in the world. She’s not expecting Adrien to be the one who tries to stop her. (Takes place immediately after Kwami Buster)
Warnings: panic attack, broken bones, PTSD. please read the tags!
*slaps this fic* this fic can fit in so much angst. it just?? left me in PAIN oof. it says ‘ladrien fistfight’ on the lid but nooo there is marinette is just having a freak out and it’s all so much??!! and it’s not just marinette there is adrien too and chloe and alya and- wow it’s amazing. love it so much it fills up my angst needs :’)
so that’s it for now! my personal commentary isn’t impressive nor does it do justice to the fic but i still hope you read a few of these!! happy reading!!
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