#there are people who i suspect i know will lose their mind over certain fics and literally hold my breath waiting to see what they say
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#5
WAIT WHAT?!
9 VIDEOS!?
ITāS EVEN BETTER THAN I WAS EXPECTING!!
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Geordi?? ASHER?! SAM?!? MAYBE? PLEASE?!
182 notes - Posted May 15, 2022
#4
So Iāve downed almost a litre of water after that, and Iām having FEELINGS about Samās newest audio!!! Putting it under a cut cause spoilers, nsfw talk and cause Iām gonna ramble
First off, the fact that Darlin was sitting waiting on his porch for him was so fucking cute but also heartbreaking at the same time. That they wanted to talk to him badly enough to sit and wait on his porch for an hour, but didnāt want to bother him by letting him know. That they would just wait there for as long as it took.
And then hearing him mutter while he dug around and gave them a key was justā¦ š
This also explains why Sam didnāt get an Aftershock. He stuffed it all down. There wasnāt anything to show from him because he wasnāt ready to show it yet. Also, fuck yes, reclaiming his love of driving, not letting Alexis take that from him.
I cried so many times listening to him recount what he went through. Especially the part about David. But listening to him lament and spiral, grinding on how he could have done this, how this could have happened if heād still been thatā¦ the PAIN in his voice, his struggles not to burst into tears on the spot. I knew I was going to need to hydrate for this video, but I didnāt think Iād need to from crying so hard.
Also, how dare you, Sam Collins, claim youāre not a poet, after giving the single most beautiful confession Iāve ever heard. I know this wasnāt technically his confession video, that he already did, but he dropped The L Word this time around, and in such a beautiful, devastatingly sweet wayā¦ justā¦ FUCKā¦
But oh man, when I heard that man say he was ready, all the air left my lungs, I justā¦ š„µ
I nearly died when he stopped and assured Darlin about their body ā¤ļø to have something the fandom largely headcanoned be made official was SUCH a giddy moment for me X3 and he did such a wonderful job of it too ā„ļø and that he stopped IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DEED to give us ANOTHER heartbreakingly sweet confession about how important Darlin is to him, and how much this meant??
But tHE SPICY LEVEL OF THIS??? HOLY SHIT????
MR SAM COLLINS, THAT WAS QUITE A BIT OF GROWLING AND SNARLING YOU DID, SIR.
Yet even with howā¦ INTENSE he got, he still constantly asked and sought out those enthusiastic YESās every time, and this is why we love him š
BUT BY THE FATES SIR, SOME OF THE LINES YOU WERE DROPPING???
āPitch those hips of yours up a bitā šš¦
āYou wanna ride your cowb - Oh, you little - Get over here.ā š
āI oughta whoop your ass for that one you menaceā¦ But I suppose thereās better things to be doinā with that work of art you got back here.ā SIR!!
āYou fittinā to bounce on this cock?ā š„µ
āYou gonna be good for me? Cause I plan to be very good to youā @////@
But then he wanted to just stay there and hold them after and I justā¦ I justā¦ š ā¤ļø āØ
I justā¦ I gotta goā¦ drink some more waterā¦ and lay down for a bitā¦ and cry
244 notes - Posted April 16, 2022
#3
Soā¦ hey @sealriously-sealrious ā¦ I just wanna talkā¦ about how Iāve barely been up an hour and Iām already dehydratedā¦ cause of the SPICY LEVEL OF HUXLEY CONTENT YOU KEEP DISHING OUT ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? Seriously guys, go read their latest Huxley ficā¦ be sure to bring a glass of water though, itās most definitely STEAMYā¦ Couldnāt resist a quick doodle of some of the imagery that stuck with me most ā¤ļøāš„
258 notes - Posted March 29, 2022
#2
No words, just Tattooed Huxley
274 notes - Posted March 24, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
Okay, so I may have fibbed a bit about this not being ready for a whileā¦ I just had so much fun, I couldnāt help it! Too bad Daveyās not having as much fun ^^;; go read about the trouble Darlinā puts him through here in @dominimoonbeam ās wonderful story
Yes, I will put the Redacted boys in jeans as much as I can. I still stubbornly hold to the fact that a pair of well fitted jeans are sexy as hell š
And yes, Angel totally got him that necklace as a joke, but he stubbornly wears it every day ā„ļø
hewo! for the affections number.. 16 is so cute.. would u be able to do headcanons of all the demon bros with it? if not, can u pls do levi then !
The Brothers + Simeon with #16!
16. taking a photo of them smiling or in their element
(lucifer's is here from a previous ask! and bc of that i added simeon only for having some lil funnies i hope you dont mind <3!!!)
Mammon
His collection is the largest, he flaunts it like collectables like cars or like Levi's figures. It is literally one of his biggest flexes and will use them like trading cards never wanting to send them in group chats or privately bc he took those ones get your own human >:(!
He will however hold his phone directly in one of their faces, waving the screen around to show how he has so many good ones.
He uses them for call screens, his lock screen, his home screen, any widget he can other than the Goldie one. He's a menace about it but do not call him out on it he will buy a second phone to use in the public.
Anyways, anyways for actually taking photos..
Mammon always takes too many, as in he will take a bunch within the same timespan because he doesn't trust his hands not to shake, so if he just takes a lot at one time so he can delete the others and save the best ones
But he just ends up keeping all of them, just favoriting the best or separating them into two albums of "valuables" and "treasures" depending on the quality.
Usually they will all have a small blur, him too excited at seeing whatever expression you wear, whether its a smile at seeing him purposely acting dumb or you enjoying a hobby.
He feeds a lot of unfiltered second hand serotonin off of you! Please do not disturb his "I have just had a very bad brotherly bonding experience, I must cope by looking at my photos of my human- No I'm not smiling already shut up"
Leviathan
Levi will use photos of you like wholesome memes so they carry the same energy as the hang in there cat poster, using different heart overlays and nice quotes
His are also a mixture of blurry but also high quality photos, for ones he takes.
This is because seeing you so dedicated or when you smile in his direction, his heart does this weird jumpstart the palpitations making him feel heavy yet light at the same time almost like a peach and its pit.
But he has a preference to use either this small tripod(he has it as a preparation for going to live shows) or a timer so its set away from him as he calls you over, its his own little trap.
His favorite, the majority of his collection, are those! It's photos of you being in frame with him in it as well because there's just something about how all that happiness of yours is completely focused on him, your smile as you walk over towards him sometimes blurry and mistimed so its only you entering the corner of the screen but you can tell how he takes your attention.
When getting in fights about who has the best photos, he will drop ones that are different hugs of him in your arms like he was a newly one plush. Mammon especially gets pissy about these as well as Belphie and Asmo.
If you can't turn your camera on when he calls or if he is locked in a raid that they're losing he would ask you for a selfie also, never requesting anything special other than just yourself but his favorite is when you send just smiles or videos of the which character are you filter :]!
Satan
Satan often tries to hide it, saying he's taking a photo of himself or checking his hair, maybe even going as far as saying the text on his study notes are too small so he has to hold it in front of his face so close.
Think about cowboys, shooting from the waist. That's him when you're too far away, maybe with a brother or during class or eating. He will scribble out his brother or purposely have the other cropped out of the shot.
He does have a lot of you when you're just turning around to face him and then your reaction, he can't resist the temptation of taking your attention when he's bored or waiting for his next book order to come in before he goes back to the cat behavior of only seeking out attention when he deems it necessary and otherwise pleased for a period of time.
He loves the ones where you look at him before he's ready, these are just slightly shaky from him jumping or pressing the button in an embarrassed panic at your smug yet happy expression.
Has definitely done the cut a hole in a newspaper and put his camera to it to look out like it was some camouflage but he's first, smiling much too hard and trying not to laugh at it, and second had seen it in multiple old movies and shows you had watched together.
Satan, speaking of movies, quite enjoys you in low light. On movie nights where your face is only illuminated by the projector screen and the photos turn out a bit grainy, there's something so romantic about you just existing in such an atmosphere. These ones he does like more when you're focused, looking far off with a small pleasant smile on your face at the soft plot of tonight's pick.
Asmodeus
Asmo will send you them all the time, he's like your own personal Devilgram manager he will even edit them for you and send the before and after of those photos too (MC: when did u take these??? Asmo: ,';p)
He will always have such good angles of you, from your side, from above or below, a 3/4, or full portrait, your silhouette. He may have one for each basic one at least though his favorites are above and below, these are the most personal feeling to him.
Usually these come as him trying to get your attention, bothering you with his phone and purposely leaving the little shutter noise on so you hear every single one while you're just trying to watch a DevilTube video or do something else.
Him snuggled into your side post cuddle just to lean up, phone in his hand and a menacing giggle, it's the first thing you see waking from your drowsy state is him on top of you trying to get cute pictures that he can use as teases as if something else was in progress.
Or ones where you roll on top of him, just trying to get up to see the dumb little flash as an alarm instead of his cute good morning kisses to your face(those are actually used to buy more time with you because he is allowed to be a little selfish as a treat)
He also has them set as his lockscreen and homescreen, these being photos of you together so he can have the best of both worlds, himself and your happy smiling face. He just finds it so cute, whenever you want an audience to see it he's in the first row.
Sends them to the group chat with his brothers to start some chaos
"My~ Isn't my dearest MC just the cutest?" Asmo has sent 28 attachments.
Beelzebub
His collection isn't one of the best out there but it is unique and keeps him content and happy, pleased.
He likes having photos of you for when you two are separated, it makes you feel closer to him and him to you
His may have some of the least blur, hands steady you work on something separately yet aware of the soft stare that was bearing into the side of your head.
He may forget sometimes about the sound so when you get the rare notification from his electronic betrayer it is free power to tease him, asking him if he wanted your attention or if he just took a photo of you and to be honest, then his photos if you let him continue for that setting are a little blurrier on your fine details. He's embarrassed.
He likes these more than ones with just your smile because then he isn't as satisficed because then he's thinking about how nice it looks in person and your laugh and when you let out a sigh being tired from your work, it'll be a cycle until he gives up and goes to see you in person.
But he likes the ones of you in your element very much and photos of you in general, saying that looking at them makes him feel "full"
He means to say complete, he's content and pleased and delighted and he has a reminder of you existing, that you're real and not a midnight sleep walk hallucination.
Belphegor
He has the smallest collection but next to rest, Beel, and his appearance he is mostly focused on capturing photos of you when he can.
He didn't get to really know you as long as his brothers have so its only fair he gets to spend more time with you than them until he's equal, and then some because you're really comfy and you make his twin happy? and then on top of that you make this face when you are concentrated and you smile different depending on if you're gonna laugh or if you're confident.
There's so much he has to memorize, he's rather demanding with having the attention so he may continue this personal agenda of his.
A lot of them are from similar angles, from laying with him in different positions but everything feeling relatively the same, normal. These are usually after he has woken up, not before he goes to bed so either it's your soft good morning smile, or your surprised "how long have you been awake" face, or you still asleep on your own.
Many of them often have his bed head just barely visible at the bottom, usually having laid on top of you and just using his selfie camera and angling it up to see you take up more of the screen.
For just being a pillow that moves a lot you definitely are photogenic.
He doesn't send his photos of you to chats but will save photos sent of you from everyone except Lucifer.
Simeon
PLEASE applaud.
It takes him such a long time, but Solomon gave him the idea saying it was something sweet you would also enjoy the concept of. So he is doing his best.
He will see you, just existing and his heart will swell, needing to pause a moment before kindly asking you to hold that thought and pose as he turns on his phone, maneuvering to the camera and trying to get it to focus on you perfectly.
It takes him a few minutes every time but he is getting better at it but his reaction is always the same, smiling at you showing up on his phone screen waiting for the picture to be taken.
He never can be sneaky about it unless he asks for help to get your photo, sending Luke on his biggest mission yet, a photo after he asks you what you thought of Simeon's cooking knowing you'll have that sweet face of genuine thought looking back on it.
But he has yet figured out how to turn the sound off and almost always accidentality flashes you up close, it's so bright.
He has the most blurry photos, and that's not on purpose but when he asks you to look at them with him so he can coo about how happy you look or how serious, its endearing with the blur especially as they clear up a bit continuing the timeline of photos.
He really does his best to have these mementos of you.
Is delighted when you surprise him by putting his favorite one of you as his home screen, he's so grateful let him match with you he wants to be yours too!
To celebrate this wonderful occasion, here are 33 Hakumen fun facts:
1. Hakumenās mask can come off, but nobody knows what his face looks like. Indeed, this may very well had been retconned after the first game and weāre none the wiser
2. Hakumenās sword, Ookami, is over 2 metres long, being actually taller than Hakumen himself. You know what they say about samurai with long swords...
They can do some badass poses
3. Hakumen has 16 eyes. Not a single one of them is on his face
4. Hakumen is Toshimichi Moriās favourite character, making him the worst Blazblue character by default
5. Hakumen approaches every situation with almost mechanical detachment, as he has perfected the art of being a dick
6. Despite everything, Hakumen still cares for the other Six Heroes. Yes, including Terumi. Especially Terumi. Donāt believe anyone that tells you otherwise
7. Hakumen's hobbies are unknown, as he doesnāt like anything, but some say he bakes sweets in his spare time
8. Hakumen is the only character in Continuum Shift not to have an alternate gag ending, since heās boring af
9. In every game of the franchise, Hakumenās plot relevance changes. By the time CentralFiction comes around, his only contribution is to die so Terumi can become the cishetsā favourite main
10. Before the 2.0 update to Cross Tag, Hakumen would speak Japanese in his special interaction with the Six Heroes, despite whatever vocal settings the game had for him. He could do that because heās Hakumen, and he doesnāt give a fuck about your voice settings
11. My friend has asked me at least three times what the hell this hole in Hakumenās armour is for
I still donāt have a good answer to that
12. In the main series, Hakumen only has three files for in-game portraits, because emoting is for the weak
13. The only thing Hakumen players know is to press D. Yes, theyāre winging everything else, the goddamn menaces
14. In CentralFiction there is no Unlimited Hakumen
but he got this new move instead which is arguably worse
15. Hakumenās sword can cut through projectiles. Because fuck you thatās why
16. The Hakumen at the end of Terumiās arcade in ChronoPhantasma is not real but the pain and suffering he caused me when I first started playing are
17. I only defeated this bitch with the ādeny Astral Heatsā ability and Iām still salty about it
what the hell was I supposed to do, grab the bastard?
18. HAKUMEN is sometimes written as HAKU-MEN or HAKU=MEN in the games. Nobody knows why
19. Hakumen shares his voice actor (David Vincent in English, Kakihara Tetsuya in Japanese) with Jin Kisaragi, much to the surprise of the 7 people that bought Cross Tag without knowing Blazblue
20. Hakumenās name can be translated as āwhite mask", but you can also read it as āwhite noodlesā if you want, no oneās gonna stop you
21. Technically Hakumen and Jin Kisaragi should not be able to exist at the same time, but since Hakumen is really cool he gets a pass (Jin is on thin fucking ice though)
22. Although some think the insides of Hakumenās armour are silent, the little horns on the sides of his helmet are, in fact, antennas, so heās always tuned into the radio. He canāt turn it off
23. Some of Hakumenās sprites have his hair as a separate object
The first time I saw this one in particular I almost had a heart attack
24. At the time of the Dark War, the OLN wanted to capture the Six Heroes, but never went through it because Hakumen scared them (no, really)
25. Hakumen has a technique called Time Killer, which āstrips a target of all their remaining time in the world and instantly kills themā. Anybody could achieve the same result by stabbing their opponent, but Hakumen trademarked the term, so heās technically the only one who knows it
26. After losing to Hakumen many, many times in my first playthrough of Calamity Trigger, every single time I see this portrait without fail I will say:
āstick that damn sword up your assāĀ
27. Hakumen is currently only at 20% of his usual jerkassery, and he better stay that way if he knows whatās good for him
28. When Taokaka steals food from Hakumen, he drops a tiny Pakumen-shaped foodstuff, though itās anybodyās guess as to where exactly it comes from
29. When electrocuted, Hakumenās sprite has no body inside the Unit, so the āwhite voidā part of his speech is probably not metaphorical
30. Hakumenās speech also has a funny quirk in that every time he says it I can feel my soul leaving this earthly vessel, just for it to be drawn back through sheer force of anger
31. In gameplay, Hakumenās techniques are named after nature, seasons and Buddhism, as he denounced his Catholic upbringing after donning the Unit
32. Hakumen is canonically British, as if we needed any more reasons to hate him already
33. Finally, for the last fun fact, I would like to remind everyone that Terumi is very much jealous of Hakumenās enormous, beautiful, honking great knockers
De aged Deckard: Youāre gonna go far, kid - Part 16
Summary: When the Shaw siblings try to break into an Eteon facility, theyāre met with some unexpected consequences. Now, itās up to Owen and Hattie to be the older siblings Deckard never had. Even if they have no idea what theyāre doing
Part 15
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Setting down a bowl of freshly cut watermelon, Dom looked around his backyard and nodded in satisfaction. Everything looked perfect to welcome the Shaws into the crew and hopefully be the best afternoon any kid could ask for. They had plenty of food already set up, several games around the yard, along with a sprinkler, and he could already hear all the other children clamoring in the kitchen as they all begged Mia for a piece of cake. When he had explained that they would be getting new playmate that afternoon, he had nearly laughed at the look of pure excitement and mischief in all their eyes. Especially Sam when Luke had dropped her off so he could go pick the Shaws up.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā When Luke had called him up and explained the situation, Dom had been half convinced he had been still asleep and coming up with a pretty odd dream. But, no. Deckard really had been turned into a child and his siblings were bringing him to LA for help to take care of him. Which, Dom was surprised to hear that. He would have thought the Shaws would be too proud to ask anyone to help with their family, but here they were asking if they could look after one of their own. Dom only hoped Deckard wasnāt a menace like Dom suspected Owen was when he was a kid.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Thinking about the Shaws must make them appear, because in the next minute, Dom could hear a car pulling up and saw Lukeās jeep pulling up. Half smiling, Dom started to walk towards them, and before he could even say anything, he could already hear Owen.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDoes he have to show off that bloody thing?ā The man complained as he hopped out of the jeep, eyeing Domās Charger.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āOnly when you show up!ā Dom called out and smirked at the glare Owen sent him. Ignoring the manās pissy attitude, Dom instead focused on the little boy Luke was lifting out of the car. He raised an eyebrow at the dress, but didnāt question it was the boy looked around at everything was curiosity. āNot exactly how I thought weād be meeting again.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Deckardās head snapped over to him and Domās smile dropped a bit when he saw the little boy hide behind Luke and stare at him with uncertainty.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āIām sure that makes all of us, Toretto.ā Luke chuckled. āCome here, Deck. I want to introduce you to one of our friends, Dom.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dom crouched down in front of Deckard when Luke brought him closer, even if Deckard still hid behind the manās legs. The boy was truly adorable and Dom couldnāt quite put the image of the cold blooded look he saw in Deckardās eyes as an adult to the innocent wariness this child was sending him. How did this small kid turn into a hardened man? What happened to him?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āItās nice to meet you, Deck.ā Dom smiled and was rewarded with a small wave. āAre you ready to meet some more new friends?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The little boy looked up at Luke for what he should say.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYou know my daughter Sam I was talking about?ā Deckard gave a small nod. āSheās inside with the other kids and they all canāt wait to meet you.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dom frowned at the almost flash of panic that crossed Deckardās young face. Did he not want to meet more kids?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDad!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Before Dom could even stop a single kid, four little bodies were rushing past his legs and straight for Luke instead. Sam immediately started to climb her dad as if he was a jungle gym while Jack jumped onto one of Lukeās arms and swung on it as if it was a monkey bar. Meanwhile, both Baby Brian and May were clinging to Lukeās legs. All the kids were talking a mile a minute as they excitedly begged Luke to play with them.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Chuckling, Dom shook his head at the kidsā antics. But, as he did so, he looked down and saw Deckard had abandoned his position behind Luke and had instead run for his brother and sister. Owen was holding him protectively and whispering something to him as the boy hid his face in his neck. As for their sister, she was standing in front of her brothers, almost as if she intended to fight off the kids if they dared come too close.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAlright! Alright! Thatās enough!ā Luke laughed, carefully setting Jack and Sam back on their feet. āCalm down guys, I want to introduce you to someone. Now, whereād he go?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHeās here.ā Owen stepped past his sister and brought Deckard closer to the kids. The little boy poked his face out just enough to see the other kids. Dom watched as Deckardās eyes scanned over the other kids and he had to wonder why the boy was so scared. Was it the height difference?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Luke had said Deckard was roughly ten years old, meaning he was the oldest of the children, but he was still so small, Sam was several inches taller than him with Jack being the same height as him at seven years old. Dom had to wonder if maybe Deckard had been bullied while growing up and that was why he was so wary of other children. Or maybe he didnāt have much experience around other children, but that sounded wrong since he knew Deckard had a hand helping raise his siblings. So, what was it?
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHi! Are you Deck? My dadās talked a lot about you!ā Sam piped up, excitedly stretching up onto her toes to get a better look at Deckardās face. āIām Sam! And this is Jack, Baby Brian, and May!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āHi.ā Deckardās voice was so soft, Dom wasnāt sure if he actually heard the boy or not.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āYouāre going to be staying with us for a while, right?ā Sam smiled brightly. āWeāre going to have so much fun! Do you wanna play with us? I got a new soccer ball and Iām showing Baby Brian how to play.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āSoccer?ā Deckard looked at Owen for clarification.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āFootball.ā Owen chuckled.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āNo!ā Jack shouted. āItās not football! Itās soccer!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWhere Deckās from, soccer is called football.ā Dom explained and could see the four American children wrinkle their noses at the explanations of the British calling their game something else.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āDo you want to play with them, Deck?ā Owen asked gently. All the adults held their breaths as they watched the little boyās face grow thoughtful as he carefully weighed his answer. Finally, he gave a solemn nod. Without any fanfare, Owen carefully lowered Deckard to the ground and looked like he immediately regretted his choice, however, he had no time to voice that as Sam ran up to him.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āCome on!ā She nearly shouted in his face and grabbed his hand. She practically dragged Deckard away with the other children following after them, throwing all sorts of questions at Deckard.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWe should keep an eye on them.ā Hattie spoke up suddenly.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āTheyāll be fine.ā Luke told her. āSam knows to treat Deck gently and will tell the others to do the same.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āBut Deck doesnāt know when to tell people to stop.ā Owen told them, face blank as he watched Sam proudly showing Deckard her soccer ball. āEspecially younger kids.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āWeāll take turns checking in on them.ā Dom told them, a note of seriousness in his voice as he met Owen and Hattieās gazes. He wasnāt surprised in the least that they were so concerned and overprotective of Deckard. The boy wasnāt supposed to be a boy after all, and the change had to be just as bad for them as it was Deckard. āIf he wants to take a step away from them, then he can. Mia will probably want to give him a haircut when she sees him, anyway.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAs long as she doesnāt make it worse.ā Owen smirked faintly.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āOnly if you actually go apologize to her.ā Dom couldnāt quite keep the growl out of his voice as he met the manās eyes. He might be willing to invite Owen around, but the man still needed to do quite a bit to make up for their first meeting. He could only hope Owen was willing to make those amends, even if it was more for Deckardās benefit than his own want to.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āAs long as she doesnāt stab me.ā Owen shrugged nonchalantly. āToo many people here have already done that.ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Dom blinked at the man.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āThat was one time!ā Hattie hissed and elbowed Owen sharply in the ribs.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI still have the scar!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āIt was a butterknife!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āI needed six stitches!ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Glancing over at Deckard and the kids, Dom carefully filed away not to give any of the Shaws any real silverware or anything remotely sharp. However, as he watched Deckard cheer Baby Brian on as the three year old kicked the ball, he had a feeling he would only need to implement that rule for two Shaws. Especially as he turned back and saw Luke pulling the Owen and Hattie off of each other. How were the children acting better than those two?
Hey could I get a bad batch or 501st matchup? Iām 16, male, gay/mlm, and my pronouns are he/they. I am 5ā8, I have medium length black wavy hair and always wear a snap back hat, Iām skinny, and i wear glasses. Personality wise I am quiet, laidback, but I do try to make conversation when I donāt know you, and will listen to you but once I know you I can never shut up, especially about things Iām interested in. I really like bugging everyone around me about anything and everything. A big part of me is I like to tease a lot, (teasing in my culture means that we care about you) sometimes from people that donāt know me they can think itās mean when itās actually the complete opposite. My mbti is ENTP. I can get really competitive at times like sports or games. I have social anxiety so that messes me up at times where Iām like āshould I even talk to this person about ____ what if they think Iām weirdā and āI bet everyoneās looking at me I shouldnāt have came hereā. Lol on another note in my free time I enjoy reading comics, watching movies, baking, drawing, and playing video games. Baking is a way I like to relax and just chill. The thing about movies/comics/games I really like is because I get to escape from this world for a bit and day dream about how things would be in letās say a movie or comic. And finally I listen to music often to reminisce or again day dream random scenarios.
Also thank you for doing this, I hope this isnāt too much info but here ya go, again thanks!!
You can have both a 501st and Bad batch one ^^.
501st
I match you with.... Hardcase
Hardcase is the class clown to your quite kid. But he's also the type to throw you over his shoudler and walk out of a meeting.
He will steal your caps and wear them or hold them out of reach until you pay him in kisses.
Once you and him become friends it's next to impossible to get away from him, he's the type to handcuff you to himself so he can have you close by and just smiles the whole time.
You gave both been dubbed Menaces of the GAR.
Tease him and he will tease you back. The two of you a very dorky but the boys all find it quite amusing.
Marker forbid when squadron Spots come around, you and Hardcase are always going all out to try and beat each other or teaming up to take on Echo and Fives or Boil and Waxer.
Please teach hardcase to draw he really want to make his own little comics from his adventures and he would love you to read them or look at them.
Trace his tattoos and this man will melt in your arms, he may be a little crazy to the rest of his brothers but he really does love being around you and will make time for you every chance he gets.
"Cyare!!!" Hardcase calls as he walks in the door of your small appartment, he is quick to discard his Armor.
He almost trips on Himself discarding some of it. But once he is freed of the constituting white and blue armor his legs carry him to the kitchen.
He smiles to himself watching you move aroudn the kitchen with music playing thought your headphones. A evil smile works it's way to his lips as he quickly makes his way behind you.
Us I arms wrap around your waist making you jump and yelp before you look over you shoulder to see the handsome clone trooper. You quickly remove your headphones to hear the man laughing at your reaction.
You roll your eyes. "Thanks Hardcase, take more years off my life span" you tease only for him to turn you around and press you into the kitchen bench. "Sorry Cyare, I did call out but you didn't hear me. Missed you" he chuckles as he leans in to press a gentle kiss to your nose.
"Missed you to you evil ass" you chuckle and wrap your arms around his shoulders. "Movie might tonight or do you have to get back to the Barracks?" You ask.
"I am stay here, don't care if Rex has a supise meeting I'm enjoying my time with my lover" he hums lightly pressing his forehead against yours as he holds you close.
"So what are we gonna watch tonight, or do you want to be a cowboy tonight and play some RDR2" you ask smugly knowing he would pick the gaming over movies.
"Is that even a question. You have Yee'd your last Haw"
Bad batch
I match you with.... Wrecker
All I can say is be prepared to be smothered with affection. He is the most touchy feely of the bad batch.
He's great with kids and with people in General. Hand holding in public is his favourite thing ever becuase he just loves having you close.
You get to ride around on his shoulders but you have to take turns with Omega even tho Wrecekr could carry you both he doesn't want either of you to get hurt.
The boys in the bad batch are all very competitive with things hell Wrecker and Crosshair had a full on bet over droid.
Man loves just grabbing you randomly and just picking you up and kissing you. It's his way of showing affection.
If you tease him he will tease you. Call him big buy, beef pie and just things about how beefy this man is. He will call you twig, tiny and cure little nicknames.
Please play video games wirh him, both him and Omega just sitting with you in awe as you play.
Both you and Wrecker teaching Omega how yo play certain games and then she beats both of you with her tactics.
Please kiss his scars and tell him how handsome he is, man will melt when your fingers trace the raised skin.
"Wrecker, Y/n. How do I get passed this level" Omega ask looking towards the two of you with the controller in her hand.
"Oh this ones a puzzle peice you have to turn the claw over and read the symbols and them put them in that order on the door" you say with a smile as you lean back against Wreckers chest.
Omega smiles to you both before focusing back on the game quickly figuring out the pattern and moving on further thought the game.
"You will have a fight coming up soon do be prepared, once you get to the wall it will be the first boss fight" Wrecker says leaning forward to watch as his arms wrap around you tighter.
The boss fight is quick and both of you are cheering on Omega when Echo makes his presence known. "I thought you were meant to be in Bed Omega" he says with his arms crossed.
Omega give a shy wave as both you and Wrecker look to him. "She'll go to bed when she's ready, no use forcing her when she will just run around Istead. Besides she's having fun" you say and Wrecker seconds it.
"Come on, come sit down and watch she's a natural at this game" Wrecker calls and pats the ground.
Echo rolls his eyes with a smile but make this way in to watch her play as you curl up closer to the large clone. You rest your head on his chest and let out a soft yawn as yoy snuggle closer.
"I might have a bit to a nap if that's ok Wreck" you say lightly only for him to smile. "Rest up Tiny"
The leaks are out, but this seems like a shorter chapter than what weāve gotten in a while. Ā On one hand, that kinda sucks because less content for us. Ā On the other, Iām glad because I hope that means that Horikoshi is going easier on himself after working on the manga, 3rd movie, the anime, and the upcoming BNHA exposition over the past couple months. Ā Iām honestly shocked he hasnāt had a break since I think New Years. Ā At this point, I want him to give himself a break. Ā That would be better than have him grind for shorter chapters each week like the Joint Training Arc had when it first came out in Jump (that was torture good god...). Ā Anyway, not too much to say here, so Iām probably gonna keep it short too this week. Ā Again, I probably wonāt be 100% correct until the official translations come out on Sunday:
The main 2 characters we see in this chapter are Yo Shindo (Vibration boy) and his GF, Tatami Nakagame (the girl with that weird Telescopic turtle Quirk) from the Provisional Lisence Exam Arc. Ā I hope yāall who voted for Shindo in the popularity poll (I still canāt believe that even happened)Ā are happy he finally made a comeback in this chapter. Ā Only to get his ass kicked later in the chapter LOL. Ā
But really, they are ourĀ āHeroesā in this chapter taking heat from the public. Ā Shindo and Nakagame are both officially in their 3rd year of high school, so that basically confirms that the new school year has officially begun. Ā This means that 3rd years like Mirio, Tamaki, and Nejire have officially graduated high school and are probably sidekicks to their respective mentors (weāre not sure where Mirio stands with this yet though)! Ā And our 1-A kids are now 2-A kids! Ā Strange that the last chapter showed them still living the 1-A dorms though, so I wonder when theyāll move to their new dorm rooms. Ā I also wonder if weāll see the new 1st years. Ā If there are any... Ā Maybe Iām thinking too far into this...
Anyway, Shindo and Nakagame are leading some of the public to their school for shelter, but the citizens arenāt sure about Heroes anymore. Ā I donāt really blame them. Ā Heroes have protected people in the past, but their actions and inactions caused a lot of deaths and lost homes. Ā How can you keep faith in your heroes if they canāt give you 100% reassurance that things will be ok?
Oh, AND FREAKING MUSCULAR IS BACK! Ā And of course heās out for blood! Ā Shindo tries to go up to stop him like a hero. Ā Though it is a noble effort, he gets absolutely destroyed by Muscular. Ā This kid was š¤ close to dying. Ā Muscular is that freaking strong!
And Iāve heard word that some fans think that Shindo was attacked because he looks like an older Deku I TOTALLY BUY INTO THAT THEORY HAHA! Ā And we KNOW Muscular is targeting Deku in particular for revenge. Ā Given how Muscularās intelligence was an E in the Ultra Analysis book (if I remember correctly), Iām not surprised he made this mistake. Ā NGL, I kinda feel bad for Shindo here. Ā Kinda.
And the final panel shows Deku in what is basically his vigilante costume AND HE LOOKS SO BADASS IM HERE FOR THIS SHIT!!! Ā His costume is all ripped up and ruffled AND HEāS FINALLY FULLY WEARING HIS BUNNY HOOD AND METAL MASK LIKE HEāS SUPPOSED TO HELL YEAH!!! Ā Those two pieces of his costume have just been hanging there for a majority of the series and we rarely ever see them in action, so Iām so glad to see them in use here. Ā Also, I noticed that Dekuās vigilante costume looks a lot like his beta costume from the early drafts of the series. Ā The menacing look to it especially brings this home. Ā I wouldnāt be surprised if Horikoshi took inspiration from his earlier ideas for this. Ā Heās done it before with Mt. Lady and Yui Kodai (1-Bās Size Girl) who were both early concepts for Ochaco Uraraka.Ā
Finally, Deku being here confirms two things:Ā
1. Heās still in Japan. Ā He is not in the States like some of us thought (myself included). Ā Ngl, I wouldāve loved to see Deku in America doing American things, but it makes sense that he would stay in Japan since this is where the villains broke out of. Ā He needs to stay to protect his home.
2. We have not made a massive time-skip like some people thought. Ā If the war arc ended at the end of March, that means that weāre at lest 1-3 weeks ahead if the new school year has started. Ā Iām really glad we didnāt make a big jump in time. Ā We need to see what Dekuās up to as a vigilante right now. Ā We also need to know of what happened during this time. Ā Also, since heās still in Japan, Deku shouldnāt be too hard to find. Ā At least for those closest to him.
Speaking of, WHERE ARE BAKUGO AND SHOTO??? Ā Dekuās 2 closest friends are still nowhere to be found! Ā I want to see our boys! Ā I want to know what theyāll do. Ā I still have no doubt that theyāll go after Deku eventually, especially Bakugo and maybe Ochaco. Ā I think Shoto will join in the Deku search too honestly. Ā If Dekuās presence can drag the villains out, then maybe he can drag Dabi out? Ā Especially if Shigaraki decides to go after him. Ā Kill 2 birds with one stone sort of thing. Ā I just want to see Shoto again in general haha š!
And thatās pretty much it! Ā Again, shorter chapter so I hope Horikoshi is getting some rest for himself (Edit: Fan Scans are out and I counted 16 pages this week. Ā Thatās like 1-2 pages shorter than usual, so itās not that short. Ā Still hope Horikoshi gets some rest though). Ā Apparently weāre still getting a chapter next week though. Ā I hope our mangaka doesnāt burn himself out. Ā Though Iām soooooooo excited to see Dekuās vigilante adventures and I hope he absolutely folds Muscular in the next couple of chapters now thatās heās stronger. Ā I need to see Vigilante Deku throw hands! Ā Please let me see that!
Warnings:Ā Child Abuse Mention, Eating Disorder Mention, Food Mention, Forced Eating Disorder Mention, let me know if I should tag anything else.
Usernames: Existence Is A Prison Aizawa: feral cat dad, Aoyama: gay salt, Hagakure: ranch flavored jello, Tokoyami: foil-mecha, Shinsou: farmer toshi, Kuroiro: life is a nightmare, Shiozaki: saviour, Tsunotori: schrodinger better run, Honenuki: pure, Monoma: nat20, Yamada: President Megaphone, Bakugou: deku-deck-you
Notes: Iāve changed Shinsouās birthday to April 20th because I can.
Aizawa, We Agreed No More Cats: Chapter 6
5:28 AM
Existence Is A Prison
feral cat dad: I swear to god, if you say you're going out for a run, Katsuki.
deku deck-you: ...
deku deck-you: I'mĀ totally not going out for a run.
feral cat dad: Kid, you don't need permission or even to tell us. You're allowed around school grounds, to leave, to the school, ya know. As long as you have your pass for the door, you're good, nothing's stopping you.
deku deck-you: I don't need to tell you where I am?
feral cat dad: No, what you do is your own business. Me and UA are just here to house and teach you. Your actions are your own, you don't have to tell us them.
deku deck-you: Oh.
feral cat dad: It's okay if you want to, but you never have to feel obligated to tell me or anyone else, either.
deku deck-you: It's just my mom made me tell her what I was doing every time I left the house.
feral cat dad: Well, I mean, I obviously know what you're doing every morning at 5:30. So, even if I'm worried, I know what you were doing. I'm also not your mom, I don't want to know where you are every second because you're a kid being a kid, you deserve some privacy. God knows you need privacy after not seeming to have it for fifteen years.
deku deck-you: You get those wires off today, right?
farmer toshi: Yup. Recovery Girl's fixing me today.
1:16 PM
Existence Is A Prison
farmer toshi: It's official. I can menace once again.
feral cat dad: If you're terrorizing villagers, please don't bring them back armed with pitchforks, I don't like fire.
5:25 AM
Existence Is A Prison
farmer toshi: Kats, where are you, I don't see you.
farmer toshi: @deku deck-you Did you get up early or something?
farmer toshi: Hey, @foil-mecha, Tokoyami, you're in room 9. Have you heard anything in his room?
foil-mecha: His phone pinged when you @ed him. And I swear I heard him moving around a bit earlier.
farmer toshi: Do you think he's okay? Maybe he's sleeping again?
foil-mecha: No, usually he's up for the day once he's up.
feral cat dad: God, did he push himself too much to recover quickly?
President Megaphone: I'm in early, I'm coming over and checking on him since you're in not position to help him if he's hurt, Shouta.
feral cat dad: Fine.
6:35 AM
Existence Is A Prison
foil-mecha: Is Katsuki okay?
farmer toshi: He fine, just malnourished. He passed out after he woke up, ended up hitting his head a little on the ground, and getting a minor concussion.
gay salt: How!?
deku deck-you: I thought our parents were the ones that paid for our groceries but my parents have told me they won't do it.
feral cat dad: Don't worry about him and his stubbornness, I'll be bringing him to the store later once he feels better and making him pick up foods.
ranch flavored jello: Katsuki! The card you got! The barcode! You just scan the barcode! UA pays for your food while you're in the dorms!
deku deck-you: I know that now, Toru. I thought our family or parents paid for our food.
4:16 PM
Existence Is A Prison
feral cat dad: Okay, get dressed and get a list if you want, kid. What foods do you like?
deku deck-you: Well, I'm allergic to shellfish.
feral cat dad: You've been eating with us all week and you didn't tell us you were allergic to something?
deku deck-you: I avoided things that had shellfish in them.
feral cat dad: Katsuki.
deku deck-you: You act like my mother didn't practically force me to have allergic reactions when she was tired of me.
feral cat dad: You're right, I do act like that because that's not okay. It's abuse, Katsuki, and I want you to be safe and happy. So please, tell me if you can't or even don't want to eat something.
deku deck-you: Mackerel with spinach, mushrooms, and chili oil.
feral cat dad: Then we'll grab the stuff for you.
President Megaphone: I'll spoil you, kid, I'm your uncle now.
deku deck-you: If you plan on spoiling me, get me those sausages that look like octopi. I love them but I haven't been allowed to buy them for around five years.
President Megaphone: I swear, Shouta, this nephew will get all the sausages. UA is willing to buy.
feral cat dad: I know, but don't go all 'grab it all' at the store, Hizashi, the kid can grab his own food at his own pace. You can pick him up extra ones whenever. We're letting him pick up his own groceries probably for the first time in his life. Don't overwhelm him.
foil-mecha: Can you pick me up boiled octopus and baby sardines, Mr. Aizawa?
feral cat dad: Sure, I'll grab you a bunch of fish, kid.
foil-mecha: Much appreciated.
deku deck-you: Is there a limit I can use?
feral cat dad: No, there isn't. UA is full of future heroes who will likely need to build muscle to save others, to do that, you need to eat well, Nezu's rule for us dorm kids has always been to make sure we eat, he doesn't care how much it costs as long as you're healthy.
deku deck-you: Wow, that's actually. Just wow.
farmer toshi: Your shitty parents put you on a budget, huh?
deku deck-you: Usually I had to cost less than 1,000Ā„ per week. It was hard, especially building muscle to be a hero. I ate rice and eggs a lot so I wasn't completely starving but it was always hard living with them.
ranch flavored jello: Aren't your parents like famous or something? Why did they want you to be on a budget?
deku deck-you: They didn't like dealing with me besides to scream at me. I think it was to keep me from leaving them. They'd hand me exactly 1,000Ā„ every week I had to use my money for food because they wouldn't buy food for me after I turned 5. Then they'd still tell me what I couldn't buy.
foil-mecha: I feel great rage toward your parents and I hope they have a horrible life now without you.
deku deck-you: I do too, don't worry.
4:30 PM
Existence Is A Prison
deku deck-you has started a video call
Hey, Kats, how's your
shopping going? -foil-mecha
Are you upside down,
Tokoyami? Why are
you...? -deku deck-you
I'm on the couch. I refuse
to sit correctly. -foil-mecha
Dad and Uncle Zashi are off
getting dinner for tonight
because Dad's getting a
little souped out. So they're
picking up some stuff for that
and I didn't want to feel
alone. -deku deck-you
Hey, little bro. -farmer toshi
I turn 16 tomorrow for your
information. Call me 'little
bro'. I'm probably the oldest
of us kids in the dorms right
now. -deku deck-you
I turn 16 tomorrow. -farmer toshi
Oh my god, I practically have
twin sons now. -feral cat dad
Deal with it, Dad. -farmer toshi
Looks like I'm going over to the
cake section and picking up two
cakes. - President Megaphone
Strawberry. -farmer toshi
You don't have to. -deku deck-you
No, I don't have to, but I'm going
to. -President Megaphone
Anything. -deku deck-you
You're getting your own cake,
Katsuki. I'm not just gonna pick
you up anything. What's your
favorite cake flavor?Ā C'mon, little
listener.-President Megaphone
I don't know. I've never had cake
before. -deku deck-you
So a variety cake. I can work with
that. -President Megaphone
Hey, Kats, can you grab those
meat buns and red bean buns
in the red bag to your right
for me? -nat20
Yeah, okay. -deku deck-you
You're amazing. -nat20
What have you picked out so far,
Kats? -ranch flavored jello
Uh, mushrooms, spinach,
bean sprouts, eggs, mackerel, and
Seiko's bun thing. I'm in the meat
section so I'll probably pick up two
of those...-deku deck-you
Two of what? -saviour
I got em. Those octopus sausages.
I found them. I'm getting two of
them. Ā Are you guys sure I'm not
spending too much? -deku deck-you
Pick up anything you will either eat
or give to someone else who will
eat it. -feral cat dad
As long as you're sure. -deku deck-you
What'd you pick up, twinsie? -farmer toshi
Boiled octopus, bacon,
ham, chicken, another two sets of
the buns. -deku deck-you
Are you picking up things to eat
with rice and eggs out of habit,
Kats? -foil-mecha
I wanna buy what I know I like first
before I buy things I won't eat. I
already hate spending money as it
is. -deku deck-you
Reasonable. Just make sure you pick
up snacks for yourself since training
for a Sports Festival takes a lot out of
you. -feral cat dad
I am. Ooh, yoghurt. -deku deck-you
I'm right here, Katsuki. -feral cat dad
Hi, Dad. Alright, I'm ending this.
Y'all text me if you want something
else. -deku deck-you
Bye, twinsie. -farmer toshi
deku deck-you has ended the video call
5:30 PM
Existence Is A Prison
President Megaphone: I'm getting started on dinner. Should be done by 7.
deku deck-you: Can I eat my ice cream?
feral cat dad: You're allowed to eat whatever and whenever.
deku deck-you: I know, I just worry. It'll go away, I hope. I just get worried.
feral cat dad: Getting worried is normal. I was too when I was in your position.
deku deck-you: You were in my position?
feral cat dad: Kind of. Back then, fifteen years ago, there was no teacher or other students in the dorms, just me and Nezu. I was fresh from nine years in a foster home that would spend the money meant to support me on their own son.
feral cat dad: For the first month, I didn't buy myself food. I'd eat breakfast and lunch on school days and skip dinner and meals on weekends because I was scared of spending UA's money.
feral cat dad: After almost a month with no financial transactions on my account and the Sports Festival coming up, Nezu did a surprise inspection and flipped out when there was no food in the kitchen. He forced me to the store and made me buy dinner for us two because he wouldn't allow a student under his roof to not have food for themselves.
feral cat dad: Nezu sat me down and told me the same thing I told you and, after the Sports Festival, I actually bought myself and four friends dinner at a nice restaurant to celebrate me and my friend's winning tie and I paid the bill without even thinking about it.
gay salt: Wait, there was a tie at the sports festival?
feral cat dad: The first year rounds fifteen years ago, the only winning tie because we refused to fight again.
gay salt: I'll have to watch that and see my badass teacher fighting.
feral cat dad: The sports festivals are all free to watch on your televisions in your rooms, no need to pay to watch on YouTube.
Just a heads up, this is (of course) gonna contain spoilers for everything up to S3 EP11 āDeath Peck/Ponynomium,ā so yeah, youāve been warned. As for season 2, iāll try to count everything but my god, it's a lot to say.
Seeing as i also have all the time in the world to rant, i will try and get into as many goods and bads, but iām unfortunately as lazy as i am hooked to the show, so i guess iāll take questions if i missed anything. at the end will be my plans for fanfics and fanart in the future and my last short thoughts.
Yes this is long as hell but deal with it, itās my post, I do what I want. Be happy i got a spoiler warning on this or else this wouldāve clogged your feed a LOT. (2.8k words incoming!)
I think i was nearly 12 when star vs. the forces of evil first premiered on Disney XD and it was one of the best times of my life, especially since i was just a kid who didnāt know jack about anything in life and just wanted to have fun. At the time, i donāt think iād say that becauseā¦ idk, what does a kid know about knowing the worth of ānow?ā
So when i am once again pulled into the temptation and great feeling of nostalgia and into the love of western cartoons such as Steven Universe and Owl House (which I will check out btw), i just needed to push away any worries i had and just return to what i loved when i was young. And it ABSOLUTELY did not help that the last episode I watched was Bon Bon the Birthday Clown, which is literally the front door of what i like to call āwhen-the-show-gets-realā phase. So finally, years after its premiere and fewer after its end, hereās what i got so far about star vs. the forces of evil. Iāll go over what i consider crucial and all above.
(iām not going back to episodes for a quick reminder, too lazy
*after about 20 minutes in, i went against my word, but thank u to alyciadweeb for uploading reaction vids, saved me a lotta time.)
Season 1.
I think the episode list was fairly strong in this one. it nicely showed what it had to offer, what was to be expected going forward and how each character acted. Its āleft-fieldā progress is very charming, refreshing and random with each episode and the subject matter of everything under the list of āwholesomeā coming from Star mixed in with exciting and thrilling action and fight scenes is just so good.
Some highlights from this season were (and some are very obvious) Star Comes to Earth since itās basically season one in a nutshell, Mewberty because i find it to be pretty suspenseful and i like starās form, The Blood Moon Ball (you know why), Fortune Cookies for introducing Toffee nicely and pushing subtle plot, Marco Grows a Beard for Toffee again and showing off what Star is made of, and Storm the Castle. no words for Storm the Castle.
Considering the starco burn, it was nice and slow while staying pretty unpredictable as to how it would continue and even more conclude. Party with a Pony, Blood Moon Ball, and Storm the Castle were great for the burn because it showed what they were willing to do for each other and even through some rough talks, they can understand that theyāre both on the same page of trying to stay alive.
Going over CHARACTERS, i think the main ones have contributed greatly to the season and are layered well. Star is naive but not so much to where itās irritatingly stupid (imo btw), sweet, and so considerate of those who are in need of help such as in Mewnipendence Day when it clicked that PERHAPS monsters had it badly in both the history and present time.
Marco is cool yet awkward, heās obviously super cautious being the Safe Kid he is, and the way he lets his concern take control to fight or monitor Star regardless of consequences displays just how much good he has for what he cares for.
Oskar and Jackie were pretty likeable whenever they appeared, their cool nature is relaxing and easy to love, and I understand love interests being an addition to the romantical aspect of the show and I can totally roll with it. I was super into Jannaās traits considering her side being stalker-ish (okay, VERY), forward, and a huge trickster, plus her dynamic with Marco is really enjoyable and I could side with their ship.
Ludo was playing a pretty good antagonist, but not enough for me to root for him. I think the āantagonistā should be well made to where you despise them but at the same time youāre hyped the next time you spot him because the story will be pushed in a direction you didnāt anticipate. Which is where Toffee comes in.
This is pretty debateable; Toffeeās introduction is an antagonistās introduction done right, at least as far as cartoon shows go. Maybe. At his first appearance, he only seemed off, strange, a character with a very ambiguous mission. Before I noticed, he became the one I wanted to see the most, the one that would bring the show its best colors and deepest moments. And his traits just make it so much better, he is meticulous yet his plans are mysterious, unsettling, unusually still and calm, and just truly evil.
And then the next season arrived.
Season 2.
Entering this felt pretty nerve-racking, but I was also excited to catch up to when I last separated from this show. After breaking through the Bon Bon episode and finishing the season, I can say that season 2 was really, REALLY good. To me. And seeing as this prick has 22 episodes, I will try to mention all the crucials and highlights in a messy mixture.
The first episode/season debut did a great job of starting a new plot with new moving parts and staying somewhat connected with the first season. āDip downā was a really cool ability to see Star unlock, yet I didnāt catch her continuing with said ability. Ludoās episode was really entertaining and it got me wondering where the plot was going with Ludo still involved. Thereās a moment where you just know when to drop the antagonist, and with Toffee āgone,ā I would say that dropping Ludo wouldāve been the best choice to move on.
[Ludo in The Wild, Wand to Wand, By the Book, Bon Bon, Is Mystery] Except that it resulted in the best pair of villains for the season. Ludo finally became a menace worth taking seriously, someone who had minions who took him more seriously than his previous, and with Toffee technically āin chargeā and corrupting magic, it was the best hint to something huge and dangerous growing in the distance.
[Wand to Wand, By The Book, Into The Wand, Bon Bon, Just Friends, Face the Music, Starcrushed] The corruption of the wands was one of my favorite ongoing points in this season. At first, I wouldāve never suspected Toffee was behind it all and that it was a result of destroying the wand (it just clicked how he ended up in the wand, omfg, S3). As it kept going, I understood that the wand was never supposed to work completely for Ludo, that it was all part of a much more complicated plan for Toffee to return and just destroy magic for good. As for Star, itās...I donāt know. The fact that her emotions, either good or bad, were mostly the ropes pulling the wand to function properly was very interesting, and even more so when Star was distracted by her own jealousy and anger towards the Jarco ship.
(And being the fanfic lover I am, I wouldāve loved for the jealousy to kick up the evil magic and anger to Jackie becauseā¦ ._ . Because I like drama and Iām a weeb who likes yandere moments. All love to Jackie though, great character, I just need drama.)
[Mr. Candle Cares, Friend-enemies] Before hitting the romance portion, I just wanna shove in my appreciation for the bond growing between Marco and Tom. Despite being a pretty short 2 episodes, I think they did a good job of bringing the two to a better spot in their relationship and being able to discuss Star without weird tropes such as Tom trying to keep Marco away from Star (which I guess he did, but whatevs) or Tom trying to get with Star for 11 minutes, which wouldāve been paināful. Much love to the Tomco shippers !
[Camping Trip, Sleepover, Naysaya, Bon Bon, Trickstar, Just Friends, Face the Music, Starcrushed.] Iiiiii..The triangle was great here. I think these episodes did a good job with progressing the Jarco ship and watching Star having to third wheel or try to suppress her feelings was saddening until she was hit with her own truth, which then led to her being the one verifying it instead of hiding it forever. It was relieving that she had the chance, even if it had to lead to separation because of plot, which was the best and worst cliffhanger to leave on.
[Cont. of above.] I didnāt really see a reason to bring back Oskar in the last episode, especially at the highest point and at the very end of the season. I suppose it was for Star to try and develop a new love, something to pull her away from Marco, but likeāthere couldāve been many other ways to accomplish distance, no? Maybe Iām wrong, but it didnāt feel completely right when I watched it. Also I only included Camping Trip and Trickstar because I like to wonder how Starco wouldāve come closer by being alone in the woods and that line Marco gives when he has his joy sucked out is just so out there. They might have been Marcoās doubts or being insecure of how it would go with Jackie, but itās also funny to think that it was written in because of its seriousness.
[Running with Scissors.] This is just āThe Hekapoo x Marco Fanfictionā episode, plus I think it was one of the best concepts for an episode. One thing that does tick at me is that Marco continues to be himself instead of mentally matured since his mind has aged 16 more years.
(this is becoming longer than I guessed, but letās keep going. Kudos if you made it here, and more if to the end.)
[Page Turner, Into the Wand, Baby, Running with Scissors, Face the Music, Starcrushed.] The Butterflyās and the Magic High Commission. I was very hooked to Glossaryck and his connection to what I guessed were some āvery important people.āĀ It always felt like he played a much bigger role than just the explainer of the Book of Spells, and that he possibly knew what cards were going to be dealt later on. The members of the Commission were all unique, loveable, and clearly held power that I was excited to see. But even after saying all that, my biggest questions rested on Moon and Eclipsa. Moon coming into the picture was a huge alarm and seeing her involved in the conflict for the safety of her daughter and magic kept me on edge. Having Eclipsa pop up often meant she would most likely meddle with oncoming situations in the next season and Baby comparing Star to her made me want to know what that meant for Star, her desires, and goals.
Season 3.
aaaAHHHHHHHāOkay, letās make this fast. Season 3 hit me really really hard. So what better way to start than with The Battle for Mewni?
[The Battle for Mewni episodes.] As much as Iād like to peek into the romance, I need to stay organized and follow my own plan. This portion was the best way to resume the plot and I legitimately couldnāt stop until I had finished it and witnessed the conclusion. Moonās backstory brought much more info for Toffee and Eclipsa and gave her own perspective as to how she acted when she was Starās age; she wasnāt any wiser than Star was in the present, she made mistakes too.
[Cont.] A part of me was worried that maybe evil would have the last laugh, everything just seemed to appear as if the worst was meant to happen. Glossaryck was gone, the High Commission may never return, Star would most likely stay within the wand forever. And then I reached the battle against Toffee and it was one of the most exciting, most moving moments I have ever seen. Plus, I get to see Star not only ādip down,ā but morph into a whole new beautiful yet scary form.
And can I just mention how AMAZING the ending song is?! Iām a big music fan, but even without my studies and without experiencing a pile of diverse music, this ending song would continue to give me shivers and bring a smile to my face.
[Cont.] If it wasnāt for the Blood Moonās assurance that Starcoās souls are bound together for eternity, I wouldnāt reeeaally see a reason for Marco to arrive at Mewni and become roped into the conflict. I wouldāve thought that maybe this would be Starās fight and Marco would face a much longer wait before deciding to leave and stay in Mewni. With all that said, Marcoās experience with Mewni and then returning to Earth is a good way for him to realize that he couldnāt completely forget and that he truly wanted to live there.
I blame River for a majority of it. Dumb meat cape.
[Moon the Undaunted, Stranger Danger, Lint Catcher, Sweet Dreams.] My god, Eclipsa is so likeable and I absolutely cannot trust myself with the choice of trusting her or not. She is so sweet and understanding when both Moon and Star dumped their personal problems onto her, her attitude is nonchalant and cheeky, and I can totally see where Starās rebellious side came from, both just have their own ways and plans to get what they need. All knowledge is good knowledge after all.
[Scent of a Hoodie, Lint Catcher, Sophomore Slump.] You know, Iām somewhat glad that Starcoās bond is taking a few steps back and even more awkward than before. It was super cute (and gross) that Star continued to miss Marco to the point where she lied in order to keep a piece of him with her. I donāt fully believe that Marco initially returned to Mewni for Star but more so as a result of his days being cooped up in it. While it meant that Jackie understood fully and tore her ties with him as to make the feeling go away faster, it was a new door for Marco to enter and better enjoy than to be the ācroissant girl.ā
[Cont.] The part where the roles were reversed and now Marco was the one dropping into Starās life was a new take on a used beginning that I enjoyed, and showed that some time needed to pass before things would return to normal.
[Club Snubbed, Demoncism, Lava Lake Beach.] I almost ALMOST had this strong feeling, this permanent question, which was āwhy the hell would you bring TomStar back?ā If it was for the Starco slow burn, I was completely certain that there were better ways to develop the ship. If I remember correctly (if Iām wrong, this is still good), Star had her attention on trying to be the best princess she could be, so why not have her try and use that as distance and denial while Marco continued as he did, like a squire, just someone by her side?
[Cont.] After about 2 days of thinking, I just decided to drop it into the excuse of Star successfully finding a new love in an old flame (ayy, fire pun). Love is just complicated like that, even Marco faced the same feeling when seeing the two and found himself a breakup buddy in the form of the great Kelly (Kellco is great btw). While this explanation suffices, I still have a pinch of doubt in it.
Conclusion.
I am not prepared to drop this show. These characters, this story, all of it just leads me to want more, for the story to continue and itās what leads me to click the next episode but at the same time want to hold back to make it last longer. Sometimes wanting to feel what you felt before leaves a sharp feeling when itās all gone. It feels much worse when Iām going through a big part of life, and trying to feel memories just makes you remember that it doesnāt last forever. While the Season 3 ED brings me joy, it constantly reminds me that Iāll have to finish the show soon.
But past the nostalgia, I feel a once dead love for shows return to my heart. This show reminds me that sometimes itās okay to indulge in entertainment, in great plots and characters that you end up loving forever. I hope that I can find time for shows and bring back the great feeling this show always does when I watch it.
Iām planning to resume my fanfic writing and begin a fanart series based on SVTFOE, but also try and bring and continue other series that I love today and then. And these wonāt be WIPS and drafts, I want to go all out.
Thank you for reading allā¦this. It means a lot. Iāll be back when I finish the whole show. Thisāll be a painful, wonderful, great experience, and I wonāt take it for granted.
Where we last left off, I was shitting on Adriana, Captain of the Guard, who gives ACAB a pretty different meaning. Fortunately, most of the pickings this time arenāt quite as dire.
Depala, Pilot Exemplar (3rd most played as of writing)
Holy shit, a Boros commander with card advantage? Itās niche, but it was a first. Being limited to Dwarves and Vehicles does leave her with a problem a lot of commanders and tribes tend to have, which is being just a smidge under critical mass- but with the upcoming Kaldheim appearing to support Dwarves, and vehicles appearing to be a deciduous mechanic, I feel like it wonāt be long before Depala is as powerful as her placement suggests. She is niche and mana-hungry, but basically the only Vehicle commander (and definitely the only Dwarf commander at the moment), so I suspect sheās here to stay for a while.
Tiana, Shipās Caretaker (15th most played as of writing)
Tiana is possibly my favourite character lorewise in all of magic, frankly. Sheās cool and cute and a massive dork and also someone who found her purpose in life, and frankly I love that for her.Ā
Sheās also a really interesting commander to build around, seeing as she has a unique brand of card advantage that leads to the addition of old and weird cards, which Iām always a fan of. I should really get around to building a Tiana deck, to be honest, though I already have 10 commander decks with an 11th in progress, soooooā¦
Firesong and Sunspeaker (4th most played as of writing)
Iām surprised to see F&S this high, but the first unique Buy-a-Box card did expand into an archetype previously unseen in the combination in the form of Boros Spellslinger (Dalakos would later return the favour as an Izzet Equipment commander). Previously, you had to go into Pauper EDH and play fellow Minotaur Blaze Commando for this kinda deck. Like Depala, F&S are heavily played despite being niche, though the also have the benefit of being a RW minotaur commander, if you want to play White instead of Black in that deck forā¦some reason? The siren moo of Boros Reckoner speaks to us all, I suppose.
Sylvia Brightspear and Khorvath Brightflame (17th most played as of writing)
The only partner pair Iām discussing today on account of their monogamy. Knights and Dragons make a weird combination, seeing as there are basically no other cards that help them work together rather than apart. You could almost run them as a goodstuff deck if you wanted, seeing as many of Borosās best creatures are Knights or Dragons, but largely I think sticking to one or the other is probably for the best. With that in mind, the pair are actually the only real commanders for either tribe within Boros- the only other Dragon is something weāll get to, and the only knight isā¦Adrianaā¦soā¦. The buffs given by either pair are excellent, and not something that either tribe gets easy access to typically, so I can see the appeal of them in that slot. At that point, the extra commander is just a bonus.
Aurelia, Exemplar of Justice (21st most played as of writing)
Oh, another Aurelia, and sheās worse this time. In seriousness, her ability looks like its likely to be targeting herself most of the time, and Mentor just doesnāt do enough in this format. She has enough keywords and power to Voltron, but Iām not expecting much interesting from her outside of that.
Tajic, Legionās Edge (18th most played as of writing)
Tajic has 4 separate lines of text for some reason, and only one (ok fine two haste is nice) actually matters. Having a damage prevention effect is nice in the zone, but it doesnāt apply to himself, so if youāre planning on turning mass damage one-sided youāre going to need to protect him still. And like, what else does he do? Heās not a good aggro commander at all, his last ability is a joke, why are people playing this card? If I was in a mass damage deck Iād just play Gisela, at least she does something on the off chance she survives. Probably no-one is gonna go out of the way to kill Tajic, at least. Beats out Aurelia for biggest downgrade, imo, even if Aurelia fell from higher.
Feather, the Redeemed (Number 1 most played at time of writing)
Feather is the most popular Boros commander, by over triple the next most popular. Itās not hard to see why: sheās a cheap commander that turns any targeted cantrip into a draw engine, she synergises with so many random powerful cards that you can build her a fair few different ways, and sheās a cool story character getting a card 12ish years after her appearance in the Ravnica novels. She does so much and is so interesting that itās completely understandable that sheās as huge as she is. Iām still never going to build her though, even with my funky Japanese copies, if only because Iām too much of a hipster.
Gerrard, Weatherlight Hero (13th most played as of writing)
Kinda funny that Gerrardās little text that made him work in the command zone until recent rules changes is now a strict downside. Gerrard has his niche, with a Second Sunrise in the zone unsurprisingly supporting Eggs decks rather nicely, and synergising with a lot of just random bullshit. Iād probably never build him, and it seems pretty easy to make it degenerate, but Iām glad heās here and heās certainly better than the first iteration of the character.
Haktos, the Unscarred (12th most played as of writing)
Iām kinda surprised to see Achilles this high, considering how recent he is. He reminds me a lot of Progenitus, oddly enough, as a commander that would be good at Voltron but canāt get buffed easily by traditional means. I think adding equipment on the off-chance that it fits his heel is a complete mistake, but things like Silverblade Paladin and Exalted cards do exist, so fair play. Heās pretty hard to kill unless youāre boardwiping, and even then damage-based ones probably miss, so I can see the value in that. But that mana cost hurts to look at- hitting 2 mana of 2 different colours on turn 4 was a pain back when I played Trostani, and that was a green deck.
Stet, Draconic Proofreader (No data available)
Okay look, I tried so hard to find a way to abuse this dorkās ability but thereās just no good way to do it. Stet sucks hard enough that even if you are playing with Silver-Bordered cards legal I just donāt know why youād ever run it. His art is pretty funny, Iāll give it that. We got Alexander bloody Clamilton and Surgeon Commander in the same cycle, keep in mind.
Winota, Joiner of Forces (2nd most played as of writing)
Having menaced standard, Winota is still pretty decent as a commander, even without access to her 7-mana blue payload. Ā There actually arenāt that many beefy humans to cheat out in general, but considering how easy it is to enable her ability and the fact that she digs *6 cards deep* on trigger, I think you just kinda end up swarming the board distressingly easy with her deck. Itās shocking to see a card from 2020 in the top 5 like this, considering how the year has gone for the format in general, but like. 6 cards.
Zirda, the Dawnwaker (8th most played as of writing)
Look it combos with Basalt/Grim monolith in the command zone isnāt that neat. Zirda is pretty open-ended, but not especially powerful outside of the aforementioned combo. I find them much more appealing in the Companion slot, frankly. With that said, I do like that Boros is the colour pair getting access to Training Grounds in the zone, seeing as it works well with its other themes (Equipment mostly) and opens new archetypes (Cycling, etc.) up as possibilities.
Akiri, Fearless Voyager (7th most played as of writing)
Haha, Brion has more decks than Akiri. Thatās probably since it only released a few months ago. Of course, Iām not including the other Akiri, so this is the first time weāve seen her on the list. But apart from that, Akiri was somehow the first of these commanders to actually say ādrawā on it. Her synergies with Living Weapon (and the recent equipment cards that do the same) are pretty sick, though her second ability will end up costing a lot of mana over time if you have to use it. I think its hilarious how much more value this gives you than Adriana for doing the thing Adriana wants you to do, at 2 less mana.
Also, sheās probably the best general for Kor tribal? I guess you could go Akiri/Black partner so you can play Orah in the deck. Someone build this! Kor like equipment, Akiri likes equipment, lets go.
Itās only just occurred to me that Akiri gives you more for attacking other players than Adriana does. Fuckin hell, man.
Bell Borca, Spectral Sergeant (25th most played as of writing)
Bell finally getting a card 15 years after his fictional death was a welcome treat, but the exile-related ability is frankly awkward and abusing it to 1 or 2 hit commander damage is pretty difficult. Still, having impulse draw in the zone makes him probably just the best generic #goodstuff commander. Iām surprised heās as low as he is, but he only released a month ago (at time of writing) and we got an absolute stack of legends (including 2 other Boros ones and the partners) in the same set.
Reyav, Master Smith (28th most played as of writing)
Reyav is neat since he combines 2 of Borosās more traditional archetypes, being Aggro and Voltron, into one damage doubling dwarf. I suspect his lack of play is again due to the other legends in the same set and that it only dropped a month ago, because thereās no way he deserves to be below Munda. Also, heās 2 mana! The only other 2CMC Boros Legend is partner Akiri! How did that happen? I think he deserves better. You can suit him up and get dunking real quick.
Wyleth, Soul of Steel (16th most played as of writing)
Our final general is Borosās second ever Precon commander, and the only one with flavour text. Heās got the space for it, considering how much work that second line is doing. I appreciate that Wyleth, despite being superficially similar to Akiri, plays pretty differently, as he prefers Voltron while she prefers spreading equipment out. I assume Wyleth would be a lot higher if the precon itself was included, but thereās no way of knowing how many people are playing just the base deck, so who knows.
A CHALLENGER APPROACHES!!!
Koll, the Forgemaster (no data available)
This bloke got spoiled between me writing most of this and going to publish it. I can see a few easy combos with his first ability, especially seeing as Grafted Wargear is a card. Playing fairly though, his first ability feels kinda slow, and not being able to protect himself is a huge drag. The second ability feels kinda stapled on, as its a way of giving you a bonus since the first one doesnāt do shit for tokens. But like, just donāt equip them, lmao. Awkward, but has potential.
And thatās the lot of them! Uhhhh yeah thatās all Iāve got, stan Tiana kthnxbai
Drama AU [this is just an idea tho, no plot basically]: āDid you find a bitch in me?ā
[JC-focus crackships galore baby! title is from a Marina Diamandisās song (āHermit the Frog) but thatās probably not important for the non-plot so... yeah]
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āSo... wait a minute.ā
āHit me.ā
āIām still confused.ā
āAbout?ā
āWen Qing... why should I know about your exās exes?ā
āBecause heās a bisexual menace and I donāt want him to ruin this for me.ā
āJiang Cheng is not going to sleep with me.ā
āWhat do you know tho? Heās that powerful.ā
āBabe, Iām a lesbian.ā
āAnd he has dated everyone in our circle of friends and their significant others.ā
or the only au where thereās only drama and no plot and JC went from experimenting to actively turning people gay or straight just because.
[attn: in this au Jin GuangShan is not, I repeat, not a bitch and did not, in fact, have other kids aside from Jin ZiXuan bc I say so. donāt make me complicate this non-existent plot more, please]
[under the cut for more!]
ok. got it. JC knows heās no saint. hell, he doesnāt even qualify as a decent human being, alright. heās that socially abominable. but things have escalated to a point where he doesnāt even know what to do. maybe become a hermit, lock his dick and call it a day. yeah, that should do the trick. because he really doesnāt know when it all started... no. thatās a lie. total bullshit. it was Nie HuaiSang.
so, SO, he may have been 16. sweet bush child with no future nor name. a great big sister, a stupid big bro, an overachieving mother, a distant father, the usual. save for fucking Nie HuaiSang and his stash of porn. and JC was straight. and he just wanted to check if the link his high school friend sent him was a jumpscare or not. he closed the tab right after the first moan echoed in his room late at night, he forgot to put the jack in and his earphones were possibly all the way back in his backpack on the kitchen table. fuck his life. and also fuck HuaiSang for being into weirdly sensual artsy porn on top of that. fuck his life. fuck the replay button too.
coincidentally, HuaiSang was his first kiss, first head, first everything only one year later and JC still talks to the jerk to an extent, but not because he wants to, okay? they were experimenting, but JC was still straight. he wanted to do good on his first actual relationship with a woman, whatever that meant for him at the time. HuaiSang was okay with that, the lying bastard. JC may or may not have grown fond of him by the time their graduation came, but they never got around to talk about it because they were stupid and young.
also, HuaiSangās brother had caught them once and JC had known there and then why his non-boyfriend had decided to cut things loose afterwards. that jock was scary as fuck.
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then. THEN. university came and Wen Qing was the one reminding JC he was still very much as straight and unbendable as he could get. it took him three years to not yell at her in frustration and ask her out: the sexual tension between them fueled by rivalry over good grades and the scholarship program they both wanted to have access to for their masters.
she had been the one asking him out. JC was lying about having the balls to do it, obviously. the fact that she also discovered to be a lesbian while being with him could have burned less, all things considered, but JC knew he had made love to her and that was enough for him. letting her go had been the right thing to do and they still talk everyday and she loves his nephew and everything is fine.
JC is FINE.
it only took him the two remaining years of his masters to get over her, but. FINE.
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heās not gonna talk about her brother. it happened only once. okay maybe once that particular night, at a bar and they were drunk and Wen Ning was nothing like his sister and the boy always had a slight crush on him and he was the one suggesting it, okay?
Wen Ning was kind and gentle and kissed way better than his sister and maybe after two years JC could get over it and move on and they could still be a family after all and that last stall in the staff toilet had been where JCās bottom cherry was popped and oh gods that felt so good...
āactually, Jiang Cheng, youāre lovely. but I think Iām actually really straight so... Iām sorry. I hope we can still be friends?ā
yeah. JCās not gonna talk about fucking Wen Ning.
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maybe the fact that his brother Wei Ying got married so soon was the reason why. it has to be.
JC hated, HATED Lan Zhan. he hated how much in love they were. how softly they moved around each other. how much he wanted some of that as well.
and since he was THAT petty he had to flirt with Lan Zhanās brother (Lan Huan) because of it. the man was terrifyingly good looking and a gentleman. so much he didnāt want to give in to JCās requests... because he already had a boyfriend.
JC knew nothing about said boyfriend aside from the fact that he was apparently a snake, whatever Wei Ying meant by that.
Lan Huan looked very intrigued, but heās also very loyal and JC admired him for that. he didnāt want to have that conversation tho, the one where Lan Huan politely asked him to stop being so charming in his periphery, so JC decided to hide for a month or two and maybe extended that period of time and never show his face again while heās at it.
Lan Zhan would have also had his head on a fucking plate if he dared touching his precious older brother so, thereās that as well.
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so he dated a bunch of people after swiping them on apps left and right, got the hitch out of his system and felt miserable about it.
Nie HuaiSang came back into his life like, the day before JC started working for a new company and asked him out for a drink. HuaiSang was crushing for a man too young for HuaiSangās comfort because he usually liked older men and this boy was fresh out of his bachelor and JCās friend was well in his late twenties and didnāt have a job yet and...
JC shut him up with a kiss and they felt slightly less lonely afterwards, until they actually talked about their issues and decided to stop being messy and grow out of their bad habits.
JC still fells sick at the idea of being someone elseās ābad habitā though.
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Wen Chao was a mistake.
Wen Chaoās girlfriend was a mistake.
Wen Chaoās brother was a mistake.
Their bloody uncle was a mistake.
Their father was an even more spectacular mistake.
JC has yet to find out how he survived the year of his thirtieth birthday, honestly. that shit had been wild as fuck.
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YanLi and her husband offered JC to look after Jin Ling more often in order to make him feel some sense of safety, he knew that much. at the time, JC hated the fact that ZiXuan worried over him and that his own sister didnāt know how to help him either.
people at work had started to treat him differently as well, now that they knew how messy he was. he started getting treated for depression soon after being promoted to supervisor, his workaholic tendencies saving him from himself after years of sleeping around and drinking too much for his own good.
A-Su was YanLiās friend from university and was kind enough to ask him out one day. she stayed with him for a year before apologizing to him, saying she wanted something more: a family, a future, something JC could have not given her anytime soon.
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his brother and Lan Zhan adopted a boy and JC became an uncle for the second time. A-Yuan was difficult to look after, having survived stressful living conditions in his early childhood, so Wei Ying appreciated the extra hand when JC offered it to him and his husband.
looking after children forced him to be not so angry all the time and now Jin Ling had a cousin he could play with and was very glad his Jiujiu was feeling better.
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when Lan Huan came back into his life, JC had forgotten about even attempting to win him over in his early twenties. it felt life a lifetime had passed.
they started as friends this time around, but JC felt nothing for him and he was okay with that. they were good uncles to A-Yuan and that was enough.
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what really caught JC off guard was when Meng Yao stumbled upon him one day in midwinter, crashing on JC and sending his briefcase up in the air. the older man was apologetic and kind and gods forbid JC still needed some of that in his life. even if it was the other who had crashed into him, JC offered to buy him coffee since Meng Yaoās cup was now sadly rolling out frame on the snowy path.
to his utter astonishment, Meng Yao accepted.
JC took his time with him, willing to slow down and really get to know this new man who seemed so welcoming and easily approachable... yet so impossibly far and unreachable.
Meng Yao confessed cheating on his previous partner with his best friend five years prior and how he felt undeserving of another chance with someone as kind as JC. he revealed how therapy helped him work on his tendency of manipulating others and that this was the only reason why he wanted to be honest with JC and tell him the truth. so that the younger man could make up his mind if Meng Yao could be granted a chance with him.
this heartfelt confession startled JC in the beginning, especially bc Meng Yao seemed adamant about not sleeping with him for the foreseeable future, unless they talked it out some more.
on JCās thirty-fourth birthday, one year after meeting Meng Yao, JC asks him to marry him during a pleasant dinner the older man has planned for him.
to his horror and absolute joy, A-Yao accepts.
JC didnāt mind not having been intimate with him until then, nor he would have minded if A-Yao never happened to change his mind on the matter. JC felt safe with him, even when he saw him reminiscing the past with grief painting his features behind his fake smile. JC knew he could give him happiness and so he asked him to meet the Jiangs for the first time to announce the good news.
all but Wei Ying and his husband have arrived the even JC brought A-Yao home, their car stuck in traffic. they start eating without them, with the coupleās permission. YanLi and ZiXuan didnāt bring A-Ling this time around, not willing to leave too soon and waste a chance to really get to know the new member of their family. JCās father seemed pleased to meet with A-Yao, exchanging pleasantries and conversing about common interests...but JCās mother is weirdly cold and distant that night.
āif you still have some dignity to spare, I suggest you leave this very moment,ā said Lan Zhan, the most he has ever spoken in one breath in front of JC. to which, to JCās astonishment, A-Yao answered by giving JC one last look and the saddest smile he had ever worn...before leaving the house and never look back.
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confused, heartbroken, humiliated...JC didnāt know what to feel when Lan Zhan explained to the lot of them what Meng Yao had done to Lan Huan after eight years together. cheating on the kindest man alive with an old acquaintance of his that to that day remained unnamed bc Meng Yao refused to reveal their identity.
JCās mother didnāt have to tell her son that she had known all along something was off about A-Yao: JC could feel it in the way she was looking at him, sitting next to him on the couch. she had a sixth sense for venomous people.
the following year, JC is pretty sure it passed in a blur. he remembers working less hard than what he was expected to do, been consequently and rightfully demoted in his company. others gossiped about him being so proud for nothing in the end, which aggravated his mood.
to his surprise, his mother was the one suggesting him to take a break somewhere nice. to clear his head for a month or two before deciding what to do with his life. Wei Ying booked him a trip to Taiwan the following day and in less than a week JC is on a plane to take a long vacation there.
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one night, roughly a week after his arrival at the hotel, JC was staring blankly at the skyline in deep thought. he had done the tourist-y shit, eaten all the foods in the best restaurants, brought presents for his family. and now he was bored out of his mind. the same, old questions swirling in his mind: did A-Yao lie when he said he loved him? did he lie just so he could have a fresh start and forget about the past? did he leave bc he felt guilty for his past with Lan Huan? was he serious when he had accepted JCās proposal?
thatās when Mo XuanYu came barging into his life like a hurricane.
the younger man, seven years his junior, spotted him from an adjacent balcony and proceeded to talk to him as if...trying to de-escalate a suicide attempt from his part.
āsir, please. Iām sure thereās more to life than this. I donāt know what happened to make you feel this way but...everything will be fine in the end. I promise you. I was there. Itās okay. please donāt jump over the balcony.ā
JC had no intention of jumping, just to be clear, but something in his eyes must have caught the kidās attention and...was that a steward uniform he was wearing? did he work for the hotel? JC was none the wiser but that was the first time someone had reassured him so wholeheartedly without even knowing him and it felt...weird.
he started tearing up and the younger man panicked, promising to keep him company all night if necessary, reaching out with a hand to touch JC and reassure him from the other side. JC grasped it gingerly in his own and let himself be coaxed back to the realm of the living by such gentle soul.
JC hated himself for sleeping with him not even a week after their encounter.
but it just felt so good to let himself be guided by hand to the most hidden and wonderful places. away from the tourist crowd, eating delicious food with someone smiling prettily at him. yet he hated himself more for thinking about someone else in bed with him, at least in the beginning.
Mo XuanYu seemed to know anyway, and even encouraged him to just do whatever he felt like with him. casual hookups didnāt have to be meaningful, the younger man had said, and it wasnāt even the first time someone used him as a rebound either. still, something ugly stirred in JC at that.
so he decided to stop thinking about himself for once and shoved every bad memory away. all to pour his affection into someone else and cater to his lover for the following month and a half. borrowed time of a stolen season, during which JC doted on the younger man and learned to listen.
some of the stories Mo XuanYu told him felt slightly familiar, almost as if they had a friend in common and didnāt know who it might have been. after his shift, the younger man would ask to eat with JC and share his frustrations, repaying him in kindness with sweet kisses and even sweeter smiles that felt a little bit too brittle in the morning, when he was bound to leave.
by the end of JCās trip it was clear to him that he had grown fond of the other man, too much for his own good. but during a vacation, away from home, surrounded by new and exciting things...anyone would have worn a mask to forget their normal life, that reality they would have eventually been forced to come back to.
by the end of his vacation, JC had figured out who their common friend was and remembered how distant Nie HuaiSang had felt falling in love with Mo XuanYu. how sad the younger manās emotional unavailability has made him feel.
and when they parted ways at the airport, JC kissed him goodbye and never saw him again. the memory of Mo XuanYuās brittle smile engraved forever in the back of his mind.
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back to work. back to his bad bitch persona. it felt good to focus on his job and nothing else for a year or two, keeping others at distance while bossing them from his office as he regained his bossās trust. being promoted a second time gave him the confidence he needed to move on with his life and by his thirty-seventh birthday he could finally see a future for himself.
therapy was helping a great deal and even his siblings seemed to notice his progress, praising him for his willingness to seek help and his hard work.
A-Yuan and A-Ling included: the kids were growing up too fast, involving their uncle in their school projects and plans for mischief any chance they got to see him.
Lan Huan caught everyone by surprise one day in autumn by confirming YanLi and Wei Yingās suspicions about his breakup with Nie MingJue, Nie HuaiSangās older brother.
the older man didnāt tell them why he had stepped back from his engagement with the man, aside from saying that the both of them had found out something concerning about their past and common acquaintances. the discovery making them feel so disheartened to the point of braking their engagement of mutual accord.
JC felt bad for the man, knowing how much it hurt to lose someone so dear. not that they had had been able to discuss over the matter much, not even after A-Yao had left. it would have been awkward to talk about their common ex and his penchant for secrets and hurting other peopleās feelings.
but they understood each other well enough and started talking more, out of their common interest in their nephews and their well-being.
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five years later, JC was forty-two and content with his life. A-Ling was close to thirteen and A-Yuan quickly approaching fifteen. he could see them growing up and out of his reach, but their affection for him never wavered. until one day A-Yuan called him in the middle of the night, startling him awake.
apparently, his best friend JinGyi had called him for help after being beaten up by his foster mother and A-Yuan didnāt know what to do. calling his parents would have only alerted and worried Wei Ying and Lan Zhan, who were probably still asleep and hadnāt even noticed their son had sneaked out in the middle of the night.
panicked and worried, JC called Lan Huan instead and they left for the hospital. and something hurt at the sight of such a young boy lying still on a bed too big for him. something else clicked in JCās brain at the sight but it would have taken him several months to realize what exactly.
furious and restless, Lan Huan spend months looking for the woman who had hurt the child, eventually destroying her in court until he pried a confession out of her. social services immediately alerted as JC inquired over the possibility of giving the child a permanent home himself.
not even a year later, JC was able to welcome the kid in their new house in the quietest part of town. it took a while for the boy to adjust, worrying over JC eventually changing his mind and letting him go. āwho even adopts someone close to be of age?ā JinGyi had asked, frustrated and certain JC would grow bored of him.
but JC was there to reassure him every step of the way, telling him family was forever and not something easily dismissible. he repeated it until the boy seemed satisfied and called him ādadā for the first time one inconspicuous evening at dinner. if JC cried on his pizza, well, nobody has to know.
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Lan Huan was glad to listen to JC gushing over his son, more than supportive and borderline enthusiastic to listen to every little progress and new success.
JC knew this was enough, but he would lie saying he hadnāt felt loved by the other man. yet, he didnāt dare hope he could have another chance at happiness at almost fifty years old. Lan Huan himself close to fifty-five and well settled into his career as a lawyer...too much to consider a valuable partnership with someone like JC.
his therapist had bashed him for ages over such insecurity, but JC could only smile at him and shrug. many people didnāt find their happy ending and he still had JinGyi to look after. which seemed a good way to spend the rest of his life.
so it came as a surprise when, one evening, as JC overlooked at Lan Huan building a piece of furniture with JinGyi in their living room, he started crying with love and affection.
āwhy are you crying Jiang Cheng?ā
āIām happy.ā
he really was.
he still is to this day.
*
[they donāt marry, but they do spend the rest of their life together anyway]
Why people arenāt liking Tim Drakeās soon to be costume
I see people curious as to why people arenāt enjoying Tim Drakeās new costume. The most simple way of explaining is just to say itās just bad character design.
This is the costume people arenāt liking
Even ignoring the color scheme, because the color scheme can work for some characters. Itās worked for characters like Wolverine before. So itās not that the color of the costume is brown, black (maybe gray), and yellow.Ā
Itās just that itās not a good character design for Tim.
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A character design is supposed to let people know a lot about the character when you look at them.
With animated movies or shows itās a little easier, you can make them look more menacing or sweeter just by the expression on their face, but with live action, and to a certain extent comics, costume design matters a lot.
Not to say how you draw the person doesnāt matter, it matters a heck of a lot, you draw the character in a way that doesnāt represent the character well and youāve ruined the perception of them, but
costume design matters a heckuva lot too, because comics is a more realistically styled medium of art.
Indiana Jones as a teacher dresses in tweed and smart glasses because heās highly intelligent.
Indiana Jones as an adventurer wears dusty practical clothes, and carries around a bag to keep his stuff in so itās on him at all time, because heās a (mostly) serious and practical adventurer.
You get a really good idea of who Indiana Jones is just by looking at his costume.
It works the same way for superheroes in their costumes if theyāre done well.
With Batman heās dark, mysterious, and practical. The cowl doesnāt let you see too much of his face, his costume is typically colored to make it easy for him to blend into the shadows, and his cape allows himself to hide himself more. It fits the whole entire aura the character is suppose to give off.
Spider-Man wears a thing full body suit, because he needs to hide his boyish face, and he needs to be able to hide it under his street clothes. Itās also has bright and bombastic colors that allow him to be seen at night because his personality is pretty loud himself. So itās just very fitting in that way.
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To use an example of this in the very same comic: Conner Kent has good character design, you feel like you know who he is when you look at him with a leather jacket with spikes, and an overall punk-ish look. You know heās rebellious and not very shy about himself right away.
Even with Bart: itās simplistic, easy to run in, and more or less just features a basic lightning bolt. Heāsās a simple thinker (which matches with the simple design), heās fast so the tight look works, and heās full of energy which also works well with the lightning bolt, it just works. It immediately gives you an idea of how Bart conducts himself.
Timās last costume even: Boyish with the short sleeves, slick, ninja-esque, with armor. Heās 16, dweeby and acts comparatively average so a boyish look really works for him. He has to be sneaky, heās been trained to be like a ninja, and isnāt as strong as his other teammates. It had bright enough colors to let you know he wasnāt as shy or mysterious as Batman is, but itās still dark in the right areas like his cape and tights to show that heās at least still a little bit mysterious plus good at the sneaky stuff, and it also doubles as making his costume being more practical. Itās excellent character design through and through.
Amethysts costume is pretty much a BAMF princess. Thatās her character.
Cassie and Keli are casual, street clothes, with only a shirt that tells people who they are, because theyāre pretty freaking casual generally laid-back people (except when you get on their nerves).
and well, Jinnyās a cowgirl, she dresses as a cowgirl.
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With good character design you just feel like you know about them from just one good look at them.
Red Robin was a good costume for Tim at the time of Red Robin even, he wasnāt acting like himself, so he didnāt dress like himself. It was sort of the whole point of the costume and especially the cowl. It worked well because of the story, but not so much the character all the time, as in, that costume wouldnāt work anymore.
Batmanās costume works all the time, because besides minor changes to fit the character at the time or what was the tastes at the time, the dark, mysterious vibe just always fit him. So thatās a different story.
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Timās soon to be costume doesnāt have any character to it, Iāve seen people say it makes him look wiser, older, more dangerous, but thatās not his character right now.
Heās teasing more, heās 16 still, and besides one page he hasnāt really been all that dangerous either.
So as a character design it just doesnāt work for who he is at the moment.
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When you look at Timās soon to be costume, it tells you nothing about him. His costume is going to be colored in a way thatās more considered old fashioned, rough, and been around since itās brown.
Hence why it works for someone like Wolverine, who is all of those things.
Brown can also mean loyal, safe, and dependable though.
Which does fit Tim quite a bit.
But thereās also the matter of his story now,
because the colors also mean, sad, isolated, and lonely at the same time.Ā
Which is the complete opposite of the personal story heās in. Which is warm and fuzzy.
His story is finding his friends, getting his life back, and finally learning to be happy again.
The color brown doesnāt fit what his story or character is, and not enough traits of the color warrant itās inclusion in his costume.
Making it a really poor choice.
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Even when looking past the colors and you just look at the costume, thereās nothing to it. Itās a basic modern superhero costume.
It has more noticeable armor to restrict it from looking like the basic tights of a classic superhero costume, and thereās also random yellow lines all over it.
They donāt set up much of a vibe for his character.
It does nothing that a good costume design is suppose to do.
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When you take away the colors of the other teammates costume it doesnāt change the basic details the design gives them. They work about the same if the comic was colored in nothing but black and whites (or at least for the most part if the style of the comic needed it, the colors are the finishing touches after all).
Conner still looks rebellious, Cassie looks casual, Jinnyās still a cowgirl, Amethystās a princess, Bartās simple but hyper, and Keli is practical, while previous Tim was a boyish but slick ninja.
With Timās new costume you get nothing out of it one way or another, itās bizarrely chosen color scheme is the only reason it sticks out to anyone, and the colors donāt work for the character at the moment.
It just has yellow lines. Thereās nothing to the design that make it all that good to make it stick out as a character design. It feels like it has nothing to do with Tim, and what you could stretch to feel like Tim is typically because of the color and the color itself presents way more things that make it feel like a terrible Tim color.
So thereās nothing there that works for Tim as his costume. Which is why people really arenāt liking it.
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The bases of good character design just arenāt there in Timās new costume.
It says nothing, and itās color choices donāt fit the character it was made to be worn by.
Tan works for an old fashioned cowgirl who just lost her mom like Jinny, but itās not for someone whoās learning to be happy and find his friends again like Tim.
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If the theories of it being a costume Naomi gave Tim are true, then it could be excused a bit more, but if itās his permanent costume, itās still a bad choice of costume for him.
Being the colors of motor-oil and gasoline isnāt a color that should be the first thing people notice about Tim and his costume.
No one involved with the comic is even saying if this is gonna be his permanent costume, but the lack of anyone saying anything else just isnāt pleasant either.
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SayingĀ āitās not that badā doesnāt take away the natural vibes that the color brings to the table, or the lack of any personality to be seen in the costume with itās detail.
āItās not that badā doesnāt make it good. It just means itās not that bad to you. Which doesnāt take away from how thatās your opinion, but when Iām seeingĀ āitās not that badā used to itās defense, it starts to get annoying, because it feels like a lot of the obvious (or I suppose not so obvious for some) is being ignored.
You can like it though, thatās not why Iām upset, and making this post.
Itās just starting to get annoying because I see ones talking about people being upset at his new look like itās completely silly to be upset, when thereās enough reasons to not like it.
When you really care about a character, he just had his own best design in years even, and itās already being taken away after not having it that long to begin with to be replaced for something that really lacks in everything, itās majorly disappointing.
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Young Justice seemed really promising when it was first being advertised, and even in itās first couple of issues, but when you start taking away the things that make it promising, of course people are going to be disappointed.
Donāt treat people like itās silly to not like a costume just because you donāt think itās that bad. Not every type of upset equals firey impractical rage.
Sometimes itās just frustrating disappointment, because it keeps happening too much.
Tim deserved better, and a lot of people just seem to think so.
Even if people get used to this costume, and quiet down because nothingās changing. That still doesnāt mean they did a good job on the costume, or that itās good costume design for Tim.
1) This episode is starting way too merry and jolly to end up well, isnāt it?
2) I wish there was a shot of Wynonna saying āwell, thatās not canonā because wouldnāt that be an A+ meme? Especially because whatās canon in this scene is the Menstru-Angel!
3) One of the boys is chasing after Santa, and are we gonna get a Santa demon? Because Iām here for it! Oh fuck, itās just fucking Bulshar.
Iām still... not scared of Bulshar? Like, we keep being told how heās the Big Bad but for the most part, he hasnāt done anything truly horrifying yet. And he doesnāt look menacing either. Heās this old chap with a questionable fashion style, is all.Ā
4) Wynonna feels weird about their mom being back home and living with them as if sheād never left, while Waverly is excited at the prospect of spending some mother-daughter time with her. Iām with Wynonna on this one. It still feels weird.
5) Umā¦ so, Wynonna finally tells Waverly that her dad was an actual angel, and Waverly is properly freaked out, and has to force her origin story out of her mom. Butā¦ Mama Earp just tells her a story a la The Notebook without zeroing in on the fact that this Julian guy was a freaking angel. Why is she not explaining that tidbit of information?
6) OMG I diedā¦
7) This is the sweetest bromance ever? I loved everything about this scene! Doc telling Jeremy he should get on with some gentleman, Jeremy being offended at the suggestion he canāt pass the Bechdel test, Doc being totally clueless about all the cultural references, and the hug at the end? Ugh, theyāre the cutest!
8) What type of Santa Workshop of Hell is this?
It seems like at least a dozen people or so have been kidnapped and everyone is chilling and celebrating Christmas? Priorities, I guess?
9) Oh, okay, people are freaking out. And Nedley is in shock. And Wynonna is making googly eyes at this Charlie guy in the crime scene of a missing kid. At least he saved her, which earns him a couple of points.
10) Do you think Purgatoryās first families made some type of pact with Bulshar to give up their descendants or something? I mean, there must be a reason why people belonging to these families are going missing.
11) And Waverly is paying a visit to Bobo. Iām very excited about this, Iāve always enjoyed their interactions so much.
12) OMFG, Doc had no idea that his wife had always been a vampire?? This show is the best sitcom EVER.
13) Soā¦ is Waverly really an angel? Or is Bobo calling her an angel because of his belief that a woman called Waverly saved him all that time ago and told him to protect her when they met again?
14) Ay ay ay, these two break my heart every single time!
DOC: It is bad luck to refuse a kiss underneath the mistletoe.
WYNONNA: Are you waiting for one or are you offering?
DOC: The offer is always there.
WYNONNA: Maybe you should stick to kissing your wife.
DOC: I have not been with her in a century.
WYNONNA: Oh, so your knife was at her place because your dishwasher was broken? It is not my jam to be the other woman.
DOC: Dammit, Wynonna, you are not the other woman. You're... another woman.
WYNONNA: What does that mean?
DOC: It means, she was my wife. And now you're... someone I've shared something even greater with. More than just romance. We had a baby...
DOC: Isn't it time that we stopped being scared and starting being honest with one another?
WYNONNA: Honestly? I don't know what to do with you.
DOC: You could admit that you love me.
WYNONNA: Let's just get back to work.
Yes, yes, YES, Iām a sucker for this type of relationships. Heās always wearing his heart on his sleeve and laying it all out for her, and sheās so afraid of giving herself to someone that she canāt admit she does love him. I just hope nothing happens to Doc before she gets the chance to be honest with himā¦
15) Nedley is having a hard time coming to terms with his responsibility in this kidās disappearance (although itās obvious he couldnāt have done anything to stop it.) Heās questioning his role as a sheriff, and I know this is all leading up to Nicole taking over. Heās mentioned several times heās tired, and the idea of passing the torch to Nicole has been festering for a while. I guess if this kid dies, that will be the last drop for Nedley.
16) What is Bulshar doing with these people?
17) So, Bulshar is offing the first familiesā descendants because their ancestors betrayed him and turned him in to Ward. Andā¦ how mean is it if Iād rather little Tim died instead of Jeremyās boy toy? Oops.
18) Okay, Charlie dude wasnāt as clueless as he seemed to be, which is always appreciated. But Doc shouldāve been the one by Wynonnaās side when they broke into Bulsharās Little Workshop, kicking ass and calling names.
19) Ā Awww, that was sweet!
And little Tim didnāt have to die, go figure.
20) This is not a surprise, of course.
21) No no no, Doc left in the middle of Christmas dinner and Wynonna was about to go after him but her mom told her to stay, will these two ever be on the same page? Ever?!
22) That was a nice gestureā¦
But Iām still not on board with the Mama Earp train.Ā
23) There it is.
Thatās the meat of the matter, and itās nice to know Wynonna at least can admit it to herself, and to her mom. She thinks sheās broken and she thinks she doesnāt deserve good things, love, happiness, whatever version of a happy ending one could get at Purgatory. I just hope when she makes up her mind, the writers donāt find some contrived plot to keep her and Doc apart.
24) Ugh.
I guess Wynonna can get in the middle of her own happiness all by herself. Iāve got nothing against Charlie, Iāve liked what Iāve seen of him so far. But I canāt see him as anything but a distraction since thatās exactly what Wynonna is going for.
25) Oh, damn, Mama Earp, youāve no idea what youāve done.
26) Waverly is every lesbianās wet dream, isnāt she?
27) Umā¦ Nope?
Nonononono
Fuck this. Why couldnāt Wynonna be honest with him? He heard the words he needed to hear from her, but it was Kate saying them. And it was so obvious she was playing him like a fiddle. He knew it, too, and I guess it was an easy choice. But what will this mean for him? What will be the rammifications of this choice? Doc Holliday, a vampire? I donāt know if l like the sound of that. I guess Iāll have to wait and see how this plays out.
28) A fun episode that advanced a lot of the seasonās arc a bit, and I canāt wait where this season takes us! I still need answers about Waverly!Ā
29)Ā Hope you enjoyed my recap, and, as usual, if youāve got this far, thank you for reading! If you enjoy my recaps and my blog, please consider supporting it on ko-fi.Ā Thanks!
I know weāre all in French translation hell at the moment, but I have some peace at work today so...letās do this!
11. Which episode do you wish we had gotten (ex. beach episode, body swap episode, human!impala episode, etc)?
Definitely body swap, after hearing Jensenās Cas voiceĀ Ā during the virtual con on Sunday. It would just be fun and um, the possibilities.
That, or maybe not human!impala but somehow the impala has a personality/starts talking to them KITT-style. Especially if he bitches about Deanās repetitive music choices--and, of course, how many times heās been defiled by Dean having sex with an angel in the backseat.
15. Name three things you would change about spn.
FFFFFFFF only three oh hell where to start.
- Definitely the ending, of course. It just...ok if we even accept Casās "deathā in 15x18, we need to know how he came back more than a 2-wordĀ āCas helpedā in Heaven in 15x20. And if Heaven/Deanās death is gonna happen then there needed to be a scene with Cas giving him so much fucking shitĀ for throwing his life away so quickly after Cas had sacrificed everything for him. Just...I get the suicidal depression interpretation of Dean, I do, but I donāt have to like it as a choice the writers made. Iād prefer that the finale had been about Dean & Sam getting all their people back, especially Cas. And then all working together to make a new free will world a better place. Dean understanding that his life didnāt have to be all about being daddyās blunt little instrument and protecting Sammy. He deserved happiness on Earth, too. And Cas could be happy without immediately being dead.
- Iād change a LOT about Season 9 (probably onward, too, but Iām only half-way through 10 at this point on my complete watch-through, only seen choice/select episodes after that point.) I just...I loved partsĀ of Season 9, Cas dealing with being human and then also showing him being an actual badass commander of angels against Metatronālike that part of who he is/was that seemed so often overlooked, especially by Dean? It was glorious seeing Deanās reactions to that.Ā But I hatedĀ how contrived it seemed that they made it such that Cas couldnāt stay at the bunker/Dean basically throwing him out on the street right after dying just no.Ā I refuse to accept the way that was handled, Sam or not. I also honestly found Abaddon a kind of weak/boringĀ ābig badā, her death very meh and the whole storyline with the first blade/mark of Cain is...far from my favorite for SPN. I can honestly say I see why a lot of fans may have given up on the show at this point after Season 8 was so very, very much, what with Purgatory and Benny and Naomi and Kevin and just...it was so so good in comparison. But I guess thatās why one of my fic projects at the moment is spinning a big AU from 09x03 onward. Because I donāt like it.
- Not sure if this is a controversial opinion or a common one, but Iād recast Lucifer. I never was really thrilled/convinced by Mark Pellegrinoās performance. Granted Iām still somewhat spoiled because John Glover will always be the ultimate Satan to me, no one else has even come close (though I do enjoy Tom Ellisā charming Lucifer in a very definite vein.) Mark just wasnāt sexy/menacing/charming/horrible in the right way for me? IDEK? I just remember being underwhelmed by him in season 5, maybe thinking he was a bit better in 7 in Samās hallucinations but still. Not enough dark/sexy/disturbing for meĀ (honestly as much as I enjoyed his portrayal of Death, Iād have rather hadĀ Julian Richings as Lucifer here. Heās always been part of the creepy-but-weirdly-so-sexy-to-me club.)
16. Which fanfic trope would you force onto Dean and Cas in a canon episode?
Mm, besides body-swap? Kind of hard as one of the things about SPN I love is they gave us so many tropes already. But definitely oh no there is only one bed. Actually make it one bed in a haunted Canadian shack.
14 - If you were stuck on a desert island with only two characters, which would you pick?
Oh this is so hard because like I wanna LIVE you know??? Ugh Iām gonna say... Dean Winchester (for survival reasons) and Kurt Hummel (because I love him so much)
21 - What is the one fic that got away?
ONE??? *looks nervously at my abandoned fanfiction.net page*
Okay, I think the one I really regret not finishing, especially since I was literally almost done, is one called Second Chances. The premise is that (keep in mind, I was quite literally a child, running unsupervised around the internet so...) Kurt and Blaine were childhood best friends growing up, until theyāre eight and they get into a car accident on their way to the zoo or smth??? I donāt remember exactly. But basically, Blaine and his parents die.
Like eight years later thereās a new student at McKinley and itās fucking Blaine because Iām a slut for unexplained supernatural shit
FUCK I KNOW ITS ONLY SUPPOSED TO HE ONE BUT I FORGOT ANOTHER ONE THAT I didnāt GET QUITE AS FAR ON BUT STILL WISH I HAD FINISHED:
A SuperHuman!AU based veeeeeery loosely off of Heroes. Not a SuperHero!AU, just... superhumans, trying to fucking survive being persecuted by a menacing government agency... somewhat enemies to lovers... angst is involved... but then I fucking read Grey and like holy shit I am not worthy
30 - Tell us an idea for a longfic you want to write in the future.
Iām currently working on this one story called Amidst the Chaos that Iām really excited (and nervous) about and the basic premise is Kurt and Blaine trying to readjust to life after theyād been separated at age 16 by... unforeseen events(?) for seven years.
Can be used for RP and non-RP blogs to get to know a bit about the person behind the screen!
1. FIRST NAME: Josh
2. STRANGE FACT ABOUT YOURSELF: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Iām one of the few people who enjoyed Phantom Menace? If only for the fight between Obi-Wan and Qui-Jon against Darth Maul. Iunno, whatās strange to one person might not be strange to another.
3. TOP THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE ON A PERSON: Boobs, butt, hips. ...What? Iām a guy, what do you expect from me?
4. A FOOD YOU COULD EAT FOREVER AND NOT GET BORED OF: Probably potatoes. Many, many ways to prepare them, my favourite being mashed.
5. A FOOD YOU HATE: Hmm. Iām not actually too picky, so this is kinda hard. I guess... peanuts? *shrug*
6. GUILTY PLEASURE: I mean, it feels kinda like itād be cheating to say wearing my pajamas all day, since thatās what Amber put, so, uh... I dunno. My friends kinda got me out of calling stuff āguilty pleasuresā a while back, since if you enjoy something, you shouldnāt really feel guilty about it.
7. WHAT DO YOU SLEEP IN: Pajamas. Sometimes a t-shirt and boxer shorts if itās hot.
8. SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS OR FLINGS: Considering Iāve never really had any? Ehh, probably serious, but I guess I wouldnāt be opposed to flings.
9. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN THE PAST AND CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOUR LIFE, WOULD YOU AND WHAT WOULD IT BE: Not dropping out of school when I was 12 due to bullying and depression would be a good start.
10. ARE YOU AN AFFECTIONATE PERSON: Donāt have many people to show my affection to, but yeah, if I know you well enough, youāre getting hugs whenever I see you.
11. A MOVIE YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN: Hm. Probably the first Avengers film, Spider-Man Homecoming and Far From Home. Either of the Kingsmen movies, or Skyfall.
12. FAVOURITE BOOK: Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. I have many, many books. I guess my favourite ones would be the āHorrible Scienceā books, since I learnt a lot from them. Iām a nerd like that.
13. YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO KEEP ANY ANIMAL AS A PET, WHAT DO YOU CHOOSE: I mean, I have cats. What other animal would I want?
14. TOP FIVE FICTIONAL SHIPS [IF YOU ARE AN RP BLOG, YOU CAN USE YOUR OWN SHIPS AS WELL]: I donāt actually go for ships all that often? Just... I dunno. A lot of ships are either canon, in which case they can be a bit boring to have as a fave ship... or are fan pairings, and I disagree with, like, 99% of them, whether I just donāt think the characters go well together (HermionexDraco, for example) or theyāre just... really problematic (Harry/Snape, AxelxRoxas anyone?) so... eh. Iām just gonna... not pick any.
15. PIE OR CAKE: Neither. I do like pie, but my Dad buys them so often Iām kinda sick of them.
16. FAVORITE SCENT: Lavender.
17. CELEBRITY CRUSH: Donāt really have one. I guess maybe Christina Hendricks? *shrug*
18. IF YOU COULD TRAVEL ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO: Canada, probably.
19. INTROVERT OR EXTROVERT: Mayor introvert. Going outside? no thanks.
20. DO YOU SCARE EASILY: I used to be really easy to scare, which led to me hating horror. Nowadays Iām less easy to scare... still hate horror though. Especially games like āFive Nights At Freddyāsā. No, FNAF, jumpscares donāt make your game scary, itās just a cheap substitute for actual horror.
21. IPHONE OR ANDROID: Iām pretty sure my phone predates both iPhone and Android. Well... maybe not, but itās pretty damn basic.
22. DO YOU PLAY ANY VIDEO GAMES: Yep! Currently working my way through Octopath Traveller!
23. DREAM JOB: Voice actor.
24. WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A MILLION DOLLARS: Probably use half of it for immediate stuff and to give to my family, and then invest the rest in something. Wouldnāt necessarily have to be anything thatād have a super high return, just something thatād be a safe bet.
25. FICTIONAL CHARACTER YOU HATE: Oooh boy, uuhhh... see, itās tough, because most characters there is at least SOMETHING I like about them that stops me from flat-out hating them. Iām not very fond of Lexaeus, I guess, but we donāt really get much characterisation for him other than heās strong and doesnāt talk that much. For characters I outright HATE though... none are really coming to mind. I mean, even the culprits in every Phoenix Wright case, they either donāt make enough of an impact for me to hate them, or they have some quirk that makes me like them. I guess Redd White, though his high and mighty attitude is fun to break.
26. FANDOM THAT YOU WERE ONCE A PART OF BUT ARENāT ANY LONGER: I donāt really tend to go for fandom stuff anymore, since theyāre generally filled with drama and people arguing over ships, so... yeah.
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