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#i kinda miss being able to just eat without any concern for my body or health#like i didnt care as much when i was younger about it#i was just happy to eat yk#but ive lost a lot of weight since then so that i can fit into the style of clothes that i like#and i exercise to keep in shape#but just now we had smthin really delicious and i had to count the amount of stuff i had and make sure my calorie intake stayed low :''#its a bit troublesome tbh...#but hey. im a healthy person~ and my figure looks good#and i can mostly wear whatever i want (except my chest is large so i have to forgo dresses that dont stretch at the chest or dont measure#large there...sigh. i should look into breast reduction.)#anyway so yeah#my biggest waist measurement was...#36in/92cm#and now? its at 27in/68cm#my stomach is mostly flat now while it portruded lot when i was a bit younger. though i do still have a pouch below my belly button that#i really dont know how to get rid of#if anyone has any tips hmu pls lmaooo#i do core exercises and thats helped but!!! it wont go awaayyyyy#anyway since i had an unhealthy lunch i need to make sure to only eat fruits n veggies n red meat for the rest of the day...#its annoying. but i am happy with the lifestyle
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staff logging on to tumblr dot com today
#staff sweetie i Promise you an algorithm would kill this webbed site#changing the way reblogs look/work would Absolutely kill this webbed site too#this is a Blogging Platform i dont want it to be like tiktok or twitter jesus#if you NEED to change something literally listen to the the Tumblr Users you pretend you cant hear#if money is what you need make your userbase Happy and you should be fine#the shop is fine blaze posts are fine ad free subscriptions are fine but dont get rid of shit that Works For You in favor of making money#someone really laced up their clown boots today im. so tired staff please dont#tumblr staff#EDIT: staff updated their original post to say we were all misunderstanding but#that doesnt stop the post from being stupid#the whole post was worded for Investors and then presented to the userbase#if you say 'we have big changes planned!' and dont put in the 'as options' its Your Fault that people read it as 'were changing everything'#staff isnt stupid. they know how they Should have worded it better than what they did#so yeah. someone Did lace up their clown boots before they hit post#edit pt 2 lol for the record i dont think tumblr would actually go through with all their changes in that post#they know how the userbase is and there are A Lot of us#i just dont like how? idk. condescending? the post sounded#and out of every place on the internet being being burned alive in the name of money#tumblr is the one place i know enough about to be Actually mad at lol#ive really liked some stuff staff has done in recent years#but talking to your userbase that way wasnt one
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Spy x Family is such a Concept of an animanga. Like here is a fairly good representation of what war does to both sides, taking a neutral ground as it unfurls of the horrors it brings to ordinary people, showing that no matter how justified one side is, it does not erase the horrendous things they have to do......but instead of focusing on that, it focuses primarily on the shenanigans of one family living their best fake relationship AU.
Like, in a way, that's the best way to show how hope and light still exist amongst all the war crimes and devastation (focus on life than death without diminishing the latter). Something about focusing on the ordinary or people hurt and harmed by the war even as they're working against it. Or something
#i dont know what to say#im trying for new years to get rid of my drafts so ill just post this#spy x family#sxf#note's notes#fandom spamdom#im glad i drafted it because i can now add a disclaimer that im not sure how well i analysed the show XD#but it really is just nice to see in essence soldiers playing the mundane WHILE fighting for their country
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false and ren bullshitting up lore about how his plants mutated and they're setting things on fire and she's the river lady developing a cure with her water........ is this. is this a superhero enemies AU- [INTERRUPTED BY SOUND OF RAID NOTIFICATION]
No seriously. False using her briefcase as a weapon bc she traps rivers in it. Ren being infected by the spores and his flowers growing out of control.... and in the end it's revealed False is also infected by the spores 😳 and she keeps the spores because she killed / defeated Ren and wants to keep a piece of him because they are crazy
#if desertduo can get five million superhero aus i can do the same 🔥 variety 🔥#now how do i make this interesting#vigilante false being commissioned to get rid of spore ren living in his uncanny valley#but ren is like omggg river lady hiiiii my bestie is here to kill me :D <3 <3#it gets dramatic and angsty and she starts trying to find a cure for him but time is running out#'what if we dont need a cure. lets be infected. together ❤️'#i feel like ppl who dont watch them really need to know they can v sweet but also quickfire unhinged silly weirdos#their conversations float above me like a toy train on a rollercoaster in outer space#ria.txt
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it makes me so ridiculously happy whenever ryan refers to shane as his best friend. they don't even have to say it, that man IS his best friend but hearing the words come out of his mouth is everything. but sometimes i feel like it's not mutual? like, ryan's been shouting how shane's his best friend to the world, even made him his groomsman (was he the best man?) but why do i lowkey feel as if shane doesn't reciprocate that? obviously shane's been saying how he's his friend and has defended ryan time and time again, but is shane ryan's best friend but ryan isn't shane's best friend? or maybe compared to ryan, shane really is just privy with his personal life? (also ryan isn't even one of shane's groomsman]
i don't wanna look deep into their relationship because they're real people but yaknow
shane was not ryan's best man but the fact that ryan wasn't in his wedding should nottt stick out to you as support for shane not reciprocating ryan's feelings or whatever. ryan had ten people up with him at his wedding and shane had four. ryan's wedding was a lot bigger than shane's and there are so many other factors that go into choosing those people that ryan not being in it cannot possibly be a statement that he doesn't care about him the same.
you're definitely right at the end tho shane is more private with his personal life. and they are real people with a private friendship as well as their public one and we have no way of knowing what goes on there but i definitely Don't think theres any one-sidedness or uncertainty or unevenness about where they stand with each other.
#anon#💌#how did we get rid of the theyre not really friends demons and replace them with their friendship is one sided demons#also like how are you qualifying Best Friend. shane was the last person up at ryans wedding. hes the person ryans known the least#amount of time compared to everyone else there. they have friends theyve known longer and do different things with than each other.#probably not people they see more often but. people they choose to spend time with outside of each other. there are so many different ways#to think about best friends and i dont think it's fair to say one is ones best friend but not the other way around. i think they both know#how much they each love each other and how important they are to each other.#ive been adding and subtracting from this throughout my work day so if i missed anything idk i'll add it somehow prob but. rest.
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Finally
The beta hexsquad is complete
#no you dont understand how funny thus us yo me#you have luz willow and amity being all edgelords#with gus being the younger brother ™ that tagged along but everyone loves him#and hunter looking like a sickly childs ghost from the 1600s that died of like the flu or something#idk a lot about 1600s diseases ok?#anyway no one really knows how or why hes there but hes become a staple of the group bow and no one can get rid of him#the owl house#toh#toh season 2#beta au#beta luz#beta hunter#beta willow#beta amity#wow I just re read the tags and their are so many typos but im too tired to do anything about it
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I was stressed but now i'm more chill and really sleepy...
#overall my mood has been better but i am so incredibly terrified of the future... its like....#like i feel as if someone has holding me at gun point and got told thst if i did any mistakes they would shoot#but then im not given clear instructions on what i need to do and i have to figure it out myself#i am really scared... even tho all of this gave me a new objective... i dont wanna be obsolete...#... so... that what we will work on... also... i wanna work towards my dreams...#I've been putting it off for so long i want to do it#people support me and actually enjoy my voice... i want to...#the things on my plate right now are things i can achieve... but i want more... i want things i actually want...#i want...#my house has a constant buzzing sound. i believe its because of the small power plant behind the lot. which makes it difficult for recording#since i have to get rid of that and that messes with the rest of the audio#its comforting to know it wasnt the mic tho... heh...#tomorrow lets try to take the first few steps... well more like lets try to continue with the set up#we have already a couple stuff but we still have a lot missing...#... today the girls said some stuff that impressed me... thats how im perceived?... is that what people think of me?#i kinda want to... fulfill those 'expectations'... they dont expect anything but its more of a me thing... ive been dreaming and hoping for#so long but i dont take the next step. i never do... and its because of the executive dysfunction... but... once i get the hang of it...#once i do... everything will be excellent... and we will take it easy#i am so tired already... i feel im gonan falla sleep#seari talks
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/ If u deal with g.il u have to know that u will be constantly threading through the thin line between him deciding that u will die by his hands or u proving him that there’s something of worth in having u around
#at least initially of course#;about#about#;headcanons#headcanons#well its not really a headcanon but u know; tagging-#and it lit can shift in o n e second#which is why its quite difficult to deal with him bc he's that unpredictable#this is much more pronounced on a.rcher g.il but caster isn't devoid of this#its just that c.aster is more likely to not bother with ur existense#while a.rcher g.il has this feeling but its more so; u have no worth to me so what worth could you possibly provide to the world then?#and would get rid of the person in question there#while with caster its more like; u have no worth to me nor to the world; SCRAM.#/and i apologize in advance but yes; his views are very egocentric in either case; that's just how he is#to him even if u came and told him 'i dont care about how u perceive me lol' it doesnt matter; and also he's k.illing u on the spot#of course i wouldn't do this with the context of writing him bc it would be too op but; if ur sassy with him it has to be on a#wavelenght of mutual respect even if its not said out loud; it has to exist#otherwise chances are that he is not going to be cooperative with u#its not a pretty trait but that's g.ilgamesh#and yes this is hypocritical of him but its his status as king and his hugeahh ego which makes this contradiction possible#so it has a reason (even if it sucks) as of why he acts the way he does; basically g.il works by his own rules#in conclusion: bite him and bark at him but know who ur dealing with; that's basically it; if u do so in a way that is akin to his taste#he'll do it back; and then u'll gain his friendship#as a last thing i wanna mention how his views CAN definitely change; as they have done so with as an example h.akuno and r.itsuka/g.udako#so even if u start a rocky path with him; things can still progress
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"if this update makes it to the main server i'm quitting" (<- guy who has played this game daily for four years)
#shut up we all know you wont leave#''this update sucks they need to add a way to make pests less common'' *does that* ''i change my mind i dont like it anyways''#how did you people not get bored of the garden. *i* finally have a reason to wanna go back there#saw one person in particular say no one liked the rift vacuuming I DID I LOVE IT SHUT UP YOU DO NOT SPEAK FOR ME#the amount of silverfish i've vacuumed would make you sick#i can see the complaints but i think ''just get rid of the update'' is a really dumb way to go about this#if they get rid of EVERY piece of content they make because you personally dont enjoy it then we are gonna have a very stale game#i think ppl are being too aggressive with it. you can offer constructive criticism instead of telling them to scrap all that development ti#chat#sb
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cut my hair just above my shoulders today and discovered that i have a cowlick (or two maybe idr) that makes my hair way thicker on one side than the other
which makes sense but it's also kinda infuriating cuz the last time i cut it was the first time i've ever had short hair and it felt like it was so uneven i was losing my mind
#like imagine asking your mom who is good at cutting hair 'are you SURE its not uneven?'#and she and everybody else is like no its fine#and technically theyre right#but id say i was too. my hair is pretty damn thin so having no idea what thick hair feels like my go to was uneven#so there WAS something not right#i just went vertical instead of horizontal lol#idk why it was now and not the first time that it was noticed tho. maybe cuz i toned it down on the layering?#makes sense considering my hair has forced me into tucking it behind my right ear my entire life lol#cut it in the fall last year so i didnt really get to enjoy it for the intended season#feels good. feels good to have crazy long hair past your waist your whole life in a place that was melting 95% of the year#and then to just get rid of it#i save so much on shampoo yall got no idea lol#i still know next to nothing about caring for my hair and such. when its long its really easy to do nothing and have it look good#but idk. i wanna care more and i dont wanna be lazy and i want to learn HOW to care#i know you can do that with long hair but. idk. it was annoying lol. more work styling short hair but also less hair. win win for me atm#sea rambles
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thats weird . i came back recently but i feel tired again and i wanna take a break again ... i dont feel like i am able to do anything right now
#i woke up about 30 minutes ago and i just dont have enough energy to do something#i dont know how to get rid of this endless tiredness#all what i want is to sleep 24/7 hahah#life feels tougher than usual . i cant handle it#and im really sorry that this happens .... too often#nonomi's thoughts
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id like it to be known that i wholeheartedly support abortion. i support abortion for the person whose pregnancy has become too dangerous to come to term. i support abortion for the victim of rape. i support abortion for those who don't have the financial means to have a child. i support abortion for those underage. i support abortion for someone middle-aged with a stable family and finances and loving partner who quite simply does not want a child. i support abortion for people who sleep around. i support abortion for someone who thought they wanted a child but changed their mind. i support abortion in all its infinitely different situations. if it comes to me picking between a bunch of cells that look like fish eggs and an actual living breathing person with a name and future then babe we're having caviar
#fun fact! 9/10 abortions happen before 12 weeks#and over half happen in the first 8 weeks#at 12 weeks your fetus (bc it's not even a baby yet if u want to be technical) is the size of a lime. a fucking lime#i wasnt going to make a post about this bc i dont like bringing politics onto tumblr#bc after how jaded i got with covid and now Everythign Else i wanted a site that could be safe from real world shit#and also it's very tiring that an American Issue suddenly becomes Everyone's Issue and it can be quite frustrating#when that energy isn't met for literally any other country. and i didnt want to contribute to the en masse posting about roe v wade atm#for those two reasons (at least on tumblr. im not actually spiteful about this and obviously really care about the topic. it's just tiring)#but it's come to my attention that somehow i have pro-lifers in these parts#and i want to make it very fucking clear that i dont want them here#me and this blog are completely wholeheartedly pro-choice in any form it may show itself as#because i have enough critical thinking skills to know two basic facts#1) that people have ALWAYS had abortions. the only thing that's changed is the safety in which they're carried out#you will NEVER get rid of them you will only ever endanger the people and women you're trying so hard to 'protect'#and 2) i have never heard of a single person that was happy to get an abortion. not one. it's not a fun experience#it's incredibly hard and traumatic but oftentimes necessary for whatever personal reason specific to that person#stop fucking making laws about other people's bodies#it really shouldn't be difficult
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PART 18
of the dfk audiobook translation
@cnka
Bökh: „Uh, Martina- Could you please stay with me for a moment?“
Matze: „Ciao!“
Bökh: „Ciao!“
Uli: „Thanks for the lemonade, Herr Bökh.“
Jo: „Bye!“
The door closes behind them.
Bökh: „Um… about your math's test… Um… it was only a 4.“
Martina: „…What?“
Bökh: „Minus.“
Martina: „But… I’ve never gotten a 4.“
Bökh: „It’s not your fault either, you’re just behind a certain bit. I'm offering to study with you in the holidays. So you can pass the admission test.“
Martina: „…“
Martina nods.
Bökh: „Ok? Yeah?“
Martina: „…Could I use your telephone please?“
Bökh: „Yes, of course. Back there.“
Martina: „Thank you. I’d have to call home.“
Bökh: „Ok. Can you remind your mother about the money for the car hood?“
Narrator (audiobook):
Martina nods hesitantly.
When she calls home, she only reaches Oskar, who is sitting alone at the dinner table once again.
(telephone ringing)
Oskar: „Hello?“
Martina: „…It’s me!“
Oskar: „Martina?! You know what, I found my worm! And now he’s at home with us! And I’ll take him to our vacation so you’ll see him too!“
Martina: „…Oskar… I need to stay here. For the entire holidays. I need to prepare for the test.“
Oskar: „…What? You’re not coming to vacation? But- but you promised we’d go on vacation together.“
Martina: „I know. But I need to pass the test first.“
Oskar: „You- you could study here. You and Mama always said, a promise is a promise.“
Martina: „No. I can’t do this alone.“
Oskar: „You know what?! Just stay in your shitty Kirchberg, I can do this without you, I hate you!“
Oskar hangs up the phone with a slam.
SCENE CHANGE
Narrator (audiobook):
Later in the evening, Jo and Martina are in their room, and she is sitting on her bed sadly.
Jo is drawing. She looks up.
Martina: (sniffles quietly)
Jo: „…Are you okay?“
Martina: „Yeah, yeah.“
Narrator (audiobook):
Jo sits down next to her friend.
Jo: „Do you know why this film is so important to me?“
Martina shakes her head.
Jo: „I want to send it to my mother. I thought she’d come to the performance, but… the whole thing is off.“
Martina: „…“
Jo: „My foster parents will come to the closing party. …But they’re booked out the entire summer… Hm. That’s it for my holidays.“
Martina: „Why do you have foster parents, by the way?“
Jo: „When I was five… my mother abandoned me in a disco. Afterwards, she went into hiding for years. A while ago, my foster parents found her in Brazil.“
Jo: „… I was really happy.“
Jo: „… But we won’t see each other. She can’t make it.“
Martina: „I’m sorry.“
#das fliegende klassenzimmer#dfk 2023 audiobook translation#das fliegende klassenzimmer 2023#dfk#every part has something iconic#both /positive and /negative#this one has “my mother abandoned me in a disco”#mine#also i wanted to include jos drawings because i only noticed recently that shes using COPICS??#like damn okay#these are like 5€ a piece or more even#ALSO i dont really know how to feel about this scene#like its kinda sweet but also unserious and also kind of... idk#i just think its weird that martina is sad so now its time for Jos Sad Backstory™#and like. “my mother abandoned me in a disco” does not have the same feel as “my father sent me to another continent to get rid of me”#it is funny though
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(the poem is from book: The Language of Flowers: An Alphabet of Floral Emblems (London; New York: T. Nelson and Sons, 1857. I couldn’t find the author. Maybe someone knows?)
#genshin impact#razornett#razor x bennett#bennett x razor#genshin bennett#tw blood#(never used warnings. i hope there is not something else i need to warn about)#( i just know some people are really afraid of blood so just in case)#(well not afraid. it is not just a fear. i just dont know the right word)#Whenever I post art I always feel complicated. As if I love something too much!#I wonder if someone ever felt the same. And how do you get rid of this feeling. I don't like it#Thanks for reading my rambling! bye bye
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my first reaction to seeing something that i'm not sure is 100% accurate is to go "well, clearly there's something up with this, but surely, if i reblog it, everyone else will be just as suspicious as me" forgetting that the internet at large is Fucking Stupid
#i geniunely dont know how to get rid of this instinct#& i dont wanna go oh its an autism thing bc that'll seem like an excuse#but i KNOW its not im almost 27 i should be able to remember other peoples brains work differently than mine#& yet im constantly like. just irl & in conversations#not saying things. bc i assume everyone just is on the same page as me#so when its time for me to say my thoughts on something that Actually Matters#it just. does not occur to me#im sure it doesnt help that im exhausted like all the time but really if anything that should just be a sign to get off the internet#aster speaks
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Bot sure if i sent this before *but* what do you think about the role fashion plays in kpop currently. I watched a video comapring new groups to older groups in the sense that older groups had more of a cohesive identity when brand deals and High fashion didnt play as big of a role in performances. I tend to agree. Lots of new groups wear the same few fashion pieces in different ways but its become “oh i saw x wearing this too!” Instead of themed outfits that matched with concepts.
i did actually write a post about my opinions on luxury branding a while ago that i can't for the life of me find again, but basically yes to all of that. most current kpop stylists are actually very bad at their jobs from a design point of view. luxury and designer branding is very commonly used shorthand for 'look this is good because it's expensive!' without any thought on 1) the holistic design of the cb itself, and 2) what the connotations of branding has on that cb. the best working stylist in kpop atm is a.c.e's stylist, who works on a budget of like $50 and whatever she can find in the beat int closet, so therefore her creativity is through the fucking ROOF. there's only one group where excessive luxury branding actually works in their favour and with their concept, and that's wayv, the reasons why i've talked about a lot already so i won't go into it again.
to elabourate a little bit more on what i think about it specifically though, i think when we talk about 'fashion' in kpop we're not actually seeing it used to it's fullest extent. i would never go so far to say that no stylists should ever use something from a designer or luxury brand, but none of these stylist are actually using the GOOD work from those designers and brands. the luxury styling that gets used in most kpop is the ready to wear commercial stuff, which just further feeds the capitalist machine and never fully realizes the artistic potential of the more haute couture or even just the more unusual brands. we've had some brushes with it, like when aron showed up in a gmbh shirt for a needle&bubble teaser photo, or like taemin popularizing loverboy, but imo it's not enough. i'll be happy when i start seeing idols in schiaparelli
#WAIT SORRY I FORGOT hyuna and dawn also can both use branding bc they know how to#very important inclusion#loverboy is a much smaller brand comparatively but it's REALLY exploded in kpop in the last two years its kind of crazy#most of the time it's actually used well tho since it's so visually distinctive#so you kind of have to know what you're doing in order to put it into a styling#some asked me to restyle rv's feel my rhythm and i did it all in rodarte and area so i dont think we should get rid of high fashion in kpop#bc there ARE was it can be used well#but also (in MY opinion) kpop has some of the WORST stylists in the ent industry#bc they are so incapable with so many basic principles#kpop styling#kpop questions#text#answers
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