#i only came on to post that thing cuz i don't actually want 30 people to see that. thats so many people | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

yennasun · 7 months

Note

I started reading your writings regarding on MT. And Oh my god, I’m addicted to it now, its now my daily dose.

Just the way you made MT, your writing and overall is just a huge wow. Honestly MT gives me the Spartan Kratos vibes. Especially the explaining his moves (yes I scrolled wAAYY down) This question is more on a personally, you can answer this or avoid it if you want to. Only a few. Forgive me when i bombard you.

How did he meet his wife. Was she a nurse of his, a fan who watches he previous fights, a passerby who bumped into him, a cute shop owner Mt found and kept visiting regardless, a blind date. Possibilities.

2. Was Gold aware of his dad’s old career. Did he accidentally find stuff that belonged to MT, or did MT never brought it up.

3. Can you imagine MT pulling a Spartan Rage Ape Shit like God of War just minus the healing part.

4. If ever or a thought, how would Amp MT react to seeing Redemp Squad MT. An opposite of who he is and what he looks like. You don’t have to answer this if you don’t want to. Just a thought.

Im so sorry for asking this much.

Hi Jelly, I'm glad you like the writing! I know it's been a while since I made any new additions, but I do have plans for it. Just hit a bit of a creative slump recently.

Now for the questions!

1: I was actually planning on using @nzn43 OC Lime, she was gonna be a fighter as well. They were supposed to fight and have a very even and competitive fight that would go limes way by razor-thin split decision.

MT would eventually be allowed out into the city where he crosses paths with lime once again, and it'll carry on as MT consistently crosses paths with lime.

Eventually, after MT escaped and adopted an infant gold, the commission would find him. They'd send a hit squad after him because he saw and experienced firsthand how the commission REALLY worked and they wanted to tie up loose ends.

He'd escape but only after taking a few bullets, he collapses in an alleyway with a wailing, but unharmed gold in his arms.

He wakes up in Lime's place and thats about as far as I've thought about it lol.

2: for the most part, no. MT never really saw it as super important for the relationship he has with his kid, so he never really brought it up. Pair that with the USFC's official TV channel being incredibly tentative to play re runs of MTs fights in fear of people maybe finding out something they shouldn't, MT mostly goes down as a "forgotten warrior" type of figure in the usfc despite how entertaining his fights were.

Gold DID start looking a bit into it in the months leading up to the "incident" but didn't find much given the time they had left.

3: So actually, funny story about this, when episode 30 came out, I began to redevelop MT as a personality. When I'd first started this au I think it was around the time ep 28 came out, I was sorta on the bandwagon of MT being in his early to mid 20s.

So when I began this au I gave him a starkiller/galen Marek personality.

After Episode 30 came out, I designed his personality with kratos in mind (from the new god of war games) as a stoic but dangerous warrior who will fight for the people he loves.

So for the earlier chapters, before ep 30, he's more like a young kratos. Bold, wrathful, headstrong and prone to destructive outbursts. Post ep 30 chapters are where his personality will start to shift to the newer kratos.

As for the spartan rage thing, I do have something to say about that but i think I'm gonna keep it to myself, I will say that if you like that stuff then you'll LOVE what I got in mind.

4: depends on which type of MT you ask.

Pre escape MTA would keep his head down and speak only if spoken to, cuz that's how he was taught. And plus, redemption squad MT isn't an Amp, and Rooney taught him that nonamps can get him in serious trouble if he's not wary.

Pre redemption king would hate his guts off jealousy alone

he hasn't been through half of what i have, why does he get to heal and I don't?! He thinks

Post redemption MT would look at him with that rough, hard squint he's become known for, crack knowing smile, give him a pat on the shoulder and a nod of understanding. They both made it out, the journey was long and painful but they both made it.

Also don't ever apologize for bombarding me, I absolutely LOVE answering asks like this!

#alan becker #animation vs minecraft #avm #animator vs animation #avm king orange #au #ava #usfc #avm mango #avm mt

14 notes · View notes

destinyc1020 · 9 days

Note

In regards to the whole Austin/ Deuxmoi thing, which I don't believe for a second because they HAVE lied about him on numerous occasions to make him look bad.

A few things come to mind but one example that sticks out to me because it's in similar formatting to "spotting's". Oscars night when he lost the Oscar, some sent in that they "saw him" yelling and cursing everyone, and Brendan out because he lost. Later it came out that "blind item/ spotting" was completely fabricated and someone ripped off an old movie script. This later made Austin, the guy who doesn't go on social address the fact, and say that he was so happy and grateful for the experience. Which I can only assume lead to Deuxmoi deleting the post, and starting the scale on the believability of these spotting's.

I find it very hard to believe, that the guy who rarely ever drinks would go out to a bar (just in general even). It makes me think of that time the Dune cast were out, and Timmy said the entire time Austin was drinking tea. He was in New York all week with his girlfriend and left for ONE DAY, for a work obligation. This man rarely leaves his house, causes no problems, and minds his damn business and he was "supposedly" out with some twenty year old. yeah no.

Let's say this is hypothetically true for one moment, the cast of Masters of the Air did go out somewhere after the Emmy's event. There are videos of some of the cast out. (Though Callum and Austin weren't in the videos, let's assume that they were there). There is this "mystery" blonde girl, but it's Anthony Boyles' girlfriend... (There both from the UK where the legal drinking ages are different than America).

Let's say this is the situation there talking about, it was very obviously a group setting and pitting this entire thing Austin the one night he's in LA is so weird and gross.

It definitely feels like some people out there want to make him out to be some awful guy.

Girl, you are spot on with all of this. 👏🏾 💯 I agree with everything you said.

And omg, I vaguely remember those reports that Austin was salty about losing the Oscar and was yelling or smthg at someone rofl 🤣 😂

FIRST of all, I can't even imagine Austin "yelling" at anyone lol, let alone for smthg THAT silly and trivial.😅 The man was just happy to be nominated and even invited to the table during that whole Elvis press tour and awards season lol.

Second, there are plenty of pics of Austin and Brendan laughing and talking and getting along all awards season.

You're right, it just sounds like some weirdos online just trying to make Austin look bad ever since the Elvis movie came out. 🙄

But if you've followed Austin for years, or even just looked back at his old interviews or footage (cuz it's def out there! ) you will see that he's never been that type of person, and has always been a sweetheart. NOW all of a sudden, in his 30s, he's turned into a jerk? 🥴 Make that make sense! 🥴

Didn't know about Anthony Boyle's gf! 😃 That actually makes more sense, esp since the DM sighting said that the woman had a "British accent". Could have been someone from the MOTA cast/crew. They DID film the series in London after all. 😅

4 notes · View notes

the-firebird69 · 3 months

Text

That last post was Freya and I and they're messing with it laughing and it didn't work and it's really the s*** and he's saying what's so big about accountable and come home and then not doing anything just starting up a carnival it's the circus and the idea is I don't have any money it's a job because people want to see circus freaks and it's really sounds awful but that's what it is because you're going down the tubes and if you want to do it and say you're going down the tubes cuz you're not That's great it's a good idea but you are going down the tubes and you need these bikes and you don't know it you need them to be building stuff and you don't know it and you're building somewhere for me but really you know trying to reload to all and you don't know it and you're told and you'll see it so that's what it is and that's our son saying that part The yeah we had the last post and these people going to pay I see it's nasty insulin the little demented kids and they won't stop and they're really assholes but things they're massive jars we have some news and announcements

-this bicycle routine is getting old and then messing with stuff is getting old we have to stop them He's not going to be able to go anywhere and we see it too we have to get rid of these jerks they're too juvenile to do anything we have to have voice protection here

-there's a lot of diamonds coming out right now on the sifting and 100 to 150 The rest of it is clear huge amount that came out this morning and they sent things back out it's going to be a huge amount shortly shine giant numbers of diamonds just a huge huge pile they made it goes away and they make another one it's really ridiculous I've never seen diamond mining like this in my life I used to try and hide it more and it's causing an invasion yeah and it will be done probably in about 20 minutes with the same thing and it's some pretty big ones and then they are going to switch to excavating and they're pulling it out shortly and they're going to have I think it's 11:00 and the West Coast and it's additional in Sarasota meeting that sort of had two temp head one and it's one more to the south it is 11 additional and there big mile the holes open up to three miles roughly and about 20 to 30 miles out and the whole shelf is going to drop and right now it's dropping slowly it's only about 8 ft down on average would be 80 ft and the gas is I'm going to come out the whole time but don't come out these like volcano like things 20 or 30 miles out and will this be it's not bad idea and it was really theirs sort of was never talking about it and all over around the whole peninsula south of the tip there's three on the east there's top 12 it's not that many and not working out with fighting over but they're going to and it is going to be a long day right now there are four people who we have to pick up quickly. Including John remalard and he is a court case today in punta Gorda no it's Port Charlotte at 3:00 p.m. and they all do practically. Once the sifting is done momentarily and they're already gearing up for it they're going to start mining and pulling the big ones and we think they might be done with those by midnight tonight and they're ahead of schedule actually and they're going to start on the 20 to 30 mile band ships. And they're going to start that within the hour we think they'll be done with that by noon tomorrow but some people say a lot sooner if so they'll be clear probably by Saturday with everything and they're going to prep for the golf on Sunday and the war will begin possibly on Sunday and it might be Sunday because the moral lock to me choose to fight the clones and that's who's fighting in the video and the more lock and get their asses handed to them. Don't acting like little queers and weaklings for some reason and they get taken in and they're mining these all over and trades into a war between all three and it's horrible That's well over the top too we have notes that say they go extinctually because of but we have to keep working there's a few other things happening that are not correct One of them is the constant threat on our certain you don't like it and we want you people out we need you out it's not a fact we're going to make you out very soon more shortly

Thor Freya

Olympus

Zues Hera

0 notes

casualbluebirdmentality · 1 year

Text

this post is literally just me ranting about my own gender experience/questioning as an afab person.

(despite all the cws and tws, it's really not that overwhelmingly negative-- moreso just yelling my confusion into the void lol. i'm just really paranoid abt accidentally ruining someone's day by not tagging smth, hence the literal max 30 tags.)

you can read it if you want but if not,, understandable lol. either way, enjoy this picture of a quokka that i got by googling "cute animal":

...ok.

figuring out ur gender as an afab person is so weird, cuz it's like:

am I uncomfortable w my tits (always have been) for Gender Reasons, or is it the societal conditioning that they're sex objects/will make ME be viewed as a sex object if they're "too noticeable"?

is the visceral discomfort that I've always had (literally since childhood) at even the THOUGHT of having a period a Gender Thing, or is it the societal taboo that makes it impossible to speak/think about it?

do I like the idea of being perceived as masc for Gender Reasons, or bc I know it will make people take me more seriously and make me less of a target for abuse/harassment?

do I feel like a boy in disguise/an imposter when surrounded by other women/in female spaces bc I actually am more masc in my actual gender, or because gender roles and their "boyish interests/presentation" and "girly interests/presentation" have been so ingrained in me that it feels like if I don't match up with That Exact Image of being a very femme woman, then clearly I'm just not a woman at all? (/s for that last phrase)

(A more specific/personalized addendum to that last one: I've got a sister and we both did a lot of performing arts stuff VERY frequently growing up, especially as a duo, and whenever the roles were a boy and girl (which wasn't most of the time but still happened fairly regularly), I'd always be the boy bc she was more femme than me & always wanted to be the girl, whereas i didn't really care-- so like, was that because I'm inherently more comfortable as a more masc person? Or did I just not care either way at the time cuz I was a damn kid just having fun playing a role, and now from years and years and YEARS of doing that I've just conditioned myself into thinking of myself as "the guy one" when paired with a woman/surrounded by women??????)

And THEN for me personally, you throw in the fact that both Nate/ND Stevenson (creator of the first show that ever made me feel Seen as a queer person, to the extent that it broke my brain a little) and Elliot Page (right after/while playing his Umbrella Academy character, who was the only "female" character I've EVER felt I could truly relate to in such a full, overwhelming extent for some reason I couldn't name, and whom my friends at the time literally said "had big [my name] energy," without having been told anything about my feelings at all) BOTH came out as transmasc. So it's like,, am i transmasc? All Signs Point To Yes, pretty much. And I distinctly prefer when my tits are squished firmly against my chest, which sounds a whole hell of a lot like chest dysphoria.

...Except that when I got a binder to try it out, threw a hoodie on over it, and looked in the mirror, it was just like,, weird. And a minute or so later when I caught my reflection in the mirror out the corner of my eye without thinking and my brain automatically perceived my chest as like, FLAT flat for the first time, it pretty much shouted "WRONG WRONG WRONG" and started clanging pots and pans until I took it off.

But, irl my nickname is a typically "male" short-hand (as in, someone reading it would assume it's a guy 99.9999% of the time) of my (feminine) name, and I much prefer it. So like I guess I'm just generically nonbinary... but I also really don't want to say that I'm not a woman? But that reluctance could just be reluctance at relinquishing what makes me "valuable" in society's eyes, or in accepting that I've "failed" to be what I was "supposed" to be. Or in losing my ability to "speak authentically" about things like sexism, even though I Know Full Well that that's not how that works, like, at all. So it's just... ????????????????????

The only thing I have been able to figure out is that I definitely want to be more buff and athletic, and definitely make my body at least a little more masc in that regard. So like, Buff Sword Lady definitely, at least. (I do quite enjoy swords. A lot.) So maybe I just want to be butch?

But I don't look like that yet, and it's so hard to figure this kind of thing out without actually being able to physically see yourself that way, without being able to actually feel it first-hand and compare. So I'm just, like, here, a fantasy writer doing muscle work-outs alone in my room every day, hoping that micro-dosing on jock culture will help me finally feel Right lmao.

1 note · View note

mypondnow · 3 years

Text

i should add my actaul new main blog (shirtshawaiian) to this as a member so i can post here without having to open an incognito tab,

#but i WONT MWAHAHAHHAHA #i only came on to post that thing cuz i don't actually want 30 people to see that. thats so many people #u 9 or so will do

0 notes

akookminsupporter · 3 years

Note

Hello 💜

I wanna share what happened with me a few days ago. So I saw this post, smth like bias wrecked by Jungkook? And there were a lot of pictures of him. The comments were pretty nice, everybody was supportive and stuff. The pictures were amazing, I loved them too. I wrote there with a lot of smilies and purple hearts, that thank god Jk is my bias or it would've been so hard for me. After almost 30 minutes, I got a notification that somebody replied to me. I didn't look at it right away as my online class was going on. And by the next day there were so many comments. Most of them saying that they were OT7 biased, and some saying that its wrong to have a bias if an you actually love the members the same, and that a real Army won't have a bias 'cuz it's disrespectful to the other members.

But I do love them all, its not like I care only and only about Jungkook, its about BTS. And I'm pretty sure many Armys will agree with me that BTS is not just Jungkook or Jimin or J-Hope or Jin or Suga or V or Rm alone, it's about all seven of them together.

And when those people started attacking me by saying that I'm not being a real Army by having a bias, I felt very weird. I mean, if it weren't for Jungkook I don't think I would ever become an Army in the first place. I heard his cover song for the first time and he caught my eye in the BST MV which was my first ever BTS song (although I was late after the BST era), and from there I came to know more about BTS.

I'm not saying that I've had a lot of stuff and struggles in my short life till now, but still everytime I was sad BTS always helped me through it. And when people said that I don't love them all, it really made me feel bad.

Sorry about the rant, I just wanted to get this out somewhere... your blog happened to be that place.

Hi anon, how are you? I would like to ask you a question and I hope you don't mind, how old are you?

Anon everyone or practically everyone in this fandom has a bias. The first time I tweeted on my personal twitter account that I really liked BTS the first thing someone asked me was: Who is your bias? The original tweet confirms that everyone has a bias, because if the tweet was about jungkook being someone's bias wrecker, it means that person has a bias too which makes the whole thing even more hypocritical and honestly stupid. Being attacked for your comment I mean. Don't ever feel bad about that and I'm sorry you had to go through such an unpleasant experience.

Thank you for trusting my blog to share your experience, I hope you are having a wonderful day. 💜💜

#anon #ask #bias #JK #shitty people

13 notes · View notes

yourcutelittlegayfriend · 4 years

Note

Mentor!Leesin x student!male reader x Sett . In Ionia have spirits right? So reader have a serpent spirit in him and don't know how to control it , so he accidentally destroy a village when his still a kid ( kinda look like Lee old lore ) . Leesin found him after the accident and decided to help reader control it , also he meet Sett be accident when some get lost in to his underground Area

Wew sorry this took a while got sidetracked cuz school and stuff hehehe 😅 but I made it a bit longer .

• Pairing •

[ a little bit ] Lee Sin X male reader [ mentor and student ] and Sett X male reader [ Romantic ship ] Bromance bb XD

• a little something •

a few cursed words on the last part, I'm making this in 3rd Point of View and instead of making the spirit as away for you to be powerful, it's gonna be your defense mechanism [ also like what Po from Kung Fu Panda kind of a thing ] and also you'll be a kid at the start before meeting Sett in your 20's ( He's 30 something and you're right his is a perfect Daddy for that 🤣).

× ∆ × ∆ × ∆ × ∆ × ∆ × ∆ ×

Everything happened so fast, the last thing you remembered was trying to avoid the alley kids from the village until they cornered you and started beating you up and when you asked for help people just walked by and it was the last straw, blinded by rage you accidentally lash out and let the spirit inside of you out.

All of the nearby people scream in fear and some in agony as they were killed by the large Serpent spirit that emerged from inside you and started moving. the buildings where destroyed to the ground, the trees and plants were either push or crushed down.

Soldiers and some brave men tried to take you down but you where just floating inside the spirit safe from their harmful weapons, The being continued on wrecking havoc around the village killing every living being in it's path before disappearing in thin air when it was sure you were safe from harm.

Then you drop from the crushed ground still unconscious as the new morning sun raised from the hills near your Village.

Lee Sin and the Monks was alarmed by the disturbance in the area, they decided to investigate and found a village burned and destroyed to the ground but was lucky enough to see who the perpetrator was, they saw The Serpent Spirit Disappearing by slowly entering your body in mid-air before leaving your form to fall on the ground.

The monks quickly run towards your unconscious body while Lee calmly walk and kneeled down when he reach you finally sensing the content spirit inside you more different than his and very strange.

Nonetheless they all decided to bring you back to the Monastery to heal and find out who you are.

When you regain consciousness, you were greeted by monks and provided with food and clothes, you were a little hesitant by their caring ways but even so you were still greatful.

After changing into knew clothes you asked.

"Um thank you for the new clothes but can I asked you why I am here?".

The monks kept quiet until an older monk step up.

"I am afraid to say that it not our place to explain your situation but I know the one who can ".

Curious to what he meant you followed him towards an Isolated ground with beautiful wildlife around it and few balance stones, structures and ponds.

Looking forward you see a man meditating in the middle but what's more strange is him wearing a red cloth around his eyes.

When reaching him the Elder monk left the both of you and walked back to the building (Monastery).

"ah you're finally awake boy". startled you look back and see the blindfolded man standing now with his arms behind his back.

The two of you talked for awhile exchanging questions and answers until a certain topic came in mind.

"I'm sorry to interrupt but the elder said you can explain what happened to me?".

He explained how a spirit - a Serpent most likely - was living inside of you, like how the dragon spirit choose him but alot more different.

"Different? How so?".

He says that instead of choosing you as it's vessel, it choose to just live inside of you and became protective of you.

Seeing as you have no place to return to, Lee Sin and the Monks offered a place in the Shojin Monastery for you to live, Lee Sin taugh you everything about the spirits, how to control them, how to fight to be strong enough to not depend on the spirit, while The monks guide you through spiritual ways to help you more on Lee Sin's teaching while also teaching you about life and it's importance.

Years have gone by you finally learned how to control the spirit inside of you and additional you also learned how to fight from your Master who is also your father figure, Lee Sin and Learned the deeper meaning of life through the monks.

You decide to travel and start living away from Monastery and maybe finding more about the outside world, so you packed up with some clothes and few gold coins before saying goodbye to the people you can call family.

Walking around you made sure to explore more of Ionai, you then stumbled upon a city with less wildlife and later found out that this was one of the place that Noxus build to show how they can carelessly claim the Ionian grounds, no Plants, no animals but you can still see Ionian people walking around but saddened to see no Vastyan in sight.

Sighing to yourself you continued walking around looking for things you might need in the stalls when you hear loud shouting nearby, placing down an apple back you excused yourself to the Vendor and trudge towards the sounds.

Looking past the people around you see a large male screaming down at surprisingly a Vastayan Woman with long white hair and ending with the color purple on the tips, snapping out of your shock you run towards them and catch the raised hand of the man that was probably gonna land on her cheek.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you".

You said not even stuttering while glaring at him, he struggled in my grip but gave up and went to punch me with his other hand instead.

I effortlessly dodge it and twisted his arm and kicked him away before helping the Vastayan woman up, you turned towards the crowd.

"I would like for you people to mind your own business, now leave". you harden your words making the people leave in fear.

You turn towards to woman and help her picked up the scattered foods from her fallen basket, she was hesitant towards your kindness like how you were when you were a kid but you only offered her a smile and s deep bow as a sign of respect, one of the best lessons your master taught you.

When you walked away she continued to watch you before someone tapped her shoulder and grab her basket that was properly filled back with all of the food she bought.

"Hey, sorry Ma I got caught up with something, you ok?". a Tall large build man said before nudging his mother to put her arms around his elbow as they start walking back to the busy market.

"oh nothing Dear, it's just I met a rather peculiar man on the way". Hearing that the Half Vastayan man couldn't help but worry but his mother defended you.

"but in a good way, he help me when I 'fell down and scattered' my groceries". He hesitantly nod his head and tried to calm his worried heart.

After that Day you decided on living in the city, you found a job and meet new people but you often wonder if you'll meet that Vastayan woman again.

"I hope she's alright". you said to yourself before effortlessly carry 10 large sacks of powdered cement -5 on each shoulders- and walk towards the construction site as people gawk at your strength when you walk pass them.

You carefully dodge every person you walk but stumbled a bit when a large guys bump into you.

"Hey! Whoa! sorry about that". you grunt but quickly fix your stance and re-adjust the weights in your shoulders before calmly returning back to your walking.

"Hey!- watch where yo- huh?". the Tall Half Vastayan man from before grunted but stumbled on his words when he saw you walk away and surprised to see a small yet lean man like you carry that much weight but shook his head and continue on.

Finish for the day you patiently waited for your payment when one of your co-worker approach you.

"Yo Y/N! got a minute?".

"More than a minute actually, can I help you with something?". you looked at them as you wait in line with the other workers.

"Nah man I just wanna ask if you wanna fight in the pits tonight". he said while waving a poster in your face

"You know I hate those stuff Arik I'm afraid I'll have to pass that one". you wave the paper away from your face and gently grab the small bag of coins from the lady whilst saying 'thank you' to her.

Walking away Arik who was stubborn as a pampered brat keep insisting it making your patience thin, by the last moment you almost let your spirit get fired up before shutting them up.

"OKAY fine Arik I will just please stop with your whining it's more irritating than your normal voice". you rip the poster from his hands and walk off.

"Yes! that's the!- wait?! my what?!".

Picking your ear you walk inside the large Pit with Arik guiding you, flinching when you say people fighting down and people screaming like wild animals when one of them land a hit or two.

You watch as your friend talked to some man on the side before giving them a small sack of money before walking back to you.

"really Arik betting money on illegal pit fights? don't tell me you have much more worse things you than this". you glare at him but he just shrugged his shoulders and pushed you towards the fighting area.

"Don't worry 'bout lil'ol me and worry how you gonna beat those guys asses and no I have no more worse things to do than this". he said before leaving you in you devices.

You glare at them then huff before walking off and join the people on the waiting area.

Few fights when by you continued of just knocking your opponent with only few punches and kicks rather than killing them, you were Forbidden to takes someones else life again if you wanted keep the spiritual bond with your spirit.

Not noticing a man watching you from his post on top of the balcony, who had the perfect view to your fights.

Nearing the end of the fight you finally got to fight 'The Boss' to the death, hearing this you stared at you so called friend and started motioning him that you quit, he shook his head 'no' and just shake the bag of coins in his hands.

You facepalm not noticing your next opponent entering the pit with you in it.

The Boss named Sett walked towards you before stop few meters away, He smirks at you while acting cocky, you only raised and eyebrow before sighing in frustration.

"I'm wasting my time here". you tell yourself while pinching the bridge of your nose.

"Well I'm surprised you got pass all the contenders here construction boy, ready to get your ass kick?". he said before putting his brass knuckles on.

You said nothing and just stood there looking at him.

Seeing that you're not moving first He took the opportunity to strike you first but before he can reach you, you raised your hand and signal to stop before announcing.

"I'm not fighting you". Directly after that people started cursing and boo-ing at you only making you roll your eyes then walk away.

Sett stared dumbfounded at you as you walk out from his pit, enraging him he stomps to you and started looking for you, shoving people away he saw you almost reaching the large wooden doors that leads to the outside.

"HEY YOU! GET BACK HERE AND EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT WAS THAT BULLSHIT BACK THERE!". Sett shouts to you making you turn around.

"What are you talking about?".

"I said what kinds shit-show did you do back there?". he growled and towered you.

"I simply said that I don't want to fight you, isn't that a win for you?". You calmly said shocking him a bit.

Getting a bit lot of words you continued to speak.

"I don't see you as a weak person, I can clearly see that but I know myself that what you do here is not my thing, it's yours. so if think of me as a coward or anything I don't blame you it was an accident and also my fault that I let my 'friend' drag me here". you turn around and walked away.

Sett stared at your form slowly disappearing in the distance not even breaking away from his blank-staring until his assistant brought him back.

"Shows Over, tell them the challenger quits". He said before walking back to his office.

Since that fiasco you continued on with you life and started to forget about that night or any thing related to that.

You were walking around the market when you were approach by the Vastayan woman you've meet before, you and her talked and accompanied her while she buy things around.

The two of you talked for a bit and was being watched by Sett who was buying something that his mother asked him, quickly approaching the both of you he took a second to look and recognize you from that night.

"Ma, here's the silk you asked for". he said showing her the fabric he then turned to you when he saw that she was busy fiddling it.

"Hey". he greeted first making you nod.

"Hey to you too". you smiled and continued staring at him.

His mother looked between the two of you and giggled to herself.

× ∆ × ∆ × ∆ × ∆ × ∆ × ∆ ×

I don't even know what I was doing mygod waaaahhh??? anyways hope you like this (• ▽ •;).

#league of legends #sett #lol sett #league of legends sett #x reader #x male reader #lol sett x reader #sett x male reader #Sett #Sett x reader #League of Legends Sett x male reader

55 notes · View notes

incarnateirony · 4 years

Note

I'm sorry but you come across as a joke. If SPN had just given me everything I've wanted for a decade - bi Dean - I'd be so thrilled that's all I'd be focusing on. Instead, you're triggered by any person who disagrees. You're calling people who don't see it bitter. You're just trying too hard. Textual confirmation would require non of the exertion. Pro fans would be happy. Antis would be livid. Instead, you're misquoting Kelios because her canon crap posts are mainly about Sam Dean separation. 1

2 But instead of quoting her correctly, you’re implying she thinks what’s crap is that Dean is bi when she literally stated no, Dean isn’t gay or bi so I don’t see how one could interpret that joke. Kelios isn’t saying she’s seeing it. Someone else says they took that joke that way. The problem is - that joke was also taken other ways, by other people. Hence, it’s not clear. At all. My whole timeline of destiel shippers were bored and actually frustrated with the lack of bisexuality.

Wow look at this whole assed joke in my inbox, so let’s break down how many lies, fallacies and intentional misdirections you included over the course of two asks.

1. “IF SPN HAD GIVEN ME WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANTED HOW I WANTED THEN I WOULDN’T BE DELETING THE CURRENT CANON CONTENT NOW” is not a valid defense, I don’t know what you think you accomplished.

2. “Triggered” is nice hot button language, but it’s adorable because you’re… the one *here*. In *my* inbox. Hiding on *your* keyboard behind *tumblr’s anon mask* So now that we have that out of the way, as much as you want to rev this up to being a loss of control by me, I’m not the one screaming about not getting my way exactly how and when I want on my schedule in someone else’s inbox. K?

3. Oh would you like the screenshot where she admit that it’d be gay if it went like that? I posted it twice I can do it again. Or do you need the one of her desperately attempting to pretend Dean fucking half a corpse was a rational explanation? They all know it.

3b. “Kelios isn’t saying she’s seeing it.”

Okay so you’re right! She didn’t see it. Her anti friend did and talked her through it. She then just blatantly denied the text that came through her screen and then tried to whip up a corpse-fucking answer instead? Cuz the other answer IS gay?

4. Many people took that many ways. *checks all twitter and tumblr trends* Yeah sure okay keep telling yourself that now that you realize you’ve niched your point of view into being contingent on the screaming of several people so obsolete the plot has literally mocked them as villains and had authors block them. It’d really, REALLY suck to realize you��ve been manipulated by a group of tinfoil covered brotherfuckers with a collective IQ of 30 this whole time and that all the warnings you’ve chosen to ignore about it might have been right, GOD that would suck, wouldn’t it?

5. YOU’RE TRYING TOO HARD UWU YOU’RE MAKING TOO MUCH EFFORT

What? Drawing stick figures pointing out how fucking stupid you’re being? Is that hard effort for you?

Answering the anons YOU just sent a multibrick message to MY blog after YOU navigated HERE to do so?

Pointing out that the text is the text?

NOT having to explain in circles?

Let’s see what effort: “Holy shit another time Dean had a group encounter with a guy only this time they included double dogging a single target in the text.”

Yeah god that’s so much harder a fucking point to reach than “well since that would make dicks touch and he’s not gay then clearly they murdered her, cut her in half, and fucked her corpse.”

Who’s the try hard here?

Or I dunno.

The person who just sent a series of absolute kindergarten level logic in two bricks to my inbox because you are *deadass furious* that I am *flatly celebrating textual content* that *requires NO FURTHER EXPLANATION?*

Yeah sure.

Effort.

Look, your staunch refusal is your problem sweetie.

Edit: I just realized this person sent me a part 3, 4, and 5 of further wordsalad while I was writing this but it’s equal canon deletion “WAHHH I DON’T LIKE IT” is strong in it, such as “I DON’T LIKE IT LIKE I DON’T LIKE DEAN GOING AFTER A CHEERLEADER” okay but it sucks but that happened? That doesn’t make it go away? I REPEAT IF YOU MISSED IT: THINGS YOU DONT LIKE ARENT NON-CANON JUST BECAUSE YOU DON’T LIKE THEM.

I *am* half tempted to publish this embarrassing mess of the rest of the messages, since they’re at least anon and wouldn’t be publicly mortified by name for a long series of personal revelation that literally lists a long series of events that happened in canon that they don’t like, while debating what “counts” as canon, and saying this isn’t canon because… it’s like… those other… canon… things…

Literally no matter how much you pretend you’ve successfully jockeyed the goalposts around on What Words Mean and What Happened In The Show, the content and goalpost and target is still there. You’re the only one running in circles. But thanks for unwittingly betraying that it isn’t that you don’t see it, it’s again, that you don’t like it, because you choose in to drag other associations, and then dismiss the content. Because you don’t like it.

Which is the core of this conversation right now.

Thanks.

I’ll pass on individually addressing the rest of this ridiculousness since addressing the first 2/5 asks still took 2 pages to dismantle all the smoke you were pouring out, I really don’t need to double or triple it.

o/~ No matter how hard you try to delete the text, the text still exists. o/~

o/~ It exists if you like it o/~

o/~ It exists if you hate it o/~

o/~ It exists as it exists even if you wish it was more o/~

o/~ The text gives no fucks if you like it o/~

IT SIMPLY EXISTS.

9 notes · View notes

pbandjesse · 5 years

Text

Emotionally I'm dealing with a lot today. A case is finished and I feel very drained from that. Trying not to be as upset as I was earlier. Now I just feel tired. I'm too hot. I wish it was actually fall and not this summer continuation.

I slept okay last night. Woke up and got ready to go to the courthouse. James me me a sandwich and I just fell off from the moment I left. He wished me luck and I left a little early. I was worried about being late. But I got there at 9 and sat down and eat my sandwich. I parked my bike by streets Market since I knew it would stop there before I went home. And then I went to go wait on the 4th floor at the courthouse building.

I was the second one there. And one person was 5 minutes late. But we all got into the deliberation room and then it was time to listen to closing arguments.

I'm allowed to talk about the case now. Honestly I feel like the police screwed up. I feel like the state screwed up. And gun was found after they saw someone with a gun. And they put it on the stock. But the only proof that it was his gun with that he was there and there was a gun on the ground. I really don't think he did it. They never tested for fingerprints or DNA. Even though they could have. And the police never gave a description to the people that actually ended up arresting him. The whole thing seems super sketchy.

We deliberated in the back after the closing Arguments for about a half an hour. I'm just very shocked at how convinced a couple of the people were about the accuracy of the helicopters Vision. That just because they saw the gun doesn't mean that it was using the infrared camera. And we were told not to consider that anyway. So I don't even know why it was being discussed. In the end we found him not guilty. And there was no way they were going to convince me otherwise. A couple of them said that they still believed he had the gun at some point that the cops just couldn't conduct him based off of witness testimony that seemed faulty. But my whole thing is couple of people in the room didn't seem to understand what position mint. Indirect or otherwise. Couple of them are saying that indirect possession that he was near someone else with a gun. And that's not what that means. So I was a little annoyed about that but I'm glad that we were all on the same page that he was going to be found not guilty.

So we gave our judgment and then we were free to go. I won't have to serve on another jury for three years. We have to go wait about 10 minutes to get our $15 for the day and I did that and then I left.

I went to the grocery store and I got a little bit too much stuff. So it was hard to move my bike because my basket was wobbling back and forth. But I made it home. I was very overheated. And then when I got to the apartment I had to take everything out of my bike basket and bring the bike inside. And then go and get my bags. And then I noticed behind our front door was a giant pile of mail. So I had to bring all that up. And then I started sorting the mail and I was literally dripping sweat and some of the mail wasn't even for this address. I'm very confused at what happened there. I made a pile of it and I'm hoping with the mail person takes it tomorrow but if they don't I'm going to call the Post Office and see what to do. But I was just very hot and distressed.

I came upstairs and I was so hot and I was shaking. And then I was just so angry. Because the apartment was a mess. The kitchen was a disaster and I had to put a whole bunch of stuff away I can put the groceries away. And then one of the shelves in James's room had collapsed and all the stuff was on the ground. And the apartment just smelled really bad and I was just so hot and so upset. And then I opened one of my pieces of mail and if the clay I ordered but it wasn't knew it was just a bag of old used clay and I was so upset. And crying and I'm slamming around the apartment and texting James that I was furious and I didn't know what to do when I just had to get cool because I'm so upset.

I left my phone in the other room and I went and took a bath for 45 minutes. It helped. But I was still pretty upset. Just emotionally drained. I laid down for almost 2 hours and had very very upsetting dreams. But I felt not as bad. Just kind of sad. And I hurt my hand on something I'm so using my right hand has been hard all afternoon.

But I was going to eat something. That would make me feel better. I had had potatoes before I taking my nap but I decided to have a sandwich. And just as I was sitting down to eat someone knocked on the door.

It was Kimberly. My upstairs neighbor. If she wanted to know if I could help her cut some bamboo straws. Swing by there and and we crafted for an hour figuring out this project. She is so cool and I'm very excited that we now have exchanged phone numbers and we're going to water her plants this weekend she's really really nice. And I'm glad I got to help with her project. It was nice to also just have someone over for a little bit. I think I needed that person to talk to about my emotions from the day. And it was good to have a person here.

She left around 6:30 and I got to work on some little clay figures. And that's kind of where we are now. I'm taking a break from that cuz my hand I'll still really hurt. But I'm hoping that James will be home soon and we can talk and I won't feel so sad. I still have tomorrow off. I honestly I think I work again till Monday. I have to check the schedule. I'm hoping to just have some nice time to myself. Before everything gets crazy again. My mom was supposed to come visit now she can't some I'm just going to have to find something to fill my time. I hope you all have a great night. Take care of each other. Have fun tomorrow

#ootd #jury duty #toys #furby #pokemon #tired #long day #wensday

7 notes · View notes

mem-en-to · 4 years

Text

I just have to post this somewhere. If you do read it please don't reply or anything to alert me that you do. I just have to assure myself of my existence. If you do I might just can't stand it.

It's getting worse

I don't know if this will be a one time thing or what

It might be the stress of starting the second week of university

or that I fucked up the dorm's microwave 3 days ago and still feel guilty and stress (since then I've been making so many mistake I drop the alcohol bottle(broke it), drop a glass of water(luckily it's a plastic glass), spilled the milk on the desk, spilled the smoothie next to the fridge, dropped the clean towel on the balcony(result in having to wash it), tripped and drop some clean cottonbuds(such a waste!), tripped on the way to the bathroom at 2 am and woke the neighbors up on a schoolday)

or even home sick from being away for a week now

or because I was staying inside after graduated and then the covid situation that make me(I chose)stay inside the house for more than 3 months straight(well, I did go outside like once every other week or sth, but I would always go with someone, mom or dad)

I've been dreading going outside since yesterday

I estimated how many food I have left and feel bad(no not bad as in guilty) about having to go out and buy more

I even considered skip some meals and ration what I have left so I could put away going out for even just 1 more day

And I did, I skip breakfast and ration the food

I ate a bit less so I could scrap all the left over for just one more meal

The thought of going outside turned my stomach and I feel tight in my chest

it made me feel.. disgust and a bit of fear? มวนท้อง แหยงๆ อึดอัดตรงหน้าอก

I'm not sure how to describe it how or why

I don't think its talking to people that make me feel this way

I think its just go outside in general? being seen maybe?

I normally would dread going outside for a bit but have no problem in doing it

I would just need some times to come to realisation that I have to(or about to)go outside

Like, if mom just ask me inthe morning if I want to go out this afternoon. My answer is NO. There's no bargaining, except if it is ABSOLUTELY IMPORTANT.

But If she asked me, do you want to come with me tmr? That'll be fine, I might say yes(but I say no more often)

I would have a kind of panic-y thougt and feeling a bit scared before actually going out, like while I was preparing(dress, grab things stuff like that) that is normal

Today it took me almost half an hour after I'm ready to gather courage and actually step out of my room

In that 30 minutes I kept checking again and again of what I have to buy and did I have my all things?(phone checked. wallet checked. mask checked. etc) What about my clothes?(check the mirror) Did I brushed my hair?(proceed to brush it the 4th time)

All the while I also pacing and kept on checking the window for the restaurant near mydorm

It's to see if there're many customers, if there are I would wait a bit more because I don't want to stand around waiting and making awkward glance, an awkward conversation would be better come to think of it.

There. It's not the talking that I'm scared of.

After I got outside I would feel.. tense? anxious? or maybe paranoid or something of that nature I'm not sure

But the feeling would go away soon, often around the time I reach my destination or when I'm doing my task(like choosing btw different brand of groceries or the like)

It's still good, this time

The feeling went away as I was walking around the shop but come back as soon as I got in line, paid and walking out of the shop, which is fine that's also normal

I also have to stop at the restaurant on the next block, I decided to eat there and have a take away for dinner

I chose to eat there because that would mean less plastic you know? doing what I can to help with global warming

Even though the thought of sitting there was a bit.. sick It was fine while I was eating

Because I was doing my task(things)?

But the moment I turned away with a bag of food and my groceries in hand the feeling started to crawl up my spine and tried to curl up in my stomach again

But It's okay I didn't let it

My dorm was right there I could see it

Only a bit further and I'll be safe inside my dorm

But Nooooo

The feeling cling to me

I push it down and didn't let it settle in

My heart was still thudding in my chest even after I got inside my room

I put my things away. stored the food. changed clothes while checking if I breathed normally or not(I did, breated normally I mean or at least I think I did, despite what most people think some of us do research about thingss like this even if or when we haven't been diagnosed as having something plus I did hyperventilated/had panic attacked before or, I think it was)

But after that my heart still wouldn't return to normal and my head is a bit light and spinny still(At first I thought it was the 3 flight of stairs I have to climb but it should have gone by now, I know, not an athletic person)

That was when I realise that there something different, something wrong this time

The nagging feeling I have had since I walked outside is this

I'm more worried and scared this time

There is something wrong

I don't know what to do so I typed this down

Normally It would help make me feel better

And It did, my heart stop beating fast and weird halfway through this

Like my other notes I didn't care much about the grammar or whatever, after all the purpose is to make myself feel better

All right a bit more on this notes

After I finished this I wnt and google 'scared of going outside'

I don't think it agoraphobia or sad that I have although I do have some of the symptomps. I mean I might have one of it but from what I read I don't exactly match with some of both, I'm not scared of crowd(sad) in fact being in crowds make me feel better, the more people the better cuz that mean the less would be looking at me

And I'm not scared of open space(agora) I'm okay with parking lots and I'm not scared of being left alone(agora)

Being with some one I trust would definitely help(contradict with sad but agree with agora)

I'm not scared of public place(sad), Library is one of my sanctuary once I settled in on the new one that's it, Everyone is minding their own business, I could tuck myself btw some old textbook shelves no one would come search and read in silent, peace. Or I could go to the working space, sit on the sofa or choose one of the table and no one would care even if I have 3 thick books with me and sit there for 3 hours straight. I could even strike up some friendly and relatively non-awkward conversation with the librarian on the counter when I checked out some books, there, social requirement of the day complete. Those days that I could do this is so peaceful, I was happy.

Sadly, I had gone to Uni library only once and checked out a book, I still feel a bit uncomfortable to go there, but the feeling of contenment when I get inside would be worth it. Just. Not today. Or tmr, we got a day off for mother day and I might go home with my siblings and come back to next week on Monday or sth. (We have classes online bc of covid)

And after the mini research I feel a dizzy spell hit me

It left me reeling for a few mins before I returned normal

It could be because i stand up too fast or it could be the information in my head that's there something wrong

I don't want to have it, sad, agora or whatever

My self confident/self esttem is shit enough

I can't satnd it if i know there sth more wrong with me

I can't be more of a burden to my parents

I want to make them proud I have to

I choose this path and I know they don't hate it, they even support me on choosing to study art instead of the cliche doctor or engineer(which I hate but is my dad's life I feel so fucking bad I should have like it, I should be better at it and follow his footsteps, but I already made my choice, sometimes I regret it but even if I could go back I wouldn't change it, I can't At least I probably could be a teacher like him, teach younger people, support them I love him, and I hate him I love that he isn't just a good father, he's a good person, a good friend, a good teacher, a good brother, a good son, he's so great I don't deserved him, not me, not my mom, not my brother, not his parents, not his siblings, not that univerity And I hate him, he's always at work when I was younger, came home at 8or9 almost everyday but I also love him because despite that he still tried to make some time for us I hate him because when he started to have less works and came home earlier it's when me and my brother are growing up wanting to stay out and spend time with our friends(I hate myself) I hate him because he's so great, has been since he's young, he's so intelligent and diligent he studied hard and he got scholarship in uni to US And that was 40 years ago how impressive is that? And after he came back with straight A every uni want him but he choose that Uni because they supported him when he needed it and he chose to stay instead of go to better uni purely bacause he's a good person he feels grateful and want to repay the uni, which has shit government I hate it I hate them, there's a few years he's so stress because he has to go to the court several times on several cases and could go to jail because of those peice of shits I fucking hate them If he choose to change uni our lifes would be different I wouldn't grow up there, I wouldn't have friends that I have, I wouldn't be the person I am today and I can't blame him for choosing this. I hate him because no matter what or how much I tried I couldn't achieve half of what he has done and still doing(I hate myself I'm a disappointment) I could have gotten A or at least B+ if I studied more on math, science and sociology, but I didn't. I could have beautiful skin and thin figure if I take care of myself more, exercise more, but I didn't. I could have spend less money on books and those trinkets and save a lot of money, but I didn't, I could have make more friends and get in with the better connection and reputation clique if I conceal some part of myself and pretend a bit more, but I didn't. I could have better resume if I'm brave enough to participate in those tournament and those candidates for manythings, but I didn't. I could have been a better person, a better friend, a better student, a better daughter, but I wasn't[I couldn't be] I hate myself I don't matter I'm a disappointment)

I fucking hate crying, It never help with anything except wasting evenmore time and make my head hurt make my throat hurt of how I hold my noise in and make my eyes hurt and everything's blurry and wet.

I just broke down and typed those long ass paragraph with tears for an hour straigh. such a waste of time I should have done some exercise instead. And now I feel like shit. I know I could still do it but I also know that I won't. I would save this note, re-read it again and again maybe add sth along the way and when it's getting late I would jusst take a shower and goto bed.

At least I've lost my appetite, no dinner mean less calories I take today, skipped breakfast AND dinner? At least that compensate for today exercise(maybe) But I also know that garigarikun in the freeze will disappear into my stomach before bed. I'm such a little shit. I'm ashame of myself.

you know what I could waste a bit more time. Typing this some how remind me of the time I have an argument with my parents in highschool(or was it middle school? the memory's fuzzy)and I had panic attack or at least hyperveintilated afterward. I can't remember exactly what started the argument but I remembered that that day I was having a bad day(worse than normal) the bullying that day was worse I don't know how I acted I just remembered yelling at my father who's stress from long day at work and the court problem, we were yelling(or at least I am) and I did what I usually do. I ran, to the bedroom. I don't(never)want to have a fight with my family. He didn't follow me this time. My mom did. She came talk to me, half soothing half scolding. Saying I shouldn't have yell, I was hurting him by behave like this and after he's tired from work too. She's basically tried to make amend. But in my head at the time she was calling out on my bullshit. Saying I'm being unreasonable. I know that some of what she said is true and I don't want to fight so I tried talking, I said something like you don't understand me, And I tried using some difficult words and lines that could be seen in dramas and such to make her understand. I poured my heart out I even consider revealing the real extent of the bullying. But you know what she said? She said I read too many fictions and watch too many movies and I'm being too emotional I should stop this nonsense right now. I still could recall the feeling when she finished and it get in my head. It's not the ice bucket being pour over me. It's not the fire of rage running through my viens. It's not an arrow straight through my heart, a stab at the chest, or a feeling crawl up myspine. It's blank. blank. blank. blank, blank,blank,blank,blank,blakn,blank,blank, I feel so, so empty. It's just how I used my words, how I tried to make her understand. And this is what I got? I remembered stop talking and stuffed my face on a pillow. She's speaking a few more things but I didn't listen. I couldn't. I was breathing so hard but I think she think i was crying so she patted my back and left. I was old enough to know that's something's wrong I wasn't breating normally even for someone who's crying but at the time I still didn't know what panic attack/hyperveintilated is. I just know there's sth wrong, but I ignore it, I was hurt. I was in pain my chest is so tight(at the time I thought it's because of the pain I was feeling later I learned that it's the combination of that and the pa/h I was having) My thought kept circling around the words she said, I'm being dramatic and such. At least after that I don't want to argue anymore. I came back to myself and got out of the room, more than half an hour later. (Times didn't only flies when you're having a good time huh?, I remembered thinking that)

I think the being emotional/dramatic bit really got me. I can't help it. it's how I'm expressing myself. So what if it looking I was writing some fiction/ fake the words to make it mmore dramatic? That's how I feel.

A breakdown and an empty moment recalling in a day? that's a new record. Normally It would be one at a time and not this soon after one another. Guess I'm really stressed out. I even consider calling some emergencies depression lines but after reading some review saying it's shit I decided not to. I would be in the way of those who really do need it(I'm such a failure) and I'm not good at talking anyways, just look at how tragic it turned out to be each time I do.

0 notes

the-firebird69 · 1 year

Text

There's a huge contingent of morlock at the gates here in Florida I mean all of them including the tunnels it's about 700 octillion in total that's giant okay one of their areas is 3 to 4,000 octillion and that's a medium sized area well medium to small that's a giant number and we know where they're coming from it's a Caucasus and they're evacuating because of John remillard no he's evacuated everybody's beating him up for money because of what Tommy Allen posted and people need to know and they do and we need to know. Right now those forces are begging to get in meeting their up north about half of them and three of them by water and a third by tunnel and the clones are intercepting them and the tunnels and it's welcome change and Max are up north and actually the water and foreigners are trying to get in using them and it doesn't seem to be working and it's taking quite a while for people to figure out that what's here is here and they don't like it so the phone isn't trying to get in and really almost nothing can get in here right now product wise and there was a shipment the other day and the clone started blocking it and the warlock started blocking it and they took half of it and the max went and took it back and the shipping more stuff shortly and they're clearing out the idiots from the water giant giant ships made out of concrete I'm on the way and they are rugged and it will be a challenge and the clones might take them out to try and take the ordinance. We heard it on the radio.

We have a giant fight here in Florida and it's warlock versus max and he tells Mac because of warlock her not going to stop the clones. It's a hell of a day and there was a court case and John remillard was there at 12:00 noon and punta Gorda and it was him versus the state of Florida and the State of Florida was suing for his behavior and it was that when we were talking about and he just got out and he zooms over here so they're preparing to pick him up again because they told him not to go near him and not to go to the apartment he doesn't belong in. And as a court order and it's by the state of Florida and they're going to come apprehend him shortly and he's a f**** staring at the bicycle again and I swear he went up a few inches and he did he's trying to hide from when he showed up and there's nobody here is a massive a******. Put warrants on him they're sending them out now but the State of Florida is going to come by and pick him up shortly and if only after him now and it's because they're at war with them and they're fighting them hard

A few more things to say and put out there when is our son is under a lot of stress these people are criminals they're going on shooting people all day and try and get none guns and knives near him and he's stressed out he's trying to sleep and having problems the other angry because he wants the army race and he wants to try and make it raised and he lost his temper a little it's kind of good because out came some stuff and he's been leading on me and leaning on me it says pass it on and delegate it so I am and it's working it was a lot of pressure he's been hoping I did it I did that earlier and here's one of those tandem rigs he says and I'm saying it it's a nice break and it's all brand new Volkswagens it was nice and they're nice there is a nice car and they have about maybe eight of them on there that's a big rig. And so there was a case of afternoon 12:00 noon and he lost and ended at 12:30 and he's over here right afterwards and they told him not to and he heard the announcement on his own phone and he never leaves because of what her son saying cuz he's an idiot is next door harassing him all night last night to try and have him get angry today and the girl figured it out and she sent for help and sent bja in a sense it as far as his against and so she stops and she says what are you doing I don't want you to do my bike all that happens but then again I can't spend any damn money cuz you guys can't figure it out it's fine cuz of something else then she heard that with some tears said we can't host this place and that's a problem people reported but she said this is hell he's right if we can't stay here it's horrible you have to back off and just keep telling him it's this idiot and idiot in the house it's not holding us here at all it doesn't do anything it's more like what what's going on in westborough. She kind of gets that but DC is up on it I mean this is obviously it's a nightmare well he went through trouble when I know it's like intend to get mad at anybody nearby and he is nearby so I just see that he's an ass and that's an ass.

Huge numbers of trumpsters are down they're going for his areas today morlock is going to be at about 100 areas in about 1 hour and after that they will be down to about 50 we think by tonight and because of that they're going to start trying to invade heavily and Mac moving heavy down. And he's going to try and move a lot and the foreigners will get jilted but they're going to see it's retards and they can demand in in the city of contingents and they'll make sure the stay safe while people are getting rid of these idiots and they're making agreements now. It's a huge number of idiots trying to get into the tunnels says they're not that bad but you have around me being an a****** day you don't know me you don't do anything right just like an ass if you wave at me you'll start taking my pennies it's like nothing worse being near you. There's a lot going on and he's wondering about funding because everyone's going to say we can't do anything and we do understand that and he doesn't want to attract people so we have to get your money somehow and our son says get it from the federal government and attract attention up there so they wake up and that makes sense to him social security ain't going to do s*** so we're waiting to see what's going on but really it's a good idea this is this this group starts picking it up today they see the numbers of places to mention and it's $700 artillion at all the gates and 1:00 p.m. or a little earlier today so I got everything ready and there they are and you said something like it's going to be a lot more and they'll lose 50 more areas I'll be down to 50 by midnight and that means I have to try and go somewhere so I got nervous and I said what does this mean so you got reports and you understand what it is it could be very huge and we're going to have to stop them somehow the clones will want to and the foreigners and they're going to have to do it and when they do that it'll cut them down more and we have to do that false flag and it doesn't work when you hit them.

They're not doing anything right and they're not even coming here correctly it's costing them everything and they just spit in our eye say things that are very very rude and issue death threats globally so I've had it with them I'm going to go in their areas and pull everything out not just night companies we're going to pull all their products from everywhere and that will put a dent in them and blame them everywhere so sick of hearing from them other products they have

*Coleman camping gear and it is only camping stuff they don't have anything else there's a lot of it though that's all over the world unless they're basis of living and they're going to start going the woods they'll be fires every day tons of them burning just a hokey pile of poop pretty soon we're going to take it Lock stock and barrel and fire John remillard tonight

*igloo coolers we're going to take it all now we don't want them out in the woods we're going to fire John Deere my Lord tonight Lock stock and barrel and taking the company

*Winnebago we're taking this company over it is John remillard's company and his hole in his private and he can't stop us we're just going to take the campers no confiscating it for I accidentally crimes against the United States of America and other countries acts of terrorism

*Blue rhino and other propane companies were pulling all those propane tanks and all the propane companies including the one here in punta Gorda and it's a shared responsibility but mostly Max will run it here I'm tired of him threatening everything

*praxair and all the other air companies he had a small share and we're firing him from them tonight and if he doesn't make the meeting or issuing warrants and it's John remillard and company you're leaving mostly the rest are hanging on with some socks or they're making deals and they're getting some facilities and so forth

*there's several iron works companies that are specialty iron and they make things like elevators and special lifts and special machines and it's very high strength steel John reamillard took them over and the machines are crap and they last for a week or a month or not even because the bulls aren't right and all sorts of things are wrong with them and it don't match and it fall apart is a specialty equipment company and there's about 200 Australian employees an area they're working it so yes we're going to retain most of the people only the people who are idiots are going to be let go and really it's no place for them to go they're going to find out the pits in the ships on these guys and it wasn't that hard and our son figured it out a while ago and I can't remember it and it's going on pretty soon there's more to it will announce you shortly

Thor Freya

0 notes

pbandjesse · 5 years

Text

Oops I deleted my post. Thankfully I was only talking about last night and hadn't really gotten to write much of the day because I keep getting distracted.

I'm really glad to be in bed. I'm very tired. And I don't feel 100% but I do feel a lot better than I did yesterday. Today was really a good day and I do feel very happy.

Last night was a different story though. I was miserable and I couldn't sleep. I ended up going through Facebook and try and figure out who was married for my graduating class. Because this year is 10 years since I graduated from high school. Which is Wile to think about. I can't believe that that used to actually matter. My people would have reunions and things. You couldn't pay me to go to a reunion for my high school. And then I woke up in the middle of the night with horrible pain. It was like a charlie horse from my side all the way down my leg. I got up a few times cuz I thought I was going to be sick. I was up for a while and eventually I was able to take a Motrin and feel okay enough to lay down. But I was still in pain. James is 1000000 degrees all the time so his body heat lulled me enough to go back to sleep.

I woke up briefly when James was leaving for work. I didn't even feel him get out of bed. But he came and gave me a hug before he left. I really needed to keep sleeping though.

I let myself sleep in until almost 10. And that's been kind of normal right now just because it's cold and I'm tired and haven't been feeling good so I haven't been sleeping well. But it's not like I had a lot to do today. I got up and I got dressed. I had a bagel. I watched videos. I'm most of them watching those SCP read through ones and I've been really enjoying those. They're the perfect amount of Creepypasta but they don't have to have a conclusion which is always the weakness in a creepypasta. So it's been very nice just Mindless sort of creepy and fun.

I left here around 11:30. I biked over to dickblick to get Sharpies for the kids. Which are way more expensive than I thought they were. But ended up getting a great deal on 12 pen Sharpies for like $7. The woman said they were actually mislabeled because they should have been $12 but I want out in the mist occurring and she still let me have the price.

I left there and I went to 7-Eleven. I got lunch. And then I grabbed the bus to go to work. When I got there I found that a whole bunch of stuff I've been knocked over in our storage closet. I went to go talk to coach Banks who sort of runs lunch time. But parent was yelling at him about her child being suspended. So I noped out of there. I found another t-shirt at all. But I just cleaned it off it was fine. I ended up having a funny conversation with health aid because she wasn't sure if I was a student or a teacher. And I explained who I was. And she was just like I've never seen you here before. It was cute.

I found some new organizational tools for our cart. So now each table has their own basket with their own supplies in it. So there'll be no more arguing. So is very proud of myself for that and then me and Chelsea were able to just chill. There wasn't a lot that we needed to do.

And we had a really nice day. It was really small class today we only had about 11 by the end. Just with the snow that was coming in and there's cheerleading tryouts in basketball practice. I think the robotics team also just started up again. But that was nice. It was nice to just be able to connect with the couple kids that were there on a one to one level. And they made good art and that was really nice to see. We talked about foreground middle-ground and background. And how you can use line weight to show those different distances.

We also have the art store today. And the kids are already raised enough money to have a pizza party. I was very proud of them for donating to each other. And they got to have a cool thing over it. Will probably save it for next week. But I'm so very proud of them.

When I woke up this morning it was very heavy on my heart but I wanted to talk to Damien's mom. When he was brought to our class for the first time. The couple days before. I was warned that he was really tough to have in class. That he was on the Spectrum and that teachers found him very difficult. But his mom is great and that if there was ever an issue she would come and get him right away and not to worry about it. But that's not been my experience with Damien. He's wonderful. He's a sweet loving little boy. Sometimes he has breakdowns. Sometimes he can't focus. But he is always first to help me and he has a really sweet temperament. And so I really felt like I needed to say something to his mom today. She came early to pick him up because his sister was doing some kind of presentation at an event. And I pulled her aside and I was like Hey I just really want to let you know how much I enjoy Damien. And I told her everything and she started crying and gave me a hug. And you can just tell she works so hard with those two kids. She's a really good mom and I'm glad that Damien was able to be in our class. He's a good boy.

We finished up today. We did vocab in Jeopardy Style. Where they had to say the definition and then someone else had to give the vocab word in the form of a question. Only about half of them understand that but it was so fun. We played a game and then we wouldn't have snack and then it was time to go home. Me and chelsi got to get out of there by 5:30 which was awesome.

I got the bus and I was able to get back to my apartment only a couple minutes after 6. I packed up some stuff for dinner and then I went to James's place. He made Tex Mex and use some of the stuff that I brought with me. And we watched videos and we talked. He explained the game he made to me. Which has a whole lot of numbers in it is hard for me to get but seems to have a really nice system of rolling dice that I hope this DND friends enjoy. And we hung out for a while. And we talked. And then he walked me home.

It had started snowing and he likes walking in the snow so it wasn't completely one-sided. We just enjoy each other's company and we talked and had a nice walk back to my apartment. He said goodbye and he went back to his.

When I got here I checked the mail and Not only was my new rabbit phone case here. The old one was very matted and I wasn't able to brush it out like I was hoping. My new reindeer Furby arrived as well. I'm not sure what to name him yet but he's very soft. He doesn't seem to work. His he won't turn on. But that's okay. He's still very cute. He'll probably get packed away with the Christmas ornament ones as well once the winter is over so he'll be a nice new face to have out next year.

I'm in bed now. Just enjoying that it's actually nice and toasty in my bedroom for once. I'm going to plug in my phone though because it's dying. And then I'm going to try to go to sleep. I am working at constellation all day tomorrow and I'm hoping to do lesson plans. And then me and James are going to go see a play about Johnstown. And I am really looking forward to it. Because I love Cults. Especially murder cults.

I hope you all sleep great tonight. I hope that your animals are nice to you. And that you have a really nice day tomorrow. Good night everyone.

#ootd #work #babe #selfie #furby #good xay #thursday

4 notes · View notes

pbandjesse · 5 years

Text

My heat is actually working pretty well tonight. I'm actually pretty comfortable right now. I am very tired and ready to go to sleep but it's been a nice day. I had a weird moment in the middle but we'll get to that.

Me and James slept okay last night. I had a really bad headache but it did go away after a little while. We listen to some videos and I slept pretty good. We woke up around 9 and I teased James because I told him he wasn't supposed to let me sleep in that late. But it was fine I needed to sleep.

We got up and I went to go get dressed. He caught me a bowl of cereal and he put the Dry Cereal in a bowl and the milk in a mug so that it wouldn't get soggy while I was doing my makeup. He's so cute.

We hung out for a while. Laid in bed. Watch TV and play it on our phones. And then around 11 we headed downtown go to lunch. Except we didn't know it was raining. We were going to bike and then we step outside and it was pouring so we went back inside so I can get an umbrella. And then we walked.

It was pretty disgusting out. And I was fairly uncomfortable because my shoes got soaked all the way through. I had a really nice time being with him. He bought us lunch. And it was nice being able to sit and talk with him. He's the best boyfriend. Always taking care of me.

We walked back up Saratoga and he waited for the bus with me. The rain was really bad and it was making that he'll fairly dangerous to drive on. We saw one lady hydroplane pretty bad. But it was all good. We said goodbye and he headed back to whatever he was doing to do today. He had today and tomorrow off so he gets to get some stuff done. And I headed to work.

My socks and shoes were soaking wet by the time I got the school. So I had paper towels stuffed in the bottoms of my shoes trying to smoke some of it up. It was fairly uncomfortable but we deal. I was a little stressed out because I had an auction for a lot of six Furbies. Including a Shelby and a clock for me that I really really wanted. I've had my own that clock for me for a bit now. And this is the first time I've seen one where it was a reasonable price. And the whole lot was actually a really really reasonable price. Until it wasn't. I mean / Furby it was a great price. But like all it wants. It got kind of high. And then I was not going to fit anymore. But then all of a sudden I got this Rush of adrenaline that I needed to win. And I was getting outbid every other minute. And then there's only 10 minutes left. And I made what I was calling my final bid. But then I lost. And so I bid again. And I got the last bit in in the last 4 seconds of this eBay auction. And I won. And I fell on the ground and I'm shaking. It was just the bizarre reaction and I did not like it. I don't like that I had this sort of addictive behavior rush in that moment. I was upset with myself. I spent too much money. And I've decided that that's it. I am not buying any more Furbys. I had one more option that I couldn't take back from. Which I did win. So I have gotten my last Furby. Unless somebody buys one for me. I am done purchasing them. That's it. I really really was upset with my reaction though. And I was shaking for a good hour afterwards. It wasn't cool. I'm excited that I won. And I'm going to start listing those ones once they come in and I can make sure they actually work. But yeah. It was weird.

Had a really next day with the kids. With a really small class. It went from 12 to 9 to 8. But we had a good time. They voted on a movie since we couldn't go outside with the rain. And even though it stopped raining we just watch the rest of our movie. We watch Lilo & Stitch. And we true. We had snacks. And it was nice. I got so color with the kids and just enjoy their company.

It wasn't a very interesting day. We had a good dinner. I set things up. We went over working on our cross-hatching. We had a critique at the end. We talked about difference between judgement and critique. And how with judgement you are signing a good or bad to something but was critique you're giving feedback. And that seemed to make them understand a little bit more. So I hung up all their pieces of window and we talked about each one. And it was a lot of fun hearing what they like about the pieces of what they felt was successful.

The kids got picked up really quickly and I was able to leave by 5:30. But I still didn't get on the bus until almost 6 which was annoying. Mostly cuz it was windy outside but there is a enclosure there so I was mostly protected. The best finally came and there was a very funny teenager on the bus who just had a bit for everything. And he was making me laugh. He's making a lot of the best laugh actually. And then I was at my stop. And I walk the half-mile home. Then it was a nice walk. The rain was done and it was just a little cold.

I got home and the last Furby connect that I bought came. I'm not even going to take pictures of her because I'm selling her as soon as possible. I bought her because she was a good deal and that was it. And I made some post on my Instagram about how I have Furbys coming up for sale soon. And there's a couple people already contacting me that are interested. I really wish I could get these Booms to move but there's just too many of them on the market honestly. We'll see what happens. Just got to keep trying.

I've had an okay night. I drew freckles on some Furbies. I played with sweetpea. Just harassing this animal. I had dinner. I organized two of my trunks. I'm trying to be able to collect all of my knickknacks into one trunk when we move. I'm becoming more and more stressed out about our move this summer because I just have so much stuff. And there should be a three month. Where all of my stuff is in storage. And that's just very stressful for me. It'll all be fine but I feel a little overwhelmed. James made me feel better and I know everything will be okay.

Now I'm just laying in bed struggling to find something to interesting to watch. Jess is coming this weekend and I'm really excited to hang out with her. I hope we just have a nice restful weekend with food and pottery and shopping and the zoo and it'll just be really nice. I do have a PD in the morning tomorrow that I'm looking forward to. A couple extra hours to make up for my Furby spending. And I'm just hoping to clean my apartment pretty thoroughly before she gets here at 6. I think it'll be a really nice day.

I just hope that the rain is over. Good night everybody. Be safe.

#ootd #work #art #in progress #kids drawnigs #thursday

3 notes · View notes